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(SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING)

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(MUSIC SWELLS)

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MAN: (ON TV) <i>Meanwhile,
work goes on for the Brits</i>

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<i>who relocated to the Costa.</i>

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<i>Running a bar in the sun
is the classic British dream.</i>

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<i>It can easily
turn into a nightmare,</i>

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<i>but Gary and Cherry
from Macclesfield</i>

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<i>have made it work.</i>

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<i>The Bamboo Bar is a success.</i>

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(PEOPLE SHOUT
INDISTINCTLY ON TV)

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(INHALES DEEPLY)

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(EXHALES SOFTLY)

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(YAWNS)

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(FRIDGE WHIRRING)

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(FIRE ALARM BEEPING)

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(BEEPING CONTINUES)

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(ALARM CONTINUES BEEPING)

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(CAR HORN BLARES)

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<i>(THE POWER OF LOVE</i>
PLAYING ON TV)

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(SINGING) <i>Ay, ay, ay, ay</i>

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(DOORBELL RINGING)

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<i>Feels like fire</i>

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<i>I'm so in love with you</i>

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(KNOCKING AT DOOR)

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(SINGING STOPS)

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(DOOR OPENS)

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Hello.

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Hello.

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I saw you looking at me
from the street.

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I've seen you a bunch of times

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coming and going
with your head down.

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One day, it'll be
for real, that alarm.

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- (CHUCKLES)
- ADAM: Hmm.

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We're basically
the only ones here.

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Can you fucking believe that?

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I mean they haven't got
security guards yet.

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I'm Harry.

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Adam.

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How do you cope?

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With, with what?

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Listen.

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(LOW RUMBLING)

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(CHUCKLES)

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It's so quiet.

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I mean, London's out there

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but we can't hear
a fucking thing.

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(SIGHS)

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(CLICKS TONGUE)
I play music, right,

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but it's worse when it ends.

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Yeah, I even got
one of those, um,

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white noise machines, right?

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But it's like there's someone

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in the corner of the room
whispering about me.

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I mean, we can't even open,
the windows, but I guess

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they don't really want us
to jump.

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It's bad for business.
You know,

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bodies broken on the concrete.

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I mean, who's gonna move in
then? (CHUCKLES)

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Drink?

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It's Japanese.

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It's meant to be
the best in the world,

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but I, I couldn't tell you
why, so...

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- No, thanks.
- Okay, um...

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Okay. How about
I come in anyway?

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If not for a drink,

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then for whatever else
you might want.

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Um...

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I don't think
that's a good idea.

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(CHUCKLES) Do I scare you?

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No.

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We don't have to do anything
if I'm not your type.

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(SOFTLY)
There's vampires at my door.

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Huh.

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(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)

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(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)

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(SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING)

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(UPBEAT MUSIC
PLAYING ON RADIO)

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(KEYBOARD CLACKING)

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- (CLATTERING)
- (UPBEAT MUSIC CONTINUES)

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- (MUSIC ON RADIO FADES OUT)
- (OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYING)

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(LIGHTER CLATTERS)

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(SIGHS)

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(TENSE MUSIC PLAYING)

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(INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT
ON PA)

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(TRAIN RUMBLES PAST)

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(BIRDS CHIRPING)

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(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)

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(CHILDREN
SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)

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(LEAVES RUSTLING)

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(INSECTS CHITTERING)

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(BREATHES DEEPLY)

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(BOTTLES CLINK)

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(TIRES SCREECHING)

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(SCREECHING RECEDES)

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Hi.

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Hi.

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I bought something strong
for a night like this.

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No thanks.

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Shall we go?

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- (LIGHTER CLICKS)
- Go where?

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Home.

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(DOORBELL RINGS)

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She's gonna be
over the moon to see ya.

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Guess who I found
loitering in the park.

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WOMAN: Is it him?

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Oh, yeah, it's definitely him.

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Look in his eyes.

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Yes, it is you.

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Hi.

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Hi.

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Don't just stand there.
Get yourself inside.

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DAD: So,
where are you living now?

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Not around here, I'm sure.

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ADAM: Uh...
I'm, I'm in London.

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MUM: Fancy.
DAD: Whereabouts?

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MUM: Do you live by yourself?

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DAD: Do you own
your own place?

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Uh, yeah, it's just a,
it's just a flat.

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What did I tell ya?
What did I tell ya?

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I told you he'd be doing well
for himself, didn't I?

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Can't be cheap living up there
in the smoke.

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And what is it that you do?

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- I'm a writer.
- And what did I tell you?

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No, no, no.

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I'm not particularly rich
or anything. Not really.

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Well, I always knew
you'd be creative.

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And what kind of writer
are you?

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You know how I love,
um, Stephen King.

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<i>Carrie, Cujo,
Different Seasons.</i>

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No, no, no.
I'm not a proper writer.

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I, I write scripts.

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Uh, for film, TV.
When I have to.

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(CHUCKLES) A writer.

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00:16:14,458 --> 00:16:16,375
God, this is
so bloody exciting.

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If I knew the neighbors,

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I'd run over
and I'd tell them right now.

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I've always said that writers
know less about the real world

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- than almost anyone else.
- MUM: Mmm.

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What the hell would you know?

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- (ADAM CHUCKLES)
- You can barely write

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- joined up.
- That's true. But...

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(MUM EXHALES)

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A writer.

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Our son.

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DAD: We're very bloody pleased

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to see you
doing so well, then.

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Yeah.

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00:16:43,375 --> 00:16:44,750
Enough of that poofy shit.

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- Our boy's back home.
- MUM: Hmm.

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What are you puttin' on?

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DAD: Oh, you'll see.

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<i>(THE POWER OF LOVE</i>
BY JENNIFER RUSH PLAYING)

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(DAD GROANS, EXHALES)

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MUM: Oh, do you remember

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your little red car
that you had?

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You loved it and you wanted

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to take it out
onto the main road,

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and drive it
with all the big cars.

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ADAM: Yeah. That's my
first memory, actually.

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DAD: It was a Ford Granada
that hit him, wasn't it?

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- No, it, it was...
- Yeah. It was.

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It was racing green.
Do you remember that?

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MUM: Mmm.
DAD: It, it, flung you

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like a rag doll.

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You went
so high up in the air.

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- I'll never forget it.
- Oh, but you were fine, though.

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You were fine.
You had a couple of bruises.

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I think they thought
I was exaggerating

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when I took you in.

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What about
that one Bonfire Night

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when you lost it?

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You remember
that Bonfire Night?

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How old were you? Six?

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MUM: No, he was not.
He was older than that.

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DAD: Well,
when the fireworks went off,

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poor boy, started screaming
and howling.

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I had to carry him
all the way home.

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- ADAM: You did?
- Yeah.

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You fell asleep on my shoulder.

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I don't remember that.

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DAD: You were, you were
really beside yourself.

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You were really
having a hard time,

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and I was trying,

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we were just trying to get you
to enjoy the fireworks.

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And you didn't...

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MUM: You've always been
a sensitive boy, haven't you?

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ADAM: Maybe.

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Are you still afraid
of fireworks now?

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ADAM: (CHUCKLES) No!

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MUM: Do you know
who you sound like?

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You sound just like my mother.

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He does.

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- Doesn't he? You noticed that?
- DAD: Yeah, no, he does.

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MUM: You did say
something earlier.

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DAD: Yeah. It's when,
it's when you said,

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it's when you said,
"I'm not a proper writer."

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MUM: Say it again.
DAD: Go on.

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00:18:06,500 --> 00:18:07,500
MUM: Say it again.
ADAM: Don't make me say it.

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00:18:07,583 --> 00:18:08,583
MUM: Say it.
DAD: Come on. Just say it.

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00:18:08,666 --> 00:18:09,666
MUM: Say, "a proper writer,"
again.

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ADAM: Like Nan or like me?

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00:18:10,875 --> 00:18:12,041
DAD: No. Say it like you.
MUM: "Like Nan or like me."

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- DAD: Say it like you.
- (MUM LAUGHS)

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It's so bloody lovely
to see you again.

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ADAM: Yeah.

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00:18:19,625 --> 00:18:20,625
Weren't sure if we ever would.

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Here you are.

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Here I am.

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Come back soon, hmm?

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00:18:31,166 --> 00:18:32,500
One of us will be in.

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00:18:35,583 --> 00:18:36,583
Hmm?

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00:18:37,583 --> 00:18:38,625
Please.

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00:18:42,041 --> 00:18:43,041
Yeah, I will.

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Good.

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(MUM SHIVERS)

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- Let's go in, eh?
- Night.

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- Good night, sweetheart.
- Good night, son.

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Night.

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(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)

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00:19:47,041 --> 00:19:48,291
- Hello.
- Hi.

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00:19:54,250 --> 00:19:55,958
I'm really sorry
about the other night.

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Oh, that's all right.

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00:19:59,875 --> 00:20:01,000
Don't worry about it.

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00:20:06,833 --> 00:20:08,333
- (ELEVATOR THUDS)
- See ya.

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00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:09,416
See ya.

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00:20:10,208 --> 00:20:12,833
I actually do like whiskey
if you want, um,

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00:20:13,458 --> 00:20:14,916
wanna have a drink or...

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(ELEVATOR DOORS CLOSE)

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(EXHALES)

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(CLOCK TICKING)

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00:21:11,875 --> 00:21:12,875
(GRUNTS)

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00:21:14,500 --> 00:21:15,541
(SIGHS)

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00:21:22,916 --> 00:21:24,791
(BUILD BY THE HOUSEMARTINS PLAYING
ON RECORD PLAYER)

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00:21:26,833 --> 00:21:28,166
(KEYBOARD CLACKING)

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MAN: (SINGING) <i>Clambering men
in big bad boots</i>

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<i>Dug up my den, dug up my roots</i>

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00:21:51,583 --> 00:21:55,583
<i>Treated us
like plasticine town</i>

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00:21:55,666 --> 00:21:56,666
(PEN CLICKING)

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00:21:56,750 --> 00:22:00,208
<i>They built us up
and knocked us down</i>

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00:22:08,708 --> 00:22:12,250
<i>From Meccano to Legoland</i>

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00:22:13,208 --> 00:22:16,791
<i>Here they come
with a brick in their hand</i>

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00:22:17,625 --> 00:22:21,041
<i>Men with heads
filled up with sand</i>

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00:22:21,125 --> 00:22:25,500
<i>Let's build...</i>

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00:22:25,583 --> 00:22:27,250
<i>Let's build a house...</i>

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ADAM: Hi.

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00:22:28,750 --> 00:22:30,125
(MUSIC STOPS)

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00:22:30,833 --> 00:22:31,833
HARRY: Hello.

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- Hi.
- (ELEVATOR DINGS)

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(CHUCKLES) Hi.

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00:22:38,125 --> 00:22:39,625
- Do you wanna come in?
- HARRY: Sure.

253
00:22:44,208 --> 00:22:45,291
ADAM: Do you want a drink?

254
00:22:46,125 --> 00:22:47,541
Yeah, what have you got?

255
00:22:48,500 --> 00:22:52,083
Uh... I got vodka
and some beer.

256
00:22:52,166 --> 00:22:53,625
I got some weed
if you prefer that.

257
00:22:53,791 --> 00:22:55,125
Yeah, weed's better.

258
00:22:55,666 --> 00:22:56,875
I'm off alcohol...

259
00:23:04,875 --> 00:23:05,958
Do you like living here?

260
00:23:06,541 --> 00:23:07,583
ADAM: I think
I'll like it more

261
00:23:07,666 --> 00:23:08,666
when people move in.

262
00:23:08,750 --> 00:23:09,958
If people move in.

263
00:23:10,666 --> 00:23:11,833
You got friends nearby?

264
00:23:14,333 --> 00:23:15,833
No, not really.

265
00:23:16,458 --> 00:23:17,458
Do you?

266
00:23:18,750 --> 00:23:19,750
No, not really.

267
00:23:20,416 --> 00:23:22,000
Most of my friends
have moved out of London.

268
00:23:23,250 --> 00:23:25,666
Wanna have gardens
for their kids,

269
00:23:25,750 --> 00:23:26,958
and they want to be near
the grandparents

270
00:23:27,041 --> 00:23:28,041
so they can look after
the kids.

271
00:23:29,333 --> 00:23:31,125
HARRY: I'm guessing
you didn't want to move too?

272
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:34,958
Uh, no.

273
00:23:37,708 --> 00:23:39,458
What am I gonna do in Dorking?

274
00:23:40,416 --> 00:23:42,416
It's not for people like me.

275
00:23:47,125 --> 00:23:48,916
I'm just checking.
You are queer, right?

276
00:23:49,916 --> 00:23:51,833
- (BOTH CHUCKLING)
- Yeah. Yeah.

277
00:23:51,916 --> 00:23:53,333
- HARRY: That's good.
- (CHUCKLES)

278
00:23:58,250 --> 00:23:59,541
Or gay.

279
00:23:59,625 --> 00:24:00,625
- Right.
- Queer, I'm not...

280
00:24:00,708 --> 00:24:03,000
I can't get used
to calling myself queer.

281
00:24:03,083 --> 00:24:04,416
- It was always such an insult.
- Hmm.

282
00:24:05,125 --> 00:24:06,791
It's probably why
we hate "gay" so much now.

283
00:24:07,541 --> 00:24:09,375
I mean, it was always
like, um,

284
00:24:10,958 --> 00:24:13,000
(CHUCKLES) uh
"Your haircut's gay,"

285
00:24:13,083 --> 00:24:15,291
or "This sofa's gay,"

286
00:24:16,583 --> 00:24:17,875
"Your trainers are gay,"

287
00:24:17,958 --> 00:24:19,750
"Your schoolbag's gay."
(SNORTS)

288
00:24:20,375 --> 00:24:21,375
Yeah.

289
00:24:22,666 --> 00:24:24,916
Queer does feel polite,
somehow, though, you know.

290
00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:26,000
It's like, um...

291
00:24:29,166 --> 00:24:30,166
I don't know, it's like

292
00:24:30,250 --> 00:24:31,666
all the dick sucking's
been taken out.

293
00:24:32,125 --> 00:24:33,625
(BOTH CHUCKLING)

294
00:24:35,083 --> 00:24:37,875
Yeah. I'm assuming
you're not with anyone.

295
00:24:39,125 --> 00:24:40,375
I never see you with anyone.

296
00:24:42,083 --> 00:24:43,833
- No.
- No.

297
00:24:44,583 --> 00:24:45,583
You often single?

298
00:24:47,125 --> 00:24:48,583
- Am I often single?
- Mmm-hmm.

299
00:24:49,166 --> 00:24:50,166
Uh...

300
00:24:52,791 --> 00:24:54,041
I suppose so. Yeah.

301
00:24:56,625 --> 00:24:57,875
- Are you?
- Yeah.

302
00:24:58,750 --> 00:25:01,791
Yeah, but not
for want of trying.

303
00:25:02,625 --> 00:25:03,625
(CLICKS TONGUE)

304
00:25:21,416 --> 00:25:22,708
How about I kiss ya?

305
00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:27,000
Yeah, all right.

306
00:26:05,875 --> 00:26:09,458
(BOTH MOANING)

307
00:26:12,458 --> 00:26:13,750
ADAM: Ooh! (COUGHS)

308
00:26:13,833 --> 00:26:15,666
- (CLEARS THROAT) Sorry.
- No.

309
00:26:16,166 --> 00:26:17,750
- You all right?
- No. Yeah, yeah.

310
00:26:17,833 --> 00:26:19,833
- Just haven't done...
- (LAUGHS)

311
00:26:20,625 --> 00:26:21,708
I haven't done this
in a while.

312
00:26:21,791 --> 00:26:22,833
I have to remember to,
remember to breathe.

313
00:26:22,916 --> 00:26:25,208
- Okay.
- Yeah, yeah. It's okay.

314
00:26:26,166 --> 00:26:27,166
Okay.

315
00:26:27,250 --> 00:26:28,250
- It's okay.
- You all right?

316
00:26:28,333 --> 00:26:29,333
ADAM: Uh-huh.

317
00:26:54,041 --> 00:26:55,041
Yeah.

318
00:27:52,541 --> 00:27:53,583
(HARRY GRUNTS)

319
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:01,000
(MUSIC BUILDS)

320
00:28:04,125 --> 00:28:05,125
(HARRY CHUCKLES)

321
00:28:11,833 --> 00:28:12,916
(ADAM CHUCKLES)

322
00:28:13,750 --> 00:28:14,833
(HARRY CHUCKLES)

323
00:28:49,583 --> 00:28:50,583
(CHUCKLES)

324
00:28:57,041 --> 00:28:58,041
HARRY: <i>Is this you?</i>

325
00:28:58,666 --> 00:28:59,791
Afraid it is.

326
00:28:59,875 --> 00:29:01,625
You were cute.

327
00:29:03,208 --> 00:29:04,583
I hate my photos.

328
00:29:05,875 --> 00:29:06,916
I was a fat kid.

329
00:29:07,833 --> 00:29:08,833
Right, but,

330
00:29:09,291 --> 00:29:10,625
when you're a fat kid,
no one asks

331
00:29:10,708 --> 00:29:11,958
why you don't have
a girlfriend.

332
00:29:12,041 --> 00:29:14,250
(BOTH CHUCKLING)

333
00:29:15,458 --> 00:29:16,916
We'd have been friends
for sure, though.

334
00:29:17,916 --> 00:29:20,000
Bunked off football
to spy on the boys.

335
00:29:23,958 --> 00:29:24,958
Is this your dad?

336
00:29:26,708 --> 00:29:27,708
Yeah.

337
00:29:28,750 --> 00:29:29,791
He's handsome.

338
00:29:31,083 --> 00:29:32,083
Yeah.

339
00:29:34,416 --> 00:29:36,500
I'm... I'm trying to write
about them at the moment.

340
00:29:37,208 --> 00:29:38,208
Is that what you do?

341
00:29:38,875 --> 00:29:39,875
ADAM: Yeah.

342
00:29:40,708 --> 00:29:41,708
HARRY: How's it going?

343
00:29:42,875 --> 00:29:44,875
ADAM: Uh, strangely.

344
00:29:46,666 --> 00:29:48,125
I don't see my dad much.

345
00:29:50,250 --> 00:29:52,458
Do you, do you see yours, no?

346
00:29:53,291 --> 00:29:54,375
No, they died.

347
00:29:55,916 --> 00:29:57,458
Just before I was twelve.

348
00:29:59,750 --> 00:30:00,750
HARRY: Both of them?

349
00:30:01,125 --> 00:30:03,000
Yeah. Yeah, car crash.

350
00:30:06,291 --> 00:30:07,916
Not the most original
of deaths.

351
00:30:08,625 --> 00:30:09,625
(CHUCKLES)

352
00:30:12,916 --> 00:30:14,000
I'm really sorry.

353
00:30:15,208 --> 00:30:16,666
No, thanks,
it was a long time ago.

354
00:30:16,750 --> 00:30:18,083
Yeah, I don't think
that matters.

355
00:30:21,458 --> 00:30:22,458
Well.

356
00:30:29,541 --> 00:30:30,958
I'd like to see you again.

357
00:30:34,833 --> 00:30:35,833
Yeah, okay.

358
00:30:37,708 --> 00:30:39,291
I could stay
the night if you...

359
00:30:42,583 --> 00:30:44,250
How about, actually,
better idea...

360
00:30:45,166 --> 00:30:46,750
Not tonight. Yeah?

361
00:30:46,833 --> 00:30:47,875
No, no. I would like to s...

362
00:30:47,958 --> 00:30:49,125
- No, you...
- I would like...

363
00:30:49,208 --> 00:30:50,291
- you don't need to explain.
- to see you again. I'm just...

364
00:30:50,958 --> 00:30:51,958
Okay?

365
00:30:52,875 --> 00:30:54,875
- (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
- ADAM: Okay.

366
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:57,000
Thanks.

367
00:30:57,083 --> 00:30:59,125
(TRAIN COMPARTMENT CLATTERING)

368
00:31:03,083 --> 00:31:05,000
(RAIN PATTERING)

369
00:31:13,791 --> 00:31:15,791
(DOORBELL RINGING)

370
00:31:23,416 --> 00:31:25,041
Sweetheart, you came back.

371
00:31:25,125 --> 00:31:26,291
Of course I came back.

372
00:31:26,375 --> 00:31:27,791
Jesus, you're sodden.

373
00:31:27,875 --> 00:31:29,208
Come on, take it all off.

374
00:31:29,291 --> 00:31:30,791
No, I'm, I'm not taking
my clothes off.

375
00:31:30,875 --> 00:31:33,291
Don't be silly, it's only me.
Come on, arms up.

376
00:31:34,166 --> 00:31:35,666
I'll put them
in the dryer.

377
00:31:37,166 --> 00:31:38,750
It's just me today.
Is that all right?

378
00:31:40,166 --> 00:31:41,375
- Yeah, of course it is.
- Good.

379
00:31:41,875 --> 00:31:42,958
There's so much
I want to know.

380
00:31:43,041 --> 00:31:44,041
I want to hear everything.

381
00:31:44,125 --> 00:31:45,208
Right, go on.
Upstairs, get changed.

382
00:31:45,750 --> 00:31:47,583
My goodness.
This is so exciting.

383
00:32:16,416 --> 00:32:18,583
{\an8}(CHUCKLES)

384
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,125
(SNICKERS)

385
00:32:45,333 --> 00:32:47,166
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)

386
00:32:50,958 --> 00:32:52,000
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)

387
00:32:53,125 --> 00:32:55,166
(BOTH CHUCKLING)

388
00:32:55,250 --> 00:32:56,875
MUM: Suppose nothing's gonna
fit you anymore, is it?

389
00:32:56,958 --> 00:32:57,958
- Nope.
- (MUM CHUCKLES)

390
00:32:58,041 --> 00:33:00,125
Yeah. Well, I brought you some
of your dad's things instead.

391
00:33:00,583 --> 00:33:01,625
- Okay.
- (CLICKS TONGUE) Oh, Look.

392
00:33:01,708 --> 00:33:02,791
Come on,
take these off as well

393
00:33:02,875 --> 00:33:04,166
and I'll put them in
to dry with the rest.

394
00:33:05,166 --> 00:33:06,625
- Uh...
- (MUM SIGHS)

395
00:33:06,708 --> 00:33:08,166
Oh, will you
take them off, Adam?

396
00:33:09,875 --> 00:33:10,875
Honestly.

397
00:33:12,250 --> 00:33:13,375
(CHUCKLES)

398
00:33:18,083 --> 00:33:19,125
God, look at you.

399
00:33:20,083 --> 00:33:21,083
What?

400
00:33:26,625 --> 00:33:27,916
You were just a boy.

401
00:33:30,750 --> 00:33:31,833
And now you're not.

402
00:33:34,083 --> 00:33:35,083
No.

403
00:33:37,166 --> 00:33:39,416
You look totally different,
but it's still you.

404
00:33:45,458 --> 00:33:46,708
Well, I thought
you'd be hairier.

405
00:33:47,375 --> 00:33:48,916
- Like your dad.
- (CHUCKLES)

406
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:50,125
Okay, sorry.

407
00:33:50,833 --> 00:33:51,875
(MUM CHUCKLES)

408
00:33:52,833 --> 00:33:54,333
I like a hairy chest, myself.

409
00:33:54,708 --> 00:33:56,333
ADAM: (CHUCKLES) Okay.

410
00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:01,958
Christ, you know
who you remind me of?

411
00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:03,833
Uh, who?

412
00:34:05,833 --> 00:34:07,416
You look just like my dad.

413
00:34:08,708 --> 00:34:09,708
Really?

414
00:34:10,083 --> 00:34:11,083
MUM: Hmm.

415
00:34:12,041 --> 00:34:14,000
How I remember him anyway,
when I was a little girl.

416
00:34:15,583 --> 00:34:17,000
God, isn't that mad?

417
00:34:18,791 --> 00:34:21,291
It's like seeing you both at
exactly the same time.

418
00:34:25,041 --> 00:34:26,041
(TIMER DINGS)

419
00:34:26,125 --> 00:34:27,125
(GASPS) Oh.

420
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:29,000
I've made your favorite.

421
00:34:29,083 --> 00:34:30,125
Well, I hope
it's still your favorite.

422
00:34:31,083 --> 00:34:32,250
I'll just go
and pop the kettle on,

423
00:34:32,333 --> 00:34:34,041
and then
you can tell me everything.

424
00:34:40,666 --> 00:34:42,666
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)

425
00:35:03,833 --> 00:35:05,000
Delicious.

426
00:35:05,083 --> 00:35:06,166
MUM: Good.

427
00:35:06,250 --> 00:35:07,625
Now, your dad
told me not to ask,

428
00:35:07,708 --> 00:35:08,791
and I don't see
a wedding ring,

429
00:35:08,875 --> 00:35:10,291
so I'm presuming
you're not married,

430
00:35:10,375 --> 00:35:11,625
but have you got a girlfriend?

431
00:35:13,500 --> 00:35:14,500
Hmm?

432
00:35:15,291 --> 00:35:16,583
I'm picturing her
with brown hair,

433
00:35:16,666 --> 00:35:17,666
not too skinny.

434
00:35:17,750 --> 00:35:19,000
Smart, obviously.

435
00:35:24,291 --> 00:35:25,291
Well?

436
00:35:27,750 --> 00:35:28,750
Well, what?

437
00:35:29,458 --> 00:35:30,458
MUM: Do you?

438
00:35:33,750 --> 00:35:35,083
I don't have a girlfriend. No.

439
00:35:38,166 --> 00:35:39,166
That's a shame.

440
00:35:49,458 --> 00:35:51,708
I don't have a girlfriend
because I'm not into girls,

441
00:35:51,791 --> 00:35:53,041
(CLEARS THROAT) into women.

442
00:35:53,541 --> 00:35:54,541
What'd you mean?

443
00:35:55,666 --> 00:35:56,666
I mean...

444
00:35:59,333 --> 00:36:01,125
I'm gay. (CHUCKLES)

445
00:36:02,333 --> 00:36:03,666
As in homosexual?

446
00:36:03,750 --> 00:36:05,583
As in that, yeah.

447
00:36:06,333 --> 00:36:07,416
- Really?
- Yeah.

448
00:36:08,625 --> 00:36:09,625
Since when?

449
00:36:10,333 --> 00:36:11,958
Uh, since a long time.

450
00:36:12,541 --> 00:36:13,541
How long?

451
00:36:14,833 --> 00:36:15,833
Forever.

452
00:36:16,375 --> 00:36:17,958
You don't look gay.

453
00:36:19,500 --> 00:36:21,125
Well, I'm not sure
what that means.

454
00:36:21,666 --> 00:36:23,500
It means what it means.
You know what it means.

455
00:36:28,958 --> 00:36:29,958
(ADAM CHUCKLES)

456
00:36:30,458 --> 00:36:32,041
Well, bet you're glad

457
00:36:32,125 --> 00:36:33,375
you don't know
the neighbors now.

458
00:36:34,666 --> 00:36:36,791
Hmm. I must admit
I'm a bit surprised.

459
00:36:38,541 --> 00:36:40,208
Not really sure
what I feel about it.

460
00:36:41,083 --> 00:36:43,750
What, you didn't, didn't think
it would be a possibility?

461
00:36:43,833 --> 00:36:44,916
No, of course not.

462
00:36:45,875 --> 00:36:47,375
What parent wants to think
that about their child?

463
00:36:47,458 --> 00:36:48,666
No parent that I know.

464
00:36:54,333 --> 00:36:55,750
Well, I'm very okay
with it, so.

465
00:36:56,958 --> 00:36:58,583
But aren't people nasty
to you?

466
00:36:58,666 --> 00:37:00,458
Um, no, no.

467
00:37:00,541 --> 00:37:01,875
No, things are different now.

468
00:37:02,541 --> 00:37:03,583
What, so they aren't nasty?

469
00:37:04,083 --> 00:37:05,666
Not out loud, anyway.

470
00:37:06,666 --> 00:37:08,166
Well, does everybody know?

471
00:37:08,416 --> 00:37:09,708
I mean, are you open
about it? I mean...

472
00:37:10,416 --> 00:37:12,291
I don't know, down
the High Street at WHSmith's?

473
00:37:12,875 --> 00:37:14,875
Well, it depends on the,
on the street.

474
00:37:15,791 --> 00:37:18,083
Yeah. Everybody knows,
everyone's fine.

475
00:37:20,208 --> 00:37:22,000
Well, don't you want
to get married and have kids?

476
00:37:22,500 --> 00:37:23,916
I can have kids.

477
00:37:24,000 --> 00:37:26,000
Men can marry. Women, too.

478
00:37:27,708 --> 00:37:29,250
What, to each other?

479
00:37:29,916 --> 00:37:31,708
- Yeah.
- Why?

480
00:37:32,458 --> 00:37:33,541
What do you mean "why"?

481
00:37:33,625 --> 00:37:36,083
Well, isn't that like having
your cake and eating it?

482
00:37:40,625 --> 00:37:42,041
So, do you want to get married
and have kids?

483
00:37:42,708 --> 00:37:44,500
I don't know.
It wasn't a possibility

484
00:37:44,583 --> 00:37:45,583
for such a long time.

485
00:37:45,666 --> 00:37:46,791
So, I didn't think
it was worth the effort

486
00:37:46,875 --> 00:37:48,625
of wanting to get married
and have kids.

487
00:37:50,041 --> 00:37:51,166
(CHUCKLES)

488
00:37:53,708 --> 00:37:54,708
MUM: Huh.

489
00:37:55,375 --> 00:37:57,416
Oh. (MUMBLES)

490
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:05,916
(WATER RUNNING)

491
00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:07,791
- You okay?
- Hmm, I'm fine.

492
00:38:09,666 --> 00:38:10,666
Sure?

493
00:38:13,250 --> 00:38:15,041
(EXHALES) I suppose I never
did know what was going on

494
00:38:15,125 --> 00:38:16,416
in that odd little head
of yours.

495
00:38:20,041 --> 00:38:21,875
You were always running away.
Do you remember?

496
00:38:23,833 --> 00:38:24,833
Yeah.

497
00:38:24,916 --> 00:38:26,583
MUM: There was that time

498
00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:27,958
that you got as far
as the train station,

499
00:38:28,041 --> 00:38:29,416
but then you'd lost your money

500
00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:30,541
and so you couldn't buy
a ticket.

501
00:38:30,625 --> 00:38:31,875
Do you remember that?

502
00:38:31,958 --> 00:38:34,416
ADAM: Yes, it was
Granny's five-pound note.

503
00:38:34,500 --> 00:38:35,625
Yeah, that was it.

504
00:38:37,875 --> 00:38:39,208
Where were you hoping to go?

505
00:38:43,041 --> 00:38:44,041
Don't know.

506
00:38:46,500 --> 00:38:48,708
London, I guess.

507
00:38:50,500 --> 00:38:51,500
MUM: London?

508
00:38:53,250 --> 00:38:54,250
God.

509
00:38:56,458 --> 00:38:58,041
Oh, there was that time
that you got as far as

510
00:38:58,125 --> 00:39:00,708
the bottom of the garden,
but then you cut your thumb

511
00:39:00,791 --> 00:39:02,833
on an old milk bottle
and you came running back up

512
00:39:02,916 --> 00:39:04,666
all sheepish with blood
all over your shirt,

513
00:39:04,750 --> 00:39:05,958
and you were banging
and banging

514
00:39:06,041 --> 00:39:07,791
- on that window to be let in.
- Yeah.

515
00:39:08,500 --> 00:39:09,500
There it is.

516
00:39:10,916 --> 00:39:11,916
Just.

517
00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:13,750
(ADAM SNIFFLES) Hmm.

518
00:39:15,791 --> 00:39:17,916
They say it's a very lonely
kind of life.

519
00:39:18,708 --> 00:39:20,708
(TENSE MUSIC PLAYING)

520
00:39:21,583 --> 00:39:23,708
They don't actually
say that anymore.

521
00:39:25,666 --> 00:39:26,791
MUM: So, you're not lonely?

522
00:39:30,791 --> 00:39:32,416
If I am, it's not because
I'm gay.

523
00:39:34,291 --> 00:39:35,291
Not really.

524
00:39:37,416 --> 00:39:38,416
Not really.

525
00:39:46,625 --> 00:39:49,125
Oh, God. And what about
this awful, ghastly disease?

526
00:39:49,208 --> 00:39:51,375
I've seen the adverts on the,
on the news, and the,

527
00:39:51,458 --> 00:39:52,458
and with the gravestone.

528
00:39:52,541 --> 00:39:53,583
Should I be worried
about that?

529
00:39:53,666 --> 00:39:55,375
No. Jesus.

530
00:39:59,541 --> 00:40:00,833
Everything's different now.

531
00:40:05,375 --> 00:40:06,625
Everything's different.

532
00:40:10,750 --> 00:40:12,083
Well, I guess
I wouldn't know about that.

533
00:40:22,875 --> 00:40:24,125
Your clothes will be dry now.

534
00:40:26,916 --> 00:40:28,333
You should take these
flapjacks with you,

535
00:40:28,416 --> 00:40:29,708
if you want.
I won't be eating them.

536
00:40:34,750 --> 00:40:36,916
(TRAIN WHOOSHING)

537
00:40:45,333 --> 00:40:47,333
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)

538
00:40:55,375 --> 00:40:56,458
(ADAM GRUNTS)

539
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:06,000
(SHOES THUDDING ON FLOOR)

540
00:41:08,083 --> 00:41:09,833
(ELEVATOR DINGS)

541
00:41:11,083 --> 00:41:13,083
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)

542
00:41:13,958 --> 00:41:14,958
What's wrong?

543
00:41:15,583 --> 00:41:17,250
(ELEVATOR DINGS)

544
00:41:17,333 --> 00:41:18,333
I'm okay.

545
00:41:20,458 --> 00:41:21,958
I just got a bit of a chill.

546
00:41:23,375 --> 00:41:25,625
Hey, you're hot.

547
00:41:25,708 --> 00:41:26,708
Yeah.

548
00:41:27,583 --> 00:41:29,041
I was just, I was just...

549
00:41:29,666 --> 00:41:30,916
I just got caught in the rain.

550
00:41:31,458 --> 00:41:32,458
Okay.

551
00:41:32,541 --> 00:41:35,000
Well, why don't I run you
a hot bath?

552
00:41:35,541 --> 00:41:36,875
My nan says
there's literally nothing

553
00:41:36,958 --> 00:41:38,083
a hot bath couldn't solve.

554
00:41:38,166 --> 00:41:39,416
I don't really like baths.

555
00:41:39,500 --> 00:41:41,875
Fuck off.
Who doesn't like baths?

556
00:41:42,583 --> 00:41:43,750
(WATER RUNNING)

557
00:41:43,833 --> 00:41:45,333
You don't need to be shy
around me.

558
00:41:46,666 --> 00:41:48,666
Yes, that's easier said
than done.

559
00:41:48,750 --> 00:41:49,750
(HARRY CHUCKLES)

560
00:41:58,666 --> 00:42:00,041
Would you like me
to close my eyes?

561
00:42:00,125 --> 00:42:01,833
- Yes, please.
- Okay. (CHUCKLES)

562
00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:05,000
Better?

563
00:42:08,041 --> 00:42:09,375
- Yeah.
- HARRY: Hmm.

564
00:42:11,625 --> 00:42:13,625
HARRY: Been thinking
about you all week, today.

565
00:42:14,583 --> 00:42:15,583
ADAM: Hmm.

566
00:42:16,375 --> 00:42:17,416
HARRY: Was thinking about

567
00:42:17,500 --> 00:42:19,458
watching crappy TV with you
on a Friday night.

568
00:42:23,083 --> 00:42:24,958
HARRY: Eating take-away
on your sofa.

569
00:42:27,250 --> 00:42:29,208
Watching all the episodes
of <i>Top of the Pops</i>

570
00:42:29,291 --> 00:42:30,875
from before I was born.

571
00:42:30,958 --> 00:42:32,625
(BOTH CHUCKLING)

572
00:42:34,250 --> 00:42:36,958
HARRY: Yeah. I thought
about something else, too.

573
00:42:39,500 --> 00:42:40,833
Thought about fucking you.

574
00:42:42,833 --> 00:42:44,041
- Yeah?
- HARRY: Yeah.

575
00:42:45,125 --> 00:42:47,333
Or you fuck me.
I don't really care which.

576
00:42:49,208 --> 00:42:50,208
Are you into that?

577
00:42:54,500 --> 00:42:55,500
Yeah.

578
00:42:56,125 --> 00:42:57,125
It's okay if you're not.

579
00:42:57,208 --> 00:42:58,208
We all don't need
to be into fucking.

580
00:42:58,708 --> 00:43:00,500
Well, I wasn't
for the longest time,

581
00:43:01,125 --> 00:43:02,208
for obvious reasons.

582
00:43:03,625 --> 00:43:04,916
HARRY: Obvious reasons?

583
00:43:06,333 --> 00:43:09,916
I thought that
if I fucked anybody, I'd die.

584
00:43:12,833 --> 00:43:15,875
It's probably pretty difficult
for you to imagine, isn't it?

585
00:43:16,666 --> 00:43:17,666
HARRY: A little.

586
00:43:21,541 --> 00:43:23,541
(HARRY MOANING)

587
00:43:33,541 --> 00:43:36,708
(MOANING)

588
00:43:43,458 --> 00:43:44,750
ADAM: Yeah. Come on.

589
00:43:45,833 --> 00:43:47,833
(GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING)

590
00:43:59,708 --> 00:44:01,833
You said the other day
you don't see your dad much.

591
00:44:03,375 --> 00:44:04,375
Yeah.

592
00:44:07,500 --> 00:44:08,500
What about your mum?

593
00:44:09,458 --> 00:44:10,458
Yeah, same.

594
00:44:12,541 --> 00:44:13,541
How come?

595
00:44:15,291 --> 00:44:16,541
They know you're queer?

596
00:44:16,625 --> 00:44:17,833
Yeah, course.

597
00:44:20,625 --> 00:44:22,625
- ADAM: Are they okay with it?
- Yeah.

598
00:44:24,000 --> 00:44:25,000
They're okay.

599
00:44:25,833 --> 00:44:27,208
I mean,
they're really old school.

600
00:44:28,416 --> 00:44:31,000
Probably less okay
than everyone's meant to be.

601
00:44:32,333 --> 00:44:34,625
Yeah. But they got used to it,
sort of, it's just,

602
00:44:35,625 --> 00:44:37,000
they don't say too much.

603
00:44:40,291 --> 00:44:41,875
You could say that I have

604
00:44:43,916 --> 00:44:45,833
drifted to the edge.

605
00:44:47,625 --> 00:44:49,416
Or right up to the edge, almost.

606
00:44:50,166 --> 00:44:51,208
Over the edge.

607
00:44:55,541 --> 00:44:56,583
What's that mean?

608
00:44:56,666 --> 00:44:58,208
I'm edge of the family.

609
00:45:00,500 --> 00:45:01,833
My sister and her kids,

610
00:45:01,916 --> 00:45:04,583
and my older brother
who just got married,

611
00:45:06,083 --> 00:45:10,250
they've all, they got
this spot in the center.

612
00:45:13,250 --> 00:45:14,250
But it's okay.

613
00:45:17,916 --> 00:45:18,958
ADAM: Why is it okay?

614
00:45:21,791 --> 00:45:23,375
Because,

615
00:45:25,041 --> 00:45:26,750
I don't go home much.

616
00:45:30,875 --> 00:45:32,041
Does that make you sad?

617
00:45:35,041 --> 00:45:38,625
Um. No, I think
it's just inevitable, really.

618
00:45:42,666 --> 00:45:43,666
Why?

619
00:45:45,708 --> 00:45:46,958
(CHUCKLING)

620
00:45:48,250 --> 00:45:50,500
Um... (INHALES)

621
00:45:56,500 --> 00:45:59,000
I've always felt like
a stranger in my own family.

622
00:45:59,083 --> 00:46:00,083
And then,

623
00:46:01,625 --> 00:46:03,291
coming out just puts a name

624
00:46:03,375 --> 00:46:05,291
to that difference
that's always been there.

625
00:46:10,291 --> 00:46:11,333
So, in the end,

626
00:46:12,541 --> 00:46:14,125
it's not really
anyone's fault.

627
00:46:28,500 --> 00:46:29,583
Hmm. What's wrong?

628
00:46:35,375 --> 00:46:36,416
It's funny.

629
00:46:39,875 --> 00:46:42,000
Things are better now.
Course they are,

630
00:46:47,333 --> 00:46:50,541
but doesn't take much to make
you feel the way you felt,

631
00:46:53,083 --> 00:46:55,375
back there again,
skin all raw.

632
00:47:04,666 --> 00:47:05,750
Am I still hot?

633
00:47:09,791 --> 00:47:10,791
HARRY: Just a little.

634
00:47:29,958 --> 00:47:31,000
You wanna stay the night?

635
00:47:33,208 --> 00:47:34,250
(HARRY CHUCKLES)

636
00:47:39,083 --> 00:47:41,083
(TREES RUSTLING)

637
00:48:00,833 --> 00:48:01,833
(INAUDIBLE CONVERSATION)

638
00:48:15,166 --> 00:48:16,583
(DOORBELL RINGING)

639
00:48:17,916 --> 00:48:19,125
DAD: Sure she won't be long.

640
00:48:20,500 --> 00:48:21,500
It's okay.

641
00:48:22,541 --> 00:48:23,750
Just wanted to talk to her.

642
00:48:24,291 --> 00:48:25,291
Yeah, I know you do.

643
00:48:27,791 --> 00:48:29,125
This was
your granddad's favorite.

644
00:48:30,583 --> 00:48:32,291
I never really liked it much
at the time,

645
00:48:33,625 --> 00:48:34,666
but it's grown on me.

646
00:48:36,791 --> 00:48:38,166
If you wanna see your mum
really lose her shit,

647
00:48:38,250 --> 00:48:39,541
go ahead and break
that bloody thing.

648
00:48:40,250 --> 00:48:42,250
<i>(I DON'T WANT TO SET
THE WORLD ON FIRE</i> PLAYING)

649
00:48:43,291 --> 00:48:44,541
Come on then, lad.
Sit yourself down.

650
00:48:45,041 --> 00:48:47,250
MAN: (SINGING) <i>I don't want</i>

651
00:48:47,333 --> 00:48:52,041
<i>To set the world on fire</i>

652
00:48:54,708 --> 00:48:57,333
<i>I just want to start...</i>

653
00:48:57,416 --> 00:48:58,416
Well, she told you then?

654
00:49:00,750 --> 00:49:01,958
Was scared
you wouldn't come back.

655
00:49:04,375 --> 00:49:05,416
But you know
what your mum's like.

656
00:49:05,500 --> 00:49:08,500
You know, don't be, don't be
too disappointed in her.

657
00:49:08,583 --> 00:49:09,583
No, I'm not.

658
00:49:09,666 --> 00:49:10,833
Yeah, she just needs

659
00:49:10,916 --> 00:49:11,916
to rearrange
some things in her head,

660
00:49:12,000 --> 00:49:13,708
and all the stories
that she's built up.

661
00:49:14,791 --> 00:49:17,250
Yeah. She'll soon realize
it's not actually about her.

662
00:49:23,333 --> 00:49:24,333
What about you?

663
00:49:26,541 --> 00:49:27,541
What about me?

664
00:49:28,083 --> 00:49:29,083
What do you think?

665
00:49:31,291 --> 00:49:34,083
Well, I mean,
it was hardly a shock.

666
00:49:36,500 --> 00:49:37,916
I always knew
you were a bit tutti-frutti.

667
00:49:38,416 --> 00:49:40,041
Couldn't throw a ball
for shit,

668
00:49:40,125 --> 00:49:41,833
no matter how many times
I tried to teach you.

669
00:49:41,916 --> 00:49:43,208
- Jesus.
- Couldn't for shit.

670
00:49:43,291 --> 00:49:44,375
Couldn't do it.

671
00:49:44,458 --> 00:49:46,041
You make me sound
like a horrible cliché.

672
00:49:46,375 --> 00:49:47,375
Well, can you throw a ball?

673
00:49:47,458 --> 00:49:48,875
- Not at all.
- Well, there you go.

674
00:49:48,958 --> 00:49:50,250
(ADAM CHUCKLES)

675
00:49:50,333 --> 00:49:51,333
(DAD CHUCKLES)

676
00:49:51,791 --> 00:49:55,958
<i>To set the world on fire...</i>

677
00:49:59,291 --> 00:50:00,583
Would you have liked me
to have known?

678
00:50:02,416 --> 00:50:03,416
I don't know.

679
00:50:04,666 --> 00:50:06,708
I would hear you crying
in your room after school.

680
00:50:09,416 --> 00:50:10,625
Did the boys bully you, then?

681
00:50:13,416 --> 00:50:14,458
Not just the boys.

682
00:50:15,625 --> 00:50:16,666
What would they do?

683
00:50:18,625 --> 00:50:20,458
Oh, call me a girl,

684
00:50:22,250 --> 00:50:24,083
ignore me,
refuse to play with me,

685
00:50:24,166 --> 00:50:25,833
stick my head down the toilet,

686
00:50:26,708 --> 00:50:28,208
flick drawing pins in my face.

687
00:50:28,291 --> 00:50:29,541
Christ's sake.

688
00:50:31,208 --> 00:50:33,916
Yeah. Well, you know,

689
00:50:35,791 --> 00:50:37,166
kids are little cunts,
aren't they?

690
00:50:37,791 --> 00:50:38,833
(CLEARS THROAT)

691
00:50:41,833 --> 00:50:44,333
<i>And that one desire is you</i>

692
00:50:45,416 --> 00:50:46,791
<i>And I know...</i>

693
00:50:46,875 --> 00:50:47,958
So, why didn't you
come into my room

694
00:50:48,041 --> 00:50:49,041
if you heard me crying?

695
00:50:50,458 --> 00:50:52,333
Why didn't you tell me
what was happening at school?

696
00:50:54,166 --> 00:50:55,875
You know, you answer me first.

697
00:50:57,000 --> 00:50:58,000
Be honest.

698
00:51:00,958 --> 00:51:02,250
I just didn't want to think
of you as the kind of boy

699
00:51:02,333 --> 00:51:03,708
that the other lads
would pick on.

700
00:51:03,791 --> 00:51:05,916
And I knew that
if I was at your school,

701
00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:07,250
I'd probably
have picked on you too.

702
00:51:10,208 --> 00:51:12,958
Yeah, I think I always
probably thought that, anyway.

703
00:51:16,000 --> 00:51:17,000
Probably why I didn't tell you

704
00:51:17,083 --> 00:51:18,458
what was happening to me
at school.

705
00:51:18,541 --> 00:51:20,916
<i>Set the world on...</i>

706
00:51:21,000 --> 00:51:22,125
Well...

707
00:51:22,916 --> 00:51:24,333
<i>Fire</i>

708
00:51:25,083 --> 00:51:26,083
(DAD EXHALES)

709
00:51:26,166 --> 00:51:30,666
<i>I just want to start</i>

710
00:51:30,750 --> 00:51:31,750
<i>A flame...</i>

711
00:51:31,833 --> 00:51:33,625
- (MUSIC STOPS)
- You know, when she told me,

712
00:51:35,333 --> 00:51:37,833
it did make me think about all
the jokes that we make,

713
00:51:40,875 --> 00:51:42,000
and, you know,
we did impressions

714
00:51:42,083 --> 00:51:43,083
of your English teacher,

715
00:51:43,166 --> 00:51:45,083
when he went around
with his limp wrist.

716
00:51:45,166 --> 00:51:46,250
(CHUCKLES)

717
00:51:47,250 --> 00:51:48,750
You told me
not to cross my legs,

718
00:51:49,250 --> 00:51:51,166
like a woman over,
and over, and over again.

719
00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:57,000
Did I?

720
00:52:00,125 --> 00:52:01,166
ADAM: Yeah, I still...

721
00:52:01,833 --> 00:52:04,250
Still think about it
every time I cross my legs.

722
00:52:13,333 --> 00:52:14,916
I have good memories, too.

723
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:16,458
DAD: Yeah, I hope so. Fuck.

724
00:52:17,041 --> 00:52:19,250
I hope so.
I hope you did. (CHUCKLES)

725
00:52:22,041 --> 00:52:24,250
Remember you used
to love decorating the tree.

726
00:52:25,333 --> 00:52:27,041
(DAD CHUCKLES)

727
00:52:27,125 --> 00:52:28,125
That's...

728
00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:31,291
ADAM: You were crazy
for it, every year.

729
00:52:32,416 --> 00:52:34,250
And you'd always let me, um,

730
00:52:34,791 --> 00:52:36,000
put the fairy
on top of the tree.

731
00:52:36,083 --> 00:52:37,458
The fairy. I did.

732
00:52:37,541 --> 00:52:39,541
(CLOCK TICKING)

733
00:52:50,791 --> 00:52:52,791
(DAD SOBS)

734
00:52:57,250 --> 00:52:58,250
I'm sorry I never came
in your room

735
00:52:58,333 --> 00:52:59,375
when you were crying.

736
00:53:00,291 --> 00:53:01,291
No, really, it's okay.

737
00:53:01,375 --> 00:53:02,916
DAD: No, it's not okay,
though, really, is it?

738
00:53:03,000 --> 00:53:04,708
- It's not.
- Dad. Dad, I get it.

739
00:53:04,791 --> 00:53:05,833
It was, it was so long...

740
00:53:05,916 --> 00:53:07,083
(SOBBING)

741
00:53:07,166 --> 00:53:09,833
(VOICE BREAKS) It was
so long ago. Stop!

742
00:53:11,833 --> 00:53:12,833
(SOBS)

743
00:53:21,458 --> 00:53:22,541
Can I hug you now?

744
00:53:24,166 --> 00:53:25,541
Yeah, please.

745
00:53:28,166 --> 00:53:29,166
(SNIFFLES)

746
00:53:34,458 --> 00:53:35,458
(SNIFFLING)

747
00:53:36,375 --> 00:53:37,500
DAD: You're all right, son.

748
00:53:38,416 --> 00:53:39,833
You're all right.

749
00:53:43,416 --> 00:53:45,416
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)

750
00:54:07,166 --> 00:54:08,166
(HARRY CHUCKLES)

751
00:54:11,083 --> 00:54:12,083
ADAM: <i>After this,</i>

752
00:54:14,916 --> 00:54:16,000
<i>I wanna go out.</i>

753
00:54:17,833 --> 00:54:18,833
<i>You,</i>

754
00:54:19,500 --> 00:54:21,750
<i>- and me...</i>
- (HARRY MOANING)

755
00:54:21,833 --> 00:54:23,625
- ADAM: <i>...together...</i>
- (HARRY CHUCKLING)

756
00:54:24,625 --> 00:54:25,708
ADAM: <i>...into the world.</i>

757
00:54:25,791 --> 00:54:27,791
<i>(I WANT A DOG</i> BY PET SHOP BOYS
PLAYING ON SPEAKERS)

758
00:54:27,875 --> 00:54:29,333
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)

759
00:54:29,416 --> 00:54:33,583
MAN: (SINGING) <i>My dog
will bark at any passers-by</i>

760
00:54:36,791 --> 00:54:42,583
<i>Oh, you can get lonely</i>

761
00:54:44,958 --> 00:54:45,958
<i>I want a dog...</i>

762
00:54:46,041 --> 00:54:49,208
- What do you want to drink?
- Uh... A pint.

763
00:54:51,250 --> 00:54:52,416
Thank you.

764
00:54:56,541 --> 00:54:57,875
Sorry.

765
00:54:59,625 --> 00:55:00,833
Whoops, sorry.

766
00:55:03,166 --> 00:55:04,166
Sorry.

767
00:55:10,791 --> 00:55:12,625
Ah fuck.
I've missed this feeling.

768
00:55:13,041 --> 00:55:14,041
I can't hear ya.

769
00:55:14,916 --> 00:55:15,916
Do you dance?

770
00:55:16,458 --> 00:55:17,750
If I'm wasted enough.

771
00:55:18,500 --> 00:55:20,041
Then let's get wasted enough.

772
00:55:20,166 --> 00:55:22,166
(DANCE MUSIC PLAYING)

773
00:55:25,541 --> 00:55:27,083
C'mon.

774
00:56:00,250 --> 00:56:01,250
HARRY: Yeah.

775
00:56:01,750 --> 00:56:02,750
ADAM: Where'd you get this?

776
00:56:02,833 --> 00:56:04,000
HARRY: Found it in my wallet.

777
00:56:04,916 --> 00:56:06,041
Fuck knows
how long it's been there.

778
00:56:06,125 --> 00:56:07,375
(SNIFFS)

779
00:56:13,541 --> 00:56:14,750
(ADAM SNIFFS)

780
00:56:15,875 --> 00:56:16,958
I think that's ketamine.

781
00:56:18,333 --> 00:56:19,541
- Really?
- Mmm-hmm.

782
00:56:19,625 --> 00:56:20,750
Have you done it before?

783
00:56:21,208 --> 00:56:22,208
No.

784
00:56:23,333 --> 00:56:25,541
- Will you look after me?
- I'll do my best.

785
00:56:25,625 --> 00:56:27,375
- Okay. That'll have to do.
- Okay.

786
00:56:28,625 --> 00:56:30,625
<i>(DEATH OF A PARTY</i> BY BLUR
PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS)

787
00:56:51,875 --> 00:56:54,833
MAN: (SINGING)
<i>The death of the party</i>

788
00:56:57,833 --> 00:57:00,375
<i>Came as no surprise</i>

789
00:57:03,541 --> 00:57:07,208
<i>Why did we bother</i>

790
00:57:09,625 --> 00:57:11,708
<i>Should have stayed away</i>

791
00:57:14,041 --> 00:57:17,208
<i>Another night</i>

792
00:57:18,625 --> 00:57:21,916
<i>And I thought well well</i>

793
00:57:25,333 --> 00:57:29,708
<i>Go to another party</i>

794
00:57:30,458 --> 00:57:33,166
<i>And hang myself</i>

795
00:57:34,958 --> 00:57:38,833
<i>Gently on the shelf</i>

796
00:57:38,916 --> 00:57:40,791
(INAUDIBLE CONVERSATION)

797
00:58:05,291 --> 00:58:09,041
<i>Another night</i>

798
00:58:10,041 --> 00:58:13,541
<i>And I thought well well</i>

799
00:58:16,791 --> 00:58:21,000
<i>Go to another party</i>

800
00:58:21,875 --> 00:58:24,625
<i>And hang myself</i>

801
00:58:26,416 --> 00:58:31,375
<i>Gently on the shelf</i>

802
00:59:08,291 --> 00:59:11,208
<i>Another party</i>

803
00:59:12,666 --> 00:59:16,291
<i>And I thought well well</i>

804
00:59:19,958 --> 00:59:22,958
<i>Go to another party</i>

805
00:59:24,625 --> 00:59:27,041
<i>And hang myself</i>

806
00:59:51,125 --> 00:59:54,125
- (MUSIC GOES OFF TUNE)
- (TEMPO DROPS)

807
00:59:56,833 --> 00:59:58,708
(SCREAMING)

808
00:59:58,791 --> 01:00:00,458
(MUSIC FADES OUT)

809
01:00:24,416 --> 01:00:26,416
(MAN ON TV
SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)

810
01:00:28,125 --> 01:00:29,750
MAN: (ON TV)
<i>...for the next 30 minutes,</i>

811
01:00:29,833 --> 01:00:31,333
<i>some surely good tunes
coming your way.</i>

812
01:00:31,500 --> 01:00:34,333
<i>Like down here, we have</i>

813
01:00:34,416 --> 01:00:37,041
<i>at number four,
The Pet Shop Boys</i>

814
01:00:37,125 --> 01:00:39,375
<i>and</i> You Were
Always on My Mind.

815
01:00:41,625 --> 01:00:43,625
<i>(ALWAYS ON MY MIND</i> BY PET SHOP
BOYS PLAYING ON TV)

816
01:00:43,708 --> 01:00:45,708
(FIRE CRACKLING)

817
01:00:48,375 --> 01:00:49,375
- (DAD GRUNTS)
- MUM: Adam.

818
01:00:50,291 --> 01:00:51,375
What's wrong?

819
01:00:53,791 --> 01:00:55,083
Oh, you're really hot.

820
01:00:55,541 --> 01:00:56,625
No, he's really hot.

821
01:00:57,291 --> 01:00:58,291
What?

822
01:01:01,250 --> 01:01:02,833
Now, here you go.

823
01:01:03,916 --> 01:01:04,958
Come on.

824
01:01:07,250 --> 01:01:08,833
Squeeze in,
squeeze in, squeeze in.

825
01:01:11,291 --> 01:01:14,458
MAN: (SINGING) <i>Little things
I should have said and done</i>

826
01:01:15,041 --> 01:01:18,041
<i>I never took the time</i>

827
01:01:18,666 --> 01:01:21,125
<i>You were always on my mind</i>

828
01:01:22,375 --> 01:01:25,666
<i>You were always on my mind</i>

829
01:01:26,500 --> 01:01:29,000
(SINGING)
<i>Maybe I didn't hold you</i>

830
01:01:30,208 --> 01:01:32,958
<i>All those lonely, lonely times</i>

831
01:01:33,833 --> 01:01:36,500
<i>And I guess I never told you</i>

832
01:01:37,583 --> 01:01:40,458
<i>I'm so happy that you're mine</i>

833
01:01:41,875 --> 01:01:45,375
<i>If I made you feel second best</i>

834
01:01:45,541 --> 01:01:48,833
<i>I'm so sorry I was blind</i>

835
01:01:49,541 --> 01:01:53,208
<i>You were always on my mind</i>

836
01:01:53,291 --> 01:01:56,583
<i>You were always on my mind</i>

837
01:01:56,666 --> 01:02:00,375
BOTH: (SINGING) <i>Tell me</i>

838
01:02:00,458 --> 01:02:04,291
<i>Tell me that your sweet love
hasn't died</i>

839
01:02:04,375 --> 01:02:08,000
<i>Give me</i>

840
01:02:08,083 --> 01:02:11,750
<i>One more chance
to keep you satisfied</i>

841
01:02:11,833 --> 01:02:13,875
<i>Satisfied</i>

842
01:02:13,958 --> 01:02:15,958
(DAD VOCALIZING)

843
01:02:22,583 --> 01:02:23,666
Okay, get together.

844
01:02:23,750 --> 01:02:25,833
Yeah. Yeah. Are you ready?
I'm gonna press it.

845
01:02:26,666 --> 01:02:27,708
Okay, it's going.

846
01:02:28,458 --> 01:02:30,333
All right, we have to be quick
'cause it goes off in a sec.

847
01:02:32,000 --> 01:02:33,208
It's about 10 seconds.

848
01:02:33,291 --> 01:02:34,833
- Merry Christmas.
- Merry Christmas.

849
01:02:35,625 --> 01:02:36,625
- Here we go!
- Merry Christmas. (CHUCKLES)

850
01:02:36,708 --> 01:02:37,708
- Merry Christmas!
- Go...

851
01:02:39,125 --> 01:02:41,833
MAN: (SINGING) <i>You were
always on my mind</i>

852
01:02:42,625 --> 01:02:45,458
<i>Tell me</i>

853
01:02:46,208 --> 01:02:48,208
(MUSIC SLOWS DOWN,
GOES OFF TUNE)

854
01:02:53,500 --> 01:02:54,625
Is this real?

855
01:02:56,791 --> 01:02:58,000
MUM: Does it feel real?

856
01:02:59,791 --> 01:03:00,916
Yeah.

857
01:03:01,916 --> 01:03:03,000
There you go, then.

858
01:03:05,583 --> 01:03:06,666
ADAM: For how long, though?

859
01:03:07,666 --> 01:03:08,833
I can't answer that.

860
01:03:12,708 --> 01:03:15,208
I suppose we don't get
to decide when it's over.

861
01:03:22,041 --> 01:03:23,458
ADAM: You're not
going out now, are you?

862
01:03:24,375 --> 01:03:25,625
MUM: (ECHOES)
Where would we go?

863
01:03:26,125 --> 01:03:27,250
The Walsh's.

864
01:03:27,750 --> 01:03:28,958
MUM: The Walsh's?

865
01:03:31,375 --> 01:03:32,375
The Walsh's.

866
01:03:32,458 --> 01:03:34,583
ADAM: No, no. Wait.

867
01:03:35,083 --> 01:03:37,000
Promise me you're not
gonna go out now.

868
01:03:37,083 --> 01:03:38,083
MUM: I promise.

869
01:03:38,666 --> 01:03:40,708
We're just gonna be asleep
next door.

870
01:03:42,833 --> 01:03:44,083
<i>Promise.</i> (ECHOES)

871
01:03:45,458 --> 01:03:46,458
All right?

872
01:03:48,541 --> 01:03:49,541
Get some sleep.

873
01:03:57,208 --> 01:03:58,208
(DOOR CLOSES)

874
01:04:03,583 --> 01:04:04,708
(SIGHS)

875
01:04:07,666 --> 01:04:08,666
ADAM: No.

876
01:04:10,833 --> 01:04:11,833
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)

877
01:04:13,875 --> 01:04:14,958
MUM: What is it, sweetheart?

878
01:04:17,708 --> 01:04:18,750
I can't sleep.

879
01:04:25,833 --> 01:04:26,958
Well, do you wanna get in?

880
01:04:29,791 --> 01:04:31,541
- Can I?
- 'Course, you can.

881
01:04:34,375 --> 01:04:35,375
(DAD GRUNTS)

882
01:04:53,333 --> 01:04:54,916
Still smells the same in here.

883
01:04:58,208 --> 01:04:59,791
You'd creep in here
night after night,

884
01:04:59,875 --> 01:05:00,958
saying you couldn't sleep.

885
01:05:03,208 --> 01:05:04,750
You're always scared
of something.

886
01:05:07,541 --> 01:05:10,000
Murderers breaking in,
or rabies,

887
01:05:10,958 --> 01:05:12,125
or nuclear war.

888
01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:15,375
Do people still get rabies?

889
01:05:16,833 --> 01:05:18,791
- No.
- Oh!

890
01:05:21,583 --> 01:05:22,958
I was desperate
for you to grow up

891
01:05:23,041 --> 01:05:24,291
just so I could get
a good night's sleep.

892
01:05:24,375 --> 01:05:26,375
(CLOCK TICKING)

893
01:05:30,125 --> 01:05:31,125
Sorry.

894
01:05:32,750 --> 01:05:33,833
What are you sorry for?

895
01:05:37,000 --> 01:05:38,083
I'm the sorry one.

896
01:05:40,708 --> 01:05:42,583
I should've relished you
driving me bananas.

897
01:05:59,291 --> 01:06:00,375
Where did you go?

898
01:06:02,500 --> 01:06:03,583
You know, afterwards.

899
01:06:06,500 --> 01:06:07,583
I lived with Granny.

900
01:06:08,541 --> 01:06:09,666
She took me to Dublin.

901
01:06:10,208 --> 01:06:11,333
Yeah, I thought so.

902
01:06:13,458 --> 01:06:14,875
Why didn't you live
with his lot?

903
01:06:14,958 --> 01:06:16,375
Why didn't you live
with Granny May?

904
01:06:18,083 --> 01:06:19,750
They said
she was too heartbroken.

905
01:06:20,458 --> 01:06:21,458
About what?

906
01:06:22,625 --> 01:06:24,041
Well, she'd lost her son.

907
01:06:24,625 --> 01:06:25,875
Oh, I see.
But my mother was fine

908
01:06:25,958 --> 01:06:27,208
about losing
her only daughter?

909
01:06:27,291 --> 01:06:28,500
No, no.

910
01:06:30,291 --> 01:06:31,708
She was not fine.

911
01:06:33,000 --> 01:06:34,375
I just can't believe that she

912
01:06:34,458 --> 01:06:35,833
got to look after you
and I didn't.

913
01:06:39,708 --> 01:06:41,208
Are any of them
still around now?

914
01:06:43,541 --> 01:06:44,541
No.

915
01:06:45,166 --> 01:06:46,416
Guess they wouldn't be,
would they?

916
01:06:48,958 --> 01:06:50,958
And how did you get on
over there with Mum?

917
01:06:52,958 --> 01:06:54,916
Did you manage to fit in
better at school?

918
01:06:57,958 --> 01:06:59,041
I made sure I did.

919
01:07:06,458 --> 01:07:07,916
I hate that we weren't around

920
01:07:08,000 --> 01:07:09,458
when you needed us most, sweetheart.

921
01:07:13,000 --> 01:07:14,500
And I hate even more

922
01:07:14,583 --> 01:07:16,083
that I wasn't there
before that, not really.

923
01:07:16,166 --> 01:07:18,166
No, that's not true.

924
01:07:18,250 --> 01:07:20,541
Come on. Well, I was hardly
Mother of the Year, was I?

925
01:07:23,250 --> 01:07:24,666
But I like to think that

926
01:07:24,750 --> 01:07:26,166
I would've got better at it
in time.

927
01:07:27,875 --> 01:07:29,125
You know, given time.

928
01:07:33,708 --> 01:07:35,125
You know,
when I was a teenager,

929
01:07:36,416 --> 01:07:39,416
or even later,
into my twenties,

930
01:07:40,333 --> 01:07:42,083
I used to plot it all out.

931
01:07:43,208 --> 01:07:44,208
What'd you mean?

932
01:07:47,041 --> 01:07:49,000
What we might've done together

933
01:07:51,333 --> 01:07:55,000
in intricate detail.
Trips to the Whitgift Centre

934
01:07:55,791 --> 01:07:56,958
birthdays,

935
01:07:58,041 --> 01:07:59,250
trips to London,

936
01:08:00,375 --> 01:08:03,291
The Planetarium,
the London Dungeon.

937
01:08:03,375 --> 01:08:04,625
Oh, I always wanted
to go there.

938
01:08:04,708 --> 01:08:05,916
(CHUCKLES)

939
01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:08,000
- I know.
- (CHUCKLES)

940
01:08:09,208 --> 01:08:10,500
There were holidays

941
01:08:10,583 --> 01:08:11,875
that we might've gone on
together.

942
01:08:11,958 --> 01:08:13,291
Did we make it to Disneyland?

943
01:08:13,375 --> 01:08:14,541
We did.

944
01:08:14,875 --> 01:08:16,083
When I was 14.

945
01:08:17,208 --> 01:08:19,625
- It rained nonstop.
- Oh!

946
01:08:19,708 --> 01:08:21,750
And they shut down
Space Mountain.

947
01:08:22,375 --> 01:08:24,458
And we fought every day.

948
01:08:25,000 --> 01:08:26,250
Why did we have to fight?

949
01:08:26,333 --> 01:08:28,583
Because that's what everyone
did with their parents.

950
01:08:30,041 --> 01:08:31,291
They fought and bickered

951
01:08:31,375 --> 01:08:32,625
and pretended that they

952
01:08:32,708 --> 01:08:33,958
were ruining
each other's lives.

953
01:08:36,458 --> 01:08:37,583
Did we make up?

954
01:08:40,166 --> 01:08:41,541
No, we didn't need to make up.

955
01:08:43,791 --> 01:08:44,916
We were together,

956
01:08:46,375 --> 01:08:47,375
so,

957
01:08:49,583 --> 01:08:50,666
so it didn't matter.

958
01:08:57,916 --> 01:08:59,041
You okay?

959
01:09:03,458 --> 01:09:04,750
- (SOBS) No.
- DAD: You're okay, son.

960
01:09:15,750 --> 01:09:16,875
You're okay.

961
01:09:21,208 --> 01:09:22,291
What are you doing here?

962
01:09:22,375 --> 01:09:23,458
You're not supposed
to be here.

963
01:09:27,833 --> 01:09:29,833
(VEHICLE APPROACHING)

964
01:09:30,833 --> 01:09:32,833
(GRAVEL CRUNCHING)

965
01:09:35,833 --> 01:09:37,000
(CAR DOOR OPENS)

966
01:09:37,708 --> 01:09:39,208
(INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER)

967
01:09:40,333 --> 01:09:41,500
(DOOR CLOSES)

968
01:09:45,333 --> 01:09:47,333
(INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER)

969
01:09:55,750 --> 01:09:57,500
(KNOCKING AT DOOR)

970
01:09:59,125 --> 01:10:00,166
(PHONE RINGING)

971
01:10:00,250 --> 01:10:01,333
(GASPS)

972
01:10:07,958 --> 01:10:09,583
(EERIE MUSIC PLAYING)

973
01:10:29,166 --> 01:10:31,166
(INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT
ON PA)

974
01:10:48,583 --> 01:10:50,583
(EERIE MUSIC PLAYING)

975
01:10:55,666 --> 01:10:57,875
(COUGHING)

976
01:11:13,125 --> 01:11:15,125
(BRAKES SQUEALING)

977
01:11:19,750 --> 01:11:21,375
(SCREAMING)

978
01:11:34,833 --> 01:11:38,333
ADAM: <i>Mum? Mum?</i>

979
01:11:38,416 --> 01:11:40,375
- (YELLS)
- (HARRY SHUSHING)

980
01:11:40,458 --> 01:11:42,458
(ADAM BREATHING HEAVILY)

981
01:11:43,458 --> 01:11:44,458
You're okay.

982
01:11:45,916 --> 01:11:47,000
You're okay.

983
01:11:47,083 --> 01:11:49,041
(ADAM SOBBING)

984
01:11:49,125 --> 01:11:51,500
- What day... What day is it?
- Sunday.

985
01:11:53,541 --> 01:11:54,541
Why is it...

986
01:11:55,125 --> 01:11:57,416
How come... How...
Why is it still Sunday?

987
01:11:57,958 --> 01:11:59,875
HARRY: You kept screaming out
for your parents

988
01:11:59,958 --> 01:12:01,416
over and over again
in the club.

989
01:12:01,500 --> 01:12:02,500
And then,

990
01:12:03,041 --> 01:12:05,125
I didn't know what to do
so I just,

991
01:12:06,541 --> 01:12:09,291
took you back here and lay
with you till you fell asleep.

992
01:12:09,791 --> 01:12:11,791
(ADAM BREATHING HEAVILY)

993
01:12:14,791 --> 01:12:16,375
HARRY: You looked so scared.

994
01:12:19,833 --> 01:12:21,041
I am.

995
01:12:21,125 --> 01:12:23,250
HARRY: Hey, come here.
Come here.

996
01:12:24,083 --> 01:12:25,166
Hey, come here.

997
01:12:26,750 --> 01:12:28,875
- (SHUSHING)
- (ADAM GROANING)

998
01:12:32,541 --> 01:12:33,833
I'm here. It's okay.

999
01:12:33,916 --> 01:12:35,000
(ADAM CRYING)

1000
01:12:37,833 --> 01:12:40,083
(ADAM CONTINUES CRYING)

1001
01:12:40,791 --> 01:12:41,791
You're okay.

1002
01:12:48,708 --> 01:12:50,291
ADAM: <i>I was sleeping
in their bed</i>

1003
01:12:50,375 --> 01:12:52,208
<i>the night they went out.</i>

1004
01:12:53,291 --> 01:12:54,416
<i>I was meant to go with them.</i>

1005
01:12:55,708 --> 01:12:59,500
<i>To Christmas drinks
at the Walsh's.</i>

1006
01:13:01,083 --> 01:13:04,083
<i>Around midnight, um...</i>

1007
01:13:04,291 --> 01:13:07,708
<i>Two police came to the door.
A man and a woman.</i>

1008
01:13:11,958 --> 01:13:15,041
<i>He had really beautiful,
kind eyes,</i>

1009
01:13:15,125 --> 01:13:17,666
<i>and this thick, dark stubble.</i>

1010
01:13:17,750 --> 01:13:19,041
<i>Looked like
it had been drawn on.</i>

1011
01:13:23,333 --> 01:13:25,958
<i>The car skidded
on black ice.</i> (SIGHS)

1012
01:13:26,958 --> 01:13:28,666
<i>Both of them
had been drinking.</i>

1013
01:13:31,083 --> 01:13:34,083
Dad was killed right away,
but they took Mum to, uh,

1014
01:13:34,666 --> 01:13:37,333
Saint Mary's in Croydon,
and she died a few days later.

1015
01:13:37,875 --> 01:13:39,333
Did you get to see her?

1016
01:13:42,208 --> 01:13:43,791
What'd you mean?
To say goodbye?

1017
01:13:43,875 --> 01:13:44,875
Mmm-hmm. Yeah.

1018
01:13:45,458 --> 01:13:46,458
No.

1019
01:13:47,125 --> 01:13:49,666
My granny thought
it would be too scarring.

1020
01:13:49,750 --> 01:13:51,291
(ADAM SNIFFLES)

1021
01:13:51,375 --> 01:13:53,083
Mum went through
the windscreen

1022
01:13:53,166 --> 01:13:54,458
and she lost an eye,

1023
01:13:54,541 --> 01:13:57,166
so she was pretty fucked up.

1024
01:13:57,250 --> 01:13:58,375
Jesus.

1025
01:13:58,458 --> 01:13:59,458
Yeah.

1026
01:14:03,208 --> 01:14:04,416
I went looking for that eye.

1027
01:14:08,000 --> 01:14:11,083
I don't know why. Didn't want
anyone else to find it.

1028
01:14:12,541 --> 01:14:14,041
Thought it would be
on the side of the road.

1029
01:14:15,333 --> 01:14:16,708
(CHUCKLING)

1030
01:14:16,791 --> 01:14:19,791
Staring up at me.
"Hi." (CHUCKLES)

1031
01:14:23,291 --> 01:14:25,833
I did find a tiny piece

1032
01:14:25,916 --> 01:14:27,750
of the windscreen glass, though.

1033
01:14:32,791 --> 01:14:34,166
In my head,
it had blood on it,

1034
01:14:34,250 --> 01:14:35,666
but maybe that's not true.

1035
01:14:39,791 --> 01:14:41,750
The nurse said
that Mum woke up

1036
01:14:41,833 --> 01:14:43,333
just before she died.

1037
01:14:46,708 --> 01:14:49,500
She must've been so confused.
Can't hardly see and...

1038
01:14:50,916 --> 01:14:52,458
Dad wasn't there,
I wasn't there.

1039
01:14:55,500 --> 01:14:57,958
I can't even begin
to imagine how you felt.

1040
01:15:00,041 --> 01:15:01,625
How lonely you must've been.

1041
01:15:03,000 --> 01:15:06,541
Yeah, but, like,
I'd always felt lonely,

1042
01:15:06,625 --> 01:15:07,833
even before.

1043
01:15:09,541 --> 01:15:11,041
This was a new feeling.

1044
01:15:12,541 --> 01:15:13,541
Like...

1045
01:15:19,375 --> 01:15:20,500
a terror,

1046
01:15:22,125 --> 01:15:25,041
that I'd always be alone now.

1047
01:15:30,541 --> 01:15:33,250
And then, as I got older,
that feeling just,

1048
01:15:35,416 --> 01:15:36,958
just solidified.

1049
01:15:39,208 --> 01:15:40,208
Just a...

1050
01:15:40,833 --> 01:15:43,208
Just a knot here all the time.

1051
01:15:44,875 --> 01:15:46,916
And then losing them,

1052
01:15:47,000 --> 01:15:49,041
it just got tangled up
with all the other stuff,

1053
01:15:50,083 --> 01:15:51,458
about being gay,

1054
01:15:54,166 --> 01:15:55,583
and just feeling, like,

1055
01:16:00,875 --> 01:16:02,250
the future doesn't matter.

1056
01:16:08,083 --> 01:16:09,125
Does that make sense?

1057
01:16:13,291 --> 01:16:14,333
Yeah.

1058
01:16:15,916 --> 01:16:16,916
Mmm-hmm.

1059
01:16:20,333 --> 01:16:23,333
I know how easy it can be
to stop caring about yourself.

1060
01:16:28,458 --> 01:16:29,500
Yeah.

1061
01:16:36,291 --> 01:16:37,291
Yeah.

1062
01:16:43,541 --> 01:16:44,541
Adam.

1063
01:16:51,875 --> 01:16:52,875
Will you come with me?

1064
01:16:54,875 --> 01:16:55,875
(CHUCKLES)

1065
01:16:56,916 --> 01:16:58,000
Where to?

1066
01:16:59,708 --> 01:17:02,166
Just let me show you.

1067
01:17:22,125 --> 01:17:23,166
(DOORBELL RINGING)

1068
01:17:24,875 --> 01:17:25,875
Whose house is this?

1069
01:17:27,416 --> 01:17:28,416
My parents'.

1070
01:17:29,333 --> 01:17:31,583
Yeah. Who lives here now?

1071
01:17:35,166 --> 01:17:37,375
It's okay. Don't worry.

1072
01:17:51,875 --> 01:17:52,875
Hello?

1073
01:17:54,208 --> 01:17:55,208
Adam.

1074
01:18:11,000 --> 01:18:12,000
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)

1075
01:18:13,291 --> 01:18:15,083
ADAM: Hello?

1076
01:18:16,125 --> 01:18:17,458
- Where are they?
- HARRY: Who?

1077
01:18:20,583 --> 01:18:21,583
ADAM: Hello?

1078
01:18:22,583 --> 01:18:23,833
HARRY: Who?

1079
01:18:23,916 --> 01:18:25,083
ADAM: My parents.

1080
01:18:26,083 --> 01:18:27,541
This is our house.
This is our kitchen.

1081
01:18:27,625 --> 01:18:30,000
This is our wallpaper.
That's our table where we had

1082
01:18:30,083 --> 01:18:31,125
fish and chips
every Friday night,

1083
01:18:31,208 --> 01:18:32,291
so my mother could pretend

1084
01:18:32,375 --> 01:18:33,375
we were still Catholic.

1085
01:18:33,458 --> 01:18:35,375
Adam I want to go home.
Let me take you home.

1086
01:18:35,458 --> 01:18:37,166
- This is my home.
- No, it used to be.

1087
01:18:37,250 --> 01:18:38,541
- It's not anymore. Adam!
- Mum?

1088
01:18:38,625 --> 01:18:39,666
- Dad?
- Adam, listen.

1089
01:18:39,750 --> 01:18:40,916
Let me take you home.

1090
01:18:41,000 --> 01:18:42,250
You go home!

1091
01:18:42,625 --> 01:18:44,000
You go home. I'm not going.

1092
01:18:48,708 --> 01:18:49,750
ADAM: Where are they?

1093
01:18:51,458 --> 01:18:52,458
Where are they?

1094
01:18:52,541 --> 01:18:54,125
(BANGING ON DOOR)

1095
01:18:54,208 --> 01:18:55,208
Mum?

1096
01:18:56,166 --> 01:18:57,500
- Adam, stop it.
- Dad?

1097
01:18:58,250 --> 01:19:00,250
(EERIE MUSIC PLAYING)

1098
01:19:02,083 --> 01:19:03,250
ADAM: Can you see them?

1099
01:19:13,875 --> 01:19:14,875
Let me in.

1100
01:19:15,583 --> 01:19:16,750
Please.

1101
01:19:18,000 --> 01:19:19,166
Please let me in.

1102
01:19:21,541 --> 01:19:22,708
Please let me in.

1103
01:19:24,958 --> 01:19:26,458
(GLASS SHATTERING)

1104
01:19:27,833 --> 01:19:29,125
DAD: He has to stop now.

1105
01:19:29,208 --> 01:19:30,291
He has to get on
with his life.

1106
01:19:30,375 --> 01:19:31,375
He can't keep coming here.

1107
01:19:31,458 --> 01:19:33,458
We're not allowing him
to get on with his life.

1108
01:19:33,541 --> 01:19:35,500
MUM: I think
we are helping him.

1109
01:19:35,583 --> 01:19:37,583
DAD: No, we're not.
It's not normal.

1110
01:19:37,666 --> 01:19:39,791
- It's not...
- Why didn't you let us in?

1111
01:19:44,125 --> 01:19:46,291
Where is he? Is he here?
Is Harry here?

1112
01:19:46,375 --> 01:19:47,375
MUM: No.

1113
01:19:49,291 --> 01:19:50,416
We did see him, though.

1114
01:19:53,916 --> 01:19:55,375
But I wanted you to meet him.

1115
01:19:56,791 --> 01:19:59,000
I know, but I don't think
this works like that.

1116
01:19:59,500 --> 01:20:00,875
Looked like
a handsome fellow, though.

1117
01:20:03,416 --> 01:20:06,291
Is he your special friend?

1118
01:20:09,791 --> 01:20:10,791
Do you mean my boyfriend?

1119
01:20:10,875 --> 01:20:12,625
Is he my boyfriend?
You can say it.

1120
01:20:13,541 --> 01:20:16,166
Okay. Well,
is he your boyfriend?

1121
01:20:17,416 --> 01:20:21,666
Um... Uh, I don't know.

1122
01:20:24,791 --> 01:20:26,000
Are you in love with him?

1123
01:20:27,250 --> 01:20:28,750
(ADAM CHUCKLES)

1124
01:20:30,541 --> 01:20:31,916
Why is that so strange?

1125
01:20:35,583 --> 01:20:38,708
I don't know, I've never been
in love before, so...

1126
01:20:40,375 --> 01:20:41,416
Not really.

1127
01:20:42,083 --> 01:20:43,083
So, this...

1128
01:20:44,625 --> 01:20:46,750
I don't know if this is it.

1129
01:20:48,041 --> 01:20:49,291
MUM: Sweetheart.

1130
01:20:50,750 --> 01:20:51,750
Well,

1131
01:20:52,708 --> 01:20:54,958
he certainly seems to care
about you a whole heap,

1132
01:20:56,000 --> 01:20:58,791
in my not so humble opinion.

1133
01:21:02,916 --> 01:21:04,583
Do you think you'd like
to be in love with him?

1134
01:21:10,125 --> 01:21:11,125
Yeah?

1135
01:21:15,375 --> 01:21:17,625
(SOFT MUSIC PLAYING)

1136
01:21:32,541 --> 01:21:34,500
- Son, I think we...
- No.

1137
01:21:35,041 --> 01:21:36,125
Don't say it.

1138
01:21:36,875 --> 01:21:38,833
- Please don't say it.
- No, we have to.

1139
01:21:38,916 --> 01:21:40,083
We have to.

1140
01:21:40,791 --> 01:21:42,041
Um...

1141
01:21:43,125 --> 01:21:44,375
Me and your mum,

1142
01:21:45,583 --> 01:21:48,000
we think that it's best you
don't come visit us anymore.

1143
01:21:50,291 --> 01:21:51,291
All right.

1144
01:21:52,291 --> 01:21:54,666
You're just gonna keep coming
and coming, I know you are.

1145
01:21:55,958 --> 01:21:57,625
And we can see
what this is doing to you.

1146
01:21:59,250 --> 01:22:00,458
It's not doing anything to me.

1147
01:22:00,541 --> 01:22:01,666
Yes, it is.

1148
01:22:02,583 --> 01:22:04,083
It won't let you move on.

1149
01:22:05,208 --> 01:22:06,583
Okay, well, I'll come less.

1150
01:22:07,125 --> 01:22:10,041
I'll come once a year.
I'll come at Christmas.

1151
01:22:10,125 --> 01:22:11,250
Come on, lad, we...

1152
01:22:11,750 --> 01:22:12,791
You have to have known

1153
01:22:12,875 --> 01:22:13,875
that this wasn't
gonna last forever.

1154
01:22:13,958 --> 01:22:16,250
I'm not asking for it
to last forever.

1155
01:22:16,333 --> 01:22:17,333
I'm just...

1156
01:22:18,458 --> 01:22:19,750
It hasn't been long enough.

1157
01:22:21,833 --> 01:22:23,250
Hasn't been close
to long enough.

1158
01:22:28,791 --> 01:22:30,583
I know, but it never could be,
could it?

1159
01:22:44,375 --> 01:22:45,500
Hey, listen.

1160
01:22:46,666 --> 01:22:47,833
I've got an idea.

1161
01:22:49,000 --> 01:22:50,125
How's about...

1162
01:22:52,250 --> 01:22:53,833
How's about we go
to your favorite place

1163
01:22:53,916 --> 01:22:56,875
in the whole
bloody world, huh?

1164
01:22:58,833 --> 01:23:00,375
I'm sure it's still open.

1165
01:23:01,875 --> 01:23:03,416
It's the next best thing
to Disneyland.

1166
01:23:03,500 --> 01:23:04,625
It's fucking cheaper too.

1167
01:23:04,708 --> 01:23:06,500
(ADAM LAUGHING)

1168
01:23:11,791 --> 01:23:12,791
- What do you think?
- (ADAM SIGHS)

1169
01:23:13,291 --> 01:23:14,708
(ENGINE WHIRRING)

1170
01:23:16,166 --> 01:23:19,208
(<i>IF I COULD SEE THE WORLD
(THROUGH THE EYES OF A CHILD)</i> PLAYING)

1171
01:23:25,250 --> 01:23:29,541
WOMAN: (SINGING)
<i>If I could see the world</i>

1172
01:23:30,166 --> 01:23:33,916
<i>Through the eyes of a child</i>

1173
01:23:34,583 --> 01:23:38,625
<i>What a wonderful world</i>

1174
01:23:38,708 --> 01:23:42,083
<i>This would be</i>

1175
01:23:42,958 --> 01:23:44,416
<i>There'd be no trouble...</i>

1176
01:23:44,500 --> 01:23:47,708
ADAM: <i>Uh, can I get
the "family special", please?</i>

1177
01:23:48,541 --> 01:23:49,541
SERVER: That's a lot of food.

1178
01:23:50,750 --> 01:23:51,750
That's okay.

1179
01:23:57,166 --> 01:23:58,291
Not really very hungry.

1180
01:23:58,791 --> 01:24:00,291
- No, me neither.
- No.

1181
01:24:07,083 --> 01:24:08,291
Hey, I wanna ask you
something.

1182
01:24:08,375 --> 01:24:10,208
- God, no, don't ask.
- No, no, I'm gonna ask him.

1183
01:24:11,666 --> 01:24:13,000
- Was it quick?
- Oh, Jesus.

1184
01:24:13,083 --> 01:24:15,083
- I told you not to ask.
- You're the... You wanna know.

1185
01:24:15,166 --> 01:24:16,500
Yeah, but what if it was slow
and horribly painful?

1186
01:24:16,583 --> 01:24:17,583
Yeah, but what difference
does it make?

1187
01:24:17,666 --> 01:24:18,708
It makes a big difference.

1188
01:24:18,791 --> 01:24:19,791
ADAM: It was quick.

1189
01:24:21,291 --> 01:24:22,583
- Was it?
- ADAM: Yeah.

1190
01:24:24,500 --> 01:24:25,500
For both of us?

1191
01:24:26,416 --> 01:24:27,416
Mmm-hmm.

1192
01:24:27,958 --> 01:24:29,541
MUM: No, you don't seem sure.

1193
01:24:29,625 --> 01:24:30,625
Don't be fibbing now.

1194
01:24:30,708 --> 01:24:31,708
It was quick.

1195
01:24:32,166 --> 01:24:33,166
It was really quick.

1196
01:24:36,625 --> 01:24:37,625
Well, okay.

1197
01:24:37,833 --> 01:24:38,833
Yeah, yeah.

1198
01:24:38,958 --> 01:24:41,541
Yeah, but that's a relief,
isn't it? Of sorts.

1199
01:24:42,416 --> 01:24:43,708
It's been playing on my mind,
that has.

1200
01:24:49,958 --> 01:24:51,000
What do you think
we should say

1201
01:24:51,083 --> 01:24:52,083
to each other? (CHUCKLES)

1202
01:24:55,458 --> 01:24:57,458
Not sure I have much wisdom
to share.

1203
01:24:58,958 --> 01:25:01,625
I don't know, maybe,
Adam being older,

1204
01:25:01,708 --> 01:25:03,291
should be sharing some
with us.

1205
01:25:06,958 --> 01:25:08,333
Maybe we shouldn't
say anything.

1206
01:25:09,083 --> 01:25:10,083
Maybe.

1207
01:25:13,416 --> 01:25:14,625
Although, I will say
that getting

1208
01:25:14,708 --> 01:25:16,208
to know you has made us
very proud, son.

1209
01:25:19,916 --> 01:25:22,000
I haven't done anything
to be proud of.

1210
01:25:22,083 --> 01:25:24,083
- I've just muddled through.
- No, but you got through.

1211
01:25:24,875 --> 01:25:26,041
Some tough times, I'm sure,

1212
01:25:26,125 --> 01:25:27,750
and you're still here.

1213
01:25:30,416 --> 01:25:31,458
That's what we're proud of.

1214
01:25:35,875 --> 01:25:36,916
Yeah.

1215
01:25:47,250 --> 01:25:48,250
Dad?

1216
01:25:49,333 --> 01:25:50,375
DAD: Hmm?

1217
01:25:53,250 --> 01:25:56,916
Stay. Stay. Stay a bit longer.

1218
01:25:57,000 --> 01:25:58,291
DAD: No,
I don't think so, son.

1219
01:25:58,916 --> 01:26:00,041
MUM: Love you, darling.

1220
01:26:03,625 --> 01:26:04,625
You do?

1221
01:26:08,208 --> 01:26:10,000
Sometimes, I wasn't so sure.

1222
01:26:11,791 --> 01:26:13,041
Whatever problems we had,

1223
01:26:13,125 --> 01:26:15,083
I'm glad we got to be together
at the end.

1224
01:26:22,208 --> 01:26:23,208
Me too.

1225
01:26:25,416 --> 01:26:26,416
Now, I...

1226
01:26:28,041 --> 01:26:30,166
I know I was never good
at saying it.

1227
01:26:30,958 --> 01:26:32,333
I just couldn't
get the words out.

1228
01:26:35,916 --> 01:26:37,458
I do love you very much.

1229
01:26:40,875 --> 01:26:43,458
Somehow, even more,
now that I know you.

1230
01:26:54,000 --> 01:26:55,791
It's important
that you believe me.

1231
01:26:57,208 --> 01:26:58,250
I do.

1232
01:27:00,166 --> 01:27:01,708
(VOICE BREAKS)
And I love you very much.

1233
01:27:03,500 --> 01:27:04,500
Dad?

1234
01:27:05,125 --> 01:27:06,750
(PATTING ON HAND)

1235
01:27:06,833 --> 01:27:09,458
Dad, did...
Dad, did you hear that?

1236
01:27:09,541 --> 01:27:13,458
MUM: (SOBS)
Oh, Adam, are you there?

1237
01:27:13,541 --> 01:27:15,708
I can't see you.
Why can't I see you?

1238
01:27:17,250 --> 01:27:18,333
I'm here, Mum.

1239
01:27:20,000 --> 01:27:21,166
MUM: Oh, there you are.

1240
01:27:24,541 --> 01:27:25,791
I can feel you.

1241
01:27:28,041 --> 01:27:29,750
Skin's lovely and warm.

1242
01:27:31,458 --> 01:27:32,458
Now, you listen.

1243
01:27:33,500 --> 01:27:34,916
You promise me

1244
01:27:35,583 --> 01:27:37,583
that you're gonna try
with this Harry boy.

1245
01:27:39,166 --> 01:27:40,375
Yeah.

1246
01:27:40,458 --> 01:27:42,208
I'd have liked him. I know it.

1247
01:27:43,208 --> 01:27:45,000
He might need a bit
of taking care of, mind you.

1248
01:27:47,333 --> 01:27:49,208
He's got such a sad face.

1249
01:27:53,083 --> 01:27:54,916
- Do you hear me?
- Yeah.

1250
01:27:55,000 --> 01:27:56,875
Yeah, I hear you.

1251
01:27:59,625 --> 01:28:00,875
That's good.

1252
01:28:02,708 --> 01:28:05,500
I hope you
make each other a bit happier.

1253
01:28:18,458 --> 01:28:21,833
Such a kind and gentle boy.

1254
01:28:54,458 --> 01:28:55,916
- SERVER: Enjoy.
- Thank you.

1255
01:29:04,583 --> 01:29:05,625
(ADAM EXHALES)

1256
01:29:08,333 --> 01:29:11,083
(SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING)

1257
01:29:30,500 --> 01:29:31,708
(BEEPS)

1258
01:30:38,916 --> 01:30:40,916
(TV STATIC BUZZING)

1259
01:31:24,833 --> 01:31:25,833
(BUZZING STOPS)

1260
01:31:29,166 --> 01:31:31,166
(DRIPPING)

1261
01:31:52,375 --> 01:31:53,375
Harry?

1262
01:31:58,375 --> 01:32:00,375
(OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYING)

1263
01:32:20,041 --> 01:32:21,625
(COUGHING)

1264
01:33:27,958 --> 01:33:30,666
(DOOR RATTLES, OPENS)

1265
01:33:52,500 --> 01:33:54,166
What are you doing down here?

1266
01:34:02,041 --> 01:34:04,083
I came to find you.

1267
01:34:08,291 --> 01:34:09,375
Why are you here?

1268
01:34:14,208 --> 01:34:17,041
I... I said goodbye to them,
so I came to see you.

1269
01:34:23,333 --> 01:34:24,375
(HARRY EXHALES)

1270
01:34:25,791 --> 01:34:27,791
(HARRY GROANS)

1271
01:34:33,458 --> 01:34:34,916
- It's okay.
- HARRY: It's not okay, though,

1272
01:34:35,000 --> 01:34:36,000
is it?

1273
01:34:46,250 --> 01:34:49,750
I was so scared that night.
I just needed to not be alone.

1274
01:34:56,416 --> 01:34:57,416
I know.

1275
01:35:10,291 --> 01:35:11,291
I'm sorry.

1276
01:35:14,291 --> 01:35:15,666
I was too scared

1277
01:35:20,666 --> 01:35:21,708
to let you in.

1278
01:35:40,250 --> 01:35:41,625
I'm in there, aren't I?

1279
01:35:46,125 --> 01:35:48,166
- Let's just go upstairs.
- No, no, no.

1280
01:35:48,250 --> 01:35:50,208
I just need you
to tell me, okay?

1281
01:35:52,708 --> 01:35:54,750
Because I can smell it.
I can...

1282
01:35:56,166 --> 01:35:57,666
taste it in my throat.

1283
01:36:04,500 --> 01:36:05,583
(EXHALES)

1284
01:36:09,000 --> 01:36:10,500
How come no one found me?

1285
01:36:16,875 --> 01:36:18,791
Where was my mum and my dad?

1286
01:36:21,625 --> 01:36:23,041
- I found you...
- (VOICE BREAKS) I know,

1287
01:36:23,125 --> 01:36:24,500
but I... Adam,
I don't want you

1288
01:36:24,583 --> 01:36:25,958
to see me like that
in there. It's...

1289
01:36:26,041 --> 01:36:27,875
You're not in there.
You're not in there.

1290
01:36:27,958 --> 01:36:28,958
You're not in there.

1291
01:36:31,583 --> 01:36:32,625
You're here.

1292
01:36:34,500 --> 01:36:35,500
You're here.

1293
01:36:39,000 --> 01:36:40,000
You're here.

1294
01:36:42,541 --> 01:36:43,541
With me.

1295
01:36:50,583 --> 01:36:51,625
Let's just go upstairs.

1296
01:36:53,791 --> 01:36:55,125
(HARRY CHUCKLES)

1297
01:37:11,875 --> 01:37:13,083
I saw her, you know.

1298
01:37:14,250 --> 01:37:15,250
Your mum.

1299
01:37:16,541 --> 01:37:18,166
Your dad, too, at the house.

1300
01:37:22,083 --> 01:37:23,458
They saw you, too.

1301
01:37:24,333 --> 01:37:25,333
They did?

1302
01:37:25,500 --> 01:37:26,500
Mmm-hmm.

1303
01:37:28,833 --> 01:37:31,125
My dad says
you're a handsome fellow.

1304
01:37:31,208 --> 01:37:32,416
(HARRY CHUCKLING)

1305
01:37:35,250 --> 01:37:36,250
Hmm.

1306
01:37:37,041 --> 01:37:38,125
ADAM: They'd have loved you.

1307
01:37:40,000 --> 01:37:41,125
They both would.

1308
01:37:41,750 --> 01:37:42,791
That's good.

1309
01:37:45,000 --> 01:37:46,833
Did you get to say
what you wanted to say?

1310
01:37:50,458 --> 01:37:52,000
I don't know,
but I got to be with them.

1311
01:37:54,125 --> 01:37:55,916
HARRY: It's good
that you were all together.

1312
01:37:58,125 --> 01:37:59,125
Yeah.

1313
01:38:08,583 --> 01:38:09,750
I'm scared.

1314
01:38:12,625 --> 01:38:13,625
I know.

1315
01:38:18,500 --> 01:38:20,041
But I'm here with you.

1316
01:38:29,083 --> 01:38:30,916
HARRY: Don't let this
get tangled up again.

1317
01:38:52,208 --> 01:38:53,250
Okay, come on.

1318
01:38:53,750 --> 01:38:54,750
Okay.

1319
01:38:58,041 --> 01:38:59,041
(GRUNTING)

1320
01:39:02,458 --> 01:39:04,041
(EXHALES)

1321
01:39:21,750 --> 01:39:23,250
It's so quiet.

1322
01:39:27,750 --> 01:39:31,041
Never could stand
how quiet this place was.

1323
01:39:34,916 --> 01:39:36,375
Will you put a record on?

1324
01:39:38,750 --> 01:39:40,625
- What would you like?
- You choose.

1325
01:39:55,583 --> 01:39:56,750
<i>(THE POWER OF LOVE</i> PLAYING)

1326
01:39:56,833 --> 01:39:58,833
"I'll protect you
from the hooded claw."

1327
01:40:00,958 --> 01:40:03,333
"Keep the vampires
from your door."

1328
01:40:13,125 --> 01:40:16,125
MAN: (SINGING)
<i>Ay, ay, ay, ay</i>

1329
01:40:17,583 --> 01:40:20,458
<i>Feels like fire</i>

1330
01:40:21,000 --> 01:40:24,000
<i>I'm so in love with you</i>

1331
01:40:26,583 --> 01:40:30,166
<i>Dreams are like angels</i>

1332
01:40:30,250 --> 01:40:34,083
<i>They keep bad at bay,
bad at bay</i>

1333
01:40:34,583 --> 01:40:36,750
<i>Love is the light</i>

1334
01:40:36,833 --> 01:40:42,583
<i>Scaring darkness away, yeah</i>

1335
01:40:44,416 --> 01:40:47,166
<i>I'm so in love with you</i>

1336
01:40:47,250 --> 01:40:49,458
<i>Purge the soul</i>

1337
01:40:51,958 --> 01:40:57,000
<i>Make love your goal</i>

1338
01:40:59,458 --> 01:41:03,291
<i>The power of love</i>

1339
01:41:03,375 --> 01:41:07,583
<i>A force from above</i>

1340
01:41:07,666 --> 01:41:11,125
<i>Cleaning my soul</i>

1341
01:41:15,041 --> 01:41:18,333
<i>Flame on, burn desire</i>

1342
01:41:18,416 --> 01:41:22,291
<i>Love with tongues of fire</i>

1343
01:41:22,375 --> 01:41:25,041
<i>Purge the soul</i>

1344
01:41:25,125 --> 01:41:31,541
<i>Make love your goal</i>

1345
01:41:45,750 --> 01:41:49,791
<i>I'll protect you
from the hooded claw</i>

1346
01:41:50,000 --> 01:41:53,416
<i>Keep the vampires
from your door</i>

1347
01:41:53,500 --> 01:41:57,791
<i>When the chips are down
I'll be around</i>

1348
01:41:57,875 --> 01:42:03,250
<i>With my undying,
death-defying love for you</i>

1349
01:42:04,208 --> 01:42:08,000
<i>Envy will hurt itself</i>

1350
01:42:08,083 --> 01:42:11,833
<i>Let yourself be beautiful</i>

1351
01:42:11,916 --> 01:42:17,875
<i>Sparkling love, flowers
And pearls and pretty girls</i>

1352
01:42:17,958 --> 01:42:21,666
<i>Love is like an energy</i>

1353
01:42:21,750 --> 01:42:28,708
<i>Rushin' an' rushin'
inside of me, eh</i>

1354
01:42:33,000 --> 01:42:36,833
<i>The power of love</i>

1355
01:42:36,916 --> 01:42:40,625
<i>A force from above</i>

1356
01:42:41,250 --> 01:42:44,583
<i>Cleaning my soul</i>

1357
01:42:48,625 --> 01:42:51,958
<i>Flame on, burn desire</i>

1358
01:42:52,041 --> 01:42:55,875
<i>Love with tongues of fire</i>

1359
01:42:55,958 --> 01:42:58,625
<i>Purge the soul</i>

1360
01:42:58,708 --> 01:43:04,208
<i>Make love your goal</i>

1361
01:43:18,375 --> 01:43:21,500
<i>This time we go sublime</i>

1362
01:43:22,291 --> 01:43:25,333
<i>Lovers entwine, divine, divine</i>

1363
01:43:25,416 --> 01:43:29,416
<i>Love is danger,
love is pleasure</i>

1364
01:43:29,958 --> 01:43:33,958
<i>Love is pure,
the only treasure</i>

1365
01:43:35,708 --> 01:43:41,000
<i>I'm so in love with you
Purge the soul</i>

1366
01:43:43,625 --> 01:43:48,625
<i>Make love your goal</i>

1367
01:43:56,916 --> 01:44:00,708
<i>The power of love</i>

1368
01:44:00,791 --> 01:44:04,416
<i>A force from above</i>

1369
01:44:05,083 --> 01:44:09,583
<i>Cleaning my soul</i>

1370
01:44:12,458 --> 01:44:16,375
<i>The power of love</i>

1371
01:44:16,458 --> 01:44:20,291
<i>A force from above</i>

1372
01:44:20,375 --> 01:44:26,500
<i>A sky-scraping dove</i>

1373
01:44:27,916 --> 01:44:31,416
<i>Flame on, burn desire</i>

1374
01:44:31,500 --> 01:44:35,291
<i>Love with tongues of fire</i>

1375
01:44:35,375 --> 01:44:38,083
<i>Purge the soul</i>

1376
01:44:38,166 --> 01:44:44,500
<i>Make love your goal</i>

1377
01:45:10,291 --> 01:45:13,166
<i>I'll protect you
from the hooded claw</i>

1378
01:45:15,291 --> 01:45:18,541
<i>Keep the vampires
from your door</i>