1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:13,000 --> 00:00:19,000 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 4 00:00:27,751 --> 00:00:30,000 This film is a portrait 5 00:00:30,083 --> 00:00:34,083 of Earl "DMX" Simmons through a very tumultuous year. 6 00:00:34,167 --> 00:00:35,918 A year right before he passed away. 7 00:00:36,000 --> 00:00:39,209 I think a lot of people never really get a chance to see 8 00:00:39,292 --> 00:00:42,417 the real man behind the headlines. 9 00:00:52,792 --> 00:00:57,292 (WIND RUSTLING) 10 00:01:10,125 --> 00:01:11,834 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 11 00:01:18,834 --> 00:01:20,167 You wasn't playing, huh? 12 00:01:22,667 --> 00:01:26,834 -There we go. Hey, hey! Hey! -(MAN LAUGHING) 13 00:01:26,918 --> 00:01:31,000 I fucking missed you guys, man! (EXCLAIMS) 14 00:01:34,375 --> 00:01:36,584 Look at this fat faced motherfucker! 15 00:01:38,083 --> 00:01:40,334 -EARL SIMMONS: Auntie! -Yep. (LAUGHS) 16 00:01:40,417 --> 00:01:41,626 -EARL: How you doing? -Fine. 17 00:01:41,709 --> 00:01:44,500 -EARL: You looking great! -Thank you. 18 00:01:44,584 --> 00:01:48,292 You already know. My brother, love you! (LAUGHS) 19 00:01:48,375 --> 00:01:50,542 -MAN: Let's get out of here. -EARL: Oh, we gotta get out of here? 20 00:01:50,626 --> 00:01:52,042 MAN: Yeah, they don't want us filming here. 21 00:01:52,125 --> 00:01:53,792 Well, it's a little too late for all of that. 22 00:01:53,876 --> 00:01:54,959 (CROWD LAUGHING) 23 00:01:55,042 --> 00:01:56,918 EARL: You know how we do this. Hey, we taped that 24 00:01:57,000 --> 00:01:58,918 and we taking that the fuck outta here! 25 00:02:01,959 --> 00:02:03,542 EARL: I'm out. Outta here. Fuck that. 26 00:02:03,626 --> 00:02:05,709 MAN: Oh, my God. Good riddance forever. 27 00:02:06,584 --> 00:02:08,918 EARL: Thank God, man. Thank God. 28 00:02:09,959 --> 00:02:11,584 When I was first came in I was just thinking 29 00:02:11,667 --> 00:02:13,083 about this day. 30 00:02:13,167 --> 00:02:14,918 You know, the day when I walk out. 31 00:02:18,709 --> 00:02:21,209 I read more books in the hole than I did my whole bid. 32 00:02:21,292 --> 00:02:22,417 MAN: What were you reading? 33 00:02:22,500 --> 00:02:24,584 (CLICKS TONGUE) Some hood novels, 34 00:02:24,667 --> 00:02:26,250 Danielle Steele joints. 35 00:02:26,334 --> 00:02:27,375 You know... 36 00:02:28,584 --> 00:02:29,709 read the Bible again. 37 00:02:30,500 --> 00:02:32,167 Can't get too much of that. 38 00:02:32,250 --> 00:02:34,000 (MELANCHOLIC MUSIC PLAYING) 39 00:02:34,083 --> 00:02:36,167 My little man visits, like, I'm in a little room, 40 00:02:36,250 --> 00:02:38,125 there's a glass window where they are on the other side. 41 00:02:38,209 --> 00:02:39,417 WOMAN: Oh, you couldn't hold him? 42 00:02:39,500 --> 00:02:41,209 Yeah, no. I couldn't touch him, know what I'm saying? 43 00:02:41,292 --> 00:02:42,834 So after about the third visit in the hole, 44 00:02:42,918 --> 00:02:45,709 he's banging on the window like, "Get out! Get out! Get out!" 45 00:02:45,792 --> 00:02:47,375 -I'm like, "Oh, man." -(WOMAN LAUGHING) 46 00:02:48,918 --> 00:02:51,792 -EARL: That's my little man, yo. -WOMAN: And his little Timbs. 47 00:02:51,876 --> 00:02:53,000 EARL: Yeah. 48 00:02:54,292 --> 00:02:56,167 WOMAN: I told Desiree, "He gonna act like X." 49 00:02:56,250 --> 00:02:57,250 EARL: Yeah. 50 00:02:57,334 --> 00:02:59,834 -(GRUNTS) -(EXODUS SIMMONS LAUGHING) 51 00:02:59,918 --> 00:03:01,667 Yeah, he's the inspiration, you know what I'm sayin'? 52 00:03:01,751 --> 00:03:04,250 He's more than just like the baby. He's like inspiration. 53 00:03:04,334 --> 00:03:06,876 Like, "Yo, you gotta get this shit right," you know what I'm sayin'? 54 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:11,292 I have to express myself. 55 00:03:11,375 --> 00:03:14,709 I rose from shit, man, I rose from shit. 56 00:03:14,792 --> 00:03:17,584 Credit to my son. My older son. 57 00:03:17,667 --> 00:03:21,042 Xavier. Like, he didn't come with an instruction manual. 58 00:03:21,125 --> 00:03:23,125 He didn't come with an instruction manual. 59 00:03:24,292 --> 00:03:25,334 MAN: Yeah. 60 00:03:27,334 --> 00:03:28,751 PAT GALLO: And I don't wanna push it, 61 00:03:28,834 --> 00:03:30,959 but studio. Like, just to get-- 62 00:03:31,042 --> 00:03:33,500 -Oh, no, nigga, that's what it is, man. -Get that energy out. 63 00:03:33,584 --> 00:03:34,792 -EARL: That's what it is. -You remember 64 00:03:34,876 --> 00:03:36,292 when you came out of Buffalo? 65 00:03:36,375 --> 00:03:37,834 -The first day? -EARL: Yeah. Yeah. 66 00:03:37,918 --> 00:03:39,375 -Right to D-block studio. -EARL: Oh, yeah. 67 00:03:39,459 --> 00:03:40,667 -We laid monsters. -EARL: Yeah. Yep, yep. 68 00:03:40,751 --> 00:03:42,667 -EARL: Yep, yep, yep, yep, yep. -We laid monsters. 69 00:03:43,959 --> 00:03:45,959 No, don't do it yet. Don't do it. 70 00:03:46,042 --> 00:03:49,042 I'm gonna be ampin', and I can't do nothing about it. 71 00:03:49,125 --> 00:03:50,500 PAT: That's the monster. Jump out the window. 72 00:03:50,584 --> 00:03:53,083 I can't do nothin' about it. I can't do nothin' about it. 73 00:03:53,167 --> 00:03:54,417 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING OVER STEREO) 74 00:03:54,500 --> 00:03:56,584 Shit on his pants Smell that bitch, nigga 75 00:03:56,667 --> 00:03:58,918 Run but you can't hide I'ma get niggas 76 00:03:59,000 --> 00:04:01,751 Split killers, choose niggas We broke 77 00:04:01,834 --> 00:04:03,918 We don't suck a dick That's how we do niggas 78 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:06,542 Natural born killer Can't run from him 79 00:04:06,626 --> 00:04:07,709 Tried to kill my mom 80 00:04:07,792 --> 00:04:09,334 While I was still In the stomach 81 00:04:10,792 --> 00:04:12,292 MAN 1: Okay, first row. 82 00:04:12,375 --> 00:04:13,626 -MAN 2: You got that? -EARL: Yep. 83 00:04:13,709 --> 00:04:15,584 WOMAN: Just take a breath. 84 00:04:15,667 --> 00:04:17,542 -You got it. -This is what I'm talking about. 85 00:04:17,626 --> 00:04:20,876 -This is what I'm talking about. -MAN: Ten seconds. Standby. 86 00:04:20,959 --> 00:04:22,542 (MELANCHOLIC MUSIC PLAYING) 87 00:04:22,626 --> 00:04:24,542 MAN: So, I guaranteed you a surprise today, 88 00:04:24,626 --> 00:04:26,209 and the surprise is... 89 00:04:27,751 --> 00:04:29,459 -(BARKS) -MAN: Gentlemen. 90 00:04:29,542 --> 00:04:33,792 (EXCLAIMS) What up, Rochester? What's goin' on? 91 00:04:33,876 --> 00:04:40,083 Drop, shut 'em down Open up shop, come on. Oh, no. 92 00:04:40,167 --> 00:04:41,876 MAN: Big had it. 'Pac had it. 93 00:04:42,751 --> 00:04:44,918 Certain artists had it. 94 00:04:45,000 --> 00:04:48,459 Like they had love that was strong. 95 00:04:48,542 --> 00:04:50,542 EARL: I just love it. 'Cause I love to perform. 96 00:04:50,626 --> 00:04:53,918 Anybody that seen me perform, knows I do my thing. 97 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:56,918 You gonna enjoy the show. Get happy, dog. 98 00:04:57,000 --> 00:04:59,250 -(LAUGHS) -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 99 00:04:59,334 --> 00:05:02,626 (CROWD CHEERING) 100 00:05:02,709 --> 00:05:06,459 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 101 00:05:06,542 --> 00:05:08,709 ("IT'S DARK AND HELL IS HOT- INTRO" PLAYING) 102 00:05:11,918 --> 00:05:14,334 One, two, one, two Come through, run through... 103 00:05:16,876 --> 00:05:18,584 DMX, man. He's out of the world. 104 00:05:18,667 --> 00:05:21,167 One of the hottest rappers out, DMX. 105 00:05:21,250 --> 00:05:25,042 Shit up for real Get up and feel... 106 00:05:25,125 --> 00:05:26,792 INTERVIEWER: People from the street support you. 107 00:05:26,876 --> 00:05:29,167 -Something they can see in you-- -I speak for them, dawg. 108 00:05:29,250 --> 00:05:31,459 I am the street. I will be the voice 109 00:05:31,542 --> 00:05:32,876 of the street till I die. 110 00:05:32,959 --> 00:05:35,083 Too late for that 911 call 111 00:05:35,167 --> 00:05:37,375 Niggas stay beefing But a lot of them bluffing... 112 00:05:37,459 --> 00:05:38,667 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 113 00:05:38,751 --> 00:05:40,542 EARL: It was an emotional connection 114 00:05:40,626 --> 00:05:44,542 with the people that I have never witnessed. 115 00:05:44,626 --> 00:05:47,959 -DMX! -(ALL CLAMOR) 116 00:05:49,334 --> 00:05:52,167 MAN: We got dogs in the house! 117 00:05:52,250 --> 00:05:54,667 EARL: This is real motherfucking hip-hop! 118 00:05:54,751 --> 00:05:56,334 I asked the President of Def Jam. 119 00:05:56,417 --> 00:05:57,834 -MAN: What? -And I asked everybody, 120 00:05:57,918 --> 00:05:59,626 -they said it's never been done. -MAN: What's never been done? 121 00:05:59,709 --> 00:06:00,709 I'm going to be the first to do it. 122 00:06:00,792 --> 00:06:02,334 -MAN: What? -First to make 123 00:06:02,417 --> 00:06:05,125 every fucking song on my album be a single. 124 00:06:05,209 --> 00:06:06,584 ("X GON' GIVE IT TO YA" PLAYING) 125 00:06:06,667 --> 00:06:09,792 It's what you hearin', listen It's what you hearin', listen 126 00:06:11,375 --> 00:06:13,042 - X gon' give it to ya - What 127 00:06:13,125 --> 00:06:14,751 Waiting for you to get it On your own... 128 00:06:14,834 --> 00:06:17,334 MAN: His new album in the same year to go platinum. 129 00:06:17,417 --> 00:06:18,626 Open up the door It's real 130 00:06:18,709 --> 00:06:21,292 With the non-stop Pop-pop of stainless steel 131 00:06:21,375 --> 00:06:25,292 Go hard, getting busy with it But I got such a good heart... 132 00:06:25,876 --> 00:06:26,959 Shout out to X. 133 00:06:27,042 --> 00:06:28,751 Damn right And I'll do it again 134 00:06:28,834 --> 00:06:31,542 'Cause I am right So I gots to win... 135 00:06:31,626 --> 00:06:32,792 MAN 1: DMX is a legend. 136 00:06:32,876 --> 00:06:35,292 MAN 2: His music is important to the whole world. 137 00:06:35,375 --> 00:06:37,250 -DMX! -(CROWD CHEERING) 138 00:06:37,334 --> 00:06:38,918 MAN: DMX! 139 00:06:39,000 --> 00:06:40,250 We in the doghouse tonight! 140 00:06:40,334 --> 00:06:42,918 That's on a light day I'm getting down, down 141 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:44,250 Like a nigga said, "Freeze" 142 00:06:44,334 --> 00:06:47,250 But won't be the one ending up On his knees, please... 143 00:06:47,334 --> 00:06:48,584 MAN: He's the next action hero. 144 00:06:48,667 --> 00:06:50,167 You know, the next kind of Steven Segal. 145 00:06:50,250 --> 00:06:51,918 Stay out my way Motherfucker 146 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:54,250 First we gonna rock Then we gonna roll 147 00:06:54,334 --> 00:06:56,918 Then we let it pop, go Let it go, what 148 00:06:57,000 --> 00:06:59,417 X gon' give it to ya He gon' give it to ya 149 00:06:59,500 --> 00:07:02,167 X gon' give it to ya He gon' give it to ya 150 00:07:02,250 --> 00:07:05,834 (CROWD CHEERS) 151 00:07:05,918 --> 00:07:08,542 (CHANTING) DMX! DMX! DMX! 152 00:07:08,626 --> 00:07:12,626 -EARL: I don't hear you! -(CROWD CHEERING) 153 00:07:24,500 --> 00:07:25,626 MAN: How long does-- 154 00:07:25,709 --> 00:07:27,042 I guess maybe it's the first one, 155 00:07:27,125 --> 00:07:29,500 they wanna really talk to him or something. 156 00:07:31,000 --> 00:07:32,250 They just wanna flex. 157 00:07:34,083 --> 00:07:37,125 'Cause they not real cops, they just, like, desk cops. 158 00:07:37,209 --> 00:07:38,250 (MAN LAUGHING) 159 00:07:39,500 --> 00:07:41,042 MAN 1: Who is it? 160 00:07:41,125 --> 00:07:43,292 MAN 2: Oh, he's a rapper. 161 00:07:43,375 --> 00:07:44,584 -Oh, rapper? -MAN: Yeah. 162 00:07:45,959 --> 00:07:49,459 Sort of a frequent type of something, right? 163 00:07:49,542 --> 00:07:53,250 MAN: Hey, not any more frequent than any other type of artist. 164 00:07:58,542 --> 00:08:00,042 -(MAN EXCLAIMS) -(LAUGHS) 165 00:08:02,751 --> 00:08:03,959 Come on, man. 166 00:08:05,584 --> 00:08:07,459 Right, stay away from there. 167 00:08:07,542 --> 00:08:10,334 "You gotta do this, you better do this, you gotta answer the phone. 168 00:08:10,417 --> 00:08:12,167 Set up an email account. Wake up 7:30. Do this." 169 00:08:12,250 --> 00:08:14,000 I'm like, "Yo, you changing my whole fucking life." 170 00:08:14,083 --> 00:08:18,000 Then you telling me that you can't normally 171 00:08:18,083 --> 00:08:19,626 be around anyone with a felony. 172 00:08:19,709 --> 00:08:21,083 My nigga, that's everybody that's around me. 173 00:08:21,167 --> 00:08:22,417 -PAT: Right. -Family included. 174 00:08:22,500 --> 00:08:24,375 PAT: You talk to him about the tour and shit, right? 175 00:08:24,459 --> 00:08:26,918 No, I don't know. I'm just doin'-- 176 00:08:27,000 --> 00:08:29,792 It's in God's hands. It's in God's hands. 177 00:08:29,876 --> 00:08:33,334 -MAN: Need a stroller? -EARL: Stroller? Yeah. 178 00:08:33,417 --> 00:08:35,000 -EXODUS: Can we... -(EARL SMOOCHES) 179 00:08:38,459 --> 00:08:39,542 EXODUS: Can we do that again? 180 00:08:48,834 --> 00:08:50,417 -EARL: Hi, what up, man? -MAN: I don't know. 181 00:08:50,500 --> 00:08:53,042 -(DESIREE LINDSTROM TALKING INDISTINCTLY) -EARL: The wheel is up. 182 00:08:57,459 --> 00:08:59,042 (MILD-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYING) 183 00:08:59,125 --> 00:09:00,209 DESIREE: I was workin' at BB, 184 00:09:00,292 --> 00:09:04,083 and that's then when I met him. He came in... 185 00:09:04,167 --> 00:09:07,000 you know, buying somethin' for somebody else, of course. 186 00:09:07,083 --> 00:09:09,375 (LAUGHS) 187 00:09:09,459 --> 00:09:11,334 I didn't take him from nobody. I promise. 188 00:09:11,417 --> 00:09:13,042 EXODUS: (SOBS) Mommy. 189 00:09:13,125 --> 00:09:15,292 DESIREE: You know, it took years before we had Exodus, 190 00:09:15,375 --> 00:09:17,375 so thank God for that. We both knew each other. 191 00:09:17,459 --> 00:09:19,918 We both decided, you know, this is what we wanted. 192 00:09:20,709 --> 00:09:22,709 (EXODUS BABBLES) 193 00:09:22,792 --> 00:09:24,792 DESIREE: He's a good father to Exodus. 194 00:09:24,876 --> 00:09:26,751 Very, like, he just loved that little boy. 195 00:09:26,834 --> 00:09:29,209 Exodus is the same way, like, if he'd have to choose 196 00:09:29,292 --> 00:09:31,375 between me and Earl, he'd probably choose Earl. 197 00:09:31,459 --> 00:09:32,667 And I'm the mother. And I carried him 198 00:09:32,751 --> 00:09:33,918 and went through everything. 199 00:09:35,292 --> 00:09:36,417 EARL: Here we go. 200 00:09:38,042 --> 00:09:40,792 Right on time. You wanna get out? Come on. 201 00:09:44,542 --> 00:09:46,042 -(GRUNTS) -Yay! 202 00:09:46,125 --> 00:09:47,167 Yay! 203 00:09:48,959 --> 00:09:50,417 He's out. (LAUGHS) 204 00:09:51,292 --> 00:09:52,667 So... 205 00:09:52,751 --> 00:09:54,751 -TIM MANDELBAUM: So, you ready to do this? -EARL: Yeah. Yes, sir. 206 00:09:54,834 --> 00:09:58,250 Do we wanna do any version of walking you through this 207 00:09:58,334 --> 00:10:00,209 or do we wanna just ink it. 208 00:10:00,292 --> 00:10:02,584 -Let's just ink it. -STEVE RIFKIND: No. 209 00:10:02,667 --> 00:10:04,000 Let's explain some things. 210 00:10:04,083 --> 00:10:05,167 -TIM: Yeah. Yeah, -I'm okay. 211 00:10:05,250 --> 00:10:07,167 I don't wanna be like, "You didn't tell me this." 212 00:10:07,250 --> 00:10:08,667 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 213 00:10:08,751 --> 00:10:11,083 We'll walk through just the big deal points. 214 00:10:11,167 --> 00:10:13,459 We're not doing like the deep dive. 215 00:10:13,542 --> 00:10:14,626 -EARL: Right. -We're gonna do 216 00:10:14,709 --> 00:10:16,334 the shallow dive. 217 00:10:16,417 --> 00:10:18,459 -PAUL BEZILLA: (OVER TELEPHONE) Mm-hmm, okay. -So... 218 00:10:18,542 --> 00:10:20,542 Well, it's an exclusive recording agreement. 219 00:10:20,626 --> 00:10:23,167 -EARL: Mm-hmm, mm-hmm. -BEZILLA: I'm sure you know what that is. 220 00:10:23,250 --> 00:10:25,209 The initial period is, there's one album 221 00:10:25,292 --> 00:10:27,876 plus one holiday album, 222 00:10:27,959 --> 00:10:30,083 and that determines your recording funds 223 00:10:30,167 --> 00:10:32,417 -for future albums. -(EXODUS BABBLES) 224 00:10:32,500 --> 00:10:35,542 BEZILLA: Uh, the payment schedule... 225 00:10:35,626 --> 00:10:38,250 -uh, for that is... -Gimme. 226 00:10:38,334 --> 00:10:41,626 BEZILLA: ...upon, you know, promptly following signature. 227 00:10:41,709 --> 00:10:43,626 Actually it's called a min-max formula, 228 00:10:43,709 --> 00:10:44,834 the minimum-maximum. 229 00:10:44,918 --> 00:10:46,792 -So you're getting-- -That's so good. 230 00:10:46,876 --> 00:10:48,292 Hold on one minute. 231 00:10:48,375 --> 00:10:50,626 -So you're getting-- -Do you know what you're getting? 232 00:10:50,709 --> 00:10:53,584 -Answer, man. -Yeah. No I don't. 233 00:10:53,667 --> 00:10:57,000 (BABBLES) 234 00:10:57,083 --> 00:10:58,500 BEZILLA: You're getting roughly half the money... 235 00:10:58,584 --> 00:10:59,667 -Okay. -BEZILLA: ...upon signing. 236 00:10:59,751 --> 00:11:01,667 They pay marketing promotion. 237 00:11:01,751 --> 00:11:04,209 The recording fund for the initial period, 238 00:11:04,292 --> 00:11:07,125 which covers the one album, the Christmas album, 239 00:11:07,209 --> 00:11:09,584 -PAT: Okay. -BEZILLA: ...and then they pay you after that. 240 00:11:09,667 --> 00:11:12,584 -EARL: Okay. -So, that's it. 241 00:11:12,667 --> 00:11:15,083 BEZILLA: (CLEARING THROAT) Mm-hmm. That's right. 242 00:11:15,167 --> 00:11:16,709 -Cool? -Sounds good. 243 00:11:16,792 --> 00:11:18,500 -All right. -BEZILLA: Any questions? 244 00:11:18,584 --> 00:11:20,876 -Nope. -I think we're ready to go. 245 00:11:20,959 --> 00:11:22,250 PAUL ROSENBERG: One of the things that is important to me 246 00:11:22,334 --> 00:11:26,083 was to reconnect with a lot of the heritage artists 247 00:11:26,709 --> 00:11:28,250 from Def Jam. 248 00:11:28,334 --> 00:11:30,375 A lot of which, you know, weren't here anymore. 249 00:11:30,459 --> 00:11:31,459 MAN: Right. 250 00:11:31,542 --> 00:11:35,250 I never imagined that I'd have the opportunity 251 00:11:35,334 --> 00:11:40,042 to reengage with somebody on the level that I've reengaged 252 00:11:41,250 --> 00:11:42,834 like we have with DMX. 253 00:11:42,918 --> 00:11:44,876 You know, he's just one of the most important artists 254 00:11:44,959 --> 00:11:48,083 in hip-hop history, period. 255 00:11:48,167 --> 00:11:51,959 But to this label, he was such a part 256 00:11:52,042 --> 00:11:55,292 of its success, and the culture surrounding it. 257 00:11:55,375 --> 00:11:57,459 -(LAUGHS) -(LAUGHS) 258 00:11:57,542 --> 00:12:00,167 -All right, man. Just beginning. -Yeah. Yeah. 259 00:12:00,250 --> 00:12:03,250 PAUL: I mean the plan is, we just can't mess it up, man. 260 00:12:03,334 --> 00:12:05,459 We've got a real opportunity here 261 00:12:06,042 --> 00:12:07,792 to reintroduce him. 262 00:12:09,375 --> 00:12:10,876 You know, he's always been DMX. 263 00:12:10,959 --> 00:12:14,209 He's not gonna come out as something 264 00:12:14,292 --> 00:12:15,834 that's completely reinvented. 265 00:12:15,918 --> 00:12:20,500 But I want the current version of him and his music 266 00:12:20,584 --> 00:12:24,250 -to be as powerful as can be. -EARL: Thank you very much. 267 00:12:24,334 --> 00:12:25,751 I need to talk to you for five minutes. 268 00:12:25,834 --> 00:12:27,500 All right. 269 00:12:27,584 --> 00:12:29,792 STEVE: So, Bruce will walk us through everything. 270 00:12:29,876 --> 00:12:33,000 BRUCE: So, as you know, this is all preliminary. 271 00:12:33,083 --> 00:12:34,584 There's nothing locked here. 272 00:12:34,667 --> 00:12:37,500 TIM: Let's just talk about some of the various situations. 273 00:12:37,584 --> 00:12:39,584 You know, I think this is a good opportunity. 274 00:12:39,667 --> 00:12:41,834 So, let's just talk about the here and the now. 275 00:12:41,918 --> 00:12:43,042 We'll get you the five. 276 00:12:43,125 --> 00:12:46,250 X will get the 550 in hopefully the next two weeks. 277 00:12:46,334 --> 00:12:49,250 Now it's not all getting paid to X, it's getting paid... 278 00:12:49,334 --> 00:12:50,417 EARL: Everyone but X. 279 00:12:50,500 --> 00:12:52,125 TIM: Part of it's goin' to your ex-wife. 280 00:12:52,209 --> 00:12:56,250 Then we've got a booking agent that has a judgment. 281 00:12:56,334 --> 00:12:59,209 This thing is probably upwards of 300 grand. 282 00:12:59,292 --> 00:13:01,834 City Marshall in Rosedale, New York. 283 00:13:01,918 --> 00:13:05,083 Their judgment was 186,000 dollars. 284 00:13:05,167 --> 00:13:06,542 -MAN: For what? -TIM: I don't know. 285 00:13:06,626 --> 00:13:08,792 EARL: All right, will we pay off a bunch of random people 286 00:13:08,876 --> 00:13:10,626 that just, you know, got a default judgment 287 00:13:10,709 --> 00:13:12,292 because I didn't show up for a court case 288 00:13:12,375 --> 00:13:15,167 I didn't even know I had. 289 00:13:15,250 --> 00:13:17,083 -DESIREE: Wanna wait for the next one? -EARL: Yeah, we'll wait. 290 00:13:19,876 --> 00:13:23,083 -This was supposed to be fun. -I know. 291 00:13:24,876 --> 00:13:26,626 All these fuckin' people stealin'. 292 00:13:26,709 --> 00:13:30,876 All these fuckin' fake ass judgments and shit, man. 293 00:13:30,959 --> 00:13:33,584 Greedy ass fuckin' bitches. 294 00:13:33,667 --> 00:13:36,709 I just wanted turkey on a roll. Just some turkey on a roll. 295 00:13:38,083 --> 00:13:39,667 We are done. 296 00:13:39,751 --> 00:13:44,167 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 297 00:13:47,250 --> 00:13:48,626 DOCTOR: I was reminding Mom about this 298 00:13:48,709 --> 00:13:50,334 when you guys came to see me in the office 299 00:13:50,417 --> 00:13:52,667 when she was pregnant. People were talking to you 300 00:13:52,751 --> 00:13:54,459 about kidney failure, right? 301 00:13:54,542 --> 00:13:56,500 They were talking to you about transplant. 302 00:13:56,584 --> 00:13:58,667 Lots of bladder surgeries, right? 303 00:13:58,751 --> 00:14:00,751 Guess what he hasn't had in the last three years. 304 00:14:00,834 --> 00:14:02,584 -None of those things. Okay? -EARL: All right. 305 00:14:02,667 --> 00:14:06,292 DOCTOR: Now, the reason for that is because of her. 306 00:14:06,375 --> 00:14:08,626 Okay? She's been doing the cathine, 307 00:14:08,709 --> 00:14:11,500 we've been doing the Ditropan, or the Oxybutynin. 308 00:14:11,584 --> 00:14:13,083 And his bladder has sort of stretched out. 309 00:14:13,167 --> 00:14:16,584 So that's a wonderful thing. But at the very end... 310 00:14:17,751 --> 00:14:18,959 look at your son, right? 311 00:14:19,042 --> 00:14:21,209 This is not what you were told when you were pregnant. 312 00:14:21,292 --> 00:14:22,667 -DESIREE: Right. -DOCTOR: Okay? 313 00:14:23,792 --> 00:14:25,876 I already knew that my son was gonna be all right. 314 00:14:25,959 --> 00:14:29,042 -EARL: Oh, yeah? -Yeah, it's enough. 315 00:14:30,292 --> 00:14:33,334 Yeah, that's my baby. I don't work for a reason. 316 00:14:33,417 --> 00:14:35,292 (LAUGHS) 317 00:14:35,375 --> 00:14:36,834 -Thank you. -All right. 318 00:14:39,542 --> 00:14:40,792 INTERVIEWER: How you feel about how that went? 319 00:14:40,876 --> 00:14:43,375 EARL: That went good. That went really, really good. 320 00:14:43,918 --> 00:14:44,959 God is great. 321 00:14:45,042 --> 00:14:47,125 'Cause when she was first pregnant... 322 00:14:47,209 --> 00:14:50,500 it was like, "You know, you can get pregnant again." 323 00:14:50,584 --> 00:14:52,459 -INTERVIEWER: Yeah. -This implying that, you know? 324 00:14:52,542 --> 00:14:54,209 -It wasn't gonna work out well. -Right. 325 00:14:55,876 --> 00:14:56,876 Yeah. 326 00:14:57,918 --> 00:14:59,876 Yeah, it worked out. 327 00:14:59,959 --> 00:15:01,209 It was all about God from the beginning. 328 00:15:01,292 --> 00:15:03,417 I was like, you know what? As long as he's fighting, 329 00:15:03,500 --> 00:15:04,751 you know what I'm saying? 330 00:15:04,834 --> 00:15:07,751 You know, we gonna fight with him. 331 00:15:08,959 --> 00:15:10,209 We gonna fight with him. 332 00:15:12,459 --> 00:15:15,459 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 333 00:15:18,250 --> 00:15:21,417 Make a right at the light. On this corner. Yeah. 334 00:15:21,500 --> 00:15:23,042 It's my family's store. 335 00:15:23,125 --> 00:15:25,334 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 336 00:15:25,417 --> 00:15:27,083 EARL: Yeah, what up? These niggas. 337 00:15:27,167 --> 00:15:29,167 All these hard workers niggas around here 338 00:15:29,250 --> 00:15:30,918 with these good-ass jobs and shit. 339 00:15:31,000 --> 00:15:32,500 You know what I'm saying? Oh, what up? 340 00:15:32,584 --> 00:15:34,167 -MAN: What's going on, man? -EARL: How you doing? Good? 341 00:15:34,250 --> 00:15:36,334 -Yeah. -My nigga, Spank? Cool? 342 00:15:36,417 --> 00:15:38,542 -EARL: Hi, Auntie. -AUNTIE: "Auntie" your ass. 343 00:15:38,626 --> 00:15:40,292 -Oh, no. No, no, no. -EARL: (LAUGHING) Too late. 344 00:15:40,375 --> 00:15:44,000 -AUNTIE: You know I'm camera shy. No. -EARL: (LAUGHING) Too late. 345 00:15:44,083 --> 00:15:47,042 -AUNTIE: I'll see you outside. -(LAUGHS) 346 00:15:48,167 --> 00:15:49,876 -You ain't really scared. -AUNTIE: Yes, I am. 347 00:15:49,959 --> 00:15:51,417 -You serious? -AUNTIE: I'm dead serious. 348 00:15:51,500 --> 00:15:54,500 UNCLE BUCKEYE: When he was growin' up, he was, you know, 349 00:15:54,584 --> 00:15:56,876 the average little kid that ran around 350 00:15:56,959 --> 00:16:00,667 and done mischief things. But as you know, 351 00:16:00,751 --> 00:16:03,125 -it's Yonkers. -(CELLPHONE RINGING) 352 00:16:03,209 --> 00:16:07,709 Yo, what up, doggie? Shit. I'm in, YO. 353 00:16:07,792 --> 00:16:10,167 Oh, no, I'm in front of the store. I'm about to go to Sushi Luau. 354 00:16:11,417 --> 00:16:13,834 This nigga eating lobster on the block? You serious? 355 00:16:13,918 --> 00:16:16,751 Lobster on the block? That's what happens 356 00:16:16,834 --> 00:16:18,542 when nigga get a job, you know what I'm saying? 357 00:16:18,626 --> 00:16:20,209 Just to clarify, what happened on the pool table? 358 00:16:20,292 --> 00:16:23,042 -I thought she asked. -(ALL LAUGHING) 359 00:16:23,125 --> 00:16:25,000 UNCLE BUCKEYE: I hope to see him up there. 360 00:16:25,083 --> 00:16:26,918 Real up there, you know what I'm saying? 361 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:30,375 Up there around in the level of a great rock star like, 362 00:16:30,459 --> 00:16:32,042 you know, James Brown, you know, 363 00:16:32,125 --> 00:16:35,167 when your name is gonna be speaking in every household, 364 00:16:35,250 --> 00:16:39,167 you know? Instead of showing on every mugshot. 365 00:16:39,250 --> 00:16:41,042 It took you a long time to get there, 366 00:16:41,125 --> 00:16:42,375 don't throw it away. 367 00:16:47,667 --> 00:16:50,709 -MAN: I'll have the shoelace shot. -EARL: No. 368 00:16:51,626 --> 00:16:53,000 EARL: Okay, here we go. 369 00:16:53,083 --> 00:16:54,584 MAN: I'll have the shoelace shot. 370 00:16:54,667 --> 00:16:56,500 I'll have the shoelace shot. 371 00:16:56,584 --> 00:16:58,500 -EARL: Where you goin'? -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 372 00:17:04,792 --> 00:17:06,375 (EARL GRUNTING) 373 00:17:06,459 --> 00:17:08,751 MAN: One thing we didn't ask you about is like 374 00:17:08,834 --> 00:17:10,209 what this place is. 375 00:17:10,918 --> 00:17:12,125 It's like Cheers. 376 00:17:13,584 --> 00:17:17,751 And I'm Norm. I'm like Norm and Sam I guess. 377 00:17:17,834 --> 00:17:21,125 -MAN: Not Woody then? -No definitely not Woody. 378 00:17:21,209 --> 00:17:23,751 -Why not? -Woody was a little slow. 379 00:17:23,834 --> 00:17:25,709 It took you a long time to get there, 380 00:17:25,792 --> 00:17:27,083 don't throw it away. 381 00:17:33,667 --> 00:17:38,250 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 382 00:17:38,334 --> 00:17:40,083 EARL: I don't understand what the problem is. 383 00:17:40,167 --> 00:17:41,417 You mad 'cause my watch costs more 384 00:17:41,500 --> 00:17:43,250 than you make in a year. That's why you're mad. 385 00:17:43,334 --> 00:17:45,876 There's 96 diamonds in this trunk. Check that one out. 386 00:17:45,959 --> 00:17:47,667 MAN: I don't understand what we did wrong. 387 00:17:47,751 --> 00:17:50,584 -EARL: Check that one out. -REPORTER: DMX recently spent 90 days in jail 388 00:17:50,667 --> 00:17:53,459 after he was convicted of theft and drug charges. 389 00:17:55,083 --> 00:17:56,334 MAN: I just looked up his arrest warrant. 390 00:17:56,417 --> 00:17:59,459 Man, it's 17 pages. 391 00:17:59,542 --> 00:18:02,626 -MAN: You've sold how many records? -EARL: Twenty-eight million. 392 00:18:02,709 --> 00:18:04,584 MAN: And made millions and millions of dollars. 393 00:18:04,667 --> 00:18:07,000 -EARL: Yeah. -MAN: Do you still have money? 394 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:11,334 This has taken a toll on me. 395 00:18:12,167 --> 00:18:14,626 This has taken a toll on me. 396 00:18:14,709 --> 00:18:17,709 But, you know, whatever the devil has stolen from me, 397 00:18:17,792 --> 00:18:19,250 God will replace it. 398 00:18:19,334 --> 00:18:21,375 MAN: So, when you get outta here, you're right back on track. 399 00:18:21,459 --> 00:18:22,876 -Right back on track. -MAN: Are you a different person 400 00:18:22,959 --> 00:18:24,292 -when you get out of here? -Yes. 401 00:18:24,375 --> 00:18:26,000 I'm a different person before I came in here. 402 00:18:26,083 --> 00:18:29,792 (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) 403 00:18:42,375 --> 00:18:44,125 (EARL GRUNTING) 404 00:18:44,709 --> 00:18:45,918 What? All right. 405 00:18:49,167 --> 00:18:50,375 MAN: How you feel right now, bro? 406 00:18:50,459 --> 00:18:51,918 I'm nervous. (EXHALES DEEPLY) 407 00:18:52,959 --> 00:18:54,000 (CLEARS THROAT) 408 00:18:55,792 --> 00:18:57,417 I mean, but, shit, it's on. 409 00:18:57,500 --> 00:18:59,876 -MAN: Oh, look. Crazy, yo. -EARL: Oh, shit. 410 00:18:59,959 --> 00:19:02,334 -MAN: The mad Black shit. -EARL: Yo, that shit is hard. 411 00:19:02,417 --> 00:19:05,751 Murder. That shit is fucking hard. 412 00:19:05,834 --> 00:19:07,042 WOMAN: Y'all gotta watch from the balcony 413 00:19:07,125 --> 00:19:08,500 'cause no room on the stage. 414 00:19:08,584 --> 00:19:11,542 (CROWD CLAMORS) 415 00:19:11,626 --> 00:19:13,667 WOMAN 2: That's what I'm talking about. 416 00:19:13,751 --> 00:19:16,334 -Yo, we in here. -WOMAN 2: Guys, watch my shit. 417 00:19:16,417 --> 00:19:19,209 -EARL: Oh-oh. -AUDIENCE: Oh-oh. 418 00:19:26,042 --> 00:19:29,542 - ("RUFF RYDERS' ANTHEM" PLAYING ON SPEAKERS) -(CROWD CHEERING) 419 00:19:31,042 --> 00:19:35,918 Come on, baby. Come on, baby. Come on, baby. Come on, baby. 420 00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:37,500 - My dogs gon' -AUDIENCE: Stop 421 00:19:37,584 --> 00:19:38,918 - Your dogs gon' - Drop 422 00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:40,709 And then we gon' - Shut 'em down 423 00:19:40,792 --> 00:19:41,834 Open up shop 424 00:19:41,918 --> 00:19:43,250 - First we had 'em like - Oh! 425 00:19:43,334 --> 00:19:44,542 - Now they like - No! 426 00:19:44,626 --> 00:19:47,417 What baby? That's how Ruff Ryders roll 427 00:19:47,500 --> 00:19:49,250 (CHEERING) 428 00:19:49,334 --> 00:19:51,709 It's the first show of the motherfuckin' tour. 429 00:19:51,792 --> 00:19:55,667 (CROWD CHEERING) 430 00:19:57,542 --> 00:19:58,584 It was delayed a year 431 00:19:58,667 --> 00:20:01,209 because you know what had happened was... 432 00:20:03,083 --> 00:20:05,500 What had happened was... 433 00:20:05,584 --> 00:20:09,000 you know, the federal government wanted to wait a year. 434 00:20:10,500 --> 00:20:11,626 Shit happens. 435 00:20:14,292 --> 00:20:16,834 -Lord, give me a sign. -ALL: Lord, give me a sign. 436 00:20:16,918 --> 00:20:19,959 -Lord, give me a sign. -ALL: Lord, give me a sign. 437 00:20:20,042 --> 00:20:23,459 You know, when I'm up here. I mean this shit. 438 00:20:23,542 --> 00:20:27,375 I mean this. I mean this. I pray before I get up. 439 00:20:27,459 --> 00:20:29,792 I pray in my dressing room with whoever came with me. 440 00:20:29,876 --> 00:20:32,709 And the most important thing I asked him. I say, "God, if I could touch 441 00:20:32,792 --> 00:20:36,083 one person for your glory, for your namesake, 442 00:20:36,167 --> 00:20:38,083 then I've done somethin' wonderful in my life." 443 00:20:38,167 --> 00:20:41,834 -Did I touch one? -(CROWD CHEERS) 444 00:20:41,918 --> 00:20:43,000 And so... 445 00:20:44,959 --> 00:20:46,500 so, if you fuck with the dog... 446 00:20:47,417 --> 00:20:50,250 like I know you fuck with the dog... 447 00:20:50,334 --> 00:20:52,751 then there's only one way we can wrap this up. 448 00:20:54,626 --> 00:20:58,125 In the name of Jesus, let us pray. 449 00:20:58,209 --> 00:21:03,792 (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) 450 00:21:03,876 --> 00:21:06,918 MAN: You got a lot of people who just break out 451 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:08,751 -from where they're from. -(EXCLAIMS) 452 00:21:08,834 --> 00:21:11,626 Well, it's good to break out, but you gotta go back. 453 00:21:12,250 --> 00:21:13,334 MAN: Why? 454 00:21:14,167 --> 00:21:15,626 To fuck with people you fuck with. 455 00:21:15,709 --> 00:21:17,709 You know, that's a part of who you are. 456 00:21:31,209 --> 00:21:32,417 Right, right, right. 457 00:21:34,375 --> 00:21:36,542 Around to the right. 458 00:21:36,626 --> 00:21:39,709 -Okay. Okay. - (UPBEAT SONG PLAYING OVER STEREO) 459 00:21:45,500 --> 00:21:48,667 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 460 00:21:48,751 --> 00:21:51,042 He's one of the best old-time rappers. 461 00:21:51,125 --> 00:21:52,959 -That's for sure. -BOY 1: Who? 462 00:21:53,042 --> 00:21:56,500 -DMX. He's here. -BOY 2: Where's DMX? 463 00:21:56,584 --> 00:21:59,167 -That one. -BOY 3: The one with the white boots. 464 00:21:59,250 --> 00:22:05,500 (CROWD CLAMORS) 465 00:22:08,626 --> 00:22:09,667 MAN: One-fifty in. 466 00:22:09,751 --> 00:22:11,459 -EARL: One-fifty in. -MAN: Hundred and fifty in. 467 00:22:11,542 --> 00:22:14,417 Go ahead. Take it. You get the whole hundred. 468 00:22:15,125 --> 00:22:16,834 I got 15Ks. 469 00:22:26,292 --> 00:22:28,292 MAN: Home of the brave. 470 00:22:28,375 --> 00:22:32,167 Lot of people nowadays forget where they came from. 471 00:22:32,250 --> 00:22:33,876 Or they not even allowed to go back. 472 00:22:33,959 --> 00:22:35,751 -EARL: You write your own shit? -Yeah. 473 00:22:35,834 --> 00:22:37,417 -EARL: Do you mean it? -Yeah. 474 00:22:37,500 --> 00:22:40,751 This is how it happened for me. My first fans were here. 475 00:22:40,834 --> 00:22:44,334 My first fans was here. We played on the mountains. 476 00:22:45,459 --> 00:22:47,834 -Same. -We scraped our knees 477 00:22:47,918 --> 00:22:50,042 -in these motherfucking streets. -Same here. 478 00:22:50,125 --> 00:22:52,792 For life, man. Twenty-three years of this shit, man. 479 00:22:52,876 --> 00:22:56,250 Well, I spent the same amount of years here. 480 00:22:56,334 --> 00:22:59,042 That's crazy. You're way younger than me. 481 00:22:59,125 --> 00:23:01,667 But I spent the same amount of years here. 482 00:23:01,751 --> 00:23:03,417 MAN: First time on the track And I came with a bounce 483 00:23:03,500 --> 00:23:05,042 Weight like pounds But I go for the ounce 484 00:23:05,125 --> 00:23:08,000 If I don't leave with a bang Then I'm runnin' in your house 485 00:23:08,083 --> 00:23:10,083 Said y'all don't understand Money's the plan 486 00:23:10,167 --> 00:23:12,292 Let me tell you, I believe what you're saying, 487 00:23:12,375 --> 00:23:16,334 I believe you. I just need you to give it to a nigga 488 00:23:16,417 --> 00:23:18,334 -a little more. -MAN: Gotta give more, man. 489 00:23:18,417 --> 00:23:20,584 Give it to a nigga a little more. 490 00:23:20,667 --> 00:23:23,626 Sky's the limit So I'm reaching for the stars 491 00:23:23,709 --> 00:23:26,417 I'm tired of being a nigga That they keep behind bars 492 00:23:26,500 --> 00:23:28,667 What's good, you got it? I'ma take yours 493 00:23:28,751 --> 00:23:31,542 I'm hood, fuck I'm gun I break jaws, understood 494 00:23:31,626 --> 00:23:33,209 It's not for the bang For the cause 495 00:23:33,292 --> 00:23:34,584 That I should 'Cause you frontin' 496 00:23:34,667 --> 00:23:36,000 Bang with the fours 497 00:23:36,083 --> 00:23:37,751 Rat's playin' in the walls Cat's playin' in the halls 498 00:23:37,834 --> 00:23:39,834 But niggas know I be certain I withstand doors 499 00:23:39,918 --> 00:23:42,500 'Cause I'm not responsible For what I might do 500 00:23:42,584 --> 00:23:44,459 What might happen If dog come through 501 00:23:44,542 --> 00:23:47,000 It's 'gon be a problem 'cause Man if I catch him 502 00:23:47,083 --> 00:23:49,459 I'ma rob him Please, somebody stop him! 503 00:23:49,542 --> 00:23:51,292 I'm talking to you from a person 504 00:23:51,375 --> 00:23:53,459 who grew up right where you grew up at. 505 00:23:53,542 --> 00:23:55,042 I stole a car from right there, 506 00:23:55,125 --> 00:23:59,500 I went to Waverly street from this mountain. 507 00:23:59,584 --> 00:24:01,542 MAN 1: Yo, nigga, you was mad. 508 00:24:01,626 --> 00:24:04,209 Shit, we used to do. Shit, I used to do, man. 509 00:24:04,292 --> 00:24:06,125 -MAN 2: Yo, it's all right. -MAN 3: Stay sharp, dog. 510 00:24:06,209 --> 00:24:07,584 Let it out, man. 511 00:24:07,667 --> 00:24:09,292 There's nothing wrong with that, man. 512 00:24:09,375 --> 00:24:10,792 There's nothing wrong, with that. Let it out. 513 00:24:10,876 --> 00:24:13,083 (SOBBING) Up to here, man. 514 00:24:13,167 --> 00:24:14,918 MAN 2: There's nothing wrong with that. It's all right. 515 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:17,959 -EARL: Put that pain on paper. -MAN 2: That's it, man. 516 00:24:18,042 --> 00:24:20,083 I barely know you, nigga, but I love you. 517 00:24:21,584 --> 00:24:22,709 I don't waste words, 518 00:24:22,792 --> 00:24:26,375 I don't waste words. I mean what the fuck I say. 519 00:24:26,459 --> 00:24:31,167 -I want niggas from my hood. -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 520 00:24:33,125 --> 00:24:34,667 BOY: We're all we got, nigga. 521 00:24:35,792 --> 00:24:37,876 -Turn that pain into words. -MAN: Yeah. 522 00:24:37,959 --> 00:24:40,375 -Turn that pain into words. -MAN: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 523 00:24:40,459 --> 00:24:42,792 EARL: Put that pen to paper, get motivated. 524 00:24:42,876 --> 00:24:44,167 Get motivated right now. 525 00:24:47,083 --> 00:24:49,375 Put that pen to paper. Put that pen to paper. 526 00:24:52,125 --> 00:24:55,167 (MELANCHOLIC MUSIC PLAYING) 527 00:24:57,250 --> 00:24:58,667 EARL: I first came to Arizona, man. 528 00:24:58,751 --> 00:25:00,042 And I remember one day, 529 00:25:00,125 --> 00:25:02,792 coming from the studio, at six o'clock in the mornin'. 530 00:25:05,459 --> 00:25:07,334 And pulling over on the highway, 531 00:25:07,417 --> 00:25:09,417 you know, just to watch the sunrise. 532 00:25:10,751 --> 00:25:12,250 And it was at that point that I said, "You know what? 533 00:25:12,334 --> 00:25:13,792 This has got to be God's country." 534 00:25:15,042 --> 00:25:16,584 You know, 'cause I never seen anything 535 00:25:16,667 --> 00:25:18,500 as beautiful as that sunrise. 536 00:25:21,709 --> 00:25:24,250 Then I met the devil in God's country. 537 00:26:13,959 --> 00:26:16,250 You try to stop it. You try to-- Yeah. 538 00:26:20,292 --> 00:26:21,959 But it felt like I should have stopped it. 539 00:26:22,042 --> 00:26:23,042 Right. 540 00:26:31,709 --> 00:26:32,751 Yeah, yeah. 541 00:26:33,250 --> 00:26:34,375 MAN: 542 00:26:37,417 --> 00:26:41,876 (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) 543 00:26:41,959 --> 00:26:45,209 EARL: It's not so much who, it's what happens. 544 00:26:45,292 --> 00:26:47,626 And the things that the devil does. 545 00:26:47,709 --> 00:26:49,042 Because if I hadn't met the devil here, 546 00:26:49,125 --> 00:26:50,751 I wouldn't realize I was strong enough to overcome 547 00:26:50,834 --> 00:26:53,959 the obstacles that the devil would place in my path. 548 00:26:54,042 --> 00:26:57,375 I came here to meet somebody. Don't know who it was. 549 00:26:58,417 --> 00:26:59,542 But I'll know him when I see him, 550 00:26:59,626 --> 00:27:01,042 and I came here to give him a message. 551 00:27:03,417 --> 00:27:05,042 The Gospel according to X. 552 00:27:11,626 --> 00:27:13,876 -I finally did that! -You! 553 00:27:15,083 --> 00:27:16,334 It's dark in hell and hot! 554 00:27:17,417 --> 00:27:19,083 (INDISTINCT SHOUTING) 555 00:27:19,167 --> 00:27:21,542 This popcorn, nigga? This nigga popcorn. 556 00:27:21,626 --> 00:27:23,918 MAN: Them bags bust quick too. 557 00:27:34,959 --> 00:27:40,209 (CROWD CHEERS, APPLAUDS) 558 00:27:40,292 --> 00:27:43,417 Seventeen, know every motherfuckin' word. 559 00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:44,626 Dawg love. 560 00:27:46,417 --> 00:27:47,500 At this point... 561 00:27:48,417 --> 00:27:50,083 ain't nothing left to do, but... 562 00:27:50,167 --> 00:27:51,459 ("GET IT ON THE FLOOR" BY DMX PLAYING) 563 00:27:51,542 --> 00:27:53,751 We don't give a what-what We don't give a what-what 564 00:27:53,834 --> 00:27:55,876 Get it on the floor Get it, get it on the floor 565 00:27:55,959 --> 00:27:57,292 - What? - Get it on the floor 566 00:27:57,375 --> 00:27:58,876 Get it, get it on the floor 567 00:27:58,959 --> 00:28:01,209 You don't wanna party Then your ass gotta go 568 00:28:01,292 --> 00:28:03,334 You don't wanna party Then your ass gotta go 569 00:28:03,417 --> 00:28:05,209 - Now you can ride - To this motherfucker 570 00:28:05,292 --> 00:28:06,500 - Bounce - To this motherfucker 571 00:28:06,584 --> 00:28:08,375 - Freak - To this motherfucker 572 00:28:08,459 --> 00:28:11,209 -MAN: Run for them! -CROWD: You know! 573 00:28:11,292 --> 00:28:14,209 -MAN: Run for them! -CROWD: You know! 574 00:28:14,292 --> 00:28:16,167 -MAN 1: Take a big gulp of that. -MAN 2: Y'all take a big gulp of that. 575 00:28:16,250 --> 00:28:18,500 It'll put some hair on your cheeks. 576 00:28:18,584 --> 00:28:19,751 MAN 2: Light a fire in your stomach. 577 00:28:19,834 --> 00:28:21,209 -MAN 3: Goddamn! -MAN 4: Oh, shit! 578 00:28:21,292 --> 00:28:24,918 (ALL LAUGH) 579 00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:26,751 -No. -MAN 4: Wow. 580 00:28:26,834 --> 00:28:28,042 I'm not a religious man, 581 00:28:28,125 --> 00:28:29,626 -but you know, I-- -EARL: Spiritual. 582 00:28:29,709 --> 00:28:31,209 -Exactly. Exactly. -EARL: Spiritual. 583 00:28:31,292 --> 00:28:33,459 -But I listen to you... -EARL: People have tainted religion. 584 00:28:33,542 --> 00:28:35,417 -...and I love that shit. -EARL: We have tainted religion. 585 00:28:35,500 --> 00:28:37,626 Your connection with God ain't in a book. 586 00:28:37,709 --> 00:28:38,876 Exactly. It ain't in a building. 587 00:28:38,959 --> 00:28:40,125 It ain't in a building. 588 00:28:40,209 --> 00:28:42,000 You can find God wherever you need, man. 589 00:28:42,083 --> 00:28:43,876 He's gonna meet you where you at, 590 00:28:43,959 --> 00:28:45,459 -when you need him. -Yes, sir. 591 00:28:45,542 --> 00:28:48,292 When you need him, that's when you'll find him. 592 00:28:49,542 --> 00:28:50,709 (CROWD LAUGHING) 593 00:28:50,792 --> 00:28:54,292 ("LEAD THE WAY" BY HYPNOTIC BRASS ENSEMBLE PLAYS) 594 00:29:02,584 --> 00:29:04,792 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 595 00:29:08,959 --> 00:29:10,667 -(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) -(EXODUS BLABBING) 596 00:29:18,417 --> 00:29:20,500 Look at little tigers in there. 597 00:29:20,584 --> 00:29:22,292 -He did that? -Yeah, he did that. 598 00:29:22,375 --> 00:29:24,626 -Really? -EARL: I watch him, and just... 599 00:29:24,709 --> 00:29:26,500 I'm in a whole other world. I could watch him for hours. 600 00:29:26,584 --> 00:29:28,000 I mean, just sit there, and watch him 601 00:29:28,083 --> 00:29:29,876 do different shit and play with the toys. 602 00:29:29,959 --> 00:29:32,292 And it just reminds me so much of myself. 603 00:29:32,375 --> 00:29:34,209 (BABBLING) 604 00:29:34,292 --> 00:29:35,542 -What? -What? Why he said 605 00:29:35,626 --> 00:29:37,626 -a whole paragraph. -What is that? 606 00:29:38,459 --> 00:29:44,125 -(LAUGHS) -(BABBLES) 607 00:29:44,209 --> 00:29:46,000 (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) 608 00:29:46,083 --> 00:29:48,459 EARL: You wanna be able to run with him and wrestle with him, 609 00:29:48,542 --> 00:29:49,751 and you know what I'm saying? 610 00:29:49,834 --> 00:29:51,000 You know some bitches are headaches. 611 00:29:51,083 --> 00:29:52,334 Some baby mamas are headaches. 612 00:29:52,417 --> 00:29:53,500 But that baby... 613 00:29:54,751 --> 00:29:55,876 that's somethin' different. 614 00:30:03,959 --> 00:30:05,250 Where the light at, D? 615 00:30:05,876 --> 00:30:09,375 (DESIREE LAUGHING) 616 00:30:09,459 --> 00:30:12,083 Yeah, go. Can I get some love today? 617 00:30:12,167 --> 00:30:13,500 Can I get a hello? 618 00:30:13,584 --> 00:30:17,167 (REPORTER SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ON TV) 619 00:30:17,250 --> 00:30:18,834 -EARL: There goes... -Dadda. 620 00:30:18,918 --> 00:30:21,083 EARL: Show me love, dawg. Show me love. 621 00:30:22,459 --> 00:30:24,042 Come on, son. 622 00:30:24,125 --> 00:30:28,292 (GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC PLAYING) 623 00:30:31,542 --> 00:30:35,834 (SINGING) The folds inside 624 00:30:35,918 --> 00:30:40,751 Your vocal chords... 625 00:30:41,918 --> 00:30:43,918 XAVIER SIMMONS: From the age of six, 626 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:46,209 my life was a tabloid. 627 00:30:47,500 --> 00:30:51,500 My identity, "DMX's son," was a line. 628 00:30:53,000 --> 00:30:55,918 I have this principal that I live by. 629 00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:57,751 Expose the places... 630 00:30:58,626 --> 00:31:00,042 that scare you most. 631 00:31:01,209 --> 00:31:04,709 Expose them, and go towards them. 632 00:31:04,792 --> 00:31:07,500 That is where you will grow the most. 633 00:31:07,584 --> 00:31:11,834 Several years ago, we were all on the Iyanla show, Fix My Life. 634 00:31:11,918 --> 00:31:15,834 My heart had been so hardened. It was clenched. 635 00:31:15,918 --> 00:31:17,876 IYANLA VANZANT: Ask what you want now. 636 00:31:20,459 --> 00:31:21,542 A relationship. 637 00:31:23,209 --> 00:31:24,834 A healthy relationship with you. 638 00:31:25,792 --> 00:31:26,834 Can we have that? 639 00:31:26,918 --> 00:31:29,375 Yeah, I mean, that's what I've... 640 00:31:29,459 --> 00:31:31,709 -Clean, completely clean. -What do you mean? 641 00:31:31,792 --> 00:31:32,834 You. 642 00:31:35,083 --> 00:31:36,876 That's what you're asking me for? 643 00:31:36,959 --> 00:31:39,626 XAVIER: My father's decisions broke my heart. 644 00:31:39,709 --> 00:31:42,959 That madness became just acceptable. 645 00:31:43,042 --> 00:31:45,709 And just-- I didn't-- I put it away. 646 00:31:49,167 --> 00:31:50,542 (SOBS) 647 00:31:55,042 --> 00:31:56,792 (SIGHS) 648 00:31:56,876 --> 00:31:58,918 I guess I'll see you at my funeral then. 649 00:32:03,959 --> 00:32:05,500 -Just-- funeral? -(BLEEP) 650 00:32:05,584 --> 00:32:07,417 If you're gonna put a condition on our relationship, 651 00:32:07,500 --> 00:32:09,125 well, then I guess that's when you'll see me. 652 00:32:10,375 --> 00:32:13,500 XAVIER: The shadow of fame. 653 00:32:13,584 --> 00:32:16,167 I didn't know how to deal with it as a child. 654 00:32:17,209 --> 00:32:20,792 It's very lonely. Yeah, plenty of money. 655 00:32:20,876 --> 00:32:24,417 But not often did people walk into my room, 656 00:32:24,500 --> 00:32:25,792 "Hey, Xavier, you okay? 657 00:32:25,876 --> 00:32:29,918 How are you handling all of this that's going on around you?" 658 00:32:30,709 --> 00:32:34,250 But it's a journey. 659 00:32:34,334 --> 00:32:36,167 It's a journey that I'm still going through. 660 00:32:43,584 --> 00:32:46,250 MAN: Hey, for real. Can I ask you a question? 661 00:32:46,334 --> 00:32:48,042 You know DMX playing tonight, right? 662 00:32:48,125 --> 00:32:50,792 -MAN 2: Yeah, I know. I work for him. -MAN 1: You work for him? 663 00:32:50,876 --> 00:32:53,417 This dude flaggin' the flag, right? 664 00:32:53,500 --> 00:32:55,334 He said, "Yeah, he ain't like that no more, 665 00:32:55,417 --> 00:32:56,709 he ain't like that no more." 666 00:32:56,792 --> 00:32:58,459 Let me tell you something about DMX. 667 00:32:58,542 --> 00:33:04,167 I went into prison in 1984. I came home in 2014, right? 668 00:33:04,250 --> 00:33:06,959 DMX got me through my time when that nigga came out 669 00:33:07,042 --> 00:33:08,834 with his first fuckin' album, man. 670 00:33:08,918 --> 00:33:11,000 You see what I'm saying? It's Dark and Hell is Hot, 671 00:33:11,083 --> 00:33:12,959 that joint right there? 672 00:33:13,042 --> 00:33:15,459 That was my workout joint. If it wasn't for that shit, man, 673 00:33:15,542 --> 00:33:17,709 I'd probably lost my fuckin mind, man. 674 00:33:18,667 --> 00:33:20,500 He been through what I've been through. 675 00:33:20,584 --> 00:33:21,667 Dude changed my fuckin life. 676 00:33:21,751 --> 00:33:23,709 Man, that nigga a fucking prophet to me. 677 00:33:23,792 --> 00:33:24,834 I swear on my-- 678 00:33:24,918 --> 00:33:26,500 -I'm 52 years old. -MAN: Right. 679 00:33:26,584 --> 00:33:28,083 That nigga like a fuckin' prophet. 680 00:33:31,500 --> 00:33:34,459 (INDISTINCT CHATTER, LAUGHTER) 681 00:33:34,542 --> 00:33:38,250 -Okay, we'll get into that. -Mad Tyrone, come here. 682 00:33:38,334 --> 00:33:40,459 Only part of the tour I like is the performance. 683 00:33:40,542 --> 00:33:44,209 That one hour I'm on stage, that's it. The rest is hell. 684 00:33:44,292 --> 00:33:46,209 Congratulations, man. Everything's been awesome. 685 00:33:46,292 --> 00:33:48,542 -Congrats on everything. -It's not the easiest but... 686 00:33:49,417 --> 00:33:50,500 I blame him. 687 00:33:50,584 --> 00:33:53,709 -For the back-to-back to back. -Always blame the agent. 688 00:33:53,792 --> 00:33:56,000 Every day a show. Fuck him. 689 00:33:56,083 --> 00:33:57,626 (LAUGHTER) 690 00:33:57,709 --> 00:33:59,125 It's all right. 691 00:33:59,209 --> 00:34:01,417 PAT: Hey. 692 00:34:02,083 --> 00:34:04,709 EARL: 693 00:34:06,334 --> 00:34:08,417 PAT: Yeah. Take a picture real quick. 694 00:34:08,500 --> 00:34:09,918 EARL: 695 00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:11,000 PAT: 696 00:34:11,083 --> 00:34:12,626 -You're not sorry. -PAT: I am sorry. You know I am. 697 00:34:12,709 --> 00:34:15,459 -No, what did I say? -PAT: 698 00:34:15,542 --> 00:34:17,125 -Right. -MAN 2: All right. 699 00:34:17,209 --> 00:34:19,000 Let's get the picture. 700 00:34:19,083 --> 00:34:20,876 -So, you heard me... -MAN 2: All right, cool. 701 00:34:20,959 --> 00:34:23,334 ...and I said "after" and you still went and did it. 702 00:34:25,042 --> 00:34:26,459 I don't give a fuck who it is. 703 00:34:28,751 --> 00:34:30,083 He's making money. We're making money. 704 00:34:30,167 --> 00:34:31,751 -I know, that's all. -I don't-- 705 00:34:31,834 --> 00:34:34,876 -Do I owe him something? -No, but it's all good. 706 00:34:34,959 --> 00:34:37,626 EARL: No, no. I'm not gonna sign anything. 707 00:34:37,709 --> 00:34:39,125 I've been trying to get you for seven years 708 00:34:39,209 --> 00:34:42,167 -to get an autograph. -Okay, but can I get a photo? 709 00:34:42,250 --> 00:34:44,876 (SIGHS) "Can I get this, can I get this, 710 00:34:44,959 --> 00:34:47,876 can I get this, give me a shirt." (MUTTERS) 711 00:34:49,751 --> 00:34:51,167 Do you really love me or... 712 00:34:52,334 --> 00:34:53,417 you just wanna... 713 00:34:55,209 --> 00:34:56,542 -get something from me? -MAN: Yeah. 714 00:34:56,626 --> 00:34:59,375 The shows are good. Shows are great. 715 00:34:59,459 --> 00:35:02,334 Shows are great. Shows are great. 716 00:35:02,417 --> 00:35:04,459 (MELANCHOLIC MUSIC PLAYING) 717 00:35:04,542 --> 00:35:05,751 So Pat's still asleep. 718 00:35:10,417 --> 00:35:13,250 You niggas will wake me up if I gotta get on fuckin' stage. 719 00:35:17,250 --> 00:35:19,876 Like, if we know we going to these different cities, 720 00:35:19,959 --> 00:35:21,834 I don't know why it's not already taken care of. 721 00:35:21,918 --> 00:35:23,500 At least we know where we're going. 722 00:35:25,709 --> 00:35:27,751 SPANK: This is a brutal industry. 723 00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:32,209 Sometimes, life could be just as cold. 724 00:35:32,292 --> 00:35:33,584 Somebody asks me, they see me. 725 00:35:33,667 --> 00:35:35,167 I'm going through a whole lot of shit. 726 00:35:35,250 --> 00:35:38,626 "Hey, you all right?" "Yeah, man, I'm good. I'm good." 727 00:35:38,709 --> 00:35:42,459 You know what I'm saying? Lyin'. Knowing I ain't good. 728 00:35:42,542 --> 00:35:44,959 So, you know, that's what I mean... 729 00:35:46,459 --> 00:35:47,500 about pain. 730 00:35:49,292 --> 00:35:50,334 You know, hide the pain 731 00:35:50,417 --> 00:35:52,167 or whatever it is that really is the root 732 00:35:52,250 --> 00:35:54,626 to all of everything else that you're doing. 733 00:35:54,709 --> 00:35:57,125 You wearin' a mask now. 734 00:35:57,209 --> 00:35:59,209 Like even in the penitentiary like you saying or being 735 00:35:59,292 --> 00:36:02,125 in solitary in those kind of situations, right? 736 00:36:03,292 --> 00:36:06,709 You know, in my time, some people might think, 737 00:36:06,792 --> 00:36:09,334 "Come out, I'm all right. I'm the same dude I was 738 00:36:09,417 --> 00:36:10,584 when I went in." 739 00:36:10,667 --> 00:36:14,209 Or this or that. But I think the more it happens, 740 00:36:14,292 --> 00:36:15,751 the more it takes its toll on you. 741 00:36:15,834 --> 00:36:17,500 You come back, you not necessarily 742 00:36:17,584 --> 00:36:18,709 the same person. 743 00:36:23,667 --> 00:36:25,083 INTERVIEWER: What does "free" mean to you? 744 00:36:25,167 --> 00:36:27,250 You just came out after being in for a year. 745 00:36:27,334 --> 00:36:28,500 I'm still not free. 746 00:36:29,584 --> 00:36:32,292 I'm still not free. I'm still not free. 747 00:36:32,375 --> 00:36:34,918 You know, if I can't do what I'm supposed to do, 748 00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:38,083 what I wanna do, then I'd die anyway. 749 00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:43,042 (EXODUS CRYING) 750 00:36:43,125 --> 00:36:46,083 Exodus! Come here. Come here. 751 00:36:46,167 --> 00:36:47,500 If I'm saying give me the fucking phone, 752 00:36:47,584 --> 00:36:49,167 then give the goddamn phone, all right? 753 00:36:49,250 --> 00:36:51,792 -(EXODUS WAILS) -EARL: Shit. 754 00:36:51,876 --> 00:36:53,667 DESIREE: No more phone. 755 00:36:55,125 --> 00:36:57,042 You're not gonna get everything you want in this life. 756 00:36:58,209 --> 00:36:59,375 Okay, okay, okay 757 00:37:01,459 --> 00:37:04,792 Pick him up. I don't have time for this shit, all right? 758 00:37:04,876 --> 00:37:07,500 We don't wanna hear that. Nobody wanna hear that. 759 00:37:11,417 --> 00:37:12,417 Hush. 760 00:37:15,250 --> 00:37:18,500 -EXODUS: Robot. -I'm a robot, yeah. 761 00:37:18,584 --> 00:37:20,918 Watch. I'm gonna knock your head off too. (GRUNTS) 762 00:37:25,792 --> 00:37:27,500 Yeah, but they can't. It's different 763 00:37:27,584 --> 00:37:29,751 in the music industry, you know what saying? 764 00:37:29,834 --> 00:37:33,500 What one person makes one year, it's not, you know... 765 00:37:33,584 --> 00:37:36,000 You know, one day you're in, one day you're out, like, 766 00:37:36,083 --> 00:37:37,792 you know... 767 00:37:37,876 --> 00:37:39,417 You're not in control of the fans. 768 00:37:40,417 --> 00:37:42,334 -Right. Right. -MAN: Yeah! 769 00:37:42,417 --> 00:37:43,751 -What up? -What's up, baby? 770 00:37:43,834 --> 00:37:45,500 MAN: Back on the block! 771 00:37:45,584 --> 00:37:48,250 I don't have problems with all of my baby mothers, 772 00:37:48,334 --> 00:37:51,584 but I'm expecting one from Florida soon. 773 00:37:51,667 --> 00:37:54,167 And there's one in Buffalo I already got a case with. 774 00:37:54,250 --> 00:37:56,834 And one in California. 775 00:37:56,918 --> 00:37:58,334 INTERVIEWER: Is that a pain in the ass, dealing with? 776 00:37:58,417 --> 00:38:00,792 Yeah, especially when they got half my publishing, bitch. 777 00:38:01,876 --> 00:38:03,918 You on your way to DR right now. 778 00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:07,167 You know, you was in Bali last month, and Egypt before that, 779 00:38:07,250 --> 00:38:09,125 like, travelin' the world on my dime. 780 00:38:09,209 --> 00:38:10,709 Know what I mean, what is you pressin' me for? 781 00:38:10,792 --> 00:38:12,834 Like you ain't got no money, like the kids are hungry. 782 00:38:15,292 --> 00:38:18,709 Gotta get the exclusive, let me go ahead and get this. 783 00:38:18,792 --> 00:38:20,292 The family portrait here. 784 00:38:20,375 --> 00:38:21,834 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 785 00:38:21,918 --> 00:38:24,250 -ANGELA YEE: We have Tashera Simmons. -COHOST: Yes, DMX's ex-wife. 786 00:38:24,334 --> 00:38:26,375 EARL: Hey, you know what I'm saying, all the big ballers? 787 00:38:26,459 --> 00:38:31,250 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 788 00:38:31,334 --> 00:38:33,709 ANGELA YEE: And most recently, I heard that times 789 00:38:33,792 --> 00:38:36,167 were really hard for you, and that he wasn't helping you 790 00:38:36,250 --> 00:38:38,876 -or his family out at all. -Not at all. 791 00:38:38,959 --> 00:38:40,667 EARL: The Jay-Z Jehovah. 792 00:38:40,751 --> 00:38:42,250 -Yeah. -EARL: You know what I'm saying? 793 00:38:42,334 --> 00:38:45,876 I mean, a thousand dollars would be nice. Like nothing? 794 00:38:45,959 --> 00:38:48,167 And then, after him coming, and not only here, 795 00:38:48,250 --> 00:38:49,751 but other places, saying I'm money hungry? 796 00:38:49,834 --> 00:38:52,459 I'm like, we been together ten years before you got famous. 797 00:38:52,542 --> 00:38:55,042 And I'm the one who always held it down. 798 00:38:55,125 --> 00:38:58,000 But I know that we'd still be together to this day 799 00:38:58,083 --> 00:38:59,542 if it wasn't for the drugs. 800 00:39:02,876 --> 00:39:04,751 DESIREE: I don't wanna talk to you in front of the camera. 801 00:39:04,834 --> 00:39:06,125 EARL: Well, I got a microphone on. 802 00:39:06,209 --> 00:39:08,375 -DESIREE: Can you take it off? -EARL: Why? 803 00:39:08,459 --> 00:39:10,292 DESIREE: 'Cause I don't wanna talk to you 804 00:39:10,375 --> 00:39:11,751 with the cameras on you. 805 00:39:11,834 --> 00:39:13,250 All right, well, ain't no cameras on me. 806 00:39:13,334 --> 00:39:14,918 -DESIREE: Well, I don't want the microphone. -EARL: Where Wub at? 807 00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:16,959 -He in the car, but it's running. -EARL: Okay. 808 00:39:17,042 --> 00:39:18,375 Can you take the microphone off please? 809 00:39:18,459 --> 00:39:21,417 (GRUMBLES) Yo, I'm working. What's the problem? 810 00:39:22,626 --> 00:39:24,125 DESIREE: You want them to know our business? 811 00:39:24,209 --> 00:39:26,375 -EARL: What business? -DESIREE: So, that girl, 812 00:39:26,459 --> 00:39:27,834 that you were on tour with? 813 00:39:27,918 --> 00:39:30,250 You say she got a husband or a boyfriend-- 814 00:39:30,334 --> 00:39:33,459 That shit's-- Whoa, hold on. She still with her baby mama. 815 00:39:33,542 --> 00:39:35,542 -DESIREE: How you know? -'Cause I talk to her. 816 00:39:35,626 --> 00:39:37,125 DESIREE: So, well, can I see y'all conversations? 817 00:39:37,209 --> 00:39:38,918 Is this gonna happen every time you get your hair done? 818 00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:40,542 -DESIREE: No. -EARL: Exodus, give me a hug. 819 00:39:41,375 --> 00:39:43,250 Wubba. Give me a hug. 820 00:39:43,334 --> 00:39:47,125 Yeah, you heard that though. nigga heard that. He heard that. 821 00:39:47,209 --> 00:39:48,709 Look at the camera, tell Mommy shut up. 822 00:39:48,792 --> 00:39:49,792 Shut up. 823 00:39:50,918 --> 00:39:52,959 -Say "Shut up, Mommy." -Shut up, Mommy. 824 00:39:53,042 --> 00:39:54,083 (MEN LAUGHING) 825 00:39:54,167 --> 00:39:56,834 -Say "Shut up, Mommy." -Shut up, Mommy. 826 00:39:56,918 --> 00:40:00,626 Say "Love you, Mommy." Say that. Say "Love you, Mommy." 827 00:40:00,709 --> 00:40:02,751 -EXODUS: I love you, Mommy. -There you go. 828 00:40:02,834 --> 00:40:05,125 You know when you do this shit to yourself, you gotta ask yourself, 829 00:40:05,209 --> 00:40:06,751 do you really give a fuck? 830 00:40:06,834 --> 00:40:09,334 Like, you know what? I am me. 831 00:40:09,417 --> 00:40:13,584 - (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) -I am me, man. I am me. 832 00:40:13,667 --> 00:40:16,083 MAN: What's she pissed off about? 833 00:40:16,167 --> 00:40:18,375 -It's a pretty good reason. -MAN: (SCOFFS) Yeah. 834 00:40:18,459 --> 00:40:19,626 Pretty good reason. 835 00:40:28,834 --> 00:40:30,626 EARL: All right, it's very particular. 836 00:40:32,292 --> 00:40:35,042 Parmesan, oregano. Six inch, all right? 837 00:40:35,125 --> 00:40:38,751 Turkey, lettuce, tomatoes, a lot of pepper, 838 00:40:38,834 --> 00:40:40,918 only on the vegetables, dash of salt. 839 00:40:43,250 --> 00:40:44,292 Yeah, I mean, 840 00:40:44,375 --> 00:40:46,209 we all knew it was gonna just go up from here. 841 00:40:46,292 --> 00:40:48,584 You know what I'm sayin'? You know. 842 00:40:48,667 --> 00:40:51,876 You know, me walkin' out of the fucking federal prison 843 00:40:51,959 --> 00:40:56,918 with no mustache. You know, 240 fuckin' pounds, you know? 844 00:40:57,000 --> 00:40:58,042 To here. 845 00:41:00,083 --> 00:41:03,751 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 846 00:41:06,125 --> 00:41:07,167 Yes. 847 00:41:09,292 --> 00:41:13,334 (MUSIC PLAYING OV SPEAKERS) 848 00:41:15,542 --> 00:41:19,417 Okay! What? (LAUGHS) 849 00:41:19,500 --> 00:41:20,876 Drinks on me. 850 00:41:20,959 --> 00:41:22,584 ("ROCK WITH YOU" BY MICHAEL JACKSON PLAYS ON SPEAKERS) 851 00:41:22,667 --> 00:41:23,667 Come on. 852 00:41:23,751 --> 00:41:26,167 -Right now, yeah. -Come on. 853 00:41:26,250 --> 00:41:29,083 Only at Maxwell's, nigga. Only at Maxwell's. 854 00:41:29,167 --> 00:41:32,000 Everybody dance. The baby's crying. 855 00:41:32,083 --> 00:41:33,542 Get the baby, get the baby. 856 00:41:34,125 --> 00:41:35,500 Get the baby. 857 00:41:35,584 --> 00:41:38,375 Get the baby, guys. The baby crying. (LAUGHS) 858 00:41:39,667 --> 00:41:43,000 Yeah, always, always, always. Always, dawg, always. 859 00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:44,375 I've always hit niggas like that, 860 00:41:44,459 --> 00:41:46,375 but they didn't hit me though, you know? 861 00:41:46,459 --> 00:41:49,584 Hey, yo, yo. Yo. Do y'all know how many people 862 00:41:49,667 --> 00:41:53,209 would die to be me right now, standing here with this nigga? 863 00:41:53,292 --> 00:41:56,500 Yo, go back to DMX. Hey, yo! 864 00:41:56,584 --> 00:41:59,792 -Yo, check one two. -(ALL LAUGH) 865 00:41:59,876 --> 00:42:01,209 EARL: I work on my shit, 866 00:42:01,292 --> 00:42:03,292 and think about my shit the way I do. 867 00:42:03,375 --> 00:42:05,250 So, I don't give nobody no bullshit. 868 00:42:05,334 --> 00:42:07,000 I ain't never gonna give a nigga bullshit. 869 00:42:07,083 --> 00:42:08,542 Before I do that, I'll stop writing. 870 00:42:08,626 --> 00:42:10,709 But I'm at the point right now where I... 871 00:42:10,792 --> 00:42:12,667 Yo, fuck the world. I'm good. 872 00:42:12,751 --> 00:42:16,834 Not 'cause I'm doing like that, but because I'm hurt. 873 00:42:16,918 --> 00:42:18,167 INTERVIEWER: Do you think you're angry? 874 00:42:18,250 --> 00:42:19,959 I'm very fuckin' angry. 875 00:42:20,042 --> 00:42:21,500 INTERVIEWER: When are you at your angriest? 876 00:42:21,584 --> 00:42:23,083 Oh, man. 877 00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:26,000 Not being treated right from day one. 878 00:42:26,083 --> 00:42:27,792 I mean, as far as the system in general. 879 00:42:27,876 --> 00:42:29,459 INTERVIEWER: Both of your parents living? 880 00:42:29,542 --> 00:42:31,167 Uh... Yeah. 881 00:42:31,250 --> 00:42:32,751 INTERVIEWER: Were they supportive 882 00:42:32,834 --> 00:42:35,167 -during your childhood? -No. 883 00:42:35,250 --> 00:42:36,792 I remember a lot about my childhood. 884 00:42:36,876 --> 00:42:39,125 (MELANCHOLIC MUSIC PLAYING) 885 00:42:39,209 --> 00:42:40,876 I used to get beaten a lot. Lot of beatings. 886 00:42:40,959 --> 00:42:42,417 INTERVIEWER: And what about your mother, 887 00:42:42,500 --> 00:42:43,626 what was she like? 888 00:42:50,250 --> 00:42:51,375 WOMAN: It's awful. 889 00:42:53,667 --> 00:42:55,751 I'm trying to word it properly, 'cause you know what I'm saying? 890 00:42:55,834 --> 00:42:57,584 She is my mother, I don't wanna disrespect her. 891 00:42:57,667 --> 00:43:00,459 and you know, there's a lot of people in here, but... 892 00:43:00,542 --> 00:43:02,500 I'll just put it like this. There's no love. 893 00:43:05,417 --> 00:43:06,751 Yeah. It's like that. 894 00:43:06,834 --> 00:43:08,167 She like, beat me so much. 895 00:43:08,250 --> 00:43:10,042 She used to beat me until she was tired. 896 00:43:10,125 --> 00:43:12,918 You know, she'd always threaten us with, you know, 897 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:16,959 "The white people are gonna come take you away. You want that?" 898 00:43:17,042 --> 00:43:19,292 Then gives me away anyway, you know what I'm saying? 899 00:43:19,375 --> 00:43:22,167 I was seven and I got put in institutions. 900 00:43:23,626 --> 00:43:24,667 I think... 901 00:43:25,500 --> 00:43:27,209 I think that's... 902 00:43:27,292 --> 00:43:29,125 you know, when the problem was born. 903 00:43:34,709 --> 00:43:41,042 -CROWD: DMX! DMX! DMX! -DMX! Come on. Here we go. 904 00:43:41,584 --> 00:43:43,250 Come on. 905 00:43:43,334 --> 00:43:45,792 -MAN: Let's do this. -EARL: Yes. 906 00:43:45,876 --> 00:43:48,417 (CROWD CHEERING) 907 00:43:53,459 --> 00:43:55,500 Say, "What's up?" What's up? 908 00:43:56,417 --> 00:43:58,626 -(BABBLES) -(CHUCKLES) 909 00:44:04,459 --> 00:44:06,584 EARL: That's one of the reasons I'm blessed. 910 00:44:07,042 --> 00:44:09,584 (CROWD CHEERING) 911 00:44:10,792 --> 00:44:12,042 EARL: This next song... 912 00:44:13,542 --> 00:44:15,167 is for God's warriors. 913 00:44:17,167 --> 00:44:20,500 You might not know or think that you're special to God 914 00:44:20,584 --> 00:44:23,250 because you've been through difficult situations. 915 00:44:23,334 --> 00:44:26,000 (CHEERING) 916 00:44:28,167 --> 00:44:30,083 But I'm here to tell you... 917 00:44:30,167 --> 00:44:32,667 that's why you're special to God. 918 00:44:34,334 --> 00:44:36,500 Because it's when you go through somethin', 919 00:44:36,584 --> 00:44:39,125 that God is able to reach out, and help you through it. 920 00:44:40,542 --> 00:44:43,792 If you don't fall down, then God can't pick you up. 921 00:44:46,959 --> 00:44:49,167 Because it's during these hard times 922 00:44:49,250 --> 00:44:50,459 that you become aware 923 00:44:50,542 --> 00:44:53,167 of what God is willing to do for you. 924 00:44:53,250 --> 00:44:57,209 (CHEERING) 925 00:44:57,292 --> 00:45:00,083 -FAN: Love you, man. -Love you. It's fucking dope. 926 00:45:00,167 --> 00:45:01,751 That shit rub off, man. 927 00:45:02,918 --> 00:45:06,000 So, this is for all of those warriors. 928 00:45:06,083 --> 00:45:08,542 All of those people that have been through something. 929 00:45:08,626 --> 00:45:11,250 (CROWD CHEERING) 930 00:45:11,334 --> 00:45:12,959 Whatever type of lighter you got, 931 00:45:13,042 --> 00:45:16,626 whether it's a camera light, a flashlight, a phone light, 932 00:45:16,709 --> 00:45:19,209 or a lighter, light this motherfucker up. 933 00:45:19,292 --> 00:45:23,626 Light this motherfucker up. Light this motherfucker up! 934 00:45:23,709 --> 00:45:26,584 (CROWD CHEERING) 935 00:45:29,209 --> 00:45:34,792 ("SLIPPIN'" PLAYING) 936 00:45:34,876 --> 00:45:38,918 For real See, to live is to suffer 937 00:45:40,584 --> 00:45:42,375 But to survive, well 938 00:45:42,459 --> 00:45:44,500 Find the meaning In the suffering 939 00:45:44,584 --> 00:45:47,417 - Ayo, I'm slippin' And fallin' - Light it up 940 00:45:47,500 --> 00:45:49,918 - Ayo, I'm slippin' And fallin' - Light it up 941 00:45:50,000 --> 00:45:52,751 - Ayo, I'm slippin' And falling - Light it up 942 00:45:52,834 --> 00:45:55,500 Get back to my feet So I can tear shit up 943 00:45:55,584 --> 00:45:57,834 - Ayo, I'm slippin' And falling - Light it up 944 00:45:57,918 --> 00:46:00,626 - Ayo, I'm slippin' And falling - Light it up 945 00:46:00,709 --> 00:46:03,667 - Ayo, I'm slippin' And falling - Light it up 946 00:46:03,751 --> 00:46:06,167 Get back on my feet So I can tear shit up 947 00:46:06,250 --> 00:46:07,834 I've been Through mad different phases 948 00:46:07,918 --> 00:46:09,459 Like mazes, to find my way 949 00:46:09,542 --> 00:46:11,876 And now I know that happy days Are not far away 950 00:46:11,959 --> 00:46:13,792 If I'm strong enough I live long enough 951 00:46:13,876 --> 00:46:15,500 To see my kids Doing something 952 00:46:15,584 --> 00:46:17,417 More constructive With their time than bids 953 00:46:17,500 --> 00:46:19,125 I ate somethin' A couple of forties 954 00:46:19,209 --> 00:46:20,500 Made me hate somethin' 955 00:46:20,584 --> 00:46:22,959 I did some bullshit Ready to take somethin' 956 00:46:23,042 --> 00:46:25,125 Three years later Showin' signs of stress 957 00:46:25,209 --> 00:46:27,918 Didn't keep my hair cut Or give a fuck how I dressed 958 00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:29,792 I'm possessed By the darker side 959 00:46:29,876 --> 00:46:31,042 Livin' the cruddy life 960 00:46:31,125 --> 00:46:33,375 Shit like this kept a nigga With a bloody knife 961 00:46:33,459 --> 00:46:36,459 I wanna make records But I'm fuckin' it up 962 00:46:41,584 --> 00:46:45,209 -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) -(BIRDS CHIRPING) 963 00:46:48,167 --> 00:46:50,584 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 964 00:46:53,417 --> 00:46:55,959 EARL: All right, let's do it. What's your name brother? 965 00:46:56,042 --> 00:46:58,209 -ROGER BURTON: Roger Burton, man. -Good to meet you. 966 00:46:59,042 --> 00:47:00,500 And just the vibe you get here. 967 00:47:00,584 --> 00:47:01,959 ROGER: Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 968 00:47:02,042 --> 00:47:03,417 Nice to meet all you guys. What's your name? 969 00:47:03,500 --> 00:47:05,375 JASON HONECKER: For most of our kids that come here, 970 00:47:05,459 --> 00:47:07,751 they're here because something happened to them. 971 00:47:07,834 --> 00:47:09,542 It's not because they're bad kids. 972 00:47:09,626 --> 00:47:12,459 It's not because that, you know, they don't want to do good. 973 00:47:12,542 --> 00:47:16,250 It's because something happened to them along the line 974 00:47:16,334 --> 00:47:18,751 which brought them to a place like this. 975 00:47:18,834 --> 00:47:21,500 -Nigel, how you feeling? -I feel happy. 976 00:47:21,584 --> 00:47:23,542 -What's your goal? -To stay safe. 977 00:47:23,626 --> 00:47:25,667 -Who can help you? -Anyone. 978 00:47:25,751 --> 00:47:26,918 ALL: We'll help you. 979 00:47:27,000 --> 00:47:29,751 -NIGEL: Devin, how you feeling? -DEVIN: Confused. 980 00:47:29,834 --> 00:47:31,083 Can you ask him? 981 00:47:31,167 --> 00:47:32,918 -DEVIN: How you feeling? -Joyful. 982 00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:36,292 -DEVIN: What's your goal? -My goal is to... 983 00:47:38,459 --> 00:47:40,626 be an inspiration to someone that I don't know. 984 00:47:40,709 --> 00:47:41,959 DEVIN: Who you can help you? 985 00:47:43,334 --> 00:47:44,334 Anyone that can. 986 00:47:44,417 --> 00:47:46,292 -ALL: We'll help you. -EARL: Thank you. 987 00:47:46,375 --> 00:47:50,167 You're confused about why they ask you to come down here. 988 00:47:50,250 --> 00:47:53,834 All right, so I used to be here, as a resident. 989 00:47:53,918 --> 00:47:55,417 Long time ago, long time ago. 990 00:47:55,876 --> 00:47:58,334 And since then, 991 00:47:58,417 --> 00:48:01,000 I've made a career out of doing music... 992 00:48:02,042 --> 00:48:03,667 and movies. 993 00:48:03,751 --> 00:48:06,000 And I wanted to come back, 994 00:48:06,083 --> 00:48:07,626 and see what the place is like now 995 00:48:07,709 --> 00:48:10,417 that I've gone, and hopefully be an inspiration 996 00:48:10,500 --> 00:48:12,459 to some of the kids that are here now. 997 00:48:12,542 --> 00:48:14,167 They used to have the swings down there. 998 00:48:14,250 --> 00:48:17,959 I remember I would swing so high and then jump off. 999 00:48:18,042 --> 00:48:19,918 (LAUGHS) Jump, and it felt like I was flyin' 1000 00:48:20,000 --> 00:48:21,751 for, like, a second and a half. 1001 00:48:24,125 --> 00:48:25,250 Wow. 1002 00:48:26,834 --> 00:48:28,417 This still looks the same. 1003 00:48:28,500 --> 00:48:30,751 You know, a lot of kids come from situations 1004 00:48:30,834 --> 00:48:32,375 that are a lot worse than this, 1005 00:48:32,459 --> 00:48:34,375 you know, home life. You know, I mean, 1006 00:48:34,459 --> 00:48:36,000 I wasn't eating three meals a day. 1007 00:48:37,167 --> 00:48:39,000 I didn't have clothes freely given to me 1008 00:48:39,083 --> 00:48:40,459 whenever I needed 'em. 1009 00:48:40,542 --> 00:48:42,834 You know, I wasn't given an allowance. 1010 00:48:42,918 --> 00:48:44,375 But, you know, I got all that here. 1011 00:48:46,083 --> 00:48:47,417 -Yeah. -JASON: Come on in. 1012 00:48:49,959 --> 00:48:51,667 -Instant memories. -JASON: Wow. 1013 00:48:54,584 --> 00:48:55,834 Water still tastes the same. 1014 00:48:57,250 --> 00:48:59,083 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1015 00:48:59,751 --> 00:49:00,834 EARL: How you doing? 1016 00:49:03,000 --> 00:49:04,626 -What up? -BOY: What up? 1017 00:49:04,709 --> 00:49:06,417 You all right? 1018 00:49:06,500 --> 00:49:09,751 -You all residents? -ALL: Yeah! 1019 00:49:09,834 --> 00:49:12,584 EARL: Wow. Good place to be, man. 1020 00:49:13,542 --> 00:49:14,626 Good place to be. 1021 00:49:16,709 --> 00:49:17,792 (SIGHS) 1022 00:49:22,626 --> 00:49:24,834 How many of y'all enjoy bein' here? 1023 00:49:24,918 --> 00:49:28,209 Get whatever you can out of it. This place has a lot to offer. 1024 00:49:29,250 --> 00:49:30,292 Let it be a blessing. 1025 00:49:31,334 --> 00:49:32,626 Let it be a blessing. 1026 00:49:32,709 --> 00:49:34,876 -(BALL BOUNCING) -I thought you was on my team. 1027 00:49:36,584 --> 00:49:37,959 You on my team, man. 1028 00:49:38,042 --> 00:49:41,792 ("'TIL THE CHRIST COMES BACK" BY BILL FAY PLAYING) 1029 00:49:41,876 --> 00:49:46,209 When soldiers Spoil your sleep 1030 00:49:48,125 --> 00:49:53,042 And writers steal Your dreams 1031 00:49:54,584 --> 00:49:59,167 Don't strain to hear The screams 1032 00:50:01,083 --> 00:50:03,584 When the light goes out 1033 00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:08,167 Today was a good day. 1034 00:50:09,542 --> 00:50:10,876 It was a good day. 1035 00:50:13,918 --> 00:50:16,375 When shadows take... 1036 00:50:16,459 --> 00:50:17,918 (MUSIC ENDS) 1037 00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:22,542 Hey, this about to be the biggest surprise 1038 00:50:22,626 --> 00:50:25,292 -of Coachella right now. -About time. 1039 00:50:25,375 --> 00:50:27,000 MURDA BEATZ: We about to fuck this shit up. 1040 00:50:34,042 --> 00:50:37,000 (CROWD CHEERING) 1041 00:50:39,125 --> 00:50:40,292 MURDA: Let's do this shit. 1042 00:50:41,334 --> 00:50:42,334 Yeah. 1043 00:50:43,876 --> 00:50:45,459 -(CROWD CHEERS) -MURDA: Let's do this shit. 1044 00:50:45,542 --> 00:50:46,751 EARL: Let's go, baby. 1045 00:50:47,876 --> 00:50:49,834 MURDA: Let's do this shit! 1046 00:50:49,918 --> 00:50:51,292 PAIGE HURD: Yeah, he was very delayed. 1047 00:50:51,375 --> 00:50:53,042 I was like-- You want some more? 1048 00:50:53,125 --> 00:50:54,709 Yeah. I'm so glad you came. 1049 00:50:54,792 --> 00:50:56,209 To get to the dressing room, 1050 00:50:56,292 --> 00:50:58,709 and the one person that's in here... 1051 00:50:58,792 --> 00:51:00,918 -my Paige. -(LAUGHS) 1052 00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:02,751 PAIGE: It feels great to see my dad. 1053 00:51:04,459 --> 00:51:07,250 I haven't seen him in quite some time, 1054 00:51:07,334 --> 00:51:09,042 due to some troubles. 1055 00:51:09,125 --> 00:51:12,584 But I'm glad to be back in his presence. 1056 00:51:12,667 --> 00:51:15,459 You know, it's good to see him. 1057 00:51:15,542 --> 00:51:17,292 And I always think it's dope for him 1058 00:51:17,375 --> 00:51:18,959 to include God, so... 1059 00:51:20,792 --> 00:51:22,417 INTERVIEWER: So, you're doing Sunday Service 1060 00:51:22,500 --> 00:51:23,792 tomorrow with Kanye, you know? 1061 00:51:23,876 --> 00:51:26,792 And I know you've been a man of faith for so long, like... 1062 00:51:28,167 --> 00:51:29,751 what, if anything, does this mean to you? 1063 00:51:29,834 --> 00:51:31,667 What does it mean? It means an opportunity. 1064 00:51:31,751 --> 00:51:33,500 -INTERVIEWER: All right. -That's it. 1065 00:51:34,918 --> 00:51:39,083 (GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING) 1066 00:51:40,792 --> 00:51:42,292 EARL: Do I think it's church? 1067 00:51:44,834 --> 00:51:49,792 I think it's a celebration of what church can bring. 1068 00:51:51,584 --> 00:51:54,626 Minus the reason why people actually go to church. 1069 00:51:54,709 --> 00:51:56,000 Which is the Word. 1070 00:51:58,167 --> 00:51:59,542 It's serving a purpose. 1071 00:52:01,125 --> 00:52:04,083 God will use the devil for his purpose. 1072 00:52:05,209 --> 00:52:08,375 (PEOPLE CHEERING, APPLAUDING) 1073 00:52:08,459 --> 00:52:11,417 EARL: In the name of Jesus, let us pray. 1074 00:52:11,500 --> 00:52:14,292 (CHOIR HARMONZIING) 1075 00:52:14,375 --> 00:52:16,876 Father, please walk with us through the bad times 1076 00:52:16,959 --> 00:52:18,209 as well as the good. 1077 00:52:19,083 --> 00:52:21,375 May we be heard and understood. 1078 00:52:21,459 --> 00:52:23,125 From the suburbs to the hood. 1079 00:52:24,209 --> 00:52:26,459 And may you judge us by our hearts 1080 00:52:26,542 --> 00:52:28,459 and not by our mistakes. 1081 00:52:28,542 --> 00:52:30,959 See that we get our breakthrough, 1082 00:52:31,042 --> 00:52:32,500 however long that it takes. 1083 00:52:33,584 --> 00:52:36,125 May you fill that part of our souls, 1084 00:52:36,209 --> 00:52:38,751 and lay our sins to rest. 1085 00:52:38,834 --> 00:52:41,626 For there's no way we can live with Jesus 1086 00:52:41,709 --> 00:52:43,250 when we're living in the flesh. 1087 00:52:44,375 --> 00:52:47,667 So I pray that you allow our spirits to be born, 1088 00:52:47,751 --> 00:52:51,542 grow strong, move on, to know right from wrong. 1089 00:52:51,626 --> 00:52:54,334 First John, chapter two, verse fifteen. 1090 00:52:54,417 --> 00:52:57,959 You do not love the world and anything in the world. 1091 00:52:58,042 --> 00:53:01,459 Lord, you take care of fools and babies. 1092 00:53:01,542 --> 00:53:03,709 You teach women to honor their men 1093 00:53:03,792 --> 00:53:05,709 and men to respect their ladies. 1094 00:53:06,375 --> 00:53:07,959 So, thank you! 1095 00:53:08,042 --> 00:53:10,918 For preventing us from going astray. 1096 00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:14,167 Doing wrong for so long that we forgot the way. 1097 00:53:14,250 --> 00:53:19,375 (CROWD CHEERING, APPLAUDING) 1098 00:53:19,459 --> 00:53:21,667 -This man is a Christian. -EARL: That's right. 1099 00:53:21,751 --> 00:53:24,125 I knew it. I knew it. I could feel it in my spirit. 1100 00:53:24,209 --> 00:53:25,375 WOMAN: Way to represent. 1101 00:53:25,459 --> 00:53:28,250 And I get one this way. Yeah, that way I get more of it. 1102 00:53:30,500 --> 00:53:32,375 WOMAN: Are you here for the festival? Are you playing? 1103 00:53:32,459 --> 00:53:34,459 EARL: Yes, I'm actually on tour, 1104 00:53:34,542 --> 00:53:37,459 but I did do a couple appearances at the festival. 1105 00:53:37,542 --> 00:53:39,292 Coachella, in between dates. 1106 00:53:39,375 --> 00:53:42,584 You did, wow. I've never heard you perform actually. 1107 00:53:42,667 --> 00:53:43,918 Well, I was here last night. 1108 00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:45,918 Well, actually I was in Anaheim last night 1109 00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:47,167 and came back here 1110 00:53:47,250 --> 00:53:48,876 to do the Sunday Service with Kanye. 1111 00:53:48,959 --> 00:53:52,667 Oh, you did the Sunday service with Kanye. Wow, awesome. 1112 00:53:52,751 --> 00:53:54,959 -Nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you. God bless. 1113 00:53:56,500 --> 00:53:58,709 I don't know where we are to be honest with you. 1114 00:53:58,792 --> 00:54:01,417 Okay, all right, let's... 1115 00:54:02,500 --> 00:54:05,584 -turn up. (LAUGHS) -(LAUGHS) 1116 00:54:06,042 --> 00:54:07,292 Let's get lit! 1117 00:54:17,083 --> 00:54:19,334 XVRIYAH SIMMONS: How you doin'? 1118 00:54:22,459 --> 00:54:23,959 (RAIN PATTERING) 1119 00:54:24,042 --> 00:54:25,167 (THUNDER RUMBLES) 1120 00:54:25,250 --> 00:54:27,083 PAT: Is there supposed to be really bad weather? 1121 00:54:27,167 --> 00:54:29,918 -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) -Yeah, I told them... 1122 00:54:32,584 --> 00:54:33,751 Hello? 1123 00:54:35,292 --> 00:54:36,375 Yeah, I can hear you. 1124 00:54:36,459 --> 00:54:40,334 So, 5:10 is no longer the set time, correct? 1125 00:54:40,417 --> 00:54:42,125 Okay, I just don't wanna bring him over there 1126 00:54:42,209 --> 00:54:43,250 and have him sitting there. 1127 00:54:43,334 --> 00:54:46,500 So, I'm just gonna stop and kinda turn back. 1128 00:54:48,209 --> 00:54:51,792 But wait, wait, you know, I'm on call. I'm here. 1129 00:54:51,876 --> 00:54:54,042 They said they'll keep me posted on stage times, 1130 00:54:54,125 --> 00:54:56,167 -but we ain't gonna wait around all day. -What? 1131 00:54:56,250 --> 00:54:57,709 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 1132 00:54:59,834 --> 00:55:01,626 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1133 00:55:02,209 --> 00:55:04,083 PAT: 1134 00:55:04,167 --> 00:55:05,626 MAN 1: 1135 00:55:05,709 --> 00:55:06,834 -MAN 2: -MAN 1: 1136 00:55:06,918 --> 00:55:08,375 MAN 2: That's where the truck is at. 1137 00:55:22,542 --> 00:55:25,751 (MOVIE AUDIO PLAYING IN BACKGROUND) 1138 00:55:33,167 --> 00:55:38,918 ANNOUNCER: Ready? Get your hands up for DMX! 1139 00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:41,375 (CROWD CHEERING) 1140 00:55:42,792 --> 00:55:45,417 ("PUSH YOUR HANDS UP" BY DMX PLAYING) 1141 00:55:45,500 --> 00:55:47,792 Get your hands up! Get your, get your hands up! 1142 00:55:47,876 --> 00:55:50,209 Get your hands up! Get your, get your hands up! 1143 00:55:50,292 --> 00:55:51,542 Get your hands up! 1144 00:55:52,709 --> 00:55:54,667 Y'all gon' make me Lose my mind 1145 00:55:54,751 --> 00:55:56,834 Up in here, up in here 1146 00:55:56,918 --> 00:55:59,209 Y'all gon' make me Go all night 1147 00:55:59,292 --> 00:56:01,542 - Up in here -AUDIENCE: Up in here 1148 00:56:01,626 --> 00:56:03,876 Y'all gon' make me Act a fool 1149 00:56:03,959 --> 00:56:06,209 - Up in here -AUDIENCE: Up in here 1150 00:56:06,292 --> 00:56:09,918 Y'all gon' make me Lose my cool... 1151 00:56:10,000 --> 00:56:12,125 (INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC PLAYING) 1152 00:56:13,292 --> 00:56:15,375 (EARL GROWLS) 1153 00:56:15,459 --> 00:56:18,667 -(CROWD CHEERING) -EARL: Let's get it to 'em. 1154 00:56:22,459 --> 00:56:24,709 Nice to see you, my man, good to see you. 1155 00:56:39,417 --> 00:56:40,918 WAITER: Good to see you. How you been? 1156 00:56:42,334 --> 00:56:43,584 EARL: There's gonna be about ten of us. 1157 00:56:43,667 --> 00:56:45,959 WAITER: Ten? Do you want to sit indoors or outdoors? 1158 00:56:47,876 --> 00:56:49,751 -Outdoors is cool. -WAITER: Outdoors? 1159 00:56:49,834 --> 00:56:51,375 -Okay, let me set that up for you. -All right. 1160 00:56:54,792 --> 00:56:56,167 Let's bless the table. 1161 00:56:56,250 --> 00:56:58,125 Thank you, Lord, for the food we're about to receive 1162 00:56:58,209 --> 00:57:00,876 to nourish our bodies. Bless it, and in Jesus' name we pray. 1163 00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:02,209 -Amen. -ALL: Amen. 1164 00:57:02,292 --> 00:57:04,000 Happy Mother's day to all the mothers. 1165 00:57:04,083 --> 00:57:05,209 ALL: Thank you. 1166 00:57:07,083 --> 00:57:10,000 What's up, guys? I hope you enjoy this new movie. 1167 00:57:10,083 --> 00:57:12,584 It's about my dad. And I'm gonna be half in it. 1168 00:57:12,667 --> 00:57:13,959 Have a good day. Yeah! 1169 00:57:15,083 --> 00:57:19,542 (INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC PLAYING) 1170 00:57:43,834 --> 00:57:44,959 MAN: Go look in the white car. 1171 00:57:47,334 --> 00:57:51,292 (MUSIC PLAYING OVER CAR RADIO) 1172 00:57:58,292 --> 00:58:00,000 Whoo! Yeah, boy! 1173 00:58:02,709 --> 00:58:07,167 (ENGINES REVS) 1174 00:58:09,417 --> 00:58:10,834 DIRECTOR: (OVER RADIO) Roll camera. 1175 00:58:10,918 --> 00:58:14,459 SWIZZ BEATZ: Yeah, so the beer and collages go into this video. 1176 00:58:14,542 --> 00:58:19,626 So imagine as a trailer for the video. 1177 00:58:19,709 --> 00:58:21,375 So, that was the concept for this. 1178 00:58:23,125 --> 00:58:24,667 -MAN: I'm good, man. -SWIZZ: It's me! 1179 00:58:24,751 --> 00:58:26,083 (MAN LAUGHS) 1180 00:58:26,167 --> 00:58:30,042 (ALL CLAMOR) 1181 00:58:35,500 --> 00:58:38,209 Hold on, wait. Hold on, hold on, hold on. 1182 00:58:38,292 --> 00:58:40,250 -Hold on, hold on. -Fire content. 1183 00:58:40,334 --> 00:58:41,918 -How you doin'? -WOMAN: I'm good. 1184 00:58:42,000 --> 00:58:43,083 I ain't seen you in what? 1185 00:58:43,167 --> 00:58:45,083 The last time I see you, you was on top of me. 1186 00:58:45,167 --> 00:58:46,709 -You know what? -(CROWD HOOTS) 1187 00:58:50,709 --> 00:58:53,667 MAN: That was disrespectful. That was disrespectful. 1188 00:58:53,751 --> 00:58:54,959 -You hear that? -EARL: Yes. 1189 00:58:55,042 --> 00:58:57,542 He said the last time he seen her she was on top of him. 1190 00:58:57,626 --> 00:58:59,918 -Yeah! -So I gotta explain this. 1191 00:59:00,000 --> 00:59:01,167 Hold on, hold on. 1192 00:59:01,250 --> 00:59:05,375 -Cut! Part two. Part two. -No, no, no, no. 1193 00:59:05,459 --> 00:59:07,792 Hold on, hold on, hold on. She was on top of him 1194 00:59:07,876 --> 00:59:09,542 because I wanted to play a prank 1195 00:59:09,626 --> 00:59:11,459 and make the pilot drop the plane. 1196 00:59:11,542 --> 00:59:13,167 -We were in a private jet. -WOMAN: In my sleep. 1197 00:59:13,250 --> 00:59:16,167 -I made the pilot drop it. -This nigga tells the pilot, "Drop the plane." 1198 00:59:16,250 --> 00:59:19,584 And I'm on the couch. I'm on the couch in the plane. 1199 00:59:19,667 --> 00:59:22,751 -He flips in the... -I hit the ceiling. 1200 00:59:23,375 --> 00:59:24,459 Came down... 1201 00:59:24,542 --> 00:59:26,292 WOMAN: And threw me out my chair. And I landed... 1202 00:59:26,375 --> 00:59:28,292 EARL: And I woke up in heaven, baby. 1203 00:59:28,375 --> 00:59:31,834 -I woke up in heaven, baby. -(LAUGHTER) 1204 00:59:31,918 --> 00:59:34,292 -(LAUGHS) -(LAUGHS) 1205 00:59:34,375 --> 00:59:36,083 - ("ROCK WITH YOU" BY MICHAEL JACKSON PLAYING) -(EARL SINGING ALONG) 1206 00:59:36,167 --> 00:59:37,584 You gotta feel that beat 1207 00:59:37,667 --> 00:59:39,876 And we can ride the boogie 1208 00:59:39,959 --> 00:59:42,250 Share that beat of love 1209 00:59:42,334 --> 00:59:45,459 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1210 00:59:46,918 --> 00:59:48,167 You're doing it for him? 1211 00:59:48,250 --> 00:59:49,751 I'm not gonna say I'm a psychic. 1212 00:59:49,834 --> 00:59:51,584 MAN: Nah, you called it off. 1213 00:59:51,667 --> 00:59:53,250 I'm not gonna say I'm a psychic. I just... 1214 00:59:54,125 --> 00:59:56,667 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1215 00:59:59,375 --> 01:00:01,834 MAN: Gonna get that spice. 1216 01:00:01,918 --> 01:00:05,250 ...on a bike, driving by with the police chasing you, motherfucker. 1217 01:00:05,334 --> 01:00:07,209 -On 126 Street. -EARL: And I got away. 1218 01:00:07,292 --> 01:00:11,459 And he got away on the sidewalk. On the side-motherfucking-walk. 1219 01:00:11,542 --> 01:00:13,167 You knew my daddy very well. 1220 01:00:15,042 --> 01:00:18,876 -Started him too late. -I believed in music. 1221 01:00:18,959 --> 01:00:21,459 I believed that niggas could make it. 1222 01:00:21,542 --> 01:00:24,125 When I saw you, I said, "niggas can make it." 1223 01:00:24,209 --> 01:00:26,959 Like I never knew Biggie and Tupac. 1224 01:00:27,042 --> 01:00:28,542 I never knew no Kool Herc 1225 01:00:28,626 --> 01:00:31,584 and all these other brothers that created and paved the way. 1226 01:00:31,667 --> 01:00:36,626 But when I saw you, I said, "Nah, a nigga can make it." 1227 01:00:39,334 --> 01:00:42,584 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1228 01:00:42,667 --> 01:00:44,709 EARL: You had the hardest verse. You're untouchable. 1229 01:00:44,792 --> 01:00:46,751 RAPPER: You did that. Y'all did that. 1230 01:00:46,834 --> 01:00:48,417 No, no. You did that. 1231 01:00:48,500 --> 01:00:51,125 -I did that, but y'all inspired me to do that. -EARL: You-- 1232 01:00:51,209 --> 01:00:52,542 We didn't inspire you to do shit, 1233 01:00:52,626 --> 01:00:56,083 we just gave you the opportunity. You did it. 1234 01:00:56,167 --> 01:00:59,834 We're going R-U double-F R-Y-D-E 1235 01:00:59,918 --> 01:01:01,292 You can't fuck with my army 1236 01:01:01,375 --> 01:01:04,000 Niggas is untouchable Eatin' niggas like Lunchables 1237 01:01:04,083 --> 01:01:05,125 Forty-five be crushin' you 1238 01:01:05,209 --> 01:01:06,626 When the bullets Be touchin' you 1239 01:01:06,709 --> 01:01:07,834 Pallbearers'll carry you 1240 01:01:07,918 --> 01:01:10,375 To the cemetery Where your momma gon' bury you 1241 01:01:10,459 --> 01:01:12,167 Black suit be Fittin' you nigga 1242 01:01:12,250 --> 01:01:13,667 I got hood disease 1243 01:01:13,751 --> 01:01:15,584 'Cause I'm street Like powder milk 1244 01:01:15,667 --> 01:01:16,918 And government cheese 1245 01:01:17,000 --> 01:01:19,417 You a runnin' man, nigga I'ma shoot up your knees 1246 01:01:19,500 --> 01:01:22,584 It's me against the world Man against machine 1247 01:01:22,667 --> 01:01:25,125 STTS, stick to my routine 1248 01:01:26,167 --> 01:01:29,918 (ALL CHEERING) 1249 01:01:31,375 --> 01:01:33,209 -Untouchable. -MAN: Come on, baby! 1250 01:01:39,250 --> 01:01:41,709 -Hey, where all the people at? -Here we go. 1251 01:01:41,792 --> 01:01:43,500 -DIRECTOR: Roll camera. -MAN: How's that level? 1252 01:01:43,584 --> 01:01:45,000 -EARL: Yeah. -DIRECTOR: Come on, roll camera. 1253 01:01:45,083 --> 01:01:46,792 -Cameras please. -DIRECTOR: Music loud. 1254 01:01:46,876 --> 01:01:49,042 Here we go. Let's play that song. Play that. 1255 01:01:49,125 --> 01:01:51,375 I'm the fucking plague I'm global warming 1256 01:01:51,459 --> 01:01:54,209 I'm the Ebola virus My niggas is pirates 1257 01:01:54,292 --> 01:01:55,709 Prepare for violence Silence 1258 01:01:55,792 --> 01:01:58,417 -(GLASS SHATTERING) -RADIO ANNOUNCER: On Hot 97. 1259 01:01:58,500 --> 01:02:00,375 Speaking of music and producing people, 1260 01:02:00,459 --> 01:02:01,751 I'm hearing... 1261 01:02:01,834 --> 01:02:05,083 that DMX has a lot of momentum right now. 1262 01:02:05,167 --> 01:02:08,000 We just shot the video for "Just In Case." 1263 01:02:08,083 --> 01:02:10,375 -Me, him, Ross. -Mm-hmm. 1264 01:02:10,459 --> 01:02:13,751 -He looked very good in that. -So, how close are we to like 1265 01:02:13,834 --> 01:02:16,584 -this thing really happening? -So, my thing is like, 1266 01:02:16,667 --> 01:02:18,751 he's in that zone, so let's go. 1267 01:02:18,834 --> 01:02:21,083 Right? And when X is in the zone, like, 1268 01:02:21,167 --> 01:02:24,751 greatness happens. And, like, a lot of those times, 1269 01:02:24,834 --> 01:02:26,709 he was battling with other things, 1270 01:02:26,792 --> 01:02:28,167 you know? So this is the most clearest 1271 01:02:28,250 --> 01:02:30,876 that I've seen him in a long time. 1272 01:02:30,959 --> 01:02:32,834 He's focused, he's showing up... 1273 01:02:34,083 --> 01:02:35,834 (PHONE RINGING) 1274 01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:41,000 (PHONE BEEPS) 1275 01:02:41,083 --> 01:02:43,876 -(RINGING CONTINUES) - (MUSIC PLAYS OVER SPEAKERS) 1276 01:02:43,959 --> 01:02:47,125 -(JENN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER PHONE) -CLARK SLATER: Hello? Hello? 1277 01:02:48,083 --> 01:02:49,417 -Hey. -CLARK: Hey, Jenn. 1278 01:02:49,500 --> 01:02:51,167 -JENN: Hey, what's good? -CLARK: I was just calling 1279 01:02:51,250 --> 01:02:54,000 to see if you've heard from X. Um... 1280 01:02:54,083 --> 01:02:55,792 You know, today is the big interview day 1281 01:02:55,876 --> 01:02:57,417 for the documentary. 1282 01:02:57,500 --> 01:03:00,250 JENN: And you haven't spoke to him? Has Pat caught you up? 1283 01:03:00,334 --> 01:03:02,042 CLARK: I have not been able to reach him. 1284 01:03:02,125 --> 01:03:04,083 Nobody seems to be able to give me, 1285 01:03:04,167 --> 01:03:06,834 like, any kind of communication. 1286 01:03:06,918 --> 01:03:08,792 JENN: I don't know what's goin' on. 1287 01:03:08,876 --> 01:03:10,292 CLARK: All right, well, we're gonna wait 1288 01:03:10,375 --> 01:03:13,083 as long as we can, 'cause we got everybody here, 1289 01:03:13,167 --> 01:03:17,083 and it's like a really, really expensive day for us. 1290 01:03:18,125 --> 01:03:20,292 We have to make it happen today. 1291 01:03:20,375 --> 01:03:21,792 JENN: If you don't hear from him, 1292 01:03:21,876 --> 01:03:24,042 I'd say about like 6:00... 1293 01:03:24,125 --> 01:03:26,834 um, we might have to figure somethin' else out. 1294 01:03:26,918 --> 01:03:29,542 (OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYING) 1295 01:03:29,626 --> 01:03:32,792 AUTOMATED VOICE: You have reached the voicemail box of-- 1296 01:03:32,876 --> 01:03:34,083 (PHONE HANGS UP) 1297 01:03:34,167 --> 01:03:36,626 CHRISTOPHER FRIERSON: We got a text from Pat, finally. 1298 01:03:38,083 --> 01:03:41,167 Apparently, like he couldn't get a hold of X either. 1299 01:03:41,250 --> 01:03:44,459 X had a meeting, and no one's heard from him since. 1300 01:03:44,542 --> 01:03:48,334 Spank, Desiree, Meech, everybody else 1301 01:03:48,417 --> 01:03:51,375 -cannot get a hold of him, so... -(PHONE RINGING) 1302 01:03:53,334 --> 01:03:54,500 PAT: Yo. Chris... 1303 01:03:54,584 --> 01:03:56,042 -CHRIS: You hear me? -PAT: Yeah, I got you. 1304 01:03:56,125 --> 01:04:00,250 What I was saying is, like-- I mean, it started with-- 1305 01:04:00,334 --> 01:04:03,751 I just kept getting excuses about stuff. 1306 01:04:03,834 --> 01:04:06,250 And I hadn't heard from him a couple days, 1307 01:04:06,334 --> 01:04:08,792 and I knew the longer we stayed in New York, 1308 01:04:08,876 --> 01:04:11,334 the longer it was gonna... 1309 01:04:11,417 --> 01:04:13,667 The more risk we were at. 1310 01:04:13,751 --> 01:04:15,584 -JENN: Hello? -CLARK: Hey, Jenn. 1311 01:04:15,667 --> 01:04:16,709 JENN: Hey. 1312 01:04:16,792 --> 01:04:19,083 CLARK: Do they think X is gonna do 1313 01:04:19,167 --> 01:04:20,584 his performance later? 1314 01:04:22,250 --> 01:04:24,167 JENN: Um, can I call you back about that? 1315 01:04:24,250 --> 01:04:27,334 - (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) -(PHONE RINGING) 1316 01:04:27,834 --> 01:04:29,125 DESIREE: 1317 01:04:29,209 --> 01:04:32,876 -CLARK: How you doing? -DESIREE: 1318 01:04:32,959 --> 01:04:34,542 MAN: I know I hadn't talked to you in a while. 1319 01:04:34,626 --> 01:04:35,709 I just wanted to, like, 1320 01:04:35,792 --> 01:04:38,334 see how you were doing, and how X is doing. 1321 01:04:38,834 --> 01:04:41,459 DESIREE: 1322 01:04:50,042 --> 01:04:51,876 -CLARK: Yes. -DESIREE: So why you even here? 1323 01:04:58,167 --> 01:04:59,626 CLARK: And how did he respond to that? 1324 01:05:00,083 --> 01:05:01,167 DESIREE: 1325 01:05:01,250 --> 01:05:02,667 (PHONE RINGING) 1326 01:05:02,751 --> 01:05:05,959 -CLARK: Yeah. -PAT: Yo, tonight was a disaster, bro, like... 1327 01:05:06,042 --> 01:05:08,083 I don't know if you've dealt with anybody 1328 01:05:08,167 --> 01:05:09,417 that does that drug, bro. 1329 01:05:09,500 --> 01:05:12,459 But it's nasty. Like, it's dangerous. 1330 01:05:12,542 --> 01:05:17,626 He was up for, like, four days. Cooped up in his house. Just... 1331 01:05:17,709 --> 01:05:19,792 He's not a criminal, he's an addict. 1332 01:05:19,876 --> 01:05:21,292 You know, he needs help. 1333 01:05:22,542 --> 01:05:24,584 (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) 1334 01:05:27,542 --> 01:05:29,500 UNCLE BUCKEYE: Okay, this is raveen. 1335 01:05:29,584 --> 01:05:32,834 This is where he sneaked down and he would buy his crack, 1336 01:05:32,918 --> 01:05:35,751 so I used to come on, get up, you know, come outta the store, 1337 01:05:35,834 --> 01:05:38,000 come on down and say, "Yo man, what the fuck, man? 1338 01:05:38,083 --> 01:05:39,500 You don't know who's watching this, 1339 01:05:39,584 --> 01:05:42,000 and you're just, you know, getting your shit right. 1340 01:05:42,083 --> 01:05:43,125 Come on, get outta here." 1341 01:05:43,209 --> 01:05:45,667 And I'd pull him out the hallway, he'd sober up. 1342 01:05:45,751 --> 01:05:47,375 Then he would vanish. 1343 01:05:47,459 --> 01:05:49,375 Then you don't see him, then you don't see Earl 1344 01:05:49,459 --> 01:05:52,834 in about three or four weeks. You know, he would just vanish. 1345 01:05:54,334 --> 01:05:56,834 He's been the same dude his whole life. 1346 01:05:56,918 --> 01:05:59,918 And that's why it's hard for him to change 1347 01:06:00,000 --> 01:06:02,042 because he is the same dude. 1348 01:06:02,125 --> 01:06:04,000 He ain't ever shy away from the truth. 1349 01:06:04,083 --> 01:06:06,542 He always speak the truth. 1350 01:06:06,626 --> 01:06:08,250 He always let it be known, you know what I mean? 1351 01:06:08,334 --> 01:06:09,375 He's fighting demons. 1352 01:06:09,459 --> 01:06:11,584 -He's human. -He's like us. 1353 01:06:11,667 --> 01:06:13,584 -Ain't no downhill. -Ain't no downhill, man. 1354 01:06:13,667 --> 01:06:15,000 'Cause you bounce back. 1355 01:06:15,083 --> 01:06:16,792 -Yeah, you bounce back. -MAN: And he always do bounce back. 1356 01:06:16,876 --> 01:06:18,709 When you from the 'hood, you bounce back. 1357 01:06:18,792 --> 01:06:20,959 -We never doing bad. -He got love in the hood. 1358 01:06:21,042 --> 01:06:22,584 (SIREN WAILING) 1359 01:06:22,667 --> 01:06:24,250 MAN: We're praying hard that he will 1360 01:06:24,334 --> 01:06:26,209 bounce back, get back in the studio, 1361 01:06:26,292 --> 01:06:29,167 get back to Hollywood. Doing himself... 1362 01:06:30,417 --> 01:06:33,667 doing movies, and making music. 1363 01:06:33,751 --> 01:06:35,584 Like I said a lot of people 1364 01:06:35,667 --> 01:06:39,834 is praying for him and pulling for him in Yonkers. 1365 01:06:39,918 --> 01:06:41,459 You know, young and old. 1366 01:06:42,417 --> 01:06:43,834 But this is where he came from. 1367 01:06:43,918 --> 01:06:48,083 (MILD-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYING) 1368 01:06:50,167 --> 01:06:51,584 PAT: He lost a lot of weight. 1369 01:06:51,667 --> 01:06:53,459 -MAN 2: Really? -PAT: A lot, yeah. 1370 01:06:55,918 --> 01:06:57,292 He's not the worst I've ever seen him, 1371 01:06:57,375 --> 01:06:59,083 but he's pretty bad. 1372 01:07:01,375 --> 01:07:02,709 Like if you'd seen him... 1373 01:07:04,834 --> 01:07:05,959 you'd be like, "Holy shit." 1374 01:07:07,500 --> 01:07:14,042 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1375 01:07:18,292 --> 01:07:20,209 (MAN LAUGHING) 1376 01:07:20,292 --> 01:07:21,834 Come on, man, I almost didn't recognize him. 1377 01:07:21,918 --> 01:07:23,209 JENNA BOURDREU: I told him the first day he was here, 1378 01:07:23,292 --> 01:07:25,209 I said, "Listen we're not geared to treating celebrities. 1379 01:07:25,292 --> 01:07:27,459 We've never had a celebrity come through here." 1380 01:07:27,542 --> 01:07:28,542 -MAN: Yeah. -And I was like, 1381 01:07:28,626 --> 01:07:29,918 "But we'll meet you where you're at 1382 01:07:30,000 --> 01:07:31,500 but you're gonna have to meet us halfway." 1383 01:07:32,209 --> 01:07:33,459 And he has. 1384 01:07:33,542 --> 01:07:37,083 -Where you going? -My grandchildren had an order. 1385 01:07:37,167 --> 01:07:39,626 Okay. So, you actually dress up for court. 1386 01:07:39,709 --> 01:07:41,667 -Yeah. -Yeah, right. Who does that? 1387 01:07:41,751 --> 01:07:43,125 -Who does that? -Right. 1388 01:07:43,209 --> 01:07:45,209 JENNA: When he first came here, it was like, 1389 01:07:45,292 --> 01:07:47,375 "Oh, no, no. I don't want to go to group," 1390 01:07:47,459 --> 01:07:49,542 you know what I mean? And then slowly it was like, 1391 01:07:49,626 --> 01:07:51,000 "All right, I'll try this group." 1392 01:07:51,083 --> 01:07:53,167 -"All right, I'll come here at this time." -MAN: Right. 1393 01:07:53,250 --> 01:07:56,417 And even, like, coming here, on his own every day. 1394 01:07:56,500 --> 01:07:57,959 We're not driving him, we're not pickin' him up. 1395 01:07:58,042 --> 01:07:59,751 -MAN: Right. -JENNA: He's coming here on his own. 1396 01:08:02,500 --> 01:08:03,667 EARL: "I've been stabbed in the back 1397 01:08:03,751 --> 01:08:05,000 by those I needed the most. 1398 01:08:05,083 --> 01:08:07,000 I've been lied to by those I loved. 1399 01:08:07,083 --> 01:08:09,375 And I felt alone when I couldn't afford to be. 1400 01:08:09,459 --> 01:08:12,751 But at the end of the day, I had to learn to be on my own, 1401 01:08:12,834 --> 01:08:14,083 to be my own best friend. 1402 01:08:14,167 --> 01:08:16,334 There are going to be days when no one 1403 01:08:16,417 --> 01:08:18,876 is going to be there for me, but myself." 1404 01:08:18,959 --> 01:08:20,500 MAN 1: You get a text like that every day? 1405 01:08:20,584 --> 01:08:21,792 Every day. 1406 01:08:24,334 --> 01:08:25,375 Every day. 1407 01:08:25,459 --> 01:08:27,167 -MAN 2: You have no idea who it is? -EARL: Nope. 1408 01:08:27,250 --> 01:08:29,125 MAN 2: Have you ever responded, like, "Who's this?" 1409 01:08:29,209 --> 01:08:30,876 -Nope. -MAN 2: Just let 'em come in? 1410 01:08:30,959 --> 01:08:34,125 Yeah, you know. Ain't no sense in fucking it up. 1411 01:08:35,792 --> 01:08:37,000 "Who's this? Oh, you've been getting them. 1412 01:08:37,083 --> 01:08:39,959 -I didn't know. Shit." -(MEN LAUGHING) 1413 01:08:40,042 --> 01:08:41,542 (PHONE RINGING) 1414 01:08:41,626 --> 01:08:42,959 What's goin' on, my brother? 1415 01:08:44,834 --> 01:08:47,542 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm back on track. Know what I'm saying? 1416 01:08:48,334 --> 01:08:49,834 Everything happens for a reason. 1417 01:08:51,083 --> 01:08:53,500 All right, stay in touch. 1418 01:08:55,167 --> 01:08:56,500 All right, my nigga. 1419 01:08:56,584 --> 01:08:59,709 Where is Exodus? Where is Exodus? 1420 01:08:59,792 --> 01:09:05,000 - Here I am, here I am - How are you today, sir 1421 01:09:06,417 --> 01:09:09,459 Run away, run away 1422 01:09:11,000 --> 01:09:17,167 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1423 01:09:19,584 --> 01:09:21,334 MAN: Good to see around here. 1424 01:09:21,417 --> 01:09:24,000 -EARL: Thank you, brother. -MAN: Hey, God bless you. 1425 01:09:24,083 --> 01:09:25,918 -Take care. -Yeah. 1426 01:09:26,000 --> 01:09:28,000 -Gonna drop anything new on us? -Yes, sir. 1427 01:09:29,751 --> 01:09:30,834 WOMAN: Is it on the picture? 1428 01:09:34,459 --> 01:09:39,125 (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) 1429 01:09:52,000 --> 01:09:53,375 MAN: I mean when you heard that he relapsed... 1430 01:09:53,459 --> 01:09:55,417 -XAVIER: Yeah. -MAN: ...what was your... 1431 01:09:55,500 --> 01:09:57,042 (EXHALING DEEPLY) 1432 01:09:57,125 --> 01:09:58,959 It's like asking how's your day. 1433 01:10:03,918 --> 01:10:06,751 That's how common it becomes. (SNIFFLES) 1434 01:10:11,417 --> 01:10:16,000 I look back on how my dad would behave. 1435 01:10:17,167 --> 01:10:19,375 I started to see... 1436 01:10:19,459 --> 01:10:22,375 that it wasn't so much the drug that would 1437 01:10:22,459 --> 01:10:23,667 make him angry... 1438 01:10:24,792 --> 01:10:26,792 but the pain that he was enduring. 1439 01:10:32,083 --> 01:10:33,834 So, my mom, she asked us, 1440 01:10:33,918 --> 01:10:37,542 "Hey, listen. I'm going to see your dad. 1441 01:10:39,209 --> 01:10:40,375 Do you wanna come?" 1442 01:10:42,667 --> 01:10:45,000 (SIGHS) I said, "Okay, okay." 1443 01:10:45,083 --> 01:10:49,459 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1444 01:10:53,125 --> 01:10:54,751 EARL: Let me guess. Lemon water, huh? 1445 01:10:54,834 --> 01:10:57,792 -You already know. -EARL: (INDISTINCT) 1446 01:10:57,876 --> 01:11:00,042 Get the fuck out with this lemon water shit. 1447 01:11:00,125 --> 01:11:01,834 We're supposed to evolve, Earl. 1448 01:11:01,918 --> 01:11:03,125 (ALL LAUGHING) 1449 01:11:03,209 --> 01:11:06,167 EARL: I'd drink the lemon water if there was sugar in it. 1450 01:11:06,250 --> 01:11:08,918 It's new sugar lemon. (LAUGHS) 1451 01:11:09,000 --> 01:11:11,334 Look at that other one too. (LAUGHS) 1452 01:11:11,918 --> 01:11:13,292 Cheers. 1453 01:11:13,375 --> 01:11:16,209 TASHERA SIMMONS: Well, he got an excuse, but you know me, Yonkers. 1454 01:11:16,292 --> 01:11:20,042 -EARL: Right, right. -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1455 01:11:21,042 --> 01:11:22,876 TASHERA: He getting so damn big. 1456 01:11:22,959 --> 01:11:25,459 -EARL: Yeah. -TASHERA: I'm like, dang. 1457 01:11:25,542 --> 01:11:27,751 EARL: Know how late we're gonna be. Like, you don't wanna be. 1458 01:11:27,834 --> 01:11:30,209 Wonder where he get that from? Is that me? 1459 01:11:30,292 --> 01:11:32,667 (LAUGHS) I'm just kidding. 1460 01:11:32,751 --> 01:11:35,083 That's a lot to it. You know what I mean? You know. 1461 01:11:35,167 --> 01:11:38,042 -Ripping layers and layers. -EARL: Yeah. 1462 01:11:38,125 --> 01:11:41,918 And some shit like I didn't wanna revisit at all. 1463 01:11:42,000 --> 01:11:45,667 It's like you don't know how it's gonna leave you, like damn. 1464 01:11:45,751 --> 01:11:47,959 (EXCLAIMING, LAUGHING) 1465 01:11:48,042 --> 01:11:50,375 I'm saying, the drugs were a symptom 1466 01:11:50,459 --> 01:11:52,542 of another problem. 1467 01:11:52,626 --> 01:11:55,083 Of a deeper, rooted, you know what I mean? 1468 01:11:55,167 --> 01:11:57,167 So, you feel like you making some progress with that? 1469 01:11:57,250 --> 01:11:59,584 One on one. You digging deep? 1470 01:11:59,667 --> 01:12:01,042 EARL: Like the past couple of months 1471 01:12:01,125 --> 01:12:03,167 before I even relapsed, 1472 01:12:03,250 --> 01:12:05,918 I was like, "Yo, I need to talk to somebody." 1473 01:12:06,000 --> 01:12:08,292 It's just the constant associating, 1474 01:12:08,375 --> 01:12:11,292 you know, drugs and alcohol with having a good time. You know what I'm saying? 1475 01:12:11,375 --> 01:12:14,000 This is real. We're having a session, okay? 1476 01:12:14,083 --> 01:12:16,542 -(LAUGHS) -(LAUGHS) 1477 01:12:16,626 --> 01:12:21,667 (INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC PLAYING) 1478 01:12:30,375 --> 01:12:31,626 That was crazy. 1479 01:12:31,709 --> 01:12:33,417 We're gonna try the other ones too. 1480 01:12:40,709 --> 01:12:43,000 -Girl, that's-- I love this. -PAIGE: That's a good picture 1481 01:12:43,083 --> 01:12:44,751 compared to our kids' one. 1482 01:12:47,792 --> 01:12:48,918 EARL: We're here, we're healthy. 1483 01:12:49,876 --> 01:12:51,209 We're smiling. 1484 01:12:51,292 --> 01:12:52,876 -You know what I mean? -Right. 1485 01:12:53,959 --> 01:12:55,375 I wanted to tap out a few times. 1486 01:12:57,375 --> 01:13:00,000 I wanted to tap out a few times. I'm like... 1487 01:13:01,209 --> 01:13:03,459 "How would my babies look at that?" 1488 01:13:11,375 --> 01:13:12,626 -You're my boy. -Yeah. 1489 01:13:12,709 --> 01:13:15,626 -(BOTH LAUGH) -XAVIER: Bring it in, man. 1490 01:13:27,000 --> 01:13:28,042 EARL: Stay warm. 1491 01:13:36,125 --> 01:13:39,751 Hats off. (LAUGHS) The tiny jacket, hats off! 1492 01:13:39,834 --> 01:13:42,000 WOMAN: I love you too, nigga. 1493 01:13:42,083 --> 01:13:46,751 -EARL: Here, this is mine. He's mine. -XAVIER: Oh, man. 1494 01:13:46,834 --> 01:13:49,876 -EARL: You're mine, you're mine. -Yes. 1495 01:13:49,959 --> 01:13:52,209 EARL: Mine. Mine. 1496 01:13:55,667 --> 01:13:56,709 Mine. 1497 01:13:59,751 --> 01:14:01,167 I'm proud of the man you've become. 1498 01:14:01,250 --> 01:14:04,042 Thank you. (SNIFFLES) Thank you. 1499 01:14:05,959 --> 01:14:07,459 Lot of exits you could've took... 1500 01:14:08,542 --> 01:14:10,042 to not be the person you are. 1501 01:14:11,375 --> 01:14:12,667 You stayed on that highway. 1502 01:14:14,500 --> 01:14:15,667 You stayed on that highway. 1503 01:14:17,584 --> 01:14:19,626 -You stayed on that highway. -XAVIER: I did. 1504 01:14:19,709 --> 01:14:21,125 -You stayed on that highway. -(SOBS) 1505 01:14:22,042 --> 01:14:23,209 (SNIFFLES) 1506 01:14:34,000 --> 01:14:36,459 EARL: It's all right. It's all right. 1507 01:14:44,709 --> 01:14:45,918 At the end of the day, 1508 01:14:46,000 --> 01:14:47,667 -we're still here. -Yes. 1509 01:14:47,751 --> 01:14:49,000 EARL: We're still here. 1510 01:14:49,083 --> 01:14:51,542 There's so much that we've lost. We're still here. 1511 01:14:51,626 --> 01:14:54,292 (WHIMSICAL MUSIC PLAYING) 1512 01:14:54,375 --> 01:14:55,918 You're my family. 1513 01:14:56,000 --> 01:14:57,918 -XAVIER: You at... -EARL: Yeah. 1514 01:15:08,209 --> 01:15:10,751 TASHERA: I gotta give Earl a hug! You gonna go over there 1515 01:15:10,834 --> 01:15:13,667 and go have a moment with your family, nigga! 1516 01:15:13,751 --> 01:15:16,042 I was like, "You mean y'all gonna go do this shit 1517 01:15:16,125 --> 01:15:17,834 when I'm on camera?" 1518 01:15:19,000 --> 01:15:20,918 As much as you pushed for this, 1519 01:15:21,000 --> 01:15:24,626 as hard as you worked to get us to that point, 1520 01:15:24,709 --> 01:15:27,375 -and you missed it. -Thank you, love. 1521 01:15:27,459 --> 01:15:28,918 I love you too, baby. 1522 01:15:30,918 --> 01:15:32,792 TASHERA: It's fun having kids, I swear. 1523 01:15:32,876 --> 01:15:35,459 -MAN: Where did you guys first meet? -In Yonkers. 1524 01:15:35,542 --> 01:15:37,500 MAN: And you guys were together for how long? 1525 01:15:39,500 --> 01:15:43,167 So, we was together from our 18 till... 1526 01:15:43,250 --> 01:15:44,709 So, what is that, 20 something years? 1527 01:15:45,667 --> 01:15:47,042 All his handwriting. 1528 01:15:47,125 --> 01:15:49,959 If you'll notice, we separated in '06, 1529 01:15:50,042 --> 01:15:51,542 and that's exactly where it stops. 1530 01:15:51,626 --> 01:15:52,876 -(EARL LAUGHING) -(LAUGHS) 1531 01:15:52,959 --> 01:15:54,292 EARL: It was kinda sad to go, man. 1532 01:15:54,375 --> 01:15:56,918 -TASHERA: Really? -I guess when I was leaving, 1533 01:15:57,000 --> 01:15:58,834 they were just telling me, like, you know, 1534 01:15:58,918 --> 01:16:00,083 how much it meant for me to be there. 1535 01:16:00,167 --> 01:16:01,375 I inspire some people. 1536 01:16:01,459 --> 01:16:03,167 That's when it hits you though, you know what I'm saying? 1537 01:16:03,250 --> 01:16:05,125 -Yeah. You're leaving. -EARL: When you walkin' out, like "Yo, I did it." 1538 01:16:05,209 --> 01:16:08,667 Let me leave, and then, like, we're gonna miss you, man. 1539 01:16:08,751 --> 01:16:10,918 You gotta know when to put it in and how much to put it in. 1540 01:16:11,000 --> 01:16:13,751 There's just something about it. There's a way you gotta do it. 1541 01:16:13,834 --> 01:16:16,083 -Damn. (LAUGHS) -(LAUGHS) 1542 01:16:16,167 --> 01:16:18,500 EARL: (LAUGHING) That is... 1543 01:16:18,584 --> 01:16:21,542 -That's a big-ass claw. -Oh, it's a huge claw. 1544 01:16:21,626 --> 01:16:24,584 -Little hot. It's a little hot. -GIRL: Did it to me too. 1545 01:16:24,667 --> 01:16:27,167 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1546 01:16:27,250 --> 01:16:29,667 -EARL: What you talking about? -GIRL: Here. 1547 01:16:29,751 --> 01:16:31,792 EARL: He wrote the plan, it's his plan. 1548 01:16:31,876 --> 01:16:33,459 He knows what's gonna happen. 1549 01:16:33,542 --> 01:16:36,125 So, whatever little things happen in between, 1550 01:16:36,209 --> 01:16:37,876 they've been accounted for. 1551 01:16:39,125 --> 01:16:43,334 And look at what it comes down to. Family, friends. 1552 01:16:43,417 --> 01:16:45,375 ("THE WAY WE WERE" BY GLADYS KNIGHT PLAYING ON TV) 1553 01:16:45,459 --> 01:16:47,500 GLADYS KNIGHT: Hey, you know, everybody's talkin' 1554 01:16:47,584 --> 01:16:48,918 about the good old days, right? 1555 01:16:49,000 --> 01:16:51,834 Everybody. "The good old days, the good old days." 1556 01:16:52,959 --> 01:16:56,375 -Life was slow. -GLADYS: When life was slow. 1557 01:16:56,459 --> 01:17:00,250 -Oh, so mellow. -GLADYS: And oh, so mellow. 1558 01:17:00,334 --> 01:17:03,751 (MUSIC CONTINUES) 1559 01:17:03,834 --> 01:17:06,042 -Try to remember. -GLADYS: Try to remember. 1560 01:17:07,918 --> 01:17:10,751 -And if you remember... -GLADYS: And if you remember, then... 1561 01:17:10,834 --> 01:17:12,500 -...follow. -GLADYS: ...follow. 1562 01:17:14,500 --> 01:17:17,042 Oh, why does it seem that the past is always better? 1563 01:17:17,125 --> 01:17:19,667 -We look back and we think... -GLADYS: We look back and we think 1564 01:17:19,751 --> 01:17:21,417 -the winters were warmer. -Warmer. 1565 01:17:22,292 --> 01:17:23,542 GLADYS: The grass was greener. 1566 01:17:23,626 --> 01:17:25,626 -The skies were bluer. -GLADYS: The skies were bluer 1567 01:17:25,709 --> 01:17:27,834 -and smiles were... -Smiles were... 1568 01:17:28,709 --> 01:17:30,918 GLADYS: ...bright. 1569 01:17:31,000 --> 01:17:35,375 (SINGING) Can it be It was all so simple then 1570 01:17:35,459 --> 01:17:39,792 Or has time Rewritten every line 1571 01:17:39,876 --> 01:17:44,042 And if we had the chance To do it all again 1572 01:17:44,667 --> 01:17:46,542 Tell me... 1573 01:17:49,500 --> 01:17:51,209 I got it. I'll do that, I'll do that. 1574 01:17:53,459 --> 01:17:55,250 Just have a moment right now. 1575 01:17:56,918 --> 01:17:58,542 This is a beautiful song. 1576 01:18:00,417 --> 01:18:06,417 Memories 1577 01:18:06,500 --> 01:18:11,250 Like the corners of my mind 1578 01:18:11,334 --> 01:18:13,751 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1579 01:18:13,834 --> 01:18:18,292 Misty watercolor memories 1580 01:18:18,375 --> 01:18:20,167 Nothing like it. 1581 01:18:20,250 --> 01:18:25,584 - Of the way it was - Of the way it was 1582 01:18:29,876 --> 01:18:33,626 - Scattered pictures - Scattered pictures 1583 01:18:35,209 --> 01:18:41,500 Of the smiles we left behind 1584 01:18:41,584 --> 01:18:48,584 Smiles we gave To one another 1585 01:18:48,667 --> 01:18:52,667 - For the way we were - For the way we were 1586 01:18:54,959 --> 01:18:58,167 - Oh - Oh 1587 01:18:58,250 --> 01:19:02,209 Can it be that It was all so simple then? 1588 01:19:04,834 --> 01:19:09,417 Or has time Rewritten every line 1589 01:19:11,876 --> 01:19:17,125 And if we had the chance To do it all again 1590 01:19:17,209 --> 01:19:24,250 Tell me, would we? Could we? 1591 01:19:26,375 --> 01:19:33,083 Memories May be beautiful and yet 1592 01:19:35,542 --> 01:19:41,500 What's too painful To remember 1593 01:19:41,584 --> 01:19:47,542 We simply choose to forget 1594 01:19:47,626 --> 01:19:54,209 So it's the laughter 1595 01:19:54,292 --> 01:20:00,125 We will remember 1596 01:20:00,876 --> 01:20:06,834 Whenever we remember 1597 01:20:08,209 --> 01:20:15,083 The way we were 1598 01:20:18,834 --> 01:20:25,250 Remember 1599 01:20:26,209 --> 01:20:32,751 The way we were 1600 01:20:33,417 --> 01:20:37,209 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1601 01:20:46,459 --> 01:20:50,876 ("'TIL CHRIST COMES BACK" BY BILL FAY PLAYING) 1602 01:21:07,459 --> 01:21:11,792 Pain was all you knew 1603 01:21:13,459 --> 01:21:18,542 But I think You're comin' through 1604 01:21:19,626 --> 01:21:24,751 Like applause inside a zoo 1605 01:21:26,584 --> 01:21:29,042 When a lion gets out 1606 01:21:32,834 --> 01:21:35,125 When a lion gets out 1607 01:21:45,167 --> 01:21:49,834 When shadows take your hand 1608 01:21:51,667 --> 01:21:56,459 And mist is on the land 1609 01:21:58,542 --> 01:22:02,792 Hold onto your mind 1610 01:22:04,459 --> 01:22:07,000 'Til the Christ comes back 1611 01:22:10,584 --> 01:22:13,250 'Til the Christ comes back 1612 01:22:16,959 --> 01:22:19,500 'Til the Christ comes back 1613 01:22:23,250 --> 01:22:25,792 'Til the Christ comes back 1614 01:22:29,542 --> 01:22:32,083 'Til the Christ comes back 1615 01:22:35,876 --> 01:22:38,751 'Til the Christ comes back 1616 01:22:42,209 --> 01:22:45,083 'Til the Christ comes back