1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:38,880 --> 00:00:42,280 A film by Paweł Łoziński 4 00:03:07,759 --> 00:03:13,520 I told you, not too fast. Let me see your knee. 5 00:03:20,400 --> 00:03:24,960 It's okay, you're fine. There's no blood, honey. 6 00:03:58,360 --> 00:04:01,479 Morning, do you have a moment? 7 00:04:01,560 --> 00:04:05,599 I'm making... if you'd please stop here for a moment. 8 00:04:05,680 --> 00:04:07,960 -Do what? -Stop here. 9 00:04:08,039 --> 00:04:11,840 -And hold that? -Hold it? No, it's too short. 10 00:04:11,919 --> 00:04:15,400 -What's up? -Nothing, everything's fine. 11 00:04:15,479 --> 00:04:18,199 I'm making a film, how are you doing? 12 00:04:18,279 --> 00:04:21,639 -Oh, I'm sorry, I'm not from Poland. -Even better. 13 00:04:21,720 --> 00:04:26,040 Really, I need to catch the 156 bus, I'm so sorry. 14 00:04:26,120 --> 00:04:27,600 Hello. 15 00:04:29,199 --> 00:04:31,480 I have a question. 16 00:04:31,560 --> 00:04:35,160 -Where are you going? -Home, from the river. 17 00:04:35,240 --> 00:04:37,800 -How was the fishing? -Not good. 18 00:04:37,879 --> 00:04:41,800 -Nothing? -The water's very low. 19 00:04:41,879 --> 00:04:47,480 -How about a quick chat? About life. -No. Because life is shit. 20 00:04:47,560 --> 00:04:53,839 -Please stop. I'm making a film. -Felek, you're going to be in a film! 21 00:04:53,920 --> 00:04:57,639 -I'm looking for film ideas. -Perfect. 22 00:04:57,720 --> 00:05:01,360 -Hold on, please don't run off. -I'm a terrible idea. 23 00:05:03,120 --> 00:05:06,399 Hello, Father, I'm making a balcony movie. 24 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:09,600 Should I say something for the sound check? 25 00:05:09,680 --> 00:05:13,759 No, something personal. On life, the world, Poland... 26 00:05:13,839 --> 00:05:16,560 Would you be kind enough to...? 27 00:05:16,639 --> 00:05:20,519 No, not when I'm with the Holy Sacrament. 28 00:05:20,600 --> 00:05:24,040 I'm coming with Lord Jesus, after all. 29 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:28,800 Hello, I'm doing a sound check. Would you mind stopping here? 30 00:05:28,879 --> 00:05:32,079 Yes, of course. What is it? 31 00:05:32,160 --> 00:05:34,000 -Good morning. -Good morning. 32 00:05:34,079 --> 00:05:37,199 I'm making a film about the people who walk past here. 33 00:05:37,279 --> 00:05:39,920 And...? -And I ask them questions. 34 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:41,720 Do you want...? 35 00:05:41,800 --> 00:05:44,439 -Will you answer a question for me? -What? 36 00:05:44,519 --> 00:05:48,920 I'm making a film about the passersby, a metaphor for life. 37 00:05:49,000 --> 00:05:51,439 -A metaphor for life? -That's right. 38 00:05:51,519 --> 00:05:54,439 -It's good, since I'm alive. -Exactly. 39 00:05:54,519 --> 00:05:57,920 -Where there's life there's hope. -What would you say? 40 00:05:58,000 --> 00:06:01,079 -Sorry? -What would you say about yourself? 41 00:06:01,160 --> 00:06:04,399 As long as you're alive, you're happy, right? 42 00:06:04,480 --> 00:06:10,759 -Sure. Are you satisfied? -I'm happy. What about you? 43 00:06:12,480 --> 00:06:15,439 -It depends? -It depends. 44 00:06:16,720 --> 00:06:19,680 Hello, excuse me, I'm... 45 00:06:19,759 --> 00:06:24,839 I'm making this balcony movie about people who pass by my window, 46 00:06:24,920 --> 00:06:28,240 and I see you every day, but I don't think we've spoken. 47 00:06:28,319 --> 00:06:31,319 -No, we haven't, hello. -Could we talk? 48 00:06:31,399 --> 00:06:34,319 -So you live here? -That's right. 49 00:06:34,399 --> 00:06:37,439 -For a long time now? -Yeah, 20 years. 50 00:06:37,519 --> 00:06:40,120 I've only been here for two. 51 00:06:40,199 --> 00:06:43,160 -I'm guessing you're French? -Yes. 52 00:06:43,240 --> 00:06:46,879 -And what are you doing in Poland? -I work at the embassy. 53 00:06:48,639 --> 00:06:51,199 -Your wife is Russian, right? -Yes. 54 00:06:51,279 --> 00:06:56,800 -And you work for the secret service? -I work in the film service! 55 00:06:56,879 --> 00:06:59,120 Yes, I can see that. 56 00:07:01,000 --> 00:07:06,160 A bit closer, please, you've stepped out of the frame, a bit closer. 57 00:07:06,240 --> 00:07:09,560 I'm asking everyone who they are, what they want. 58 00:07:10,720 --> 00:07:13,800 You've chosen very trivial questions. Go on then. 59 00:07:13,879 --> 00:07:19,000 -If you've got better questions... -You ask, I'm here to give answers. 60 00:07:20,480 --> 00:07:23,519 -Good morning, Pani Zosia! -Good morning. 61 00:07:27,879 --> 00:07:33,319 -Let's go. Let's keep going. -Have you got time for a quick chat? 62 00:07:33,399 --> 00:07:36,439 -What sort of chat? -A short one. 63 00:07:36,519 --> 00:07:38,399 How short? 64 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:40,240 What's new? 65 00:07:42,240 --> 00:07:47,759 -I'll be around here tomorrow. -And what are you up to today? 66 00:07:47,839 --> 00:07:53,759 Today I'm going to mow the grass at 5 Walecznych Street, 67 00:07:53,839 --> 00:07:55,800 at Pani Jadwiga's. 68 00:07:57,439 --> 00:07:59,879 You know her, right? 69 00:08:01,160 --> 00:08:02,720 The chatty one. 70 00:08:04,120 --> 00:08:06,680 -Hello, Pani Jadwiga. -Hello there. 71 00:08:06,759 --> 00:08:10,639 -Will you come a bit closer? -God, no, I'm in a hurry to get home. 72 00:08:10,720 --> 00:08:12,839 Just tell me what's new? 73 00:08:12,920 --> 00:08:18,959 On my way back, later, but now I must go home, someone's there waiting. 74 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:21,399 Who's there waiting for you? 75 00:08:23,040 --> 00:08:24,519 My lover! 76 00:08:26,199 --> 00:08:28,560 -Hello, honey. -Hello, honey. 77 00:08:28,639 --> 00:08:31,399 -Short of actors? -Yes. 78 00:08:31,480 --> 00:08:36,440 The kind who'll stop here for a while and say something. 79 00:08:36,519 --> 00:08:40,480 And what would you want them to say? What have you recorded today? 80 00:08:40,559 --> 00:08:43,600 I'd like you to tell me how to make this film. 81 00:08:43,679 --> 00:08:47,799 But I already told you at home, I can't keep saying it all the time. 82 00:08:47,879 --> 00:08:50,159 Look what we got at the store. 83 00:08:52,759 --> 00:08:57,279 But I'm not sure if it's clear from this recording that you're my wife. 84 00:08:57,360 --> 00:09:01,440 -Haven't you introduced me? -No. My wife, Agnieszka. 85 00:09:03,080 --> 00:09:05,639 -Bye, honey, I love you. -Bye. 86 00:09:10,600 --> 00:09:13,000 -Hi, girls. -Hi, Dad. 87 00:09:13,080 --> 00:09:16,480 -What's up? -I'm talking to Gosia. Gosia says hi. 88 00:09:16,559 --> 00:09:20,399 -Say hi for me. -Dad says hi, from the balcony. 89 00:09:20,480 --> 00:09:23,120 Gosia, I'm filming from the balcony! 90 00:09:23,200 --> 00:09:26,679 Come to Warsaw, you'll be in a movie! 91 00:09:26,759 --> 00:09:31,559 Dad says you should come to Warsaw if you want to be in the movie. 92 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:38,000 He spends all day on the balcony, impossible to get through to him. 93 00:09:59,159 --> 00:10:01,440 Hello, madam, hello! 94 00:10:01,519 --> 00:10:04,159 I'm up here, up here. 95 00:10:04,240 --> 00:10:06,720 Up here, please look up! 96 00:10:08,519 --> 00:10:12,759 Up! Here I am, hello. 97 00:10:12,840 --> 00:10:16,679 -Would you go over to that post? -What for? 98 00:10:16,759 --> 00:10:20,360 I'm making a balcony movie, talking to people who walk by. 99 00:10:20,440 --> 00:10:25,200 You know what, I'm deaf as a post, it's no use trying to talk to me. 100 00:10:25,279 --> 00:10:28,960 But I'll talk very loud to you, I promise. 101 00:10:29,039 --> 00:10:30,879 But I have nothing to say. 102 00:10:30,960 --> 00:10:34,799 I think you have a great deal to say, just take a few steps back. 103 00:10:34,879 --> 00:10:36,960 But what can I say? 104 00:10:37,039 --> 00:10:40,039 Just a little bit, that's great. Good day. 105 00:10:41,799 --> 00:10:43,720 Hello. 106 00:10:43,799 --> 00:10:48,000 I'm making a movie about people who walk below my balcony. 107 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:51,080 -I ask them, "How are you?" -How am I? 108 00:10:52,559 --> 00:10:56,080 This old girl don't wanna die. 109 00:10:56,159 --> 00:10:58,279 You know... 110 00:10:58,360 --> 00:11:01,039 Say something about yourself. Who are you? 111 00:11:01,120 --> 00:11:02,879 Oh, no. 112 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:10,919 My resume, or curriculum vitae in Latin, is not, how shall I put it... 113 00:11:12,480 --> 00:11:14,840 -Public broadcast. -I see. 114 00:11:14,919 --> 00:11:18,919 I've nothing to be proud of, and nothing to complain about, 115 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:21,320 I'm glad of what I have. 116 00:11:21,399 --> 00:11:24,720 But I'd like to ask you about the meaning of life. 117 00:11:24,799 --> 00:11:28,759 -Am I screaming? -The meaning of life, the point? 118 00:11:28,840 --> 00:11:31,960 -Why do we live? -Why do we live? 119 00:11:32,039 --> 00:11:35,600 I wish I knew. It's a mystery to me. 120 00:11:37,240 --> 00:11:41,679 -So who should I ask to find out? -Definitely not me. 121 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:53,279 Hello, I'm making a film here, can I stop you for a moment? 122 00:11:55,000 --> 00:11:56,799 -Hello. -Hello. 123 00:11:56,879 --> 00:12:00,600 I'm making a documentary about people. 124 00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:05,639 I'm looking for topics. Would you say something about yourself? 125 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:08,480 -Me? About myself? -Yes. 126 00:12:08,559 --> 00:12:13,080 -You're very smartly dressed. -I'm a girl, obviously. 127 00:12:13,159 --> 00:12:18,279 -Right. -I work in architecture, design. 128 00:12:18,360 --> 00:12:23,240 Fashion is my greatest passion, I devote all my spare time to it. 129 00:12:23,320 --> 00:12:27,480 I've got my own blog, I'm growing my Instagram account, 130 00:12:27,559 --> 00:12:29,559 I do photo sessions. 131 00:12:29,639 --> 00:12:34,879 I'm totally obsessed with fashion, maybe that's why... 132 00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:37,080 I look like this. 133 00:12:37,159 --> 00:12:40,919 -I hope that's okay. -Great. 134 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:46,720 I'm rushing to my friend to download the latest session we shot. 135 00:12:46,799 --> 00:12:50,799 -I need a hero for my film. -I don't think it's me. 136 00:12:50,879 --> 00:12:54,480 I doubt it. I'm off, have a nice evening. 137 00:13:11,240 --> 00:13:14,759 Hello, I'm not sure if you know, 138 00:13:14,840 --> 00:13:20,399 but the store's got some really good curtain fabric. 139 00:13:20,480 --> 00:13:22,120 Here? 140 00:13:22,200 --> 00:13:27,120 I know your wife said you were going to be redecorating. 141 00:13:27,200 --> 00:13:31,840 -It's the time for it. -I can bring you some curtains. 142 00:13:33,039 --> 00:13:37,720 If you need a lamp, I've got good taste, I'm an expert... 143 00:13:37,799 --> 00:13:40,279 A ceiling lamp? 144 00:13:40,360 --> 00:13:43,399 A ceiling lamp, I could come by... 145 00:13:43,480 --> 00:13:47,080 And I can furnish your flat for you, it's no problem. 146 00:13:47,159 --> 00:13:50,000 Great, okay. 147 00:13:50,080 --> 00:13:54,600 And if I did a scene like that, the audience would start to wonder: 148 00:13:54,679 --> 00:13:59,480 "Who's this neighbor? Is she crazy? Or nosey?" 149 00:13:59,559 --> 00:14:04,440 And my stage partner would now know he is a neighbor, 150 00:14:04,519 --> 00:14:07,480 but now they'd have decide, instantly, 151 00:14:07,559 --> 00:14:11,440 if he's an old neighbor who can't walk anymore, 152 00:14:11,519 --> 00:14:13,600 hence the neighbor's offer, 153 00:14:13,679 --> 00:14:15,759 or if he's young, just moved in, 154 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:19,279 and she's making a pass at him, even though he's married. 155 00:14:19,360 --> 00:14:21,360 Or maybe he's not? 156 00:14:21,440 --> 00:14:27,480 Maybe he's not and he'd say to me, "She's not my wife, she's my sister," 157 00:14:27,559 --> 00:14:29,159 and we'd have... 158 00:14:29,240 --> 00:14:31,320 And now my character... 159 00:14:32,799 --> 00:14:39,159 I must run, but if I manage to come here for the recording 160 00:14:39,240 --> 00:14:42,360 I can do a lot of talking, singing and dancing. 161 00:14:42,440 --> 00:14:45,480 Singing, too? No one's danced for me yet. 162 00:14:45,559 --> 00:14:47,080 How about a little dance? 163 00:14:47,159 --> 00:14:51,960 'Cos I dance salsa and bachata, but maybe in the next episode. 164 00:14:52,039 --> 00:14:54,279 One-two-three, one-two-three. 165 00:14:54,360 --> 00:14:58,440 So, darlings, I'll be back! 166 00:14:58,519 --> 00:15:01,519 -I'm Angela, a shout-out to you all! -Bye. 167 00:15:06,720 --> 00:15:08,559 Excuse me, sir, 168 00:15:08,639 --> 00:15:12,120 I got out of jail two days ago, could you spare some change? 169 00:15:12,200 --> 00:15:15,799 -I haven't got any. -Good day to you, sir. 170 00:15:23,360 --> 00:15:29,240 So I wander the streets of Warsaw, I don't know what to do with myself. 171 00:15:29,320 --> 00:15:34,039 Should go and rob something, just go back to the old path, 172 00:15:34,120 --> 00:15:36,840 back to jail, 'cos that's easiest. 173 00:15:36,919 --> 00:15:39,720 -Better not. -Yeah, better not. 174 00:15:39,799 --> 00:15:42,919 I've got no prospects. 175 00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:45,679 I took my high-school exams in jail 176 00:15:45,759 --> 00:15:48,720 and I've got a diploma for a tiler's apprenticeship. 177 00:15:50,960 --> 00:15:54,240 I dunno what's next. I've got a lot of... 178 00:15:55,879 --> 00:15:58,440 I came out full of enthusiasm, 179 00:15:58,519 --> 00:16:03,039 but a few days on, I'm full of rage and anger. 180 00:16:04,519 --> 00:16:07,600 I haven't been aggressive to anyone yet. 181 00:16:10,559 --> 00:16:13,799 -Where do you live? -On the street. 182 00:16:17,759 --> 00:16:22,000 Hello, excuse me, I'm making a film. Hello. 183 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:24,879 -Hello. -What are you reading? 184 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:28,559 -Carl Sagan. -I can't see it from here. 185 00:16:28,639 --> 00:16:32,080 Carl Sagan, "Billions and Billions." 186 00:16:32,159 --> 00:16:35,799 A highly engaging astrophysicist, sadly no longer alive. 187 00:16:35,879 --> 00:16:37,559 -An astrophysicist? -Yes. 188 00:16:37,639 --> 00:16:40,399 And what's it about? 189 00:16:40,480 --> 00:16:43,440 "What is mankind's place within the universe?" 190 00:16:43,519 --> 00:16:49,840 "Is the Earth threatened by us? Or are we a threat to ourselves?" 191 00:16:49,919 --> 00:16:52,720 It's about space, and about everything, 192 00:16:52,799 --> 00:16:56,159 in the thoughts of this wonderful man. 193 00:16:56,240 --> 00:16:58,600 He wrote what came into his mind. 194 00:16:58,679 --> 00:17:04,079 -So what do you think our place is? -Entirely accidental and tiny. 195 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:08,680 We have no special place in the universe, 196 00:17:08,759 --> 00:17:11,440 we're like a tiny dot of chance 197 00:17:11,519 --> 00:17:15,559 somewhere in the ocean of unimaginable space. 198 00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:31,720 Hi! 199 00:17:33,319 --> 00:17:35,200 Hello. 200 00:17:35,279 --> 00:17:38,200 How are you? All right? 201 00:17:47,720 --> 00:17:52,720 I am a woman who, by a twist of fate, has become very happy. 202 00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:58,160 How did it happen? 203 00:18:03,559 --> 00:18:05,480 It's a secret. 204 00:18:09,559 --> 00:18:13,279 But now you've aroused my curiosity. It's not fair. 205 00:18:13,359 --> 00:18:15,960 Maybe not, but... 206 00:18:17,200 --> 00:18:21,519 my happiness might be someone else's unhappiness. 207 00:18:21,599 --> 00:18:24,240 That makes me all the more curious. 208 00:18:25,960 --> 00:18:29,039 Perhaps you'd reveal just a little bit? 209 00:18:32,359 --> 00:18:37,039 Someone has departed who caused me great pain all my life, 210 00:18:37,119 --> 00:18:43,960 and despite the pain, since he's gone, right now I'm happy. 211 00:18:45,640 --> 00:18:48,079 Someone close? 212 00:18:50,319 --> 00:18:52,480 Both close and distant. 213 00:18:54,839 --> 00:18:56,759 But like... 214 00:18:59,279 --> 00:19:01,160 like... 215 00:19:03,079 --> 00:19:06,000 -A father? -No. 216 00:19:06,079 --> 00:19:08,000 -Husband? -Yes. 217 00:19:09,480 --> 00:19:11,720 -But ex-husband? -Yes. 218 00:19:13,039 --> 00:19:15,960 Departed as in died or gone away? 219 00:19:18,119 --> 00:19:21,079 Departed and isn't here. 220 00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:24,640 -Simply divorced? -No. 221 00:19:24,720 --> 00:19:27,480 -Moved out? -No. 222 00:19:27,559 --> 00:19:30,319 Gone away? 223 00:19:30,400 --> 00:19:32,680 Crossed over to the other side. 224 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:37,680 -And now life's better? -It's great. 225 00:19:40,279 --> 00:19:43,960 In a short time, I've achieved lots of things 226 00:19:44,039 --> 00:19:47,039 I never would have if I were with him. 227 00:19:52,000 --> 00:19:54,079 And I'm happy. 228 00:19:57,400 --> 00:20:00,240 -Thank you very much. -You're welcome. 229 00:20:20,119 --> 00:20:22,799 But why? I don't get it. 230 00:20:22,880 --> 00:20:24,720 Because I... 231 00:20:26,079 --> 00:20:29,440 I don't want to give up on life, woman. 232 00:20:29,519 --> 00:20:32,480 And it's worth shit without a car, huh? 233 00:20:32,559 --> 00:20:35,720 I like my car... 234 00:20:35,799 --> 00:20:38,240 Hello, excuse me for bothering you... 235 00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:53,240 What a strange format... 236 00:20:53,319 --> 00:20:57,960 You stand there on your balcony, while I have to crane my neck. 237 00:20:58,039 --> 00:20:59,839 You like to be comfy. 238 00:20:59,920 --> 00:21:03,440 I have to bend over, it's giving me backache. 239 00:21:03,519 --> 00:21:07,119 Oh, so you're worse off than I am? 240 00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:11,880 -So, what's the meaning of life? -Oh dear, don't ask. 241 00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:15,200 -I have to go deeper. -We'd be stuck here till dark. 242 00:21:15,279 --> 00:21:19,559 -I've got the time. -Well, I don't. 243 00:21:19,640 --> 00:21:24,200 Not to discuss such a serious topic. 244 00:21:24,279 --> 00:21:28,440 The meaning of life is profound, but it takes time to work out. 245 00:21:29,640 --> 00:21:32,039 What this life is for. 246 00:21:32,119 --> 00:21:36,160 -Exactly. And...? -What's it for? 247 00:21:36,240 --> 00:21:38,359 To live for someone. 248 00:21:39,599 --> 00:21:43,039 -Not for oneself. -Who do you live for? 249 00:21:43,119 --> 00:21:45,279 For myself. 250 00:21:45,359 --> 00:21:47,599 -So it's not okay? -Yeah. 251 00:21:52,279 --> 00:21:54,559 -And you'd rather live for...? -Sorry? 252 00:21:54,640 --> 00:21:58,640 Who'd you rather live for? A woman? 253 00:21:58,720 --> 00:22:03,440 Not necessarily a woman, just someone. Another person. 254 00:22:03,519 --> 00:22:06,279 Children, above all. 255 00:22:06,359 --> 00:22:08,440 -You've got none? -No. 256 00:22:11,039 --> 00:22:15,240 We have to live on and search for our place. 257 00:22:15,319 --> 00:22:19,359 But that's the meaning for me. Unfulfilled. 258 00:22:41,680 --> 00:22:45,160 What's important, for instance, in marriage... 259 00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:48,079 People call that first infatuation "love." 260 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:50,160 No, love only comes later on, 261 00:22:50,240 --> 00:22:53,759 once those people establish a deep connection, 262 00:22:53,839 --> 00:22:59,440 making them essential to each other, not in a material, physical sense, 263 00:22:59,519 --> 00:23:04,559 but like they're missing something in life, like air. Literally. 264 00:23:04,640 --> 00:23:10,519 I was fortunate to find this, but sadly, Andrzej passed on too soon. 265 00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:15,599 From his third heart attack. I'd gone for a walk and... 266 00:23:15,680 --> 00:23:19,039 -Pan Paweł, I have to go. -Thank you. 267 00:23:19,119 --> 00:23:23,240 You're welcome. You've got more interesting interlocutors, 268 00:23:23,319 --> 00:23:25,359 I'm just a chatterbox. 269 00:23:26,680 --> 00:23:29,759 -A bientôt! -A bientôt. 270 00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:43,720 Hello, I have a question, could you kindly come over, 271 00:23:43,799 --> 00:23:45,799 under the... hello. 272 00:23:47,119 --> 00:23:49,279 -We're good. -Okay. 273 00:23:49,359 --> 00:23:54,799 -I thought you needed sound. -I do, but I need a picture too. 274 00:23:54,880 --> 00:23:57,799 -I'm making a film. -What kind? 275 00:23:57,880 --> 00:24:01,559 -About the people who walk past here. -Oh, all right. 276 00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:04,559 -Who are you? -Well... 277 00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:07,359 I don't know, a person. 278 00:24:07,440 --> 00:24:11,640 What can you say about yourself? What's your story? 279 00:24:11,720 --> 00:24:13,920 -Sorry? -What's your story? 280 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:17,200 I've been doing horse riding since I was little, competing, 281 00:24:17,279 --> 00:24:20,960 now I'm trying to get lucky to be able to compete again, 282 00:24:21,039 --> 00:24:25,119 because it costs a lot of money, but I'm good. 283 00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:29,440 I was a drama student, but it was too stressful, so now I'm not. 284 00:24:29,519 --> 00:24:32,279 -What year? -Sorry? 285 00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:36,920 -In what year did you quit? -The first. I left quickly. 286 00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:40,240 -What a lovely dog you have. -That's Lolita. 287 00:24:40,319 --> 00:24:43,960 I have Bibi, but she doesn't like other dogs. 288 00:24:44,039 --> 00:24:47,079 -Nor does mine much. -All right, I'm off. 289 00:24:47,160 --> 00:24:49,759 And what's that? 290 00:24:49,839 --> 00:24:52,319 -A toy. -Who's it for? 291 00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:58,039 I gave it to a girl for her birthday and it's funny. 292 00:24:58,119 --> 00:25:01,519 -What girl? -My girl. 293 00:25:01,599 --> 00:25:04,920 Cool. Now that's a story. 294 00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:07,880 There's always a story. OK, I'm off. 295 00:25:38,160 --> 00:25:40,519 -The Rosary. -The Rosary? 296 00:25:40,599 --> 00:25:41,839 Yes. 297 00:25:43,160 --> 00:25:47,240 -Do you always have it with you? -Yes, always. 298 00:25:47,319 --> 00:25:49,960 You have to say it at least once a day. 299 00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:53,799 -You do? -Yes. 300 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:57,519 -And what makes the Rosary so...? -Interesting? 301 00:25:57,599 --> 00:26:00,200 -Yeah. -Everything, the whole of life. 302 00:26:01,519 --> 00:26:04,759 -Oh, wow. -Haven't you ever heard of it? 303 00:26:07,599 --> 00:26:10,119 I've heard about it. 304 00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:14,799 -And have you said it, at least once? -Me? No. 305 00:26:18,039 --> 00:26:21,039 I'm sorry, but... 306 00:26:21,119 --> 00:26:24,039 -It's all ahead of you. -You think? 307 00:26:24,119 --> 00:26:25,440 Sure. 308 00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:28,880 Of course. 309 00:26:28,960 --> 00:26:33,880 -And what does the Rosary give you? -It gives you strength, power... 310 00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:38,599 Above all, it stops you from getting lost in life. 311 00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:45,319 It gives peace of mind, and love, regardless of the circumstances. 312 00:26:46,559 --> 00:26:49,200 And it gives hope of salvation. 313 00:26:50,799 --> 00:26:53,039 -Nice. -The real thing. 314 00:26:53,119 --> 00:26:55,880 -Sounds good. -Very good. 315 00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:59,759 -I even feel an urge to try it. -Do it. 316 00:26:59,839 --> 00:27:02,759 -Three Hail Marys, today. -Okay. 317 00:27:02,839 --> 00:27:06,319 -Promise? -Well... I can't promise. 318 00:27:06,400 --> 00:27:09,279 You're closed-minded, after all. 319 00:27:11,680 --> 00:27:14,039 -But are you religious? -No. 320 00:27:14,119 --> 00:27:16,200 -No? Baptized? -No. 321 00:27:16,279 --> 00:27:17,680 -No? -No. 322 00:27:17,759 --> 00:27:20,279 -I can't believe it. -It's true. 323 00:27:20,359 --> 00:27:23,640 Not baptized at all? Incredible. 324 00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:26,400 -My parents weren't religious. -No? 325 00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:31,279 But how would you define your affiliation or worldview? 326 00:27:32,519 --> 00:27:35,160 -Agnostic. -Agnostic? 327 00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:39,440 But open to the metaphysical and the mystery of the absolute. 328 00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:43,920 -Maybe more than one. -I see. 329 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:47,799 But maybe something, someone, is watching over us up there, 330 00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:50,000 we don't know. 331 00:27:50,079 --> 00:27:53,519 -I'm open to signals. -Incredible. 332 00:27:57,440 --> 00:28:01,000 In that case, may the grace of God come down upon you. 333 00:28:07,559 --> 00:28:10,839 You should make a feature film. 334 00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:16,240 About your project, it could be a very interesting screenplay. 335 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:23,880 A guy stands on his balcony and... 336 00:28:25,839 --> 00:28:30,799 I mean, a guy... a filmmaker, but a guy in general, 337 00:28:30,880 --> 00:28:34,319 anyway, a guy who stands on the balcony 338 00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:39,039 and records the public's stream of consciousness, 339 00:28:39,119 --> 00:28:43,720 but you'd have to cast the actors well, 340 00:28:43,799 --> 00:28:48,240 you could make a superb feature film out of that, 341 00:28:48,319 --> 00:28:51,920 you could write a story into the stream of consciousness, 342 00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:54,240 which one passerby narrates, 343 00:28:54,319 --> 00:28:59,799 and it turns out he's connected with the twenty-sixth in some way. 344 00:29:01,319 --> 00:29:05,640 Something like that could be very interesting, 345 00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:09,559 in the style of Czech cinema. But very interesting. 346 00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:23,960 I've found one, but it's striped, I don't know if... 347 00:29:24,039 --> 00:29:28,880 Makes no difference, that would do, even if it had spots. 348 00:29:30,039 --> 00:29:32,839 -Is that the way in? -I'll throw it. 349 00:29:32,920 --> 00:29:36,559 Across? Can you manage? 350 00:29:36,640 --> 00:29:39,200 Watch it... 351 00:29:39,279 --> 00:29:42,440 -On the microphone... -Incredible. 352 00:29:42,519 --> 00:29:45,880 -You couldn't, if you tried. -All right. 353 00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:51,880 Jeez. 354 00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:53,960 -Is it okay? -A perfect fit. 355 00:29:54,039 --> 00:29:58,759 -We're a similar size, it's an "L." -Great. 356 00:29:58,839 --> 00:30:00,880 I'll fold it nicely. 357 00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:04,759 -It's been ironed. -I can tell. 358 00:30:04,839 --> 00:30:08,400 -I feel bad about it... -Don't. 359 00:30:08,480 --> 00:30:13,279 For the photo, it's only to here or to here anyway, for my ID card. 360 00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:21,759 Maybe just put it on, it won't get crumpled on you. 361 00:30:21,839 --> 00:30:26,559 Yeah, but I can't go around like this, I'd look... 362 00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:28,200 True. 363 00:30:28,279 --> 00:30:33,759 I've got a bag here, I won't put it in my backpack. 364 00:30:33,839 --> 00:30:37,799 Great. What's your name, anyway? -I'm Paweł. 365 00:30:37,880 --> 00:30:40,319 -I'm Robert. -Can I call you that? 366 00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:41,920 -I think so. -Okay. 367 00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:44,079 -Okay, Paweł. -My pleasure. 368 00:30:44,160 --> 00:30:47,599 -Thanks a lot! I'll return the shirt. -Keep it. 369 00:30:47,680 --> 00:30:50,039 -It's for me? -Sure! 370 00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:10,319 -Are you shy? -I am. 371 00:31:10,400 --> 00:31:14,839 Overcoming shyness is important in your profession, right? 372 00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:17,480 But in the street, off the cuff... 373 00:31:17,559 --> 00:31:22,200 There's nobody else here but you and me, it's just us. 374 00:31:25,359 --> 00:31:27,039 I'm recording. 375 00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:51,160 Beautiful! 376 00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:54,559 You moved me, I had shivers down my spine. 377 00:31:54,640 --> 00:31:56,319 I'm glad. 378 00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:59,400 She's badmouthing you every other day. 379 00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:04,759 -I can sense it. -She said you filmed her and her dog. 380 00:32:04,839 --> 00:32:08,839 That's possible, I've had lots of ladies with dogs here... 381 00:32:08,920 --> 00:32:11,759 -You're a famous local lady-killer. -No... 382 00:32:11,839 --> 00:32:16,039 Specializing in ladies with dogs. You better watch out for him. 383 00:32:16,119 --> 00:32:21,079 My wife is listening, don't say that, especially since it's not true. 384 00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:24,799 Are you on a prescription, only for your wife? 385 00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:31,279 All the women deserve nice talk, I'm not talking about some... 386 00:32:31,359 --> 00:32:33,720 But never with ill intentions or... 387 00:32:33,799 --> 00:32:38,759 To me the concept of "ill intentions" is relative. 388 00:32:38,839 --> 00:32:44,680 So is "betrayal." "Marital betrayal." How is that betrayal? 389 00:32:44,759 --> 00:32:49,079 It's not betrayal, but if someone's got that sort of nature, 390 00:32:49,160 --> 00:32:53,000 and likes to eat not only at home but at restaurants too, 391 00:32:53,079 --> 00:32:57,359 at least he's got a comparison. Goodbye! 392 00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:01,759 What about your husband? Did he only eat at home? 393 00:33:01,839 --> 00:33:05,640 I never... A woman is never sure. 394 00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:09,160 But he never made me feel like he would. Never! 395 00:33:30,119 --> 00:33:32,599 What time will you be home, honey? 396 00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:36,480 What time? 397 00:33:37,720 --> 00:33:40,039 I'll be back when I'm back. 398 00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:43,680 A man's basic question. 399 00:33:46,640 --> 00:33:47,880 Bye, bye! 400 00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:04,519 Hello. Hello. 401 00:34:06,319 --> 00:34:10,639 -Have you got a moment? -I'm in a hurry to get to the doctor. 402 00:34:10,719 --> 00:34:13,119 -Maybe you'd like to chat? -About...? 403 00:34:13,199 --> 00:34:15,119 I talk to people about life. 404 00:34:15,199 --> 00:34:17,519 -You've got the wrong person. -Why? 405 00:34:17,599 --> 00:34:21,719 Because my life is a mess, at the moment. 406 00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:25,800 Could you come a bit closer? Why is it a mess? 407 00:34:25,880 --> 00:34:29,960 It's just how it turned out. It happens. 408 00:34:30,039 --> 00:34:33,880 -Could you elaborate on that? -It's my birthday today and... 409 00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:41,199 -And... I'm feeling sad. -You're even dressed in black. 410 00:34:41,280 --> 00:34:43,320 No, I usually wear black. 411 00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:49,880 It hasn't worked out as I wanted it, and it's the second stage, 412 00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:53,760 where you expect everything to work out wonderfully, 413 00:34:53,840 --> 00:34:57,760 but it's just completely different than it used to be. 414 00:34:57,840 --> 00:34:59,280 Meaning...? 415 00:34:59,360 --> 00:35:04,719 Meaning all my plans, everything I expected from my loved ones... 416 00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:07,840 ...is gone. 417 00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:09,320 Meaning? 418 00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:12,320 It's completely different from what I'd expected. 419 00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:17,559 My whole input, my efforts, hopes, respect... 420 00:35:17,639 --> 00:35:23,639 everything that's essential for functioning has gone somewhere. 421 00:35:23,719 --> 00:35:26,639 -Whose respect? -Say again? 422 00:35:26,719 --> 00:35:29,280 -Whose respect? -For me. 423 00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:32,280 -But whose? -My loved ones. 424 00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:35,000 -Children? -My loved ones. 425 00:35:36,320 --> 00:35:39,039 -Husband? -My loved ones. 426 00:35:41,400 --> 00:35:45,320 -I'm off. -I'm sorry. Happy birthday from me. 427 00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:48,880 -Thank you very much. -Maybe tomorrow will be better. 428 00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:54,280 And maybe next year's will be all flowers and candles. 429 00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:56,639 -Maybe. -Goodbye. 430 00:36:01,039 --> 00:36:05,360 I did have a wife, and a second wife, I haven't got kids. 431 00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:12,599 So there. I don't know. You want more soul-searching? 432 00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:19,760 This is a bit like confession. 433 00:36:21,920 --> 00:36:25,280 Do you feel good in the confessional? 434 00:36:26,599 --> 00:36:30,000 But, you know, I'm not here as a... 435 00:36:30,079 --> 00:36:36,039 But you demand, I mean, maybe you don't demand, but you wish me to... 436 00:36:36,119 --> 00:36:40,400 I'm curious. But you don't have to answer... 437 00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,760 But I came here specially today, 438 00:36:42,840 --> 00:36:47,360 because lately I've been whizzing around in a hurry, 439 00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:52,000 so today I came because I've got a moment to talk. 440 00:36:52,079 --> 00:36:55,440 It's a good question, do I feel good in the confessional. 441 00:36:55,519 --> 00:36:56,920 Right. 442 00:36:57,000 --> 00:37:01,440 Because they all come by and tell you about something, 443 00:37:01,519 --> 00:37:05,519 and you draw them out too. 444 00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:08,280 Do you sleep at night? 445 00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:10,639 Because when you listen to all that, 446 00:37:10,719 --> 00:37:16,719 and you listen to a lot of people and all sorts of stories, right? 447 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:19,360 Is it tough or not? 448 00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:22,119 So what's the point of this film? 449 00:37:23,679 --> 00:37:26,280 -I've been wondering too. -Got you! 450 00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:58,599 -Will this be in the film? -I don't know. 451 00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:03,519 You'd have to say something extraordinary. 452 00:38:03,599 --> 00:38:07,920 I love this ice cream. It's super yummy. 453 00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:12,000 That's an ad, this is a documentary, it has to be something real. 454 00:38:17,039 --> 00:38:20,199 I recommend this ice cream, it's very, very yummy. 455 00:38:20,280 --> 00:38:23,480 Stop, that's an ad, I'm making a documentary. 456 00:38:23,559 --> 00:38:27,039 -I don't know what to say, then. -Something personal. 457 00:38:28,320 --> 00:38:30,599 What did you dream about? 458 00:38:36,480 --> 00:38:38,159 I forgot. 459 00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:44,119 -You forgot your dream? -Sure, I did. 460 00:38:44,199 --> 00:38:47,199 Don't talk so loud into it. Don't touch it. 461 00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:50,400 Don't touch it. 462 00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:54,360 You're a rascal, aren't you? 463 00:38:57,480 --> 00:39:01,039 -Come on, say something. -But what? 464 00:39:01,119 --> 00:39:02,800 A rhyme. 465 00:39:04,039 --> 00:39:06,440 Or sing a song. 466 00:39:06,519 --> 00:39:09,599 -I don't know any. -What? How old are you? 467 00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:14,360 -How old are you? -Nine. 468 00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:17,440 -You don't know any songs? -I do. 469 00:39:17,519 --> 00:39:19,280 Go on, then. 470 00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:23,119 -What can I wipe this on? -Lick it off. 471 00:39:23,199 --> 00:39:26,360 -It's dirty. -On your shirt. 472 00:39:27,880 --> 00:39:30,679 But it's brand new, sir! 473 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:50,199 -Hello, it's been a long time. -Hello, it has. 474 00:39:50,280 --> 00:39:53,239 -What's new today? -Nothing. 475 00:39:53,320 --> 00:39:58,079 -Impossible. -Nothing new, nothing new. 476 00:39:58,159 --> 00:40:01,639 Same old. So-so, the Asian flow. 477 00:40:03,719 --> 00:40:08,519 -Tell me about yourself. -But what would I say? 478 00:40:08,599 --> 00:40:11,199 I'm a widow, on my own, 479 00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:18,000 I can't get anything sorted at those offices unless I go there five times. 480 00:40:18,079 --> 00:40:20,920 You need a form, they haven't got any, 481 00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:24,079 so you have to get it at Grochowska Street... 482 00:40:24,159 --> 00:40:29,320 It's crazy. I get a referral for cataract surgery, 483 00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:31,440 ten different tests, 484 00:40:31,519 --> 00:40:36,599 and tell me why they deduct healthcare contributions 485 00:40:36,679 --> 00:40:40,800 from my miserable pension, which I worked hard for, 486 00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:46,280 when I have to pay for half the tests out of my own pocket? 487 00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:50,920 Why don't they let me keep those deductions, 488 00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:53,800 I could afford private care then. 489 00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:58,239 Not only must I pay, I have to wait seven years! 490 00:40:58,320 --> 00:41:01,559 I'll go blind before they do it. 491 00:41:01,639 --> 00:41:05,800 That's the real truth! So where's this state of ours? 492 00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:09,800 The state's a fuck-up! Record that and broadcast it. 493 00:41:17,079 --> 00:41:21,119 If a registered letter comes for you, registered, 494 00:41:21,199 --> 00:41:26,159 I have to hand it to you, and everything has to be tip-top. 495 00:41:26,239 --> 00:41:28,440 But if I... 496 00:41:31,679 --> 00:41:38,400 ...have a rattle from China for you, or a jigsaw puzzle, from China, 497 00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:41,360 and I come up to you, then you know what? 498 00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:44,800 I'm not a postman anymore, I'm a deliveryman. 499 00:41:46,320 --> 00:41:48,400 A deliveryman. 500 00:41:48,480 --> 00:41:51,119 They've turned me into a deliveryman, 501 00:41:51,199 --> 00:41:57,199 because they can't go to the store and buy the simplest thing. 502 00:41:57,280 --> 00:42:00,760 Someone has to deliver it to them. 503 00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:02,519 To their Lordships. 504 00:42:03,920 --> 00:42:07,239 I used to be a postman, and I was proud of it. 505 00:42:07,320 --> 00:42:09,920 I had a cap with an eagle on it, 506 00:42:10,000 --> 00:42:12,960 I had a uniform, a suit. 507 00:42:13,039 --> 00:42:17,599 And now I have to buy my own sandals. 508 00:42:17,679 --> 00:42:22,039 I paid 100 złotys just to have something to walk in. 509 00:42:22,119 --> 00:42:26,320 At the start of my career I got leather shoes, 510 00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:29,559 it took me three years or more to wear them out. 511 00:42:29,639 --> 00:42:33,159 I got leather sandals, I wore them for five years or more. 512 00:42:33,239 --> 00:42:38,480 But now when I get those Chinese shoes I just throw them away, 513 00:42:38,559 --> 00:42:43,159 'cos they're uncomfortable, they stink of Chinese glue 514 00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:46,719 and they're not fit to show in public. 515 00:43:26,559 --> 00:43:30,239 I've got everything, I have my health, 516 00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:33,760 but I haven't got my best friend, who died. 517 00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:35,920 And that's... 518 00:43:38,440 --> 00:43:40,599 Who was he? 519 00:43:42,000 --> 00:43:44,079 He was my love. 520 00:44:02,800 --> 00:44:05,719 -Your love? -Yes. 521 00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:11,920 -Was he your partner? -Yes. 522 00:44:15,679 --> 00:44:18,360 And how long were you together? 523 00:44:19,920 --> 00:44:21,880 40 years. 524 00:44:24,559 --> 00:44:26,920 Plus a bit. 525 00:44:32,360 --> 00:44:34,960 -Did you live together? -Yes. 526 00:44:41,320 --> 00:44:43,599 And how did you do that? 527 00:44:45,000 --> 00:44:50,039 -Like he was my brother. -Your brother? 528 00:44:50,119 --> 00:44:52,400 Your brother and partner? 529 00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:55,440 He wasn't my brother, he was my partner, 530 00:44:55,519 --> 00:44:59,400 but if anyone asked, he was my brother. 531 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:06,079 That's how you did it. 532 00:45:06,159 --> 00:45:09,679 How else could we? That's what we came up with. 533 00:45:11,199 --> 00:45:13,440 And did people believe you? 534 00:45:13,519 --> 00:45:19,000 Maybe not, but I didn't have any... you know, because of it. 535 00:45:26,480 --> 00:45:30,199 -Goodbye. -Goodbye. See you. 536 00:45:30,280 --> 00:45:31,760 Thank you. 537 00:45:31,840 --> 00:45:35,679 I wish you the best of health and an interesting life. 538 00:45:36,840 --> 00:45:38,719 Thank you. 539 00:45:55,599 --> 00:45:59,679 -Hello! Have we had a chance to talk? -Not yet. 540 00:45:59,760 --> 00:46:01,559 -And could we? -Yes. 541 00:46:01,639 --> 00:46:05,280 Just come a touch closer to the post. 542 00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:09,280 -You can bring the child. -He's just gone to sleep. 543 00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:11,920 -Oh. I'm Paweł. -I'm Judyta. 544 00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:16,679 I'm making a balcony movie, asking passersby how it's going. 545 00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:19,440 Fine, though we were in distress just now, 546 00:46:19,519 --> 00:46:22,679 I had to breastfeed him, but he's fallen asleep. 547 00:46:22,760 --> 00:46:25,800 It's all new to me because I've had him for three weeks. 548 00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:29,639 -That fresh? -And we're learning to live together. 549 00:46:29,719 --> 00:46:33,920 -Awesome. Jesus... what's his name? -Marcel. 550 00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:39,079 -Marcel? Same as my father. -Amazing. 551 00:46:39,159 --> 00:46:40,800 Oh my... 552 00:46:40,880 --> 00:46:44,079 So what's it like being a mom? 553 00:46:44,159 --> 00:46:48,280 Awesome. I didn't think having a family would be so great. 554 00:46:48,360 --> 00:46:52,360 So I'm happy, in need of sleep, but it's fab. 555 00:46:54,599 --> 00:46:56,440 He's a "Madaddy." 556 00:46:56,519 --> 00:46:59,119 -Mama plus Daddy equals "Madaddy." -Madaddy. 557 00:46:59,199 --> 00:47:02,440 -In one person. -You're not the mama? 558 00:47:02,519 --> 00:47:06,119 -No, I could be these girls' granny! -Granny, come on... 559 00:47:06,199 --> 00:47:08,920 -We've got a granny. -They've got a granny. 560 00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:11,599 She's their aunt. Auntie Monika. 561 00:47:11,679 --> 00:47:14,559 -And where's their mom? -Not here. 562 00:47:14,639 --> 00:47:18,559 -In another country! -Another country... some story. 563 00:47:18,639 --> 00:47:22,519 -You're a rare specimen. -But a hit! 564 00:47:22,599 --> 00:47:27,519 You see, with a father like him, children don't need both parents. 565 00:47:27,599 --> 00:47:33,400 Audrey Hepburn said each child needs one person they can trust 566 00:47:33,480 --> 00:47:36,199 and who's going to love them. 567 00:47:36,280 --> 00:47:39,840 One calm parent beats two who argue. 568 00:47:39,920 --> 00:47:42,960 -Please get down. -Magda, don't touch. 569 00:47:43,039 --> 00:47:46,119 But what's it like, being a Madaddy? 570 00:47:46,199 --> 00:47:51,000 Crapping, shopping, mopping, every day. They keep you busy! 571 00:47:51,079 --> 00:47:54,159 But I see you also find time to work out. 572 00:47:54,239 --> 00:47:56,480 -It's a gift. -You must work out. 573 00:47:56,559 --> 00:47:59,239 -He's an exceptional man. -Is he? 574 00:47:59,320 --> 00:48:01,639 If he wanted me, I'd marry him. 575 00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:05,400 -I bet you get plenty of offers. -Lots. 576 00:48:05,480 --> 00:48:07,519 I'm very busy. 577 00:48:09,400 --> 00:48:11,760 So what's happened, may I ask? 578 00:48:14,920 --> 00:48:16,960 Going through a divorce... 579 00:48:18,159 --> 00:48:20,639 There's a third party involved. 580 00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:24,559 And that's all. 581 00:48:24,639 --> 00:48:28,400 She changed me for a better, newer model. 582 00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:35,119 -Clearly women can, too. -Yeah, anyone can. 583 00:48:38,239 --> 00:48:40,679 And that's it. 584 00:48:40,760 --> 00:48:43,239 But how are you feeling now? 585 00:48:47,639 --> 00:48:52,880 Not entirely... I don't know how to put it. 586 00:48:57,039 --> 00:49:00,000 It's just not my thing, that's all. 587 00:49:00,079 --> 00:49:03,239 -Was your relationship long? -15 years. 588 00:49:04,559 --> 00:49:06,440 Three kids. 589 00:49:07,920 --> 00:49:14,480 14, 13, and the youngest, long-awaited little girl is three. 590 00:49:18,880 --> 00:49:21,639 Tough, we have to deal with it. 591 00:49:24,639 --> 00:49:29,079 I won't hang myself or throw myself under a tram, because it's pointless. 592 00:49:30,400 --> 00:49:36,199 It's hard, so if you ask how I'm feeling, I don't feel comfortable, 593 00:49:36,280 --> 00:49:39,000 I don't know what to do with myself. 594 00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:43,599 I just don't know. 595 00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:52,800 -Things got screwed up. -We drifted apart. 596 00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:56,320 I keep wanting to ask Iza why it... 597 00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:59,920 -Do I really have to say it? -I still don't know. 598 00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:03,159 -Why I made that decision? -Yes, please, you do. 599 00:50:03,239 --> 00:50:06,639 -You don't want it on film. -It's okay. 600 00:50:06,719 --> 00:50:09,360 I don't have a problem with it. 601 00:50:09,440 --> 00:50:10,960 -You don't? -No! 602 00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:16,920 I don't know... all right, then. I caught my husband cheating on me. 603 00:50:17,000 --> 00:50:19,679 -You've got great stuff! -Great stuff! 604 00:50:19,760 --> 00:50:22,840 And 15 years gone down the toilet. 605 00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:35,960 Hello, Pani Jadwiga! 606 00:50:36,039 --> 00:50:39,599 Hello, goodbye, I won't stop because it's raining. 607 00:50:39,679 --> 00:50:43,119 -All right, see you. -See you next time! 608 00:51:31,280 --> 00:51:33,199 Good morning. 609 00:51:36,599 --> 00:51:38,840 -Morning. -Do you have a moment? 610 00:51:38,920 --> 00:51:41,519 -Sorry? -Do you have a moment? 611 00:51:42,719 --> 00:51:44,320 A moment. 612 00:51:55,159 --> 00:51:58,400 Come over here, then. I'm making a film. 613 00:52:01,039 --> 00:52:05,239 -I'm in a film already? -Have you been sleeping in the car? 614 00:52:05,320 --> 00:52:07,599 -Yes, I have. -For long? 615 00:52:07,679 --> 00:52:09,800 -One night. -All night? 616 00:52:09,880 --> 00:52:11,840 Yes. 617 00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:15,000 But I'm heading out for coffee. 618 00:52:15,079 --> 00:52:16,679 That's me. 619 00:52:16,760 --> 00:52:18,760 -Good morning. -Morning. 620 00:52:18,840 --> 00:52:21,360 -I'm Paweł. -I'm Piotr. 621 00:52:24,599 --> 00:52:27,719 I didn't see you earlier, but now I do. 622 00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:30,880 I'm here. You didn't have your glasses. 623 00:52:30,960 --> 00:52:32,519 And no opportunity. 624 00:52:32,599 --> 00:52:35,320 -I'm here almost every day. -I bet. 625 00:52:35,400 --> 00:52:39,079 -Do you often sleep in the car here? -No, it was the second night. 626 00:52:39,159 --> 00:52:43,039 -The second night? -With you filming, I'll be back. 627 00:52:43,119 --> 00:52:46,840 -Seriously, will you? -Here? I don't know, we'll see. 628 00:52:48,400 --> 00:52:51,360 What happened? 629 00:52:51,440 --> 00:52:53,599 What do you think? 630 00:52:55,480 --> 00:52:57,519 Thrown out. 631 00:52:59,320 --> 00:53:01,280 -Seriously? -Yeah. 632 00:53:01,360 --> 00:53:04,360 -How did you mess up? -I didn't. 633 00:53:07,159 --> 00:53:09,159 Long story. 634 00:53:11,599 --> 00:53:14,559 But it's not for long. 635 00:53:14,639 --> 00:53:20,639 -Will you be accepted back? -The 8th time? I won't accept it. 636 00:53:23,519 --> 00:53:28,280 Choose your own path. Just do it out of the blue. 637 00:53:38,559 --> 00:53:41,880 Hello, I'm making this movie... 638 00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:44,599 May we have a chat? 639 00:53:44,679 --> 00:53:47,079 -It's about life. -About life. 640 00:53:49,920 --> 00:53:51,800 What? 641 00:53:51,880 --> 00:53:56,760 -How do you cope with life? -We were just wondering about that. 642 00:53:56,840 --> 00:53:58,760 -Just now? -Yes. 643 00:54:00,199 --> 00:54:03,239 -Any conclusions? -None, yet. 644 00:54:03,320 --> 00:54:07,239 Some very intimate ones so far, not entirely for the camera. 645 00:54:08,920 --> 00:54:12,440 -Just a little, maybe? -Maybe. 646 00:54:12,519 --> 00:54:14,719 For the camera. 647 00:54:14,800 --> 00:54:18,239 We are a patchwork family. 648 00:54:18,320 --> 00:54:21,719 With our histories. 649 00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:24,079 Five people, five worlds. 650 00:54:25,400 --> 00:54:27,920 -Five children or...? -Five of us. 651 00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:30,400 We have three daughters. 652 00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:33,840 -How many of them are yours? -Two. 653 00:54:33,920 --> 00:54:35,800 And the third one. 654 00:54:37,079 --> 00:54:41,199 In our family there's four of us, I'm also divorced. 655 00:54:41,280 --> 00:54:45,079 We're moving on somehow. I've got two daughters... 656 00:54:45,159 --> 00:54:48,239 And...? Is it tough or not? 657 00:54:48,320 --> 00:54:51,719 It depends. It is, really... 658 00:54:51,800 --> 00:54:56,920 It was a huge change for us, we've just moved here, so... 659 00:54:58,440 --> 00:55:01,280 -We're settling in. -Looking for our place. 660 00:55:06,800 --> 00:55:10,639 Hello, honey. Come a bit closer, you're out of frame. 661 00:55:10,719 --> 00:55:13,280 -That's a good thing. -How come? 662 00:55:16,440 --> 00:55:20,960 -Is this how you see a woman? -Burdened? 663 00:55:21,039 --> 00:55:27,639 Doing shopping, cooking, washing, tidying, without you noticing? 664 00:55:27,719 --> 00:55:31,039 Without a "thank you", you mean? 665 00:55:31,119 --> 00:55:35,199 No, without you noticing, as long as I stick to my role. 666 00:55:35,280 --> 00:55:38,239 You know, I do the shopping too. 667 00:55:38,320 --> 00:55:42,119 -Except now I'm on the balcony. -Exactly. 668 00:55:42,199 --> 00:55:43,880 -Bye. -Bye. 669 00:56:21,559 --> 00:56:24,280 -Cool? Perfect. -Great. 670 00:56:41,599 --> 00:56:43,920 -Yo, man. -No way! 671 00:56:44,000 --> 00:56:47,639 It's me. I didn't come on Monday because I got a job. 672 00:56:47,719 --> 00:56:52,599 -How's that? Jeez, I'd lost hope. -I got a job and all... 673 00:56:52,679 --> 00:56:55,000 Can we not record yet? 674 00:56:55,079 --> 00:56:57,840 Closer to the fence. No, let's record. 675 00:57:00,119 --> 00:57:01,920 What's been happening? 676 00:57:02,000 --> 00:57:06,440 I got... Everything's okay, the photos, ID application, 677 00:57:06,519 --> 00:57:09,679 my stuff is with the nuns on Floriańska Street, 678 00:57:09,760 --> 00:57:11,159 there's a church there. 679 00:57:13,199 --> 00:57:18,119 And I got a job, but I'm sorry, it's just too much. 680 00:57:18,199 --> 00:57:21,239 I'm working and sleeping in night buses. 681 00:57:21,320 --> 00:57:24,000 The guy said he pays once a month. 682 00:57:24,079 --> 00:57:29,000 And that we'll sign a contract when I show him an ID, and so on... 683 00:57:29,079 --> 00:57:31,320 Today I've taken the day off, 684 00:57:31,400 --> 00:57:37,239 I've got to tidy myself up, but everything is... you can see, sir, 685 00:57:37,320 --> 00:57:40,360 -I mean... -We're on first name terms. 686 00:57:40,440 --> 00:57:42,079 Paweł, right. 687 00:57:44,159 --> 00:57:46,719 Hello, I've got a quick question. 688 00:57:46,800 --> 00:57:49,559 -I don't speak Polish. -I do speak English. 689 00:57:49,639 --> 00:57:51,199 How can I help you? 690 00:57:51,280 --> 00:57:54,400 Listen, I got out of jail a few days ago... 691 00:57:54,480 --> 00:57:56,440 -Congratulations. -Excuse me? 692 00:57:56,519 --> 00:57:58,639 -Congratulations. -Ah, thanks a lot. 693 00:57:58,719 --> 00:58:02,559 And I'm trying to get myself together, and... 694 00:58:02,639 --> 00:58:05,480 I need a little help. Can you spare some change? 695 00:58:05,559 --> 00:58:09,960 I've got no złoty. I'm only here to work and then go home. 696 00:58:10,039 --> 00:58:13,280 I need to go to the airport and work. I've only got euro. 697 00:58:13,360 --> 00:58:16,719 Alright. I accept euro too. 698 00:58:16,800 --> 00:58:21,360 Twenty euros is my taxi home from the airport. Sorry, I'm just-- 699 00:58:21,440 --> 00:58:24,559 No, I'm just joking with you. 700 00:58:24,639 --> 00:58:26,760 -Okay. -Then I'm going home. 701 00:58:26,840 --> 00:58:29,280 -Okay, have a good one. -Enjoy your freedom. 702 00:58:29,360 --> 00:58:31,079 Alright, thanks. 703 00:58:34,400 --> 00:58:38,159 -Don't lose it! -I hope so, I won't. 704 00:58:39,760 --> 00:58:43,639 -What did he say just now? -Don't lose it. 705 00:59:11,119 --> 00:59:14,079 -Good morning, Pani Zosia! -Good morning. 706 00:59:14,159 --> 00:59:15,960 Wow! 707 00:59:16,039 --> 00:59:18,760 Wow! Plenty of leaves, eh? 708 00:59:18,840 --> 00:59:23,000 But it's fine weather, so the leaves are flying. 709 00:59:27,719 --> 00:59:32,599 Lucky it's not raining, or it would be harder then. 710 00:59:33,920 --> 00:59:37,840 -Why's that? -Because wet leaves are heavy. 711 00:59:37,920 --> 00:59:41,000 And more would fall. 712 00:59:41,079 --> 00:59:43,599 Rain would shake them off. 713 00:59:46,239 --> 00:59:48,960 As it is, they fall off on their own. 714 00:59:52,880 --> 00:59:55,840 I never met your husband. Who was he? 715 00:59:55,920 --> 00:59:58,440 -Who? -Your husband. 716 00:59:58,519 --> 01:00:01,639 But he's been dead for 21 years. 717 01:00:02,800 --> 01:00:05,639 Were you even here back then? Right. 718 01:00:05,719 --> 01:00:09,360 A fattish bloke. Januszek. 719 01:00:09,440 --> 01:00:12,440 Liked to hit the bottle. 720 01:00:12,519 --> 01:00:14,000 Yeah... 721 01:00:16,519 --> 01:00:18,440 Work was "yuck." 722 01:00:21,440 --> 01:00:25,679 I used to work at the PZO... 723 01:00:27,039 --> 01:00:29,559 ...the Polish Optical Works 724 01:00:29,639 --> 01:00:32,559 and that's where we met. 725 01:00:32,639 --> 01:00:34,719 He was a plumber. 726 01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:38,440 You know, those factory plumbers. 727 01:00:38,519 --> 01:00:44,119 How they used to be. Just carried spanners around, that's all. 728 01:00:46,079 --> 01:00:50,280 And... they liked to drink. 729 01:00:51,599 --> 01:00:56,079 And later, when I was forced to... because I was forced 730 01:00:56,159 --> 01:01:00,119 to quit the PZO and take this caretaker job, 731 01:01:00,199 --> 01:01:04,280 and we came here, he had it made. 732 01:01:06,000 --> 01:01:11,639 Completely. He worked only if he felt like it, period. 733 01:01:11,719 --> 01:01:15,280 And I had to work, as the caretaker. 734 01:01:17,199 --> 01:01:20,920 So I was sweeping and raking, and he was resting. 735 01:01:22,119 --> 01:01:24,159 The bottle at his side. 736 01:01:26,360 --> 01:01:29,199 Pani Zosia, have you got five złotys? 737 01:01:32,840 --> 01:01:35,400 I'd buy bread along the way. 738 01:01:37,559 --> 01:01:40,519 I've just got a 20. 739 01:01:40,599 --> 01:01:43,559 All right. It'll be 20 then. 740 01:01:46,079 --> 01:01:49,320 Not a thief's hand. It doesn't fit. 741 01:01:51,599 --> 01:01:55,840 Sure, that'll last her till the 20th. 742 01:01:57,599 --> 01:01:59,920 I've got five, but I'm thinking, 743 01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:04,880 "I'll give 20, or she'll be back tonight for another five." 744 01:02:04,960 --> 01:02:07,000 What's the point? 745 01:02:16,239 --> 01:02:21,480 My name's Piotr. I'm trying to find my place in life again. 746 01:02:22,719 --> 01:02:27,199 I have someone nearby who's helping me with that greatly, 747 01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:30,840 so I'm going to have a chat, ask a few questions 748 01:02:30,920 --> 01:02:33,599 and seek some answers. 749 01:02:33,679 --> 01:02:36,360 Can you say more about your search? 750 01:02:39,039 --> 01:02:41,239 It's very personal, you know. 751 01:02:43,800 --> 01:02:49,039 I spent 34 years living in a fog, then I decided to break free of it, 752 01:02:49,119 --> 01:02:54,360 and everything I'm experiencing now is entirely new to me. 753 01:02:56,480 --> 01:03:00,039 And I'm trying to find my way in this new life. 754 01:03:00,119 --> 01:03:03,159 -What sort of a fog was it? -Alcohol. 755 01:03:06,239 --> 01:03:10,119 I see. And how are you doing? 756 01:03:10,199 --> 01:03:12,559 Fine. Fine, only... 757 01:03:13,719 --> 01:03:17,719 I'm just trying to look at this world anew, 758 01:03:17,800 --> 01:03:22,440 understand it, and above all, find myself within this new world. 759 01:03:22,519 --> 01:03:26,239 Come to terms with myself, with my past, 760 01:03:26,320 --> 01:03:29,119 to be able to move on. 761 01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:33,639 -What's it like, being sober? -Nice. 762 01:03:34,920 --> 01:03:38,400 -It's good. -What are the upsides? 763 01:03:38,480 --> 01:03:42,320 You know, the world tastes better. 764 01:03:42,400 --> 01:03:45,480 And you can hear yourself better. 765 01:03:45,559 --> 01:03:48,360 Because you're listening to yourself, 766 01:03:48,440 --> 01:03:51,679 instead of sinking in alcohol to stop the pain. 767 01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:58,559 -Take care. Have a nice day. -Thank you, good luck. 768 01:04:07,880 --> 01:04:10,400 What do you want to be when you grow up? 769 01:04:10,480 --> 01:04:15,559 I keep changing my mind a lot, first I'd like to be this, then that, 770 01:04:15,639 --> 01:04:19,800 but I can't really decide, what I want to be. 771 01:04:21,199 --> 01:04:24,000 What was it first? 772 01:04:24,079 --> 01:04:27,000 First, my granny always... 773 01:04:27,079 --> 01:04:32,000 she really, really wanted me to be a professor. 774 01:04:35,679 --> 01:04:37,519 A professor of what? 775 01:04:37,599 --> 01:04:42,599 She always says I should be a professor, a director, 776 01:04:42,679 --> 01:04:46,679 but of what she doesn't say. 777 01:04:46,760 --> 01:04:52,159 Just that I should be one. But of what... I don't know. 778 01:04:53,320 --> 01:04:57,639 -Would you like that? -Yes, but it's... 779 01:04:57,719 --> 01:05:00,679 Sometimes wanting is not enough. 780 01:05:03,519 --> 01:05:05,559 Because... 781 01:05:05,639 --> 01:05:08,440 for instance, you haven't got the luck. 782 01:05:13,280 --> 01:05:17,320 -I see you're hard at work, filming. -I'm at my post. 783 01:05:17,400 --> 01:05:22,000 -In all kinds of weather, right? -Absolutely. 784 01:05:22,079 --> 01:05:27,000 I'm afraid I'm in a hurry, because despite the gloomy weather 785 01:05:27,079 --> 01:05:30,320 I must have my walk in Skaryszewski Park. 786 01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:35,679 I've got to get some fresh air. But I have some news. 787 01:05:35,760 --> 01:05:38,840 Right here for the viewers. 788 01:05:38,920 --> 01:05:42,599 -Hold on, in that case I'll zoom in. -All right. 789 01:05:42,679 --> 01:05:47,960 Not yet, not yet, not yet... I still have to focus the camera. 790 01:05:48,039 --> 01:05:49,960 Not when I'm looking like this! 791 01:05:50,039 --> 01:05:54,079 -I'll leave it slightly out of focus. -Do that. 792 01:05:54,159 --> 01:05:58,400 In two weeks and two days... 793 01:05:58,480 --> 01:06:02,760 my husband and I will have an addition to the family. 794 01:06:02,840 --> 01:06:05,880 We're going to have a little baby. 795 01:06:05,960 --> 01:06:09,280 -How did you hide that from me? -Sorry? 796 01:06:09,360 --> 01:06:12,039 How did you hide that from me? 797 01:06:12,119 --> 01:06:14,800 I'm such a magician I can hide it. 798 01:06:14,880 --> 01:06:18,119 Depends on what I'm wearing. Now you can see it a bit. 799 01:06:18,199 --> 01:06:20,760 -Indeed. -Two more weeks to go. 800 01:06:20,840 --> 01:06:22,599 Two weeks! Brilliant. 801 01:06:22,679 --> 01:06:24,960 Please don't put it in focus, 802 01:06:25,039 --> 01:06:28,440 I'm not wearing make-up, my hair's like felt. 803 01:06:28,519 --> 01:06:31,920 We don't want people saying pregnant women look ugly, 804 01:06:32,000 --> 01:06:36,079 because as you know, pregnant women can look good too. 805 01:06:36,159 --> 01:06:40,960 Look, Bolek, it's Lola! 806 01:06:41,039 --> 01:06:43,840 Lola, over there! Look up! 807 01:06:43,920 --> 01:06:48,199 You don't know where to look because you're such a dope. See? 808 01:06:48,280 --> 01:06:50,280 -It's Lolita. -That's... 809 01:06:52,400 --> 01:06:54,440 And there you go. 810 01:06:57,159 --> 01:07:00,599 -A beautiful serenade. -He's turned into a bird. 811 01:07:00,679 --> 01:07:02,840 -Romeo and Juliet. -Right. 812 01:07:04,320 --> 01:07:07,960 Oh, Lola, see what emotions you're stirring? 813 01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:14,199 I'll tell you what love is. 814 01:07:14,280 --> 01:07:18,559 I've just bought some lovely cakes. 815 01:07:20,079 --> 01:07:23,039 Now I'm going to close this box, get in the car 816 01:07:23,119 --> 01:07:26,760 and drive 500 km, and I won't eat the cake on the way, 817 01:07:26,840 --> 01:07:30,519 I'm just going to give it to my wonderful mom. 818 01:07:30,599 --> 01:07:33,400 And that is love. 819 01:07:33,480 --> 01:07:36,519 If that's not love, I don't know what is. 820 01:08:11,000 --> 01:08:13,079 -Hello. -Hello. 821 01:08:14,719 --> 01:08:17,560 A real pro, I see. 822 01:08:17,640 --> 01:08:19,600 -Robert? -Robert. 823 01:08:19,680 --> 01:08:26,640 -Jeez, when did I last see you? -I don't know. 824 01:08:26,720 --> 01:08:30,640 -In July, I guess, in the summer. -A few months ago. 825 01:08:30,720 --> 01:08:35,159 -How've you been? -Working, as usual. 826 01:08:35,239 --> 01:08:37,800 I got my ID card then. 827 01:08:39,239 --> 01:08:43,079 I'm laying tiles, my fingers are cracked from glue and grout, 828 01:08:43,159 --> 01:08:48,399 I can't even wash my head, 'cos my hands hurt so much. 829 01:08:48,479 --> 01:08:51,800 I've got an honest job. And shit to show for it. 830 01:08:54,000 --> 01:08:59,239 Paradoxically, I work all day, and beg at night for a place to sleep. 831 01:08:59,319 --> 01:09:01,760 And sometimes I catch a bite. 832 01:09:07,439 --> 01:09:12,000 I know I sound as if I'm crying, feeling sorry for myself... 833 01:09:12,079 --> 01:09:16,960 I'm not, I'm just burned out. 834 01:09:28,880 --> 01:09:34,319 I get it, penance is penance, but come on, how much can you take? 835 01:09:47,479 --> 01:09:52,640 -I'm making a film from the balcony. -What? 836 01:09:52,720 --> 01:09:56,600 I said I'm making a film from the balcony. 837 01:09:56,680 --> 01:10:00,159 -What's the theme? -The theme is life. 838 01:10:00,239 --> 01:10:03,880 -Life. -Can we talk about it? 839 01:10:05,159 --> 01:10:11,760 Could you come a bit closer? I have a question. 840 01:10:11,840 --> 01:10:14,319 What do you consider yourself as? 841 01:10:14,399 --> 01:10:16,199 A human being. 842 01:10:16,279 --> 01:10:21,119 That I can see, but... 843 01:10:24,119 --> 01:10:26,600 Who are you? 844 01:10:26,680 --> 01:10:31,039 That's what I keep asking myself. "Who am I?" 845 01:10:31,119 --> 01:10:33,760 I got my name from my parents. 846 01:10:38,039 --> 01:10:40,560 My status was ascribed by society. 847 01:10:40,640 --> 01:10:44,000 But there's no telling who I am. 848 01:10:44,079 --> 01:10:48,319 It's the question of a lifetime, and I'm seeking the answer. 849 01:10:51,159 --> 01:10:53,199 And what do you do? 850 01:10:56,359 --> 01:10:59,479 Right now? 851 01:10:59,560 --> 01:11:03,159 -Changing the gas meters. -The gas meters? 852 01:11:03,239 --> 01:11:04,479 Yes. 853 01:11:08,119 --> 01:11:13,319 The white roses are in bloom again 854 01:11:13,399 --> 01:11:17,960 Johnny, come back from your war today 855 01:11:18,039 --> 01:11:22,039 Come back, kiss me Like you used to do 856 01:11:22,119 --> 01:11:26,600 And the prettiest rose Will be my gift to you 857 01:11:26,680 --> 01:11:31,039 I would give, The day you left to fight 858 01:11:31,119 --> 01:11:35,279 For your gun, A rose so pure and white 859 01:11:35,359 --> 01:11:39,560 But before you even went your way 860 01:11:39,640 --> 01:11:43,960 Before you closed the door The rose wilted away 861 01:12:13,319 --> 01:12:14,560 Got it. 862 01:12:18,039 --> 01:12:21,560 -We're celebrating tomorrow. -Yes, we are. 863 01:12:21,640 --> 01:12:25,279 But not today, 'cos these leaves have to be cleared away. 864 01:12:26,920 --> 01:12:28,520 All right. 865 01:12:30,359 --> 01:12:33,479 Gentlemen, I'm making a film about various things, 866 01:12:33,560 --> 01:12:36,800 and today's a special day. What can you tell me? 867 01:12:36,880 --> 01:12:39,039 Praise be to Great Poland! 868 01:12:39,119 --> 01:12:41,520 You've got to be proud of being a Pole. 869 01:12:41,600 --> 01:12:47,159 We must represent with due respect, and take care of our own home turf. 870 01:12:47,239 --> 01:12:50,640 -Of our little fatherlands. -And our big fatherlands. 871 01:12:50,720 --> 01:12:53,159 We've got to understand that. 872 01:12:53,239 --> 01:12:57,720 Lots of people carry the flag without understanding why. 873 01:12:57,800 --> 01:13:03,760 Or how to be a patriot if there's no war, no bayonets to fix. 874 01:13:03,840 --> 01:13:06,479 But being a patriot means caring for... 875 01:13:06,560 --> 01:13:11,399 -For our little fatherland. -Work in Poland, pay taxes in Poland. 876 01:13:11,479 --> 01:13:16,880 Don't drink at your workplace, be a credit to Poland, 877 01:13:16,960 --> 01:13:19,439 respect the national emblem. 878 01:13:19,520 --> 01:13:21,119 Love thy neighbor. 879 01:13:21,199 --> 01:13:24,720 The basics. God, honor, fatherland. 880 01:13:24,800 --> 01:13:28,239 -I'll always fight for that. -Never forget. 881 01:13:28,319 --> 01:13:34,760 Historically we've always gone to battle singing "Mother of God." 882 01:13:34,840 --> 01:13:38,840 Not with equal rights and faggotry. 883 01:13:38,920 --> 01:13:41,720 -Sorry. -Sorry, it slipped out. 884 01:13:43,760 --> 01:13:46,840 God, honor, fatherland! 885 01:13:46,920 --> 01:13:49,199 God, honor, fatherland! 886 01:13:54,039 --> 01:13:57,079 Pride, pride, national pride! 887 01:14:00,039 --> 01:14:06,720 Every Pole, shout with us: "No to fucking immigrants!" 888 01:15:04,880 --> 01:15:07,239 Merry Christmas, Pani Jadwiga! 889 01:15:09,359 --> 01:15:13,279 -You too. -A very merry Christmas to you! 890 01:15:14,880 --> 01:15:18,279 Please don't say that. Don't wish me that. 891 01:15:18,359 --> 01:15:22,760 -So what can I wish you? -A nice Christmas. 892 01:15:22,840 --> 01:15:27,479 How can I be merry without my beloved husband? 893 01:15:28,640 --> 01:15:30,000 Show some tact. 894 01:15:33,159 --> 01:15:36,359 A nice Christmas then. 895 01:15:36,439 --> 01:15:39,239 Thanks for putting me in a good mood. 896 01:15:39,319 --> 01:15:42,279 I'm sorry, maybe I can start again? 897 01:15:52,279 --> 01:15:56,920 Hello, honey. Did you film the first snow? 898 01:15:57,000 --> 01:15:59,920 -Yes. -Good. 899 01:16:00,000 --> 01:16:02,880 -Coming for a walk with us? -I can't. 900 01:16:02,960 --> 01:16:06,039 Set the camera, press the button and come on down. 901 01:16:06,119 --> 01:16:09,399 -I've got to work. -This is work too. 902 01:16:10,720 --> 01:16:14,720 Look how happy she is. Lola! 903 01:16:51,560 --> 01:16:53,119 Hello! 904 01:16:55,920 --> 01:16:58,800 -I'm looking for a hero for my film. -Sorry? 905 01:16:58,880 --> 01:17:02,159 -I'm looking for a hero for my film. -Oh dear, no. 906 01:17:02,239 --> 01:17:03,479 Why not? 907 01:17:07,279 --> 01:17:12,520 -I haven't got the self-confidence. -This could help you to gain some. 908 01:17:14,279 --> 01:17:16,039 Absolutely. 909 01:17:17,920 --> 01:17:21,960 -You mean the film you're making now? -Yes. 910 01:17:23,560 --> 01:17:27,960 -And do you mean this conversation? -Yes, sure. 911 01:17:28,039 --> 01:17:30,000 Be my guest. 912 01:17:34,159 --> 01:17:35,840 -Come on! -I can try. 913 01:17:35,920 --> 01:17:40,960 -Yes. -Just don't be surprised if I leave. 914 01:17:45,880 --> 01:17:47,760 I have a question. 915 01:17:49,239 --> 01:17:52,279 Will you make a film out of these conversations? 916 01:17:52,359 --> 01:17:56,479 -Yes, I edit them. -Are you a film editor? 917 01:17:56,560 --> 01:17:59,720 That too, sometimes. More of a director. 918 01:18:01,319 --> 01:18:03,359 And who are you? 919 01:18:04,840 --> 01:18:06,960 I'm uncomfortable. 920 01:18:08,720 --> 01:18:11,239 But why? The situation is quite... 921 01:18:12,880 --> 01:18:16,079 Because I'm not so precisely defined. 922 01:18:17,760 --> 01:18:20,039 Meaning? 923 01:18:20,119 --> 01:18:25,159 I do various things but I don't know if I'm this or that. 924 01:18:25,239 --> 01:18:27,439 What or who. 925 01:18:27,520 --> 01:18:30,560 But what do you consider yourself to be, most of all? 926 01:18:34,520 --> 01:18:37,800 A person whom I'm have not fully become yet. 927 01:18:37,880 --> 01:18:40,239 I am almost that person. 928 01:18:42,199 --> 01:18:44,359 And what's your name? 929 01:18:45,520 --> 01:18:48,479 My name... I do have a name. 930 01:19:03,600 --> 01:19:05,479 I'm Paweł. 931 01:19:10,000 --> 01:19:13,279 For example. I'm Paweł. 932 01:19:20,079 --> 01:19:22,159 And I am Agnieszka. 933 01:19:24,119 --> 01:19:26,279 The same as my wife. 934 01:19:28,720 --> 01:19:30,000 A lovely name. 935 01:19:33,920 --> 01:19:36,720 And what are your dreams? 936 01:19:36,800 --> 01:19:39,399 No, I can't just tell you that. 937 01:19:39,479 --> 01:19:42,039 Do you really think you can just ask... 938 01:19:42,119 --> 01:19:47,159 I guess you have no difficulty communicating, right? 939 01:19:47,239 --> 01:19:50,199 You probably have no trouble making contact, 940 01:19:50,279 --> 01:19:55,279 that's why you can ask a direct question and expect an answer. 941 01:19:59,800 --> 01:20:01,960 Am I pestering you? 942 01:20:02,039 --> 01:20:06,560 I'm pleased I had the courage to speak to you at all. 943 01:20:06,640 --> 01:20:09,439 I was pleased I spoke to you at all, 944 01:20:09,520 --> 01:20:14,079 I thought I wouldn't be able to cope with the stress. 945 01:20:14,159 --> 01:20:19,720 But it turns out I can respond to someone who decides to... 946 01:20:22,039 --> 01:20:26,720 ...to fish me out, so to speak. 947 01:20:30,359 --> 01:20:33,760 I'm also glad you let yourself be persuaded. 948 01:20:39,800 --> 01:20:42,199 But what will come of it now? 949 01:21:21,319 --> 01:21:23,199 -Hello. -Hello. 950 01:21:24,840 --> 01:21:28,039 -How's your health? -A bit better. 951 01:21:29,520 --> 01:21:31,840 -What's that? -A bit better. 952 01:21:31,920 --> 01:21:34,279 But still... 953 01:21:36,000 --> 01:21:37,520 The cough... 954 01:21:38,920 --> 01:21:42,600 -It's still there. -But you've got to work. 955 01:21:42,680 --> 01:21:44,960 -True. -Unfortunately. 956 01:21:45,039 --> 01:21:48,079 The snow comes and goes. 957 01:21:48,159 --> 01:21:51,800 What can you do? It needs sweeping. 958 01:21:54,079 --> 01:21:56,640 Getting up early is not a problem? 959 01:21:56,720 --> 01:22:01,600 -It's easier than in the summer. -Is it? 960 01:22:01,680 --> 01:22:06,880 Because when I look outside and see all the snow, oh dear. 961 01:22:06,960 --> 01:22:09,840 You'd be up at 2:00 a.m., 962 01:22:09,920 --> 01:22:13,600 and you're in the window till 2:00 a.m., watching. 963 01:22:13,680 --> 01:22:16,039 It's snowing, it's not. It is, it's not. 964 01:22:17,359 --> 01:22:19,640 So out you rush, on you go! 965 01:22:29,760 --> 01:22:31,359 Bolek! 966 01:22:34,000 --> 01:22:35,880 Bolek. 967 01:22:37,159 --> 01:22:38,560 Hi. 968 01:22:40,720 --> 01:22:45,039 Hi Bolek. You're going to be a daddy! 969 01:22:45,119 --> 01:22:47,319 -Is he? -Yes. 970 01:22:47,399 --> 01:22:51,920 -Do you know how many babies? -Six, so far. 971 01:22:52,000 --> 01:22:54,079 -Six! -Yes. 972 01:22:55,560 --> 01:22:58,960 -There are six. -Bolek! 973 01:22:59,039 --> 01:23:00,600 Bolek, damn! 974 01:23:03,279 --> 01:23:06,439 -How touching. -Very, for me. 975 01:23:06,520 --> 01:23:10,960 For me too. How long's the pregnancy? 976 01:23:11,039 --> 01:23:13,039 The Warsaw Uprising. 977 01:23:15,039 --> 01:23:17,119 -Until August the 1st? -No. 978 01:23:17,199 --> 01:23:18,920 63 days? 979 01:23:21,680 --> 01:23:22,920 Right. 980 01:23:44,439 --> 01:23:47,279 Good day, madam. 981 01:23:47,359 --> 01:23:50,680 I'm making this film from the balcony, you know? 982 01:23:50,760 --> 01:23:52,840 -Sorry? -Good day. 983 01:23:52,920 --> 01:23:54,439 Good day, what? 984 01:23:54,520 --> 01:23:57,039 I'm making this film, you know. 985 01:23:57,119 --> 01:24:02,199 I ask each person what's new, I'm looking for a hero for my film. 986 01:24:02,279 --> 01:24:06,199 -Oh no, I'm no hero, you see. -Why not? 987 01:24:06,279 --> 01:24:10,520 Why? Because I've grown old. 988 01:24:10,600 --> 01:24:14,159 You need someone young and courageous. 989 01:24:14,239 --> 01:24:16,680 But why? People with experience... 990 01:24:16,760 --> 01:24:22,279 Someone with good ideas for life, and I've got only ideas for death. 991 01:24:22,359 --> 01:24:27,119 -What ideas for death have you got? -No good ones, I'm afraid. 992 01:24:27,199 --> 01:24:31,039 -Not even for death. -But what do you have in mind? 993 01:24:32,359 --> 01:24:36,960 Let's say, I'm waiting for a surge of ingenuity. 994 01:24:38,199 --> 01:24:39,560 Meaning? 995 01:24:41,800 --> 01:24:44,880 Meaning the attempt has to be successful, 996 01:24:44,960 --> 01:24:47,960 because if it's not, things get even worse. 997 01:24:49,399 --> 01:24:53,760 -Thinking along those lines, are you? -Not thinking, experiencing. 998 01:26:13,720 --> 01:26:18,079 I regret showing Andrzej, my husband, too little love. 999 01:26:19,960 --> 01:26:24,119 That sometimes... I'm more of the kind... 1000 01:26:26,159 --> 01:26:28,840 I hide my emotions. 1001 01:26:28,920 --> 01:26:31,840 I've only eased up a bit in my old age, 1002 01:26:31,920 --> 01:26:34,520 but I really regret that I wasn't... 1003 01:26:34,600 --> 01:26:39,439 I didn't take all those opportunities to show him my love, true love, 1004 01:26:39,520 --> 01:26:44,439 not the husband and wife nonsense, because that's not me. 1005 01:26:45,960 --> 01:26:49,000 -So... all right, goodnight. -Goodnight. 1006 01:26:49,079 --> 01:26:54,039 Do you know the song, "Goodnight, I hope you dream of me all night..." 1007 01:26:55,239 --> 01:26:59,000 That was addressed to Andrzej, not to you. 1008 01:26:59,079 --> 01:27:01,119 I hope I dream of him. 1009 01:27:01,199 --> 01:27:03,880 I often do, and it's already... 1010 01:27:05,119 --> 01:27:10,920 12... 13 years in July since he died. 1011 01:27:22,439 --> 01:27:23,880 Paweł! 1012 01:27:27,880 --> 01:27:29,319 Paweł! 1013 01:27:43,000 --> 01:27:44,720 It's just... 1014 01:27:46,000 --> 01:27:51,520 I've lost all the values that were instilled in me as a child... 1015 01:27:53,199 --> 01:27:57,039 And my mom really did bring me up well, 1016 01:27:58,840 --> 01:28:00,840 to be a decent person. 1017 01:28:02,880 --> 01:28:06,840 But it all burst like a soap bubble, in a single moment. 1018 01:28:08,399 --> 01:28:11,079 -And later on... -At what moment? 1019 01:28:16,239 --> 01:28:18,800 I don't know, maybe... 1020 01:28:18,880 --> 01:28:23,000 it was the moment when I first hurt a man, physically. 1021 01:28:23,079 --> 01:28:27,760 -What did you do to him? -I broke his leg. 1022 01:28:27,840 --> 01:28:32,079 -With what? -A metal pipe. 1023 01:28:32,159 --> 01:28:34,439 Why? 1024 01:28:34,520 --> 01:28:37,359 'Cos he owed money to this other lad. 1025 01:28:40,000 --> 01:28:42,359 But I didn't go to jail for that. 1026 01:28:44,159 --> 01:28:46,840 -And what happened next? -Sorry? 1027 01:28:46,920 --> 01:28:49,760 You broke his leg, and then what? 1028 01:28:50,880 --> 01:28:55,039 After that I came along once a week and he paid me the money. 1029 01:28:55,119 --> 01:28:58,600 I recovered the whole debt and got a provision. 1030 01:28:58,680 --> 01:29:02,079 I remember it, I have dreams about it at night. 1031 01:29:04,399 --> 01:29:07,399 I suffer because of it. 1032 01:29:07,479 --> 01:29:09,600 I feel sorry for that man. 1033 01:29:13,119 --> 01:29:17,479 -Did you go to see him? -What, to apologize or something? 1034 01:29:17,560 --> 01:29:19,439 No, come on. 1035 01:29:25,319 --> 01:29:27,239 But I want to... 1036 01:29:28,720 --> 01:29:34,840 ...pass on as a decent man, not as trash, a drunk... 1037 01:29:36,840 --> 01:29:38,920 ...and a criminal. 1038 01:29:51,920 --> 01:29:54,920 You have no idea how I envy you... 1039 01:29:56,439 --> 01:30:00,000 ...like, for the situation you're in. 1040 01:30:00,079 --> 01:30:04,720 You're loved, you've got warmth, you've got a home, a family... 1041 01:30:06,199 --> 01:30:07,800 ...a dog. 1042 01:30:17,560 --> 01:30:19,680 Stability in life. 1043 01:30:41,199 --> 01:30:43,479 Cherish it. 1044 01:33:29,520 --> 01:33:31,720 -Hello, neighbor. -Hello. 1045 01:33:31,800 --> 01:33:35,159 Stanisław, please show yourself to the camera. 1046 01:33:35,239 --> 01:33:39,640 It's not his first film take, he's been in "Under the Surface." 1047 01:33:39,720 --> 01:33:41,560 -Acted. -Already? 1048 01:33:41,640 --> 01:33:45,439 Yes, he played a newborn baby. In other words, himself. 1049 01:33:45,520 --> 01:33:49,920 -That's the best. -He has just sunk into sweet sleep. 1050 01:33:50,000 --> 01:33:52,000 I'll go a step further. 1051 01:33:52,079 --> 01:33:55,439 While you're little... I'll take him out. 1052 01:33:55,520 --> 01:33:59,600 -Staś is beautiful. -In 20 years you will film a sequel. 1053 01:33:59,680 --> 01:34:04,479 -Right. -Baby, show yourself to the camera. 1054 01:34:04,560 --> 01:34:07,720 There he is. 1055 01:34:07,800 --> 01:34:14,159 When you release this documentary, or series about us in Saska Kępa, 1056 01:34:14,239 --> 01:34:17,840 I wonder how tall Staś will be then? 1057 01:34:17,920 --> 01:34:20,279 How big will you be then? 1058 01:34:24,439 --> 01:34:27,439 -Pan Paweł! -Over here. 1059 01:34:27,520 --> 01:34:30,800 I feel really sick, but I have to go to the doctor 1060 01:34:30,880 --> 01:34:33,319 or I'd have to wait till Thursday. 1061 01:34:33,399 --> 01:34:37,239 I'm fit as a fiddle, only here... 1062 01:34:37,319 --> 01:34:41,039 It's probably something with my hindbrain. 1063 01:34:41,119 --> 01:34:44,119 Not the brain, luckily. You'll be here tomorrow? 1064 01:34:44,199 --> 01:34:46,039 -Yes. -I'll come by. 1065 01:34:46,119 --> 01:34:47,800 Okay. 1066 01:34:47,880 --> 01:34:52,439 -I'm walking like my own granny. -You're not! 1067 01:34:52,520 --> 01:34:55,760 -Oh, really? -You're speeding! 1068 01:34:55,840 --> 01:34:59,239 My mood's better already! 1069 01:34:59,319 --> 01:35:02,680 -A bientôt, Monsieur! -A bientôt, Madame! 1070 01:35:47,680 --> 01:35:51,640 -Pani Ania, the meaning of life. -What? 1071 01:35:52,720 --> 01:35:56,199 -What did you say? -Pan Paweł's asking. 1072 01:35:56,279 --> 01:35:58,760 -What? -What's the meaning of life? 1073 01:35:58,840 --> 01:36:03,199 The meaning of life? Life is meaning. 1074 01:36:04,880 --> 01:36:06,800 That's enough. 1075 01:36:08,000 --> 01:36:10,640 Life is meaning. 1076 01:36:10,720 --> 01:36:15,000 Because if it has no meaning, why on earth live? 1077 01:38:19,479 --> 01:38:25,880 We would like to thank all the passersby who confided in us. 1078 01:38:30,520 --> 01:38:34,439 Written, directed and filmed by Paweł Łoziński