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[cars honking]

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[ebbing orchestral chords]

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[Joackim] They've always
told us to chase a dream,

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chase a career,
to compete.

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[distorted recorded voices]

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[waves crashing]

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[camera shutter snaps]

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[camera shutter snaps]

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That never made
any sense to me.

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Consumerism,
materialism, capitalism.

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We're so obsessed
with ourselves,

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it's a tragedy.

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In a way
I never fit the game,

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and that's maybe
how I ended up here.

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I can't live
in the rat race.

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I kind of need nature.
True nature.

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A friend once told me,

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you must have
a sense of direction.

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Random wandering around

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won't help you
to move forward.

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Instead, it will create
anxiety and make you unhappy.

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That's when I heard
for the first time

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about the true meaning
of the Northern Star.

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That little light
up in the sky

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that had guided us
in the past.

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That's when I decided to
leave all this madness behind

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and head up north.

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[wave crashing]

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♪

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♪

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♪

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The forecast says

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we have a good sized
swell at the beach.

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But, you never know
until you get out there.

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[gulls calling]

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[waves crashing]

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♪

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♪

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♪

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[waves crashing]

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["The Rainbow"
by Talk Talk plays]

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♪ Sound the victim's song

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♪ The trial is gone

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♪ The trial goes on

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♪ Sound the victim's song

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The first day
leads to the first lesson:

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adversity is life's
best teacher.

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Going out there today
was so different and unique...

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because in reality,
I was forced inward.

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♪

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[thunder rumbling]

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[cicadas singing]

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As I see the birds flying
with the wind,

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a strange storm,
cold feeling from within.

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Since I started
to live in this van,

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I left
all my possession behind

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and I said to myself,

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"I will not own
such manmade things,

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but I will own my life."

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It's only the second day,

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and there is one thing
that I cannot escape from.

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The memories and moments.

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These are things that,
as more as you collect them,

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the more you become them.

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No matter where you are,
you are those experiences.

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The North wind approaches

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and I think
about my twin brother.

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I never really
felt alone,

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because I always
had him next to me.

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But being here and now,
just by myself

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made me think...

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that loneliness does not come
from being alone,

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but from being unable
to express myself,

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and the way I feel
to others.

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I never felt as alone
as I felt in that city.

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[birds chirping]

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[radio announcer] Showers
and thunderstorms today

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with a spot of southwesterly
winds [indistinct]...

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[engine running smoothly]

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[radio announcer] ... continue
into tomorrow morning.

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The overnight low,
near 38.

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Rain tapering off
tomorrow afternoon,

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followed by
a partial clearing.

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[Joackim]
I had no choice

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other than going east
to the mountains,

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surrounded by old trees
and live beings.

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Strangely void of people.

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It seems it's just
another winter vibe.

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[gravel crackling under tires]

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[engine stops]

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I really like this idea
of collecting frames

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through pictures
and photography.

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I see this
as just another projection

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of how our selective mind
works.

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With moments and memories

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dancing in the back
of the brain.

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Just keeping the essence
and the essential

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for the music to play

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and letting go
what is unnecessary.

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[rain pattering]

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One of the good things
about days like this,

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cold, wet and empty,
is that it brings you silence.

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I believe we're not aware
of how silence

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is a rare thing
these days.

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[crickets chirping]

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[creek rushing]

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It's a privilege
to be able to slow down,

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look inwards
and quiet the mind.

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[water babbling]

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That seems to be the luxury
for our generation.

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The luxury
of silence in nature.

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[fire crackling]

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[creek rushing]

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[inhaling]

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[exhaling]

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[door hinges creaking]

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[brush scraping]

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[water trickling]

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[water rushing]

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With this river
in constant flow,

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there's a force,
a current of energy,

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drawing away all the glitter
to lighten my load,

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recharging my spirit.

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[water splashing]

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Getting stuck here
the last few days,

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I felt as if I had
a rebirth with nature,

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a symbiotic connection

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where the environment can
change you with every breath.

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It just made me realize
I was so disconnected.

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[car engine rumbling softly]

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Early mornings, my mind
deviates in inner thoughts.

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And just the feeling
to get close to the ocean

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gets me excited already.

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You drive and ride,
ride and drive...

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and it's a long drive
until we get to the place

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where poets and writers
used to escape.

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♪

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[car engine rumbling]

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♪

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[keys jangling]

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[car engine stops]

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[door clicking]

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On the road,
you quickly learn

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to appreciate
the small things.

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That was
meaningless before

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is now so symbolic.

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Like my mate time.

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It allows me
to be present,

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contemplate the circumstances,

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and observe time
in slow motion.

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[waves crashing]

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["Le Soleil Dans Le Monde"
by Domenique Dumont plays]

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[French lyrics]

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♪

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[French lyrics continue]

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♪

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[French lyrics continue]

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[door clicks shut]

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[tide whooshes smoothly]

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[waves crashing]

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It's a rare gift to find
a waterfall on the beach.

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Some people talk about
its magical healing powers.

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It not only
cleanses the spirit,

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it washes out the demons.

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[water drops falling]

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It feels as if
I'm washing my spirit clean

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as I keep heading north.

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["Thoughts Of Tomorrow"
by Tommy Guerrero plays]

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♪

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♪

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[slow music playing]

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One day,
I had a dream

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about orange waves
in another Earth.

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I was surfing
in gold orange boards

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and black birds
all around me.

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That was a long, long,
unforgettable ride.

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♪

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[waves crashing]

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♪

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[highway din]

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The thing about
crossing this bridge

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is that you quickly realize

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that waters
are much colder here.

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Bigger waves
and sharks are everywhere.

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Not every surfer has what
it takes to surf up north.

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I bet we will see fewer people
in more isolated places

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as I keep driving
to a place

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where a friend
once mentioned to me.

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[nature din]

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He said I should search
for a little farm

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up in the mountain,
close to the ocean,

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then park the van
and sleep there.

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The next day,
early morning,

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I should drive
a couple miles to a dead end,

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in a dirty road,

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and then walk a couple
more miles in the grass

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until I reached
the river mouth.

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He believes this place
has sacred energy.

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"It's not about
only the waves," in his words,

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"it's about pure joy
and reconciliation."

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♪

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[wind whooshing gently]

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♪

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[soft rumbling]

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[birds chirping]

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[straw slurping]

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[cicadas singing]

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[car engine rumbling]

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♪

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[Hindi lyrics]

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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[music fading]

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[waves crashing]

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So much of this experience
is about going out.

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It's all about expansion.

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Sometimes, I like to look
at old frames.

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They give me a nostalgic
feeling of being alive.

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This natural process
of capturing light excites me.

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Using a film camera
gives you the ability

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to see this
in the physical form.

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This is so mysterious for me,
even these days.

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["Orange Peel"
by Sopwith Camel plays]

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♪ Baby smell
Like orange peel ♪

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♪ Cinnamon

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♪ Vanilla

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♪

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Some days, if you can't find
waves in the ocean,

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you might find some
on the road.

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I'm keeping the flow.

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♪

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[skateboard whooshing]

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♪

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[radio announcer]
I was a pre-med student

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at Johns Hopkins
[indistinct].

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Now, I do know a little
something about anatomy...

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and I say it is
scientifically impossible

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for the human body to stand up
to the training we receive.

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An absolute impossibility.

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The muscle and tendons
and bone structure

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was not designed
to withstand that battery.

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Don't ask me how it happened
that we did stand it.

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I don't know.

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It has
no scientific explanation.

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Here, listen to this.

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Out of one
of them old[indistinct].

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[gravel crackling under tires]

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["Song Of A Sinner"
by Top Drawer plays]

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[indistinct]

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♪

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♪ How can you keep me?

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♪ Knowing
I've made you sadly ♪

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♪ And yet

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♪ I ask to be forgiven

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♪ Knowing the life
That I've been living ♪

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♪ And yet

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♪ I know it's too late

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♪ 'Cause
On your judgment day ♪

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♪ You're going to
Close the gate ♪

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♪ On me

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♪ On me

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♪ On me

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♪ And now

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♪ I'll be left here
On my own ♪

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00:32:23,245 --> 00:32:24,551
♪ To face hell

274
00:32:25,769 --> 00:32:28,381
♪ All alone

275
00:32:28,424 --> 00:32:32,733
♪

276
00:33:02,545 --> 00:33:07,028
♪

277
00:33:08,769 --> 00:33:11,380
[car horn honking]

278
00:33:20,085 --> 00:33:22,043
[sighs]

279
00:33:33,489 --> 00:33:35,230
[Joackim]
I was talking with a lady

280
00:33:35,274 --> 00:33:36,623
in the restaurant
the other day.

281
00:33:37,711 --> 00:33:39,800
When I told her
about surfing this place,

282
00:33:40,279 --> 00:33:41,541
she thought I was crazy.

283
00:33:42,846 --> 00:33:45,936
She said, "This is
a baby shark breeding room.

284
00:33:46,633 --> 00:33:48,461
You are
in their nursery, dude."

285
00:33:49,070 --> 00:33:50,637
She tried
to tell me not to go...

286
00:33:51,551 --> 00:33:55,294
but that was exactly
why I wanted to check it out.

287
00:33:55,337 --> 00:34:00,386
♪

288
00:34:02,431 --> 00:34:06,174
[grass rustling]

289
00:34:08,176 --> 00:34:11,745
[wind howling]

290
00:34:19,622 --> 00:34:22,060
I have a strange feeling
about this place.

291
00:34:25,237 --> 00:34:27,195
It's not about
the size of the waves.

292
00:34:28,849 --> 00:34:30,633
The water feels alive here.

293
00:34:33,201 --> 00:34:34,898
There's a powerful presence.

294
00:34:35,899 --> 00:34:38,772
Something unsettling
about this spot.

295
00:34:38,815 --> 00:34:41,166
It's all restless and dense.

296
00:34:41,209 --> 00:34:44,386
Heavy nature,
ruthless and loud.

297
00:34:45,257 --> 00:34:47,694
But, I'm motivated
to flip the coin,

298
00:34:47,737 --> 00:34:49,739
to discover
what's on the other side.

299
00:34:54,222 --> 00:34:57,660
[waves crashing]

300
00:34:57,704 --> 00:35:02,752
♪

301
00:35:14,286 --> 00:35:16,462
And here I was
paddling out there

302
00:35:17,202 --> 00:35:20,292
and just after I passed
over the wave, I saw him.

303
00:35:20,335 --> 00:35:23,382
[waves crashing]

304
00:35:27,255 --> 00:35:30,389
I'm pretty sure he was
circling me, I could feel it.

305
00:35:31,085 --> 00:35:32,130
So, I left.

306
00:35:34,523 --> 00:35:37,004
There is nothing
I fear more than to be alone

307
00:35:37,047 --> 00:35:38,484
with those beasts out there.

308
00:35:38,527 --> 00:35:42,401
[waves whooshing]

309
00:35:42,444 --> 00:35:47,493
♪

310
00:35:53,847 --> 00:35:56,110
But for those
who overcome fear...

311
00:36:00,288 --> 00:36:03,073
the reward is always freedom.

312
00:36:04,249 --> 00:36:05,859
["In Every Dream Home
A Heartache" by Roxy Music]

313
00:36:05,902 --> 00:36:09,471
♪ In every dream home
A heartache ♪

314
00:36:11,386 --> 00:36:13,910
♪ And every step I take

315
00:36:15,216 --> 00:36:18,567
♪ Takes me further
From heaven ♪

316
00:36:22,832 --> 00:36:24,660
♪ Is there a heaven?

317
00:36:27,489 --> 00:36:29,796
♪ I'd like to think so

318
00:36:34,104 --> 00:36:36,542
♪ You float in my new pool

319
00:36:38,805 --> 00:36:41,199
♪ Deluxe and delightful

320
00:36:43,201 --> 00:36:45,768
♪ Inflatable doll

321
00:36:48,162 --> 00:36:50,512
♪ My role is to serve you

322
00:36:52,471 --> 00:36:55,213
♪ Dispose of both, darling

323
00:36:57,345 --> 00:36:59,869
♪ Can't throw you away now

324
00:37:02,045 --> 00:37:05,353
♪ Immortal and life sized

325
00:37:06,659 --> 00:37:09,227
♪ My breath is inside you

326
00:37:11,359 --> 00:37:14,057
♪ I blew up your body

327
00:37:17,931 --> 00:37:19,802
♪ But you blew my mind

328
00:37:19,846 --> 00:37:25,112
♪

329
00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:55,751
♪ Oh, those heartaches

330
00:37:59,189 --> 00:38:02,932
♪ Dream home heartaches

331
00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:10,026
♪ Oh, those heartaches

332
00:38:13,203 --> 00:38:16,729
♪ Dream home heartaches

333
00:38:16,772 --> 00:38:20,123
[waves crashing]

334
00:38:38,751 --> 00:38:41,971
[van whooshing]

335
00:38:50,545 --> 00:38:54,201
[clanking]

336
00:39:06,605 --> 00:39:09,390
[gravel crackling under tires]

337
00:39:19,922 --> 00:39:22,011
I think we forget about
who we are

338
00:39:22,534 --> 00:39:26,233
and somehow, we disconnect
so much with our true selves.

339
00:39:30,455 --> 00:39:33,196
I can't think about how many
of my friends in the city

340
00:39:33,849 --> 00:39:36,635
know what it really takes
to put food on their table.

341
00:39:38,419 --> 00:39:40,508
The whole process
is so far distant,

342
00:39:40,856 --> 00:39:42,902
that people
don't have any connection

343
00:39:42,945 --> 00:39:44,033
with what they eat.

344
00:39:52,172 --> 00:39:54,740
[muffled bubbling]

345
00:39:56,698 --> 00:40:00,354
I believe that food is
a source and a consciousness.

346
00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:01,660
The whole process

347
00:40:01,703 --> 00:40:04,489
of how you grow,
catch, and kill

348
00:40:04,532 --> 00:40:06,665
has totally
different outcomes.

349
00:40:07,666 --> 00:40:11,757
[bubbling]

350
00:40:16,718 --> 00:40:18,241
[harpoon whirring]

351
00:40:29,557 --> 00:40:32,908
[waves crashing]

352
00:40:34,432 --> 00:40:35,824
I've been gathering
and hunting

353
00:40:35,868 --> 00:40:37,522
my own food for a while.

354
00:40:38,218 --> 00:40:39,611
It's a natural thing for me,

355
00:40:40,307 --> 00:40:42,918
and now feels like
the perfect time to go back.

356
00:40:45,355 --> 00:40:46,748
[eagle calling]

357
00:40:48,533 --> 00:40:51,536
[nature din]

358
00:40:54,364 --> 00:40:57,411
[waves crashing]

359
00:41:00,675 --> 00:41:02,460
[fire crackling]

360
00:41:04,418 --> 00:41:06,942
The respect of that
relationship with food

361
00:41:07,377 --> 00:41:09,423
might be the core
of our well-being.

362
00:41:09,467 --> 00:41:11,599
[crumpling]

363
00:41:15,647 --> 00:41:17,344
[knife grinding]

364
00:41:22,131 --> 00:41:25,178
[sizzling]

365
00:41:33,578 --> 00:41:36,581
[fire crackling]

366
00:41:50,595 --> 00:41:54,120
[van whooshing]

367
00:41:56,905 --> 00:42:00,256
[engine roars]

368
00:42:05,435 --> 00:42:07,568
I woke up
in this misty morning,

369
00:42:07,612 --> 00:42:10,223
thinking the swell
should be fading down already.

370
00:42:11,529 --> 00:42:13,748
But I saw a couple guys
driving on this road

371
00:42:13,792 --> 00:42:15,489
and I decided
to give it a try

372
00:42:16,621 --> 00:42:18,840
for the last session
before I keep going north,

373
00:42:19,362 --> 00:42:20,581
chasing the next swell.

374
00:42:20,625 --> 00:42:23,584
[gentle acoustic instrumental]

375
00:42:54,702 --> 00:42:59,751
♪

376
00:43:28,475 --> 00:43:33,523
♪

377
00:43:42,881 --> 00:43:45,666
[creaking]

378
00:43:47,886 --> 00:43:49,975
I've always liked old cars.

379
00:43:50,018 --> 00:43:51,716
It's like
they have a personality.

380
00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:54,806
This old lady
is a brave character,

381
00:43:55,067 --> 00:43:57,112
never had any issues
with this one,

382
00:43:57,460 --> 00:43:59,027
and I've been
living in this beauty

383
00:43:59,071 --> 00:44:00,638
since I moved
to California.

384
00:44:02,552 --> 00:44:05,033
But there is one thing
you need to make sure of,

385
00:44:05,468 --> 00:44:07,166
so you can
keep moving forward.

386
00:44:10,125 --> 00:44:13,389
You can not forget to check
if she needs water or oil.

387
00:44:13,868 --> 00:44:16,654
Other than that, she will
take you anywhere you need.

388
00:44:19,831 --> 00:44:20,919
[hood slams shut]

389
00:44:21,702 --> 00:44:22,747
[footsteps]

390
00:44:24,444 --> 00:44:25,663
[door clicks open]

391
00:44:28,578 --> 00:44:29,667
[door slams shut]

392
00:44:32,191 --> 00:44:34,584
[rocks crackling under tires]

393
00:44:35,411 --> 00:44:36,935
It's so unbelievable

394
00:44:36,978 --> 00:44:39,154
that in the north
of California,

395
00:44:39,198 --> 00:44:40,895
you can still see farms

396
00:44:40,939 --> 00:44:42,680
and the ocean
in the same view.

397
00:44:43,898 --> 00:44:45,334
It has a different feeling.

398
00:44:45,378 --> 00:44:46,771
When I see this today.

399
00:44:47,423 --> 00:44:50,600
It's like seeing the past
from a rear-view mirror.

400
00:44:52,646 --> 00:44:56,519
[engine rumbling]

401
00:45:11,926 --> 00:45:14,973
[engine roars]

402
00:45:25,940 --> 00:45:29,335
[light rustling]

403
00:45:42,435 --> 00:45:44,002
[van whooshing]

404
00:45:50,443 --> 00:45:54,403
Wildlife and gigantic trees
welcome me to this region,

405
00:45:55,404 --> 00:45:58,059
the unforgotten
Northern wood vale.

406
00:46:08,243 --> 00:46:10,855
The exciting thing about
Northern California

407
00:46:10,898 --> 00:46:12,944
is that animals
are bigger here,

408
00:46:12,987 --> 00:46:14,510
you can feel it.

409
00:46:14,554 --> 00:46:16,556
Trees are bigger,
you can see it.

410
00:46:17,557 --> 00:46:18,645
But, the air is thinner.

411
00:46:20,516 --> 00:46:22,040
The sound
of nature is loud...

412
00:46:22,692 --> 00:46:26,261
and the sound of a man
is silent, or smaller.

413
00:46:31,527 --> 00:46:34,617
And really, all you have are
some dirt roads to guide you.

414
00:46:38,708 --> 00:46:41,450
[engine roaring]

415
00:46:44,236 --> 00:46:45,411
[drapes scraping]

416
00:46:50,590 --> 00:46:53,419
I had to sleep in the woods
after a long drive

417
00:46:54,115 --> 00:46:55,856
and I saw
a trail in the night

418
00:46:55,900 --> 00:46:57,989
that can take you
to a big, rocky cliff.

419
00:47:00,295 --> 00:47:01,862
As soon as I got there,

420
00:47:01,906 --> 00:47:03,864
I could hear waves breaking
from afar.

421
00:47:04,691 --> 00:47:05,866
I couldn't believe it.

422
00:47:06,824 --> 00:47:08,434
This was a point break,

423
00:47:08,477 --> 00:47:11,219
with waves breaking
directly in the cliffs.

424
00:47:11,263 --> 00:47:13,047
[waves crashing]

425
00:47:18,226 --> 00:47:20,141
There's something
sacred here.

426
00:47:21,273 --> 00:47:22,883
I can't say why,

427
00:47:22,927 --> 00:47:25,103
but there are things
you can't explain.

428
00:47:25,146 --> 00:47:26,234
You must feel it.

429
00:47:27,453 --> 00:47:28,541
And that's it.

430
00:47:28,584 --> 00:47:30,064
It comes from the gut,

431
00:47:30,108 --> 00:47:31,761
and resonates everywhere.

432
00:47:38,333 --> 00:47:41,249
A friend a long time ago
mentioned lost temples

433
00:47:41,293 --> 00:47:43,077
on the Northern coast
of California...

434
00:47:44,122 --> 00:47:48,387
but I never really believed
in him, until I got here.

435
00:47:48,430 --> 00:47:51,477
[water rushing]

436
00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:56,569
♪

437
00:48:26,207 --> 00:48:31,256
♪

438
00:48:55,497 --> 00:48:58,109
The beauty was never only
in the waves,

439
00:48:58,370 --> 00:49:01,416
but instead,
in what I was surrounded by.

440
00:49:02,287 --> 00:49:04,550
The sacred is here and now.

441
00:49:04,593 --> 00:49:09,947
♪

442
00:49:16,866 --> 00:49:18,346
I wish
I had my brother here.

443
00:49:19,304 --> 00:49:20,522
This was such a trip.

444
00:49:21,610 --> 00:49:24,787
Going out alone was scary
and frightening sometimes,

445
00:49:25,179 --> 00:49:26,441
but also a relief.

446
00:49:27,225 --> 00:49:29,836
Especially, when it's
just you and nature.

447
00:49:29,879 --> 00:49:31,620
That felt
like a journey itself.

448
00:49:31,664 --> 00:49:36,712
♪

449
00:49:58,821 --> 00:50:00,345
I started disconnected,

450
00:50:01,041 --> 00:50:02,651
lost and hopeless...

451
00:50:03,565 --> 00:50:06,351
and now nature,
waves and solitude

452
00:50:06,394 --> 00:50:08,222
work as my real guidance.

453
00:50:08,266 --> 00:50:13,227
♪

454
00:50:44,041 --> 00:50:49,046
♪

455
00:51:12,373 --> 00:51:17,422
♪

456
00:51:18,553 --> 00:51:21,600
[waves crashing]

457
00:51:46,712 --> 00:51:51,760
♪

458
00:51:51,804 --> 00:51:53,806
We're all searching
for meaning in life,

459
00:51:54,285 --> 00:51:56,852
and sometimes,
the answer is not out there.

460
00:51:57,505 --> 00:51:58,593
It's within.

461
00:52:00,291 --> 00:52:03,337
[waves crashing]

462
00:52:14,957 --> 00:52:16,655
Purpose was
never a big thing,

463
00:52:17,351 --> 00:52:20,354
but instead, it was the small
and invisible things

464
00:52:21,138 --> 00:52:22,661
that I was
never aware of.

465
00:52:22,704 --> 00:52:25,751
[water splashing]

466
00:52:31,148 --> 00:52:34,151
[waves crashing]

467
00:52:49,862 --> 00:52:51,211
[birds chirping]

468
00:52:53,431 --> 00:52:55,824
I learned one thing
about going up north:

469
00:52:56,173 --> 00:52:57,826
the journey never ends.

470
00:53:00,133 --> 00:53:02,353
North is just
an illusion we create

471
00:53:02,396 --> 00:53:03,876
to find meaning in life.

472
00:53:05,182 --> 00:53:08,272
There is no north,
only moving forward

473
00:53:08,968 --> 00:53:10,404
and keep moving forward.

474
00:53:10,883 --> 00:53:12,014
That's the thing,

475
00:53:12,406 --> 00:53:14,191
the north
was never a place,

476
00:53:15,192 --> 00:53:17,411
but a new way
of seeing things.

477
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:22,199
[engine revs]

478
00:53:27,160 --> 00:53:30,207
[birds chirping]

479
00:53:38,911 --> 00:53:43,959
♪

480
00:54:13,772 --> 00:54:18,820
♪

481
00:54:48,676 --> 00:54:53,725
♪

482
00:55:23,537 --> 00:55:28,586
♪

483
00:55:43,209 --> 00:55:45,254
[music ends]