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Human touch.
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Our first form
of communication.
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Safety, security, comfort,
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all in the gentle caress
of a finger.
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Or the brush of lips
on a soft cheek.
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It connects us
when we're happy,
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bolsters us in times of fear,
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excites us
in times of passion
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and love.
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We need that touch
from the one we love
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almost as much
as we need air to breathe.
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But I never understood
the importance of touch.
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His touch.
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Until I couldn't have it.
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Oh!
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Oh, yeah.
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Oh, yeah. This one's perfect.
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Actually, though, the tan
lines might be incredible.
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Oh, my gosh. That doesn't even
cover half your boob.
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This is actually cute.
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that's actually really cute.
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Let me see.
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I like that.
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Oh, yeah, that's actually
really pretty.
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But I can't tell,
is it too trampy
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or not trampy enough?
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Hello!
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Are you with us?
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Okay, guess what.
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Taylor and Mason
are meeting us
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at the airport in the morning.
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What's that face?
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Oh, my God!
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I know. I know, I know!
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Dude,
Mason and Brooke broke up.
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No, they didn't.
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Oh, my God! Maya!
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You're gonna do it!
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I wish I could be there
to see that in person.
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Just sucks
that you planned it this year
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and you don't even get to go.
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Well,
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you can just Photoshop me in
with your fancy editing apps.
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What are you talking about?
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You know
what I'm talking about.
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Why are you laughing?
No, I don't.
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The one
where you get your pimples
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and your little fake blush.
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Shut up.
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The lashes! Your lashes
aren't that long in real life.
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You guys
are so annoying.
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Okay, come on.
Thank you for the burgers.
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Honestly, you guys
are gonna have so much fun.
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Okay?
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Bye. I love you.
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I love you more.
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I love you.
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Miss you. Bye.
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Mwah. Use protection.
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Thanks, Mom.
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So, I am back
in the hospital again
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for another tune-up.
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I need a few more rounds
of antibiotics
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to get over
this little sore throat
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that I've been...
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Hi, Barb!
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Sore throat?
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Right, with a 102 fever?
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I've had worse.
Say hi!
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Stella, get that thing
out of my face.
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You're looking good!
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Stella will be right back
after we get her all set up.
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You heard the boss lady.
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I think this is her best work.
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Wow.
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Wow. A lot's changed
in the last six months.
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Yep.
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He's due in March.
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Bend your arm, please.
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What room's Poe in?
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310.
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And open up.
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All right.
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You are all set.
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I'll see you in a bit.
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Thank you, Julie.
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Wow.
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Are you sure this is okay?
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I will still
be monitoring you.
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And, yes, it's okay.
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What would I do without you?
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You'd die.
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That's true.
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So, Barb is letting me keep
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my med cart
in my room this time.
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And she left me
a bunch of pills,
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some G-Juice.
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Yum!
That's the liquid nutrition
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that goes
straight to my stomach
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through my G-tube.
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So, to any of you girls
out there
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wishing you could eat
5,000 calories a day
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and not gain a pound,
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I'll trade you any day.
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Today I'll probably
be reorganizing this thing
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because as many of you know,
I'm slightly anal.
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By slightly anal,
I mean clinically OCD.
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So, peace.
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Bye, guys.
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New baby upstairs.
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Meet me in 15.
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Hi, Cynthia.
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Hi, Stella.
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Hi.
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I've already clocked
the nurse's schedule,
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so unless you plant your ass
on that call button,
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no one's gonna bother you
for, like, an hour.
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Hey. I gotta sleep
on that bed, okay?
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Wow. I mean,
we're not animals.
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Don't worry, it's not even
gonna take that long.
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Hey!
Whatchu talkin' about, Willis?
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Okay, bye.
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Saw you moving in your stuff.
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It was, uh...
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There was a lot of it.
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Are you gonna be here
for a while?
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Hello?
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Oh.
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You're deaf.
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Shouldn't you be
procuring your room
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for your guests?
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You rent by the hour or what?
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So, that was you
lurking in the hall.
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Mmm, I don't lurk,
and you followed me here.
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I wanted to introduce myself,
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but that little attitude
of yours...
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Let me guess.
You're the kind of guy
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that ignores the rules
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'cause it makes you feel
in control. Am I right?
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You're not wrong.
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You think that's cute?
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Do you think it's cute?
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Letting your friends
borrow your room for sex
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is disgusting, so, no.
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You don't like sex?
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No, I like
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sex. I like sex.
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Sex is fine.
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Fine isn't exactly
a ringing endorsement,
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but I'll take some common
ground where I can get it.
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We have nothing in common.
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Ooh, that's cold.
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What...
What are you doing up here?
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Six feet at all times.
You both know the rules.
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Will, get back to your room.
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There you go.
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A little name for
your psychological profile.
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I'm Will Newman.
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And you are?
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Deaf.
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Stella, thank you
for putting your mask back on.
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Stella.
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You need to lighten up.
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It's just life.
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It'll be over
before you know it.
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So, he's a CFer?
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B. cepacia.
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Part of a new drug trial
for Cevaflomalin.
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You contract that
and you can...
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You can kiss the possibility
of new lungs goodbye.
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There's no coming back
from that bacteria.
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Stay away.
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Hello, world.
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Okay, AffloVest
for 30 more minutes,
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then you're all set.
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You need anything else
before I hit the road?
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Chocolate pudding for two?
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Oh, so, what?
I'm room service now?
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Gotta take
advantage of the perks.
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All right.
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Good girl, good girl.
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All right, good.
Right.
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Right, sweetie.
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I'll see you tomorrow.
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Bye, Barb.
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Okay.
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Like
all kids with cystic fibrosis,
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I was born terminal,
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which doesn't necessarily mean
I'm gonna die tomorrow,
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but I could die tomorrow.
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Anyone could die tomorrow.
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I just have
a little bit less time
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than everyone else.
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My lungs are at about
50% function right now.
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So at this rate,
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Dr. Hamid says
that I'll need a transplant
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by the time
I'm a junior in high school.
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That'll be fun.
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Hi, guys! Shh!
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We're at the NICU
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because I'm obsessed
with babies.
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And Barb...
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The beautiful Barb
is giving me permission
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to come in here by myself now.
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Cystic fibrosis, as you know,
is a genetic disease
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that basically makes my body
produce a shit ton of mucus.
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Fun fact, I have to be
extremely careful
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around other people with CF.
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The rule is that we're not
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supposed to get
within six feet
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because we could end up
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catching
each other's bacteria.
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A lot of people
don't realize that new lungs
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generally only last
about five years,
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which is okay actually
because most of us
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are just trying to stay alive
long enough
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for a new treatment
to come out.
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Just chilling here
in my new AffloVest,
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which is really cool
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because now I don't have to be
hooked up to the wall,
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which obviously I'm not
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because I'm hanging
upside down on my bed.
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This is actually good
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for getting the mucus up
and stuff.
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I know, cute, right?
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Dang, girl.
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You look worn.
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Who is he?
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Is it anyone I know?
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What'd you get?
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What?
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Are those truffles?
How'd you get truffles?
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Oh, you gotta
bring them with, sister.
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Wow.
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Look at how spicy
that food cart is.
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I'm impressed.
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All right,
let's talk about me.
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I'm single!
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You broke up with Michael?
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Maybe he broke up with me.
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Did he?
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It was mutual.
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No, it wasn't.
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Why? You actually
really liked him.
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And I thought
he was gonna be the one.
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He obviously isn't.
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Screw him anyway, right?
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At least you got to do that.
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Poe?
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Poe?
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Poe, you okay?
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Choking, 310.
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I'm sorry, Julie.
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My leg hit the call button.
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You scared us, Poe.
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Yeah, try chewing next time.
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Here, Stella.
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Enjoy your truffles, asshole.
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And please be careful.
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I love you, Stella.
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Phase one clinical trials
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only started
only 18 months ago,
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so we need to be patient
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and Will needs to help us
with that.
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The risk of cross infection
will be even higher now, so...
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Don't cough
on any other CFers.
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Well, don't get close enough
to touch them
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for their safety and yours.
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Six feet at all times.
I got it.
272
00:16:05,190 --> 00:16:08,528
Will, in order for this
to work,
273
00:16:08,861 --> 00:16:11,096
you need to keep up
with your regimen.
274
00:16:15,501 --> 00:16:17,437
Okay, I will see you soon.
275
00:16:48,534 --> 00:16:49,900
You're wearing
the bathing suit!
276
00:16:51,771 --> 00:16:52,803
Hi!
277
00:16:52,805 --> 00:16:56,407
Oh, I'm officially jealous.
That looks so fun!
278
00:16:56,409 --> 00:16:58,476
We miss you!
279
00:16:58,478 --> 00:16:59,610
I miss you, too!
280
00:16:59,612 --> 00:17:01,681
You have
any cute boy visitors?
281
00:17:02,515 --> 00:17:04,282
No. No. He's not cute.
282
00:17:04,550 --> 00:17:05,551
What?
283
00:17:06,251 --> 00:17:07,451
Boy?
284
00:17:07,453 --> 00:17:09,420
What?
285
00:17:10,490 --> 00:17:12,625
Show us! Show us!
286
00:17:57,570 --> 00:17:58,436
What are you doing?
287
00:17:58,438 --> 00:18:00,440
Do you have a death wish
or something?
288
00:18:00,873 --> 00:18:01,941
Hey!
289
00:18:02,340 --> 00:18:03,874
My lungs are toast, okay?
290
00:18:03,876 --> 00:18:08,313
Can you just let me enjoy
this view while I can?
291
00:18:09,615 --> 00:18:12,416
Do you know how lucky
you are to be here?
292
00:18:12,418 --> 00:18:14,620
To be a part of
this drug trial?
293
00:18:15,888 --> 00:18:17,724
How do you know
about my drug trial?
294
00:18:18,758 --> 00:18:20,393
You been asking about me?
295
00:18:20,660 --> 00:18:21,794
Ugh.
296
00:18:22,995 --> 00:18:24,764
If you don't care,
297
00:18:25,565 --> 00:18:26,933
then leave.
298
00:18:27,633 --> 00:18:28,999
Give your spot
to someone else.
299
00:18:29,001 --> 00:18:31,871
Someone that wants it,
that wants to live.
300
00:18:36,008 --> 00:18:37,275
Okay.
301
00:18:39,712 --> 00:18:41,545
What are you doing?
Will?
302
00:18:43,616 --> 00:18:45,382
Will, stop, please!
303
00:18:45,384 --> 00:18:47,350
Please get down now!
304
00:18:47,352 --> 00:18:49,620
Will, stop!
Oh, my God!
305
00:18:53,659 --> 00:18:54,694
God!
306
00:18:55,628 --> 00:18:56,763
Relax!
307
00:19:01,467 --> 00:19:02,535
Fine.
308
00:19:04,036 --> 00:19:05,538
Stay up here then.
309
00:19:06,873 --> 00:19:08,908
Come on. It was a joke.
310
00:19:09,341 --> 00:19:10,977
Hey, it was a joke.
311
00:20:02,628 --> 00:20:03,896
Damn it!
312
00:20:26,586 --> 00:20:28,853
Where's your med cart,
and your pills,
313
00:20:28,855 --> 00:20:30,955
and why's your AffloVest
on the floor?
314
00:20:30,957 --> 00:20:33,092
Can... Can I see your regimen?
315
00:20:33,993 --> 00:20:37,563
Uh... Not that it's
any of your business...
316
00:20:45,771 --> 00:20:47,607
Is this... What?
317
00:20:49,108 --> 00:20:50,174
Why would...
318
00:20:50,176 --> 00:20:52,109
Is this what an aneurysm
looks like?
319
00:20:52,111 --> 00:20:54,513
Why? Ugh!
320
00:20:54,780 --> 00:20:56,614
Look, I get that you have
some kind of
321
00:20:56,616 --> 00:20:58,115
save-the-world hero complex
going on,
322
00:20:58,117 --> 00:20:59,683
but can you leave me
out of it?
323
00:20:59,685 --> 00:21:00,851
These meds are not optional.
324
00:21:00,853 --> 00:21:01,719
Yeah, that's probably why
325
00:21:01,721 --> 00:21:03,201
they keep shoving them
down my throat.
326
00:21:03,489 --> 00:21:04,991
You're making me crazy.
327
00:21:11,197 --> 00:21:13,065
Hey.
328
00:21:14,533 --> 00:21:15,701
Stella, come on!
329
00:21:17,236 --> 00:21:18,638
Six feet!
330
00:21:38,758 --> 00:21:40,758
I need you
to follow your regimen
331
00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:42,962
strictly and completely,
please.
332
00:21:44,030 --> 00:21:45,095
Why don't...
333
00:21:45,097 --> 00:21:48,198
Why don't you tell me
what's going on, actually?
334
00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:51,869
Talk to me. I'm not gonna make
any jokes or laugh.
335
00:21:53,739 --> 00:21:56,008
I have control issues.
336
00:21:57,043 --> 00:22:00,244
And I need to know
that things are in order,
337
00:22:00,246 --> 00:22:02,212
and I know that you're
not doing your treatments
338
00:22:02,214 --> 00:22:05,015
and it's really,
really messing me up.
339
00:22:05,017 --> 00:22:07,918
Okay, I wanna help you.
340
00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:08,921
I do.
341
00:22:10,957 --> 00:22:13,557
I don't even know how to do
what you're asking me to.
342
00:22:13,559 --> 00:22:14,725
That's bullshit!
343
00:22:14,727 --> 00:22:16,927
That's bullshit!
All CFers know
344
00:22:16,929 --> 00:22:17,995
how to administer
their own treatments.
345
00:22:17,997 --> 00:22:20,030
We're practically doctors
by the time we're 12.
346
00:22:20,032 --> 00:22:21,265
Are you serious?
347
00:22:21,267 --> 00:22:23,534
Am I actually messing you up?
348
00:22:23,536 --> 00:22:24,537
Yes.
349
00:22:26,138 --> 00:22:27,139
All right.
350
00:22:28,140 --> 00:22:29,141
I'll help you.
351
00:22:29,942 --> 00:22:31,243
But if I do,
352
00:22:34,180 --> 00:22:35,648
what's in it for me?
353
00:22:37,249 --> 00:22:38,615
No, not like...
354
00:22:38,617 --> 00:22:41,654
I... I wanna draw you.
355
00:22:42,688 --> 00:22:43,821
No.
356
00:22:43,823 --> 00:22:45,758
Why not? I'm serious.
357
00:22:46,125 --> 00:22:47,126
No.
358
00:22:51,964 --> 00:22:52,999
Okay.
359
00:22:54,266 --> 00:22:55,601
Then no deal.
360
00:22:56,802 --> 00:22:59,136
You really can't practice just
a little bit of discipline
361
00:22:59,138 --> 00:23:00,771
even to save your own life?
362
00:23:00,773 --> 00:23:03,574
Stella, nothing is going to
save our lives.
363
00:23:03,576 --> 00:23:05,644
We're breathing borrowed air.
364
00:23:06,779 --> 00:23:07,779
Enjoy it.
365
00:23:22,862 --> 00:23:24,028
Fine.
366
00:23:24,030 --> 00:23:26,130
But I'm not posing
for hours on end.
367
00:23:26,132 --> 00:23:27,931
And your regimen,
we're doing it my way.
368
00:23:27,933 --> 00:23:29,066
Okay, the first thing
you're gonna do
369
00:23:29,068 --> 00:23:30,669
is get a med cart
in your room. Deal?
370
00:23:32,671 --> 00:23:33,672
Deal.
371
00:23:33,973 --> 00:23:35,007
Shake on it?
372
00:23:39,379 --> 00:23:40,646
Funny.
373
00:23:53,993 --> 00:23:56,629
Shit!
374
00:23:59,298 --> 00:24:01,801
Oh, God, no, no, no!
375
00:24:03,035 --> 00:24:04,036
Hey.
376
00:24:06,705 --> 00:24:07,905
You missed the show.
377
00:24:07,907 --> 00:24:09,740
Yeah.
You doing stunts in there?
378
00:24:09,742 --> 00:24:11,875
Well, there's no better place
to break a leg.
379
00:24:11,877 --> 00:24:13,045
That's fair.
380
00:24:13,245 --> 00:24:14,280
I'm Will.
381
00:24:17,817 --> 00:24:18,851
I'm Poe.
382
00:24:20,286 --> 00:24:21,887
B. cepacia.
383
00:24:22,922 --> 00:24:24,256
Damn, that's rough.
384
00:24:25,357 --> 00:24:26,358
Yeah.
385
00:24:27,159 --> 00:24:29,259
So, no lung transplant for me.
386
00:24:29,261 --> 00:24:30,828
When did you contract it?
387
00:24:30,830 --> 00:24:33,297
About eight months ago now.
It colonized so quickly.
388
00:24:33,299 --> 00:24:35,935
I was on the transplant list
one minute and then...
389
00:24:40,106 --> 00:24:42,372
I'm sure that attitude
is what's giving Stella fits.
390
00:24:42,374 --> 00:24:43,974
Yeah, what's up with that?
391
00:24:43,976 --> 00:24:46,444
She told me that she has
control issues or something.
392
00:24:46,446 --> 00:24:48,345
Call it what you want,
she's got her shit together.
393
00:24:48,347 --> 00:24:50,149
She definitely keeps me
in line.
394
00:24:50,349 --> 00:24:51,717
So, uh,
395
00:24:52,785 --> 00:24:54,120
have you two...
396
00:24:55,788 --> 00:24:57,990
No.
397
00:24:58,224 --> 00:24:59,790
No, no, no.
398
00:24:59,792 --> 00:25:02,328
I've known that girl
since I was, like, seven.
399
00:25:02,828 --> 00:25:04,795
I don't know, man.
400
00:25:04,797 --> 00:25:06,196
Sounds like you love her.
401
00:25:06,198 --> 00:25:07,831
Of course, I love her.
402
00:25:07,833 --> 00:25:10,100
So, why haven't you done
anything about it?
403
00:25:10,102 --> 00:25:11,270
Because
404
00:25:12,138 --> 00:25:13,772
she's not a he.
405
00:25:19,178 --> 00:25:21,245
Don't worry.
I don't like white boys.
406
00:25:30,789 --> 00:25:32,423
Dr. Hamid said
that you suddenly
407
00:25:32,425 --> 00:25:34,894
wanna be responsible
for your own regimen.
408
00:25:35,495 --> 00:25:37,397
Don't make me regret this.
409
00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:49,740
Did you wipe everything down?
410
00:25:49,742 --> 00:25:52,412
Yes. This wasn't
my idea, you know?
411
00:25:55,214 --> 00:25:56,847
Are we still clear?
412
00:25:56,849 --> 00:25:58,350
Yes. Hurry up.
413
00:25:59,419 --> 00:26:01,053
I'm almost done.
414
00:26:36,121 --> 00:26:38,523
Okay. Your med cart's
all set up.
415
00:26:38,525 --> 00:26:40,458
I built an app
for chronic illnesses.
416
00:26:40,460 --> 00:26:41,825
It'll alert you when to do
417
00:26:41,827 --> 00:26:43,026
your treatments,
and take your pills...
418
00:26:43,028 --> 00:26:44,562
Built an app?
419
00:26:44,564 --> 00:26:46,098
Like you built it?
420
00:26:46,533 --> 00:26:47,733
Surprise.
421
00:26:48,367 --> 00:26:49,900
It's pretty simple.
422
00:26:49,902 --> 00:26:51,337
You should be able
to figure it out.
423
00:27:22,334 --> 00:27:23,401
Okay, Stella.
424
00:27:23,403 --> 00:27:25,570
Don't tell me that
the one time you're interested
425
00:27:25,572 --> 00:27:27,838
in some guy, he's a CFer.
426
00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:29,942
I just helped him set up
his med cart.
427
00:27:30,175 --> 00:27:32,342
That... That's it.
That's all!
428
00:27:32,344 --> 00:27:33,944
I know you, Stella.
429
00:27:33,946 --> 00:27:36,115
Organizing a med cart
is like foreplay.
430
00:27:39,586 --> 00:27:41,854
They're called manners!
431
00:27:54,900 --> 00:27:57,069
Are you doing your AffloVest?
432
00:27:58,037 --> 00:27:59,138
Yeah.
433
00:27:59,572 --> 00:28:00,573
Show me.
434
00:28:01,508 --> 00:28:03,576
I can't.
I'm half-naked.
435
00:28:04,076 --> 00:28:06,910
You're supposed to be doing
your AffloVest right now,
436
00:28:06,912 --> 00:28:08,080
and did you take your Creon?
437
00:28:08,481 --> 00:28:11,451
Are those the suppositories?
438
00:28:13,453 --> 00:28:14,552
Okay.
439
00:28:14,554 --> 00:28:16,119
Okay, I can't trust you,
440
00:28:16,121 --> 00:28:18,288
so this is how
it's gonna work.
441
00:28:18,290 --> 00:28:19,923
We're gonna do
our treatments together
442
00:28:19,925 --> 00:28:21,659
so that way I know you're
actually doing them.
443
00:28:21,661 --> 00:28:22,926
Okay?
444
00:28:22,928 --> 00:28:24,261
Always looking for ways
445
00:28:24,263 --> 00:28:26,296
to spend more time with me,
aren't you, Stella?
446
00:28:26,298 --> 00:28:27,299
Bye.
447
00:28:28,468 --> 00:28:30,869
I've been doing this
since I was a little kid.
448
00:28:33,105 --> 00:28:34,971
So you just pour them all
in the pudding
449
00:28:34,973 --> 00:28:36,674
and stir it around.
Are you doing that?
450
00:29:28,260 --> 00:29:29,261
Good night.
451
00:29:34,266 --> 00:29:36,335
The Divorce Diet
doesn't look good on you, Mom.
452
00:29:37,136 --> 00:29:38,403
What are you talking about?
453
00:29:38,405 --> 00:29:40,370
You're too thin.
Dad needs a bath.
454
00:29:40,372 --> 00:29:41,572
You guys are stealing my look.
455
00:29:42,141 --> 00:29:43,909
I'm stealing your look?
456
00:29:44,343 --> 00:29:45,275
Mmm-hmm.
457
00:29:45,277 --> 00:29:47,077
Okay, maybe I need this
more than you do.
458
00:29:47,079 --> 00:29:49,212
No!
459
00:29:49,214 --> 00:29:50,383
Oh, my God!
460
00:29:51,283 --> 00:29:52,650
How did that happen?
461
00:29:52,652 --> 00:29:54,184
How did it happen?
462
00:29:54,186 --> 00:29:55,352
Oh, man!
463
00:29:55,354 --> 00:29:56,689
Give me napkins.
464
00:29:57,390 --> 00:29:59,291
Aw, here, honey.
465
00:30:18,243 --> 00:30:19,646
I love you so much.
466
00:30:21,781 --> 00:30:24,316
I know.
I love you, too.
467
00:30:25,785 --> 00:30:28,120
I don't know
what I'd do without you.
468
00:30:37,296 --> 00:30:38,496
How does it feel?
469
00:30:38,498 --> 00:30:40,433
Not great.
470
00:30:42,034 --> 00:30:43,468
Let's try some Bactroban,
471
00:30:43,470 --> 00:30:44,702
see how it looks
in a day or two.
472
00:30:44,704 --> 00:30:46,369
Maybe we can clear it up, huh?
473
00:30:48,641 --> 00:30:50,275
Oh. I'll be at the gym.
474
00:30:51,143 --> 00:30:52,342
Thanks, Doc!
475
00:30:57,684 --> 00:31:00,085
Hey, you know, this sucks.
476
00:31:00,319 --> 00:31:04,256
When does this deal of ours
become mutually beneficial?
477
00:31:05,224 --> 00:31:06,824
I've done everything
you've asked
478
00:31:06,826 --> 00:31:09,228
with no return
on my investment.
479
00:31:10,362 --> 00:31:12,597
You really wanna draw me
after we work out?
480
00:31:12,599 --> 00:31:14,099
Yeah.
481
00:31:14,501 --> 00:31:15,502
No.
482
00:31:15,702 --> 00:31:18,736
I'm gross, and sweaty,
and smell.
483
00:31:18,738 --> 00:31:20,771
"My hair is dirty.
484
00:31:20,773 --> 00:31:22,740
"I'm too tired.
485
00:31:22,742 --> 00:31:24,577
"My med cart is messy."
486
00:31:24,777 --> 00:31:26,011
Fine.
487
00:31:26,646 --> 00:31:29,081
I'll sweat harder then.
Just for you.
488
00:31:30,282 --> 00:31:32,215
I'm going to draw that sweat.
489
00:31:41,861 --> 00:31:43,362
What's that?
490
00:31:44,129 --> 00:31:45,465
My to-do list.
491
00:31:45,798 --> 00:31:47,400
To-do list?
492
00:31:47,834 --> 00:31:51,334
That's pretty old-fashioned
for someone that builds apps.
493
00:31:51,336 --> 00:31:53,169
Yeah, well,
the app doesn't give me
494
00:31:53,171 --> 00:31:55,340
the satisfaction of doing
495
00:31:55,708 --> 00:31:57,042
that.
496
00:32:01,346 --> 00:32:03,550
What else is on
that to-do list of yours?
497
00:32:04,116 --> 00:32:05,850
My master list
or my daily list?
498
00:32:05,852 --> 00:32:07,820
Yeah, of course
you have two lists.
499
00:32:08,621 --> 00:32:10,557
The master list.
That's the big stuff, right?
500
00:32:11,791 --> 00:32:12,823
Okay.
501
00:32:12,825 --> 00:32:15,726
Volunteer in an important
political campaign.
502
00:32:15,728 --> 00:32:16,694
Done.
503
00:32:16,696 --> 00:32:18,629
Study all the works of
William Shakespeare.
504
00:32:18,631 --> 00:32:19,632
Done.
505
00:32:20,733 --> 00:32:22,365
Share everything I know
about CF with other people.
506
00:32:22,367 --> 00:32:23,634
That's my YouTube page.
507
00:32:23,636 --> 00:32:26,739
So, your plan
is to die really smart
508
00:32:27,205 --> 00:32:28,472
so that you can join
509
00:32:28,474 --> 00:32:30,142
the debate team of the dead
or something?
510
00:32:30,543 --> 00:32:32,579
What about
traveling the world?
511
00:32:38,751 --> 00:32:40,818
Learn to play piano.
512
00:32:40,820 --> 00:32:42,087
Done.
513
00:32:42,388 --> 00:32:44,622
Speak fluent French.
514
00:32:47,359 --> 00:32:49,127
Can you look at me for a sec?
515
00:32:50,396 --> 00:32:51,596
You wanna hear my list?
516
00:32:51,598 --> 00:32:52,598
No.
517
00:32:53,466 --> 00:32:56,101
Painting class with Bob Ross.
518
00:32:57,804 --> 00:33:00,538
He's dead.
519
00:33:00,540 --> 00:33:02,709
Yeah, never mind. Uh...
520
00:33:03,776 --> 00:33:05,310
Sex in the Vatican.
521
00:33:05,878 --> 00:33:08,781
I'd rather help you
meet Bob Ross.
522
00:33:10,583 --> 00:33:11,584
I don't know.
523
00:33:13,352 --> 00:33:15,187
I'd like to travel the world.
524
00:33:15,955 --> 00:33:17,722
Actually get to see some of it
525
00:33:17,724 --> 00:33:20,860
and not the inside
of these hospitals.
526
00:33:27,934 --> 00:33:29,234
Thank you.
527
00:33:30,637 --> 00:33:31,671
For what?
528
00:33:33,238 --> 00:33:34,874
For saying something real.
529
00:33:39,512 --> 00:33:40,880
Was it the Vatican thing?
530
00:33:42,314 --> 00:33:43,516
Can you hurry up?
531
00:34:02,367 --> 00:34:03,901
Okay. I just thought
you might want to know
532
00:34:03,903 --> 00:34:05,436
how this feels. You ready?
533
00:34:05,438 --> 00:34:06,739
And I brought a jumping buddy.
534
00:34:07,372 --> 00:34:09,374
Don't worry.
I'll hold him tight.
535
00:34:09,976 --> 00:34:12,009
All right, Abby,
ready to jump out of a plane?
536
00:34:12,011 --> 00:34:13,276
Ready!
537
00:34:13,278 --> 00:34:14,947
Happy Birthday, Stella.
538
00:34:29,662 --> 00:34:31,631
I love you, Stella.
I'll see you soon.
539
00:34:32,532 --> 00:34:33,700
I love you, too.
540
00:34:45,511 --> 00:34:47,411
I like seeing you like this.
541
00:34:47,413 --> 00:34:48,713
Like what?
542
00:34:48,715 --> 00:34:50,348
Hopeful.
543
00:34:52,618 --> 00:34:53,653
All right.
544
00:34:55,655 --> 00:34:56,989
Hey, Julie.
545
00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:02,395
What if this doesn't work?
546
00:35:03,830 --> 00:35:05,465
What if it does?
547
00:35:45,605 --> 00:35:47,037
Ha-ha!
548
00:35:53,679 --> 00:35:55,248
Why cartoons?
549
00:35:55,748 --> 00:35:57,583
They're subversive.
550
00:35:58,451 --> 00:36:01,685
They can be light and funny
but pack a powerful punch.
551
00:36:01,687 --> 00:36:03,454
I think a well-drawn cartoon
552
00:36:03,456 --> 00:36:05,089
can say a lot more
than words ever could.
553
00:36:05,091 --> 00:36:06,457
Yeah?
554
00:36:06,459 --> 00:36:08,761
What does this say exactly?
555
00:36:09,428 --> 00:36:12,598
A lot more than words
ever could.
556
00:36:12,999 --> 00:36:14,867
I think it's actually
pretty good.
557
00:36:15,067 --> 00:36:17,003
I think that's really good.
Behind you.
558
00:36:17,470 --> 00:36:18,638
What is that?
559
00:36:19,138 --> 00:36:21,371
Oh, those are lungs.
That's brilliant.
560
00:36:21,373 --> 00:36:22,573
Did you do that?
561
00:36:22,575 --> 00:36:25,509
Uh, no, my older sister, Abby.
562
00:36:25,511 --> 00:36:26,579
Wow. She's really good.
563
00:36:27,680 --> 00:36:29,680
I'd love to see more of
her stuff. Do you have any?
564
00:36:30,950 --> 00:36:35,052
We don't have to, uh,
share our stories, okay?
565
00:36:35,054 --> 00:36:37,490
We can just do
our treatments together.
566
00:36:44,530 --> 00:36:47,998
Hey, guys!
I have to get a nasal poly...
567
00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:49,066
Polypectomy.
568
00:36:49,068 --> 00:36:51,602
We're removing polyps
from your nasal passages.
569
00:36:51,604 --> 00:36:52,970
And Stella's nervous.
570
00:36:52,972 --> 00:36:54,872
But I'm gonna be there
to sing her to sleep.
571
00:36:54,874 --> 00:36:56,774
Just like always.
572
00:36:56,776 --> 00:36:59,510
♪ I love you
A bushel and a peck ♪
573
00:36:59,512 --> 00:37:00,578
♪ A bushel and a peck ♪
574
00:37:00,580 --> 00:37:01,612
Don't sing
the whole thing yet.
575
00:37:01,614 --> 00:37:02,680
♪ And a hug around the neck ♪
576
00:37:02,682 --> 00:37:04,048
You're gonna jinx it.
577
00:37:04,050 --> 00:37:05,149
♪ And a barrel and a heap ♪
578
00:37:05,151 --> 00:37:06,584
You're gonna jinx it.
579
00:37:06,586 --> 00:37:09,753
♪ And I'm talkin' in my sleep
About you ♪
580
00:37:09,755 --> 00:37:10,990
But seriously.
581
00:37:11,490 --> 00:37:12,957
I'm gonna be there
when you go to sleep
582
00:37:12,959 --> 00:37:14,794
and I'm gonna be right here
when you wake up.
583
00:37:16,762 --> 00:37:17,864
Okay?
584
00:37:18,965 --> 00:37:19,966
Okay.
585
00:37:21,434 --> 00:37:22,602
I love you.
586
00:37:22,935 --> 00:37:24,403
I love you, too.
587
00:37:24,637 --> 00:37:26,203
My sister, Abby,
ladies and gentlemen.
588
00:37:26,205 --> 00:37:28,472
She's single, by the way.
589
00:37:28,474 --> 00:37:29,842
Her digits are...
590
00:37:30,643 --> 00:37:31,876
That was last year.
591
00:37:31,878 --> 00:37:34,046
Abby's not in any of
the videos after that.
592
00:37:34,547 --> 00:37:35,980
I found Abby's Instagram.
593
00:37:35,982 --> 00:37:37,915
I mean, it's mostly art,
594
00:37:37,917 --> 00:37:40,517
her and Stella,
but you're right.
595
00:37:40,519 --> 00:37:42,388
I mean,
she hasn't posted in a year.
596
00:37:54,767 --> 00:37:57,101
Barb didn't see you come in,
did she?
597
00:37:57,103 --> 00:37:58,437
No.
598
00:38:10,583 --> 00:38:12,051
Abby's dead, isn't she?
599
00:38:16,055 --> 00:38:17,990
You're as delicate
as a jackhammer.
600
00:38:18,624 --> 00:38:21,928
We don't have time for
delicacy, Stella. We're dying.
601
00:38:22,728 --> 00:38:26,032
Can you stop reminding me
that I'm dying?
602
00:38:26,599 --> 00:38:28,866
I get it. I get that.
603
00:38:28,868 --> 00:38:30,768
Okay? I just can't.
604
00:38:30,770 --> 00:38:32,803
I have been dying
my whole life.
605
00:38:32,805 --> 00:38:35,806
Every birthday, we celebrated
it like it was my last one.
606
00:38:35,808 --> 00:38:37,508
I know. Me, too.
607
00:38:37,510 --> 00:38:40,546
Because then, yeah,
as you pointed out, Abby died.
608
00:38:42,682 --> 00:38:44,281
And then
my parents' marriage died.
609
00:38:44,283 --> 00:38:46,784
And it was supposed to be me.
610
00:38:46,786 --> 00:38:48,585
Everyone was ready for that.
611
00:38:48,587 --> 00:38:50,020
Everyone was prepared
for that.
612
00:38:50,022 --> 00:38:51,824
I just, I can't die.
613
00:38:53,859 --> 00:38:56,195
I just... My parents...
I can't.
614
00:38:57,129 --> 00:38:59,498
Is this why you're so obsessed
with your regimen?
615
00:39:00,933 --> 00:39:03,567
You're not afraid of dying.
You have survivor's guilt.
616
00:39:03,569 --> 00:39:04,501
Will?
617
00:39:04,503 --> 00:39:06,170
You're a sick girl
with survivor's guilt.
618
00:39:06,172 --> 00:39:08,205
This is out of your control.
619
00:39:08,207 --> 00:39:10,607
I just don't have
any other choice, okay?
620
00:39:10,609 --> 00:39:11,842
You do. But that's what
I'm trying to tell you.
621
00:39:11,844 --> 00:39:13,813
I don't!
Will, I don't.
622
00:39:15,047 --> 00:39:16,847
Okay, Stella.
Hey, I'm sorry.
623
00:39:16,849 --> 00:39:18,015
We're supposed
to be meditating.
624
00:39:18,017 --> 00:39:19,618
Stella, come on!
625
00:39:21,620 --> 00:39:23,253
You knew
he had boundary issues.
626
00:39:23,255 --> 00:39:25,956
For what it's worth, I don't
think he meant to hurt you.
627
00:39:25,958 --> 00:39:27,558
Yeah,
but it's still annoying.
628
00:39:27,560 --> 00:39:29,226
Like, he said
"Abby" and "dead"
629
00:39:29,228 --> 00:39:31,497
in the same sentence
like it was no big deal.
630
00:39:37,670 --> 00:39:39,005
I should've been there.
631
00:39:39,739 --> 00:39:42,708
I should've been there.
632
00:39:43,776 --> 00:39:44,910
Stella, look at me.
633
00:39:45,811 --> 00:39:47,079
You can't know.
634
00:39:47,613 --> 00:39:49,115
You just can't.
635
00:39:52,618 --> 00:39:54,720
Oh, this disease is a prison.
636
00:39:55,054 --> 00:39:57,223
I wanna hug you.
637
00:39:58,224 --> 00:40:01,060
Just pretend
that I'm doing it right now.
638
00:40:03,329 --> 00:40:04,630
I love you.
639
00:40:05,965 --> 00:40:07,233
I love you, too.
640
00:40:09,735 --> 00:40:11,168
You wanna get ice cream?
641
00:40:11,170 --> 00:40:13,072
Yes.
642
00:40:34,394 --> 00:40:37,897
If the infection
gets into the bloodstream...
643
00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:42,001
Hey.
644
00:40:44,003 --> 00:40:45,736
It's gonna be okay.
645
00:40:45,738 --> 00:40:47,738
You don't know that.
646
00:40:47,740 --> 00:40:50,609
You're right. I don't.
It's risky.
647
00:40:50,943 --> 00:40:53,079
But sepsis is
the bigger monster.
648
00:40:55,281 --> 00:40:56,582
Hey.
649
00:40:57,850 --> 00:41:00,017
You're a fighter,
Stella Grant.
650
00:41:00,019 --> 00:41:01,320
You always have been.
651
00:41:05,091 --> 00:41:06,358
So...
652
00:41:07,660 --> 00:41:08,661
Yeah?
653
00:41:09,028 --> 00:41:10,329
Yeah.
654
00:41:11,664 --> 00:41:13,032
Tomorrow morning, then.
655
00:41:15,034 --> 00:41:16,836
I'll let your parents know.
656
00:42:09,788 --> 00:42:10,890
Hey.
657
00:42:12,392 --> 00:42:13,692
You're here.
658
00:42:14,394 --> 00:42:15,426
I'm here.
659
00:42:15,428 --> 00:42:17,997
I got your cartoon.
You're forgiven. Back up.
660
00:42:21,367 --> 00:42:23,267
You missed our treatment.
What's going on?
661
00:42:23,269 --> 00:42:25,304
Infected G-tube.
662
00:42:25,938 --> 00:42:27,871
Dr. Hamid's worried
about sepsis,
663
00:42:27,873 --> 00:42:29,742
so she's replacing it
in the morning.
664
00:42:30,209 --> 00:42:31,808
I'm going under general.
665
00:42:31,810 --> 00:42:32,976
Shit.
666
00:42:32,978 --> 00:42:34,447
Are your lungs up for that?
667
00:42:36,081 --> 00:42:39,885
Do your nebulizer at 8:00,
and your AffloVest, okay?
668
00:43:46,453 --> 00:43:48,187
What are you doing here?
669
00:43:49,054 --> 00:43:50,988
I thought this was
the bathroom, honestly.
670
00:43:52,191 --> 00:43:54,394
It's your first surgery
without Abby.
671
00:43:55,528 --> 00:43:56,929
How do you know that?
672
00:43:57,129 --> 00:43:58,998
I've seen all your movies.
673
00:44:00,032 --> 00:44:01,534
Some might say
674
00:44:02,067 --> 00:44:03,534
I'm your biggest fan.
675
00:44:03,536 --> 00:44:06,740
So, I really hope
that I don't mess this up.
676
00:44:10,610 --> 00:44:14,278
♪ I love you
A bushel and a peck ♪
677
00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:16,547
♪ A bushel and a peck
And a hug around the neck ♪
678
00:44:16,549 --> 00:44:18,115
Go away! Go away!
679
00:44:18,117 --> 00:44:21,619
♪ A hug around the neck
And a barrel and a heap ♪
680
00:44:21,621 --> 00:44:23,220
♪ A barrel and a heap ♪
681
00:44:23,222 --> 00:44:26,959
♪ And I'm talkin' in my sleep
About you ♪
682
00:44:28,495 --> 00:44:30,994
Our grandma
used to sing that to us.
683
00:44:30,996 --> 00:44:33,930
I had to Google it.
It's really old.
684
00:44:33,932 --> 00:44:34,998
I know.
685
00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:36,333
What the heck's
686
00:44:36,335 --> 00:44:38,168
a barrel and a heap?
687
00:44:47,946 --> 00:44:49,516
You're gonna be okay.
688
00:44:50,215 --> 00:44:51,451
Promise?
689
00:44:58,658 --> 00:45:00,092
Hey.
690
00:45:00,660 --> 00:45:02,928
You ready to get this show
on the road?
691
00:45:03,563 --> 00:45:04,830
Yeah.
692
00:45:16,509 --> 00:45:18,409
Oh, hell, no!
693
00:45:18,411 --> 00:45:19,612
Will!
694
00:45:24,016 --> 00:45:25,585
She was scared.
695
00:45:25,984 --> 00:45:27,485
I just wanted to do
something nice.
696
00:45:32,392 --> 00:45:34,226
Come on!
697
00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:37,227
She's in more danger
under the anesthesia
698
00:45:37,229 --> 00:45:39,031
than she is with me.
699
00:45:42,635 --> 00:45:44,203
Trevor Von.
700
00:45:45,270 --> 00:45:48,238
That's who you remind me of.
701
00:45:48,240 --> 00:45:50,708
Trevor Von and Amy Presley.
702
00:45:50,710 --> 00:45:52,577
Oh, they were...
703
00:45:52,579 --> 00:45:54,980
They were in love.
704
00:45:55,715 --> 00:45:58,716
And I let them break the rules
so they could be happy.
705
00:45:58,718 --> 00:46:00,352
And let me guess,
706
00:46:01,353 --> 00:46:02,487
they died?
707
00:46:02,489 --> 00:46:04,657
Yes, Will, they did.
708
00:46:06,559 --> 00:46:08,227
On my watch.
709
00:46:11,296 --> 00:46:14,401
And I'd be damned
if I let that happen again.
710
00:46:37,156 --> 00:46:38,691
It's gonna be okay.
711
00:46:57,176 --> 00:46:58,643
You know what to do.
712
00:46:58,645 --> 00:47:00,112
Mmm-hmm.
713
00:47:01,748 --> 00:47:05,115
Ten, nine...
714
00:47:05,117 --> 00:47:06,318
...eight,
715
00:47:07,119 --> 00:47:08,455
seven...
716
00:47:10,457 --> 00:47:11,990
Shh...
717
00:48:05,277 --> 00:48:07,680
Oh...
718
00:48:41,179 --> 00:48:43,550
Hi, it's me.
719
00:48:44,249 --> 00:48:48,655
Call me
'cause I miss you, okay?
720
00:48:49,221 --> 00:48:51,756
But don't call me, 'cause
I just got out of surgery
721
00:48:51,758 --> 00:48:53,426
and I'm really tired.
722
00:48:53,626 --> 00:48:56,359
But call me though
when you get this,
723
00:48:56,361 --> 00:48:59,331
because you're cute
724
00:48:59,566 --> 00:49:02,402
and I wanna see you
725
00:49:03,302 --> 00:49:06,138
and your fluffy little hair
726
00:49:06,806 --> 00:49:10,508
and your little skinny legs.
727
00:49:10,510 --> 00:49:11,644
Okay?
728
00:49:12,478 --> 00:49:13,711
Don't call me, though,
729
00:49:13,713 --> 00:49:16,747
because if I hear
your sexy voice,
730
00:49:16,749 --> 00:49:19,184
I won't be able
to sleep, so...
731
00:49:20,620 --> 00:49:23,355
Call me when you get this,
okay?
732
00:49:24,424 --> 00:49:25,625
Bye.
733
00:50:41,467 --> 00:50:43,168
Will's not coming.
734
00:50:45,004 --> 00:50:46,304
Will?
735
00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:50,342
I'm not leaving
until you open the door.
736
00:50:53,946 --> 00:50:55,247
I can't.
737
00:50:58,350 --> 00:51:00,985
Just, please open the door
and we can talk about this.
738
00:51:00,987 --> 00:51:02,853
Okay? I don't care
what Barb said.
739
00:51:02,855 --> 00:51:04,957
Just open the door!
740
00:51:06,993 --> 00:51:08,426
I can't.
741
00:51:08,428 --> 00:51:09,729
Will, come on.
742
00:51:23,776 --> 00:51:25,277
Go away, Stella.
743
00:51:29,882 --> 00:51:31,716
Maybe it's better this way.
744
00:51:31,718 --> 00:51:33,951
No, I can figure this out.
745
00:51:33,953 --> 00:51:35,619
I need to figure this out.
746
00:51:35,621 --> 00:51:37,255
We're not normal kids.
747
00:51:38,491 --> 00:51:40,491
We don't get to take chances
like this.
748
00:51:40,493 --> 00:51:42,760
Oh, come on. You're not gonna
give me that, too?
749
00:51:42,762 --> 00:51:44,262
Admit what's going on here.
750
00:51:44,764 --> 00:51:46,899
Will's a risk-taker,
just like Abby.
751
00:51:48,534 --> 00:51:50,436
What's that supposed to mean?
752
00:51:51,871 --> 00:51:54,874
You think that I'm the one
that's afraid to take risks?
753
00:51:55,475 --> 00:51:56,874
What about you and your life
754
00:51:56,876 --> 00:51:58,743
and your relationships?
755
00:51:58,745 --> 00:52:01,311
You and Tim, you and Rick,
you and Michael.
756
00:52:01,313 --> 00:52:02,913
Don't go there.
757
00:52:02,915 --> 00:52:04,982
They knew you were sick
and they loved you.
758
00:52:04,984 --> 00:52:07,350
You were the one who ran.
Every time, you ran.
759
00:52:07,352 --> 00:52:08,351
You don't know
what you're talking about.
760
00:52:08,353 --> 00:52:10,855
You ruined every chance
you've ever had at love,
761
00:52:10,857 --> 00:52:12,892
so just keep your advice
to yourself.
762
00:53:36,909 --> 00:53:37,910
Bitch.
763
00:53:38,544 --> 00:53:39,679
Asshole.
764
00:53:41,647 --> 00:53:43,316
You know, you're right.
765
00:53:44,150 --> 00:53:45,551
I am afraid.
766
00:53:46,485 --> 00:53:48,919
You know what someone gets
for loving me?
767
00:53:48,921 --> 00:53:51,121
They get to pay
for all my care.
768
00:53:51,123 --> 00:53:52,959
And then
they get to watch me die.
769
00:53:54,694 --> 00:53:58,162
Deductibles, meds,
hospital stays, surgeries.
770
00:53:58,164 --> 00:54:01,498
When I turn 18,
there's no more full coverage.
771
00:54:01,500 --> 00:54:03,000
Who should I put that on?
772
00:54:03,002 --> 00:54:05,370
Michael or my family?
773
00:54:05,872 --> 00:54:07,773
It's my sickness,
it's my problem.
774
00:54:10,142 --> 00:54:11,842
Maybe we can get Will
to marry you.
775
00:54:11,844 --> 00:54:12,945
He's loaded.
776
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:16,549
He's not picky.
He likes you.
777
00:54:21,787 --> 00:54:23,089
I am sorry
778
00:54:24,624 --> 00:54:26,025
about you and Will.
779
00:54:40,840 --> 00:54:42,141
Stella?
780
00:54:44,510 --> 00:54:45,611
What?
781
00:54:47,880 --> 00:54:49,081
Stella?
782
00:55:20,780 --> 00:55:21,745
Hello.
783
00:55:21,747 --> 00:55:24,248
There is something
a little bit different
784
00:55:24,250 --> 00:55:26,452
I want to talk about today.
785
00:55:26,786 --> 00:55:28,988
Burkholderia cepacia.
786
00:55:29,655 --> 00:55:32,222
The risks, the restrictions
787
00:55:32,224 --> 00:55:34,925
and the rules of engagement.
788
00:55:34,927 --> 00:55:39,196
B. cepacia
is a hardy bacteria.
789
00:55:39,198 --> 00:55:42,066
Okay? It is so adaptive
790
00:55:42,068 --> 00:55:45,171
that it literally feeds
on penicillin.
791
00:55:45,604 --> 00:55:49,239
So, our first line
of defense is
792
00:55:49,241 --> 00:55:53,711
Cal Stat, a hospital-grade
hand sterilizer.
793
00:55:53,713 --> 00:55:56,749
Apply liberally and often.
794
00:55:56,949 --> 00:56:01,318
Next is
good old-fashioned latex!
795
00:56:01,320 --> 00:56:03,954
Tried-and-true.
796
00:56:03,956 --> 00:56:07,560
Used for protection
in all types of activities.
797
00:56:08,327 --> 00:56:13,230
B. cepacia thrives best
in saliva or phlegm.
798
00:56:13,232 --> 00:56:16,133
Fun fact,
a cough can travel six feet,
799
00:56:16,135 --> 00:56:19,336
a sneeze can travel
up to 200 miles per hour.
800
00:56:19,338 --> 00:56:24,810
But the "no saliva" thing
also means no kissing.
801
00:56:25,177 --> 00:56:26,545
Ever.
802
00:56:26,946 --> 00:56:30,247
So, our best defense
is distance.
803
00:56:30,249 --> 00:56:33,185
Six feet at all times.
804
00:56:33,919 --> 00:56:35,886
Ta-da!
805
00:56:35,888 --> 00:56:37,187
Here's a pool cue.
806
00:56:37,189 --> 00:56:39,959
It measures
approximately five feet.
807
00:56:41,293 --> 00:56:43,327
Five feet.
808
00:56:43,329 --> 00:56:46,766
I've given a lot of thought
to foot number six.
809
00:56:47,166 --> 00:56:49,702
And you know what?
It made me mad.
810
00:56:50,302 --> 00:56:54,573
When you have cystic fibrosis,
so much is taken from you.
811
00:56:55,041 --> 00:56:56,874
You live
every day of your life
812
00:56:56,876 --> 00:56:59,343
according to treatments,
and pills, and schedules.
813
00:56:59,345 --> 00:57:01,678
Most of us
can't have children.
814
00:57:01,680 --> 00:57:03,247
A lot of us
don't even live long enough
815
00:57:03,249 --> 00:57:04,848
to try to have children.
816
00:57:04,850 --> 00:57:08,386
Shit, it's complicated
to try to explain,
817
00:57:08,388 --> 00:57:12,258
but it's even hard
to fall in love.
818
00:57:13,793 --> 00:57:17,728
So, after all that
CF has stolen from me,
819
00:57:17,730 --> 00:57:19,129
from us,
820
00:57:19,131 --> 00:57:22,568
I don't mind stealing
a little something back.
821
00:57:23,035 --> 00:57:24,270
One foot.
822
00:57:25,405 --> 00:57:27,671
One fucking foot
823
00:57:27,673 --> 00:57:29,206
of space, of distance,
824
00:57:29,208 --> 00:57:30,941
of length, or whatever
you wanna call it.
825
00:57:30,943 --> 00:57:33,345
I don't mind
stealing that back.
826
00:57:33,979 --> 00:57:35,714
Because CF...
827
00:57:37,883 --> 00:57:40,086
you're not the thief anymore.
828
00:57:40,387 --> 00:57:42,219
I'm the thief now.
829
00:57:55,167 --> 00:57:56,769
Five feet apart.
830
00:57:57,136 --> 00:57:58,204
Deal?
831
00:58:01,408 --> 00:58:02,975
Are you in?
832
00:58:13,819 --> 00:58:15,187
I'm so in.
833
00:58:20,427 --> 00:58:23,662
Atrium. 9:00.
834
00:58:34,039 --> 00:58:36,240
Why didn't I pack
anything nice?
835
00:58:36,242 --> 00:58:39,379
Oh, 'cause you always pack
for a hot hospital romance.
836
00:59:08,508 --> 00:59:10,309
Is this see-through?
837
00:59:11,043 --> 00:59:13,078
Don't even think about it, ho.
838
00:59:45,811 --> 00:59:46,845
Hi.
839
00:59:48,013 --> 00:59:49,048
Hi.
840
01:00:12,938 --> 01:00:14,807
He cut and ran
when I was born.
841
01:00:15,107 --> 01:00:17,776
I guess having a sick kid
wasn't part of his plan.
842
01:00:18,177 --> 01:00:19,745
What about your mom?
843
01:00:19,979 --> 01:00:22,913
She's beautiful and driven
and smart.
844
01:00:22,915 --> 01:00:26,885
She's just focused on me
and me alone.
845
01:00:27,920 --> 01:00:30,020
So, starting tomorrow,
when I'm 18,
846
01:00:30,022 --> 01:00:32,423
I will be making the decisions
for myself.
847
01:00:32,425 --> 01:00:34,059
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
848
01:00:34,960 --> 01:00:36,396
Tomorrow's your birthday?
849
01:00:37,830 --> 01:00:39,096
You could have told me that.
850
01:00:39,098 --> 01:00:40,933
I don't have
a present for you.
851
01:00:42,535 --> 01:00:45,538
How about you just promise to
stick around for the next one?
852
01:00:48,907 --> 01:00:50,410
Come on.
853
01:00:51,444 --> 01:00:53,380
I'm getting out of here.
854
01:00:56,048 --> 01:00:58,250
There is this one theory
I like
855
01:00:58,518 --> 01:01:01,887
that says, "To understand death,
you have to look at birth."
856
01:01:03,055 --> 01:01:04,491
So, like,
857
01:01:05,057 --> 01:01:08,961
while we're in the womb,
we're living that existence
858
01:01:09,328 --> 01:01:12,262
not knowing
that our next existence
859
01:01:12,264 --> 01:01:14,197
is just an inch away.
860
01:01:14,199 --> 01:01:17,468
So, maybe it's the same
with death.
861
01:01:17,470 --> 01:01:21,472
Maybe death is just
the next life,
862
01:01:21,474 --> 01:01:22,975
but an inch away.
863
01:01:23,976 --> 01:01:27,846
Or maybe it's just
a big sleep, baby.
864
01:01:29,081 --> 01:01:30,215
Lights out.
865
01:01:31,050 --> 01:01:32,217
Done and done.
866
01:01:32,885 --> 01:01:34,019
No.
867
01:01:36,989 --> 01:01:38,055
There's no way
868
01:01:38,057 --> 01:01:43,327
that Abby just blinked out.
869
01:01:43,329 --> 01:01:45,097
I refuse to believe it.
870
01:01:46,566 --> 01:01:49,368
What happened with Abby?
871
01:01:53,640 --> 01:01:56,975
She was cliff diving
in California.
872
01:01:57,910 --> 01:02:01,013
She landed wrong,
broke her neck and drowned.
873
01:02:04,350 --> 01:02:06,183
They said
she didn't feel any pain,
874
01:02:06,185 --> 01:02:10,155
but how would they know
if she felt pain?
875
01:02:11,458 --> 01:02:15,060
I was supposed to be there
with her, but I got sick.
876
01:02:15,361 --> 01:02:17,062
Like I always do.
877
01:02:19,432 --> 01:02:22,935
I just keep imagining it
over and over again.
878
01:02:23,603 --> 01:02:25,137
What she was feeling.
879
01:02:30,710 --> 01:02:33,944
Without knowing that,
she just never stops dying.
880
01:02:33,946 --> 01:02:34,947
Stella.
881
01:02:35,948 --> 01:02:38,449
Even if you were there,
you still wouldn't know.
882
01:02:38,451 --> 01:02:40,085
But I wasn't there.
883
01:02:43,423 --> 01:02:45,157
She died alone.
884
01:02:47,960 --> 01:02:49,662
Isn't that how
we're gonna die?
885
01:02:51,330 --> 01:02:54,333
Drowning.
Just without the water.
886
01:02:55,033 --> 01:02:57,404
Our own fluids
doing the dirty work.
887
01:03:01,474 --> 01:03:03,410
I think about
that last breath a lot.
888
01:03:04,677 --> 01:03:06,513
Gasping for air,
889
01:03:07,680 --> 01:03:09,382
not getting any.
890
01:03:10,650 --> 01:03:11,716
No air,
891
01:03:11,718 --> 01:03:15,287
just black.
892
01:03:17,690 --> 01:03:19,424
But that's only on Mondays.
893
01:03:19,426 --> 01:03:21,528
Otherwise,
I don't dwell on it.
894
01:03:25,330 --> 01:03:28,300
There's that smile.
895
01:03:33,238 --> 01:03:35,207
God, you're beautiful.
896
01:03:36,743 --> 01:03:38,210
And brave.
897
01:03:43,215 --> 01:03:45,117
I wish I could touch you.
898
01:04:33,566 --> 01:04:34,734
I lied
899
01:04:35,702 --> 01:04:37,202
when we met.
900
01:04:40,305 --> 01:04:43,008
I've never had sex.
901
01:04:46,178 --> 01:04:48,412
I've never wanted anyone
to see me.
902
01:04:48,414 --> 01:04:50,015
The scars, uh,
903
01:04:53,653 --> 01:04:55,788
the tube,
nothing about it's sexy.
904
01:04:57,222 --> 01:04:59,324
Everything about you is sexy.
905
01:05:01,761 --> 01:05:03,396
I think you're perfect.
906
01:07:10,456 --> 01:07:12,290
Good morning.
907
01:07:18,965 --> 01:07:21,166
See those lights out there?
908
01:07:21,434 --> 01:07:23,501
Abby and I would
call them stars
909
01:07:23,503 --> 01:07:25,872
and we would make wishes.
910
01:07:27,707 --> 01:07:29,540
She'd never tell me
what her wish was,
911
01:07:29,542 --> 01:07:34,346
but I knew she wished
for new lungs for me.
912
01:07:35,615 --> 01:07:37,450
I hope she gets her wish.
913
01:07:38,316 --> 01:07:39,886
Yeah, me too.
914
01:07:42,755 --> 01:07:44,957
Mornin', Barb.
915
01:08:10,950 --> 01:08:12,952
Where are they?
916
01:08:14,454 --> 01:08:15,455
Who?
917
01:08:16,489 --> 01:08:18,323
What are you talking about?
918
01:08:30,803 --> 01:08:33,338
Oh, shit.
Barb knows we're gone.
919
01:08:33,606 --> 01:08:34,638
Okay.
920
01:08:34,640 --> 01:08:37,610
Uh, she'll look for me first
in the NICU, so...
921
01:08:38,077 --> 01:08:40,379
Bye! Okay.
922
01:10:15,641 --> 01:10:17,476
I'm free!
923
01:10:18,177 --> 01:10:19,412
Oh...
924
01:10:19,912 --> 01:10:21,612
Oh, my gosh!
925
01:10:21,614 --> 01:10:22,980
Happy Birthday!
926
01:10:22,982 --> 01:10:24,882
I'm so sorry.
I forgot.
927
01:10:24,884 --> 01:10:26,016
No, it's fine.
928
01:10:26,018 --> 01:10:28,018
What are you doing? Are you
busy? Let's take a walk.
929
01:10:28,020 --> 01:10:29,920
I can't right now.
930
01:10:29,922 --> 01:10:31,057
I'm sorry.
931
01:10:31,858 --> 01:10:33,123
Studying.
932
01:10:33,125 --> 01:10:34,493
Maybe later?
933
01:10:34,961 --> 01:10:36,760
My friends
are actually coming later.
934
01:10:36,762 --> 01:10:38,028
That's all right.
935
01:10:38,030 --> 01:10:39,632
We'll figure something out.
936
01:10:40,766 --> 01:10:42,501
I was just, uh,
937
01:10:43,069 --> 01:10:44,403
missing you.
938
01:10:47,540 --> 01:10:49,008
Talk to you later.
939
01:10:49,208 --> 01:10:51,141
All right. Bye.
940
01:10:57,049 --> 01:10:58,384
Jason.
941
01:10:59,919 --> 01:11:01,218
Yeah, no. Don't...
942
01:11:01,220 --> 01:11:03,155
No. Don't worry about it.
It's fine.
943
01:11:03,823 --> 01:11:05,858
No, seriously, I'm not mad.
944
01:11:07,159 --> 01:11:09,762
It's fine.
Just do your thing.
945
01:11:10,196 --> 01:11:11,831
I'll talk to you tomorrow.
946
01:13:50,623 --> 01:13:52,091
Thought you'd never find me.
947
01:13:54,960 --> 01:13:56,660
I know it's late,
948
01:13:56,662 --> 01:13:59,698
but we had to wait
till the cafeteria closed.
949
01:13:59,999 --> 01:14:01,131
"We"?
950
01:14:01,133 --> 01:14:02,134
Mmm-hmm.
951
01:14:06,872 --> 01:14:08,806
Surprise!
952
01:14:11,911 --> 01:14:14,111
We felt so bad
for ditching you, dude.
953
01:14:14,113 --> 01:14:16,246
But your girlfriend DM'd us
954
01:14:16,248 --> 01:14:17,815
and convinced us
to surprise you, man.
955
01:14:17,817 --> 01:14:19,417
"Girlfriend"?
956
01:14:19,419 --> 01:14:20,786
You're so good.
957
01:14:21,020 --> 01:14:22,387
Yeah, I'm good.
958
01:14:22,389 --> 01:14:23,987
I can't believe
he's real.
959
01:14:23,989 --> 01:14:25,122
I know!
960
01:14:25,124 --> 01:14:27,658
And he's even hotter
in person.
961
01:14:27,660 --> 01:14:28,725
Seriously.
962
01:14:28,727 --> 01:14:30,727
Hey,
the food's almost ready!
963
01:14:30,729 --> 01:14:32,131
And Happy Birthday!
964
01:14:40,106 --> 01:14:42,975
Just wanted to observe
the master at work.
965
01:14:43,275 --> 01:14:46,145
Are those roses?
966
01:14:47,380 --> 01:14:49,079
They're so beautiful.
967
01:14:49,081 --> 01:14:50,149
How do you do that?
968
01:14:50,349 --> 01:14:52,218
I've been practicing.
969
01:14:55,821 --> 01:14:57,287
'Cause next month,
Michael and I
970
01:14:57,289 --> 01:14:58,891
are gonna go see my mom.
971
01:14:59,325 --> 01:15:00,693
Really?
972
01:15:02,061 --> 01:15:04,363
He's coming to lunch tomorrow
and I'm gonna go for it.
973
01:15:05,364 --> 01:15:07,066
Oh, my God!
974
01:15:09,168 --> 01:15:10,302
He loves me.
975
01:15:11,303 --> 01:15:12,972
And I love him, too.
976
01:15:13,806 --> 01:15:17,141
Aw, Poe, I'm so happy!
977
01:15:17,143 --> 01:15:18,308
Don't go all soppy on me.
978
01:15:18,310 --> 01:15:20,277
You know
I can't let a girl cry alone.
979
01:15:22,248 --> 01:15:24,114
They're happy tears.
980
01:15:24,116 --> 01:15:27,217
I'm happy for you, Poe.
981
01:15:31,891 --> 01:15:33,092
Let's eat!
982
01:15:48,441 --> 01:15:50,941
Poe, where did you get
all of this?
983
01:15:50,943 --> 01:15:52,876
Hospitals have VIP kitchens
984
01:15:52,878 --> 01:15:54,278
where they keep
all the good stuff.
985
01:15:54,280 --> 01:15:56,782
You know,
for celebrities, politicians.
986
01:15:57,049 --> 01:15:59,718
But tonight, Birthday Boy,
it's for you.
987
01:16:01,320 --> 01:16:02,321
Salud!
988
01:16:02,888 --> 01:16:04,391
Salud!
989
01:16:17,970 --> 01:16:19,504
We were, like, ten!
990
01:16:19,506 --> 01:16:22,473
Yes. And we literally
put sheets over our head
991
01:16:22,475 --> 01:16:24,241
and ran
into the dementia ward!
992
01:16:27,947 --> 01:16:30,013
It was just like that!
993
01:16:30,015 --> 01:16:31,982
Woo!
994
01:16:31,984 --> 01:16:33,183
It was crazy.
995
01:16:33,185 --> 01:16:35,721
It was
the best Halloween ever!
996
01:16:36,389 --> 01:16:38,055
We got in so much trouble.
997
01:16:38,057 --> 01:16:39,490
And it wasn't even our idea.
998
01:16:39,492 --> 01:16:42,159
Remember? Abby...
Abby came up with that.
999
01:16:51,904 --> 01:16:53,406
Abby was wild.
1000
01:16:54,206 --> 01:16:56,407
She was free.
1001
01:16:56,409 --> 01:16:58,275
She always said
she was gonna live big
1002
01:16:58,277 --> 01:17:00,045
because Stella couldn't.
1003
01:17:01,013 --> 01:17:02,079
She did.
1004
01:17:02,081 --> 01:17:03,514
She lived big.
1005
01:17:03,516 --> 01:17:05,818
Bigger than any of us.
1006
01:17:06,352 --> 01:17:07,585
She would've loved
a clandestine party
1007
01:17:07,587 --> 01:17:08,787
like this one!
1008
01:17:09,088 --> 01:17:10,189
She would've.
1009
01:17:12,992 --> 01:17:14,960
To Abby.
1010
01:17:16,195 --> 01:17:17,397
To Abby.
1011
01:17:22,201 --> 01:17:27,037
♪ Happy Birthday to you! ♪
1012
01:17:27,039 --> 01:17:28,307
Whoo!
1013
01:17:30,009 --> 01:17:31,243
Make a wish!
1014
01:17:36,483 --> 01:17:39,285
I can't blow the candles out
or else you guys can't eat it.
1015
01:17:45,124 --> 01:17:46,857
I made a wish for you.
1016
01:17:46,859 --> 01:17:48,258
Thank you.
1017
01:17:48,260 --> 01:17:49,993
One. Two.
1018
01:17:49,995 --> 01:17:51,295
All right.
1019
01:17:52,865 --> 01:17:54,031
Yay!
1020
01:17:54,033 --> 01:17:56,268
Happy Birthday, Will!
1021
01:17:58,405 --> 01:17:59,406
Barb?
1022
01:17:59,606 --> 01:18:00,904
Hey!
1023
01:18:02,409 --> 01:18:04,207
We thought
you were off tonight.
1024
01:18:04,209 --> 01:18:06,513
You want us
to fix you a plate?
1025
01:18:07,380 --> 01:18:08,646
That's it. That's it.
1026
01:18:08,648 --> 01:18:10,247
You're all confined
to your rooms
1027
01:18:10,249 --> 01:18:11,549
while we get
respiratory cultures.
1028
01:18:11,551 --> 01:18:13,083
And you.
1029
01:18:13,085 --> 01:18:14,619
You'll be transferred
in the morning.
1030
01:18:14,621 --> 01:18:16,621
Barb!
Barb, it wasn't his fault.
1031
01:18:16,623 --> 01:18:18,589
Well, you might be willing
to gamble with your lives,
1032
01:18:18,591 --> 01:18:19,657
but I'm not!
1033
01:18:19,659 --> 01:18:21,291
Just like when
we were kids.
1034
01:18:21,293 --> 01:18:23,428
But you're not kids
anymore, Poe.
1035
01:18:23,430 --> 01:18:25,362
But we were safe
like you taught us to be.
1036
01:18:25,364 --> 01:18:26,664
Oh.
1037
01:18:26,666 --> 01:18:28,967
I'm sorry, but it was fun!
1038
01:18:44,283 --> 01:18:46,551
All right, I'm gonna
let you go to sleep, okay?
1039
01:18:46,553 --> 01:18:48,085
Good night.
1040
01:18:48,087 --> 01:18:49,422
Good night.
1041
01:18:59,699 --> 01:19:01,164
A little pick-me-up?
1042
01:19:01,166 --> 01:19:02,167
Thank you.
1043
01:19:03,135 --> 01:19:05,438
It's just safer if he goes.
1044
01:19:06,205 --> 01:19:07,505
You're probably right.
1045
01:19:07,507 --> 01:19:09,440
She's gonna hate me.
1046
01:19:09,442 --> 01:19:11,243
Mmm-hmm.
1047
01:19:13,979 --> 01:19:15,347
What's up, Poe?
1048
01:19:17,182 --> 01:19:19,417
He probably sat
on the call button again.
1049
01:19:19,419 --> 01:19:20,420
I got it.
1050
01:19:23,956 --> 01:19:26,191
Knock, knock. Poe?
1051
01:19:30,463 --> 01:19:32,432
Code Blue!
1052
01:19:35,134 --> 01:19:36,701
Attention,
all medical personnel.
1053
01:19:36,703 --> 01:19:38,603
Poe! Poe!
1054
01:19:38,605 --> 01:19:39,972
Poe!
1055
01:19:40,239 --> 01:19:41,338
No pulse.
1056
01:19:41,340 --> 01:19:43,006
Oh, God! Okay.
1057
01:19:43,008 --> 01:19:43,940
Stay with me, baby.
1058
01:19:43,942 --> 01:19:45,410
He's not breathing.
He's not breathing.
1059
01:19:45,412 --> 01:19:47,077
Come on, you can do it.
Come on.
1060
01:19:47,079 --> 01:19:48,947
Bag him.
Start chest compressions!
1061
01:19:50,082 --> 01:19:51,549
Come on!
1062
01:19:51,551 --> 01:19:52,617
Give him an Epi!
1063
01:19:52,619 --> 01:19:53,618
Come on, baby!
1064
01:19:53,620 --> 01:19:55,420
It's a massive
tension pneumothorax.
1065
01:19:55,422 --> 01:19:56,487
His lung is collapsing!
1066
01:19:59,459 --> 01:20:00,991
Put the pads on him!
Put the pads on him!
1067
01:20:00,993 --> 01:20:02,225
Come on, buddy.
1068
01:20:02,227 --> 01:20:04,194
Come on, sweetie.
Come on, sweetie!
1069
01:20:04,196 --> 01:20:05,362
Come on, buddy!
1070
01:20:05,364 --> 01:20:06,431
Barb, what's happening?
1071
01:20:06,433 --> 01:20:07,998
Somebody get her out of here!
1072
01:20:08,000 --> 01:20:09,065
Close that door!
1073
01:20:09,067 --> 01:20:10,537
Barb, what's happening?
1074
01:20:17,744 --> 01:20:19,276
Dr. Hamid?
1075
01:20:19,278 --> 01:20:20,545
Not now, Stella.
1076
01:20:20,547 --> 01:20:22,247
Dr. Hamid?
1077
01:20:25,718 --> 01:20:27,319
I'm sorry.
1078
01:20:28,253 --> 01:20:29,456
I'm so sorry.
1079
01:20:30,022 --> 01:20:31,023
No!
1080
01:20:33,091 --> 01:20:34,293
No!
1081
01:20:35,093 --> 01:20:37,497
I'm so sorry.
1082
01:20:49,742 --> 01:20:50,808
No!
1083
01:20:56,416 --> 01:20:57,684
Oh, my God!
1084
01:21:00,152 --> 01:21:02,589
Oh, my God!
He's gone!
1085
01:21:03,523 --> 01:21:05,389
Michael's never gonna
see him again.
1086
01:21:05,391 --> 01:21:07,460
His parents are never gonna
see him again.
1087
01:21:09,328 --> 01:21:11,631
I'm never gonna see him again.
1088
01:21:16,703 --> 01:21:18,370
I never hugged him!
1089
01:21:19,839 --> 01:21:20,938
I never hugged him!
1090
01:21:20,940 --> 01:21:25,043
He's my best friend and
I never fucking hugged him!
1091
01:21:27,480 --> 01:21:29,047
Oh, God!
1092
01:21:32,284 --> 01:21:33,987
I'm losing everyone.
1093
01:21:34,687 --> 01:21:36,221
You're not losing me.
1094
01:21:37,189 --> 01:21:38,558
What are you doing?
1095
01:21:39,792 --> 01:21:41,124
Get out!
1096
01:21:41,126 --> 01:21:42,760
Get out!
1097
01:21:42,762 --> 01:21:44,296
Just get out!
1098
01:24:47,312 --> 01:24:48,915
I wanna go see the lights.
1099
01:24:49,716 --> 01:24:52,618
It's gotta be, like,
two miles away.
1100
01:24:53,753 --> 01:24:56,254
Hey, come on, let's go inside.
1101
01:24:57,023 --> 01:24:58,491
Come with me.
1102
01:24:59,392 --> 01:25:01,625
Stella, now's not the time
to be rebellious.
1103
01:25:01,627 --> 01:25:02,960
Is this about Poe?
1104
01:25:02,962 --> 01:25:04,296
It is about Poe.
1105
01:25:04,530 --> 01:25:06,664
It's about Abby,
it's about you and me
1106
01:25:06,666 --> 01:25:09,001
and all the things that we'll
never get to do together.
1107
01:25:09,769 --> 01:25:13,303
This whole time, I've been
living for my treatments
1108
01:25:13,305 --> 01:25:16,008
instead of doing my treatments
so that I can live.
1109
01:25:17,744 --> 01:25:19,244
I wanna live.
1110
01:25:23,449 --> 01:25:25,049
It's just life, Will.
1111
01:25:25,051 --> 01:25:26,886
It'll be over
before we know it.
1112
01:25:32,692 --> 01:25:33,760
All right.
1113
01:25:35,962 --> 01:25:37,930
Can we catch a cab at least?
1114
01:25:39,565 --> 01:25:41,801
I wanna walk
and enjoy the night.
1115
01:25:45,438 --> 01:25:47,039
Glove.
We're good.
1116
01:26:03,389 --> 01:26:05,489
How are you always
getting me to exercise?
1117
01:26:21,841 --> 01:26:23,810
Sure looks better
from up here.
1118
01:26:51,904 --> 01:26:53,005
What's that?
1119
01:26:56,976 --> 01:26:59,078
Yeah, you're gonna have
to explain that one.
1120
01:27:02,582 --> 01:27:03,781
Abby got it for me
1121
01:27:03,783 --> 01:27:05,749
the first time I came
to the hospital.
1122
01:27:05,751 --> 01:27:07,820
I've had it with me
every time since.
1123
01:27:10,423 --> 01:27:11,789
That's a relief, honestly,
1124
01:27:11,791 --> 01:27:12,723
'cause I didn't have
the heart to tell you
1125
01:27:12,725 --> 01:27:15,094
that a third boob might be
a deal breaker.
1126
01:27:46,525 --> 01:27:47,927
Hey, Stella.
1127
01:27:49,195 --> 01:27:50,195
Hmm?
1128
01:27:50,863 --> 01:27:52,999
It's cold.
1129
01:28:02,642 --> 01:28:03,676
Come on.
1130
01:28:04,110 --> 01:28:05,678
Let's go see your lights.
1131
01:28:17,823 --> 01:28:19,458
Let's take a breather.
1132
01:28:30,269 --> 01:28:32,670
Stella?
Hey, don't do that.
1133
01:28:32,672 --> 01:28:33,837
Stella.
1134
01:28:33,839 --> 01:28:35,174
It's frozen solid.
1135
01:28:46,218 --> 01:28:47,284
Hey, ladies.
1136
01:28:47,286 --> 01:28:49,720
I just got a call from
St. Luke's in Kansas City.
1137
01:28:49,722 --> 01:28:50,788
Car accident with fatalities.
1138
01:28:50,790 --> 01:28:54,224
One female, AB neg, 5'2",
thoracic cage size...
1139
01:28:54,226 --> 01:28:55,559
Stella's getting lungs.
1140
01:28:55,561 --> 01:28:57,596
ETA three hours.
Get her prepped.
1141
01:29:02,068 --> 01:29:03,536
Oh, my God.
1142
01:29:08,040 --> 01:29:10,074
No, no, no, no, no.
1143
01:29:10,076 --> 01:29:12,710
No, no, no, no, no. No!
1144
01:29:23,255 --> 01:29:24,256
Whew!
1145
01:29:48,748 --> 01:29:49,749
Hey.
1146
01:29:51,817 --> 01:29:53,119
Everything all right?
1147
01:30:04,030 --> 01:30:05,064
Yeah.
1148
01:30:09,235 --> 01:30:10,770
Yeah, I'm good.
1149
01:30:14,340 --> 01:30:15,975
Oh!
1150
01:30:22,748 --> 01:30:23,949
I love you, Stella.
1151
01:30:46,672 --> 01:30:47,840
I love you, too.
1152
01:31:23,275 --> 01:31:24,777
We can't.
1153
01:31:30,149 --> 01:31:31,250
I know.
1154
01:31:33,185 --> 01:31:34,220
Stella.
1155
01:31:51,036 --> 01:31:52,302
Oh...
1156
01:31:52,304 --> 01:31:53,438
Shit!
1157
01:31:53,440 --> 01:31:54,807
Come on, come on!
1158
01:31:55,040 --> 01:31:56,106
Come on.
1159
01:31:57,309 --> 01:31:59,345
Come on.
1160
01:31:59,845 --> 01:32:02,179
Barb. Barb? Barb.
1161
01:32:02,181 --> 01:32:03,113
She's not answering,
1162
01:32:03,115 --> 01:32:04,214
and now it's going
straight to voicemail.
1163
01:32:04,216 --> 01:32:06,717
Stella would never run off.
She wouldn't do that.
1164
01:32:06,719 --> 01:32:07,885
Have you been able
to reach him?
1165
01:32:07,887 --> 01:32:09,820
No.
1166
01:32:09,822 --> 01:32:11,955
How long have they been gone?
1167
01:32:11,957 --> 01:32:13,491
If your son causes Stella
to lose these lungs...
1168
01:32:13,493 --> 01:32:15,259
My son is just
as sick as your daughter is.
1169
01:32:15,261 --> 01:32:16,793
Stella would never do
anything like this.
1170
01:32:16,795 --> 01:32:17,861
She's never done anything.
1171
01:32:17,863 --> 01:32:18,996
Stella did this, Erin.
1172
01:32:18,998 --> 01:32:21,899
Not Will. He doesn't know
anything about the lungs.
1173
01:32:21,901 --> 01:32:23,100
Lungs?
1174
01:32:23,102 --> 01:32:24,935
Is there a transplant?
1175
01:32:24,937 --> 01:32:26,939
Yeah, for Stella.
They're on the way.
1176
01:32:27,273 --> 01:32:29,039
Well, tell me
at least you're a cat person.
1177
01:32:29,041 --> 01:32:30,107
Do you like cats?
1178
01:32:30,109 --> 01:32:31,442
I owned a ferret.
1179
01:32:31,444 --> 01:32:33,343
I was a ferret kid.
1180
01:32:33,345 --> 01:32:35,380
Oh, no.
You would be a ferret kid.
1181
01:32:37,349 --> 01:32:39,249
Don't answer it.
1182
01:32:39,251 --> 01:32:40,518
Really. What do they need
right now?
1183
01:32:40,520 --> 01:32:41,952
It's my mom.
1184
01:32:41,954 --> 01:32:44,023
Let me just tell her
that I'm okay.
1185
01:32:48,495 --> 01:32:50,329
Stella, they have
new lungs for you.
1186
01:32:52,131 --> 01:32:53,964
Hey, they have
new lungs for you.
1187
01:32:53,966 --> 01:32:55,199
Let's go to the hospital.
Come on!
1188
01:32:55,201 --> 01:32:56,969
I haven't seen the lights yet.
1189
01:32:57,803 --> 01:32:58,804
The lights?
1190
01:32:59,905 --> 01:33:01,872
Did you know about this?
What are we doing out here?
1191
01:33:01,874 --> 01:33:02,940
Let's go to the hospital.
1192
01:33:02,942 --> 01:33:04,107
Come on.
1193
01:33:04,109 --> 01:33:05,075
Five years?
1194
01:33:05,077 --> 01:33:06,343
Five years is a lifetime
for people like us.
1195
01:33:06,345 --> 01:33:07,311
It's not!
Because what happens
1196
01:33:07,313 --> 01:33:08,446
when they fail
and I'm back to square one?
1197
01:33:08,448 --> 01:33:10,147
Let's not be stupid. Can we go
the hospital, please?
1198
01:33:10,149 --> 01:33:11,281
Come on, let's go.
1199
01:33:13,152 --> 01:33:14,286
Stella!
1200
01:33:25,931 --> 01:33:27,130
Stella.
1201
01:33:27,132 --> 01:33:28,300
Come on.
1202
01:33:28,535 --> 01:33:30,670
Please? It's cold.
1203
01:33:34,541 --> 01:33:35,741
Stella!
1204
01:33:43,249 --> 01:33:44,384
Stella!
1205
01:34:01,000 --> 01:34:02,001
Stella.
1206
01:34:40,540 --> 01:34:41,541
Help!
1207
01:34:54,086 --> 01:34:55,455
Come on, Stella.
1208
01:35:14,373 --> 01:35:15,575
Come on!
1209
01:35:16,108 --> 01:35:17,109
Come on!
1210
01:35:22,081 --> 01:35:23,213
Come on, Stella.
1211
01:36:55,542 --> 01:36:56,707
We have a 17-year-old...
1212
01:36:56,709 --> 01:36:57,809
What have we got?
1213
01:36:57,811 --> 01:37:00,711
A 17-year-old
female with cystic fibrosis.
1214
01:37:00,713 --> 01:37:02,112
We already have lungs for her.
1215
01:37:02,114 --> 01:37:03,246
Can someone get
the other mask off?
1216
01:37:03,248 --> 01:37:04,782
Oh, my God. Honey.
1217
01:37:04,784 --> 01:37:07,184
It's okay.
1218
01:37:07,186 --> 01:37:09,554
My son.
My son was out there, too.
1219
01:37:09,556 --> 01:37:10,755
I'm sorry.
Step back, please.
1220
01:37:10,757 --> 01:37:12,222
You're okay.
You're okay.
1221
01:37:12,224 --> 01:37:14,024
Where's Will?
1222
01:37:14,026 --> 01:37:15,158
Where's Will?
1223
01:37:15,160 --> 01:37:16,494
Honey.
1224
01:37:16,496 --> 01:37:17,730
Coming through!
1225
01:37:18,598 --> 01:37:20,498
Is he okay?
1226
01:37:21,701 --> 01:37:24,034
Get a mask on her
as soon as possible, please.
1227
01:37:24,036 --> 01:37:25,470
O2 is at 45.
1228
01:37:25,472 --> 01:37:26,471
Possible hypothermia.
1229
01:37:26,473 --> 01:37:28,305
We're gonna need
more blankets over here.
1230
01:37:28,307 --> 01:37:30,342
Just breathe.
Stella?
1231
01:37:30,577 --> 01:37:32,309
I've got you, honey.
1232
01:37:32,311 --> 01:37:34,277
Stella?
1233
01:37:34,279 --> 01:37:35,446
You need to calm down.
1234
01:37:35,448 --> 01:37:36,781
We have your new lungs.
1235
01:37:36,783 --> 01:37:38,248
Yes, Stella.
1236
01:37:38,250 --> 01:37:39,750
I don't want them.
1237
01:37:39,752 --> 01:37:41,686
Stella, we've been waiting
for these lungs for years.
1238
01:37:41,688 --> 01:37:43,421
What are you talking about?
1239
01:37:43,423 --> 01:37:45,322
If you don't use the lungs,
they're wasted, sweetie.
1240
01:37:45,324 --> 01:37:46,491
I love him. The new lungs
1241
01:37:46,493 --> 01:37:47,658
won't mean anything
without him.
1242
01:37:47,660 --> 01:37:49,560
Lay down!
1243
01:37:49,562 --> 01:37:51,296
Stop! Stop!
1244
01:37:51,498 --> 01:37:53,500
Please! Stop.
1245
01:37:53,800 --> 01:37:55,167
Will!
1246
01:37:56,168 --> 01:37:57,369
Please.
1247
01:37:59,439 --> 01:38:00,773
Take the lungs.
1248
01:38:02,274 --> 01:38:03,476
For me.
1249
01:38:06,278 --> 01:38:07,143
Okay.
1250
01:38:07,145 --> 01:38:08,412
Come on, put the mask on.
1251
01:38:08,414 --> 01:38:09,480
I'm ready.
1252
01:38:09,482 --> 01:38:11,147
Okay, all right,
let's go, everyone.
1253
01:38:11,149 --> 01:38:12,115
Okay, okay.
1254
01:38:12,117 --> 01:38:12,917
Okay, here we go.
We're moving.
1255
01:38:12,919 --> 01:38:14,385
I'll be right here,
honey.
1256
01:38:14,387 --> 01:38:16,086
Let's go.
1257
01:38:16,088 --> 01:38:17,724
Okay, I love you so much.
1258
01:38:18,858 --> 01:38:20,290
I love you, Dad.
1259
01:38:21,594 --> 01:38:23,028
Okay, here we go.
1260
01:38:23,596 --> 01:38:25,097
Dr. Hamid.
1261
01:38:25,498 --> 01:38:27,366
I gave her mouth-to-mouth.
1262
01:38:28,868 --> 01:38:30,801
I'm sorry. I didn't have
any other choice.
1263
01:38:30,803 --> 01:38:31,903
You saved her life, Will.
1264
01:38:31,905 --> 01:38:34,774
If she has B. cepacia,
we'll deal with it, okay?
1265
01:40:30,723 --> 01:40:32,659
Bacterial cultures came back.
1266
01:40:33,793 --> 01:40:36,896
I don't know how,
but she's clean.
1267
01:40:37,463 --> 01:40:38,865
She didn't get it.
1268
01:40:42,468 --> 01:40:44,437
But that doesn't mean
she won't.
1269
01:40:48,574 --> 01:40:50,175
What about Will?
1270
01:40:51,577 --> 01:40:53,413
Is the treatment working?
1271
01:40:57,950 --> 01:40:58,951
No.
1272
01:41:01,621 --> 01:41:02,955
No, it's not.
1273
01:41:11,564 --> 01:41:12,665
I'm sorry.
1274
01:41:14,934 --> 01:41:16,500
For all of this.
1275
01:41:16,502 --> 01:41:18,671
No, no, no, no, sweetie.
1276
01:41:20,039 --> 01:41:21,607
It's not your fault.
1277
01:42:24,971 --> 01:42:27,071
Mom. Hey.
1278
01:42:27,073 --> 01:42:28,873
Hey, Mom.
1279
01:42:28,875 --> 01:42:31,343
What? What is it?
What is it, honey?
1280
01:42:31,711 --> 01:42:33,679
Could you help me
with something?
1281
01:42:37,984 --> 01:42:39,483
Are you guys in?
1282
01:42:39,485 --> 01:42:40,987
Absolutely.
1283
01:42:41,954 --> 01:42:42,955
Barb?
1284
01:42:44,991 --> 01:42:46,657
Hell, yeah, I'm in.
1285
01:42:47,593 --> 01:42:49,929
She's sedated.
We have a few more hours.
1286
01:42:50,563 --> 01:42:51,697
We have time.
1287
01:42:51,931 --> 01:42:52,997
It's done.
1288
01:42:52,999 --> 01:42:54,467
They said yes.
1289
01:42:56,035 --> 01:42:57,036
Okay.
1290
01:42:57,670 --> 01:42:59,438
Let's do this.
1291
01:43:10,583 --> 01:43:14,352
I've done all I'm doing
with this, Will. I'm done.
1292
01:43:17,423 --> 01:43:19,025
Thank you.
1293
01:43:20,459 --> 01:43:21,794
She's waking up.
1294
01:43:26,532 --> 01:43:27,633
Hey, honey.
1295
01:43:33,139 --> 01:43:34,405
Hey, sweetie, you did great!
1296
01:43:34,407 --> 01:43:35,573
You really did.
1297
01:43:35,575 --> 01:43:36,776
You did great.
1298
01:43:40,813 --> 01:43:43,414
You did wonderful, baby.
1299
01:43:43,416 --> 01:43:44,617
You did good.
1300
01:43:45,785 --> 01:43:46,986
It's okay.
1301
01:43:54,160 --> 01:43:56,128
We have something for you.
1302
01:44:01,801 --> 01:44:04,437
My beautiful,
bossy Stella.
1303
01:44:05,204 --> 01:44:07,974
I guess it's true,
what that book of yours says.
1304
01:44:08,608 --> 01:44:11,077
That the soul knows no time.
1305
01:44:12,578 --> 01:44:14,547
My drug trial's not working.
1306
01:44:15,748 --> 01:44:18,816
I want you to know
that this past month
1307
01:44:18,818 --> 01:44:20,620
will last forever for me.
1308
01:44:21,520 --> 01:44:22,853
My only regret is that
1309
01:44:22,855 --> 01:44:24,523
you didn't get to see
your lights.
1310
01:45:19,612 --> 01:45:21,981
I finally got you speechless.
1311
01:45:26,052 --> 01:45:28,218
You know, people are always
saying if you love something,
1312
01:45:28,220 --> 01:45:30,189
you have to learn
to let it go.
1313
01:45:31,590 --> 01:45:33,693
I thought
that was such bullshit.
1314
01:45:35,728 --> 01:45:38,030
Till I watched you almost die.
1315
01:45:38,764 --> 01:45:40,666
In that moment, Stella,
1316
01:45:43,536 --> 01:45:45,204
nothing mattered to me.
1317
01:45:46,839 --> 01:45:48,007
Except you.
1318
01:45:52,845 --> 01:45:54,046
I'm sorry.
1319
01:45:58,250 --> 01:45:59,852
I don't wanna go.
1320
01:46:02,822 --> 01:46:05,157
All I want is to be with you.
1321
01:46:08,961 --> 01:46:10,162
I can't.
1322
01:46:12,231 --> 01:46:14,266
I need you to be safe.
1323
01:46:15,134 --> 01:46:16,602
From me.
1324
01:46:20,106 --> 01:46:22,241
I don't know what comes next,
1325
01:46:22,942 --> 01:46:25,978
but I don't regret
any of this.
1326
01:46:30,182 --> 01:46:32,018
Could you close your eyes?
1327
01:46:33,319 --> 01:46:35,052
I just don't know
if I can walk away
1328
01:46:35,054 --> 01:46:36,689
if you're still looking at me.
1329
01:46:44,363 --> 01:46:45,664
Please.
1330
01:47:02,982 --> 01:47:04,283
I love you
1331
01:47:05,317 --> 01:47:07,053
so much.
1332
01:47:35,881 --> 01:47:37,917
He left this for you.
1333
01:49:09,108 --> 01:49:10,410
Human touch.
1334
01:49:11,977 --> 01:49:14,381
Our first form
of communication.
1335
01:49:15,014 --> 01:49:17,917
Safety, security, comfort,
1336
01:49:18,485 --> 01:49:21,353
all in the gentle caress
of a finger.
1337
01:49:22,354 --> 01:49:25,222
Or at the brush of lips
on a soft cheek.
1338
01:49:25,224 --> 01:49:26,926
Hey, Stella.
You can't record that. No.
1339
01:49:27,226 --> 01:49:29,159
It connects us
when we're happy...
1340
01:49:31,197 --> 01:49:33,030
Abby, no.
1341
01:49:33,032 --> 01:49:34,532
...bolsters us
in times of fear...
1342
01:49:35,935 --> 01:49:37,470
Can you turn that off?
1343
01:49:37,903 --> 01:49:40,739
...excites us
in times of passion...
1344
01:49:41,273 --> 01:49:44,377
Ah. No. Stella, no.
Stop!
1345
01:49:44,777 --> 01:49:46,745
...and love.
1346
01:49:49,815 --> 01:49:51,516
We need that touch
from the one we love
1347
01:49:51,518 --> 01:49:53,886
almost as much
as we need air to breathe.
1348
01:49:55,522 --> 01:49:57,856
But I never understood
the importance of touch.
1349
01:49:59,959 --> 01:50:01,461
His touch.
1350
01:50:03,796 --> 01:50:05,432
Until I couldn't have it.
1351
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So, if you're watching this
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and you're able,
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touch him.
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Touch her.
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Life's too short
to waste a second.
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