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[♪]

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GIRL:
<i>Water.</i>

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<i>Empty.</i>

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<i>Rich.</i>

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<i>Secret.</i>

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<i>Light.</i>

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<i>Above.</i>

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<i>Backwards.</i>

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<i>Brother.</i>

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[GUNSHOT]

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[♪]

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GIRL:
When I feel a panic coming on,

13
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<i>I'm supposed to list off
words in my head</i>

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<i>associated with my surroundings.</i>

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This technique helps ground me
<i>in the world I live in</i>

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<i>so I don't disappear
into my head.</i>

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Mom.

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Look.

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GIRL:
<i>What happened to us?</i>

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[DOG BARKING]

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[♪]

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Hi.
I would like a room, please.

23
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It's 50.

24
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I'm the apostle of affliction.

25
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[CLANGING]

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Open up.

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[THUDDING]

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What the hell's going on
in there?

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[♪]

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[THUDDING]

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WOMAN:
Are you okay?

32
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Lady?

33
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Was I sleeping?

34
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Yeah.

35
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I mean,
I thought maybe you were dead.

36
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[CHUCKLES]

37
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Oh, no, no, no, not yet.

38
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Why don't you tell me
what your goal is

39
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for this work?

40
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I don't wanna take medication
and I don't wanna talk to you.

41
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Well, what were you feeling
last night?

42
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Were you having...

43
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racing thoughts
or suicidal thoughts?

44
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Are you gonna try and tell me
something about my mind

45
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or the way it works?

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Here's a pill. Feel better.
Lily.

47
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I think you may be bipolar.

48
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Great.

49
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Is it great? Is it "great"?

50
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Well, what am I supposed to say?

51
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I don't know. You could
say anything. You could say:

52
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"That sucks."

53
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That's what you could say:
"That sucks."

54
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That sucks.
Yeah.

55
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How about that?

56
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[♪]

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WOMAN 1: I have four children.
WOMAN 2: Mm.

58
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Two of them, Lily and Max,

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have mental illnesses.

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Madeline is fine.

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And my other daughter...
She's also very pretty.

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Madeline?
Mm.

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Oh, she is, yes.

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Yeah.
She's red and just...

65
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But any... I came here really...

66
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What I'm very concerned about
right now is Max.

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Mm-hm.

68
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Oh. He's a very bright boy,
am I right?

69
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Yes.

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Heh, heh.
Is he, uh...?

71
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Is he incarcerated?

72
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Like in jail? No.

73
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Um, he's bipolar.

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That's it.

75
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And I haven't heard from him
in a while now and that's not...

76
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Yeah, it will be okay.

77
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Really?
Mm-hm.

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He's fine.

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I can see it.
Oh, my God, I could cry.

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[CHUCKLES]

81
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I was so scared
about coming here.

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Oh, everyone is the first time.

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Heh. But you're here.

84
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That's the important part.

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LILY: <i>I keep my thoughts
to myself, I think so much</i>

86
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<i>that I need to run
to keep them quiet.</i>

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<i>I don't need a doctor
to inform me of how I feel.</i>

88
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<i>I'm the center of the universe.</i>

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<i>I can feel
the world around me changing.</i>

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<i>Everything is real.</i>

91
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<i>Everything.</i>

92
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<i>Nothing is what it seems.</i>

93
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<i>My name is Lily Green
and I am on a path...</i>

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[GRUNTS]

95
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Are you okay?

96
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I'm fine. It's nothing.
You sure?

97
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Yes.

98
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You scraped your hands.
I got a first aid kit...

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I'm fine.
It'd just take a minute.

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I could clear it up.
No, thanks.

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Two minutes...
I said no! Okay? Jesus.

102
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I'm 17, you pervert.

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I was trying to help you.

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I don't need your help.

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[♪]

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WOMAN:
Um...

107
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<i>I was 16,</i>

108
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<i>and there was this bridge.</i>

109
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<i>It was, like, where all
of the local kids would go</i>

110
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<i>and get drunk and smoke pot.</i>

111
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<i>And, um...</i>

112
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<i>That's where I lost
my virginity.</i>

113
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MAN: <i>What's your relationship
like with your family?</i>

114
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ELISA:
<i>It's... It's good.</i>

115
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<i>Yeah, it's, you know....</i>

116
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<i>I would prefer not to talk
about personal things</i>

117
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<i>because I have a hard time
with that.</i>

118
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MAN: <i>You don't get along
with your family?</i>

119
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LILY: <i>Elisa and my
mom hate each other.</i>

120
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<i>One night, Elisa had a meltdown</i>

121
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<i>and began yelling at my mom
about time travel.</i>

122
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MAN:
Babe?

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LILY: <i>My mother told her
she was mentally ill.</i>

124
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[BANGING ON DOOR]

125
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MAN:
Listen, just open the door.

126
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Fuck, open the door
so I can say I'm sorry.

127
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[BANGING ON DOOR]

128
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I'm sorry.

129
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Fuck.

130
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Open the fucking door.

131
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<i>♪ In the lives
That we planned ♪</i>

132
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MAN:
What the fuck.

133
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<i>♪ Until it's time
For you to go ♪</i>

134
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Hey!

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[BANGING ON DOOR]

136
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<i>♪ Yes, we're different</i>

137
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<i>♪ Worlds apart</i>

138
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[♪]

139
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Who are you?

140
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I'm Frank.

141
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I'm Elisa.

142
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MOTHER:
Elisa.

143
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Elisa?

144
00:10:09,141 --> 00:10:10,141
Ha!

145
00:10:10,143 --> 00:10:12,043
[SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]

146
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♪ What I feel has come
And gone before ♪

147
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♪ No need to talk it out

148
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♪ We know what
It's all about ♪

149
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♪ Hangin' around

150
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♪ Nothin' to do but frown

151
00:10:35,335 --> 00:10:41,840
♪ Rainy days and Mondays
Always get ♪

152
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♪ Me down

153
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[CHEERING]

154
00:10:46,880 --> 00:10:49,914
MAN:
Oh, ho-ho-ho, good.

155
00:10:49,916 --> 00:10:52,350
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]

156
00:10:53,619 --> 00:10:56,287
Do you like being watched?

157
00:10:56,289 --> 00:10:57,755
Davey.

158
00:10:57,757 --> 00:10:59,591
What are you doing here?

159
00:10:59,593 --> 00:11:01,860
Well, I'm stalking you.

160
00:11:03,162 --> 00:11:04,596
[LAUGHS]

161
00:11:04,598 --> 00:11:08,266
No, they pay me 40 bucks
to tape the open mic.

162
00:11:08,268 --> 00:11:11,903
Right. Right.
[CHUCKLING]

163
00:11:11,905 --> 00:11:13,438
MAN:
Collarbone,

164
00:11:13,440 --> 00:11:15,874
and you simply walk, walk, walk,

165
00:11:15,876 --> 00:11:19,077
walk, walk, walk, walk,

166
00:11:19,079 --> 00:11:20,411
and put out your ass.

167
00:11:20,413 --> 00:11:23,948
Okay? I want you to do it.
Come to me.

168
00:11:26,752 --> 00:11:28,953
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]

169
00:11:31,757 --> 00:11:34,425
So, um...

170
00:11:34,427 --> 00:11:36,628
what brings you here?

171
00:11:38,030 --> 00:11:40,365
I don't know.

172
00:11:40,367 --> 00:11:42,567
I just want to be
somewhere else.

173
00:11:42,569 --> 00:11:43,768
[CHUCKLES]

174
00:11:43,770 --> 00:11:46,838
You're a long way from home.

175
00:11:46,840 --> 00:11:49,674
Not really.

176
00:11:49,676 --> 00:11:51,976
Metaphorically.

177
00:11:51,978 --> 00:11:53,645
[CHUCKLES]

178
00:11:56,815 --> 00:12:00,285
[♪]

179
00:12:00,287 --> 00:12:02,186
Lily?

180
00:12:03,589 --> 00:12:05,690
Lily?

181
00:12:05,692 --> 00:12:07,492
LILY:
Yes?

182
00:12:07,494 --> 00:12:10,061
Come up here, please.

183
00:12:19,805 --> 00:12:23,241
Where were you tonight?
It's late.

184
00:12:25,811 --> 00:12:27,478
I was...
I was at a friend's.

185
00:12:27,480 --> 00:12:29,681
What friend?

186
00:12:29,683 --> 00:12:31,482
Hmm?

187
00:12:33,652 --> 00:12:36,321
Just a friend.

188
00:12:37,823 --> 00:12:39,958
Come here.

189
00:12:47,733 --> 00:12:49,801
You need a manicure.

190
00:12:49,803 --> 00:12:51,369
[CHUCKLES]

191
00:12:56,475 --> 00:12:58,643
I clocked my best time
at track today.

192
00:12:58,645 --> 00:13:00,478
You did?

193
00:13:00,480 --> 00:13:03,081
Oh, how great.

194
00:13:07,219 --> 00:13:11,522
Do you ever get the feeling
that you're being watched?

195
00:13:12,925 --> 00:13:14,225
Lily,

196
00:13:14,227 --> 00:13:16,527
are you sure you're okay?

197
00:13:17,963 --> 00:13:20,298
Mom...
What?

198
00:13:23,569 --> 00:13:26,037
I love you.

199
00:13:26,039 --> 00:13:27,705
I love you too.

200
00:13:27,707 --> 00:13:30,441
I love you too.

201
00:13:36,448 --> 00:13:40,818
Have you heard anything
from Max?

202
00:13:40,820 --> 00:13:43,454
Hmm.

203
00:14:02,741 --> 00:14:04,742
[ALARM BEEPING]

204
00:14:10,816 --> 00:14:14,018
[BEEPING STOPS]

205
00:14:14,020 --> 00:14:18,156
LILY: <i>Under no circumstances
discuss unexplainable things.</i>

206
00:14:19,425 --> 00:14:21,426
[FLUSHING]

207
00:14:22,728 --> 00:14:24,862
[♪]

208
00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:27,532
<i>My grandmother says
that everything is real.</i>

209
00:14:27,534 --> 00:14:31,936
<i>No matter what people say,
what we see is real.</i>

210
00:14:31,938 --> 00:14:35,673
[KNOCKING]
Who's there?

211
00:14:35,675 --> 00:14:37,075
Hey.

212
00:14:37,077 --> 00:14:38,709
Sorry.

213
00:14:38,711 --> 00:14:40,745
I wanted to see you, but...

214
00:14:40,747 --> 00:14:43,481
I know you're always here, so...
I like it here.

215
00:14:43,483 --> 00:14:46,250
I know.
[CHUCKLING]

216
00:14:46,252 --> 00:14:49,687
That little guy wandered
in here today just like you.

217
00:14:53,092 --> 00:14:55,827
Oh.

218
00:14:55,829 --> 00:14:58,229
When do you see people, Grandma?

219
00:14:58,231 --> 00:15:00,264
When I watch my television.

220
00:15:01,600 --> 00:15:03,234
LILY:
<i>I think my grandmother and I</i>

221
00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:05,436
<i>are the exact same person.</i>

222
00:15:05,438 --> 00:15:07,171
<i>I won't tell her that.</i>

223
00:15:07,173 --> 00:15:09,774
<i>I'll tell her something else
instead.</i>

224
00:15:11,043 --> 00:15:13,578
I stopped taking my medication.

225
00:15:19,218 --> 00:15:21,152
What else, Lily?

226
00:15:24,857 --> 00:15:27,391
[SIGHS]

227
00:15:27,393 --> 00:15:31,596
I wanted to lose my virginity
last week,

228
00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:33,431
and...

229
00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:37,568
on my way to see this guy,

230
00:15:37,570 --> 00:15:42,406
I started to hear music
in my head.

231
00:15:42,408 --> 00:15:48,513
Like I could really hear it,
like it was all around me.

232
00:15:48,515 --> 00:15:50,948
LILY:
<i>As I was walking to see...</i>

233
00:15:50,950 --> 00:15:53,317
<i>Davey is his name,</i>

234
00:15:53,319 --> 00:15:56,521
<i>I started to forget
where I was going,</i>

235
00:15:58,056 --> 00:16:01,492
<i>and then I started to forget
who I was going to see,</i>

236
00:16:02,728 --> 00:16:04,328
<i>and then...</i>

237
00:16:04,330 --> 00:16:05,796
<i>I forgot my name.</i>

238
00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:08,399
[♪]

239
00:16:13,405 --> 00:16:17,108
<i>Sometimes I wonder
if we live in purgatory.</i>

240
00:16:17,110 --> 00:16:21,212
<i>And I'm not speaking
metaphorically, Grandma.</i>

241
00:16:25,384 --> 00:16:27,618
<i>I don't know what happened
that night.</i>

242
00:16:28,654 --> 00:16:31,856
<i>They found me in the woods.</i>

243
00:16:31,858 --> 00:16:33,524
You went out to have sex

244
00:16:33,526 --> 00:16:35,893
and you wound up
in the hospital.

245
00:16:35,895 --> 00:16:37,862
That's what happened.

246
00:16:41,033 --> 00:16:43,634
[♪]

247
00:16:47,072 --> 00:16:50,808
LILY: <i>My mom's only friend
is Joanne Carpenter,</i>

248
00:16:50,810 --> 00:16:52,543
<i>a self-made woman.</i>

249
00:16:52,545 --> 00:16:54,545
<i>I've caught the two of them
smoking cigarettes</i>

250
00:16:54,547 --> 00:16:56,747
<i>on several occasions.</i>

251
00:16:59,418 --> 00:17:01,419
Well, you missed
absolutely nothing.

252
00:17:01,421 --> 00:17:02,987
It was a complete waste of time.

253
00:17:02,989 --> 00:17:04,956
Sarah's teacher informed me

254
00:17:04,958 --> 00:17:07,925
that I don't have to worry
about her and the boys

255
00:17:07,927 --> 00:17:10,661
because she's going to be
a science prodigy.

256
00:17:10,663 --> 00:17:12,496
What the fuck?

257
00:17:12,498 --> 00:17:15,833
My daughter will get laid
eventually.

258
00:17:15,835 --> 00:17:18,102
Your daughter has gotten laid.
Shut up.

259
00:17:18,104 --> 00:17:20,771
[BOTH LAUGHING]

260
00:17:20,773 --> 00:17:22,139
[SIGHS]

261
00:17:22,141 --> 00:17:24,375
I miss seeing you.

262
00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:26,577
I miss you too.

263
00:17:31,149 --> 00:17:32,950
Why do you live here?

264
00:17:35,120 --> 00:17:37,355
What? It's my home.

265
00:17:39,491 --> 00:17:41,592
Are you gonna tell me
what's wrong?

266
00:17:55,140 --> 00:17:58,309
You never talk
about your family.

267
00:17:59,177 --> 00:18:00,845
I told you.

268
00:18:00,847 --> 00:18:03,648
Me and my mom
stopped getting along.

269
00:18:04,583 --> 00:18:06,317
MAN:
What else?

270
00:18:06,319 --> 00:18:08,586
That's it, really.

271
00:18:10,555 --> 00:18:12,590
Something you're not telling me.

272
00:18:19,298 --> 00:18:20,831
[POPS]

273
00:18:22,701 --> 00:18:27,471
I introduced my bipolar brother
to my drug dealer,

274
00:18:27,473 --> 00:18:30,941
and he ended up in the hospital.

275
00:18:30,943 --> 00:18:34,145
[CHUCKLING]

276
00:18:34,147 --> 00:18:37,815
There it is.

277
00:18:37,817 --> 00:18:40,184
That's it.

278
00:18:40,186 --> 00:18:42,920
It was an accident.
Well, you're the bad guy.

279
00:18:42,922 --> 00:18:46,190
And what happened
to your brother was your fault.

280
00:18:46,192 --> 00:18:47,558
You did that.

281
00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:49,560
Yeah, I know that.

282
00:18:53,265 --> 00:18:54,999
Nice one.

283
00:18:57,202 --> 00:19:00,871
I found Elisa's journals.

284
00:19:04,910 --> 00:19:08,879
The sister, the one
that my mom disowned.

285
00:19:08,881 --> 00:19:10,114
The singer sister?

286
00:19:10,116 --> 00:19:11,816
Yeah.

287
00:19:11,818 --> 00:19:13,884
She's sort of
on the famous side, right?

288
00:19:13,886 --> 00:19:15,886
Mm-hm.

289
00:19:15,888 --> 00:19:18,689
Gosh, I feel so out of touch.

290
00:19:18,691 --> 00:19:23,694
Anyway, the journal
is really, really painful...

291
00:19:23,696 --> 00:19:25,296
Hmm.

292
00:19:25,298 --> 00:19:26,697
Because I feel like

293
00:19:26,699 --> 00:19:30,701
all the bad stuff
that happened between them...

294
00:19:30,703 --> 00:19:34,705
I'm so sorry, I'm just a little
bit lost here. So you're...

295
00:19:34,707 --> 00:19:36,340
We could just change
the subject.

296
00:19:36,342 --> 00:19:38,142
You know,

297
00:19:38,144 --> 00:19:39,977
talk about something else.

298
00:19:39,979 --> 00:19:42,413
Okay.

299
00:19:46,485 --> 00:19:49,353
Are you still thinking about
that boy a lot?

300
00:19:49,355 --> 00:19:52,056
Yeah, I guess.

301
00:19:52,058 --> 00:19:54,859
Do you think about
having sex with him?

302
00:19:55,761 --> 00:19:58,295
I mean, we don't really, like,

303
00:19:58,297 --> 00:20:01,499
know each other that well.
I mean, we talk here and there.

304
00:20:01,501 --> 00:20:05,069
Can I see a picture of him?
[CHUCKLES]

305
00:20:05,071 --> 00:20:07,571
If you don't mind.

306
00:20:07,573 --> 00:20:10,040
I think I have one in my phone.

307
00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:12,076
Here.

308
00:20:19,084 --> 00:20:20,785
He looks like he does drugs.

309
00:20:20,787 --> 00:20:24,088
How would you know about that?

310
00:20:24,090 --> 00:20:26,190
Well, I am a doctor,

311
00:20:28,293 --> 00:20:31,028
and I have had some experiences
with that in the past.

312
00:20:31,030 --> 00:20:35,533
A little too much, I'm afraid.
It was not a good thing.

313
00:20:35,535 --> 00:20:38,769
[ALARM BEEPS]
Oh. Figure it out.

314
00:20:38,771 --> 00:20:41,272
That's what I'm gonna
leave you with today.

315
00:20:41,274 --> 00:20:43,808
Figure it out?
Yeah, figure it out.

316
00:20:43,810 --> 00:20:46,777
And keep taking your medication.

317
00:20:46,779 --> 00:20:49,313
MADELINE [OVER PHONE]:
<i>Hey, Mom, it's Madeline.</i>

318
00:20:49,315 --> 00:20:52,216
<i>I didn't get the job
that I told you about.</i>

319
00:20:52,218 --> 00:20:54,852
<i>So anyways,
I'm gonna fly home tonight.</i>

320
00:20:54,854 --> 00:20:57,354
<i>I just feel like you and Lily
need me right now.</i>

321
00:20:57,356 --> 00:20:58,989
<i>See you tonight.</i>

322
00:20:58,991 --> 00:21:01,225
LILY: <i>My sister Madeline
is well-adjusted</i>

323
00:21:01,227 --> 00:21:03,360
<i>and therefore superior
to the rest of us.</i>

324
00:21:03,362 --> 00:21:05,563
MOTHER:
This is so...

325
00:21:05,565 --> 00:21:07,665
great, us being together again.

326
00:21:07,667 --> 00:21:11,469
LILY:
She annoys the shit out of me.

327
00:21:11,471 --> 00:21:13,604
What are you doing here?

328
00:21:13,606 --> 00:21:16,440
I'm moving back in for a while.

329
00:21:16,442 --> 00:21:19,310
MOTHER:
Really?

330
00:21:19,312 --> 00:21:21,479
Oh.

331
00:21:21,481 --> 00:21:24,081
Don't sound so excited.
Uh...

332
00:21:24,083 --> 00:21:25,683
We're excited.

333
00:21:25,685 --> 00:21:29,053
Super excited.

334
00:21:33,725 --> 00:21:36,961
Why don't you talk
to Elisa anymore, Mom?

335
00:21:38,096 --> 00:21:41,532
Are we supposed to act
like she doesn't exist?

336
00:21:41,534 --> 00:21:43,801
Will you stop?

337
00:21:43,803 --> 00:21:46,103
I saw her in a magazine
and her website.

338
00:21:46,105 --> 00:21:47,705
Stop.

339
00:21:47,707 --> 00:21:49,740
Stop it.
May I be excused?

340
00:21:49,742 --> 00:21:52,877
Yeah, you're excused.

341
00:21:58,016 --> 00:21:59,884
You need to pay attention
to her, Mom.

342
00:21:59,886 --> 00:22:01,785
She's clearly not well.

343
00:22:01,787 --> 00:22:05,022
Madeline,
you're not here with her.

344
00:22:05,024 --> 00:22:06,657
Every day, I see her.

345
00:22:06,659 --> 00:22:09,293
I've seen how she's progressed.

346
00:22:09,295 --> 00:22:12,563
She's really doing great.

347
00:22:13,732 --> 00:22:16,367
[CLEARS THROAT]

348
00:22:16,369 --> 00:22:17,868
How's Max?

349
00:22:17,870 --> 00:22:19,803
I haven't talked to him
in a while.

350
00:22:19,805 --> 00:22:21,572
I haven't spoken to him either.

351
00:22:21,574 --> 00:22:23,774
He doesn't return
my phone calls and...

352
00:22:23,776 --> 00:22:26,777
Do you think he's gay?

353
00:22:30,549 --> 00:22:33,817
I don't have any idea
about that.

354
00:22:55,740 --> 00:22:58,342
[♪]

355
00:23:08,753 --> 00:23:11,188
LILY:
<i>Elisa's diary.</i>

356
00:23:13,525 --> 00:23:15,859
<i>Elisa by the pond.</i>

357
00:23:15,861 --> 00:23:18,362
<i>A man named Frank Harper.</i>

358
00:23:19,564 --> 00:23:20,764
Who are you?

359
00:23:20,766 --> 00:23:23,233
LILY:
<i>Max in the closet.</i>

360
00:23:24,436 --> 00:23:27,137
<i>Time travel.</i>

361
00:23:29,374 --> 00:23:31,642
MOTHER:
Elisa?

362
00:23:31,644 --> 00:23:33,477
Elisa?

363
00:23:33,479 --> 00:23:35,012
LILY:
<i>Elisa in a closet.</i>

364
00:23:35,014 --> 00:23:38,148
Mom, I'm scared.

365
00:23:38,150 --> 00:23:39,817
Where's Max at?

366
00:23:39,819 --> 00:23:42,353
LILY:
<i>Max by the pond.</i>

367
00:23:42,355 --> 00:23:44,622
<i>The bad man.</i>

368
00:23:44,624 --> 00:23:46,323
[KNOCKS ON DOOR]

369
00:23:48,493 --> 00:23:50,327
Love you.

370
00:23:50,329 --> 00:23:52,763
Love you.

371
00:23:58,269 --> 00:23:59,837
[TICKING]

372
00:24:09,214 --> 00:24:11,815
[♪]

373
00:24:17,989 --> 00:24:19,857
[JUAN WAUTERS'S "SANITY OR NOT"
PLAYING]

374
00:24:19,859 --> 00:24:22,126
<i>♪ Don't know well if I do</i>

375
00:24:22,128 --> 00:24:25,229
<i>♪ What I am here to do</i>

376
00:24:25,231 --> 00:24:29,533
<i>♪ In my head
Don't know well if there's ♪</i>

377
00:24:29,535 --> 00:24:32,970
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

378
00:24:32,972 --> 00:24:35,906
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

379
00:24:35,908 --> 00:24:38,409
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

380
00:24:38,411 --> 00:24:41,645
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

381
00:24:41,647 --> 00:24:44,782
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

382
00:24:44,784 --> 00:24:46,917
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

383
00:24:46,919 --> 00:24:50,688
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

384
00:24:50,690 --> 00:24:53,691
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

385
00:24:53,693 --> 00:24:55,759
[CLINKING]

386
00:24:55,761 --> 00:25:00,030
[CHIMING]

387
00:25:00,032 --> 00:25:02,066
Hi.

388
00:25:02,068 --> 00:25:04,835
Morning.

389
00:25:04,837 --> 00:25:06,904
Wanna go shopping or something?

390
00:25:06,906 --> 00:25:08,772
No,
I have a doctor's appointment.

391
00:25:08,774 --> 00:25:12,409
Yeah?
Didn't you go yesterday?

392
00:25:13,478 --> 00:25:14,845
Yeah.

393
00:25:14,847 --> 00:25:18,215
Sunday, Monday, Thursday.
Wow.

394
00:25:18,217 --> 00:25:20,317
That's a lot.

395
00:25:20,319 --> 00:25:23,721
It's really good though.
It's great.

396
00:25:25,190 --> 00:25:27,324
You seem off.
Did you take your meds?

397
00:25:27,326 --> 00:25:28,726
Yes.

398
00:25:28,728 --> 00:25:29,960
I told Mom to tell you

399
00:25:29,962 --> 00:25:32,596
to stop asking me about my shit.

400
00:25:32,598 --> 00:25:33,897
Why?

401
00:25:33,899 --> 00:25:36,133
It's good to have support.

402
00:25:37,736 --> 00:25:40,504
You know?

403
00:25:40,506 --> 00:25:45,776
Plus, the key to you having
an amazing life is medication.

404
00:25:46,644 --> 00:25:48,412
Is that so?

405
00:25:48,414 --> 00:25:50,614
Mm-hm.

406
00:25:50,616 --> 00:25:52,750
An amazing life?

407
00:25:52,752 --> 00:25:54,485
Yeah.

408
00:25:56,454 --> 00:25:59,089
You're the worst.

409
00:26:01,392 --> 00:26:03,994
[♪]

410
00:26:06,798 --> 00:26:09,032
LILY:
<i>Max told me he was gay once.</i>

411
00:26:09,034 --> 00:26:11,368
<i>Just me, nobody else.</i>

412
00:26:11,370 --> 00:26:15,038
<i>I was 12
and it made me feel important.</i>

413
00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:17,141
<i>Then he took it back.</i>

414
00:26:17,143 --> 00:26:19,977
<i>He asked me not to tell anyone.</i>

415
00:26:19,979 --> 00:26:22,146
<i>I never did.</i>

416
00:26:30,922 --> 00:26:33,957
WOMAN:
It's time for checks, Maxwell.

417
00:26:40,632 --> 00:26:42,833
Maxwell?

418
00:26:47,205 --> 00:26:50,307
MAN: A few days, but he
doesn't want <i>to talk to you.</i>

419
00:26:50,309 --> 00:26:53,310
I'm sorry. I'll try and get him
<i>to call you later.</i>

420
00:26:53,312 --> 00:26:55,145
Can you please...

421
00:26:55,147 --> 00:26:58,282
<i>Max is gonna go to Elisa's.
Is that okay?</i>

422
00:26:58,284 --> 00:27:02,286
Yeah, it's... It's...

423
00:27:02,288 --> 00:27:03,420
Yeah.

424
00:27:03,422 --> 00:27:05,389
<i>We are discharging him
this afternoon.</i>

425
00:27:05,391 --> 00:27:06,590
Thank you so much.

426
00:27:06,592 --> 00:27:07,791
<i>Of course, Nancy.</i>

427
00:27:07,793 --> 00:27:09,326
Thank you, doctor.

428
00:27:09,328 --> 00:27:11,962
I'll look forward to hearing
from you soon then, right?

429
00:27:11,964 --> 00:27:13,430
<i>I'm sure he'll call you later.</i>

430
00:27:13,432 --> 00:27:14,832
Okay. Thank you.

431
00:27:14,834 --> 00:27:16,667
LILY: <i>I think my
mother's greatest fear</i>

432
00:27:16,669 --> 00:27:19,937
<i>is that Max will leave
the same way Elisa did.</i>

433
00:27:19,939 --> 00:27:23,106
<i>What would she have then?</i>

434
00:27:25,343 --> 00:27:27,411
MAN: What are you
looking for up there?

435
00:27:33,017 --> 00:27:35,152
Just looking.

436
00:27:38,857 --> 00:27:41,725
Oh, no, no, no, I shouldn't.

437
00:27:41,727 --> 00:27:43,126
Thank you.

438
00:27:58,877 --> 00:28:01,478
What did you do that for?

439
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:04,915
Because the nurses just hate it.

440
00:28:04,917 --> 00:28:06,283
Dan, you better stop that

441
00:28:06,285 --> 00:28:08,385
or you're gonna lose
all your privileges.

442
00:28:08,387 --> 00:28:12,089
Smoking break is over,
time for group.

443
00:28:14,993 --> 00:28:17,794
Oh, and they approved your taxi
for this evening.

444
00:28:17,796 --> 00:28:20,631
Where are you going?

445
00:28:20,633 --> 00:28:23,634
MADELINE:
Eight, seven...

446
00:28:26,537 --> 00:28:28,305
six.

447
00:28:38,983 --> 00:28:41,685
Shit.

448
00:28:52,263 --> 00:28:54,631
MADELINE: Hey.
NANCY: Hi.

449
00:28:55,867 --> 00:28:57,134
You seem good today.

450
00:28:57,136 --> 00:29:00,237
I am good.
I'm better, thanks.

451
00:29:00,239 --> 00:29:01,705
I just...

452
00:29:01,707 --> 00:29:04,741
I wish that...

453
00:29:04,743 --> 00:29:06,076
I don't know.

454
00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:09,947
I'm very happy
that Maxwell's safe.

455
00:29:09,949 --> 00:29:11,949
I just want the family
I came here with...

456
00:29:11,951 --> 00:29:13,917
I'm entitled, I feel...

457
00:29:13,919 --> 00:29:16,954
I feel entitled to that,
that's all.

458
00:29:19,090 --> 00:29:22,592
Lily isn't taking her
medication.

459
00:29:22,594 --> 00:29:25,595
Well,
what would you like me to do?

460
00:29:25,597 --> 00:29:28,298
I'm tired
of being the grown-up.

461
00:29:28,300 --> 00:29:31,101
[SCOFFS]

462
00:29:34,405 --> 00:29:37,975
LILY: <i>Someone is
watching me, helping me.</i>

463
00:29:37,977 --> 00:29:40,143
<i>I look for signs.</i>

464
00:29:40,145 --> 00:29:43,380
<i>Everything is in plain sight.
A puzzle.</i>

465
00:29:44,282 --> 00:29:47,417
<i>There it is, Harper.</i>

466
00:29:47,419 --> 00:29:49,186
<i>Harper.</i>

467
00:29:57,061 --> 00:29:59,529
[DOOR BELL RINGS]

468
00:30:05,036 --> 00:30:07,170
Miss?

469
00:30:08,373 --> 00:30:10,140
Hey.

470
00:30:10,142 --> 00:30:12,509
[SNIFFLES]
I'm sorry.

471
00:30:12,511 --> 00:30:14,778
I didn't mean to scare you.

472
00:30:17,949 --> 00:30:19,783
You...

473
00:30:22,653 --> 00:30:25,355
I'm Frank.

474
00:30:27,692 --> 00:30:29,192
You're Frank Harper?

475
00:30:29,194 --> 00:30:32,129
Yeah, this is my store.

476
00:30:32,131 --> 00:30:35,465
Just opened last week.

477
00:30:38,069 --> 00:30:40,437
You wanna come in?

478
00:30:40,439 --> 00:30:42,639
Thief.

479
00:30:42,641 --> 00:30:44,074
Excuse me?

480
00:30:44,076 --> 00:30:45,742
You heard me.

481
00:30:53,851 --> 00:30:55,719
Thank you.

482
00:30:55,721 --> 00:30:57,421
[GRUNTS]

483
00:31:02,527 --> 00:31:05,562
These are for you.
Thank you.

484
00:31:11,169 --> 00:31:13,470
[GRUNTS THEN SIGHS]

485
00:31:19,143 --> 00:31:21,545
What?

486
00:31:23,281 --> 00:31:28,752
So last night I was, you know...

487
00:31:28,754 --> 00:31:30,787
thinking, and I just...

488
00:31:30,789 --> 00:31:34,858
That if my husband was alive,
that...

489
00:31:38,029 --> 00:31:40,497
[CHUCKLES]

490
00:31:40,499 --> 00:31:43,333
I thought your husband
was lovely.

491
00:31:44,268 --> 00:31:46,203
Just so you know that.

492
00:31:46,205 --> 00:31:48,472
Thanks.

493
00:31:52,443 --> 00:31:55,645
Are you sleeping with someone?

494
00:31:55,647 --> 00:31:58,215
I guess that's a no.

495
00:31:59,350 --> 00:32:02,552
You're the only person I like.

496
00:32:04,355 --> 00:32:05,755
That's not hard.

497
00:32:05,757 --> 00:32:08,592
Hey, let's get out of here.
Let's run away.

498
00:32:08,594 --> 00:32:10,260
Uh...

499
00:32:10,262 --> 00:32:12,596
Well, you're too late.

500
00:32:12,598 --> 00:32:15,866
I got old waiting around
for you.

501
00:32:18,302 --> 00:32:21,138
[♪]

502
00:32:21,140 --> 00:32:22,772
[CHUCKLES]

503
00:32:27,979 --> 00:32:30,814
Aah... You are very smart.

504
00:32:30,816 --> 00:32:32,082
I really am.

505
00:32:32,084 --> 00:32:33,617
Look at that.

506
00:32:33,619 --> 00:32:35,352
Beautiful.

507
00:32:36,387 --> 00:32:39,489
See, I like our little dates.

508
00:32:39,491 --> 00:32:40,490
[SIGHS]

509
00:32:40,492 --> 00:32:42,292
Me too.
I do.

510
00:32:42,294 --> 00:32:45,462
I look forward to them all week.

511
00:32:45,464 --> 00:32:47,864
Does your husband know about us?

512
00:32:49,767 --> 00:32:51,268
[CHUCKLES]

513
00:32:51,270 --> 00:32:53,336
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

514
00:32:53,338 --> 00:32:57,707
So I've been reading up
on bipolar disorder.

515
00:32:57,709 --> 00:33:00,143
Reading up, I thought...

516
00:33:00,145 --> 00:33:01,578
Aren't you a doctor?

517
00:33:01,580 --> 00:33:03,747
Do you think you have
superpowers?

518
00:33:04,916 --> 00:33:06,349
No.

519
00:33:06,351 --> 00:33:08,084
Have you been taking
your medication?

520
00:33:08,086 --> 00:33:09,753
Yes.

521
00:33:15,259 --> 00:33:17,661
Do you like soap operas?

522
00:33:20,598 --> 00:33:21,631
What?

523
00:33:21,633 --> 00:33:25,735
You know, like TV melodramas?

524
00:33:27,038 --> 00:33:29,539
Maybe you're attracted to
a dramatic environment.

525
00:33:29,541 --> 00:33:32,442
Have you ever thought that
or like, you know,

526
00:33:32,444 --> 00:33:34,678
dramatic state of mind?

527
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:38,315
Are you familiar with
the laws of attraction?

528
00:33:40,117 --> 00:33:42,652
Are you even a real doctor?

529
00:33:45,323 --> 00:33:47,791
What's wrong?

530
00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:50,994
My mind... I don't know.

531
00:33:50,996 --> 00:33:52,829
My mind isn't safe.

532
00:33:52,831 --> 00:33:55,599
I don't feel like my mind
is safe.

533
00:33:55,601 --> 00:33:57,634
How is your mind not safe?

534
00:33:57,636 --> 00:34:02,005
Sometimes I feel
like I'm going crazy.

535
00:34:04,008 --> 00:34:06,309
Then I'm fine,

536
00:34:06,311 --> 00:34:07,844
but I'm not fine.

537
00:34:07,846 --> 00:34:09,179
And I'm... And I'm never...

538
00:34:09,181 --> 00:34:11,314
I'm never gonna be fine.

539
00:34:11,316 --> 00:34:13,316
You are gonna be fine,

540
00:34:13,318 --> 00:34:15,252
I promise you.

541
00:34:15,254 --> 00:34:19,556
You are.
You're gonna be fine.

542
00:34:19,558 --> 00:34:22,392
Oh, no, no, no.
I'm just...

543
00:34:22,394 --> 00:34:23,927
I'm just nervous.

544
00:34:23,929 --> 00:34:26,429
About leaving the hospital?

545
00:34:29,133 --> 00:34:30,967
What's wrong?

546
00:34:30,969 --> 00:34:33,570
[♪]

547
00:34:35,706 --> 00:34:38,775
I've been...

548
00:34:38,777 --> 00:34:42,712
Are you still a little shaky
with the language there?

549
00:34:42,714 --> 00:34:45,148
No. No, no, no.
Just...

550
00:34:45,150 --> 00:34:47,584
Everything should just be okay,

551
00:34:47,586 --> 00:34:51,521
I should be able to move on
and be in a better place.

552
00:34:51,523 --> 00:34:54,224
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

553
00:34:54,226 --> 00:34:55,458
I'm sorry about the way

554
00:34:55,460 --> 00:34:57,327
that I'm speaking right now,

555
00:34:57,329 --> 00:34:59,062
but it should be...

556
00:34:59,064 --> 00:35:00,830
If things are so bad,

557
00:35:00,832 --> 00:35:03,566
if things are so bad
and you move through it,

558
00:35:03,568 --> 00:35:05,568
and you go through it,
and you live through it,

559
00:35:05,570 --> 00:35:08,438
then everything
should just be good.

560
00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:10,874
Things should just be good.

561
00:35:10,876 --> 00:35:13,143
Am I wrong?

562
00:35:13,145 --> 00:35:16,012
I'm alive and I...

563
00:35:16,014 --> 00:35:19,516
I don't belong in here.

564
00:35:19,518 --> 00:35:23,653
I really don't belong in here.

565
00:35:23,655 --> 00:35:25,722
Right?

566
00:35:25,724 --> 00:35:27,724
I don't.

567
00:35:27,726 --> 00:35:28,925
[SNIFFLES]

568
00:35:40,604 --> 00:35:43,506
What on earth are you doing
all the way out here?

569
00:35:43,508 --> 00:35:45,875
[♪]

570
00:35:49,413 --> 00:35:52,082
[WHIMPERS]

571
00:35:55,419 --> 00:35:58,321
NANCY: <i>"I saw the best
minds of my generation</i>

572
00:35:58,323 --> 00:36:01,091
<i>"destroyed by madness.</i>

573
00:36:01,093 --> 00:36:05,261
"Starving, hysterical, naked.

574
00:36:05,263 --> 00:36:09,299
"Dragging themselves through
the negro streets at dawn.

575
00:36:09,301 --> 00:36:11,534
"Looking for an angry fix.

576
00:36:11,536 --> 00:36:14,204
Angel-headed hipsters."

577
00:36:14,206 --> 00:36:17,207
Madeline, you're liking it?

578
00:36:17,209 --> 00:36:20,243
You are?

579
00:36:20,245 --> 00:36:21,644
Okay, one more paragraph,

580
00:36:21,646 --> 00:36:24,080
then you go to bed, okay?

581
00:36:25,449 --> 00:36:29,152
"Who were expelled
from the academies..."

582
00:36:29,154 --> 00:36:32,489
[♪]

583
00:36:51,675 --> 00:36:53,877
[POP THEME PLAYING]

584
00:36:59,583 --> 00:37:06,656
<i>♪ Fade away</i>

585
00:37:15,065 --> 00:37:16,566
[SNIFFLES]

586
00:37:16,568 --> 00:37:22,105
<i>♪ Wondering</i>

587
00:38:10,154 --> 00:38:11,921
[CELL PHONE CHIMES]

588
00:38:19,063 --> 00:38:21,297
Hey, lady.

589
00:38:21,299 --> 00:38:23,900
What took so long?

590
00:38:23,902 --> 00:38:25,935
What's up?

591
00:38:25,937 --> 00:38:31,808
What's up
is I brought you something.

592
00:38:31,810 --> 00:38:33,243
Nice.

593
00:38:33,245 --> 00:38:35,812
[CHUCKLING]

594
00:38:40,251 --> 00:38:43,987
You know, we should, like,
play a game together.

595
00:38:43,989 --> 00:38:47,724
Like, we could get high
and play a game together.

596
00:38:47,726 --> 00:38:50,593
Like chess?
[CHUCKLING]

597
00:38:50,595 --> 00:38:55,331
Chess? No, like, um...

598
00:38:55,333 --> 00:38:58,935
truth or dare or something.

599
00:38:58,937 --> 00:39:01,304
With two people?

600
00:39:02,540 --> 00:39:05,074
Yeah, I guess
it doesn't make sense. Heh.

601
00:39:06,744 --> 00:39:08,778
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

602
00:39:13,484 --> 00:39:14,751
Hi, Joanne.

603
00:39:14,753 --> 00:39:17,220
JOANNE:
Oh, my God, look at you.

604
00:39:17,222 --> 00:39:18,988
It's been so long.

605
00:39:18,990 --> 00:39:22,425
Wow. You are such
a beautiful woman.

606
00:39:22,427 --> 00:39:24,260
Boobies and everything.

607
00:39:24,262 --> 00:39:26,262
LILY: <i>Madeline once told
me that she thought</i>

608
00:39:26,264 --> 00:39:28,765
<i>Joanne and my mom were lovers.</i>

609
00:39:28,767 --> 00:39:30,767
<i>A strange idea
considering Mom thinks</i>

610
00:39:30,769 --> 00:39:32,769
<i>homosexuality is a choice.</i>

611
00:39:32,771 --> 00:39:34,938
Am I the first one here?

612
00:39:38,208 --> 00:39:40,510
Wow. Heh.

613
00:39:40,512 --> 00:39:44,080
Madeline.
So, what are you doing now?

614
00:39:44,082 --> 00:39:46,916
Um...

615
00:39:46,918 --> 00:39:49,252
I do...

616
00:39:49,254 --> 00:39:50,620
Well, I'm here,

617
00:39:50,622 --> 00:39:53,356
so...

618
00:39:53,358 --> 00:39:55,391
that's what I'm doing.

619
00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:57,126
Right.

620
00:39:57,128 --> 00:39:58,628
Gotcha.

621
00:39:58,630 --> 00:39:59,929
Um...

622
00:39:59,931 --> 00:40:03,466
What were you doing
when you were my age?

623
00:40:03,468 --> 00:40:06,636
Uh... At your age...

624
00:40:06,638 --> 00:40:09,539
I had two kids.

625
00:40:09,541 --> 00:40:11,040
Wow. Already?

626
00:40:11,042 --> 00:40:12,942
Yeah,
it was a different time then,

627
00:40:12,944 --> 00:40:16,346
but, yeah, I had just had
my second child,

628
00:40:16,348 --> 00:40:19,983
and I had just opened
my first gallery in the city,

629
00:40:19,985 --> 00:40:21,818
so...

630
00:40:22,987 --> 00:40:26,322
Yeah, I don't have a job

631
00:40:26,324 --> 00:40:28,024
or kids, so...

632
00:40:28,026 --> 00:40:32,962
It doesn't matter what I did
at your age, I mean,

633
00:40:32,964 --> 00:40:37,033
you'll figure it out.
They always do. You know?

634
00:40:37,035 --> 00:40:38,668
And besides,

635
00:40:38,670 --> 00:40:40,703
would you really wanna be
living in this place

636
00:40:40,705 --> 00:40:42,405
when you're my age?

637
00:40:43,941 --> 00:40:45,808
What place is that?

638
00:40:47,745 --> 00:40:50,680
Purgatory.

639
00:40:50,682 --> 00:40:53,182
[DOORBELL RINGS]

640
00:40:55,452 --> 00:40:59,022
[♪]

641
00:40:59,024 --> 00:41:01,057
LILY:
Elisa said that she was raped

642
00:41:01,059 --> 00:41:04,761
by Frank Harper when she was 6.

643
00:41:04,763 --> 00:41:07,330
That's heavy.

644
00:41:07,332 --> 00:41:09,098
Yeah.

645
00:41:09,100 --> 00:41:13,302
She said it happened,
but that it didn't happen.

646
00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:17,106
And then the day
happened again like...

647
00:41:17,108 --> 00:41:19,208
time travel.

648
00:41:19,210 --> 00:41:22,178
[GROANING]

649
00:41:22,180 --> 00:41:23,713
Sorry.

650
00:41:23,715 --> 00:41:26,015
I'm uncomfortable.

651
00:41:26,017 --> 00:41:29,452
You want to hit this?

652
00:41:29,454 --> 00:41:31,587
Yeah, you do.

653
00:41:31,589 --> 00:41:33,856
You do.

654
00:41:34,725 --> 00:41:36,426
Yes.

655
00:41:36,428 --> 00:41:38,361
Yes.

656
00:41:42,266 --> 00:41:44,167
[DAVEY CHUCKLES]

657
00:41:54,678 --> 00:41:56,245
Whoo!

658
00:41:59,683 --> 00:42:02,085
[DAVEY CHUCKLES]

659
00:42:03,787 --> 00:42:05,588
I'm gonna record my song now.

660
00:42:05,590 --> 00:42:07,423
Yeah. I'm not stopping you,
croon away.

661
00:42:07,425 --> 00:42:11,127
I was just telling you.
Just do it.

662
00:42:18,702 --> 00:42:21,370
[♪]

663
00:42:31,315 --> 00:42:34,083
I want you to leave.

664
00:42:40,791 --> 00:42:43,159
I want you to get out now.

665
00:42:43,161 --> 00:42:45,027
What are you...?

666
00:42:46,330 --> 00:42:48,531
Leave.
Why?

667
00:42:48,533 --> 00:42:50,099
What did I do?

668
00:42:50,101 --> 00:42:52,535
Please.

669
00:42:52,537 --> 00:42:54,237
Fine.

670
00:42:56,006 --> 00:42:59,041
I'll give you your privacy.

671
00:43:06,683 --> 00:43:09,185
I don't want you to come back.

672
00:43:11,922 --> 00:43:13,723
Come to bed with me.

673
00:43:13,725 --> 00:43:17,860
Come on, let's go to bed.

674
00:43:22,099 --> 00:43:24,400
What? Are you gonna hit me?

675
00:43:25,803 --> 00:43:28,137
[DOORBELL RINGS]

676
00:43:54,364 --> 00:43:56,966
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]

677
00:44:09,379 --> 00:44:14,383
♪ Baby
What have you done to me? ♪

678
00:44:14,385 --> 00:44:18,120
♪ I'm frightened
Can't you see? ♪

679
00:44:18,122 --> 00:44:23,559
♪ You're crazy
How I'll be ♪

680
00:44:23,561 --> 00:44:25,862
I know you.

681
00:44:27,297 --> 00:44:29,498
You do?

682
00:44:31,735 --> 00:44:33,035
Well, who are you?

683
00:44:33,037 --> 00:44:35,104
You're crazy, right?

684
00:44:37,875 --> 00:44:39,642
Um...

685
00:44:45,883 --> 00:44:47,617
You look scared.

686
00:44:47,619 --> 00:44:49,719
Are you scared?

687
00:44:49,721 --> 00:44:51,621
[CHUCKLES]

688
00:44:53,490 --> 00:44:55,491
[CHUCKLES]

689
00:44:57,127 --> 00:45:00,062
Are you scared?

690
00:45:00,064 --> 00:45:01,864
I think you're scared.

691
00:45:01,866 --> 00:45:04,300
It's okay.

692
00:45:04,302 --> 00:45:06,035
I'm scared.

693
00:45:08,605 --> 00:45:10,773
What the fuck?

694
00:45:10,775 --> 00:45:12,575
What the fuck was that?

695
00:45:12,577 --> 00:45:14,911
I'm not a queer.

696
00:45:14,913 --> 00:45:16,879
I didn't realize...
I'm not a fucking queer.

697
00:45:16,881 --> 00:45:18,381
[CLEARS THROAT]

698
00:45:18,383 --> 00:45:20,316
You're fucked.

699
00:45:36,600 --> 00:45:37,800
[GROANS]

700
00:45:37,802 --> 00:45:40,937
My head stings.

701
00:45:40,939 --> 00:45:43,472
Well, it looks a lot better now.

702
00:45:43,474 --> 00:45:46,475
Thanks. Heh.

703
00:45:46,477 --> 00:45:49,111
Can you throw these away?
Yeah.

704
00:46:07,864 --> 00:46:10,533
I'm really sorry.

705
00:46:12,869 --> 00:46:16,305
It's not your fault
that I got sick.

706
00:46:17,641 --> 00:46:20,109
Okay?

707
00:46:20,111 --> 00:46:22,578
I don't know.

708
00:46:22,580 --> 00:46:25,348
Just stop, okay?

709
00:46:29,353 --> 00:46:31,988
What do you wanna do now?

710
00:46:35,692 --> 00:46:38,327
I need you to take me home.

711
00:46:42,599 --> 00:46:45,901
Okay.

712
00:46:45,903 --> 00:46:48,204
Just like that?

713
00:46:50,340 --> 00:46:52,308
Yeah.

714
00:46:52,310 --> 00:46:56,312
I love you.
I'll take you home.

715
00:46:56,314 --> 00:46:59,382
LILY: <i>I was very young
when our dad died.</i>

716
00:46:59,384 --> 00:47:02,752
<i>He was on his way
to pick up Elisa from therapy.</i>

717
00:47:02,754 --> 00:47:04,120
<i>Why an 11-year-old girl</i>

718
00:47:04,122 --> 00:47:05,521
<i>would need therapy
was beyond me,</i>

719
00:47:05,523 --> 00:47:07,923
<i>until I read about the bad man.</i>

720
00:47:07,925 --> 00:47:10,760
<i>My mom must not know
about what happened to Elisa</i>

721
00:47:10,762 --> 00:47:12,862
<i>at the pond, but I do.</i>

722
00:47:12,864 --> 00:47:15,064
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]

723
00:47:28,445 --> 00:47:32,615
This is Max. Leave a message.
MADELINE: Mom, are you okay?

724
00:47:38,955 --> 00:47:41,490
Do you remember when you...

725
00:47:44,127 --> 00:47:47,229
traded all of your Barbies

726
00:47:47,231 --> 00:47:50,166
for all of Maxwell's collection
of little race cars,

727
00:47:50,168 --> 00:47:52,768
remember that?

728
00:47:52,770 --> 00:47:54,236
No, I don't.

729
00:47:54,238 --> 00:47:56,072
I got so mad at you

730
00:47:56,074 --> 00:47:59,508
and I was really mad
at both of you.

731
00:48:02,245 --> 00:48:04,547
I just didn't want...

732
00:48:05,949 --> 00:48:09,318
I just didn't want him
to be gay.

733
00:48:14,758 --> 00:48:17,126
Not because I have a...

734
00:48:17,128 --> 00:48:19,128
[SIGHS]

735
00:48:20,330 --> 00:48:22,098
Because it's not normal.

736
00:48:22,100 --> 00:48:23,799
It's not... It isn't... It...

737
00:48:23,801 --> 00:48:27,002
It's because...

738
00:48:27,004 --> 00:48:30,005
I didn't want him to suffer.

739
00:48:30,007 --> 00:48:33,309
I don't want my children
to suffer.

740
00:48:36,913 --> 00:48:39,882
People can be really cruel.

741
00:48:42,185 --> 00:48:45,354
But I don't care.
I just... I don't care.

742
00:48:45,356 --> 00:48:48,224
I just want him to...

743
00:48:48,226 --> 00:48:50,759
pick up the phone.

744
00:48:54,131 --> 00:48:57,099
And I don't know what I did.

745
00:48:57,101 --> 00:48:59,702
[♪]

746
00:49:06,243 --> 00:49:08,711
I'll be down in a minute.

747
00:49:17,787 --> 00:49:21,357
I can hear the inside
of your stomach.

748
00:49:24,294 --> 00:49:26,495
I like it.

749
00:49:31,468 --> 00:49:34,236
Do you ever worry about...

750
00:49:36,139 --> 00:49:38,240
being alone?

751
00:49:40,710 --> 00:49:42,878
I am alone.

752
00:49:48,885 --> 00:49:50,886
Do you like it?

753
00:49:56,760 --> 00:49:58,694
[SIGHS]

754
00:50:02,632 --> 00:50:04,633
No.

755
00:50:22,018 --> 00:50:24,653
I have to go.

756
00:50:26,223 --> 00:50:29,191
I'll text you later?

757
00:50:29,193 --> 00:50:31,293
Yeah.

758
00:50:31,295 --> 00:50:33,929
Maybe we can have sex...
Something.

759
00:50:35,031 --> 00:50:36,365
What?

760
00:50:36,367 --> 00:50:38,334
Never mind.

761
00:50:38,336 --> 00:50:42,371
I'm so sorry it took me
so long to come down.

762
00:50:42,373 --> 00:50:44,673
It was fine, I just had
to talk to really boring people.

763
00:50:44,675 --> 00:50:47,376
Heh. Don't say that.
Really long time.

764
00:50:47,378 --> 00:50:49,812
Please don't leave my side
right now. Please?

765
00:50:49,814 --> 00:50:52,414
[♪]

766
00:50:54,117 --> 00:50:55,951
LILY:
<i>Spinning.</i>

767
00:50:57,220 --> 00:50:58,954
<i>Green.</i>

768
00:51:01,224 --> 00:51:04,360
<i>Max and Elisa.</i>

769
00:51:04,362 --> 00:51:06,695
<i>Bridge.</i>

770
00:51:10,000 --> 00:51:12,167
<i>Mom.</i>

771
00:51:12,169 --> 00:51:13,769
<i>Me.</i>

772
00:51:13,771 --> 00:51:16,071
<i>Chaos.</i>

773
00:51:16,073 --> 00:51:17,906
<i>Danger.</i>

774
00:51:17,908 --> 00:51:20,009
<i>Harper.</i>

775
00:51:22,045 --> 00:51:24,013
<i>Warning.</i>

776
00:51:24,015 --> 00:51:27,149
<i>Confusion.</i>

777
00:51:27,151 --> 00:51:28,817
<i>Panic.</i>

778
00:51:28,819 --> 00:51:30,019
[INAUDIBLE DIALOGUE]

779
00:51:30,021 --> 00:51:32,054
[♪]

780
00:51:43,566 --> 00:51:46,035
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING
OVER RADIO]

781
00:51:51,074 --> 00:51:52,308
Oh, my God.

782
00:51:52,310 --> 00:51:53,509
Who is it?

783
00:51:53,511 --> 00:51:55,110
WOMAN:
Who's in that car?

784
00:51:55,112 --> 00:51:58,414
POLICE: Again, ladies, you
gotta get off this bridge.

785
00:51:58,416 --> 00:52:00,749
Who's that?
Who's down there?

786
00:52:01,818 --> 00:52:04,086
Ladies,
I'm not gonna ask you again.

787
00:52:04,088 --> 00:52:05,788
Back off the bridge.

788
00:52:05,790 --> 00:52:08,524
WOMAN:
Come on, come on.

789
00:52:13,430 --> 00:52:16,031
[♪]

790
00:52:29,646 --> 00:52:31,847
[INAUDIBLE DIALOGUE]

791
00:53:10,353 --> 00:53:11,787
No!

792
00:53:20,997 --> 00:53:24,066
No! No, no, no.

793
00:53:25,435 --> 00:53:28,570
My children.

794
00:53:29,839 --> 00:53:31,840
[SOBBING]

795
00:53:38,181 --> 00:53:41,016
[♪]

796
00:54:01,971 --> 00:54:04,606
Grandma?

797
00:54:04,608 --> 00:54:06,642
Are you here?

798
00:54:09,045 --> 00:54:10,979
It's Lily.

799
00:54:12,148 --> 00:54:14,316
I'm in trouble.

800
00:54:14,318 --> 00:54:15,984
GRANDMA:
Lily?

801
00:54:17,253 --> 00:54:19,788
Grandma?

802
00:54:20,757 --> 00:54:22,658
I don't know what's happening.

803
00:54:22,660 --> 00:54:25,494
I don't...
I don't know what's happening.

804
00:54:25,496 --> 00:54:27,996
I need...
[RUSTLING]

805
00:55:09,239 --> 00:55:11,840
[♪]

806
00:55:21,150 --> 00:55:23,752
[♪]

807
00:55:38,635 --> 00:55:39,902
[ALARM BEEPING]

808
00:55:39,904 --> 00:55:42,905
<i>♪ Don't know well if I do</i>

809
00:55:42,907 --> 00:55:45,908
<i>♪ What I am here to do</i>

810
00:55:45,910 --> 00:55:50,312
<i>♪ In my head
Don't know well if there's ♪</i>

811
00:55:50,314 --> 00:55:53,749
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

812
00:55:53,751 --> 00:55:56,251
<i>♪ Sanity or not</i>

813
00:55:56,253 --> 00:55:58,520
<i>♪ Sanity or...</i>

814
00:55:58,522 --> 00:56:00,122
NANCY:
Lily, wake up.

815
00:56:00,124 --> 00:56:02,925
Oh, my God, I can't believe
you're still in bed.

816
00:56:02,927 --> 00:56:04,793
Come on. You have Deborah
in half an hour.

817
00:56:04,795 --> 00:56:07,429
Let's go. Wake up. Come on.

818
00:56:07,431 --> 00:56:08,764
Is that dirt?

819
00:56:08,766 --> 00:56:10,899
Change the sheets, please.

820
00:56:10,901 --> 00:56:14,303
My God, I'm not a maid service.

821
00:56:41,664 --> 00:56:43,865
[FOOTSTEPS]

822
00:56:46,336 --> 00:56:48,604
Hey.

823
00:56:48,606 --> 00:56:50,806
It's sort of exciting
when a lightbulb

824
00:56:50,808 --> 00:56:53,875
just pops out and dies
like that.

825
00:56:55,445 --> 00:56:57,746
What?

826
00:56:57,748 --> 00:57:00,215
Never mind. Ahem.

827
00:57:04,587 --> 00:57:06,121
[SIGHS]

828
00:57:08,491 --> 00:57:10,626
Sorry.

829
00:57:11,628 --> 00:57:15,964
Just feeling a little off.

830
00:57:15,966 --> 00:57:18,000
Yeah?

831
00:57:18,002 --> 00:57:21,903
Did you take your meds?
Yeah.

832
00:57:21,905 --> 00:57:25,741
It's okay to feel vulnerable.

833
00:57:25,743 --> 00:57:28,343
[♪]

834
00:57:42,625 --> 00:57:45,227
[♪]

835
00:57:57,740 --> 00:57:59,408
[ALARM BEEPING]

836
00:57:59,410 --> 00:58:02,077
Oh, fuck.

837
00:58:03,646 --> 00:58:05,247
[BEEPING STOPS]

838
00:58:13,089 --> 00:58:15,657
Elisa.

839
00:58:15,659 --> 00:58:19,828
I've just had
the strangest dream.

840
00:58:29,005 --> 00:58:31,373
What's been on your mind?

841
00:58:31,375 --> 00:58:35,110
I'm really tired.

842
00:58:35,112 --> 00:58:37,646
Maybe I should take a nap
or something.

843
00:58:37,648 --> 00:58:39,214
Go ahead and rest.

844
00:58:39,216 --> 00:58:40,849
Please make yourself
comfortable.

845
00:58:40,851 --> 00:58:43,719
I've got a great book here.

846
00:58:46,189 --> 00:58:50,225
That's not a book,
it's a catalog.

847
00:58:50,227 --> 00:58:51,960
Okay.

848
00:58:57,433 --> 00:59:00,168
I care about my family.

849
00:59:00,170 --> 00:59:02,604
That's good.

850
00:59:02,606 --> 00:59:03,839
Because you said the other day

851
00:59:03,841 --> 00:59:06,141
that I didn't care
about my family,

852
00:59:06,143 --> 00:59:09,144
but I do care and I just
wanted you to know that.

853
00:59:09,146 --> 00:59:11,813
Why do you care what I think?

854
00:59:14,484 --> 00:59:17,552
I don't know. In case I die.

855
00:59:17,554 --> 00:59:19,921
Do you plan on dying soon?

856
00:59:19,923 --> 00:59:23,725
Well, my mind comes apart
in fits

857
00:59:23,727 --> 00:59:26,061
and scatters around
this dark hole.

858
00:59:26,063 --> 00:59:30,198
Then I ask myself,
"Why am I here?"

859
00:59:31,300 --> 00:59:33,435
I really don't like
that feeling.

860
00:59:33,437 --> 00:59:36,338
You're safe here, Lily.

861
00:59:37,406 --> 00:59:39,407
You're in this room,
and you're here,

862
00:59:39,409 --> 00:59:42,844
and nothing bad's gonna happen
to you, okay? I promise you.

863
00:59:42,846 --> 00:59:45,947
You're safe.

864
00:59:50,920 --> 00:59:53,155
Do you like soap operas?

865
00:59:56,192 --> 00:59:59,461
What?
You know, like TV melodramas?

866
00:59:59,463 --> 01:00:01,763
Have you ever thought
that you might be attracted

867
01:00:01,765 --> 01:00:03,498
to a dramatic environment

868
01:00:03,500 --> 01:00:05,100
or state of mind?

869
01:00:06,369 --> 01:00:10,872
Are you familiar
with the laws of attraction?

870
01:00:10,874 --> 01:00:14,442
[♪]

871
01:00:14,444 --> 01:00:15,744
MAX:
Tania?

872
01:00:15,746 --> 01:00:17,846
TANIA:
Yeah?

873
01:00:20,049 --> 01:00:24,252
Last night, I felt this, um...

874
01:00:25,755 --> 01:00:30,659
like, warm, bright light.

875
01:00:30,661 --> 01:00:33,595
And...

876
01:00:33,597 --> 01:00:36,131
It felt so real,

877
01:00:36,133 --> 01:00:38,867
and it just made me feel like

878
01:00:38,869 --> 01:00:42,771
everything is gonna be okay,
you know?

879
01:00:42,773 --> 01:00:45,407
No. No, I don't know.

880
01:00:45,409 --> 01:00:46,942
And if you told
your doctor that,

881
01:00:46,944 --> 01:00:49,311
he'd hold you here
for another week.

882
01:00:50,813 --> 01:00:53,014
I feel okay.

883
01:00:53,016 --> 01:00:54,316
I really do,

884
01:00:54,318 --> 01:00:56,618
and I'm really sorry
about what I did.

885
01:00:56,620 --> 01:00:59,054
I really regret it.
I really do, and I wanna live.

886
01:00:59,056 --> 01:01:01,089
I really wanna live.
All right. It's all right.

887
01:01:01,091 --> 01:01:03,124
Take it easy.
Take it easy, kid.

888
01:01:03,126 --> 01:01:05,627
Come on.

889
01:01:10,032 --> 01:01:12,634
[♪]

890
01:01:37,894 --> 01:01:40,095
[CELL PHONE CHIMING]

891
01:01:46,235 --> 01:01:47,269
Yeah?

892
01:01:47,271 --> 01:01:50,071
GRANDMA:
<i>What are you doing?</i>

893
01:01:50,073 --> 01:01:51,339
What do you mean?

894
01:01:51,341 --> 01:01:53,008
<i>Go home and talk to your mother.</i>

895
01:01:53,010 --> 01:01:55,243
I'll call you later.

896
01:02:07,723 --> 01:02:09,624
Mom.

897
01:02:13,462 --> 01:02:16,431
Mom.

898
01:02:16,433 --> 01:02:18,400
Hey.

899
01:02:22,305 --> 01:02:25,040
What are you doing in here?

900
01:02:25,042 --> 01:02:29,210
What do you want in life?

901
01:02:32,782 --> 01:02:35,050
To be happy.

902
01:02:35,052 --> 01:02:37,619
You do?

903
01:02:41,457 --> 01:02:43,358
Me too.

904
01:02:45,261 --> 01:02:48,263
Will you read Elisa's diary?

905
01:02:51,567 --> 01:02:52,767
Uh...

906
01:02:52,769 --> 01:02:54,903
Okay.

907
01:02:54,905 --> 01:02:57,072
This is my job?
Hook it up...

908
01:02:57,074 --> 01:02:59,407
Mm-hm.
To the thing?

909
01:03:15,191 --> 01:03:18,927
Bridge closed, right?

910
01:03:18,929 --> 01:03:20,628
Yep.

911
01:03:25,801 --> 01:03:28,403
[♪]

912
01:03:38,748 --> 01:03:44,185
<i>♪ You have fought me hard
All night♪</i>

913
01:03:44,187 --> 01:03:47,822
<i>♪ I'll never see
The light ♪</i>

914
01:03:47,824 --> 01:03:53,495
♪ This is your hell of blues

915
01:03:53,497 --> 01:03:58,366
<i>♪ Feels like heaven
So I stay ♪</i>

916
01:03:58,368 --> 01:04:02,971
<i>♪ I'll never get away</i>

917
01:04:02,973 --> 01:04:08,109
<i>♪ From your hell of blues</i>

918
01:04:08,111 --> 01:04:13,248
♪ When the morning comes
I cry ♪

919
01:04:13,250 --> 01:04:16,885
♪ For you to let me die

920
01:04:16,887 --> 01:04:21,122
♪ I hope you do it soon

921
01:04:21,124 --> 01:04:22,524
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]

922
01:04:22,526 --> 01:04:26,261
<i>♪ Love me, take me</i>

923
01:04:26,263 --> 01:04:29,531
<i>♪ Anywhere at all</i>

924
01:04:29,533 --> 01:04:33,468
<i>♪ My body's yours
And no one's ♪</i>

925
01:04:33,470 --> 01:04:37,338
♪ I'm just a doll

926
01:04:37,340 --> 01:04:42,444
<i>♪ Now the best
Has surely passed ♪</i>

927
01:04:42,446 --> 01:04:46,481
<i>♪ My soul is yours
At last ♪</i>

928
01:04:46,483 --> 01:04:54,222
<i>My hell of blues ♪</i>

929
01:04:57,726 --> 01:04:59,527
LILY: <i>When Mom and
Elisa used to fight,</i>

930
01:04:59,529 --> 01:05:01,563
the rest of us would sneak over
<i>to the cemetery</i>

931
01:05:01,565 --> 01:05:03,698
<i>to talk to our dad
and look at the stars.</i>

932
01:05:03,700 --> 01:05:06,267
<i>It made us feel connected
to each other.</i>

933
01:05:06,269 --> 01:05:07,469
[FOOTSTEPS]

934
01:05:07,471 --> 01:05:09,370
You have guests downstairs.

935
01:05:09,372 --> 01:05:11,940
I know.
They'll hate me anyway.

936
01:05:11,942 --> 01:05:14,776
We just decided to wait up here.

937
01:05:14,778 --> 01:05:17,212
I know it sucks.

938
01:05:19,682 --> 01:05:25,353
One day, we're all gonna be
down here somewhere.

939
01:05:28,023 --> 01:05:29,657
I don't know.

940
01:05:29,659 --> 01:05:33,328
I don't know
if we're ever really gonna die.

941
01:05:33,330 --> 01:05:35,697
Well, I've never had much luck
with it.

942
01:05:35,699 --> 01:05:37,232
[CHUCKLES]

943
01:05:37,234 --> 01:05:39,834
[♪]

944
01:05:47,943 --> 01:05:50,712
What happened to you, Max?

945
01:05:56,619 --> 01:06:00,188
I don't know.
I couldn't face it.

946
01:06:00,190 --> 01:06:02,090
What?

947
01:06:02,092 --> 01:06:04,392
Well, suddenly, I...

948
01:06:04,394 --> 01:06:08,496
I saw myself
the way the world sees me.

949
01:06:09,698 --> 01:06:14,736
You know? I'm just a...
I'm a crazy, wild loser.

950
01:06:14,738 --> 01:06:17,038
And I...

951
01:06:17,040 --> 01:06:19,807
I don't have anything.

952
01:06:21,377 --> 01:06:25,180
I don't think that's true.

953
01:06:28,751 --> 01:06:30,718
How...?

954
01:06:33,889 --> 01:06:36,457
How did you know?

955
01:06:38,727 --> 01:06:40,361
What?

956
01:06:40,363 --> 01:06:41,896
How did you know...

957
01:06:44,066 --> 01:06:46,401
that he hurt me?

958
01:06:46,403 --> 01:06:49,737
Who hurt you?

959
01:06:49,739 --> 01:06:52,674
You know.

960
01:06:52,676 --> 01:06:53,741
I don't know.

961
01:06:53,743 --> 01:06:56,945
Yeah, you do. I know you do.
I don't know

962
01:06:56,947 --> 01:07:00,682
what you're talking about.
Did he hurt you?

963
01:07:05,588 --> 01:07:06,921
[SIGHS]

964
01:07:06,923 --> 01:07:09,624
I'm so scared.

965
01:07:11,760 --> 01:07:13,761
[SNIFFLES]

966
01:07:15,931 --> 01:07:18,366
Don't be scared.

967
01:07:20,102 --> 01:07:22,704
[♪]

968
01:07:49,765 --> 01:07:53,534
MAX: Oh, it's fine.
Let me just get it.

969
01:07:56,305 --> 01:07:58,906
I have to follow the sign.

970
01:07:58,908 --> 01:08:02,644
It's fine, trust me.
No.

971
01:08:02,646 --> 01:08:04,912
Look, the sign doesn't mean
anything.

972
01:08:04,914 --> 01:08:07,348
It's irrelevant, okay?

973
01:08:15,658 --> 01:08:18,493
ELISA:
He doesn't wanna do it.

974
01:08:20,529 --> 01:08:23,398
Okay, fine. If you just
back up and turn around,

975
01:08:23,400 --> 01:08:25,500
we'll take the other road.

976
01:08:38,781 --> 01:08:40,782
[DOORBELL RINGS]

977
01:08:52,961 --> 01:08:54,796
Hi.

978
01:08:54,798 --> 01:08:56,798
Hey.

979
01:08:58,267 --> 01:09:01,436
You're... You're home.

980
01:09:02,371 --> 01:09:04,172
Oh, thank God.

981
01:09:04,174 --> 01:09:05,840
You having a party?

982
01:09:14,450 --> 01:09:19,420
I'm really...
I'm really tired.

983
01:09:19,422 --> 01:09:20,988
How about everyone else?

984
01:09:20,990 --> 01:09:23,791
Yeah.

985
01:09:24,793 --> 01:09:28,596
Elisa, do you want some bourbon?

986
01:09:28,598 --> 01:09:30,298
No.

987
01:09:30,300 --> 01:09:32,700
I would take some.

988
01:09:32,702 --> 01:09:35,870
Max, is it okay for you
to be drinking?

989
01:09:35,872 --> 01:09:37,105
Relax.

990
01:09:43,078 --> 01:09:45,346
Cheers.

991
01:09:45,348 --> 01:09:47,148
Cheers.

992
01:09:48,217 --> 01:09:51,552
Are you even gonna look at me?

993
01:09:51,554 --> 01:09:54,489
I'm looking. I didn't...
I thought you weren't...

994
01:09:58,494 --> 01:10:01,396
It's very, um...

995
01:10:02,731 --> 01:10:06,267
wet.
[CHUCKLES]

996
01:10:06,269 --> 01:10:08,336
MAX:
Yeah.

997
01:10:08,338 --> 01:10:10,071
It is.

998
01:10:11,440 --> 01:10:14,776
Tell me about your music.

999
01:10:17,045 --> 01:10:20,481
I'm pretty famous.

1000
01:10:20,483 --> 01:10:22,216
You could Google it.

1001
01:10:22,218 --> 01:10:25,153
[CELL PHONE CHIMING]

1002
01:10:25,155 --> 01:10:28,089
Uh, I mean...

1003
01:10:28,091 --> 01:10:29,857
what about it?

1004
01:10:33,629 --> 01:10:35,496
Mom?
NANCY: Hmm.

1005
01:10:42,838 --> 01:10:45,239
Who is it?

1006
01:10:45,241 --> 01:10:48,543
[♪]

1007
01:10:54,750 --> 01:10:57,618
[CROWD LAUGHING
AND INDISTINCT CHATTERING]

1008
01:10:57,620 --> 01:11:00,087
JOANNE:
Have you heard Elisa's music?

1009
01:11:00,089 --> 01:11:02,957
I mean, it's interesting.
It's pop, but it's a dark pop.

1010
01:11:02,959 --> 01:11:07,929
You know,
like a trance, chill, sort of...

1011
01:11:07,931 --> 01:11:09,530
I don't know.

1012
01:11:09,532 --> 01:11:11,399
Kind of...

1013
01:11:11,401 --> 01:11:14,001
neon, electric,

1014
01:11:14,003 --> 01:11:18,539
but sort of, like, depression.

1015
01:11:18,541 --> 01:11:20,975
It's fun. It's fun.

1016
01:11:20,977 --> 01:11:23,578
[♪]

1017
01:11:34,990 --> 01:11:37,525
LILY:
<i>What is this place?</i>

1018
01:11:37,527 --> 01:11:40,661
<i>I wonder all the time.</i>

1019
01:11:40,663 --> 01:11:43,631
<i>What place is this?</i>

1020
01:11:44,600 --> 01:11:47,502
<i>It's just too mean.</i>

1021
01:11:49,538 --> 01:11:54,876
<i>I can feel it cracking,
a tragedy about to collapse.</i>

1022
01:12:01,783 --> 01:12:02,984
[SIGHS]

1023
01:12:06,922 --> 01:12:08,956
I love you.

1024
01:12:10,259 --> 01:12:12,527
I know.

1025
01:12:13,462 --> 01:12:17,031
It's a mutual kind of feeling.

1026
01:12:21,970 --> 01:12:24,005
I don't know.

1027
01:12:24,007 --> 01:12:25,840
Mm.

1028
01:12:30,612 --> 01:12:32,146
Run away.

1029
01:12:38,220 --> 01:12:40,821
[SIGHS]

1030
01:13:00,275 --> 01:13:02,810
Good night, Joanne.

1031
01:13:02,812 --> 01:13:06,914
Good night, my friend.

1032
01:13:10,552 --> 01:13:15,089
LILY: <i>I feel the world
coming full circle,</i>

1033
01:13:15,091 --> 01:13:16,958
<i>and I'm afraid.</i>

1034
01:13:16,960 --> 01:13:19,360
[SIGHS]

1035
01:13:35,510 --> 01:13:37,812
I don't wanna go.

1036
01:13:37,814 --> 01:13:39,380
You say that now,

1037
01:13:39,382 --> 01:13:42,149
but if you don't come
with us tomorrow,

1038
01:13:42,151 --> 01:13:43,618
you'll wish you had.

1039
01:13:43,620 --> 01:13:46,687
Just...

1040
01:13:52,361 --> 01:13:54,762
Don't cry.

1041
01:13:59,134 --> 01:14:00,768
[SIGHS]

1042
01:14:00,770 --> 01:14:03,638
MADELINE:
Let's just be quiet.

1043
01:14:11,847 --> 01:14:14,749
I just don't really know
how to explain it.

1044
01:14:14,751 --> 01:14:17,351
Can you try?

1045
01:14:18,954 --> 01:14:21,422
I don't know.
Please?

1046
01:14:23,225 --> 01:14:27,328
I don't know what you want me
to tell you. I don't...

1047
01:14:27,330 --> 01:14:30,031
I read your journal, Elisa.

1048
01:14:31,700 --> 01:14:33,401
Why?

1049
01:14:35,003 --> 01:14:36,771
I didn't know
what was going on with you.

1050
01:14:36,773 --> 01:14:39,073
I didn't know...
I didn't understand.

1051
01:14:39,075 --> 01:14:40,474
What didn't you understand?

1052
01:14:40,476 --> 01:14:43,010
About Frank Harper.

1053
01:14:50,652 --> 01:14:53,154
What about him?

1054
01:14:53,156 --> 01:14:55,289
I talked to Max
about a year ago,

1055
01:14:55,291 --> 01:14:58,259
and he told me what happened
with him.

1056
01:14:58,261 --> 01:15:00,995
I didn't know about Max
until today.

1057
01:15:00,997 --> 01:15:04,065
It's not that.
Just didn't...

1058
01:15:06,802 --> 01:15:10,004
Did he rape you, Elisa?

1059
01:15:14,509 --> 01:15:16,377
I...

1060
01:15:16,379 --> 01:15:18,212
I guess.

1061
01:15:24,152 --> 01:15:26,320
I'm sorry.

1062
01:15:30,492 --> 01:15:36,230
<i>♪ Talkin' to myself
And feelin' old ♪</i>

1063
01:15:37,399 --> 01:15:41,135
<i>♪ Sometimes I'd like
To quit ♪</i>

1064
01:15:41,137 --> 01:15:44,438
<i>♪ Nothin' ever seems
To fit ♪</i>

1065
01:15:44,440 --> 01:15:48,743
<i>♪ Hangin' around
Nothin' to do... ♪</i>

1066
01:15:48,745 --> 01:15:51,946
NANCY:
Oh, my God. Hello?

1067
01:15:51,948 --> 01:15:54,348
MAN:
Help. Help me, please.

1068
01:15:54,350 --> 01:15:56,050
Shit.

1069
01:16:01,857 --> 01:16:04,492
I feel like
I don't know you anymore.

1070
01:16:06,461 --> 01:16:09,063
I feel like...

1071
01:16:09,065 --> 01:16:12,299
you know me better
than everyone in this family.

1072
01:16:12,301 --> 01:16:16,303
<i>♪ Feelin' like
I don't belong ♪</i>

1073
01:16:16,305 --> 01:16:22,710
<i>♪ Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown ♪</i>

1074
01:16:22,712 --> 01:16:27,548
<i>♪ Rainy days and Mondays
Always get me down ♪</i>

1075
01:16:34,289 --> 01:16:36,791
Whatever baggage we're bringing,

1076
01:16:36,793 --> 01:16:39,960
let's grab it
and put it out front.

1077
01:16:41,530 --> 01:16:44,665
<i>♪ Nice to know
Somebody loves me ♪</i>

1078
01:16:44,667 --> 01:16:47,134
Found this for you.

1079
01:16:47,136 --> 01:16:50,638
<i>♪ Funny, but it seems
That it's the... ♪</i>

1080
01:16:50,640 --> 01:16:53,174
You got something on your face.

1081
01:16:54,709 --> 01:16:56,911
Where's Mom?

1082
01:17:00,015 --> 01:17:01,515
Okay.
The door.

1083
01:17:01,517 --> 01:17:04,018
All right.

1084
01:17:04,020 --> 01:17:05,953
You can't open the door.
Is it unlocked?

1085
01:17:05,955 --> 01:17:07,788
Yeah, it's unlocked.
It just won't open.

1086
01:17:07,790 --> 01:17:09,723
All right.
All right. Help me.

1087
01:17:09,725 --> 01:17:11,926
One, two, three.
One, two, three.

1088
01:17:11,928 --> 01:17:14,862
Oh, shit.

1089
01:17:14,864 --> 01:17:16,430
Okay.
Okay.

1090
01:17:16,432 --> 01:17:18,032
Oh, my God.

1091
01:17:26,174 --> 01:17:28,375
Okay.
Is it bad?

1092
01:17:28,377 --> 01:17:31,111
No, it's okay.
It's just a small gash.

1093
01:17:31,113 --> 01:17:33,047
Okay.
Okay. I'm just gonna...

1094
01:17:33,049 --> 01:17:34,982
You need to just...

1095
01:17:34,984 --> 01:17:37,685
No, no, you need
to stay conscious, okay?

1096
01:17:37,687 --> 01:17:40,855
Okay.
So just... Just...

1097
01:17:40,857 --> 01:17:42,823
Can you tell me your name?

1098
01:17:42,825 --> 01:17:45,526
Yeah. Frank Harper.

1099
01:17:45,528 --> 01:17:48,229
My name's Frank Harper.

1100
01:17:48,231 --> 01:17:49,563
Okay.

1101
01:17:49,565 --> 01:17:52,066
Just wait.

1102
01:17:52,068 --> 01:17:55,369
I need to go and get help.

1103
01:17:55,371 --> 01:17:57,972
[♪]

1104
01:18:35,944 --> 01:18:38,012
[SOBBING]

1105
01:18:41,449 --> 01:18:43,450
[SCREAMS]

1106
01:18:43,452 --> 01:18:45,352
[CLATTERING]

1107
01:19:08,843 --> 01:19:11,245
Oh, is that you?
NANCY: Yes.

1108
01:19:12,647 --> 01:19:13,981
Is help on the way?

1109
01:19:13,983 --> 01:19:16,283
Yeah, give me a hand.
I wanna stand.

1110
01:19:17,218 --> 01:19:19,053
No, no, no. Stay down.

1111
01:19:19,055 --> 01:19:21,322
Okay. Okay, you're right.

1112
01:19:24,025 --> 01:19:26,393
What were you doing here?

1113
01:19:26,395 --> 01:19:29,063
I don't know.
I got lost. I think I...

1114
01:19:29,065 --> 01:19:32,499
Heh.
I think I took a wrong turn.

1115
01:19:33,902 --> 01:19:35,769
Do you know the Greens?

1116
01:19:35,771 --> 01:19:37,504
No. I mean, I...

1117
01:19:37,506 --> 01:19:40,908
I, uh, I think I knew the kids.

1118
01:19:40,910 --> 01:19:42,676
[CHUCKLES]

1119
01:19:44,279 --> 01:19:45,679
Why? I don't know them.

1120
01:19:45,681 --> 01:19:49,583
Really,
I don't know them very well.

1121
01:19:52,153 --> 01:19:54,788
God, I feel so dizzy.

1122
01:19:54,790 --> 01:19:57,358
[PANTS]

1123
01:19:57,360 --> 01:19:58,993
Wait.

1124
01:20:00,729 --> 01:20:03,397
Where are you going?

1125
01:20:03,399 --> 01:20:05,199
[GUN COCKS]

1126
01:20:08,770 --> 01:20:10,237
What are you doing?
What?

1127
01:20:10,239 --> 01:20:12,740
Look, look,
I didn't do anything wrong.

1128
01:20:12,742 --> 01:20:15,976
What? Where are you going?
What are you doing?

1129
01:20:15,978 --> 01:20:17,344
It'll be over soon.

1130
01:20:17,346 --> 01:20:20,447
Whatever you think of me,
it's a lie.

1131
01:20:23,118 --> 01:20:24,752
Please, don't.

1132
01:20:24,754 --> 01:20:26,220
Don't... Don't...

1133
01:20:33,094 --> 01:20:34,928
LILY:
That dress is pretty on you.

1134
01:20:34,930 --> 01:20:36,130
ELISA:
What?

1135
01:20:36,132 --> 01:20:37,965
Your dress is pretty.

1136
01:20:37,967 --> 01:20:39,533
It's not mine.

1137
01:20:39,535 --> 01:20:41,635
Well, it looks good on you.

1138
01:20:43,405 --> 01:20:46,173
Everything looks good on me.

1139
01:20:46,175 --> 01:20:48,409
[ALL LAUGHING]

1140
01:21:08,063 --> 01:21:12,266
That's probably
a pretty good place for it.

1141
01:21:12,268 --> 01:21:15,202
[♪]

1142
01:21:30,085 --> 01:21:32,619
You don't feel it yet?

1143
01:21:32,621 --> 01:21:34,321
Feel what?

1144
01:21:36,224 --> 01:21:38,492
This lightness.

1145
01:21:42,831 --> 01:21:45,732
You'll feel it soon.

1146
01:21:48,803 --> 01:21:51,238
Let's go?
Okay.

1147
01:21:51,240 --> 01:21:53,407
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

1148
01:21:53,409 --> 01:21:55,876
Let's go.

1149
01:21:55,878 --> 01:21:58,479
[♪]

1150
01:22:24,038 --> 01:22:26,673
[BIRDS SQUAWKING]

1151
01:22:38,987 --> 01:22:40,854
MAX:
Mom.

1152
01:23:05,213 --> 01:23:07,414
[CHVRCHES' "WE SINK"
PLAYING]

1153
01:23:13,354 --> 01:23:15,055
<i>♪ We are</i>

1154
01:23:15,057 --> 01:23:17,324
<i>♪ I've come apart
And you made me ♪</i>

1155
01:23:17,326 --> 01:23:19,126
<i>♪ Float like</i>

1156
01:23:19,128 --> 01:23:21,128
<i>♪ A pretty box
Of your evil ♪</i>

1157
01:23:21,130 --> 01:23:22,963
<i>♪ So tired</i>

1158
01:23:22,965 --> 01:23:26,200
<i>♪ So easy I</i>

1159
01:23:28,836 --> 01:23:30,571
<i>♪ Bleed out</i>

1160
01:23:30,573 --> 01:23:32,606
<i>♪ What the fuck
Were you thinking? ♪</i>

1161
01:23:32,608 --> 01:23:36,476
<i>♪ We are
Gonna fall if you lead us ♪</i>

1162
01:23:36,478 --> 01:23:38,278
<i>♪ Nowhere</i>

1163
01:23:38,280 --> 01:23:41,515
<i>♪ No wasted time</i>

1164
01:23:43,851 --> 01:23:46,019
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1165
01:23:46,021 --> 01:23:47,754
<i>♪ Till you die</i>

1166
01:23:47,756 --> 01:23:49,957
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1167
01:23:49,959 --> 01:23:51,892
<i>♪ For always</i>

1168
01:23:51,894 --> 01:23:53,560
<i>♪ If we sink</i>

1169
01:23:53,562 --> 01:23:56,997
<i>♪ We lift our love</i>

1170
01:23:59,367 --> 01:24:01,501
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1171
01:24:01,503 --> 01:24:02,970
<i>♪ Till you die</i>

1172
01:24:02,972 --> 01:24:05,205
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1173
01:24:05,207 --> 01:24:07,207
<i>♪ For always</i>

1174
01:24:07,209 --> 01:24:09,109
<i>♪ If we sink</i>

1175
01:24:09,111 --> 01:24:12,512
<i>♪ We lift our love</i>

1176
01:24:14,916 --> 01:24:16,617
<i>♪ We are</i>

1177
01:24:16,619 --> 01:24:18,885
<i>♪ Let me stop
For a second ♪</i>

1178
01:24:18,887 --> 01:24:20,554
<i>♪ Held heart</i>

1179
01:24:20,556 --> 01:24:22,589
<i>♪ Only beats
In the evening ♪</i>

1180
01:24:22,591 --> 01:24:24,424
<i>♪ Low tide</i>

1181
01:24:24,426 --> 01:24:27,561
<i>♪ Watching for flight</i>

1182
01:24:30,098 --> 01:24:31,865
<i>♪ I tell you</i>

1183
01:24:31,867 --> 01:24:34,201
<i>♪ To cut it out
If you made me ♪</i>

1184
01:24:34,203 --> 01:24:35,736
<i>♪ You know why</i>

1185
01:24:35,738 --> 01:24:38,071
<i>♪ The slowest spark
Is a breather ♪</i>

1186
01:24:38,073 --> 01:24:39,640
<i>♪ How high</i>

1187
01:24:39,642 --> 01:24:42,776
<i>♪ How will you decide</i>

1188
01:24:45,413 --> 01:24:47,414
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1189
01:24:47,416 --> 01:24:49,316
<i>♪ Till you die</i>

1190
01:24:49,318 --> 01:24:51,318
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1191
01:24:51,320 --> 01:24:53,320
<i>♪ For always</i>

1192
01:24:53,322 --> 01:24:55,122
<i>♪ If we sink</i>

1193
01:24:55,124 --> 01:24:58,592
<i>♪ We lift our love</i>

1194
01:25:00,695 --> 01:25:02,929
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1195
01:25:02,931 --> 01:25:04,531
<i>♪ Till you die</i>

1196
01:25:04,533 --> 01:25:06,600
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1197
01:25:06,602 --> 01:25:08,568
<i>♪ For always</i>

1198
01:25:08,570 --> 01:25:10,404
<i>♪ If we sink</i>

1199
01:25:10,406 --> 01:25:13,840
<i>♪ We lift our love</i>

1200
01:25:16,544 --> 01:25:20,614
<i>♪ So low</i>

1201
01:25:20,616 --> 01:25:24,518
<i>♪ You keep stalling</i>

1202
01:25:24,520 --> 01:25:30,190
<i>♪ Can you not see why?</i>

1203
01:25:30,192 --> 01:25:32,225
<i>♪ Say, say, say</i>

1204
01:25:32,227 --> 01:25:34,261
<i>♪ Love was</i>

1205
01:25:34,263 --> 01:25:35,729
<i>♪ Say, say, say</i>

1206
01:25:35,731 --> 01:25:37,731
<i>♪ That you see cry</i>

1207
01:25:37,733 --> 01:25:39,599
<i>♪ Say, say, say</i>

1208
01:25:39,601 --> 01:25:44,338
<i>♪ A simple call
Seems right ♪</i>

1209
01:25:44,340 --> 01:25:48,809
<i>♪ And I know why</i>

1210
01:25:54,515 --> 01:25:56,516
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1211
01:25:56,518 --> 01:25:58,385
<i>♪ Till you die</i>

1212
01:25:58,387 --> 01:26:00,420
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1213
01:26:00,422 --> 01:26:02,389
<i>♪ For always</i>

1214
01:26:02,391 --> 01:26:04,257
<i>♪ If we sink</i>

1215
01:26:04,259 --> 01:26:07,728
<i>♪ We lift our love</i>

1216
01:26:09,864 --> 01:26:12,032
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1217
01:26:12,034 --> 01:26:13,667
<i>♪ Till you die</i>

1218
01:26:13,669 --> 01:26:15,936
<i>♪ I'll be a thorn
In your side ♪</i>

1219
01:26:15,938 --> 01:26:17,904
<i>♪ For always</i>

1220
01:26:17,906 --> 01:26:19,539
<i>♪ If we sink</i>

1221
01:26:19,541 --> 01:26:22,943
<i>♪ We lift our love</i>

1222
01:26:24,045 --> 01:26:26,747
<i>♪ Say, say, say</i>

1223
01:26:27,682 --> 01:26:30,717
<i>♪ Say, say, say</i>

1224
01:26:35,356 --> 01:26:39,559
[♪]

1225
01:26:54,509 --> 01:26:56,710
[♪]