1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:04:27,960 --> 00:04:29,080 Clara? 4 00:04:38,720 --> 00:04:39,720 Dove? 5 00:04:55,160 --> 00:04:56,160 Clara! 6 00:05:09,240 --> 00:05:10,240 Clara! 7 00:05:48,320 --> 00:05:50,480 Where am I? 8 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:47,160 Clara, Clara... 9 00:10:32,320 --> 00:10:33,960 I’m cold... 10 00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:25,800 Erin! 11 00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:35,800 Erin! 12 00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:51,560 Erin! 13 00:24:25,240 --> 00:24:26,800 Where are you? 14 00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:54,600 Erin! 15 00:28:24,040 --> 00:28:25,800 Erin! 16 00:30:39,160 --> 00:30:40,680 Hello? 17 00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:50,800 Is anyone there? 18 00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:11,040 Do you know this flowers that bloom every summer? 19 00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:15,840 They make the whole field look like it's glowing. 20 00:31:18,640 --> 00:31:20,920 They remind me a lot of Dove's eyes. 21 00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:24,360 Bright orange. 22 00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:28,920 It’s interesting. 23 00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:31,480 Her eyes weren’t always that way. 24 00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:34,320 When she was born, they were blue. 25 00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:44,760 I wish she could tell me what happens in the winter time. 26 00:31:57,120 --> 00:31:59,136 My brother and I would always go to the field, 27 00:31:59,160 --> 00:32:00,840 we pick the flowers, 28 00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:03,160 we eat them and... 29 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:06,640 He complained about how spicy they were, 30 00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:09,360 but he would still eat them anyways. 31 00:32:12,360 --> 00:32:14,760 Those where better times. 32 00:32:15,520 --> 00:32:17,760 When I was a lot happier. 33 00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:22,720 It’s almost as exciting as 34 00:32:23,280 --> 00:32:25,240 the day before Dove was born. 35 00:32:26,280 --> 00:32:28,240 I remember I took her egg, 36 00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:31,800 hold it up to my ear. 37 00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:34,120 She spoke to me. 38 00:32:34,560 --> 00:32:36,480 I spoke back to her. 39 00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:41,200 The day she was born was really stressful though, 40 00:32:42,600 --> 00:32:46,480 because she was having a very hard time and she was struggling 41 00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:48,040 and 42 00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:52,480 there was absolutely nothing I could do about it, because 43 00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:56,680 it was her journey and... 44 00:32:58,920 --> 00:33:02,400 You know, you’re not supposed to help hatch out of the egg. 45 00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:06,840 It was something she had to figure out on her own. 46 00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:10,920 It’s kind of how I’m feeling right now. 47 00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:24,600 I just don’t understand. 48 00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:30,000 How do we prepare for the winters, 49 00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:34,200 if we don’t know how long they are gonna be? 50 00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:08,440 You can’t get out now, there’s cows at the front. 51 00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:13,600 My brother used to talk to them. 52 00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:16,960 That’s impossible. 53 00:37:34,360 --> 00:37:37,680 Well, I can remember a time I took a 54 00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:41,880 walk through the woods and found a 55 00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:48,120 herd of horses out standing in a group, probably six or eight of them. 56 00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:50,200 All 57 00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:54,760 just in the same pose, 58 00:37:55,080 --> 00:37:58,776 their tails weren’t swatting flies, their feet weren’t stamped, 59 00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:01,560 and they weren’t eating. They were just 60 00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:05,680 standing there almost like statues. And they were 61 00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:09,760 creating a 62 00:38:12,120 --> 00:38:16,216 majestic sense of loss, they portrayed. 63 00:38:16,240 --> 00:38:20,080 It almost emanated like waves away from them. 64 00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:24,000 Each one as a. 65 00:38:25,440 --> 00:38:31,296 Creating a whole that just sent out this intense feeling of grief 66 00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:36,120 that something they had will never be the same again. 67 00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:41,760 It was all inspiring and 68 00:38:50,640 --> 00:38:53,520 intensely emotional. 69 00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:23,400 We’ve got to learn to 70 00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:26,976 communicate more like animals do, 71 00:39:27,000 --> 00:39:28,936 without making a sound. 72 00:39:28,960 --> 00:39:31,720 Wether it’s a change in a heartbeat or... 73 00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:34,120 just reading each others minds. 74 00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:37,120 Sometimes it seems like, specially cows 75 00:39:37,440 --> 00:39:39,400 can even read ours. 76 00:39:51,720 --> 00:39:55,840 If you wanna feel a higher power, or know there’s a higher power, 77 00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:59,880 you gotta walk out in the field in the middle of the night and 78 00:40:00,120 --> 00:40:03,280 stop and look up and stare at the stars and 79 00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:06,840 look at the moon and just wait for 80 00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:11,760 power of something to start to flow through you. It just. 81 00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:15,216 Gives you a chance to talk to 82 00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:19,200 those that went before and those you lost and 83 00:40:20,280 --> 00:40:24,880 say the things that you didn't get a chance to say before or 84 00:40:25,920 --> 00:40:29,400 ask the questions you need to say now and 85 00:40:30,360 --> 00:40:33,960 get answers and hopefully walk away with 86 00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:39,520 a better frame of mind, and a little more peace in your soul. 87 00:40:43,200 --> 00:40:45,760 Do you think we can go back? 88 00:40:48,840 --> 00:40:52,720 I don’t think we can go back in life. 89 00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:56,920 I feel like we can take pieces with us and 90 00:40:58,320 --> 00:41:01,080 carry’em forward. I think we can 91 00:41:04,440 --> 00:41:07,200 remember them and cherish them and 92 00:41:10,800 --> 00:41:13,776 hope that they still there when we come back, 93 00:41:13,800 --> 00:41:18,120 but nothing's ever exactly the same. 94 00:41:19,080 --> 00:41:23,760 Grass has grown, the trees has grown and fallen over and 95 00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:27,640 the animals have found new paths... 96 00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:31,360 We find a whole new world when we wake up. 97 00:41:36,720 --> 00:41:41,040 When I was a kid my original mother left me like 98 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:47,200 goats, or cows, or sheep leave 99 00:41:49,440 --> 00:41:52,776 a kid or a calf or a lamb because they 100 00:41:52,800 --> 00:41:58,536 don't think they gonna make it and they don’t manage to survive either because 101 00:41:58,560 --> 00:42:02,040 they weren’t going to originally. They didn’t have, 102 00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:05,176 the help they needed to survive. 103 00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:08,280 It’s amazing sometimes how an animal 104 00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:12,120 either can be so cruel or not 105 00:42:12,840 --> 00:42:17,920 so intuitive to know what’s worth putting their time into. 106 00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:22,200 I was lucky enough to 107 00:42:25,320 --> 00:42:29,280 have another woman come in and take the place of my mother and 108 00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:35,856 raise me and give me the love and the support 109 00:42:35,880 --> 00:42:38,760 and everything I needed in life to 110 00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:43,536 let me survive and make me happy, 111 00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:46,560 and now that she is gone 112 00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:50,160 it’s my turn to make sure she’s 113 00:42:51,240 --> 00:42:55,920 taken care of and got the things she needs and... 114 00:42:58,440 --> 00:43:00,720 The time going forward. 115 00:48:13,440 --> 00:48:17,040 There are traces that everything leaves behind. 116 00:48:20,640 --> 00:48:25,440 This creature left us its skin behind. Do you see? 117 00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:28,080 There are traces we can follow 118 00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:30,960 and there are traces that we don’t see. 119 00:48:31,440 --> 00:48:34,080 There are things that we cannot understand, 120 00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:36,456 but when we see the snake skin, 121 00:48:36,480 --> 00:48:38,976 we know the snake came before us 122 00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:42,360 and left its trace for us to see. 123 00:48:51,240 --> 00:48:54,000 Do you see the puddles and the water? 124 00:48:54,720 --> 00:48:56,736 Do you see the liquid all around us? 125 00:48:56,760 --> 00:49:00,360 When we awake, there’s more and more and more. 126 00:49:01,080 --> 00:49:03,480 Everything started as a solid 127 00:49:03,840 --> 00:49:06,480 and made a transition into a liquid. 128 00:49:06,840 --> 00:49:11,800 Things come from solid and move into the liquid state. 129 00:49:12,120 --> 00:49:14,256 And when we wake up, we see the puddles 130 00:49:14,280 --> 00:49:19,200 and you know we don't approach to still waters, to stagnant waters. 131 00:49:19,800 --> 00:49:23,736 Some people believe that those are portals to other places 132 00:49:23,760 --> 00:49:27,720 and to other states of being or realms of consciousness. 133 00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:30,576 But when I look into the waters, 134 00:49:30,600 --> 00:49:33,480 I see all the creatures 135 00:49:33,840 --> 00:49:38,080 and all the ancestors of where I came from. 136 00:49:38,640 --> 00:49:42,120 What do you see when you look into those waters? 137 00:49:46,480 --> 00:49:49,840 My grandmother and another mother 138 00:49:50,440 --> 00:49:52,776 awoke in the springtime 139 00:49:52,800 --> 00:49:55,720 to find white everywhere, 140 00:49:56,200 --> 00:49:59,536 and they went out and walked, and they got wet. 141 00:49:59,560 --> 00:50:03,480 It was like walking through the water, it was like walking through a lake, 142 00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:07,776 and they got wetter and heavier and they struggled to make it back home. 143 00:50:07,800 --> 00:50:10,576 And as they were walking back, they found a cow 144 00:50:10,600 --> 00:50:13,200 that was lying still in the whiteness. 145 00:50:13,480 --> 00:50:17,136 And my grandmother was brave and approached the cow 146 00:50:17,160 --> 00:50:19,536 and saw that the cow’s eyes 147 00:50:19,560 --> 00:50:22,800 were still wide open and could still see. 148 00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:26,536 But the cow was not moving and the cow was not alive. 149 00:50:26,560 --> 00:50:29,080 But she harvested the eye of the cow 150 00:50:29,640 --> 00:50:33,256 because she stood looking at the cow 151 00:50:33,280 --> 00:50:36,480 that was silent and still. 152 00:50:37,560 --> 00:50:40,440 She could see into its eye, 153 00:50:42,520 --> 00:50:45,376 and she could see that there were whole other worlds 154 00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:47,320 inside the eye of the cow. 155 00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:50,976 And she knew the cow could see further than we see 156 00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:54,120 and see brighter lights than what we see. 157 00:50:56,280 --> 00:50:59,680 They could see beyond the traces that we can see. 158 00:51:00,120 --> 00:51:04,776 And so she harvested the eyes of the cow as a reminder for us 159 00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:08,056 that there’s always more than what we see 160 00:51:08,080 --> 00:51:10,720 or more than what we can follow. 161 00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:13,440 And we will never be able to see everything. 162 00:51:14,280 --> 00:51:17,040 We’ll never be able to see it all. 163 00:53:10,000 --> 00:53:11,040 Hello? 164 00:58:22,360 --> 00:58:25,240 I was raised by four parents. 165 00:58:26,080 --> 00:58:29,280 I had one mum and three dads. 166 00:58:30,160 --> 00:58:35,680 Sometimes it felt like I was being raised by a pack of wild beasts. 167 00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:39,600 You never really knew what was going to happen. 168 00:58:40,200 --> 00:58:41,400 And... 169 00:58:41,880 --> 00:58:43,560 As a result of this, 170 00:58:44,400 --> 00:58:47,280 my world view is very broad. 171 00:58:47,760 --> 00:58:50,160 I was sorrounded by 172 00:58:50,520 --> 00:58:52,920 so many different believes. 173 00:58:54,000 --> 00:58:55,320 For example, 174 00:58:55,840 --> 00:58:59,040 every one of my dads believed 175 00:59:00,120 --> 00:59:03,880 something different about what happened when we went to sleep. 176 00:59:05,520 --> 00:59:07,480 One of them always said 177 00:59:07,920 --> 00:59:10,680 that the Sun never came up while we were sleeping. 178 00:59:11,400 --> 00:59:18,000 I thought that the birds must all be going to certain place for the long night. 179 00:59:18,760 --> 00:59:22,936 My mother swore that it wasn’t just us at the Earth who went to sleep. 180 00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:26,200 Just after we did, woke up just before. 181 00:59:27,160 --> 00:59:28,480 Yes, so... 182 00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:32,520 There's all sorts of different stories and 183 00:59:33,520 --> 00:59:36,960 that's all they really are, stories. 184 00:59:37,560 --> 00:59:41,680 None of us can tell if they're true or not because we're all asleep. 185 00:59:43,480 --> 00:59:48,160 I was pretty fortunate to mostly have the same family group, 186 00:59:48,720 --> 00:59:51,840 every time I went to sleep and woke up. 187 00:59:52,960 --> 00:59:55,680 But there was this one sleep, 188 00:59:56,440 --> 00:59:58,560 from which we woke up and. 189 00:59:59,440 --> 01:00:01,960 I happened to have a new older sister, 190 01:00:02,560 --> 01:00:05,656 and none of us really knew how she got there 191 01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:07,680 or why she was there. 192 01:00:09,040 --> 01:00:11,200 It took some time to get used to. 193 01:00:12,480 --> 01:00:15,760 But after a while we realized, 194 01:00:17,040 --> 01:00:20,800 unconsciously realized, that we were better for it. 195 01:00:22,840 --> 01:00:26,200 Soli was born just this season. 196 01:00:27,000 --> 01:00:29,776 These kids they grow up so fast 197 01:00:29,800 --> 01:00:33,880 and they really have to, to be ready for the winter. 198 01:00:34,680 --> 01:00:36,880 And it seems like just yesterday, 199 01:00:37,360 --> 01:00:42,280 we had to lick the membranes of his eyes right after he was born and. 200 01:00:43,480 --> 01:00:46,000 I know that next spring 201 01:00:46,320 --> 01:00:48,960 when it’s time for him to wake up, 202 01:00:49,200 --> 01:00:52,080 we’ll be there to lick his eyes clean 203 01:00:52,480 --> 01:00:56,040 and get him ready for next season. 204 01:01:14,440 --> 01:01:16,240 You are not gonna believe this, 205 01:01:17,320 --> 01:01:19,440 but one of my fathers once told me 206 01:01:19,840 --> 01:01:21,600 that he came from a place, 207 01:01:22,720 --> 01:01:24,400 a totally different place. 208 01:01:25,800 --> 01:01:27,520 He said he came through a lake, 209 01:01:28,080 --> 01:01:29,520 as if it was a gate. 210 01:01:31,720 --> 01:01:32,920 What do you mean? 211 01:01:33,880 --> 01:01:35,320 Like a pond? 212 01:01:36,720 --> 01:01:38,880 Yes, like a pond.