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- I can't believe
people will pay money

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to get video messages
from "RuPaul's Drag
Race" contestants.

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It's like they think we're
celebrities or something.

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I'm just down here doing this
in my basement in Rochester.

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36th birthday, big fan.

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- Two count after the beep.

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[camera beeps]

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- Hi, darling!
It's me, Mrs. Kasha Davis.

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Oh, my God on a wheel!

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Dirty 36!

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I can't even believe
it, you barely look 35.

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Tony, darling, can you
even believe that it's me,

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Mrs. Kasha Davis,

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who had the balls to
retweet your photo

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with you in your lovely blouse?

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Thank you so much
for wearing my blouse

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to the grocery store,

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to the restroom at TJ Maxx,

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or wherever you may travel.

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Happy, happy birthday!

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Message number two.

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[soft string music]

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[ripping sound]

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[plastic rustles]
- So we got...

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a black background for
some of the photo shoots.

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We got a white background
for photo shoots,

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which we're gonna
use this weekend.

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[upbeat music]

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This is our makeshift studio.

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We've been filming
all weekend long

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for Kasha's audition video
for "RuPaul's Drag Race."

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- Hello!

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I'm Kasha Davis.

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Welcome to suburbia.

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Well, hello, my fabulous
fans and friends

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and friends and fans,

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and people who are voting
for me, Mrs. Kasha Davis,

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for "RuPaul's Drag
Race" season five.

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Now, remember, you can
vote every 24 hours.

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But, before I beg
for another vote,

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I've gotta show you a little bit

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about my frantic, frantic
day here in suburbia.

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It's very, very difficult.

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I was out pounding the pavement,

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delivering my Avon orders

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to those desperate bitches
around the cul-de-sac

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who are trying to look
as fabulous as me.

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Try, try, ladies,

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I'll keep selling you
that firming cream,

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but, nothing works
as well as duct tape.

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All I know is I'm
ready for a cocktail,

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because, you know why?

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There's always time
for a cocktail.

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Cheers, darlings!

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Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm!

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My name is Ed Popil.

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I'm 47 years old.

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I live in Rochester, New York.

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I have a husband of 14 years

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and I perform as a drag
queen named Mrs. Kasha Davis.

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♪ RuPaul's Drag Race ♪

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♪ Start your engines ♪

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Season 1 of "RuPaul's
Drag Race" aired in 2009.

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The whole drag
community became excited

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for this opportunity to be
seen on mainstream television.

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People can see not just
a fabulous drag queen,

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but see the real life struggles

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that these people
are going through.

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That's something that
I had to be a part of.

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I auditioned every single season

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and Steve and I worked on
all of those audition videos.

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[upbeat music]

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Did you see my audition tape

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for "RuPaul's Drag
Race" season three?

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I've got gobs and
gobs of sequins, and
beads, and feathers,

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and they're just waiting to
be on national television!

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We can't even get on "RuPaul's
Drag Race" season four.

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I have so much passion
and love for you RuPaul,

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so that I can be on
your television show.

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Because you know,

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I have nothing else to
do except for sit here

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and talk to my computer.

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By the way, don't
forget to vote for me.

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Go to kashadavis.com
and vote, vote, vote.

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Oh, we're gonna
have a good time.

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Vote for me.

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I started doing drag in 2004.

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[Kasha screams]

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I thought,

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first I would create this
character similar to who I was.

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I was working in a career
that I didn't wanna be in,

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and I was longing to
do something else.

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[dog food patters]

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[Kasha exhales loudly]

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I am going to work.

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It's time to make the donuts.

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I was the director of a call
center called DialAmerica.

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I had been working at
this job for 18 years.

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I never really had
that chance to go out

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and fulfill the
creative energies

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that I had building
up inside of me.

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It was getting to the point
where I'd sit at my desk

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and I'd stare across
the room thinking,

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"Oh, my gosh, this is it?

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I am a performer.

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I need to be on stage.

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I'm not alive if
I'm not creating."

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The inspiration really
came to fruition

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in Provincetown, Massachusetts.

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Provincetown is sort of
like Oz for gay people.

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You know, you're
gonna see drag queens

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walking down the street

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and you're gonna see
families with their children,

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and no one's looking
as if it's odd.

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P-town is where I first saw
Miss Richfield 1981 perform.

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[upbeat music]

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She would just, like,
fly around the streets

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on her little, you know,
buggy and stuff like that.

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And we were like,
"Gosh, she's funny."

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I realized that you
could be a drag queen

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who doesn't just
focus on being pretty.

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You can have comedy and music.

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And that is something that's
very entertaining for people.

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♪ La, la, la, la, la, la, la ♪

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♪ La, la, la, la,
la, la, la, la, la ♪

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Oh, welcome!

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I'm so excited for our first
ever Kasha Davis cooking show.

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I thought maybe, just maybe,

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you'd enjoy Kasha's
balls of love.

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That's right, it's
time for Kasha's balls.

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Put them right into the
blender, or food processor,

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or mixer, whatever you have.

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And then you take
your cream cheese

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and you put that in
there and you're all set.

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And, as you get all those
ingredients put in together,

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you just close it on tight

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and then you start up the
process here with the mixer

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and you just, you blend
it all up is what you do.

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The biggest inspiration for
me, creating Mrs. Kasha Davis,

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is emulating my mom.

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[melancholic music]

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She was an Italian diva.

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Strong,

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stunning,

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emotional.

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When I was little,

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I remember sitting on
the side of the tub

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and watching her, you
know, put on her face

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and that artwork.

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And, over time,

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performing as Mrs. Kasha Davis

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became a way to keep
her spirit alive.

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I like to get gas on a Sunday

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because it's a good
day to wear a gown

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and wave at a neighbor.

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Hi darling!

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Hi, darling, I love your blouse.

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And, you know,
Sunday's a good day

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to get all of your chores done.

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I like to try to get to Wegmans.

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Ooh, the grocery store.

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I like to try to get
to the liquor store.

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You know, milk, bread, vodka.

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I just gravitated to my mom.

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When I was a kid in the
seventies and eighties,

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in Scranton, Pennsylvania,

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there were no gay
people that I knew of

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I was light in the loafers.

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I gravitated to dolls.

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And I wanted to play
theater and dress up.

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And I was a little sassy.

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And so I was, there were
lessons about speaking lower

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and acting more like a man.

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I got myself involved in
theater and I found my tribe.

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So it was a place where I
just found so much passion

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and joy.

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For me, it was clear,

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I was gonna be an entertainer
some way, somehow.

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But every time I brought
it up to my family,

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it was discouraged.

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It wasn't realistic.

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You can't, can't, can't.

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I was always trying to
be what my dad wanted.

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So, I ran away from theater

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and then I made the decision

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to marry the first girl
that would say yes,

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and I cried the entire
day at the wedding.

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And I kept telling everyone

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it was because I
was so much in love.

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But I knew that it
was the final straw

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that you cannot be yourself.

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[audience laughs]

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Yes, but my mother will.

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Growing up,

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and when I came out to her,
I said, "Mom, I'm gay."

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And she said, "Oh, honey,

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you don't wanna touch
somebody's pickle."

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[audience laughs]

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"Or put your pickle
in somebody's dupa."

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It was what you call

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only the medical terms
in our household.

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When I did come
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at that point, I was in
the process of divorce.

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Mom, of course, was
dramatic and cried.

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And dad just spit in my face

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and told me to get out.

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And I did

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because it was time
for me to be myself.

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[melancholic music]

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I moved to Rochester and
that's when my life started.

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And I'm very excited because
I'm doing a show at Rain Lounge

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for the Christmas holiday.

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Darienne Lake, season
six superstar on
"RuPaul's Drag Race"

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is gonna be there.

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And, my fabulous
gal pal Aggy Dune!

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See you in a bit.

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Well, here we are
at Rain Lounge,

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and, you know, just a subtle
poster for Darienne Lake.

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You know, it's the
size of the building.

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- Mrs. Kasha Davis came to
the scene, probably like,

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was it like, right around
the turn of the century?

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She was sort of a fan,
newly out of the closet.

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So everything was a
complete candyland.

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We just had a great time.

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- Mrs. Kasha Davis.

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She is a married lady.

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She is a housewife.

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She likes lime Jell-o
and marshmallows.

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She is a little crazy.

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I love that he had an idea
of who Mrs. Kasha Davis was

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from the very first
time he was on stage.

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- She is a true foundation
of Rochester now.

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And by that, I mean, foundation.

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She's a brick.

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- But I think the first
time that I met you two,

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I was backstage at Muther's

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and getting ready in the mirror,

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and they turned to me and said,

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"Don't be afraid to
try and look pretty!

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Just try, Kasha!"

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[pop music]

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Rochester is a small enough town

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where people really
know each other.

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When I moved there, I was like

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What! Gay acceptance!

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Gay pride.

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I saw rainbow flags, I
didn't know what they were.

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I started going out
to the gay clubs

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and I went to a
place called Muther's

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and I saw all of these
amazing performers.

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There was Darienne Lake,

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Pandora Boxx,

255
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Ambrosia Salad,

256
00:13:00,475 --> 00:13:02,564
Aggy Dune,

257
00:13:02,694 --> 00:13:04,827
and then when I mentioned
to Ambrosia Salad

258
00:13:04,958 --> 00:13:06,524
that I wanted to do drag,

259
00:13:06,655 --> 00:13:08,613
the whole group
really encouraged me

260
00:13:08,744 --> 00:13:11,486
and helped me to develop
Mrs. Kasha Davis.

261
00:13:11,573 --> 00:13:12,530
Really, it was a family.

262
00:13:14,228 --> 00:13:17,709
- My drag persona name
is Ambrosia Salad.

263
00:13:17,840 --> 00:13:19,494
And I've been doing
drag here for,

264
00:13:21,148 --> 00:13:23,585
I think maybe 25
years, around there.

265
00:13:26,109 --> 00:13:29,547
Oh God, that's a quarter
of a century. [laughs]

266
00:13:34,814 --> 00:13:36,119
You know, I'm six foot, three.

267
00:13:36,206 --> 00:13:37,555
Size 12 foot.

268
00:13:37,642 --> 00:13:40,907
I just was like,
"Where do I get stuff?"

269
00:13:41,037 --> 00:13:44,301
There was a store here
in Rochester called
La Belle Grande.

270
00:13:44,432 --> 00:13:45,825
And that was the only
place you could go

271
00:13:45,955 --> 00:13:47,652
to get the larger size shoe.

272
00:13:47,783 --> 00:13:50,003
And I just thought that was
the funniest name in the world,

273
00:13:50,133 --> 00:13:53,310
the big woman. [giggles]

274
00:13:53,441 --> 00:13:55,095
And you paid a lot of
money for crappy shoes.

275
00:13:57,010 --> 00:13:59,055
- Aggy Dune has been
around for about 35 years.

276
00:13:59,186 --> 00:14:00,665
She's the grande
dame of Rochester,

277
00:14:00,796 --> 00:14:03,320
so she's kind of
like the head supreme

278
00:14:03,451 --> 00:14:05,757
where all the other
ones were kind of,

279
00:14:05,888 --> 00:14:07,716
they sprouted off like gremlins

280
00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:09,413
when they threw a drink
on her after midnight.

281
00:14:09,544 --> 00:14:11,981
Kind of like Kasha Davis,
Darienne Lake, and Pandora Boxx.

282
00:14:12,112 --> 00:14:15,463
- Good evening,
Chicago stud puppets.

283
00:14:15,593 --> 00:14:18,074
[audience cheers]

284
00:14:18,205 --> 00:14:20,990
I'm your giver goddess
from the Empire State.

285
00:14:21,121 --> 00:14:23,384
I'm the reigning Miss
Continental New York State.

286
00:14:23,514 --> 00:14:26,039
[audience cheers]

287
00:14:30,739 --> 00:14:32,262
- The Rochester drag community

288
00:14:32,393 --> 00:14:34,308
has always been
really fantastic.

289
00:14:34,395 --> 00:14:36,005
Even 30 years ago
when I started.

290
00:14:37,354 --> 00:14:39,922
When you talk to
other big queens

291
00:14:40,009 --> 00:14:41,576
that travel the country all
the time, they come here,

292
00:14:41,706 --> 00:14:43,447
they're always like,

293
00:14:43,534 --> 00:14:45,188
"You guys have some
seriously good drag here.

294
00:14:45,319 --> 00:14:46,711
What's in the water?"

295
00:14:46,842 --> 00:14:48,844
I'm like, "Mostly
chemicals from Kodak."

296
00:14:48,975 --> 00:14:50,933
But, you know, we live
a Technicolor life,

297
00:14:51,064 --> 00:14:52,282
and that really
helps us out here.

298
00:14:54,502 --> 00:14:56,765
- Through the years,
we've had great bar owners

299
00:14:56,896 --> 00:14:58,419
who will stay up until 4:00 am

300
00:14:58,549 --> 00:15:02,336
smoking cigarettes in their
trailers, sewing you a dress.

301
00:15:02,423 --> 00:15:05,208
The winters are really fucking
long in Upstate New York.

302
00:15:05,339 --> 00:15:07,123
And so you're like
trapped inside your house

303
00:15:07,254 --> 00:15:09,082
and you have cabin fever,

304
00:15:09,212 --> 00:15:10,779
and you're like, "What can
I do today that's creative?"

305
00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:11,780
You know, something.

306
00:15:14,870 --> 00:15:18,439
- Doing drag with these
queens on nights and weekends

307
00:15:18,569 --> 00:15:21,007
completely changed my life.

308
00:15:21,094 --> 00:15:25,533
And it was the first
time when I was 100% me.

309
00:15:28,884 --> 00:15:29,885
And look at that, push a button.

310
00:15:30,016 --> 00:15:32,453
[beeping sound]

311
00:15:35,673 --> 00:15:37,066
- Like a Transformer.

312
00:15:37,197 --> 00:15:38,938
Drag queen in the sky.

313
00:15:39,068 --> 00:15:42,637
- This is my best friend
and fabulous entertainer,

314
00:15:42,767 --> 00:15:44,421
Miss Aggy Dune, Tom Smalley.

315
00:15:44,552 --> 00:15:46,423
- Well, hello, hello.

316
00:15:46,510 --> 00:15:49,426
- And, my God, I've
been doing drag

317
00:15:49,557 --> 00:15:51,559
as long as I've known you.

318
00:15:51,689 --> 00:15:52,777
I probably met you in the like,

319
00:15:52,908 --> 00:15:53,996
second or third time I did drag.

320
00:15:54,083 --> 00:15:57,782
So that's, at this
point, I figured it out,

321
00:15:57,913 --> 00:16:00,394
it is 13 years.

322
00:16:00,481 --> 00:16:01,917
- [Aggy] Oh, my God.

323
00:16:02,004 --> 00:16:03,701
How long were you
married to your wife?

324
00:16:03,832 --> 00:16:05,573
[laughing]

325
00:16:05,703 --> 00:16:07,096
- From '93 to '98.

326
00:16:07,227 --> 00:16:09,142
- [Aggy] So our
relationship has lasted-

327
00:16:09,272 --> 00:16:11,187
- It's lasted longer.

328
00:16:11,318 --> 00:16:14,234
- Hi, it's Liza Minnelli and-

329
00:16:14,321 --> 00:16:17,759
- Hello, I'm back from
the dead for a moment.

330
00:16:20,936 --> 00:16:23,069
- Well, here we are on
our way to this benefit.

331
00:16:23,199 --> 00:16:26,507
Whereupon, we're
going to be modeling

332
00:16:28,335 --> 00:16:30,380
and being around for
pictures and all that jazz.

333
00:16:32,382 --> 00:16:34,906
- [Kasha] And it was so early
on, like, for me with like,

334
00:16:35,037 --> 00:16:36,082
'cause all I knew was theater

335
00:16:36,212 --> 00:16:37,648
and I really hadn't
done much drag.

336
00:16:37,779 --> 00:16:39,607
And so, I thought,
what's the script?

337
00:16:39,737 --> 00:16:42,262
And Aggy was like, "Nope,
there's no script."

338
00:16:42,392 --> 00:16:44,786
So you really taught
me like a crash course

339
00:16:44,916 --> 00:16:47,267
in developing Mrs. Kasha Davis,

340
00:16:47,397 --> 00:16:50,748
as well as us developing what
we originally thought was like

341
00:16:50,879 --> 00:16:53,490
Lucy-Ethel impersonation.
- Yeah.

342
00:16:53,621 --> 00:16:55,405
Sonny, Cher.
- Yeah.

343
00:16:55,536 --> 00:16:57,103
It was a matter
of elevating drag

344
00:16:57,190 --> 00:16:58,278
from a place of,

345
00:17:02,847 --> 00:17:04,980
you know, just the hole
in the wall bar scene.

346
00:17:05,111 --> 00:17:08,244
And we were able to take
it into party houses.

347
00:17:08,375 --> 00:17:11,595
- Yeah, we elevated out
of the bar into the-

348
00:17:11,726 --> 00:17:14,033
- Golden Ponds!
- Into the Polden ponds.

349
00:17:14,163 --> 00:17:17,862
The Italian buffet.
- Yeah, you know, high class.

350
00:17:17,993 --> 00:17:20,952
- Italian restaurant in a
strip mall in the suburbs.

351
00:17:21,083 --> 00:17:22,911
- Right.
- So we have made it.

352
00:17:25,392 --> 00:17:26,784
[upbeat dance music]

353
00:17:31,572 --> 00:17:33,791
- We sound like
two cats in heat.

354
00:17:33,878 --> 00:17:36,968
[hissing sounds]

355
00:17:40,102 --> 00:17:41,886
We're actually Betty and
Wilma from "The Flintstones."

356
00:17:44,889 --> 00:17:46,543
- This is from the yabba
dabba don't collection.

357
00:17:46,674 --> 00:17:48,676
- Exactly.

358
00:17:48,806 --> 00:17:51,070
- So when I started out
performing and doing drag,

359
00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:52,854
we didn't have the
internet to reference

360
00:17:52,984 --> 00:17:54,899
or learn how to do makeup,

361
00:17:55,030 --> 00:17:57,163
or I could just go and click
to go to dragqueensgalore.com

362
00:17:57,293 --> 00:18:00,079
and buy everything
in one shopping cart.

363
00:18:00,209 --> 00:18:02,820
You had to go out and
find everything yourself.

364
00:18:02,951 --> 00:18:06,346
I remember the day you had to
find out where to buy boobs.

365
00:18:06,476 --> 00:18:08,826
You had to build your own
things and figure out all of it,

366
00:18:08,957 --> 00:18:10,611
which was for me,
the fun part of it.

367
00:18:12,613 --> 00:18:15,877
And now it's just click
a button and there it is,

368
00:18:16,007 --> 00:18:17,139
instant drag queen,
just add vodka.

369
00:18:19,489 --> 00:18:22,449
These are some of the
impersonation wigs
that I use a lot.

370
00:18:22,579 --> 00:18:25,582
So, well, let's see,
who do we have in here?

371
00:18:25,669 --> 00:18:26,670
Oh, this one.

372
00:18:26,801 --> 00:18:27,715
She's always a favorite.

373
00:18:28,803 --> 00:18:29,673
Don't fall.

374
00:18:31,240 --> 00:18:32,589
So she's always a favorite.

375
00:18:32,720 --> 00:18:33,634
It's...

376
00:18:34,809 --> 00:18:36,637
Bette Davis.

377
00:18:36,767 --> 00:18:38,856
Because everyone loves a
nice sensible short wig.

378
00:18:40,336 --> 00:18:42,686
So, we like Bette Davis.

379
00:18:42,773 --> 00:18:46,603
We have Liza, Celine, Peggy Lee,

380
00:18:46,734 --> 00:18:48,692
Baby Jane.

381
00:18:48,823 --> 00:18:49,693
Everyone loves her.

382
00:18:49,780 --> 00:18:50,694
Elsa for the kids.

383
00:18:52,305 --> 00:18:54,437
Barbra, Tina, Reba.

384
00:18:56,047 --> 00:18:57,875
Cher, Cher, Cher, Cher, Cher.

385
00:18:58,006 --> 00:18:58,876
'Cause she makes the most money.

386
00:18:58,963 --> 00:19:01,140
[audience laughs]

387
00:19:01,270 --> 00:19:03,838
- Now, I will give you a
lesson from Mrs. Kasha Davis.

388
00:19:03,968 --> 00:19:06,362
The best thing that you
can do when picking a fella

389
00:19:06,493 --> 00:19:10,410
is to make sure that he
has a penis, a pulse,

390
00:19:10,497 --> 00:19:13,587
and good credit.
[audience laughs]

391
00:19:13,717 --> 00:19:15,371
Welcome to Mr.
Davis in the corner.

392
00:19:15,502 --> 00:19:17,460
[audience laughs]

393
00:19:17,591 --> 00:19:18,983
It was check mark on all three

394
00:19:19,114 --> 00:19:20,246
and I said, "Let's get married."

395
00:19:22,683 --> 00:19:23,901
- [Steven] I'm Steven
Levins and I'm 54 years old.

396
00:19:26,643 --> 00:19:28,993
Ed and I have been
together for 14 years.

397
00:19:30,299 --> 00:19:31,474
When we got legally married,

398
00:19:31,605 --> 00:19:33,998
that just automatically
made me Mr. Davis.

399
00:19:37,872 --> 00:19:40,918
- Oh! [laughs loudly]

400
00:19:41,049 --> 00:19:42,920
- I think one of the
most important things

401
00:19:43,051 --> 00:19:47,316
is to help your partner
in their endeavors.

402
00:19:47,403 --> 00:19:50,014
I mean, right from the
beginning, we made the decision.

403
00:19:50,101 --> 00:19:51,886
If he was gonna do drag,

404
00:19:52,016 --> 00:19:54,018
that I was gonna support
him in any way I can.

405
00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:58,588
I often help out
Mrs. Kasha Davis

406
00:19:58,719 --> 00:20:02,853
by filming and running
the lights and sound.

407
00:20:02,984 --> 00:20:05,900
Behind the scenes stuff that
Kasha cares nothing about.

408
00:20:07,945 --> 00:20:08,772
- [Kasha] You're cute.

409
00:20:10,687 --> 00:20:12,167
- I like being on the
other side of the camera.

410
00:20:12,254 --> 00:20:14,038
- I know, but you're really
cute on this side of the camera.

411
00:20:14,169 --> 00:20:16,040
[Steven laughs lightly]

412
00:20:16,171 --> 00:20:19,653
There would be no Mrs.
Davis without Mr. Davis.

413
00:20:19,740 --> 00:20:21,829
We are a team in every
way, shape, and form.

414
00:20:23,787 --> 00:20:27,400
- In the process of Kasha Davis
becoming who she is today,

415
00:20:27,530 --> 00:20:32,013
we thought, "Hey, let's start
doing some YouTube videos."

416
00:20:32,143 --> 00:20:34,624
[comedic music]

417
00:20:40,891 --> 00:20:42,719
- [Woman] Making sure
it's the good stuff?

418
00:20:42,850 --> 00:20:43,981
- It is the good stuff.
- Oh!

419
00:20:44,068 --> 00:20:45,418
[woman laughs]

420
00:20:45,548 --> 00:20:46,680
- Now, what do
you have, darling?

421
00:20:46,810 --> 00:20:48,421
- Oh, I don't drink
the good stuff.

422
00:20:48,551 --> 00:20:49,509
- You drink the Black Velvet?

423
00:20:49,639 --> 00:20:51,162
Oh, my God.

424
00:20:51,293 --> 00:20:52,773
That's fabulous!

425
00:20:52,903 --> 00:20:53,948
- Why is that fabulous?

426
00:20:54,078 --> 00:20:54,862
- Because, look at you.

427
00:20:56,342 --> 00:20:57,821
- I don't drink that much.

428
00:20:57,908 --> 00:21:00,302
It's just I have
it in the house.

429
00:21:00,433 --> 00:21:01,216
- Well that's the
way I think of it.

430
00:21:01,347 --> 00:21:03,740
- Where are you going now?

431
00:21:03,871 --> 00:21:04,828
- Oh, to the Wegmans.

432
00:21:06,830 --> 00:21:08,441
Just to the grocery store.
- Don't put me on that!

433
00:21:08,571 --> 00:21:10,269
[Kasha and Steven laugh]

434
00:21:10,356 --> 00:21:12,662
Oh, my God, what's
this all about?

435
00:21:18,015 --> 00:21:19,321
- [Steven] What are you doing?

436
00:21:19,452 --> 00:21:20,540
- I'm weeding and
in case of snakes,

437
00:21:20,670 --> 00:21:21,889
I have my protective gear on.

438
00:21:23,586 --> 00:21:25,153
- [Steven] What kind
of socks are those?

439
00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:27,024
- [Kasha] Beige.
-[Steven snorts]

440
00:21:27,111 --> 00:21:29,679
- [Steven] Do snakes hate beige?

441
00:21:29,810 --> 00:21:30,985
- They hate beige.

442
00:21:31,115 --> 00:21:32,856
Snakes are like, "Ugh, beige!"

443
00:21:32,987 --> 00:21:35,076
And they go [hisses]

444
00:21:35,163 --> 00:21:37,470
So we have had two weddings.

445
00:21:37,600 --> 00:21:38,645
One was just, you know,

446
00:21:38,775 --> 00:21:40,473
because we thought that Jesus

447
00:21:40,603 --> 00:21:42,562
and the rest of all of the Holy
Spirits would just bless us

448
00:21:42,692 --> 00:21:44,694
because the government wouldn't.

449
00:21:44,825 --> 00:21:45,826
- The fake one.

450
00:21:45,956 --> 00:21:47,349
- That was, but it
was the real one.

451
00:21:47,436 --> 00:21:49,786
- It was real in our...
Well, that's the one we count.

452
00:21:49,873 --> 00:21:52,093
- Yeah and then we had another
one that we can put on paper.

453
00:21:52,180 --> 00:21:54,791
- Yeah, we followed up with
the paperwork six years later.

454
00:21:54,922 --> 00:21:57,490
- Yeah.
- And that was four years ago.

455
00:21:57,620 --> 00:21:58,665
- Four years.

456
00:21:58,752 --> 00:21:59,753
Married bliss!

457
00:21:59,883 --> 00:22:00,928
And I say, when people ask me,

458
00:22:01,058 --> 00:22:02,799
"How do you keep
the marriage alive?"

459
00:22:02,930 --> 00:22:04,584
And I answer, quite
frankly, "Blow jobs."

460
00:22:07,456 --> 00:22:10,459
And I'm also very proud of
the fact that I'm married.

461
00:22:10,590 --> 00:22:14,245
And back when Mrs.
Kasha Davis was created,

462
00:22:17,292 --> 00:22:19,947
I mean, gay marriage
wasn't legal.

463
00:22:20,034 --> 00:22:24,386
And so we were talking about
something that was taboo.

464
00:22:27,389 --> 00:22:30,305
A lot of people say, "You
two love each other so much."

465
00:22:30,436 --> 00:22:32,525
We talk about it on videos
and everything else,

466
00:22:32,612 --> 00:22:35,919
but, the things that I
think is important is that,

467
00:22:36,050 --> 00:22:37,921
we have very similar situation.

468
00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:39,183
We were both married to women.

469
00:22:41,664 --> 00:22:45,320
- For me, after I came out,
it was really difficult

470
00:22:45,451 --> 00:22:47,235
because a lot of people didn't
wanna date someone with kids.

471
00:22:49,803 --> 00:22:52,066
- It was so funny
because I was like,

472
00:22:52,196 --> 00:22:56,679
crying, crying, "I'm
never gonna have children.

473
00:22:56,810 --> 00:22:58,028
It's never gonna happen.

474
00:22:58,159 --> 00:22:59,726
This is why I, you know,

475
00:22:59,856 --> 00:23:02,598
I don't wanna be gay because
I wanna have a family."

476
00:23:02,729 --> 00:23:06,036
- It was really cool because
he not only accepted the kids,

477
00:23:06,123 --> 00:23:08,517
he really wanted to meet them

478
00:23:08,648 --> 00:23:10,084
and wanted to have a
relationship with them.

479
00:23:12,260 --> 00:23:14,697
- Early on, I remember
thinking to myself,

480
00:23:14,828 --> 00:23:17,787
"Wow, if I ever had kids,

481
00:23:17,918 --> 00:23:19,615
they'd be just like
Melissa and Jessica."

482
00:23:19,702 --> 00:23:21,312
And then I was like... [gasps]

483
00:23:21,443 --> 00:23:22,488
And then it hit me
like a ton of bricks.

484
00:23:22,618 --> 00:23:23,967
I was like, "I do have kids.

485
00:23:24,098 --> 00:23:25,752
And they are Melissa
and Jessica."

486
00:23:25,882 --> 00:23:27,362
And so, it was perfect.

487
00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:34,978
Rushing after work to
go to Darienne Lake's

488
00:23:36,806 --> 00:23:38,591
viewing party at the Forum,

489
00:23:38,721 --> 00:23:40,506
the Bachelor Forum here
in Rochester, New York.

490
00:23:40,636 --> 00:23:43,073
"RuPaul's Drag
Race," season six.

491
00:23:43,204 --> 00:23:45,206
Hopefully, they'll do the
same for me for season seven

492
00:23:45,336 --> 00:23:46,381
when I'm cast.

493
00:23:46,512 --> 00:23:48,122
I'm Mrs. Kasha Davis.

494
00:23:48,252 --> 00:23:50,559
That's right, Mrs.

495
00:23:50,690 --> 00:23:54,215
Oh, and I am so proud to be
auditioning for season seven

496
00:23:54,345 --> 00:23:57,523
of "RuPaul's Drag Race."

497
00:23:57,653 --> 00:23:58,567
Oh, I've been here
a couple of times.

498
00:23:58,698 --> 00:23:59,742
You know that, Ru.

499
00:23:59,873 --> 00:24:01,352
But this is it.

500
00:24:01,483 --> 00:24:04,573
I am America's next
drag superstar.

501
00:24:04,704 --> 00:24:06,314
And you know why?

502
00:24:06,445 --> 00:24:09,273
Because you've seen me
for seven years in a row.

503
00:24:09,404 --> 00:24:10,623
And I know you know me.

504
00:24:10,753 --> 00:24:11,928
I know in my heart.

505
00:24:12,059 --> 00:24:14,322
I know you watched the videos.

506
00:24:14,453 --> 00:24:17,368
I know that you do take a look
at all of us gals out there,

507
00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:20,067
and I wanna represent
what you've built for us.

508
00:24:20,154 --> 00:24:22,722
I am so proud of what you
have done for our community.

509
00:24:22,852 --> 00:24:26,465
And I would love
to be a part of it.

510
00:24:26,595 --> 00:24:29,032
And I would love to lead it
with those winning queens,

511
00:24:29,163 --> 00:24:30,251
as a matter of fact.

512
00:24:30,599 --> 00:24:32,819
- Well guess what?
What?

513
00:24:32,906 --> 00:24:34,255
- You've got a chance

514
00:24:34,385 --> 00:24:35,256
because you've been
officially selected

515
00:24:35,386 --> 00:24:37,171
for season seven of "Drag Race."

516
00:24:37,301 --> 00:24:41,697
- Oh, my God on a
wheel! [laughs loudly]

517
00:24:43,003 --> 00:24:44,961
Holy shit balls!

518
00:24:45,092 --> 00:24:47,224
Jesus Christ, you put me
through the frickin' wringer!

519
00:24:49,966 --> 00:24:52,708
I have this towel here
to dry myself off.

520
00:24:54,057 --> 00:24:55,145
I think I peed a little.

521
00:24:55,276 --> 00:24:57,017
I mean... [exhales loudly]

522
00:24:57,147 --> 00:24:59,889
You know, a woman of my
age, I've gotta have poise.

523
00:25:00,020 --> 00:25:01,108
I've got, I'm
wearing Depends now.

524
00:25:01,238 --> 00:25:03,197
You made me wahhh...

525
00:25:03,327 --> 00:25:05,025
- Hey, everybody.

526
00:25:05,155 --> 00:25:07,418
It's been about three
weeks since we got the call

527
00:25:07,506 --> 00:25:10,900
and it is 5:30 in the
morning on July 12th.

528
00:25:13,424 --> 00:25:14,687
[Kasha grunts]

529
00:25:14,774 --> 00:25:16,297
- I can't take it.
[Steven laughs]

530
00:25:16,427 --> 00:25:17,646
- Don't look, just squish.

531
00:25:19,735 --> 00:25:22,956
- I could, basically,
projectile vomit right now.

532
00:25:23,086 --> 00:25:25,088
But, I will not do that
'cause it's on television

533
00:25:26,220 --> 00:25:27,613
or YouTube.

534
00:25:27,700 --> 00:25:29,266
We don't do that.

535
00:25:29,397 --> 00:25:31,355
- That would be disgusting.
- Disgusting.

536
00:25:32,879 --> 00:25:34,184
- But, you're
flying to New York.

537
00:25:34,315 --> 00:25:36,622
- New York and then L.A.

538
00:25:36,752 --> 00:25:38,798
I can't believe it.
- Then straight to HOLLYWOOD!

539
00:25:38,928 --> 00:25:40,669
- I'm so grateful and honored.

540
00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:42,628
I can't wait to...

541
00:25:42,758 --> 00:25:46,109
I'm gonna do my best,
whatever that is.

542
00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:48,329
It was an absolute
dream come true.

543
00:25:48,416 --> 00:25:49,939
And, of course, I
didn't wanna fuck it up.

544
00:25:51,637 --> 00:25:52,551
Hi, my honeys!

545
00:25:52,681 --> 00:25:55,728
I'm home! [laughs joyously]

546
00:25:55,858 --> 00:25:57,251
[queens laugh]

547
00:25:57,338 --> 00:25:58,861
- Are there any
other queens here?

548
00:25:58,992 --> 00:26:02,256
Oh, just me, I guess.
[laughs lightly]

549
00:26:02,386 --> 00:26:05,215
My name is Mrs. Kasha
Davis. [laughs joyously]

550
00:26:05,302 --> 00:26:07,870
And I'm an international
celebrity housewife

551
00:26:08,001 --> 00:26:10,177
because of that one time
I performed in Canada.

552
00:26:10,264 --> 00:26:13,702
Being on a reality show, it
just, it changes your life.

553
00:26:13,789 --> 00:26:16,183
You are under a microscope.

554
00:26:16,313 --> 00:26:18,968
[upbeat music]

555
00:26:19,099 --> 00:26:22,145
The entire time
that I was there,

556
00:26:22,276 --> 00:26:25,409
you are locked in a hotel room

557
00:26:25,496 --> 00:26:27,890
where they duct tape
the door closed.

558
00:26:28,021 --> 00:26:29,936
I had no telephone.

559
00:26:30,066 --> 00:26:31,502
You're working 12, 15 hours,

560
00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:33,374
and the only people you
can talk to in the world

561
00:26:33,504 --> 00:26:34,418
is this little group.

562
00:26:36,072 --> 00:26:38,335
You'd look up and there's
the Hollywood sign.

563
00:26:38,466 --> 00:26:41,208
And you felt like this is
gonna be a whole new adventure,

564
00:26:41,338 --> 00:26:42,165
a whole new life.

565
00:26:43,732 --> 00:26:45,473
Hi, everybody!

566
00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:48,650
I'm here to tell you to
put up your tray tables.

567
00:26:50,870 --> 00:26:52,349
[scat singing]

568
00:26:55,701 --> 00:26:56,702
♪ Put up your tray ♪

569
00:26:56,876 --> 00:27:01,097
♪ Put up your tray tables ♪

570
00:27:01,271 --> 00:27:02,969
♪ Aah ♪

571
00:27:03,056 --> 00:27:04,231
♪ Put up your, put up your ♪

572
00:27:04,318 --> 00:27:08,409
♪ Put up your,
put up your tray ♪

573
00:27:08,583 --> 00:27:10,803
♪ Please, put it up now ♪

574
00:27:10,977 --> 00:27:12,413
♪ Put up yours ♪

575
00:27:14,981 --> 00:27:17,592
- Wasn't she just great,
ladies and gentlemen?

576
00:27:17,723 --> 00:27:19,986
- When I got cast on
"RuPaul's Drag Race,"

577
00:27:20,116 --> 00:27:23,206
I was grateful and excited,
but, it's a competition.

578
00:27:23,337 --> 00:27:25,556
And, they were
kind of cutthroat,

579
00:27:25,687 --> 00:27:27,558
you know, as queens can be.

580
00:27:27,689 --> 00:27:29,256
And I'm used to a
family atmosphere

581
00:27:29,386 --> 00:27:30,605
where we support one another.

582
00:27:30,736 --> 00:27:34,000
- Next up, Pearl and Max.

583
00:27:34,130 --> 00:27:37,481
- And last, but certainly not
youngest, Mrs. Kasha Davis!

584
00:27:39,614 --> 00:27:41,877
- Did you hear that, dear?

585
00:27:42,008 --> 00:27:45,185
[RuPaul laughs]

586
00:27:45,315 --> 00:27:48,449
- I get frustrated with
our community saying,

587
00:27:48,536 --> 00:27:51,104
"You're too old,
roll over and die."

588
00:27:51,234 --> 00:27:53,541
And, "Everybody should
be young and thin."

589
00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:55,630
Why?

590
00:27:55,761 --> 00:27:56,718
- Honey, when they
picked that group,

591
00:27:56,849 --> 00:27:58,589
I know there's a lot
of buffoonery because

592
00:27:58,677 --> 00:27:59,852
they all look alike.

593
00:27:59,982 --> 00:28:00,809
They're all the same height.

594
00:28:00,940 --> 00:28:02,811
They all weigh two pounds.

595
00:28:02,898 --> 00:28:03,899
- This may sound like old
lady bullshit or whatever,

596
00:28:04,030 --> 00:28:06,119
but, after trying for
this for seven years

597
00:28:06,249 --> 00:28:07,990
and somebody's like,
"Ugh, fuck this."

598
00:28:08,077 --> 00:28:09,209
That pisses me off.
- Yeah.

599
00:28:10,471 --> 00:28:11,820
- You know, it's like,

600
00:28:11,907 --> 00:28:13,779
sometimes you have
that pop of attitude.

601
00:28:13,909 --> 00:28:15,258
- It's your shtick.
You know that.

602
00:28:15,389 --> 00:28:16,216
What was the first
thing you said to me

603
00:28:16,346 --> 00:28:17,652
when we stood at the table

604
00:28:17,783 --> 00:28:19,088
when we first walked
in the workroom?

605
00:28:19,175 --> 00:28:20,873
- Something about your man arms?

606
00:28:21,003 --> 00:28:22,526
- Yeah, man arms and then we'll
see if you have any talent.

607
00:28:25,094 --> 00:28:27,444
I was so anxious, you know?

608
00:28:27,575 --> 00:28:32,014
It was the sole thing
I wanted in my life.

609
00:28:32,798 --> 00:28:34,190
[drum rolls]

610
00:28:34,321 --> 00:28:37,977
- And now, our hostesses
with the mostesses,

611
00:28:38,107 --> 00:28:41,067
Mrs. Kasha Davis and Katya!

612
00:28:42,938 --> 00:28:44,679
- Oh, my goodness, everyone.

613
00:28:44,810 --> 00:28:46,681
We wanna welcyum-

614
00:28:46,812 --> 00:28:50,511
welcome you to the first
annual DESPY Awards.

615
00:28:50,641 --> 00:28:52,469
- That's a hard job
opening the show.

616
00:28:52,556 --> 00:28:54,080
That's tough, you know?

617
00:28:54,210 --> 00:28:56,865
To be overshadowed by
the people following you.

618
00:28:56,996 --> 00:28:58,998
Here's someone who
really has the chops

619
00:28:59,128 --> 00:29:00,347
and didn't bring it tonight.

620
00:29:00,477 --> 00:29:01,957
I find that very frustrating.

621
00:29:02,088 --> 00:29:04,481
- This is like a
workhorse queen, you know?

622
00:29:04,612 --> 00:29:07,876
And a workhorse queen
has to make us laugh

623
00:29:08,007 --> 00:29:09,269
the minute we see her.

624
00:29:09,399 --> 00:29:11,619
- It didn't happen tonight.

625
00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:14,143
- Ladies, I've made my decision.

626
00:29:14,274 --> 00:29:18,104
[suspenseful music]

627
00:29:18,234 --> 00:29:21,672
Mrs. Kasha Davis, your big
opening was a little sloppy.

628
00:29:25,502 --> 00:29:29,419
Call Mr. Davis and tell
him, "Mama's coming home."

629
00:29:29,550 --> 00:29:31,378
[Ross laughs lightly]

630
00:29:31,508 --> 00:29:32,727
Sashay away.

631
00:29:35,164 --> 00:29:36,905
- Love you gals!
- Love you!

632
00:29:37,036 --> 00:29:39,778
[contestants applaud]

633
00:29:39,908 --> 00:29:40,866
- There's always
time for a cocktail.

634
00:29:43,129 --> 00:29:45,784
[melancholic music]

635
00:30:01,669 --> 00:30:02,496
I was really,
really disappointed.

636
00:30:06,413 --> 00:30:09,590
I knew I wasn't competing up
to my personal expectations

637
00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:10,939
and to what other
people expected of me.

638
00:30:13,202 --> 00:30:16,075
I felt like I was disappointing
my husband and my kids.

639
00:30:16,205 --> 00:30:17,598
They had these
ideas of me winning.

640
00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:24,170
- I got a phone call in
the middle of the day

641
00:30:24,257 --> 00:30:26,737
and it was Ed,

642
00:30:26,868 --> 00:30:29,175
and I was disappointed for him

643
00:30:29,305 --> 00:30:31,090
because I knew he
wanted to do well.

644
00:30:31,177 --> 00:30:32,743
And I know that it
was his passion.

645
00:30:36,095 --> 00:30:38,184
- I was the fifth queen
sent home on season seven

646
00:30:38,271 --> 00:30:39,750
of "RuPaul's Drag Race."

647
00:30:42,014 --> 00:30:45,626
It was hard to go home
and face everyone.

648
00:30:45,713 --> 00:30:47,280
It was hard to face myself.

649
00:30:48,716 --> 00:30:52,763
My name is Mrs. Kasha Davis.

650
00:30:52,894 --> 00:30:54,809
International
celebrity housewife

651
00:30:54,940 --> 00:30:56,811
because of that one
gig in Montreal.

652
00:30:56,942 --> 00:30:58,465
[audience laughs]

653
00:30:58,595 --> 00:31:00,728
Now, I don't know if any
of you ever have watched

654
00:31:00,859 --> 00:31:03,339
the reality television
show, "RuPaul's Drag Race."

655
00:31:03,470 --> 00:31:05,428
[audience cheers]

656
00:31:05,559 --> 00:31:06,908
Thank you.

657
00:31:07,039 --> 00:31:08,997
And if you've
watched season seven,

658
00:31:09,128 --> 00:31:11,304
you might remember me
from the opening credits.

659
00:31:11,391 --> 00:31:13,654
[audience laughs]

660
00:31:13,784 --> 00:31:15,177
In other words, I did shitty.

661
00:31:15,308 --> 00:31:17,701
[audience laughs]

662
00:31:23,794 --> 00:31:25,318
I have these shoes

663
00:31:25,448 --> 00:31:27,146
and I don't know what to
wear with them tonight.

664
00:31:28,625 --> 00:31:29,931
I think something with gold.

665
00:31:30,018 --> 00:31:32,107
- [Steven] Talk about
shoes in a pile.

666
00:31:32,238 --> 00:31:34,718
It's like your shoe
cupboard threw up.

667
00:31:36,416 --> 00:31:40,028
- I get told that
I'm basic a lot.

668
00:31:40,159 --> 00:31:42,639
And there's a degree
of that that I own.

669
00:31:42,726 --> 00:31:44,032
And sometimes it is an
insecurity on my age.

670
00:31:44,163 --> 00:31:46,513
I mean, look at this
forehead, right?

671
00:31:49,211 --> 00:31:50,996
Well, hello.
It's Mrs. Kasha Davis.

672
00:31:51,126 --> 00:31:53,041
How are you?

673
00:31:53,128 --> 00:31:53,912
- Pretty good, how are you?
[indistinct voice on phone]

674
00:31:54,042 --> 00:31:55,609
I'm good! Who's calling?

675
00:31:55,739 --> 00:31:57,959
[indistinct voice on phone]

676
00:31:58,090 --> 00:31:59,091
Hi!

677
00:31:59,221 --> 00:32:01,354
[indistinct voice on phone]

678
00:32:01,441 --> 00:32:02,790
I'm doing fine.

679
00:32:02,921 --> 00:32:04,096
I can't believe...

680
00:32:04,226 --> 00:32:07,360
How goofy am I that I decided to

681
00:32:07,490 --> 00:32:08,752
put my phone number
accidentally on Twitter?

682
00:32:10,754 --> 00:32:12,234
And I tweeted my phone number

683
00:32:12,365 --> 00:32:14,410
to get in contact
about performance.

684
00:32:14,541 --> 00:32:17,631
And when it said,
"Reply," I did tweet.

685
00:32:17,761 --> 00:32:19,850
'Cause I don't
understand technology.

686
00:32:19,981 --> 00:32:21,417
So I wasn't realizing
what I was doing.

687
00:32:21,504 --> 00:32:23,637
I tweeted the number and then
got all these phone calls.

688
00:32:23,767 --> 00:32:24,768
Hi there, darling.

689
00:32:24,899 --> 00:32:27,510
It's Mrs. Kasha Davis.

690
00:32:27,641 --> 00:32:28,685
- Hi Kasha!
[indistinct voice on phone]

691
00:32:28,772 --> 00:32:30,644
Hi!

692
00:32:30,774 --> 00:32:32,124
- Oh my goodness!
[indistinct voice on phone]

693
00:32:32,254 --> 00:32:32,951
- I actually got through!
[indistinct voice on phone]

694
00:32:33,081 --> 00:32:34,082
Oh, my gosh.

695
00:32:34,213 --> 00:32:35,214
What's your name?

696
00:32:35,344 --> 00:32:38,913
I realized this
was my opportunity

697
00:32:39,044 --> 00:32:42,482
because even if I
got kicked off early,

698
00:32:42,569 --> 00:32:44,310
believe it or not,

699
00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:45,528
"RuPaul's Drag Race" girls
are considered celebrities.

700
00:32:45,615 --> 00:32:48,967
[upbeat music]

701
00:32:49,097 --> 00:32:53,319
Season seven of "RuPaul's
Drag Race" aired in 2015.

702
00:32:53,406 --> 00:32:55,582
[upbeat music]

703
00:32:55,669 --> 00:32:57,671
- TV definitely
changed the game.

704
00:32:57,801 --> 00:32:59,107
I never thought I
would do the show.

705
00:32:59,238 --> 00:33:00,761
I never thought I'd
be interested in it.

706
00:33:00,891 --> 00:33:02,154
I never thought drag
would be a career.

707
00:33:02,284 --> 00:33:04,156
I just didn't.

708
00:33:04,286 --> 00:33:07,028
But I'm extremely grateful
for what it's opened up

709
00:33:07,159 --> 00:33:09,770
and what I've been
able to get to do.

710
00:33:09,900 --> 00:33:10,727
- You know, you hear
a lot of people say,

711
00:33:10,858 --> 00:33:12,903
"Oh, they are an
Instagram queen.

712
00:33:12,991 --> 00:33:14,905
They're a YouTube queen.
They have tutorials.

713
00:33:15,036 --> 00:33:17,082
They have this, they have that."
Great!

714
00:33:17,212 --> 00:33:18,605
That's what we're
working towards,

715
00:33:18,735 --> 00:33:19,910
so that they can
have that freedom.

716
00:33:22,435 --> 00:33:24,045
"RuPaul's Drag Race,"

717
00:33:24,176 --> 00:33:26,787
allowed people to see that
they're a part of something.

718
00:33:29,355 --> 00:33:32,923
And I know that's
what Ru really wants.

719
00:33:34,838 --> 00:33:36,144
- With every season,

720
00:33:36,275 --> 00:33:37,754
I feel like there's
more and more variety

721
00:33:37,841 --> 00:33:39,843
of new types of queens.

722
00:33:39,930 --> 00:33:42,237
You know, you can do
whatever you want to.

723
00:33:42,368 --> 00:33:44,413
"RuPaul's Drag Race" has
this wonderful platform

724
00:33:44,544 --> 00:33:45,893
where we bring these people in,

725
00:33:46,024 --> 00:33:47,460
but there aren't that
many spots on the show.

726
00:33:47,590 --> 00:33:51,855
And there are a bazillion
more talented queens

727
00:33:51,986 --> 00:33:53,727
who have not been cast yet.

728
00:33:54,858 --> 00:33:55,816
[audience murmur]

729
00:33:59,254 --> 00:34:01,735
- This next gal and the
fabulous Wednesday Westwood,

730
00:34:01,865 --> 00:34:03,519
need your positive energy

731
00:34:03,650 --> 00:34:05,347
'cause they are auditioning
for "RuPaul's Drag Race."

732
00:34:05,478 --> 00:34:07,871
[audience cheers]

733
00:34:08,002 --> 00:34:09,873
She's my sister and gal pal.

734
00:34:10,004 --> 00:34:12,833
I know you'll love
her, Miss Aggy Dune!

735
00:34:12,963 --> 00:34:13,790
[audience cheers]

736
00:34:17,620 --> 00:34:20,275
♪ One, two, three, one,
two, three, drink ♪

737
00:34:20,362 --> 00:34:22,712
♪ Throw 'em back
'til I lose count ♪

738
00:34:22,886 --> 00:34:27,848
♪ I'm gonna swing ♪

739
00:34:28,022 --> 00:34:30,459
♪ from the chandelier ♪

740
00:34:30,590 --> 00:34:34,768
- I wanna be on "Drag Race"
to have that recognition,

741
00:34:34,898 --> 00:34:37,945
to say to all the
people who supported me

742
00:34:38,076 --> 00:34:39,773
for the last 35 years that say,

743
00:34:39,903 --> 00:34:40,861
"You should really be on there."

744
00:34:40,991 --> 00:34:42,819
I just kinda wanna,

745
00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:44,299
I wanna do it for them
as much as for myself.

746
00:34:47,824 --> 00:34:49,783
Now with "Drag Race,"

747
00:34:49,913 --> 00:34:50,871
the crowd doesn't wanna come out

748
00:34:51,001 --> 00:34:54,483
unless there's a celebrity there

749
00:34:54,614 --> 00:34:57,138
so they can take a selfie
and post it on their Instagram.

750
00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:00,576
It's always fun.

751
00:35:00,707 --> 00:35:02,448
It's like, "We're gonna
do a meet and greet. Great!

752
00:35:02,578 --> 00:35:03,797
No, one's here to
stand next to me."

753
00:35:08,193 --> 00:35:10,108
So many of the
people here in town,

754
00:35:10,238 --> 00:35:11,283
that have made it onto the show

755
00:35:11,413 --> 00:35:13,067
that I've mentored and helped

756
00:35:13,198 --> 00:35:16,592
and been a part of their
drag growth in their career,

757
00:35:16,723 --> 00:35:19,421
have gotten onto the show,
and I'm so excited for them.

758
00:35:19,552 --> 00:35:22,642
I know how much I want it,

759
00:35:22,729 --> 00:35:24,948
so I know how much it means
to them to get on there.

760
00:35:25,035 --> 00:35:27,037
And I am truly excited for 'em.

761
00:35:27,168 --> 00:35:29,910
It kills me that I have
not gotten on there.

762
00:35:32,217 --> 00:35:34,436
I'm sorry, I can't
go on with the scene.

763
00:35:34,567 --> 00:35:36,395
I'm too happy.

764
00:35:36,525 --> 00:35:38,832
Mr. RuPaul, do you mind
if I say a few words?

765
00:35:38,919 --> 00:35:39,876
Thank you.

766
00:35:41,661 --> 00:35:43,706
I just wanna tell you
all how happy I am

767
00:35:43,837 --> 00:35:44,881
to be back in the studio,
making an audition tape again.

768
00:35:47,710 --> 00:35:49,495
You don't know how much
I've missed all of you.

769
00:35:51,453 --> 00:35:53,803
And I promise you, I'll
never desert you again

770
00:35:53,934 --> 00:35:54,848
because after season 10,

771
00:35:54,978 --> 00:35:56,197
I'll make another audition tape,

772
00:35:56,328 --> 00:35:57,372
and another audition tape.

773
00:35:58,852 --> 00:36:02,116
You see, this is my life.

774
00:36:03,900 --> 00:36:05,032
It always will be.

775
00:36:06,294 --> 00:36:08,644
There's nothing else, just us.

776
00:36:11,908 --> 00:36:16,174
It changes your friends
structure of what you have

777
00:36:18,306 --> 00:36:21,135
because you can't share
something that they're doing.

778
00:36:21,266 --> 00:36:24,182
So, they're hesitant to
talk about their success

779
00:36:24,312 --> 00:36:25,574
and some of the
things they're having,

780
00:36:25,661 --> 00:36:27,402
'cause they know how much
you're not part of it,

781
00:36:27,533 --> 00:36:29,883
which makes it more
difficult to continue

782
00:36:30,013 --> 00:36:31,885
to have that close friendship,

783
00:36:31,972 --> 00:36:34,931
because there's now things
that you can't talk about.

784
00:36:35,062 --> 00:36:37,934
So, I just kinda
wanna get on, mainly,

785
00:36:38,021 --> 00:36:39,936
so I can get all my friends back

786
00:36:40,067 --> 00:36:41,634
to the way that things were

787
00:36:41,764 --> 00:36:45,899
before "Drag Race" shifted
the entire drag world.

788
00:36:47,727 --> 00:36:49,772
- Are you frustrated at
trolling the internet,

789
00:36:49,903 --> 00:36:52,514
looking at drag queens'
social media pages,

790
00:36:52,601 --> 00:36:55,213
just to find the same old
posts over and over again?

791
00:36:55,343 --> 00:36:56,214
How boring!

792
00:36:58,738 --> 00:37:01,436
Are you overwhelmed at
all the audition tapes

793
00:37:01,567 --> 00:37:04,744
just to see the same old
death drops again and again?

794
00:37:04,831 --> 00:37:07,442
Oh, yikes!

795
00:37:07,573 --> 00:37:09,009
- I'd say one of the
biggest hardships

796
00:37:09,139 --> 00:37:12,099
that I've had doing
drag has been, well,

797
00:37:12,186 --> 00:37:14,057
auditioning for
"RuPaul's Drag Race"

798
00:37:14,188 --> 00:37:15,798
for eight seasons in a row.

799
00:37:15,885 --> 00:37:18,236
[crowd chatters]

800
00:37:22,327 --> 00:37:23,893
- So when you first
come off "Drag Race,"

801
00:37:24,024 --> 00:37:24,938
it was busy, busy, busy.

802
00:37:25,068 --> 00:37:26,200
There were tours lined up.

803
00:37:26,331 --> 00:37:27,157
Promotional things.

804
00:37:30,248 --> 00:37:31,988
I'm gonna go on tour this week.

805
00:37:32,119 --> 00:37:33,120
It's gonna be fabulous.

806
00:37:33,251 --> 00:37:33,903
- Oh, it's gonna be a crazy
week.

807
00:37:34,034 --> 00:37:35,035
- I know.

808
00:37:35,818 --> 00:37:38,386
Roscoe's in Chicago with the
entire cast of season seven.

809
00:37:38,517 --> 00:37:40,258
So I always wanted to be
a full-time performer.

810
00:37:40,388 --> 00:37:43,086
And, finally, I have this
once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

811
00:37:43,217 --> 00:37:45,480
But, you know, financially,

812
00:37:45,567 --> 00:37:47,830
how am I going to
support my family?

813
00:37:47,961 --> 00:37:50,703
It's important for Steven and I

814
00:37:50,833 --> 00:37:53,662
to continue to
maintain our home.

815
00:37:55,751 --> 00:37:58,928
Looking at the gay world, we
didn't necessarily fit in.

816
00:37:59,059 --> 00:38:00,887
It was always a dream of
ours to have the home,

817
00:38:00,974 --> 00:38:02,802
the pool, the kids.

818
00:38:04,847 --> 00:38:06,196
You have girl-size feet.

819
00:38:06,327 --> 00:38:07,110
What size shoe do you wear?

820
00:38:07,241 --> 00:38:09,069
- Correct.

821
00:38:09,199 --> 00:38:10,070
[Kasha laughs]

822
00:38:10,157 --> 00:38:11,419
- Correct.

823
00:38:11,550 --> 00:38:12,333
I can't get this.

824
00:38:14,857 --> 00:38:17,817
- [Pandora] Oh, it's so
hard to open a Diet Coke.

825
00:38:17,947 --> 00:38:20,602
Oh, my God. I can't possibly!

826
00:38:20,733 --> 00:38:25,172
Oh, it's so hard,
living in the suburbs.

827
00:38:26,956 --> 00:38:28,480
With a pool and a
house and children

828
00:38:28,610 --> 00:38:30,786
and the money and a convertible.

829
00:38:30,917 --> 00:38:32,310
[Kasha laughs]

830
00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:35,225
Look! Could somebody
open my soda for me?

831
00:38:35,356 --> 00:38:36,749
- Somebody open my Diet Coke.

832
00:38:36,836 --> 00:38:38,446
I can't possibly.

833
00:38:38,577 --> 00:38:39,752
- [Pandora] Oh, I
couldn't possibly.

834
00:38:42,189 --> 00:38:43,364
- You see, this is my friend.

835
00:38:45,105 --> 00:38:46,672
- We really needed
to make a decision.

836
00:38:46,802 --> 00:38:48,848
Was he gonna stay with his job

837
00:38:48,978 --> 00:38:52,504
or was he gonna jump in full
force and try to make a career?

838
00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:58,031
We both agreed that we were
gonna give it at least a year.

839
00:38:58,118 --> 00:38:59,554
And, if things
weren't working out,

840
00:38:59,685 --> 00:39:02,427
then he would not do
it full-time anymore.

841
00:39:02,514 --> 00:39:04,603
- At that time I
was 44 years old

842
00:39:04,733 --> 00:39:06,648
and I realized I can do this

843
00:39:06,779 --> 00:39:07,823
and I'm gonna go for it.

844
00:39:07,954 --> 00:39:10,957
[upbeat music]

845
00:39:11,087 --> 00:39:13,612
[audience cheers]

846
00:39:18,138 --> 00:39:19,182
- [Steven] This was
just the beginning

847
00:39:19,313 --> 00:39:21,707
of a whole new career phase.

848
00:39:23,448 --> 00:39:25,101
- [Kasha] On my
post-season tour,

849
00:39:25,232 --> 00:39:27,190
we traveled to New York
City, we were in LA,

850
00:39:27,321 --> 00:39:31,325
we were in Las Vegas,
New Orleans, and Miami.

851
00:39:31,456 --> 00:39:33,849
I was so busy.
I was able to tour

852
00:39:33,980 --> 00:39:35,329
and meet so many different
fans of the show.

853
00:39:35,460 --> 00:39:36,678
It was amazing.

854
00:39:38,201 --> 00:39:39,681
I could not believe these people

855
00:39:39,812 --> 00:39:43,903
that were so obsessed
with the queens.

856
00:39:43,990 --> 00:39:45,208
I could not get over this!

857
00:39:47,689 --> 00:39:49,604
When my season first aired,

858
00:39:49,735 --> 00:39:51,432
every time I would get on an
airplane, people were like,

859
00:39:51,519 --> 00:39:53,347
"There's always time
for a cocktail."

860
00:39:53,478 --> 00:39:55,871
And they would hand
me bottles of booze.

861
00:39:56,002 --> 00:39:58,004
I was like, "Wow,
this is fantastic."

862
00:39:59,701 --> 00:40:02,400
After the excitement
of that tour ended,

863
00:40:02,530 --> 00:40:05,533
the bookings slowed down and
then it kind of trickled.

864
00:40:05,664 --> 00:40:07,361
And then there was some
interest and then it died.

865
00:40:09,885 --> 00:40:13,411
As time went on, I started to
see my calendar looking blank

866
00:40:14,629 --> 00:40:16,544
and I'm looking at my husband

867
00:40:16,675 --> 00:40:18,416
wondering what I've done

868
00:40:18,546 --> 00:40:20,069
with my contribution
to our relationship,

869
00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,550
by leaving my
full-time job for this.

870
00:40:22,681 --> 00:40:26,032
- One of the hardest parts
of being a drag husband

871
00:40:26,162 --> 00:40:29,992
is when your drag wife
comes home from a gig

872
00:40:30,079 --> 00:40:32,604
and maybe one that she
was really excited about

873
00:40:32,734 --> 00:40:35,084
and it wasn't well attended,

874
00:40:35,215 --> 00:40:37,173
or a number didn't go over
as well as she thought.

875
00:40:40,350 --> 00:40:41,787
Say, "Goodnight, Gracie."

876
00:40:43,179 --> 00:40:44,137
- Goodnight, Gracie.

877
00:40:46,574 --> 00:40:49,272
I identified with
my nine-to-five job.

878
00:40:49,403 --> 00:40:51,361
During that period of
time I was productive

879
00:40:51,492 --> 00:40:52,667
and I could abstain
from alcohol.

880
00:40:54,669 --> 00:40:56,279
I knew that I was good
at lifting people up

881
00:40:56,366 --> 00:40:57,237
and managing people.

882
00:40:58,760 --> 00:41:02,242
And then I was
literally a housewife.

883
00:41:02,372 --> 00:41:04,070
[vacuum cleaner whirring]

884
00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:05,985
I was at home all day

885
00:41:06,115 --> 00:41:07,639
and I would look at all the
other queens from my season

886
00:41:07,769 --> 00:41:10,076
who were getting tours, and
shows, and opportunities.

887
00:41:10,206 --> 00:41:12,252
[lawn mower whirring]

888
00:41:12,382 --> 00:41:13,732
My insecurities took over

889
00:41:13,862 --> 00:41:16,517
and it really began
to get out of control.

890
00:41:16,648 --> 00:41:19,172
Well, I'm so very,
very proud to say

891
00:41:19,302 --> 00:41:22,784
that just a couple of you
were requesting another video.

892
00:41:22,915 --> 00:41:24,525
And I thought, "Well,
I have a moment

893
00:41:24,656 --> 00:41:26,309
and a couple of
things to share."

894
00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:30,923
And I thought, "Why not
sit down on April 20th

895
00:41:31,053 --> 00:41:35,057
and have a glass of wine with
my friends on the W W W?"

896
00:41:35,188 --> 00:41:37,669
Mmm hmmm! Mm mm!

897
00:41:37,799 --> 00:41:39,540
I love a good boxed wine.

898
00:41:39,671 --> 00:41:41,803
I mean, it's good for a bargain,

899
00:41:41,890 --> 00:41:43,239
and you can take it
with you everywhere.

900
00:41:43,326 --> 00:41:45,241
They go in totes and everything.

901
00:41:45,372 --> 00:41:46,721
Well, everybody
likes a cocktail.

902
00:41:46,852 --> 00:41:49,768
There's always time
for a cocktail.

903
00:41:49,898 --> 00:41:52,858
There's always time
for a cocktail.

904
00:41:56,775 --> 00:41:58,341
- We used to have an
expression about Kasha Davis.

905
00:41:58,472 --> 00:41:59,691
"When the Tanqueray turns."

906
00:42:01,257 --> 00:42:02,302
It was sort of like she was fun

907
00:42:02,432 --> 00:42:03,912
and having a great time,

908
00:42:04,043 --> 00:42:05,871
and then that tipping
point of the drinking,

909
00:42:06,001 --> 00:42:08,743
as the Tanqueray turns.

910
00:42:08,874 --> 00:42:11,006
And then she would just
get nasty. [laughs]

911
00:42:11,137 --> 00:42:12,878
She'd be really mean.

912
00:42:12,965 --> 00:42:16,359
And we're like, "Okay, it's
time to call it a night.

913
00:42:16,490 --> 00:42:17,752
You know, we'll see
you later, bye!"

914
00:42:19,362 --> 00:42:24,367
- When you're that thick
into your addiction,

915
00:42:24,498 --> 00:42:25,978
you're either drinking,

916
00:42:26,108 --> 00:42:27,806
you're thinking about the
next time you're gonna drink,

917
00:42:27,893 --> 00:42:28,763
or you're hungover.

918
00:42:30,417 --> 00:42:32,071
You gravitate to
the liquor store.

919
00:42:32,201 --> 00:42:34,639
You gravitate to
the box of wine.

920
00:42:34,769 --> 00:42:36,336
And then, if you're
a comedian like me,

921
00:42:36,423 --> 00:42:38,686
you kinda make fun of it.

922
00:42:38,817 --> 00:42:40,775
When you walk into a
club and go to perform,

923
00:42:40,906 --> 00:42:42,995
you think that everybody's
as drunk as you.

924
00:42:43,125 --> 00:42:45,998
And now I realized,
"Nobody was that drunk."

925
00:42:46,172 --> 00:42:50,480
♪ On the fifth day of Christmas
my true love gave to me ♪

926
00:42:50,655 --> 00:42:55,050
♪ Five shots of Tanqueray ♪

927
00:42:55,224 --> 00:42:56,443
♪ Four vodka tonics ♪

928
00:42:56,530 --> 00:42:58,314
♪ Three Tom Collins ♪

929
00:42:58,401 --> 00:43:00,099
♪ Two Kasha's balls ♪

930
00:43:00,273 --> 00:43:03,058
♪ And a stupid tree
in [inaudible] ♪

931
00:43:03,189 --> 00:43:04,712
[audience laughs]

932
00:43:04,843 --> 00:43:08,890
And it was after five, six,
seven days of traveling

933
00:43:09,021 --> 00:43:10,718
all different places, New
York City, Philadelphia,

934
00:43:10,849 --> 00:43:12,198
back to Rochester.

935
00:43:12,328 --> 00:43:13,373
And I was driving
and I was drinking.

936
00:43:15,244 --> 00:43:18,465
And it was a really
bad weekend of excess.

937
00:43:23,601 --> 00:43:25,603
- [Steven] His drinking
had started to escalate.

938
00:43:27,256 --> 00:43:29,737
He was in Scranton to do a show

939
00:43:29,868 --> 00:43:32,522
and we agreed that he
would sleep overnight

940
00:43:32,653 --> 00:43:34,394
and then come home in
the morning for a gig.

941
00:43:36,657 --> 00:43:40,095
That morning, I could tell
that he had been drinking

942
00:43:40,226 --> 00:43:43,490
before I even saw him.

943
00:43:43,621 --> 00:43:47,189
30 minutes later, I got a
text that he was arrested.

944
00:43:49,104 --> 00:43:52,368
- When I came to the next
day, Steve said to me,

945
00:43:52,499 --> 00:43:54,936
"You know, that it was reported

946
00:43:55,067 --> 00:43:58,026
that you were swerving
from children."

947
00:43:59,637 --> 00:44:01,073
- We just had a big blow out.

948
00:44:01,203 --> 00:44:04,032
I told him I couldn't do
it anymore, I was done.

949
00:44:04,119 --> 00:44:08,167
And at that point I was
ready to end the relationship

950
00:44:08,297 --> 00:44:12,388
because I couldn't take
the drinking anymore.

951
00:44:12,519 --> 00:44:15,261
[piano music]

952
00:44:24,270 --> 00:44:28,883
♪ I am a bird girl ♪

953
00:44:30,755 --> 00:44:32,582
♪ I am a bird girl ♪

954
00:44:37,718 --> 00:44:40,416
- That's when I realized
I'm an alcoholic

955
00:44:40,547 --> 00:44:43,463
and I may have to
lose everything.

956
00:44:43,593 --> 00:44:47,946
I may have to lose my husband,
my children, my career,

957
00:44:49,817 --> 00:44:51,906
but I wasn't gonna lose myself.

958
00:44:52,037 --> 00:44:53,516
I was going to stop.

959
00:44:57,129 --> 00:44:59,697
♪ Here in my hands ♪

960
00:45:01,829 --> 00:45:04,876
I enlisted in outpatient rehab

961
00:45:05,006 --> 00:45:08,706
and that was the foundation
for a lifetime of recovery.

962
00:45:13,667 --> 00:45:15,495
- He just took
complete responsibility

963
00:45:15,625 --> 00:45:17,497
and started going to AA.

964
00:45:17,627 --> 00:45:19,064
And that really, I think,

965
00:45:19,194 --> 00:45:22,328
I credit that moment
to saving our marriage.

966
00:45:22,458 --> 00:45:24,896
And, actually, it's
become so much better

967
00:45:26,985 --> 00:45:30,510
because he's now sober and
fully present in the marriage.

968
00:45:34,383 --> 00:45:36,559
[Kasha and Steven laugh]

969
00:45:41,608 --> 00:45:42,478
- I'm grateful to be alive.

970
00:45:44,176 --> 00:45:45,481
And I would not be
able to do any of this

971
00:45:45,568 --> 00:45:47,614
without my husband.

972
00:45:47,701 --> 00:45:51,618
♪ Into soon the sky ♪

973
00:45:51,705 --> 00:45:56,057
♪ I'm gonna be born ♪

974
00:45:56,231 --> 00:45:58,843
♪ Into soon the sky ♪

975
00:46:01,846 --> 00:46:02,977
With the love and
support of Steve,

976
00:46:03,108 --> 00:46:05,414
I was able to continue
working as Mrs. Kasha Davis,

977
00:46:05,545 --> 00:46:06,894
going to rehab,

978
00:46:07,025 --> 00:46:10,245
and really addressing
this problem head on

979
00:46:10,376 --> 00:46:11,159
one day at a time.

980
00:46:12,900 --> 00:46:14,902
And again, we want you
to have those cocktails.

981
00:46:14,989 --> 00:46:16,338
I have a phrase called,

982
00:46:16,469 --> 00:46:18,906
"There's always time
for a cocktail."

983
00:46:18,993 --> 00:46:20,821
My mother used to say that
every morning, noon, and night.

984
00:46:20,952 --> 00:46:23,041
God rest her
NyQuil-chugging soul.

985
00:46:23,128 --> 00:46:24,956
[audience laughs]

986
00:46:25,086 --> 00:46:29,047
At any rate, I digest.
[laughs lightly]

987
00:46:29,177 --> 00:46:30,004
Thank you.

988
00:46:31,789 --> 00:46:34,748
You know, I'm almost three
years sober now, kids.

989
00:46:34,879 --> 00:46:37,490
Can you believe that shit?
[audience applauds]

990
00:46:37,577 --> 00:46:38,839
Yeah, thank you so much.

991
00:46:38,970 --> 00:46:41,320
Through the process
of rehabilitation,

992
00:46:41,450 --> 00:46:45,628
one of the things that did,
you know, pop up in my mind is,

993
00:46:45,759 --> 00:46:47,674
"Who is Mrs. Kasha Davis

994
00:46:47,805 --> 00:46:49,719
if she doesn't have a
glass of wine in her hand?

995
00:46:49,850 --> 00:46:51,417
How is she going
to go on by saying,

996
00:46:51,547 --> 00:46:52,679
'There's always time
for a cocktail?'

997
00:46:52,810 --> 00:46:53,898
Do I have to change it to,

998
00:46:54,028 --> 00:46:55,290
'There's always time
for a mocktail?'

999
00:46:55,377 --> 00:46:58,903
Can I get that level of
excitement on stage?"

1000
00:46:58,990 --> 00:47:00,382
[audience laughs]

1001
00:47:00,513 --> 00:47:01,906
You know, my phrase,

1002
00:47:01,993 --> 00:47:04,343
"There's always time for
a cocktail," I'm sober.

1003
00:47:04,430 --> 00:47:07,041
What had happened was, is
that I was drinking so much,

1004
00:47:07,172 --> 00:47:09,522
I realized I was
allergic to alcohol

1005
00:47:09,652 --> 00:47:12,612
because every time I drank,
I broke out in handcuffs.

1006
00:47:12,742 --> 00:47:14,092
[audience laughs]

1007
00:47:14,222 --> 00:47:17,269
It's much safer
for the community

1008
00:47:17,399 --> 00:47:21,708
at large, small, and medium.

1009
00:47:21,795 --> 00:47:26,234
I started to look at how I could
potentially begin to repair

1010
00:47:26,365 --> 00:47:27,279
the relationship with my family.

1011
00:47:29,237 --> 00:47:32,153
I was somebody who took
a look in the mirror

1012
00:47:32,284 --> 00:47:34,547
in the early forties
and said, "I'm not done.

1013
00:47:34,677 --> 00:47:36,157
I can't be done."

1014
00:47:36,288 --> 00:47:37,942
Let's try lime jell-o-

1015
00:47:38,029 --> 00:47:42,120
And I began to put
together a one-woman-show.

1016
00:47:43,208 --> 00:47:44,644
- Hey, everybody.

1017
00:47:44,731 --> 00:47:47,865
We are here at the
JCC for "Cocktail."

1018
00:47:47,995 --> 00:47:50,171
[crowd chatters]

1019
00:47:50,302 --> 00:47:52,870
Wow, looks like we
have a full house.

1020
00:47:55,046 --> 00:47:58,876
- Grandma was a Vaudeville
star in her day.

1021
00:47:59,006 --> 00:48:00,660
A whistler!

1022
00:48:00,790 --> 00:48:02,488
And, boy, could she blow!

1023
00:48:02,618 --> 00:48:05,360
[audience laughs]

1024
00:48:07,754 --> 00:48:09,495
I guess I'm a lot like her.

1025
00:48:09,625 --> 00:48:12,063
[audience laughs]

1026
00:48:13,368 --> 00:48:14,674
Through my one-woman-show,

1027
00:48:14,761 --> 00:48:16,110
"There's Always Time
for a Cocktail,"

1028
00:48:16,241 --> 00:48:19,374
I wanted to share
the story of my life.

1029
00:48:19,505 --> 00:48:21,507
It's my coming out story.

1030
00:48:21,637 --> 00:48:25,076
I talk about my
battle with addiction.

1031
00:48:25,206 --> 00:48:26,860
I talk about the
battle with my father.

1032
00:48:28,470 --> 00:48:29,950
I talk about my
marriage to my ex-wife.

1033
00:48:31,691 --> 00:48:34,476
And, of course, the
joy of my husband

1034
00:48:34,563 --> 00:48:36,261
and Mr. Davis and the children.

1035
00:48:37,523 --> 00:48:40,482
Mom was my ultimate queen.

1036
00:48:40,613 --> 00:48:44,965
She always smelled like
coffee, Avon perfume,

1037
00:48:45,096 --> 00:48:49,100
cigarette smoke, and Aqua Net.
[audience laughs]

1038
00:48:49,230 --> 00:48:51,058
Basically, she
smelled flammable.

1039
00:48:51,189 --> 00:48:54,670
[audience laughs]

1040
00:48:54,801 --> 00:48:56,194
When Dad would
come home from work

1041
00:48:56,324 --> 00:48:59,023
and dinner wouldn't
be ready on the table,

1042
00:48:59,153 --> 00:49:01,416
she'd yell, "Eddie,
hurry up, hurry up!

1043
00:49:01,547 --> 00:49:03,288
Help me set the table!

1044
00:49:03,375 --> 00:49:04,985
Your father's gonna kill
me if dinner's not ready."

1045
00:49:05,116 --> 00:49:07,509
Inevitably, Dad would barge in,

1046
00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:11,426
"Ellen, why isn't dinner ready
when I come home from work?

1047
00:49:11,557 --> 00:49:13,124
You're the wife!"

1048
00:49:13,254 --> 00:49:14,734
He'd get so angry sometimes

1049
00:49:14,821 --> 00:49:16,040
he'd kick in the side
of the television.

1050
00:49:17,606 --> 00:49:19,739
As a child, I remember,

1051
00:49:19,869 --> 00:49:22,133
always feeling like I
had to protect my mother.

1052
00:49:22,263 --> 00:49:26,224
And so I would
take a large brunt

1053
00:49:26,311 --> 00:49:29,401
of my dad's physical anger
because I challenged him.

1054
00:49:31,838 --> 00:49:33,666
My dad was a retired
U.S. Marshal,

1055
00:49:35,537 --> 00:49:39,280
and he tried
everything to make sure

1056
00:49:39,411 --> 00:49:42,762
that I was the man that he
wanted to share his name

1057
00:49:42,892 --> 00:49:45,939
versus the boy that I was.

1058
00:49:47,723 --> 00:49:49,334
And to the point
where that he would

1059
00:49:49,464 --> 00:49:51,901
try to beat the girl out of me.

1060
00:49:51,989 --> 00:49:55,818
Oh, he would say, "Eddie, boys
don't like dancing or dolls,

1061
00:49:56,994 --> 00:49:57,907
they like sports.

1062
00:50:00,084 --> 00:50:02,086
Eddie, let's go
outside and play catch.

1063
00:50:02,216 --> 00:50:04,044
Well I got kind of excited,

1064
00:50:04,175 --> 00:50:05,393
'cause, you know, I thought
this was a little bonding time

1065
00:50:05,524 --> 00:50:08,266
and I do love balls.

1066
00:50:08,353 --> 00:50:10,442
[audience laughs]

1067
00:50:10,572 --> 00:50:11,834
We went outside,

1068
00:50:11,921 --> 00:50:13,923
"Eddie, stand over there

1069
00:50:14,054 --> 00:50:15,969
and put your arms at your side.

1070
00:50:18,102 --> 00:50:21,061
And I'm gonna hit you with
this ball over and over again.

1071
00:50:23,281 --> 00:50:25,065
So you know what it feels
like to get hit with it,

1072
00:50:25,196 --> 00:50:25,848
maybe then you wouldn't
be so afraid of it."

1073
00:50:28,068 --> 00:50:30,853
I was definitely a mama's boy.

1074
00:50:30,984 --> 00:50:34,031
And, as mom grew older,

1075
00:50:34,161 --> 00:50:38,165
we grew apart because
I was coming out as gay

1076
00:50:38,296 --> 00:50:39,819
and it broke my heart

1077
00:50:39,906 --> 00:50:41,647
because we had many
years of separation

1078
00:50:41,777 --> 00:50:44,215
and then she got sick

1079
00:50:44,302 --> 00:50:47,740
and she suffered from an
addiction to pain meds.

1080
00:50:50,047 --> 00:50:53,224
The damage from the fire
burned off all her hair.

1081
00:50:56,444 --> 00:50:59,795
And she didn't even
have but one eyelash.

1082
00:50:59,882 --> 00:51:01,710
And the long story short,

1083
00:51:01,797 --> 00:51:05,845
she was smoking while she
was on her oxygen tank

1084
00:51:07,629 --> 00:51:08,543
and caught herself,
her face on fire.

1085
00:51:10,241 --> 00:51:14,810
And, she was airlifted
to a hospital.

1086
00:51:14,941 --> 00:51:16,290
And I just remember walking in

1087
00:51:16,421 --> 00:51:21,034
and the queen that
I knew and loved

1088
00:51:21,165 --> 00:51:23,080
was completely unrecognizable.

1089
00:51:23,210 --> 00:51:24,646
Her hair was burnt off.

1090
00:51:24,733 --> 00:51:26,605
Her face was essentially melted.

1091
00:51:26,735 --> 00:51:30,261
And she turned to me and
I was holding her hand

1092
00:51:30,391 --> 00:51:34,656
and she just said, you know,
"What did I do with my life?"

1093
00:51:36,963 --> 00:51:41,272
Well, unfortunately,
my mom passed away

1094
00:51:41,402 --> 00:51:45,624
due to complications of the
same disease that I have,

1095
00:51:45,754 --> 00:51:46,668
through addiction.

1096
00:51:50,019 --> 00:51:52,935
After that, dad and
I started to somehow

1097
00:51:53,066 --> 00:51:55,851
seem to have a relationship.

1098
00:51:55,938 --> 00:51:57,157
He began to change.

1099
00:51:57,288 --> 00:51:59,203
He realized how
precious life was.

1100
00:51:59,333 --> 00:52:02,162
And it was time
for us to find ways

1101
00:52:02,249 --> 00:52:05,034
to mend both sides
of the street.

1102
00:52:06,732 --> 00:52:09,256
Well, "RuPaul's
Drag Race" happened.

1103
00:52:09,343 --> 00:52:12,477
And, you know, you get all
kinds of fancy gigs, right?

1104
00:52:12,607 --> 00:52:14,305
Well, I got offered a gig
in Scranton, Pennsylvania

1105
00:52:14,435 --> 00:52:15,871
at a Toyota dealership.

1106
00:52:15,958 --> 00:52:18,744
[audience laughs]

1107
00:52:18,874 --> 00:52:21,007
Wow!

1108
00:52:21,138 --> 00:52:22,182
I visit Dad, "How's it going?"

1109
00:52:22,313 --> 00:52:23,966
"Good, how are you?"

1110
00:52:24,097 --> 00:52:27,100
He never saw me in drag.

1111
00:52:27,231 --> 00:52:28,275
We never talked about it.

1112
00:52:30,712 --> 00:52:33,193
"I see your picture on the
paper, you got a show tonight?"

1113
00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:34,455
"Yeah."

1114
00:52:34,586 --> 00:52:35,674
"Six o'clock?"

1115
00:52:35,761 --> 00:52:36,892
"Mm-hmm."

1116
00:52:37,023 --> 00:52:38,155
"I'm coming."

1117
00:52:38,285 --> 00:52:41,158
Shit my pants!
[audience laughs]

1118
00:52:41,288 --> 00:52:42,985
47 years old and I'm still like

1119
00:52:43,116 --> 00:52:45,205
Ahhhh!

1120
00:52:45,336 --> 00:52:48,252
"Uhh, you know,
dad, I'm in drag."

1121
00:52:48,339 --> 00:52:50,515
"Yeah, I know, I
saw the newspaper."

1122
00:52:52,038 --> 00:52:54,736
But Dad came backstage,

1123
00:52:54,867 --> 00:52:56,477
also known as the
sales department.

1124
00:52:56,608 --> 00:52:58,087
[audience laughs]

1125
00:53:00,612 --> 00:53:04,877
He turned the corner
and he just gasped

1126
00:53:04,964 --> 00:53:06,095
and said,

1127
00:53:06,226 --> 00:53:10,535
"Eddie. Wow. You're beautiful."

1128
00:53:12,406 --> 00:53:15,801
Words I never expected to hear

1129
00:53:15,931 --> 00:53:18,107
from the man that said I
was too much like a girl.

1130
00:53:20,066 --> 00:53:22,024
[soft music]

1131
00:53:29,510 --> 00:53:33,862
As I've gotten older and gone
through my recovery process,

1132
00:53:33,993 --> 00:53:36,822
there's a level of forgiveness
there that I have to,

1133
00:53:36,909 --> 00:53:39,041
no, that I've
chosen to give him.

1134
00:53:44,786 --> 00:53:47,180
As I performed "There's
Always Time for a Cocktail,"

1135
00:53:47,311 --> 00:53:50,488
I started on the journey
of really accepting

1136
00:53:50,618 --> 00:53:52,185
and loving my most genuine self.

1137
00:53:55,536 --> 00:53:57,843
It can be very easy for
me to get disappointed

1138
00:53:57,973 --> 00:54:01,890
and to slip back into
comparing, scrolling,

1139
00:54:01,977 --> 00:54:03,936
and looking at what
other people are doing.

1140
00:54:05,894 --> 00:54:09,158
The artist who feels as
though they can sit back

1141
00:54:09,289 --> 00:54:11,248
and wait for stuff
to come, will lose.

1142
00:54:11,378 --> 00:54:12,988
I don't care how
popular you are.

1143
00:54:15,034 --> 00:54:17,123
Your fire will go out and
you have to go back at it.

1144
00:54:18,907 --> 00:54:20,082
As I'm working on
my one-woman-play,

1145
00:54:20,213 --> 00:54:21,910
"There's Always Time
for a Cocktail,"

1146
00:54:22,041 --> 00:54:25,827
"RuPaul's Drag Race
All Stars 2" airs.

1147
00:54:25,914 --> 00:54:27,307
- [Announcer 1] "Drag
Race All Stars" returns.

1148
00:54:27,394 --> 00:54:29,614
And Thursday, queens are wild.

1149
00:54:29,744 --> 00:54:31,224
- Hiyeeeee!
- Watch out, girls.

1150
00:54:31,355 --> 00:54:33,444
This bitch is back.

1151
00:54:33,574 --> 00:54:35,620
- Essentially all the
queens that were cast

1152
00:54:35,750 --> 00:54:38,405
on "RuPaul's Drag
Race All Stars 2,"

1153
00:54:38,536 --> 00:54:42,496
began to gain more popularity
and more followers.

1154
00:54:42,627 --> 00:54:44,803
I felt like it was
necessary for me

1155
00:54:44,933 --> 00:54:46,674
to get cast on "All Stars,"

1156
00:54:46,761 --> 00:54:50,461
to compete and build
upon what I had started.

1157
00:54:50,591 --> 00:54:52,289
It is something that, frankly,

1158
00:54:52,419 --> 00:54:54,073
I'm chomping at the
bit to be a part of.

1159
00:54:54,203 --> 00:54:57,294
[upbeat music]

1160
00:54:57,381 --> 00:55:01,298
- Hi, Syracuse!
[audience cheers]

1161
00:55:01,385 --> 00:55:04,301
We're here for one
reason, really, aren't we?

1162
00:55:04,431 --> 00:55:05,650
Ladies and gentlemen,
boys and girls,

1163
00:55:05,780 --> 00:55:08,653
here she is, the
fabulous and fantastic,

1164
00:55:08,783 --> 00:55:09,915
gorgeous and beautiful,

1165
00:55:10,045 --> 00:55:13,266
please give her a
warm Syracuse welcome,

1166
00:55:13,397 --> 00:55:14,920
Miss Tatianna!

1167
00:55:15,050 --> 00:55:17,314
[audience cheers]

1168
00:55:17,488 --> 00:55:20,447
♪ I want you to
take over control ♪

1169
00:55:20,621 --> 00:55:22,057
♪ Take over control ♪

1170
00:55:22,231 --> 00:55:24,103
♪ Take, take, take,
take over control ♪

1171
00:55:24,277 --> 00:55:28,629
♪ Oh, oh, oh, I want you
to take over control ♪

1172
00:55:29,978 --> 00:55:31,850
♪ Plug it in and turn me on ♪

1173
00:55:31,980 --> 00:55:33,199
- My name is Tatianna,

1174
00:55:33,330 --> 00:55:37,464
and I was on "RuPaul's
Drag Race" season two.

1175
00:55:37,595 --> 00:55:41,163
And then again on "All
Stars" season two.

1176
00:55:41,294 --> 00:55:43,905
The last year has been crazy.

1177
00:55:44,036 --> 00:55:46,604
I've been to so many
different countries.

1178
00:55:46,734 --> 00:55:48,432
Like, have you ever
seen that Lady Gaga?

1179
00:55:48,519 --> 00:55:52,131
It's like club,
another club, bus...

1180
00:55:52,261 --> 00:55:53,306
It could be that.

1181
00:55:53,437 --> 00:55:55,569
So, it's been,

1182
00:55:55,700 --> 00:55:57,789
it's taken me a little bit
of time to get used to it

1183
00:55:57,919 --> 00:55:59,138
just 'cause from season two,

1184
00:56:00,879 --> 00:56:02,533
it was not like that,

1185
00:56:02,663 --> 00:56:03,969
but I like it.

1186
00:56:04,099 --> 00:56:06,885
And I also feel
like a fun pop star.

1187
00:56:07,015 --> 00:56:08,713
I'm just like,

1188
00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:09,453
"I'm just living my life
touring." [laughs joyously]

1189
00:56:09,540 --> 00:56:12,107
[audience cheers]

1190
00:56:13,805 --> 00:56:16,198
- Since I didn't do
well on my season,

1191
00:56:16,329 --> 00:56:17,896
and I haven't been
cast on "All Stars,"

1192
00:56:18,026 --> 00:56:20,159
I decided to do whatever I could

1193
00:56:20,246 --> 00:56:23,205
to attract the
producer's attention.

1194
00:56:23,336 --> 00:56:25,773
I have to work that much
harder on social media

1195
00:56:25,860 --> 00:56:28,515
in order to get the
attention to get gigs.

1196
00:56:28,646 --> 00:56:32,693
Social media has
changed drag so much.

1197
00:56:32,824 --> 00:56:35,130
At this point,
the fans have expectations

1198
00:56:35,261 --> 00:56:36,784
for the queens that
have been on the show.

1199
00:56:36,915 --> 00:56:38,786
The pressure's on!

1200
00:56:38,917 --> 00:56:41,659
Thatchwork Designs!
Davy has come through

1201
00:56:41,789 --> 00:56:45,706
with some dresses for
this weekend's show.

1202
00:56:47,447 --> 00:56:49,318
Mr. Davis looks on with...

1203
00:56:51,625 --> 00:56:53,410
So at the end of the show,
we're all wearing green.

1204
00:56:54,715 --> 00:56:55,499
And so this is my gown.

1205
00:56:57,762 --> 00:56:59,720
Fabulousness, right?

1206
00:57:01,287 --> 00:57:03,071
Look at that.

1207
00:57:03,202 --> 00:57:04,333
[dog whines]

1208
00:57:04,464 --> 00:57:05,334
Very Grecian.

1209
00:57:05,422 --> 00:57:07,206
- Max likes it.

1210
00:57:07,336 --> 00:57:08,294
And then...

1211
00:57:08,381 --> 00:57:10,339
[dog howls]

1212
00:57:10,427 --> 00:57:12,254
Max, one more!

1213
00:57:12,385 --> 00:57:16,041
And we have a housewife
dress that I'm excited about.

1214
00:57:16,128 --> 00:57:18,043
Looks like a tablecloth,
but, I love it.

1215
00:57:19,697 --> 00:57:21,568
Lookit, Max, it's
a housewife dress.

1216
00:57:21,699 --> 00:57:23,483
[dog grumbles]

1217
00:57:23,614 --> 00:57:24,832
- He's saying, "Not
another housewife dress."

1218
00:57:24,963 --> 00:57:26,573
[dog howls]

1219
00:57:26,704 --> 00:57:28,140
- In this day and age,

1220
00:57:28,270 --> 00:57:32,797
something that you wear
on social media is done.

1221
00:57:32,927 --> 00:57:36,453
It's time to constantly
be updating your looks

1222
00:57:36,583 --> 00:57:38,411
and finding new things,
so, it's a challenge.

1223
00:57:38,542 --> 00:57:40,761
How's everybody tonight?

1224
00:57:40,892 --> 00:57:43,068
[audience cheers]

1225
00:57:43,198 --> 00:57:45,810
Oh, look at you
looking all fierce

1226
00:57:45,940 --> 00:57:47,942
and fabulous there, Topher?

1227
00:57:49,596 --> 00:57:51,642
Put your hand up and
wave to everybody.

1228
00:57:51,772 --> 00:57:55,733
That's a lady over there.
[audience cheers]

1229
00:57:55,863 --> 00:57:56,995
Yeah!

1230
00:57:57,125 --> 00:58:00,694
Ladies, in 2018,
19, fiscal year,

1231
00:58:00,781 --> 00:58:03,218
come in all shapes, sizes,
beards, forms, and gloves.

1232
00:58:05,743 --> 00:58:07,048
It's fantastic.

1233
00:58:07,179 --> 00:58:08,746
You look fantastic,
you really do.

1234
00:58:08,833 --> 00:58:10,312
You really do.

1235
00:58:10,443 --> 00:58:11,226
- Kasha Davis came
out with a video.

1236
00:58:11,313 --> 00:58:13,141
A music video.

1237
00:58:13,272 --> 00:58:15,622
So I wrote her on
Facebook and was like,

1238
00:58:15,753 --> 00:58:17,450
"Honey, where did you
get those bracelets?"

1239
00:58:17,581 --> 00:58:19,452
And she was like,
"What's your address?"

1240
00:58:19,583 --> 00:58:21,323
Three days later,
I get this box,

1241
00:58:21,410 --> 00:58:23,108
and I opened the box and
there were the bracelets,

1242
00:58:23,238 --> 00:58:25,589
and a CD, and an
autographed picture.

1243
00:58:25,719 --> 00:58:26,981
I cried.

1244
00:58:27,112 --> 00:58:28,113
I cried, I called my mom.

1245
00:58:28,243 --> 00:58:30,811
'Cause my mom had
watched the show with me

1246
00:58:30,942 --> 00:58:33,031
and was just like, "I
can't believe this."

1247
00:58:33,161 --> 00:58:34,772
So, like, it was very emotional.

1248
00:58:34,902 --> 00:58:35,903
And then, like, I
have them, like,

1249
00:58:35,990 --> 00:58:36,948
in a little shrine in my room.

1250
00:58:39,385 --> 00:58:41,474
- Kasha is my inspiration,

1251
00:58:41,605 --> 00:58:45,696
really because doing drag
in the smaller cities

1252
00:58:45,826 --> 00:58:48,742
or areas that they don't
generally get drag shows,

1253
00:58:48,873 --> 00:58:51,353
I think is extremely important.

1254
00:58:51,440 --> 00:58:55,836
I see kids today that
struggle with who they are

1255
00:58:57,098 --> 00:58:58,926
and while it's not the struggle

1256
00:58:59,057 --> 00:59:01,494
that I went through
when I was younger,

1257
00:59:01,625 --> 00:59:04,062
where kids are a little
bit more accepting,

1258
00:59:04,192 --> 00:59:08,893
I do see those kids that
want to express themself

1259
00:59:09,023 --> 00:59:11,373
and have a hard time doing it.

1260
00:59:14,289 --> 00:59:16,596
[gentle music]

1261
00:59:26,563 --> 00:59:30,479
[loud music drowns out speaker]

1262
00:59:30,567 --> 00:59:32,351
- Get over yourself!

1263
00:59:32,481 --> 00:59:33,265
You're not a woman!

1264
00:59:34,396 --> 00:59:36,224
You're not a woman!

1265
00:59:36,355 --> 00:59:37,225
You're a man!

1266
00:59:39,445 --> 00:59:40,315
Alright, people!

1267
00:59:41,969 --> 00:59:45,190
Your show is inside, not here.

1268
00:59:45,320 --> 00:59:48,367
- Take your show elsewhere.
- Your show is inside.

1269
00:59:48,497 --> 00:59:51,152
Be nice?
I am being very nice.

1270
00:59:51,283 --> 00:59:52,806
- No you're not!

1271
00:59:52,937 --> 00:59:55,200
High heels do not
make you a woman.

1272
00:59:58,246 --> 01:00:00,509
[gentle music]

1273
01:00:13,305 --> 01:00:15,960
[audience applauds]

1274
01:00:18,310 --> 01:00:19,616
- There are some
people who do think

1275
01:00:19,746 --> 01:00:21,356
that the mainstreaming of drag

1276
01:00:21,487 --> 01:00:24,098
is kind of taking
the fun out of it,

1277
01:00:24,229 --> 01:00:27,406
or is it, you know, it has
a flip side, bad side to it.

1278
01:00:27,536 --> 01:00:31,671
- I miss-
- The underground.

1279
01:00:31,758 --> 01:00:34,587
- Underground, seedy,
sex underground.

1280
01:00:34,718 --> 01:00:38,983
I miss some of
that, like, naughty,

1281
01:00:39,070 --> 01:00:42,595
feeling like dad would be
so horrified if he knew

1282
01:00:42,726 --> 01:00:43,944
what I was doing.

1283
01:00:44,075 --> 01:00:45,337
- Exactly and Heklina
touched on this.

1284
01:00:45,467 --> 01:00:46,643
We used to be so subversive.

1285
01:00:46,773 --> 01:00:47,774
We were so underground.

1286
01:00:47,905 --> 01:00:48,819
We were shocking.

1287
01:00:48,949 --> 01:00:50,342
We were rebels.

1288
01:00:50,472 --> 01:00:51,778
We were breaking boundaries
-Yes, anarchists.

1289
01:00:51,909 --> 01:00:54,128
and doing things that people
didn't dare do before.

1290
01:00:54,259 --> 01:00:56,870
But I think that this
normalization, if you wanna say,

1291
01:00:56,957 --> 01:00:58,916
of drag is something you can see

1292
01:00:59,003 --> 01:01:01,048
in our community in general.

1293
01:01:01,179 --> 01:01:04,399
The more that the
LGBTQ community fights
for equal rights

1294
01:01:04,530 --> 01:01:06,488
and recognition, and
to be understood,

1295
01:01:06,619 --> 01:01:07,576
and to be at the table,

1296
01:01:07,707 --> 01:01:09,143
and to have the same
sort of experience

1297
01:01:09,230 --> 01:01:10,405
that other people have,

1298
01:01:10,536 --> 01:01:12,494
the more our
community is becoming

1299
01:01:12,625 --> 01:01:15,846
more involved with regular
outside our communities.

1300
01:01:15,933 --> 01:01:17,325
So, it's sort of like,

1301
01:01:17,456 --> 01:01:19,893
a homogenization of
LGBTQ in general,

1302
01:01:20,024 --> 01:01:22,026
which I find a
little disheartening.

1303
01:01:22,156 --> 01:01:23,592
I wanna be a freak.

1304
01:01:23,680 --> 01:01:25,420
- I wanna be a freak.
- Yeah!

1305
01:01:25,507 --> 01:01:27,292
- Don't call me normal.

1306
01:01:27,422 --> 01:01:29,598
Please, no, I don't think
I'm in danger of that,

1307
01:01:29,729 --> 01:01:31,905
but, don't ever call me normal.

1308
01:01:32,036 --> 01:01:33,472
- Yeah, don't
assume that I want,

1309
01:01:35,387 --> 01:01:36,823
I want you to accept
me for who I am,

1310
01:01:36,954 --> 01:01:38,825
but I don't want the
white picket fence.

1311
01:01:38,912 --> 01:01:40,697
I don't want marriange. I
don't wanna be in the military.

1312
01:01:40,784 --> 01:01:43,525
So all those things that
we've been fighting to get-

1313
01:01:43,656 --> 01:01:45,484
- It's important for them
to love, check it, check it.

1314
01:01:45,614 --> 01:01:46,703
- Yeah, but, you know-

1315
01:01:46,790 --> 01:01:47,921
- I live in the suburbs.

1316
01:01:48,052 --> 01:01:50,184
[audience laughs]

1317
01:01:50,315 --> 01:01:52,839
All of the white picket
fences and all of that.

1318
01:01:52,970 --> 01:01:57,278
And I absolutely love being
the queen of the cul-de-sac.

1319
01:01:57,409 --> 01:01:58,366
Yes, yes.

1320
01:01:58,453 --> 01:02:00,107
And what is wonderful is that

1321
01:02:00,194 --> 01:02:02,544
I'm able to walk around that
neighborhood, sashay around,

1322
01:02:02,675 --> 01:02:04,677
and I've got people who
come to my drag story hour

1323
01:02:04,808 --> 01:02:07,332
or other people who come
to the different shows

1324
01:02:07,419 --> 01:02:09,073
that we do in town.

1325
01:02:09,203 --> 01:02:11,031
And that normalization
for me is comfortable.

1326
01:02:11,162 --> 01:02:13,773
So there's room for
everybody at that table.

1327
01:02:13,904 --> 01:02:15,470
I do like that.

1328
01:02:15,601 --> 01:02:18,735
[crowd chatters]

1329
01:02:18,865 --> 01:02:19,823
- Juicy Couture?
- Juicy.

1330
01:02:19,910 --> 01:02:20,911
And I bought it.

1331
01:02:21,041 --> 01:02:22,347
I just wanna thank you,

1332
01:02:22,477 --> 01:02:23,652
because now I've been
wearing it ever since.

1333
01:02:23,783 --> 01:02:25,002
Because I haven't been
able to find a perfume

1334
01:02:25,132 --> 01:02:26,743
that for every day that I like.

1335
01:02:26,873 --> 01:02:28,005
- Everyday.
- And now I wear it.

1336
01:02:28,135 --> 01:02:29,136
- And you can get
it at Marshalls,

1337
01:02:29,267 --> 01:02:29,484
you can get it at TJ Maxx.

1338
01:02:31,660 --> 01:02:32,661
- I have to fix this,

1339
01:02:32,792 --> 01:02:34,098
'cause this is making me crazy.

1340
01:02:34,228 --> 01:02:36,056
Why do they have these?

1341
01:02:36,187 --> 01:02:37,623
Hi, honey!
- Hi!

1342
01:02:37,710 --> 01:02:38,842
- How are you?
- Good.

1343
01:02:38,972 --> 01:02:40,104
- What's your name?
- Lilith.

1344
01:02:40,234 --> 01:02:41,540
- Lilith?

1345
01:02:41,670 --> 01:02:42,584
You're just stunning.

1346
01:02:42,715 --> 01:02:43,629
Is this your first DragCon?

1347
01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:45,283
- No, I've been here
since I was six.

1348
01:02:45,413 --> 01:02:46,763
- Since you were six?

1349
01:02:46,893 --> 01:02:48,199
All that time ago?
- Three years ago.

1350
01:02:48,286 --> 01:02:49,243
- Three years?

1351
01:02:49,330 --> 01:02:50,549
Let's get a picture together.

1352
01:02:50,679 --> 01:02:51,724
This is fantastic.

1353
01:02:51,855 --> 01:02:53,160
- Thank you so much.

1354
01:02:53,291 --> 01:02:54,727
Thank you!

1355
01:02:54,814 --> 01:02:55,772
You're welcome.
-I love you!

1356
01:02:55,902 --> 01:02:57,338
Are you gonna be here tomorrow?

1357
01:02:57,469 --> 01:02:59,123
I have Drag Story Hour
tomorrow, one o'clock.

1358
01:03:00,428 --> 01:03:02,169
It's a panel.
So, come join us.

1359
01:03:02,300 --> 01:03:03,605
- I'm doing it!
- She's doing it!

1360
01:03:03,692 --> 01:03:04,606
High five.

1361
01:03:04,737 --> 01:03:05,956
Fabulous.

1362
01:03:06,043 --> 01:03:07,784
- Thank you!
- All right, have fun.

1363
01:03:07,914 --> 01:03:10,830
This morning, I
was on social media

1364
01:03:10,961 --> 01:03:13,224
and what's fabulous today,

1365
01:03:13,354 --> 01:03:15,139
texting and everything
my youngest daughter,

1366
01:03:15,226 --> 01:03:17,576
Jessica, graduated
from Brockport today.

1367
01:03:17,706 --> 01:03:19,970
She's at graduation.

1368
01:03:20,057 --> 01:03:22,320
So, my heart's a little
broken that I'm not there,

1369
01:03:22,450 --> 01:03:24,670
but it's, you know, it's
the way of the world.

1370
01:03:24,801 --> 01:03:26,193
She's graduating,

1371
01:03:26,324 --> 01:03:27,194
but she's going to get
her master's degree.

1372
01:03:27,325 --> 01:03:28,326
She's not just stopping there

1373
01:03:28,456 --> 01:03:29,980
and she's opening a hair salon.

1374
01:03:30,110 --> 01:03:33,592
She's an overachiever like
her stepmother, father, Ed.

1375
01:03:33,722 --> 01:03:34,549
[woman laughs]

1376
01:03:36,813 --> 01:03:39,119
- Do you love it?
- Yeah, filter it.

1377
01:03:39,250 --> 01:03:40,817
There, good. [laughs]

1378
01:03:40,947 --> 01:03:42,427
- Thank you.
- Always a filter.

1379
01:03:42,514 --> 01:03:43,732
- By the way,

1380
01:03:43,863 --> 01:03:44,777
everyone would love to
see you on All Stars four.

1381
01:03:44,908 --> 01:03:45,822
- Wouldn't that be great?

1382
01:03:45,952 --> 01:03:47,214
- Everyone would
love it so much.

1383
01:03:47,345 --> 01:03:48,346
- From your lips
to RuPaul's ears.

1384
01:03:50,696 --> 01:03:52,350
Uh-oh, now this is
the point of the day

1385
01:03:52,480 --> 01:03:54,613
where the foam padding
starts to rip the hairs

1386
01:03:54,743 --> 01:03:55,832
out of my asshole.

1387
01:03:56,658 --> 01:03:57,921
That feels great.

1388
01:03:59,096 --> 01:04:01,838
'Cause it's friction,
friction, friction, friction.

1389
01:04:01,968 --> 01:04:03,927
We won't tell the kids that
at Drag Story Hour though.

1390
01:04:04,057 --> 01:04:06,973
It's not information they're
interested in, I don't think.

1391
01:04:09,019 --> 01:04:10,803
Are you gonna come
to Drag Story Hour?

1392
01:04:10,934 --> 01:04:11,978
Perfect!
[woman laughs]

1393
01:04:12,109 --> 01:04:12,892
You're going now.

1394
01:04:20,813 --> 01:04:21,640
This is what happens when
you throw something together

1395
01:04:21,727 --> 01:04:22,554
last minute.

1396
01:04:25,035 --> 01:04:27,515
- [Announcer]
Without further ado,

1397
01:04:27,646 --> 01:04:29,343
let's give a warm welcome to
the best storyteller in town,

1398
01:04:29,474 --> 01:04:31,171
Mrs. Kasha Davis.

1399
01:04:31,302 --> 01:04:33,913
[audience applauds]

1400
01:04:35,610 --> 01:04:36,481
[Kasha laughs lightly]

1401
01:04:36,611 --> 01:04:37,917
Isn't this fantastic?

1402
01:04:38,004 --> 01:04:40,485
Oh, my God on a wheel.

1403
01:04:40,615 --> 01:04:44,358
I was downstairs,

1404
01:04:44,445 --> 01:04:45,838
and I was saying to myself,

1405
01:04:45,925 --> 01:04:47,622
"Look at all these
fabulous faces."

1406
01:04:47,753 --> 01:04:49,624
And every one of the
fabulous faces I saw

1407
01:04:49,711 --> 01:04:50,669
came up to this panel.

1408
01:04:50,799 --> 01:04:51,670
Isn't that lovely?

1409
01:04:51,800 --> 01:04:52,889
[audience cheers]

1410
01:04:53,019 --> 01:04:54,586
Give yourselves a warm hand.

1411
01:04:54,716 --> 01:04:56,283
[audience applauds]

1412
01:04:56,370 --> 01:04:59,112
Now, since we're a small group

1413
01:04:59,243 --> 01:05:00,461
and we're gonna really
get to know each other,

1414
01:05:00,548 --> 01:05:02,289
wouldn't it be great if
everybody just came down

1415
01:05:02,376 --> 01:05:04,639
a little bit further down
to these front seats?

1416
01:05:04,770 --> 01:05:07,033
The reality is, no
matter what age you are,

1417
01:05:07,164 --> 01:05:09,427
children of all ages can

1418
01:05:09,557 --> 01:05:11,864
and should continue
to follow their dreams

1419
01:05:11,995 --> 01:05:14,693
because we have to
really continue to foster

1420
01:05:14,823 --> 01:05:16,434
and be our most genuine selves.

1421
01:05:16,564 --> 01:05:19,263
Because when you are,
the world celebrates it.

1422
01:05:19,350 --> 01:05:21,569
Literally, a dozen people
will come to your panel

1423
01:05:21,700 --> 01:05:22,614
at RuPaul's DragCon.

1424
01:05:22,744 --> 01:05:24,007
When you are yourself.

1425
01:05:24,137 --> 01:05:26,487
No, I'm kidding.
[audience laughs]

1426
01:05:26,618 --> 01:05:28,011
[Kasha sighs]

1427
01:05:28,141 --> 01:05:29,055
See, I would love to
be able to do that

1428
01:05:29,186 --> 01:05:30,665
for a big group of kids,

1429
01:05:30,796 --> 01:05:32,232
but they were cute, right?
- Yeah.

1430
01:05:32,363 --> 01:05:36,454
- In Rochester, the
shows that I'm building

1431
01:05:36,584 --> 01:05:38,151
will have a sold out house.

1432
01:05:38,282 --> 01:05:40,110
It'll be a packed audience.

1433
01:05:40,197 --> 01:05:42,764
It's really hard to
leave my family behind,

1434
01:05:42,895 --> 01:05:46,725
to go to a show that doesn't
necessarily have an audience.

1435
01:05:46,855 --> 01:05:48,988
And, it's frustrating.

1436
01:05:49,119 --> 01:05:51,295
It's embarrassing!

1437
01:05:51,425 --> 01:05:53,688
And, frankly, you go back to
the hotel room and it hurts.

1438
01:05:59,259 --> 01:06:00,478
Is it you?

1439
01:06:01,392 --> 01:06:03,568
Can I at least say
hello to the queen?

1440
01:06:03,698 --> 01:06:06,005
- Yes, of course.
- Look at you.

1441
01:06:06,136 --> 01:06:08,138
- Is this Dallas,
extraordinaire?

1442
01:06:08,268 --> 01:06:09,704
- Yes, it is.

1443
01:06:09,835 --> 01:06:11,358
- She's so good.
You doing all right?

1444
01:06:11,489 --> 01:06:12,620
- You look gorgeous.
- You're having fun?

1445
01:06:12,751 --> 01:06:13,970
- I am about to lay
down in this room.

1446
01:06:14,100 --> 01:06:15,928
- All right, see you later.

1447
01:06:16,059 --> 01:06:17,974
- [Alaska] 'Cause I'm, at that
point where I'm, like ughhhh-

1448
01:06:18,061 --> 01:06:19,584
- Right.

1449
01:06:19,714 --> 01:06:21,978
[gentle music]

1450
01:06:38,516 --> 01:06:41,040
[audience cheers]

1451
01:06:56,621 --> 01:07:00,494
- My most recent "Drag Race"
audition tape was, you know,

1452
01:07:00,625 --> 01:07:02,540
11th time was the charm.

1453
01:07:02,670 --> 01:07:03,932
Nope.

1454
01:07:04,020 --> 01:07:06,239
I had fun putting it together.

1455
01:07:06,370 --> 01:07:08,894
And then I was excited
about sending it in,

1456
01:07:09,025 --> 01:07:13,333
but then I got the, "No, no,
no, no, we don't want you."

1457
01:07:15,422 --> 01:07:17,033
I wish they would just send
an email with like four words

1458
01:07:17,163 --> 01:07:19,122
on it that says,
"You suck, quit now.

1459
01:07:19,252 --> 01:07:20,384
You are too old.

1460
01:07:20,471 --> 01:07:22,429
Not this year, queen."

1461
01:07:22,560 --> 01:07:27,086
[gentle music]
[birds chirping]

1462
01:07:29,784 --> 01:07:32,222
I don't know.
[crying]

1463
01:07:35,660 --> 01:07:37,053
It's never been about me.

1464
01:07:37,183 --> 01:07:41,753
[gentle music]
[birds chirping]

1465
01:07:46,279 --> 01:07:47,498
I've always been taking
care of other people

1466
01:07:47,585 --> 01:07:48,890
and taking care of other things

1467
01:07:49,021 --> 01:07:52,285
and putting everybody
else first but

1468
01:07:52,416 --> 01:07:56,072
I'm really selfish with drag
'cause that's my one thing.

1469
01:07:56,202 --> 01:07:58,552
[gentle music]

1470
01:08:14,960 --> 01:08:17,310
[plane zooms]

1471
01:08:24,970 --> 01:08:27,407
- Well, hello! [laughs lightly]

1472
01:08:27,538 --> 01:08:29,409
I was going to Australia

1473
01:08:29,540 --> 01:08:31,672
to perform in the "Drag
Queens of the Stone Age" tour.

1474
01:08:33,674 --> 01:08:37,243
So, basically, I flew 24
hours to get to Australia.

1475
01:08:37,374 --> 01:08:41,291
And, within a few hours of
landing, I had to perform.

1476
01:08:41,421 --> 01:08:42,901
This morning, I got up and
walked down to the beach,

1477
01:08:43,031 --> 01:08:44,076
and just went,

1478
01:08:44,207 --> 01:08:45,686
I had a moment of,

1479
01:08:45,817 --> 01:08:48,515
"Oh, my God, I'm like
10,000 miles from home

1480
01:08:50,213 --> 01:08:52,128
in freaking Australia.

1481
01:08:52,215 --> 01:08:53,955
Who gets to do that?"

1482
01:08:54,086 --> 01:08:57,176
Tempest DuJour was on my
season of "RuPaul's Drag Race"

1483
01:08:57,263 --> 01:08:58,786
and was the first one
to get kicked off.

1484
01:09:01,789 --> 01:09:03,965
Charlie said she wasn't thrilled

1485
01:09:04,096 --> 01:09:05,532
by the "Stone Age" tour name.

1486
01:09:05,663 --> 01:09:07,360
I'm not totally offended by it.

1487
01:09:07,447 --> 01:09:08,361
- I love it!

1488
01:09:08,492 --> 01:09:10,276
- I mean-
- What?

1489
01:09:10,407 --> 01:09:11,973
You've gotta use what
sets you apart, right?

1490
01:09:12,104 --> 01:09:13,497
- Right.
- This is what sets us apart.

1491
01:09:14,759 --> 01:09:15,977
I love it.

1492
01:09:16,108 --> 01:09:17,065
I have no problem with it.

1493
01:09:17,196 --> 01:09:18,545
- Well...

1494
01:09:18,676 --> 01:09:19,981
- If it had been called
"The Old Bitch" tour,

1495
01:09:20,112 --> 01:09:21,026
I'd be happy with that.

1496
01:09:25,857 --> 01:09:26,771
- The "Drag Queens of
the Stone Age" tour

1497
01:09:26,858 --> 01:09:29,861
is a tour that
we've put together

1498
01:09:29,991 --> 01:09:34,300
celebrating some of the most
seasoned talent to come out of

1499
01:09:34,431 --> 01:09:36,911
"RuPaul's Drag Race."

1500
01:09:37,042 --> 01:09:39,000
On the "Drag Queens of
the Stone Age" tour,

1501
01:09:39,131 --> 01:09:40,437
we've got the winner of
"RuPaul's Drag Race All Stars"

1502
01:09:40,567 --> 01:09:43,440
season one, the
iconic, Chad Michaels.

1503
01:09:43,614 --> 01:09:46,921
♪ Breaking my heart
if you leave me now ♪

1504
01:09:47,095 --> 01:09:50,534
♪ I don't wanna wait forever ♪

1505
01:09:50,621 --> 01:09:54,190
♪ Who do you think
you're fooling ♪

1506
01:09:54,364 --> 01:09:58,019
♪ Who do you think
you're fooling ♪

1507
01:09:58,150 --> 01:10:00,152
- The night club culture
in Australia is not very,

1508
01:10:00,239 --> 01:10:01,327
it's not huge, it's still good,

1509
01:10:01,458 --> 01:10:02,589
you can still make
a living off of it,

1510
01:10:02,720 --> 01:10:04,504
but it's not huge.

1511
01:10:05,897 --> 01:10:07,638
So, we're pretty
lucky to perform

1512
01:10:07,768 --> 01:10:08,682
in front of the bigger crowds

1513
01:10:08,813 --> 01:10:09,944
when these girls
come to town I guess.

1514
01:10:10,031 --> 01:10:12,643
- Yeah. I just wish some of the,

1515
01:10:12,773 --> 01:10:15,559
I call them race chases.
- Yes.

1516
01:10:15,646 --> 01:10:17,517
'Cause they're the
fans that only come out

1517
01:10:17,648 --> 01:10:19,040
to see the "RuPaul's
Drag Race" girls.

1518
01:10:19,171 --> 01:10:20,868
I just wish if they
love drag that much.

1519
01:10:20,999 --> 01:10:23,001
Come and see the local girls.
- Amen.

1520
01:10:23,131 --> 01:10:25,308
[upbeat music]

1521
01:10:40,148 --> 01:10:44,588
[loud music drowns out speaker]

1522
01:10:44,718 --> 01:10:46,372
- Ladies and gentlemen,

1523
01:10:46,503 --> 01:10:48,679
please give it up for our
very first special guest.

1524
01:10:48,809 --> 01:10:51,072
Remember, there is
always time for...

1525
01:10:52,422 --> 01:10:54,206
Mrs. Kasha Davis!

1526
01:10:54,337 --> 01:10:55,816
[audience cheers]

1527
01:10:55,990 --> 01:10:58,993
♪ Anywhere ♪

1528
01:10:59,167 --> 01:11:00,908
♪ Come on ♪

1529
01:11:01,082 --> 01:11:03,998
♪ Come through ♪

1530
01:11:04,172 --> 01:11:07,480
♪ New York ♪

1531
01:11:07,567 --> 01:11:10,875
♪ New York ♪

1532
01:11:11,005 --> 01:11:11,832
[audience cheers]

1533
01:11:16,097 --> 01:11:18,361
- This is the glamorous
celebrity life.

1534
01:11:23,191 --> 01:11:24,584
We found out from the promoter

1535
01:11:24,715 --> 01:11:26,934
that one of the spaces
doesn't have mirrors.

1536
01:11:28,327 --> 01:11:29,546
Yes, we need a mirror.

1537
01:11:29,676 --> 01:11:30,460
Thank you.

1538
01:11:32,375 --> 01:11:35,291
And then the other space, we
don't have a dressing room.

1539
01:11:35,421 --> 01:11:37,075
We have to go back to the hotel

1540
01:11:37,205 --> 01:11:39,120
to change for each number.

1541
01:11:39,251 --> 01:11:40,165
It's really close by,

1542
01:11:40,252 --> 01:11:41,297
but, what if it's raining?

1543
01:11:45,083 --> 01:11:48,347
The tour itself was a
frustrating tour for the queens.

1544
01:11:48,478 --> 01:11:50,131
It's called the
"Stone Age" tour.

1545
01:11:50,262 --> 01:11:53,047
You know, we're old. [snorts]

1546
01:11:55,702 --> 01:11:58,792
I felt insecure showing
up and performing

1547
01:11:58,923 --> 01:12:02,274
because sometimes the audience
turnout was really low.

1548
01:12:02,405 --> 01:12:04,102
You know, it's so
cool to be here,

1549
01:12:04,232 --> 01:12:06,539
thank you to Kweer
Touring Events

1550
01:12:06,670 --> 01:12:08,280
and the fabulous Pete
who's not here right now,

1551
01:12:08,411 --> 01:12:09,455
He's home working the
books or something.

1552
01:12:13,459 --> 01:12:15,113
The promoter for Kweer
Touring and Events

1553
01:12:15,243 --> 01:12:17,550
had the balls to say,

1554
01:12:17,637 --> 01:12:19,073
"Do you mind if I don't pay
you for a couple of weeks

1555
01:12:19,204 --> 01:12:20,858
because I have to pay Chad?"

1556
01:12:20,945 --> 01:12:22,729
He was like, "Look,
I have to pay him.

1557
01:12:22,860 --> 01:12:24,514
It's Chad Michaels."

1558
01:12:24,644 --> 01:12:26,472
He was asking not to pay me

1559
01:12:26,603 --> 01:12:28,256
while I was on the
other side of the world.

1560
01:12:29,823 --> 01:12:31,912
It was hard being in Australia,

1561
01:12:32,043 --> 01:12:33,044
being so far away from home.

1562
01:12:35,655 --> 01:12:38,484
Sometimes there are
opportunities that
are presented to me

1563
01:12:38,615 --> 01:12:41,487
and I'm paying out of my
own pocket to participate.

1564
01:12:41,618 --> 01:12:44,664
Other times, I am flown
all around the world

1565
01:12:44,795 --> 01:12:46,579
and I'm paid very well

1566
01:12:46,710 --> 01:12:49,016
to perform with a group
of other drag queens

1567
01:12:49,103 --> 01:12:50,888
from "RuPaul's Drag Race."

1568
01:12:51,018 --> 01:12:55,632
One of the tricky things is I
really don't know necessarily

1569
01:12:55,762 --> 01:12:57,285
what's gonna be a useful
career opportunity.

1570
01:12:59,810 --> 01:13:03,596
For example, I flew
myself to New York City

1571
01:13:03,727 --> 01:13:05,642
for the premiere of

1572
01:13:05,772 --> 01:13:08,862
"Hurricane Bianca From
Russia with Hate."

1573
01:13:08,993 --> 01:13:10,516
As one of the actors,

1574
01:13:10,647 --> 01:13:12,910
I was asked to be in
a panel at the end.

1575
01:13:13,040 --> 01:13:15,173
[gentle music]

1576
01:13:17,262 --> 01:13:20,700
We're about to go to the
premiere for "Hurricane Bianca,

1577
01:13:20,787 --> 01:13:22,398
From Russia with Hate."

1578
01:13:22,528 --> 01:13:24,835
First time in a movie.

1579
01:13:24,965 --> 01:13:27,054
And I'm so glad that you're
here with me, Mr. Davis.

1580
01:13:27,185 --> 01:13:29,100
- [Steven] I am excited!

1581
01:13:29,187 --> 01:13:32,190
- We got ourselves some matching
blouses for the occasion.

1582
01:13:32,320 --> 01:13:33,583
But, it's been crazy.

1583
01:13:33,713 --> 01:13:35,280
It was, you know,
rushing back home,

1584
01:13:35,411 --> 01:13:39,110
came home, cleaned, napped,
walked Max, cleaned, napped,

1585
01:13:39,197 --> 01:13:41,504
Mr. Davis came home, ate food,
napped, woke up, here we are.

1586
01:13:43,680 --> 01:13:46,683
[gentle music]

1587
01:13:46,813 --> 01:13:50,077
[people chatter]

1588
01:13:50,208 --> 01:13:53,472
[laughter]

1589
01:13:53,603 --> 01:13:55,822
- [Bianca Del Rio]
Alright. Oh it's hot.

1590
01:13:55,953 --> 01:13:57,433
- So how did you like
your first red carpet?

1591
01:13:57,520 --> 01:13:58,608
- Fine.
[Kasha giggles]

1592
01:13:58,738 --> 01:14:00,436
Short?
- Yeah, sorry.

1593
01:14:06,267 --> 01:14:08,008
I hope you have a seat.

1594
01:14:09,140 --> 01:14:11,011
I just wanna say thank you
so much for being here.

1595
01:14:11,142 --> 01:14:14,232
We have a lot of family,
a lot of friends,

1596
01:14:14,362 --> 01:14:16,060
our fabulous crew,

1597
01:14:16,190 --> 01:14:19,455
and a lot of really, really
fun and excited Bianca fans.

1598
01:14:19,585 --> 01:14:21,413
We really could not have
done any of this without you.

1599
01:14:21,544 --> 01:14:22,849
So, thank you so much.

1600
01:14:22,980 --> 01:14:24,764
I hope you enjoy it
and stick around.

1601
01:14:24,851 --> 01:14:26,157
We'll be back after the movie.

1602
01:14:26,287 --> 01:14:28,202
[audience applauds]

1603
01:14:28,333 --> 01:14:30,161
[exciting music]

1604
01:14:30,291 --> 01:14:32,990
- I need you to go in there and
come back with a full report

1605
01:14:33,120 --> 01:14:35,558
If we're lucky, police will
round up the whole fruit basket.

1606
01:14:35,645 --> 01:14:37,211
- I'm Vicki Leaks.

1607
01:14:37,298 --> 01:14:39,083
I run this joint.

1608
01:14:39,213 --> 01:14:40,650
What are you in for, fish stick?

1609
01:14:40,780 --> 01:14:42,216
That dress?

1610
01:14:42,303 --> 01:14:43,740
[audience applauds]

1611
01:14:43,870 --> 01:14:45,959
- I wanna bring out
Director Matt Kugelman.

1612
01:14:46,090 --> 01:14:47,526
[audience cheers]

1613
01:14:47,613 --> 01:14:50,007
Producer, Ash Christian.
[audience cheers]

1614
01:14:50,094 --> 01:14:52,705
Writer, Derek Hartley.
[audience cheers]

1615
01:14:52,836 --> 01:14:56,187
Star, Roy Haylock,
as Bianca Del Rio.

1616
01:14:56,317 --> 01:14:57,928
[audience cheers]

1617
01:14:58,015 --> 01:14:59,320
And star, Rachel Dratch.
[audience cheers]

1618
01:15:02,933 --> 01:15:04,369
[gentle music]

1619
01:15:14,727 --> 01:15:16,207
So we're gonna get
an Uber and get food.

1620
01:15:17,425 --> 01:15:18,818
And go back to the hotel.

1621
01:15:18,949 --> 01:15:20,124
Take this off.

1622
01:15:21,865 --> 01:15:22,822
I thought I was gonna
be a part of the panel,

1623
01:15:22,953 --> 01:15:23,997
but I guess I wasn't.

1624
01:15:24,128 --> 01:15:25,521
That was surprising.

1625
01:15:25,651 --> 01:15:27,871
I was like, "Oh, okay."

1626
01:15:28,001 --> 01:15:29,655
You know, I just got excited

1627
01:15:29,786 --> 01:15:30,787
'cause I thought Steve
would get to see that but...

1628
01:15:30,917 --> 01:15:31,744
Whatever.

1629
01:15:33,529 --> 01:15:35,922
[gentle music]

1630
01:15:56,421 --> 01:15:58,510
[plane zooms]

1631
01:16:09,477 --> 01:16:11,915
[wind rustles]

1632
01:16:20,140 --> 01:16:22,969
My name is Mrs. Kasha Davis.

1633
01:16:23,100 --> 01:16:25,842
[audience cheers]

1634
01:16:25,972 --> 01:16:29,497
- My name is Miss
Wednesday Westwood. Hello!

1635
01:16:29,628 --> 01:16:33,589
- I'm Miss Darienne
Lake, right over here.

1636
01:16:33,719 --> 01:16:36,069
- And I'm Miss Aggy Dune!
Helllooooo!

1637
01:16:36,200 --> 01:16:39,029
[audience cheers]

1638
01:16:39,159 --> 01:16:39,856
- And it's very important
for you to understand

1639
01:16:39,943 --> 01:16:42,380
that it's Sunday

1640
01:16:42,467 --> 01:16:44,469
and you should be celebrating
the Lord with a cocktail.

1641
01:16:44,600 --> 01:16:46,079
Raise your glasses!

1642
01:16:46,210 --> 01:16:47,515
[audience cheers]

1643
01:16:47,646 --> 01:16:49,779
There's always
time for cocktail!

1644
01:16:51,694 --> 01:16:54,871
- One of the things that
I admire most about Ed,

1645
01:16:55,001 --> 01:16:58,135
Kasha Davis, is he's
also a philanthropist.

1646
01:16:58,265 --> 01:17:00,180
He gives back to the community.

1647
01:17:00,311 --> 01:17:01,965
He does so much
for this community

1648
01:17:02,095 --> 01:17:03,401
when asked to do something.

1649
01:17:03,531 --> 01:17:05,751
To host something,
to emcee something.

1650
01:17:05,838 --> 01:17:08,362
And I think a lot of people
don't know that about him.

1651
01:17:08,493 --> 01:17:10,321
Kasha helped every year

1652
01:17:10,451 --> 01:17:12,889
with all of the
Rochester pride events,

1653
01:17:12,976 --> 01:17:15,282
and he's always been a huge
supporter of the community.

1654
01:17:17,067 --> 01:17:19,286
So, yeah, I'm probably
like 10 to 15 years.

1655
01:17:19,417 --> 01:17:21,549
And now, I don't like to
think about Kasha as Kasha

1656
01:17:21,680 --> 01:17:23,160
I like to say, my friend Ed.

1657
01:17:23,290 --> 01:17:24,683
- Yes, our friend, Ed.

1658
01:17:25,815 --> 01:17:27,381
[audience laughs]

1659
01:17:27,512 --> 01:17:28,644
- Do you know why
though Wednesday,

1660
01:17:28,774 --> 01:17:31,255
this is another sold
out weekend here

1661
01:17:31,385 --> 01:17:33,692
at Drag Me To Brunch.

1662
01:17:33,823 --> 01:17:35,738
So give yourselves a warm hand.

1663
01:17:35,825 --> 01:17:38,915
[audience applauds]

1664
01:17:39,002 --> 01:17:40,656
So, we really appreciate
you being here.

1665
01:17:40,786 --> 01:17:42,440
We've been doing this drag
brunch for now seven years.

1666
01:17:42,527 --> 01:17:44,834
So please tell your friends.

1667
01:17:44,921 --> 01:17:46,400
- I came to perform
and work with Kasha,

1668
01:17:46,531 --> 01:17:47,967
and she, like, instantly
was like super friendly

1669
01:17:48,098 --> 01:17:49,708
and super supportive.

1670
01:17:49,839 --> 01:17:51,667
She is like one of
my biggest, like,

1671
01:17:51,754 --> 01:17:54,321
kind of like parental
roles, as far as drag goes.

1672
01:17:54,408 --> 01:17:55,583
- This next gal is not old.

1673
01:17:55,714 --> 01:17:56,846
She's brand new.
She's fabulous.

1674
01:17:56,976 --> 01:17:57,977
You're gonna love her.

1675
01:17:58,108 --> 01:17:59,065
She's Wednesday Westwood!

1676
01:18:00,980 --> 01:18:04,070
♪ I'm moving forward
with all of my might ♪

1677
01:18:04,244 --> 01:18:07,160
♪ I'm headed toward
a new state of mind ♪

1678
01:18:07,334 --> 01:18:10,163
♪ So I hold back tears ♪

1679
01:18:12,426 --> 01:18:15,081
- Me being a heavy,
heavy, heavy drinker

1680
01:18:15,212 --> 01:18:17,736
and Kasha was being
sober around me,

1681
01:18:17,823 --> 01:18:19,520
it kinda keeps me in
check with my drinking,

1682
01:18:19,651 --> 01:18:21,435
and it makes me think about,

1683
01:18:21,566 --> 01:18:24,656
"Okay, it is possible to do this

1684
01:18:24,787 --> 01:18:26,353
and do it well without
getting drunk."

1685
01:18:27,528 --> 01:18:30,531
[audience cheers]

1686
01:18:30,662 --> 01:18:32,490
- [Kasha] Anything that I do,

1687
01:18:32,577 --> 01:18:35,623
I really try to encourage
that family kind of dynamic

1688
01:18:35,754 --> 01:18:37,625
where we're
supporting one another

1689
01:18:37,756 --> 01:18:39,453
and helping to
lift each other up.

1690
01:18:39,584 --> 01:18:40,759
- My name's Wednesday Westwood!

1691
01:18:42,543 --> 01:18:44,458
- My name is Simona Ioffe.

1692
01:18:44,589 --> 01:18:46,330
I love drag.

1693
01:18:46,460 --> 01:18:48,114
Loved it all my life.

1694
01:18:48,201 --> 01:18:51,030
So last June I was
diagnosed with breast cancer

1695
01:18:51,161 --> 01:18:55,339
and I have undergone
three rounds of chemo.

1696
01:18:57,123 --> 01:18:59,865
So we drove for a
24-hour-trip to Rochester,

1697
01:18:59,996 --> 01:19:00,866
just for drag brunch.

1698
01:19:03,129 --> 01:19:04,696
I wanted to fill my joy meter

1699
01:19:06,480 --> 01:19:08,134
and start living
as much as I could.

1700
01:19:10,876 --> 01:19:13,357
So I have something
to keep grabbing from

1701
01:19:13,487 --> 01:19:14,532
when things are really hard

1702
01:19:16,882 --> 01:19:18,449
'cause I still have
a long way to go.

1703
01:19:20,712 --> 01:19:23,541
We went and saw Aggy, so
she could cut my hair.

1704
01:19:23,671 --> 01:19:27,893
Darienne taught me how
to construct my new boob.

1705
01:19:28,024 --> 01:19:29,460
And Mrs. Kasha Davis
was super lovely.

1706
01:19:32,506 --> 01:19:36,423
I wrote her and asked what
we should do in Rochester.

1707
01:19:36,554 --> 01:19:38,774
And she sent me great list
of stores and places to go.

1708
01:19:40,297 --> 01:19:44,605
I feel so grateful and happy.

1709
01:19:44,736 --> 01:19:48,566
You know, on those days when
I'm gonna be stuck in bed,

1710
01:19:48,696 --> 01:19:50,873
I'm gonna be able to think
how much fun today was

1711
01:19:52,570 --> 01:19:56,356
and how nice people
are in this world.

1712
01:19:56,487 --> 01:20:00,099
And I'm gonna be
able to keep going.

1713
01:20:02,014 --> 01:20:05,409
So that's why I
came. [cries softly]

1714
01:20:05,539 --> 01:20:08,151
[melancholic music]

1715
01:20:14,592 --> 01:20:17,508
♪ Absentation brought
despair to me ♪

1716
01:20:29,302 --> 01:20:33,741
♪ But allows me to
trust imperatively ♪

1717
01:20:43,403 --> 01:20:46,232
- I realized I can have an
impact on people's lives

1718
01:20:46,319 --> 01:20:48,756
doing the work that I love
right here at home in Rochester.

1719
01:20:52,412 --> 01:20:54,937
"RuPaul's Drag Race"
created this template

1720
01:20:55,024 --> 01:20:58,462
of how to be a
celebrity drag queen.

1721
01:20:58,549 --> 01:21:01,639
And it seemed to me that
maybe I didn't fit that mold.

1722
01:21:04,555 --> 01:21:08,864
It was important for me to
navigate and pave a new way

1723
01:21:08,994 --> 01:21:13,303
that really matched my
performance styles and passions.

1724
01:21:15,696 --> 01:21:17,176
How is everybody this morning?

1725
01:21:17,307 --> 01:21:20,614
[audience cheers]

1726
01:21:20,701 --> 01:21:24,314
Oh, that's music to my ears.

1727
01:21:24,444 --> 01:21:25,663
Woo!

1728
01:21:25,793 --> 01:21:27,491
Hey there, boys and girls.

1729
01:21:27,621 --> 01:21:29,232
I'm Mrs. Kasha Davis.

1730
01:21:29,362 --> 01:21:30,798
And over the next few minutes,

1731
01:21:30,929 --> 01:21:32,888
I'm gonna introduce you
to my fabulous vision,

1732
01:21:33,018 --> 01:21:34,541
"Imagination Station."

1733
01:21:36,500 --> 01:21:38,197
"Imagination Station"

1734
01:21:38,328 --> 01:21:42,114
is a celebration of the
artists in our community.

1735
01:21:42,201 --> 01:21:46,553
So, it's sort of this Mrs.
Kasha Davis' variety hour.

1736
01:21:48,642 --> 01:21:51,471
So it's all inspired by
shows that I grew up with,

1737
01:21:51,602 --> 01:21:54,344
like, Mr. Rogers,
Pee-wee's Playhouse.

1738
01:21:54,431 --> 01:21:56,128
Oh, my goodness!

1739
01:21:56,259 --> 01:21:59,262
Look at everybody's
smiling faces here today!

1740
01:21:59,392 --> 01:22:01,699
That makes me so happy.

1741
01:22:01,786 --> 01:22:03,440
We have so many things planned.

1742
01:22:03,570 --> 01:22:06,486
Of course, we have our live
music, we have some dancing,

1743
01:22:06,617 --> 01:22:08,880
we have a story.

1744
01:22:09,011 --> 01:22:10,099
Special guests!

1745
01:22:10,229 --> 01:22:12,536
We're gonna bring people in.

1746
01:22:12,623 --> 01:22:14,190
We're gonna have special guests

1747
01:22:14,277 --> 01:22:16,018
because it's like, how
many people are out there?

1748
01:22:16,148 --> 01:22:19,108
Like my sister Aggy Dune, season
after season, auditioning,

1749
01:22:19,238 --> 01:22:22,328
and not getting that moment.

1750
01:22:22,415 --> 01:22:24,200
- So, I guess I'll try one more.

1751
01:22:24,287 --> 01:22:26,767
And, this year, it
will probably be like,

1752
01:22:26,898 --> 01:22:29,509
so I'm Aggy Dune and I'm
auditioning for the 12th time.

1753
01:22:32,556 --> 01:22:36,386
And that's kind of where I'm
at with the RuPaul thing.

1754
01:22:36,516 --> 01:22:37,735
- [Kasha] The more I can do

1755
01:22:37,865 --> 01:22:39,128
to have someone like
Aggy or Ambrosia

1756
01:22:39,258 --> 01:22:40,868
be a part of what I'm doing,

1757
01:22:40,999 --> 01:22:42,566
that's really important to me.

1758
01:22:42,696 --> 01:22:46,004
[whimsical music]

1759
01:22:49,616 --> 01:22:50,878
- As a queen in the community,

1760
01:22:50,966 --> 01:22:52,706
if you're lucky enough
to be one of those

1761
01:22:52,837 --> 01:22:53,664
that are the leaders
in the community,

1762
01:22:53,794 --> 01:22:55,840
you can help unite people,

1763
01:22:55,971 --> 01:22:56,797
you can help bring
them together.

1764
01:22:56,928 --> 01:22:58,190
- I'd love to ask you,

1765
01:22:58,321 --> 01:23:02,412
what will you be
when you grow up?

1766
01:23:05,632 --> 01:23:06,503
- A Gruffalo.

1767
01:23:08,287 --> 01:23:09,114
- A Gruffalo?

1768
01:23:10,898 --> 01:23:14,032
Do you know, I was a
Gruffalo just yesterday?

1769
01:23:14,119 --> 01:23:16,208
I want to help those parents

1770
01:23:16,339 --> 01:23:19,255
and I want to help
those children realize
they are enough.

1771
01:23:19,385 --> 01:23:22,171
They are exactly the star
they were always meant to be,

1772
01:23:23,650 --> 01:23:24,782
whatever that is.

1773
01:23:24,912 --> 01:23:26,740
Now, run in place!

1774
01:23:26,827 --> 01:23:28,699
You gotta run and jump!

1775
01:23:28,829 --> 01:23:29,830
Jump!

1776
01:23:29,961 --> 01:23:31,441
Skip to the side!

1777
01:23:31,571 --> 01:23:33,660
Because you have to
practice, practice, practice,

1778
01:23:33,747 --> 01:23:36,794
and work hard and practice
and never give up!

1779
01:23:36,924 --> 01:23:38,665
- It's really something to see.

1780
01:23:38,752 --> 01:23:40,493
She's very passionate
about the kids' show.

1781
01:23:40,624 --> 01:23:42,626
- Yeah, come on in
if you wanna join.

1782
01:23:42,756 --> 01:23:43,931
- I'm just so proud.

1783
01:23:46,412 --> 01:23:47,761
- A young woman was telling me

1784
01:23:47,892 --> 01:23:49,763
that her daughter
was very, very shy

1785
01:23:49,894 --> 01:23:51,852
the first time she
came to the show

1786
01:23:51,983 --> 01:23:53,158
and then each time she
came closer and closer,

1787
01:23:53,289 --> 01:23:56,422
and now she sits
right in front of me.

1788
01:23:56,553 --> 01:23:58,207
Hey, thank you for
bringing those.

1789
01:23:58,337 --> 01:23:59,512
That is very special.

1790
01:23:59,643 --> 01:24:01,601
And I see some beautiful
wigs over here too

1791
01:24:01,732 --> 01:24:03,516
that look fantastic.

1792
01:24:03,647 --> 01:24:04,822
That is wonderful.

1793
01:24:04,952 --> 01:24:06,519
Thank you for dressing up.

1794
01:24:06,650 --> 01:24:09,827
There's an opportunity to
talk to the kids about gender

1795
01:24:09,957 --> 01:24:11,655
and sexuality.

1796
01:24:11,785 --> 01:24:13,831
So if the question
comes up, we address it.

1797
01:24:13,961 --> 01:24:15,441
But we assume that
these kids understand.

1798
01:24:17,139 --> 01:24:19,141
These kids light up

1799
01:24:19,271 --> 01:24:23,319
and look at you as if you are
truly an angel, or a queen,

1800
01:24:23,449 --> 01:24:26,409
or a princess without
an ounce of judgment.

1801
01:24:26,539 --> 01:24:28,193
And they look at you as if
you're the most beautiful thing

1802
01:24:28,324 --> 01:24:29,499
they've ever seen.

1803
01:24:29,586 --> 01:24:31,544
I am kind! Go!

1804
01:24:31,675 --> 01:24:34,504
- [Kids] I am kind!

1805
01:24:34,591 --> 01:24:37,246
- I am helpful!

1806
01:24:37,333 --> 01:24:39,987
- [Kids] I am helpful!

1807
01:24:40,118 --> 01:24:42,816
- I am grateful!

1808
01:24:42,947 --> 01:24:45,732
- [Kids] I am grateful!

1809
01:24:45,863 --> 01:24:48,387
- I am me!

1810
01:24:48,518 --> 01:24:50,955
- [Kids] I am me!

1811
01:24:51,086 --> 01:24:54,785
- And I am fabulous!

1812
01:24:54,915 --> 01:24:58,005
- [Kids] I am fabulous!

1813
01:24:58,136 --> 01:24:59,398
- Oh, I love it!

1814
01:24:59,529 --> 01:25:01,879
Give yourselves a big
round of applause.

1815
01:25:02,009 --> 01:25:04,534
[kids applaud]

1816
01:25:04,621 --> 01:25:07,319
[soft string music]

1817
01:25:26,860 --> 01:25:29,167
A lot of times older people
give up on their dreams

1818
01:25:29,298 --> 01:25:30,690
and say they're
too old for that.

1819
01:25:32,910 --> 01:25:35,130
There's a lot of wisdom
that comes with experience.

1820
01:25:38,350 --> 01:25:41,266
Sometimes you just can't
sing a song or do a scene

1821
01:25:41,397 --> 01:25:43,573
unless you've lived
through something.

1822
01:25:44,661 --> 01:25:45,879
A divorce, a death.

1823
01:25:47,490 --> 01:25:48,404
Sometimes you just
can't fake it.

1824
01:25:48,534 --> 01:25:49,927
You have to live through it.

1825
01:25:50,057 --> 01:25:51,146
And you gotta get older first

1826
01:25:51,276 --> 01:25:54,366
to have had those experiences.

1827
01:25:54,497 --> 01:25:57,152
[soft string music]

1828
01:26:00,503 --> 01:26:02,069
I may be turning 50,

1829
01:26:02,200 --> 01:26:04,202
but I'm just getting started.

1830
01:26:04,333 --> 01:26:07,031
[soft string music]

1831
01:26:30,533 --> 01:26:32,404
♪ - [Klaus Nomi] Thank you! ♪
- Oh think nothing of it. ♪

1832
01:26:32,491 --> 01:26:35,059
- You're very welcome.
- Oh, yes I know!

1833
01:26:35,146 --> 01:26:37,192
- Okay!
- Well fine and dandy.

1834
01:26:37,279 --> 01:26:39,585
- Well thank you very much.
- Thank you very much!

1835
01:26:39,716 --> 01:26:41,631
- Well that's alright.
- You're very welcome.

1836
01:26:41,761 --> 01:26:43,198
- That's all right, it's okay.

1837
01:26:43,285 --> 01:26:44,808
- ♪ Remembering... ♪

1838
01:26:49,029 --> 01:26:51,815
[soft string music]



