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‪這裡有什麼？

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‪天啊，我好怕

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‪希望我們有穿衣服

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‪寶貝，我在拍你

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‪我愛我的潘蜜拉

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‪你的“潘拉蜜”？

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‪我都不曉得我有這麼多錄影帶

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‪（《花花公子》）

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‪不，你看…

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‪令人讚嘆的潘

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‪寶貝

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‪天啊，這太棒了

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‪天啊

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‪-但你的菸味毀了一切
‪-是嘛

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‪你被驅離了

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‪妳的口臭才毀了一切

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‪我的口臭？

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‪天啊，看這個太瘋狂了

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‪怎麼回事？

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‪我不知道

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‪看看這傢伙

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‪我的天啊

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‪天啊

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‪天啊

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‪潘蜜拉

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‪我以前就說過了，現在再說一次

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‪我等了一輩子

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‪就為了遇到像妳這麼美好的女人

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‪我只想當妳的英雄騎士

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‪所以我來了

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‪來吧，我的天使，執我之手

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‪妳願意再次嫁給我嗎？

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‪願意

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‪再見…

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‪大家再見

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{\an8}‪今晚

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{\an8}‪6月1日…

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{\an8}‪從我的語氣聽得出我當時很開心

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‪看那些影片讓我很激動

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‪因為我想…

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‪那是我真正沉浸在愛裡的時候

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‪現在，我總覺得自己在尋找些什麼

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‪天啊，寶貝，妳好美

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‪卻不知道該何去何從，很不安

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‪我在追尋一種難以找到的感覺

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{\an8}‪請歡迎潘蜜拉安德森

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{\an8}‪潘蜜拉安德森是這一代的性感女神

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‪好萊塢的象徵，也是金髮尤物

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{\an8}‪因《海灘遊俠》走紅的國際巨星…

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{\an8}‪也許是地球上最知名的金髮女郎

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{\an8}‪不論她是穿著紅色救生衣

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{\an8}‪跑過馬里布的海灘

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{\an8}‪還是為《花花公子》封面照擺姿勢

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‪我是潘蜜拉安德森

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‪1990年2月的封面女郎

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‪拍《花花公子》和《海灘遊俠》

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{\an8}‪可能引發性剝削疑慮，妳擔心過嗎？

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{\an8}‪-沒有
‪-好，沒問題，聊別的吧

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{\an8}‪湯米、潘蜜拉，轉過來

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{\an8}‪潘蜜拉與克魯小丑樂團鼓手湯米李

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{\an8}‪相識四天就結婚

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‪妳覺得報章雜誌為什麼這麼愛討論

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{\an8}‪妳的性生活或感情生活？

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‪也許跟那捲錄影帶有關

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‪那捲臭名昭著的性愛錄影帶
‪從他們家失竊

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‪妳結過幾次婚？

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‪四次嗎？

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‪一個男人無法樣樣滿足

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‪如果去看小報謠言那類東西

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‪你所認識的會是另一個人，而不是我

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{\an8}‪所以希望我能顛覆大家的認知

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{\an8}‪-好吧，所以妳不是演員？
‪-不是

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{\an8}‪-那妳是什麼？
‪-我還不知道

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{\an8}‪-妳長大後想成為什麼？
‪-你說呢？我也不知道

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‪潘蜜拉安德森：我的愛情故事

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‪妳好，媽

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‪我在這裡

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‪住在我從小長大的房子裡

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‪這點常讓我觸景生情，也很瘋狂

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‪跟嫁給搖滾明星差不多

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‪我竟然回到了這個瘋狂的地方

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‪我度過童年的所在

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‪很好，乖女孩

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‪（加拿大卑詩省拉迪史密斯）

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‪（人口數：8990人）

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‪我每次陷入困境

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‪就會回家

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‪離開時也總能找到方向

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‪家就像我的吐真劑

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‪坐在田野中央

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‪看著星星

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‪一切就豁然開朗

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‪天啊

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‪在這片海灘拍攝可不容易

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‪跟加州不一樣

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‪相信我

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‪我無法慢動作跑過這片海灘

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‪以前4月1日，我爸都會把我抓出被窩

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‪扛在肩上，扔進海裡

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‪當作是慶祝愚人節

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‪那是我們被允許下海游泳的第一天

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‪我們非在4月1日游泳不可

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‪但水有夠冷的

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‪看到那面磚牆了嗎？

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‪以前我家就在那裡

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‪是一間小屋

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‪我媽以前是服務生

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‪在史密提鬆餅屋工作

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‪而我爸…

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‪是撲克玩家、騙子兼掃煙囪工

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‪喜歡戴個禮帽什麼的

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‪大家都知道我父親的故事

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‪他是拉迪史密斯臭名昭著的壞男孩

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‪我爸喜歡飆車

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‪我媽的額頭有一道疤

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‪因為她懷我的時候

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‪頭撞破了擋風玻璃

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‪我們喜歡開玩笑說
‪那大概是我有點瘋癲的原因

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‪我愛這座島

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‪愛住在海邊

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‪大家都很友善

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‪拉迪史密斯是個美麗的小鎮

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{\an8}‪溫哥華島是最棒的地方

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‪潘蜜拉出生於1967年7月1日

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‪她一出生就上了報

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‪潘是第一個建國百年寶寶

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‪那天出生的孩子都獲頒了獎章

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‪潘蜜拉很喜歡逛商店

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‪我有時候去，店員會說

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{\an8}‪“潘蜜拉有50塊的帳要結”之類的

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{\an8}‪我問：“什麼帳？”

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‪對方會說：“她拿了巧克力棒

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‪把錢記在帳上”

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‪她有點叛逆

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‪我父母結婚的時候

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‪應該分別是17歲和19歲

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‪而媽已經懷了我

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‪那時他們還年少輕狂

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‪我爸很愛喝酒

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‪他們常吵架

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‪互罵動手沒少過

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‪有次我媽
‪在冰上曲棍球賽播出時用吸塵器

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‪結果我爸拿起吸塵器一扔

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‪那玩意飛過我媽的頭

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‪落到海灘上

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‪要她以後不准在他看比賽時用吸塵器

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‪我總是知道什麼時候該帶我弟出門

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‪度過他們叫罵的時間

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‪等我們進門，他們不是…

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‪黏在牆上就是倒在桌上

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‪親吻彼此，接著匆匆進房摔上門

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‪我們會覺得那樣至少好一點

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‪但同樣的情況不斷發生

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‪我們後來離開了我爸幾次

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‪搬去公寓住

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‪靠救濟金生活

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‪泡奶粉喝，還有…

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‪我到現在都記得那股奶粉味

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‪我記得我爸有一次打來

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‪電話旁剛好擺了一封信

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‪於是我給他地址，他來接我們

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‪然後我們搬回島上

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‪但他們不想搬回拉迪史密斯

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‪大概是我媽有太多糟糕回憶

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‪於是他們搬到了北方一點的小鎮

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‪那次她非常堅持

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‪但我後來發現

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‪沒有人的童年是完美的

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‪我小時候有過很可怕的遭遇

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‪我有個保姆

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‪我爸媽覺得她很棒

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‪因為她每次都帶禮物來

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‪但她持續猥褻我

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‪長達三、四年

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‪她總是叫我不要告訴我爸媽

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‪我試著保護我弟遠離她的魔爪

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‪試圖殺了她

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‪想用拐杖糖筆刺進她的心臟

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‪後來我跟她說我希望她死

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‪她隔天就死於車禍

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‪搞得我以為我用什麼魔力殺了她

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‪不敢告訴任何人

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‪我當時很確定是我做的

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‪我希望她死，她就死了

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‪我懷著這個念頭度過整個童年

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‪每當陷入那種創傷時刻

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‪我就會將自己抽離身體

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‪飄向遠方，構築自己的小世界

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‪我曾經邊在瓷器上鑽洞邊想

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‪“我討厭這樣…我想離開這裡”

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‪我覺得我非離開溫哥華島不可

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‪長大一點後

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‪我變得有點男孩子氣

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‪我是體操選手，所以身材嬌小

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‪我發育得很晚

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‪當時我胸部長了個腫塊

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‪害我演練半天

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‪準備告訴我媽我將死於癌症

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‪我以為那是腫瘤，試圖把它捶回胸口

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‪等我告訴她的時候，她取笑我說

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‪“妳是要變成女人了”

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‪後來一切迅雷不及掩耳地展開

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‪從此變得很瘋狂

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‪就是那樣開始的

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‪一路來到今天

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‪我都長超過兩個腫塊了

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‪天啊

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‪不知為何，以前環遊世界時

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‪我總會把重要的東西寄過來

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‪想著有一天會來看

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‪但我沒料到會這麼快

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‪現在這裡到處都是我的東西

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‪我保留了日記和各種東西

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‪從童年到人生各階段的都有

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‪我寫了一堆黃色筆記本

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‪我的人生就記錄在這一本本裡頭

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‪我想把事情寫下來，以免忘記

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‪我會邊寫邊想

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‪“萬一我怎麼了

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‪這些可以當作證據”

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‪有時我會帶著那種想法寫

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‪有時只是記錄心情

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‪不去想會有誰看

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‪既然妳把日記交給我們了

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‪我想問

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‪妳願不願意在片中把內容唸出來？

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‪或是妳覺得這樣做如何？

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‪我不確定我想不想唸我的日記

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‪我甚至不覺得我會看這部紀錄片

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‪我的意思是，我喜歡純粹為了體驗

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‪而去做某些事

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‪我想好好朝下一階段的人生邁進

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‪所以你找別人唸比較方便

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‪因為我可能會不想唸這個

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‪不想唸那個，所以…

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‪我同意你們找人唸日記

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‪要回顧一切很煎熬

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‪那會好像重來一遍一樣

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‪很痛苦

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‪“我很高興擁有這本日記

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‪應該會對我很有幫助

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‪也許有一天，我會寫一本書

245
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‪我喜歡文字

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‪它們讓我抽離當下荒謬的局面

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‪跟我來吧，我來鋪路

248
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‪書寫讓我的世界開闊起來

249
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‪我在學校老是寫爸媽遺棄孩子的故事

250
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‪我想必很受傷

251
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‪命運一直在捉弄我

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‪我設法在荒謬的世界裡被看見

253
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‪我明白人人都會

254
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‪在人生中創造不同程度的戲劇性

255
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‪有些人喜歡多一點

256
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‪你可以說我很有創意

257
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‪或者非常戲劇性

258
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‪誰知道呢？

259
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‪親親抱抱你，潘蜜拉”

260
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‪我從情竇初開

261
00:12:02,638 --> 00:12:05,057
‪就被各式各樣的壞男孩吸引

262
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‪我頭幾個男友之一

263
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‪喜歡開車追我、把我逼到路邊

264
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‪只要看到我，就想把我輾過去

265
00:12:13,482 --> 00:12:14,984
‪我曾經被他踢出移動中的車

266
00:12:15,067 --> 00:12:17,611
‪然後用體操動作在水溝中落地

267
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‪所以…這技能挺好用的

268
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‪高中畢業後

269
00:12:24,118 --> 00:12:26,746
‪我想看看溫哥華是什麼樣子

270
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‪對於在島上長大的人來說

271
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‪本土是非常可怕的

272
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‪我媽曾說：“妳不能去溫哥華

273
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‪有人在德州被槍殺”，我驚訝地回說…

274
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‪“德州離溫哥華可遠了”

275
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‪但她接著說：“陸地是相連的

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‪別去本土”

277
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‪我搭渡輪去了溫哥華

278
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‪然後遇到某個人

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‪搬去跟他住

280
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‪結果他腳踏兩條船

281
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‪如果看到男友在水槽洗老二

282
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‪說明他們可能在跟別人亂搞

283
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‪我當時就寫下

284
00:12:58,903 --> 00:13:02,323
‪“在水槽洗老二，可疑”

285
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‪回想起來很有趣，但我當下嚇壞了

286
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‪（固蘭湖島）

287
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‪（1989年，溫哥華）

288
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‪我姊妹淘有朋友

289
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‪在拉巴特啤酒公司當銷售員

290
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‪剛好有美式足球賽的免費門票

291
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{\an8}‪是加拿大卑詩雄獅隊的比賽

292
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{\an8}‪我當時不想去看

293
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‪因為我對美式足球沒興趣

294
00:13:24,136 --> 00:13:25,554
‪但她很想去看

295
00:13:26,055 --> 00:13:28,349
‪所以我們還是去了

296
00:13:28,432 --> 00:13:30,559
‪然後穿著拉巴特啤酒公司的T恤

297
00:13:31,644 --> 00:13:32,978
‪當時攝影師給了我一個特寫

298
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‪把畫面放上大螢幕

299
00:13:34,939 --> 00:13:36,106
‪我記得我看到後說

300
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‪“天啊，是我耶”

301
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‪完全不敢相信

302
00:13:39,610 --> 00:13:42,279
‪接著那個在拉巴特工作的同行朋友說

303
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‪“快站起來秀妳的T恤”

304
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‪於是我站起來，應他們要求

305
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‪在大螢幕上轉來轉去

306
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‪後來我被帶到50碼線上幫忙抽籤

307
00:13:52,122 --> 00:13:55,042
‪所以我得從碗裡抽出一個數字

308
00:13:55,125 --> 00:13:57,211
‪我記得我抬頭一看，心想

309
00:13:57,711 --> 00:13:59,797
‪“看台上好像有
‪一百萬個橡皮擦頭一樣”

310
00:13:59,880 --> 00:14:01,966
‪那裡真的很大

311
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‪大家開始叫我“藍區女孩”

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‪拉巴特也找我拍廣告

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‪還有海報

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‪（藍區啤酒）

315
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‪那先是登上週一夜美式足球賽的廣告

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‪後來隨處可見

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‪沒過多久，我的電話響了

318
00:14:22,236 --> 00:14:23,487
‪然後我接起來

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00:14:24,363 --> 00:14:25,406
‪聽到一位女士說

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‪“我是《花花公子》的瑪麗蓮
‪葛波斯基，想找妳拍封面”

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‪我說…

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‪“《花花公子》？”

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‪她說

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00:14:33,038 --> 00:14:35,082
‪“對，我們已經走遍世界

325
00:14:35,165 --> 00:14:36,876
‪尋找1989年10月的封面女郎

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00:14:36,959 --> 00:14:37,918
‪我們覺得妳很適合”

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‪我說

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00:14:40,004 --> 00:14:41,338
‪“你們覺得我很適合？

329
00:14:41,422 --> 00:14:43,090
‪妳是說真的還假的？”

330
00:14:43,173 --> 00:14:45,134
‪她說：“真的，我保證”

331
00:14:47,845 --> 00:14:50,180
‪於是他們要我去洛杉磯

332
00:14:50,264 --> 00:14:52,641
‪但我從來沒搭過飛機

333
00:14:52,725 --> 00:14:54,685
‪所以在機場遇到問題

334
00:14:55,311 --> 00:14:56,562
‪我被問說去洛杉磯做什麼

335
00:14:56,645 --> 00:14:58,606
‪我說我要幫《花花公子》拍照

336
00:14:58,689 --> 00:15:02,568
{\an8}‪我記得我秀出海夫納寄來的信
‪然後對方說

337
00:15:02,651 --> 00:15:04,778
‪“不行…妳是加拿大人
‪不能在美國工作”

338
00:15:04,862 --> 00:15:06,363
‪我驚呼說：“什麼？”

339
00:15:07,615 --> 00:15:10,159
‪於是我去洗手間換裝、戴上帽子

340
00:15:10,242 --> 00:15:11,535
‪跑去另一家航空公司

341
00:15:11,619 --> 00:15:13,412
‪到了櫃台，剛才那位女士也在

342
00:15:13,495 --> 00:15:15,539
‪跟我說：“想得美”

343
00:15:15,623 --> 00:15:17,124
‪我說：“天啊”

344
00:15:17,207 --> 00:15:20,294
‪於是我只剩下搭灰狗巴士一途

345
00:15:20,920 --> 00:15:23,672
‪因為過境時不見得會被查

346
00:15:24,173 --> 00:15:25,716
‪我當時真的很緊張

347
00:15:26,550 --> 00:15:29,386
‪但只有我前面和後面的人被查

348
00:15:29,470 --> 00:15:31,680
‪所以我順利抵達美國西雅圖

349
00:15:33,474 --> 00:15:36,352
‪隔天早上，我搭機前往洛杉磯

350
00:15:37,227 --> 00:15:39,647
‪（1989年，洛杉磯）

351
00:15:41,690 --> 00:15:42,524
‪“我到了

352
00:15:43,651 --> 00:15:45,653
‪下機來到大城市洛杉磯

353
00:15:46,779 --> 00:15:49,323
{\an8}‪我直接朝拿著兔子招牌的人走去

354
00:15:49,823 --> 00:15:50,824
{\an8}‪非常低調”

355
00:15:51,867 --> 00:15:53,410
{\an8}‪我在同志驕傲遊行日降落

356
00:15:54,036 --> 00:15:55,788
‪我打給我媽說

357
00:15:55,871 --> 00:15:57,081
‪“原來同志不只存在

358
00:15:57,164 --> 00:15:59,291
‪還會穿粉紅色熱褲銬在一起走路耶”

359
00:15:59,375 --> 00:16:01,377
‪她說：“天啊，妳真的到了”

360
00:16:03,337 --> 00:16:04,672
‪“我下了禮車

361
00:16:05,172 --> 00:16:06,715
‪當然是從前座出來

362
00:16:07,466 --> 00:16:10,469
‪我萬分感謝司機讓我坐前座

363
00:16:10,552 --> 00:16:12,346
‪在後座可沒人跟我說話”

364
00:16:13,722 --> 00:16:15,140
‪禮車在噴泉旁停下

365
00:16:15,224 --> 00:16:16,684
‪然後有人帶我進去

366
00:16:16,767 --> 00:16:19,561
‪花花公子豪宅跟城堡沒兩樣

367
00:16:20,646 --> 00:16:21,939
{\an8}‪“瑪麗蓮衝了出來

368
00:16:22,940 --> 00:16:24,608
{\an8}‪上下打量我

369
00:16:24,692 --> 00:16:27,194
{\an8}‪我覺得她肯定會叫我回家

370
00:16:27,277 --> 00:16:28,529
‪因為我一團糟

371
00:16:29,238 --> 00:16:31,824
‪但她說，大家很高興我來了

372
00:16:33,075 --> 00:16:34,660
‪令我大感驚奇的是

373
00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:38,872
‪走廊到處貼滿4.5公尺長的裸女海報”

374
00:16:42,001 --> 00:16:44,962
‪那裡頭充斥著性、毒品和搖滾樂

375
00:16:45,045 --> 00:16:46,714
‪像是某種地下藝術世界

376
00:16:46,797 --> 00:16:48,424
‪我心想

377
00:16:48,507 --> 00:16:50,134
‪“我好像認得很多人

378
00:16:50,217 --> 00:16:52,344
‪那是東尼柯提斯嗎？
‪那是史考特貝歐嗎？

379
00:16:52,428 --> 00:16:53,387
‪那是西恩潘嗎？”

380
00:16:53,470 --> 00:16:55,597
‪還有很多穿著絲質長禮服的美女

381
00:16:55,681 --> 00:16:57,433
‪包括留著短髮的莫妮克聖皮耶

382
00:16:57,516 --> 00:16:58,892
‪有點像蜜雪兒菲佛

383
00:16:58,976 --> 00:17:01,979
‪“有個女孩穿著浴袍跑過，咯咯輕笑

384
00:17:02,479 --> 00:17:06,525
‪另一個女孩手拿香檳追著她

385
00:17:06,608 --> 00:17:08,318
‪天啊，好美

386
00:17:09,111 --> 00:17:11,113
‪我那一刻覺得自己好平庸”

387
00:17:11,905 --> 00:17:13,490
‪我當時穿著酸洗牛仔褲

388
00:17:13,574 --> 00:17:14,533
‪和涅槃樂團T恤

389
00:17:14,616 --> 00:17:17,077
‪還超愛腳後跟有球球的襪子

390
00:17:19,329 --> 00:17:21,915
‪“他們好像要幫我染髮”

391
00:17:22,499 --> 00:17:26,712
‪我當時把淺髮劑塗了滿頭

392
00:17:26,795 --> 00:17:28,005
‪想營造出挑染效果

393
00:17:28,505 --> 00:17:31,175
‪結果把頭髮搞成牛皮紙袋的顏色

394
00:17:31,759 --> 00:17:33,177
‪真的挺醜的

395
00:17:33,927 --> 00:17:35,471
‪所以我一去豪宅

396
00:17:35,554 --> 00:17:37,056
‪他們就先處理我的髮色

397
00:17:37,139 --> 00:17:38,849
‪用錫箔紙包住我整個頭

398
00:17:38,932 --> 00:17:41,018
‪要讓我的髮色自然點

399
00:17:42,603 --> 00:17:45,147
‪“這絕對是我染過最金的髮色

400
00:17:45,230 --> 00:17:46,231
‪但我很感激

401
00:17:46,732 --> 00:17:49,318
‪我覺得自己很幸福，也很丟臉

402
00:17:49,985 --> 00:17:51,361
‪我到底在這裡做什麼？”

403
00:17:54,198 --> 00:17:56,617
‪我小時候害羞到不行

404
00:17:57,284 --> 00:17:58,243
‪我討厭我的身體

405
00:18:00,704 --> 00:18:03,082
‪我還記得我看到我爸的
‪《花花公子》雜誌

406
00:18:03,582 --> 00:18:05,084
‪他藏在唐老鴨漫畫下面

407
00:18:05,167 --> 00:18:07,628
‪但我看到了，覺得雜誌上的女人好美

408
00:18:07,711 --> 00:18:09,338
‪我怎麼不是長那樣？

409
00:18:11,465 --> 00:18:14,468
‪我一直覺得學校有些人是俊男美女

410
00:18:14,551 --> 00:18:16,303
‪但從不認為自己是其中之一

411
00:18:17,888 --> 00:18:20,307
‪小時候的經歷

412
00:18:20,390 --> 00:18:24,812
‪讓我對自己的身體和遭遇感到很羞恥

413
00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:31,151
‪“我12、13歲時有一個朋友

414
00:18:31,777 --> 00:18:34,404
‪她愛上一個比我們年長許多的男人

415
00:18:35,197 --> 00:18:36,865
‪我們去了一個朋友的公寓

416
00:18:37,449 --> 00:18:39,952
‪她跟她喜歡的人一起上樓

417
00:18:40,452 --> 00:18:44,581
‪我在樓下跟她朋友玩雙陸棋等她

418
00:18:45,082 --> 00:18:46,500
‪我們玩了一會後

419
00:18:46,583 --> 00:18:49,211
‪他說我看起來需要按摩

420
00:18:50,921 --> 00:18:53,298
‪他25歲，我12歲

421
00:18:54,550 --> 00:18:55,676
‪而他強暴了我

422
00:18:59,972 --> 00:19:01,640
‪我覺得那是我的錯

423
00:19:03,058 --> 00:19:05,435
‪我媽老是為了我爸哭

424
00:19:05,978 --> 00:19:07,938
‪我不忍心再傷害她

425
00:19:08,522 --> 00:19:10,732
‪我沒告訴她或任何人”

426
00:19:12,192 --> 00:19:13,318
‪我試著忘掉那件事

427
00:19:13,819 --> 00:19:14,945
‪我試著忘記

428
00:19:15,028 --> 00:19:17,197
‪但我總覺得
‪它就像被刺在我額頭上一樣

429
00:19:17,281 --> 00:19:19,116
‪我還真的想像過

430
00:19:19,199 --> 00:19:21,034
‪我額頭上出現“我做愛了”的字樣

431
00:19:21,118 --> 00:19:22,870
‪而我並不想讓任何人知道

432
00:19:24,788 --> 00:19:29,626
‪那也算是我最早的性經驗，所以…

433
00:19:30,752 --> 00:19:32,296
‪我覺得很困惑

434
00:19:33,755 --> 00:19:35,465
‪那讓我變得非常害羞

435
00:19:35,549 --> 00:19:36,466
‪也讓我…

436
00:19:36,967 --> 00:19:38,552
‪非常不自在

437
00:19:41,305 --> 00:19:43,557
‪我第一次為《花花公子》拍照時

438
00:19:43,640 --> 00:19:45,684
‪只覺得我為什麼如此…

439
00:19:46,185 --> 00:19:47,936
‪被害羞給綁架？

440
00:19:48,020 --> 00:19:51,982
‪我受夠了那些害我沒安全感的過去

441
00:19:53,358 --> 00:19:54,568
‪那就像牢籠

442
00:19:54,651 --> 00:19:56,028
‪我非掙脫不可

443
00:19:57,070 --> 00:19:59,281
‪從第一張照片被拍下的那刻

444
00:19:59,364 --> 00:20:01,825
‪我就感覺自己彷彿從橋上一躍而下

445
00:20:01,909 --> 00:20:03,076
‪不斷墜落

446
00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:04,578
‪然後“啪”地一聲…

447
00:20:07,497 --> 00:20:08,665
‪那是我第一次

448
00:20:09,166 --> 00:20:11,877
‪覺得自己掙脫了某種束縛

449
00:20:14,171 --> 00:20:15,005
‪“《拍照》

450
00:20:15,714 --> 00:20:17,174
‪我一開始很害羞

451
00:20:17,257 --> 00:20:18,508
‪但一週後，沒攔著我

452
00:20:18,592 --> 00:20:20,510
‪我真的會光溜溜衝出去

453
00:20:22,262 --> 00:20:24,848
‪有一部分的我想著，我做得對嗎？

454
00:20:26,308 --> 00:20:29,811
‪我可以想像自己在攝影機前的樣子

455
00:20:30,395 --> 00:20:32,439
‪一掌握訣竅，我就玩得很開心”

456
00:20:34,483 --> 00:20:35,776
‪我記得拍到某個環節

457
00:20:35,859 --> 00:20:38,946
‪我走進噴泉到處潑水，小露了一下

458
00:20:39,446 --> 00:20:41,740
‪我感受到我把絲質布料拉過皮膚時

459
00:20:41,823 --> 00:20:42,741
‪我起了雞皮疙瘩

460
00:20:42,824 --> 00:20:43,742
‪然後心想

461
00:20:43,825 --> 00:20:46,745
‪“一個狂野女人就此誕生了”

462
00:20:50,999 --> 00:20:52,751
‪我覺得那像是一道入口

463
00:20:53,252 --> 00:20:55,128
‪通往另一個世界

464
00:20:57,339 --> 00:20:59,925
‪我決定奪回性的力量

465
00:21:00,008 --> 00:21:00,884
‪還有自己的力量

466
00:21:00,968 --> 00:21:02,886
‪而我轟轟烈烈地做到了

467
00:21:02,970 --> 00:21:05,722
‪（《花花公子》）

468
00:21:07,140 --> 00:21:08,976
‪“我跳來跳去

469
00:21:09,059 --> 00:21:10,435
‪滾來滾去

470
00:21:10,519 --> 00:21:12,813
‪把手指放進嘴裡

471
00:21:12,896 --> 00:21:14,481
‪頭髮成了我的道具

472
00:21:15,232 --> 00:21:18,026
‪畢竟到最後，我全身都脫光了

473
00:21:18,694 --> 00:21:19,653
‪除了鞋子

474
00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:22,864
‪只要穿著鞋子，我就不覺得赤裸”

475
00:21:24,324 --> 00:21:25,534
‪我當時恍然大悟

476
00:21:25,617 --> 00:21:27,703
‪發現我可以做這件事

477
00:21:27,786 --> 00:21:29,663
‪這是我擅長的事

478
00:21:29,746 --> 00:21:32,624
‪不是我長得美
‪是我擅長讓自己顯得美

479
00:21:34,293 --> 00:21:36,003
‪拍《花花公子》插頁和摺頁

480
00:21:36,086 --> 00:21:38,088
‪就像角色扮演

481
00:21:38,171 --> 00:21:39,423
‪我拍得不亦樂乎

482
00:21:40,841 --> 00:21:41,675
‪角色扮演時

483
00:21:41,758 --> 00:21:43,969
‪要想像自己在某種狀況下會怎麼做

484
00:21:44,052 --> 00:21:46,013
‪只是身處其中的就是你自己

485
00:21:48,765 --> 00:21:51,018
‪我在洛杉磯待了幾週

486
00:21:51,643 --> 00:21:53,186
‪心想：“很好，我做到了

487
00:21:53,270 --> 00:21:54,229
‪拍了《花花公子》

488
00:21:54,730 --> 00:21:55,647
‪我要回家了”

489
00:21:56,398 --> 00:21:57,399
‪但隔天

490
00:21:57,482 --> 00:21:59,526
‪瑪麗蓮葛波斯基帶我去吃午餐

491
00:21:59,609 --> 00:22:02,029
‪說海夫納很希望我成為玩伴女郎

492
00:22:02,112 --> 00:22:02,946
‪我整個…

493
00:22:03,989 --> 00:22:06,616
‪我反應不過來，頓時難以消化

494
00:22:06,700 --> 00:22:08,535
‪她說：“妳該待在洛杉磯

495
00:22:08,618 --> 00:22:10,078
‪妳在這裡有大好前途”

496
00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:11,371
‪問我是否願意考慮？

497
00:22:12,873 --> 00:22:15,208
‪於是我打給我媽，她要我待下來

498
00:22:15,792 --> 00:22:17,419
‪我叫她去過她的人生

499
00:22:17,919 --> 00:22:18,837
‪擁抱自由

500
00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:22,007
‪我沒去拍《花花公子》
‪是因為沒人找我

501
00:22:26,428 --> 00:22:27,929
‪（比佛利山莊）

502
00:22:28,013 --> 00:22:30,140
‪（好萊塢）

503
00:22:30,223 --> 00:22:31,224
‪“親愛的日記

504
00:22:31,725 --> 00:22:33,310
‪我住在荒郊野外

505
00:22:33,935 --> 00:22:37,022
‪得開過三條高速公路才能進好萊塢

506
00:22:37,647 --> 00:22:39,566
‪這就是為乾淨空氣付出的代價

507
00:22:40,734 --> 00:22:42,069
‪我喜歡在這裡開車

508
00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:44,404
‪大家似乎都很清楚要去哪裡

509
00:22:44,488 --> 00:22:46,281
‪並想盡快到達

510
00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:48,200
‪就連老奶奶都飆到130

511
00:22:48,283 --> 00:22:49,618
‪我是指時速

512
00:22:51,036 --> 00:22:52,829
‪我今天新得到一隻狗，叫做史達

513
00:22:53,330 --> 00:22:54,831
‪牠會被好好疼愛的”

514
00:22:56,333 --> 00:22:57,584
‪我那時搬到一間小公寓

515
00:22:58,085 --> 00:23:00,212
‪只有一個盤子、一把叉子、一根湯匙

516
00:23:00,295 --> 00:23:01,630
‪沒有家具，什麼都沒有

517
00:23:02,255 --> 00:23:03,673
‪我就坐著心想

518
00:23:03,757 --> 00:23:06,134
‪“好吧，就是這樣了”

519
00:23:09,346 --> 00:23:11,723
‪“我真不該來這裡的

520
00:23:11,807 --> 00:23:14,559
‪出身自與世隔絕的小鎮

521
00:23:14,643 --> 00:23:15,936
‪有個酒鬼父親

522
00:23:16,728 --> 00:23:18,772
‪讓我活在幻想世界中

523
00:23:19,731 --> 00:23:22,526
‪我絕對不怪爸媽沒給我良好的教養

524
00:23:23,151 --> 00:23:25,737
‪倒是很感激，因為即使成長環境不佳

525
00:23:25,821 --> 00:23:27,072
‪我還是養成了不少優點

526
00:23:27,572 --> 00:23:28,698
‪我是突圍者

527
00:23:29,491 --> 00:23:31,284
‪親親抱抱你，潘蜜拉”

528
00:23:34,246 --> 00:23:37,207
{\an8}‪（潘蜜拉父母家）

529
00:23:37,290 --> 00:23:40,085
{\an8}‪以前是…不用再做了嗎？

530
00:23:40,168 --> 00:23:42,421
‪不用，這樣就夠了，這還蠻大的

531
00:23:43,547 --> 00:23:45,340
‪這絕對不是素的

532
00:23:46,216 --> 00:23:49,386
‪妳那些漂亮的合身洋裝呢？

533
00:23:49,469 --> 00:23:51,596
‪已經沒人想看我的身體了

534
00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:53,640
‪告訴妳，這件衣服超透明的

535
00:23:53,723 --> 00:23:55,725
‪至少剪影比我真正的身體瘦多了

536
00:23:58,812 --> 00:24:00,439
‪我媽很愛聊跟美有關的事物

537
00:24:00,522 --> 00:24:01,898
‪像是妝髮那類的

538
00:24:04,609 --> 00:24:07,320
‪她教我怎麼用藥妝店染劑染頭髮

539
00:24:09,239 --> 00:24:10,782
‪大概兩分鐘就到了

540
00:24:10,866 --> 00:24:13,160
‪在拉迪史密斯，去哪裡都兩分鐘就到

541
00:24:13,243 --> 00:24:14,244
‪就算車子多也一樣

542
00:24:16,288 --> 00:24:17,581
‪一盒五塊錢

543
00:24:17,664 --> 00:24:19,416
‪我20分鐘就可以染好

544
00:24:19,916 --> 00:24:22,002
‪斯堪地納維亞金，就是這個

545
00:24:22,878 --> 00:24:25,005
‪我身上除了金髮、胸部和塑膠鞋

546
00:24:25,088 --> 00:24:26,965
‪其他都是真的

547
00:24:27,048 --> 00:24:28,842
‪這真是我頭一次

548
00:24:28,925 --> 00:24:31,136
‪問我的受訪者說

549
00:24:31,219 --> 00:24:34,014
‪“可以聊聊妳的胸部嗎？”

550
00:24:34,931 --> 00:24:36,475
‪那是什麼？你說誰？

551
00:24:36,975 --> 00:24:38,685
‪讓我搭便車的那些東西嗎？

552
00:24:38,768 --> 00:24:40,395
‪我一直說是我的胸部事業成功

553
00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:41,813
‪我只是搭便車

554
00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:44,399
‪想看嗎？開玩笑的

555
00:24:45,775 --> 00:24:47,861
‪你不會想看的，現在它們很醜

556
00:24:49,988 --> 00:24:51,031
‪我胸部在哪做的？

557
00:24:51,114 --> 00:24:51,990
‪-對
‪-對啊

558
00:24:52,073 --> 00:24:54,910
‪老天，這可是私人問題，但我就…

559
00:24:54,993 --> 00:24:56,453
‪我們來聊吧

560
00:24:56,536 --> 00:24:59,164
‪我那時不懂得在受訪時撒謊或隱瞞

561
00:24:59,247 --> 00:25:00,665
‪所以如果被問到

562
00:25:00,749 --> 00:25:03,335
‪我有沒有整型之類的，我會直接承認

563
00:25:03,418 --> 00:25:06,046
‪而那引發了一連串效應

564
00:25:06,129 --> 00:25:09,257
‪-但妳的胸部也不小吧？
‪-是不小

565
00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:11,801
‪我記得我在花花公子豪宅的健身房

566
00:25:11,885 --> 00:25:13,178
‪看著裡頭的女人心想

567
00:25:13,261 --> 00:25:15,430
‪“天啊，看看這些女人的胴體

568
00:25:15,514 --> 00:25:16,973
‪真是太美了”

569
00:25:17,057 --> 00:25:19,351
‪我記得當時金柏莉海夫納在我旁邊

570
00:25:19,434 --> 00:25:20,644
‪她是海夫納的太太

571
00:25:20,727 --> 00:25:23,146
‪她說：“她們都整過型”

572
00:25:23,230 --> 00:25:24,689
‪我說：“真的嗎？

573
00:25:25,190 --> 00:25:26,066
‪我要去哪報名？”

574
00:25:28,068 --> 00:25:29,611
‪就是那麼回事

575
00:25:30,570 --> 00:25:31,821
‪那只是當下的選擇

576
00:25:31,905 --> 00:25:33,990
‪沒什麼特別想法

577
00:25:34,074 --> 00:25:36,243
‪我不懂大家為什麼
‪對我的胸部這麼感興趣

578
00:25:36,326 --> 00:25:38,161
‪那沒什麼好報導的

579
00:25:38,662 --> 00:25:40,830
‪但我以前很天真

580
00:25:40,914 --> 00:25:42,499
‪我想當時

581
00:25:42,582 --> 00:25:44,709
‪說真話感覺很帶種

582
00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:46,586
‪所以只要有人問，我就會承認

583
00:25:46,670 --> 00:25:47,963
{\an8}‪妳有整型嗎？

584
00:25:48,547 --> 00:25:50,632
{\an8}‪有啊，我有隆乳，賴瑞

585
00:25:50,715 --> 00:25:51,675
{\an8}‪是嗎？

586
00:25:51,758 --> 00:25:53,510
{\an8}‪到底有沒有呢？

587
00:25:53,593 --> 00:25:54,636
{\an8}‪就有啊

588
00:25:54,719 --> 00:25:57,430
{\an8}‪那很令人不安
‪我會想：“真的假的？

589
00:25:57,514 --> 00:25:59,432
{\an8}‪又要聊這個了嗎？”

590
00:25:59,516 --> 00:26:00,850
{\an8}‪但我還是有問必答

591
00:26:03,019 --> 00:26:03,853
‪就是這樣

592
00:26:03,937 --> 00:26:05,814
‪妳的…項鍊真漂亮

593
00:26:05,897 --> 00:26:06,731
‪謝謝

594
00:26:07,315 --> 00:26:08,942
‪報導寫了那麼多…

595
00:26:09,025 --> 00:26:11,194
‪-她看我的眼神…
‪-你的手這樣比

596
00:26:11,278 --> 00:26:13,780
‪-“報導寫了那麼多…”
‪-我不是有意的

597
00:26:13,863 --> 00:26:15,699
‪妳想成為誰，為什麼？

598
00:26:15,782 --> 00:26:16,992
‪我可以當你啊

599
00:26:17,075 --> 00:26:18,910
‪為什麼想當我？我很好奇

600
00:26:18,994 --> 00:26:21,329
‪那樣我才能折磨你，問你隆乳的事

601
00:26:21,413 --> 00:26:22,497
‪說得好

602
00:26:25,875 --> 00:26:27,502
‪我想不通那有什麼有趣的

603
00:26:29,462 --> 00:26:33,133
‪我覺得問女人那種問題是不恰當的

604
00:26:33,216 --> 00:26:36,595
‪有些界線是不該跨越的

605
00:26:38,513 --> 00:26:42,142
‪我一直希望能有機會做些

606
00:26:42,225 --> 00:26:45,061
‪讓人們更感興趣的事

607
00:26:45,145 --> 00:26:46,938
‪別只是關注我的身體

608
00:26:48,064 --> 00:26:49,899
‪我是進《花花公子》工作後搬來的

609
00:26:49,983 --> 00:26:51,484
‪所以我認識的每個人

610
00:26:51,568 --> 00:26:54,321
‪都是因為在《花花公子》工作而認識

611
00:26:54,404 --> 00:26:55,822
‪所以誰知道？也許有一天

612
00:26:56,323 --> 00:26:57,365
‪我可以當演員

613
00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:01,161
‪“1991年5月21日

614
00:27:01,828 --> 00:27:04,247
‪我要為我的事業擬定行動計畫

615
00:27:04,748 --> 00:27:06,249
‪我覺得我置身事外太久了

616
00:27:07,751 --> 00:27:09,294
‪我閃耀的時刻到了

617
00:27:09,377 --> 00:27:11,254
‪不是作為性感象徵

618
00:27:11,338 --> 00:27:12,505
‪而是作為演員”

619
00:27:13,757 --> 00:27:15,675
‪當時，花花公子就像我的經紀公司

620
00:27:15,759 --> 00:27:18,303
‪所有工作邀約都打去那裡

621
00:27:18,803 --> 00:27:19,804
‪然後有人打來

622
00:27:19,888 --> 00:27:22,057
‪問我要不要參加《海灘遊俠》的試鏡

623
00:27:23,391 --> 00:27:25,310
‪那部戲在講加州夢

624
00:27:29,606 --> 00:27:32,692
{\an8}‪我很驕傲能主演《海灘遊俠》

625
00:27:32,776 --> 00:27:33,985
{\an8}‪這是個每週播出的影集

626
00:27:34,069 --> 00:27:36,655
{\an8}‪描述英勇救生員的故事

627
00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:41,534
‪他們一直要找我去瑪麗安德爾灣試鏡

628
00:27:41,618 --> 00:27:43,578
‪那裡聽起來像遙遠的國外

629
00:27:44,329 --> 00:27:46,164
‪我回說：“聽起來好遠，去不了”

630
00:27:46,748 --> 00:27:47,791
‪就不理會

631
00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:49,876
‪我和蘇西很確定她是對的人選

632
00:27:49,959 --> 00:27:53,213
{\an8}‪但她跟我們取消了11次的約，好嗎？

633
00:27:53,296 --> 00:27:56,132
{\an8}‪我們還每次試鏡時都跟團隊說

634
00:27:56,216 --> 00:27:58,259
{\an8}‪“各位，你們一定要看看這女孩”

635
00:27:58,343 --> 00:28:01,638
‪他們問：“妳是潘蜜拉安德森嗎？
‪從來不出現那位？”

636
00:28:02,138 --> 00:28:03,139
‪我說：“對”

637
00:28:03,223 --> 00:28:05,809
{\an8}‪她真的充滿活力

638
00:28:05,892 --> 00:28:07,644
‪也非常有個性

639
00:28:07,727 --> 00:28:08,687
‪就是我們要的

640
00:28:09,187 --> 00:28:12,232
‪（《海灘遊俠》）

641
00:28:12,315 --> 00:28:14,693
{\an8}‪CJ就這樣誕生了

642
00:28:15,819 --> 00:28:17,570
‪開拍

643
00:28:17,654 --> 00:28:19,864
‪《海灘遊俠》是我第一份演員工作

644
00:28:19,948 --> 00:28:22,534
‪我不會說那有什麼好
‪我當時其實不太會演戲

645
00:28:23,993 --> 00:28:25,286
{\an8}‪天啊，米契，對不起

646
00:28:25,370 --> 00:28:26,996
{\an8}‪我只是很驚訝見到你

647
00:28:27,789 --> 00:28:29,541
{\an8}‪我才驚訝吧

648
00:28:30,250 --> 00:28:31,418
‪妳好嗎，CJ？

649
00:28:32,419 --> 00:28:33,878
‪賴瑞好嗎？

650
00:28:33,962 --> 00:28:35,839
‪再提他，我就把你踢回水裡

651
00:28:35,922 --> 00:28:37,799
‪導演筆記會寫說

652
00:28:37,882 --> 00:28:39,509
‪“假裝是來真的，開拍”

653
00:28:41,010 --> 00:28:41,845
‪撐著點

654
00:28:44,389 --> 00:28:45,432
‪要是有哪裡不太行

655
00:28:45,515 --> 00:28:47,016
‪他們會說：“多來點海鷗”

656
00:28:47,100 --> 00:28:50,228
‪然後餵鳥人會帶著餅乾和彈弓過來

657
00:28:50,311 --> 00:28:52,897
‪把餅乾彈到空中

658
00:28:52,981 --> 00:28:55,108
‪麻煩嚇嚇鳥…

659
00:28:56,359 --> 00:28:57,193
‪我們玩得很開心

660
00:28:57,277 --> 00:28:58,987
‪簡直不敢相信那是工作

661
00:28:59,070 --> 00:29:01,406
‪我們每天都在海灘上度過，還能賺錢

662
00:29:04,492 --> 00:29:07,912
‪我們根本沒發現這部戲變得很受歡迎

663
00:29:08,705 --> 00:29:09,998
‪說到觀眾

664
00:29:10,081 --> 00:29:12,751
‪有一部戲特別熱門

665
00:29:13,376 --> 00:29:16,379
‪是全世界最受歡迎的電視節目

666
00:29:18,715 --> 00:29:20,967
‪那是最早在中國播出的美國節目之一

667
00:29:21,468 --> 00:29:23,511
‪《海灘遊俠》有了中文配音

668
00:29:23,595 --> 00:29:26,014
‪但這部戲不太需要翻譯就是了

669
00:29:27,223 --> 00:29:29,267
‪你大可靜音看這部戲

670
00:29:29,768 --> 00:29:32,604
‪故事情節不是重點

671
00:29:38,943 --> 00:29:40,737
‪說到養眼美女

672
00:29:40,820 --> 00:29:43,823
‪沒有人比潘蜜拉安德森更火辣了

673
00:29:44,491 --> 00:29:47,285
‪她把慢動作跑步變成了一種藝術

674
00:29:47,368 --> 00:29:49,287
‪慢動作跑步非常難…

675
00:29:49,996 --> 00:29:51,080
‪學會

676
00:29:52,415 --> 00:29:54,292
‪她的魅力散發光采

677
00:29:54,375 --> 00:29:57,670
{\an8}‪我們發現潘蜜拉有與眾不同的特質

678
00:30:00,340 --> 00:30:01,174
‪潘蜜拉

679
00:30:01,841 --> 00:30:05,595
‪去歐洲宣傳《海灘遊俠》很瘋狂

680
00:30:05,678 --> 00:30:08,681
‪大家都被擠得往後倒，跌下電扶梯

681
00:30:08,765 --> 00:30:09,974
‪我記得我回頭看，問說

682
00:30:10,058 --> 00:30:11,226
‪“剛才這裡是誰？”

683
00:30:11,309 --> 00:30:14,646
‪我看到她了，她比電視上還漂亮

684
00:30:14,729 --> 00:30:15,897
‪第一位來賓

685
00:30:15,980 --> 00:30:18,942
‪因《海灘遊俠》成為國際巨星

686
00:30:19,025 --> 00:30:20,944
‪請歡迎潘蜜拉安德森

687
00:30:21,986 --> 00:30:23,655
‪請歡迎潘蜜拉安德森

688
00:30:23,738 --> 00:30:24,823
‪潘蜜拉安德森

689
00:30:24,906 --> 00:30:27,283
‪全世界最知名的巨星之一

690
00:30:27,367 --> 00:30:29,285
‪非常甜美的潘蜜拉安德森

691
00:30:31,454 --> 00:30:32,622
‪“妳好，媽

692
00:30:32,705 --> 00:30:34,833
‪很高興今早終於能聊聊

693
00:30:36,084 --> 00:30:38,670
‪希望今年
‪對我們家每個人都是很棒的一年

694
00:30:39,796 --> 00:30:42,131
‪也許我很快就能買房子給你們住

695
00:30:42,215 --> 00:30:43,758
‪那是我的夢想

696
00:30:44,801 --> 00:30:47,720
‪我會拚命工作來做到這件事”

697
00:30:56,104 --> 00:30:56,938
‪天啊

698
00:30:58,898 --> 00:30:59,816
‪再快一點，寶貝

699
00:31:01,526 --> 00:31:04,070
{\an8}‪（丹海赫斯特，潘蜜拉的丈夫）

700
00:31:04,821 --> 00:31:06,114
‪我很早就在這裡買了房子

701
00:31:06,197 --> 00:31:08,408
‪但讓它廢棄了25年左右

702
00:31:08,491 --> 00:31:10,410
‪整棟都腐爛了

703
00:31:10,493 --> 00:31:13,621
‪但我知道爸媽年紀大了，我得回家

704
00:31:13,705 --> 00:31:15,039
‪照顧他們

705
00:31:15,540 --> 00:31:18,209
‪後來新冠肺炎來襲，我就決定留下來

706
00:31:19,794 --> 00:31:21,588
‪待著待著，我覺得很無聊

707
00:31:21,671 --> 00:31:22,714
‪就想重建房子

708
00:31:22,797 --> 00:31:25,174
‪然後承包商來了
‪我心想：“他真可愛”

709
00:31:26,843 --> 00:31:27,927
‪見鬼

710
00:31:28,595 --> 00:31:30,013
‪我在平安夜結婚了

711
00:31:30,847 --> 00:31:32,390
‪但他是個好加拿大人

712
00:31:32,473 --> 00:31:33,308
‪很正常

713
00:31:34,309 --> 00:31:36,811
‪我覺得也許我該試試那樣的對象

714
00:31:38,646 --> 00:31:39,480
‪就是這樣

715
00:31:40,607 --> 00:31:41,566
‪不知道

716
00:31:41,649 --> 00:31:42,609
‪話說回來

717
00:31:43,109 --> 00:31:44,611
‪有時我搞不清楚自己是生是死

718
00:31:48,197 --> 00:31:49,365
‪但也許…

719
00:31:49,449 --> 00:31:52,076
‪我只是該回家了

720
00:31:54,162 --> 00:31:56,497
‪我就像準備產卵的鮭魚，回家等死

721
00:31:56,581 --> 00:31:57,540
‪沒有啦，開玩笑的

722
00:32:00,043 --> 00:32:00,877
‪爛透了

723
00:32:05,423 --> 00:32:07,216
‪1990年

724
00:32:07,300 --> 00:32:08,134
‪什麼？

725
00:32:09,802 --> 00:32:11,387
‪天啊，讀起來真有趣

726
00:32:11,471 --> 00:32:14,390
‪我為馬力歐做33歲生日蛋糕嗎？

727
00:32:14,474 --> 00:32:16,017
‪那是很久以前的事了

728
00:32:16,100 --> 00:32:17,769
‪“1990年1月8日

729
00:32:19,062 --> 00:32:20,521
‪我想念馬力歐范皮

730
00:32:21,230 --> 00:32:23,608
{\an8}‪我只想被一個人愛

731
00:32:23,691 --> 00:32:26,027
{\an8}‪然後把那個人徹底寵壞

732
00:32:26,653 --> 00:32:29,030
‪我想我希望那個人是馬力歐”

733
00:32:29,113 --> 00:32:30,531
‪“我在馬力歐家醒來

734
00:32:30,615 --> 00:32:32,492
‪然後回家換衣服，再去史考特家”

735
00:32:32,575 --> 00:32:34,452
‪抱歉，聽起來很怪

736
00:32:38,373 --> 00:32:40,041
‪我幹嘛寫這個啊？

737
00:32:40,124 --> 00:32:43,211
‪最好不要哪天被拍成紀錄片

738
00:32:43,294 --> 00:32:44,921
‪讓人發現妳是怎樣的蕩婦

739
00:32:46,756 --> 00:32:48,091
‪我跟其他幾名演員交往過

740
00:32:48,174 --> 00:32:49,801
‪但時間都不長

741
00:32:49,884 --> 00:32:51,552
‪我去了洛杉磯還跟誰交往？

742
00:32:51,636 --> 00:32:53,096
‪有好幾個

743
00:32:53,179 --> 00:32:55,014
‪好吧，史考特貝歐是一個

744
00:32:56,099 --> 00:32:57,809
‪我那時好像買了一輛現代

745
00:32:57,892 --> 00:32:59,352
‪跟史考特的爸爸買

746
00:32:59,435 --> 00:33:00,603
‪用五千塊

747
00:33:00,687 --> 00:33:03,106
‪他很氣我開史考特的賓士出去

748
00:33:03,189 --> 00:33:04,816
‪說我還配不上賓士

749
00:33:04,899 --> 00:33:06,859
‪只能開現代那種車

750
00:33:07,735 --> 00:33:09,320
‪他對我不太友善

751
00:33:09,904 --> 00:33:11,572
‪-迪恩凱恩呢？
‪-天啊

752
00:33:14,450 --> 00:33:16,619
‪對，有交往，但不必一個個細數吧

753
00:33:18,246 --> 00:33:19,080
‪艾瑞克尼斯呢？

754
00:33:19,163 --> 00:33:20,164
‪天啊，沒錯

755
00:33:20,248 --> 00:33:21,833
‪我也跟艾瑞克尼斯交往過

756
00:33:21,916 --> 00:33:23,126
‪但搞不清楚怎麼結束的

757
00:33:24,127 --> 00:33:27,839
‪但妳現在跟一個
‪法國人陷入熱戀，天啊

758
00:33:27,922 --> 00:33:29,215
‪那個法國人叫什麼名字？

759
00:33:29,298 --> 00:33:30,550
‪大衛查維

760
00:33:30,633 --> 00:33:32,802
‪-查維啊
‪-查威…查維

761
00:33:32,885 --> 00:33:34,095
‪所以就是他了

762
00:33:34,178 --> 00:33:36,764
‪-他是妳畢生摯愛
‪-他絕對是我畢生摯愛

763
00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:39,809
{\an8}‪“1992年12月18日

764
00:33:40,309 --> 00:33:43,771
‪大衛不再跟我同睡一間房了

765
00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:45,732
‪我知道這就是我們戀情的終點

766
00:33:46,774 --> 00:33:48,109
‪我這輩子都不會結婚了

767
00:33:48,192 --> 00:33:49,152
‪我現在可以確定

768
00:33:49,777 --> 00:33:51,571
‪也許等我老了，我會跟爸媽一起住

769
00:33:51,654 --> 00:33:52,864
‪然後我們會一起死

770
00:33:53,865 --> 00:33:55,742
‪至少我身邊還有史達

771
00:33:57,076 --> 00:33:59,495
‪《海灘遊俠》的拍攝
‪終於暫時結束，直到五月

772
00:34:00,747 --> 00:34:03,374
‪雖然我在這段時間過得精采刺激

773
00:34:03,875 --> 00:34:06,586
‪但我喜歡在海灘上和大海裡拍攝

774
00:34:07,086 --> 00:34:08,212
‪我可以做自己

775
00:34:08,296 --> 00:34:09,589
‪做百分百的潘蜜拉”

776
00:34:10,590 --> 00:34:12,550
‪CJ帕克是以我為藍本的角色

777
00:34:12,633 --> 00:34:14,802
‪她是個浪漫派嬉皮

778
00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:16,220
‪米契，我想我戀愛了

779
00:34:16,888 --> 00:34:19,098
‪天啊，CJ，拜託別又來了

780
00:34:19,182 --> 00:34:20,266
‪妳才剛認識他

781
00:34:20,850 --> 00:34:21,684
‪不知道

782
00:34:21,768 --> 00:34:24,020
‪他讓我心中湧出一種前所未有的感覺

783
00:34:24,103 --> 00:34:25,605
‪妳每次都這樣說

784
00:34:25,688 --> 00:34:26,898
‪不，這次不一樣

785
00:34:27,899 --> 00:34:29,776
{\an8}‪（凱利史萊特）

786
00:34:29,859 --> 00:34:32,361
{\an8}‪我在《海灘遊俠》片場
‪認識凱利史萊特

787
00:34:32,445 --> 00:34:34,530
‪我真的超愛他的

788
00:34:37,158 --> 00:34:39,660
‪他很貼心，對我很好

789
00:34:41,954 --> 00:34:43,164
‪這就是凱利

790
00:34:43,247 --> 00:34:44,165
‪他還有頭髮的時候

791
00:34:45,208 --> 00:34:46,250
‪好帥

792
00:34:46,334 --> 00:34:47,877
‪他真的很帥

793
00:34:51,005 --> 00:34:52,131
‪我一直跟凱利交往

794
00:34:52,215 --> 00:34:54,759
‪只是同時間，我有很多男友

795
00:34:54,842 --> 00:34:56,135
‪他也有很多女友

796
00:34:56,219 --> 00:34:57,595
‪不是只有我

797
00:34:57,678 --> 00:35:00,723
‪我要感謝我女友們和…

798
00:35:00,807 --> 00:35:02,517
‪是我女友和朋友們

799
00:35:03,392 --> 00:35:05,686
‪他絕對是個薄情郎

800
00:35:06,354 --> 00:35:07,563
‪他是自由的靈魂

801
00:35:07,647 --> 00:35:09,107
‪不可能綁住他

802
00:35:09,190 --> 00:35:11,067
‪但你本來就無法擁有任何人

803
00:35:11,150 --> 00:35:13,194
‪沒有誰能擁有誰，你只能…

804
00:35:13,694 --> 00:35:16,280
‪讓他們做自己，而有時
‪比較好的作法是…

805
00:35:17,156 --> 00:35:18,282
‪不跟你在一起

806
00:35:22,829 --> 00:35:24,705
‪“我寧願只愛一瞬間

807
00:35:24,789 --> 00:35:26,207
‪也不要悲慘過一生

808
00:35:26,707 --> 00:35:28,000
‪我喜歡談戀愛

809
00:35:28,084 --> 00:35:30,378
‪讓自己脆弱並大方給予

810
00:35:30,878 --> 00:35:32,964
‪那是好好過活的唯一辦法

811
00:35:33,047 --> 00:35:33,881
‪讓自己脆弱”

812
00:35:35,424 --> 00:35:37,802
‪我喜歡每天過浪漫的生活

813
00:35:38,845 --> 00:35:40,972
‪我記得我跟席維斯史特龍聊過

814
00:35:41,055 --> 00:35:43,432
‪他想讓我當他的一號女孩
‪附贈公寓和保時捷

815
00:35:43,516 --> 00:35:46,060
‪我說：“那代表有
‪二號女孩吧？不用了”

816
00:35:46,686 --> 00:35:48,646
‪他說：“沒有比這
‪更優渥的條件了，甜心

817
00:35:48,729 --> 00:35:49,730
‪妳可是在好萊塢”

818
00:35:51,190 --> 00:35:52,984
‪我想好好談戀愛

819
00:35:53,067 --> 00:35:54,610
‪不想要半吊子的東西

820
00:35:57,572 --> 00:36:01,617
‪（1994年，洛杉磯）

821
00:36:01,701 --> 00:36:03,035
‪打個招呼吧

822
00:36:03,619 --> 00:36:05,830
‪我是避難所夜店的合夥人

823
00:36:07,248 --> 00:36:08,708
‪在一個新年夜

824
00:36:08,791 --> 00:36:10,501
‪我和摯友梅蘭妮一起去了那裡

825
00:36:10,585 --> 00:36:12,128
‪-梅蘭妮
‪-大家好

826
00:36:12,211 --> 00:36:13,296
‪那晚湯米也在

827
00:36:14,213 --> 00:36:15,882
‪克魯小丑樂團鼓手湯米李

828
00:36:15,965 --> 00:36:16,883
‪搖滾樂手湯米李

829
00:36:16,966 --> 00:36:19,552
‪壞男孩形象的克魯小丑樂團鼓手

830
00:36:25,641 --> 00:36:27,810
‪我請每人一杯黃金肉桂酒慶祝新年

831
00:36:27,894 --> 00:36:29,562
‪但湯米以為我只請他喝

832
00:36:29,645 --> 00:36:31,063
‪於是繞過人群

833
00:36:31,147 --> 00:36:33,399
‪坐到我旁邊，舔了我的臉頰

834
00:36:33,482 --> 00:36:35,735
‪我接著舔了梅蘭妮的臉頰
‪大家就這樣舔一圈

835
00:36:37,653 --> 00:36:40,364
‪過了那晚，他瘋狂打電話來

836
00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:42,325
‪還留言說

837
00:36:42,408 --> 00:36:45,244
‪“我的波隆納香腸，又大又好吃”

838
00:36:47,580 --> 00:36:49,248
‪我沒回他電話

839
00:36:49,916 --> 00:36:51,500
‪我當時很忙

840
00:36:51,584 --> 00:36:53,211
‪每天都在拍攝

841
00:36:53,294 --> 00:36:56,130
‪邊拍《海灘遊俠》
‪邊為《花花公子》拍照

842
00:36:56,214 --> 00:36:57,506
‪我有一天剛出門

843
00:36:57,590 --> 00:36:58,966
‪電話就響了又響

844
00:36:59,050 --> 00:37:01,135
‪我心想可能是經紀人打的

845
00:37:01,719 --> 00:37:03,846
‪一接起來，對方先打招呼
‪我說：“湯米嗎？”

846
00:37:03,930 --> 00:37:06,390
‪他用很傷心的語氣回說：“妳好”

847
00:37:06,891 --> 00:37:09,185
‪我說：“抱歉，之前沒怎麼理你

848
00:37:09,268 --> 00:37:11,771
‪但我現在很忙，我要去坎昆”

849
00:37:11,854 --> 00:37:13,022
‪他問：“不帶我嗎？”

850
00:37:13,105 --> 00:37:15,066
‪我說：“對，你不能去啦

851
00:37:15,149 --> 00:37:16,776
‪我是要去拍照的”

852
00:37:16,859 --> 00:37:18,194
‪結果他說：“那邊見”

853
00:37:18,277 --> 00:37:19,820
‪我說：“不行，你不能去”

854
00:37:19,904 --> 00:37:21,906
‪他說：“我就要去，我會找到妳”

855
00:37:21,989 --> 00:37:23,241
‪我說：“該死”

856
00:37:25,076 --> 00:37:26,702
‪到的時候，我告訴大家

857
00:37:26,786 --> 00:37:28,663
‪如果有刺青的人靠近飯店

858
00:37:28,746 --> 00:37:29,956
‪別讓他進來

859
00:37:30,039 --> 00:37:31,582
‪我們在坎昆

860
00:37:32,291 --> 00:37:33,876
‪真他媽不可思議

861
00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:36,587
‪（1995年2月）

862
00:37:36,671 --> 00:37:39,257
‪我們今晚就要去那裡

863
00:37:39,340 --> 00:37:40,675
‪大爆炸夜店

864
00:37:41,175 --> 00:37:42,260
‪就在那裡某處

865
00:37:42,843 --> 00:37:44,971
‪湯米留言說

866
00:37:45,054 --> 00:37:47,265
‪“我到坎昆了，這是我的飯店

867
00:37:47,348 --> 00:37:48,266
‪我跟幾個朋友來了

868
00:37:48,349 --> 00:37:50,893
‪我們會找到妳，一間一間飯店找”

869
00:37:51,394 --> 00:37:53,187
‪我本來很緊張，最後心想

870
00:37:53,688 --> 00:37:54,855
‪“還能出什麼差錯？

871
00:37:54,939 --> 00:37:56,607
‪反正我們明天就走

872
00:37:56,691 --> 00:37:58,985
‪乾脆打給他，跟他們玩一晚吧”

873
00:38:00,653 --> 00:38:02,571
‪好個著名遺言，“還能出什麼差錯？”

874
00:38:04,532 --> 00:38:06,534
‪我們去了大爆炸夜店

875
00:38:06,617 --> 00:38:07,994
‪現場大放鐵克諾音樂

876
00:38:08,828 --> 00:38:10,371
‪他們進來後，我朝他們走去

877
00:38:10,454 --> 00:38:12,206
‪我還問姊妹淘說：“哪個是湯米？”

878
00:38:12,290 --> 00:38:15,876
‪因為他們都穿白背心、牛仔褲
‪戴著金屬鍊

879
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:17,086
‪看起來都一樣

880
00:38:17,169 --> 00:38:20,172
‪然後我姊妹艾莉西絲說：“那個”

881
00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:25,511
‪我們點了香檳
‪在我的酒裡加了迷幻藥

882
00:38:25,594 --> 00:38:26,929
‪我之前從來沒試過

883
00:38:30,516 --> 00:38:32,476
‪結果我的瞳孔變得超大

884
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:35,104
‪我的眼睛顏色很淺，我覺得那超酷的

885
00:38:40,776 --> 00:38:42,486
‪剩下的記憶全是一團模糊

886
00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:44,572
‪一團快樂的模糊

887
00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:51,871
‪我們覺得自己所向無敵

888
00:38:55,458 --> 00:38:56,584
‪那天稍晚

889
00:38:57,084 --> 00:38:58,294
‪他看著我說

890
00:38:58,878 --> 00:39:00,254
‪“妳想結婚嗎？”，我說…

891
00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:01,839
‪“我想”

892
00:39:01,922 --> 00:39:03,549
‪他問：“妳有過這種衝動嗎？”

893
00:39:03,632 --> 00:39:05,843
‪我說：“從來沒有”

894
00:39:05,926 --> 00:39:08,471
‪他說：“那好”
‪然後剝下他朋友的骷髏戒指

895
00:39:08,554 --> 00:39:10,014
‪套在我手指上

896
00:39:10,097 --> 00:39:11,140
‪就是那樣

897
00:39:12,850 --> 00:39:14,935
‪我們在雅座聊了好幾小時的婚禮規劃

898
00:39:18,898 --> 00:39:21,692
‪“我和湯米完全離不開彼此

899
00:39:21,776 --> 00:39:23,361
‪我想：‘有何不可？

900
00:39:23,861 --> 00:39:24,862
‪這是全新開始

901
00:39:24,945 --> 00:39:26,364
‪一定會很刺激’

902
00:39:27,406 --> 00:39:28,741
‪從那時起

903
00:39:28,824 --> 00:39:30,326
‪一切都如夢似幻

904
00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:31,535
‪是屬於我的幻想”

905
00:39:32,411 --> 00:39:34,163
‪-妳好，愛人
‪-你好，寶貝

906
00:39:35,873 --> 00:39:38,250
‪一般人認識個兩年才會想說

907
00:39:38,334 --> 00:39:40,294
‪“我終於喜歡你到可以結婚的程度了”

908
00:39:41,003 --> 00:39:42,338
‪人每天都在變

909
00:39:43,089 --> 00:39:45,049
‪所以我覺得要勇敢一點

910
00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:47,551
‪天啊，我們今天要結婚了

911
00:39:47,635 --> 00:39:49,887
‪-我知道
‪-妳覺得怎樣？

912
00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:51,305
‪太棒了

913
00:39:51,389 --> 00:39:52,223
‪沒錯

914
00:39:52,932 --> 00:39:53,933
‪所以…

915
00:39:54,016 --> 00:39:55,893
‪在坎昆相處幾天後

916
00:39:55,976 --> 00:39:56,811
‪我們就結婚了

917
00:39:56,894 --> 00:39:58,229
‪妳好，可愛的女孩

918
00:40:00,106 --> 00:40:02,066
‪有些跟我們在大爆炸夜店一起玩的人

919
00:40:02,149 --> 00:40:03,943
‪去了我們的婚禮派對

920
00:40:04,610 --> 00:40:06,028
‪我的首席伴娘

921
00:40:06,112 --> 00:40:08,072
‪就是那晚在夜店認識的

922
00:40:09,156 --> 00:40:10,449
‪我們躺在躺椅上

923
00:40:10,533 --> 00:40:11,951
‪啜飲調酒

924
00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:14,161
‪我在婚禮穿著比基尼

925
00:40:14,245 --> 00:40:15,579
‪湯米穿著短褲

926
00:40:17,456 --> 00:40:19,625
‪我是地球上最幸運的女孩

927
00:40:22,169 --> 00:40:23,879
‪那是我俊俏的丈夫

928
00:40:23,963 --> 00:40:25,756
‪好養眼…

929
00:40:27,967 --> 00:40:29,176
‪怎麼了嗎？

930
00:40:29,718 --> 00:40:30,970
‪我不想貪便宜

931
00:40:31,053 --> 00:40:32,388
‪但我們該買一瓶伏特加

932
00:40:32,471 --> 00:40:34,598
‪因為一瓶只要八塊錢

933
00:40:34,682 --> 00:40:35,975
‪幾點了？

934
00:40:36,058 --> 00:40:38,144
‪大概3點15分

935
00:40:38,227 --> 00:40:40,396
‪我們喝了兩瓶香檳

936
00:40:40,980 --> 00:40:42,064
‪我們沒伏特加了？

937
00:40:42,148 --> 00:40:44,358
‪還有一瓶小皇冠啤酒

938
00:40:44,442 --> 00:40:46,068
‪小皇冠啤酒

939
00:40:46,152 --> 00:40:47,695
‪小皇冠啤酒

940
00:40:47,778 --> 00:40:49,613
‪我記得我問他：“我們姓什麼？”

941
00:40:49,697 --> 00:40:53,284
‪他說：“李”，我說
‪“我以為你叫湯米李瓊斯之類的”

942
00:40:53,367 --> 00:40:55,536
‪他說：“不是，那是另一個人”

943
00:40:57,204 --> 00:40:58,247
‪小寶貝

944
00:40:59,373 --> 00:41:00,666
‪我拍到你的屁股了

945
00:41:01,333 --> 00:41:02,293
‪妳好，美女

946
00:41:08,966 --> 00:41:10,092
‪湯米的不同之處在於

947
00:41:10,176 --> 00:41:12,386
‪他沒有秘密、不欺騙

948
00:41:12,470 --> 00:41:14,138
‪也不跟你周旋

949
00:41:14,221 --> 00:41:17,224
‪我們之間真的是徹底交心

950
00:41:17,308 --> 00:41:18,976
‪天雷勾動地火的愛

951
00:41:20,561 --> 00:41:23,314
‪真養眼…

952
00:41:25,149 --> 00:41:26,108
‪那是我的寶貝

953
00:41:27,943 --> 00:41:29,111
‪看看她的腳趾

954
00:41:30,321 --> 00:41:31,322
‪沾滿了沙子

955
00:41:31,405 --> 00:41:33,199
‪沒關係，我喜歡

956
00:41:33,282 --> 00:41:34,325
‪別管了

957
00:41:37,745 --> 00:41:38,579
‪吻我

958
00:41:41,707 --> 00:41:42,750
‪再見，坎昆

959
00:41:43,626 --> 00:41:46,086
‪但我當時在跟凱利史萊特交往

960
00:41:46,670 --> 00:41:50,382
‪而且本來要去佛羅里達
‪找他和他的家人

961
00:41:50,883 --> 00:41:53,344
‪我最先打電話告訴他我結婚了
‪他說：“什麼？”

962
00:41:54,178 --> 00:41:55,221
‪那通電話很可怕

963
00:41:56,096 --> 00:41:58,057
‪然後在回洛杉磯的飛機上

964
00:41:58,140 --> 00:42:00,643
‪我記得我問湯米說

965
00:42:00,726 --> 00:42:01,852
‪“你吃蛋嗎？”

966
00:42:04,813 --> 00:42:06,440
‪我們對彼此一無所知

967
00:42:07,316 --> 00:42:09,401
‪那最終成為史上最狂野

968
00:42:09,485 --> 00:42:11,028
‪最美好的出軌戀情之一

969
00:42:15,366 --> 00:42:17,993
‪我們一降落，就有很多狗仔在等

970
00:42:19,537 --> 00:42:20,621
‪超瘋狂

971
00:42:21,997 --> 00:42:23,332
‪大家都很震驚

972
00:42:24,500 --> 00:42:28,128
‪潘蜜拉和湯米只在一起四天就結婚

973
00:42:28,212 --> 00:42:30,923
‪為期四天的坎昆海灘求愛之旅

974
00:42:31,006 --> 00:42:33,801
‪現在，湯米和潘再開心不過了

975
00:42:33,884 --> 00:42:36,303
‪沉浸在新婚喜悅中

976
00:42:36,387 --> 00:42:38,889
‪有人認為跟潘蜜拉安德森結婚

977
00:42:38,973 --> 00:42:42,893
‪可望多少平撫
‪搖滾樂手湯米李的狂野作風

978
00:42:46,438 --> 00:42:47,523
{\an8}‪會很快…

979
00:42:47,606 --> 00:42:48,691
{\an8}‪-我們想生小孩
‪-沒錯

980
00:42:54,863 --> 00:42:56,574
‪我們今天要同居了

981
00:42:58,659 --> 00:42:59,660
{\an8}‪這是誰的手？

982
00:43:05,541 --> 00:43:06,625
{\an8}‪起來了，瞌睡蟲

983
00:43:07,710 --> 00:43:09,503
{\an8}‪我全程錄影中

984
00:43:11,005 --> 00:43:12,006
{\an8}‪這是我的房間

985
00:43:12,798 --> 00:43:14,633
{\an8}‪暫時拉上窗簾

986
00:43:14,717 --> 00:43:17,011
{\an8}‪因為外面都是跟蹤狂和狗仔

987
00:43:17,595 --> 00:43:19,346
‪我們當時做什麼都錄影

988
00:43:19,430 --> 00:43:21,056
{\an8}‪隨時帶著攝錄影機

989
00:43:22,141 --> 00:43:24,643
{\an8}‪錄滿一捲帶子就收起來，貼上標籤

990
00:43:24,727 --> 00:43:26,395
{\an8}‪再錄下一捲，然後貼上標籤

991
00:43:26,979 --> 00:43:28,731
‪我很慶幸我們捕捉了那些時光

992
00:43:28,814 --> 00:43:30,399
‪你得讓我懷孕

993
00:43:30,482 --> 00:43:31,317
‪我知道

994
00:43:32,067 --> 00:43:32,901
‪我在努力了

995
00:43:35,237 --> 00:43:38,198
‪（1995年5月，坎城影展）

996
00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:40,034
‪（《越空追擊》）

997
00:43:40,117 --> 00:43:42,119
‪那是我第一次參加坎城影展

998
00:43:42,202 --> 00:43:45,205
‪我們去那裡宣布拍攝《越空追擊》

999
00:43:46,999 --> 00:43:49,918
‪我只演過《越空追擊》這麼一部電影

1000
00:43:51,045 --> 00:43:53,339
‪這裡大部分的記者會都會有影評人

1001
00:43:53,422 --> 00:43:56,717
‪詢問電影製作藝術相關問題

1002
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:58,969
‪但在潘蜜拉的記者會上可不是如此

1003
00:43:59,053 --> 00:44:00,971
‪妳真的在努力懷孕嗎？

1004
00:44:01,055 --> 00:44:02,681
‪妳想生幾個孩子？

1005
00:44:03,390 --> 00:44:04,767
‪我們想生幾個孩子，寶貝？

1006
00:44:04,850 --> 00:44:05,768
‪兩、三個？

1007
00:44:06,602 --> 00:44:08,020
‪-兩，三個孩子
‪-兩個

1008
00:44:08,103 --> 00:44:09,063
‪兩個

1009
00:44:09,146 --> 00:44:10,481
‪對，但我們還在努力中

1010
00:44:12,024 --> 00:44:14,985
‪《越空追擊》在開拍前就倍受矚目了

1011
00:44:15,986 --> 00:44:18,155
‪但在坎城影展後

1012
00:44:18,238 --> 00:44:19,281
‪一切都變了

1013
00:44:19,365 --> 00:44:21,367
‪因為這部片被預期會大賣

1014
00:44:21,450 --> 00:44:22,451
‪於是導演換了

1015
00:44:22,534 --> 00:44:24,453
‪故事情節也改了

1016
00:44:24,536 --> 00:44:26,372
‪我都不知道那部片是要演什麼了

1017
00:44:26,872 --> 00:44:27,706
‪真的

1018
00:44:28,207 --> 00:44:29,416
{\an8}‪-開機
‪-開機

1019
00:44:29,500 --> 00:44:30,834
‪開拍

1020
00:44:30,918 --> 00:44:33,337
‪我真該現在就一槍打爆你的頭

1021
00:44:33,921 --> 00:44:36,131
‪我當時用《越空追擊》專用嗓拍攝

1022
00:44:36,215 --> 00:44:38,258
‪努力用非常低沉的聲音說話

1023
00:44:39,677 --> 00:44:41,804
‪別叫我寶貝

1024
00:44:42,888 --> 00:44:44,139
‪我只覺得

1025
00:44:44,223 --> 00:44:46,183
‪“天啊，有夠難聽的”

1026
00:44:46,975 --> 00:44:47,976
‪我馬不停蹄地拍攝

1027
00:44:48,060 --> 00:44:49,770
‪白天拍《海灘遊俠》

1028
00:44:49,853 --> 00:44:52,022
‪晚上和週末拍《越空追擊》

1029
00:44:52,731 --> 00:44:53,565
‪妳好嗎？

1030
00:44:54,066 --> 00:44:56,777
‪但在拍《越空追擊》時

1031
00:44:56,860 --> 00:44:58,612
‪我和湯米發現我懷孕了

1032
00:45:01,949 --> 00:45:03,951
{\an8}‪我們打造了育嬰室

1033
00:45:06,286 --> 00:45:07,621
{\an8}‪我們超興奮

1034
00:45:07,705 --> 00:45:09,373
{\an8}‪好可愛

1035
00:45:10,958 --> 00:45:11,917
{\an8}‪我們沒生過孩子

1036
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,920
{\an8}‪我想看看這會怎麼改變我的生活

1037
00:45:15,003 --> 00:45:16,880
‪占據我的時間

1038
00:45:16,964 --> 00:45:19,299
‪大家都說：“我們知道妳懷孕了

1039
00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:23,345
‪但妳還是得穿著緊身胸衣踢拳

1040
00:45:23,429 --> 00:45:25,139
‪一天工作18小時”

1041
00:45:25,222 --> 00:45:27,015
‪畢竟那是工作，是我該做的事

1042
00:45:27,099 --> 00:45:28,350
‪我說：“沒問題”

1043
00:45:29,059 --> 00:45:30,519
‪看看他們，努力工作中

1044
00:45:30,602 --> 00:45:33,397
‪我很幸運能在演藝生涯中拍電影

1045
00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:34,940
‪我想參與更多計畫

1046
00:45:35,691 --> 00:45:37,860
‪“我對我的事業發展很興奮

1047
00:45:37,943 --> 00:45:39,361
‪我現在更有事業心了

1048
00:45:39,945 --> 00:45:42,573
‪我要盡我所能成為最好的演員

1049
00:45:43,282 --> 00:45:44,366
‪我不會放棄”

1050
00:45:45,159 --> 00:45:47,536
‪這是個充滿挑戰的吃重角色

1051
00:45:47,619 --> 00:45:49,621
‪只是再怎麼努力也有限度

1052
00:45:49,705 --> 00:45:51,707
‪你的身體只能承受這麼多

1053
00:45:51,790 --> 00:45:54,752
{\an8}‪有段時間，我在片場都不太舒服

1054
00:45:55,252 --> 00:45:57,212
{\an8}‪她進來時看起來很糟糕

1055
00:45:57,296 --> 00:45:59,757
{\an8}‪臉色蒼白，渾身顫抖

1056
00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:01,675
‪我最後進了醫院

1057
00:46:02,384 --> 00:46:03,844
‪醫生告訴我們我流產了

1058
00:46:06,096 --> 00:46:09,057
‪我還記得湯米跟我一起睡在病床上

1059
00:46:10,184 --> 00:46:12,728
‪我們大受打擊

1060
00:46:12,811 --> 00:46:14,688
‪因為我們真的很想生兒育女

1061
00:46:15,355 --> 00:46:17,733
‪（安德森與李失去了孩子）

1062
00:46:18,734 --> 00:46:20,569
‪我們出院時

1063
00:46:20,652 --> 00:46:21,987
‪狗仔跟著我們

1064
00:46:22,070 --> 00:46:24,948
‪然後我們…有點失去理智

1065
00:46:26,533 --> 00:46:28,911
{\an8}‪湯米想甩掉狗仔

1066
00:46:28,994 --> 00:46:31,455
{\an8}‪開始急轉彎
‪並說：“這樣我們哪都去不了”

1067
00:46:31,538 --> 00:46:33,332
{\an8}‪然後我跟他說：“拜託別這樣…”

1068
00:46:33,415 --> 00:46:34,625
{\an8}‪後來我心想：“隨便啦”

1069
00:46:34,708 --> 00:46:36,794
{\an8}‪然後猛然打開車門

1070
00:46:36,877 --> 00:46:38,837
{\an8}‪剛好撞到狗仔司機的車門

1071
00:46:39,463 --> 00:46:40,506
{\an8}‪我整個爆走了

1072
00:46:41,423 --> 00:46:42,758
{\an8}‪我們跳上那輛車

1073
00:46:42,841 --> 00:46:45,093
‪湯姆踩破擋風玻璃

1074
00:46:45,177 --> 00:46:46,178
‪場面很瘋狂

1075
00:46:46,845 --> 00:46:48,096
‪我們當時的態度就是

1076
00:46:48,597 --> 00:46:49,848
‪“所有人都滾遠一點”

1077
00:46:50,849 --> 00:46:53,018
‪流產真的讓我很難過

1078
00:46:53,101 --> 00:46:53,936
{\an8}‪但又得回去工作

1079
00:46:54,019 --> 00:46:55,854
{\an8}‪那是最難的部分

1080
00:46:55,938 --> 00:46:58,690
‪我試著重新投入到電影中，回歸正常

1081
00:46:58,774 --> 00:47:01,276
‪-但很難…
‪-有傳言說妳在吸毒…

1082
00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:02,402
‪這個嘛，我流產了

1083
00:47:03,862 --> 00:47:06,281
‪《越空追擊》的票房並不好

1084
00:47:06,365 --> 00:47:07,241
‪確實

1085
00:47:07,825 --> 00:47:09,159
‪所以從多方面來說

1086
00:47:09,243 --> 00:47:10,536
‪這是妳第一次失敗

1087
00:47:10,619 --> 00:47:13,455
‪《越空追擊》並不如預期中賣座

1088
00:47:14,373 --> 00:47:15,874
‪但在流產後

1089
00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:17,626
‪我其實不太去想它

1090
00:47:19,086 --> 00:47:20,254
‪“我非常消沉

1091
00:47:21,129 --> 00:47:24,132
‪只能去做眼前的事來麻痺傷痛

1092
00:47:24,925 --> 00:47:28,345
‪而無法直面失去第一個孩子的悲傷

1093
00:47:29,054 --> 00:47:30,138
‪我難過至極”

1094
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:35,936
‪-這或許是…
‪-這是什麼？

1095
00:47:36,019 --> 00:47:37,896
‪萬聖節派對？這是迪倫出生前拍的

1096
00:47:37,980 --> 00:47:40,023
‪這是湯米37歲生日拍的

1097
00:47:40,107 --> 00:47:40,983
‪-我不想…
‪-你不…

1098
00:47:42,025 --> 00:47:44,111
‪-所以要改設定？
‪-應該是

1099
00:47:44,194 --> 00:47:45,362
‪應該要按“三”

1100
00:47:45,445 --> 00:47:46,780
‪以前是按“三”

1101
00:47:46,864 --> 00:47:48,448
‪-按“三”一次
‪-沒錯

1102
00:47:48,532 --> 00:47:51,159
‪-好，那播放吧
‪-好的

1103
00:47:51,368 --> 00:47:52,536
{\an8}‪（布蘭登李，迪倫李）

1104
00:47:52,619 --> 00:47:53,745
{\an8}‪（潘蜜拉的兒子們）

1105
00:47:53,829 --> 00:47:54,788
‪聖誕快樂

1106
00:47:54,872 --> 00:47:56,415
‪我們在曼斯伯勒飯店

1107
00:47:56,498 --> 00:47:58,792
‪我們住這裡，要大玩特玩

1108
00:47:59,376 --> 00:48:00,502
‪雙層巴士耶

1109
00:48:00,586 --> 00:48:01,628
‪（1995年12月）

1110
00:48:03,297 --> 00:48:05,173
‪我喝過那款烈酒很多次了

1111
00:48:06,091 --> 00:48:07,634
‪我剛付帳…

1112
00:48:07,718 --> 00:48:08,886
‪我們正在了解啤酒

1113
00:48:08,969 --> 00:48:10,429
‪結果我喝的是這個

1114
00:48:11,096 --> 00:48:12,639
‪-那很好喝啊
‪-是水

1115
00:48:13,265 --> 00:48:17,144
{\an8}‪（姓名：潘蜜拉李）

1116
00:48:17,728 --> 00:48:19,813
‪快拍我的肚子，我的孕肚

1117
00:48:19,897 --> 00:48:20,814
‪挺出肚子來，寶貝

1118
00:48:22,274 --> 00:48:23,358
‪我後來又懷孕了

1119
00:48:24,985 --> 00:48:25,903
‪我好開心

1120
00:48:29,823 --> 00:48:32,701
‪我老婆看起來很不開心

1121
00:48:33,285 --> 00:48:34,912
‪今天不是好日子，我不舒服

1122
00:48:35,454 --> 00:48:37,789
‪我每兩天就會有一天不舒服

1123
00:48:37,873 --> 00:48:40,250
‪那種時候不准拍我

1124
00:48:42,002 --> 00:48:43,670
‪要是媽咪沒喝到茶

1125
00:48:43,754 --> 00:48:44,838
‪就會對我大吼

1126
00:48:46,214 --> 00:48:48,008
‪你在喝酒，所以我已經對你不爽了

1127
00:48:50,969 --> 00:48:52,012
‪我親了他

1128
00:48:52,095 --> 00:48:54,222
‪-我不懂發生了什麼事
‪-吻我…

1129
00:48:54,306 --> 00:48:55,349
‪“湯米

1130
00:48:55,432 --> 00:48:58,393
‪他集愛、性、搖滾

1131
00:48:58,477 --> 00:48:59,311
‪貼心於一身

1132
00:48:59,394 --> 00:49:01,521
‪別忘了還有才華洋溢、浪漫

1133
00:49:02,022 --> 00:49:03,106
‪和酒品差”

1134
00:49:04,107 --> 00:49:05,275
‪給我加冕

1135
00:49:05,359 --> 00:49:07,152
‪“我們魯莽而充滿希望

1136
00:49:07,235 --> 00:49:09,446
‪我們的生活方式或許很獨特

1137
00:49:09,529 --> 00:49:10,572
‪但那正好適合我們

1138
00:49:10,656 --> 00:49:12,324
{\an8}‪（1995年12月21日）

1139
00:49:12,407 --> 00:49:14,076
{\an8}‪炸魚薯條加醋

1140
00:49:15,202 --> 00:49:17,913
{\an8}‪-這要怎麼辦？
‪-罩在妳胸部上

1141
00:49:20,707 --> 00:49:21,792
‪天啊，寶貝

1142
00:49:21,875 --> 00:49:23,460
‪跟我的乳頭差不多大

1143
00:49:25,170 --> 00:49:26,380
‪我愛你

1144
00:49:26,463 --> 00:49:27,297
‪我愛妳

1145
00:49:28,131 --> 00:49:28,966
‪有多愛？

1146
00:49:32,803 --> 00:49:33,637
‪很好

1147
00:49:34,721 --> 00:49:35,597
‪再見

1148
00:49:35,681 --> 00:49:36,640
‪按“淡出”

1149
00:49:38,392 --> 00:49:39,309
‪現在按…不對

1150
00:49:39,393 --> 00:49:40,602
‪現在用拇指按

1151
00:49:47,609 --> 00:49:48,986
{\an8}‪看看你對我做了什麼

1152
00:49:50,237 --> 00:49:52,489
{\an8}‪“1996年3月20日

1153
00:49:53,490 --> 00:49:55,283
{\an8}‪我好奇我們的生活會變得如何

1154
00:49:55,784 --> 00:49:58,203
{\an8}‪我等不及跟我們的寶寶玩了”

1155
00:49:58,286 --> 00:49:59,830
{\an8}‪爸爸已經在喝啤酒了

1156
00:49:59,913 --> 00:50:01,123
{\an8}‪爸爸已經開喝了

1157
00:50:01,623 --> 00:50:04,418
{\an8}‪因為爸爸現在超他媽興奮

1158
00:50:05,585 --> 00:50:06,420
{\an8}‪這是我

1159
00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:07,754
{\an8}‪布蘭登在裡面

1160
00:50:07,838 --> 00:50:09,715
{\an8}‪我可以看到我的肚臍，在這裡

1161
00:50:10,215 --> 00:50:12,175
{\an8}‪“我感覺到布蘭登在動

1162
00:50:12,259 --> 00:50:13,135
{\an8}‪太瘋狂了

1163
00:50:13,635 --> 00:50:15,971
{\an8}‪我肚子裡有個小人

1164
00:50:16,054 --> 00:50:17,139
{\an8}‪仰賴我生存

1165
00:50:17,848 --> 00:50:19,349
{\an8}‪我好愛他

1166
00:50:20,017 --> 00:50:22,394
{\an8}‪我會成為最棒的母親”

1167
00:50:22,477 --> 00:50:24,730
{\an8}‪狗仔都在外面守著

1168
00:50:25,814 --> 00:50:26,648
{\an8}‪他們很討厭

1169
00:50:29,401 --> 00:50:30,360
‪我們那時去拍狗仔

1170
00:50:30,444 --> 00:50:32,070
‪他們全都守在我們家外面

1171
00:50:32,154 --> 00:50:33,488
‪還有人爬到樹上

1172
00:50:33,572 --> 00:50:35,157
‪就等著寶寶出生

1173
00:50:35,240 --> 00:50:36,158
‪太瘋狂了

1174
00:50:36,241 --> 00:50:37,367
‪對，糟透了

1175
00:50:38,201 --> 00:50:40,746
{\an8}‪有人幾天後要當爸爸了

1176
00:50:42,789 --> 00:50:44,374
{\an8}‪我今晚就要生布蘭登了

1177
00:50:45,208 --> 00:50:46,126
{\an8}‪6月1日

1178
00:50:46,209 --> 00:50:47,836
{\an8}‪“我又痛又興奮”

1179
00:50:47,919 --> 00:50:49,046
{\an8}‪他要出來了嗎，寶貝？

1180
00:50:49,546 --> 00:50:50,630
{\an8}‪不知道

1181
00:50:50,714 --> 00:50:54,760
{\an8}‪“我這輩子最瘋狂的體驗
‪就要在我們家

1182
00:50:54,843 --> 00:50:56,094
{\an8}‪在我們臥室發生了

1183
00:50:56,178 --> 00:50:58,013
{\an8}‪我們美麗的孩子

1184
00:50:58,096 --> 00:51:00,015
{\an8}‪布蘭登湯瑪斯李即將出生”

1185
00:51:02,309 --> 00:51:04,770
‪（1996年6月）

1186
00:51:04,853 --> 00:51:05,687
{\an8}‪（6月5日）

1187
00:51:05,771 --> 00:51:06,938
{\an8}‪妳好，媽媽

1188
00:51:07,022 --> 00:51:08,106
{\an8}‪你好，寶貝

1189
00:51:08,190 --> 00:51:09,941
{\an8}‪恭喜

1190
00:51:10,025 --> 00:51:11,818
{\an8}‪寶貝，我們做了個捲餅

1191
00:51:12,903 --> 00:51:15,280
{\an8}‪這是17小時自然生產的成果

1192
00:51:16,656 --> 00:51:17,532
{\an8}‪你好，布蘭登

1193
00:51:18,283 --> 00:51:19,451
{\an8}‪寶貝

1194
00:51:19,951 --> 00:51:21,995
{\an8}‪我們是爸爸媽媽

1195
00:51:22,996 --> 00:51:24,414
{\an8}‪他在跟爸爸玩

1196
00:51:25,248 --> 00:51:26,500
{\an8}‪寶貝，你當爸爸了

1197
00:51:27,918 --> 00:51:29,461
{\an8}‪我們要過全新生活了

1198
00:51:31,671 --> 00:51:33,882
{\an8}‪他凌晨3點05分出生

1199
00:51:33,965 --> 00:51:35,467
{\an8}‪3點02分吧

1200
00:51:37,177 --> 00:51:38,595
{\an8}‪反正很晚了

1201
00:51:38,678 --> 00:51:39,638
{\an8}‪我只知道這個

1202
00:51:41,973 --> 00:51:44,476
{\an8}‪那是我人生中非常快樂的時光

1203
00:51:45,310 --> 00:51:46,186
‪但…

1204
00:51:46,269 --> 00:51:47,312
‪我們沒想到

1205
00:51:47,395 --> 00:51:48,939
‪一切都將改變

1206
00:51:49,022 --> 00:51:50,816
‪說再見，兩位

1207
00:51:50,899 --> 00:51:51,942
‪再見

1208
00:51:55,362 --> 00:51:57,322
‪一切正在慢慢完成

1209
00:51:57,906 --> 00:51:58,740
‪這是鯉魚池

1210
00:52:02,077 --> 00:52:04,162
‪當時家裡在施工

1211
00:52:06,206 --> 00:52:07,666
‪然後車庫裡

1212
00:52:07,749 --> 00:52:09,793
‪有個冰箱大小的保險箱

1213
00:52:09,876 --> 00:52:10,752
‪那是槍枝保險櫃

1214
00:52:10,836 --> 00:52:12,712
‪放在一道鋪了地毯的牆後面

1215
00:52:12,796 --> 00:52:14,756
‪裡面放了湯米的槍

1216
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:16,258
‪我結婚時穿的比基尼

1217
00:52:16,341 --> 00:52:19,427
‪還有我們開的每一支香檳的軟木塞

1218
00:52:19,511 --> 00:52:20,762
‪就是些傻玩意

1219
00:52:22,430 --> 00:52:23,932
{\an8}‪妳好，酷妞殿下

1220
00:52:24,015 --> 00:52:26,768
{\an8}‪有一天，我們在家

1221
00:52:26,852 --> 00:52:28,311
‪湯米去保險箱拿東西

1222
00:52:28,395 --> 00:52:29,604
‪然後他一上樓就說

1223
00:52:29,688 --> 00:52:30,814
‪“行了

1224
00:52:30,897 --> 00:52:33,400
‪這是開玩笑吧？
‪你把保險箱搬去哪了？”

1225
00:52:33,483 --> 00:52:36,111
‪他看著我的助理約翰羅伯茲說

1226
00:52:36,194 --> 00:52:39,447
‪約翰說：“你瘋了嗎？我哪知道”

1227
00:52:39,531 --> 00:52:41,199
‪然後我們下樓去看，發現它不見了

1228
00:52:44,578 --> 00:52:46,413
‪我不知道該怎麼辦，於是報警

1229
00:52:47,789 --> 00:52:49,875
‪我們填了報案單

1230
00:52:50,542 --> 00:52:52,419
‪但事情不了了之

1231
00:52:52,919 --> 00:52:54,796
‪我們不知道那是何時被偷的

1232
00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:58,049
{\an8}‪因為我們家施工了好一陣子

1233
00:52:58,133 --> 00:53:00,719
‪可能是在長達半年的期間被偷的

1234
00:53:00,802 --> 00:53:03,889
‪而我們不知道它不見了

1235
00:53:04,514 --> 00:53:06,641
‪也沒想過裡面會有任何東西

1236
00:53:06,725 --> 00:53:09,186
‪被別人拿來傷害我們

1237
00:53:11,521 --> 00:53:12,939
‪寶貝，我在拍你

1238
00:53:15,400 --> 00:53:17,027
‪但後來有一天

1239
00:53:17,110 --> 00:53:20,030
‪我們收到一個牛皮紙包裹

1240
00:53:21,198 --> 00:53:22,365
‪湯米把它打開

1241
00:53:23,950 --> 00:53:25,243
‪裡面是一捲錄影帶

1242
00:53:26,536 --> 00:53:28,288
‪湯米要我上樓

1243
00:53:28,371 --> 00:53:29,539
‪然後他把錄影帶放來看

1244
00:53:30,207 --> 00:53:32,083
‪我沒看，我自始至終都沒看

1245
00:53:33,043 --> 00:53:35,003
‪後來他上樓說

1246
00:53:35,086 --> 00:53:36,838
‪“這下麻煩了

1247
00:53:37,464 --> 00:53:40,300
‪錄影帶裡是我們做愛的畫面”

1248
00:53:44,679 --> 00:53:45,847
‪我的老天啊

1249
00:53:46,681 --> 00:53:48,600
‪我們發現竊賊偷走了我們的家庭影片

1250
00:53:49,184 --> 00:53:50,810
‪那一刻真是糟透了

1251
00:53:53,188 --> 00:53:54,731
‪那是我們新婚時拍的

1252
00:53:54,814 --> 00:53:56,107
‪我愛你，湯米

1253
00:53:56,191 --> 00:53:57,609
‪我愛妳

1254
00:53:57,692 --> 00:53:58,818
‪那時我們成天光著身子

1255
00:53:58,902 --> 00:54:01,154
‪會在度假之類的時候拍對方

1256
00:54:01,821 --> 00:54:03,698
‪我們就是在耍笨

1257
00:54:03,782 --> 00:54:05,575
‪湯米會用他的老二按喇叭

1258
00:54:06,201 --> 00:54:07,077
‪才華洋溢的男人

1259
00:54:08,536 --> 00:54:10,372
‪而竊賊從不同的錄影帶

1260
00:54:10,455 --> 00:54:11,957
‪蒐集了所有裸露畫面

1261
00:54:12,040 --> 00:54:13,833
‪剪接在一起

1262
00:54:14,501 --> 00:54:15,418
‪爸爸呢？

1263
00:54:15,502 --> 00:54:17,712
‪但我們不知道那捲錄影帶是誰寄的

1264
00:54:18,296 --> 00:54:19,923
{\an8}‪他來了，被拍個正著

1265
00:54:21,466 --> 00:54:23,843
{\an8}‪如果有誰在看這個，就去死吧

1266
00:54:24,636 --> 00:54:25,804
{\an8}‪如果誰偷了這捲錄影帶

1267
00:54:25,887 --> 00:54:27,389
{\an8}‪你會下地獄

1268
00:54:27,472 --> 00:54:28,556
{\an8}‪要是我就會關掉影片

1269
00:54:28,640 --> 00:54:30,850
{\an8}‪把錄影帶寄回原主

1270
00:54:32,894 --> 00:54:33,728
{\an8}‪布蘭登

1271
00:54:34,771 --> 00:54:35,855
{\an8}‪不久後…

1272
00:54:35,939 --> 00:54:36,856
{\an8}‪你好

1273
00:54:37,983 --> 00:54:40,819
{\an8}‪《閣樓》的鮑伯古喬內來信

1274
00:54:42,696 --> 00:54:44,489
‪他想跟我們買那捲錄影帶

1275
00:54:44,572 --> 00:54:46,491
‪他說：“我給你們五百萬現金

1276
00:54:46,574 --> 00:54:48,326
‪買這支錄影帶的版權”

1277
00:54:49,494 --> 00:54:51,496
‪我們說：“去你的，把錄影帶都還來”

1278
00:54:51,997 --> 00:54:54,624
‪那些影片從來不是要給外人看的

1279
00:54:56,918 --> 00:54:59,504
‪我們毫無線索，只覺得拿回錄影帶

1280
00:54:59,587 --> 00:55:00,672
‪一切就會停止

1281
00:55:02,007 --> 00:55:03,300
‪我們不知道該怎麼辦

1282
00:55:03,383 --> 00:55:06,094
‪因為沒有別人經歷過這種事

1283
00:55:06,177 --> 00:55:07,804
‪所以我們真的…

1284
00:55:07,887 --> 00:55:09,306
‪不知該如何是好

1285
00:55:09,806 --> 00:55:11,808
‪不懂怎麼拿回所有錄影帶

1286
00:55:11,891 --> 00:55:13,059
‪或是讓這件事平息

1287
00:55:14,519 --> 00:55:16,521
‪（1996年8月）

1288
00:55:16,604 --> 00:55:17,605
‪幾週後

1289
00:55:17,689 --> 00:55:19,524
‪湯米看了新聞跟我說

1290
00:55:20,025 --> 00:55:22,736
‪“有件事妳聽了恐怕不會開心”

1291
00:55:23,403 --> 00:55:24,863
‪他跟我說

1292
00:55:24,946 --> 00:55:27,532
‪有個女孩在淘兒唱片行模仿我

1293
00:55:27,615 --> 00:55:31,161
‪幾位情色明星
‪在為潘與湯米的錄影帶簽名

1294
00:55:31,703 --> 00:55:34,581
‪我們在報紙和小報上到處都看到了

1295
00:55:34,664 --> 00:55:35,915
‪那捲錄影帶流出來了

1296
00:55:37,000 --> 00:55:38,626
‪（首支成人片，一刀未剪）

1297
00:55:38,710 --> 00:55:40,754
‪（湯米李的家庭影片）

1298
00:55:42,088 --> 00:55:43,089
‪那完全是侵犯隱私

1299
00:55:44,132 --> 00:55:45,967
‪我們生氣、受傷又難過

1300
00:55:46,051 --> 00:55:46,885
‪（蜜月影片）

1301
00:55:46,968 --> 00:55:48,303
‪我們覺得被徹底侵犯

1302
00:55:48,386 --> 00:55:49,429
{\an8}‪有某個…

1303
00:55:49,929 --> 00:55:52,349
{\an8}‪瘋子決定量產那捲錄影帶

1304
00:55:52,432 --> 00:55:53,808
{\an8}‪賣到全世界去

1305
00:55:54,601 --> 00:55:57,103
{\an8}‪你對得利於名人

1306
00:55:57,187 --> 00:55:59,022
{\an8}‪或非名人的生活有任何悔意嗎？

1307
00:55:59,105 --> 00:56:00,565
{\an8}‪沒有

1308
00:56:00,648 --> 00:56:02,942
{\an8}‪我不覺得我們做了什麼壞事

1309
00:56:03,026 --> 00:56:05,612
‪潘蜜拉，可以留步嗎？

1310
00:56:06,905 --> 00:56:08,448
‪潘蜜拉，請說說…

1311
00:56:08,531 --> 00:56:10,158
‪失竊錄影帶流出後

1312
00:56:10,241 --> 00:56:11,409
‪我們壓力很大

1313
00:56:11,493 --> 00:56:13,328
‪去到哪都碰到狗仔

1314
00:56:16,790 --> 00:56:17,874
{\an8}‪布蘭登出生後

1315
00:56:17,957 --> 00:56:19,501
{\an8}‪我們頭一次晚上出門

1316
00:56:20,001 --> 00:56:21,378
‪去了毒蛇室夜店

1317
00:56:21,878 --> 00:56:23,505
‪由我爸媽照顧布蘭登

1318
00:56:24,089 --> 00:56:25,215
‪我們離開時

1319
00:56:25,298 --> 00:56:27,175
‪攝影機就對著我的臉拍

1320
00:56:28,593 --> 00:56:30,136
‪-別這樣
‪-給我滾

1321
00:56:30,220 --> 00:56:31,179
‪湯米

1322
00:56:32,138 --> 00:56:32,972
‪滾開

1323
00:56:33,556 --> 00:56:34,391
‪湯米，上車…

1324
00:56:34,474 --> 00:56:36,184
‪然後有人朝我們噴了胡椒噴霧

1325
00:56:36,684 --> 00:56:40,397
‪-你竟敢朝我的嘴噴胡椒噴霧…
‪-我什麼都沒噴

1326
00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:41,481
‪妳就是個毒蟲

1327
00:56:41,564 --> 00:56:42,732
‪你竟敢對我做這種事

1328
00:56:42,816 --> 00:56:45,402
‪大半夜的，妳的孩子在哪裡？

1329
00:56:45,485 --> 00:56:47,654
‪-跟我媽在一起…
‪-妳的孩子呢？

1330
00:56:47,737 --> 00:56:49,364
‪妳的孩子呢？

1331
00:56:49,447 --> 00:56:52,075
‪跟我媽在一起，我會殺了你

1332
00:56:52,158 --> 00:56:53,701
‪你這該死的混蛋

1333
00:56:54,994 --> 00:56:56,162
‪你活該，湯米

1334
00:56:56,246 --> 00:56:57,664
‪你就是個死混蛋

1335
00:57:02,460 --> 00:57:05,004
‪我想我們倆都不知道該怎麼處理

1336
00:57:05,088 --> 00:57:07,298
‪誰會知道怎麼處理那種事？

1337
00:57:08,091 --> 00:57:10,885
‪但我們總得求助，總得做點什麼

1338
00:57:10,969 --> 00:57:13,638
‪我們至少得試著反擊

1339
00:57:13,721 --> 00:57:15,682
‪因為東西是從我們家被偷走的

1340
00:57:15,765 --> 00:57:19,185
‪哪有別人可以從你家偷東西

1341
00:57:19,269 --> 00:57:22,230
‪還把它賣到全世界的道理

1342
00:57:25,608 --> 00:57:28,194
‪我和湯米李的錄影帶被偷了

1343
00:57:28,278 --> 00:57:31,072
‪網路娛樂集團
‪正在全世界非法販售那捲錄影帶

1344
00:57:31,156 --> 00:57:32,907
‪沒有經過我或湯米同意

1345
00:57:33,450 --> 00:57:34,868
‪我們沒收到半分錢

1346
00:57:34,951 --> 00:57:37,328
‪也沒簽署任何同意販售的合約

1347
00:57:38,163 --> 00:57:39,581
‪後來艾德馬斯里

1348
00:57:39,664 --> 00:57:41,082
‪就是《永不妥協》裡的律師

1349
00:57:41,166 --> 00:57:42,750
‪聯絡我們

1350
00:57:42,834 --> 00:57:44,085
‪表示願意接下案子

1351
00:57:44,169 --> 00:57:45,253
‪於是我們雇用他

1352
00:57:45,336 --> 00:57:48,965
{\an8}‪潘與湯米是這捲錄影帶的受害者

1353
00:57:49,048 --> 00:57:50,467
{\an8}‪毫無疑問

1354
00:57:50,550 --> 00:57:52,719
‪世界各地都有人用它自肥

1355
00:57:52,802 --> 00:57:54,304
‪大家都靠它賺錢

1356
00:57:54,387 --> 00:57:56,097
‪尤其是在我生命中這個階段

1357
00:57:56,181 --> 00:57:57,765
‪這實在駭人至極

1358
00:57:57,849 --> 00:58:00,518
{\an8}‪我真心相信我們會抓到他們

1359
00:58:00,602 --> 00:58:03,229
{\an8}‪讓他們付出代價，因為這是違法的

1360
00:58:03,313 --> 00:58:05,106
{\an8}‪我要特別澄清

1361
00:58:05,190 --> 00:58:08,693
{\an8}‪潘和湯米拒絕了五百萬現金

1362
00:58:08,776 --> 00:58:10,236
{\an8}‪他們並不想公開影片

1363
00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:11,404
‪（侵犯隱私）

1364
00:58:11,488 --> 00:58:12,739
‪我不只是為自己奮戰

1365
00:58:12,822 --> 00:58:15,492
‪更是為所有被侵犯隱私的名人而戰

1366
00:58:15,575 --> 00:58:18,578
‪我會繼續為自己和我的孩子奮戰

1367
00:58:19,162 --> 00:58:22,165
‪讓那些人因為他們對我做的事被定罪

1368
00:58:23,416 --> 00:58:25,793
‪那是個大案子，事關隱私權

1369
00:58:25,877 --> 00:58:28,421
‪是開創先例的重要案件

1370
00:58:30,548 --> 00:58:33,593
‪（1997年10月）

1371
00:58:34,552 --> 00:58:36,054
‪做庭外取證時

1372
00:58:36,137 --> 00:58:37,180
‪我再度懷孕

1373
00:58:38,723 --> 00:58:41,476
‪我很擔心會影響寶寶的健康

1374
00:58:43,436 --> 00:58:46,231
‪我沒料到會被徹底羞辱

1375
00:58:48,107 --> 00:58:49,692
‪我記得我走進一個房間

1376
00:58:49,776 --> 00:58:52,487
‪所有人手上都有我的裸照

1377
00:58:54,072 --> 00:58:55,406
‪律師的意思基本上就是

1378
00:58:55,490 --> 00:58:57,450
‪我拍了《花花公子》
‪本來就沒有隱私權

1379
00:58:58,535 --> 00:59:01,454
‪那有點令人震驚，但…

1380
00:59:07,168 --> 00:59:09,295
‪他們還問了我的性生活

1381
00:59:10,380 --> 00:59:11,673
‪我一直不明白

1382
00:59:11,756 --> 00:59:14,259
‪我怎麼會被質問我的性行為

1383
00:59:14,342 --> 00:59:16,469
‪喜好、身體部位

1384
00:59:16,553 --> 00:59:19,138
‪還有喜歡的做愛地點
‪明明那捲錄影帶是被偷的？

1385
00:59:20,390 --> 00:59:21,808
‪那讓我覺得

1386
00:59:21,891 --> 00:59:23,476
‪自己是個糟糕透頂的女人

1387
00:59:23,560 --> 00:59:25,186
‪好像我只是一副肉體

1388
00:59:25,270 --> 00:59:26,521
‪這種事對我應該不算什麼

1389
00:59:26,604 --> 00:59:28,481
‪因為我跟妓女也差不多

1390
00:59:29,857 --> 00:59:32,110
‪他們對我沒有太多同情

1391
00:59:32,193 --> 00:59:34,904
‪說我拍過《花花公子》
‪代表我樂於當眾裸體

1392
00:59:37,782 --> 00:59:40,118
‪拍雜誌是我自己的選擇

1393
00:59:40,743 --> 00:59:42,537
‪拍《花花公子》本來賦予我力量

1394
00:59:43,955 --> 00:59:46,416
‪但在當下，那卻變得像強暴一樣

1395
00:59:48,459 --> 00:59:51,379
‪我無意提起兒時沉重的回憶

1396
00:59:51,462 --> 00:59:53,464
‪但當那個人這樣攻擊我時

1397
00:59:53,548 --> 00:59:55,258
‪我總覺得大家都會知道那件事

1398
00:59:56,342 --> 00:59:57,719
‪當那捲錄影帶被偷時

1399
00:59:57,802 --> 00:59:58,886
‪感覺就像是那樣

1400
01:00:00,388 --> 01:00:02,640
‪庭外取證的過程非常殘酷

1401
01:00:04,017 --> 01:00:05,768
‪我記得我看著那些人心想

1402
01:00:05,852 --> 01:00:07,395
‪“他們為什麼這麼討厭我？

1403
01:00:07,478 --> 01:00:10,231
‪這些成年男人為什麼這麼討厭我？”

1404
01:00:12,150 --> 01:00:13,985
‪我不知道我做了幾天的庭外取證

1405
01:00:14,068 --> 01:00:16,112
‪但我一再被叫回去

1406
01:00:17,697 --> 01:00:19,073
‪後來我跟湯米說

1407
01:00:19,157 --> 01:00:21,159
‪“我實在受不了了”

1408
01:00:23,328 --> 01:00:25,538
‪如果堅持，那將是長達數年的戰鬥

1409
01:00:26,331 --> 01:00:28,875
‪我知道有些人會拚死奮戰

1410
01:00:28,958 --> 01:00:31,794
‪但我當時懷孕，不想影響到孩子

1411
01:00:31,878 --> 01:00:33,588
‪我和湯米經歷過流產

1412
01:00:34,088 --> 01:00:36,090
‪很怕會再次發生

1413
01:00:36,674 --> 01:00:39,719
‪我們不想冒失去迪倫的風險

1414
01:00:40,219 --> 01:00:41,471
‪因為我已經快崩潰了

1415
01:00:44,015 --> 01:00:45,808
‪整件事讓我心力交瘁

1416
01:00:47,560 --> 01:00:50,730
‪但我眼睛一閉，簽了授權書

1417
01:00:50,813 --> 01:00:52,774
‪（簽名：潘蜜拉安德森李）

1418
01:00:52,857 --> 01:00:55,026
‪（湯米李，網路娛樂集團）

1419
01:00:55,109 --> 01:00:57,612
‪（李氏夫妻失去影片版權）

1420
01:00:57,695 --> 01:01:01,240
‪李氏夫妻對網路性愛業者
‪網路娛樂集團撤告

1421
01:01:01,866 --> 01:01:03,534
‪網路娛樂集團正式將影片上線

1422
01:01:03,618 --> 01:01:04,744
‪使其迅速傳播

1423
01:01:04,827 --> 01:01:08,164
‪已經可以在許多網站上觀看

1424
01:01:08,247 --> 01:01:09,832
‪那時候網路剛興起

1425
01:01:10,333 --> 01:01:12,794
‪我們想都沒想過那種事

1426
01:01:12,877 --> 01:01:16,881
‪不知道影片會瞬間傳遍全世界

1427
01:01:21,135 --> 01:01:25,223
{\an8}‪那是史上第一支所謂的…爆紅影片

1428
01:01:25,306 --> 01:01:27,225
‪光碟賣再多也有限

1429
01:01:27,308 --> 01:01:30,478
‪但影片一放上網路，就可以無限傳播

1430
01:01:30,561 --> 01:01:32,105
‪真的嗎？全世界都會看到？

1431
01:01:32,188 --> 01:01:34,524
‪（名人裸體將永遠在網路上流傳）

1432
01:01:34,607 --> 01:01:36,818
‪全世界的人都上網

1433
01:01:36,901 --> 01:01:38,903
‪觀看安德森和李的性愛影片

1434
01:01:38,986 --> 01:01:41,531
‪造成許多網站塞車

1435
01:01:41,614 --> 01:01:42,782
‪他們的親密時刻…

1436
01:01:42,865 --> 01:01:44,575
‪席捲全網

1437
01:01:44,659 --> 01:01:46,327
‪被數百萬陌生人觀看

1438
01:01:46,411 --> 01:01:48,413
‪私生活被攤在陽光下

1439
01:01:52,875 --> 01:01:54,502
‪我們從來沒有因此賺過半毛錢

1440
01:01:55,586 --> 01:01:57,463
‪我討厭別人說我們和解

1441
01:01:57,547 --> 01:01:59,799
‪我們不曾和解什麼
‪只是對所有人下驅逐令

1442
01:02:00,299 --> 01:02:01,634
‪如果有誰去看

1443
01:02:01,718 --> 01:02:02,927
‪去買

1444
01:02:03,010 --> 01:02:05,346
‪或去販賣那支影片，那真的很可悲

1445
01:02:07,598 --> 01:02:09,392
‪再多錢都無法補償

1446
01:02:09,475 --> 01:02:11,477
‪那造成的痛苦和折磨

1447
01:02:12,228 --> 01:02:13,229
‪儘管跟風吧

1448
01:02:13,312 --> 01:02:15,106
‪大家都在取笑我們

1449
01:02:15,189 --> 01:02:17,525
‪-取笑？妳在說什麼？
‪-我知道…

1450
01:02:18,651 --> 01:02:19,861
‪我好震驚

1451
01:02:19,944 --> 01:02:21,946
‪潘蜜拉李與湯米李…

1452
01:02:22,029 --> 01:02:25,116
‪潘蜜拉與湯米李…

1453
01:02:25,199 --> 01:02:28,911
‪我成了脫口秀的笑柄

1454
01:02:29,662 --> 01:02:30,913
‪超級丟臉

1455
01:02:30,997 --> 01:02:32,165
‪這不好笑

1456
01:02:32,248 --> 01:02:34,417
‪真的不好笑，對我們來說很痛苦

1457
01:02:34,500 --> 01:02:35,501
‪聽著…

1458
01:02:35,585 --> 01:02:36,836
‪-是嗎？
‪-沒錯

1459
01:02:36,919 --> 01:02:39,005
‪當人們因為一件事愛上你時
‪你就定型了

1460
01:02:40,173 --> 01:02:43,634
‪一部性愛影片
‪會讓你永遠甩不掉那種形象

1461
01:02:44,218 --> 01:02:45,803
‪-我有光碟
‪-是嗎？

1462
01:02:45,887 --> 01:02:47,847
‪那樣畫質才清晰

1463
01:02:47,930 --> 01:02:48,890
‪那有出光碟嗎？

1464
01:02:48,973 --> 01:02:50,016
‪-有出光碟？
‪-有的

1465
01:02:50,099 --> 01:02:51,434
‪真可悲

1466
01:02:52,101 --> 01:02:55,772
{\an8}‪那件事似乎
‪也確立了我的某種卡通形象

1467
01:02:56,898 --> 01:02:58,941
{\an8}‪我彷彿成了諷刺漫畫人物

1468
01:03:01,527 --> 01:03:04,113
‪我覺得那是一種形象惡化

1469
01:03:04,197 --> 01:03:06,908
‪不管我過去的形象是什麼

1470
01:03:07,492 --> 01:03:09,160
‪世界上最著名的性愛偶像

1471
01:03:09,243 --> 01:03:10,620
‪知道我最喜歡哪部分嗎？

1472
01:03:10,703 --> 01:03:12,038
‪她的陰道美呆了吧？

1473
01:03:12,121 --> 01:03:13,706
‪陰部接受那種撞擊…

1474
01:03:13,790 --> 01:03:16,375
‪她樂於在電視上利用那種形象…

1475
01:03:18,920 --> 01:03:20,963
‪這件事對我和對他的意義不一樣

1476
01:03:22,048 --> 01:03:23,758
‪湯米是搖滾巨星

1477
01:03:24,926 --> 01:03:27,804
‪那為他的瘋狂形象更添一筆

1478
01:03:28,888 --> 01:03:30,598
‪但我當時就明白

1479
01:03:31,098 --> 01:03:32,058
‪我的事業完蛋了

1480
01:03:33,476 --> 01:03:36,562
{\an8}‪-我一直很喜歡童話故事
‪-妳想當正經的演員嗎？

1481
01:03:36,646 --> 01:03:38,564
{\an8}‪-我是正經的演員啊
‪-我是說…

1482
01:03:40,191 --> 01:03:42,693
‪我想過我或許能發展更正經的事業

1483
01:03:42,777 --> 01:03:46,197
‪只是得設法從僅剩的碎片去拼湊

1484
01:03:49,492 --> 01:03:51,077
‪後來一切都毀了

1485
01:03:57,625 --> 01:03:58,793
‪我不太舒服

1486
01:03:58,876 --> 01:04:00,711
‪我想盡量說清楚

1487
01:04:00,795 --> 01:04:01,963
‪只是很難

1488
01:04:02,463 --> 01:04:04,674
‪有時我會想，何必又重提往事

1489
01:04:04,757 --> 01:04:06,926
‪但那就是拍這部片的意義…

1490
01:04:08,553 --> 01:04:10,596
‪可以好好說出來至少一、兩次是好事

1491
01:04:10,680 --> 01:04:11,764
‪用你自己的話來說

1492
01:04:11,848 --> 01:04:12,807
‪用我自己的話來說

1493
01:04:33,786 --> 01:04:35,496
‪我把過去加上了浪漫的濾鏡

1494
01:04:38,374 --> 01:04:40,251
‪現在聊起來

1495
01:04:40,334 --> 01:04:42,628
‪讓我想起一些蠻重大的警訊

1496
01:04:45,339 --> 01:04:46,924
‪但如果不去想太多

1497
01:04:47,008 --> 01:04:49,051
‪我會覺得我們的關係很完美

1498
01:04:50,970 --> 01:04:52,513
‪湯米每天都會來

1499
01:04:53,139 --> 01:04:54,432
‪他每天都來

1500
01:04:54,515 --> 01:04:56,225
‪差不多算是搬進我的拖車了

1501
01:04:56,809 --> 01:04:58,853
‪拍《海灘遊俠》時，我會在拖車休息

1502
01:04:58,936 --> 01:04:59,812
‪然後他會溜進來

1503
01:04:59,896 --> 01:05:01,689
‪因為他想跟老婆共處

1504
01:05:01,772 --> 01:05:03,065
‪湯米很愛吃醋

1505
01:05:04,191 --> 01:05:05,276
‪我當時覺得很可愛

1506
01:05:05,776 --> 01:05:06,611
‪我覺得很可愛

1507
01:05:06,694 --> 01:05:08,154
‪認為那是愛

1508
01:05:08,237 --> 01:05:09,864
‪天啊，好浪漫

1509
01:05:13,701 --> 01:05:15,912
‪“拍我最後一季的《海灘遊俠》時

1510
01:05:16,412 --> 01:05:18,205
‪我得親吻大衛喬卡奇

1511
01:05:18,289 --> 01:05:19,624
‪但我沒告訴湯米

1512
01:05:21,083 --> 01:05:22,168
‪結果他抓狂了

1513
01:05:26,130 --> 01:05:28,758
‪他跑來弄壞我在片場的拖車

1514
01:05:28,841 --> 01:05:30,635
‪一拳打穿櫃子

1515
01:05:32,595 --> 01:05:34,555
‪我為沒告訴他而道歉

1516
01:05:34,639 --> 01:05:36,223
‪為‘說謊’道歉，那是他的說法

1517
01:05:37,266 --> 01:05:39,518
‪並告訴他不會再發生”

1518
01:05:42,271 --> 01:05:43,397
{\an8}‪他總是知道何時該來

1519
01:05:43,481 --> 01:05:45,024
{\an8}‪他會看日程表

1520
01:05:45,107 --> 01:05:47,068
{\an8}‪知道她要拍哪一場戲

1521
01:05:47,151 --> 01:05:49,820
{\an8}‪他大概能看到劇本，會跑來盯場

1522
01:05:49,904 --> 01:05:53,032
{\an8}‪看著看著就有可能被激怒

1523
01:05:53,115 --> 01:05:55,242
‪《海灘遊俠》劇組看到湯米來了

1524
01:05:55,326 --> 01:05:58,037
‪就會修改對話和場景

1525
01:05:58,120 --> 01:05:59,497
{\an8}‪他總是在我目光所及之處

1526
01:05:59,580 --> 01:06:00,873
{\an8}‪總是守在攝影機後方

1527
01:06:00,957 --> 01:06:02,416
{\an8}‪湯米總會在那裡

1528
01:06:02,500 --> 01:06:04,168
‪實在太令人窒息了

1529
01:06:06,295 --> 01:06:08,089
‪當時我不眠不休地工作

1530
01:06:09,715 --> 01:06:11,550
‪我們還有兩個可愛的孩子

1531
01:06:11,634 --> 01:06:13,302
‪所以我也忙著照顧他們

1532
01:06:13,886 --> 01:06:16,639
‪我覺得湯米經歷了某種產後憂鬱

1533
01:06:17,640 --> 01:06:19,684
‪你好啊，迪倫，情人節快樂

1534
01:06:19,767 --> 01:06:21,894
‪那是爸爸買給媽媽的花

1535
01:06:22,561 --> 01:06:26,399
‪有天晚上很可怕，湯米倒在地上耍賴

1536
01:06:26,482 --> 01:06:28,192
‪布蘭登在圍欄裡大哭

1537
01:06:28,275 --> 01:06:29,860
‪我抱著迪倫

1538
01:06:30,486 --> 01:06:32,989
‪但湯米一直說：“我要我老婆回來”

1539
01:06:34,115 --> 01:06:36,450
‪我當下不知如何是好，只說

1540
01:06:36,534 --> 01:06:37,994
‪“拜託你他媽幫幫忙

1541
01:06:38,077 --> 01:06:40,162
‪你得長大，你不再是我的焦點了”

1542
01:06:40,246 --> 01:06:42,039
‪我從沒跟他說過那種話

1543
01:06:42,123 --> 01:06:43,499
‪從來沒有

1544
01:06:44,458 --> 01:06:46,419
‪我當下都不認得他了，他暴跳如雷

1545
01:06:48,462 --> 01:06:51,173
‪然後我開始過度換氣，感到害怕

1546
01:06:51,257 --> 01:06:53,718
‪布蘭登顫抖、尖叫，抓著我的腿

1547
01:06:55,678 --> 01:06:57,138
‪於是我打電話報警

1548
01:06:57,221 --> 01:06:58,723
‪然後放下聽筒

1549
01:07:02,727 --> 01:07:04,854
‪（湯米李被控虐待配偶與兒童）

1550
01:07:04,937 --> 01:07:07,273
‪李在這對夫妻位於馬里布的家被捕

1551
01:07:07,356 --> 01:07:10,151
‪並被控虐待配偶與兒童

1552
01:07:10,234 --> 01:07:14,572
‪他被控在太太
‪抱著襁褓中的兒子時踢了她

1553
01:07:15,156 --> 01:07:19,535
‪他們發現潘蜜拉的右手有傷

1554
01:07:19,618 --> 01:07:21,078
‪指甲斷了

1555
01:07:21,162 --> 01:07:22,913
‪手也流血了

1556
01:07:22,997 --> 01:07:26,000
‪我們也發現她的下背部發紅

1557
01:07:26,500 --> 01:07:28,502
‪警方提議帶她去治療，她拒絕了

1558
01:07:29,795 --> 01:07:33,007
‪該名搖滾樂手以50萬元交保

1559
01:07:33,090 --> 01:07:36,594
‪但被禁止電話聯繫或接近他的配偶

1560
01:07:37,928 --> 01:07:39,930
‪我很想念我的家人

1561
01:07:40,014 --> 01:07:43,225
‪我很遺憾我們之間發生了這種事

1562
01:07:43,809 --> 01:07:45,144
{\an8}‪我從沒打過潘蜜拉

1563
01:07:46,604 --> 01:07:48,814
{\an8}‪當然，抓住一名女性

1564
01:07:48,898 --> 01:07:52,693
{\an8}‪搖晃她的身體也不是什麼好事

1565
01:07:52,777 --> 01:07:54,320
{\an8}‪但我做了

1566
01:07:54,904 --> 01:07:55,905
{\an8}‪你為什麼那麼做？

1567
01:07:55,988 --> 01:07:58,157
{\an8}‪我的意思是，你在氣什麼？

1568
01:07:58,240 --> 01:08:00,618
{\an8}‪氣到要動手洩憤？

1569
01:08:04,121 --> 01:08:05,498
{\an8}‪我壓力很大

1570
01:08:06,624 --> 01:08:07,708
{\an8}‪我們經歷了很多事

1571
01:08:07,792 --> 01:08:09,668
‪包括性愛影片流出

1572
01:08:09,752 --> 01:08:10,920
‪產後憂鬱

1573
01:08:11,003 --> 01:08:12,088
‪兩個寶寶接連誕生

1574
01:08:12,880 --> 01:08:14,632
‪湯米的重要性退到了第三

1575
01:08:14,715 --> 01:08:15,633
‪而不是第一

1576
01:08:16,133 --> 01:08:17,927
‪那讓我不知所措

1577
01:08:18,010 --> 01:08:19,428
{\an8}‪一切疊加在一起

1578
01:08:19,512 --> 01:08:21,138
{\an8}‪讓我變得…

1579
01:08:22,098 --> 01:08:23,057
{\an8}‪說實話

1580
01:08:23,557 --> 01:08:26,102
{\an8}‪那晚我們之所以爭吵

1581
01:08:27,061 --> 01:08:29,021
{\an8}‪都是因為我想要愛

1582
01:08:30,523 --> 01:08:33,442
‪克魯小丑樂團鼓手湯米李被上銬帶走

1583
01:08:33,526 --> 01:08:36,028
‪遭判六個月有期徒刑

1584
01:08:36,695 --> 01:08:39,198
‪我樂見他對此負起責任

1585
01:08:39,281 --> 01:08:41,700
‪這是療傷的第一步

1586
01:08:41,784 --> 01:08:43,619
‪妳覺得他該坐六個月的牢嗎？

1587
01:08:47,790 --> 01:08:50,793
‪你坐牢時，是怎麼想…

1588
01:08:50,876 --> 01:08:53,087
‪當時迪倫才六、七週大

1589
01:08:53,170 --> 01:08:54,421
‪由潘蜜拉抱著這點？

1590
01:08:55,005 --> 01:08:56,382
{\an8}‪我的意思是，他當時那麼小

1591
01:08:56,882 --> 01:08:58,509
{\an8}‪搞不好你一失手

1592
01:08:58,592 --> 01:09:00,344
{\an8}‪一個兒子就沒了

1593
01:09:02,054 --> 01:09:03,597
{\an8}‪你想過這點嗎？

1594
01:09:04,098 --> 01:09:04,932
{\an8}‪當下沒有

1595
01:09:05,516 --> 01:09:07,101
{\an8}‪但之後絕對有想到

1596
01:09:08,602 --> 01:09:10,437
{\an8}‪如果有機會道歉

1597
01:09:11,188 --> 01:09:12,106
{\an8}‪你會道歉嗎？

1598
01:09:12,189 --> 01:09:13,023
{\an8}‪我道過歉了

1599
01:09:13,607 --> 01:09:14,441
{\an8}‪我有

1600
01:09:14,525 --> 01:09:16,235
‪我道歉很多次了

1601
01:09:17,278 --> 01:09:19,113
‪我當時試著結束婚姻，但他不想

1602
01:09:19,196 --> 01:09:21,448
‪他從監獄寄來的信我都留著

1603
01:09:26,662 --> 01:09:28,831
‪他想像自己跟我們在一起，寫著…

1604
01:09:29,540 --> 01:09:32,960
‪“布蘭登、迪倫、湯米和潘蜜拉”

1605
01:09:33,836 --> 01:09:35,004
‪我看不了

1606
01:09:35,087 --> 01:09:36,797
‪這對我來說太沉重

1607
01:09:36,881 --> 01:09:38,299
‪但…不曉得

1608
01:09:39,175 --> 01:09:41,260
‪他當時拚命要讓我們一家在一起

1609
01:09:41,343 --> 01:09:43,262
‪我還得把離婚分成兩階段

1610
01:09:43,345 --> 01:09:44,513
‪因為他不肯簽字

1611
01:09:44,597 --> 01:09:46,140
‪他認為我們可以撐過去，但我…

1612
01:09:46,640 --> 01:09:48,392
‪帶著孩子離開，拒絕了他

1613
01:09:49,977 --> 01:09:51,645
‪對我來說，那沒什麼好猶豫的

1614
01:09:51,729 --> 01:09:53,397
‪他不能那麼做

1615
01:09:56,192 --> 01:09:57,026
‪就是這樣

1616
01:09:57,109 --> 01:09:59,028
{\an8}‪（1996年6月29日）

1617
01:09:59,111 --> 01:10:01,488
{\an8}‪“我從來沒有如此深愛過一個人

1618
01:10:02,281 --> 01:10:04,992
{\an8}‪意思是我愛著他的靈魂

1619
01:10:06,994 --> 01:10:08,913
{\an8}‪我感覺有一部分的我死去了”

1620
01:10:18,672 --> 01:10:21,050
‪那是聖佛南多谷

1621
01:10:21,133 --> 01:10:22,051
‪這是哪裡？

1622
01:10:22,134 --> 01:10:24,720
‪我們當時住在韋恩葛雷茲基家

1623
01:10:24,803 --> 01:10:25,888
‪不會吧

1624
01:10:25,971 --> 01:10:27,223
‪你好，寶貝

1625
01:10:27,306 --> 01:10:29,433
‪這大概是我搬出去的時候

1626
01:10:29,516 --> 01:10:31,852
‪這時你爸可能入獄了

1627
01:10:33,395 --> 01:10:34,897
‪糟透了，我討厭那樣

1628
01:10:38,859 --> 01:10:40,236
‪晚安，寶貝

1629
01:10:41,570 --> 01:10:43,030
‪看看他

1630
01:10:43,113 --> 01:10:44,740
‪迪倫看起來像個娃娃

1631
01:10:44,823 --> 01:10:46,951
‪迪倫，笑一個，寶貝

1632
01:10:47,034 --> 01:10:49,370
‪“1998年10月11日

1633
01:10:50,079 --> 01:10:51,247
‪我的小迪利”

1634
01:10:51,330 --> 01:10:52,456
‪我看不到迪倫

1635
01:10:52,539 --> 01:10:53,374
‪他在這裡

1636
01:10:53,457 --> 01:10:55,042
‪他的帽子跟外公的一樣

1637
01:10:55,542 --> 01:10:58,170
‪“我很想寫信給你，我的小傢伙

1638
01:10:58,921 --> 01:11:00,673
‪你才九個月大，就經歷了許多

1639
01:11:00,756 --> 01:11:02,174
‪而我想寫信給你

1640
01:11:02,258 --> 01:11:04,885
‪這樣你哪天可以看，或許能了解

1641
01:11:04,969 --> 01:11:06,804
‪我們怎麼走到今天的

1642
01:11:06,887 --> 01:11:09,390
‪迪倫，你沒看過你嬰兒的影片
‪快來…

1643
01:11:10,474 --> 01:11:11,433
‪我拍了這個

1644
01:11:11,934 --> 01:11:13,102
‪是我們剛搬新家的時候

1645
01:11:13,185 --> 01:11:14,645
‪說：“我是迪利多”

1646
01:11:14,728 --> 01:11:17,106
‪-我是迪利多
‪-我愛你

1647
01:11:17,189 --> 01:11:19,900
‪我很可愛，布蘭登像個小惡魔

1648
01:11:21,151 --> 01:11:22,486
{\an8}‪對，你真的是

1649
01:11:23,696 --> 01:11:26,448
{\an8}‪“你爸爸湯米李貝斯和我

1650
01:11:26,532 --> 01:11:29,576
{\an8}‪認識四天就結婚了

1651
01:11:30,160 --> 01:11:31,578
‪一見鍾情”

1652
01:11:31,662 --> 01:11:34,373
‪這是他在
‪《海灘遊俠》片場的吊掛玩具

1653
01:11:34,456 --> 01:11:36,000
‪他喜歡媽咪的胸罩

1654
01:11:36,083 --> 01:11:37,751
‪很漂亮吧？

1655
01:11:38,252 --> 01:11:41,880
‪“媽媽希望最終能和爸爸成為朋友

1656
01:11:41,964 --> 01:11:44,466
‪但我要你知道，我寧願一個人

1657
01:11:44,550 --> 01:11:46,969
‪也不要再受到那種虐待

1658
01:11:47,052 --> 01:11:49,888
‪我會永遠讓你在安全的地方生活”

1659
01:11:51,682 --> 01:11:53,684
‪我和湯米分居後

1660
01:11:53,767 --> 01:11:55,894
‪孩子們很少見到爸爸，那是個挑戰

1661
01:11:55,978 --> 01:11:57,563
‪我想睡覺

1662
01:11:57,646 --> 01:11:59,064
‪所以妳快滾出去

1663
01:11:59,148 --> 01:12:00,858
‪不能這樣跟媽咪說話

1664
01:12:01,442 --> 01:12:02,818
‪你在暖屁股嗎？

1665
01:12:02,901 --> 01:12:03,736
‪對啊

1666
01:12:03,819 --> 01:12:06,030
‪“迪倫，我寫下這段話時

1667
01:12:06,113 --> 01:12:08,115
‪你就躺在我身邊，在媽媽的大床上

1668
01:12:09,033 --> 01:12:11,368
‪我好愛你，我哭了

1669
01:12:13,412 --> 01:12:16,582
‪我用我的眼淚
‪在你的小額頭上印下痕跡”

1670
01:12:17,082 --> 01:12:17,916
‪怎樣？

1671
01:12:18,000 --> 01:12:19,668
‪跟太浩湖道別

1672
01:12:19,752 --> 01:12:21,670
‪你們看，這是在私人飛機上拍的

1673
01:12:21,754 --> 01:12:23,005
‪是巴布席格的飛機

1674
01:12:23,088 --> 01:12:24,757
‪呵…

1675
01:12:25,257 --> 01:12:26,759
‪這裡只有一個妓女

1676
01:12:27,259 --> 01:12:28,927
‪“這裡只有一個妓女”

1677
01:12:29,011 --> 01:12:30,137
‪天啊

1678
01:12:32,681 --> 01:12:35,642
‪“我媽教了我人生中最重要的一課

1679
01:12:36,268 --> 01:12:37,311
‪受傷的時候

1680
01:12:37,394 --> 01:12:38,729
‪你有兩種選擇

1681
01:12:39,229 --> 01:12:41,315
‪可以自我封閉，變得仇恨

1682
01:12:42,024 --> 01:12:44,193
‪也可以更勇敢去愛，不屈不撓

1683
01:12:45,527 --> 01:12:47,237
‪愛是最棒的治療師

1684
01:12:47,946 --> 01:12:48,989
‪我選擇愛”

1685
01:13:03,379 --> 01:13:05,506
‪我一向喜歡動物

1686
01:13:07,508 --> 01:13:10,719
‪我覺得比起人，我更能相信動物

1687
01:13:12,513 --> 01:13:14,390
‪自從發生錄影帶失竊事件

1688
01:13:15,182 --> 01:13:18,060
‪我總是在質疑一切，質疑每個人

1689
01:13:19,812 --> 01:13:21,563
‪我覺得自己不太被尊重

1690
01:13:23,190 --> 01:13:25,484
‪“一直有人找我合作

1691
01:13:25,567 --> 01:13:27,569
‪但通常都要我演極具性意味的角色”

1692
01:13:38,705 --> 01:13:42,042
‪我有時被迫成為某種諷刺漫畫人物

1693
01:13:42,126 --> 01:13:44,420
‪我發現自己更常以那樣的形象活著

1694
01:13:44,503 --> 01:13:45,671
‪而非做自己

1695
01:13:47,881 --> 01:13:49,091
‪“我想要更多

1696
01:13:49,174 --> 01:13:50,050
‪也需要更多

1697
01:13:51,593 --> 01:13:54,012
‪我想為自己的成就感到驕傲”

1698
01:13:55,139 --> 01:13:57,891
‪我那時很厭倦老是聊我的男友和胸部

1699
01:14:00,185 --> 01:14:03,480
‪但我想，如果能將那些話題與動保

1700
01:14:03,564 --> 01:14:05,816
{\an8}‪或環保行動主義連結

1701
01:14:05,899 --> 01:14:06,900
{\an8}‪那就有意義

1702
01:14:08,193 --> 01:14:10,070
{\an8}‪所以我跟善待動物組織合作

1703
01:14:10,696 --> 01:14:13,949
{\an8}‪這家麥當勞提供無肉漢堡一陣子了

1704
01:14:14,032 --> 01:14:15,200
{\an8}‪這不是什麼新鮮事

1705
01:14:15,284 --> 01:14:16,660
{\an8}‪新鮮的是這張潘蜜拉安德森

1706
01:14:16,743 --> 01:14:18,954
{\an8}‪為善待動物組織拍攝的巨型海報

1707
01:14:19,037 --> 01:14:20,914
{\an8}‪鼓勵紐約人改吃素

1708
01:14:21,582 --> 01:14:22,791
{\an8}‪行動主義很性感

1709
01:14:22,875 --> 01:14:24,877
‪你得拿出勇氣，運用自身優勢

1710
01:14:24,960 --> 01:14:26,336
‪-新戲《VIP》如何？
‪-很好

1711
01:14:26,420 --> 01:14:27,838
‪有超出預算嗎？

1712
01:14:27,921 --> 01:14:28,964
‪有啊

1713
01:14:29,047 --> 01:14:30,299
‪但不是花在我的治裝費上

1714
01:14:30,382 --> 01:14:31,633
‪-那部分省了錢？
‪-對

1715
01:14:31,717 --> 01:14:33,051
‪這還用說，對吧？

1716
01:14:33,135 --> 01:14:34,636
‪我學會了轉移話題的技巧

1717
01:14:35,512 --> 01:14:37,723
‪像是“說到這個，我們來談談…”

1718
01:14:37,806 --> 01:14:39,850
‪天氣變冷了，人們…

1719
01:14:40,350 --> 01:14:42,478
‪可能會想穿皮草大衣

1720
01:14:42,561 --> 01:14:44,146
‪但我不覺得有誰會想穿

1721
01:14:44,229 --> 01:14:46,482
‪-如此殘暴取得的產物
‪-沒錯

1722
01:14:47,483 --> 01:14:49,485
{\an8}‪在倫敦，潘蜜拉利用一場簽書會

1723
01:14:49,568 --> 01:14:51,612
{\an8}‪懇求大家簽署請願書

1724
01:14:51,695 --> 01:14:52,654
{\an8}‪支持改用人造皮草

1725
01:14:52,738 --> 01:14:56,200
{\an8}‪來做白金漢宮皇家衛隊的帽子

1726
01:14:56,283 --> 01:14:58,202
‪潘蜜拉每簽一本自傳

1727
01:14:58,285 --> 01:15:00,037
‪都會請求粉絲協助

1728
01:15:00,120 --> 01:15:02,831
‪簽署善待動物組織的請願書

1729
01:15:02,915 --> 01:15:04,708
‪《喜劇中心》邀我去上《吐槽大會》

1730
01:15:04,791 --> 01:15:05,834
‪我說沒問題

1731
01:15:05,918 --> 01:15:08,587
‪只要節目捐25萬元
‪給善待動物組織就行

1732
01:15:09,171 --> 01:15:11,173
‪我們愛你，潘
‪謝謝妳邀請我做這件事

1733
01:15:11,256 --> 01:15:12,716
‪也謝謝妳願意

1734
01:15:12,799 --> 01:15:15,552
‪最後一次在鏡頭前被公“幹”

1735
01:15:16,178 --> 01:15:17,804
‪那真的很下流

1736
01:15:17,888 --> 01:15:19,264
‪不是我喜歡的幽默

1737
01:15:19,348 --> 01:15:20,766
‪我之所以甘願被吐槽

1738
01:15:20,849 --> 01:15:22,643
‪都是為了幫助善待動物組織

1739
01:15:22,726 --> 01:15:24,978
‪我要感謝他們傑出的貢獻

1740
01:15:25,062 --> 01:15:27,689
‪但我因此有機會談論我覺得重要的事

1741
01:15:27,773 --> 01:15:29,024
‪所以那是一種交換

1742
01:15:29,775 --> 01:15:32,069
‪媒體很強大，是一種工具

1743
01:15:32,152 --> 01:15:34,696
‪反正我已經被取笑了

1744
01:15:34,780 --> 01:15:37,783
‪還不如利用這點來做好事

1745
01:15:38,367 --> 01:15:39,660
{\an8}‪（克里姆林宮，莫斯科）

1746
01:15:39,743 --> 01:15:43,330
{\an8}‪妳與普汀總統成為令人驚訝的盟友

1747
01:15:43,413 --> 01:15:45,749
‪我寫信懇請他

1748
01:15:45,832 --> 01:15:48,293
‪禁止進口海豹產品

1749
01:15:48,377 --> 01:15:50,504
{\an8}‪因為俄羅斯進口了95％的產品

1750
01:15:50,587 --> 01:15:53,048
{\an8}‪他的禁令可望終結加拿大的海豹獵捕

1751
01:15:53,131 --> 01:15:54,758
{\an8}‪那是我的大目標之一

1752
01:15:54,841 --> 01:15:55,926
‪而他做到了

1753
01:15:56,009 --> 01:15:59,429
‪現在將海豹產品進口俄羅斯是非法的

1754
01:15:59,513 --> 01:16:00,681
‪-好的
‪-就是這樣

1755
01:16:01,265 --> 01:16:03,600
‪這跟北韓有關嗎？

1756
01:16:03,684 --> 01:16:04,685
‪-跟金正恩？
‪-沒有

1757
01:16:06,895 --> 01:16:07,729
‪還沒有

1758
01:16:09,231 --> 01:16:11,108
‪…有遠見與同情心的作法

1759
01:16:11,191 --> 01:16:13,944
‪我認為意識和教育最重要…

1760
01:16:14,027 --> 01:16:16,905
‪她想持續為沒有發聲管道的人們

1761
01:16:16,989 --> 01:16:19,283
‪和動物發聲

1762
01:16:19,366 --> 01:16:21,910
{\an8}‪他提供了十分慷慨的協助…

1763
01:16:21,994 --> 01:16:25,122
{\an8}‪那無疑讓她陷入爭議

1764
01:16:25,706 --> 01:16:27,457
‪維基解密創辦人朱利安亞桑傑

1765
01:16:27,541 --> 01:16:29,084
‪可能面臨死刑

1766
01:16:29,167 --> 01:16:30,711
{\an8}‪其透過維基解密

1767
01:16:30,794 --> 01:16:33,547
{\an8}‪洩露政府機密一事恐被定罪

1768
01:16:34,047 --> 01:16:35,632
‪我透過好友薇薇安魏斯伍德

1769
01:16:35,716 --> 01:16:37,968
‪認識朱利安亞桑傑

1770
01:16:39,219 --> 01:16:41,305
{\an8}‪安德森女士，他怎麼樣了？

1771
01:16:41,805 --> 01:16:44,182
{\an8}‪我每次去倫敦，我們都會聊個四小時

1772
01:16:44,266 --> 01:16:45,517
‪我會說：“網路很糟糕”

1773
01:16:45,601 --> 01:16:47,144
‪他會說：“不，網路很好

1774
01:16:47,227 --> 01:16:49,771
‪可以讓你持續學習各種新事物

1775
01:16:49,855 --> 01:16:52,065
‪做出明智的決定”

1776
01:16:52,149 --> 01:16:53,108
‪對我來說

1777
01:16:53,191 --> 01:16:56,194
‪欺騙是人所能做出最有害他人的事

1778
01:16:56,778 --> 01:16:59,364
‪我很開心知道有人一輩子

1779
01:16:59,448 --> 01:17:01,617
‪都與真相為伍，並挖掘真相

1780
01:17:02,367 --> 01:17:05,120
{\an8}‪他只相信正義、誠實

1781
01:17:05,203 --> 01:17:07,331
{\an8}‪和揭發政府

1782
01:17:07,414 --> 01:17:09,791
{\an8}‪因為人們有權知道政府在做什麼

1783
01:17:10,667 --> 01:17:13,086
{\an8}‪我覺得她不介意

1784
01:17:13,170 --> 01:17:14,880
{\an8}‪因為這些事惹上麻煩

1785
01:17:15,839 --> 01:17:17,716
‪而我一直希望…

1786
01:17:18,216 --> 01:17:19,384
‪她不要這樣

1787
01:17:20,427 --> 01:17:23,388
‪我們不想再受到那樣的關注了

1788
01:17:24,765 --> 01:17:26,725
‪讓我們平靜生活吧

1789
01:17:27,351 --> 01:17:29,436
‪-家人都好嗎？
‪-很好，孩子們很棒

1790
01:17:29,519 --> 01:17:30,520
‪他們有看過…

1791
01:17:30,604 --> 01:17:32,606
‪妳為《花花公子》拍的照片嗎？

1792
01:17:32,689 --> 01:17:33,523
‪當然沒有

1793
01:17:35,567 --> 01:17:38,487
‪我為《花花公子》拍照時，沒有想過

1794
01:17:38,570 --> 01:17:39,821
‪我不久後會生小孩

1795
01:17:39,905 --> 01:17:42,449
‪而等他們長大，那會讓他們難堪

1796
01:17:42,949 --> 01:17:45,243
‪我一直想等他們到了合適的年紀再說

1797
01:17:45,744 --> 01:17:48,038
‪但根本來不及

1798
01:17:48,121 --> 01:17:50,791
‪因為他們在我說之前就知道了

1799
01:17:51,667 --> 01:17:52,501
‪迪利

1800
01:17:53,335 --> 01:17:54,169
‪迪倫

1801
01:17:55,712 --> 01:17:57,756
‪但爸媽做愛的錄影帶流出

1802
01:17:57,839 --> 01:17:58,799
‪完全是另一回事

1803
01:18:00,967 --> 01:18:03,053
‪我小時候曾經覺得

1804
01:18:03,136 --> 01:18:06,598
‪所有人都知道關於我和我家人那些

1805
01:18:06,682 --> 01:18:09,017
‪外人從來不該知道的事

1806
01:18:09,101 --> 01:18:12,521
‪每個人都知道我們家的骯髒小秘密

1807
01:18:15,190 --> 01:18:18,318
‪我記得如果有人在學校提到我媽

1808
01:18:19,027 --> 01:18:21,196
‪我會馬上找對方幹架

1809
01:18:22,197 --> 01:18:24,408
‪我會怒氣衝天

1810
01:18:24,491 --> 01:18:26,326
‪側踢、下拳、劈

1811
01:18:26,410 --> 01:18:27,244
‪好厲害

1812
01:18:27,327 --> 01:18:29,579
‪我記得有天放學後

1813
01:18:29,663 --> 01:18:31,039
‪迪倫哭著對我說

1814
01:18:31,123 --> 01:18:32,916
‪“媽，你們幹嘛拍那種錄影帶？”

1815
01:18:32,999 --> 01:18:35,293
‪我說：“天啊，怎麼會這樣？

1816
01:18:35,919 --> 01:18:37,087
‪我們可沒拍性愛錄影帶”

1817
01:18:37,754 --> 01:18:39,965
{\an8}‪-錄影帶怎麼流出來的？
‪-是被偷的

1818
01:18:40,048 --> 01:18:41,925
‪開始有謠言認為

1819
01:18:42,008 --> 01:18:44,302
‪潘蜜拉和湯米刻意讓錄影帶被偷

1820
01:18:44,386 --> 01:18:46,471
‪好炒熱自己的知名度

1821
01:18:46,555 --> 01:18:47,889
‪確實有人認為

1822
01:18:47,973 --> 01:18:50,308
‪我們出於一些荒謬的理由讓影片流出

1823
01:18:50,392 --> 01:18:52,436
‪因為那後來變成一種風潮

1824
01:18:52,519 --> 01:18:55,564
‪會有名人利用性愛影片出名

1825
01:18:57,274 --> 01:18:59,693
‪於是我們就被當成那種人了

1826
01:19:01,403 --> 01:19:02,738
‪直到今天

1827
01:19:02,821 --> 01:19:04,489
‪都有人說我們因此大賺錢

1828
01:19:04,573 --> 01:19:05,532
‪這絕非事實

1829
01:19:05,615 --> 01:19:07,367
‪我從沒因此賺過半毛錢

1830
01:19:08,201 --> 01:19:09,786
‪妳有沒有後悔過

1831
01:19:09,870 --> 01:19:11,747
‪沒用那捲失竊錄影帶來賺錢？

1832
01:19:11,830 --> 01:19:13,915
‪我絕對不會想靠那捲錄影帶賺錢

1833
01:19:13,999 --> 01:19:15,083
‪我一點都不後悔

1834
01:19:15,167 --> 01:19:17,586
‪就算給我幾億或幾十億

1835
01:19:17,669 --> 01:19:19,212
‪我也不會接受，絕對不會

1836
01:19:19,921 --> 01:19:22,466
‪來吧，布蘭登，專心點

1837
01:19:22,549 --> 01:19:24,384
‪如果她真的靠那捲錄影帶賺錢

1838
01:19:24,468 --> 01:19:26,303
‪情況就完全不同了

1839
01:19:26,803 --> 01:19:28,013
‪她的決定說明了一切

1840
01:19:28,096 --> 01:19:29,222
{\an8}‪那玩意…

1841
01:19:29,306 --> 01:19:31,349
{\an8}‪保證可以讓你賺幾百萬

1842
01:19:31,433 --> 01:19:32,726
{\an8}‪但她拒絕了

1843
01:19:32,809 --> 01:19:34,895
{\an8}‪她一心只在乎

1844
01:19:34,978 --> 01:19:37,272
‪家人好不好、我好不好

1845
01:19:38,064 --> 01:19:39,483
‪從來不在乎錢

1846
01:19:40,567 --> 01:19:41,693
‪我倒希望她因此賺到錢

1847
01:19:41,777 --> 01:19:43,320
‪她可以賺個幾百萬

1848
01:19:43,820 --> 01:19:45,864
‪只要簽下一紙合約就行了

1849
01:19:46,615 --> 01:19:48,325
‪但她寧可一毛不取

1850
01:19:48,408 --> 01:19:49,868
‪甚至眼睜睜看著自己的事業…

1851
01:19:51,036 --> 01:19:52,162
‪化為泡影

1852
01:19:54,790 --> 01:19:56,750
‪她這輩子幾乎都在欠債

1853
01:19:57,375 --> 01:19:59,920
‪這麼多人靠妳賺錢會不會很怪？

1854
01:20:00,003 --> 01:20:01,922
‪妳拍過銷售第一的影片

1855
01:20:02,005 --> 01:20:03,131
‪還有很多家庭影片

1856
01:20:03,215 --> 01:20:05,008
‪但妳並沒有因此賺到很多…

1857
01:20:05,091 --> 01:20:07,177
‪《花花公子》什麼都沒給我

1858
01:20:07,260 --> 01:20:10,055
‪-妳沒拿過影片分紅？
‪-沒有

1859
01:20:10,138 --> 01:20:11,807
‪妳是很有名的人

1860
01:20:11,890 --> 01:20:15,227
‪-大家都會想像妳家財萬貫
‪-坐擁好幾百萬

1861
01:20:15,310 --> 01:20:17,771
‪也有很多人靠我賺到很多錢

1862
01:20:17,854 --> 01:20:19,064
‪確實如此

1863
01:20:19,147 --> 01:20:20,941
‪-妳不懂理財，是吧？
‪-不懂

1864
01:20:22,818 --> 01:20:23,944
‪我朋友大衛拉切貝爾說

1865
01:20:24,027 --> 01:20:26,112
‪我是全世界最不懂得算計的人

1866
01:20:26,988 --> 01:20:28,365
‪我就是搞不懂

1867
01:20:28,448 --> 01:20:31,076
‪怎麼去經營我的職業形象

1868
01:20:32,410 --> 01:20:34,496
‪我在金錢方面不怎麼精明

1869
01:20:34,579 --> 01:20:35,705
‪我只希望我的卡能刷過

1870
01:20:35,789 --> 01:20:37,582
‪有錢做指甲而已

1871
01:20:37,666 --> 01:20:39,960
‪但我曾經有好多年都很怕

1872
01:20:40,043 --> 01:20:41,253
‪每次店員跟我要信用卡

1873
01:20:41,336 --> 01:20:42,671
‪我都會祈禱它能刷過

1874
01:20:44,589 --> 01:20:45,841
‪我也認為她樂於付出

1875
01:20:45,924 --> 01:20:47,217
‪她一直支持著所有人

1876
01:20:47,300 --> 01:20:49,678
‪不管是外公外婆、朋友，還是家人

1877
01:20:49,761 --> 01:20:52,055
‪她從不擔心自己過得好不好

1878
01:20:52,639 --> 01:20:54,474
‪總是在確保其他人過得好

1879
01:20:56,268 --> 01:20:57,352
{\an8}‪湯米李好嗎？

1880
01:20:57,435 --> 01:20:58,854
{\an8}‪他很好，我們還像一家人

1881
01:20:58,937 --> 01:21:00,772
{\an8}‪或許是個機能不全的家庭

1882
01:21:00,856 --> 01:21:02,607
{\an8}‪-但他愛孩子
‪-所以妳還愛他

1883
01:21:02,691 --> 01:21:03,859
{\an8}‪我們也彼此相愛

1884
01:21:03,942 --> 01:21:05,902
{\an8}‪-那為什麼不能在一起？
‪-這個嘛

1885
01:21:06,403 --> 01:21:08,947
{\an8}‪誰曉得？有很多複雜的理由吧？

1886
01:21:09,489 --> 01:21:12,033
‪我們經歷了18年漫長的…

1887
01:21:12,784 --> 01:21:15,120
‪共同育兒生活

1888
01:21:15,203 --> 01:21:16,413
‪快上一壘

1889
01:21:16,496 --> 01:21:18,331
‪-上一壘
‪-投得好，布蘭登

1890
01:21:18,415 --> 01:21:19,958
‪那期間可不是一帆風順

1891
01:21:20,041 --> 01:21:20,876
‪太棒了

1892
01:21:20,959 --> 01:21:24,838
‪我後來的伴侶也沒有一個喜歡湯米

1893
01:21:25,630 --> 01:21:27,215
‪他們總是會吃醋

1894
01:21:27,299 --> 01:21:30,010
‪所以我和湯米一直沒有機會當朋友

1895
01:21:31,261 --> 01:21:33,555
‪迪利，想跟在船後面嗎？

1896
01:21:33,638 --> 01:21:34,639
‪我想下水

1897
01:21:34,723 --> 01:21:35,891
‪你想下水？

1898
01:21:36,391 --> 01:21:37,517
‪等等，讓鮑伯幫你

1899
01:21:37,601 --> 01:21:38,435
‪我自己會下去

1900
01:21:38,518 --> 01:21:40,270
‪不，讓我幫你吧，握住我的手

1901
01:21:40,770 --> 01:21:41,605
‪我自己會下去

1902
01:21:42,397 --> 01:21:43,231
‪我會啦

1903
01:21:43,315 --> 01:21:45,442
‪-這是在底特律嗎？
‪-是底特律嗎？是耶

1904
01:21:46,067 --> 01:21:47,569
‪這是我們搬到底特律的時候

1905
01:21:47,652 --> 01:21:49,779
‪我們曾經搬到底特律

1906
01:21:50,280 --> 01:21:51,573
‪-搬到奧頓維爾
‪-順帶一提

1907
01:21:52,866 --> 01:21:54,618
‪-我們在那裡待多久？
‪-沒多久

1908
01:21:54,701 --> 01:21:55,994
‪對，我們很快就又走了

1909
01:21:57,454 --> 01:21:58,914
‪你們什麼時候住在底特律的？

1910
01:21:58,997 --> 01:22:00,999
‪-我嫁給鮑伯時
‪-她嫁給搖滾小子時

1911
01:22:09,341 --> 01:22:10,884
‪搖滾小子有什麼特別？

1912
01:22:10,967 --> 01:22:12,135
‪看到這個了嗎？

1913
01:22:12,218 --> 01:22:14,220
‪看看這個，這就是原因

1914
01:22:15,221 --> 01:22:16,306
‪就是這個

1915
01:22:17,223 --> 01:22:19,184
‪非常膚淺，就是這樣

1916
01:22:21,186 --> 01:22:22,479
‪後來

1917
01:22:22,562 --> 01:22:25,190
‪我嫁給了搖滾小子，他叫做鮑伯里奇

1918
01:22:26,107 --> 01:22:27,734
‪我願將你，搖滾小子

1919
01:22:27,817 --> 01:22:28,985
‪當成我的丈夫

1920
01:22:29,069 --> 01:22:30,278
‪我永遠的朋友

1921
01:22:30,362 --> 01:22:31,738
‪我忠誠的伴侶

1922
01:22:31,821 --> 01:22:33,031
‪還有我最愛的牛仔

1923
01:22:33,114 --> 01:22:35,659
‪從今天起讓我騎一輩子

1924
01:22:42,415 --> 01:22:43,249
‪這是鮑伯

1925
01:22:44,250 --> 01:22:45,585
‪我們共吸一顆鳳梨

1926
01:22:47,712 --> 01:22:49,381
‪我們在一起的時光很開心

1927
01:22:50,548 --> 01:22:51,925
‪他對孩子們很好

1928
01:22:55,178 --> 01:22:57,639
‪但我不覺得我們之間有愛情

1929
01:22:57,722 --> 01:23:00,934
‪因為愛情在我心中留下了印象

1930
01:23:01,017 --> 01:23:01,893
‪而那不是愛情

1931
01:23:03,061 --> 01:23:04,354
‪我們之間沒有那種高潮

1932
01:23:04,437 --> 01:23:06,189
‪或狂熱，不是我所習慣的戀愛狀態

1933
01:23:07,023 --> 01:23:08,400
{\an8}‪（我不會讓妳失望）

1934
01:23:08,483 --> 01:23:10,151
{\an8}‪我不想要少了一味的東西

1935
01:23:11,778 --> 01:23:13,655
{\an8}‪我們認識的你…

1936
01:23:13,738 --> 01:23:15,949
‪-馬上來了
‪-就是潘蜜拉安德森的丈夫

1937
01:23:16,032 --> 01:23:17,617
‪重點是我…

1938
01:23:18,118 --> 01:23:20,203
‪對，我碰了爐子

1939
01:23:21,246 --> 01:23:22,288
‪而爐子很燙

1940
01:23:22,956 --> 01:23:24,624
‪我再也不想碰了

1941
01:23:24,708 --> 01:23:25,834
‪（倫敦今夜秀）

1942
01:23:25,917 --> 01:23:27,168
‪我們離婚後

1943
01:23:27,669 --> 01:23:29,587
‪我開始覺得我或許該找朋友結婚

1944
01:23:30,797 --> 01:23:31,631
{\an8}‪索羅門跟注

1945
01:23:31,715 --> 01:23:32,882
{\an8}‪你想幹嘛，小子？

1946
01:23:33,466 --> 01:23:34,759
{\an8}‪瑞克索羅門

1947
01:23:34,843 --> 01:23:36,136
{\an8}‪你想做什麼？

1948
01:23:36,845 --> 01:23:37,679
{\an8}‪瑞克索羅門

1949
01:23:38,388 --> 01:23:40,265
{\an8}‪他是職業撲克選手

1950
01:23:40,765 --> 01:23:43,101
{\an8}‪-我全下
‪-索羅門全下了，天啊

1951
01:23:44,519 --> 01:23:45,645
‪我們結婚了

1952
01:23:45,729 --> 01:23:47,230
‪（2007年10月）

1953
01:23:47,313 --> 01:23:49,190
‪誰曉得他竟是個大毒蟲

1954
01:23:50,650 --> 01:23:52,736
‪我們在聖誕樹上發現一根快克吸食管

1955
01:23:54,154 --> 01:23:55,530
‪他至今都否認

1956
01:23:55,613 --> 01:23:56,698
‪說是別人的

1957
01:23:57,949 --> 01:24:00,118
‪還有誰會在聖誕樹上放快克吸食管？

1958
01:24:00,201 --> 01:24:01,202
‪又不是我

1959
01:24:03,163 --> 01:24:04,164
‪真的不是我

1960
01:24:04,873 --> 01:24:06,666
‪所以我們的婚姻只維持幾個月

1961
01:24:06,750 --> 01:24:07,584
‪它被判無效

1962
01:24:08,084 --> 01:24:09,502
‪但我們還是朋友

1963
01:24:10,211 --> 01:24:12,172
‪後來等他戒毒

1964
01:24:12,255 --> 01:24:13,423
‪而且戒了好幾年後

1965
01:24:14,924 --> 01:24:16,801
‪我們決定再試試看

1966
01:24:17,969 --> 01:24:19,804
‪（2014年1月）

1967
01:24:19,888 --> 01:24:21,389
‪但也沒撐太久

1968
01:24:25,268 --> 01:24:27,228
‪她很愛結婚，你懂吧？

1969
01:24:29,230 --> 01:24:31,399
‪也許她最愛的事就是墜入愛河

1970
01:24:31,900 --> 01:24:35,445
‪我猜她也很喜歡失戀這回事

1971
01:24:37,989 --> 01:24:39,449
‪我總是對孩子們感到愧疚

1972
01:24:39,532 --> 01:24:42,911
‪我本來想為他們示範
‪傳統的戀愛或婚姻關係

1973
01:24:42,994 --> 01:24:45,080
‪找個始終如一的男人

1974
01:24:45,163 --> 01:24:47,957
‪為他們的人生樹立好榜樣

1975
01:24:48,958 --> 01:24:51,878
‪我唯一視為父親的人就是我爸

1976
01:24:51,961 --> 01:24:52,796
‪就這樣

1977
01:24:52,879 --> 01:24:54,964
‪其他人只是來來去去的過客

1978
01:24:55,048 --> 01:24:57,342
‪-我的天啊
‪-我今天要去爸爸家

1979
01:24:57,425 --> 01:24:58,635
‪明天再去

1980
01:24:58,718 --> 01:25:00,345
‪-好久不見
‪-真的很久了

1981
01:25:00,428 --> 01:25:01,262
‪多久了？

1982
01:25:01,346 --> 01:25:02,555
‪妳換了幾個老公？

1983
01:25:02,639 --> 01:25:03,473
‪問得好

1984
01:25:04,349 --> 01:25:05,475
‪我以前去花花公子豪宅

1985
01:25:05,558 --> 01:25:07,769
‪見到史摩基羅賓森，他會說…

1986
01:25:07,852 --> 01:25:09,395
‪我會說：“天啊，我又離婚了”

1987
01:25:09,479 --> 01:25:12,065
‪他會說
‪“妳真是個浪漫派，繼續努力

1988
01:25:12,148 --> 01:25:14,442
‪妳是我的英雄，我太愛妳了

1989
01:25:14,526 --> 01:25:16,111
‪繼續努力吧，有些人會變得仇恨

1990
01:25:16,194 --> 01:25:17,445
‪但妳永不放棄”

1991
01:25:23,159 --> 01:25:24,452
‪孩子們完成學業後

1992
01:25:24,536 --> 01:25:26,287
‪我想去法國南部

1993
01:25:26,371 --> 01:25:27,664
‪所以我去了，然後…

1994
01:25:28,581 --> 01:25:30,083
‪我認識了一名職業運動員

1995
01:25:31,126 --> 01:25:32,418
‪他非常強壯

1996
01:25:33,419 --> 01:25:35,463
‪也非常愛吃醋

1997
01:25:37,465 --> 01:25:39,217
‪電視女神潘蜜拉安德森

1998
01:25:39,300 --> 01:25:41,845
‪釋出了一支令人不安的影片

1999
01:25:42,512 --> 01:25:43,555
{\an8}‪一位法國足球明星

2000
01:25:43,638 --> 01:25:46,474
{\an8}‪涉嫌將她的手捏到骨裂

2001
01:25:47,433 --> 01:25:49,394
‪該名足球員否認所有指控

2002
01:25:49,477 --> 01:25:51,146
‪表示全是子虛烏有

2003
01:25:51,229 --> 01:25:53,940
‪他的力氣根本沒有大到那種程度

2004
01:25:58,361 --> 01:25:59,946
‪就算是身處一段關係或婚姻

2005
01:26:00,029 --> 01:26:01,447
‪只要遭受到虐待

2006
01:26:01,531 --> 01:26:02,907
‪例如情緒虐待

2007
01:26:02,991 --> 01:26:03,908
‪你就應該離開

2008
01:26:03,992 --> 01:26:05,660
‪即使那是你第五次婚姻也一樣

2009
01:26:06,411 --> 01:26:07,871
‪其他人怎麼想不重要

2010
01:26:10,165 --> 01:26:11,457
‪我很喜歡那種…

2011
01:26:11,958 --> 01:26:14,836
‪異性戀氛圍和陽剛味很強的男人

2012
01:26:17,046 --> 01:26:19,215
‪他們最初會被我吸引，或許是因為

2013
01:26:19,299 --> 01:26:20,967
‪我是《花花公子》女郎

2014
01:26:21,050 --> 01:26:23,511
‪或是我有性吸引力之類的

2015
01:26:23,595 --> 01:26:25,221
‪但我可不是什麼落難公主

2016
01:26:25,305 --> 01:26:27,182
‪我很能幹

2017
01:26:27,265 --> 01:26:30,393
‪而有些男人討厭妳跟他們想的不一樣

2018
01:26:30,476 --> 01:26:31,895
‪可能會開始動手動腳

2019
01:26:33,605 --> 01:26:35,607
‪對我來說，我隨時可以離開

2020
01:26:35,690 --> 01:26:37,400
‪我總說：“我不需要跟你在一起

2021
01:26:37,483 --> 01:26:38,985
‪我是想跟你在一起

2022
01:26:39,068 --> 01:26:40,737
‪只要我想走，我就可以走”

2023
01:26:40,820 --> 01:26:42,947
‪但聲明這種事

2024
01:26:43,031 --> 01:26:44,949
‪只會讓對方更沒有安全感

2025
01:26:45,533 --> 01:26:47,368
‪有時他們會揪住妳的頭髮

2026
01:26:47,452 --> 01:26:48,369
‪拿妳的頭去撞牆

2027
01:26:48,453 --> 01:26:50,330
‪扯爛妳的衣服

2028
01:26:51,497 --> 01:26:53,166
‪會有很瘋狂的事發生

2029
01:26:53,249 --> 01:26:55,460
‪總之，在我經歷的關係中

2030
01:26:55,543 --> 01:26:57,879
‪那會觸發男人怪異的怒點

2031
01:27:03,426 --> 01:27:05,553
‪-你們要結婚了嗎？
‪-對

2032
01:27:06,221 --> 01:27:08,181
‪-再結一次？
‪-我們想再試試看

2033
01:27:08,264 --> 01:27:09,724
‪我爸媽一天到晚吵架

2034
01:27:09,807 --> 01:27:10,975
‪但總是會和好

2035
01:27:11,643 --> 01:27:13,311
‪我媽以前常跟我說：“我很難過

2036
01:27:13,394 --> 01:27:14,562
‪我給妳做了壞榜樣

2037
01:27:14,646 --> 01:27:16,648
‪妳爸是個混蛋，但我愛他

2038
01:27:16,731 --> 01:27:17,857
‪妳別去愛那些混蛋

2039
01:27:17,941 --> 01:27:19,025
‪不要逃避問題

2040
01:27:19,108 --> 01:27:20,193
‪甩掉那些傢伙吧

2041
01:27:20,276 --> 01:27:22,237
‪因為妳並不如我愛妳父親

2042
01:27:22,320 --> 01:27:23,655
‪或妳父親愛我那樣愛他們”

2043
01:27:23,738 --> 01:27:24,697
‪畢竟…

2044
01:27:24,781 --> 01:27:28,743
‪某種程度上，我總會喜歡上類似的人

2045
01:27:30,495 --> 01:27:32,956
‪或許是因為我從小看我爸媽打打鬧鬧

2046
01:27:33,039 --> 01:27:34,040
‪也可能是因為…

2047
01:27:34,540 --> 01:27:35,750
‪我自己經歷的某些關係

2048
01:27:35,833 --> 01:27:38,461
‪我過去並沒有特別意識到愛對方…

2049
01:27:39,712 --> 01:27:41,631
‪就該對對方好，大概吧

2050
01:27:45,343 --> 01:27:46,844
‪妳知道搞笑的是什麼嗎？

2051
01:27:46,928 --> 01:27:49,597
‪照遺傳，我肯定會是史上…

2052
01:27:49,681 --> 01:27:52,642
‪最有愛也最瘋狂的人

2053
01:27:52,725 --> 01:27:54,852
‪必須瘋狂才能談戀愛，所以…

2054
01:27:54,936 --> 01:27:57,188
‪我懂，妳知道
‪我跟我歷任女友說過什麼嗎？

2055
01:27:57,272 --> 01:27:58,106
‪我說

2056
01:27:58,189 --> 01:28:00,066
‪“我媽要我別怕去談戀愛”

2057
01:28:00,149 --> 01:28:02,485
‪她們會問：“那他媽是什麼意思？”

2058
01:28:03,486 --> 01:28:04,320
‪意思是

2059
01:28:04,404 --> 01:28:05,947
‪你要勇敢才能談戀愛

2060
01:28:12,996 --> 01:28:14,706
‪我拍這段影片時

2061
01:28:15,957 --> 01:28:17,917
‪一切的瘋狂尚未開始

2062
01:28:18,418 --> 01:28:19,836
‪生日快樂，愛人

2063
01:28:21,129 --> 01:28:22,005
‪這是氣球

2064
01:28:22,088 --> 01:28:24,549
‪一千顆氣球，送給我的寶貝

2065
01:28:24,632 --> 01:28:26,384
‪一千顆紫色氣球

2066
01:28:27,093 --> 01:28:29,804
‪你可不知道有什麼在等著你

2067
01:28:29,887 --> 01:28:31,556
‪-寶貝
‪-抬頭看

2068
01:28:32,348 --> 01:28:34,058
‪我的天啊

2069
01:28:35,059 --> 01:28:35,977
‪寶貝？

2070
01:28:37,186 --> 01:28:39,105
‪這他媽棒透了

2071
01:28:39,188 --> 01:28:40,940
‪那是你第一個禮物

2072
01:28:41,607 --> 01:28:42,900
‪生日快樂

2073
01:28:42,984 --> 01:28:43,985
{\an8}‪（大騷亂）

2074
01:28:44,736 --> 01:28:45,570
‪我愛妳

2075
01:28:45,653 --> 01:28:46,654
‪我愛你，寶貝

2076
01:28:47,905 --> 01:28:48,740
‪敬我們

2077
01:28:57,915 --> 01:28:58,750
‪好棒

2078
01:29:03,463 --> 01:29:04,881
‪-我想我要休息一下
‪-沒問題

2079
01:29:04,964 --> 01:29:06,007
‪我們休息一下吧

2080
01:29:07,467 --> 01:29:08,843
‪我大概知道接下來會是什麼

2081
01:29:09,635 --> 01:29:11,429
‪太瘋狂了，你懂吧？

2082
01:29:12,388 --> 01:29:13,890
‪我父母

2083
01:29:13,973 --> 01:29:17,352
‪可能是地球上
‪有史以來最瘋狂的兩個人

2084
01:29:17,935 --> 01:29:19,604
‪下雪了

2085
01:29:19,687 --> 01:29:21,481
‪下雪了

2086
01:29:21,564 --> 01:29:23,858
‪我知道他也曾經很開心

2087
01:29:26,235 --> 01:29:27,403
‪但…

2088
01:29:27,487 --> 01:29:28,780
‪我不記得了

2089
01:29:28,863 --> 01:29:30,907
‪因為等到…

2090
01:29:30,990 --> 01:29:32,116
‪我三、四歲

2091
01:29:32,200 --> 01:29:33,743
‪開始有記憶的時候

2092
01:29:33,826 --> 01:29:35,495
‪情況已經變得…

2093
01:29:37,622 --> 01:29:38,664
‪沒有那麼美好了

2094
01:29:44,879 --> 01:29:46,255
‪希臘文有兩個關於愛的詞

2095
01:29:46,339 --> 01:29:47,965
‪一是欲愛，一是聖愛

2096
01:29:49,133 --> 01:29:53,262
‪欲愛是關於熱情、性和瘋狂

2097
01:29:53,763 --> 01:29:57,850
‪聖愛則是關於承諾、支持那類的愛

2098
01:29:57,934 --> 01:30:01,646
‪這兩個詞代表著十分牴觸的兩種愛

2099
01:30:01,729 --> 01:30:03,064
‪你好

2100
01:30:04,232 --> 01:30:05,900
‪羅伯強森說過

2101
01:30:05,983 --> 01:30:08,111
‪“浪漫愛情是無法持續的”

2102
01:30:08,194 --> 01:30:09,570
‪我一看到這句話就心想

2103
01:30:09,654 --> 01:30:11,948
‪“這真是我看過最爛的說法”

2104
01:30:13,074 --> 01:30:14,325
‪那很令人失望

2105
01:30:14,409 --> 01:30:16,494
‪為什麼我們不能每天過浪漫的生活？

2106
01:30:20,957 --> 01:30:22,083
‪-天啊
‪-給我，寶貝

2107
01:30:22,166 --> 01:30:23,292
‪妳真美

2108
01:30:23,376 --> 01:30:24,919
‪給我，我想拍你

2109
01:30:25,002 --> 01:30:25,878
‪不要

2110
01:30:25,962 --> 01:30:26,963
‪等等…別動

2111
01:30:27,964 --> 01:30:29,715
‪讓我拍你，拜託？

2112
01:30:33,886 --> 01:30:36,097
‪我剛才在樓上思考

2113
01:30:36,806 --> 01:30:39,308
‪我這樣說大概會被噓爆，但…

2114
01:30:39,809 --> 01:30:41,936
‪我真心愛過你爸，不只愛他的肉體

2115
01:30:42,019 --> 01:30:43,896
‪我也不認為我有愛過別人

2116
01:30:43,980 --> 01:30:45,064
‪妳好嗎，美女？

2117
01:30:49,360 --> 01:30:50,486
‪怎樣？

2118
01:30:50,570 --> 01:30:51,946
‪那會很棒嗎？

2119
01:30:52,655 --> 01:30:54,282
‪那是怎麼回事？

2120
01:30:55,658 --> 01:30:56,492
‪太糟了

2121
01:30:59,287 --> 01:31:00,496
‪我們去散步吧

2122
01:31:01,664 --> 01:31:03,291
‪妳他媽有名的胸部

2123
01:31:04,375 --> 01:31:05,751
‪我為妳瘋狂

2124
01:31:06,878 --> 01:31:07,753
‪我愛你

2125
01:31:07,837 --> 01:31:08,838
‪我愛妳

2126
01:31:08,921 --> 01:31:10,173
‪-好火辣
‪-給我一個吻？

2127
01:31:16,345 --> 01:31:18,764
‪（2022年1月
‪潘蜜拉在結婚一年後）

2128
01:31:18,848 --> 01:31:20,892
‪（向丹提出離婚）

2129
01:31:29,025 --> 01:31:30,568
‪（潘蜜拉的聲音）

2130
01:31:30,651 --> 01:31:31,903
‪我就隨意聊聊了

2131
01:31:32,403 --> 01:31:33,863
‪我在浴缸裡

2132
01:31:37,116 --> 01:31:39,827
‪我想一切的關鍵在於

2133
01:31:39,911 --> 01:31:42,205
‪我一直沒有放下…

2134
01:31:42,872 --> 01:31:45,958
‪沒能跟孩子的爸爸走下去這件事

2135
01:31:47,960 --> 01:31:49,003
‪然後…

2136
01:31:49,921 --> 01:31:51,547
‪雖然我以為我可以…

2137
01:31:52,548 --> 01:31:55,843
‪重組家庭或愛上別人

2138
01:31:56,344 --> 01:31:57,637
‪但我真的沒辦法

2139
01:32:00,723 --> 01:32:02,892
‪所以我想這或許…

2140
01:32:02,975 --> 01:32:05,269
‪就是我一直在其他關係中失敗的原因

2141
01:32:06,395 --> 01:32:10,483
‪我覺得我爸媽狂野又瘋狂

2142
01:32:10,566 --> 01:32:12,068
‪瘋狂愛著彼此

2143
01:32:12,151 --> 01:32:13,277
‪做出愚蠢的決定

2144
01:32:13,361 --> 01:32:14,445
‪互相傷害

2145
01:32:14,529 --> 01:32:15,363
‪也傷害我們

2146
01:32:16,447 --> 01:32:18,574
‪但他們撐過去了，堅持在一起

2147
01:32:19,075 --> 01:32:20,826
‪我看得出他們現在很開心

2148
01:32:21,536 --> 01:32:22,787
‪所以…

2149
01:32:22,870 --> 01:32:24,413
‪我想我寧願一個人

2150
01:32:25,331 --> 01:32:27,625
‪也不想跟孩子父親以外的人在一起

2151
01:32:29,001 --> 01:32:30,253
‪我不可能…

2152
01:32:30,962 --> 01:32:32,296
‪跟其他人在一起

2153
01:32:34,340 --> 01:32:37,051
‪但我也不認為我能跟湯米在一起

2154
01:32:38,594 --> 01:32:40,221
‪這簡直是一種懲罰

2155
01:32:52,608 --> 01:32:53,985
‪現在的她

2156
01:32:54,068 --> 01:32:55,361
‪在再次離婚後

2157
01:32:55,945 --> 01:32:57,613
‪努力向前邁進

2158
01:32:59,073 --> 01:33:01,200
‪想過得正常點

2159
01:33:03,160 --> 01:33:03,995
‪沒想到…

2160
01:33:06,330 --> 01:33:10,459
‪我們最近掌握了一段影片

2161
01:33:12,295 --> 01:33:14,547
‪我們聽說有一部
‪關於我爸媽的電視劇要上檔了

2162
01:33:15,172 --> 01:33:16,799
‪在講那捲失竊的錄影帶

2163
01:33:17,383 --> 01:33:20,219
{\an8}‪Hulu的新迷你影集《潘與湯米》

2164
01:33:20,303 --> 01:33:21,345
{\an8}‪引起許多討論

2165
01:33:21,429 --> 01:33:23,556
{\an8}‪改編自真人真事，關於這對前夫妻

2166
01:33:23,639 --> 01:33:24,890
{\an8}‪被洩露的性愛錄影帶

2167
01:33:24,974 --> 01:33:27,310
‪一切盡在新的迷你影集

2168
01:33:27,393 --> 01:33:28,394
‪《潘與湯米》

2169
01:33:30,021 --> 01:33:31,731
‪為什麼要提起20年前的舊事？

2170
01:33:31,814 --> 01:33:33,858
‪而且你明知道它毀了某人的人生？

2171
01:33:33,941 --> 01:33:35,693
‪把她人生最糟糕的一段

2172
01:33:35,776 --> 01:33:37,528
‪拍成類喜劇，根本莫名其妙

2173
01:33:39,238 --> 01:33:41,032
‪這件事真的讓我做惡夢

2174
01:33:41,907 --> 01:33:43,743
‪我昨晚完全睡不著

2175
01:33:44,410 --> 01:33:46,704
‪我不想看，也不會看

2176
01:33:46,787 --> 01:33:48,623
‪我沒看過那捲錄影帶
‪也不會看這部戲

2177
01:33:49,707 --> 01:33:50,916
‪誰曉得他們會怎麼拍？

2178
01:33:51,000 --> 01:33:53,419
‪沒有人真的知道我們遭遇了什麼

2179
01:33:54,837 --> 01:33:56,505
‪他們應該取得我的同意才對

2180
01:33:56,589 --> 01:33:58,299
{\an8}‪你很驚訝這個故事要被翻拍嗎？

2181
01:33:59,008 --> 01:34:00,343
{\an8}‪沒差吧，我…

2182
01:34:00,426 --> 01:34:02,136
{\an8}‪不會，我很興奮，沒關係

2183
01:34:02,678 --> 01:34:05,389
‪我傳訊息問湯米說：“你覺得怎樣？”

2184
01:34:05,473 --> 01:34:08,684
‪他回說：“別讓這件事
‪像當初那樣傷妳的心”

2185
01:34:12,897 --> 01:34:15,191
‪我至今都不知道是誰偷了那捲錄影帶

2186
01:34:15,775 --> 01:34:17,443
‪我也不想弄清楚

2187
01:34:17,526 --> 01:34:20,196
‪就算弄清楚也無濟於事

2188
01:34:21,614 --> 01:34:22,740
‪傷害已經造成

2189
01:34:24,408 --> 01:34:25,951
‪我何必再經歷一次？

2190
01:34:27,745 --> 01:34:29,372
‪我知道風暴即將來襲

2191
01:34:30,581 --> 01:34:32,958
‪卻不知道該何去何從，很不安

2192
01:34:34,627 --> 01:34:36,170
‪我們想要去愛

2193
01:34:36,253 --> 01:34:38,005
‪渴望得到愛

2194
01:34:38,089 --> 01:34:39,590
‪和我們的愛本身

2195
01:34:39,674 --> 01:34:41,092
‪都變成一種癮

2196
01:34:42,593 --> 01:34:44,845
‪我決定待在這裡一個月

2197
01:34:44,929 --> 01:34:47,640
‪調適離婚後的心情

2198
01:34:47,723 --> 01:34:49,266
‪…問題的嚴重性

2199
01:34:49,350 --> 01:34:51,519
‪才能從中復原

2200
01:34:51,602 --> 01:34:55,022
‪我們這種愛到著迷的人充滿恐懼

2201
01:34:55,106 --> 01:34:56,565
‪害怕孤獨

2202
01:34:59,276 --> 01:35:00,611
‪我打電話給布蘭登，他問我

2203
01:35:00,695 --> 01:35:02,113
‪“媽，妳不是說妳退休了

2204
01:35:02,196 --> 01:35:04,740
‪只想在加拿大的地蓋蓋房子嗎？”

2205
01:35:04,824 --> 01:35:07,368
‪我說：“我覺得那樣好像不夠

2206
01:35:07,451 --> 01:35:09,078
‪我開始有點躁動”

2207
01:35:10,579 --> 01:35:12,289
‪我有點因孤獨而發狂

2208
01:35:12,373 --> 01:35:14,583
‪想努力平靜下來

2209
01:35:14,667 --> 01:35:17,545
‪但或許我註定不該平靜下來

2210
01:35:19,964 --> 01:35:23,592
‪我就這麼向宇宙許願

2211
01:35:24,093 --> 01:35:25,177
‪然後百老匯找上門了

2212
01:35:26,679 --> 01:35:27,513
‪我收到了

2213
01:35:27,596 --> 01:35:29,557
{\an8}‪（《芝加哥》劇本）

2214
01:35:30,641 --> 01:35:31,809
‪是真的，劇本都寄來了

2215
01:35:31,892 --> 01:35:33,227
‪肯定是真的

2216
01:35:33,310 --> 01:35:34,645
‪他們真的想找我去演

2217
01:35:36,063 --> 01:35:37,398
‪如果能看清楚就好了

2218
01:35:37,481 --> 01:35:39,108
‪天啊，這超酷吧？

2219
01:35:39,900 --> 01:35:40,735
‪我要演蘿西

2220
01:35:41,527 --> 01:35:42,570
‪我好興奮

2221
01:35:42,653 --> 01:35:44,780
‪對方說：“妳下週來洛杉磯

2222
01:35:44,864 --> 01:35:46,282
‪彩排兩週

2223
01:35:46,365 --> 01:35:47,867
‪再去紐約彩排一個月

2224
01:35:47,950 --> 01:35:49,160
‪在百老匯演出兩個月

2225
01:35:49,243 --> 01:35:51,370
‪一週演八場，就這麼說定”

2226
01:35:53,497 --> 01:35:56,000
‪-我可以用這個…
‪-沒錯，這樣其他的才會成對

2227
01:35:56,083 --> 01:35:56,917
‪好的

2228
01:35:58,627 --> 01:35:59,712
‪天啊

2229
01:36:00,796 --> 01:36:03,215
{\an8}‪這樣很好，今天不用踩跑步機了

2230
01:36:03,299 --> 01:36:04,800
‪這裡面只有我的鞋子

2231
01:36:05,468 --> 01:36:06,635
‪幾乎都是我的鞋子

2232
01:36:07,636 --> 01:36:09,680
‪我們不走瘋狂路線，而是要展現經典

2233
01:36:09,764 --> 01:36:11,724
‪你覺得哪雙比較好？

2234
01:36:12,308 --> 01:36:13,392
‪這雙在紐約穿

2235
01:36:14,393 --> 01:36:15,394
‪這雙在百老匯穿

2236
01:36:15,478 --> 01:36:16,771
‪很好，就是這個了

2237
01:36:16,854 --> 01:36:19,148
‪接下來四個月，我要加入百老匯劇組

2238
01:36:19,231 --> 01:36:21,192
‪而我只穿我想穿的衣服

2239
01:36:21,275 --> 01:36:23,402
‪其他人只能接受

2240
01:36:24,653 --> 01:36:25,863
‪這兩雙我都要帶

2241
01:36:26,822 --> 01:36:28,199
‪我不是天生的歌手

2242
01:36:28,282 --> 01:36:29,658
‪也不是天生的舞者

2243
01:36:30,326 --> 01:36:32,578
‪我很怕，但又很喜歡面臨挑戰

2244
01:36:32,661 --> 01:36:34,330
‪然後自問：“天啊，我做得到嗎？”

2245
01:36:34,914 --> 01:36:36,957
‪到了那種時候，做就對了

2246
01:36:37,041 --> 01:36:38,042
‪別想太多

2247
01:36:38,125 --> 01:36:39,335
‪我不太會過度思考

2248
01:36:39,418 --> 01:36:40,795
‪思考沒有大家說的那麼好

2249
01:36:42,046 --> 01:36:43,506
‪天啊，是我的頭紗

2250
01:36:44,548 --> 01:36:45,758
‪我的新娘頭紗

2251
01:36:46,300 --> 01:36:48,302
‪-其中一頂
‪-跟哪個老公結婚戴的？

2252
01:36:48,385 --> 01:36:50,513
‪不知道，我可能戴過不只一次

2253
01:36:51,096 --> 01:36:51,931
‪我會回收再利用

2254
01:36:55,017 --> 01:36:56,560
‪它們很貴的

2255
01:36:59,355 --> 01:37:01,607
‪50幾歲開始嘗試新事物也無所謂

2256
01:37:02,525 --> 01:37:04,193
‪真不敢相信我說了“50幾歲”

2257
01:37:08,531 --> 01:37:10,366
‪唯一能毀掉這件好事的就是…

2258
01:37:10,866 --> 01:37:11,826
‪我們都知道

2259
01:37:12,493 --> 01:37:13,619
‪別再去找男人了

2260
01:37:14,328 --> 01:37:15,204
‪專心就好

2261
01:37:17,456 --> 01:37:18,499
‪知道嗎？

2262
01:37:18,582 --> 01:37:19,917
‪我這輩子也該有那麼一次

2263
01:37:20,000 --> 01:37:21,168
‪好好跟自己談戀愛了

2264
01:37:22,586 --> 01:37:24,338
‪跟我自己談場戀愛吧

2265
01:37:27,967 --> 01:37:30,261
‪買好素漢堡再叫我

2266
01:37:33,013 --> 01:37:35,140
‪（加州洛杉磯）

2267
01:37:35,224 --> 01:37:37,685
{\an8}‪（三街舞廳，8558號）

2268
01:37:37,768 --> 01:37:39,478
{\an8}‪（葛瑞格里巴特勒，舞蹈教練）

2269
01:37:39,562 --> 01:37:41,814
{\an8}‪即使對音樂劇演員來說

2270
01:37:42,648 --> 01:37:44,149
‪這行程也很緊湊

2271
01:37:44,233 --> 01:37:45,901
‪真的很緊湊，不騙你

2272
01:37:46,569 --> 01:37:49,321
‪就像跳上了特快車

2273
01:37:49,405 --> 01:37:50,948
‪結果你以為那是區間車

2274
01:37:51,031 --> 01:37:53,075
‪於是不斷錯過你要去的站

2275
01:37:53,158 --> 01:37:54,660
‪一直都會是這個狀態

2276
01:37:56,328 --> 01:37:59,498
‪這齣劇裡的每個動作都有目的

2277
01:37:59,582 --> 01:38:01,208
‪這就是為什麼

2278
01:38:01,292 --> 01:38:05,129
‪-安妮總是先找演員
‪-演員

2279
01:38:05,212 --> 01:38:07,464
‪-然後才找舞者和歌手
‪-了解

2280
01:38:09,091 --> 01:38:11,218
‪我內心的小同志呼喊著

2281
01:38:11,302 --> 01:38:13,470
‪“天啊，是潘蜜拉安德森，太棒了”

2282
01:38:14,805 --> 01:38:18,726
‪我這輩子某個時刻
‪曾經想變得像潘蜜拉安德森一樣

2283
01:38:20,561 --> 01:38:21,604
‪很好

2284
01:38:22,271 --> 01:38:23,522
‪我們再來做一個動作吧

2285
01:38:23,606 --> 01:38:25,858
‪這代表勾搭，好嗎？

2286
01:38:25,941 --> 01:38:27,318
‪只要…

2287
01:38:27,818 --> 01:38:30,654
‪轉動髖關節就行了

2288
01:38:31,447 --> 01:38:32,448
‪好吧

2289
01:38:32,531 --> 01:38:33,657
‪該死，妳已經會了

2290
01:38:35,284 --> 01:38:37,286
‪-我常勾搭人
‪-是吧

2291
01:38:39,204 --> 01:38:42,416
‪我想這可能是我第一次做某件事

2292
01:38:42,499 --> 01:38:44,293
‪純粹為了我自己

2293
01:38:45,377 --> 01:38:47,463
‪我會想：“這麼做對孩子們好”

2294
01:38:47,546 --> 01:38:49,840
‪但接著想到：“不，這是為了我自己”

2295
01:38:50,549 --> 01:38:51,383
‪就是這樣

2296
01:38:51,967 --> 01:38:54,136
‪所以這不是熱潮紅，是運動造成的？

2297
01:38:55,846 --> 01:38:58,223
‪（《潘與湯米》）

2298
01:38:58,307 --> 01:39:01,435
‪（Hulu原創影集）

2299
01:39:02,186 --> 01:39:03,020
{\an8}‪寶貝

2300
01:39:03,103 --> 01:39:04,355
{\an8}‪-媽
‪-你好，親愛的

2301
01:39:04,438 --> 01:39:05,272
‪記得那影集嗎？

2302
01:39:05,356 --> 01:39:06,899
‪我看了前三集

2303
01:39:07,399 --> 01:39:08,609
‪你怎麼看到前三集的？

2304
01:39:08,692 --> 01:39:10,235
‪昨晚演了三集？

2305
01:39:10,319 --> 01:39:12,196
‪對，我要說的是

2306
01:39:12,279 --> 01:39:13,864
‪那個偷錄影帶的人？

2307
01:39:13,948 --> 01:39:17,034
‪編劇為他偷那破玩意編了個理由

2308
01:39:17,117 --> 01:39:19,703
‪把爸說成一個沒付他錢的混蛋

2309
01:39:19,787 --> 01:39:20,913
‪迪倫有看嗎？

2310
01:39:21,497 --> 01:39:23,040
‪我叫他不要看

2311
01:39:24,041 --> 01:39:25,000
‪知道了

2312
01:39:25,084 --> 01:39:26,627
‪天啊，我真的…

2313
01:39:27,169 --> 01:39:28,253
‪我渾身顫抖

2314
01:39:28,337 --> 01:39:29,964
‪這感覺很怪

2315
01:39:30,047 --> 01:39:31,507
‪很抱歉讓你們經歷這種事

2316
01:39:31,590 --> 01:39:33,592
‪人們大概會覺得潘蜜拉很可憐

2317
01:39:33,676 --> 01:39:35,344
‪或是你和迪倫很可憐

2318
01:39:35,427 --> 01:39:37,721
‪你爸和外公外婆很可憐之類的

2319
01:39:37,805 --> 01:39:40,641
‪謝謝你告訴我，但…

2320
01:39:41,141 --> 01:39:43,686
‪但如果…這不是三言兩語說得完的

2321
01:39:44,269 --> 01:39:46,021
‪-愛你
‪-我也愛妳

2322
01:39:46,730 --> 01:39:47,982
‪天啊

2323
01:39:50,150 --> 01:39:51,026
‪好的

2324
01:39:51,652 --> 01:39:53,362
‪我不知道這件事

2325
01:39:54,697 --> 01:39:55,531
‪好吧

2326
01:39:56,657 --> 01:39:58,951
‪這叫做情緒性進食

2327
01:39:59,034 --> 01:40:00,786
‪我現在要情緒性進食

2328
01:40:00,869 --> 01:40:01,745
‪這是素的

2329
01:40:03,580 --> 01:40:04,915
‪真好吃

2330
01:40:05,541 --> 01:40:07,751
‪如果我要准許自己吃可頌

2331
01:40:07,835 --> 01:40:08,961
‪那就是現在了

2332
01:40:11,380 --> 01:40:13,632
‪我把那部戲屏蔽在我的生活之外

2333
01:40:13,716 --> 01:40:15,092
‪那樣才能活下去

2334
01:40:15,175 --> 01:40:16,635
‪那是一種生存機制

2335
01:40:16,719 --> 01:40:18,262
‪現在它又出現了

2336
01:40:18,345 --> 01:40:20,305
‪讓我整個胃都不舒服

2337
01:40:20,389 --> 01:40:22,391
‪從胸口一直到…

2338
01:40:22,474 --> 01:40:25,269
‪我的胃好像被揍了一拳一樣

2339
01:40:25,352 --> 01:40:26,478
‪我不舒服

2340
01:40:33,235 --> 01:40:35,070
‪這種感覺跟那捲錄影帶被偷時一樣

2341
01:40:37,322 --> 01:40:40,492
‪你彷彿淪為這個世界的所有物

2342
01:40:40,576 --> 01:40:41,702
‪你屬於世界

2343
01:40:42,411 --> 01:40:43,787
‪我只覺得…

2344
01:40:46,290 --> 01:40:47,499
‪我打算無視他們

2345
01:40:47,583 --> 01:40:48,542
‪（紐約州紐約）

2346
01:40:48,625 --> 01:40:49,460
‪算了

2347
01:40:52,755 --> 01:40:54,757
{\an8}‪“現在，全世界都對我說‘好’”

2348
01:40:54,840 --> 01:40:56,425
{\an8}‪但那是什麼意思？

2349
01:40:56,508 --> 01:40:58,302
{\an8}‪妳覺得呢，潘蜜拉？

2350
01:40:58,385 --> 01:41:00,387
{\an8}‪意思是全世界…我終於得到尊重了

2351
01:41:00,471 --> 01:41:02,514
‪-沒錯
‪-對我來說，我總覺得…

2352
01:41:03,015 --> 01:41:03,974
‪我一直希望被尊重

2353
01:41:04,558 --> 01:41:07,478
‪話說回來，她總是回到“我”這個詞

2354
01:41:07,561 --> 01:41:09,646
‪妳知道，蘿西最喜歡的字

2355
01:41:10,314 --> 01:41:11,315
‪我不這麼認為

2356
01:41:12,524 --> 01:41:14,777
‪她的夢想不是出名

2357
01:41:14,860 --> 01:41:17,488
‪而是被尊重、被看見

2358
01:41:17,571 --> 01:41:18,530
‪並擁有自由

2359
01:41:19,364 --> 01:41:21,033
‪-沒有那麼膚淺
‪-沒錯

2360
01:41:22,076 --> 01:41:26,038
‪那賺錢不手軟的女人

2361
01:41:26,121 --> 01:41:28,707
‪將會是蘿西

2362
01:41:29,583 --> 01:41:35,589
‪誰說殺人不是一種藝術？

2363
01:41:37,216 --> 01:41:38,884
‪唱得好，潘蜜拉

2364
01:41:39,384 --> 01:41:40,636
‪感覺如何？

2365
01:41:40,719 --> 01:41:42,012
‪感覺很好

2366
01:41:42,096 --> 01:41:44,181
‪但感覺我好像在說…

2367
01:41:44,932 --> 01:41:48,018
‪“誰說性愛錄影帶不是一種藝術？

2368
01:41:49,186 --> 01:41:51,897
‪誰說離婚不是一種藝術？”

2369
01:41:53,190 --> 01:41:55,651
‪（《芝加哥》）

2370
01:41:55,734 --> 01:41:56,693
‪歡迎光臨

2371
01:41:56,777 --> 01:41:58,153
‪-謝謝
‪-歡迎來到百老匯

2372
01:41:58,237 --> 01:41:59,071
‪天啊

2373
01:41:59,571 --> 01:42:01,615
‪-聽起來好新奇
‪-太棒了

2374
01:42:02,449 --> 01:42:04,243
‪你確定？才怪

2375
01:42:04,326 --> 01:42:06,370
‪-“我的寶貝…”
‪-對

2376
01:42:06,453 --> 01:42:07,287
‪“我的寶貝”

2377
01:42:07,371 --> 01:42:08,705
‪該死的起音

2378
01:42:08,789 --> 01:42:10,874
‪我想那就是重點，起音得唱低一點

2379
01:42:10,958 --> 01:42:13,001
‪我知道一件事

2380
01:42:13,085 --> 01:42:14,837
‪我一直都知道

2381
01:42:15,420 --> 01:42:17,506
‪我屬於我自己

2382
01:42:17,589 --> 01:42:20,092
‪我們都想拿槍

2383
01:42:20,592 --> 01:42:22,594
‪但我先拿到了

2384
01:42:25,806 --> 01:42:26,723
‪這太棒了

2385
01:42:26,807 --> 01:42:28,851
‪我知道這可以讓我屁股變翹

2386
01:42:29,935 --> 01:42:31,145
‪肌肉好痛

2387
01:42:34,523 --> 01:42:36,441
‪我都不懂我是怎麼記住這些動作的

2388
01:42:36,525 --> 01:42:37,401
‪不懂發生什麼事

2389
01:42:37,484 --> 01:42:38,777
‪甚至不知道我在哪裡

2390
01:42:38,861 --> 01:42:40,404
‪你們是誰啊？

2391
01:42:40,487 --> 01:42:42,281
‪如果這是夢，我會氣炸

2392
01:42:59,006 --> 01:43:01,258
‪我覺得我是跟這個人一起做這件事

2393
01:43:01,341 --> 01:43:02,509
‪上百老匯的是這時的我

2394
01:43:03,135 --> 01:43:04,678
‪所以這是我…

2395
01:43:05,804 --> 01:43:09,016
‪有點像是經歷折磨之前和之後的我

2396
01:43:10,100 --> 01:43:12,769
‪我想像我們一起做這件事

2397
01:43:13,353 --> 01:43:15,272
{\an8}‪那是冷血謀殺，哈特太太

2398
01:43:15,355 --> 01:43:16,857
{\an8}‪他們會因此吊死妳

2399
01:43:18,400 --> 01:43:19,234
‪接住

2400
01:43:21,612 --> 01:43:22,946
‪每次把一件事做到某種程度

2401
01:43:23,030 --> 01:43:24,072
‪我就會覺得夠好了

2402
01:43:25,115 --> 01:43:27,492
‪但這次，我必須前所未有地鞭策自己

2403
01:43:29,328 --> 01:43:31,788
‪我說過很多次，我不在乎別人怎麼想

2404
01:43:31,872 --> 01:43:32,998
‪因為這是我唯一的選擇

2405
01:43:33,081 --> 01:43:34,166
‪如果在乎別人怎麼想

2406
01:43:34,249 --> 01:43:35,417
‪我就不會在這裡了

2407
01:43:35,500 --> 01:43:37,461
‪抖…很好

2408
01:43:37,544 --> 01:43:40,088
‪但我還是有一定程度的在乎

2409
01:43:43,508 --> 01:43:46,136
‪（潘蜜拉安德森飾蘿西
‪《芝加哥》，今起至6月5日）

2410
01:43:47,971 --> 01:43:50,098
‪我們要努力撐過去，這不是壞事

2411
01:43:50,182 --> 01:43:52,392
‪讓妳為之奮鬥

2412
01:43:52,976 --> 01:43:54,353
{\an8}‪（大衛布許曼，舞團團長）

2413
01:43:54,436 --> 01:43:55,395
{\an8}‪跳開頭就好

2414
01:43:56,063 --> 01:43:57,231
{\an8}‪我知道妳很累

2415
01:43:57,814 --> 01:44:00,317
‪就跳這個動作…我去另一邊

2416
01:44:01,276 --> 01:44:02,319
‪好吧

2417
01:44:02,402 --> 01:44:08,158
‪看看我的寶貝，還有我

2418
01:44:08,242 --> 01:44:10,244
‪（2022年4月12日）

2419
01:44:10,327 --> 01:44:12,287
‪（《芝加哥》開演夜）

2420
01:44:12,371 --> 01:44:13,664
‪我覺得很好，因為…

2421
01:44:14,831 --> 01:44:16,875
‪期望值很低

2422
01:44:21,380 --> 01:44:22,547
‪這不是我能掌控的了

2423
01:44:23,632 --> 01:44:24,800
‪妳可以全權掌控

2424
01:44:24,883 --> 01:44:26,426
‪是可以，但也沒辦法

2425
01:44:29,888 --> 01:44:31,682
‪冒著被徹底羞辱的風險

2426
01:44:31,765 --> 01:44:32,891
‪我決定放手一搏

2427
01:44:32,975 --> 01:44:35,769
‪我要好好瘋一場

2428
01:44:37,020 --> 01:44:38,522
‪他擔心我

2429
01:44:38,605 --> 01:44:39,773
‪別擔心，布蘭登

2430
01:44:39,856 --> 01:44:40,774
‪就靠這個了

2431
01:44:40,857 --> 01:44:42,818
‪我將震撼人們

2432
01:44:43,902 --> 01:44:44,945
‪像火山一樣爆發

2433
01:44:45,028 --> 01:44:46,738
‪誰也不知道會爆出什麼

2434
01:44:49,491 --> 01:44:50,742
‪某個東西就對了

2435
01:44:52,494 --> 01:44:54,454
‪我覺得這不公平

2436
01:44:54,538 --> 01:44:55,789
‪但世界就是這樣

2437
01:44:55,872 --> 01:44:57,207
‪我並不天真

2438
01:44:59,001 --> 01:45:02,921
‪人們每次聽說哪個演員參與某個計畫

2439
01:45:03,005 --> 01:45:04,673
‪常會覺得

2440
01:45:04,756 --> 01:45:06,383
‪“憑什麼是他？”

2441
01:45:06,466 --> 01:45:08,510
‪“他怎麼能演這個，怎麼能演那個”

2442
01:45:10,429 --> 01:45:12,973
‪但你知道嗎？
‪潘蜜拉一輩子都面對這種質疑

2443
01:45:13,765 --> 01:45:15,559
‪那是她必須奮力擺脫的

2444
01:45:15,642 --> 01:45:17,352
‪而你算老幾

2445
01:45:17,436 --> 01:45:20,605
‪憑什麼剝奪她的夢想

2446
01:45:20,689 --> 01:45:23,108
‪只因為你認定她是某種形象

2447
01:45:23,191 --> 01:45:24,484
‪只有哪方面的才能？

2448
01:45:24,568 --> 01:45:25,944
‪女士先生們

2449
01:45:26,028 --> 01:45:27,612
‪請就座

2450
01:45:27,696 --> 01:45:30,324
‪就讓別人去做夢、去摘星吧

2451
01:45:30,407 --> 01:45:31,325
‪有何不可？

2452
01:45:44,379 --> 01:45:46,506
‪-想知道一件事嗎？
‪-想

2453
01:45:46,590 --> 01:45:49,426
‪我一直想在報紙上看到我的名字

2454
01:45:49,509 --> 01:45:52,179
‪“蘿西撼動芝加哥”

2455
01:45:55,891 --> 01:46:00,520
‪大家掛在嘴邊的名字將會是…

2456
01:46:00,604 --> 01:46:01,730
‪蘿西

2457
01:46:10,113 --> 01:46:14,326
‪“潘蜜拉安德森在百老匯初登場
‪令《芝加哥》觀眾瘋狂

2458
01:46:16,328 --> 01:46:18,246
‪她回到表演的聚光燈下

2459
01:46:18,330 --> 01:46:20,457
‪用她的方式翻轉自身形象”

2460
01:46:20,957 --> 01:46:23,418
‪他們想看的是我，不是你

2461
01:46:24,628 --> 01:46:27,297
‪“安德森成功駕馭磅礡的獨唱曲

2462
01:46:27,381 --> 01:46:29,925
‪她不會是卡內基音樂廳
‪9月的頭號卡司

2463
01:46:30,008 --> 01:46:31,843
‪但她用脆弱演繹歌曲

2464
01:46:31,927 --> 01:46:33,678
‪帶點瑪麗蓮夢露的挑逗

2465
01:46:33,762 --> 01:46:34,763
‪唱準了每個音”

2466
01:46:34,846 --> 01:46:37,557
‪像一隻眼睛下垂的小狗

2467
01:46:38,141 --> 01:46:39,684
‪“安德森很好笑”

2468
01:46:39,768 --> 01:46:42,145
‪我不行了…

2469
01:46:42,229 --> 01:46:43,313
‪不，蘿西

2470
01:46:44,147 --> 01:46:46,566
‪“現在，我能認證這名演員
‪兼《海灘遊俠》美眉

2471
01:46:46,650 --> 01:46:47,734
‪可以自信舞動

2472
01:46:47,818 --> 01:46:48,693
‪且歌喉不俗

2473
01:46:49,861 --> 01:46:52,030
‪連《芝加哥》都能征服”

2474
01:46:54,241 --> 01:46:56,118
‪她什麼都不怕

2475
01:46:56,201 --> 01:46:59,663
‪她想做出乎所有人意料的事

2476
01:46:59,746 --> 01:47:00,872
‪然後大獲成功

2477
01:47:01,957 --> 01:47:03,291
‪我很開心她那麼屌

2478
01:47:04,835 --> 01:47:05,794
‪現在她終於比以往

2479
01:47:05,877 --> 01:47:09,840
‪都更專注在去做自己想做的事上

2480
01:47:09,923 --> 01:47:12,050
‪而不是去取悅任何人

2481
01:47:13,593 --> 01:47:15,512
‪不擔心男友會怎麼想

2482
01:47:15,595 --> 01:47:17,472
‪老公會不會吃醋

2483
01:47:31,278 --> 01:47:34,990
‪這樣很好，對吧？

2484
01:47:35,073 --> 01:47:37,325
‪了不起，對吧？

2485
01:47:37,868 --> 01:47:40,162
‪棒極了，對吧？

2486
01:47:40,245 --> 01:47:43,248
‪很美妙，對吧？

2487
01:47:43,331 --> 01:47:45,417
‪很有趣，對吧？

2488
01:47:46,585 --> 01:47:49,087
‪如今

2489
01:47:53,383 --> 01:47:56,261
‪男人，無處不在

2490
01:47:56,344 --> 01:47:58,972
‪爵士樂，無處不在

2491
01:47:59,055 --> 01:48:01,391
‪酒，無處不在

2492
01:48:01,475 --> 01:48:03,852
‪生活，無處不在

2493
01:48:03,935 --> 01:48:05,729
‪喜悅，無處不在

2494
01:48:06,688 --> 01:48:08,523
‪如今

2495
01:48:11,443 --> 01:48:15,489
‪你可以喜歡自己過的生活

2496
01:48:16,072 --> 01:48:19,784
‪你可以過自己喜歡的生活

2497
01:48:20,535 --> 01:48:23,330
‪你甚至可以結婚…

2498
01:48:23,413 --> 01:48:24,915
‪我想欣然接受過去

2499
01:48:25,457 --> 01:48:26,541
‪接受真相

2500
01:48:27,417 --> 01:48:29,711
‪我的人生不是什麼悲慘故事

2501
01:48:29,794 --> 01:48:33,048
‪這樣很好，對吧？

2502
01:48:33,131 --> 01:48:35,300
‪了不起，對吧？

2503
01:48:35,383 --> 01:48:37,761
‪棒極了，對吧？

2504
01:48:37,844 --> 01:48:38,678
‪很美妙？

2505
01:48:49,231 --> 01:48:50,398
‪我不是受害者

2506
01:48:50,482 --> 01:48:53,944
‪我曾讓自己陷入瘋狂的處境

2507
01:48:54,027 --> 01:48:56,655
‪然後安然倖存

2508
01:48:59,991 --> 01:49:02,661
‪越能在人生中承受痛苦

2509
01:49:02,744 --> 01:49:05,413
‪就越能觸發美好的事物

2510
01:49:05,497 --> 01:49:07,249
‪像詩、音樂和藝術

2511
01:49:09,459 --> 01:49:11,378
‪我感激我所有的經歷

2512
01:49:11,461 --> 01:49:13,213
‪也不怪任何人

2513
01:49:13,922 --> 01:49:15,048
‪我很慶幸擁有那些經歷

2514
01:49:26,351 --> 01:49:29,604
‪（潘蜜拉終場演出隔天早晨）

2515
01:49:35,360 --> 01:49:36,820
‪我覺得…

2516
01:49:36,903 --> 01:49:38,446
‪我好像剛經歷一場颶風

2517
01:49:41,700 --> 01:49:42,576
‪感覺挺好的

2518
01:49:48,206 --> 01:49:49,791
‪我很確定這不是終點

2519
01:49:51,918 --> 01:49:54,421
‪但我還沒想到接下來要做什麼

2520
01:49:54,921 --> 01:49:55,964
‪我的孩子長大了

2521
01:49:58,216 --> 01:49:59,676
‪我基本上是一個人

2522
01:50:00,885 --> 01:50:01,720
‪然後…

2523
01:50:05,807 --> 01:50:07,642
‪但我蠻喜歡這樣的

2524
01:50:07,726 --> 01:50:09,686
‪完全不知道接下來會發生什麼事

2525
01:50:09,769 --> 01:50:12,731
‪我明白活到這把年紀

2526
01:50:12,814 --> 01:50:14,941
‪我或許該找個地方安頓，但…

2527
01:50:17,819 --> 01:50:18,653
‪不曉得

2528
01:50:22,073 --> 01:50:23,366
‪也許我下週就會有答案

2529
01:50:31,166 --> 01:50:32,417
‪-你好
‪-妳好

2530
01:50:35,045 --> 01:50:36,546
‪我想我就…

2531
01:50:37,047 --> 01:50:38,173
‪不梳妝打扮了

2532
01:50:38,256 --> 01:50:39,174
‪誰在乎？

2533
01:50:39,257 --> 01:50:41,426
‪反正我很快就會脫光
‪用枕頭遮住正面

2534
01:50:41,926 --> 01:50:43,678
‪裸露的潘蜜拉

2535
01:50:43,762 --> 01:50:45,096
‪潘蜜拉裸露

2536
01:50:45,180 --> 01:50:46,139
‪生猛、裸露

2537
01:50:46,222 --> 01:50:48,308
‪我乾脆全程光著身子受訪怎樣？

2538
01:50:49,184 --> 01:50:50,435
‪反正大家都看過了

2539
01:50:52,145 --> 01:50:53,772
‪我之前想到了一個辦法

2540
01:50:53,855 --> 01:50:56,566
‪把眼鏡戴在墨鏡外面可以看清楚

2541
01:50:57,233 --> 01:50:58,068
‪我之前…

2542
01:50:59,527 --> 01:51:00,987
‪就這樣，然後…

2543
01:51:02,656 --> 01:51:03,782
‪看得很清楚

2544
01:51:06,076 --> 01:51:06,910
‪你好，寶貝

2545
01:51:07,494 --> 01:51:08,328
‪早安

2546
01:51:08,411 --> 01:51:11,289
‪把眼鏡戴在墨鏡外可以看清楚

2547
01:51:11,373 --> 01:51:12,207
‪不可思議吧？

2548
01:51:12,290 --> 01:51:15,293
‪妳知道可以配有度數的墨鏡吧？

2549
01:51:15,377 --> 01:51:16,211
‪什麼？

2550
01:51:17,087 --> 01:51:19,130
‪可以配有度數的墨鏡？

2551
01:51:19,214 --> 01:51:22,133
‪妳知道我這裡才早上7點半嗎？

2552
01:51:22,217 --> 01:51:23,051
‪那就起來吧

2553
01:51:26,763 --> 01:51:29,182
‪想要結婚，最好的辦法就是告訴對方

2554
01:51:29,265 --> 01:51:30,642
‪“我絕對不會跟你結婚”

2555
01:51:30,725 --> 01:51:33,019
‪這樣你肯定能在半年內結婚

2556
01:51:33,103 --> 01:51:34,396
‪這麼做就對了，好嗎？

2557
01:51:34,479 --> 01:51:36,439
‪你一定要說得很認真

2558
01:51:36,523 --> 01:51:38,942
‪一副說什麼都不跟那個人結婚的樣子

2559
01:51:41,194 --> 01:51:42,195
‪妳好，媽

2560
01:51:42,278 --> 01:51:43,363
‪妳好，親愛的

2561
01:51:44,072 --> 01:51:45,532
‪妳的畫面又倒過來了？

2562
01:51:45,615 --> 01:51:46,908
‪討厭，又來了

2563
01:51:46,991 --> 01:51:47,826
‪我倒過來了…

2564
01:51:47,909 --> 01:51:50,245
‪媽，別這樣，拜託不要那麼做

2565
01:51:51,788 --> 01:51:53,498
‪每個老人都會這樣嗎？

2566
01:51:56,876 --> 01:51:58,962
‪我再也不找老公了

2567
01:52:00,004 --> 01:52:01,172
‪老公也很爛

2568
01:52:25,739 --> 01:52:30,744
‪字幕翻譯：Jiin-Yu Lin