1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Everyone is intimidated by a shark. Become a Card Shark AMERICASCARDROOM.COM 2 00:00:42,751 --> 00:00:45,336 Welcome to Letting Go With Love. 3 00:00:47,630 --> 00:00:48,715 Chapter one. 4 00:00:53,470 --> 00:00:54,679 You're on a dock. 5 00:00:58,725 --> 00:01:00,101 You've been here before. 6 00:01:08,318 --> 00:01:10,320 Choose to walk down the dock. 7 00:01:22,707 --> 00:01:23,875 Notice the boat. 8 00:01:29,214 --> 00:01:31,090 Notice the gathering clouds... 9 00:01:33,134 --> 00:01:34,344 the high winds... 10 00:01:36,471 --> 00:01:37,972 the unsteady seas. 11 00:01:42,101 --> 00:01:44,229 Choose to board the boat. 12 00:01:53,196 --> 00:01:54,364 Now hold on... 13 00:01:55,365 --> 00:01:57,617 and never let go. 14 00:02:08,002 --> 00:02:09,420 Happy 4th July. 15 00:02:09,504 --> 00:02:12,507 If you're looking for that perfect burst of fireworks in the sky, 16 00:02:12,590 --> 00:02:15,218 Colleen Malone has already done the groundwork for you. 17 00:02:15,301 --> 00:02:16,678 Colleen and her team of experts 18 00:02:16,761 --> 00:02:19,347 have designed the show over LA's Dodger Stadium, 19 00:02:19,430 --> 00:02:21,057 and she's here to talk to us now. 20 00:02:21,141 --> 00:02:23,852 - So, Colleen, thanks for joining us. - Happy to be here. 21 00:02:24,352 --> 00:02:27,272 Hey, you have reached Seth and... 22 00:02:27,355 --> 00:02:29,023 And me, too! 23 00:02:29,107 --> 00:02:32,527 - Should they leave a message? - Leave a message, please. 24 00:02:32,610 --> 00:02:34,090 Did I do good? 25 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:38,950 The mailbox is full and cannot accept any messages at this time. Goodbye. 26 00:02:39,033 --> 00:02:40,827 Hey! Open up. 27 00:02:40,910 --> 00:02:43,310 - Yeah, OK. Just hold on one second. - Can you open the door? 28 00:02:43,371 --> 00:02:46,416 - Just don't touch the thing. - Can you open the door? I can't open it. 29 00:02:46,499 --> 00:02:48,209 What? Oh, there you go. 30 00:02:48,293 --> 00:02:49,836 - OK, we got it. - Whoo! 31 00:02:51,713 --> 00:02:54,358 - Oh, can I have a little room? - Just hold on one second. I got it. 32 00:02:54,382 --> 00:02:55,383 All right. 33 00:02:55,466 --> 00:02:57,260 - Hi. - Hi. I thought you forgot about me. 34 00:02:57,343 --> 00:03:00,471 - I'm 15 minutes early. - Is your brother coming tonight? 35 00:03:00,555 --> 00:03:01,639 - Yeah. - Really? 36 00:03:01,723 --> 00:03:04,893 I sent Ella the cutest little truck and he hasn't called me to thank me. 37 00:03:07,103 --> 00:03:08,104 Oh. 38 00:03:11,941 --> 00:03:14,360 - You know where we can go? - We're not going to CVS. 39 00:03:14,444 --> 00:03:15,820 Oh, come on. Please? 40 00:03:16,362 --> 00:03:18,406 They're having this big make-up special. 41 00:03:18,489 --> 00:03:20,742 You know, eyeliners and lip liners 42 00:03:20,825 --> 00:03:22,076 and eyebrow liners. 43 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:25,747 Anything that has a "luh" sound in it is on sale, two for five. 44 00:03:26,414 --> 00:03:28,583 You don't need... You have so much make-up. 45 00:03:28,666 --> 00:03:31,544 - Maybe on the way back. - You just want to wander the aisles. 46 00:03:31,628 --> 00:03:34,088 You don't get anything. It should be quality over quantity. 47 00:03:34,172 --> 00:03:36,883 Are you going to put some earrings on later tonight? 48 00:03:36,966 --> 00:03:39,177 Yeah, I have these on. I'm going to... 49 00:03:39,260 --> 00:03:40,887 But you have a different... 50 00:03:40,970 --> 00:03:43,097 For the party tonight, are you putting on earrings? 51 00:03:43,181 --> 00:03:44,307 Maybe a little lipstick? 52 00:03:44,390 --> 00:03:46,110 - Yeah. - Maybe we can get you a nice liner. 53 00:03:46,184 --> 00:03:48,311 I'm going to... I'll put all the make-up on. 54 00:03:48,394 --> 00:03:50,480 - You will? Oh, good. - I mean, I'm... 55 00:03:50,563 --> 00:03:52,857 - It's a party. - No, I know. 56 00:03:52,941 --> 00:03:54,275 I know what... I know what... 57 00:03:58,363 --> 00:03:59,739 OK, fire her up. 58 00:04:11,167 --> 00:04:12,669 Coming through, hot soup. 59 00:04:12,752 --> 00:04:13,962 Oh, excuse me. 60 00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:16,248 Sorry. 61 00:04:17,840 --> 00:04:19,550 - Whoa! - It's for Ella. Isn't that cute? 62 00:04:19,634 --> 00:04:21,886 - It's definitely a dog toy. - It's not a dog toy. 63 00:04:21,970 --> 00:04:24,722 Um... There's a spot to blow all these up in the back, right? 64 00:04:24,806 --> 00:04:25,807 OK, great. 65 00:04:27,392 --> 00:04:30,520 OK. Yeah, we need all this stuff. 66 00:04:30,603 --> 00:04:33,481 Oh, how cute. That's so big. Don't you think that's good value? 67 00:04:36,693 --> 00:04:38,695 OK, don't. Don't, don't, don't. 68 00:04:40,488 --> 00:04:43,116 - I don't think they're going to fit. - Oh, they will fit. 69 00:04:43,700 --> 00:04:45,618 - Oh, God! Are you OK? - Oh, my gosh! 70 00:04:45,702 --> 00:04:47,120 Come on, you guys. 71 00:04:47,203 --> 00:04:49,122 You little bastards. Get in there. 72 00:04:51,833 --> 00:04:55,378 - Let's pull them through. - Seriously, I've got to pee. 73 00:04:55,461 --> 00:04:56,796 OK. All right. 74 00:04:56,879 --> 00:04:57,880 OK. Ah! 75 00:05:02,927 --> 00:05:04,762 Oh, that looks good. OK. 76 00:05:10,226 --> 00:05:11,227 Mom! Mom? 77 00:05:15,148 --> 00:05:16,149 Mom? 78 00:05:17,942 --> 00:05:20,320 That's great. Can you fill half of these with juice boxes? 79 00:05:20,403 --> 00:05:21,612 - My niece is coming. - Sure. 80 00:05:22,530 --> 00:05:23,740 - Cups! - Killing it. 81 00:05:23,823 --> 00:05:25,575 Hey, hey, hey. I owe you. I swear this time. 82 00:05:25,658 --> 00:05:28,161 You know, there's an outlet over there. Thanks so much. 83 00:05:30,371 --> 00:05:32,790 What's going on here? There's a drought in California. 84 00:05:32,874 --> 00:05:35,209 - I was just going to turn it off. - OK. 85 00:05:35,293 --> 00:05:37,462 Are these pig blankets tight enough for you? 86 00:05:37,545 --> 00:05:38,546 Yeah. 87 00:05:39,130 --> 00:05:40,548 - Yeah. - You're going to re-roll. 88 00:05:40,631 --> 00:05:43,468 - She's going to re-roll those. - You guys are so mean. I... 89 00:05:45,762 --> 00:05:47,096 I might... I might re-roll them. 90 00:05:47,180 --> 00:05:48,473 Hey, Mom? 91 00:05:49,265 --> 00:05:50,349 Mom! What is... 92 00:05:55,104 --> 00:05:56,814 - I'm thinking this. - Yeah. 93 00:05:56,898 --> 00:05:58,399 - Is that what you're wearing? - No. 94 00:05:59,567 --> 00:06:02,278 Well, you don't need to... It's a good outfit, but no. 95 00:06:02,361 --> 00:06:04,030 Oh, hold on. Your tag is out. 96 00:06:04,113 --> 00:06:05,156 - Thank you. - OK. 97 00:06:05,615 --> 00:06:07,909 Oh, my God. He will see the balloons from down the block. 98 00:06:07,992 --> 00:06:09,786 Wait. What are you wearing, if not this? 99 00:06:09,869 --> 00:06:12,413 - I have a thing laid out. Another outfit. - A thing? 100 00:06:12,497 --> 00:06:15,458 I have a... It's cute. I think it's pretty cute. It's like a dress. 101 00:06:15,541 --> 00:06:16,626 It's like a dress? 102 00:06:16,709 --> 00:06:18,044 - It is a... - Hold on. 103 00:06:18,127 --> 00:06:20,505 I think maybe people might come into your room. 104 00:06:20,588 --> 00:06:22,215 You can fold a couple of things. 105 00:06:22,298 --> 00:06:23,591 Is this a shirt or a dress? 106 00:06:25,218 --> 00:06:27,095 I think if you have to question what it is... 107 00:06:27,178 --> 00:06:30,014 Don't think. One, two, three. Shirt or dress? 108 00:06:30,598 --> 00:06:32,642 I mean, I think it could be either of those things. 109 00:06:32,725 --> 00:06:35,686 If you have to ask yourself, maybe it's not the best choice. I don't know. 110 00:06:35,770 --> 00:06:37,146 I need to ask myself. 111 00:06:37,230 --> 00:06:39,273 - I just... I can't... - This is stressing you out. 112 00:06:39,357 --> 00:06:40,357 - Hello! - Hey! 113 00:06:40,399 --> 00:06:41,400 - Hey. - Hey, Dad. 114 00:06:41,484 --> 00:06:43,277 You can see the balloons down the block. 115 00:06:43,361 --> 00:06:46,197 I know. Will you say something to Mom? I just can't with her right now. 116 00:06:46,280 --> 00:06:48,157 Yeah, sure. Yeah. Is Seth here? 117 00:06:48,241 --> 00:06:50,041 - Wait. You were supposed to get him. - Was I? 118 00:06:50,118 --> 00:06:51,869 - Definitely, you were. - Hey, Cam. 119 00:06:51,953 --> 00:06:53,329 - Hi, Gar. - Hey. 120 00:06:53,412 --> 00:06:54,956 Let's get this party started. 121 00:06:55,039 --> 00:06:56,124 Yes. 122 00:06:56,207 --> 00:06:57,208 Here we go. 123 00:06:57,291 --> 00:06:58,417 Looks good. 124 00:06:58,501 --> 00:07:01,045 Just peeling eggs. It's actually exhausting. 125 00:07:01,129 --> 00:07:03,047 - Hell, yeah. Thank you. - Sure. 126 00:07:03,631 --> 00:07:06,676 - I will go deal with your mother. - Thank you. 127 00:07:09,387 --> 00:07:10,972 Your dad is so hot. 128 00:07:11,055 --> 00:07:12,056 OK. 129 00:07:12,140 --> 00:07:13,182 It's true. 130 00:07:13,683 --> 00:07:16,060 Did that, like, make you uncomfortable growing up? 131 00:07:16,144 --> 00:07:17,145 It was really hard. 132 00:07:17,228 --> 00:07:19,063 It was a dress for a child. I looked it up. 133 00:07:19,147 --> 00:07:21,315 Hm. What the fuck is that? 134 00:07:21,399 --> 00:07:22,859 Um... What the fuck is this? 135 00:07:22,942 --> 00:07:24,694 - Yeah. - It's a sign I handcrafted. 136 00:07:24,777 --> 00:07:25,611 No. 137 00:07:25,695 --> 00:07:26,946 - Respect it. - No. 138 00:07:27,530 --> 00:07:30,032 - Is this glue stick? - Yeah, this is glue stick. Yeah. 139 00:07:31,284 --> 00:07:33,661 - You can pay people to do that for you. - You can. 140 00:07:33,744 --> 00:07:36,205 - You can if you're a sucker. - For sure, yeah. 141 00:07:36,289 --> 00:07:37,415 I don't know. 142 00:07:38,207 --> 00:07:39,542 Oh, my gosh. 143 00:07:39,625 --> 00:07:41,669 OK. You guys, Jack made it to drinks. 144 00:07:43,212 --> 00:07:44,213 - Good - Yes. 145 00:07:44,297 --> 00:07:45,673 You guys don't think he knows? 146 00:07:45,756 --> 00:07:47,049 - Yeah. - No. 147 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:49,427 Yeah, I know that he doesn't know. 148 00:07:49,510 --> 00:07:51,095 - Right, he better not know. - Uh-uh. 149 00:07:52,763 --> 00:07:56,350 I am dying to see his cute fucking face when... 150 00:07:57,351 --> 00:08:00,104 I can't even. I mean, I can't even. In my heart, I can't. 151 00:08:00,188 --> 00:08:01,481 Fucking face. 152 00:08:01,564 --> 00:08:03,691 The fireworks. It's going to be... 153 00:08:03,774 --> 00:08:05,526 - It's almost too much. - It is. 154 00:08:05,610 --> 00:08:06,736 It is almost too much. 155 00:08:06,819 --> 00:08:08,946 OK. All right. OK. I'm going to go get the cake. 156 00:08:09,030 --> 00:08:10,990 - I can do that. - No, I'm going to get the cake. 157 00:08:11,073 --> 00:08:12,408 Then I'm going to get the tacos 158 00:08:12,492 --> 00:08:14,702 before my mom starts telling me everyone will starve. 159 00:08:14,785 --> 00:08:15,786 - OK. - OK. 160 00:08:15,870 --> 00:08:18,206 Please stop eating everything. 161 00:08:18,289 --> 00:08:19,624 This is a tiered thing. 162 00:08:19,707 --> 00:08:23,044 - I worked hard on making these color... - You're losing your mind. Go. 163 00:08:23,127 --> 00:08:26,130 - Remove yourself from the premises. - We love you. Go! 164 00:08:26,214 --> 00:08:28,883 - Call me if you need anything. - Have fun. We are covered. 165 00:08:28,966 --> 00:08:31,010 - She's freaking out. - You're stressing her out. 166 00:08:31,093 --> 00:08:32,261 I ate one of these. 167 00:08:33,930 --> 00:08:35,973 - Can you peel or... - Have you tasted these? 168 00:08:36,057 --> 00:08:37,683 - Put that away. - Will you taste it? 169 00:09:02,166 --> 00:09:03,668 Chapter two. 170 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:08,172 You are on the same boat. 171 00:09:10,925 --> 00:09:13,219 Notice how water has rotted the boat. 172 00:09:15,012 --> 00:09:18,641 Promise yourself to fix it before you travel. 173 00:09:27,942 --> 00:09:29,902 - Lost one. - Yeah, it was my fault. 174 00:09:29,986 --> 00:09:32,572 My fault. My fault. I got excited. 175 00:09:32,655 --> 00:09:33,781 OK. 176 00:09:33,864 --> 00:09:34,991 It's OK. 177 00:09:35,950 --> 00:09:38,077 Katie, I hope you have more food than this. 178 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:39,745 Your friends are going to starve. 179 00:09:39,829 --> 00:09:41,455 Yeah, Ma, I'm going. 180 00:09:41,539 --> 00:09:43,499 And get your brother for me on the way. 181 00:10:22,204 --> 00:10:23,414 Ding-dong! 182 00:10:24,582 --> 00:10:25,833 I'll be right there. 183 00:10:27,043 --> 00:10:29,837 All right. Got your backpack? Your shoes? 184 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:31,130 Have you got your shoes? 185 00:10:40,389 --> 00:10:41,469 My balloons. 186 00:10:42,558 --> 00:10:45,978 I forgot my red balloon and my blue one. 187 00:10:46,937 --> 00:10:48,481 I have two balloons. 188 00:10:49,106 --> 00:10:50,816 Two red ones... 189 00:10:50,900 --> 00:10:53,277 - Yeah? - ...and two blue. 190 00:10:53,778 --> 00:10:56,113 - Can you go get them? - Are you OK? 191 00:10:56,906 --> 00:10:57,907 Yeah. 192 00:11:02,536 --> 00:11:05,539 Keep that there, and give you this guy. 193 00:11:07,958 --> 00:11:09,418 Oh, yeah. 194 00:11:09,919 --> 00:11:11,003 Kitty cat. 195 00:11:13,130 --> 00:11:14,882 This fucking thing just, like... 196 00:11:16,050 --> 00:11:17,802 It's... It's a normal seat belt. 197 00:11:17,885 --> 00:11:20,554 - Just click it in. - Maybe you could come back and help me. 198 00:11:20,638 --> 00:11:22,139 I don't know why you're in the front. 199 00:11:22,223 --> 00:11:23,343 - Sorry. - Yeah. Meow! 200 00:11:26,811 --> 00:11:28,451 I just can't get this. I need more slack. 201 00:11:30,564 --> 00:11:33,567 Meow! Meow! Meow! Meow! 202 00:11:34,110 --> 00:11:35,111 Meow! 203 00:11:35,194 --> 00:11:37,571 How do stupid people do this? I'm just... 204 00:11:37,655 --> 00:11:38,781 Meow! Meow! 205 00:11:38,864 --> 00:11:40,533 - Hi. Yeah. - OK. Are you in? 206 00:11:40,616 --> 00:11:42,993 Can you say "Aunt Katie is incompetent"? 207 00:11:43,077 --> 00:11:45,871 - Can... Can you say "incompetent"? - Incompetent. 208 00:11:45,955 --> 00:11:47,623 Yeah, that's my girl. 209 00:11:47,706 --> 00:11:49,125 - That's not good. - Incompetent. 210 00:11:49,208 --> 00:11:51,794 - Exactly. - No, that's not a good thing to teach her. 211 00:11:53,170 --> 00:11:54,463 Incompetent. 212 00:11:57,425 --> 00:11:58,551 How old is Jack? 213 00:11:58,634 --> 00:12:00,136 He's thirty... 214 00:12:00,219 --> 00:12:01,929 - Thirty-six. - ...six. 215 00:12:02,012 --> 00:12:03,305 He is a grown man. 216 00:12:03,389 --> 00:12:06,600 Yeah, you're throwing a 36-year-old grown man a surprise party. That's... 217 00:12:06,684 --> 00:12:07,977 It's supposed to be funny. 218 00:12:08,060 --> 00:12:10,940 - Yeah. - And it's going to be. It's... Yeah, it's going to be hilarious. 219 00:12:11,647 --> 00:12:14,483 Great idea, and it's going to be executed. 220 00:12:18,779 --> 00:12:20,239 What's uh... What's this? 221 00:12:20,322 --> 00:12:22,074 Oh, Jack needs paper towels. 222 00:12:22,575 --> 00:12:26,328 Man, Jack is such a... B-minus. 223 00:12:26,912 --> 00:12:28,247 He's a B-minus? 224 00:12:28,330 --> 00:12:30,458 Then you're definitely a D. 225 00:12:30,541 --> 00:12:33,127 I would rather be a D than a fucking B-minus. 226 00:12:33,210 --> 00:12:35,129 OK, I'm going to just ignore you now. 227 00:13:03,199 --> 00:13:04,950 Dinner to go. Your order's ready. 228 00:13:08,954 --> 00:13:11,916 - Does that look like everything? - Oh, that's perfect. Great. 229 00:13:11,999 --> 00:13:13,042 Do you need help? 230 00:13:14,168 --> 00:13:16,212 No, I've... I've got this. 231 00:13:17,129 --> 00:13:18,214 - Thank you. - Mm-hm. 232 00:13:19,465 --> 00:13:20,466 All right. 233 00:13:20,549 --> 00:13:21,592 Come here. Come here. 234 00:13:22,384 --> 00:13:23,844 Why don't you hold on to me? 235 00:13:23,928 --> 00:13:26,514 Hold on to me. We're going to go. Yeah, that's perfect. 236 00:13:26,597 --> 00:13:28,474 OK, here we go. 237 00:13:30,059 --> 00:13:31,310 You've got my butt? 238 00:13:32,269 --> 00:13:33,562 You've got my butt? 239 00:13:40,486 --> 00:13:41,695 Kitty cat. 240 00:13:42,613 --> 00:13:44,615 Meow! Meow! 241 00:13:49,787 --> 00:13:50,788 Um... 242 00:13:51,956 --> 00:13:55,000 Mom sent Ella a truck, and I guess you didn't call her to thank her for it. 243 00:13:55,709 --> 00:13:58,087 - OK. - Well, it's because you didn't get it. 244 00:13:58,170 --> 00:13:59,255 You didn't open it. 245 00:13:59,880 --> 00:14:01,173 OK. 246 00:14:03,008 --> 00:14:05,678 Well, you stopped opening your mail last time, too. 247 00:14:07,137 --> 00:14:08,847 What? What? 248 00:14:12,893 --> 00:14:15,354 Can you just... roll up your sleeve? 249 00:14:18,524 --> 00:14:20,526 Just show me your arm. 250 00:14:22,403 --> 00:14:23,779 - No. - Just show me your arm. 251 00:14:23,863 --> 00:14:24,864 Can we not do this? 252 00:14:24,947 --> 00:14:26,907 - Seth, just show me. - There's nothing to see. 253 00:14:26,991 --> 00:14:28,993 Then we'll just go to my house, go to the party. 254 00:14:29,076 --> 00:14:31,876 - This fucking hurts my feelings. - Just show me and we go to my house. 255 00:14:31,954 --> 00:14:32,955 Can you trust me? 256 00:15:14,413 --> 00:15:15,956 How did this happen again? 257 00:15:19,293 --> 00:15:20,653 It's hard. It's OK. 258 00:15:25,215 --> 00:15:26,216 It's OK. 259 00:15:30,721 --> 00:15:32,431 I've got to take you to detox. 260 00:15:34,892 --> 00:15:35,976 Yeah, I know. 261 00:15:36,936 --> 00:15:39,605 ♪ The wheels on the bus ♪ 262 00:15:39,688 --> 00:15:42,066 ♪ Go round and round ♪ 263 00:15:42,566 --> 00:15:45,069 ♪ Round and round ♪ 264 00:15:45,152 --> 00:15:47,196 ♪ Round and round ♪ 265 00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:48,781 ♪ The wheels on the bus ♪ 266 00:15:48,864 --> 00:15:52,326 ♪ Go round, round and round ♪ 267 00:15:54,161 --> 00:15:55,162 ♪ All through town... ♪ 268 00:15:55,245 --> 00:15:56,956 Can you put your seat belt on, please? 269 00:15:58,540 --> 00:16:00,042 ♪ The wheels on the bus ♪ 270 00:16:00,125 --> 00:16:02,252 ♪ Go round and round ♪ 271 00:16:03,087 --> 00:16:04,964 ♪ Round and round... 272 00:16:07,925 --> 00:16:10,260 ♪ Babies on the bus go ♪ 273 00:16:10,344 --> 00:16:12,763 ♪ Wah-wah-wah, wah-wah-wah ♪ 274 00:16:12,846 --> 00:16:13,847 ♪ Wah-wah-wah ♪ 275 00:16:13,931 --> 00:16:16,850 ♪ Babies on a bus cry wah-wah-wah ♪ 276 00:16:16,934 --> 00:16:19,561 ♪ All through the town... ♪ 277 00:16:21,355 --> 00:16:22,690 Which one are we going to? 278 00:16:23,315 --> 00:16:24,483 The shitty one. 279 00:16:25,567 --> 00:16:27,027 In 1.5 miles, 280 00:16:27,111 --> 00:16:28,988 turn left onto Beverly Boulevard. 281 00:16:30,948 --> 00:16:31,949 Kitty cat. 282 00:16:32,866 --> 00:16:33,993 Kitty cat. 283 00:16:34,618 --> 00:16:35,618 Meow! 284 00:16:36,036 --> 00:16:37,997 I think we should drop her off at my house first. 285 00:16:38,497 --> 00:16:41,583 - What? No. No, please. - I think we should take her to my house. 286 00:16:41,667 --> 00:16:43,544 I can't see Mom like this. Please. 287 00:16:43,627 --> 00:16:46,255 ♪ The driver on the bus Says move on back ♪ 288 00:16:46,338 --> 00:16:48,632 ♪ Move on back, move on back... ♪ 289 00:16:50,259 --> 00:16:53,095 Look, I can't... I can't take ten days off of work. 290 00:16:53,178 --> 00:16:54,555 - What? - I just... I can't. 291 00:16:55,264 --> 00:16:56,765 I mean, why? 292 00:16:56,849 --> 00:16:59,309 Why? Because people don't do that, all right? 293 00:16:59,393 --> 00:17:00,728 I'll get fired. 294 00:17:00,811 --> 00:17:04,064 I'll do... I'll do a four-day detox. That's it, though. 295 00:17:04,148 --> 00:17:06,859 Just tell them Dad's sick or something. No one will question that. 296 00:17:06,942 --> 00:17:09,403 Yes, of course they will. Katie, it's not that easy. 297 00:17:09,486 --> 00:17:12,114 Just listen to me, please. Dad got me the job, all right? 298 00:17:12,197 --> 00:17:14,950 They will call him, then he will know, so we're not doing that, OK? 299 00:17:17,453 --> 00:17:19,705 Jesus, you never listen. 300 00:17:19,788 --> 00:17:20,873 Oh, my God. 301 00:17:23,083 --> 00:17:25,294 "I need to drink some juice." 302 00:17:25,794 --> 00:17:26,879 "Yum." 303 00:17:28,589 --> 00:17:29,757 "Yummy. 304 00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,133 Yummy." 305 00:17:31,675 --> 00:17:32,676 "Yum." 306 00:17:35,512 --> 00:17:38,192 ♪ Babies on a bus cry wah-wah-wah ♪ ♪ Wah-wah-wah, wah-wah-wah... ♪ 307 00:17:41,852 --> 00:17:45,064 If I'm gone ten days, Maggie will know and she won't let me see Ella. 308 00:17:46,774 --> 00:17:48,150 Everyone's going to know. 309 00:17:58,452 --> 00:17:59,745 I just wish you had told me. 310 00:18:01,455 --> 00:18:02,498 Next time. 311 00:18:05,709 --> 00:18:08,462 - That was a joke. - No, it was... That was hilarious. 312 00:18:08,545 --> 00:18:10,923 - Yeah, you liked that? - I was, like, on the floor. 313 00:18:11,006 --> 00:18:14,426 - You don't seem like you're on the floor. - I mean, if I wasn't driving... 314 00:18:14,510 --> 00:18:15,552 Yeah? 315 00:18:15,636 --> 00:18:18,347 ...I would be just, like, done. 316 00:18:18,430 --> 00:18:21,433 - That's very sweet of you to say. - Yeah, it brought down the house. 317 00:18:21,517 --> 00:18:23,977 You should develop that into, like, a longer act. 318 00:18:24,478 --> 00:18:26,146 With your encouragement, I might. 319 00:18:26,230 --> 00:18:28,023 This actually is a pretty long act. 320 00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:29,691 You've got at least... 321 00:18:30,567 --> 00:18:33,570 what is it, a couple of years' worth of material here, right? 322 00:18:34,446 --> 00:18:36,323 You're making me feel so warm right now. 323 00:18:36,406 --> 00:18:38,117 Yeah, that's my job. 324 00:18:39,118 --> 00:18:40,202 Hey, girlie. 325 00:18:40,285 --> 00:18:42,204 - Come here. Let me unbuckle you. - Kitty cat. 326 00:18:43,122 --> 00:18:44,665 All right, let's go. 327 00:18:45,249 --> 00:18:46,416 Have you got your bunny? 328 00:18:47,126 --> 00:18:48,669 All right, out. 329 00:18:49,169 --> 00:18:52,172 Out, out, out. OK. Shut the door. 330 00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:54,007 OK. 331 00:18:54,091 --> 00:18:56,135 Just be careful before the car comes. 332 00:18:56,218 --> 00:18:58,595 OK, yeah. Before the car comes, huh? 333 00:18:58,679 --> 00:18:59,847 Just be careful. 334 00:19:01,640 --> 00:19:03,642 Still looks like a crack house. 335 00:19:05,310 --> 00:19:06,937 Well, you'll fit right in, right? 336 00:19:08,188 --> 00:19:09,189 Funny. 337 00:19:22,703 --> 00:19:24,496 Wait, wait, wait. She needs shoes. 338 00:19:25,205 --> 00:19:26,373 She's fine. 339 00:19:26,456 --> 00:19:29,042 Just... Just give me the keys. It will take two seconds. 340 00:19:29,126 --> 00:19:30,252 I'll hold her. 341 00:19:30,335 --> 00:19:32,713 Come on. I'm not going anywhere. I'm just going to the car. 342 00:19:32,796 --> 00:19:36,842 - I'll hold her. You don't need to go. - Katie, it's... OK. All right, calm down. 343 00:19:36,925 --> 00:19:39,553 Don't tell me to calm down. That's the worst thing you could say. 344 00:19:39,636 --> 00:19:41,054 Don't make a thing of this, please. 345 00:19:41,138 --> 00:19:42,598 I just think it's insane 346 00:19:42,681 --> 00:19:46,268 that you picked this moment, of all moments, to be a parent. 347 00:19:46,351 --> 00:19:47,519 And it's actually... 348 00:19:48,145 --> 00:19:50,063 It's actually insane. 349 00:19:50,147 --> 00:19:53,066 I don't understand why you get so pissed about the dumbest shit. 350 00:19:53,150 --> 00:19:54,860 - What did you just say to me? - Nothing. 351 00:19:55,527 --> 00:19:56,945 - Hello. - Hi. 352 00:19:57,446 --> 00:19:59,907 Hi. Um... Your insurance card? 353 00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:01,950 Can I help you? 354 00:20:02,034 --> 00:20:03,660 Yeah. Um... Can we come inside? 355 00:20:03,744 --> 00:20:05,120 I need some information first. 356 00:20:05,662 --> 00:20:07,039 - Who's the patient? - Me. 357 00:20:07,831 --> 00:20:10,584 - Have you been here before? - Um... You bet he has. 358 00:20:11,418 --> 00:20:12,920 And what are you detoxing from? 359 00:20:17,799 --> 00:20:20,679 - I knew I should have dropped her off. - It's fine. Just give her to me. 360 00:20:20,719 --> 00:20:22,471 - OK. - Come here, baby. Come here. 361 00:20:22,554 --> 00:20:24,181 OK. Um... 362 00:20:25,140 --> 00:20:27,267 - Well... - We'll be... We'll be right here. 363 00:20:27,351 --> 00:20:28,352 OK. 364 00:20:54,628 --> 00:20:55,921 - Ma'am? - Yeah. 365 00:20:57,422 --> 00:20:58,966 Um... He's on heroin. 366 00:20:59,591 --> 00:21:02,135 - What kind of insurance does he have? - Um... Anthem. 367 00:21:02,719 --> 00:21:05,097 Unfortunately, we don't take Anthem. 368 00:21:05,180 --> 00:21:06,765 But he's been here before. 369 00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:09,226 Does he have a new job since the last time? 370 00:21:10,727 --> 00:21:12,020 Yeah. 371 00:21:12,104 --> 00:21:15,232 Then we probably took his last job's insurance. 372 00:21:16,149 --> 00:21:18,151 OK, but you can still admit him, right? 373 00:21:18,986 --> 00:21:20,362 We have an outpatient program. 374 00:21:21,613 --> 00:21:24,992 No, he needs to be in for ten days for it to work. 375 00:21:25,075 --> 00:21:25,909 OK. 376 00:21:25,993 --> 00:21:28,578 Not that it's never worked, but um... 377 00:21:29,162 --> 00:21:30,914 I can admit him if you want to pay cash. 378 00:21:32,165 --> 00:21:35,043 - How much is it? - It's $5,000 for the ten-day program. 379 00:21:37,170 --> 00:21:38,380 OK, just give me a minute. 380 00:21:43,093 --> 00:21:45,304 Credit card. They don't take your insurance. 381 00:21:45,387 --> 00:21:47,055 But my credit's fucked. You know that. 382 00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:50,183 Seth, tell me what to do right now. 383 00:21:54,021 --> 00:21:55,105 Can you pay for it? 384 00:21:58,734 --> 00:22:00,485 You still owe me five grand from last time. 385 00:22:00,569 --> 00:22:02,904 How long have you waited to play that card? 386 00:22:02,988 --> 00:22:05,628 - That's what I'm doing. - I bet you think about that all the time. 387 00:22:05,699 --> 00:22:08,076 - Every once in a while... - All you fucking people, man. 388 00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:11,288 - Who? - Who? You, Mom, Dad. It's like... 389 00:22:11,371 --> 00:22:14,041 - Yeah, that's so lovely. - There are always strings attached. 390 00:22:14,124 --> 00:22:15,417 - Strings attached?! - Gross. 391 00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:17,627 The string attached is that you stay fucking clean, 392 00:22:17,711 --> 00:22:19,212 not that you achieve greatness. 393 00:22:19,296 --> 00:22:20,672 OK, OK. 394 00:22:20,756 --> 00:22:23,050 The bar is so low that there's not a bar. 395 00:22:23,133 --> 00:22:24,843 It's just, like, the ground, so... 396 00:22:30,932 --> 00:22:32,142 Why don't you ask Jack? 397 00:22:34,811 --> 00:22:37,022 You want me to ask my boyfriend to pay for your detox? 398 00:22:37,105 --> 00:22:38,315 I don't know. 399 00:22:40,442 --> 00:22:41,860 Who are you? 400 00:22:41,943 --> 00:22:43,070 I'm a piece of shit. 401 00:22:44,446 --> 00:22:45,447 Ma'am? Yeah. 402 00:22:47,824 --> 00:22:48,992 Oh, hey, hey, hey! 403 00:22:49,076 --> 00:22:50,619 Hey, hey, hey! Stop, stop, stop! 404 00:22:51,495 --> 00:22:53,497 We need to go get the cat. 405 00:22:55,874 --> 00:22:57,709 No, no, no! 406 00:22:57,793 --> 00:22:59,586 Told you she needed fucking shoes. 407 00:23:00,253 --> 00:23:01,421 - Ma'am? - Yeah. 408 00:23:01,505 --> 00:23:04,257 American Group takes Anthem. They're downtown. 409 00:23:05,592 --> 00:23:06,593 Um... OK. 410 00:23:10,263 --> 00:23:11,943 I don't think I can go downtown right now. 411 00:23:12,015 --> 00:23:14,601 I'm throwing my boyfriend a surprise birthday party tonight. 412 00:23:16,311 --> 00:23:19,564 And I'm... I-I just want you to know, I did hear myself say that out loud. 413 00:23:20,273 --> 00:23:21,274 So... 414 00:23:22,901 --> 00:23:25,946 Did you want me to call American, let them know you're coming? 415 00:23:27,155 --> 00:23:28,782 - OK, Tammy, right? - Mm-hm. 416 00:23:28,865 --> 00:23:32,410 OK, so you're just going to take him to one location. That's it, OK? Don't stop. 417 00:23:32,494 --> 00:23:34,913 I just... I can't stress how important that is, OK? 418 00:23:34,996 --> 00:23:38,436 I'm sorry. She talks like that to everyone. I'm really sorry I'm not taking you myself. 419 00:23:43,964 --> 00:23:46,842 - I know you don't care, but this party... - No, I really don't. 420 00:23:50,595 --> 00:23:51,596 OK. 421 00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:53,265 - Do you want to say goodbye? - Goodbye. 422 00:23:53,348 --> 00:23:54,516 OK, go and say goodbye. 423 00:23:55,767 --> 00:23:57,644 Hey. Hey, monkey. 424 00:23:58,270 --> 00:23:59,271 Hey. 425 00:23:59,354 --> 00:24:02,858 Daddy's just feeling a little sick, but I'm going to go get better, OK? 426 00:24:03,775 --> 00:24:04,776 Hey. 427 00:24:04,860 --> 00:24:06,987 I love you more than the whole wide world. 428 00:24:07,529 --> 00:24:09,531 Can I get a kiss? Can I get a kiss? 429 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:11,283 Thanks, sweetheart. 430 00:24:12,409 --> 00:24:13,451 Can I give you kisses? 431 00:24:16,454 --> 00:24:17,455 OK. 432 00:24:24,212 --> 00:24:25,213 So... 433 00:24:27,841 --> 00:24:29,759 All right, can we... Let's go. Can we go? 434 00:24:32,512 --> 00:24:33,847 Hi. 435 00:24:33,930 --> 00:24:35,223 What the fuck took so long? 436 00:24:35,307 --> 00:24:36,391 Where's the cake? 437 00:24:36,474 --> 00:24:39,603 OK, still have to get the cake. Can you watch Ella? She's in the car. 438 00:24:39,686 --> 00:24:42,856 - Your phone is ringing. - You're not meant to leave babies in cars. 439 00:24:42,939 --> 00:24:44,858 She's sleeping, it's fine. I got it. 440 00:24:44,941 --> 00:24:47,194 - All right. Where's Seth? - He stayed home. 441 00:24:47,277 --> 00:24:49,112 - Your phone is still ringing. - I've got it. 442 00:24:49,196 --> 00:24:51,156 - I'll just take it. - I have it. I've got it. 443 00:24:51,239 --> 00:24:52,240 OK. All right. 444 00:25:27,150 --> 00:25:28,735 Chapter three. 445 00:25:31,988 --> 00:25:33,156 You're here again. 446 00:25:38,370 --> 00:25:39,955 You board the same boat. 447 00:25:44,584 --> 00:25:47,963 Admit to yourself that you do not know how to drive this boat. 448 00:25:59,391 --> 00:26:03,103 Tell yourself you are the only person who can drive this boat. 449 00:26:07,440 --> 00:26:09,985 Now push off... and paddle. 450 00:26:13,905 --> 00:26:14,905 Oh! 451 00:26:15,365 --> 00:26:16,491 You look good. 452 00:26:16,574 --> 00:26:17,575 Thank you. Better. 453 00:26:20,328 --> 00:26:21,496 OK. 454 00:26:21,579 --> 00:26:23,123 That was so close. 455 00:26:23,873 --> 00:26:25,083 So close. 456 00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:30,088 - Oh, is that Ella? - She's asleep. 457 00:26:30,171 --> 00:26:31,923 - She's napping. - Where's Seth? 458 00:26:32,007 --> 00:26:35,468 Um... He went home. Yeah. He had to... Can you just give me one second, please? 459 00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:38,112 - OK. Are you getting the cake? - Yeah, I'm going to grab it now. 460 00:26:38,179 --> 00:26:39,556 - So just take her with you. - OK. 461 00:26:39,639 --> 00:26:42,392 - She's passed out. - Sorry, can you say that one more time? 462 00:26:43,226 --> 00:26:46,146 - Yeah, it's fine. - Yeah, let's just get a drink. 463 00:26:46,229 --> 00:26:47,522 It's fine. 464 00:26:47,605 --> 00:26:49,399 Everything's OK, though, right? 465 00:26:50,275 --> 00:26:52,444 - Well, did she say where he went? - Yeah. 466 00:26:54,738 --> 00:26:57,824 You are on the fastest route to American Drug Rehab Center. 467 00:27:01,411 --> 00:27:04,581 In 100 feet, turn right onto Santa Monica Boulevard. 468 00:27:16,217 --> 00:27:18,428 You are on the same boat. 469 00:27:20,513 --> 00:27:21,598 Keep right. 470 00:27:22,891 --> 00:27:24,559 Notice the engine. 471 00:27:26,436 --> 00:27:27,437 Try the wheel. 472 00:27:46,456 --> 00:27:47,916 You cannot drive... 473 00:27:54,756 --> 00:27:56,424 and you cannot paddle... 474 00:28:01,679 --> 00:28:03,390 and think that you... 475 00:28:03,473 --> 00:28:05,392 might... drown. 476 00:28:05,475 --> 00:28:09,595 No, he was on Oxy. Now it's just heroin. - I understand. -Don't say that you understand. 477 00:28:10,313 --> 00:28:12,148 It's, like, the worst thing that you can say. 478 00:28:12,232 --> 00:28:15,152 - I understand that you're angry. - Oh, my God. I'm going to lose my mind. 479 00:28:15,235 --> 00:28:17,612 - I understand. - You say that, and you keep saying it! 480 00:28:17,695 --> 00:28:20,407 - I understand. - Seth, are you OK? Where's the bathroom? 481 00:28:20,490 --> 00:28:21,991 There's a bed in Pasadena. Hey, sir! 482 00:28:24,786 --> 00:28:27,372 Come here, come here, come here. Hey. OK. 483 00:28:41,594 --> 00:28:42,804 Daddy. 484 00:28:44,013 --> 00:28:46,266 Take her away. Get away. Get away. 485 00:28:48,768 --> 00:28:50,186 It's OK, baby. It's all right. 486 00:28:50,979 --> 00:28:52,480 Ella. Ella, it's OK. 487 00:28:52,564 --> 00:28:54,858 Starting route to Pasadena Recovery Center. 488 00:28:54,941 --> 00:28:57,026 No, I can't! I won't make it! I won't make it! 489 00:28:58,153 --> 00:29:00,280 In 0.2 miles, turn left onto Ferris Street. 490 00:29:00,363 --> 00:29:04,200 - It's OK. Ella, it's OK. Look at me. - Come on, man. You've got to let me out. 491 00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:06,161 Just... Just fucking let me out. 492 00:29:09,372 --> 00:29:10,582 Shut the lights! 493 00:29:11,916 --> 00:29:13,209 But she's not answering. 494 00:29:13,293 --> 00:29:15,503 Yeah. Well, I'm sure she'll be fine. 495 00:29:18,256 --> 00:29:20,133 OK. Where are you? 496 00:29:20,633 --> 00:29:22,093 It hurts so fucking... 497 00:29:22,969 --> 00:29:24,304 It fucking hurts. 498 00:29:24,387 --> 00:29:27,557 Ella, baby, can you sing me a song? Can you sing "Wheels on the Bus"? 499 00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:29,309 Just... Just take me to get some. 500 00:29:29,392 --> 00:29:31,603 I'll fucking... I'll go anywhere you want. Please. 501 00:29:31,686 --> 00:29:33,521 - Daddy! - Please. Just take me. I'll go. 502 00:29:33,605 --> 00:29:36,608 In 0.6 miles, turn right onto Los Angeles Street. 503 00:29:36,691 --> 00:29:39,068 Katie, please. Please. Oh, no. 504 00:29:39,152 --> 00:29:40,695 That's too far. It's too far. 505 00:29:41,780 --> 00:29:43,156 All I do is lie for you. 506 00:29:43,239 --> 00:29:47,076 I'll be... I'll be fine. I just need a little bit. Just take me there. 507 00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:48,600 I can't. I can't. 508 00:29:49,329 --> 00:29:51,623 I'm sorry. I don't want to fucking do this to you. 509 00:29:51,706 --> 00:29:53,625 I don't want to do this to you, but I have to... 510 00:29:58,338 --> 00:30:00,423 I'll be... It will be fine. 511 00:30:00,507 --> 00:30:02,008 I'll be fine. I just need a... 512 00:30:02,091 --> 00:30:03,259 I just need a little bit. 513 00:30:05,220 --> 00:30:06,346 Katie, please! 514 00:30:06,429 --> 00:30:08,056 OK, they're here. They're here. 515 00:30:11,684 --> 00:30:13,436 Down, down. Shh. 516 00:30:16,314 --> 00:30:19,108 Surprise! 517 00:30:26,241 --> 00:30:27,617 What is going on? 518 00:30:30,119 --> 00:30:31,788 - Is this my party? - Yes! 519 00:30:33,039 --> 00:30:34,499 Oh, my God. Wait, wait. 520 00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:37,293 Where are you? Where is she? 521 00:30:37,377 --> 00:30:39,921 She's um... There was... There was a cake thing. 522 00:30:40,004 --> 00:30:42,131 A problem with the cake, but she's coming. 523 00:30:42,215 --> 00:30:45,343 - Where is she? - No, literally, she is getting a cake. 524 00:30:45,426 --> 00:30:48,555 I cannot believe she would do this. I have never been surprised before. 525 00:30:48,638 --> 00:30:50,265 - Are you serious? - I know! 526 00:30:50,348 --> 00:30:51,683 We gave you your first surprise? 527 00:30:51,766 --> 00:30:53,351 - Oh, my gosh. - We did, yeah. 528 00:30:53,434 --> 00:30:54,435 She is... 529 00:30:57,939 --> 00:31:00,233 She's going to be so pissed is what she's going to be. 530 00:31:01,401 --> 00:31:02,902 I just need a little bit. 531 00:31:07,532 --> 00:31:08,908 Katie, please. 532 00:31:20,461 --> 00:31:23,131 I won't do it again. I won't do it. This is the last time. 533 00:31:23,923 --> 00:31:26,885 This is the last time. I fucking swear this is the last time. 534 00:31:26,968 --> 00:31:29,012 Just a little bit. I just need a little bit. 535 00:32:08,217 --> 00:32:09,218 It's OK. It's OK. 536 00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:33,952 Surprise! 537 00:32:43,586 --> 00:32:44,671 What is going on? 538 00:32:47,173 --> 00:32:48,883 - Is this my party? - Yes! 539 00:32:50,051 --> 00:32:51,344 Oh, my God. Wait, wait. 540 00:32:52,512 --> 00:32:54,847 Where are you? Where is she? Where is she? 541 00:33:03,314 --> 00:33:04,440 Tell me where to go. 542 00:33:09,237 --> 00:33:11,364 Get some at 7th and San Pedro. 543 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:13,533 Seventh and San Pedro. 544 00:33:14,367 --> 00:33:15,368 I can't... I can't... 545 00:33:28,756 --> 00:33:30,675 Chapter four. 546 00:33:30,758 --> 00:33:32,427 Make a left onto Towne Street. 547 00:33:33,886 --> 00:33:35,805 The boat is filling with water. 548 00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:38,683 Re-routing. 549 00:33:39,350 --> 00:33:41,950 - Do anything to save it. - Make a legal U-turn. 550 00:33:48,693 --> 00:33:50,403 The boat is all you have. 551 00:33:51,904 --> 00:33:53,197 Turn around. 552 00:33:53,281 --> 00:33:55,116 Do anything to keep it afloat. 553 00:33:56,492 --> 00:33:57,577 Turn around. 554 00:34:00,747 --> 00:34:01,873 Turn around. 555 00:34:10,298 --> 00:34:12,759 I want... I want to turn around. 556 00:34:17,597 --> 00:34:19,849 Can we turn around? 557 00:34:22,769 --> 00:34:24,145 OK. All right, slow down. 558 00:34:26,606 --> 00:34:28,983 What are you doing, man? Fucking slow... 559 00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:30,610 No. I'm going. 560 00:34:30,693 --> 00:34:32,320 You're staying in the fucking car. 561 00:34:33,071 --> 00:34:35,531 - What? You're fucking crazy. No. - You won't come back. 562 00:34:35,615 --> 00:34:37,450 No, you're not fucking going. 563 00:34:37,533 --> 00:34:39,869 If I leave you in the car with her, you'll stay. 564 00:34:43,664 --> 00:34:44,665 Right? 565 00:34:57,178 --> 00:34:58,638 Six black. 566 00:34:59,639 --> 00:35:00,723 That's what I say? 567 00:35:01,349 --> 00:35:02,517 Come over here! 568 00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:03,684 Orange tent. 569 00:35:05,895 --> 00:35:06,896 Ask for Pete. 570 00:35:08,439 --> 00:35:10,817 He uh... He looks like um... Chuck Palley. 571 00:35:17,824 --> 00:35:19,200 Who is Chuck Palley? 572 00:35:20,493 --> 00:35:23,621 The guy who worked at the 7-Eleven on Victory. 573 00:35:23,704 --> 00:35:25,081 I need six black... 574 00:35:26,082 --> 00:35:26,916 please. 575 00:35:26,999 --> 00:35:30,044 - You always said he was ugly. - I never said that. 576 00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:32,130 You say shit like that about everyone. 577 00:35:56,821 --> 00:35:58,781 The door's open! 578 00:36:02,785 --> 00:36:04,704 Close the door! 579 00:36:23,806 --> 00:36:24,891 Don't look. 580 00:36:24,974 --> 00:36:25,975 Don't look. 581 00:36:33,816 --> 00:36:35,151 OK. It's OK. 582 00:36:52,877 --> 00:36:54,253 Daddy. 583 00:36:57,048 --> 00:36:58,216 Daddy. 584 00:36:58,299 --> 00:36:59,300 Did you get it? 585 00:37:00,301 --> 00:37:01,969 - Yeah. - Let me see. 586 00:37:02,595 --> 00:37:03,638 Let me see. 587 00:37:03,721 --> 00:37:05,223 I want to get out. 588 00:37:06,891 --> 00:37:08,768 He took them out of his mouth. 589 00:37:08,851 --> 00:37:11,395 I want to go home. 590 00:37:12,980 --> 00:37:14,398 You can't eat them. 591 00:37:15,608 --> 00:37:17,610 Am I... Am I supposed to eat these? 592 00:37:18,277 --> 00:37:20,029 I want to go home. 593 00:37:20,821 --> 00:37:23,282 I mean, I-I guess I didn't think about that. 594 00:37:23,366 --> 00:37:25,576 There's a guy, he's under a blue tarp. 595 00:37:25,660 --> 00:37:27,220 He sells needles for a buck. Can you... 596 00:37:27,286 --> 00:37:29,247 - I'm not going back out there. - Yes. 597 00:37:30,873 --> 00:37:31,874 No. 598 00:37:31,958 --> 00:37:33,918 I think I don't like this car. 599 00:37:34,001 --> 00:37:35,169 All right, listen. 600 00:37:36,879 --> 00:37:38,798 I need you to take me to a pharmacy... 601 00:37:39,799 --> 00:37:42,134 before I die in your fucking car, OK? 602 00:37:42,218 --> 00:37:43,678 OK, I just need a second, 603 00:37:43,761 --> 00:37:46,222 because I'm just a bit overwhelmed with what just happened. 604 00:37:46,305 --> 00:37:48,432 - Please go to the pharmacy. - What we should do... 605 00:37:48,516 --> 00:37:50,935 Go to the fucking pharmacy, Katie! 606 00:37:57,024 --> 00:37:58,359 Chapter five. 607 00:38:00,361 --> 00:38:01,529 There is no boat. 608 00:38:04,115 --> 00:38:05,366 There is no engine. 609 00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:09,370 There is no paddle. 610 00:38:12,456 --> 00:38:14,875 Admit to yourself that there is only you... 611 00:38:16,335 --> 00:38:17,670 and the water around you. 612 00:38:21,632 --> 00:38:22,633 You are sinking. 613 00:38:26,929 --> 00:38:27,972 You are drowning. 614 00:38:31,559 --> 00:38:33,978 You are touching rock bottom. 615 00:38:40,443 --> 00:38:41,443 OK. 616 00:38:42,111 --> 00:38:43,195 So, we're here now. 617 00:38:45,281 --> 00:38:48,784 Twenty-nine gauge, 1cc, short tip. 618 00:38:50,244 --> 00:38:51,245 Please. 619 00:39:21,776 --> 00:39:22,902 I'm sorry. 620 00:39:29,575 --> 00:39:31,035 You're a fucking piece of shit. 621 00:39:41,712 --> 00:39:44,215 I think I need to go pee-pee, Dad. 622 00:39:44,298 --> 00:39:46,300 I need to go pee-pee, 623 00:39:46,384 --> 00:39:47,718 or something. 624 00:39:49,387 --> 00:39:50,638 - Hello. - Hi. 625 00:40:01,107 --> 00:40:03,109 Have you used this medication before? 626 00:40:03,192 --> 00:40:06,695 It's my birth control, so, yeah, I-I have. 627 00:40:06,779 --> 00:40:08,948 I use it, like, all the time. 628 00:40:10,116 --> 00:40:11,450 I've got to poop! 629 00:40:12,076 --> 00:40:13,369 Oh, my God. That's sad. 630 00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:18,958 I've got to poop. 631 00:40:19,041 --> 00:40:20,584 Does she need to be changed? 632 00:40:20,668 --> 00:40:21,669 Yeah. Oh. 633 00:40:26,132 --> 00:40:27,675 Picking up? Last name? 634 00:40:28,259 --> 00:40:29,260 Um... No. Uh... 635 00:40:34,223 --> 00:40:35,808 I need to buy one needle... 636 00:40:36,725 --> 00:40:38,477 and everything that comes with it... 637 00:40:39,061 --> 00:40:40,104 please. 638 00:40:40,187 --> 00:40:41,313 I don't understand. 639 00:40:41,397 --> 00:40:42,398 Um... 640 00:40:44,608 --> 00:40:46,902 Short tip, or something. 641 00:40:48,863 --> 00:40:50,114 They come in a ten-pack. 642 00:40:51,740 --> 00:40:53,020 That's convenient. 643 00:41:23,814 --> 00:41:24,940 You having a good night? 644 00:41:25,774 --> 00:41:27,651 Yeah, I'm having a great night. 645 00:41:27,735 --> 00:41:29,862 - Seems like it. - Yeah. Thanks so much. 646 00:41:54,053 --> 00:41:56,889 One, two, three. 647 00:41:58,432 --> 00:42:00,643 Can I have the bathroom key, as well? 648 00:42:02,394 --> 00:42:03,395 Please? 649 00:42:14,615 --> 00:42:17,201 Ma'am, I'm going to need you to give me the key to the bathroom. 650 00:42:19,078 --> 00:42:22,248 Give me the fucking key. Give me the key to the fucking bathroom. 651 00:42:24,041 --> 00:42:27,086 I'm going to need you to bring that back, if you think you can manage that? 652 00:42:30,172 --> 00:42:31,882 I'm sorry. I'll bring back the key. 653 00:42:38,222 --> 00:42:40,808 OK, up we go. Up we go. 654 00:43:00,202 --> 00:43:01,203 OK. 655 00:43:01,996 --> 00:43:04,582 Hey, I'm going to change that diaper, all right? 656 00:43:04,665 --> 00:43:05,749 Come on. 657 00:43:05,833 --> 00:43:07,334 OK, let's change this. 658 00:43:08,210 --> 00:43:10,504 I don't... That's dirty. That's dirty. 659 00:43:10,588 --> 00:43:11,755 Yeah, that's dirty. 660 00:43:12,673 --> 00:43:13,674 OK. 661 00:43:13,757 --> 00:43:14,800 OK. 662 00:43:14,883 --> 00:43:16,093 OK. 663 00:43:16,176 --> 00:43:17,553 Do you think... OK. 664 00:43:18,470 --> 00:43:20,723 I can't do that, right? I can't do that. 665 00:43:22,308 --> 00:43:24,310 Could we change your diaper standing up? 666 00:43:24,393 --> 00:43:25,728 - Yeah. - Yeah? 667 00:43:27,605 --> 00:43:28,606 OK. 668 00:43:29,481 --> 00:43:30,941 We want to take that. 669 00:43:34,278 --> 00:43:36,447 OK. Ready? Let's take it off. 670 00:43:37,031 --> 00:43:38,032 Here we go. OK. 671 00:43:43,078 --> 00:43:45,289 OK. OK. 672 00:43:48,542 --> 00:43:50,961 I'm going to throw it away. Hold this up. 673 00:43:51,045 --> 00:43:52,212 Stand right there. 674 00:43:56,008 --> 00:43:57,468 Oh! 675 00:43:57,551 --> 00:43:58,636 Oh, my goodness. 676 00:43:59,595 --> 00:44:01,013 OK. OK. 677 00:44:01,597 --> 00:44:03,766 Here we go. Here we go. 678 00:44:09,647 --> 00:44:10,731 Come back here. 679 00:44:11,231 --> 00:44:12,900 OK, let's put this on. 680 00:44:13,484 --> 00:44:15,152 Here we go, here we go, here we go. 681 00:44:21,617 --> 00:44:23,577 OK, look at me. OK. 682 00:44:26,413 --> 00:44:28,290 It's OK. It's OK. 683 00:44:31,460 --> 00:44:32,461 Ready? 684 00:44:32,544 --> 00:44:34,546 Hold the bunny up. Hold the bunny up. 685 00:44:34,630 --> 00:44:36,340 Don't want to get the bunny messy. 686 00:44:37,174 --> 00:44:38,175 OK. 687 00:44:38,717 --> 00:44:40,678 I know what I'm doing. 688 00:44:41,345 --> 00:44:42,971 OK. There we go. 689 00:44:43,514 --> 00:44:44,682 We got it, right? 690 00:44:44,765 --> 00:44:45,808 Do we got it? 691 00:44:46,308 --> 00:44:47,309 Do we got it? 692 00:44:47,893 --> 00:44:49,103 Yeah, hold that up. 693 00:44:52,815 --> 00:44:53,816 OK. 694 00:44:54,316 --> 00:44:56,068 Here we go. Up on here. 695 00:44:58,404 --> 00:44:59,613 All right. 696 00:44:59,696 --> 00:45:00,697 OK. 697 00:45:03,450 --> 00:45:04,785 Please don't do too much. 698 00:45:08,664 --> 00:45:10,332 Only stupid people OD. 699 00:45:12,418 --> 00:45:13,669 Great. That's great. 700 00:45:15,045 --> 00:45:16,964 OK, wipe this off. 701 00:45:17,965 --> 00:45:18,966 OK. 702 00:45:26,056 --> 00:45:27,975 I'm going take them off real quick, OK? 703 00:45:31,770 --> 00:45:33,313 OK. We're just going to... 704 00:45:45,576 --> 00:45:47,244 Oh, gosh! 705 00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:49,121 In there. 706 00:46:46,637 --> 00:46:47,763 Are you OK? 707 00:46:50,641 --> 00:46:51,850 You're OK. 708 00:47:07,032 --> 00:47:09,076 Is that a little monkey I hear? 709 00:47:10,244 --> 00:47:12,579 How did a cute little monkey sneak in here? 710 00:47:13,789 --> 00:47:16,166 I got... shit everywhere. 711 00:47:16,250 --> 00:47:20,087 We don't care about no stinky poop, do we? 712 00:47:20,170 --> 00:47:22,965 We love poop, don't we? 713 00:47:23,048 --> 00:47:25,634 You want to climb on the tree? You want to climb on the tree? 714 00:47:25,717 --> 00:47:27,177 ♪ We love poop ♪ 715 00:47:27,261 --> 00:47:29,179 ♪ Yes, yes, we do ♪ 716 00:47:29,263 --> 00:47:31,640 ♪ We would eat it all the time If you let us... ♪ 717 00:47:31,723 --> 00:47:33,976 What are you doing? Seth, what are you doing? 718 00:47:34,059 --> 00:47:35,310 Seth, what are you doing? 719 00:47:35,811 --> 00:47:36,812 Stop. 720 00:47:37,437 --> 00:47:39,273 Seth, stop. 721 00:47:39,356 --> 00:47:41,275 Daddy hurt his hand. Can you kiss it? 722 00:47:41,358 --> 00:47:43,193 Can you kiss it? Thank you. 723 00:47:45,070 --> 00:47:46,950 Do you know what time it is? Put your arms out. 724 00:47:47,739 --> 00:47:49,324 It's chopper time! 725 00:47:54,329 --> 00:47:55,372 Let's chopper out! 726 00:47:55,455 --> 00:47:57,708 It's time to chopper out! 727 00:47:59,459 --> 00:48:01,086 Chopper out! 728 00:48:01,878 --> 00:48:03,755 Chopper out! 729 00:48:03,839 --> 00:48:05,507 Chopper out! 730 00:48:05,591 --> 00:48:08,093 Chopper landing. 731 00:48:09,761 --> 00:48:11,597 Let's go. Let's go. We want to play. 732 00:49:00,395 --> 00:49:04,691 No. It's just been, like, such a... crazy night. 733 00:49:04,775 --> 00:49:05,776 Um... 734 00:49:06,276 --> 00:49:09,821 The cake took so long, and we got a flat. 735 00:49:09,905 --> 00:49:11,198 I'm going to eat them. 736 00:49:14,409 --> 00:49:15,410 He bit me! 737 00:49:15,494 --> 00:49:17,412 Hold on, sweetie. I can't hear you. 738 00:49:17,496 --> 00:49:18,997 You've got to bite him back! 739 00:49:19,081 --> 00:49:20,874 - You've got to bite him! - I love you, too. 740 00:49:20,957 --> 00:49:23,418 - Save us, quickly! - No, I'll be home really, really soon. 741 00:49:24,002 --> 00:49:25,962 Yes, you bit his head off! 742 00:49:26,046 --> 00:49:28,090 You saved humanity! 743 00:49:28,173 --> 00:49:29,424 Oh, my gosh! 744 00:49:29,508 --> 00:49:30,801 You're my hero. 745 00:49:31,343 --> 00:49:32,844 You're my hero, you know that? 746 00:49:37,265 --> 00:49:38,308 Oh, shit. 747 00:49:38,809 --> 00:49:39,810 What? 748 00:49:41,311 --> 00:49:44,106 OK, you've got to... you've got to promise not to kill me. 749 00:49:45,190 --> 00:49:46,191 What? 750 00:49:52,906 --> 00:49:54,491 Are you fucking kidding me? 751 00:49:55,075 --> 00:49:57,911 - Are you fucking kidding me right now? - I don't want it. You take it. 752 00:49:59,663 --> 00:50:02,040 I'm sure she'll be very happy to see you. 753 00:50:02,624 --> 00:50:03,709 Fuck you. 754 00:50:03,792 --> 00:50:06,336 Language! There's a child present. 755 00:50:20,100 --> 00:50:21,100 Oh, no. 756 00:50:22,144 --> 00:50:23,145 Uh-uh. 757 00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:25,856 - I have the key. - I don't care. 758 00:50:25,939 --> 00:50:28,984 She's going to get in so much trouble. 759 00:50:29,067 --> 00:50:31,737 You don't want me to just hand you the key right now? 760 00:50:31,820 --> 00:50:33,780 No, because we're closed right now. 761 00:50:33,864 --> 00:50:35,157 Are you fucking kidding me? 762 00:50:35,240 --> 00:50:37,075 No, I'm not kidding you. You can go now. 763 00:50:37,159 --> 00:50:40,620 They locked the door. They locked her out. She is not going to be happy. 764 00:50:45,208 --> 00:50:47,210 Oh, sh... Yes. 765 00:50:47,794 --> 00:50:49,463 Yes! Let's go! Let's go! 766 00:50:49,546 --> 00:50:53,383 Chopper out! Chopper out! Let's go! 767 00:50:54,968 --> 00:50:55,969 I got you. 768 00:50:56,052 --> 00:50:57,888 OK. Oh, fuck! 769 00:50:57,971 --> 00:51:00,182 That's right. That's right. We are choppers. 770 00:51:00,265 --> 00:51:01,975 - Go! Go! - Put your seat belt on! 771 00:51:03,894 --> 00:51:05,103 Oh! 772 00:51:05,187 --> 00:51:06,563 Shit! 773 00:51:07,647 --> 00:51:10,066 Oh! Drive! Just fucking drive! 774 00:51:10,150 --> 00:51:11,818 - You're a mess! Go! - OK, OK, OK! 775 00:51:15,322 --> 00:51:17,115 Chopper out! 776 00:51:23,497 --> 00:51:24,498 Hey. 777 00:51:25,832 --> 00:51:27,626 - She's fine. - Oh, you got through? 778 00:51:27,709 --> 00:51:30,128 - Did you talk to her? - She's with Seth, and she's fine. 779 00:51:30,962 --> 00:51:31,963 Oh. Oh. 780 00:51:34,925 --> 00:51:37,219 - She told me he went home. - Don't do this. Don't. 781 00:51:37,302 --> 00:51:40,180 - Can you call her back? - No, don't make him call her back. 782 00:51:40,263 --> 00:51:42,641 - She sounded fine. - I want to hear the sound of her voice. 783 00:51:42,724 --> 00:51:44,059 Please, just call her back. 784 00:51:47,562 --> 00:51:49,397 Yeah. Yeah, of course. 785 00:51:56,279 --> 00:51:59,950 Dad was, like, driving 90 miles an hour up the five, 786 00:52:00,033 --> 00:52:03,620 and I had to stick my head out the window to puke. 787 00:52:03,703 --> 00:52:06,289 You really don't remember? This was, like, a big moment. 788 00:52:06,373 --> 00:52:07,874 I don't think so. Keep going. 789 00:52:07,958 --> 00:52:10,919 So I puke out the window and everything just... 790 00:52:11,002 --> 00:52:12,170 Comes back on the car? 791 00:52:12,254 --> 00:52:15,882 Came back on the whole side of the car, and they couldn't see anything. 792 00:52:15,966 --> 00:52:16,967 Oh, yeah. 793 00:52:17,050 --> 00:52:19,094 We get to Santa Barbara and Dad gets out. 794 00:52:19,177 --> 00:52:20,428 He was fucking pissed. 795 00:52:20,512 --> 00:52:23,098 "Who the fuck puked all over the side of my car?" 796 00:52:25,016 --> 00:52:29,229 I just don't understand how he thought someone else puked on his car. 797 00:52:32,190 --> 00:52:34,234 Dad always says the exact same thing. 798 00:52:34,860 --> 00:52:35,861 What? 799 00:52:37,320 --> 00:52:38,738 You know. Think about it. 800 00:52:41,992 --> 00:52:43,076 All right, yeah. 801 00:52:43,827 --> 00:52:47,205 "Suck it up, walk it off, grow a pair." 802 00:52:48,081 --> 00:52:49,791 And then let them dangle. 803 00:52:50,375 --> 00:52:51,751 I don't remember that part. 804 00:52:51,835 --> 00:52:53,503 I think that's a new addition. 805 00:52:53,587 --> 00:52:54,588 Maybe. 806 00:52:56,548 --> 00:52:58,758 Dad doesn't joke with me any more. It's weird. 807 00:52:58,842 --> 00:53:02,137 In 1.3 miles, turn left onto North Figueroa Street, 808 00:53:02,220 --> 00:53:05,348 then merge onto CA 110 North towards Pasadena. 809 00:53:07,434 --> 00:53:08,935 I know what Mom will say, too. 810 00:53:09,769 --> 00:53:10,770 What? 811 00:53:12,647 --> 00:53:14,232 She'll tell me I broke her heart. 812 00:53:15,567 --> 00:53:17,527 She really loves to tell me that. 813 00:53:24,743 --> 00:53:25,744 Hey, Ella. 814 00:53:26,494 --> 00:53:27,954 You want to see monkey brain? 815 00:53:29,497 --> 00:53:30,498 Bleugh! 816 00:53:31,833 --> 00:53:33,168 Like that monkey brain? 817 00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:39,966 A kitty! A kitty! 818 00:53:42,135 --> 00:53:43,136 A cheetah. 819 00:53:53,229 --> 00:53:54,709 I think I can do it this time. 820 00:53:57,150 --> 00:53:58,568 It feels different, you know? 821 00:53:59,486 --> 00:54:00,487 Yeah. 822 00:54:03,531 --> 00:54:06,076 I know what I've got to do and I'm just going to do it. 823 00:54:09,079 --> 00:54:11,081 In 200 feet, keep left. 824 00:54:15,961 --> 00:54:19,839 Oh, look, they're right over my house. Have you ever been over on the fourth? 825 00:54:20,715 --> 00:54:21,800 No, I don't think so. 826 00:54:22,467 --> 00:54:23,468 Keep left. 827 00:54:23,551 --> 00:54:24,970 And a blue one. 828 00:54:28,556 --> 00:54:29,849 Should we go check them out? 829 00:54:30,809 --> 00:54:33,061 Let's do it. It will be fun. Come on, let's do it. 830 00:54:33,561 --> 00:54:35,355 Come on, let's go check them out, 831 00:54:35,438 --> 00:54:38,066 and then... and then we can go to that place in Pasadena. 832 00:54:38,149 --> 00:54:41,277 - I really don't think it's a good idea. - It's not going to make a difference. 833 00:54:41,361 --> 00:54:42,612 I'll be fine. I promise. 834 00:54:48,618 --> 00:54:51,246 - Really? - Really, really. Yeah, I swear. 835 00:54:55,291 --> 00:54:56,793 I've got to go get the cake. 836 00:54:57,502 --> 00:54:58,920 Is that a yes? 837 00:54:59,004 --> 00:55:00,088 Fireworks? 838 00:55:00,171 --> 00:55:03,675 We're going to see fireworks, baby! 839 00:55:04,259 --> 00:55:07,679 Yes! Let's go eat those fireworks. 840 00:55:07,762 --> 00:55:09,514 I'm sick of fries and burger. 841 00:55:09,597 --> 00:55:11,641 I want fireworks. 842 00:55:12,183 --> 00:55:14,102 Oh! I'm going to eat a pink one... 843 00:55:14,894 --> 00:55:15,895 and a blue one, 844 00:55:15,979 --> 00:55:18,356 and I might even dip my fries in the fireworks. 845 00:55:18,440 --> 00:55:19,858 ♪ Pink fireworks ♪ 846 00:55:19,941 --> 00:55:21,735 ♪ And blue fireworks ♪ 847 00:55:21,818 --> 00:55:23,570 ♪ And pink and blue ♪ 848 00:55:23,653 --> 00:55:25,947 ♪ At the same time, fireworks ♪ 849 00:55:26,656 --> 00:55:29,367 If we go, you have to promise not to sing any more. 850 00:55:29,451 --> 00:55:31,286 I cannot do anything of the sort. 851 00:55:31,369 --> 00:55:33,997 You sing the same song with different words. 852 00:55:34,080 --> 00:55:36,041 - You just list things. - I will attempt. 853 00:55:36,124 --> 00:55:40,170 - It's just you listing items and things. - I cannot make any definitive promises. 854 00:55:41,379 --> 00:55:42,380 That's it. 855 00:55:42,464 --> 00:55:45,216 Jealousy does not look good on you. It doesn't. 856 00:55:45,300 --> 00:55:48,219 I'm so jealous of these song skills, right? 857 00:55:48,303 --> 00:55:50,972 You know what? You're either born with it or you're not. 858 00:55:51,056 --> 00:55:52,974 - I'm not worth it. - I can't even take credit. 859 00:55:53,058 --> 00:55:54,184 It's just genes. 860 00:55:54,267 --> 00:55:56,895 - Yeah, it skips a sibling. - Exactly. 861 00:56:00,565 --> 00:56:03,109 ♪ And blue fireworks and pink ♪ 862 00:56:04,569 --> 00:56:06,729 You're such a loser. I can do it falsetto if you want. 863 00:56:08,823 --> 00:56:09,949 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 864 00:56:10,909 --> 00:56:12,827 ♪ And pink fireworks ♪ 865 00:56:12,911 --> 00:56:14,704 ♪ And blue fireworks ♪ 866 00:56:14,788 --> 00:56:16,372 ♪ At the same time as a big... ♪ 867 00:56:16,456 --> 00:56:18,374 Oh, my God. 868 00:56:18,458 --> 00:56:20,001 Who are you? 869 00:56:20,085 --> 00:56:22,378 I'm your brother, and you love me so much. 870 00:56:22,462 --> 00:56:25,632 This is not good. This is bad news. 871 00:57:10,510 --> 00:57:13,388 All right. We'll have one red and one white, please. 872 00:58:41,351 --> 00:58:43,471 Chapter six. 873 00:58:46,439 --> 00:58:48,483 There's a boat in the middle of the ocean. 874 00:58:53,905 --> 00:58:56,199 Tell yourself that you can drive the boat. 875 00:59:00,828 --> 00:59:02,747 Even after you've capsized... 876 00:59:07,669 --> 00:59:09,796 tell yourself that no one will notice. 877 00:59:12,090 --> 00:59:13,675 Um... Just give me a second. 878 00:59:13,758 --> 00:59:14,842 It's me. 879 00:59:17,637 --> 00:59:19,180 Look what I found. 880 00:59:19,264 --> 00:59:21,099 - Hey. - He's here. 881 00:59:21,182 --> 00:59:22,892 Hey, Seth. It's good to see you. 882 00:59:22,976 --> 00:59:24,185 Hi, Ella. 883 00:59:24,894 --> 00:59:26,187 Did you um... 884 00:59:26,980 --> 00:59:28,398 lie to me before? 885 00:59:29,732 --> 00:59:33,444 Because I feel like there is something... really something going on. 886 00:59:35,613 --> 00:59:37,865 Let's get that firework. 887 00:59:37,949 --> 00:59:41,709 - I want to get up there and touch the firework. - Tell me where you were and what happened. 888 00:59:42,036 --> 00:59:44,205 I don't feel like we need to talk about it this minute. 889 00:59:44,289 --> 00:59:46,165 - You are scaring me. - OK, just... 890 00:59:50,628 --> 00:59:52,922 Come on, Seth. Slow down, OK? 891 00:59:53,506 --> 00:59:54,549 Seth. 892 00:59:54,632 --> 00:59:57,468 So, what, is he high right now, or...? 893 00:59:59,429 --> 01:00:03,141 - Why did you ask me if you already knew? - I wanted to hear it from you. 894 01:00:03,224 --> 01:00:04,892 I wasn't sure. 895 01:00:06,769 --> 01:00:10,023 Seth, she's going to hit her head. Honey, please. She could... 896 01:00:10,106 --> 01:00:14,068 Mom, we can't slow down if we're going to chopper up to the fireworks! 897 01:00:14,152 --> 01:00:16,070 We can't stop! We can't stop! 898 01:00:16,654 --> 01:00:18,114 We can't stop! We can't stop! 899 01:00:18,197 --> 01:00:20,837 How do you expect to have a relationship if you keep stuff from me? 900 01:00:20,908 --> 01:00:23,411 - It's not about you. - I know. I know it's not about me. 901 01:00:23,494 --> 01:00:26,372 I'm not keeping anything from you. I'm just, like... I am trying to... 902 01:00:26,456 --> 01:00:29,667 If you say you are compartmentalizing, I swear to God... 903 01:00:29,751 --> 01:00:30,877 It's me and Dad. 904 01:00:31,836 --> 01:00:33,338 We should let my parents in. 905 01:00:33,421 --> 01:00:35,340 - Daddy! - Juice! 906 01:00:35,423 --> 01:00:37,425 Your mom thinks... 907 01:00:45,141 --> 01:00:46,184 I knew it. 908 01:00:47,894 --> 01:00:49,646 - Katie, come here. - I'm fine. 909 01:00:50,271 --> 01:00:51,564 I'm fine. 910 01:00:51,648 --> 01:00:55,193 OK, I'm an adult and Seth is an adult, and there's just nothing you guys can do. 911 01:00:55,276 --> 01:00:57,487 There's nothing anyone can do for him, babe. 912 01:01:00,031 --> 01:01:01,574 You want me to just leave him? 913 01:01:06,829 --> 01:01:09,916 I wish he would just suck it up already and get over it. I really do. 914 01:01:10,416 --> 01:01:12,210 It breaks my heart every time. 915 01:01:12,293 --> 01:01:16,172 Yeah, I think that he... knows both of those things. 916 01:01:20,259 --> 01:01:22,053 Chapter seven. 917 01:01:22,136 --> 01:01:23,221 A red one. 918 01:01:23,304 --> 01:01:26,224 Admit to yourself that you chose to walk down that dock. 919 01:01:27,725 --> 01:01:29,602 Admit that you chose to get on that boat, 920 01:01:29,686 --> 01:01:31,813 even though you knew you couldn't drive it. 921 01:01:34,982 --> 01:01:37,527 Admit that you saw the rot and never fixed it... 922 01:01:42,115 --> 01:01:44,701 that you had a chance to stay on dry land... 923 01:01:45,326 --> 01:01:46,452 but instead... 924 01:01:46,536 --> 01:01:47,537 It's OK. 925 01:01:47,620 --> 01:01:49,205 ...you boarded the boat again. 926 01:01:49,872 --> 01:01:50,873 It's OK. 927 01:01:52,834 --> 01:01:54,961 Admit that you never asked for help... 928 01:01:55,670 --> 01:01:57,213 even when it was offered to you. 929 01:01:58,339 --> 01:01:59,716 But one day... 930 01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:02,552 you're going to miss something. 931 01:02:03,928 --> 01:02:06,139 Something that is actually important. 932 01:02:08,182 --> 01:02:10,560 And now... let go. 933 01:02:17,984 --> 01:02:18,985 Daddy? Dada? 934 01:02:46,137 --> 01:02:48,890 Ella, come here. What are you doing, hey? 935 01:02:49,640 --> 01:02:50,641 What? 936 01:02:51,601 --> 01:02:52,852 Yes. 937 01:02:54,979 --> 01:02:56,522 - Hey. - Hey. Where's Seth? 938 01:02:56,606 --> 01:02:58,816 I don't know. I haven't seen him since uh... 939 01:03:00,401 --> 01:03:01,402 Cutie! 940 01:03:05,198 --> 01:03:07,658 - Honey. Katie. Katie. - No, no. I got it. I got it. 941 01:03:13,080 --> 01:03:14,081 Seth? 942 01:03:18,461 --> 01:03:19,921 Excuse me. I'm sorry. Is Seth...? 943 01:04:08,135 --> 01:04:09,303 Did you bring me cake? 944 01:04:10,638 --> 01:04:12,640 - No! - Ouch! 945 01:04:19,438 --> 01:04:21,858 So, was that a yes or a no on the cake? 946 01:04:22,567 --> 01:04:24,527 When I'm with you, all I see is you. 947 01:04:27,530 --> 01:04:28,823 What song is that? 948 01:04:31,033 --> 01:04:32,285 ♪ I close my eyes ♪ 949 01:04:32,368 --> 01:04:33,369 Stop it. 950 01:04:33,452 --> 01:04:35,913 ♪ And all I see is you ♪ 951 01:04:35,997 --> 01:04:36,831 Stop. 952 01:04:36,914 --> 01:04:38,332 ♪ I close my eyes... ♪ 953 01:04:38,416 --> 01:04:40,543 Stop it! Jesus, stop! 954 01:04:40,626 --> 01:04:42,962 God, you suck me in and I can't get out. 955 01:04:46,549 --> 01:04:50,595 I-I'm not even trying to be funny, but I'm pretty sure that's a song, too. 956 01:04:50,678 --> 01:04:52,388 - Don't. - You don't want me to sing it? 957 01:04:52,471 --> 01:04:53,639 No, I don't. 958 01:04:57,059 --> 01:04:58,269 You promised. 959 01:04:58,352 --> 01:04:59,395 OK. 960 01:04:59,478 --> 01:05:02,356 - You do this every fucking time. - All right. Just calm down. 961 01:05:02,440 --> 01:05:04,817 Don't tell me to calm down. It makes me insane! 962 01:05:04,901 --> 01:05:07,445 I didn't mean that. OK, I'm sorry. 963 01:05:15,703 --> 01:05:18,331 Did something happen... to you? 964 01:05:18,414 --> 01:05:20,625 Did something happen to you to make you like this? 965 01:05:20,708 --> 01:05:22,209 No, nothing happened. 966 01:05:25,379 --> 01:05:27,006 We came from the same place, so... 967 01:05:28,174 --> 01:05:30,217 Yeah, look at you. 968 01:05:31,719 --> 01:05:34,388 Wow! Look at that girl right there. 969 01:05:36,682 --> 01:05:38,768 I have done everything for you. 970 01:05:38,851 --> 01:05:39,977 OK. 971 01:05:40,603 --> 01:05:45,316 Wasted my whole fucking life because I'm always... somewhere with you. 972 01:05:45,399 --> 01:05:47,276 Yeah, all right, man. Let's... Let's go. 973 01:05:47,818 --> 01:05:50,488 - Where? - To the... the Pasadena place. 974 01:05:50,571 --> 01:05:52,907 I'm ready. Let's do it. You can drive me now. 975 01:06:06,420 --> 01:06:07,588 Chapter eight. 976 01:06:07,672 --> 01:06:08,965 We're on the same boat. 977 01:06:09,048 --> 01:06:11,801 You're on the same dock. You board the same boat. 978 01:06:11,884 --> 01:06:14,679 The boat is filling with water. Admit to yourself. 979 01:06:14,762 --> 01:06:16,514 I feel like I'm having a heart attack. 980 01:06:16,597 --> 01:06:18,975 You're not. No, you're not having a heart attack. 981 01:06:19,058 --> 01:06:21,185 Notice the gathering clouds. 982 01:06:21,268 --> 01:06:22,979 I can't breathe right now. 983 01:06:23,062 --> 01:06:24,647 Katie. Katie, you're breathing. 984 01:06:24,730 --> 01:06:27,233 - You're breathing right now. - I feel like I'm drowning. 985 01:06:27,316 --> 01:06:30,111 - Everything's going to be fine. - How is it going to be fine?! 986 01:06:30,194 --> 01:06:34,114 You are drowning. You are touching rock bottom... how to drive this boat. You are on the same dock. 987 01:06:35,199 --> 01:06:37,451 You are sinking. You are drowning. 988 01:06:37,535 --> 01:06:40,538 ...this boat. You are sinking. You are touching rock bottom. 989 01:06:40,621 --> 01:06:41,706 You are drowning. 990 01:06:42,707 --> 01:06:43,874 You are sinking. 991 01:06:44,875 --> 01:06:45,960 You are drowning. 992 01:06:46,043 --> 01:06:47,044 You will swim. 993 01:06:47,753 --> 01:06:49,296 You are touching rock bottom. 994 01:06:50,464 --> 01:06:52,091 I need you to go to detox. 995 01:06:52,675 --> 01:06:53,675 I will. 996 01:06:55,011 --> 01:06:56,095 And then to rehab. 997 01:06:56,178 --> 01:06:57,805 I-I will, I promise. 998 01:06:57,888 --> 01:06:59,724 You need to get out! 999 01:06:59,807 --> 01:07:01,934 - I want you to be clean so bad. - Yeah, I know. 1000 01:07:02,018 --> 01:07:04,770 - I know. Me, too. - You really have to do it this time. 1001 01:07:04,854 --> 01:07:07,273 Katie, I'm going to do it. I-I can. I can do it. 1002 01:07:07,356 --> 01:07:08,357 I know. 1003 01:07:12,862 --> 01:07:14,405 But I can't take you. 1004 01:07:16,824 --> 01:07:18,117 You are swimming. 1005 01:07:21,620 --> 01:07:22,872 You have to go on your own. 1006 01:07:30,921 --> 01:07:31,922 What? 1007 01:07:35,509 --> 01:07:36,552 I'm sorry. 1008 01:07:51,108 --> 01:07:52,109 Up. Up. 1009 01:07:55,112 --> 01:07:56,112 Breathe. 1010 01:07:59,784 --> 01:08:00,785 Breathe. 1011 01:08:07,792 --> 01:08:12,129 ♪ Happy birthday to you! ♪ 1012 01:08:32,108 --> 01:08:33,400 Chapter ten. 1013 01:08:37,530 --> 01:08:40,783 There will always be a boat at the end of a dock. 1014 01:08:44,745 --> 01:08:47,748 But tell yourself that you can choose... 1015 01:08:49,166 --> 01:08:50,417 whether or not... 1016 01:08:52,044 --> 01:08:53,170 to board. 1016 01:08:54,305 --> 01:09:00,655 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org