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Thank you.

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Does it hurt a lot?

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Yes, a lot.

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The thunder is pounding in my head
like my skull is hollow.

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Oh, you poor thing.

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Lie down for a bit, come on.

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"Let's see how the roads
are looking at this hour."

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"...Constitution Bridge.

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Pilar García Muñiz is on the road
out of Madrid toward Valencia.

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Pilar, what's the situation
like at this hour?

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Early this morning, on the roads,

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you could already tell
a long weekend was beginning.

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Although the latest weather
forecasts indicate

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that conditions may improve..."

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Do you want me to stay here with you?

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No. I'm going to get some air.

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Let's see if that painkiller
helps it pass.

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It's the last one
I've got left to take.

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Go to the living room,
I can't even talk.

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Call me if you need anything.

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Okay, my love.

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Turn off the hallway light, please.

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I'm staying with you tonight,
I'm not going to the club. Even if it is Friday.

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I didn't dare ask you.

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How could I leave you alone?

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Thank you.

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Get some rest.

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Breathing...

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Breathing doesn’t relax her, it only agitates her.

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Beau, take me to the ER.

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I'm getting worse.

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Huh? I'll grab my jacket and we'll go.
Uh-huh.

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Good evening.

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Good evening. Your card.
Evening. Here you go.

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I have a terrible migraine,
I feel really awful.

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Wait in the waiting room
and someone will see you shortly.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.
Come on.

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-Hi, good evening.

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-Your card?

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-Yes. The card.
-The card, the card, right.

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-You could wipe a bit
of the cocaine off your card first.

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-What?
-Sorry, okay?

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-Asshole.
-What happened to you?

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-Well, so...
-Well...

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-Shut the fuck up.
-Okay.

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-We went out partying.

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Elsa Rosado.
Yes.

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Come with me, please.
No, no, just the patient.

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I'll wait here.

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You can leave your things
on the chair.

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Lie down slowly.

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Could you turn off the light?
No, I'm afraid not.

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Try to relax,
the doctor will be here soon.

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-Good evening.

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Hello.

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Tell me. What's wrong?

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I have a horrible migraine.

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Which part of your head hurts?

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All of it.

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Does this happen often?

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The migraines...

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Over the last year.

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They're genetic. I've got loads
of cousins on my father's side...

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And, well... storms, like today,
sometimes trigger them too.

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And flights,
because of the pressure, I don't know, it's horrible.

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We'll give you
an intravenous painkiller

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and a sedative
to help you relax.

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Thank you, Doctor.

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Coming through, coming through.
Please, quickly.

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How are you feeling? Any better?

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No, I'm worse.

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The orderly who put in the IV
says my blood pressure is high.

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How high?

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158 over 90.

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Well... we're going to admit you.
It's better if you stay here tonight.

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Is that room free?
Yes.

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Could you take me there?

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I'd have to check first.
Please.

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If it'll make you feel calmer,
I'll take you, but I have to check.

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All right, thank you.

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Do you really think
you'll be able to sleep on that sofa?

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Yes, of course.

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I can sleep anywhere.

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Hello, I'm Dr. García.

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I think we've met before,
is that possible?

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Yes.

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I shot my second film here,
ten years ago.

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In this room
and the one across the hall.

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Of course.

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I didn't see it,
but I read somewhere

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that over time it had
become a cult film.

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Doctor, excuse me,

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but I get the feeling nobody
is really taking charge of what's happening to me.

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Yes, you have a horrible migraine.
And you'd throw yourself out the window

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if you weren't here
with this man.

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Beau, short for Bonifacio.

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Nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you.

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You've described it very well.

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One branch of my family gets migraines.

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Mine too.

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We've given you
a very strong painkiller...

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and something else
to calm you down.

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Thank you.
You'll see, it'll pass very soon.

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What does that cult thing mean?

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Cult director?

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Do you belong to some sect?

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To the Evangelical church?
I've heard they're intense.

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No.

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No, no, I'm not Evangelical. Uh...

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I've only directed two films,
and neither of them worked.

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Oh, poor thing. That's awful.

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For them to be two cult films
means that...

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most people
weren't interested in them,

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that they were failures.

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But there is a small group
of viewers who adore them.

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That's the cult,
those few viewers.

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Ah.

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Well, look at that!
Uh-huh.

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I never would have thought
that's what cult meant.

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Mmm.

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Well, thank you
for the masterclass.

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Now try to get some sleep.
Okay.

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If you need anything,
call with that button.

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With the rain and the long weekend,
it's very lively here today.

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Uh-huh.

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Make a film about us.

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Bonifacio... What a beautiful name.

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Well...

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I'm leaving her in your hands.

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Yes, yes, that's what I'm here for.
Don't worry.

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Don't I know you too?

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You look familiar.

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I don't know.

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I'm a firefighter.

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No, no, it's not from that.

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Oh...

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Have you recently been
to a bachelorette party?

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Yes, a month ago, for a friend.
I'm still hungover from it.

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How do you know?

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It must have been there.

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Bon... Beau is a stripper
on weekends.

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Ah!

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Ah, well...

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Yes, that's where I know you from.

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Good night.
Good night.

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She's nice, isn't she?

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You're already feeling better, right?
Uh-huh. This stuff works.

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Give me a kiss.

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And two.

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Now go to sleep.
Mmm.

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Okay, just one question. May I?

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Yes.

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Why did you tell the orderly
to bring you to this room

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and not the other one?

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The scenes I shot here
for my second film

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took place
in these two rooms.

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One was the room
the orderly was taking us to,

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and we also shot in this one.

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The sick woman in the other room
died,

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and the one in this room
survived.

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Ah, right.

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I'm not superstitious, but...

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cinema has something premonitory about it.

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Oh, does it?
Mmm. Well, it's a theory of mine.

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And why haven't you made
more films if you're a cult director?

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Well...

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Well, because I make
much more money in advertising.

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I bought myself the house in Madrid,

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and I bought my mother
another one in the village.

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And it's not like
producers are chasing after me.

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I'm a bit odd for the industry.

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Right.

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Breakfast.

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Already?

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But we only fell asleep
a little while ago...

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Well, you have to have breakfast.
The doctor will come see you later.

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How are you feeling?

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Mmm... Groggy.

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Very good.
But has the pain gone?

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Yes, yes, I think so.

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You look much better.
Mmm...

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It hasn't completely gone,
but I'd rather go home.

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Yes?
Yes.

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Let's go.

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Why do you want
your story to take place in 2004?

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Because it starts with my first
panic attack, and that was that year.

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And because nowadays,
thanks to reality shows,

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everyone knows
what that kind of attack is.

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Now it's not so strange,
but twenty years ago it was.

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And, well, Santi was a great help.

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Is it going to be very confessional?

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I'll try to make it as little so as possible,

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but you know reality
always ends up slipping in

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without you noticing.

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00:14:01,857 --> 00:14:05,945
Speaking of reality,
I'd like to take...

199
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I don't know, at least
three months off.

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What for?

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You don't even like
taking time off.

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I have for the past few weeks.

203
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Are you going to say
what you'll use them for?

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You're not going to leave me for someone else, are you?

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I told you the impasse
I was in is over,

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and that in a few months
we'll be preparing a new film.

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I'm not leaving you for someone else.
And I'm not telling you anything more.

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00:14:30,720 --> 00:14:33,556
Santi will make sure
you remember your doctor's appointments,

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the retrospectives, and all
the headaches that come your way.

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You've even arranged your replacement.

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You just keep writing.

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And I hope that in a few months
you'll have typed "The End,"

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00:14:46,068 --> 00:14:48,279
and that you'll love
the script you've written.

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Yes? Are you the ones
who called me?

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00:15:02,752 --> 00:15:04,420
Yes.
Hi.

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00:15:04,503 --> 00:15:05,755
Hi, how are you?
Hi.

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Tell me.

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We're looking for
a male strip club.

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To see some...

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Well, this is the stage.
But they don't do strip shows here anymore.

221
00:15:16,515 --> 00:15:19,143
Oh, really?
No, that's old-fashioned now.

222
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People come here
to watch people fuck.

223
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Oh...
People want to watch people fuck.

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00:15:24,815 --> 00:15:28,277
If they want dancing or strip shows,
they've got social media for that.

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Right, right.

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Everyone who comes here
comes to fuck or watch people fuck.

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00:15:32,615 --> 00:15:34,492
I see.
Uh-huh.

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If you'd like,
I'll show you a room I have

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with beautiful round beds
covered in red velvet,

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for swingers.
Come on, I'll show you.

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No, thank you.

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It's been a huge success.
There's even a waiting list.

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Really?
Seriously?

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Elsa reminisces on how she first met Beau, one year prior.

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Handsome!

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-Woo!
-Handsome!

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00:16:28,212 --> 00:16:30,172
You're so hot!

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-Woo!
-Take it off!

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Oh my God! Take it off!

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00:16:51,152 --> 00:16:55,698
Woo! Woo! Woo!

241
00:16:57,366 --> 00:17:00,036
Handsome! Handsome!

242
00:17:03,039 --> 00:17:04,957
Handsome!
-He's gorgeous!

243
00:17:05,041 --> 00:17:07,710
You naughty boy, you naughty boy...

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-Oh my God!
-Handsome!

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Take your shirt off! Come on!

246
00:17:37,782 --> 00:17:38,950
-I'll be right back.

247
00:17:41,953 --> 00:17:43,329
Take it off!

248
00:18:00,846 --> 00:18:03,849
Throw it to us! Come on!

249
00:18:03,933 --> 00:18:06,936
-Come on!
-You dirty boy!

250
00:18:07,561 --> 00:18:08,771
Throw it over here!

251
00:18:17,947 --> 00:18:18,864
The bride?

252
00:18:18,948 --> 00:18:21,784
-Her! Her! The bride! The bride!

253
00:18:31,627 --> 00:18:32,878
I can't stay.

254
00:18:33,462 --> 00:18:34,505
What?

255
00:18:35,089 --> 00:18:38,426
I can't leave the kid alone.
Ricardo has to go out.

256
00:18:39,427 --> 00:18:41,304
Didn’t you tell him that we were working today?

257
00:18:41,721 --> 00:18:44,307
He has to go out.
A Client called him.

258
00:18:44,890 --> 00:18:47,643
At this hour?
I don't think it can be that urgent.

259
00:18:47,935 --> 00:18:49,520
Nobody buys bicycles at night!

260
00:18:49,812 --> 00:18:52,940
I can't stay.
You choose.

261
00:19:29,894 --> 00:19:32,980
-Take mine! Take mine!
-Take it! Take it! Take it!

262
00:19:36,859 --> 00:19:38,694
Woo!

263
00:19:39,862 --> 00:19:43,866
Get rid of all the alcohol!
From his feet...!

264
00:19:45,493 --> 00:19:46,744
Take it all off!

265
00:19:47,161 --> 00:19:48,663
Come on!

266
00:19:54,126 --> 00:19:55,795
Take it off.

267
00:19:55,878 --> 00:19:59,298
Off!
-Take it off! Take it off!

268
00:19:59,382 --> 00:20:02,301
Take it off! Take it off!

269
00:20:04,553 --> 00:20:06,013
Woo!

270
00:20:06,097 --> 00:20:07,974
-Go on!
-More!

271
00:20:28,744 --> 00:20:30,037
What an ass!

272
00:20:36,877 --> 00:20:38,462
Don't go!

273
00:20:38,546 --> 00:20:40,006
-No!
-Come back! Come back!

274
00:20:40,089 --> 00:20:41,674
-Don't go!

275
00:21:01,944 --> 00:21:04,280
Hey, hey, hey!
That costs another hundred euros, sweetheart.

276
00:21:04,363 --> 00:21:05,948
I'll pay you later.
Really?

277
00:21:06,032 --> 00:21:08,743
I don't know how you will.
I'd like to talk to you.

278
00:21:08,826 --> 00:21:10,870
You're not allowed
in the dressing rooms!

279
00:21:10,953 --> 00:21:12,371
I'm here to offer you a job.

280
00:21:12,455 --> 00:21:16,000
Thanks, but I already have
more than one job. It won't take long.

281
00:21:16,792 --> 00:21:18,502
By the way, my name's Elsa.

282
00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:21,797
I'm Bonifacio.
Mmm.

283
00:21:22,465 --> 00:21:23,883
They introduced you as Beau.

284
00:21:23,966 --> 00:21:25,509
Yeah, that's my stage name.

285
00:21:28,387 --> 00:21:31,057
If you're offering me porn,
you're wasting your time.

286
00:21:31,182 --> 00:21:32,934
Do I look like a porn director?

287
00:21:35,227 --> 00:21:36,771
No.

288
00:21:38,481 --> 00:21:39,732
Well, I don't really know what...

289
00:21:39,815 --> 00:21:41,817
Let me buy you a drink
and I'll explain.

290
00:21:45,905 --> 00:21:47,239
Tell me what it's about first.

291
00:21:48,449 --> 00:21:51,661
People get us wrong
all the time. At least me.

292
00:21:52,453 --> 00:21:54,205
I'm not for sale or for rent.

293
00:21:55,164 --> 00:21:56,999
It's for an underwear commercial.

294
00:21:57,083 --> 00:21:58,834
An underwear commercial?
Uh-huh.

295
00:22:00,044 --> 00:22:02,088
And what do I have to do?
Nothing.

296
00:22:02,171 --> 00:22:04,507
Wake up in a bed,
sit up...

297
00:22:04,590 --> 00:22:06,759
Naked?
No, in your underwear.

298
00:22:09,136 --> 00:22:10,721
That's all?
Uh-huh.

299
00:22:10,805 --> 00:22:13,557
Although, you'll be in front
of a whole crew

300
00:22:13,641 --> 00:22:15,017
filming you.

301
00:22:15,685 --> 00:22:18,271
Well... let's go get a drink,

302
00:22:19,146 --> 00:22:20,147
but it's on me.

303
00:22:20,523 --> 00:22:23,651
What did you do before becoming a stripper?
Don't call me a stripper, please.

304
00:22:24,860 --> 00:22:25,987
I'm a firefighter.

305
00:22:27,321 --> 00:22:29,115
My calling is saving people.

306
00:22:31,409 --> 00:22:33,327
Well, that's what I do.

307
00:22:33,828 --> 00:22:34,745
Uh-huh...

308
00:22:34,829 --> 00:22:36,831
But since we get
several days off...

309
00:22:37,248 --> 00:22:39,000
And I need the money.
Mmm.

310
00:22:39,083 --> 00:22:41,335
My father's living
in a care home.

311
00:22:41,419 --> 00:22:42,336
Mmm...

312
00:22:43,087 --> 00:22:46,632
An extra paycheck never hurts.
I understand.

313
00:22:48,009 --> 00:22:49,635
So, tell me more about the commercial.

314
00:22:50,428 --> 00:22:52,930
Even though you've seen me dancing,
I'm actually very shy.

315
00:22:53,014 --> 00:22:54,473
This is much easier.

316
00:22:55,182 --> 00:22:58,102
You're sitting on a bed,
you've just woken up,

317
00:22:58,185 --> 00:22:59,770
staring into space...

318
00:23:01,689 --> 00:23:03,482
Hard?
No.

319
00:23:03,941 --> 00:23:06,277
No, no, quite the opposite. Relaxed.

320
00:23:06,652 --> 00:23:08,946
Think about how you wake up
on a normal day.

321
00:23:09,655 --> 00:23:11,449
A lot of times I wake up hard.

322
00:23:12,992 --> 00:23:16,162
Oh, well...
you won't need that for this.

323
00:23:18,372 --> 00:23:20,875
But are you going to do
close-ups of my package?

324
00:23:22,168 --> 00:23:24,629
Because that's the whole point,
isn't it?

325
00:23:24,712 --> 00:23:26,964
No. It won't be that obvious.

326
00:23:27,590 --> 00:23:30,051
I'm surprised you're
so shy about your body,

327
00:23:30,134 --> 00:23:31,969
you practically strip on stage.

328
00:23:32,053 --> 00:23:33,387
That's different.

329
00:23:33,930 --> 00:23:35,890
Mmm.
I have fun doing it.

330
00:23:36,223 --> 00:23:37,642
It'll be the same in the commercial.

331
00:23:45,524 --> 00:23:47,568
Good morning.
Hi.

332
00:23:48,110 --> 00:23:49,111
Are you okay?

333
00:23:49,195 --> 00:23:52,490
I'm a little groggy.
I'm going to make some tea, okay?

334
00:23:52,573 --> 00:23:53,574
I'll be right there.

335
00:24:24,438 --> 00:24:27,108
"The headache
is starting to ease,

336
00:24:29,277 --> 00:24:31,195
but the anxiety keeps growing."

337
00:24:34,824 --> 00:24:37,368
"I carefully describe

338
00:24:37,451 --> 00:24:40,162
every physical sensation
I'm experiencing.

339
00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:42,581
It keeps me occupied.

340
00:24:48,379 --> 00:24:50,840
I have to keep my mind distracted.

341
00:24:52,133 --> 00:24:54,468
I can't concentrate.

342
00:24:56,887 --> 00:24:58,389
I can only write...

343
00:24:59,473 --> 00:25:00,891
about what's happening right now.

344
00:25:17,783 --> 00:25:20,578
I admire
how easily Beau falls asleep."

345
00:25:23,497 --> 00:25:25,333
"It's a gift I don't have."

346
00:25:38,930 --> 00:25:45,019
"It moves me to have
such a beautiful creature asleep beside me.

347
00:25:49,190 --> 00:25:52,860
My eyes travel over his body
like a landscape.

348
00:25:58,699 --> 00:26:00,326
And, for some reason,

349
00:26:00,409 --> 00:26:04,789
I think that someday
I'm going to make him suffer."

350
00:26:36,445 --> 00:26:38,531
Hi.
Hi. Did I wake you?

351
00:26:38,864 --> 00:26:40,324
"No, I'm working."

352
00:26:40,408 --> 00:26:41,659
How are you?

353
00:26:41,742 --> 00:26:43,911
"I had a terrible headache.

354
00:26:44,245 --> 00:26:46,914
Two Innograms got rid of it,
but I still feel awful.

355
00:26:46,998 --> 00:26:48,291
I don't know what's wrong with me."

356
00:26:48,749 --> 00:26:49,709
Are you sweating?

357
00:26:50,042 --> 00:26:51,002
Yes.

358
00:26:51,460 --> 00:26:53,337
"And are you feeling nauseous,
even if you're not throwing up?"

359
00:26:53,421 --> 00:26:54,547
Oh, yes.

360
00:26:55,006 --> 00:26:56,882
My stomach's all upset.

361
00:26:58,009 --> 00:26:59,677
That's a panic attack.

362
00:27:00,344 --> 00:27:02,597
Has it never happened before?
"No."

363
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:04,348
"Well, now you know what it is.

364
00:27:04,849 --> 00:27:07,351
It'll go away with an anti-anxiety pill
under your tongue.

365
00:27:07,435 --> 00:27:09,186
Do you have any 0.5 Trankizolan?"

366
00:27:09,270 --> 00:27:10,479
No.

367
00:27:10,563 --> 00:27:13,024
But I can buy it
at any pharmacy, right?

368
00:27:13,107 --> 00:27:14,400
They'll ask for a prescription.

369
00:27:15,026 --> 00:27:17,320
I usually have some...

370
00:27:17,403 --> 00:27:19,322
But, as it happens,
I've run out.

371
00:27:19,405 --> 00:27:22,074
"Can you call your psychiatrist
and have her prescribe it for me?"

372
00:27:22,158 --> 00:27:23,868
Elsa, do you know what time it is?

373
00:27:24,577 --> 00:27:26,162
"I feel terrible."

374
00:27:28,581 --> 00:27:32,126
Well, since it's a holiday weekend,
maybe she hasn't gone to bed yet.

375
00:27:40,259 --> 00:27:41,427
"Hello."

376
00:27:41,510 --> 00:27:42,720
Hi, Patricia.

377
00:27:42,803 --> 00:27:45,890
My psychiatrist is away,
but she'll be back tomorrow and could see you.

378
00:27:46,974 --> 00:27:49,143
Will I make it until tomorrow?

379
00:27:49,769 --> 00:27:52,313
The first thing you need to do
is stop worrying.

380
00:27:53,022 --> 00:27:56,442
Hey, call Gabriela.
I'm sure she's got some Trankizolan.

381
00:27:56,525 --> 00:27:58,277
Gabriela's having a party tonight.

382
00:27:58,611 --> 00:28:00,988
She invited me.
I told her no, that I was tired.

383
00:28:01,072 --> 00:28:02,865
She insisted.
You know how pushy she is.

384
00:28:02,949 --> 00:28:04,367
That's the quickest way.

385
00:28:04,450 --> 00:28:06,661
Okay, I'll go to Gabriela's.

386
00:28:06,744 --> 00:28:08,287
Sorry, Patricia, and thank you.

387
00:28:08,371 --> 00:28:10,247
Send me your psychiatrist's number.

388
00:28:10,331 --> 00:28:12,583
"I'll send it right away."
Thanks.

389
00:28:13,834 --> 00:28:15,878
I think it'd be best
if you went in alone.

390
00:28:16,212 --> 00:28:17,421
I'll call and tell her.

391
00:28:17,505 --> 00:28:18,631
Me? Alone?
Yes.

392
00:28:19,006 --> 00:28:19,882
No.

393
00:28:20,383 --> 00:28:21,676
I'm scared of her.

394
00:28:21,759 --> 00:28:24,303
If you're scared of her,
and she's your friend, imagine me.

395
00:28:25,429 --> 00:28:27,306
If she sees me,
she'll insist I stay.

396
00:28:27,390 --> 00:28:29,058
She won't let me leave that easily.

397
00:28:29,392 --> 00:28:30,810
I don't know, tell her you're sick.

398
00:28:31,352 --> 00:28:34,272
How am I supposed to go in alone?
It'll be my first time...

399
00:28:34,355 --> 00:28:36,440
She knows you, and she likes you.

400
00:28:36,524 --> 00:28:37,525
Shit...

401
00:28:37,900 --> 00:28:38,776
Even worse!

402
00:28:40,361 --> 00:28:42,655
Tell her I'm not feeling well
and you're in a hurry.

403
00:28:43,990 --> 00:28:47,034
I'll do whatever you say,
but she's going to think it's weird.

404
00:28:47,118 --> 00:28:48,869
Honestly, she won't notice.

405
00:28:48,953 --> 00:28:50,830
She's always wrapped up
in her own world.

406
00:28:52,915 --> 00:28:54,709
All right, I'm going in.
Give her a heads-up.

407
00:29:03,175 --> 00:29:04,051
She's not answering.

408
00:29:04,677 --> 00:29:07,471
Look at the camera.
Look at the camera, please.

409
00:29:08,389 --> 00:29:10,391
"What am I doing here?"

410
00:29:10,474 --> 00:29:12,435
And smile as you face the future,

411
00:29:12,518 --> 00:29:16,230
which looks dark,
uncertain, unpredictable, and dystopian.

412
00:29:16,314 --> 00:29:18,482
In the meantime, keep smiling.

413
00:29:18,566 --> 00:29:21,986
Put on your best face for the future.
That's important for the photo.

414
00:29:22,069 --> 00:29:26,532
That's the basis of resistance,
optimism in the face of bombs.

415
00:29:27,575 --> 00:29:28,534
Thank you.

416
00:29:37,418 --> 00:29:39,170
You have a phone call.

417
00:29:40,254 --> 00:29:42,006
-Oh, Elsa. I'll be right back.

418
00:29:44,091 --> 00:29:45,134
Hello?

419
00:29:45,259 --> 00:29:46,302
"Hi, Gaby."

420
00:29:46,385 --> 00:29:48,512
I'm so glad
you decided to come.

421
00:29:48,596 --> 00:29:50,681
I was just talking about you
with Barenboim.

422
00:29:50,765 --> 00:29:52,433
No, no, I can't come, Gaby.

423
00:29:52,516 --> 00:29:54,769
But listen carefully,
I'm sending Beau over

424
00:29:54,852 --> 00:29:57,021
so you can give him
a few Trankizolan pills.

425
00:29:57,104 --> 00:29:58,522
You've got some at home, right?

426
00:29:58,940 --> 00:30:01,525
Of course I do,
and cocaine and a wonderful dinner too.

427
00:30:01,609 --> 00:30:04,070
Barenboim was craving
Argentinian milanesa,

428
00:30:04,153 --> 00:30:06,405
"so I've made plenty of steaks.
You love them."

429
00:30:06,489 --> 00:30:08,950
I do.
You're coming with your boyfriend, right?

430
00:30:09,450 --> 00:30:11,327
"No, Gaby, he's coming alone."

431
00:30:11,410 --> 00:30:14,997
I'm in the middle
of a full-blown anxiety attack and I need Trankizolan.

432
00:30:15,081 --> 00:30:17,500
I can't go to a pharmacy
because I don't have a prescription.

433
00:30:18,459 --> 00:30:20,503
And honestly,
I feel awful...

434
00:30:20,586 --> 00:30:22,672
What you need
is a good party.

435
00:30:22,755 --> 00:30:24,799
"Gaby, seriously.
Please, I can't."

436
00:30:24,924 --> 00:30:27,593
Come on, half an hour.
You can talk to Barenboim,

437
00:30:27,677 --> 00:30:30,513
"who's determined
to have you direct a Magic Flute,

438
00:30:30,554 --> 00:30:32,390
grab the Trankizolan,
and then leave."

439
00:30:32,515 --> 00:30:33,683
Gaby, please.

440
00:30:34,100 --> 00:30:35,810
You're so stubborn.

441
00:30:35,935 --> 00:30:38,771
Well then... come on,
buzz us in. We're at the door.

442
00:30:39,563 --> 00:30:42,024
Oh, you're here.
I'll let you in right now.

443
00:30:44,443 --> 00:30:45,653
Here she comes...

444
00:30:46,487 --> 00:30:47,863
Hi.

445
00:30:48,531 --> 00:30:51,575
You look awful.
I told you, I feel terrible.

446
00:30:52,034 --> 00:30:54,078
Don't worry,
let's go up to my room

447
00:30:54,161 --> 00:30:55,538
so we can talk in peace.

448
00:30:56,580 --> 00:30:57,540
Poor thing...

449
00:30:59,125 --> 00:31:02,211
I feel bad showing up
and bothering you like this.
You did the right thing.

450
00:31:02,295 --> 00:31:04,297
I've got a whole box
of Trankizolan.

451
00:31:04,380 --> 00:31:06,841
I'll give you one blister pack
and keep the other for myself tomorrow.

452
00:31:06,924 --> 00:31:08,551
I've still got a long night ahead.

453
00:31:08,634 --> 00:31:11,262
Come in, come in.
The place is a total mess.

454
00:31:11,345 --> 00:31:13,139
You know what my parties are like.

455
00:31:13,222 --> 00:31:15,391
Lie down here, you're not well.
With our coats on?

456
00:31:15,474 --> 00:31:16,642
Yes, right here.

457
00:31:18,269 --> 00:31:21,731
Here, take this whole blister pack.
Okay?

458
00:31:22,189 --> 00:31:26,027
Put one under your tongue
and you'll see, it'll work like magic.

459
00:31:26,110 --> 00:31:27,653
In twenty minutes
you'll feel like new.

460
00:31:27,737 --> 00:31:29,697
No one will bother you up here.

461
00:31:29,780 --> 00:31:31,115
Can I lie down too?

462
00:31:31,198 --> 00:31:33,993
Of course, unless
you'd rather come down to the party.

463
00:31:34,076 --> 00:31:36,454
I'd rather stay with Elsa.
Would you like something to drink?

464
00:31:36,537 --> 00:31:37,705
No, I'm fine, thanks.

465
00:31:37,788 --> 00:31:40,291
In half an hour,
if you're feeling better,

466
00:31:40,374 --> 00:31:43,044
I'll bring Barenboim up
so you can chat for a while.

467
00:31:43,127 --> 00:31:45,129
No, please, Gaby.
I can't, I can't.

468
00:31:45,212 --> 00:31:46,547
All right, I won't insist.

469
00:31:46,631 --> 00:31:49,216
Rest as long as you like.
Thank you so much.

470
00:31:50,384 --> 00:31:51,510
What a shame.

471
00:31:52,136 --> 00:31:53,054
What is?

472
00:31:53,137 --> 00:31:55,473
Since you're here,
you could give us a striptease.

473
00:31:56,098 --> 00:31:57,099
Uh...

474
00:31:57,642 --> 00:31:59,602
This isn't the right time, Gaby.

475
00:31:59,685 --> 00:32:02,980
I know. But you promised me
you'd do a striptease at one of my parties.

476
00:32:03,064 --> 00:32:03,940
The full thing.

477
00:32:04,023 --> 00:32:06,859
Another time.

478
00:32:06,943 --> 00:32:09,612
Next time, no excuses.
I'll leave you two alone.

479
00:32:12,365 --> 00:32:15,076
Damn, that took forever.
She's unbelievable.

480
00:32:22,458 --> 00:32:24,168
What are you doing here?

481
00:32:24,543 --> 00:32:26,712
Hey, Amaia. How are you?
Good.

482
00:32:28,172 --> 00:32:30,341
Elsa wasn't feeling well.

483
00:32:30,424 --> 00:32:32,134
Oh no! What happened?
What's wrong?

484
00:32:32,218 --> 00:32:33,219
Nothing.

485
00:32:33,302 --> 00:32:34,637
Are you singing tonight?

486
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:37,014
Yes, I'll be singing later.
Mmm.

487
00:32:37,098 --> 00:32:40,268
Hey, but how did you get in?
I didn't even notice.

488
00:32:40,393 --> 00:32:43,104
Mmm... It's a long story,
Amaia.

489
00:32:43,187 --> 00:32:45,648
We came straight up here,
to the bedroom.

490
00:32:45,731 --> 00:32:47,149
Oh, okay.

491
00:32:47,233 --> 00:32:49,318
I'd love
to hear you sing,

492
00:32:49,402 --> 00:32:51,279
but I'm not up
to going to the party.

493
00:32:51,362 --> 00:32:53,239
No, don't even think about it.

494
00:32:53,322 --> 00:32:55,032
We came for Trankizolan,

495
00:32:55,116 --> 00:32:57,285
because Elsa was having
an anxiety attack.

496
00:32:57,410 --> 00:32:59,245
Mmm.
Oh, you poor thing...

497
00:33:00,246 --> 00:33:02,498
Come on, I'll sing
anything you want.

498
00:33:02,581 --> 00:33:03,457
Really?

499
00:33:03,541 --> 00:33:05,835
Would you like something by Chavela?
I know you love her.

500
00:33:05,918 --> 00:33:07,628
I only discovered her recently,
and I love her.

501
00:33:08,045 --> 00:33:09,547
Oh yes, I'd love that.

502
00:33:09,630 --> 00:33:11,340
Thank you so much.
Perfect.

503
00:33:12,049 --> 00:33:13,843
Now then, what key was it?

504
00:33:24,854 --> 00:33:28,441
♪ Little by little,

505
00:33:29,900 --> 00:33:33,279
♪ we quietly say goodbye

506
00:33:34,655 --> 00:33:39,535
♪ to the little things.

507
00:33:41,495 --> 00:33:45,458
♪ Just like a tree,

508
00:33:46,459 --> 00:33:49,545
♪ in autumn,

509
00:33:50,671 --> 00:33:56,510
♪ loses all its leaves.

510
00:33:58,512 --> 00:34:04,268
♪ In the end, sadness... ♪

511
00:34:04,352 --> 00:34:07,480
♪ ...is the slow death

512
00:34:08,981 --> 00:34:14,362
♪ of life's simple things.

513
00:34:16,197 --> 00:34:20,493
♪ Those simple things...

514
00:34:21,118 --> 00:34:24,747
♪ that keep aching

515
00:34:25,623 --> 00:34:28,793
♪ deep in your heart. ♪

516
00:34:34,799 --> 00:34:38,803
♪ We always return

517
00:34:39,178 --> 00:34:42,348
♪ to the old places

518
00:34:42,431 --> 00:34:47,645
♪ where we loved life.

519
00:34:48,646 --> 00:34:52,149
♪ And then we realize

520
00:34:52,233 --> 00:34:55,778
♪ how absent

521
00:34:55,861 --> 00:35:00,783
♪ the things we loved have become.

522
00:35:02,952 --> 00:35:08,374
♪ That's why, my girl,

523
00:35:08,457 --> 00:35:12,670
♪ don't leave now

524
00:35:14,213 --> 00:35:18,926
♪ dreaming of coming back.

525
00:35:21,554 --> 00:35:25,266
♪ Because love is simple,

526
00:35:25,891 --> 00:35:29,812
♪ and simple things

527
00:35:31,397 --> 00:35:36,736
♪ are devoured by time.

528
00:35:39,739 --> 00:35:44,535
♪ We always return

529
00:35:45,703 --> 00:35:50,708
♪ to the old places

530
00:35:53,085 --> 00:35:56,213
♪ where we loved...

531
00:35:57,715 --> 00:36:02,595
♪ life. ♪

532
00:36:11,771 --> 00:36:14,023
Hi, Monica.
How are you, Santi?

533
00:36:14,732 --> 00:36:16,651
I'm off.
I've got a tennis game.

534
00:36:16,734 --> 00:36:19,362
I sent several emails
to remind Raúl.

535
00:36:19,445 --> 00:36:21,906
Did you get them?
Yes, I passed them all on.

536
00:36:21,989 --> 00:36:24,158
Don't worry.
You have to keep reminding him.

537
00:36:24,241 --> 00:36:25,868
You'll always have to insist.

538
00:36:25,952 --> 00:36:27,787
I'll call to see how you're doing.

539
00:36:27,870 --> 00:36:29,705
All right, but don't worry.

540
00:36:29,789 --> 00:36:32,124
Sort out your own life
and think about yourself.

541
00:36:32,458 --> 00:36:34,794
That's exactly what I'm doing,
but Raúl isn't used to it.

542
00:36:34,877 --> 00:36:37,922
Yeah, I know.
Well, he'll have to get used to it.

543
00:36:38,005 --> 00:36:39,340
Just keep at it.

544
00:36:40,341 --> 00:36:42,009
I will. I know him.

545
00:36:42,385 --> 00:36:44,095
See you later.
See you.

546
00:36:47,139 --> 00:36:49,725
I came to say goodbye,
just like I told you on the phone.

547
00:36:49,809 --> 00:36:51,686
So you haven't changed
your mind?

548
00:36:52,353 --> 00:36:55,022
Anyway, let me tell you
what's just come in.

549
00:36:55,106 --> 00:36:57,650
The Cervantes Institute
in Los Angeles

550
00:36:57,733 --> 00:37:00,736
is inviting you to give a talk
and inaugurate its Spanish library.

551
00:37:00,820 --> 00:37:03,572
You know my back
isn't up to flying to Los Angeles.

552
00:37:03,656 --> 00:37:05,908
You've been paying me
to tell them that until now.

553
00:37:06,325 --> 00:37:11,289
An LGBTQ+ association
wants to give you its Feather of the Year award.

554
00:37:11,789 --> 00:37:14,417
Why? I haven't done
anything special this year.

555
00:37:14,500 --> 00:37:16,877
Nor last year,
but it won't kill you to go.

556
00:37:16,961 --> 00:37:19,547
You show up, accept the award,
and support the community.

557
00:37:19,630 --> 00:37:20,965
It'll look bad if you don't.

558
00:37:22,133 --> 00:37:24,677
I've got several more offers,
but I know the answer.

559
00:37:24,760 --> 00:37:27,680
If you want, I'll read them.
No. That's not necessary. Thanks.

560
00:37:27,763 --> 00:37:30,683
Santiago has everything.
Oh, and Qatar invited you too.

561
00:37:30,766 --> 00:37:33,477
They're holding
the first edition of a film festival.

562
00:37:33,561 --> 00:37:36,814
It would only be one day,
and they're offering you a fortune: €200,000.

563
00:37:36,897 --> 00:37:37,982
Seriously?

564
00:37:38,065 --> 00:37:39,984
You know
the Qataris don't hold back

565
00:37:40,067 --> 00:37:41,777
when it comes to culture
and sports.

566
00:37:41,861 --> 00:37:44,030
And your name carries prestige.
That's incredible!

567
00:37:44,113 --> 00:37:46,616
What should I tell them?
That not everything has a price.

568
00:37:48,784 --> 00:37:50,411
And with that, I'm saying goodbye, Raúl.

569
00:37:50,494 --> 00:37:52,872
I heard you,
but I'd rather be the one to say goodbye.

570
00:37:53,998 --> 00:37:55,124
Come with me to the kitchen.

571
00:37:58,085 --> 00:37:59,754
I'm the one who's leaving.

572
00:37:59,837 --> 00:38:02,840
You've put up with me
for a lot of years, my dear.

573
00:38:02,924 --> 00:38:05,134
You deserve compensation.

574
00:38:05,217 --> 00:38:07,929
I'll speak to my accountant
and have the paperwork drawn up.

575
00:38:08,012 --> 00:38:10,723
Besides,
you'll get two years of unemployment benefits.

576
00:38:11,474 --> 00:38:13,059
Thank you so much.

577
00:38:13,142 --> 00:38:18,564
It's the least I can do
after twenty years of loyalty and care.

578
00:38:21,609 --> 00:38:23,444
I'm really going to miss you.

579
00:38:24,570 --> 00:38:25,821
I'm going to miss you too.

580
00:38:25,905 --> 00:38:27,406
Would you like some chocolate?

581
00:38:27,490 --> 00:38:28,741
No, thanks.

582
00:38:29,325 --> 00:38:32,620
And now that I won't be around,
please take care of yourself.

583
00:38:32,745 --> 00:38:35,873
Enjoy life,
get out of the house, live...

584
00:38:35,957 --> 00:38:38,125
There's more to life
than writing and making films.

585
00:38:38,209 --> 00:38:39,377
Not for me.

586
00:38:39,460 --> 00:38:41,128
Santi's taking care of everything.

587
00:38:41,212 --> 00:38:43,839
If he runs into any problems,
he knows he can call me.

588
00:38:43,923 --> 00:38:46,050
And listen to him once in a while,
he lives with you.

589
00:38:46,133 --> 00:38:48,135
He already started
nagging me.

590
00:38:49,428 --> 00:38:51,889
Don't you want a coffee?
No, I don't want anything, thanks.

591
00:38:52,765 --> 00:38:55,142
Aren't you going to tell me
why you're leaving?

592
00:38:55,226 --> 00:38:57,436
Yes, of course.

593
00:38:58,854 --> 00:39:01,774
I'm helping my friend Elena.

594
00:39:02,191 --> 00:39:04,402
Your friend Elena?
Yes.

595
00:39:04,944 --> 00:39:07,446
I thought she'd disappeared
from your life years ago.

596
00:39:07,571 --> 00:39:11,075
She never disappeared completely,
and now she needs me.

597
00:39:12,451 --> 00:39:15,413
Her son has been diagnosed with a tumor,
and he's going into surgery.

598
00:39:16,080 --> 00:39:20,209
He only has
a fifty-fifty chance of surviving the operation.

599
00:39:20,918 --> 00:39:22,044
I'm so sorry.

600
00:39:24,255 --> 00:39:27,800
I want to go through this ordeal with her,
wherever the future takes us.

601
00:39:28,384 --> 00:39:29,427
What about her husband?

602
00:39:29,552 --> 00:39:32,430
He disappeared a long time ago.
We don't need him.

603
00:39:32,555 --> 00:39:34,181
I never would've imagined...

604
00:39:34,307 --> 00:39:37,143
I didn't want to tell you over the phone.
I understand...

605
00:39:37,226 --> 00:39:39,478
If anything important comes up,
I'll send it to you,

606
00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:41,355
but my mind will be elsewhere.

607
00:39:41,439 --> 00:39:43,899
Of course. Santi
will love keeping me on track.

608
00:39:44,233 --> 00:39:47,320
Let him take care of you.
I've been letting him for a while now.

609
00:39:47,403 --> 00:39:50,281
Your endocrinologist appointment
and colonoscopy are at the end of the month.

610
00:39:50,364 --> 00:39:51,490
Don't skip them.

611
00:39:51,574 --> 00:39:55,036
And about Qatar, if you're tempted,
you should answer them soon.

612
00:39:55,119 --> 00:39:56,871
It's a lot of money. Think about it.

613
00:39:56,954 --> 00:39:58,998
Who can think about Qatar right now?

614
00:39:59,665 --> 00:40:00,916
Call me anytime.

615
00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:04,086
If you need to vent
or anything else.

616
00:40:05,254 --> 00:40:06,505
Thank you.

617
00:40:23,689 --> 00:40:27,860
A call from her friend Elena.

618
00:40:46,337 --> 00:40:47,463
Natalia?

619
00:40:47,546 --> 00:40:48,965
Hi, Elsa.

620
00:40:49,465 --> 00:40:50,508
"Hi."

621
00:40:50,841 --> 00:40:52,426
Hey, I wasn't sure

622
00:40:52,510 --> 00:40:54,595
whether you were coming
this holiday weekend.

623
00:40:55,221 --> 00:40:56,514
Oh.

624
00:40:57,014 --> 00:40:58,599
Well...

625
00:40:58,683 --> 00:41:01,519
I just got home...
from the hospital,

626
00:41:01,602 --> 00:41:04,772
where I spent the whole night
with gastroenteritis.

627
00:41:04,855 --> 00:41:08,067
Sweetheart, I think it's best
if I stay home and rest these next few days.

628
00:41:08,150 --> 00:41:09,485
"But are you okay?"

629
00:41:09,902 --> 00:41:11,487
Yeah, same as always.

630
00:41:11,570 --> 00:41:15,616
Right... Take care, sweetheart.
I'll call you when I've got my head straight, okay?

631
00:41:15,700 --> 00:41:17,618
Okay. Love you.

632
00:41:17,702 --> 00:41:18,786
"Love you."

633
00:41:22,665 --> 00:41:23,958
That was Natalia.

634
00:41:24,041 --> 00:41:27,295
I'd told her
I might go visit her this weekend.

635
00:41:27,878 --> 00:41:29,130
And she's calling at this hour?

636
00:41:29,755 --> 00:41:31,299
She probably doesn't even know what time it is.

637
00:41:32,258 --> 00:41:33,718
You should get some rest.

638
00:41:33,801 --> 00:41:35,469
Yeah, that's what I told her.

639
00:41:36,137 --> 00:41:39,056
But... I'd completely forgotten.

640
00:41:39,140 --> 00:41:41,601
Honey, I should go
to the park today.
Mmm.

641
00:41:42,935 --> 00:41:45,563
I could call in sick,
but I really should go.

642
00:41:45,646 --> 00:41:48,858
No, no, you go.
Go do what you have to do.

643
00:41:48,941 --> 00:41:50,401
I'm fine, honestly.

644
00:41:51,068 --> 00:41:53,738
Now I've got the pills
if the anxiety comes back.

645
00:41:56,616 --> 00:41:59,201
My love. Rest well. I’m at the station.

646
00:41:59,285 --> 00:42:01,871
Please feel better.
I’ll be right back. I love you.

647
00:42:08,794 --> 00:42:11,422
How am I feeling today?

648
00:42:28,105 --> 00:42:29,815
Dr. Potau, please?

649
00:42:29,941 --> 00:42:31,275
"Speaking."

650
00:42:31,359 --> 00:42:33,319
Patricia Otero gave me your number.

651
00:42:34,195 --> 00:42:35,738
"Yes, she called me last night."

652
00:42:36,322 --> 00:42:37,782
Could I see you this afternoon?

653
00:42:37,865 --> 00:42:40,034
"Would eight o'clock work for you?"
Yes.

654
00:42:40,117 --> 00:42:42,954
Patricia will give me your address.
Thank you very much.

655
00:42:52,171 --> 00:42:54,382
"How are you doing, sweetheart?"
Good.

656
00:42:55,007 --> 00:42:56,759
I've packed my afternoon with appointments.

657
00:42:56,842 --> 00:42:59,178
I'm on my way to the movies,
but I don't know when I'll get there.

658
00:42:59,262 --> 00:43:00,763
I'm stuck in traffic.

659
00:43:00,846 --> 00:43:02,932
After that I'm meeting
Patricia at her place,

660
00:43:03,015 --> 00:43:05,935
and then her psychiatrist.
But you're okay, right?

661
00:43:06,018 --> 00:43:09,522
Yeah, yeah.
Just a little overwhelmed by the crowds.

662
00:43:09,605 --> 00:43:12,566
I'd forgotten
it's Christmas as well as a holiday weekend.

663
00:43:12,650 --> 00:43:14,277
"So I don't need to worry?"

664
00:43:14,860 --> 00:43:17,071
No, no. How's your day going?

665
00:43:17,154 --> 00:43:20,658
Good, sweetheart.
It's been a pretty quiet day.

666
00:43:20,741 --> 00:43:22,326
"You're not too tired?"

667
00:43:22,410 --> 00:43:23,744
No, I managed to get a little rest.

668
00:43:24,996 --> 00:43:28,124
Damn, I spoke too soon...
Can you hear the alarm? Love you.

669
00:43:28,207 --> 00:43:30,084
"...a person trapped inside."

670
00:43:30,167 --> 00:43:31,210
-Let's go! Move!

671
00:43:31,294 --> 00:43:34,130
"One from Quintero.
Two from Bonifacio.

672
00:43:34,213 --> 00:43:36,716
Three from Óscar.
Four from Gonzalo."

673
00:43:39,844 --> 00:43:42,513
-That's how it goes.
-Come on! Move!

674
00:43:44,724 --> 00:43:46,684
Come on! Let's go, José!

675
00:44:07,413 --> 00:44:08,372
Excuse me.

676
00:44:33,230 --> 00:44:35,316
Hi.
Hi. How are you?

677
00:44:40,363 --> 00:44:42,865
Natalia called me this morning
from her village.

678
00:44:42,949 --> 00:44:46,035
I told her
I might stop by, but after my scare...

679
00:44:46,118 --> 00:44:47,787
She isn't working much these days, is she?
Mmm.

680
00:44:47,870 --> 00:44:49,830
I haven't seen her
in any commercials lately.

681
00:44:49,914 --> 00:44:52,792
She's still back in the village
with her parents until she gets back on her feet,

682
00:44:52,875 --> 00:44:55,878
but that'll take a while.
Lorenzo, look who's here.

683
00:44:55,962 --> 00:44:57,672
Hi.
-Did you bring me a present?

684
00:44:57,755 --> 00:44:59,924
Yes. But first you have to give me a kiss.
No.

685
00:45:00,007 --> 00:45:03,594
-Hey! Lorenzo, don't be rude.
What do you say?

686
00:45:03,678 --> 00:45:05,012
Nothing.

687
00:45:05,096 --> 00:45:07,723
You can have it anyway.
He's a little brute. Sorry.

688
00:45:11,060 --> 00:45:12,520
Are you watching the movie?

689
00:45:12,603 --> 00:45:14,605
I've got it on.
Mmm.

690
00:45:14,689 --> 00:45:18,401
-♪ Like the green chili, Llorona... ♪

691
00:45:18,484 --> 00:45:23,155
By then she was already losing her voice,
but she knew exactly how to use it.

692
00:45:24,824 --> 00:45:29,328
Mmm. I've probably heard Chavela
sing "La Llorona" over fifty times.

693
00:45:29,787 --> 00:45:32,373
Every performance was different,
and every one made me cry.

694
00:45:35,543 --> 00:45:37,336
I've got several versions.

695
00:45:39,422 --> 00:45:42,633
I think I have the last one.
Would you like to hear it?

696
00:45:42,717 --> 00:45:45,219
-♪ Llorona... ♪

697
00:45:56,314 --> 00:45:57,648
"Oh...

698
00:45:58,190 --> 00:46:00,484
my Llorona.

699
00:46:00,568 --> 00:46:04,030
Llorona, Llorona.

700
00:46:05,323 --> 00:46:07,992
Take me to the river."

701
00:46:08,993 --> 00:46:12,246
During her last concerts...
"Cover me."

702
00:46:12,913 --> 00:46:17,460
...as she kept losing her voice...
"With your shawl, Llorona."

703
00:46:17,543 --> 00:46:23,049
...she barely sang the song anymore.
"Because I'm freezing."

704
00:46:23,466 --> 00:46:24,926
She spoke it.

705
00:46:25,384 --> 00:46:27,428
"Come, cover me."

706
00:46:27,803 --> 00:46:28,971
She whispered it.

707
00:46:29,055 --> 00:46:33,267
"With your shawl, Llorona.

708
00:46:33,351 --> 00:46:34,810
Because...

709
00:46:36,103 --> 00:46:38,940
I'm freezing.

710
00:46:41,484 --> 00:46:47,990
♪ If, because I love you,

711
00:46:48,074 --> 00:46:51,619
♪ you want,

712
00:46:53,079 --> 00:46:56,249
♪ for me to love you even more.

713
00:46:58,834 --> 00:47:00,002
♪ If...

714
00:47:01,295 --> 00:47:07,134
♪ because I love you, Llorona,

715
00:47:07,218 --> 00:47:12,890
♪ you want me to love you even more.

716
00:47:13,599 --> 00:47:18,813
♪ When I've already given you my life,

717
00:47:18,896 --> 00:47:25,111
♪ Llorona, what more do you want?
You want more. ♪

718
00:47:27,488 --> 00:47:28,990
-It's chilling.

719
00:47:29,365 --> 00:47:30,616
Mmm, yes.

720
00:47:31,826 --> 00:47:33,327
I'll make the tea.

721
00:47:43,879 --> 00:47:46,424
♪ End it once and for all,

722
00:47:47,008 --> 00:47:52,888
♪ with one single blow.

723
00:47:54,181 --> 00:48:00,271
♪ Why do you want to kill me
little by little?

724
00:48:01,314 --> 00:48:07,153
♪ If the day will come
when you leave me,

725
00:48:08,321 --> 00:48:14,118
♪ then I'd rather, my love,
it be tonight.

726
00:48:15,244 --> 00:48:21,417
♪ I liked December
for you to leave me,

727
00:48:22,585 --> 00:48:23,586
♪ let it be... ♪

728
00:48:24,629 --> 00:48:27,757
♪ ...your cruel goodbye, my Christmas.

729
00:48:29,383 --> 00:48:34,347
♪ I don't want to start
the new year... ♪

730
00:48:34,430 --> 00:48:36,432
-Please turn off the song!

731
00:48:36,515 --> 00:48:42,063
* ♪ ...with this same love
that hurts me so much. ♪

732
00:48:46,275 --> 00:48:49,862
"Bitter Christmas."
What a fitting title.

733
00:49:06,879 --> 00:49:07,964
Look.

734
00:49:09,715 --> 00:49:12,426
A friend went to Paris
for the long weekend

735
00:49:12,802 --> 00:49:15,972
and sent me this photo
asking if that isn't my husband.

736
00:49:19,100 --> 00:49:20,977
Ricardo is also in Paris,

737
00:49:21,811 --> 00:49:23,771
on a business trip, according to him.

738
00:49:24,605 --> 00:49:25,690
What do you mean?

739
00:49:25,773 --> 00:49:26,983
It's him!

740
00:49:27,900 --> 00:49:30,069
You can't even see anyone's face,
Patricia.

741
00:49:38,119 --> 00:49:39,078
Look.

742
00:49:41,664 --> 00:49:45,167
It might not be him.
It's a very unclear image, look.

743
00:49:45,251 --> 00:49:46,752
I recognize his jacket,

744
00:49:48,379 --> 00:49:49,839
his trousers,

745
00:49:51,048 --> 00:49:52,508
the way he hugs...

746
00:49:54,343 --> 00:49:55,595
It's him, Elsa.

747
00:50:01,267 --> 00:50:02,351
Should I answer?

748
00:50:03,519 --> 00:50:04,604
Give it here.

749
00:50:18,826 --> 00:50:19,952
Oh...

750
00:50:23,789 --> 00:50:26,000
Trankizolan, under the tongue.

751
00:50:26,375 --> 00:50:27,543
There.

752
00:50:29,128 --> 00:50:30,087
Easy.

753
00:50:32,673 --> 00:50:34,300
How are you feeling now?

754
00:50:34,383 --> 00:50:37,845
Good. I haven't had any symptoms
for the last two hours.

755
00:50:38,262 --> 00:50:39,639
They flew by.

756
00:50:39,722 --> 00:50:42,725
What do you think
suddenly brought on this panic attack?

757
00:50:42,808 --> 00:50:44,602
Patricia told me it's your first.

758
00:50:44,685 --> 00:50:46,062
Yes, this strong, yes.

759
00:50:46,145 --> 00:50:48,230
Ah... I don't know.

760
00:50:48,314 --> 00:50:49,649
Exhaustion.

761
00:50:49,982 --> 00:50:51,943
In advertising,
we work ourselves to death.

762
00:50:52,026 --> 00:50:54,987
Can't you switch off from work
now and then?

763
00:50:55,655 --> 00:50:56,781
I don't know how.

764
00:50:57,657 --> 00:51:00,409
I've spent a long time
going from one job to the next.

765
00:51:02,662 --> 00:51:03,621
Besides...

766
00:51:05,039 --> 00:51:08,334
my mother died exactly one year ago.

767
00:51:10,127 --> 00:51:13,673
Around these dates,
during this same long weekend.

768
00:51:15,633 --> 00:51:18,803
These days she's very present for me,
as if it happened today.

769
00:51:20,638 --> 00:51:22,181
Were you able to say goodbye to her?

770
00:51:23,140 --> 00:51:24,141
No.

771
00:51:25,518 --> 00:51:29,021
Uh... I had gone to visit her
that morning, and...

772
00:51:29,897 --> 00:51:32,316
I spent the rest of the day working.

773
00:51:37,238 --> 00:51:39,490
Should I take off the robe?
Whenever you're ready.

774
00:51:39,573 --> 00:51:41,325
Everything's almost ready.
Okay.

775
00:51:42,576 --> 00:51:44,203
And what do I have to do?
Nothing.

776
00:51:44,787 --> 00:51:48,040
You're sitting on the bed
and looking out the window.

777
00:51:48,666 --> 00:51:51,502
Think about whatever you want.
Actually, better something sad.

778
00:51:51,836 --> 00:51:53,337
Something sad?
Uh-huh.

779
00:51:56,465 --> 00:51:57,550
I'll think about my father.

780
00:51:57,633 --> 00:51:59,969
All right... Think about your father.

781
00:52:00,386 --> 00:52:01,762
Apart from that, are you okay?

782
00:52:01,846 --> 00:52:04,056
Are you cold?
Do you want something to drink?

783
00:52:04,140 --> 00:52:05,182
No.

784
00:52:06,642 --> 00:52:08,019
Well, I feel naked.

785
00:52:08,102 --> 00:52:09,061
You're not.

786
00:52:10,104 --> 00:52:11,689
It'll be quick, you'll see.

787
00:52:12,648 --> 00:52:14,900
Hey, turn off your cell phones, please!

788
00:52:15,276 --> 00:52:16,527
It's yours, Elsa.

789
00:52:16,611 --> 00:52:17,820
Then put it on silent.

790
00:52:17,903 --> 00:52:19,322
It's the hospital.

791
00:52:23,492 --> 00:52:25,536
Hello?
"Elsa Rosado?"

792
00:52:25,620 --> 00:52:26,954
Yes, speaking.

793
00:52:27,705 --> 00:52:30,499
"I'm sorry to tell you
that your mother has just passed away.

794
00:52:34,712 --> 00:52:36,839
Elsa?"
Yes, yes.

795
00:52:38,132 --> 00:52:40,301
"You need to collect
your mother's belongings

796
00:52:40,384 --> 00:52:41,969
and sign some papers."

797
00:52:47,350 --> 00:52:50,102
I'm in the middle of work.
Can I come in a couple of hours?

798
00:52:50,770 --> 00:52:52,104
"Yes, no problem.

799
00:52:53,439 --> 00:52:54,774
Come whenever you can."

800
00:52:56,108 --> 00:52:57,109
Thank you.

801
00:53:00,363 --> 00:53:01,405
Is something wrong?

802
00:53:02,323 --> 00:53:03,824
My mother died.

803
00:53:05,534 --> 00:53:07,161
I have to go to the hospital.

804
00:53:08,913 --> 00:53:10,206
I'm sorry.

805
00:53:11,624 --> 00:53:13,042
I can take you if you want.

806
00:53:14,835 --> 00:53:16,921
It hurts to think she died alone.

807
00:53:18,339 --> 00:53:20,925
Have you had time
to mourn her?

808
00:53:22,510 --> 00:53:23,511
No.

809
00:53:24,553 --> 00:53:26,806
I haven't stopped working
since she died.

810
00:53:26,889 --> 00:53:30,393
Sometimes it takes years
before we face a loss.

811
00:53:30,476 --> 00:53:32,353
I still haven't faced it.

812
00:53:33,437 --> 00:53:34,814
I've been running away.

813
00:53:35,398 --> 00:53:37,358
Besides what I'm going to prescribe,

814
00:53:37,441 --> 00:53:40,027
you should take a break,
go on a trip.

815
00:53:40,778 --> 00:53:42,780
It would be better
if you went with someone.

816
00:53:42,863 --> 00:53:43,990
Yes, of course.

817
00:53:45,199 --> 00:53:47,827
Thelma Powell
is Scorsese's editor.

818
00:53:47,910 --> 00:53:49,328
-Oh, really?
Hi, Monica.

819
00:53:49,412 --> 00:53:51,080
"Hi, Raúl."
-About ninety now.

820
00:53:51,163 --> 00:53:54,292
"Can you talk?"
Yes. I left you a message last night.

821
00:53:54,375 --> 00:53:55,710
"I heard it, but..."

822
00:53:55,793 --> 00:53:58,504
I figured you'd be busy.
"Yes..."

823
00:54:00,506 --> 00:54:02,216
Elena's little boy has died.

824
00:54:03,384 --> 00:54:04,802
That's awful, Monica.

825
00:54:05,511 --> 00:54:06,929
"Can I come and see you?"

826
00:54:07,346 --> 00:54:10,766
We're on a train now.
Someone's lending us a house in the Empordà.

827
00:54:10,850 --> 00:54:13,894
When I know what we're doing
with our lives, I'll call you.

828
00:54:13,978 --> 00:54:18,274
I'm so sorry, Monica.
Tell Elena. Or put her on.

829
00:54:18,357 --> 00:54:19,692
She's not beside me right now.

830
00:54:19,775 --> 00:54:22,320
I came to the bathroom
to talk so she wouldn't hear me.

831
00:54:22,945 --> 00:54:26,490
Santi sends you his love too.
If there's anything we can do...

832
00:54:26,866 --> 00:54:27,950
Thank you.

833
00:54:30,703 --> 00:54:33,039
Where are we going, Mom?

834
00:54:33,122 --> 00:54:34,206
-I don't know.

835
00:54:35,041 --> 00:54:37,793
Tonight we'll sleep
at Aunt Elsa's house, okay?

836
00:54:39,962 --> 00:54:41,881
-What's wrong, Mom?

837
00:54:43,215 --> 00:54:44,634
-Nothing, sweetheart.

838
00:54:48,846 --> 00:54:51,974
I’m going on a trip with our son.
Don’t call me. PATRICIA

839
00:55:13,829 --> 00:55:15,122
-Woo!

840
00:55:20,962 --> 00:55:22,713
Do you want to get in?

841
00:55:22,797 --> 00:55:24,966
I'd rather keep drinking, sweetheart.

842
00:55:25,508 --> 00:55:28,803
-And me?
-You can't drink, you'd drown.

843
00:55:29,387 --> 00:55:30,972
-And Aunt Elsa?

844
00:55:31,764 --> 00:55:34,308
-Leave her. She doesn't care about us.

845
00:55:37,436 --> 00:55:39,772
I'll be right back.

846
00:55:39,855 --> 00:55:41,732
Be careful in the water, okay?

847
00:55:47,947 --> 00:55:50,825
I do care about you.
I love this family scene.

848
00:55:50,908 --> 00:55:51,951
Right...

849
00:56:13,139 --> 00:56:15,975
Come on, Lorenzo,
get out now, you've been in there too long.

850
00:56:16,058 --> 00:56:19,478
-No, I don't want to.
-Sweetheart, you're going to get sunburned.

851
00:56:19,562 --> 00:56:20,771
Come on, let's go.

852
00:56:24,859 --> 00:56:26,527
I'll put cartoons on for you now.

853
00:56:29,405 --> 00:56:31,282
Come on.

854
00:56:31,365 --> 00:56:33,951
Let's go.

855
00:56:39,665 --> 00:56:40,750
There.

856
00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:45,171
Sit here.

857
00:56:51,177 --> 00:56:53,679
There, nice and quiet.

858
00:57:04,357 --> 00:57:06,692
You've been writing for hours,
haven't you?

859
00:57:08,110 --> 00:57:10,446
I'd like
to make a third film.

860
00:57:10,571 --> 00:57:12,531
All of a sudden,
I really feel like it...

861
00:57:12,615 --> 00:57:14,033
It must be this island.

862
00:57:14,742 --> 00:57:16,327
That's great.
Mmm.

863
00:57:16,994 --> 00:57:18,204
What's it about?

864
00:57:19,872 --> 00:57:21,290
Everything.

865
00:57:22,166 --> 00:57:26,337
Two women on a volcanic island
and what goes on inside their heads.

866
00:57:27,380 --> 00:57:29,090
They're both grieving.

867
00:57:30,007 --> 00:57:31,050
Am I one of them?

868
00:57:31,133 --> 00:57:34,303
Well, one of them would be inspired by you,
yes, I suppose.

869
00:57:34,387 --> 00:57:37,932
And what goes on inside my head?
Because even I don't know that.

870
00:57:39,850 --> 00:57:41,811
It's just a figure of speech, Patricia.

871
00:57:42,645 --> 00:57:45,356
I began it
inspired by our stay on the island,

872
00:57:45,439 --> 00:57:47,358
and you're the only ones here,
you, the boy, and me.

873
00:57:50,569 --> 00:57:53,948
Is Ricardo in it, my husband?

874
00:57:55,199 --> 00:57:56,450
He's not here.

875
00:57:57,243 --> 00:57:59,245
But he's the reason
you came.

876
00:57:59,996 --> 00:58:01,414
And do you talk about that reason?

877
00:58:02,123 --> 00:58:04,875
Not yet, I'm just starting.

878
00:58:05,835 --> 00:58:08,588
Right now I'm writing down
everything that comes to me.

879
00:58:09,839 --> 00:58:12,592
But since you ask, yes,

880
00:58:13,718 --> 00:58:16,053
I'd like to talk about him
and about your liberation.

881
00:58:16,137 --> 00:58:17,388
My liberation?

882
00:58:17,471 --> 00:58:18,389
Yes.

883
00:58:18,806 --> 00:58:23,102
So I've freed myself from Ricardo
without even realizing it.

884
00:58:23,978 --> 00:58:27,106
That's what you told me.
Is this trip the proof?

885
00:58:27,940 --> 00:58:29,817
I've told you so many times...

886
00:58:30,651 --> 00:58:32,236
But you never believed me.

887
00:58:32,737 --> 00:58:35,156
And this time I should believe you,
or is it like always?

888
00:58:40,494 --> 00:58:42,038
This is only an impasse.

889
00:58:43,289 --> 00:58:46,834
I've still got a long Calvary ahead of me
before I get rid of him.

890
00:58:49,045 --> 00:58:50,713
Even I don't know what will happen.

891
00:58:51,672 --> 00:58:54,133
I thought you had no doubts.
I do.

892
00:58:54,675 --> 00:58:55,801
All of them.

893
00:58:57,470 --> 00:58:59,555
And I don't like you
writing about us.

894
00:58:59,639 --> 00:59:02,850
It'll all be mixed with fiction,
Patricia. No one will recognize you.

895
00:59:02,934 --> 00:59:04,226
He'll recognize himself!

896
00:59:06,604 --> 00:59:08,981
Are you going to give details
about our life?

897
00:59:10,274 --> 00:59:12,568
About all the shitty things
you say I've freed myself from?

898
00:59:12,652 --> 00:59:15,029
Look, sweetheart,
I heard about those shitty things from you.

899
00:59:15,863 --> 00:59:18,032
But since you mention it,
I suppose I will.

900
00:59:18,366 --> 00:59:19,992
I'd like to be able to talk

901
00:59:20,076 --> 00:59:22,870
about how that man
erased you for years,

902
00:59:22,954 --> 00:59:25,122
and your inability to react.

903
00:59:25,206 --> 00:59:28,751
But that, in the end,
you do react, Patricia,

904
00:59:29,585 --> 00:59:31,128
and get him out of your life.

905
00:59:31,212 --> 00:59:33,673
I always meant
to give you a happy ending.

906
00:59:33,756 --> 00:59:35,675
Otherwise,
I wouldn't base it on you.

907
00:59:37,802 --> 00:59:39,262
If there is an ending,

908
00:59:40,888 --> 00:59:42,598
it doesn't look like
it'll be a happy one.

909
00:59:42,682 --> 00:59:46,894
You're forgetting it's fiction,
and I'm the one who chooses the ending.

910
00:59:49,105 --> 00:59:50,773
I always heard you say

911
00:59:51,190 --> 00:59:55,069
that the ending imposes itself
as a story develops.

912
00:59:57,905 --> 01:00:01,158
And that the author
has to accept it,

913
01:00:02,118 --> 01:00:04,370
even if it isn't
the ending they had planned.

914
01:00:06,747 --> 01:00:08,708
That sometimes
the ending is a surprise,

915
01:00:10,042 --> 01:00:13,170
even for the author
and for the character.

916
01:00:13,254 --> 01:00:15,798
I didn't think
you remembered my interviews.

917
01:00:16,924 --> 01:00:18,009
I liked listening to you.

918
01:00:18,092 --> 01:00:20,678
when you talked
about your experience as a director.

919
01:00:21,053 --> 01:00:22,555
You shouldn't have stopped.

920
01:00:24,140 --> 01:00:26,976
But I don't like you writing
about me and Ricardo.

921
01:00:28,227 --> 01:00:31,606
Anyway, I was planning
to let you read it once I finished.

922
01:00:39,322 --> 01:00:40,573
You haven't eaten anything.

923
01:00:41,115 --> 01:00:42,158
Neither have you.

924
01:00:45,328 --> 01:00:47,121
I'm completely drunk on white wine.

925
01:00:48,039 --> 01:00:49,373
Let's clear up.

926
01:00:51,751 --> 01:00:55,463
You should have asked me
beforehand.

927
01:00:56,213 --> 01:00:59,592
I'm sorry,
I got carried away with excitement.

928
01:00:59,675 --> 01:01:01,719
Is writing this
so important to you?

929
01:01:03,763 --> 01:01:04,847
Yes.

930
01:01:05,431 --> 01:01:08,184
But don't worry,
you won't be in the story anymore.

931
01:01:08,267 --> 01:01:09,936
That sounds awful.

932
01:01:10,019 --> 01:01:12,688
As if you could decide
over people's lives.

933
01:01:13,230 --> 01:01:14,857
I'm saying it to reassure you.

934
01:01:16,150 --> 01:01:18,611
Neither you nor Ricardo
will appear as inspiration.

935
01:01:19,278 --> 01:01:21,530
Anyway,
it was never going to be you.

936
01:01:21,614 --> 01:01:24,867
I'm surprised you don't understand.
I'm writing fiction.

937
01:01:25,201 --> 01:01:26,994
Don't take it so literally.

938
01:01:27,078 --> 01:01:30,081
Sorry to kill the mood.
It's fine.

939
01:01:30,164 --> 01:01:32,708
The problem is that your husband
knows he can do

940
01:01:32,792 --> 01:01:33,834
whatever he wants with you.

941
01:01:38,339 --> 01:01:41,217
You'll leave him, sooner or later.

942
01:01:42,009 --> 01:01:43,344
More likely later.

943
01:01:44,512 --> 01:01:47,932
But you still need to keep swallowing
shit until you can't take it anymore.

944
01:01:49,183 --> 01:01:50,434
That's your character.

945
01:01:51,644 --> 01:01:53,479
You have no right to speak to me like that.

946
01:02:01,779 --> 01:02:03,239
I'm sorry.

947
01:02:03,322 --> 01:02:05,157
It's me.
"Where are you?"

948
01:02:05,241 --> 01:02:08,077
-In Lanzarote, in a villa.
"And the boy?"

949
01:02:08,661 --> 01:02:12,415
-He's here with me.
He's sleeping. We're fine.

950
01:02:14,333 --> 01:02:15,668
"Are you coming back?"

951
01:02:17,128 --> 01:02:18,170
-Yes.

952
01:02:19,171 --> 01:02:21,090
Please come and get me.

953
01:02:22,300 --> 01:02:26,053
"I'll take the first flight tomorrow,
but where should I call you?"

954
01:02:26,137 --> 01:02:27,430
-I'll call you.

955
01:02:28,848 --> 01:02:29,890
"All right."

956
01:02:32,435 --> 01:02:33,686
-See you tomorrow.

957
01:02:34,353 --> 01:02:35,396
I love you.

958
01:02:35,479 --> 01:02:37,356
Give me twenty-five minutes.

959
01:02:38,274 --> 01:02:40,234
Wait for us at the airport, okay?

960
01:02:41,402 --> 01:02:42,445
See you soon.

961
01:02:44,238 --> 01:02:48,492
Sweetheart, put the bucket in here,
come on. Help Mom. Here.

962
01:03:08,846 --> 01:03:09,972
I'm leaving.

963
01:03:10,473 --> 01:03:13,809
I'm sorry about last night.
I drank too much.

964
01:03:13,893 --> 01:03:15,394
In vino veritas.

965
01:03:16,270 --> 01:03:17,480
You said what you thought.

966
01:03:17,563 --> 01:03:18,606
Mmm.

967
01:03:19,273 --> 01:03:20,524
But I was cruel.

968
01:03:20,608 --> 01:03:23,110
Yes. Very.

969
01:03:23,194 --> 01:03:26,906
I admit your situation
drives me crazy, Patricia,

970
01:03:27,615 --> 01:03:29,992
but I know I have no right
to interfere.

971
01:03:30,117 --> 01:03:32,495
No, you don't.

972
01:03:33,412 --> 01:03:36,499
You don't speak to a friend like that.
You're more than that.

973
01:03:36,582 --> 01:03:39,794
I was more than that.
Don't get confused.

974
01:03:40,628 --> 01:03:42,380
We're leaving, sweetheart. Say goodbye.

975
01:03:43,881 --> 01:03:46,717
-We're going to Madrid with Dad.

976
01:03:46,801 --> 01:03:47,969
Oh, are you?

977
01:03:48,427 --> 01:03:52,181
He's waiting for us at the airport.

978
01:03:52,598 --> 01:03:55,434
Oh! That's nice.

979
01:03:56,560 --> 01:03:58,229
Did you enjoy the trip?

980
01:03:58,312 --> 01:04:02,233
I liked
the black beach and the cactuses.

981
01:04:02,316 --> 01:04:05,278
And the cactuses?
Because they're super pretty.

982
01:04:05,361 --> 01:04:06,988
I'm really glad.

983
01:04:07,071 --> 01:04:09,115
I'm going to miss you, Lorenzo.

984
01:04:09,198 --> 01:04:10,449
Me too.
Oh!

985
01:04:10,533 --> 01:04:13,286
Have a very good trip back.

986
01:04:15,538 --> 01:04:17,540
-Goodbye.
Goodbye.

987
01:04:17,623 --> 01:04:20,001
Come on, sweetheart. Take the bag.

988
01:04:26,340 --> 01:04:27,675
Come on, Loren.

989
01:04:38,144 --> 01:04:39,812
I've found three villas,

990
01:04:39,895 --> 01:04:42,189
but there's one
I really like.

991
01:04:42,273 --> 01:04:44,525
It isn't this one,
but it's similar.

992
01:04:46,444 --> 01:04:48,571
It has a cactus garden
at the entrance.

993
01:04:48,654 --> 01:04:53,159
Dry, with black sand,
but it's really beautiful.

994
01:04:53,242 --> 01:04:54,285
Uh-huh.

995
01:04:54,952 --> 01:04:57,496
And then in front of the porch
you have this huge sky.

996
01:04:58,831 --> 01:05:00,082
And the pool.

997
01:05:01,042 --> 01:05:02,501
Is it heated?

998
01:05:03,336 --> 01:05:05,212
I don't know. I imagine so.

999
01:05:05,922 --> 01:05:07,673
Let me check, though.

1000
01:05:11,427 --> 01:05:12,720
It's Monica.

1001
01:05:14,972 --> 01:05:17,558
Hi, Monica. Are you still in the Empordà?

1002
01:05:17,642 --> 01:05:19,644
No, we're back in Madrid.

1003
01:05:19,727 --> 01:05:21,854
I think Elena
is better cared for here.

1004
01:05:21,938 --> 01:05:23,439
"Do you want to meet up?"

1005
01:05:24,106 --> 01:05:26,400
No, I can't leave her
right now.

1006
01:05:28,361 --> 01:05:30,404
Two weeks ago, she tried to kill herself

1007
01:05:30,488 --> 01:05:32,949
"with the pills
she takes for depression."

1008
01:05:33,032 --> 01:05:33,991
Oh no...

1009
01:05:34,075 --> 01:05:36,577
But I don't want to burden you
with our problems.

1010
01:05:36,661 --> 01:05:39,997
No, you're not burdening me.
Just tell me if we can help in any way.

1011
01:05:40,081 --> 01:05:40,957
Thank you.

1012
01:05:41,040 --> 01:05:44,377
We've found a therapist
Elena seems to like.

1013
01:05:45,169 --> 01:05:46,462
We'll get through this.

1014
01:05:47,046 --> 01:05:48,047
"I'm sure you will."

1015
01:05:49,590 --> 01:05:50,549
I have to go.

1016
01:05:51,467 --> 01:05:52,677
A big hug.

1017
01:05:53,302 --> 01:05:54,762
Love from Santi.

1018
01:05:55,388 --> 01:05:56,764
"One back to you both."

1019
01:05:57,390 --> 01:05:58,557
Bye.

1020
01:06:00,059 --> 01:06:01,227
What happened?

1021
01:06:01,644 --> 01:06:04,063
The girlfriend tried to kill herself.

1022
01:06:04,105 --> 01:06:05,398
What?

1023
01:06:48,149 --> 01:06:50,901
Did the storm catch you
on the way here?

1024
01:06:51,986 --> 01:06:54,071
No. I got here all right.

1025
01:06:56,574 --> 01:06:58,159
What a huge storm.

1026
01:07:00,453 --> 01:07:01,370
How are you?

1027
01:07:02,622 --> 01:07:03,664
Fine.

1028
01:07:06,584 --> 01:07:08,002
Aren't you working today?

1029
01:07:08,377 --> 01:07:11,714
Yes. I'm shooting a commercial.

1030
01:07:12,173 --> 01:07:14,175
For what?
Underwear.

1031
01:07:14,634 --> 01:07:16,469
The things you have to do.

1032
01:07:17,178 --> 01:07:19,805
They pay me very well,
and there's nothing indecent about it, Mom.

1033
01:07:20,306 --> 01:07:22,475
It looks like the storm is letting up.

1034
01:07:23,476 --> 01:07:25,394
You have no idea
how loud the thunder was.

1035
01:07:25,728 --> 01:07:27,939
-Here's your food,
Mrs. Antonia.

1036
01:07:29,440 --> 01:07:31,567
-It won't do much good
inside this body.

1037
01:07:34,487 --> 01:07:36,614
I'll feed you today, okay, Mom?

1038
01:07:39,450 --> 01:07:41,452
Thank you very much, my daughter.

1039
01:07:55,299 --> 01:07:56,884
Night falls.

1040
01:07:56,968 --> 01:08:02,682
Elsa rises from the table,

1041
01:08:02,890 --> 01:08:06,519
to loosen herself up.

1042
01:08:35,506 --> 01:08:36,549
Everything okay?

1043
01:08:37,091 --> 01:08:39,594
Yes, I think I've finished the script.

1044
01:08:40,386 --> 01:08:41,554
Congratulations.

1045
01:08:43,097 --> 01:08:44,265
Are you happy?

1046
01:08:44,974 --> 01:08:47,143
It's a little short.
Something's missing...

1047
01:08:47,226 --> 01:08:50,813
You always say that when you finish writing.
Can I read it?

1048
01:08:55,026 --> 01:08:56,736
It's the first draft.
I know.

1049
01:08:58,112 --> 01:09:01,782
There's a character
who resembles you at the beginning.

1050
01:09:01,866 --> 01:09:03,409
Oh!
But it isn't you.

1051
01:09:03,492 --> 01:09:05,912
Oh, no?
No. I was only inspired at first.

1052
01:09:09,582 --> 01:09:12,793
I wouldn't mind
if it were completely me.

1053
01:09:13,377 --> 01:09:16,380
Actually, quite the opposite.
I like inspiring you.

1054
01:09:16,464 --> 01:09:18,132
So I'm in it at the beginning?

1055
01:09:18,215 --> 01:09:21,344
But don't read it in front of me.
Go to the bedroom or the garden.

1056
01:09:21,928 --> 01:09:23,179
You obsessive thing...

1057
01:09:23,262 --> 01:09:25,514
It makes me nervous
watching you read it.

1058
01:09:25,598 --> 01:09:28,225
I'd be watching
to see how you react.

1059
01:09:28,309 --> 01:09:30,436
Well, look,
I'm going to react well.

1060
01:09:30,519 --> 01:09:33,564
Even if I don't like
what I'm reading at all.

1061
01:09:54,043 --> 01:09:59,257
The following day,

1062
01:10:00,174 --> 01:10:10,393
Elsa calls her friend Elena/Natalia.

1063
01:10:29,328 --> 01:10:30,413
Hello?

1064
01:10:30,496 --> 01:10:34,292
Hi, Angelita, it's Elsa.
"How are you, Elsa, sweetheart?"

1065
01:10:34,375 --> 01:10:36,168
Good. And your daughter?

1066
01:10:36,252 --> 01:10:39,130
Well, she's here,
a little worked up.

1067
01:10:40,006 --> 01:10:41,674
Girl!

1068
01:10:43,467 --> 01:10:45,636
Look, here she is.
I'll put her on.

1069
01:10:45,720 --> 01:10:47,138
Thanks. Kisses.

1070
01:10:47,555 --> 01:10:48,889
It's Elsa...

1071
01:10:53,728 --> 01:10:55,229
-Hello, Elsa.

1072
01:10:55,313 --> 01:10:57,398
Hi, Natalia. How are you?

1073
01:10:57,732 --> 01:11:00,026
Well... I'm getting by.

1074
01:11:01,235 --> 01:11:04,113
But I'm really glad to hear from you. And...

1075
01:11:04,196 --> 01:11:06,490
don't worry
about not coming, okay?

1076
01:11:06,574 --> 01:11:07,783
"I couldn't."

1077
01:11:08,659 --> 01:11:11,996
Over the Constitution Day weekend,
I had a horrible panic attack.

1078
01:11:12,330 --> 01:11:14,624
Poor thing... I know what that's like.

1079
01:11:14,707 --> 01:11:17,543
So I listened to the psychiatrist
and came to Lanzarote.

1080
01:11:17,919 --> 01:11:20,630
Oh, well... that's very good.

1081
01:11:20,713 --> 01:11:23,090
You need to rest.
You never stop, do you?

1082
01:11:23,174 --> 01:11:25,051
The island has done me so much good...

1083
01:11:25,384 --> 01:11:27,178
I have a villa with two bedrooms,

1084
01:11:27,261 --> 01:11:30,222
and it suddenly occurred to me,
why don't you come?

1085
01:11:30,306 --> 01:11:31,682
We can keep each other company.

1086
01:11:32,183 --> 01:11:34,393
"This island has
a very special energy."

1087
01:11:34,477 --> 01:11:35,978
Uh...

1088
01:11:36,520 --> 01:11:38,981
Are you inviting me
to come to Lanzarote?

1089
01:11:40,149 --> 01:11:42,777
"I'm sure it would do you good
to get out of the house."

1090
01:11:44,612 --> 01:11:45,696
Uh...

1091
01:11:45,780 --> 01:11:48,324
If you're up for it,
of course, everything's on me.

1092
01:11:48,407 --> 01:11:50,660
I'll send you a ticket
for tomorrow, okay?

1093
01:11:50,743 --> 01:11:53,621
I'll sort it out now.
Sending you a kiss. Bye, sweetheart.

1094
01:11:56,958 --> 01:11:58,542
She says I should go to Lanzarote.

1095
01:11:58,626 --> 01:12:01,796
-I'd already be on the plane.
I'm telling you.

1096
01:12:02,505 --> 01:12:05,925
"Passengers
on flight ES237 must board

1097
01:12:06,008 --> 01:12:07,510
through gate C.

1098
01:12:07,593 --> 01:12:13,891
Please, passengers on flight ES237
must board through gate C."

1099
01:12:26,404 --> 01:12:29,907
I'm so happy to see you!
Oh! Mmm!

1100
01:12:29,991 --> 01:12:32,827
How was the trip?
Oh, I'm all dazed.

1101
01:12:32,910 --> 01:12:34,495
So many people!

1102
01:12:34,579 --> 01:12:36,455
That's all the people
you're going to see.

1103
01:12:36,539 --> 01:12:38,416
Really?
Yes. Let's go to the car.

1104
01:13:10,615 --> 01:13:12,783
This is incredible.
Uh-huh.

1105
01:13:12,867 --> 01:13:13,951
Are they tombs?

1106
01:13:14,035 --> 01:13:16,454
No, they're called zocos.

1107
01:13:16,537 --> 01:13:18,456
They're used to protect the vines.

1108
01:13:20,249 --> 01:13:22,877
To protect them?
From the wind.

1109
01:13:40,269 --> 01:13:41,520
They're wonderful.

1110
01:13:41,604 --> 01:13:45,232
Sorry, I live like a wild woman
in the village.

1111
01:13:45,316 --> 01:13:47,276
I should have dyed my hair,
shouldn't I?

1112
01:13:49,320 --> 01:13:50,655
You look very beautiful.

1113
01:13:56,744 --> 01:13:59,747
I'm glad I came, Elsa.

1114
01:14:15,137 --> 01:14:17,682
What have you been doing
all this time I haven't seen you?

1115
01:14:17,765 --> 01:14:20,810
Nothing much.
At home, quietly, with my mother.

1116
01:14:20,893 --> 01:14:23,479
With your mother?
Don't you have friends? Don't you go out?

1117
01:14:23,562 --> 01:14:25,898
The village has 53 inhabitants,

1118
01:14:25,982 --> 01:14:28,401
and my mother is the youngest,
and she's sixty.

1119
01:14:28,484 --> 01:14:30,236
The rest are eighty and up.

1120
01:14:30,319 --> 01:14:33,823
Look, this is my room.
And the one on the left is yours.

1121
01:14:33,906 --> 01:14:35,116
Come.

1122
01:14:35,199 --> 01:14:39,620
Patricia stayed here for a few days,
but she went back to her husband.

1123
01:14:40,371 --> 01:14:42,248
I didn't know they'd broken up.

1124
01:14:42,331 --> 01:14:44,584
Well, no. They're the same as always.

1125
01:14:45,960 --> 01:14:48,087
I'm really glad you came.

1126
01:14:48,170 --> 01:14:49,922
Me too.
Can I help you?

1127
01:14:50,006 --> 01:14:52,091
No, I've got it.

1128
01:15:07,231 --> 01:15:10,443
If you feel like doing anything,
there are lots of places to see.

1129
01:15:11,694 --> 01:15:13,821
Look.
No, I'm fine here.

1130
01:15:14,655 --> 01:15:15,781
Are you sure?

1131
01:15:17,825 --> 01:15:18,784
Okay.

1132
01:15:22,747 --> 01:15:23,998
Do you want to talk?

1133
01:15:25,166 --> 01:15:26,292
Or...

1134
01:15:26,375 --> 01:15:28,461
do you mind if I write for a bit?

1135
01:15:28,544 --> 01:15:30,671
Oh, no, no, you write.

1136
01:15:30,755 --> 01:15:33,674
I'm perfectly fine here
getting some fresh air.

1137
01:15:34,759 --> 01:15:35,843
Okay.

1138
01:15:48,064 --> 01:15:49,190
What are you writing?

1139
01:15:50,942 --> 01:15:53,569
A script. Well, I hope so.

1140
01:15:54,278 --> 01:15:56,530
I've felt like
making another film.

1141
01:15:56,864 --> 01:15:59,367
But interrupt me
whenever you want, okay?

1142
01:16:01,410 --> 01:16:02,620
What's it about?

1143
01:16:03,120 --> 01:16:04,455
Oh...

1144
01:16:04,997 --> 01:16:06,415
My childhood.

1145
01:16:07,583 --> 01:16:09,126
And my arrival in Madrid.

1146
01:16:10,586 --> 01:16:14,966
For the first time, I'm talking
about my mother's death, exactly one year ago.

1147
01:16:16,550 --> 01:16:18,010
It's done me a lot of good.

1148
01:16:19,095 --> 01:16:22,723
Since then, I haven't stopped
working, running away from grief.

1149
01:16:24,850 --> 01:16:29,522
But... after the scare
I had last week, it frightened me.

1150
01:16:30,189 --> 01:16:31,816
And I've decided to stop.

1151
01:16:34,318 --> 01:16:35,945
How long does grief last?

1152
01:16:39,031 --> 01:16:41,701
I feel the same
as when the accident happened.

1153
01:16:43,995 --> 01:16:45,997
And it's been almost two years.

1154
01:16:48,124 --> 01:16:49,458
I don't know.

1155
01:16:50,084 --> 01:16:51,877
It depends on the person.

1156
01:16:53,004 --> 01:16:56,257
But you have to do
your part, Natalia.

1157
01:16:56,591 --> 01:16:58,467
And you are doing that, aren't you?

1158
01:17:03,681 --> 01:17:07,101
I don't know.
Some days I have no strength.

1159
01:17:09,103 --> 01:17:10,521
Don't say that.

1160
01:17:11,355 --> 01:17:14,942
You're depressed, but that passes.
Have you seen a doctor?

1161
01:17:15,276 --> 01:17:17,028
Are you doing any treatment?

1162
01:17:19,238 --> 01:17:23,075
Yes, but... sometimes I forget.

1163
01:17:23,159 --> 01:17:26,203
If you want, tell me
what you have to take and I'll handle it.

1164
01:17:26,913 --> 01:17:31,042
No, don't worry.
I brought all my medicines.

1165
01:17:38,925 --> 01:17:41,010
Do you have any idea
what you'll do in the future?

1166
01:17:43,179 --> 01:17:45,932
Well, Jean-Paul
heard what happened to me

1167
01:17:46,015 --> 01:17:48,309
and offered me two commercials.

1168
01:17:48,392 --> 01:17:49,727
Oh, that's great.

1169
01:17:50,895 --> 01:17:53,189
I told him
I looked awful.

1170
01:17:53,564 --> 01:17:55,858
And I sent him a photo
so he could see how I look,

1171
01:17:55,942 --> 01:17:58,736
but he says
I look ideal.

1172
01:17:58,819 --> 01:18:00,780
You look beautiful, as always.

1173
01:18:01,405 --> 01:18:02,990
It's just two photos.
Mmm.

1174
01:18:03,074 --> 01:18:05,201
The truth is,
he's made it very easy for me.

1175
01:18:06,369 --> 01:18:08,746
Still,
I'd dye the gray hairs.

1176
01:18:09,080 --> 01:18:12,166
Really?
Mmm. And I'd eat a little more.

1177
01:18:13,084 --> 01:18:14,585
Look, that cheese.

1178
01:18:16,420 --> 01:18:17,505
Mmm.

1179
01:18:17,588 --> 01:18:21,175
Tomorrow we can go to the hairdresser.
Or did he tell you to keep them?

1180
01:18:21,801 --> 01:18:23,010
No.
No?

1181
01:18:23,094 --> 01:18:25,304
No, no.
Then tomorrow, the hairdresser.

1182
01:18:25,388 --> 01:18:28,557
You look better.
The trip is doing you good.

1183
01:18:29,100 --> 01:18:31,102
Well,
I put on a little makeup.

1184
01:18:32,853 --> 01:18:33,938
Sorry.

1185
01:18:35,439 --> 01:18:37,191
It's Beau. I have to answer.

1186
01:18:37,275 --> 01:18:39,569
I've been putting him
a bit on the back burner, and he's not taking it well.

1187
01:18:39,652 --> 01:18:41,112
Yes, of course.

1188
01:18:42,697 --> 01:18:44,240
How are you, my love?

1189
01:18:46,534 --> 01:18:47,910
Don't be mad.

1190
01:18:47,994 --> 01:18:51,205
No. You know I've been
very busy writing.

1191
01:18:54,083 --> 01:18:57,336
Oh, no.

1192
01:18:57,420 --> 01:18:58,921
Move forward.

1193
01:18:59,005 --> 01:19:03,092
Look.

1194
01:19:06,304 --> 01:19:07,847
-Camel...

1195
01:19:45,009 --> 01:19:47,929
No. Listen. Uh... I have to go.

1196
01:19:48,012 --> 01:19:51,140
I'll call you tomorrow and explain,
okay? Love you.

1197
01:19:54,936 --> 01:19:56,604
The seconds.

1198
01:20:08,950 --> 01:20:10,034
Are you okay?

1199
01:20:17,208 --> 01:20:18,459
How's Beau?

1200
01:20:19,210 --> 01:20:20,169
Fine.

1201
01:20:21,128 --> 01:20:23,881
Angry because I don't call him enough.

1202
01:20:30,137 --> 01:20:32,223
But right now,
you're the one I'm worried about.

1203
01:20:36,852 --> 01:20:40,231
I respect your silence, but...

1204
01:20:40,982 --> 01:20:42,483
I look at you and...

1205
01:20:43,568 --> 01:20:46,487
I wish you'd tell me how you feel.

1206
01:20:48,239 --> 01:20:49,907
No, you wouldn't.

1207
01:20:51,284 --> 01:20:52,910
You'd get it off your chest.

1208
01:20:55,454 --> 01:20:56,789
You have to talk.

1209
01:20:59,333 --> 01:21:01,335
Elsa, I appreciate it.

1210
01:21:03,170 --> 01:21:06,716
But I'd rather not talk about this.

1211
01:21:12,513 --> 01:21:13,889
As you wish.

1212
01:21:15,474 --> 01:21:17,393
But remember that you've got me.

1213
01:21:31,824 --> 01:21:33,200
I'm better now.

1214
01:21:34,702 --> 01:21:36,037
I'm okay now.

1215
01:21:38,748 --> 01:21:39,707
No.

1216
01:21:40,833 --> 01:21:42,752
You're not okay, Natalia.

1217
01:21:43,878 --> 01:21:44,879
But...

1218
01:21:46,213 --> 01:21:49,759
if the only way I can help you
is by staying with you,

1219
01:21:50,635 --> 01:21:51,928
I'm here.

1220
01:22:01,979 --> 01:22:04,357
I'm going to sleep.
I'm very tired.

1221
01:22:04,440 --> 01:22:06,984
Sleep well.
You too.

1222
01:22:13,532 --> 01:22:17,119
And... thank you so much for everything.

1223
01:22:18,454 --> 01:22:22,792
Listen, if you can't sleep
or anything, let me know, okay?

1224
01:22:23,668 --> 01:22:26,045
I'll be in my room for a while,
rereading.

1225
01:22:49,360 --> 01:22:51,320
Oh no, God, not again.

1226
01:23:10,006 --> 01:23:10,881
No...

1227
01:23:10,965 --> 01:23:14,468
We're going to remove the roof
of the car to get you out, okay?

1228
01:23:14,552 --> 01:23:17,597
Fold it down.
Bring the protection pads.

1229
01:23:17,972 --> 01:23:18,889
I'm right here, okay?

1230
01:23:18,973 --> 01:23:21,017
-Board.
-Board.

1231
01:24:17,323 --> 01:24:18,324
Natalia?

1232
01:24:19,575 --> 01:24:21,369
Natalia, are you asleep?

1233
01:24:36,092 --> 01:24:38,386
Natalia! Natalia?

1234
01:24:38,719 --> 01:24:41,931
Natalia, wake up!
Wake up! Natalia.

1235
01:24:42,014 --> 01:24:43,224
Natalia...

1236
01:24:45,434 --> 01:24:48,062
Oh!

1237
01:24:50,481 --> 01:24:54,110
I’m sorry, Elsa. I can’t go on.
Forgive me, love you. Natalia

1238
01:25:13,045 --> 01:25:13,921
Hello?

1239
01:25:14,463 --> 01:25:15,840
Did I wake you?

1240
01:25:15,923 --> 01:25:16,966
"No."

1241
01:25:17,466 --> 01:25:19,552
You called me, right?
I was out on a call.

1242
01:25:20,678 --> 01:25:22,179
Yes, I figured.

1243
01:25:22,888 --> 01:25:25,474
Uh... It wasn't anything important.

1244
01:25:26,350 --> 01:25:27,977
I'm glad you called.

1245
01:25:29,186 --> 01:25:32,607
Listen, I was thinking
I could also use

1246
01:25:32,690 --> 01:25:34,442
two or three days off.

1247
01:25:35,318 --> 01:25:38,195
And tomorrow afternoon
there's a flight with seats available.

1248
01:25:38,738 --> 01:25:40,531
Tell me you're happy I'm coming.

1249
01:25:42,283 --> 01:25:44,452
Beau. Uh...

1250
01:25:45,369 --> 01:25:46,454
Mmm...

1251
01:25:47,580 --> 01:25:50,374
I'm in an ambulance
right now with Natalia.

1252
01:25:51,959 --> 01:25:54,086
There was an accident and...

1253
01:25:54,837 --> 01:25:56,464
I have to stay with her.

1254
01:25:57,423 --> 01:25:58,966
I'll explain later.

1255
01:25:59,759 --> 01:26:03,512
But no, it's not a good time
for you to come, or to talk.

1256
01:26:04,639 --> 01:26:05,681
All right.

1257
01:26:05,765 --> 01:26:08,059
"Please understand."
Yes, yes, yes.

1258
01:26:09,435 --> 01:26:10,478
I understand.

1259
01:26:11,187 --> 01:26:12,980
This isn't the time
to talk about me.

1260
01:26:14,649 --> 01:26:16,400
And it doesn't seem
like you care much anyway.

1261
01:26:21,155 --> 01:26:22,490
Sorry for calling.

1262
01:27:23,342 --> 01:27:25,511
Did you hear the thunder?

1263
01:27:26,137 --> 01:27:27,221
Yes.

1264
01:27:28,472 --> 01:27:29,849
Yes, I heard it.

1265
01:27:30,891 --> 01:27:32,310
A terrible storm.

1266
01:27:32,393 --> 01:27:35,271
It seems like the storm
is letting up.

1267
01:27:35,938 --> 01:27:37,189
It's passed.

1268
01:27:42,486 --> 01:27:46,574
Would you come with me to Paris,
for the photos?

1269
01:27:47,658 --> 01:27:49,702
I broke with my agent months ago.

1270
01:27:50,369 --> 01:27:51,829
I'll go wherever you want.

1271
01:27:53,873 --> 01:27:55,041
Thank you.

1272
01:27:55,124 --> 01:27:57,627
But promise me
you won't try it again.

1273
01:27:58,377 --> 01:28:00,129
I promise, Elsa.

1274
01:28:09,180 --> 01:28:10,222
I had a dream.

1275
01:28:11,724 --> 01:28:12,725
Oh, really?

1276
01:28:12,808 --> 01:28:15,770
I dreamed
I was in my bedroom

1277
01:28:17,563 --> 01:28:19,357
with my suitcase open.

1278
01:28:20,650 --> 01:28:22,151
And, for some reason,

1279
01:28:23,152 --> 01:28:24,487
I couldn't fill it.

1280
01:28:25,404 --> 01:28:29,158
For some reason,
I didn't know how to pack my suitcase.

1281
01:28:29,742 --> 01:28:31,911
I realized it, and it distressed me.

1282
01:28:34,956 --> 01:28:37,083
I don't remember holding any clothes.

1283
01:28:38,251 --> 01:28:41,671
I only remember the open suitcase and...

1284
01:28:42,171 --> 01:28:44,131
and that I couldn't put anything in it.

1285
01:28:45,174 --> 01:28:46,300
Were you alone?

1286
01:28:46,842 --> 01:28:47,843
No.

1287
01:28:48,552 --> 01:28:50,012
Well, at first, yes.

1288
01:28:51,389 --> 01:28:56,310
And then, suddenly,
I was with another woman, older than me.

1289
01:28:57,270 --> 01:28:59,689
The other woman
finished packing her suitcase.

1290
01:29:01,649 --> 01:29:04,902
While I...
couldn't pack mine.

1291
01:29:07,697 --> 01:29:09,574
If I'm that woman,

1292
01:29:10,783 --> 01:29:14,161
I'd finish packing my suitcase
and then pack yours.

1293
01:29:19,709 --> 01:29:22,795
Do you mind staying alone
for an hour? I have to go out.

1294
01:29:22,878 --> 01:29:25,631
I'll do the shopping while I'm out.
Do you want anything, Elena?

1295
01:29:26,549 --> 01:29:28,551
No. Thank you.

1296
01:29:52,617 --> 01:29:54,160
Is something wrong, Monica?

1297
01:29:57,830 --> 01:29:59,457
I read your script.

1298
01:29:59,582 --> 01:30:02,335
And you didn't like it?
I still have to polish it.

1299
01:30:02,418 --> 01:30:04,545
How dare you?
What?

1300
01:30:04,629 --> 01:30:06,130
You think that with the compensation

1301
01:30:06,213 --> 01:30:08,341
you bought
my life and hers.

1302
01:30:08,799 --> 01:30:10,217
Hey, don't speak to me like that.

1303
01:30:10,760 --> 01:30:13,429
If you want us to keep talking,
change your tone.

1304
01:30:13,512 --> 01:30:15,181
What the fuck are you talking about?

1305
01:30:15,264 --> 01:30:18,309
How dare you use
Elena's suicide attempt?

1306
01:30:18,392 --> 01:30:20,770
Is there nothing that stops you
when you write?

1307
01:30:20,853 --> 01:30:23,606
For fuck's sake, it's not like
this is the first script you've ever read.

1308
01:30:23,689 --> 01:30:26,234
Spare me
the reality-versus-fiction speech!

1309
01:30:26,317 --> 01:30:28,236
Calm down, okay?

1310
01:30:29,070 --> 01:30:31,906
The character of Natalia
is very different from Elena.

1311
01:30:32,240 --> 01:30:34,742
Natalia is a young woman
who lost her son

1312
01:30:34,825 --> 01:30:37,370
in an accident
while she was driving the car.

1313
01:30:37,453 --> 01:30:38,621
Natalia is not Elena.

1314
01:30:38,704 --> 01:30:40,581
You can't do this to me!

1315
01:30:41,249 --> 01:30:42,541
Do what to you?

1316
01:30:43,459 --> 01:30:46,754
Please, control yourself.
I don't recognize you, Monica.

1317
01:30:49,257 --> 01:30:51,634
Don't you want a coffee
or a whisky?

1318
01:30:52,301 --> 01:30:54,428
When have I ever had whisky
at this hour?

1319
01:30:54,512 --> 01:30:56,138
I don't know, I do sometimes.

1320
01:30:56,222 --> 01:30:58,599
You're an alcoholic,
among other things.

1321
01:31:00,309 --> 01:31:02,770
Elena will never forgive me
for telling you.

1322
01:31:02,853 --> 01:31:04,564
I haven't told anyone.

1323
01:31:04,647 --> 01:31:07,316
You wrote it in a script!
Isn't that enough?

1324
01:31:07,400 --> 01:31:09,944
You know how fiction works.
This isn't fiction!

1325
01:31:10,027 --> 01:31:11,153
Autofiction!

1326
01:31:11,237 --> 01:31:12,280
Bullshit!

1327
01:31:14,448 --> 01:31:15,992
I'm not going to tell Elena.

1328
01:31:16,075 --> 01:31:18,452
She doesn't even realize
I'm reading beside her.

1329
01:31:18,536 --> 01:31:20,246
If you don't take that part
out of the script,

1330
01:31:20,329 --> 01:31:23,165
I'll try to find
a legal or illegal way, I don't know,

1331
01:31:23,249 --> 01:31:25,876
to stop you from going ahead.
I'll make your life impossible!

1332
01:31:25,960 --> 01:31:28,045
Monica, you're losing it.

1333
01:31:28,129 --> 01:31:30,047
I don't care!
I'll think of something.

1334
01:31:30,131 --> 01:31:32,091
I've got twenty years
of your life here!

1335
01:31:32,174 --> 01:31:34,927
And enough money
to have your legs broken!

1336
01:31:35,011 --> 01:31:38,264
You've gone mad.
I don't recognize you, Monica.

1337
01:31:38,347 --> 01:31:41,559
I know you don't know me,
but I know you.

1338
01:31:53,029 --> 01:31:54,322
How did it go with Monica?

1339
01:31:55,031 --> 01:31:56,490
I saw you arguing.

1340
01:31:57,700 --> 01:32:01,704
Uh... In "Bitter Christmas"
I've included a character at the end,

1341
01:32:01,787 --> 01:32:04,040
a mother
who has lost her son,

1342
01:32:04,123 --> 01:32:07,126
and Monica thinks
I based her on her friend Elena.

1343
01:32:07,209 --> 01:32:08,419
And is that true?

1344
01:32:09,170 --> 01:32:11,923
The pain is true. And the guilt.

1345
01:32:12,381 --> 01:32:15,343
But every mother I know
feels both those things.

1346
01:32:15,426 --> 01:32:17,762
Monica went completely wild.

1347
01:32:17,845 --> 01:32:20,848
That's normal.
She's very sensitive right now.

1348
01:32:21,182 --> 01:32:23,142
Imagine everything
she's going through.

1349
01:32:23,225 --> 01:32:27,188
Yes! And I'm terribly sorry!
But she actually threatened me.

1350
01:32:29,815 --> 01:32:33,069
In your script, does the character
also try to kill herself like Elena?

1351
01:32:33,152 --> 01:32:34,904
I haven't read the script yet.

1352
01:32:35,404 --> 01:32:39,825
Yes, but honestly,
it's very different.

1353
01:32:41,410 --> 01:32:43,746
And is it essential
to the rest of the story?

1354
01:32:43,829 --> 01:32:45,665
Yes, it's fundamental.

1355
01:32:45,706 --> 01:32:50,586
In fact, I think it's the solution.
The script was missing something.

1356
01:32:51,587 --> 01:32:54,006
So you can't take it out?

1357
01:32:54,590 --> 01:32:57,385
Of course I can.
And I can also never shoot again.

1358
01:32:57,468 --> 01:33:00,388
But I don't want to do it
because Monica or anyone else forces me.

1359
01:33:00,471 --> 01:33:03,808
But keep in mind
that their situation is extremely delicate.

1360
01:33:07,311 --> 01:33:10,273
Have you told Monica
anything she can use to threaten me?

1361
01:33:10,356 --> 01:33:11,399
Me?

1362
01:33:11,941 --> 01:33:12,984
No.

1363
01:33:16,112 --> 01:33:17,738
Do you have something to hide?

1364
01:33:18,864 --> 01:33:19,824
No.

1365
01:33:20,866 --> 01:33:23,327
Well, the warehouse
where we store the props,

1366
01:33:23,411 --> 01:33:25,913
I paid for half of it off the books
ages ago.

1367
01:33:25,997 --> 01:33:27,748
I don't think she'll blackmail me with that.

1368
01:33:27,832 --> 01:33:29,083
No.

1369
01:33:29,166 --> 01:33:31,127
Monica isn't
that kind of person.

1370
01:33:31,669 --> 01:33:33,379
She was furious and exploded.

1371
01:33:34,005 --> 01:33:35,965
But you have to fix this.
Yes.

1372
01:33:36,048 --> 01:33:38,342
I have to get her
to see reason.

1373
01:33:39,677 --> 01:33:41,012
But always remember

1374
01:33:41,095 --> 01:33:43,347
that she loves a woman
who has lost her son

1375
01:33:43,431 --> 01:33:45,099
and tried to kill herself.

1376
01:33:46,058 --> 01:33:48,853
Think about their pain,
not just your script.

1377
01:33:50,187 --> 01:33:52,398
Anyone would think
you're on her side.

1378
01:33:53,232 --> 01:33:55,484
Do I really have to explain
to you, at this point,

1379
01:33:55,568 --> 01:33:58,404
that I can only write
from absolute freedom?

1380
01:33:58,487 --> 01:33:59,655
No matter who gets hurt?

1381
01:34:01,532 --> 01:34:03,618
That's enough, Santi.
Don't you start now.

1382
01:34:06,746 --> 01:34:07,788
Hi, it's Raúl.

1383
01:34:09,040 --> 01:34:10,333
What do you want?

1384
01:34:10,416 --> 01:34:13,628
I don't think yesterday's conversation
can end the way it ended.

1385
01:34:14,003 --> 01:34:16,797
Tell me where and when,
but we need to keep talking.

1386
01:34:19,675 --> 01:34:20,760
I'll check.

1387
01:34:23,554 --> 01:34:25,640
I haven't made a film
in five years.

1388
01:34:25,723 --> 01:34:27,558
Not because I haven't tried
to write,

1389
01:34:27,642 --> 01:34:30,019
but nothing has come to me
that really sweeps me away.

1390
01:34:30,603 --> 01:34:31,812
You know better than anyone

1391
01:34:31,896 --> 01:34:34,649
that my life has no meaning
if I'm not shooting.

1392
01:34:35,107 --> 01:34:37,777
These five years
have been real agony.

1393
01:34:38,110 --> 01:34:40,488
But you've directed
your first play,

1394
01:34:40,571 --> 01:34:44,242
published two books
about your filmography, a documentary,

1395
01:34:44,325 --> 01:34:47,370
and traveled halfway around the world
collecting career awards.

1396
01:34:47,453 --> 01:34:50,039
That's not what I dreamed of
when I started making films.

1397
01:34:50,122 --> 01:34:52,124
I did it
because Santi likes to travel.

1398
01:34:52,458 --> 01:34:54,919
You're getting older, Raúl.
Give yourself a break.

1399
01:34:55,002 --> 01:34:56,420
I need to shoot.

1400
01:34:56,963 --> 01:34:59,006
Do you like this script that much?

1401
01:34:59,715 --> 01:35:03,219
You know how hard it is
to write a story and make everything fit.

1402
01:35:03,302 --> 01:35:06,514
With "Bitter Christmas,"
I'm closer than ever to doing that.

1403
01:35:06,597 --> 01:35:09,558
I've always been interested
in the origin of creation

1404
01:35:09,642 --> 01:35:11,727
and the relationship
between fiction and life,

1405
01:35:11,852 --> 01:35:15,189
and I've finally managed
to make it an organic part of the plot.

1406
01:35:16,440 --> 01:35:18,943
If you like it that much,
make the film.

1407
01:35:19,026 --> 01:35:21,362
But without that epilogue
with the Elena character.

1408
01:35:21,445 --> 01:35:24,907
Her name is Natalia, she's a model,
and she's twenty years younger than your girlfriend!

1409
01:35:24,991 --> 01:35:27,535
Is this why you called me?
Give a little, Monica.

1410
01:35:28,244 --> 01:35:30,788
You've always been
my first and best reader.

1411
01:35:31,205 --> 01:35:34,250
You know how fragile I am
at this stage of the process.

1412
01:35:34,333 --> 01:35:37,211
Your fragility?
What about Elena's? What about mine?

1413
01:35:37,295 --> 01:35:39,171
I'm not trying to compare myself to you.

1414
01:35:39,255 --> 01:35:42,466
I'm just a writer
who's getting older, as you said.

1415
01:35:43,009 --> 01:35:44,135
What can I do?

1416
01:35:47,013 --> 01:35:50,057
Take Natalia out of the script
and leave Elsa mourning her mother.

1417
01:35:50,141 --> 01:35:52,602
And while you're at it,
close the grief over your own mother.

1418
01:35:53,019 --> 01:35:57,064
Without Natalia's epilogue,
the film will be an hour long.

1419
01:35:57,523 --> 01:35:59,400
Then you can sell it
to a platform.

1420
01:35:59,483 --> 01:36:02,570
With your name, that's enough
to place an original without any trouble.

1421
01:36:02,653 --> 01:36:05,448
Remember, Netflix has been waiting
for something from you for a while.

1422
01:36:05,531 --> 01:36:08,200
You could dump this on them.
Don't mock me!

1423
01:36:08,284 --> 01:36:11,579
I asked you for constructive advice,
not to reduce me to a TV movie.

1424
01:36:11,662 --> 01:36:13,998
It's the sign of the times.

1425
01:36:14,081 --> 01:36:16,000
And you've already made
your best films.

1426
01:36:16,083 --> 01:36:18,419
Now you can live
off your prestige.

1427
01:36:18,753 --> 01:36:22,298
It'll be a minor film,
but your followers will appreciate it.

1428
01:36:22,381 --> 01:36:23,841
Just as we appreciate

1429
01:36:23,925 --> 01:36:26,427
the minor films
by Bergman or Fellini.

1430
01:36:26,761 --> 01:36:27,970
They're dead.

1431
01:36:28,054 --> 01:36:30,681
The prestige of a living director
lasts five minutes.

1432
01:36:30,765 --> 01:36:32,683
As long as you're alive,
you're competing.

1433
01:36:32,767 --> 01:36:35,561
Especially in a profession like this,
already dying as it is.

1434
01:36:35,645 --> 01:36:37,521
Hello, good evening.
What can I get you?

1435
01:36:37,605 --> 01:36:39,815
Still water, please.
A mezcal.

1436
01:36:39,941 --> 01:36:41,776
No, actually,
a mezcal for me too.

1437
01:36:41,859 --> 01:36:43,694
Two shots of mezcal.
Very good.

1438
01:36:45,321 --> 01:36:46,989
You asked me for advice.

1439
01:36:47,073 --> 01:36:50,785
Forget it. I've changed my mind.
You're no use to me as an adviser anymore.

1440
01:36:51,160 --> 01:36:53,037
Am I no longer
your first and best reader?

1441
01:36:53,120 --> 01:36:55,998
No!
Right now, you're not impartial.

1442
01:36:56,082 --> 01:36:59,335
Let me tell you something,
even if it's biased, about my first reading.

1443
01:36:59,418 --> 01:37:02,004
There's no need, thanks.
I'll tell you anyway.

1444
01:37:02,088 --> 01:37:04,173
A character as important
as Natalia

1445
01:37:04,257 --> 01:37:07,176
can't appear so late,
practically at the end.

1446
01:37:07,802 --> 01:37:09,845
I'll write other scenes for her
at the beginning,

1447
01:37:09,929 --> 01:37:12,473
where Elsa calls her
and worries about her.

1448
01:37:12,556 --> 01:37:14,684
They're close friends,
they've worked together.

1449
01:37:14,767 --> 01:37:16,185
I want Elsa to save her.

1450
01:37:16,269 --> 01:37:17,979
She couldn't save her mother,

1451
01:37:18,062 --> 01:37:20,314
she couldn't save Patricia
from her husband.

1452
01:37:20,398 --> 01:37:22,858
She wants to save
her young friend Natalia.

1453
01:37:22,942 --> 01:37:25,319
Who do you think you are,
saving anyone?

1454
01:37:25,653 --> 01:37:27,280
Fiction doesn't have that power.

1455
01:37:32,368 --> 01:37:34,787
Until Natalia appears,
the script isn't bad.

1456
01:37:35,454 --> 01:37:38,749
I like the extravagance
of holding up two essential scenes

1457
01:37:38,833 --> 01:37:41,210
only with Chavela's voice singing.

1458
01:37:41,294 --> 01:37:44,422
It's bold, even if it sounds
like something you've done before.

1459
01:37:44,505 --> 01:37:46,090
Never to that extent.

1460
01:37:46,173 --> 01:37:49,385
True, you'd never made
a character decide

1461
01:37:49,468 --> 01:37:51,345
to leave her husband
and change her life

1462
01:37:51,429 --> 01:37:53,389
just because she heard
a song.

1463
01:37:53,806 --> 01:37:56,893
It's certainly risky,
and I like it.

1464
01:37:57,018 --> 01:37:58,185
Well, thank you.

1465
01:38:01,022 --> 01:38:03,608
And you should stop talking
about your mother's death.

1466
01:38:03,691 --> 01:38:05,192
This is the second time.

1467
01:38:05,276 --> 01:38:07,653
I'll talk about her
whenever the fuck I want!

1468
01:38:07,737 --> 01:38:11,282
And that is a low blow!
Raúl, I'm furious with you,

1469
01:38:11,365 --> 01:38:13,242
but I'm not taking revenge on you.

1470
01:38:13,326 --> 01:38:16,037
Since the moment you opened your mouth,
that's all you've been doing.

1471
01:38:16,120 --> 01:38:17,997
I'm echoing your own complaints.

1472
01:38:19,332 --> 01:38:22,126
According to you,
it's been a long time

1473
01:38:22,209 --> 01:38:24,295
since you've had an original idea,
or one that satisfied you enough.

1474
01:38:24,378 --> 01:38:27,256
That's why, in this script,
I talk about myself and what surrounds me.

1475
01:38:27,340 --> 01:38:29,550
I'm exposing myself too.
Not enough!

1476
01:38:29,634 --> 01:38:32,595
You're not even fair to Santi!
There's a story there!

1477
01:38:32,678 --> 01:38:34,889
Your relationship with Santi
from the moment you met him!

1478
01:38:34,972 --> 01:38:37,433
Oh... Give me the bottle.
Don't drag Santi into this!

1479
01:38:37,516 --> 01:38:39,101
Where does Santi fit in the script?

1480
01:38:39,185 --> 01:38:40,895
Where does Bonifacio fit?
Thanks.

1481
01:38:40,978 --> 01:38:43,147
A character
who promises to be the lead

1482
01:38:43,231 --> 01:38:45,274
and then suddenly
you let him fade away.

1483
01:38:45,358 --> 01:38:47,985
Elsa doesn't even tell him
they have nothing in common

1484
01:38:48,069 --> 01:38:50,154
and that their relationship
is running out of time.

1485
01:38:50,238 --> 01:38:53,366
That's not our case!
You're confusing fiction with reality.

1486
01:38:54,116 --> 01:38:57,245
You don't dare say
what you feel for Santi now.

1487
01:38:57,328 --> 01:38:59,288
The passion
of the Constitution Day weekend

1488
01:38:59,372 --> 01:39:01,832
has long since passed,
and it shows in the script.

1489
01:39:01,916 --> 01:39:04,460
You know how to lie in life,
but not when you write.

1490
01:39:04,543 --> 01:39:06,963
In your scripts,
you're more honest than in your life.

1491
01:39:07,046 --> 01:39:10,049
I'm closed off and modest,
but that isn't lying.

1492
01:39:11,300 --> 01:39:13,886
Beau is a puppet,
he doesn't exist as a character.

1493
01:39:13,970 --> 01:39:15,930
Santi exists. And he's not Beau.

1494
01:39:16,013 --> 01:39:17,682
Of course he is.
Whatever you say.

1495
01:39:17,765 --> 01:39:20,309
You're not fair to him,
not in life and not in fiction.

1496
01:39:20,393 --> 01:39:21,394
What do you mean?

1497
01:39:21,477 --> 01:39:23,813
Santi is fifteen years younger than you.

1498
01:39:23,896 --> 01:39:26,399
He could fuck half of Madrid
if he wanted to.

1499
01:39:26,482 --> 01:39:30,152
Instead, he lives with you,
taking care of you, like a celibate.

1500
01:39:30,236 --> 01:39:34,240
You're going too far as a clairvoyant, Monica.
You don't know that much about us.

1501
01:39:34,323 --> 01:39:36,617
I've witnessed everything.
You're wrong.

1502
01:39:36,701 --> 01:39:39,120
Santi comes and goes,
and I don't ask him where.

1503
01:39:39,203 --> 01:39:42,456
Where do you get this idea
that he's celibate?
I can't imagine him telling you.

1504
01:39:42,540 --> 01:39:44,000
That's your problem,

1505
01:39:44,125 --> 01:39:46,460
but we're talking
about his role in the script.

1506
01:39:46,544 --> 01:39:48,629
The worst thing
isn't that you vampirize us,

1507
01:39:48,713 --> 01:39:51,007
but that the result
isn't a good script.

1508
01:39:51,090 --> 01:39:53,175
I think, Monica,
we should leave it there.

1509
01:39:53,593 --> 01:39:55,344
Thank you very much
for the advice.

1510
01:39:57,179 --> 01:40:02,184
I know you need to shoot,
but not everything should serve you.

1511
01:40:02,268 --> 01:40:05,354
I've heard you say many times
that you were afraid of repeating yourself.

1512
01:40:05,438 --> 01:40:06,856
That, if the moment came,

1513
01:40:06,939 --> 01:40:09,066
you didn't want to be complacent
with yourself.

1514
01:40:09,150 --> 01:40:10,568
And that if that moment came,

1515
01:40:10,651 --> 01:40:13,321
you hoped at least
to be aware of it.

1516
01:40:13,946 --> 01:40:16,616
Well then,
that moment has come,

1517
01:40:17,283 --> 01:40:19,493
and you're being
complacent with yourself.

1518
01:40:20,161 --> 01:40:21,913
The worst part is
you don't realize it.

1519
01:40:23,289 --> 01:40:26,834
I never thought you were capable
of so much cruelty.

1520
01:40:28,002 --> 01:40:30,463
Who have I been working with
all these twenty years?

1521
01:40:33,841 --> 01:40:36,844
Ours
is a story of losers, Raúl.

1522
01:40:37,887 --> 01:40:41,432
Elena has lost something vital,
and I with her.

1523
01:40:41,933 --> 01:40:44,352
Santi lost you
a long time ago.

1524
01:40:44,852 --> 01:40:46,520
But you've lost too.

1525
01:40:47,188 --> 01:40:48,522
Your grace.

1526
01:40:49,190 --> 01:40:51,234
I remember you practically in a trance

1527
01:40:51,317 --> 01:40:54,070
when you'd grabbed a story
by the horns.

1528
01:40:54,612 --> 01:40:57,365
That's not the expression
I'm seeing now.

1529
01:40:57,448 --> 01:41:01,535
You're defending your script out of pride,
because you don't want to admit I'm right.

1530
01:41:01,619 --> 01:41:05,331
No one knows better than you
that it isn't good enough for you.

1531
01:41:06,374 --> 01:41:08,584
And I can imagine
what that loss means.

1532
01:41:09,669 --> 01:41:12,004
Stay a moment, please.

1533
01:41:12,380 --> 01:41:13,506
What for?

1534
01:41:14,465 --> 01:41:16,467
I knew you'd end up like this.

1535
01:41:17,260 --> 01:41:18,552
Like what?

1536
01:41:19,845 --> 01:41:22,139
I don't mean your cruelty.

1537
01:41:22,682 --> 01:41:24,141
All this is new, but...

1538
01:41:24,183 --> 01:41:26,602
How have I ended up, Raúl?
I'm curious.

1539
01:41:27,186 --> 01:41:29,814
I admit I was wrong about you, Monica.

1540
01:41:30,690 --> 01:41:32,358
About Santiago too.

1541
01:41:32,900 --> 01:41:35,319
But he senses me
even when we don't speak,

1542
01:41:35,403 --> 01:41:37,446
and for now
he wants to be where he is.

1543
01:41:37,530 --> 01:41:39,448
He loves you. I don't anymore.

1544
01:41:39,782 --> 01:41:42,118
If we weren't talking
about a tragedy,

1545
01:41:42,201 --> 01:41:43,619
Elena's dead child

1546
01:41:43,703 --> 01:41:47,039
and Natalia's in an accident
while his mother was driving...

1547
01:41:47,123 --> 01:41:50,042
Remember, that's a very different detail
from Elena's case.

1548
01:41:50,126 --> 01:41:52,503
A dead child
is the same for any mother.

1549
01:41:52,628 --> 01:41:55,339
I agree,
but I'm talking about you.

1550
01:41:55,423 --> 01:41:56,966
I was wrong about you.

1551
01:41:58,134 --> 01:41:59,510
I didn't need to draw inspiration

1552
01:41:59,594 --> 01:42:02,388
from the Constitution Day weekend
of 2004.

1553
01:42:02,471 --> 01:42:04,473
I should have drawn inspiration from you.

1554
01:42:04,557 --> 01:42:07,310
From the twenty years
we worked together.

1555
01:42:08,102 --> 01:42:09,103
What are you talking about?

1556
01:42:09,186 --> 01:42:10,563
How could I have been so blind?

1557
01:42:10,646 --> 01:42:14,191
I didn't exist, I never existed.
I only existed in relation to you!

1558
01:42:14,275 --> 01:42:15,651
You exist now, and how.

1559
01:42:15,735 --> 01:42:18,237
Now I exist because of Elena!
I imagine so.

1560
01:42:18,321 --> 01:42:21,032
But I regret
not having seen you before

1561
01:42:21,407 --> 01:42:22,950
the way I'm seeing you now.

1562
01:42:23,034 --> 01:42:24,452
Leave me alone!

1563
01:42:27,622 --> 01:42:29,540
You're the story, Monica.

1564
01:42:29,957 --> 01:42:31,918
The way you've watched over me,

1565
01:42:32,418 --> 01:42:34,378
your ability to make yourself invisible,

1566
01:42:34,462 --> 01:42:37,632
and the ability you've just shown
to destroy me.

1567
01:42:37,715 --> 01:42:40,217
You were the one
I should have written about.

1568
01:42:40,301 --> 01:42:41,552
There's still time.

1569
01:42:41,636 --> 01:42:43,804
Let go of me!
Elsa will be inspired by you.

1570
01:42:43,888 --> 01:42:45,264
I'll disappear.

1571
01:42:45,348 --> 01:42:47,099
From now on, Elsa is you.

1572
01:42:48,309 --> 01:42:49,602
Look me in the face.

1573
01:42:50,853 --> 01:42:53,856
Tell me you don't recognize
the expression you mentioned earlier,

1574
01:42:55,107 --> 01:42:57,610
when I'd found
the key to the story.

1575
01:42:59,654 --> 01:43:03,574
I shouldn't have come.
I don't know why I did.

1576
01:43:03,658 --> 01:43:05,451
Because you're my best reader.

1577
01:43:06,619 --> 01:43:08,955
And you had to give me
one last lesson.

1578
01:43:39,735 --> 01:43:42,029
Excuse me, sir.
We're closing.

1579
01:43:42,363 --> 01:43:43,489
One moment.

1580
01:43:47,118 --> 01:43:48,744
We're closing, sir.

1581
01:43:50,955 --> 01:43:52,081
How much is it?

1582
01:43:52,498 --> 01:43:54,333
43.50.

1583
01:43:59,755 --> 01:44:01,299
Keep the change.

1584
01:44:01,382 --> 01:44:02,383
Thank you.

1585
01:44:03,134 --> 01:44:04,969
But I'm afraid you have to leave.

1586
01:45:03,069 --> 01:45:07,240
BITTER ELSA

1587
01:45:11,494 --> 01:45:14,080
SWEET ELSA

1588
01:45:14,413 --> 01:45:23,798
Elsa is inspired by Monica.
I will begin…

1589
01:45:34,016 --> 01:45:38,020
I'd like to read the new ending,
the one with the conflict with Monica.

1590
01:45:38,854 --> 01:45:40,439
Even I don't know it yet.

1591
01:45:41,649 --> 01:45:42,650
And Beau?

1592
01:45:44,068 --> 01:45:45,444
How does that character end?

1593
01:45:48,864 --> 01:45:52,827
I don't know, Santi,
but right now I have to keep writing.

1594
01:45:53,661 --> 01:45:56,080
Do you mind
if we talk another time?

1595
01:45:56,163 --> 01:45:57,331
No, of course not.

1596
01:45:58,874 --> 01:46:00,334
I was curious.

1597
01:46:02,461 --> 01:46:04,880
Unless there's something urgent
you need to tell me.

1598
01:46:10,386 --> 01:46:11,429
No.

1599
01:46:14,098 --> 01:46:15,266
I can wait.