1 00:00:01,201 --> 00:00:03,362 Previously on Desperate Housewives. 2 00:00:03,403 --> 00:00:05,394 A friendship was torn apart. 3 00:00:05,438 --> 00:00:06,666 I care about my friends. 4 00:00:06,706 --> 00:00:08,867 Sorry, you are no longer part of that group. 5 00:00:08,908 --> 00:00:11,172 - I need to talk to you. - What, here? 6 00:00:11,478 --> 00:00:14,447 Bree's affair was revealed to Orson. 7 00:00:15,081 --> 00:00:16,673 Mona threatened Angie. 8 00:00:16,716 --> 00:00:17,740 You've got till tomorrow 9 00:00:17,784 --> 00:00:20,082 to come up with the rest of the money, or I go to the police. 10 00:00:20,120 --> 00:00:22,452 And then tragedy struck. 11 00:00:23,490 --> 00:00:24,684 Celia! 12 00:00:35,902 --> 00:00:38,871 I'm at the site of a bizarre accident that happened just hours ago... 13 00:00:38,905 --> 00:00:40,896 If you watch the news tonight, 14 00:00:40,940 --> 00:00:43,704 you will be told all about a tragedy 15 00:00:43,743 --> 00:00:46,803 that occurred on a quiet suburban street. 16 00:00:47,914 --> 00:00:51,247 You will hear eyewitness accounts of the crash. 17 00:00:51,618 --> 00:00:54,485 You will learn the extent of the damage. 18 00:00:55,221 --> 00:00:58,088 But the news can't tell you who survived, 19 00:00:59,492 --> 00:01:03,588 because no one yet knows for sure. 20 00:01:05,265 --> 00:01:07,358 Dr. Ineson to the E.R. 21 00:01:07,400 --> 00:01:09,368 Dr. Fred Ineson to the E.R. 22 00:01:11,104 --> 00:01:12,537 Susan, thank God you're here. 23 00:01:12,572 --> 00:01:14,665 I was on my way home and I got this text from Julie. 24 00:01:14,707 --> 00:01:16,800 She said a plane crashed onto the lane? 25 00:01:16,843 --> 00:01:19,937 A single-engine plane that had to make an emergency landing. 26 00:01:19,979 --> 00:01:21,173 The pilot had a heart attack. 27 00:01:21,214 --> 00:01:23,546 Julie said Karl was taken away in an ambulance? 28 00:01:23,583 --> 00:01:25,244 Yeah. He's in surgery. 29 00:01:25,285 --> 00:01:28,482 How bad is it? He's going to make it, right? 30 00:01:29,289 --> 00:01:30,881 There was a lot of bleeding. 31 00:01:30,924 --> 00:01:33,620 The doctors are doing the best they can. 32 00:01:33,660 --> 00:01:36,959 You want to sit down? Here, have a seat. Come here. 33 00:01:38,832 --> 00:01:40,163 Was anyone else hurt? 34 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:42,225 Orson and Mona Clark. 35 00:01:42,535 --> 00:01:44,298 Yeah, they're still in surgery. 36 00:01:44,337 --> 00:01:45,361 Bree got a little banged up, 37 00:01:45,405 --> 00:01:47,236 but the nurse says she's going to be okay. 38 00:01:47,273 --> 00:01:48,831 And little Celia might have a concussion. 39 00:01:49,509 --> 00:01:52,137 - What happened? - The plane was headed straight for her, 40 00:01:52,178 --> 00:01:55,079 and Lynette ran over and pushed her out of the way. 41 00:01:55,115 --> 00:01:56,207 You saved her life. 42 00:01:56,249 --> 00:01:57,944 Come on, you would have done the same thing for my kids. 43 00:01:57,984 --> 00:01:59,008 It's no big deal. 44 00:01:59,052 --> 00:02:01,577 No, Lynette. We owe you everything. 45 00:02:02,522 --> 00:02:04,319 So, what do we do now? 46 00:02:04,357 --> 00:02:06,791 I guess we just wait and pray. 47 00:02:08,161 --> 00:02:10,629 I think that's a really good idea. 48 00:02:23,877 --> 00:02:25,003 Lynette, are you okay? 49 00:02:25,044 --> 00:02:28,571 I don't know, I just... I have this terrible pain. 50 00:02:29,782 --> 00:02:31,113 The truth is, 51 00:02:31,151 --> 00:02:35,417 no one knows who survived that tragic plane crash... 52 00:02:37,056 --> 00:02:40,685 Tom, I think there's something wrong with the babies. 53 00:02:41,594 --> 00:02:44,654 ...or more importantly, who didn't. 54 00:02:55,141 --> 00:02:58,542 Father O'Brien, report to the Sacred Heart Chapel. 55 00:03:04,384 --> 00:03:06,181 Any word about Karl? 56 00:03:07,020 --> 00:03:08,920 He's still in surgery. 57 00:03:10,023 --> 00:03:12,514 God, I feel like such a hypocrite. 58 00:03:13,092 --> 00:03:16,220 After that guy cheated on you, I hated his guts. 59 00:03:16,262 --> 00:03:18,355 Never spoke to him again. 60 00:03:20,466 --> 00:03:23,492 And I was just in the chapel praying for him. 61 00:03:23,670 --> 00:03:25,501 I know what you mean. 62 00:03:26,973 --> 00:03:29,669 It's pretty complicated for me, too. 63 00:03:31,344 --> 00:03:35,804 With that, Susan began to think of her marriage to Karl. 64 00:03:36,482 --> 00:03:39,246 How wonderfully it had started. 65 00:03:41,020 --> 00:03:43,352 How they had been so happy. 66 00:03:46,593 --> 00:03:52,190 Until the day Susan found lipstick where she shouldn't have. 67 00:03:54,968 --> 00:03:58,597 Susan then thought of the day she told Karl to leave. 68 00:03:59,339 --> 00:04:03,435 And she wondered, what if she hadn't? 69 00:04:06,913 --> 00:04:09,245 Wait, wait! Don't go. 70 00:04:09,983 --> 00:04:12,349 - You just kicked me out. - I know. 71 00:04:14,087 --> 00:04:16,487 I've put 12 years of my life into this marriage, 72 00:04:16,522 --> 00:04:18,490 and we have a daughter. 73 00:04:20,994 --> 00:04:23,656 We owe it to Julie to try to work this out. 74 00:04:23,696 --> 00:04:27,359 - Oh, Susie... - Don't touch me. You're still a pig. 75 00:04:30,370 --> 00:04:34,602 Okay, so, if we are going to put this behind us, 76 00:04:35,041 --> 00:04:36,565 I need to know about everyone 77 00:04:36,609 --> 00:04:38,770 that you've been with since we were married. 78 00:04:38,811 --> 00:04:40,176 Everyone? 79 00:04:42,915 --> 00:04:44,280 I don't think this is a good idea. 80 00:04:44,317 --> 00:04:48,651 Karl, I don't want to be wondering when we go to a party or restaurant, 81 00:04:48,688 --> 00:04:51,919 "Did he sleep with her? Her? Her?" 82 00:04:52,759 --> 00:04:55,728 Okay, well, you found out about Brandy. 83 00:04:55,762 --> 00:05:00,062 Yes, it was nice to put the panties with a face. 84 00:05:01,234 --> 00:05:02,462 Go on. 85 00:05:03,036 --> 00:05:05,470 Before her... Let's see, 86 00:05:06,172 --> 00:05:09,005 there was Amber, the dental hygienist. 87 00:05:10,009 --> 00:05:12,443 Kwan Lee, the massage lady. 88 00:05:12,745 --> 00:05:15,043 Remember when we had cable installed, 89 00:05:15,081 --> 00:05:18,744 and you wondered why we got so many channels for free? 90 00:05:20,119 --> 00:05:22,781 Okay, you know what? Maybe you were right. 91 00:05:22,822 --> 00:05:24,551 It's good to have some secrets between a couple. 92 00:05:24,590 --> 00:05:26,956 Why don't you just go upstairs and unpack your stuff? 93 00:05:26,993 --> 00:05:29,723 I will learn how to swallow my rage. 94 00:05:30,363 --> 00:05:32,888 You are not going to regret this. 95 00:06:10,269 --> 00:06:12,499 Hey, there. I'm Mike Delfino. 96 00:06:13,072 --> 00:06:17,236 Yes. We met at Mary Alice's funeral. 97 00:06:18,778 --> 00:06:21,508 Your husband told me you have a clogged sink? 98 00:06:21,547 --> 00:06:23,640 Oh, yeah. Come on in. 99 00:06:32,492 --> 00:06:35,655 So, how are you liking the neighborhood so far? 100 00:06:35,828 --> 00:06:38,956 I like it. It seems quiet and friendly. 101 00:06:38,998 --> 00:06:40,522 It is. And safe. 102 00:06:40,566 --> 00:06:42,966 I bet we have the lowest crime rate in America. 103 00:06:45,037 --> 00:06:46,061 You gonna get that? 104 00:06:46,105 --> 00:06:48,767 Nah, let the machine get it. 105 00:06:49,442 --> 00:06:52,570 Hi, it's Susan and Karl, leave us a message. 106 00:06:52,612 --> 00:06:53,977 Hey, Suze, it's me. 107 00:06:54,013 --> 00:06:56,106 Listen, I'm going to be working late. 108 00:06:56,149 --> 00:06:57,548 Don't hold dinner for me. 109 00:06:57,583 --> 00:06:59,312 By the way, the switchboard's going to be closed 110 00:06:59,352 --> 00:07:01,843 so don't bother calling. Love you. 111 00:07:04,791 --> 00:07:06,952 He's screwing his secretary. 112 00:07:07,527 --> 00:07:08,585 Huh? 113 00:07:08,628 --> 00:07:10,220 My husband. 114 00:07:10,263 --> 00:07:13,027 He thinks he's fooling me, but he's not. 115 00:07:14,133 --> 00:07:15,498 I'm sorry. 116 00:07:20,873 --> 00:07:24,502 You know what would serve him right? 117 00:07:26,479 --> 00:07:31,382 To come home and find me in bed with another man. 118 00:07:34,587 --> 00:07:36,316 - Yeah, I got to go. - What's the rush? 119 00:07:36,355 --> 00:07:38,915 Well, I've got to get a part at the hardware store. 120 00:07:42,562 --> 00:07:44,496 And they close at 6:00. 121 00:07:45,998 --> 00:07:49,832 Oh, my God, am I that undesirable? 122 00:07:49,869 --> 00:07:53,305 No! You're very desirable. In a big way. 123 00:07:53,339 --> 00:07:55,068 Did you just call me fat? 124 00:07:55,107 --> 00:07:58,941 No, no, I... I think you're very beautiful. 125 00:07:58,978 --> 00:08:01,970 It's just... You know, you're married. 126 00:08:02,949 --> 00:08:03,973 Oh. 127 00:08:04,650 --> 00:08:05,878 Right. 128 00:08:06,619 --> 00:08:08,052 I'm sorry. 129 00:08:08,287 --> 00:08:11,222 Look, if you're unhappy, 130 00:08:12,391 --> 00:08:14,882 you should do something about it. 131 00:08:41,220 --> 00:08:43,882 Please, not another business trip. 132 00:08:47,126 --> 00:08:50,357 Please, let it be another business trip. 133 00:08:51,097 --> 00:08:52,359 I tried. 134 00:08:53,633 --> 00:08:55,066 I'm sorry. 135 00:08:59,572 --> 00:09:01,039 That's it? 136 00:09:01,474 --> 00:09:04,875 Fifteen years of marriage, and that's all I get, 137 00:09:04,911 --> 00:09:06,708 two lousy sentences? 138 00:09:07,280 --> 00:09:09,180 I don't know what else to say. 139 00:09:09,215 --> 00:09:11,274 I don't know. How about, 140 00:09:11,851 --> 00:09:15,480 "Hey, Susan, thanks for eating nothing but broccoli 141 00:09:15,521 --> 00:09:17,455 "and colon cleanser for the last six months 142 00:09:17,490 --> 00:09:20,118 "so you could lose weight and look good for me"? 143 00:09:20,159 --> 00:09:23,856 Or, "Hey, Susan, thanks for wasting the best years of your life 144 00:09:23,896 --> 00:09:25,523 "while I went out and banged everything 145 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:28,125 "with a GED and a tramp stamp." 146 00:09:30,269 --> 00:09:31,702 I'm sorry, okay? 147 00:09:31,737 --> 00:09:33,364 But you could've spared yourself 148 00:09:33,406 --> 00:09:37,035 all this pain if you'd just let me go the first time. 149 00:09:43,916 --> 00:09:46,476 You really do deserve better, Susan. 150 00:10:03,235 --> 00:10:04,725 Mrs. Delfino? 151 00:10:08,174 --> 00:10:09,971 Karl didn't make it. 152 00:10:12,144 --> 00:10:13,771 Oh, my God. 153 00:10:14,246 --> 00:10:18,945 If there's anything you need, we have counselors available. 154 00:10:19,785 --> 00:10:22,345 No, I'll be fine. Thank you. 155 00:10:29,161 --> 00:10:31,994 I can't imagine what you must be feeling. 156 00:10:37,570 --> 00:10:41,734 Mostly, I'm feeling grateful. 157 00:10:49,548 --> 00:10:52,949 Bree Hodge was told about the death of Karl Mayer 158 00:10:52,985 --> 00:10:54,976 12 that evening. 159 00:10:55,554 --> 00:11:00,992 She became so hysterical 18. 160 00:11:01,961 --> 00:11:04,725 It wasn't long before she fell asleep, 161 00:11:05,231 --> 00:11:07,893 and then she began to dream. 162 00:11:08,868 --> 00:11:14,272 A dream about what her life would have been like if Karl hadn't died. 163 00:11:16,809 --> 00:11:18,709 You are so corny. 164 00:11:20,413 --> 00:11:22,711 No deviating from the marriage playbook. 165 00:11:22,748 --> 00:11:25,046 I'm doing it right this time. 166 00:11:26,819 --> 00:11:28,980 - Happy? - Karl, you've made me happy 167 00:11:29,021 --> 00:11:31,615 in ways I couldn't even imagine. 168 00:11:31,657 --> 00:11:33,147 Now, if it wouldn't be too much trouble, 169 00:11:33,192 --> 00:11:34,318 would you mind pulling down my zipper 170 00:11:34,360 --> 00:11:37,523 with your teeth and taking me on the table? 171 00:11:37,563 --> 00:11:39,690 Nag, nag, nag. 172 00:11:40,066 --> 00:11:42,193 What is it with you women once you get a ring on? 173 00:11:42,234 --> 00:11:44,099 All right, if you're a stickler for tradition, 174 00:11:44,136 --> 00:11:46,934 we could always take it up to our bedroom. 175 00:11:46,972 --> 00:11:50,100 "Our bedroom." I like the sound of that. 176 00:11:50,843 --> 00:11:55,837 Well, get used to it, because it's going to be our bedroom for a long, long time. 177 00:11:57,483 --> 00:12:00,043 I meant what I said when I proposed. 178 00:12:00,486 --> 00:12:04,513 Being with you is going to make me into a whole different man. 179 00:12:04,557 --> 00:12:07,117 Well, I hope not completely different. 180 00:12:07,159 --> 00:12:11,493 I don't ever want to lose that sexy beast who swept me off my feet. 181 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:17,028 Trust me. He's not going anywhere. 182 00:12:19,004 --> 00:12:21,336 Wow! Honey, that was fantastic. 183 00:12:24,009 --> 00:12:26,443 - Bree! - Oh, my God! 184 00:12:26,479 --> 00:12:28,572 You're supposed to be catering a wedding. 185 00:12:28,614 --> 00:12:31,014 Yes, clearly this is my fault. 186 00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:35,243 - Courtney? - I'm so sorry, Bree. 187 00:12:35,287 --> 00:12:37,517 Really, Karl, my yoga instructor? 188 00:12:37,556 --> 00:12:39,820 No charge for next month, okay? 189 00:12:39,859 --> 00:12:43,056 Like I'm keeping you? Get the hell out of my house. 190 00:12:43,095 --> 00:12:44,528 She's going. 191 00:12:44,563 --> 00:12:46,724 I'm not talking to her! 192 00:12:47,933 --> 00:12:50,265 How could you, Karl? In our own bed? 193 00:12:50,302 --> 00:12:52,702 Yeah, you're right. That was tacky. 194 00:12:52,738 --> 00:12:55,434 I'm so sorry. Bye. 195 00:12:55,474 --> 00:12:57,305 - I'll call you. - What? 196 00:12:57,343 --> 00:12:59,538 Sorry, force of habit. 197 00:12:59,578 --> 00:13:03,105 Look, this thing doesn't have to mean any more than we decide it does. 198 00:13:03,149 --> 00:13:05,583 You made a vow to me, Karl. 199 00:13:05,618 --> 00:13:07,950 Oh, my God. Why did I think I could change you? 200 00:13:07,987 --> 00:13:09,614 Yeah, I know. 201 00:13:09,655 --> 00:13:12,647 You thought you could turn me into your personal lapdog, like Orson. 202 00:13:12,691 --> 00:13:14,625 You leave Orson out of this! 203 00:13:14,660 --> 00:13:18,391 Why? I haven't done a thing to you that you didn't do to him. 204 00:13:18,430 --> 00:13:20,330 Get out of my house. 205 00:13:21,100 --> 00:13:23,728 - Truth hurts, doesn't it? - Get out! 206 00:13:30,209 --> 00:13:34,202 I didn't know who else to call. You were his emergency contact. 207 00:13:34,513 --> 00:13:37,038 I'm just a little surprised. 208 00:13:37,616 --> 00:13:41,017 Orson and I hadn't spoken in nearly 10 years. 209 00:13:42,087 --> 00:13:44,214 Are you sure there wasn't someone else in his life? 210 00:13:44,256 --> 00:13:47,350 - A girlfriend, maybe? - Never saw one. 211 00:13:47,393 --> 00:13:48,985 In fact, in the seven years he lived here, 212 00:13:49,028 --> 00:13:51,496 I never saw anybody visit him at all. 213 00:13:55,234 --> 00:13:56,258 Um... 214 00:13:57,136 --> 00:13:59,696 Where did you find him? 215 00:14:00,773 --> 00:14:02,297 In the bed. 216 00:14:03,309 --> 00:14:07,575 Paramedics said it was a heart attack. He'd been there two days. 217 00:14:07,613 --> 00:14:09,274 Can you imagine? 218 00:14:09,682 --> 00:14:12,981 Just like that, you're gone and no one notices. 219 00:14:15,654 --> 00:14:17,144 Poor Orson. 220 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:22,653 Well, take whatever you want. I'll have Goodwill pick up the rest. 221 00:14:59,698 --> 00:15:03,259 You know, he spoke about you constantly. 222 00:15:04,503 --> 00:15:08,667 It was always, "Bree this, Bree that." It's almost like he died of... 223 00:15:10,442 --> 00:15:12,342 What? Say it. 224 00:15:14,847 --> 00:15:17,315 Like he died of a broken heart. 225 00:15:23,689 --> 00:15:25,213 Mrs. Hodge, 226 00:15:26,725 --> 00:15:30,320 I just want to tell you, your husband's out of danger. 227 00:15:31,163 --> 00:15:32,926 Thank God for that. 228 00:15:33,799 --> 00:15:36,267 But there were some complications. 229 00:15:36,735 --> 00:15:38,862 What kind of complications? 230 00:15:39,471 --> 00:15:40,961 This is a preliminary assessment, 231 00:15:41,006 --> 00:15:44,772 but it seems there's been some damage to his spinal column. 232 00:15:45,210 --> 00:15:47,440 What does that mean, exactly? 233 00:15:48,514 --> 00:15:51,642 There's a good chance your husband is paralyzed. 234 00:16:00,859 --> 00:16:03,657 Excuse me, can you tell me anything about Mona Clark's condition? 235 00:16:03,696 --> 00:16:05,561 The doctors, they did everything they could. 236 00:16:05,597 --> 00:16:09,124 But that woman, I mean, she was hit by a plane. 237 00:16:09,168 --> 00:16:10,567 Oh, my God. 238 00:16:12,538 --> 00:16:16,269 Now all we can do is wait and hope that she pulls through. 239 00:16:16,308 --> 00:16:17,366 "Pulls through"? 240 00:16:17,409 --> 00:16:20,139 Yes. Your friend's a real fighter. She's hanging in there. 241 00:16:20,179 --> 00:16:24,047 - How? She got hit by a plane! - The doctors couldn't believe it, either. 242 00:16:24,083 --> 00:16:27,814 I don't know if you're religious, but now would be the time to pray. 243 00:16:27,853 --> 00:16:30,048 Oh, believe me, we will. 244 00:16:31,557 --> 00:16:34,287 Dear God, please take that blackmailing bitch home now. 245 00:16:34,326 --> 00:16:37,090 A fricking plane hit her. What's it going to take, a silver bullet? 246 00:16:37,129 --> 00:16:39,825 All right, look, I'm gonna go home, pack up our stuff. You stay here. 247 00:16:39,865 --> 00:16:41,628 If they pry the propeller out of that woman's mouth 248 00:16:41,667 --> 00:16:45,068 and she starts yapping, get the hell out of here. 249 00:16:50,042 --> 00:16:51,532 Just like that, 250 00:16:51,577 --> 00:16:55,035 Angie Bolen began to consider what was happening. 251 00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:59,178 She thought of the doctors trying to save Mona 252 00:17:00,386 --> 00:17:03,355 and how long it might take her to recover. 253 00:17:05,157 --> 00:17:08,422 Then she imagined Mona waking up 254 00:17:10,229 --> 00:17:13,392 and telling the police everything she knew. 255 00:17:14,533 --> 00:17:16,558 And Angie asked herself, 256 00:17:17,002 --> 00:17:20,233 what would happen if Mona Clark lived? 257 00:17:26,612 --> 00:17:29,376 How about a little lunch, Ms. De Luca? 258 00:17:30,516 --> 00:17:32,381 Eggplant parm. 259 00:17:32,418 --> 00:17:33,476 Maybe it's not like the place 260 00:17:33,519 --> 00:17:37,478 we used to see you go into on East 10th Street, but not bad. 261 00:17:39,525 --> 00:17:43,052 - I want to see Nick. - He's a little busy at the moment. 262 00:17:43,362 --> 00:17:45,330 I just want to talk to him for a couple of minutes. 263 00:17:45,364 --> 00:17:49,061 As far as the Bureau is concerned, Nick is a traitor. 264 00:17:50,035 --> 00:17:52,868 Get used to it. You're never going to talk to him again. 265 00:17:52,905 --> 00:17:54,566 What about Danny? 266 00:17:54,907 --> 00:17:57,171 Tyler is with your mother. 267 00:17:59,445 --> 00:18:00,935 But enough about what you want. 268 00:18:00,979 --> 00:18:02,844 Here's what I want. 269 00:18:03,048 --> 00:18:04,413 Patrick Logan. 270 00:18:15,661 --> 00:18:19,062 You need to be thinking real clear right now. 271 00:18:19,098 --> 00:18:20,622 We know Logan ran everything. 272 00:18:20,666 --> 00:18:23,829 But without him, it's all going to fall on you. 273 00:18:24,837 --> 00:18:28,534 I don't know where he is. I haven't spoken to him since that night. 274 00:18:28,574 --> 00:18:29,973 You've been on the run 18 years, 275 00:18:30,008 --> 00:18:34,138 and you and your former lover don't even exchange a phone call? 276 00:18:34,179 --> 00:18:36,477 Don't take this personally, Agent Padilla, 277 00:18:36,515 --> 00:18:38,779 but you guys weren't the ones I was running from. 278 00:18:38,817 --> 00:18:41,581 Look, I know Logan. 279 00:18:42,821 --> 00:18:44,721 I know how scary he is. 280 00:18:44,756 --> 00:18:48,248 But I think the situation you're in now is worse. 281 00:18:50,896 --> 00:18:53,729 Then you don't know how scary he is. 282 00:18:58,770 --> 00:19:02,968 Federal sentencing guidelines dictate the punishment in this case. 283 00:19:03,008 --> 00:19:05,238 There's no room for leniency from the court. 284 00:19:05,277 --> 00:19:07,006 That being said, Ms. De Luca, 285 00:19:07,045 --> 00:19:10,913 you have indicated that you would like to address the court. 286 00:19:11,183 --> 00:19:13,242 Thank you, Your Honor. 287 00:19:15,354 --> 00:19:18,152 No one was supposed to get hurt. 288 00:19:19,525 --> 00:19:20,856 We just believed in something, 289 00:19:20,893 --> 00:19:24,488 and we wanted to make other people believe in it, too. 290 00:19:25,464 --> 00:19:27,625 But someone did get hurt. 291 00:19:28,367 --> 00:19:29,891 A man died. 292 00:19:32,804 --> 00:19:37,070 I read every newspaper article about your husband, about Sean. 293 00:19:37,910 --> 00:19:40,208 How he coached Little League, 294 00:19:40,245 --> 00:19:43,442 that the whole neighborhood came to his funeral. 295 00:19:44,816 --> 00:19:49,651 I never lived in a world like that until we moved to Fairview. 296 00:19:50,722 --> 00:19:53,589 I never felt like a part of a community. 297 00:19:54,259 --> 00:19:57,626 Which made it so much clearer to me, 298 00:19:58,397 --> 00:20:02,094 how horrible it is that I brought so much pain to yours. 299 00:20:10,509 --> 00:20:12,636 Please rise for sentencing. 300 00:20:13,378 --> 00:20:16,814 Angela De Luca, you are hereby sentenced to life imprisonment 301 00:20:16,848 --> 00:20:19,373 without the possibility of parole. 302 00:20:19,952 --> 00:20:22,819 Marshals, remand the prisoner to custody. 303 00:20:28,126 --> 00:20:29,320 Mom. 304 00:20:31,263 --> 00:20:32,491 Mom. 305 00:20:33,265 --> 00:20:34,425 Mom! 306 00:20:43,609 --> 00:20:45,338 So, how is she? 307 00:20:47,813 --> 00:20:48,837 I'm... 308 00:20:50,148 --> 00:20:52,776 I'm so sorry. She didn't make it. 309 00:20:55,587 --> 00:20:57,851 I know how upset you must be. 310 00:20:57,889 --> 00:20:59,356 Please don't be angry with God 311 00:20:59,391 --> 00:21:02,087 because your prayers weren't answered. 312 00:21:03,895 --> 00:21:07,126 Don't worry about it, hon. Me and God are good. 313 00:21:12,070 --> 00:21:15,198 Dr. Whiteman to Oncology. 314 00:21:18,076 --> 00:21:19,100 I spoke with the doctor. 315 00:21:19,144 --> 00:21:22,409 They are going to keep her overnight, for observation. 316 00:21:22,447 --> 00:21:23,573 I thought they said she was fine. 317 00:21:23,615 --> 00:21:27,016 Well, they're just being extra cautious, that's all. 318 00:21:27,052 --> 00:21:30,146 Look at her. I feel bad even saying it, 319 00:21:30,188 --> 00:21:34,750 with everything that's happened, but we really lucked out, huh? 320 00:21:36,228 --> 00:21:39,322 I don't think it was luck. I think it was God. 321 00:21:39,798 --> 00:21:41,891 Actually, it was Lynette. 322 00:21:41,933 --> 00:21:43,992 No, Lynette was his instrument. 323 00:21:44,036 --> 00:21:46,436 Either way, it was a hell of a tune. 324 00:21:46,471 --> 00:21:50,669 I'm serious. I think God saved Celia because she's special. 325 00:21:51,276 --> 00:21:52,868 She has a gift. 326 00:21:54,212 --> 00:21:55,907 What kind of gift? 327 00:21:56,381 --> 00:21:58,076 I'm not sure yet. 328 00:21:58,417 --> 00:22:00,078 But she has one. 329 00:22:00,385 --> 00:22:04,082 I know she's going to do something amazing with her life. 330 00:22:05,891 --> 00:22:09,554 Fine. While you figure out how our daughter's going to change the world, 331 00:22:09,594 --> 00:22:12,620 I'm going to the cafeteria. See you in a few. 332 00:22:15,200 --> 00:22:16,531 As she lay there, 333 00:22:16,568 --> 00:22:20,698 Gabrielle began to think of ways her daughter could shine. 334 00:22:23,141 --> 00:22:25,234 She thought of music, 335 00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:29,841 and sports, 336 00:22:33,685 --> 00:22:36,677 and other creative pastimes. 337 00:22:40,025 --> 00:22:44,485 And before she drifted off to sleep, Gabrielle wondered, 338 00:22:45,030 --> 00:22:49,729 what if her daughter was destined to be a great actress? 339 00:22:53,138 --> 00:22:55,470 - Hi. - Hi. 340 00:22:55,507 --> 00:22:57,771 Celia Solis. How old are you? 341 00:23:00,011 --> 00:23:03,242 Five. It's our first audition. We're very excited. 342 00:23:03,815 --> 00:23:05,806 Great. Such a cutie. Just what we're looking for. 343 00:23:05,851 --> 00:23:08,718 Well, she can be cuter. Show him, honey. 344 00:23:10,922 --> 00:23:12,287 Good girl. 345 00:23:15,127 --> 00:23:17,288 Okay, Celia, this is a... Here. 346 00:23:17,329 --> 00:23:19,695 This is a commercial for Ouch Away bandages. 347 00:23:19,731 --> 00:23:21,460 Just stand right there on the T. 348 00:23:21,500 --> 00:23:22,865 You just got a boo-boo on your finger. 349 00:23:22,901 --> 00:23:25,870 You're going to hold it up, look real sad and cry. Okay? 350 00:23:30,776 --> 00:23:31,834 And, go! 351 00:23:33,612 --> 00:23:38,072 No, no. Don't smile, honey. We need you to cry. Let's try it again. 352 00:23:42,254 --> 00:23:44,745 Okay, thank you. Thank you very much. 353 00:23:44,790 --> 00:23:45,882 Wait, wait, wait, wait! 354 00:23:45,924 --> 00:23:48,654 You've got to give her another shot. Please. 355 00:23:48,693 --> 00:23:51,287 I love the look. But can I be honest with you, Mom? 356 00:23:51,329 --> 00:23:53,797 The side dish that came with my lunch has more talent. 357 00:23:53,832 --> 00:23:55,163 What are you saying? 358 00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:58,101 I'm saying she's not as good as coleslaw. Deal with it. 359 00:23:58,136 --> 00:23:59,967 Hey! That little girl is here for a reason. 360 00:24:00,005 --> 00:24:04,305 She's going to inspire people, and you are going to be part of that. 361 00:24:04,843 --> 00:24:06,970 All right. Well, hurry up. 362 00:24:09,848 --> 00:24:13,875 All right. Hey, I got you another chance. Can you cry for Mommy? 363 00:24:15,020 --> 00:24:16,248 Sure you can. 364 00:24:16,288 --> 00:24:19,155 When that nice casting man asks you to hold up a finger, 365 00:24:19,191 --> 00:24:20,715 just hold it up and cry. 366 00:24:20,759 --> 00:24:22,522 How easy is that? 367 00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:30,395 Hello? What? 368 00:24:31,136 --> 00:24:35,072 Oh, my God! Daddy fell and hurt himself! 369 00:24:35,106 --> 00:24:38,098 I don't think he's going to make it! 370 00:24:41,947 --> 00:24:43,471 And he... 371 00:24:43,515 --> 00:24:48,111 When he fell, he landed on your hamster cage 372 00:24:48,153 --> 00:24:50,644 and crushed Mr. McFuzz. 373 00:24:50,689 --> 00:24:53,089 He is dead. Mr. McFuzz is dead. 374 00:25:02,334 --> 00:25:03,699 Roll it. 375 00:25:08,740 --> 00:25:11,368 Gabby, I'm going to take Celia for an ice cream. 376 00:25:11,409 --> 00:25:13,172 Be back in a bit. 377 00:25:15,881 --> 00:25:17,815 Come on. Come on. 378 00:25:17,849 --> 00:25:20,579 The bus for camp leaves in 20 minutes. 379 00:25:21,486 --> 00:25:23,977 Well, what about my auditions? Mommy's going to kill us. 380 00:25:24,022 --> 00:25:25,887 Hey, you let me handle Mommy. 381 00:25:25,924 --> 00:25:28,484 You need a sleeping bag to get ice cream? 382 00:25:28,527 --> 00:25:29,789 Run! 383 00:25:38,403 --> 00:25:40,633 Leave it! Leave it! Leave it! 384 00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:54,412 What the hell are you doing? We talked about this. 385 00:25:54,452 --> 00:25:56,386 No summer camp. She's got auditions. 386 00:25:56,421 --> 00:25:59,117 Gabby, you have got her living in this weird little bubble, 387 00:25:59,157 --> 00:26:01,318 and she needs to be around kids her own age. 388 00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:04,385 She will be. I'm taking her to a casting call for Annie. 389 00:26:04,429 --> 00:26:06,897 Why can't you support her career? 390 00:26:07,599 --> 00:26:10,397 Celia, will you wait in the car, please? 391 00:26:11,870 --> 00:26:13,838 Thank you, sweetie. 392 00:26:16,141 --> 00:26:17,938 Because she stinks. 393 00:26:18,376 --> 00:26:20,276 That little girl is destined for greatness. 394 00:26:20,312 --> 00:26:23,975 That is why God saved her. God does not save people who stink. 395 00:26:24,015 --> 00:26:25,380 Yeah, well, maybe God saved her 396 00:26:25,417 --> 00:26:28,477 so that she could go to camp and make some friends 397 00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:30,750 and have a normal childhood. 398 00:26:31,122 --> 00:26:32,851 Who would believe in a God like that? 399 00:26:32,891 --> 00:26:36,156 - Gabby, she's miserable. - No, she's not. She wants this. 400 00:26:36,194 --> 00:26:39,891 - No, she does it to please you! - That is a horrible thing to say. 401 00:26:39,931 --> 00:26:41,592 I am not hurting her. 402 00:26:41,633 --> 00:26:44,932 In fact, making her shine is my life's work. 403 00:26:44,970 --> 00:26:47,632 All I want is for people to understand how special she is. 404 00:26:47,672 --> 00:26:50,402 - Celia, get in the house. - Celia, wait. 405 00:26:51,376 --> 00:26:53,207 Now, I'm sorry, but you have clearly lost your mind, 406 00:26:53,244 --> 00:26:54,370 and I'm not going to stand here 407 00:26:54,412 --> 00:26:56,744 and watch you ruin our daughter's childhood. 408 00:26:56,781 --> 00:26:58,942 If you don't like it, leave. 409 00:27:01,252 --> 00:27:05,814 Gabby, be careful what you say, because I am very close to going. 410 00:27:05,857 --> 00:27:07,688 See ya. Come on. 411 00:27:07,959 --> 00:27:12,726 Let's go get ready for your audition. You're going to be the best Annie ever. 412 00:27:20,672 --> 00:27:23,664 There you go, sweetie. 413 00:27:23,708 --> 00:27:25,198 All better. 414 00:27:25,243 --> 00:27:27,336 Ouch Away adhesive bandages, 415 00:27:27,379 --> 00:27:29,313 they heal with a mother's love. 416 00:27:33,084 --> 00:27:34,608 Mama, no. 417 00:27:35,253 --> 00:27:37,915 Look at that face. That's a star. 418 00:27:38,189 --> 00:27:40,555 You're not watching this again. 419 00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:44,823 Now, please, help me with the groceries. 420 00:27:47,499 --> 00:27:49,399 Did you get my wrinkle cream? 421 00:27:49,434 --> 00:27:52,130 You can't buy stuff like that with food stamps. 422 00:27:52,170 --> 00:27:54,832 I know. I just wish you loved me enough to steal it. 423 00:28:04,749 --> 00:28:06,114 Hello? 424 00:28:06,818 --> 00:28:08,376 Jerry, sweetie! 425 00:28:08,453 --> 00:28:10,421 Honey, it's your agent! 426 00:28:10,455 --> 00:28:12,548 Celia's dying to work. 427 00:28:12,590 --> 00:28:14,285 What have you got for us? 428 00:28:14,325 --> 00:28:17,192 Oh, come on. There's got to be something. 429 00:28:18,763 --> 00:28:22,358 No, no. She's not too old. She can pass for 15. 430 00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:25,733 Hell, I'm looking at her right now. Okay, we'll be there. 431 00:28:25,770 --> 00:28:28,102 Baby, we've got an audition! 432 00:28:28,139 --> 00:28:30,266 Now we've got to get that hair into pigtails. 433 00:28:30,308 --> 00:28:32,572 Mama, I think we need to talk. 434 00:28:32,610 --> 00:28:34,703 What did I do with those ACE bandages? 435 00:28:34,746 --> 00:28:36,771 We got to flatten you down. 436 00:28:36,815 --> 00:28:39,875 Listen to me. I don't want to be an actress. 437 00:28:40,318 --> 00:28:42,809 What? You can't quit. You're... 438 00:28:42,854 --> 00:28:46,312 I'm special, this is my destiny, it's why I was spared. 439 00:28:47,258 --> 00:28:51,251 You've spent the last 20 years telling me I'm meant for big things. 440 00:28:51,296 --> 00:28:52,786 And you are! 441 00:28:52,831 --> 00:28:56,858 No. I'm not special. I'm normal. 442 00:28:57,268 --> 00:29:01,967 And I just want to have a normal life. Get married, have kids. 443 00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:05,170 And there's going to be plenty of time for that. 444 00:29:05,210 --> 00:29:09,613 You always say that. Why can't you admit it's over? 445 00:29:11,950 --> 00:29:13,884 Because if we give up, 446 00:29:14,219 --> 00:29:17,382 then everything I've worked for is for nothing. 447 00:29:18,890 --> 00:29:22,155 Your father walked out, your sister never calls, 448 00:29:23,261 --> 00:29:25,092 this is all I have. 449 00:29:28,967 --> 00:29:30,992 What time's the audition? 450 00:29:31,369 --> 00:29:33,030 Tomorrow, 3:00. 451 00:29:34,005 --> 00:29:36,838 Now, let's do something about this hair. 452 00:29:37,242 --> 00:29:42,145 Oh, honey, this is the one, I feel it. And one day you're going to thank me. 453 00:29:46,718 --> 00:29:49,551 Dr. Whiteman, Oncology. 454 00:29:49,587 --> 00:29:51,555 Dr. James Whiteman to Oncology. 455 00:29:58,363 --> 00:30:00,388 I brought you a coffee. 456 00:30:02,033 --> 00:30:03,432 So, have you figured out what our 4-year-old 457 00:30:03,468 --> 00:30:04,730 is going to do with her life? 458 00:30:04,769 --> 00:30:06,031 No. 459 00:30:07,539 --> 00:30:10,565 But I did figure out what she has to do to be special. 460 00:30:10,608 --> 00:30:12,041 What's that? 461 00:30:17,282 --> 00:30:19,113 Absolutely nothing. 462 00:30:26,024 --> 00:30:28,788 How could this happen? I know I fell, but I felt fine afterwards. 463 00:30:28,827 --> 00:30:31,387 It doesn't take much to cause a tear to the placenta. 464 00:30:31,429 --> 00:30:33,192 But you said the one baby is fine. 465 00:30:33,231 --> 00:30:35,825 Yes. But if we don't operate on the other one, 466 00:30:35,867 --> 00:30:40,167 there could be a decrease in blood flow to the brain, 467 00:30:40,205 --> 00:30:43,732 which could put the child at risk developmentally. 468 00:30:43,775 --> 00:30:45,970 At risk how? Physically? Mentally? 469 00:30:46,010 --> 00:30:48,444 Right now, there's no way to know. 470 00:30:51,583 --> 00:30:53,175 How soon can we do the surgery? 471 00:30:53,218 --> 00:30:55,982 We're ready to go. Let's get her in. 472 00:30:59,924 --> 00:31:01,516 At that moment, 473 00:31:01,559 --> 00:31:05,427 Lynette began to think of the baby she had yet to meet. 474 00:31:08,499 --> 00:31:11,832 She thought of what it would be like to hold him. 475 00:31:13,371 --> 00:31:16,636 How it would feel to look into his eyes 476 00:31:18,076 --> 00:31:20,567 and to kiss his tiny hand. 477 00:31:23,481 --> 00:31:28,942 And then Lynette thought of what would happen if the doctor told her 478 00:31:28,987 --> 00:31:32,650 that same beautiful child was disabled. 479 00:31:42,500 --> 00:31:45,094 He especially hates the hamstring stretches. 480 00:31:45,136 --> 00:31:47,400 Well, and obviously it's hard to hear him cry. 481 00:31:47,438 --> 00:31:49,269 But you really need to tune it out, 482 00:31:49,307 --> 00:31:52,208 because without the therapy, his muscle tone will... 483 00:31:53,511 --> 00:31:55,570 You try. Maybe it's me. 484 00:31:56,981 --> 00:31:58,846 Sometimes, it helps to sing to them. 485 00:31:58,883 --> 00:32:01,511 I do that. He loves it when I do that. 486 00:32:10,662 --> 00:32:12,789 Why don't we take a break? 487 00:32:13,331 --> 00:32:16,596 Maybe we should take some time and talk about where we're at. 488 00:32:16,634 --> 00:32:21,230 Where we're at is we haven't seen any milestones since August. 489 00:32:21,272 --> 00:32:23,706 Not since he finally started grabbing his feet. 490 00:32:23,741 --> 00:32:26,335 - But that was a big one. - Definitely. 491 00:32:26,377 --> 00:32:29,642 But he should be sitting by now, right? 492 00:32:29,681 --> 00:32:32,445 Or pulling to stand or crawling. 493 00:32:32,483 --> 00:32:35,316 If you worry too much about what he should be able to do by now 494 00:32:35,353 --> 00:32:39,687 or what other kids his age are doing, it's going to drive you crazy. 495 00:32:40,959 --> 00:32:43,985 - Fine. - I know I keep saying this, 496 00:32:44,028 --> 00:32:47,122 but try to focus on the progress he's making. 497 00:32:47,165 --> 00:32:48,530 Like what? 498 00:32:48,766 --> 00:32:51,496 You're with him every day, you tell me. 499 00:32:52,470 --> 00:32:54,097 What do you see? 500 00:33:03,915 --> 00:33:06,884 Would you excuse us for a second? 501 00:33:10,388 --> 00:33:11,514 What is it? 502 00:33:11,556 --> 00:33:13,615 - I can't do this. - Can't do what? 503 00:33:13,658 --> 00:33:18,027 This, her, the therapy, and the injections, and the equipment. 504 00:33:18,062 --> 00:33:21,463 And no one can even tell us if any of it is helping. 505 00:33:21,499 --> 00:33:22,989 I think it is. 506 00:33:23,034 --> 00:33:25,867 But even if it isn't, this is what there is to do, 507 00:33:25,903 --> 00:33:28,371 - so we're doing it. - Well, I can't. 508 00:33:28,406 --> 00:33:30,533 No, you don't want to. 509 00:33:30,575 --> 00:33:32,873 Neither do I. Neither does he. 510 00:33:32,910 --> 00:33:35,344 Didn't you hear him crying in there? But we don't have a choice. 511 00:33:35,380 --> 00:33:38,178 So, come on. Jean's got to go home soon. 512 00:33:38,750 --> 00:33:42,777 I feel like I'm being punished and I don't even know what I did. 513 00:33:43,921 --> 00:33:45,946 You can't think that way. 514 00:33:46,124 --> 00:33:47,819 What else is there to think about? 515 00:33:47,859 --> 00:33:50,851 Hopes for the future? He might not even have one. 516 00:33:50,895 --> 00:33:54,058 He's 14 months. Don't write him off yet! 517 00:33:56,434 --> 00:33:58,766 But you should start thinking about the future. 518 00:33:58,803 --> 00:34:01,431 Because no matter what, it's coming. 519 00:34:01,706 --> 00:34:04,800 And it's either going to make you less afraid or more. 520 00:34:04,842 --> 00:34:09,609 And you will know that you either did everything that you can for your son, 521 00:34:11,315 --> 00:34:13,374 or you will be sorry. 522 00:34:19,290 --> 00:34:21,520 Yeah, there we go. 523 00:34:32,370 --> 00:34:33,803 It's okay. 524 00:34:34,872 --> 00:34:36,499 I can do this. 525 00:34:54,292 --> 00:34:55,657 Hi, honey. 526 00:34:56,861 --> 00:34:58,761 Can I have a sandwich? 527 00:34:59,630 --> 00:35:02,565 Sure, I just have to finish these dishes. 528 00:35:04,368 --> 00:35:05,926 But I'm hungry. 529 00:35:07,105 --> 00:35:11,132 Well, unless you want soap on rye, you're going to have to wait. 530 00:35:29,093 --> 00:35:32,256 Actually, why don't you make yourself a sandwich? 531 00:35:32,296 --> 00:35:34,264 But you always do it. 532 00:35:35,566 --> 00:35:38,763 And you always watch me, so I know you know how. 533 00:35:39,170 --> 00:35:40,535 I'm tired. 534 00:35:40,571 --> 00:35:44,200 And so am I. And I still have to vacuum and do the laundry. 535 00:35:44,242 --> 00:35:47,575 My arms hurt. I had to swim today. 536 00:35:47,612 --> 00:35:51,013 And you do that so you can get stronger 537 00:35:51,048 --> 00:35:53,949 so you can do things like make sandwiches. 538 00:35:53,985 --> 00:35:56,510 Speaking of which, in the time we've been arguing about this, 539 00:35:56,554 --> 00:35:59,887 you could have, guess what, made a sandwich. 540 00:36:01,692 --> 00:36:03,182 So could you. 541 00:36:03,694 --> 00:36:06,629 Jason's mom makes him whatever food he wants, 542 00:36:06,664 --> 00:36:08,495 even French toast. 543 00:36:09,033 --> 00:36:12,264 I would be happy to make Jason French toast, too. 544 00:36:12,637 --> 00:36:15,197 He always tells me how pretty I am. 545 00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:17,434 Not to mention, he's also in a wheelchair, 546 00:36:17,475 --> 00:36:20,842 so he can't reach the shelves in the fridge. 547 00:36:20,878 --> 00:36:22,368 But you can. 548 00:36:23,314 --> 00:36:25,748 Too bad you don't appreciate it. 549 00:36:27,084 --> 00:36:30,747 You're not... You're not really busy! You just don't want to help me! 550 00:36:30,788 --> 00:36:33,780 You know what? One day I won't be able to help you, 551 00:36:33,824 --> 00:36:35,587 because I won't be here. 552 00:36:35,626 --> 00:36:37,389 And then maybe you'll understand 553 00:36:37,428 --> 00:36:40,955 why I wanted you to learn to do stuff for yourself. 554 00:36:43,668 --> 00:36:45,260 Or you won't. 555 00:36:50,274 --> 00:36:53,402 But either way, I'm not making you a sandwich. 556 00:37:50,901 --> 00:37:52,630 That looks good. 557 00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:57,335 Can I have a bite? 558 00:38:00,911 --> 00:38:02,538 When I was born, 559 00:38:02,813 --> 00:38:05,805 my doctor told my parents I wouldn't make it through the night, 560 00:38:06,951 --> 00:38:08,816 then through the week, 561 00:38:09,954 --> 00:38:13,617 then it was that I was blind, that I'd need a wheelchair. 562 00:38:16,661 --> 00:38:21,860 I guess what I'm saying is I've really pissed my doctors off. 563 00:38:27,138 --> 00:38:30,369 At first, my mother was scared, 564 00:38:31,442 --> 00:38:36,675 scared of my disability, my limitations. 565 00:38:38,482 --> 00:38:40,916 I know this because she told me. 566 00:38:41,886 --> 00:38:46,220 Then she realized what she was really scared of was my potential, 567 00:38:47,191 --> 00:38:50,957 and that she'd miss something that would help me reach it. 568 00:38:52,396 --> 00:38:53,727 Gandhi said, 569 00:38:54,732 --> 00:39:00,136 "Strength does not come from a physical capacity. 570 00:39:02,139 --> 00:39:05,472 "It comes from an indomitable will." 571 00:39:06,110 --> 00:39:09,273 My mother's probably never heard that saying. 572 00:39:10,114 --> 00:39:14,710 But every day of my life, she showed me how true it is. 573 00:39:17,154 --> 00:39:22,956 Now I... I hope I can start showing her. 574 00:39:28,332 --> 00:39:29,799 Thank you. 575 00:39:31,669 --> 00:39:33,637 Thank you all, very much. 576 00:39:49,153 --> 00:39:51,713 How's our baby? Is he okay? 577 00:39:55,459 --> 00:39:56,892 Lynette, 578 00:40:01,932 --> 00:40:03,866 we lost the baby. 579 00:40:06,904 --> 00:40:11,341 But the other baby is fine. 580 00:40:14,645 --> 00:40:16,169 It's okay. 581 00:40:18,849 --> 00:40:20,783 We're going to be okay. 582 00:40:57,721 --> 00:41:01,623 I don't know how to say thank you for saving my child's life. 583 00:41:03,761 --> 00:41:06,161 And how sorry I am, for... 584 00:41:12,803 --> 00:41:15,294 We were going to name him Patrick. 585 00:41:19,844 --> 00:41:23,439 And he would've been amazing. 586 00:41:31,355 --> 00:41:35,121 The funeral for Karl Mayer was a dignified affair. 587 00:41:36,794 --> 00:41:42,824 Attended by friends and family and those who loved him. 588 00:41:44,101 --> 00:41:47,502 The priest spoke about the nature of tragedy, 589 00:41:47,538 --> 00:41:50,666 how it causes people to ask, "What if?" 590 00:41:52,476 --> 00:41:54,740 "What if he hadn't died?" 591 00:41:56,447 --> 00:41:58,972 "What if I had chosen differently?" 592 00:42:00,784 --> 00:42:03,776 "What if I had made that mistake?" 593 00:42:05,289 --> 00:42:07,154 And then the priest said 594 00:42:07,191 --> 00:42:10,251 the best way to honor those who had died, 595 00:42:11,028 --> 00:42:14,156 was to focus on what was, 596 00:42:14,198 --> 00:42:18,658 and to keep on living the best way we know how. 597 00:42:20,170 --> 00:42:25,335 And in time, that is exactly what my friends would do.