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[Ears ringing]

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(Doctor Cohn) Jake?

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Jake, are you listening?

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It looks benign to me, but we'll
know more when the tests come back.

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There's no reason to stress right now, so it's
important to stay calm and keep your mind clear.

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Go home, get some rest, and
try to take your mind off of it.

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The last thing you need right
now is anxiety on top of everything.

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You're a writer, right?

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Do some writing, get some work done, maybe write
about something new, something you're not used to.

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Something that you can really
dive into and... escape... you know?

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I'll give you a call as soon as I hear back on the test

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results, shouldn't be any
later than tomorrow morning.

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Take care, Jake.

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[Bach's Cello Suite No. 1, Prélude]

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♫ ♫

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[Door opens and closes]

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[Bach's Cello Suite No.1 II-Allemande]

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♫ ♫

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♫ ♫ [Muffled shouting]

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♫ ♫

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[Upbeat pop/rock music plays on jukebox]

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(Jake voiceover) It's hard to
reflect in a loud bar, but when

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you're three drinks deep and
alone, that's all you want to do.

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The world's ending, that's how it feels sometimes.

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Anyway, I don't know if everyone's
world is like that or if it's just mine.

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I can't stand cliches, but the deeper I
fall into myself, the more of them I find.

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A smile, though... a smile can change everything.

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[Laughing]

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(Brett) What is it, huh? Is it me?

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(Jill) No it's not you.

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Well I don't know why I keep attracting
these guys every time, these assholes.

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Maybe I should just finally leave town.

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Moving around isn't gonna leave you an
escape from yourself, believe me, I've tried.

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Fair enough.

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(Jill) This is a good place, it's a very good place.

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(Brett) There's lots of beer.

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That's the spirit!

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I'm not giving you the
satisfaction of laughing at that.

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Oh what's that?

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Some good shit, that's what. You want some?

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Absolutely

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To-(Jill) No no, this is not for toast drinking.

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You mix emotions up with the bourbon, no no.

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Okay, well fuck it then.

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Fuck it.

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Journaling at the bar?

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I wish...

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Thought I'd try the tortured artist
thing for a bit and see how that works.

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It works on you.

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Thanks.

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What are you drinking?

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Oh, you don't have to-

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Oh it's fine, Jill won't mind, I need a new one anyway.

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Damn... cheers.

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Cheers.

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Brett.

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Jake.

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I don't think I’ve seen you around here.

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Well I just moved here a little while ago, and uh...

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I tend to drink alone more often than not.

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But uh...

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Drinking alone kinda sucks, so...

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Here I am. (chuckles)

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Well welcome.

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Drinking alone does suck... but it's
better than not drinking alone at all.

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(Jill) Just decided to help yourself, huh?

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Oh, I, uh... (stammers)

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[Laughing]

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[Laughing] Oh, okay, holy shit... this is why I drink alone.

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[Upbeat pop/rock music plays on jukebox]

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♫ ♫

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So... you said that you don't have a story,
but that's bullshit, everyone has a story.

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Do you live around here?

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Yup, Select Street.

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Alright, family?

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Not so much.

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Parents?

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Uh... like I said, I like to drink alone.

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I get that.

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Well hey, here's to drinking together.

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What kind of music do you listen to? I can
totally take over the jukebox at any time.

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Oh, uh, I'll pretty much listen to anything.

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Something new or old?

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How about something old?

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Hey, I'll be right back, okay?

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Mhm.

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[Phone unlocks, typing]

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[Ringing]

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(Voicemail) Thank you for
calling the office of Dr. Cohn.

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Our office hours are Monday to Friday, 9am to 5pm-

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[Jake sighs]

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Alright.

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[Upbeat pop/rock music]

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♫ ♫

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♫ Then you pull me through, and it feels new. ♫

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(Brett) It's a happy ending.

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(Jake) It absolutely is not a
happy ending, it's a tragedy.

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But he achieved his goal,
how is that not a happy ending?

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Because it's not the ending that he wanted.

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I don't think that really
matters, though, you can still

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have a happy ending even if
you don't get what you want.

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But isn't happiness subjective? Like, what makes one

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person happy doesn't necessarily
make another person happy.

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But it makes the audience happy.

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[Chuckles] you were happy?

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First he said that it wasn't his life, his
family, but he accepts them for who they are.

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And as soon as he did that he was all in.

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That's so sad.

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Sad maybe, but not tragic.

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He started as an anti-hero, err, he started as
a hero and then transitioned to an anti-hero...

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And from there he achieved
his goals. How is that a tragedy?

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Romeo and Juliet was a tragedy.

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Their goals were to end up together emotionally
and physically, but they both died...

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Separately emotionally but together physically.

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What do you do?

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Teach.

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That explains a lot, actually.

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Does it?

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And you are a... diary reviewer?

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[Jake laughs]

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No, but that sounds like a pretty cool job.

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Right? Especially if you could
give, like reviews and things.

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Oh yeah. [laughs]

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(Sarcastically) Sexual frustration... 8 out of 10.

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Story pacing... 4 out of 10.

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Self awareness... 5 out of 10.

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[Laughing]

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I'm a writer.

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That makes more sense.

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By choice or profession?

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I guess by choice first, and then both...

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And now just profession?

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Feels like it sometimes.

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Yeah I get that.

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So what do you teach?

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High school English.

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Damn, that's awesome.

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It can be.

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So like Tom Sawyer, Huckleberry Finn, To Kill a

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Mockingbird, Of Mice and Men,
Grapes of Wrath, the usuals?

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I try to stay away from "the usuals" as
much as possible... but yes to all of those.

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We also did Dracula, Jekyll and Hyde, Fahrenheit 451.

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Damn [chuckles] wish I had you in high school.

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We also did a hallway project for Dante's Inferno.

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But we had to take it down because one
of the teachers accused us of witchcraft.

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Wow.

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But no, that's great, that's like the
highest compliment that you can possibly get.

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That's fair.

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I mean like, suppose all the townsfolk
accuse you of witchcraft, like my god...

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That's amazing, that's like a
5-star rating at a restaurant.

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So please... please... don't ever change.

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Hey, I got a proposition for you.

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Damn, that was quick.

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Do you... want to take... this to the next level?

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I thought you'd never ask.

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[Retro pop/rock music plays on jukebox]

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♫ ♫

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♫ It's all around me, but it's gone without you.
Show me I see what's wrong with their truth? ♫

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♫ Why should it be something that I choose? No one
else sees it's you I breathe through. And turn away. ♫

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[Billiard balls crack]

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(Jake) Not bad.

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I do okay.

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So you're like, good at this?

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(Jake) Apparently not good enough.

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You're up, asshole.

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(Jake) Boom!

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(Brett) Uh, you're stripes.

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So I've never actually played this before.

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[Retro pop music plays on jukebox]

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If you don't mind me asking, how old are you?

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29.

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Do you ever get the feeling that life's passing
by so fast that you don't really get to live it?

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All the time.

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♫ Could never make it on my own but it was hard to see.
Every time I turned around I felt you turning me. ♫

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♫ And every time I lost the way you showed
me what I needed. To see this for you. ♫

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Stop.

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Stop... just stop...

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(Jill) You want another?

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Please.

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(Brett) I'm going out for a smoke.

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She's been through a lot.

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Haven't we all.

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You know, you shouldn't smoke, it's bad for you.

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You know what else is bad for you?

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What's that?

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Telling people what is and isn't bad for them.

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Fair point.

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I've wanted to quit for years, just...

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Life got in the way?

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Something like that.

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You know... I'm not exactly in a
position to judge other people's decisions.

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Eh, don't make excuses for
me, shit's gonna kill me someday.

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[Sighs] A lot of shit can kill you.

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I should go.

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You got some place to be?

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Something like that.

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Yeah, I should go. I got shit to deal with at home.

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(Jake) You know, I'm no stranger to dealing with shit.

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The hardest part is figuring out what
shit is worth dealing with and what isn't.

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Because... some shit... some
shit just isn't worth your time.

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Hey, you ever play basketball?

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You know, I haven't touched a basketball in years.

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Are you sure you've ever touched one?

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[Indie rock music]

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♫ I don't know where I've been.
I don't know where I'm going. ♫

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♫ Been holding on to the past
but this life keeps on moving. ♫

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(Jake) Damn, you're so good at everything, huh?

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(Brett) [Chuckles] I was an athlete in high school.

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So you and I would have never spoken.

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Wait.. if you were an athlete...

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And then you quit the team...

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Did you have that moment with your dad when you were
like "dad, I'm quitting the team to pursue literature?"

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But then your dad was like "No Brett!
You cannot give up on your dream!"

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But then you were like "But no, dad, I'm giving up on yours!"

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(Brett) [Laughs] Nope, my dad was actually a book nerd too.

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He gave me shit for playing sports all the time.

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Let's play HORSE... you do know how to play HORSE, right?

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Is it like Polo?

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[Laughs] It's exactly like Polo.

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Oh, then I've never played it before.

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It's easy, there's no dribbling involved.

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I think I'm a pretty good
dribbler, if you know what I mean.

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(Brett) [Laughing] Like I said, there's no dribbling.

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[Indie rock music plays]

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♫ I don't know where I've been.
I don't know where I'm going. ♫

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♫ Been holding on to the past but this
life keeps on moving. It keeps on moving. ♫

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♫ I can turn back now and leave this all behind.
I don't know if I'll ever make it out alive. ♫

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♫ I can turn back now and leave this all behind.
I don't know if I'll ever get out alive. ♫

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So what are you writing?

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Articles, stuff about the human
mind, veganism, breweries, micro-

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Just the gamut of...

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Pretentious hipster bullshit?

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I mean...

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You're not wrong, I know what I am.

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Self-awareness is important.

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So... what's this?

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Something else.

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Is it like a Helter Skelter manifesto or something?

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No... (mockingly) I am writing
an adaptation of Mein Kampf.

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It's about Hitler, who is starting up a
tech company, and he's the CEO, in Brooklyn.

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Sounds... interesting... can't wait to read it.

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(Brett) They say that writing is
just bleeding into a typewriter.

246
00:32:33,868 --> 00:32:36,829
(Jake) If only it were that simple.

247
00:32:36,871 --> 00:32:39,874
The first cut is always the hardest.

248
00:32:49,801 --> 00:32:53,929
(Jake) You said you were an
English teacher. You ever write?

249
00:32:53,971 --> 00:32:55,973
(Brett) Once upon a time.

250
00:32:56,015 --> 00:32:58,976
(Jake) Why did you stop?

251
00:32:59,018 --> 00:33:02,313
Got tired of bleeding.

252
00:33:02,355 --> 00:33:04,565
Why do you ask?

253
00:33:04,607 --> 00:33:07,276
Just curious.

254
00:33:07,318 --> 00:33:09,028
You're not seeing any of it.

255
00:33:09,070 --> 00:33:12,073
Oh come on, I'm sure it's really good.

256
00:33:14,784 --> 00:33:17,787
I'll show you mine if you show me yours.

257
00:33:18,705 --> 00:33:21,708
Pass.

258
00:33:22,458 --> 00:33:25,461
That's what I thought.

259
00:33:33,302 --> 00:33:37,723
You know this is top shelf, right?
I'm gonna have to start you a tab.

260
00:33:37,765 --> 00:33:40,393
But it was down here.

261
00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:43,104
That's not what top shelf means.

262
00:33:43,146 --> 00:33:46,149
[Phone buzzes]

263
00:33:47,567 --> 00:33:51,195
Uh, hey, I'll be right back.

264
00:33:53,239 --> 00:33:56,200
I'm just saying, it's not clear, is what I meant.

265
00:33:56,242 --> 00:33:59,245
Doesn't have to be clear, it's my bar.

266
00:34:06,085 --> 00:34:07,962
[Answers phone]

267
00:34:10,089 --> 00:34:13,125
(Automated voice) This is an
automated call from... Rising

268
00:34:13,167 --> 00:34:16,095
Sun Media... reminding you
of your upcoming deadlines.

269
00:34:16,137 --> 00:34:21,142
Should you need an extension, please call your
HR department during normal business hours...

270
00:34:21,184 --> 00:34:26,230
Which are Monday to Friday, 9am to 5pm... thank you...

271
00:34:27,940 --> 00:34:30,151
[Call ends]

272
00:34:34,864 --> 00:34:37,283
I prefer scotch.

273
00:34:37,325 --> 00:34:40,578
I'm not even sure I can tell the difference.

274
00:34:40,620 --> 00:34:46,709
Scotch is... smokier... bourbon
is more cinnamony and sweet.

275
00:34:46,751 --> 00:34:50,504
I'm not sure what type of cinnamon you're cooking
with, but you should probably throw that out.

276
00:34:50,546 --> 00:34:53,507
(Jake) Now who's the pretentious hipster?

277
00:34:53,549 --> 00:34:55,217
[Laughing]

278
00:34:55,259 --> 00:34:58,262
I think we all have a little
pretentious hipster in us.

279
00:34:59,096 --> 00:35:00,765
That's beautiful.

280
00:35:00,807 --> 00:35:02,642
Thank you.

281
00:35:15,321 --> 00:35:16,989
Everything alright?

282
00:35:17,031 --> 00:35:19,074
Yeah, just work being up my ass.

283
00:35:19,116 --> 00:35:21,994
Jesus, they call you this late?

284
00:35:22,036 --> 00:35:26,624
Yeah they have an automated
system that nags you night and day.

285
00:35:26,666 --> 00:35:29,669
Innovative.

286
00:35:30,795 --> 00:35:34,256
I think I'm starting to put the pieces together.

287
00:35:34,298 --> 00:35:35,549
Oh yeah?

288
00:35:35,591 --> 00:35:37,760
Yeah.

289
00:35:37,802 --> 00:35:43,682
Okay, well please go on... enlighten me.

290
00:35:43,724 --> 00:35:48,103
Your articles are bullshit, but they're
your bullshit, the type that you can handle.

291
00:35:48,145 --> 00:35:55,444
And you would like to write for yourself, and you're
getting pretty sick of writing for other people, but...

292
00:35:55,486 --> 00:36:00,825
You're scared that it takes a lot of
commitment, so you're here, wasting time.

293
00:36:02,869 --> 00:36:05,872
You're mostly... mostly right...

294
00:36:06,747 --> 00:36:09,708
Mostly?

295
00:36:09,750 --> 00:36:15,256
I absolutely came here to waste time...

296
00:36:16,257 --> 00:36:19,260
But... but but but...

297
00:36:21,262 --> 00:36:25,057
I think I... uh... found something...

298
00:36:27,143 --> 00:36:30,855
That... isn't...

299
00:36:31,814 --> 00:36:34,817
A waste of time.

300
00:36:43,367 --> 00:36:46,370
You wanna go for a walk?

301
00:36:51,042 --> 00:36:54,879
[Retro pop music plays on jukebox]

302
00:36:54,921 --> 00:36:55,521
♫ ♫

303
00:37:10,353 --> 00:37:18,353
♫ Is it only me who just can't see we finally
made it better? It's finally back together. ♫

304
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:29,788
Had my first date there.

305
00:37:29,830 --> 00:37:31,707
Oh yeah? How was that?

306
00:37:31,749 --> 00:37:35,794
He was a perfect gentleman. His mom
dropped us off and my mom picked us up.

307
00:37:35,836 --> 00:37:37,797
Classic.

308
00:37:38,839 --> 00:37:40,507
Had my first kiss there.

309
00:37:40,549 --> 00:37:41,926
Same guy?

310
00:37:41,968 --> 00:37:43,677
Nope, his brother.

311
00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:45,387
Damn. [Chuckles]

312
00:37:45,429 --> 00:37:48,432
He was way cuter.

313
00:37:49,475 --> 00:37:54,021
So what made you move here? Is there, like,
a budding art scene that I wasn't aware of?

314
00:37:54,063 --> 00:37:56,732
Creative inspiration, actually.

315
00:37:56,774 --> 00:37:58,734
Really?

316
00:37:58,776 --> 00:38:02,238
Yeah... there's something about...

317
00:38:05,324 --> 00:38:09,995
Something about trucks just passing by...

318
00:38:10,037 --> 00:38:15,584
[Loud truck drives by]

319
00:38:15,626 --> 00:38:18,587
It really gets the creative juices flowing!

320
00:38:18,629 --> 00:38:21,215
[Laughing]

321
00:38:21,257 --> 00:38:25,720
No no no, actually, everything closes at like 6pm.

322
00:38:27,304 --> 00:38:30,349
So no distractions.

323
00:38:30,391 --> 00:38:33,644
Except the bars.

324
00:38:33,686 --> 00:38:38,232
Oh, the bars, right, totally forgot about that. [Laughs]

325
00:38:38,274 --> 00:38:38,874
♫ ♫

326
00:39:07,970 --> 00:39:10,973
I grew up in the city.

327
00:39:15,436 --> 00:39:18,481
My parents used to take me here in the fall...

328
00:39:20,107 --> 00:39:26,781
And we'd do the whole apple
picking, pumpkin patch thing...

329
00:39:28,783 --> 00:39:31,786
That city people love to do.

330
00:39:33,913 --> 00:39:41,378
One year, as I was getting
older... I decided I didn't want to go.

331
00:39:43,798 --> 00:39:50,429
I had a friend whose parents
had a penthouse in Manhattan...

332
00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:55,643
Which was a dream for me.

333
00:39:57,478 --> 00:40:00,815
He invited me to stay there for the weekend...

334
00:40:02,733 --> 00:40:05,986
And uh... so I did...

335
00:40:07,780 --> 00:40:12,618
And my parents made the
usual trip up here by themselves...

336
00:40:17,832 --> 00:40:20,835
And they... uh...

337
00:40:23,379 --> 00:40:26,382
They never came home.

338
00:40:28,425 --> 00:40:31,845
I... uh...

339
00:40:31,887 --> 00:40:34,890
It was a cold fall...

340
00:40:39,603 --> 00:40:42,606
And they were driving up here...

341
00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:51,198
And they... uh... hit a patch of black ice.

342
00:40:54,702 --> 00:40:58,247
The car wrapped around a tree.

343
00:40:58,289 --> 00:41:01,250
(Brett) I'm so sorry.

344
00:41:01,292 --> 00:41:04,295
I... uh...

345
00:41:11,635 --> 00:41:14,638
I thought...

346
00:41:16,807 --> 00:41:19,768
I guess I thought...

347
00:41:19,810 --> 00:41:27,810
I thought moving up here would make me feel better...

348
00:41:30,237 --> 00:41:33,198
But...

349
00:41:33,240 --> 00:41:36,243
It hasn't.

350
00:41:41,248 --> 00:41:44,251
And I still feel guilty about it every day.

351
00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:58,724
Some days are better, some days are worse.

352
00:42:02,269 --> 00:42:10,269
But... hey, I'm still close enough to Penguin
Random House if they decide to publish me.

353
00:42:16,033 --> 00:42:20,579
Having dreams is great and all, but that's a lofty goal.

354
00:42:20,621 --> 00:42:27,336
Well dreaming is part of my process.

355
00:42:29,380 --> 00:42:32,341
Let's go get more to drink.

356
00:42:32,383 --> 00:42:35,386
Yeah, my buzz is dying.

357
00:42:41,642 --> 00:42:44,645
[Crickets]

358
00:42:58,325 --> 00:43:01,328
[Car passes by]

359
00:43:04,498 --> 00:43:12,214
[Distant train passing through town]

360
00:43:20,431 --> 00:43:24,476
My mom used to coach my tee-ball team.

361
00:43:24,518 --> 00:43:29,940
She'd bring orange slices for
everyone, even the other team.

362
00:43:29,982 --> 00:43:35,696
She'd cheer for them, build them up, everyone loved her.

363
00:43:38,115 --> 00:43:45,122
And then... she cheated on my dad... and left him.

364
00:43:45,164 --> 00:43:49,418
She went off with her new family
and never really looked back.

365
00:44:01,889 --> 00:44:09,104
When I grew up and left the house
she reappeared... and he took her back.

366
00:44:09,146 --> 00:44:12,608
That sucks.

367
00:44:12,650 --> 00:44:16,153
I mean I love my dad, but...

368
00:44:16,195 --> 00:44:19,448
I haven't spoken to either
of them in a really long time.

369
00:44:22,576 --> 00:44:29,624
It's not that I hate my mom, I just... don't
really know her... or care to know her.

370
00:44:29,666 --> 00:44:32,669
That probably sounds really shitty to you.

371
00:44:33,545 --> 00:44:37,382
It doesn't.

372
00:44:37,424 --> 00:44:43,096
You know, we're all broken in different places.

373
00:44:43,138 --> 00:44:47,893
And we're supposed to grow from that brokenness, but...

374
00:44:47,935 --> 00:44:50,938
It really hurts sometimes.

375
00:44:54,108 --> 00:44:57,069
Yes it does.

376
00:44:57,111 --> 00:45:01,615
My dad keeps trying to call me
and get me to talk to him, but...

377
00:45:03,742 --> 00:45:06,745
I really can't bring myself to do it.

378
00:45:31,728 --> 00:45:34,731
To the broken places.

379
00:45:36,316 --> 00:45:39,319
Cheers.

380
00:45:40,362 --> 00:45:41,571
[Phone buzzes]

381
00:45:41,613 --> 00:45:44,324
Speak of the...

382
00:45:44,366 --> 00:45:47,369
Your dad?

383
00:45:52,749 --> 00:45:55,752
Hey you okay?

384
00:45:58,338 --> 00:46:01,299
I have a boyfriend. (Jake) Oh.

385
00:46:01,341 --> 00:46:05,095
Well, maybe an ex now, I'm not really sure.

386
00:46:05,137 --> 00:46:08,348
I went to the the bar to get over him...

387
00:46:08,390 --> 00:46:12,019
But it wasn't enough.. it never
really seems to be enough.

388
00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:17,149
And I left my favorite scarf at his house.

389
00:46:17,191 --> 00:46:20,152
That's bullshit. (Brett) What?

390
00:46:20,194 --> 00:46:23,822
Look, I don't know what your
relationship is like, only you do.

391
00:46:23,864 --> 00:46:27,242
But you are enough.

392
00:46:27,284 --> 00:46:33,415
I mean, how long have we known
each other? What, like a couple of hours?

393
00:46:33,457 --> 00:46:38,128
That's long enough for me
to realize that you are enough.

394
00:46:38,170 --> 00:46:44,759
And look, I know you're vulnerable right now and I'm
not gonna be one of those assholes that hits on you.

395
00:46:44,801 --> 00:46:49,222
Because that's messed up and that's wrong, but...

396
00:46:49,264 --> 00:46:54,186
Looking at you right now...

397
00:46:54,228 --> 00:46:57,147
You are enough.

398
00:47:02,528 --> 00:47:05,489
I've had a lot of fun tonight.

399
00:47:05,531 --> 00:47:08,492
Like, more fun than I've had in a long time.

400
00:47:08,534 --> 00:47:11,495
(Sarcastically) Oh, well I am a fun guy.

401
00:47:11,537 --> 00:47:14,498
I mean, I wanna keep having fun.

402
00:47:14,540 --> 00:47:20,003
Just for tonight, nothing else
matters, no one else matters, just fun.

403
00:47:21,421 --> 00:47:24,382
I can do that.

404
00:47:24,424 --> 00:47:29,137
[Pop music]

405
00:47:29,179 --> 00:47:35,268
♫ Try not to spin out too much. Oh
but my mind keeps on tripping me up. ♫

406
00:47:35,310 --> 00:47:43,310
♫ Telling me lies ‘till I’m coming undone.
Emotionally drunk like I can’t get enough. ♫

407
00:47:43,986 --> 00:47:51,986
♫ Watch me fall down the rabbit hole. Spend
hours counting all the potential hypotheticals. ♫

408
00:47:52,703 --> 00:48:00,252
♫ Building walls just to knock them down.
Leave me on the ground in the fall out. ♫

409
00:48:00,294 --> 00:48:08,294
♫ I keep on leaving me a wreck. Words in my head,
yeah they’re dead set on running parallel. ♫

410
00:48:10,137 --> 00:48:18,137
♫ Why do I do it, why do I do it?
Always kicking myself, kicking myself. ♫

411
00:48:22,232 --> 00:48:22,832
♫ ♫

412
00:48:52,929 --> 00:48:54,806
Dammit.

413
00:48:54,848 --> 00:48:56,933
We're gonna find a game you're good at, I promise.

414
00:48:56,975 --> 00:48:59,227
I want a rematch.

415
00:48:59,269 --> 00:49:01,021
You're too careful.

416
00:49:01,063 --> 00:49:04,066
Tell me about it.

417
00:49:06,902 --> 00:49:09,905
You're reds.

418
00:49:38,433 --> 00:49:41,436
Shit.

419
00:49:46,566 --> 00:49:54,074
You know, it would be really polite
if you actually let me win for once.

420
00:49:55,951 --> 00:49:58,745
But what would you learn from that?

421
00:49:58,787 --> 00:50:01,748
(Jake) That human decency
and kindness are still alive!

422
00:50:01,790 --> 00:50:04,793
(Jill) Oh, those died a long time ago.

423
00:50:06,169 --> 00:50:07,962
Here you go.

424
00:50:08,004 --> 00:50:10,965
Thank you. (Jill) You're welcome.

425
00:50:11,007 --> 00:50:12,634
[50s rock and roll plays on jukebox]

426
00:50:12,676 --> 00:50:17,722
♫ Oh chasing love can drive you mad, make
you feel real good, make you feel so sad. ♫

427
00:50:17,764 --> 00:50:20,767
How about Scrabble?

428
00:50:22,769 --> 00:50:25,730
How about let's get your scarf back?

429
00:50:25,772 --> 00:50:27,691
What?

430
00:50:27,733 --> 00:50:30,694
Your scarf.

431
00:50:30,736 --> 00:50:33,697
You said that you left your scarf at his house.

432
00:50:33,739 --> 00:50:36,700
So lets get it back.

433
00:50:36,742 --> 00:50:39,077
It's just a scarf.

434
00:50:39,119 --> 00:50:42,122
Your favorite scarf.

435
00:50:43,999 --> 00:50:48,128
Look, I appreciate the energy, I really do, but it's fine.

436
00:50:52,549 --> 00:50:55,552
I'm gonna go have a smoke.

437
00:51:41,890 --> 00:51:45,977
Let's go get my fucking scarf back.

438
00:52:29,312 --> 00:52:36,194
You sure about this? It's okay if you... uh.. don't want to.

439
00:52:38,738 --> 00:52:41,741
Mister dumbass confidence over here.

440
00:52:54,337 --> 00:52:57,340
(Brett) Mike, it's me!

441
00:53:07,809 --> 00:53:10,770
(Mike) Who the fuck is that?
(Brett) I want my fucking scarf back.

442
00:53:10,812 --> 00:53:13,773
What? (Brett) My scarf, I want it.

443
00:53:13,815 --> 00:53:16,276
What the fuck are you talking about? Who is that?

444
00:53:16,318 --> 00:53:19,779
(Brett) Look, we're done, I'm over this,
I don't wanna keep doing this anymore.

445
00:53:19,821 --> 00:53:22,031
I want my fucking scarf.

446
00:53:22,073 --> 00:53:25,034
You're done? Fuck off.

447
00:53:25,076 --> 00:53:29,998
(Jake) Hey man! She just wants her scarf back.

448
00:53:31,333 --> 00:53:34,794
Look, I don't know who you are, but you need
to get the fuck out of here right now...

449
00:53:34,836 --> 00:53:37,839
Or I'm gonna knock your
fucking teeth down your throat.

450
00:53:39,466 --> 00:53:42,385
(Jake) Scarf thing kinda makes sense now.

451
00:53:42,427 --> 00:53:45,472
Are you fucking kidding me?

452
00:53:46,806 --> 00:53:49,809
(Jake) Shit, hey!

453
00:53:52,187 --> 00:53:56,524
[Jake groaning]

454
00:53:58,068 --> 00:54:01,071
[Glass shatters]

455
00:54:07,285 --> 00:54:10,830
(Brett) Are you okay?

456
00:54:10,872 --> 00:54:13,875
I'll live.

457
00:54:53,373 --> 00:54:56,376
It doesn't look that bad, come on.

458
00:55:14,936 --> 00:55:17,230
(Jill) Should be call the police?

459
00:55:17,272 --> 00:55:20,275
Nah, he'll be alright.

460
00:55:25,238 --> 00:55:28,241
(Jake) Nice scarf.

461
00:55:29,284 --> 00:55:32,704
Nice nose. (Jake) Thank you.

462
00:55:32,746 --> 00:55:35,749
It doesn't look too bad.

463
00:55:39,961 --> 00:55:42,964
Much obliged. (Jill) You're welcome.

464
00:55:44,799 --> 00:55:47,760
(Brett) I'm sorry about that.

465
00:55:47,802 --> 00:55:50,847
(Jake) No it's fine.

466
00:55:51,973 --> 00:55:56,811
I'm just glad you're okay, nobody
deserves to be treated like that.

467
00:56:00,565 --> 00:56:03,568
Must have felt great to smash that-

468
00:56:13,036 --> 00:56:16,247
(Brett) You wanna get really drunk with me?

469
00:56:16,289 --> 00:56:21,544
Honestly, I've been drunk for a while at this point.

470
00:56:21,586 --> 00:56:24,589
[Retro pop/rock music]

471
00:56:24,631 --> 00:56:31,262
♫ We gotta get together and make
a way. It's all we've ever known. ♫

472
00:56:31,304 --> 00:56:39,304
♫ We're not the same, we never thought
it'd break. We're still holding on. ♫

473
00:56:40,063 --> 00:56:48,063
♫ Let's put it back together a
better way and never let it go. ♫

474
00:56:50,782 --> 00:56:58,782
♫ Carry through. Trust in what we never knew. ♫

475
00:57:01,501 --> 00:57:02,101
♫ ♫

476
00:58:05,481 --> 00:58:09,152
(Jake) Why do I suck so much?

477
00:58:09,194 --> 00:58:14,157
You don't suck, you're just... [hiccups] you're just worried.

478
00:58:23,791 --> 00:58:26,794
My doctor said I might be sick.

479
00:58:27,921 --> 00:58:30,882
Huh?

480
00:58:30,924 --> 00:58:33,927
Never mind.

481
00:58:35,511 --> 00:58:38,472
I can't write.

482
00:58:38,514 --> 00:58:41,475
I'm not even a real writer.

483
00:58:41,517 --> 00:58:44,520
I wish I was.

484
00:58:46,522 --> 00:58:48,942
You know, I started writing...

485
00:58:50,818 --> 00:58:54,197
Because I liked the way it made me feel.

486
00:58:56,157 --> 00:58:59,827
You know? Like... like I felt something.

487
00:59:13,549 --> 00:59:16,552
And...

488
00:59:17,595 --> 00:59:20,598
Like it scares me.

489
00:59:23,977 --> 00:59:26,980
You scare me.

490
00:59:30,275 --> 00:59:32,193
[Phone buzzes]

491
00:59:32,235 --> 00:59:35,238
Give it a fucking rest!

492
00:59:37,323 --> 00:59:44,205
I should probably go home and go to sleep, but...

493
00:59:46,958 --> 00:59:50,670
Honestly, that's the last place I want to be right now.

494
01:00:02,181 --> 01:00:05,142
Uh oh.

495
01:00:05,184 --> 01:00:08,187
[Brett puking]

496
01:00:16,154 --> 01:00:19,115
You okay Jill? [Laughing]

497
01:00:19,157 --> 01:00:22,160
Oh probably smart.

498
01:00:31,085 --> 01:00:34,088
One for you too. (Jake) Excuse me.

499
01:00:39,510 --> 01:00:42,513
[Jake puking]

500
01:00:43,765 --> 01:00:44,725
[Phone buzzing]

501
01:00:52,982 --> 01:00:58,905
Oh my god! You know what, fine, fine.

502
01:01:07,747 --> 01:01:10,708
Dad, it's the middle of the night...

503
01:01:10,750 --> 01:01:13,753
Whoa whoa, slow down... wait what?

504
01:01:16,172 --> 01:01:21,677
Slow down... yeah no... I can be up
there tonight. Do you need me to drive out?

505
01:01:23,429 --> 01:01:26,390
Are you okay? Are you sure?

506
01:01:26,432 --> 01:01:29,393
Okay, well I'll drive out and
I'll be there in the morning.

507
01:01:29,435 --> 01:01:32,730
Tomorrow of course... no I want to be there.

508
01:01:33,689 --> 01:01:36,650
Yeah that's fine, okay... I'll be there tomorrow.

509
01:01:36,692 --> 01:01:39,695
I love you too.

510
01:01:43,449 --> 01:01:46,452
Is everything alright?

511
01:01:47,578 --> 01:01:50,581
Brett?

512
01:01:57,839 --> 01:02:00,216
(Brett) I don't know.

513
01:02:00,258 --> 01:02:03,344
Are you okay? (Jake) Yeah I'm good.

514
01:02:04,220 --> 01:02:07,223
What's going on?

515
01:02:09,016 --> 01:02:11,435
My mom just died.

516
01:02:11,477 --> 01:02:14,480
(Jake) Shit. (Jill) I'm so sorry.

517
01:02:16,732 --> 01:02:22,697
You don't have to talk about it if you
don't want to, but if you do, we're here.

518
01:02:27,285 --> 01:02:29,703
I'm gonna go for a walk.

519
01:02:29,745 --> 01:02:32,748
(Jake) You want any company? (Brett) No.

520
01:02:50,224 --> 01:02:55,771
[Somber music]

521
01:02:58,816 --> 01:03:02,987
I'm gonna start cleaning up, do you need anything?

522
01:03:03,029 --> 01:03:05,990
No I'm good.

523
01:03:06,032 --> 01:03:08,993
Okay.

524
01:03:09,035 --> 01:03:12,914
Oh wait, actually, do you have another pen?

525
01:03:14,248 --> 01:03:17,251
I'm sure somewhere here.

526
01:03:18,377 --> 01:03:19,962
Here.

527
01:03:20,004 --> 01:03:22,965
Thank you. (Jill) You're welcome.

528
01:03:23,007 --> 01:03:31,007
♫ You can feel it, the end of the
year. You can see it falling down. ♫

529
01:03:31,599 --> 01:03:39,599
♫ But when the lights come on, it's time to come home. ♫

530
01:03:41,901 --> 01:03:42,501
♫ ♫

531
01:03:48,574 --> 01:03:56,574
♫ Supper time, every one is here. ♫

532
01:03:57,208 --> 01:03:57,808
♫ ♫

533
01:04:02,630 --> 01:04:10,630
♫ Are you near, like I wished so many times? ♫

534
01:04:11,264 --> 01:04:11,864
♫ ♫

535
01:04:48,134 --> 01:04:52,054
How do you say goodbye to a stranger?

536
01:04:58,769 --> 01:05:03,399
You weren't even a good parent, or a good partner to dad...

537
01:05:03,441 --> 01:05:08,404
Despite what everyone thought,
despite your... presentation.

538
01:05:16,078 --> 01:05:23,461
I'm not happy that you're gone, but
I'm also not really sad, and that sucks.

539
01:05:25,421 --> 01:05:30,885
You're supposed to care when your mom
dies, you're supposed to feel... something.

540
01:05:32,803 --> 01:05:36,390
Even in death, you're still taking from me.

541
01:05:36,432 --> 01:05:43,939
That's what you are, you're a taker... you were a taker.

542
01:05:45,900 --> 01:05:51,739
You were a smoker, so thanks for giving me that I guess.

543
01:05:59,580 --> 01:06:02,541
Where were you?

544
01:06:02,583 --> 01:06:06,128
My first date, my first real car...

545
01:06:08,631 --> 01:06:13,135
My first bra, my first kiss, my first day at college...

546
01:06:13,177 --> 01:06:16,180
Graduating with honors!

547
01:06:24,397 --> 01:06:28,859
You weren't there for any of
it, and dad was there for it all.

548
01:06:37,660 --> 01:06:41,747
I fucking hated you!

549
01:06:55,010 --> 01:06:57,971
I teach now.

550
01:06:58,013 --> 01:07:03,185
And I can see it in some of these kids' that
they have somebody like you in their lives...

551
01:07:03,227 --> 01:07:06,230
Or not in their lives.

552
01:07:08,107 --> 01:07:11,485
And every day I try to be the best that I can be for them...

553
01:07:11,527 --> 01:07:16,699
Because I know that the people in their lives
aren't always going to be the best for them.

554
01:07:18,033 --> 01:07:21,162
So I guess I have you to thank for that too.

555
01:07:23,789 --> 01:07:29,837
I don't care about you... but you made it
pretty clear that you don't care about me...

556
01:07:31,338 --> 01:07:34,967
So I'm not going to apologize for that.

557
01:07:35,009 --> 01:07:39,472
But... I am sorry...

558
01:07:41,974 --> 01:07:45,811
I'm sorry that it took me this long to stand up to you...

559
01:07:45,853 --> 01:07:49,774
And you stand up to myself.

560
01:07:59,700 --> 01:08:02,703
Bye mom.

561
01:08:45,913 --> 01:08:48,123
Wow.

562
01:08:48,165 --> 01:08:49,458
Oh, hey.

563
01:08:49,500 --> 01:08:51,794
You're writing.

564
01:08:51,836 --> 01:08:54,839
Oh, it's just some notes.

565
01:08:56,966 --> 01:08:59,092
You okay?

566
01:08:59,134 --> 01:09:00,594
Yeah.

567
01:09:00,636 --> 01:09:04,515
Oh, I found something that you might enjoy.

568
01:09:08,269 --> 01:09:11,272
A short story?

569
01:09:13,524 --> 01:09:17,695
Oh wow... wait...

570
01:09:19,822 --> 01:09:22,825
(Jake) By Brett Ashley.

571
01:09:28,998 --> 01:09:32,918
Listen, you won't regret sharing this with me.

572
01:09:35,880 --> 01:09:38,883
Thank you.

573
01:09:42,845 --> 01:09:45,848
[Pop/rock music plays on jukebox]

574
01:09:51,645 --> 01:09:54,648
(Brett) Jill! [Snaps fingers]

575
01:09:56,191 --> 01:10:00,112
(Brett) It's about closing time.
(Jill) Thought you'd never ask.

576
01:10:00,154 --> 01:10:07,744
♫ Let's go out, let's go out, and feel the ocean breeze. ♫

577
01:10:07,786 --> 01:10:15,786
♫ When we make out, we make out, I never want to leave. ♫

578
01:10:18,005 --> 01:10:26,005
♫ Smooth sailing through the tropical islands.
Ocean waves and me kissing your eyelids. ♫

579
01:10:26,972 --> 01:10:34,972
♫ All the mai tais and we wanted to die. ♫

580
01:10:35,064 --> 01:10:35,664
♫ ♫

581
01:10:41,362 --> 01:10:45,616
Seriously? (Brett) Run!

582
01:10:59,588 --> 01:11:02,549
A look inside your mind.

583
01:11:02,591 --> 01:11:05,594
Unfortunately.

584
01:11:20,317 --> 01:11:23,695
So, what's your writing style?

585
01:11:23,737 --> 01:11:26,698
What do you mean?

586
01:11:26,740 --> 01:11:29,701
What's your style of writing? I'm curious.

587
01:11:29,743 --> 01:11:35,749
Well... I did mention self loathing...

588
01:11:38,544 --> 01:11:42,297
And I guess drinking. [Chuckles]

589
01:11:45,175 --> 01:11:48,136
(Brett) You're a real classic, huh?

590
01:11:48,178 --> 01:11:51,181
I don't know.

591
01:11:52,307 --> 01:11:55,310
I think that's my problem.

592
01:11:58,355 --> 01:12:05,446
Like this shit, it's easy, you know?

593
01:12:06,905 --> 01:12:14,079
You do research, gather a bunch
of articles, write a mini essay.

594
01:12:19,251 --> 01:12:22,212
And that's it...

595
01:12:22,254 --> 01:12:25,215
But most of it's objective.

596
01:12:25,257 --> 01:12:28,260
But this...

597
01:12:30,596 --> 01:12:34,975
(Brett) You gotta look inside for that.

598
01:12:35,017 --> 01:12:38,520
And sometimes you don't like what you find.

599
01:12:40,439 --> 01:12:44,902
[Sighs] You may not like what you find...

600
01:12:47,279 --> 01:12:51,992
But you gotta learn to love it... unconditionally.

601
01:12:53,827 --> 01:12:56,830
And respect it.

602
01:12:59,958 --> 01:13:05,923
And if you do all that, you can find your voice.

603
01:13:08,258 --> 01:13:11,261
I'm still learning that.

604
01:13:12,221 --> 01:13:15,224
I think I am too.

605
01:13:17,392 --> 01:13:19,061
[Groans]

606
01:13:19,103 --> 01:13:21,271
What's wrong?

607
01:13:21,313 --> 01:13:23,315
No, it's... uh...

608
01:13:23,357 --> 01:13:24,858
Are you okay?

609
01:13:24,900 --> 01:13:27,903
No it's not you.

610
01:13:29,071 --> 01:13:34,993
I... uh... I have a lump...

611
01:13:40,082 --> 01:13:45,420
The doctor said I have a lump.

612
01:13:45,462 --> 01:13:49,466
Oh, oh my god.

613
01:13:50,425 --> 01:13:53,386
No no no, don't... [Sighs]

614
01:13:53,428 --> 01:13:59,518
He said that it should be fine, I'm just...

615
01:13:59,560 --> 01:14:03,188
Waiting for test results.

616
01:14:06,358 --> 01:14:08,777
I want to, I really do, it's just-

617
01:14:08,819 --> 01:14:12,489
No it's fine, we don't have to.

618
01:14:15,200 --> 01:14:18,161
Do you want to go for another walk?

619
01:14:18,203 --> 01:14:21,164
A short one this time.

620
01:14:21,206 --> 01:14:27,087
Well, short-ish.

621
01:14:27,129 --> 01:14:34,178
[Footsteps, car passes by]

622
01:14:59,494 --> 01:15:00,214
[Birds sing]

623
01:15:32,027 --> 01:15:36,615
[Wind blows]

624
01:16:21,702 --> 01:16:24,913
A new day.

625
01:16:24,955 --> 01:16:29,835
Didn't seem like it would ever come.

626
01:16:47,644 --> 01:16:49,771
To us.

627
01:16:50,105 --> 01:16:52,107
To us.

628
01:17:10,125 --> 01:17:13,128
It's beautiful.

629
01:17:16,923 --> 01:17:21,845
Hey I'm... sorry about Mike.

630
01:17:21,887 --> 01:17:25,682
Don't be, it was a long time coming.

631
01:17:32,606 --> 01:17:36,193
You know... we could have been really great together.

632
01:17:39,237 --> 01:17:43,450
It's pretty to think so, isn't it?

633
01:17:48,830 --> 01:17:52,668
But... I think I need to be alone for a while, right now.

634
01:18:00,926 --> 01:18:04,638
(Brett) I really like this and I really like you.

635
01:18:07,057 --> 01:18:11,978
But I need to deal with my own shit before
I can expect somebody else to deal with it.

636
01:18:12,020 --> 01:18:14,981
My whole life, I've put my brain before my heart...

637
01:18:15,023 --> 01:18:18,985
Which has led to some pretty great nights, but...

638
01:18:19,027 --> 01:18:21,988
Also pretty lonely days.

639
01:18:23,698 --> 01:18:26,659
I think my heart is in the right place.

640
01:18:26,701 --> 01:18:32,416
But I need to make sure that my
brain is in the right place too, for once.

641
01:18:35,252 --> 01:18:38,255
I get that.

642
01:18:39,464 --> 01:18:44,344
We both have some work to do.

643
01:18:52,018 --> 01:18:55,772
(Brett) I think it's time for me to go.

644
01:19:30,390 --> 01:19:34,269
It's time to go.

645
01:19:43,403 --> 01:19:51,403
[Debussey's Clair de Lune]

646
01:19:54,581 --> 01:19:55,181
♫ ♫

647
01:21:56,953 --> 01:21:57,833
[Phone buzzes]

648
01:22:28,652 --> 01:22:35,283
Hello? Yes... good morning.

649
01:22:45,710 --> 01:22:50,632
[Birds chirp outside]

650
01:23:01,434 --> 01:23:06,815
[It starts to rain outside]

651
01:23:16,032 --> 01:23:19,911
Okay... thank you.

652
01:23:21,579 --> 01:23:24,582
Goodbye.

653
01:23:43,184 --> 01:23:46,187
[Typing]

654
01:24:12,756 --> 01:24:19,554
[Typing continues, rain falls]

655
01:24:19,596 --> 01:24:27,596
[Debussey's Clair de Lune continues]

656
01:24:30,774 --> 01:24:31,374
♫ ♫

657
01:27:49,013 --> 01:27:57,013
[Cars honking, people shouting]

658
01:28:17,333 --> 01:28:25,333
[Schumann's Kinderszenen, No. 1, Scenes from Childhood]

659
01:28:26,009 --> 01:28:26,609
♫ ♫

660
01:29:48,091 --> 01:29:51,052
(Jake) Thanks for coming.

661
01:29:51,094 --> 01:29:54,055
[Door opens and closes]

662
01:29:54,097 --> 01:29:59,227
[Bach's Cello Suite No. 1, Prélude plays over speaker]

663
01:30:10,947 --> 01:30:13,950
(Brett) Hi.

664
01:30:14,409 --> 01:30:17,411
Hi.

665
01:30:18,871 --> 01:30:20,915
(Brett) Big fan.

666
01:30:20,957 --> 01:30:23,918
Me too.

667
01:30:23,960 --> 01:30:27,421
So, can I get a signature or what?

668
01:30:39,100 --> 01:30:42,103
Thanks.

669
01:30:44,105 --> 01:30:47,859
So, uh... what time do you get off?

670
01:30:49,485 --> 01:30:53,114
I guess when all the books are gone.

671
01:31:15,178 --> 01:31:17,513
I'd like to buy all of these, please.

672
01:31:17,555 --> 01:31:20,558
(Bookstore clerk) All of them?

673
01:31:37,992 --> 01:31:41,203
(Bookstore clerk) Seventy fifteen.

674
01:31:41,245 --> 01:31:44,248
Here you go.

675
01:31:46,792 --> 01:31:49,795
[Cash register opens and closes]

676
01:32:00,389 --> 01:32:03,392
Thank you.

677
01:32:17,073 --> 01:32:20,576
I expect you to sign all of these, by the way.

678
01:32:27,667 --> 01:32:31,128
You wanna go get a drink?

679
01:32:33,172 --> 01:32:37,176
[Upbeat rock music]

680
01:33:17,966 --> 01:33:21,140
[Upbeat rock music continues]

681
01:34:01,765 --> 01:34:04,226
[Upbeat rock music continues]

682
01:34:31,329 --> 01:34:34,265
[Upbeat rock music continues]

683
01:34:57,420 --> 01:34:59,960
[Upbeat rock music continues]

684
01:35:33,796 --> 01:35:37,605
[Music trails off]