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Suddenly, one day, on one of those
boring trips, I felt the full presence

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of something that turned out to be
pure Greek mythology,

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which I think confirms Jung’s
theory of archetypes,

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there is a kind of memory of the ancestors.
Through genes and chromosomes,

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they send you something that
corresponds to their time and not yours.

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Thus, came out the notion of labyrinth,
the myth of Theseus and the Minotaur,

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but I saw it the other way around.
In the Minotaur I saw the poet,

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the free man, the different
man and who, therefore,

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is the man that society,
the system, immediately locks up,

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sometimes in psychiatric clinics
and other times in labyrinths,

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and Theseus, on the other hand,
is the perfect defender of order,

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the king's gangster who kills the poet,
he has the procedures of a perfect

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fascist and kills him immediately.

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Inspired by true events

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I have the same dream
since I was a boy.

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Suddenly, I’m a dog,

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and I am covered in blood.

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I don't know if I escaped
if I fought with another dog,

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but I am sure they
are wounds,

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I am very hurt.

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I can only see the street,

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I know I am going to die

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but I feel very good.

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The Buffalo Man

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Fuck!

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I got him published The Invisible Network,
which was an article about

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pederasty and child prostitution.

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I hadn’t seen him for a while,
he stopped writing, until

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recently he showed up and said
to me that he was going to

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make a come back and that
he needed money and my car,

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so I gave them to him.

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...it says you're driving like crazy!

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No, I'm going 65 mph

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Yeah, so the taste of it
depends on what you eat, right?

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Really?

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Yes, I think so.

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But what is it?

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That which you expel from
your being when you arrive

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to the ecstasy of life.

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But one as a man

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And one as a woman too.

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Yeah, sure, so you taste
like black pudding.

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Gross! Black pudding!

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That’s bullshit!

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Thirty four.

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Thanks.

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How old were you when
you lost your innocence?

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Old age.

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Really? How many?

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Sixteen.

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You think that's old?

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Well, in comparison to the references
that I had around, I was old.

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Fifteen.

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Almost the same.
Was it at your quinceañera?

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Something very crazy happened to me,
like I had something repressed

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because I did not feel anything,
literally, nothing.

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I mean, I realized I was there
because I saw everything and

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I was like: Seriously? Is that it?

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Is this the whole fuss, really?

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So I feel like it all
was a total shock.

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You destroyed his life.

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No, he’s still there insisting.

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So it didn’t happen
at your quinceañera?

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No, but he was my chambelan.

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Those fucking chambelans
are dangerous.

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I mean, if I have a daughter...
No chambelans! I'm going to

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tell her: “No chambelans, kid.
No, no chambelan, no!”

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But actually a quinceañera
is a party to tell society you're

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old enough to get some.

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I packed bags in a grocery store.

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- Really?
- Yes, and she was a cashier.

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I don’t know why
I follow this fucker.

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He doesn’t even remember me.

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I could pull out
a gun and shoot him.

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What is your name?

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My name's Jonah and I'm a thug,
that is I get jobs done for a living,

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you do understand, right?

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No,

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The truth is I earn well,

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and...

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that’s how this country
works anyway,

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if I didn’t do it someone else would.

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I already knew I was a thug, that
I was going to dedicate myself to it,

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you just know, don't you?
You know what your calling is

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and since I was a boy I was never good
at anything, I never really had a vocation;

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I was going to end up
doing this, really.

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For example, my brother,

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he is a car mechanic and he
works his ass off, really,

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and I say to him: "What for?
Why do you work so fucking much?

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You have to live, motherfucker!

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You have to live, asshole!

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You have to live the
good life!”

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Tell me about Eric.

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The thing is he already had the
bullseye on his head, right?

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He was marked since we knew,

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since we found out that he
was going to publish something new.

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What do you want?

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To talk

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To talk about what, girl?

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What do you want to know?

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A big head requires a big hat.

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I had the misfortune
of losing my wife

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and I did not resign.

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Eric and I had an open relationship
and we were also work colleagues.

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I met him at the newspaper
where he used to write,

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until one day he quit
without explanation.

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I remember one time, at my
house, he was sitting on the

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terrace railing

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drinking a beer.

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As he kept drinking, he leaned
more and more towards the street.

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The first thing that
came to my mind was:

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"This dude wants to die."

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When I grabbed his arm
to pull him down, he looked

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at me and said, real drunk:

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"I feel something under my skin
that makes me vomit."

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- It’s still clicking.

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Yeah.

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I was looking at the trailer...

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I have a cousin who drives one.

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He has some really cool stories.

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I can imagine.

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My favorite are the scary ones.

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The one of the lady in white

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They tell that one a lot,
don't they?

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Everybody tells that story,

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in which they pick up a woman...

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That is really beautiful
and suddenly she is a skeleton.

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Someone should make a movie like
that, a trailer driver comedy.

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About trailer drivers who give a ride
to pretty women that turn into skeletons.

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I pay my respects to them,
I really do.

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Yeah, I know.
They work really hard.

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Yes.

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My name is Juliet.

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Next week he came back to
the market and wanted me to

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go eat tacos with him,

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I said: “Ok, let’s go if you're inviting”.

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So we went and he told
me that as a child

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he had met a man
who took care of him

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because he was alone,
he told me that the man

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was half man, half buffalo.

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He told me that sometimes
it would appear again.

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I liked him.

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This absent parents thing
made me connect with him.

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We went for a few beers
and it was the last time we saw

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each other until I looked for him.

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I was a Physics professor.

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They disappeared her,

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one night she did
not come home,

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I went out looking for her.

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The policemen told me that
they had ratted out on her

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and that she was a suspect
of criminal association.

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Your fucking mother
is a suspect!

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Now I think I would have
liked her not to write anything,

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I went looking everywhere for her.

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In dumps, in pits

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They know that even if
your rage is too much,

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the death of silence
will come to you.

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Let them shout whatever they want!

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You see?

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You could not endure it,

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you’re a pussy,

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and because you could not stand
the beating you ratted out.

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I give you your mother's letter,
you wait two hours and then you can go.

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But let me tell you,

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if you write again, it will
not be a beating anymore,

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I myself will turn you cold.

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I don't think that
I don't know, I'm not that radical.

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I don’t think it’s impossible,

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to be with just one person.

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It is a penis and a vagina,

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everything else is in our minds

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and in our weird desires that
we impose on those relationships,

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don't you think?

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25 years of my life eating
peppers and tortillas,

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and I may believe that I can feed on
that my whole life, and maybe

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I can, I believe I can,

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but when you try steak, cheese

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Then you're like: "Oooh!"

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Yeah, I don't know. Humans
are weird even more nowadays.

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There are no streets
were those fuckers live.

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Are you tired?

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Do you have any
other family member?

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No,

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we were just
Helen and me.

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Isn’t Eric your son?

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I have no sons.

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Go away. Go away!

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Go away!

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Go on!

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Go away, go away, go on!

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When I talked to Eric I thought he was
a little crazy, he wanted me to accompany

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him to Oaxaca to do
his investigation,

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I wasn’t scared, I know
how to protect myself,

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what I thought was that maybe
he was a slacker, but he’s not like that,

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in fact I think he wanted to do
something meaningful and

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that made him suffer,

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it made him feel powerless.

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How come you are claustrophobic?

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Just like that, I am.

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It’s not like as a child I was
locked up or lived something harsh,

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no, I just can’t get in the subway
and I can’t live in a room.

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Yes, for a while it went away.

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Just like that, it passed.

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How did you find Eric?

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Let's see...

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I didn’t remember but it was
days after I chatted with Eric.

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When I was a kid,
I also met the Buffalo Man,

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I spent a lot of time alone
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night came and my mom
wasn’t home yet,

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I looked at the window and from
my building I could see

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the building opposite,
and there was the animal,

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staring at me.

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It didn't scare me.
It made me feel that I was

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not the only one waiting all alone,

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that it was two of us now.

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That's why I decided
to look for Eric.

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I have to confess that the
Buffalo Man also appeared

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to me the same day
Eric was killed.

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I asked what it was,
I also asked about Eric

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Sometimes I think what would
have happened if I had

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not given him the article.

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Coincidentally, I came across an article
that I thought would be perfect for Eric.

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He wasn't doing anything
at the time, so I gave it to him.

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At first, he turned it down.

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When I insisted he write again,
he told me he had a target on him

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and if he wrote again,
they would kill him.

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That's why he stopped writing.

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That day, we went to bed
and did the same routine,

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and then I never saw him again.

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He had always disappeared for a
while, so I though it was normal.

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Maybe I should've stopped being
a journalist to only be a mother,

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but I couldn’t.

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They're going to throw my body
somewhere, and I'm going to rot.

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I can’t stop writing,

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I don't care if I get killed.

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Fuck you all!

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When he investigated,
he transformed, he was full of life

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He looked like a man with
no past oppressing him.

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The reason I'm doing this
documentary is partly out of guilt.

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I want to show the man
who was erased

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by something invisible,

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by a beast no one
seems to see

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and everyone seems to avoid looking at,

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because if you do, it devours you.

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We have a software that
warns us when they are active

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so we find out real
quickly, right?

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Very quickly we found out
what he was doing,

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00:37:39,632 --> 00:37:41,884
what he was investigating,

251
00:37:42,510 --> 00:37:43,886
about a mining company.

252
00:37:45,096 --> 00:37:47,807
It turns out that there were
some fucking Indians

253
00:37:47,807 --> 00:37:50,059
making a mess

254
00:37:51,185 --> 00:37:53,562
and he was investigating about that.

255
00:37:55,856 --> 00:38:01,529
The mining business involves a lot
of dough, there are many players

256
00:38:02,613 --> 00:38:06,993
gambling and risking a lot of dough,
so none of them likes you to

257
00:38:09,453 --> 00:38:14,333
mess with their money.
The thing with bosses

258
00:38:15,001 --> 00:38:18,963
is that you can say whatever
you want, you can talk about them,

259
00:38:18,963 --> 00:38:22,925
but when you mess with
their money then you’re fucked.

260
00:38:23,592 --> 00:38:24,427
Right?

261
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:27,596
So when he started to investigate
and get more involved with

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00:38:27,596 --> 00:38:29,265
the mining company thing,

263
00:38:29,974 --> 00:38:31,809
that’s when they sent me.

264
00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:38,607
But I was only
sent to scare him.

265
00:38:42,778 --> 00:38:46,240
It wasn’t me who killed him,
I don’t know who did,

266
00:38:46,949 --> 00:38:49,535
I was actually just coming
back from a forced pause.

267
00:38:56,584 --> 00:38:59,712
I was sick, I'm not sure
what I had, at first

268
00:39:01,088 --> 00:39:03,841
I thought it was stomach
reflux or some of that shit

269
00:39:03,841 --> 00:39:05,718
you sometimes get,

270
00:39:06,886 --> 00:39:10,723
but then I didn’t know for sure,
the food tasted disgusting,

271
00:39:13,017 --> 00:39:14,060
bitter,

272
00:39:15,436 --> 00:39:19,815
the meat tasted rotten,
everything tasted

273
00:39:20,524 --> 00:39:22,568
fucking gross,
tasted like shit,

274
00:39:22,568 --> 00:39:23,819
I could not eat,

275
00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:27,948
I went to see to the doctor,
they did not find anything

276
00:39:30,993 --> 00:39:34,872
so I stopped eating,
I lost weight, I lost several pounds

277
00:39:35,122 --> 00:39:37,458
and I was feeling very tired.

278
00:39:48,052 --> 00:39:50,388
Well, you get used to it,
don’t you?

279
00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:57,353
We get used to everything,

280
00:39:59,313 --> 00:40:02,566
even to food tasting like
shit you get used to.

281
00:40:41,230 --> 00:40:47,027
It started as a game
while we were having sex

282
00:40:47,027 --> 00:40:49,447
he drew and drew beautifully.

283
00:40:49,947 --> 00:40:53,325
So he drew stuff, right?

284
00:40:55,161 --> 00:40:57,746
While doing it, and

285
00:40:59,206 --> 00:41:02,168
at the beginning, it was
something new,

286
00:41:02,168 --> 00:41:06,547
it was something that we both loved.

287
00:41:08,215 --> 00:41:12,094
I don’t know, it was different,
it was cute, you know?

288
00:41:12,094 --> 00:41:13,304
I don't know.

289
00:41:14,638 --> 00:41:17,850
But no, after a while

290
00:41:17,850 --> 00:41:22,104
Suddenly it began to become
more often that he drew a

291
00:41:22,813 --> 00:41:27,610
Mr. Potato Head on my back
that is, lower back.

292
00:41:28,360 --> 00:41:29,195
Very low?

293
00:41:30,571 --> 00:41:31,780
Well, yeah.

294
00:41:31,822 --> 00:41:33,949
You mean there where it's
no longer called back.

295
00:41:33,949 --> 00:41:35,409
Yeah

296
00:41:36,243 --> 00:41:38,996
But, how did he draw it,
at what moment?

297
00:41:38,996 --> 00:41:41,707
Well there, meanwhile,
doing it.

298
00:41:44,376 --> 00:41:49,798
With any... a marker, a pen,
whatever we had handy.

299
00:41:50,049 --> 00:41:53,427
If he didn't draw that,
he could not come.

300
00:41:55,888 --> 00:41:58,432
Damn! He was fucking
Mr. Potato Head then, right?

301
00:41:58,432 --> 00:42:02,311
No! I don't like to think
of it that way, I like to

302
00:42:02,311 --> 00:42:04,855
think that while I felt like

303
00:42:05,397 --> 00:42:07,191
the strokes on my back, it's because
a good moment was approaching.

304
00:42:07,191 --> 00:42:09,401
it's because a good moment
was approaching.

305
00:42:11,237 --> 00:42:14,698
That’s cool.
But why Mr. Potato Head?

306
00:42:36,303 --> 00:42:38,847
Losing one's memory is
an act of cowardice

307
00:42:41,058 --> 00:42:42,351
And my father is a coward.

308
00:42:44,562 --> 00:42:46,105
He says he doesn’t remember,

309
00:42:47,064 --> 00:42:50,734
that he doesn’t recognize me.
but I think he's fucking around.

310
00:42:53,279 --> 00:42:55,281
I am a journalist just because,

311
00:42:58,492 --> 00:43:00,828
but I could’ve been a terrorist,

312
00:43:02,621 --> 00:43:03,664
it’s the same.

313
00:43:14,592 --> 00:43:17,720
Some of them search for one thing
and the others search for another thing,

314
00:43:18,137 --> 00:43:19,430
but it’s the same.

315
00:43:24,018 --> 00:43:25,477
My mother left.

316
00:43:27,771 --> 00:43:29,690
She was killed,
but nonetheless she left,

317
00:43:29,940 --> 00:43:31,400
that's what she decided,

318
00:43:31,775 --> 00:43:33,319
she put herself in that position.

319
00:43:40,492 --> 00:43:44,413
I hate my mother and
I also hate my father.

320
00:43:44,872 --> 00:43:46,874
But I hate even more the
people who are motherfuckers.

321
00:43:47,625 --> 00:43:50,044
Maybe that’s why I’m a journalist.

322
00:43:53,297 --> 00:43:55,257
The truth must be somewhere.

323
00:45:21,260 --> 00:45:23,011
I was run over when
I was a little kid.

324
00:45:23,011 --> 00:45:24,763
Really? Where?

325
00:45:25,180 --> 00:45:28,434
In my neighborhood,
I was 6 years old.

326
00:45:30,352 --> 00:45:30,811
What?

327
00:45:30,936 --> 00:45:33,188
Did you get run over when you
were 6 years old?

328
00:45:33,814 --> 00:45:35,649
What happened?

329
00:45:35,899 --> 00:45:40,070
I have two scars on my head.
He had already run over a lady...

330
00:45:40,195 --> 00:45:42,656
...in another street,
he was drunk driving.

331
00:45:42,781 --> 00:45:44,074
Oh, it is serious!

332
00:45:44,199 --> 00:45:45,951
Yes, and they couldn’t get him.

333
00:45:46,326 --> 00:45:48,746
I mean, when he hit me he was
already being chased,

334
00:45:49,705 --> 00:45:52,166
but still managed to fuck me up
and they didn't get him in the end.

335
00:45:52,541 --> 00:45:53,751
Damn, that’s too bad!

336
00:45:53,751 --> 00:45:54,543
Yeah.

337
00:45:55,753 --> 00:45:57,379
And the funniest thing
is that my brother

338
00:45:59,173 --> 00:46:00,466
came in the house...

339
00:46:01,675 --> 00:46:03,594
My mom says that he came in,

340
00:46:04,636 --> 00:46:08,056
she was sewing, he came
in the kitchen, poured himself

341
00:46:08,056 --> 00:46:10,893
a glass of water,
sat in the living room

342
00:46:10,893 --> 00:46:13,896
and after a while he said
to my mom: "Oh, yeah! It's true!"

343
00:46:13,896 --> 00:46:17,191
And my mom was: “What?
What is?”, “Eric was run over”.

344
00:46:17,191 --> 00:46:18,942
So my mom came running outside.

345
00:46:18,942 --> 00:46:22,029
Since then, she says that
I’m not okay, that I don’t think

346
00:46:22,029 --> 00:46:28,452
of the danger and that I accept trips
just like that and that I do crazy things.

347
00:46:53,519 --> 00:46:56,230
When he finished the reportage,
we agreed to meet at the university

348
00:46:56,230 --> 00:46:58,774
but I didn’t arrive because
the police stopped me.

349
00:46:58,774 --> 00:47:01,860
Eric lived in a paradox because
he didn’t want to follow

350
00:47:01,860 --> 00:47:04,112
his mother's destiny
but at the same time

351
00:47:04,112 --> 00:47:07,241
he couldn’t stop writing,
he didn’t want to.

352
00:47:21,046 --> 00:47:25,384
Too bad that his new article
is not going to see the light.

353
00:47:47,364 --> 00:47:51,159
Erick was my distant cousin,
he came to live with my family

354
00:47:51,159 --> 00:47:54,997
when I was about 7
or 8 years old, I think.

355
00:47:55,956 --> 00:48:00,168
His mother went missing,
she was also a journalist,

356
00:48:01,879 --> 00:48:04,256
the party in power at the time made her
disappear in the eighties, and Ramon,

357
00:48:04,256 --> 00:48:06,258
his father, went crazy
looking for her.

358
00:48:07,301 --> 00:48:10,387
He started to stop sleeping in
his home for walking through the

359
00:48:10,470 --> 00:48:13,891
morgues and hospitals to see if
he could find at least the body,

360
00:48:14,474 --> 00:48:18,270
and he stopped washing and
eating, he had always the same

361
00:48:18,270 --> 00:48:20,355
clothes on, full of stains.

362
00:48:21,398 --> 00:48:23,692
He got used to the streets
and the booze.

363
00:48:23,817 --> 00:48:26,695
When that happened, Eric was
about 12 years old

364
00:48:26,945 --> 00:48:30,490
and before he lived with us,
he was already alone.

365
00:48:35,871 --> 00:48:39,416
His father left him
a signed checkbook,

366
00:48:40,083 --> 00:48:42,836
he went to the bank
every time he ran out of money.

367
00:48:43,170 --> 00:48:45,923
Then, Eric went to eat whatever
he liked at the market,

368
00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:48,967
then he walked back to Coapa.

369
00:48:49,968 --> 00:48:51,845
Do you know how
many miles that is?

370
00:48:52,137 --> 00:48:54,222
At least about 10.

371
00:48:55,474 --> 00:49:00,062
I think about that and it gives
me the chills, I think that at that age

372
00:49:00,062 --> 00:49:02,272
I couldn't even
sleep with the lights off.

373
00:49:02,981 --> 00:49:05,359
Did he ever tell you
about the Buffalo Man?

374
00:49:06,109 --> 00:49:07,194
What is that?

375
00:49:17,496 --> 00:49:20,624
Rabbits are tasty.
Have you tried them?

376
00:49:20,707 --> 00:49:21,541
Yes.

377
00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:22,834
Do you like them?

378
00:49:22,918 --> 00:49:24,461
Only the ones that
my uncle cooks.

379
00:49:24,836 --> 00:49:29,466
His name was Victor, he had
a very human-like stare,

380
00:49:29,716 --> 00:49:31,051
that's why it was named Victor.

381
00:49:31,426 --> 00:49:33,929
...He had the theory that
it was a reincarnation,

382
00:49:33,971 --> 00:49:34,888
That’s creepy!

383
00:49:35,013 --> 00:49:38,433
But the rabbit grew so big
and looked so tasty

384
00:49:39,059 --> 00:49:41,395
that we killed it for Christmas.

385
00:49:43,355 --> 00:49:45,899
I don't remember but in a cartoon
show, there was a cow

386
00:49:45,899 --> 00:49:48,276
that was a reincarnation

387
00:49:49,444 --> 00:49:51,655
and had human eyes,
so my brother told us:

388
00:49:51,655 --> 00:49:54,408
"See? You see that's possible?”

389
00:49:56,827 --> 00:50:00,080
And we were all like
full of Victor, satisfied.

390
00:50:00,580 --> 00:50:03,625
It was a very big rabbit,
very fat,

391
00:50:04,584 --> 00:50:06,128
like cat meat maybe.

392
00:50:06,795 --> 00:50:08,797
That's why they say, right?
To give a cat instead of a hare?

393
00:50:09,631 --> 00:50:10,507
Really?

394
00:50:10,716 --> 00:50:11,425
Sure.

395
00:50:11,675 --> 00:50:13,385
They say the taste is similar.

396
00:50:13,385 --> 00:50:17,347
An Uber driver told me
and I believed him.

397
00:50:19,349 --> 00:50:22,144
So the Buffalo Man
told you to come here.

398
00:50:25,564 --> 00:50:28,567
The Buffalo Man just
told me to find you,

399
00:50:29,317 --> 00:50:30,569
not to bring you.

400
00:50:45,751 --> 00:50:48,086
Besides, I was afraid
to come alone.

401
00:50:51,631 --> 00:50:53,008
Good thing I came.

402
00:50:58,680 --> 00:50:59,598
Yeah.

403
00:51:04,853 --> 00:51:06,354
Why did you come?

404
00:51:07,981 --> 00:51:11,985
Because you invited me and because
I like to go out and because

405
00:51:16,239 --> 00:51:19,034
I had to find you, didn’t I?

406
00:52:35,443 --> 00:52:40,031
You can’t speak Zapotec language,
poom! A stick to the head.

407
00:52:41,158 --> 00:52:44,494
Teacher, teacher,
he spoke in Zapotec,

408
00:52:44,995 --> 00:52:47,873
don’t scold us.

409
00:52:48,248 --> 00:52:51,918
But now is good, is good, Zapotec.

410
00:52:51,918 --> 00:52:54,045
Over there on the hill
is San Pedro.

411
00:52:55,088 --> 00:52:56,298
Cajono.

412
00:52:56,965 --> 00:52:59,885
On this side is San Francisco
Cajono, over here,

413
00:53:00,010 --> 00:53:02,804
and ahead is San Miguel Cajonos.

414
00:53:03,138 --> 00:53:04,472
So, you’re going down there?

415
00:53:04,472 --> 00:53:06,224
Yes, over here by the stream.

416
00:53:11,229 --> 00:53:12,939
Are they ugly?

417
00:53:13,607 --> 00:53:16,401
It’s their sideburns.

418
00:53:20,530 --> 00:53:24,201
No, but some like sideburns.

419
00:53:24,451 --> 00:53:26,995
Some, not everyone.

420
00:53:28,079 --> 00:53:32,959
No, young ladies, not the nice
sideburns, when they give

421
00:53:32,959 --> 00:53:35,921
them their kisses.
The sideburns.

422
00:53:40,133 --> 00:53:41,092
The sideburns.

423
00:53:41,092 --> 00:53:43,345
Sideburns, yeah, they’re nice.

424
00:53:47,557 --> 00:53:53,146
You see our Lord
Jesus Christ, his beard

425
00:53:53,230 --> 00:53:57,525
He also had, right? At least
that’s how they portray him.

426
00:54:02,113 --> 00:54:05,075
They like beards a lot,

427
00:54:05,283 --> 00:54:11,706
but we are bald,
they don’t want us bald.

428
00:54:11,706 --> 00:54:13,416
There’s for everyone,

429
00:54:13,959 --> 00:54:16,378
Yes, there’s for everyone.

430
00:54:17,629 --> 00:54:19,673
This girl likes them bald.

431
00:54:19,673 --> 00:54:21,299
Really?

432
00:54:24,886 --> 00:54:28,807
Here, here it is, please.

433
00:54:29,182 --> 00:54:33,270
Here, a little further.

434
00:54:34,145 --> 00:54:36,815
My dear friends,
how much do I owe you?

435
00:54:36,815 --> 00:54:40,026
Don’t worry about it. Is nothing.

436
00:54:40,026 --> 00:54:46,157
Oh, ok thanks, my dear friend,
God bless you, God keeps you,

437
00:54:46,283 --> 00:54:49,035
God is going to pay you,
God is going to pay you.

438
00:54:52,247 --> 00:54:55,292
Well, see you later, fare well.

439
00:55:39,794 --> 00:55:45,258
I also saw him lighting up,
as if he was awakening.

440
00:55:48,386 --> 00:55:51,181
Then, for like seven months,
I didn't know anything about him,

441
00:55:51,973 --> 00:55:56,019
I did think about him but
I didn’t want to bother him.

442
00:55:56,186 --> 00:55:58,772
If he doesn't look for me
it's because he doesn’t want

443
00:55:58,772 --> 00:56:00,023
me near, right?

444
00:56:06,404 --> 00:56:09,574
I don't go into this town,
there is too much death.

445
01:00:29,042 --> 01:00:30,460
Alright.

446
01:00:40,887 --> 01:00:42,889
Well, see you then.

447
01:03:42,360 --> 01:03:46,197
Eric was found dead with
two bullets in the stomach.

448
01:03:46,197 --> 01:03:52,328
Since 2000, at least 133 journalists
have been killed in the country.

449
01:03:52,328 --> 01:03:56,874
Mexico was rated by the Reporters
Without Borders Organization

450
01:03:56,874 --> 01:04:02,213
as the most dangerous country
without war to practice journalism,

451
01:04:02,213 --> 01:04:06,843
only behind Afghanistan and Syria.