1 00:00:03,950 --> 00:00:07,890 No one believes their life will turn out just kind of okay. 2 00:00:09,150 --> 00:00:11,170 We all think we're going to be great. 3 00:00:11,490 --> 00:00:14,010 And from the day we decide to be surgeons, 4 00:00:14,300 --> 00:00:16,460 we are filled with expectation 5 00:00:17,440 --> 00:00:19,980 expectations of the trails we will blaze, 6 00:00:20,390 --> 00:00:23,860 the people we will help, the difference we will make... 7 00:00:24,220 --> 00:00:26,560 Great expectations of who we will be, 8 00:00:26,810 --> 00:00:28,710 where we will go. 9 00:00:30,070 --> 00:00:33,250 And then we get there. 10 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:41,074 Everyone is intimidated by a shark. Become a Card Shark AMERICASCARDROOM.COM 11 00:00:43,450 --> 00:00:45,780 Meredith... would you like seconds? 12 00:00:45,880 --> 00:00:47,980 I'm great. Maybe Christina would like some. 13 00:00:48,080 --> 00:00:49,080 Cristina, would you like some? 14 00:00:49,180 --> 00:00:50,310 I only made enough for three. 15 00:00:50,410 --> 00:00:52,880 You just said there was seconds. 16 00:00:56,190 --> 00:00:57,640 This is, uh, awkward. 17 00:00:58,130 --> 00:00:59,070 You know, we can go, 18 00:00:59,170 --> 00:01:00,570 and-- and you two can talk. 19 00:01:00,670 --> 00:01:01,530 - Oh, we're talking. - We're talking. 20 00:01:01,630 --> 00:01:02,450 To each other. 21 00:01:03,270 --> 00:01:04,260 You're enjoying your meal 22 00:01:04,360 --> 00:01:06,190 at the international house of silence? 23 00:01:06,400 --> 00:01:08,490 Burke, you have to feed Christina. 24 00:01:08,590 --> 00:01:10,430 She doesn't cook, and she will starve to death. 25 00:01:10,530 --> 00:01:11,490 I have cereal. 26 00:01:11,590 --> 00:01:12,770 You two live together. 27 00:01:12,870 --> 00:01:14,950 Someone has to be the first to speak. 28 00:01:15,050 --> 00:01:17,510 I am giving a-- a dinner party. 29 00:01:17,610 --> 00:01:18,300 If she wants to sit there, 30 00:01:18,400 --> 00:01:19,380 she can sit there. 31 00:01:19,480 --> 00:01:23,150 Let's just enjoy our evening and talk about something else. 32 00:01:26,260 --> 00:01:29,210 I heard a crazy rumor today from one of the scrub nurses 33 00:01:29,310 --> 00:01:31,060 that Richard was retiring. 34 00:01:31,330 --> 00:01:32,580 Mm. That's an interesting rumor. 35 00:01:33,420 --> 00:01:35,560 What? It's true? 36 00:01:36,200 --> 00:01:37,830 Richard's gonna name a new chief of surgery? 37 00:01:38,820 --> 00:01:39,720 He asked Burke. 38 00:01:39,820 --> 00:01:41,280 But Burke took himself out of the running, 39 00:01:41,380 --> 00:01:44,180 which apparently is my fault for being a part of the team. 40 00:01:44,500 --> 00:01:45,330 He asked you? 41 00:01:46,300 --> 00:01:47,630 Who wants dessert? 42 00:01:50,130 --> 00:01:51,010 It's so sad. 43 00:01:51,110 --> 00:01:52,230 She's not talking to him. 44 00:01:52,330 --> 00:01:53,680 He's not talking to her. 45 00:01:53,780 --> 00:01:54,820 He said that when he retired, 46 00:01:54,920 --> 00:01:55,900 I would become chief. 47 00:01:56,160 --> 00:02:00,190 No, no, no, no, no. He asks Burke. 48 00:02:00,290 --> 00:02:01,780 I don't think they're gonna make it. 49 00:02:01,880 --> 00:02:05,000 He said to me, "Shep, you're my man." Not Burke. 50 00:02:05,100 --> 00:02:08,160 How can two people be in a relationship and not talk? 51 00:02:09,150 --> 00:02:11,220 I am supposed to be chief. 52 00:02:13,170 --> 00:02:17,980 George, can I come in? I made you some cookies, some brownies, muffins of course, I always make them... 53 00:02:18,350 --> 00:02:19,220 Oh, thank god you're here. 54 00:02:19,320 --> 00:02:20,110 I can't take anymore. 55 00:02:20,200 --> 00:02:23,360 Three times already tonight, and he's getting ready for a fourth. 56 00:02:23,560 --> 00:02:24,610 Are-- are you talking about-- 57 00:02:24,890 --> 00:02:26,570 Oh. Oh, ew. 58 00:02:26,670 --> 00:02:28,790 You know, I’d get it if he were crying or depressed, 59 00:02:28,890 --> 00:02:30,250 and I know we all deal with it different ways, 60 00:02:30,350 --> 00:02:31,010 but this is not grieving. 61 00:02:31,230 --> 00:02:33,120 This is my legs being bent in ways my legs do not go. 62 00:02:33,220 --> 00:02:35,170 And I know. I know his dad died. I get it. 63 00:02:35,270 --> 00:02:36,540 I feel horrible for him. 64 00:02:36,650 --> 00:02:38,720 - But ow, ow, - Okay? 65 00:02:38,820 --> 00:02:39,910 I'm gonna give you guys some privacy. 66 00:02:40,150 --> 00:02:41,600 - I'm going far, far- - No, you stay. 67 00:02:41,700 --> 00:02:43,230 You take over for me, okay? 68 00:02:43,240 --> 00:02:43,930 Callie Torres! 69 00:02:43,940 --> 00:02:45,610 No, I don't-- Not like that. 70 00:02:45,710 --> 00:02:46,700 I am giving him to you. 71 00:02:46,820 --> 00:02:49,280 You are now officially on George watch 2007, okay? 72 00:02:49,380 --> 00:02:50,590 You are his friend. Yay! 73 00:02:50,690 --> 00:02:51,560 And I need a break. 74 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:52,190 - I need to heal. - No. No. 75 00:02:52,290 --> 00:02:52,950 I need to heal. 76 00:02:53,100 --> 00:02:55,760 - But what am I supposed to... - Callie. 77 00:02:57,310 --> 00:02:59,140 - Thank you. Goodbye. - No. Callie. 78 00:03:00,310 --> 00:03:02,360 What is taking you so... 79 00:03:05,060 --> 00:03:09,570 - Oh! - Uh, she... she had to go. 80 00:03:10,130 --> 00:03:11,680 Are you hungry? 81 00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:14,790 Hey. 82 00:03:15,580 --> 00:03:17,120 Oh, Dr. Karev. Hello. 83 00:03:17,800 --> 00:03:20,300 - What's-- what's wrong with you? - Me? No, I’m good. I'm good. 84 00:03:20,400 --> 00:03:22,600 I'm all good, all... good. 85 00:03:22,790 --> 00:03:23,850 You've been avoiding me for a week. 86 00:03:23,950 --> 00:03:25,240 No, I have not. 87 00:03:25,640 --> 00:03:26,420 Okay, fine. 88 00:03:26,520 --> 00:03:27,780 Forget it. 89 00:03:29,220 --> 00:03:30,240 I kissed Karev. 90 00:03:30,580 --> 00:03:32,080 George has become a sex machine. 91 00:03:34,380 --> 00:03:36,500 George has turned into a sex machine. 92 00:03:37,530 --> 00:03:38,210 Are you hearing me? 93 00:03:38,230 --> 00:03:38,890 A machine of sex. 94 00:03:38,990 --> 00:03:40,170 We have to do something. 95 00:03:40,270 --> 00:03:41,290 What's wrong with you people? 96 00:03:41,390 --> 00:03:43,280 Derek kept me up all night with his ranting. 97 00:03:43,380 --> 00:03:45,890 Cristina and Burke still are not speaking to each other. 98 00:03:45,900 --> 00:03:47,110 Oh, you know what? I'm fine. 99 00:03:47,530 --> 00:03:49,170 I mean, I’m just not gonna be the first one talking. 100 00:03:49,270 --> 00:03:51,120 I mean, he has to talk 'cause I'm in the right. 101 00:03:51,220 --> 00:03:52,640 Talking first is for losers. 102 00:03:52,740 --> 00:03:53,420 I'm winning. 103 00:03:53,420 --> 00:03:55,750 And Alex-- I don't know what's wrong with Alex. 104 00:03:55,850 --> 00:03:57,060 I'm good. I'm all good. 105 00:03:57,630 --> 00:03:58,860 Let me just remind you 106 00:03:58,960 --> 00:03:59,820 that I'm still recovering 107 00:03:59,920 --> 00:04:01,060 from the death of my fiancé? 108 00:04:01,160 --> 00:04:02,300 The demise of my surgical career, 109 00:04:02,400 --> 00:04:04,440 the fact that I was forced to deposit an $8 million check 110 00:04:04,540 --> 00:04:05,500 that I was saving for a good cause 111 00:04:05,600 --> 00:04:06,480 even though I haven't found a good cause, 112 00:04:06,580 --> 00:04:08,320 and I'm the only one here under care of a shrink. 113 00:04:08,420 --> 00:04:09,130 I could blow any minute. 114 00:04:09,230 --> 00:04:10,370 Now George's dad has died. 115 00:04:10,470 --> 00:04:11,910 It has turned him into a sex machine. 116 00:04:12,010 --> 00:04:12,950 I'm gonna need a little help with that, 117 00:04:13,050 --> 00:04:14,650 so one of you better pull it together. 118 00:04:15,650 --> 00:04:17,190 Hey, anyone seen Callie? 119 00:04:17,290 --> 00:04:19,060 I kinda need to find her for something. 120 00:04:20,010 --> 00:04:23,010 Last I heard, perpetual sex was not one of the five stages of grief. 121 00:04:23,110 --> 00:04:23,780 But denial is. 122 00:04:23,810 --> 00:04:24,670 That's not what I'm do-- 123 00:04:25,150 --> 00:04:27,180 You shouldn't be listening at other people's doors. 124 00:04:27,280 --> 00:04:28,760 You were in the hallway naked. 125 00:04:28,770 --> 00:04:29,410 I saw you. 126 00:04:29,510 --> 00:04:30,650 Oh, I blocked that out. 127 00:04:30,750 --> 00:04:32,420 Denial. Dr. Montgomery. 128 00:04:32,460 --> 00:04:33,930 - Yeah. - Is sex another form of denial? 129 00:04:34,720 --> 00:04:35,830 What? 130 00:04:37,330 --> 00:04:38,390 What do you know? 131 00:04:40,100 --> 00:04:43,520 That... that you have a G.Y.N. patient in here 132 00:04:43,620 --> 00:04:45,470 that you want us to see. 133 00:04:46,900 --> 00:04:47,870 That's right. 134 00:04:49,700 --> 00:04:50,780 That's right. I do. 135 00:04:51,470 --> 00:04:52,480 Shall we? 136 00:04:56,660 --> 00:04:57,810 - Good morning. - Good morning. 137 00:04:58,370 --> 00:05:00,140 Chief! Chief! Chief. 138 00:05:00,240 --> 00:05:00,880 I gotta talk to the chief. 139 00:05:00,890 --> 00:05:02,390 Well, so do I, and I was here first. 140 00:05:02,490 --> 00:05:03,530 I have a meeting to get to, 141 00:05:03,630 --> 00:05:04,840 a very important meeting. 142 00:05:04,940 --> 00:05:05,860 I'll talk quickly. 143 00:05:05,960 --> 00:05:07,600 Get in, too, Shep, if you can make it fast. 144 00:05:07,700 --> 00:05:08,910 Mine's not fast. Mine is epic. 145 00:05:09,010 --> 00:05:10,630 Then we'll have to talk later. 146 00:05:14,130 --> 00:05:15,090 Why are you wearing a tie? 147 00:05:15,960 --> 00:05:17,420 And why are you smiling like hat? 148 00:05:17,930 --> 00:05:19,790 You have the length of this elevator ride, Miranda. 149 00:05:19,890 --> 00:05:20,700 Use it well. 150 00:05:20,710 --> 00:05:22,850 I have two words for you, chief--free clinic. 151 00:05:23,460 --> 00:05:24,100 What? 152 00:05:24,200 --> 00:05:26,240 I want Seattle Grace to open a free clinic. 153 00:05:26,610 --> 00:05:27,940 I know, it's a big undertaking, but-- 154 00:05:28,040 --> 00:05:29,150 This isn't even surgical. 155 00:05:29,250 --> 00:05:30,280 I've done all the research. 156 00:05:30,380 --> 00:05:33,310 Miranda, there's all kind of hoops to jump through-- 157 00:05:33,410 --> 00:05:35,950 Funding, you have to get the department heads to okay it. 158 00:05:36,050 --> 00:05:39,140 Well, if I get the support, will you consider this? 159 00:05:40,910 --> 00:05:41,760 I'll think about it. 160 00:05:42,150 --> 00:05:44,870 I can't imagine why you want to take this on. 161 00:05:45,190 --> 00:05:46,210 You're a surgeon. 162 00:05:46,610 --> 00:05:48,640 I gotta get to my meeting now, okay? 163 00:05:51,050 --> 00:05:52,720 Your chart says you've been having some pain and bleeding? 164 00:05:52,820 --> 00:05:53,950 She has, for weeks. 165 00:05:54,050 --> 00:05:54,950 It's not a big deal. 166 00:05:55,050 --> 00:05:56,420 I had to drag her in here. 167 00:05:56,610 --> 00:05:58,120 On our one day off from the restaurant. 168 00:05:58,220 --> 00:06:01,480 Just let the doctors check you out. A lot of doctors. 169 00:06:01,580 --> 00:06:03,430 She needs three people for a pap smear? 170 00:06:03,530 --> 00:06:05,080 Actually, it's not a pap smear. 171 00:06:05,180 --> 00:06:06,380 It's a pelvic exam. 172 00:06:06,480 --> 00:06:08,310 And since this is a teaching hospital, 173 00:06:08,410 --> 00:06:11,070 I was gonna let one of the interns do the exam. 174 00:06:11,170 --> 00:06:13,370 But if you're uncomfortable with that... 175 00:06:13,470 --> 00:06:14,430 No, it's fine. 176 00:06:15,010 --> 00:06:16,320 I'm helping you guys learn something, right? 177 00:06:17,070 --> 00:06:18,290 Stevens. 178 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:21,900 Okay. Jilly, I’m just gonna, uh, 179 00:06:22,190 --> 00:06:23,700 warm the speculum for comfort. 180 00:06:23,800 --> 00:06:26,060 So if you'll just relax your knees... 181 00:06:27,250 --> 00:06:27,920 You don't have to stay here if you-- 182 00:06:28,020 --> 00:06:29,010 Of course I'm staying. 183 00:06:29,110 --> 00:06:30,210 We do everything together. 184 00:06:30,310 --> 00:06:31,930 We might as well do this. 185 00:06:32,890 --> 00:06:34,280 Rachel and I were born two days apart. 186 00:06:35,040 --> 00:06:36,840 That's nice that your friendship has stayed so strong. 187 00:06:37,990 --> 00:06:39,170 Cradle to grave, right? 188 00:06:40,740 --> 00:06:42,050 Cradle to grave. 189 00:06:43,860 --> 00:06:45,550 So just relax this muscle for me. 190 00:06:45,650 --> 00:06:47,150 You're gonna feel the speculum. 191 00:06:50,070 --> 00:06:50,910 Dr. Montgomery. 192 00:06:59,850 --> 00:07:00,890 Okay, uh... 193 00:07:01,660 --> 00:07:02,890 - Jilly- - Wait. 194 00:07:06,440 --> 00:07:07,560 He didn't get to look. 195 00:07:08,400 --> 00:07:09,540 I don't have to. 196 00:07:10,190 --> 00:07:12,250 You said this was a teaching hospital. 197 00:07:13,370 --> 00:07:14,610 He should learn. 198 00:07:17,150 --> 00:07:18,120 Dr. O’Malley. 199 00:07:23,870 --> 00:07:25,940 Okay, what do you have up there? 200 00:07:26,630 --> 00:07:27,870 Is she pregnant? 201 00:07:27,970 --> 00:07:28,730 Oh, my god. If you're pregnant-- 202 00:07:28,830 --> 00:07:31,330 No, I’m not pregnant. 203 00:07:32,500 --> 00:07:33,580 Am I? 204 00:07:34,820 --> 00:07:35,850 No. 205 00:07:44,170 --> 00:07:44,920 I could see the tumor. 206 00:07:45,020 --> 00:07:46,930 With my naked eye, I could see the tumor. 207 00:07:46,940 --> 00:07:49,070 I've never seen a cervical tumor that large. 208 00:07:52,480 --> 00:07:53,700 She has cancer? 209 00:07:54,120 --> 00:07:55,970 It- It'll take hours to get 210 00:07:56,070 --> 00:07:57,650 the biopsy results back. 211 00:07:58,000 --> 00:07:58,780 If she has cancer, 212 00:07:58,880 --> 00:08:00,270 I need you to tell me, 213 00:08:00,370 --> 00:08:01,610 because if you tell me 214 00:08:01,710 --> 00:08:02,320 in front of her, 215 00:08:02,420 --> 00:08:03,540 I'll start to cry, 216 00:08:03,640 --> 00:08:05,190 and when I cry, she cries. 217 00:08:06,010 --> 00:08:07,560 If she has family, parents, 218 00:08:07,660 --> 00:08:08,590 you should call them. 219 00:08:08,970 --> 00:08:09,970 You should call them now. 220 00:08:10,540 --> 00:08:12,970 She's... just, her parents-- 221 00:08:13,070 --> 00:08:14,760 We... left home. 222 00:08:14,860 --> 00:08:16,970 We both left home when we were 16, 223 00:08:17,100 --> 00:08:18,700 and we haven't been back. 224 00:08:19,170 --> 00:08:21,100 We don’t... speak to them. 225 00:08:21,200 --> 00:08:22,870 It's-- it's-- it's complicated. 226 00:08:23,520 --> 00:08:27,300 It's just, Jilly, um... in situations like these, 227 00:08:27,400 --> 00:08:28,680 she might change her mind. 228 00:08:28,780 --> 00:08:31,520 She might want her family. 229 00:08:32,880 --> 00:08:34,270 I am her family. 230 00:08:35,420 --> 00:08:37,640 She is... my family. 231 00:08:38,680 --> 00:08:42,570 I'm not contacting her parents, and neither are you. 232 00:08:47,440 --> 00:08:50,330 Jim, annoying interns. Annoying interns, Jim. 233 00:08:50,710 --> 00:08:54,650 Jim is semicomatose and has stage III decubitus ulcers. 234 00:08:55,540 --> 00:08:57,540 - Bedsores? - Right. 235 00:08:58,180 --> 00:08:59,230 So he's gonna need to be debrided, 236 00:08:59,800 --> 00:09:03,410 have his dressings changed and be repositioned every two hours. 237 00:09:03,510 --> 00:09:04,640 Every two hours? 238 00:09:04,740 --> 00:09:05,340 By the time we finish, 239 00:09:05,440 --> 00:09:06,950 we'll just have to start again. 240 00:09:07,300 --> 00:09:08,580 I'm crying on the inside. 241 00:09:09,480 --> 00:09:10,470 Can't the nurses help? 242 00:09:10,780 --> 00:09:13,650 They could, but I like nurses. 243 00:09:14,100 --> 00:09:18,470 They're helpful and smart and already good at their jobs. 244 00:09:18,570 --> 00:09:20,460 So as a going away gift to them, 245 00:09:20,770 --> 00:09:22,120 I'm gonna let you hang with Jim 246 00:09:22,470 --> 00:09:25,830 while I go do one last rhinoplasty at Seattle Grace. 247 00:09:26,240 --> 00:09:27,190 I do like to leave a city 248 00:09:27,290 --> 00:09:29,210 just a little prettier than when I came. 249 00:09:32,710 --> 00:09:35,640 Did he just say he was leaving, as in quitting? 250 00:09:37,050 --> 00:09:37,960 Dr. Shepherd. 251 00:09:38,240 --> 00:09:40,050 Dr. Bailey. How was your meeting with the chief? 252 00:09:40,150 --> 00:09:42,290 Uh, that's actually what I wanted to talk to you about. 253 00:09:42,390 --> 00:09:44,040 There's a project I'm trying to get off the ground. 254 00:09:44,140 --> 00:09:45,870 I'd like to open a free clinic. 255 00:09:46,880 --> 00:09:47,710 Why? 256 00:09:48,030 --> 00:09:48,930 Because I want to, 257 00:09:49,030 --> 00:09:50,420 and I could use your support. 258 00:09:50,520 --> 00:09:52,440 Ah, see, that kind of project requires logistical, 259 00:09:52,540 --> 00:09:54,290 strategic and administrative components, 260 00:09:54,820 --> 00:09:56,080 something the chief does. 261 00:09:56,380 --> 00:09:57,870 Apparently I'm not cut out for that kind of work. 262 00:09:58,670 --> 00:10:02,510 So... you're gonna have to take it to somebody else. 263 00:10:04,820 --> 00:10:05,780 How's George? 264 00:10:05,880 --> 00:10:06,940 Dealing, I guess. 265 00:10:07,200 --> 00:10:08,520 Oh, well, he sure has a voracious appetite. 266 00:10:08,970 --> 00:10:11,260 You know, some people bake, others eat. 267 00:10:11,310 --> 00:10:12,670 No, no, no. I don't mean that appetite. 268 00:10:12,770 --> 00:10:13,910 I mean the other appetite. 269 00:10:14,010 --> 00:10:15,340 Oh, okay. 270 00:10:15,440 --> 00:10:17,390 Uh, we are not friends, 271 00:10:17,490 --> 00:10:19,080 you and I. We're not friends. 272 00:10:19,180 --> 00:10:21,330 So please don't talk to me about what George eats. 273 00:10:21,430 --> 00:10:23,540 Okay, I was just concerned, and I thought you'd be concerned. 274 00:10:23,640 --> 00:10:25,410 But you know what? Forget it. I don't like you. 275 00:10:26,190 --> 00:10:28,270 Oh... now my feelings are hurt. 276 00:10:28,830 --> 00:10:30,490 Steve Beck, age 32, 277 00:10:30,590 --> 00:10:32,710 right patellar dislocation secondary to a fall 278 00:10:32,810 --> 00:10:33,890 while running a marathon. 279 00:10:34,190 --> 00:10:35,940 The paramedics told me I blacked out. 280 00:10:36,170 --> 00:10:38,140 Any theories as to how Mr. Beck here could've passed out? 281 00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:39,580 Uh, no sign of head injury. 282 00:10:39,680 --> 00:10:41,550 His B.P. was low in the field. 80 over 60. 283 00:10:41,650 --> 00:10:42,960 Athletes have low B.P.S. 284 00:10:43,550 --> 00:10:44,210 Well, in that case, 285 00:10:44,310 --> 00:10:45,660 it's probably dehydration. 286 00:10:45,760 --> 00:10:47,310 I drank a lot along the way. 287 00:10:47,410 --> 00:10:48,650 What else did you do today? 288 00:10:49,340 --> 00:10:50,900 Ate a couple of protein bars, 289 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:52,930 took a couple aspirin for this cold I'm fighting. 290 00:10:53,140 --> 00:10:55,290 I've got another race next month-- Oh. God! 291 00:10:55,580 --> 00:10:56,740 All right, put him in a patellar brace, 292 00:10:56,840 --> 00:10:58,930 get postreduction films and run some labs. 293 00:10:59,030 --> 00:11:00,220 Make sure he's not too dehydrated. 294 00:11:00,320 --> 00:11:01,860 And, Steve, next time you have a cold, 295 00:11:02,590 --> 00:11:04,050 you might wanna skip the race. 296 00:11:04,430 --> 00:11:05,750 Never. 297 00:11:13,250 --> 00:11:14,180 You gonna be okay with this, 298 00:11:14,280 --> 00:11:15,050 Working on a cancer case? 299 00:11:15,150 --> 00:11:15,980 Yeah. Why? 300 00:11:16,650 --> 00:11:17,610 Because of your dad. 301 00:11:18,150 --> 00:11:19,490 Callie! Hey! 302 00:11:19,650 --> 00:11:20,440 Hi. Uh, sorry. 303 00:11:20,540 --> 00:11:22,120 Uh, busy. Izzie. 304 00:11:23,050 --> 00:11:25,080 - Is she avoiding me? What are you- - Maybe. I don't know. 305 00:11:25,180 --> 00:11:27,270 Um, but I'm here if you want to talk. 306 00:11:27,290 --> 00:11:27,950 I know you're sad. 307 00:11:27,980 --> 00:11:29,020 I don't want to talk about that. 308 00:11:29,250 --> 00:11:30,760 George, I’m your best friend. I'm trying to help you. 309 00:11:30,860 --> 00:11:32,000 Why are you making this about you? 310 00:11:32,100 --> 00:11:32,780 It's not about me. 311 00:11:32,880 --> 00:11:35,990 It's about me wanting to talk about you needing so much sex, 312 00:11:36,090 --> 00:11:37,720 your girlfriend's vagina is broken. 313 00:11:38,110 --> 00:11:39,820 - Puritans. - I'm not a puritan. 314 00:11:40,010 --> 00:11:40,640 Izzie. 315 00:11:41,660 --> 00:11:42,490 Look out! 316 00:11:54,050 --> 00:11:55,360 Do you need some help? 317 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:00,060 Pardon? 318 00:12:01,210 --> 00:12:03,200 Our daughter is here somewhere. 319 00:12:03,520 --> 00:12:04,240 What's her name? 320 00:12:04,340 --> 00:12:05,460 We'll look her up for you. 321 00:12:05,890 --> 00:12:08,010 J- Jillian Miller. 322 00:12:08,630 --> 00:12:09,670 Jilly. 323 00:12:12,690 --> 00:12:14,600 Don't worry. If this is really something serious, 324 00:12:15,040 --> 00:12:16,510 I'll switch my shifts at the restaurant. 325 00:12:16,610 --> 00:12:19,180 Maybe do nights instead of days. 326 00:12:23,300 --> 00:12:25,440 Mom? Dad? 327 00:12:26,150 --> 00:12:27,170 Hello, Jilly. 328 00:12:27,490 --> 00:12:29,860 What are-- what are you doing here? 329 00:12:30,700 --> 00:12:32,800 You called her parents? I told you not to. 330 00:12:33,010 --> 00:12:34,550 No, I didn’t. 331 00:12:34,840 --> 00:12:35,940 It's okay, Rach. 332 00:12:36,040 --> 00:12:36,960 She meant well. 333 00:12:37,040 --> 00:12:39,000 334 00:12:39,820 --> 00:12:41,390 335 00:12:42,780 --> 00:12:44,540 They can't talk to you, remember? 336 00:12:44,780 --> 00:12:47,520 Right. I'm shunned. You can't give an inch, can you? 337 00:12:47,620 --> 00:12:48,750 You and these rules. 338 00:12:50,290 --> 00:12:52,590 Jilly, uh, I have your test results. 339 00:12:53,120 --> 00:12:55,760 - I'm sorry. You are... - My parents. 340 00:12:56,440 --> 00:12:58,720 It is... it is cancer? 341 00:13:00,140 --> 00:13:03,400 We'll have to perform a radical hysterectomy. 342 00:13:03,720 --> 00:13:04,760 Surgery? 343 00:13:05,790 --> 00:13:06,440 It's okay, Rach. 344 00:13:06,560 --> 00:13:09,460 But how does--how did it get this bad? 345 00:13:09,560 --> 00:13:11,020 Jilly doesn't want you here, okay? 346 00:13:11,120 --> 00:13:12,330 Rachel, it's okay. 347 00:13:12,430 --> 00:13:13,290 No, it's not. 348 00:13:13,290 --> 00:13:13,910 But it's-- 349 00:13:13,920 --> 00:13:15,630 They are just here to make you go home with them. 350 00:13:15,730 --> 00:13:16,670 Is that what you want? 351 00:13:16,770 --> 00:13:18,020 Do you want to go back there? 352 00:13:24,110 --> 00:13:25,650 Mom, dad... 353 00:13:26,940 --> 00:13:28,040 You should go. 354 00:13:29,660 --> 00:13:30,810 But you're having surgery. 355 00:13:30,910 --> 00:13:35,330 I know, but... you coming... was a mistake. 356 00:13:36,560 --> 00:13:37,840 Please go home. 357 00:13:40,550 --> 00:13:42,000 358 00:13:49,550 --> 00:13:50,560 You're quitting? 359 00:13:50,790 --> 00:13:53,400 As soon as I find the chief and hand him my letter of resignation. 360 00:13:53,740 --> 00:13:54,580 Why? 361 00:13:55,190 --> 00:13:57,330 I hate it here. I hate the town. 362 00:13:57,430 --> 00:13:59,340 I hate the weather. I hate the people. 363 00:13:59,800 --> 00:14:02,080 They're mean. They're unforgiving. 364 00:14:02,590 --> 00:14:05,160 Uh-huh. The people of Seattle are unforgiving, 365 00:14:05,260 --> 00:14:06,760 or Derek and Addison? 366 00:14:07,640 --> 00:14:09,180 What's your point? 367 00:14:10,040 --> 00:14:11,330 What about your contract? 368 00:14:11,400 --> 00:14:13,660 My nonbinding verbal agreement with Richard? 369 00:14:14,320 --> 00:14:15,750 Yeah, I’m breaking that. 370 00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:19,490 Well, it's not as if he's gonna be around to enforce it. 371 00:14:19,590 --> 00:14:20,760 - So... - What do you mean? 372 00:14:22,010 --> 00:14:24,000 Well, the rumor has it he's stepping down. 373 00:14:24,740 --> 00:14:25,440 The chief? 374 00:14:27,070 --> 00:14:28,380 Well, who's gonna take his place? 375 00:14:28,480 --> 00:14:30,170 What do you care? You're leaving anyway. 376 00:14:33,450 --> 00:14:34,570 When Richard asked you to come out here, 377 00:14:34,670 --> 00:14:35,570 what did he use for bait? 378 00:14:36,550 --> 00:14:37,680 He told me that I would have 379 00:14:37,780 --> 00:14:40,790 the foremost neonatal unit west of Manhattan. 380 00:14:41,090 --> 00:14:43,050 Okay. He didn't say anything about being chief. 381 00:14:46,170 --> 00:14:47,210 Why? What do you know? 382 00:14:47,440 --> 00:14:48,860 Nothing. I know what you know. 383 00:14:49,980 --> 00:14:51,130 You're lying. 384 00:14:51,730 --> 00:14:53,690 - Dr. Montgomery. -Uh, I’m busy now, Karev. 385 00:14:58,120 --> 00:14:58,870 When you get a minute, 386 00:14:58,970 --> 00:15:00,800 I'd like to talk about the kissing. 387 00:15:06,650 --> 00:15:07,460 Who'd you piss off? 388 00:15:07,560 --> 00:15:08,990 - Sloan. - Oh, nice. 389 00:15:09,360 --> 00:15:10,020 You got anything good? 390 00:15:10,250 --> 00:15:11,650 Not even a fracture. 391 00:15:12,060 --> 00:15:13,400 You think a guy passes out while running, 392 00:15:13,670 --> 00:15:15,280 I'd at least get a fracture. 393 00:15:17,900 --> 00:15:21,270 Anyone available to assist me on a truncus arteriosus surgery? 394 00:15:21,370 --> 00:15:22,580 - Yeah. - Yes, absolutely. 395 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:25,130 Good, then the first one of you 396 00:15:25,230 --> 00:15:27,980 to accurately describe the condition will scrub in. 397 00:15:30,550 --> 00:15:32,210 No one knows the answer? 398 00:15:34,810 --> 00:15:35,690 That's too bad. 399 00:15:35,790 --> 00:15:38,660 It'll probably be years before we see another one like this. 400 00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:40,970 Oh, well. 401 00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:44,760 It's a single arterial trunk coming from the ventricles. 402 00:15:44,860 --> 00:15:45,670 How could you not know that? 403 00:15:45,770 --> 00:15:46,920 How could you not say it? 404 00:15:55,060 --> 00:15:57,620 I'm sorry you had to find out about that chief thing that way. 405 00:15:58,590 --> 00:15:59,590 You mean after the fact? 406 00:16:00,790 --> 00:16:01,600 Not the first time. 407 00:16:03,280 --> 00:16:04,870 I couldn't go to anybody about my hand. 408 00:16:04,970 --> 00:16:06,550 I didn't know who I could trust. 409 00:16:08,470 --> 00:16:09,140 I was stuck. 410 00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:10,400 Yeah. 411 00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:12,590 Well, now you're not. 412 00:16:13,860 --> 00:16:14,590 Hand's all better. 413 00:16:14,840 --> 00:16:16,940 You can operate. You can even run for chief. 414 00:16:17,510 --> 00:16:18,530 Life is all good again. 415 00:16:19,030 --> 00:16:20,530 Well, I’m not gonna try for chief. 416 00:16:22,060 --> 00:16:24,890 I'm looking for... answers. 417 00:16:26,020 --> 00:16:27,360 Well, the chief asked you once already. 418 00:16:27,580 --> 00:16:29,100 I don't see why he wouldn't ask you again. 419 00:16:29,500 --> 00:16:30,220 Look, I couldn't take the job. 420 00:16:30,320 --> 00:16:31,230 It wouldn't be... 421 00:16:32,440 --> 00:16:35,550 it wouldn't be... right. 422 00:16:35,650 --> 00:16:37,310 Well, whether something's right or not 423 00:16:37,920 --> 00:16:39,410 doesn’t seem to matter much in this place. 424 00:16:44,140 --> 00:16:44,930 Well, your labs show that 425 00:16:45,030 --> 00:16:46,430 you're significantly dehydrated 426 00:16:46,530 --> 00:16:48,160 and your muscles are breaking down a bit. 427 00:16:48,260 --> 00:16:50,040 We just want to make sure that the fluids help get 428 00:16:50,140 --> 00:16:51,650 everything back to normal before we send you home. 429 00:16:51,750 --> 00:16:53,510 But my knee's gonna be okay, right? 430 00:16:54,130 --> 00:16:54,900 'Cause I blew this race. 431 00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:56,200 I gotta win the next one. 432 00:16:56,440 --> 00:16:57,540 Your x-ray looks fine. 433 00:16:57,700 --> 00:16:59,080 Your knee should be okay in about three weeks. 434 00:16:59,180 --> 00:17:00,250 You might want to try some P.T. 435 00:17:00,630 --> 00:17:01,970 It's pretty sore. 436 00:17:02,360 --> 00:17:04,670 - The knee? - Yeah, my calves, too. 437 00:17:05,050 --> 00:17:06,780 Oh. Uh, well, maybe-- 438 00:17:07,150 --> 00:17:09,070 Your brace is probably a little too tight. 439 00:17:09,480 --> 00:17:10,150 You've got extreme swelling 440 00:17:10,250 --> 00:17:13,130 in both legs. Get Torres, now. 441 00:17:16,030 --> 00:17:16,780 What the hell happened? 442 00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:18,800 He was complaining of leg pain. 443 00:17:18,900 --> 00:17:20,170 Please, can't you make it stop?! 444 00:17:20,270 --> 00:17:21,050 I can't find a pulse. 445 00:17:21,150 --> 00:17:22,930 All right, open a cutdown tray. Gloves. 446 00:17:23,400 --> 00:17:24,870 Okay, listen, I need you to do everything that I do 447 00:17:24,970 --> 00:17:26,400 exactly as I do it, all right? 448 00:17:26,780 --> 00:17:29,310 Steve, listen to me, this is gonna hurt. 449 00:17:29,540 --> 00:17:30,540 But if you want to keep your legs, 450 00:17:30,640 --> 00:17:31,990 I need you to hold them still. 451 00:17:32,200 --> 00:17:33,270 All right? Can you do that? 452 00:17:34,200 --> 00:17:36,270 Okay, hold his legs. 453 00:17:36,430 --> 00:17:37,130 All right. 454 00:17:40,130 --> 00:17:40,990 Okay... 455 00:17:42,110 --> 00:17:43,090 Follow my lead. 456 00:17:44,630 --> 00:17:49,490 Aah! 457 00:17:51,220 --> 00:17:52,570 His kidneys are failing. 458 00:17:52,670 --> 00:17:53,590 Why in the hell is this 459 00:17:53,690 --> 00:17:55,070 progressing so rapidly? 460 00:17:55,410 --> 00:17:56,100 Oh, damn it. 461 00:17:56,300 --> 00:17:56,970 What? 462 00:17:57,240 --> 00:17:59,100 The aspirin. Because of the marathon and the dehydration, 463 00:17:59,100 --> 00:18:00,870 his muscles are breaking down, and the aspirin's accelerating the process. 464 00:18:00,870 --> 00:18:02,800 His whole system's crashing. 465 00:18:02,800 --> 00:18:04,390 The toxins in his body are going to kill him. 466 00:18:04,390 --> 00:18:06,870 I need to put in a dialysis catheter under fluoro. 467 00:18:06,970 --> 00:18:09,110 Let's get this man to an O.R. now, people. 468 00:18:11,010 --> 00:18:11,690 You want to go grab lunch? 469 00:18:12,060 --> 00:18:13,200 Oh, yeah, um... 470 00:18:13,430 --> 00:18:14,620 I was actually hoping 471 00:18:14,720 --> 00:18:15,950 I could grab lunch with Callie. 472 00:18:16,010 --> 00:18:16,780 Have you seen her? 473 00:18:16,880 --> 00:18:18,830 - No, but-- - I think I'm gonna page her. 474 00:18:19,470 --> 00:18:20,090 George. 475 00:18:20,130 --> 00:18:20,830 Izzie. 476 00:18:20,910 --> 00:18:24,480 Look. They're still here. 477 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:25,920 They're her family. 478 00:18:26,020 --> 00:18:27,050 Where else are they gonna go? 479 00:18:28,390 --> 00:18:30,280 Actually, I’m gonna find Callie. 480 00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:39,690 - Dr. Montgomery. - Now's not a good time. 481 00:18:39,810 --> 00:18:43,240 - Karev! Karev, listen to me-- - No, you listen. 482 00:18:43,950 --> 00:18:45,920 You kissed me, right? You kissed me, 483 00:18:46,020 --> 00:18:47,320 and ever since, you've been avoiding me. 484 00:18:47,420 --> 00:18:48,250 Alex-- 485 00:18:48,350 --> 00:18:50,010 No, you have been avoiding me because you just assume 486 00:18:50,110 --> 00:18:50,790 that I want you. 487 00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:51,920 You just expect that everyone 488 00:18:52,020 --> 00:18:53,000 you look at sideways 489 00:18:53,100 --> 00:18:54,710 is pining after you, right? 490 00:18:54,980 --> 00:18:56,400 Has it even occurred to you 491 00:18:56,500 --> 00:18:57,850 that maybe I'm not interested? 492 00:18:58,720 --> 00:18:59,980 You're not interested? 493 00:19:00,260 --> 00:19:01,100 You think I want to be 494 00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:02,180 just another intern 495 00:19:02,280 --> 00:19:03,420 sleeping with an attending? 496 00:19:04,190 --> 00:19:05,900 You kissed me back. 497 00:19:06,810 --> 00:19:07,700 You're my boss. 498 00:19:08,410 --> 00:19:09,730 I mean, what'd you expect me to do? 499 00:19:11,350 --> 00:19:14,470 Look, Sloan’s had me changing bandages all day, 500 00:19:14,830 --> 00:19:17,390 and I would way rather be scrubbing in on one of your surgeries, 501 00:19:17,590 --> 00:19:20,250 and if you keep avoiding me, then I don't get to scrub in. 502 00:19:20,470 --> 00:19:21,860 So stop avoiding me. 503 00:19:22,570 --> 00:19:25,620 It happened. But it doesn't have to happen again. 504 00:19:27,730 --> 00:19:30,550 - All right. - All right. 505 00:19:35,370 --> 00:19:36,740 Rumor has it you're headed back to New York. 506 00:19:36,940 --> 00:19:37,670 Where'd you hear that? 507 00:19:37,770 --> 00:19:39,150 Good news travels fast. 508 00:19:39,620 --> 00:19:42,500 Actually, I was gonna ask you to scrub in on a peripheral nerve reconstruction, 509 00:19:42,650 --> 00:19:43,690 but since it's your last day-- 510 00:19:43,790 --> 00:19:45,200 It isn't, and I'd love to. 511 00:19:45,560 --> 00:19:46,730 What? But I thought-- 512 00:19:46,830 --> 00:19:48,610 Well, I was going, but now I'm not. 513 00:19:48,690 --> 00:19:50,490 Rumor has it there's a race for chief. 514 00:19:51,390 --> 00:19:52,120 Where'd you hear that? 515 00:19:52,630 --> 00:19:54,150 Good news travels fast. 516 00:19:54,580 --> 00:19:56,320 Especially when you have a chatty girlfriend. 517 00:19:56,440 --> 00:19:58,940 Anyway, see you at the finish line. 518 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:02,680 Have you done that before? 519 00:20:03,240 --> 00:20:04,360 Slice a guy's legs open 520 00:20:04,460 --> 00:20:05,910 while he's awake? No. 521 00:20:06,910 --> 00:20:09,480 - Impressive. - You, too. 522 00:20:10,120 --> 00:20:10,870 Not that we're, uh, 523 00:20:11,060 --> 00:20:12,600 friends or anything. 524 00:20:16,650 --> 00:20:19,370 So you said I should be concerned... about George. 525 00:20:20,360 --> 00:20:23,320 He doesn't--he doesn't talk about his dad. 526 00:20:23,420 --> 00:20:25,330 We don't-- we don't talk about anything, really. 527 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:27,010 He just-- talking's overrated. 528 00:20:27,280 --> 00:20:29,760 Oh, so you and Burke still aren't, uh... 529 00:20:32,210 --> 00:20:33,620 George told me. 530 00:20:34,450 --> 00:20:36,000 Well, see, you talked about that. 531 00:20:36,210 --> 00:20:37,270 Yeah, a week ago. 532 00:20:37,730 --> 00:20:38,640 If this keeps up, 533 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:40,050 you and Burke might be the very last thing 534 00:20:40,150 --> 00:20:41,750 we ever talk about. 535 00:20:43,440 --> 00:20:45,330 So what's the last thing you and Burke talked about? 536 00:20:49,320 --> 00:20:50,770 Silence is overrated. 537 00:20:54,590 --> 00:20:55,390 Where's Rachel? 538 00:20:55,860 --> 00:20:57,440 She went to go make some phone calls, 539 00:20:57,710 --> 00:20:58,940 try to get her shifts covered. 540 00:21:00,850 --> 00:21:02,030 You know, Jilly, um... 541 00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:04,430 Your parents are still here. 542 00:21:05,570 --> 00:21:06,600 They are? 543 00:21:07,420 --> 00:21:09,100 And I'm not the one who called them. 544 00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:15,850 - Yeah. - You called them, right? 545 00:21:16,210 --> 00:21:18,840 And I'm guessing they had to fly in from somewhere. 546 00:21:19,070 --> 00:21:23,580 So... you called them, what, yesterday, the day before? 547 00:21:25,490 --> 00:21:27,340 I went to an E.R. a while ago. 548 00:21:27,670 --> 00:21:29,620 And they told me to see an oncologist. 549 00:21:30,610 --> 00:21:32,390 But... I couldn't afford my rent, 550 00:21:32,970 --> 00:21:35,010 let alone pay a bunch of medical bills. 551 00:21:36,100 --> 00:21:39,150 But... then I got scared. 552 00:21:40,450 --> 00:21:41,830 You called your parents. 553 00:21:43,280 --> 00:21:44,930 I didn't know what else to do. 554 00:21:45,360 --> 00:21:47,110 You sent them away because... 555 00:21:47,590 --> 00:21:48,940 Rachel's my best friend. 556 00:21:49,150 --> 00:21:51,520 And after she was baptized, 557 00:21:51,620 --> 00:21:53,540 she decided to leave the community, 558 00:21:53,850 --> 00:21:55,710 which means she's shunned. 559 00:21:56,200 --> 00:22:00,040 But... I couldn't just let her go out in the world all by herself. 560 00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:01,280 So you're shunned, too? 561 00:22:01,460 --> 00:22:04,340 No, because I hadn't been baptized yet. 562 00:22:04,850 --> 00:22:09,000 So I could still go back but Rachel would never-- 563 00:22:09,180 --> 00:22:10,840 Do you want to go back? 564 00:22:12,850 --> 00:22:14,010 I think about it. 565 00:22:16,310 --> 00:22:17,680 It's my home, you know? 566 00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:24,890 And if I'm dying... I want an Amish funeral. 567 00:22:26,190 --> 00:22:29,550 I want to be buried in the white dress, 568 00:22:30,120 --> 00:22:32,230 and I want everybody to be there. 569 00:22:33,540 --> 00:22:34,810 It's your home. 570 00:22:37,610 --> 00:22:40,620 But... I made a promise to Rachel. 571 00:22:41,690 --> 00:22:43,270 Cradle to grave. 572 00:22:51,580 --> 00:22:53,410 How did Jilly let it get this far? 573 00:22:53,650 --> 00:22:55,010 It's frustrating, isn't it? 574 00:22:55,630 --> 00:22:57,550 And it's entirely preventable. 575 00:22:57,730 --> 00:23:00,720 And treatable, if you catch it in time, but you gotta catch it. 576 00:23:01,560 --> 00:23:03,730 Which is why I want to open 577 00:23:03,830 --> 00:23:06,830 a clinic. She had had access to a free clinic, 578 00:23:06,930 --> 00:23:08,840 she probably would've had a pap smear every year 579 00:23:08,940 --> 00:23:10,900 and wouldn't be dealing with infertility 580 00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:14,760 and premature menopause at the tender age of 23. 581 00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:16,590 You want to open a free clinic? 582 00:23:16,780 --> 00:23:18,470 At Seattle Grace? Why? 583 00:23:18,750 --> 00:23:20,270 Illness caught early means 584 00:23:20,490 --> 00:23:22,490 fewer unnecessary surgeries, 585 00:23:22,680 --> 00:23:24,700 fewer unnecessary deaths. 586 00:23:24,910 --> 00:23:26,360 But I mean, why? 587 00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:29,780 Because. And if I can get the support that I'm looking for-- 588 00:23:29,880 --> 00:23:31,140 I need suction. 589 00:23:34,960 --> 00:23:38,370 - Oh, no. My god. - What? 590 00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:41,720 The tumor's invaded through the cervix and into the bladder. 591 00:23:41,820 --> 00:23:44,720 Which means she is a stage IV. 592 00:23:45,460 --> 00:23:47,320 Well, we're not doing this operation today. 593 00:23:47,420 --> 00:23:48,650 We've got to close her up. 594 00:23:48,940 --> 00:23:51,200 There's nothing more we can do here. 595 00:23:54,440 --> 00:23:55,430 O’Malley? 596 00:24:19,130 --> 00:24:21,760 How far'd he run before his body had the good sense to pass out? 597 00:24:21,980 --> 00:24:23,090 12 miles. 598 00:24:23,740 --> 00:24:25,190 You've got to be out of your mind. 599 00:24:25,660 --> 00:24:27,520 Well, he couldn't have expected a head cold 600 00:24:27,620 --> 00:24:29,270 and a couple of aspirin to do him in. 601 00:24:29,500 --> 00:24:31,260 He probably felt dizzy miles before he passed out. 602 00:24:31,360 --> 00:24:33,570 He should've stopped, sat his ass down. 603 00:24:33,910 --> 00:24:34,750 He was in it to win. 604 00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:36,090 I can understand that. 605 00:24:36,310 --> 00:24:37,020 You can, can you? 606 00:24:37,250 --> 00:24:39,220 Well, surgery is the most competitive field in medicine. 607 00:24:39,230 --> 00:24:41,460 - We're all here to win. - It's a long road, Dr. Yang. 608 00:24:41,670 --> 00:24:42,560 When you get to the end of it, 609 00:24:42,660 --> 00:24:44,240 you're not gonna care about winning. 610 00:24:44,550 --> 00:24:45,500 You're just gonna be relieved 611 00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:47,450 you made it to the finish line. 612 00:24:49,440 --> 00:24:50,520 You told Sloan? 613 00:24:51,210 --> 00:24:52,460 - What? - Mark Sloan. 614 00:24:52,680 --> 00:24:54,360 You told him the chief was stepping down, that I wanted the job. 615 00:24:54,460 --> 00:24:55,650 I didn't know that was a secret. 616 00:24:55,750 --> 00:24:57,320 He was leaving, Meredith. He was leaving town. 617 00:24:57,420 --> 00:24:59,870 - Okay, and now he's not? - No, he's not. 618 00:25:00,320 --> 00:25:02,110 You gave him a reason to stay. 619 00:25:03,780 --> 00:25:04,810 Derek. 620 00:25:06,040 --> 00:25:08,020 The commitment I'm asking for is only a few hours a week. 621 00:25:08,120 --> 00:25:09,630 I'm sorry, but I can't deal with 622 00:25:09,730 --> 00:25:10,840 any more distractions right now. 623 00:25:10,900 --> 00:25:12,010 You owe me. 624 00:25:14,250 --> 00:25:16,160 - What? - When you had that tremor... 625 00:25:16,420 --> 00:25:18,480 You cut me out of surgery after surgery, 626 00:25:18,710 --> 00:25:20,430 made me feel like I was the one 627 00:25:20,620 --> 00:25:22,020 who couldn't do her job. 628 00:25:22,490 --> 00:25:24,320 You made me doubt myself. 629 00:25:25,010 --> 00:25:26,510 You owe me this. 630 00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:30,530 You need someone who can provide leadership, 631 00:25:30,740 --> 00:25:31,970 direction to the project. 632 00:25:34,430 --> 00:25:37,330 - I'm not that man. - Not anymore. 633 00:25:38,870 --> 00:25:40,200 If that's what you want to believe. 634 00:25:44,910 --> 00:25:46,280 Over the next few months, 635 00:25:46,490 --> 00:25:47,930 Jilly's gonna go through a lot-- 636 00:25:48,530 --> 00:25:50,250 Radiation, chemo. 637 00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:52,470 It's likely her... 638 00:25:53,110 --> 00:25:54,890 Condition will get worse, 639 00:25:55,170 --> 00:25:56,160 a lot worse, 640 00:25:56,360 --> 00:25:57,530 and she's gonna need a lot of help. 641 00:25:58,050 --> 00:26:01,910 Okay. Um, well, can you give me some names 642 00:26:02,130 --> 00:26:04,470 of-- of doctors and medications? 643 00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:06,750 'Cause I wanna be ready. I wanna know everything 644 00:26:06,940 --> 00:26:09,680 so I can do this-- do this right for her. 645 00:26:10,030 --> 00:26:15,470 Rachel... you can’t... be everything. 646 00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:17,040 It's too hard. 647 00:26:17,840 --> 00:26:19,230 Jilly has parents who love her. 648 00:26:19,330 --> 00:26:23,270 They-- they love her, and they're here, and she wants to go home. 649 00:26:23,490 --> 00:26:24,250 No, she doesn’t. 650 00:26:24,440 --> 00:26:25,730 She called them, not me. 651 00:26:27,410 --> 00:26:28,290 Jilly called? 652 00:26:28,740 --> 00:26:30,850 Jilly is dying. 653 00:26:32,220 --> 00:26:33,420 But I promised her. 654 00:26:34,490 --> 00:26:38,600 Cradle to grave. She's Jilly. I love her. 655 00:26:39,060 --> 00:26:39,850 It's possible that the very best thing 656 00:26:39,950 --> 00:26:44,980 that you can do for her if you love her is let her go. 657 00:27:01,360 --> 00:27:02,460 Are you waiting to see the chief? 658 00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:04,170 Yes. You? 659 00:27:04,830 --> 00:27:05,450 Yeah. 660 00:27:06,210 --> 00:27:06,990 About? 661 00:27:07,460 --> 00:27:09,110 Uh, oh, you know, just, 662 00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:10,500 uh, admin stuff. 663 00:27:11,010 --> 00:27:12,440 Yeah, me, too. 664 00:27:13,730 --> 00:27:15,710 - What are you doing here? - We're waiting to see the chief. 665 00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:17,540 You, too? 666 00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:19,390 Yes, Derek, both of us. 667 00:27:19,490 --> 00:27:21,310 - You're unbelievable. - I'm unbelievable? 668 00:27:21,410 --> 00:27:23,130 The chief steps down, and you automatically assume 669 00:27:23,230 --> 00:27:24,060 it's between you and Burke? 670 00:27:24,160 --> 00:27:25,080 You think he's gonna pick you? 671 00:27:25,180 --> 00:27:27,180 Well, I think the fact that he hasn't tapped either one of you yet 672 00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:29,770 means that he has other candidate in mind. 673 00:27:30,150 --> 00:27:32,220 What, no one invited me to the party? 674 00:27:33,380 --> 00:27:35,830 Chief. I have an appointment, chief. About that neo-left ventricle-- 675 00:27:35,950 --> 00:27:36,560 I talked to Patricia. 676 00:27:36,730 --> 00:27:38,070 I've been trying to find time with you all day... 677 00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:38,830 I have an appointment. 678 00:27:39,090 --> 00:27:42,430 Stop, stop, stop. One at a time here. 679 00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:44,220 You... 680 00:27:44,550 --> 00:27:45,560 What's all this about? 681 00:27:46,250 --> 00:27:47,820 Oh, they all want to be chief. 682 00:27:48,230 --> 00:27:49,320 And for the record, 683 00:27:49,750 --> 00:27:50,360 so do I. 684 00:27:50,480 --> 00:27:51,400 Oh, you want to be chief just because we want to be. 685 00:27:51,630 --> 00:27:53,290 oh, please. That's absurd. 686 00:27:53,310 --> 00:27:54,120 All right, button it. All of you. 687 00:27:54,450 --> 00:27:57,020 I have had a perfect day. 688 00:27:57,890 --> 00:27:59,040 I went to the board this morning 689 00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:00,920 and told them I was retiring, 690 00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:04,990 I saved a life, and now I am off to see my wife. 691 00:28:05,260 --> 00:28:09,060 It has been a perfect day until you four fools tried to ruin it. 692 00:28:09,320 --> 00:28:12,250 A man can't be happy he's retiring around here, 693 00:28:12,770 --> 00:28:14,910 not with you vultures trying to pick my bones. 694 00:28:15,220 --> 00:28:17,960 Chief... you steppin' down? 695 00:28:20,850 --> 00:28:22,950 As soon as they find a replacement for me, 696 00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:25,780 I'm stepping down as chief of surgery. 697 00:28:28,270 --> 00:28:29,670 But I don't know when that'll be, 698 00:28:30,350 --> 00:28:33,590 because at this point, I don't see any front runners. 699 00:28:34,170 --> 00:28:37,400 - Excuse me. - Chief, that's not true-- 700 00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:44,710 You didn't think of maybe telling me this morning 701 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:45,960 that you were planning to step down 702 00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:48,120 stead of sending me on this wild goose chase? 703 00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:52,220 Dr. Bailey, you need those clowns to sign off on your proposal 704 00:28:52,420 --> 00:28:54,990 because one of them may be chief of surgery in a month. 705 00:28:56,190 --> 00:28:57,350 It's hard to imagine, 706 00:28:57,670 --> 00:28:58,360 for me more than anyone, 707 00:28:58,630 --> 00:29:00,580 but since you're not ready for the job, 708 00:29:01,170 --> 00:29:03,230 one of them's gonna have to do it for the next few years. 709 00:29:03,890 --> 00:29:04,520 Me? 710 00:29:04,890 --> 00:29:06,230 It's you in the chair eventually. 711 00:29:06,530 --> 00:29:07,580 That's who you are. 712 00:29:08,590 --> 00:29:09,610 But you're gonna have to get a new chair 713 00:29:09,910 --> 00:29:10,820 because you're short. 714 00:29:11,630 --> 00:29:12,890 You have short legs. 715 00:29:13,390 --> 00:29:15,530 But someday you are gonna be chief of surgery. 716 00:29:16,260 --> 00:29:18,220 I wasn't sending you on a wild goose chase. 717 00:29:19,390 --> 00:29:21,770 I was trying to get you in the habit of doing things without me. 718 00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:32,290 He's really doing it. 719 00:29:33,180 --> 00:29:34,410 He's really retiring. 720 00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:37,540 One of us could be chief. 721 00:29:38,730 --> 00:29:41,520 No. One of us could be chief, 722 00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:43,400 You? I don't think so. 723 00:29:43,700 --> 00:29:44,870 Yeah. Yeah. 724 00:29:45,070 --> 00:29:46,250 Oh, I could be chief. 725 00:29:46,860 --> 00:29:47,760 You're delusional. 726 00:29:48,170 --> 00:29:50,210 Mark Sloan, chief of surgery. 727 00:29:50,410 --> 00:29:52,080 That makes me vomit a little in my mouth. 728 00:29:54,180 --> 00:29:58,700 These are your letters of support for my free clinic. 729 00:29:58,880 --> 00:29:59,550 Sign them. 730 00:29:59,740 --> 00:30:01,380 Why do you want this clinic so badly? 731 00:30:01,780 --> 00:30:04,180 - You're a surgeon. - Because I need something more. 732 00:30:04,520 --> 00:30:06,300 I know you all have your messy love lives 733 00:30:06,570 --> 00:30:08,560 and your secrets and your silliness, 734 00:30:08,820 --> 00:30:09,770 but I want more. 735 00:30:10,050 --> 00:30:12,780 I need something to hold on to. 736 00:30:13,340 --> 00:30:14,580 I need a reason to believe 737 00:30:14,900 --> 00:30:16,520 that medicine can do more than stitch you up 738 00:30:16,810 --> 00:30:17,990 and-- and send you away. 739 00:30:18,260 --> 00:30:20,330 I need to believe that medicine can not only save lives, 740 00:30:20,530 --> 00:30:21,770 but-- but change lives. 741 00:30:22,070 --> 00:30:24,620 I need to-- I need... 742 00:30:26,780 --> 00:30:28,840 I need to believe in something 743 00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:30,990 the way I used to believe in you all. 744 00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:38,400 Sign the papers. 745 00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:41,920 Sign the papers. 746 00:30:42,220 --> 00:30:43,340 You still need funding. 747 00:30:57,470 --> 00:30:58,940 The Nazi's back. 748 00:31:04,010 --> 00:31:05,440 Hi. 749 00:31:09,730 --> 00:31:11,000 Go home. 750 00:31:12,250 --> 00:31:13,210 Rach... 751 00:31:13,630 --> 00:31:14,880 They're your parents, 752 00:31:15,290 --> 00:31:16,390 and you love them, 753 00:31:16,690 --> 00:31:17,910 and they're still here. 754 00:31:18,370 --> 00:31:20,780 You know what a big deal it is for them to get on a plane. 755 00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:23,090 Go home, Jilly. 756 00:31:24,300 --> 00:31:27,700 But... I can't just leave you here. 757 00:31:28,090 --> 00:31:29,290 Yes, you can. 758 00:31:30,300 --> 00:31:30,950 Rachel-- 759 00:31:31,180 --> 00:31:32,770 You can go back home. 760 00:31:33,420 --> 00:31:34,970 And you can put on your bonnet, 761 00:31:35,600 --> 00:31:38,280 and you can get in the buggy and go to church, 762 00:31:38,610 --> 00:31:42,130 Get baptized. You can die Amish. 763 00:31:42,420 --> 00:31:43,070 No, I can't do that. 764 00:31:43,170 --> 00:31:44,910 Why, 'cause you'll have to shun me? 765 00:31:45,110 --> 00:31:46,200 Don't worry about me. 766 00:31:46,930 --> 00:31:49,710 I will be living it up here with your curling IR 767 00:31:50,030 --> 00:31:54,080 and your cable TV and your entire DVD collection. 768 00:31:54,910 --> 00:31:57,180 I'll be okay here in the 21st century. 769 00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:03,560 I can't shun you. 770 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:06,240 You can. And you will. 771 00:32:06,410 --> 00:32:08,590 And I won't take no for an answer. 772 00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:21,520 Now say hello to your parents. 773 00:32:27,680 --> 00:32:29,550 - Hi. Jilly. - Hi. 774 00:32:33,020 --> 00:32:33,830 Jilly. 775 00:32:34,860 --> 00:32:35,730 Dad. 776 00:32:41,350 --> 00:32:43,910 I will tell your parents that I saw you, 777 00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:45,880 and you are well and happy 778 00:32:47,120 --> 00:32:49,750 and have grown into a fine woman. 779 00:33:11,350 --> 00:33:12,110 Richard. 780 00:33:12,710 --> 00:33:13,880 What are you doing here? 781 00:33:15,170 --> 00:33:16,110 These are for you. 782 00:33:17,860 --> 00:33:19,650 Richard, what are you doing here? 783 00:33:20,460 --> 00:33:23,450 I did it, Adele. I retired. 784 00:33:23,990 --> 00:33:26,410 And I gotta tell you, I didn't think I wanted to do it, 785 00:33:27,610 --> 00:33:31,870 but... I'm relieved. I'm happy. 786 00:33:32,180 --> 00:33:34,810 But when I told you I didn't have any more time to wait, 787 00:33:35,570 --> 00:33:36,980 - I meant it. - I know you did. 788 00:33:37,180 --> 00:33:39,240 - Which is why- - That was months ago. 789 00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:42,000 Months ago, I said, "you are out of time with me." 790 00:33:42,290 --> 00:33:43,460 Adele... 791 00:33:54,390 --> 00:33:55,820 Is there a man in my house? 792 00:33:58,280 --> 00:34:00,690 I'm so sorry, Richard. 793 00:34:03,420 --> 00:34:05,370 But what did you expect? 794 00:34:23,850 --> 00:34:24,770 I'm sorry. 795 00:34:28,570 --> 00:34:29,690 Why... 796 00:34:30,930 --> 00:34:32,830 I'm angry. What's wrong with having a lot of sex 797 00:34:33,030 --> 00:34:34,090 if it makes me feel better? 798 00:34:34,420 --> 00:34:37,980 Do you... feel better? 799 00:34:40,930 --> 00:34:42,440 You know how you felt... 800 00:34:46,130 --> 00:34:48,240 When you were lying on the bathroom floor? 801 00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:55,530 Maybe you're not supposed to feel better. 802 00:34:59,730 --> 00:35:01,110 Iz, you can't help me. 803 00:35:03,510 --> 00:35:06,380 I know you want to. But you can’t. 804 00:35:10,330 --> 00:35:11,580 You can't help me. 805 00:35:12,150 --> 00:35:13,220 I have to let you go. 806 00:35:15,850 --> 00:35:16,760 Yeah. 807 00:35:18,300 --> 00:35:19,370 Just one last thing. 808 00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:31,210 Life is short. George. 809 00:35:33,640 --> 00:35:34,620 Life is short, 810 00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:37,750 and it sucks a lot of the time. 811 00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:41,880 If being with Callie makes you happy, 812 00:35:42,160 --> 00:35:44,040 then go be with Callie. 813 00:36:05,820 --> 00:36:07,700 Hey, he gonna be okay? 814 00:36:08,570 --> 00:36:09,690 I think so. 815 00:36:12,880 --> 00:36:14,110 How's your clinic going? 816 00:36:14,830 --> 00:36:16,200 I got my signatures, 817 00:36:16,850 --> 00:36:18,360 which is a start. 818 00:36:19,310 --> 00:36:20,720 The Seattle Grace 819 00:36:21,100 --> 00:36:23,160 free clinic will exist. 820 00:36:28,460 --> 00:36:31,320 The Denny Duquette memorial clinic. 821 00:36:32,340 --> 00:36:33,570 What? 822 00:36:34,220 --> 00:36:35,640 I have $8 million. 823 00:36:37,740 --> 00:36:40,280 Izzie Stevens... 824 00:36:47,910 --> 00:36:49,180 You left without me. 825 00:36:51,550 --> 00:36:53,470 Oh, now you're not talking to me. 826 00:36:58,930 --> 00:37:00,210 I was a jerk. 827 00:37:02,150 --> 00:37:03,460 Sometimes boyfriends can be jerks. 828 00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:05,640 That doesn't mean you stop talking to them. 829 00:37:08,230 --> 00:37:11,400 You get that I'm saying "I'm sorry," right? 830 00:37:11,940 --> 00:37:13,500 You yelled at me for no reason, 831 00:37:13,590 --> 00:37:16,870 and then you walked away, and now you show up here. 832 00:37:17,110 --> 00:37:18,340 Of course I showed up. 833 00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:20,140 Why wouldn't I? 834 00:37:20,410 --> 00:37:21,840 - You don't trust me? - I do. 835 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:23,550 Okay, well, this is how it works-- 836 00:37:23,690 --> 00:37:26,660 You fight sometimes, and somebody apologizes. 837 00:37:26,740 --> 00:37:28,650 Well, how am I supposed to know that? 838 00:37:30,420 --> 00:37:31,520 You've never done this before. 839 00:37:32,930 --> 00:37:35,270 No, I’ve never done this before. 840 00:37:38,340 --> 00:37:39,690 Okay. All right. 841 00:37:40,870 --> 00:37:46,070 Well, this is... from now on, 842 00:37:47,020 --> 00:37:50,580 you can expect that I'm gonna show up, 843 00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:52,670 even if I yell, 844 00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:54,860 even if you yell. 845 00:37:57,290 --> 00:37:59,020 I'm always gonna show up. 846 00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:03,690 - Okay? - Okay. 847 00:38:15,130 --> 00:38:17,810 You are gonna make an excellent chief. 848 00:38:18,370 --> 00:38:20,670 We all think we're going to be great. 849 00:38:24,730 --> 00:38:28,550 And we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren't met. 850 00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:33,300 Karev, I’ve got an ovarian torsion that needs emergent surgery. 851 00:38:33,570 --> 00:38:34,590 You want in? 852 00:38:36,070 --> 00:38:37,130 Yeah. 853 00:38:37,370 --> 00:38:42,260 But sometimes, our expectations sell us short. 854 00:38:44,170 --> 00:38:45,670 I was right. 855 00:38:48,050 --> 00:38:51,260 I swear, I really believe what I did was right. 856 00:38:52,460 --> 00:38:54,980 I- I don't want you to forgive me. 857 00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:59,830 Frankly, I’d... I'd find it patronizing if you did, 858 00:38:59,930 --> 00:39:02,900 because... while I know I was right, 859 00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:04,310 you think I'm wrong... 860 00:39:06,820 --> 00:39:08,190 Which doesn't matter. 861 00:39:12,300 --> 00:39:17,570 Because... I'm in this. 862 00:39:21,970 --> 00:39:23,680 I'm in this for the long haul, 863 00:39:24,830 --> 00:39:27,050 and I'm in this to finish the race. 864 00:39:28,050 --> 00:39:30,480 So if that means I don't win this one, 865 00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:32,950 then fine. 866 00:39:33,770 --> 00:39:37,160 I don't win. You win. 867 00:39:38,610 --> 00:39:40,070 I'm talking. 868 00:39:41,380 --> 00:39:43,610 See? I'm talking first. You win. 869 00:39:44,910 --> 00:39:51,240 Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. 870 00:39:53,640 --> 00:39:55,220 Marry me. 871 00:39:59,840 --> 00:40:01,250 I don't want to waste another minute. 872 00:40:01,450 --> 00:40:02,930 I can't have sex with you again. George. 873 00:40:02,990 --> 00:40:04,130 Okay? I can’t. I just-- 874 00:40:04,310 --> 00:40:06,360 I--enough with the sex. 875 00:40:08,670 --> 00:40:10,000 Since my dad died, 876 00:40:10,340 --> 00:40:11,790 I feel like, uh... 877 00:40:12,340 --> 00:40:16,350 Someone ripped out my stomach, filled the hole with asphalt. 878 00:40:17,170 --> 00:40:19,200 And I laugh every time that I remember 879 00:40:19,630 --> 00:40:21,780 I'm never gonna talk to him again 880 00:40:21,830 --> 00:40:23,390 because it just sounds like the stupidest thing 881 00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:25,380 I've ever heard. 882 00:40:26,650 --> 00:40:28,240 I can't believe it's real. 883 00:40:29,620 --> 00:40:33,370 But... every time I look at you... 884 00:40:35,340 --> 00:40:36,940 I feel better. 885 00:40:38,570 --> 00:40:40,150 It shocks me. 886 00:40:40,260 --> 00:40:42,730 It knocks my wind out, but it's true. 887 00:40:43,030 --> 00:40:44,230 And I don't have to have sex with you. 888 00:40:44,310 --> 00:40:47,700 I'm happy just to look at you from across the room. 889 00:40:48,180 --> 00:40:50,810 And even that-- anything, any piece of you... 890 00:40:51,380 --> 00:40:53,130 I mean, hopefully all of you. 891 00:40:53,190 --> 00:40:54,570 That'd be the best thing... 892 00:40:58,340 --> 00:40:59,790 Because I love you. 893 00:41:00,090 --> 00:41:01,160 George... 894 00:41:12,540 --> 00:41:14,120 Marry me. 895 00:41:19,130 --> 00:41:20,900 Will you marry me? 896 00:41:23,750 --> 00:41:25,700 Marry me, Cristina Yang. 897 00:41:27,210 --> 00:41:30,470 You gotta wonder why we cling to our expectations 898 00:41:32,010 --> 00:41:40,930 because the expected is just what keeps us steady, standing... still. 899 00:41:41,050 --> 00:41:42,150 Marry me. 900 00:41:43,770 --> 00:41:46,830 The expected's just the beginning. 901 00:41:51,600 --> 00:41:53,220 The unexpected... 902 00:41:56,640 --> 00:41:58,990 Is what changes our lives. 903 00:42:07,430 --> 00:42:11,000 www.gwedynn.jazztel.es 904 00:42:12,305 --> 00:42:18,477 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org