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[phone ringing] 760 00:39:36,063 --> 00:39:37,513 I'm kind of nervous about it. 761 00:39:43,104 --> 00:39:44,278 - [Voice Recording] Hi, you've reached [indistinct]. 762 00:39:45,935 --> 00:39:48,213 Leave a message, and I'll get right back to you. 763 00:39:52,873 --> 00:39:54,599 - Every steak on your plate takes 764 00:39:54,633 --> 00:39:56,842 at least five years of management. 765 00:39:56,877 --> 00:40:01,571 We need somebody who is a liaison person between ranchers 766 00:40:01,606 --> 00:40:04,056 and people who sit in an office 767 00:40:04,091 --> 00:40:06,404 and write policy that affects them. 768 00:40:06,438 --> 00:40:09,441 I wanna be able to help bridge that gap. 769 00:40:09,476 --> 00:40:11,892 The thing is, it's really rare 770 00:40:11,926 --> 00:40:14,619 to find something like that where you could come in 771 00:40:14,653 --> 00:40:17,035 as a young ag major. 772 00:40:18,070 --> 00:40:18,899 It's hard. 773 00:40:20,590 --> 00:40:22,523 - [Voice Recording] At the tone, please record your message. 774 00:40:22,558 --> 00:40:24,352 When you finish recording you may hang up 775 00:40:24,387 --> 00:40:26,769 or press one for more options. 776 00:40:26,803 --> 00:40:28,011 [phone beeps] 777 00:40:28,046 --> 00:40:29,599 - Hi Mr. Phillips, this is Martha Santos. 778 00:40:29,634 --> 00:40:32,844 I was calling you regarding the email that I got a week ago. 779 00:40:32,878 --> 00:40:35,156 If you could please call me back. Thank you. 780 00:40:36,503 --> 00:40:39,264 [gentle music continues] 781 00:40:39,298 --> 00:40:40,058 We'll see. 782 00:40:44,269 --> 00:40:46,547 [gentle music continues] 783 00:40:46,582 --> 00:40:49,792 [turn signal clicking] 784 00:40:55,038 --> 00:40:57,489 [cows lowing] 785 00:40:58,386 --> 00:41:01,666 [gentle music continues] 786 00:41:04,082 --> 00:41:06,567 [cows lowing] 787 00:41:10,813 --> 00:41:13,505 [birds chirping] 788 00:41:15,265 --> 00:41:18,683 [gentle music continues] 789 00:41:18,717 --> 00:41:19,960 - Hello, mamas. 790 00:41:22,134 --> 00:41:23,860 [Mandy laughs softly] 791 00:41:23,895 --> 00:41:27,174 Who's that? [laughs] 792 00:41:27,208 --> 00:41:32,041 So I've been dating, 793 00:41:33,076 --> 00:41:34,975 pretty, I consider us married, 794 00:41:35,009 --> 00:41:37,667 John for five years now, 795 00:41:37,702 --> 00:41:42,430 and just recently I found out 796 00:41:42,465 --> 00:41:45,503 that I am pregnant. [laughs] 797 00:41:45,537 --> 00:41:49,403 And I'm excited 'cause I'll have 798 00:41:49,437 --> 00:41:51,060 that baby strapped on my belly 799 00:41:51,094 --> 00:41:53,580 or on my back checking cows. 800 00:41:53,614 --> 00:41:55,133 I don't care. 801 00:41:55,167 --> 00:41:56,479 Whatever, it'll be riding in the tractor with me. 802 00:41:56,514 --> 00:42:01,070 So I just gotta, I guess I'm not excited 803 00:42:01,104 --> 00:42:02,520 about all the hard work it's gonna be, 804 00:42:02,554 --> 00:42:05,177 but everyone that I've talked to that has kids 805 00:42:05,212 --> 00:42:08,456 says it's worth it, so I'm kind of counting on that, 806 00:42:08,491 --> 00:42:11,529 I guess. [cows lowing] 807 00:42:11,563 --> 00:42:14,083 I want a son rather than a daughter, 808 00:42:14,117 --> 00:42:17,569 'cause I don't want it to be hard for my child. 809 00:42:17,604 --> 00:42:20,020 [playful music] 810 00:42:20,054 --> 00:42:24,783 So I'll be horseback to the horn 811 00:42:24,818 --> 00:42:27,752 and my belly getting in the way, [laughs] so yeah, 812 00:42:27,786 --> 00:42:29,477 'cause I don't fall off. 813 00:42:29,512 --> 00:42:30,478 I won't fall off. 814 00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:35,035 [playful music continues] 815 00:42:38,556 --> 00:42:39,902 Maybe I won't get too big, either. 816 00:42:39,936 --> 00:42:42,042 Maybe it'll be just a cute little bump 817 00:42:42,076 --> 00:42:45,390 and I can still do everything, 818 00:42:45,424 --> 00:42:46,633 but most of the people I see, 819 00:42:46,667 --> 00:42:49,567 it's like a whole nother zip code, so, 820 00:42:51,569 --> 00:42:53,122 oh well, we'll see. 821 00:42:54,261 --> 00:42:57,402 [gentle upbeat music] 822 00:43:02,683 --> 00:43:06,653 [gentle upbeat music continues] 823 00:43:11,140 --> 00:43:15,109 [gentle upbeat music continues] 824 00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:23,324 [gentle upbeat music continues] 825 00:43:27,743 --> 00:43:31,712 [gentle upbeat music continues] 826 00:43:37,649 --> 00:43:41,377 [gentle upbeat music continues] 827 00:43:41,411 --> 00:43:42,481 Quit it. Shh. 828 00:43:46,900 --> 00:43:51,870 [birds chirping] [cows sniffing] 829 00:43:59,602 --> 00:44:02,225 [gate squeaking] 830 00:44:05,815 --> 00:44:06,644 Shit. 831 00:44:09,474 --> 00:44:12,270 [birds squawking] 832 00:44:12,304 --> 00:44:14,962 [flies buzzing] 833 00:44:23,143 --> 00:44:25,663 [Mandy sighs] 834 00:44:29,425 --> 00:44:32,221 That was a heifer. Heifer having a calf. 835 00:44:33,740 --> 00:44:36,397 [flies buzzing] 836 00:44:38,572 --> 00:44:40,816 It's Cupcake. That's who it is. 837 00:44:42,783 --> 00:44:44,198 And that is not my fault. 838 00:44:45,613 --> 00:44:46,960 When are you coming back? 839 00:44:49,272 --> 00:44:52,379 With who? [person speaking indistinctly] 840 00:44:52,413 --> 00:44:54,277 You're not lying to me? 841 00:44:54,312 --> 00:44:56,452 [person speaking indistinctly] 842 00:44:56,486 --> 00:44:57,695 No, I just... 843 00:45:00,111 --> 00:45:03,770 You wouldn't like it if I was doing that with an ex. 844 00:45:08,913 --> 00:45:11,398 [Mandy sighs] 845 00:45:12,675 --> 00:45:16,265 [person speaking indistinctly] 846 00:45:16,299 --> 00:45:17,715 Is it gonna be late or what? 847 00:45:19,371 --> 00:45:21,684 [person speaking indistinctly] 848 00:45:21,719 --> 00:45:23,203 All right, thanks. - Okay. 849 00:45:26,309 --> 00:45:30,486 - Damn. [breathing heavily] 850 00:45:30,520 --> 00:45:33,178 [flies buzzing] 851 00:45:36,872 --> 00:45:40,358 [Mandy breathing heavily] 852 00:45:42,222 --> 00:45:43,602 See how she got up. 853 00:45:43,637 --> 00:45:47,192 She probably laid here, laid here, laid here. 854 00:45:47,227 --> 00:45:51,196 There's all these wet, like mashed down spots, 855 00:45:51,231 --> 00:45:54,544 right there, right there. [sighs] 856 00:45:58,307 --> 00:45:59,722 The very, it's hard to tell 857 00:45:59,757 --> 00:46:01,897 'cause she's all blowed up and everything, 858 00:46:01,931 --> 00:46:04,589 but I hate that. 859 00:46:06,073 --> 00:46:09,456 I didn't think she was that close to calving either, but... 860 00:46:09,490 --> 00:46:12,114 And the worst part about it is that's John's daughter, 861 00:46:12,148 --> 00:46:14,392 she picked that heifer out. [scoffs softly] 862 00:46:14,426 --> 00:46:16,152 And we called it Cupcake, 863 00:46:16,187 --> 00:46:17,844 so she's gonna be asking about it. 864 00:46:21,330 --> 00:46:24,471 But I should have checked this morning, 865 00:46:24,505 --> 00:46:26,369 just like that little calf. 866 00:46:26,404 --> 00:46:29,545 Sometimes it's, I got too many things on my plate. 867 00:46:29,579 --> 00:46:32,341 I can't keep everything covered. 868 00:46:33,583 --> 00:46:37,070 Watch out, get. It's just mineral. 869 00:46:38,554 --> 00:46:41,143 [somber music] 870 00:46:45,181 --> 00:46:46,010 Shit. 871 00:46:49,599 --> 00:46:52,464 How come didn't y'all save Cupcake? 872 00:46:53,672 --> 00:46:55,122 [cows lowing] 873 00:46:55,157 --> 00:46:58,574 [somber music continues] 874 00:47:03,786 --> 00:47:07,203 [somber music continues] 875 00:47:09,792 --> 00:47:12,277 [cows lowing] 876 00:47:16,523 --> 00:47:19,906 [somber music continues] 877 00:47:28,259 --> 00:47:31,227 [gates rattling] 878 00:47:31,262 --> 00:47:33,781 [cows lowing] 879 00:47:39,270 --> 00:47:41,789 [cows lowing] 880 00:47:44,240 --> 00:47:46,139 [truck rumbling] 881 00:47:46,173 --> 00:47:50,591 [auctioneer announcing indistinctly] 882 00:47:57,081 --> 00:47:57,978 [phones ringing] 883 00:47:58,013 --> 00:48:02,845 - These come from [indistinct] 884 00:48:03,570 --> 00:48:05,952 [vacuum whirring] 885 00:48:05,986 --> 00:48:09,127 [people chattering] 886 00:48:09,162 --> 00:48:10,094 - There's... 887 00:48:10,128 --> 00:48:12,096 No sir, we should have had 14. 888 00:48:13,476 --> 00:48:15,306 There should be 14. 889 00:48:17,411 --> 00:48:18,896 There should have been 14. 890 00:48:20,069 --> 00:48:21,829 [indistinct voice on loudspeaker] 891 00:48:21,864 --> 00:48:23,072 14. 892 00:48:23,107 --> 00:48:24,315 [indistinct voice on loudspeaker] 893 00:48:24,349 --> 00:48:27,490 [indistinct voice on loudspeaker] 894 00:48:27,525 --> 00:48:30,977 [indistinct voice on loudspeaker] 895 00:48:31,011 --> 00:48:35,222 [auctioneer speaking indistinctly] 896 00:48:39,606 --> 00:48:44,611 [cows lowing] [crowd shouting] 897 00:48:45,232 --> 00:48:46,682 [cows lowing] 898 00:48:46,716 --> 00:48:50,928 [auctioneer speaking indistinctly] 899 00:48:53,723 --> 00:48:58,728 [cows lowing] [ranchers shouting] 900 00:49:03,595 --> 00:49:06,081 [cows lowing] 901 00:49:09,256 --> 00:49:13,502 [indistinct voice on loudspeaker] 902 00:49:14,641 --> 00:49:18,679 [auctioneer speaking indistinctly] 903 00:49:18,714 --> 00:49:20,026 - This cow, she's a two-year-old. 904 00:49:20,060 --> 00:49:21,993 See the two on her shoulder? 905 00:49:22,028 --> 00:49:24,789 And a six on her hip means she's six months bred. 906 00:49:24,823 --> 00:49:25,721 [indistinct voice on loudspeaker] 907 00:49:25,755 --> 00:49:29,967 - And she, it's a young cow, 908 00:49:30,001 --> 00:49:32,072 but you can see how she's acting, 909 00:49:32,107 --> 00:49:33,453 yeah, she'd probably hurt somebody 910 00:49:33,487 --> 00:49:34,972 if you were on the ground. 911 00:49:35,006 --> 00:49:37,871 She's trying to get us with her eyes where we are up here, 912 00:49:37,905 --> 00:49:40,011 and we're not bothering her, not hurting her. 913 00:49:40,046 --> 00:49:41,426 Those cows don't care about us. 914 00:49:41,461 --> 00:49:43,566 You can see the demeanor of the other cows. 915 00:49:43,601 --> 00:49:44,429 They don't care. 916 00:49:45,534 --> 00:49:47,329 Maybe she had a bad experience, 917 00:49:47,363 --> 00:49:49,572 and now she relates that to everything else, 918 00:49:49,607 --> 00:49:50,988 being around a human being. 919 00:49:52,230 --> 00:49:53,852 Well, it's hard to take care of a cow 920 00:49:53,887 --> 00:49:55,613 that won't let you take care of it. 921 00:49:56,648 --> 00:49:59,134 [cows lowing] 922 00:50:03,379 --> 00:50:06,106 [birds chirping] 923 00:50:09,454 --> 00:50:12,354 [lighter flicking] 924 00:50:13,803 --> 00:50:16,599 - [Dad] Hey. [dad clapping] 925 00:50:16,634 --> 00:50:17,842 Come on, come on. 926 00:50:18,946 --> 00:50:20,948 I'm kind of proud of my puppy. 927 00:50:20,983 --> 00:50:22,019 - You should be. 928 00:50:23,365 --> 00:50:24,297 He's cute. 929 00:50:25,263 --> 00:50:26,989 You gonna train him? 930 00:50:27,024 --> 00:50:28,715 I was playing with him a second ago and I was like, 931 00:50:28,749 --> 00:50:30,682 "Stay, stay," and he stayed. 932 00:50:30,717 --> 00:50:33,927 - That's the way you start, right now when they're young. 933 00:50:33,961 --> 00:50:35,342 That's the way I did what you. 934 00:50:35,377 --> 00:50:37,034 Stay, Lemoine, stay. 935 00:50:39,415 --> 00:50:42,039 - You turn 70 in a week, 936 00:50:43,695 --> 00:50:46,733 and it's the hardest question. 937 00:50:46,767 --> 00:50:49,356 What do you, what do you do? 938 00:50:49,391 --> 00:50:51,289 How do you plan for the future? 939 00:50:51,324 --> 00:50:53,878 You know, I wanna carry on his legacy 940 00:50:53,912 --> 00:50:55,914 while still doing what I want to do. 941 00:50:55,949 --> 00:50:58,296 - She's already gotten a third of the ranch, 942 00:50:58,331 --> 00:51:00,471 so she's a part-owner, 943 00:51:01,713 --> 00:51:06,649 and so it's her problem, too. 944 00:51:08,444 --> 00:51:10,619 - How did, what happened when your dad died? 945 00:51:12,207 --> 00:51:14,761 - I quit college and I came out and my older brother 946 00:51:14,795 --> 00:51:16,211 was in Vietnam. 947 00:51:16,245 --> 00:51:21,078 My younger brother was in college and my sister was still 948 00:51:22,217 --> 00:51:24,150 in high school and Nikki was in grade school, 949 00:51:24,184 --> 00:51:27,394 and I was the only one left to come help. 950 00:51:27,429 --> 00:51:30,225 - Is the situation that I wanna completely avoid 951 00:51:30,259 --> 00:51:33,331 is just you dying and me having to take over, you know? 952 00:51:33,366 --> 00:51:34,677 - Yeah. 953 00:51:34,712 --> 00:51:37,646 - And I don't want to give up being a lawyer. 954 00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:39,441 You know, I love being a lawyer. 955 00:51:39,475 --> 00:51:40,925 - Somebody's gotta take care of it. 956 00:51:40,959 --> 00:51:43,445 That somebody's going to be here doing this. 957 00:51:43,479 --> 00:51:44,653 - [Lemoine] I know. 958 00:51:44,687 --> 00:51:46,586 - Now who it is, I don't know. 959 00:51:46,620 --> 00:51:48,691 Hope it's you, but I don't, 960 00:51:50,383 --> 00:51:53,179 I can't make you do that, 961 00:51:53,213 --> 00:51:55,974 and you can't make somebody else do it, 962 00:51:56,009 --> 00:51:58,701 and it's just going to... 963 00:51:58,736 --> 00:52:01,566 Somebody's gotta be out here doing that. 964 00:52:01,601 --> 00:52:04,190 [gentle music] 965 00:52:06,088 --> 00:52:07,952 - Before he gave me the ranch, 966 00:52:07,986 --> 00:52:10,368 we'd sit at our dinner table and I'd say, 967 00:52:10,403 --> 00:52:12,646 "Hey Dad, Pat, can I have the ranch?" 968 00:52:12,681 --> 00:52:15,304 And he'd say, "Sure honey, I'll give you the ranch. 969 00:52:15,339 --> 00:52:17,996 I'm happily ready to give you the ranch." 970 00:52:18,031 --> 00:52:19,412 And I'm like, "No, Dad, Dad. 971 00:52:19,446 --> 00:52:22,069 I don't want the ranch. Not the ranch-ranch." 972 00:52:22,104 --> 00:52:24,900 And he goes, "Oh you mean the ranch dressing? 973 00:52:24,934 --> 00:52:28,145 Well okay, I'll give you the ranch dressing, 974 00:52:28,179 --> 00:52:29,767 but whenever you're ready for the ranch, 975 00:52:29,801 --> 00:52:31,009 I'll give that to you, too." 976 00:52:31,044 --> 00:52:33,564 I'm like, "I'm not ready. I'm not ready." 977 00:52:33,598 --> 00:52:35,911 And then finally, you know, well, 978 00:52:37,637 --> 00:52:39,190 he gave it to me, you know, 979 00:52:39,225 --> 00:52:41,848 it was a big, big responsibility, 980 00:52:41,882 --> 00:52:45,092 and it continues to be a big responsibility. 981 00:52:45,127 --> 00:52:47,612 [cows lowing] 982 00:52:50,097 --> 00:52:51,892 [gentle music continues] 983 00:52:51,927 --> 00:52:53,963 He entrusts me with it. 984 00:52:58,485 --> 00:52:59,590 But it's hard. 985 00:53:02,179 --> 00:53:05,596 [gentle music continues] 986 00:53:11,498 --> 00:53:14,536 - One of my sayings is my daddy got mad at me 987 00:53:14,570 --> 00:53:16,503 and left me the ranch, 988 00:53:16,538 --> 00:53:20,645 so that's kind of the deal is. 989 00:53:21,543 --> 00:53:24,028 [cows lowing] 990 00:53:25,616 --> 00:53:28,515 We went mule deer and elk hunting 991 00:53:28,550 --> 00:53:31,415 in Montana and Wyoming, 992 00:53:31,449 --> 00:53:35,246 and it was really, 993 00:53:35,281 --> 00:53:38,042 I love that country now. 994 00:53:38,076 --> 00:53:40,320 And so I came home, 995 00:53:40,355 --> 00:53:42,909 I told daddy I'm going up there, 996 00:53:42,943 --> 00:53:46,706 taking my saddle and then that's where I was going, 997 00:53:46,740 --> 00:53:50,572 and he persuaded me to stay. 998 00:53:50,606 --> 00:53:53,989 [gentle music continues] 999 00:53:58,856 --> 00:54:01,824 [gentle music continues] 1000 00:54:01,859 --> 00:54:05,000 'Cause I'd have went gone and done it. 1001 00:54:09,107 --> 00:54:11,386 - [Interviewer] How so? 1002 00:54:11,420 --> 00:54:13,733 - Well, something different. 1003 00:54:14,630 --> 00:54:18,013 [gentle music continues] 1004 00:54:23,467 --> 00:54:25,296 [gentle music continues] 1005 00:54:25,331 --> 00:54:27,471 - I can get it outta here. 1006 00:54:29,680 --> 00:54:31,889 These are some photos of me growing up. 1007 00:54:31,923 --> 00:54:33,442 I have a few of my dad in here. 1008 00:54:36,652 --> 00:54:38,758 So this is a photo of my dad and I. 1009 00:54:38,792 --> 00:54:40,346 We were really close. 1010 00:54:40,380 --> 00:54:43,556 He's really where I think I get my love of agriculture, 1011 00:54:43,590 --> 00:54:46,352 'cause he just loved being out at the ranch. 1012 00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:49,286 I think that's also part of the reason why 1013 00:54:49,320 --> 00:54:53,531 I wanted to learn it for myself. 1014 00:54:53,566 --> 00:54:56,154 [gentle music] 1015 00:54:57,949 --> 00:54:59,434 [birds chirping] 1016 00:54:59,468 --> 00:55:03,300 After you lose a parent, it changes dynamics. 1017 00:55:03,334 --> 00:55:05,336 He had a brain aneurism. 1018 00:55:05,371 --> 00:55:07,096 It was kind of all of a sudden. 1019 00:55:08,960 --> 00:55:13,137 [gentle music continues] 1020 00:55:13,171 --> 00:55:14,828 Everybody just kept telling my brother, 1021 00:55:14,863 --> 00:55:17,452 you're gonna be the head of the house now, 1022 00:55:17,486 --> 00:55:20,420 and just seeing that pressure. 1023 00:55:22,767 --> 00:55:25,874 - Oh, I was 22 and I didn't know how to cope with it. 1024 00:55:25,908 --> 00:55:28,117 It just got to a point where horses 1025 00:55:28,152 --> 00:55:29,740 were going out into the highway 1026 00:55:29,774 --> 00:55:31,914 and cattle were going out into the road, 1027 00:55:31,949 --> 00:55:34,710 that it just became an obstacle in the family, 1028 00:55:34,745 --> 00:55:36,850 so we slowly got rid of everything. 1029 00:55:38,024 --> 00:55:39,474 - He passed away when I was so young 1030 00:55:39,508 --> 00:55:42,822 that I didn't really get to fully learn everything from him. 1031 00:55:45,756 --> 00:55:49,069 - I think my father would've loved the future 1032 00:55:49,104 --> 00:55:51,278 that she picked out in the ranch management. 1033 00:55:53,867 --> 00:55:56,974 [gentle music continues] 1034 00:55:57,008 --> 00:56:01,461 - I think he would be really proud. [breathes deeply] 1035 00:56:01,496 --> 00:56:03,014 Sorry. 1036 00:56:03,049 --> 00:56:06,432 [gentle music continues] 1037 00:56:16,062 --> 00:56:17,132 I don't know. 1038 00:56:18,271 --> 00:56:21,274 [crickets chirping] 1039 00:56:26,452 --> 00:56:28,833 [cat mewing] 1040 00:56:33,700 --> 00:56:34,908 - Darn cat. 1041 00:56:34,943 --> 00:56:37,255 [machine whirring softly] 1042 00:56:37,290 --> 00:56:38,118 Box. 1043 00:56:39,948 --> 00:56:43,434 [machine whirring loudly] 1044 00:56:51,615 --> 00:56:54,238 These are the four that I wasn't sure about 1045 00:56:54,272 --> 00:56:56,827 when I was palpating, and so I drew blood, 1046 00:56:56,861 --> 00:56:59,277 and I'm gonna test and see if they're bred, 1047 00:56:59,312 --> 00:57:00,727 and if they're bred, I won't sell 'em. 1048 00:57:00,762 --> 00:57:02,073 W, X, Y, Z. 1049 00:57:03,627 --> 00:57:04,490 It's gonna be you. 1050 00:57:07,907 --> 00:57:12,221 I have a poor conception rate, and I'm trying to fix that. 1051 00:57:12,256 --> 00:57:14,983 So if I take these extra steps, I'll get there faster. 1052 00:57:16,294 --> 00:57:18,711 [cat mewing] 1053 00:57:21,023 --> 00:57:23,474 I'm hoping they're pregnant. I hoping I'm wrong. 1054 00:57:24,993 --> 00:57:26,512 So now, incubate for an hour. 1055 00:57:26,546 --> 00:57:28,548 [device beeping] 1056 00:57:28,583 --> 00:57:31,551 [crickets chirping] 1057 00:57:40,767 --> 00:57:43,632 [machine whirring] 1058 00:57:50,259 --> 00:57:53,090 [machine beeping] 1059 00:57:54,298 --> 00:57:55,126 Huh. 1060 00:57:56,300 --> 00:57:59,061 I was wrong. [laughs] 1061 00:57:59,096 --> 00:58:01,305 Two open, two pregnant. 1062 00:58:01,339 --> 00:58:03,756 There's one that was sick, number 34, 1063 00:58:03,790 --> 00:58:06,862 and then the other one has said several chances to get bred 1064 00:58:06,897 --> 00:58:09,175 and she hasn't, so she's gone. 1065 00:58:09,209 --> 00:58:10,970 And it could be all kinds of things. 1066 00:58:14,076 --> 00:58:17,977 It could be a health issue, it could be maintenance issue, 1067 00:58:18,011 --> 00:58:19,047 all kinds of stuff. 1068 00:58:19,081 --> 00:58:21,567 [cat mewing] 1069 00:58:21,601 --> 00:58:22,671 Come here. 1070 00:58:22,706 --> 00:58:25,122 [cat mewing] 1071 00:58:30,921 --> 00:58:33,371 [cat mewing] 1072 00:58:35,857 --> 00:58:38,515 [water running] 1073 00:58:53,322 --> 00:58:55,877 [dog barking] 1074 00:58:59,397 --> 00:59:00,709 [cat mewing] Sorry. Sorry. 1075 00:59:01,710 --> 00:59:02,884 [cat mewing] Oh you're okay. 1076 00:59:02,918 --> 00:59:04,955 [dog barking] 1077 00:59:04,989 --> 00:59:09,960 So I went to the doctor at 13 weeks, 1078 00:59:11,030 --> 00:59:13,826 and it happened to be twins, 1079 00:59:13,860 --> 00:59:18,831 but one of 'em wasn't developing and the other one was, 1080 00:59:20,039 --> 00:59:22,766 and then he said come back and at 14 weeks 1081 00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:25,147 and look at it again, we should see a heartbeat. 1082 00:59:25,182 --> 00:59:28,910 And the other one, the other one had, 1083 00:59:28,944 --> 00:59:33,052 the one that was not fully developed had gone away. 1084 00:59:33,086 --> 00:59:36,780 So I had, I had miscarried the one and then 1085 00:59:38,264 --> 00:59:40,577 they drew blood when I first went to and I wasn't producing 1086 00:59:40,611 --> 00:59:43,787 enough ACG and I was anemic, 1087 00:59:43,821 --> 00:59:47,169 and so I lost the other one too. 1088 00:59:47,204 --> 00:59:48,481 It never had a heartbeat. 1089 00:59:51,001 --> 00:59:53,072 So I don't know. 1090 00:59:53,106 --> 00:59:55,039 That's kind of a good thing I guess, 'cause of looking at 1091 00:59:55,074 --> 00:59:58,042 maybe in the situation I wanted to be in. 1092 00:59:58,077 --> 01:00:00,148 But I do wanna have kids one day. 1093 01:00:04,773 --> 01:00:08,777 So I hope I find somebody that wants to have a life with me 1094 01:00:08,812 --> 01:00:11,504 and have a family and I would love 1095 01:00:11,538 --> 01:00:14,472 to leave a piece of me on this earth. 1096 01:00:16,647 --> 01:00:19,063 [cat mewing] 1097 01:00:20,686 --> 01:00:23,758 [dog barking] 1098 01:00:23,792 --> 01:00:24,759 You're okay. 1099 01:00:31,282 --> 01:00:32,939 Comb your ears, too. 1100 01:00:38,496 --> 01:00:39,566 Sorry, buddy. 1101 01:00:41,810 --> 01:00:44,261 [dog barking] 1102 01:00:47,471 --> 01:00:50,301 All right, time for you to go back. 1103 01:00:55,997 --> 01:00:58,344 [cat mewing] 1104 01:01:05,834 --> 01:01:08,250 [cat mewing] 1105 01:01:13,808 --> 01:01:16,949 [Mandy laughs softly] 1106 01:01:20,607 --> 01:01:25,612 [cows lowing] [truck rumbling] 1107 01:01:31,066 --> 01:01:33,586 [cows lowing] 1108 01:01:41,456 --> 01:01:46,426 ♪ Well if you're tired and feeling so lonely ♪ 1109 01:01:47,738 --> 01:01:52,605 ♪ You wake up at night thinking that only ♪ 1110 01:01:53,399 --> 01:01:58,266 ♪ If you had somebody ♪ 1111 01:01:59,094 --> 01:02:03,927 ♪ I'll be somebody ♪ 1112 01:02:04,721 --> 01:02:09,726 ♪ Somebody to love ♪ 1113 01:02:11,210 --> 01:02:15,524 ♪ Did they tell you there were plenty of fish in the sea ♪ 1114 01:02:17,043 --> 01:02:21,013 ♪ But you're out in the cold and you're feeling empty ♪ 1115 01:02:22,117 --> 01:02:27,088 ♪ Looking for somebody ♪ 1116 01:02:27,951 --> 01:02:32,921 ♪ I'll be somebody ♪ 1117 01:02:33,715 --> 01:02:38,340 ♪ Somebody to love ♪ 1118 01:02:39,445 --> 01:02:42,344 ♪ I'll be somebody ♪ 1119 01:02:42,379 --> 01:02:45,175 ♪ I'll be somebody ♪ 1120 01:02:45,209 --> 01:02:48,212 ♪ And I'll be somebody ♪ 1121 01:02:48,247 --> 01:02:51,215 ♪ If you need somebody ♪ 1122 01:02:51,250 --> 01:02:53,942 ♪ I'll be somebody ♪ 1123 01:02:53,977 --> 01:02:56,980 ♪ I'll be somebody ♪ 1124 01:02:57,014 --> 01:03:00,017 ♪ And I'll be somebody ♪ 1125 01:03:00,052 --> 01:03:02,813 ♪ If you need somebody ♪ 1126 01:03:02,848 --> 01:03:05,126 ♪ And I'll be somebody ♪ 1127 01:03:05,160 --> 01:03:08,267 ♪ I'll be somebody ♪ 1128 01:03:08,301 --> 01:03:11,166 ♪ I'll be somebody ♪ 1129 01:03:11,201 --> 01:03:14,169 ♪ If you need somebody ♪ 1130 01:03:14,204 --> 01:03:17,103 ♪ Somebody to love ♪ 1131 01:03:21,763 --> 01:03:24,490 [cheerful music] 1132 01:03:30,392 --> 01:03:33,982 [cheerful music continues] 1133 01:03:35,777 --> 01:03:40,782 [truck rumbling] [cows lowing] 1134 01:03:48,134 --> 01:03:50,619 [cows lowing] 1135 01:03:56,453 --> 01:03:58,938 [cows lowing] 1136 01:04:03,494 --> 01:04:07,395 - Doesn't matter now. - Oh, shit, there you are. 1137 01:04:08,292 --> 01:04:10,225 [people chattering indistinctly] 1138 01:04:10,260 --> 01:04:12,193 I'm gonna have to pass some toys along. 1139 01:04:14,747 --> 01:04:17,405 This was my favorite toy, and now I know why. 1140 01:04:17,439 --> 01:04:19,303 - That's where it all began. 1141 01:04:19,338 --> 01:04:23,307 Planting a seed right there. [Mandy laughs] 1142 01:04:23,342 --> 01:04:24,170 - How cool is that? 1143 01:04:24,205 --> 01:04:25,689 - That is cool. 1144 01:04:25,723 --> 01:04:27,518 And that's when you looked at that bear and were like. 1145 01:04:27,553 --> 01:04:29,210 - Yeah. - That's what I wanna do. 1146 01:04:30,349 --> 01:04:32,075 Oh my gosh. - Do you remember? 1147 01:04:32,109 --> 01:04:33,662 - [Mandy] Yeah. 1148 01:04:33,697 --> 01:04:35,492 - Aww. Open it. 1149 01:04:35,526 --> 01:04:36,976 Can we take it out? 1150 01:04:37,011 --> 01:04:38,150 - Yeah. 1151 01:04:38,184 --> 01:04:39,599 Don't open 'til when, though, it said? 1152 01:04:39,634 --> 01:04:42,016 So this was in my dad's safety deposit box. 1153 01:04:42,050 --> 01:04:43,534 He passed away 1154 01:04:43,569 --> 01:04:45,502 before we opened it. - Did you know he had this? 1155 01:04:45,536 --> 01:04:48,125 - I didn't know that he put in his safety deposit box 1156 01:04:48,160 --> 01:04:49,644 of all places. - Aww. 1157 01:04:49,678 --> 01:04:54,131 My closest friends are Laura Markson, Ashley Spurland. 1158 01:04:55,029 --> 01:04:56,202 - [Mandy] That was my boyfriend. 1159 01:04:56,237 --> 01:04:58,480 - Was until he lied to me. [laughs] 1160 01:04:59,792 --> 01:05:00,827 How old were you when you did this? 1161 01:05:00,862 --> 01:05:02,036 - Ninth grade. 1162 01:05:02,070 --> 01:05:02,968 Ninth year. Freshman in high school. 1163 01:05:03,002 --> 01:05:04,279 - So the boy's name was Ashley? 1164 01:05:04,314 --> 01:05:08,180 My favorite music, something differ-net. 1165 01:05:08,214 --> 01:05:09,560 - [Many] Differ-net. I can spell, yeah. 1166 01:05:09,595 --> 01:05:13,081 - Such as Jane Sin-berry or Rancid. 1167 01:05:13,116 --> 01:05:14,393 - Punk rock. - You were pretty cool. 1168 01:05:14,427 --> 01:05:16,429 - Yeah. - My favorite TV show, 1169 01:05:16,464 --> 01:05:18,569 "My So-Called Life," 1170 01:05:18,604 --> 01:05:21,227 favorite movie, "The Crow" and "Pulp Fiction." 1171 01:05:21,262 --> 01:05:22,746 See, we would've been buds. 1172 01:05:22,780 --> 01:05:23,678 - [Many] Have good taste. 1173 01:05:23,712 --> 01:05:26,232 - My views on premarital sex, 1174 01:05:26,267 --> 01:05:29,339 depends if I love him a lot, [Mandy laughs] 1175 01:05:29,373 --> 01:05:31,789 and he doesn't have a disease, 1176 01:05:31,824 --> 01:05:34,447 is that what that says? [laughs] 1177 01:05:35,897 --> 01:05:38,037 - [laughs] That's so important. 1178 01:05:40,419 --> 01:05:42,110 - Look how you spelled disease. 1179 01:05:42,145 --> 01:05:43,422 [Mandy laughs] 1180 01:05:43,456 --> 01:05:45,838 D-I-E-S-E-A. 1181 01:05:45,872 --> 01:05:47,529 I knew what you meant. - Okay! 1182 01:05:47,564 --> 01:05:49,876 - I'll probably be married by- 1183 01:05:49,911 --> 01:05:51,706 - Oh, this is a good one. - Whenever I'm ready, 1184 01:05:51,740 --> 01:05:53,984 but I would like to be alone. 1185 01:05:54,019 --> 01:05:56,883 - Oh shit. I think I cursed myself. [laughs] 1186 01:05:56,918 --> 01:05:58,471 - You're never gonna be alone. 1187 01:06:00,059 --> 01:06:02,544 But it's just funny to see 1188 01:06:02,579 --> 01:06:04,098 the same little attitude. - When I'm ready. 1189 01:06:04,132 --> 01:06:06,893 - My biggest fear, not to be loved. 1190 01:06:06,928 --> 01:06:08,378 - Aww. - Still your biggest fear. 1191 01:06:08,412 --> 01:06:09,931 - I know. I still have issues 1192 01:06:09,966 --> 01:06:11,277 with that. - You do. 1193 01:06:11,312 --> 01:06:12,865 I love you. 1194 01:06:12,899 --> 01:06:15,626 [cheerful music] 1195 01:06:21,667 --> 01:06:25,257 [cheerful music continues] 1196 01:06:29,847 --> 01:06:33,403 [cheerful music continues] 1197 01:06:39,133 --> 01:06:41,652 - I was staying with my boyfriend 1198 01:06:41,687 --> 01:06:44,586 and it just didn't work out, so I had to move. 1199 01:06:46,830 --> 01:06:48,763 The ranch is still right behind us here 1200 01:06:48,797 --> 01:06:50,627 and there was a couple lots, 1201 01:06:50,661 --> 01:06:52,525 and this trailer was here and it had been vacant 1202 01:06:52,560 --> 01:06:55,321 for a long time, so we just kind of fixed it up, 1203 01:06:55,356 --> 01:06:58,980 put some paint, the floor, and here I am. 1204 01:06:59,015 --> 01:07:00,740 Sometimes it's lonely, for sure. 1205 01:07:03,157 --> 01:07:04,710 I'm glad I have my dog. 1206 01:07:07,195 --> 01:07:08,714 I can take care... 1207 01:07:08,748 --> 01:07:11,372 I like being able to take care of myself completely, 1208 01:07:11,406 --> 01:07:13,822 but it should be nice to have help, you know, 1209 01:07:13,857 --> 01:07:15,514 or someone that wants to do it with me. 1210 01:07:17,757 --> 01:07:22,072 [cheerful music continues] [birds chirping] 1211 01:07:22,107 --> 01:07:26,697 But I will say that after I lost the pregnancy, 1212 01:07:26,732 --> 01:07:30,736 my brother and his wife got pregnant right after, 1213 01:07:30,770 --> 01:07:32,255 right after, 1214 01:07:32,289 --> 01:07:36,362 and they had a little boy and his name is Joseph Timothy, 1215 01:07:36,397 --> 01:07:38,606 and he is the bomb. 1216 01:07:40,125 --> 01:07:43,162 Even though I didn't get to carry through with a child, 1217 01:07:43,197 --> 01:07:45,578 I still have one in my life now. 1218 01:07:45,613 --> 01:07:47,718 And he is an important little baby, 1219 01:07:47,753 --> 01:07:51,274 because he's the only offspring of my immediate family. 1220 01:07:51,308 --> 01:07:54,518 So there was a child meant to be here for sure. 1221 01:07:56,486 --> 01:07:58,108 [rock music] 1222 01:07:58,143 --> 01:08:02,216 - Go ahead and start on this. - Okay. 1223 01:08:02,250 --> 01:08:03,320 - [Receptionist] And then return it back 1224 01:08:03,355 --> 01:08:07,462 to me when you're done. - Yes, ma'am. 1225 01:08:07,497 --> 01:08:09,326 On the inside of my finger somewhere. 1226 01:08:10,569 --> 01:08:13,261 [rock music continues] 1227 01:08:13,296 --> 01:08:14,090 Perfect. 1228 01:08:16,851 --> 01:08:20,096 [rock music continues] 1229 01:08:25,584 --> 01:08:28,414 [machine buzzing] 1230 01:08:30,106 --> 01:08:31,383 No pain, no gain. 1231 01:08:37,734 --> 01:08:41,117 This is my reminder. I needed a reminder. 1232 01:08:47,192 --> 01:08:48,710 I was having a tough time, 1233 01:08:48,745 --> 01:08:51,851 and instead of my heart on my sleeve, I put it on my finger. 1234 01:08:56,201 --> 01:08:58,548 God gave me this heart and that's a good thing. 1235 01:09:00,998 --> 01:09:02,759 [rock music continues] 1236 01:09:02,793 --> 01:09:03,622 Perfect. 1237 01:09:09,179 --> 01:09:10,422 When I'm having a hard time, 1238 01:09:10,456 --> 01:09:13,321 I just look down at my finger and I know that 1239 01:09:14,667 --> 01:09:16,152 it's gonna be okay. 1240 01:09:16,186 --> 01:09:19,983 Like I was made this way and it's, I'm not too much, 1241 01:09:20,017 --> 01:09:22,019 you know, like sometimes I wonder if I'm too much, 1242 01:09:22,054 --> 01:09:24,574 if I share too much or give too much, so. 1243 01:09:24,608 --> 01:09:29,165 [gentle music] [people chattering] 1244 01:09:29,199 --> 01:09:34,170 - Now I need a meal, but just I have no idea what I want. 1245 01:09:36,724 --> 01:09:37,552 Thank you. 1246 01:09:39,761 --> 01:09:42,557 Can I have the omelet with bacon, 1247 01:09:42,592 --> 01:09:45,595 ham, cheese and tomatoes? 1248 01:09:47,079 --> 01:09:52,084 [gentle music continues] [people chattering] 1249 01:09:56,433 --> 01:09:58,297 Oh, do I? Thank you. 1250 01:09:58,332 --> 01:10:00,748 I was really kind of going for a femme solo look. 1251 01:10:02,646 --> 01:10:03,475 No onion. 1252 01:10:09,757 --> 01:10:11,483 I got home and started like Googling, 1253 01:10:11,517 --> 01:10:15,349 make sure I was like, yeah, single adult female, unmarried. 1254 01:10:18,662 --> 01:10:23,633 [gentle music continues] [people chattering] 1255 01:10:25,117 --> 01:10:28,396 I would ideally love for this to still remain in my family 1256 01:10:28,431 --> 01:10:29,984 50 years down the road. 1257 01:10:30,018 --> 01:10:33,332 The truth of the matter is that might not happen. 1258 01:10:34,851 --> 01:10:39,511 The cities are growing, and land becomes more valuable. 1259 01:10:41,271 --> 01:10:46,242 [gentle music continues] [birds chirping] 1260 01:10:47,726 --> 01:10:50,832 There will come a time when you have to make those calls. 1261 01:10:50,867 --> 01:10:52,558 Like who am I? 1262 01:10:52,593 --> 01:10:57,356 Is my identity tied to this? 1263 01:10:57,391 --> 01:10:58,323 This property? 1264 01:10:58,357 --> 01:11:01,429 Is that all who I am? [exhales] 1265 01:11:07,124 --> 01:11:12,095 I love my family and I love this ranch. 1266 01:11:16,306 --> 01:11:19,723 [gentle music continues] 1267 01:11:21,656 --> 01:11:24,349 [keyboard clacking] 1268 01:11:24,383 --> 01:11:28,214 - There's like nothing that's entry level. 1269 01:11:28,249 --> 01:11:30,320 Preferred 10 years experience. 1270 01:11:31,494 --> 01:11:32,943 So this one I'm actually gonna save. 1271 01:11:32,978 --> 01:11:35,429 It's an international sales representative. 1272 01:11:35,463 --> 01:11:38,604 The qualifications are ability to interact successfully 1273 01:11:38,639 --> 01:11:41,504 across cultures, basic ag acknowledge, 1274 01:11:42,919 --> 01:11:46,405 a bachelor's or equivalent work experience, which is good. 1275 01:11:49,097 --> 01:11:51,893 Oh, I already applied for that job. [laughs] 1276 01:11:51,928 --> 01:11:56,035 I've kind of made applying for jobs my job. 1277 01:11:57,105 --> 01:11:59,694 Because it just takes so long. 1278 01:12:01,247 --> 01:12:03,008 I just wait. 1279 01:12:07,461 --> 01:12:10,774 There's already like less ranches everywhere, 1280 01:12:10,809 --> 01:12:12,431 so then to find a job and a ranch 1281 01:12:12,466 --> 01:12:14,744 is like even slimmer options. 1282 01:12:19,645 --> 01:12:22,372 As a single female at my age, 1283 01:12:22,407 --> 01:12:24,443 it's like really hard to get hired, 1284 01:12:24,478 --> 01:12:26,480 'cause usually they want an older male. 1285 01:12:32,451 --> 01:12:34,246 Sometimes people don't wanna change. 1286 01:12:42,081 --> 01:12:43,117 Let's see. 1287 01:12:43,151 --> 01:12:45,533 Well it says stuff here. Look. 1288 01:12:47,052 --> 01:12:49,813 "Once the biggest and busiest hog and sheep marketing center 1289 01:12:49,848 --> 01:12:51,090 in the southwest." 1290 01:12:53,714 --> 01:12:57,062 [gentle music continues] 1291 01:13:03,137 --> 01:13:07,728 Even though I didn't grow up living on a ranch, 1292 01:13:07,762 --> 01:13:08,970 I just love it. 1293 01:13:09,005 --> 01:13:11,387 And I think that as long as you work hard 1294 01:13:11,421 --> 01:13:14,942 and love something, you'll find a way, so. 1295 01:13:22,432 --> 01:13:23,329 - [Interviewer] So you're not gonna quit? 1296 01:13:23,364 --> 01:13:27,437 - No. I'm stubborn. [laughs] 1297 01:13:28,783 --> 01:13:33,754 [gentle music continues] [birds chirping] 1298 01:13:36,481 --> 01:13:39,622 - [laughs] Hi, Lily. 1299 01:13:39,656 --> 01:13:44,627 [laughs] Damn, [laughs] thanks, dog. 1300 01:13:50,322 --> 01:13:51,427 I love you, too, Lily. 1301 01:13:52,531 --> 01:13:54,637 No, no. Easy. 1302 01:13:56,501 --> 01:13:58,261 [dog sniffling] 1303 01:13:58,295 --> 01:14:01,022 [tractor humming] 1304 01:14:02,230 --> 01:14:05,371 - The grass that is there is not desirable 1305 01:14:05,406 --> 01:14:09,824 and it's kind of taken over, and burning will get rid 1306 01:14:09,859 --> 01:14:13,034 of that residue, it'll put it back into the soil, 1307 01:14:13,069 --> 01:14:14,346 kind of fertilizing, 1308 01:14:14,380 --> 01:14:16,935 and it'll also help make way for spring grasses. 1309 01:14:16,969 --> 01:14:21,940 [water splattering] [gentle music] 1310 01:14:25,564 --> 01:14:28,981 [gentle music continues] 1311 01:14:32,398 --> 01:14:37,403 [grass rustling] [dog whimpering] 1312 01:14:41,131 --> 01:14:44,134 [truck rumbling] [dog barking] 1313 01:14:44,169 --> 01:14:46,896 [truck rumbling] 1314 01:14:50,175 --> 01:14:51,797 - Jay, if you'll let Mandy have that torch, 1315 01:14:51,832 --> 01:14:52,971 we're gonna let Mandy start things off. 1316 01:14:53,005 --> 01:14:54,351 - [Mandy] My goodness. 1317 01:14:57,907 --> 01:14:59,425 ["Gasoline" by Shovels and Rope] 1318 01:14:59,460 --> 01:15:01,186 - [Joyce] We've always had cowgirls. 1319 01:15:04,534 --> 01:15:06,743 We're beginning to find out who they are, 1320 01:15:10,195 --> 01:15:13,992 because we didn't know. [fire crackling] 1321 01:15:16,650 --> 01:15:19,100 And it's a good story. [cows lowing] 1322 01:15:19,135 --> 01:15:22,276 ♪ Pack 'em up Charlie, gonna leave this place ♪ 1323 01:15:22,310 --> 01:15:25,244 ♪ Turn our shoulders to the empty space ♪ 1324 01:15:25,279 --> 01:15:28,316 ♪ It don't matter if you're gone today ♪ 1325 01:15:28,351 --> 01:15:31,388 ♪ Long as everybody stay away ♪ 1326 01:15:31,423 --> 01:15:34,426 ♪ Rich is rich and poor is poor ♪ 1327 01:15:34,460 --> 01:15:37,463 ♪ And the money you had ain't good no more ♪ 1328 01:15:37,498 --> 01:15:40,570 ♪ Wait in a line, wait in a line ♪ 1329 01:15:40,605 --> 01:15:43,539 ♪ Hey mister, can I buy a little time ♪ 1330 01:15:43,573 --> 01:15:46,576 ♪ Everything you planted is gone to rot ♪ 1331 01:15:46,611 --> 01:15:49,683 ♪ No one around to pull the little you got ♪ 1332 01:15:49,717 --> 01:15:52,686 ♪ Four big wheels, American steel ♪ 1333 01:15:52,720 --> 01:15:57,691 ♪ Pour gasoline on the killing field ♪ 1334 01:15:58,933 --> 01:16:01,798 ♪ March them soldiers down that line ♪ 1335 01:16:01,833 --> 01:16:04,836 ♪ March them boys in straight time ♪ 1336 01:16:04,870 --> 01:16:08,046 ♪ Good four boys like feel on the fire ♪ 1337 01:16:08,080 --> 01:16:11,118 ♪ Bad news comin' down the eggbeat wire ♪ 1338 01:16:11,152 --> 01:16:14,121 ♪ Dance and turn 'til your fingers burn ♪ 1339 01:16:14,155 --> 01:16:17,503 ♪ What, if anything, did you earn ♪ 1340 01:16:17,538 --> 01:16:20,230 ♪ Pain, it tastes like a savage fire ♪ 1341 01:16:20,265 --> 01:16:23,406 ♪ The blood lust of the youth gone wild ♪ 1342 01:16:23,440 --> 01:16:26,443 ♪ Everything you planted is gone to rot ♪ 1343 01:16:26,478 --> 01:16:29,585 ♪ No one around to pull the little you got ♪ 1344 01:16:29,619 --> 01:16:32,622 ♪ Four big wheels, American steel ♪ 1345 01:16:32,657 --> 01:16:37,144 ♪ Pour gasoline on the killing field ♪ 1346 01:16:47,913 --> 01:16:51,020 ♪ Everybody's sick, there's a fever goin' around ♪ 1347 01:16:51,054 --> 01:16:54,195 ♪ Set it on fire and burn the whole thing down ♪ 1348 01:16:54,230 --> 01:16:57,233 ♪ Go somewhere, he's gonna do time ♪ 1349 01:16:57,267 --> 01:17:00,339 ♪ Where nobody has to hear that terrible sound ♪ 1350 01:17:00,374 --> 01:17:03,446 ♪ Everything you planted is gone to rot ♪ 1351 01:17:03,480 --> 01:17:06,518 ♪ No one around to pull the little you got ♪ 1352 01:17:06,552 --> 01:17:09,625 ♪ Four big wheels, American steel ♪ 1353 01:17:09,659 --> 01:17:12,835 ♪ Pourin' gasoline on the killing field ♪ 1354 01:17:12,869 --> 01:17:15,769 ♪ Pourin' gasoline on the killing field ♪ 1355 01:17:15,803 --> 01:17:20,463 ♪ Pourin' gasoline on the killing field ♪ 1356 01:17:25,744 --> 01:17:28,851 [birds chirping] 1357 01:17:28,885 --> 01:17:31,301 [cow lowing] 1358 01:17:39,862 --> 01:17:42,347 [cows lowing] 1359 01:17:58,225 --> 01:18:00,676 [cows lowing] 1360 01:18:07,993 --> 01:18:10,478 [cows lowing] 1361 01:18:17,658 --> 01:18:20,143 [cows lowing] 1362 01:18:24,941 --> 01:18:29,912 [cows lowing] [dog barking] 1363 01:18:36,056 --> 01:18:38,541 [cows lowing]