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The following film is based on art,
music, journals, super 8 films,
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and audio montages provided
by the family of Kurt Cobain.
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Whoa, testing, one, two...
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Go-go juice,
or motion-notion.
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Beaver. Female.
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Welcome to manned space exploration!
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...Mercury spacecraft
is six feet in diameter
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and nine feet tall.
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'Cause I don't like your face.
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Hey.
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Hey, come here.
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I want...
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I want you to see something.
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Kurt's brain
was just constantly going.
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He was always thinking
about something.
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I mean, there was always
something going on.
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You could just see it.
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Party on, Wayne!
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It was awe-inspiring,
but it was like,
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"Oh, well, I guess I'm not...
You know, I guess I'm not all that special."
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But, you know...
But then, as I grew up,
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I'm like,
I'm so glad I don't...
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I never got that genius brain.
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Maybe he just felt praise
was hard for him to take, maybe?
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And he didn't know
how to handle that.
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So he would downplay it
all the time.
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But that was his goal,
was to get to as perfect as he could,
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as good as he could get.
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Write as well as he could,
sing as well as he could,
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play as well as he could.
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And then when it all
came together...
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It's so...
- I can't say... It's too painful.
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This is too painful.
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You're gonna make it, man.
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With the support
of his friends and family,
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he's gonna make it.
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And you read...
See the art, I mean,
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a lot of his messages
are as plain as day.
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You just...
I'm not even going to say what they are,
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but you can see it.
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And it's all there, and...
20/20 hindsight,
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you're like, "Oh, my God,
why didn't I see that?"
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or "I should have said something",
but, you know, it's like...
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# Some say love
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# It is a river...
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# When I was an alien
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# Cultures weren't opinions
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# Gotta find a way,
to find a way
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# When I'm there
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# Gotta find a way,
a better way
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# I had better wait
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# Never met a wise man
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# If so, it's a woman
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# Gotta find a way, to find a way
Cobain
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# When I'm there
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# Gotta find a way, a better way
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# I had better wait
MONTAGE OF HECK
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# Gotta find a way,
to find a way
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# When I'm there
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# Gotta find a way,
a better way
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# I had better wait
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# Gotta find a way,
to find a way...
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# When I'm there
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# Gotta find a way,
a way, way!
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Yeah!
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Well, America was booming
after the war,
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and everybody had everything.
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Even if you didn't have much,
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you still had enough.
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Wendy O'Connor
Kurt's mother
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Aberdeen was a logging town
and a mill town.
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And it was booming.
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# Wake up,
little Susie...
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You saw everybody downtown
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paying their bills or shopping.
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It was a lovely,
awesome place to raise children.
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My kids loved that town.
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# Wake up, little Susie,
and weep
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# The movie's over, it's 4:00
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# And we're in trouble deep
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# Wake up, little Susie
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# Wake up, little Susie...
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So Don was working
at a gas station
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over in Hoquiam.
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You know, he had the black,
horn-rimmed glasses
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and his ears
kind of stuck out a little,
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and he had the crew cut
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and that's not good on anybody.
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I kind of helped him
with everything.
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He didn't really know
what he was doing with style.
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# Well, I told you, Mama...
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I guess, like,
we were more friends.
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I didn't know
what falling in love was,
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so I had never experienced it.
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So I just thought because I liked him,
I loved him.
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And so he got me an engagement ring,
and we got engaged.
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You know, it was fun.
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I mean, it was like,
"Okay, all those problems are behind me now.
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I'm going to have babies."
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And I just couldn't wait
to get pregnant.
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I mean, that was the goal.
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And so I went to Dr. Ehrhart.
He said, "You're so young.
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You just need to get on your
feet with being a housewife."
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And, you know,
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I just didn't listen
to anybody.
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I used to think,
"Why did I marry Don Cobain?"
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And it's like, "No, everything really
did happen for a reason."
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Kurt had to be born.
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It was... it was a must.
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Cobain, Master Kurt
Dr. Ehrhart 70-3387
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Family history
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Grays Harbor Community Hospital
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He was the first grandchild
on both sides.
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Everybody was coming over
constantly.
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I can't even describe
what a magnet he was.
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People just came to him.
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I was head over heels
in love with that child.
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He was so kind and so
worried about people.
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You know, if they were okay
or if somebody got hurt.
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And then, on top of that,
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he started singing
and playing guitar.
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And once he could draw,
he drew all the time.
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my 3 rd Birthay
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Let's sing now, Mom!
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Okay, say who you are.
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Who are you?
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Who are you, Kurt?
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Who are you?
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Who are you?
Good-bye!
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I'm Kurt Cobain!
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Yay!
- Yay!
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Go! Go!
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Kurt, he was full of energy,
always busy.
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I had this old rocking chair
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in the corner
of the front room.
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He'd be upside down
with his head hanging off
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where your legs would be
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and his feet up on the back
of the rocking chair,
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going 90 miles an hour in it,
going so fast,
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and it would be hitting
the back of the wall.
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And he'd be repeating
everything verbatim
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off "Sesame Street."
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# Would you like to hear
my voice
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# Sprinkled with emotion?
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And I thought,
before I have this next baby,
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we've gotta try to get this
calmed down.
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So I take him to the pediatrician,
Dr. Fulton.
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He did a rapid eye
movement test
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with a flashlight in his eyes,
and he went,
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"Okay, we've got trouble here."
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# I cannot see...
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And he said,
"Okay, I'm gonna give you this tablet."
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And I believe it was
something like Ritalin.
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So I gave it to him that night and...
Oh, my God.
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He just went off the rails.
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# If I had to lose a mile
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# If I had to touch feelings
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# I would lose my soul
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# The way I do
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# I don't have to think
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# I only have to do it
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# The results are always perfect
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# But that's old news
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# Would you like
to hear my voice
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# sprinkled with emotion?
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Kurt, he was hyper,
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full of energy, always busy.
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You know, jumping off of things,
knocking things over...
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Anything that had to do
with being a normal child.
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And Don, he didn't know
how to handle that.
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He was one of those
kind of people
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that just thought that children
should be seen and not heard
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and shouldn't cause any trouble.
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I mean, he belittled and ridiculed Kurt
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and Kurt would be shamed.
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# Inside me...
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I mean, it really hurt him
to be embarrassed.
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Then, I don't know.
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I just...
I started to mature.
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You know,
I started getting older
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and kind of looking back at...
Kind of the song...
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It may have even stirred this in me,
"Is this all there is?"
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You know, is this my life?
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I haven't done anything
with my life.
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In those days,
people didn't get divorced.
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I mean, I didn't know
anybody that was divorced.
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You just...
You were in the soup.
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You didn't think about divorce.
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Kurt was nine at the time,
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and everybody
was talking about it.
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It just embarrassed
him to death
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that we had gotten divorced.
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He took light bulbs
out of all the lights
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and would lock the babysitter in,
came outside
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and just became really unruly.
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And I said,
"This is not going to happen anymore."
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And so I took him over
to his dad's house.
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She couldn't handle him...
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So I took him.
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I liked it, really,
you know, having him,
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him and I together like that.
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Don Cobain
Kurt's father
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And I think there's one thing
that I said at one time,
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that I was never gonna
get married again.
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And I think he took that
for a word.
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Then I met Jennifer
and we got married,
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and, you know, he had
a stepbrother and sister
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and then our son Chad.
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He wanted to be in a family,
period.
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And I felt that
just from the beginning.
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Jenny Cobain
Kurt's stepmother
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The game nights that we had,
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that was really
important to him.
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You know, we didn't want to
do it on a Wednesday night.
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You know, he'd say,
"Nope, we have to. That's what we..."
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Just I could feel that he
really liked that time,
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but he always wanted to win.
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And if he didn't win,
he was mad.
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He wanted to be the most loved,
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and it just wasn't
the ideal world
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that he thought
a family should be.
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So he just decide
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he wasn't going to do
anything anybody said.
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He'd just lay on the couch
and watch TV,
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go down in his room
and play the guitar.
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And then he started just doing
really mean things to the kids,
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and then it just got so...
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I think it was kind of
my fault in a way,
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because I couldn't
deal with it anymore.
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And I told Don
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he's going to have to get out
of the house.
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He went to Wendy's
brother's for a while,
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then with my mom and dad.
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He lived with them for a while.
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You know, then come back to us
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and still have problems.
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It was like nobody...
After a couple weeks,
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they wanted him out.
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I think the sad part
of the whole thing
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is that Kurt just really
wanted to be with his mom.
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Monsters from beneath
by Kurt Cobain
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# Underneath the bridge
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# Tarp has sprung a leak
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# And the animals are trapped
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# They've all become my pets
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# And I'm living off of grass
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# And the drippings
from my ceiling
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# It's okay to eat fish
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# 'Cause they don't have
any feelings
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# Something in the way
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# Mmm-mmm
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# Something in the way, yeah
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# Mmm-mmm
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# Something in the way
256
00:16:35,539 --> 00:16:39,624
# Mmm-mmm
257
00:16:39,659 --> 00:16:44,462
# Something in the way, yeah
258
00:16:44,497 --> 00:16:49,968
# Mmm-mmm.
259
00:16:51,721 --> 00:16:53,755
He just was in so much pain
260
00:16:53,807 --> 00:16:57,225
that he, you know,
took it out on his mom
261
00:16:57,260 --> 00:16:59,310
and took it out on his dad
262
00:16:59,346 --> 00:17:01,429
and took it out
on his siblings.
263
00:17:01,481 --> 00:17:03,431
But it's almost like
he didn't...
264
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He didn't feel worthy because
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he was rejected, basically.
266
00:17:09,022 --> 00:17:12,690
And I don't know how anybody
deals with having
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your whole family reject you.
268
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# Like most babies smell like butter
269
00:17:49,729 --> 00:17:53,898
# His smell smelled
like no other...
270
00:17:55,318 --> 00:17:59,320
# He was born scentless and senseless
271
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# He was born a scentless apprentice...
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Ah!
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00:18:47,921 --> 00:18:51,506
In a community that stresses
macho male sexual stories
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as a highlight of all conversation,
275
00:18:53,760 --> 00:18:56,344
I was an underdeveloped,
immature little dude
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that never got laid and was
constantly razzed.
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00:18:59,632 --> 00:19:02,433
Oh, poor little kid.
278
00:19:02,469 --> 00:19:05,303
It bothered me, probably more
so because I was horny,
279
00:19:05,305 --> 00:19:07,772
and frequently had
to make up stories like,
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"When I went on vacation,
I met this chick
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and we fucked
and she loved it."
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Et cetera, et cetera.
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00:19:15,365 --> 00:19:17,532
This typical pubescent problem
284
00:19:17,567 --> 00:19:19,567
was in effect during the
height of my problems
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with my father and stepmom,
286
00:19:21,654 --> 00:19:25,289
you know, the typical wicked
stepmom story.
287
00:19:25,325 --> 00:19:27,875
And so I moved
to both grandparents'
288
00:19:27,911 --> 00:19:29,911
and four sets
of aunts and uncles
289
00:19:29,963 --> 00:19:31,996
and so forth and so on
within the year.
290
00:19:31,998 --> 00:19:34,582
And in eighth grade,
my mom had no choice to take me in
291
00:19:34,634 --> 00:19:36,217
because my dad packed my stuff
292
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and drove me to her house in the
morning and left me there.
293
00:19:41,174 --> 00:19:43,141
She was pissed.
294
00:19:43,176 --> 00:19:45,843
I accumulated
quite a healthy complex,
295
00:19:45,895 --> 00:19:47,729
not to mention a complexion.
296
00:19:47,764 --> 00:19:51,983
Then one day I discovered the most
ultimate form of expression ever...
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Marijuana.
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Oh, boy, pot.
299
00:19:54,988 --> 00:19:56,404
I could escape all day long
300
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and not have routine
nervous breakdowns.
301
00:20:13,039 --> 00:20:16,674
Trevor was a guy I hated,
but resorted to becoming friends with
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00:20:16,709 --> 00:20:19,594
because he was the only person
I could get pot from.
303
00:20:19,629 --> 00:20:21,629
He was the kingpin.
304
00:20:21,681 --> 00:20:23,681
Trevor "Ace" John Dernan...
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00:20:23,716 --> 00:20:27,051
All white trash, lowlife scum of the Earth
according to the jocks...
306
00:20:27,053 --> 00:20:29,437
Had been going to this
girl's house after school
307
00:20:29,472 --> 00:20:31,105
and they invited me.
308
00:20:31,141 --> 00:20:33,941
We got to the door
and a very fat girl let us in.
309
00:20:33,977 --> 00:20:36,144
It wasn't obvious to me
for over an hour
310
00:20:36,196 --> 00:20:38,029
that this girl
seemed kind of quiet
311
00:20:38,064 --> 00:20:39,564
until one of the guys
pointed out
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that she was in
a special ed class.
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00:20:42,118 --> 00:20:46,788
I'm sure a lot of kids would call her
a "retard" and some just "slow."
314
00:20:46,823 --> 00:20:48,406
And at the time and
still to this day,
315
00:20:48,408 --> 00:20:51,375
I would call her "quiet and illiterate",
but not retarded.
316
00:20:52,912 --> 00:20:54,745
The object of the guys
who'd been going there
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00:20:54,798 --> 00:20:56,414
for the past month
was to steal booze
318
00:20:56,466 --> 00:20:59,634
from the downstairs
basement den of her house.
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While others distracted her,
320
00:21:01,471 --> 00:21:02,970
one would go down
and take a fifth
321
00:21:03,006 --> 00:21:04,672
and then exit out
the downstairs.
322
00:21:06,426 --> 00:21:08,559
So we did this routine
every other day
323
00:21:08,595 --> 00:21:11,762
and got away with it for,
oh, about a month.
324
00:21:11,815 --> 00:21:13,598
And during that month
325
00:21:13,650 --> 00:21:17,602
happened to be the epitome of my
mental abuse from my mother.
326
00:21:17,604 --> 00:21:19,604
It turned out that pot
didn't help me
327
00:21:19,656 --> 00:21:21,439
escape my troubles
too well anymore
328
00:21:21,491 --> 00:21:23,658
and I was actually enjoying
doing rebellious things
329
00:21:23,693 --> 00:21:26,861
like stealing booze
and busting store windows.
330
00:21:26,913 --> 00:21:28,162
And nothing ever mattered.
331
00:21:28,198 --> 00:21:29,947
I decided within
the next month,
332
00:21:29,949 --> 00:21:31,999
I'll not sit on my roof
and think about jumping,
333
00:21:32,035 --> 00:21:33,501
but I'll actually kill myself.
334
00:21:33,536 --> 00:21:35,036
And I wasn't going
out of this worl
335
00:21:35,088 --> 00:21:38,122
without actually knowing
what it was like to get laid.
336
00:21:41,694 --> 00:21:45,096
So one day after school,
I went to the girl's house alone
337
00:21:45,131 --> 00:21:46,197
and invited myself in.
338
00:21:46,232 --> 00:21:47,698
And she offered me
some Twinkies,
339
00:21:47,734 --> 00:21:50,801
and I sat on her lap and I said,
"Let's fuck."
340
00:21:50,837 --> 00:21:52,970
And I touched her tits
and she went into her bedroom
341
00:21:53,006 --> 00:21:54,972
and got undressed
in front of me.
342
00:21:55,008 --> 00:21:57,608
And I watched and realized
that it was actually happening.
343
00:21:57,644 --> 00:21:59,510
So I tried to fuck her,
but didn't know how,
344
00:21:59,546 --> 00:22:01,913
and asked her if she had
ever done this before.
345
00:22:01,948 --> 00:22:05,149
And she said a lot of times,
mainly with her cousin.
346
00:22:05,184 --> 00:22:09,387
I got grossed out very heavily with how her
vagina smelled when her sweat reeked,
347
00:22:09,422 --> 00:22:11,355
so I left.
348
00:22:11,391 --> 00:22:13,624
My conscience grew to where I
couldn't go to school for a week.
349
00:22:13,660 --> 00:22:16,761
And when I went back,
I got in-house suspension for skipping.
350
00:22:16,796 --> 00:22:18,462
And that day,
the girl's father came in,
351
00:22:18,498 --> 00:22:22,934
screaming and accusing someone of
taking advantage of his daughter.
352
00:22:22,969 --> 00:22:25,036
And so during lunch,
a rumor started,
353
00:22:25,071 --> 00:22:27,438
and by the next day,
everyone was waiting for me,
354
00:22:27,473 --> 00:22:28,940
to yell and cuss
and spit at me,
355
00:22:28,975 --> 00:22:31,275
calling me
"the retard fucker."
356
00:22:33,012 --> 00:22:34,979
I couldn't handle the ridicule,
357
00:22:35,014 --> 00:22:37,014
so I got high and drunk
and walked down
358
00:22:37,050 --> 00:22:38,783
to the train tracks
and laid down
359
00:22:38,818 --> 00:22:41,052
and put two big pieces of
cement on my chest and legs,
360
00:22:41,087 --> 00:22:43,854
and I waited
for the 11:00 train.
361
00:22:45,124 --> 00:22:47,558
The train came closer
and closer and closer,
362
00:22:47,594 --> 00:22:50,077
and it went on the
next track besides me
363
00:22:50,113 --> 00:22:51,946
instead of over me.
364
00:22:53,950 --> 00:22:56,918
The tension from school
had an effect on me.
365
00:22:56,953 --> 00:22:59,620
And the train scared me enough
to try to rehabilitate myself,
366
00:22:59,672 --> 00:23:01,372
and my...
My lifting weights
367
00:23:01,424 --> 00:23:04,041
and mathematics
seemed to be improving,
368
00:23:04,043 --> 00:23:05,710
so I became less manically depresse
369
00:23:05,762 --> 00:23:09,013
but still never had
any friends because I...
370
00:23:09,048 --> 00:23:12,600
I hated everyone,
for they were so phony.
371
00:23:35,325 --> 00:23:37,041
When Kurt was about 15,
372
00:23:37,076 --> 00:23:39,126
he moved back in with Mom and I,
373
00:23:39,162 --> 00:23:40,578
and it was a struggle.
374
00:23:40,630 --> 00:23:43,164
You know,
it was still him wanting to rebel
375
00:23:43,216 --> 00:23:46,584
and getting stoned and going
out with his friends,
376
00:23:46,586 --> 00:23:49,136
and not wanting to,
you know, do chores,
377
00:23:49,172 --> 00:23:52,390
and, you know,
he was always wanting
378
00:23:52,425 --> 00:23:54,425
to, like,
just do his own thing.
379
00:23:54,965 --> 00:23:55,948
Kim Cobain
Kurt's sister
380
00:23:55,983 --> 00:23:58,062
He wanted normalcy...
He wanted the mom, the dad,
381
00:23:58,097 --> 00:23:59,864
and the kids and everything happy.
382
00:23:59,899 --> 00:24:02,099
But then he didn't,
383
00:24:02,135 --> 00:24:04,635
'cause he kind of fought
against it.
384
00:24:04,671 --> 00:24:07,204
So he fought against
what he really wanted.
385
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:09,156
Hello?
386
00:24:09,192 --> 00:24:11,025
Hello?
- You still there?
387
00:24:11,077 --> 00:24:13,661
Yeah.
- I put you on speakerphone now.
388
00:24:13,696 --> 00:24:14,862
Okay.
389
00:24:14,914 --> 00:24:16,364
Are you recording this
or writing it down?
390
00:24:16,416 --> 00:24:18,115
Yeah,
I'm recording and writing.
391
00:24:19,585 --> 00:24:20,785
People don't realize
392
00:24:20,787 --> 00:24:23,204
where we really came from,
you know?
393
00:24:23,256 --> 00:24:25,706
What an isolated hellhole
it really is.
394
00:24:25,758 --> 00:24:27,508
You know, man,
if the witch burnings
395
00:24:27,543 --> 00:24:30,011
would've been, like, legal,
we'd all be dead now, you know?
396
00:24:30,046 --> 00:24:31,712
Fuck, yeah.
397
00:24:31,764 --> 00:24:33,798
Did you ever see that movie
"Over the Edge"?
398
00:24:33,800 --> 00:24:35,800
Yeah!
- I mean, God.
399
00:24:35,802 --> 00:24:38,019
That movie had
such an effect on me.
400
00:24:38,054 --> 00:24:41,472
Okay, you guys,
you're to take these home to your parents.
401
00:24:41,524 --> 00:24:44,475
It's to let them know about
a special emergency meeting
402
00:24:44,477 --> 00:24:47,395
to discuss the problems about you people.
- I love that movie.
403
00:24:47,447 --> 00:24:49,647
I always wanted to do that at Monte.
- Me, too.
404
00:24:49,649 --> 00:24:51,232
I tried, you know.
405
00:24:51,284 --> 00:24:53,150
I wanted to be a vandal
406
00:24:53,202 --> 00:24:56,153
and I wanted to hold everyone
captive in the school.
407
00:24:56,155 --> 00:24:58,789
Everybody that's ever
messed with me in one room.
408
00:24:58,825 --> 00:25:00,708
That'd be just about
everybody in town.
409
00:25:00,743 --> 00:25:03,327
We should go down there and
tell them all to go to hell.
410
00:25:03,379 --> 00:25:04,995
Come on!
411
00:25:08,251 --> 00:25:12,553
I don't know how many of
us are willing to admit
412
00:25:12,588 --> 00:25:13,971
just how deep in trouble
413
00:25:14,006 --> 00:25:16,590
some of the kids
in this city are.
414
00:25:22,515 --> 00:25:24,732
Has anyone ever sat down
and talked to these kids?
415
00:25:24,767 --> 00:25:27,184
I talk to them six hours a day
until I'm blue in the face.
416
00:25:27,186 --> 00:25:29,437
I spend more time with your
kids than you people do.
417
00:25:29,489 --> 00:25:31,939
You think those kids
are interested in learning?
418
00:25:31,991 --> 00:25:34,075
You ought to come in and see
what goes on in the classroom!
419
00:25:34,110 --> 00:25:42,616
# Won't you believe it?
Just my luck
420
00:25:42,668 --> 00:25:45,453
# Won't you believe it?
Just my luck...
421
00:25:47,840 --> 00:25:50,291
# No recess...
422
00:25:51,377 --> 00:25:55,513
# No recess...
423
00:25:55,548 --> 00:25:57,715
Most of the teachers, God...
424
00:25:57,767 --> 00:26:00,468
The last couple of years of
school in the mid-eighties,
425
00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:03,387
there was so much
Reagan propaganda going on.
426
00:26:03,389 --> 00:26:05,473
This teacher would
just go off on it.
427
00:26:05,525 --> 00:26:07,725
Everything...
- It ruined... Oh!
428
00:26:07,727 --> 00:26:10,478
Practice your piano!
429
00:26:10,530 --> 00:26:11,979
You need practice on it!
430
00:26:12,031 --> 00:26:14,281
Go to hell!
431
00:26:14,317 --> 00:26:17,568
Burn the place to the fucking ground.
- Yeah.
432
00:26:17,620 --> 00:26:20,237
# No recess...
433
00:26:21,073 --> 00:26:26,043
# No recess...
434
00:26:26,078 --> 00:26:28,963
High school's such
a worthless fucking nothing.
435
00:26:28,998 --> 00:26:30,915
God, what torture, you know?
436
00:26:30,917 --> 00:26:34,084
No, I quit the last two months
of school.
437
00:26:34,137 --> 00:26:36,420
I was so withdrawn by that time
438
00:26:36,422 --> 00:26:39,089
and I was so antisocial
that I was almost insane.
439
00:26:39,142 --> 00:26:41,475
You know,
I felt so different and so crazy
440
00:26:41,511 --> 00:26:42,726
that people just left me alone.
441
00:26:42,762 --> 00:26:46,330
# No recess!
442
00:26:58,744 --> 00:27:01,278
Did Kurt find the undergroun
443
00:27:01,330 --> 00:27:03,781
or did the underground
find him?
444
00:27:03,783 --> 00:27:05,416
I think he went
in search of it,
445
00:27:05,451 --> 00:27:07,952
and I think
they found each other.
446
00:27:08,004 --> 00:27:11,505
He was searching
for whatever made him feel
447
00:27:11,541 --> 00:27:13,424
like he wasn't alone
448
00:27:13,459 --> 00:27:15,626
and that he wasn't
so different.
449
00:27:17,263 --> 00:27:19,513
When did you first hear punk rock?
450
00:27:19,549 --> 00:27:23,017
You know, I wanted to hear
punk rock forever.
451
00:27:23,052 --> 00:27:26,554
Of course, they didn't have it
in our record shop in Aberdeen.
452
00:27:26,606 --> 00:27:28,472
Then, finally, Buzz Osborne,
453
00:27:28,474 --> 00:27:30,307
who had been a friend
of mine off and on,
454
00:27:30,309 --> 00:27:32,309
made me a couple
compilation tapes.
455
00:27:34,864 --> 00:27:39,066
And I was completely
blown away.
456
00:27:39,118 --> 00:27:41,902
I would lip-sync to those
tapes and I wore them out,
457
00:27:41,954 --> 00:27:44,488
and I'd play them every day,
you know?
458
00:27:44,540 --> 00:27:46,290
It's the greatest thing.
459
00:27:48,127 --> 00:27:50,878
It expressed the way I felt
socially and politically,
460
00:27:50,913 --> 00:27:53,664
and it was the anger
that I felt,
461
00:27:53,716 --> 00:27:55,833
the alienation.
462
00:27:57,553 --> 00:28:00,671
And I realized that
this is what
463
00:28:00,723 --> 00:28:02,723
I've always wanted to do.
464
00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:14,485
# Fill me in on your new vision
465
00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:17,521
# Wake me up with indecision
466
00:28:17,523 --> 00:28:20,357
# Help me trust
your mighty wisdom...
467
00:28:20,409 --> 00:28:24,495
# I'm new, I'm new,
I'm who, I'm you
468
00:28:27,199 --> 00:28:28,749
Just the fact that we were
469
00:28:28,784 --> 00:28:32,620
actually playing music live in a room,
it was amazing.
470
00:28:32,672 --> 00:28:35,256
It was, like, the most incredible
thing I've ever done.
471
00:28:36,876 --> 00:28:39,043
# Easy in an easy chair
472
00:28:40,046 --> 00:28:41,845
# Poop as hard as rock
473
00:28:42,932 --> 00:28:45,182
# I don't like you anyway
474
00:28:46,102 --> 00:28:47,685
# Seal it in a box...
475
00:28:50,439 --> 00:28:53,190
If we played
together in the house
476
00:28:53,225 --> 00:28:55,776
for a couple of hours
and if two people stopped by,
477
00:28:55,811 --> 00:28:58,562
we considered that a gig,
you know, a show.
478
00:28:58,614 --> 00:28:59,730
That was good enough.
479
00:28:59,782 --> 00:29:01,949
We had an audience of two people,
you know?
480
00:29:01,984 --> 00:29:05,869
Locals who hated our guts and
thought it was terrible music.
481
00:29:17,917 --> 00:29:21,885
I think I was 18 or 19 years old,
and Kurt was like 17.
482
00:29:21,921 --> 00:29:24,588
But he liked punk rock music,
483
00:29:24,590 --> 00:29:27,099
and so that piqued my interest.
484
00:29:27,643 --> 00:29:28,530
Krist Novoselic
Kurt's friend
485
00:29:28,565 --> 00:29:30,227
And then I noticed
what a good artist he was.
486
00:29:30,262 --> 00:29:33,797
And so he was working
at the time as a janitor,
487
00:29:33,833 --> 00:29:36,850
but he'd always have to,
like, do some kind of art,
488
00:29:36,902 --> 00:29:39,269
you know,
usually defacing something.
489
00:29:39,271 --> 00:29:41,605
He never had, like, idle hands.
490
00:29:41,657 --> 00:29:44,775
It just came out of him.
He had to express himself.
491
00:29:44,827 --> 00:29:48,612
"Heavy Metal", take three.
492
00:29:48,664 --> 00:29:52,166
Well, who taught you how
to play guitar anyway?
493
00:30:01,210 --> 00:30:03,794
All right.
494
00:30:21,731 --> 00:30:22,813
Brilliant.
495
00:30:22,865 --> 00:30:24,481
Brilliant improvisational.
496
00:30:24,483 --> 00:30:27,151
Wow, Jerry Garcia would really
like this.
497
00:30:27,153 --> 00:30:29,036
I'm gonna send him a tape.
- Send it to Jerry.
498
00:30:29,071 --> 00:30:32,156
I'll just have to sprinkle
it with patchouli or something.
499
00:30:32,208 --> 00:30:33,824
Dig right into it.
500
00:30:39,965 --> 00:30:42,916
Whoa!
501
00:30:45,838 --> 00:30:47,421
Wait, wait, wait. Ready?
502
00:30:50,426 --> 00:30:53,761
You alcoholics!
- Film in the dark, dick!
503
00:31:07,693 --> 00:31:09,493
# Hey
504
00:31:16,786 --> 00:31:20,838
# Pick me, pick me, yeah
505
00:31:20,873 --> 00:31:24,541
# Let alone your signal
506
00:31:24,593 --> 00:31:28,629
# At least, at least, yeah
507
00:31:28,681 --> 00:31:32,433
# Everyone is hollow
508
00:31:32,468 --> 00:31:36,270
# You're last on last, yeah
509
00:31:36,305 --> 00:31:40,140
# Everyone is playing
510
00:31:40,192 --> 00:31:43,861
# Pick me, pick me, yeah
511
00:31:43,896 --> 00:31:47,614
# You can eat my marrow
512
00:31:50,402 --> 00:31:54,321
# Hey
513
00:31:54,373 --> 00:31:57,157
# Dive, dive, dive
514
00:31:57,209 --> 00:32:02,379
# Dive in me
515
00:32:02,414 --> 00:32:05,249
# Dive, dive, dive
516
00:32:05,251 --> 00:32:09,636
# Dive in me
517
00:32:09,672 --> 00:32:13,090
# On me
518
00:32:13,142 --> 00:32:16,844
# Nothing else
519
00:32:16,896 --> 00:32:22,483
# Nothing else.
520
00:32:41,287 --> 00:32:44,705
He really didn't want to
live with his mom or his dad.
521
00:32:44,757 --> 00:32:47,007
He wanted to be on his own.
And at that time...
522
00:32:47,042 --> 00:32:49,626
So he moves into this dump.
523
00:32:49,628 --> 00:32:51,211
He wasn't making
a lot of money,
524
00:32:51,263 --> 00:32:53,297
and I think he was scared,
525
00:32:53,349 --> 00:32:55,299
not being able
to pay his own way.
526
00:32:55,301 --> 00:32:56,717
He didn't know what he
was going to do.
527
00:32:56,769 --> 00:32:58,519
And in the hallway
outside the apartment,
528
00:32:58,554 --> 00:33:01,138
it was completely graffitie
529
00:33:01,140 --> 00:33:04,191
with Scooby-Doo,
Rocky and Bullwinkle.
530
00:33:04,226 --> 00:33:06,610
When it was part
of the bathroom...
531
00:33:06,645 --> 00:33:08,946
There was just no way
he was going to be
532
00:33:08,981 --> 00:33:11,198
the 9:00-to-5:00 work guy
that comes home
533
00:33:11,233 --> 00:33:13,283
with a briefcase
and wife cooks him dinner.
534
00:33:13,319 --> 00:33:15,485
I mean, this just wasn't ever
going to happen.
535
00:33:15,487 --> 00:33:17,955
But he wanted some type
of connection.
536
00:33:17,990 --> 00:33:20,374
This is love.
- This is love.
537
00:33:20,409 --> 00:33:22,826
This is shitting, pissing,
fucking all over each other,
538
00:33:22,878 --> 00:33:24,494
licking and spitting up
Gerber baby food,
539
00:33:24,547 --> 00:33:26,797
not worrying if the plastic
tarp is on the floor,
540
00:33:26,832 --> 00:33:29,249
'cause, baby, this is love.
541
00:33:32,888 --> 00:33:37,007
Well, I know some people
will say that...
542
00:33:37,059 --> 00:33:39,676
That I treated Kurt maternally,
took care of him,
543
00:33:39,728 --> 00:33:41,762
but I'd like to think it was
more I was trying to nurture him
544
00:33:41,814 --> 00:33:43,347
rather than take care of him.
545
00:33:43,399 --> 00:33:45,766
Tried to nurture who he was
and get him to...
546
00:33:45,818 --> 00:33:48,151
Let him do his art,
let him do his music
547
00:33:48,187 --> 00:33:49,736
and encourage him
to get better at it
548
00:33:49,772 --> 00:33:51,605
as opposed to trying
to stifle it.
549
00:33:51,657 --> 00:33:54,107
But also not try to be the mom,
550
00:33:54,159 --> 00:33:56,083
but trying to be
a nurturing girlfriend...
551
00:33:56,779 --> 00:33:58,075
or friend.
552
00:33:59,860 --> 00:34:01,853
Tracy Marander
Kurt's girlfriend
553
00:34:01,934 --> 00:34:04,801
We met at a party,
and, you know, I liked him.
554
00:34:04,837 --> 00:34:06,003
I had a crush on him.
555
00:34:06,038 --> 00:34:07,838
And then finally
somebody told him,
556
00:34:07,873 --> 00:34:09,506
"Don't you get that she
likes you or something?"
557
00:34:09,541 --> 00:34:11,508
'Cause he was just kind of
clueless about it, you know?
558
00:34:16,765 --> 00:34:19,016
Hey!
559
00:34:21,720 --> 00:34:25,472
I liked that he was funny.
- He made me laugh.
560
00:34:25,524 --> 00:34:28,976
He wasn't afraid to be,
you know, goofy or silly.
561
00:34:29,028 --> 00:34:33,230
But mostly we just had
a good time hanging out.
562
00:34:35,067 --> 00:34:36,650
I think he might
have been a bit angry
563
00:34:36,702 --> 00:34:38,535
at the way he was
treated at school
564
00:34:38,570 --> 00:34:41,955
and angry with his mom
and with his dad.
565
00:34:44,326 --> 00:34:47,461
I think it was not so much it was
hard for him to accept love,
566
00:34:47,496 --> 00:34:50,914
but the fact that maybe he
was afraid of getting hurt.
567
00:34:53,085 --> 00:34:55,385
He was living at this tiny
little house in Aberdeen.
568
00:34:55,421 --> 00:34:57,638
I just said,
"Why don't you just move in with me
569
00:34:57,673 --> 00:34:59,506
and be in Olympia?"
570
00:34:59,558 --> 00:35:01,758
So we moved in together.
571
00:35:03,929 --> 00:35:05,646
It was nice to have
someone to share
572
00:35:05,681 --> 00:35:07,981
the evening with
as well as the daytime.
573
00:35:08,017 --> 00:35:10,734
Sitting on the couch at the same time,
each reading a book.
574
00:35:10,769 --> 00:35:12,602
It was just...
You kind of felt grown-up
575
00:35:12,655 --> 00:35:15,388
as opposed to just being still,
you know, a teenager.
576
00:35:16,782 --> 00:35:18,268
KURT:
I decided this worning (again)
577
00:35:18,699 --> 00:35:20,247
that I LOVE you LOTS+
Am so happy you love me to.
578
00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:21,967
Tracy
579
00:35:22,308 --> 00:35:24,632
I LOVE YOU
580
00:35:30,486 --> 00:35:32,243
Don't read my diary when I'm gone
581
00:35:32,940 --> 00:35:34,836
when you wake up, please read
my diary.
582
00:35:35,268 --> 00:35:37,986
Look trought my things,
and figure me out.
583
00:35:42,184 --> 00:35:44,468
I'd like to think he was happy.
584
00:35:44,470 --> 00:35:46,303
We were very much in love
with each other.
585
00:35:46,305 --> 00:35:48,855
And I decided I'd just try
to support him
586
00:35:48,891 --> 00:35:51,108
because he wanted
to be a musician,
587
00:35:51,143 --> 00:35:53,026
he wanted to, you know,
get his band going.
588
00:35:53,062 --> 00:35:54,311
He was ambitious.
589
00:35:54,363 --> 00:35:55,612
He didn't want to just be...
590
00:35:55,647 --> 00:35:58,198
Play in a bar band, you know,
and play music that way.
591
00:35:58,233 --> 00:36:00,150
He wanted to be a success.
592
00:36:00,202 --> 00:36:02,486
Good luck. Good luck. Good luck.
- Shh!
593
00:36:02,488 --> 00:36:05,322
Part the Red Seas!
594
00:36:11,747 --> 00:36:13,747
What the fuck? Go on, boy!
595
00:36:23,092 --> 00:36:26,676
# Bell on door clanks,
come on in
596
00:36:26,678 --> 00:36:30,063
# Floyd observes
my hairy chin
597
00:36:30,099 --> 00:36:33,350
# Sit down chair,
don't be afraid
598
00:36:33,352 --> 00:36:37,187
# Steamed hot towel
on my face
599
00:36:39,358 --> 00:36:50,200
# I'm ashamed
600
00:36:57,126 --> 00:37:00,594
# Barney ties me to a chair
601
00:37:00,629 --> 00:37:04,264
# I can't see,
I'm really scared
602
00:37:04,299 --> 00:37:07,801
# Floyd breathes hard,
I hear a zip
603
00:37:07,853 --> 00:37:11,638
# Pee-pee pressed
against my lips
604
00:37:14,059 --> 00:37:17,527
# I was shamed
605
00:37:17,563 --> 00:37:21,064
# Oh, I was shamed
606
00:37:21,066 --> 00:37:25,735
# I was shamed.
607
00:37:45,757 --> 00:37:48,258
Hey, thanks, everybody,
for coming.
608
00:37:57,569 --> 00:37:59,352
Yeah!
609
00:38:08,664 --> 00:38:10,247
When I met him,
he was a handyman
610
00:38:10,282 --> 00:38:12,782
and then,
he got a job as a janitor
611
00:38:12,835 --> 00:38:14,701
cleaning, like, you know,
doctors' offices
612
00:38:14,753 --> 00:38:16,920
and dentists' offices
and things like that.
613
00:38:16,955 --> 00:38:20,290
But, yeah, he just ended up
not having another job
614
00:38:20,342 --> 00:38:22,626
after that, so...
615
00:38:22,678 --> 00:38:24,878
So, who would support him?
616
00:38:24,930 --> 00:38:26,463
Me.
617
00:38:26,465 --> 00:38:30,350
And what would he do all
day while you were at work?
618
00:38:30,385 --> 00:38:32,185
It was kinda funny,
'cause sometimes
619
00:38:32,221 --> 00:38:33,687
he'd just sit there
and watch TV for four hours.
620
00:38:33,722 --> 00:38:35,522
And you'd think
he wasn't creating,
621
00:38:35,557 --> 00:38:37,974
but he'd be playing guitar while he was
doing that or think up stuff later,
622
00:38:38,026 --> 00:38:40,310
and then you'd go out for a few hours,
and you'd come back,
623
00:38:40,312 --> 00:38:41,478
and there was
a painting on the wall,
624
00:38:41,530 --> 00:38:43,864
or there was a big comic
strip or whatever.
625
00:38:43,899 --> 00:38:46,733
He wrote a song.
You know, recorded it.
626
00:38:50,122 --> 00:38:53,156
...finds them arriving at this scene...
627
00:38:53,208 --> 00:38:57,043
This is like fucking rad,
you know?
628
00:38:57,079 --> 00:39:01,831
Cool.
629
00:39:01,884 --> 00:39:04,885
Where's the...
630
00:39:13,228 --> 00:39:16,263
# Hey, a girl,
she could bring me
631
00:39:16,315 --> 00:39:20,100
# I can be more,
she could be free
632
00:39:20,152 --> 00:39:23,737
# I don't even care,
we could be on free
633
00:39:23,772 --> 00:39:27,073
# She said, she said...
634
00:39:28,660 --> 00:39:31,361
Babies on my cold feet,
635
00:39:31,413 --> 00:39:33,747
at the end of my bed.
636
00:39:33,782 --> 00:39:38,501
It is easy.
637
00:39:38,537 --> 00:39:40,420
Shh, they're in the house.
638
00:39:40,455 --> 00:39:42,088
They're in the house.
639
00:39:42,124 --> 00:39:44,007
Some highlights follow,
640
00:39:44,042 --> 00:39:47,844
but we warn that viewers may find
parts of the footage disturbing.
641
00:39:47,879 --> 00:39:49,346
The object of the exercise
642
00:39:49,381 --> 00:39:52,382
is to observe the monster
for as long as possible.
643
00:39:52,384 --> 00:39:56,019
# Think I'll go for a walk
outside now
644
00:39:56,054 --> 00:39:58,138
# The summer sun's
calling my name...
645
00:39:58,190 --> 00:39:59,856
It is sucking dry
646
00:39:59,891 --> 00:40:01,608
all the resin from the bong water...
647
00:40:01,643 --> 00:40:03,526
# I hear you now
648
00:40:03,562 --> 00:40:06,396
# I just can't stay inside all day...
649
00:40:06,398 --> 00:40:08,031
A person who is success-minde
650
00:40:08,066 --> 00:40:10,367
has a success consciousness...
651
00:40:10,402 --> 00:40:14,154
...and success awareness...
- # Everybody's smiling
652
00:40:14,206 --> 00:40:16,072
# Into the sunshine...
653
00:40:16,074 --> 00:40:18,541
Why is that so groovy?
654
00:40:18,577 --> 00:40:22,746
# She could have soared
with pleasant dreams
655
00:40:22,798 --> 00:40:26,466
# She could evolve
with what I've seen
656
00:40:26,501 --> 00:40:30,754
# She could have been a son
657
00:40:30,756 --> 00:40:34,591
# She could have sung a song
658
00:40:34,643 --> 00:40:36,559
# She could have
659
00:40:36,595 --> 00:40:39,929
# Sung a song...
660
00:40:44,269 --> 00:40:46,486
Hello?
661
00:40:46,521 --> 00:40:48,355
No, she's not.
662
00:40:48,407 --> 00:40:50,323
She went to work.
663
00:40:51,493 --> 00:40:52,993
All right.
664
00:40:54,780 --> 00:40:56,496
# She could have
665
00:40:56,531 --> 00:40:59,115
# Sung a song...
666
00:40:59,117 --> 00:41:00,950
Bass part.
667
00:41:09,261 --> 00:41:12,629
# You can't change me
668
00:41:12,681 --> 00:41:17,300
# Change me
669
00:41:28,363 --> 00:41:32,449
# Burn a note in
670
00:41:32,484 --> 00:41:36,619
# Under nighted valley
671
00:41:36,655 --> 00:41:40,707
# Then imagine
672
00:41:40,742 --> 00:41:45,211
# Under dark of the trees...
673
00:41:56,020 --> 00:41:57,619
Mr Moustache
by Kurdt Kobane
674
00:42:20,365 --> 00:42:22,198
# She said
675
00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:23,783
# Sorry, man
676
00:42:23,835 --> 00:42:25,585
# Silence
677
00:42:25,620 --> 00:42:27,203
# Trippin'
678
00:42:27,205 --> 00:42:34,260
# Sorry, man
679
00:42:34,296 --> 00:42:35,712
# Sigh
680
00:42:35,764 --> 00:42:37,764
# Die
681
00:42:37,799 --> 00:42:39,516
# Die, man
682
00:42:39,551 --> 00:42:41,551
# Silent
683
00:42:49,069 --> 00:42:51,778
# Mama
684
00:42:53,031 --> 00:42:55,532
# Mama
685
00:42:56,958 --> 00:42:59,702
# Mama
686
00:43:00,878 --> 00:43:03,552
# Mama
687
00:43:04,749 --> 00:43:06,543
# Hey, man
688
00:43:06,578 --> 00:43:08,161
# Sorry, man
689
00:43:08,213 --> 00:43:09,913
# Sigh
690
00:43:09,915 --> 00:43:11,748
# Die
691
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:13,500
# Die, man
692
00:43:13,552 --> 00:43:15,210
# Sorry, man.
693
00:43:17,506 --> 00:43:19,889
That's why there's no other...
694
00:43:19,925 --> 00:43:23,593
A person who is success-minded
has a success consciousness
695
00:43:23,595 --> 00:43:26,513
and suc...
696
00:43:26,565 --> 00:43:28,398
Boy, am I gonna wake you up!
697
00:43:28,433 --> 00:43:30,683
...success awareness.
- Now come on!
698
00:43:30,735 --> 00:43:33,937
You know this is really the
best way to start your day.
699
00:43:33,989 --> 00:43:35,688
Now don't think about
anything else
700
00:43:35,740 --> 00:43:38,408
but getting that body in shape,
because you deserve it.
701
00:43:38,443 --> 00:43:40,109
Now hold the stomach in.
Come on.
702
00:43:40,162 --> 00:43:41,945
Give me some good posture.
703
00:43:41,997 --> 00:43:43,580
Hold your head up high.
704
00:43:43,615 --> 00:43:45,031
Tighten those butts!
705
00:43:45,083 --> 00:43:49,619
Get ready, because this is for...
706
00:44:01,216 --> 00:44:03,683
# She said she'd take me anywhere
707
00:44:03,718 --> 00:44:06,886
# She'd take me anywhere
as long as she stays with me
708
00:44:06,938 --> 00:44:09,472
# She said she'd take me anywhere
709
00:44:09,507 --> 00:44:12,642
# She'd take me anywhere
as long as I stay clean
710
00:44:12,644 --> 00:44:21,317
# Kiss, kiss Molly's lips
711
00:44:21,319 --> 00:44:24,483
# Kiss, kiss Molly's lips...
712
00:44:26,116 --> 00:44:27,780
This song has two notes.
713
00:44:31,463 --> 00:44:33,496
That's it.
714
00:44:33,548 --> 00:44:35,832
This note... and this note.
715
00:44:47,145 --> 00:44:49,512
# She said
she'd take me anywhere
716
00:44:49,514 --> 00:44:53,016
# She'd take me anywhere
as long as she stays with me
717
00:44:53,068 --> 00:44:55,184
# She said she'd take me anywhere
718
00:44:55,237 --> 00:44:58,571
# She'd take me anywhere
as long as I stay clean
719
00:44:58,607 --> 00:45:07,030
# Kiss, kiss Molly's lips
720
00:45:07,032 --> 00:45:10,199
# Kiss, kiss Molly's lips...
721
00:45:10,201 --> 00:45:18,958
# Kiss, kiss Molly's lips
722
00:45:19,010 --> 00:45:23,596
# Kiss, kiss Molly's lips.
723
00:45:35,393 --> 00:45:38,728
Look at these losers.
- Ha, ha, ha.
724
00:45:38,780 --> 00:45:41,397
A bunch of long-haired
fucking sissies, man.
725
00:45:47,072 --> 00:45:48,571
Hi, my name's Dana.
726
00:45:48,573 --> 00:45:51,074
I caught Nirvana
in their dressing room
727
00:45:51,076 --> 00:45:53,242
on their recent tour.
728
00:45:53,244 --> 00:45:55,244
At what point are you
on this tour right now?
729
00:45:55,246 --> 00:45:58,548
We're at the point
of kicking each other's ass.
730
00:45:58,583 --> 00:46:02,085
I would imagine that the
constant party atmosphere on the road
731
00:46:02,087 --> 00:46:04,220
would create a great deal
of physical and mental stress.
732
00:46:04,255 --> 00:46:06,172
How do you deal with it?
733
00:46:06,224 --> 00:46:07,974
We've prepared for the
rock 'n' roll lifestyle.
734
00:46:08,009 --> 00:46:09,425
We can kick it, man.
735
00:46:09,477 --> 00:46:10,893
You know what?
736
00:46:10,929 --> 00:46:12,762
We should move in our stuff
before it starts raining.
737
00:46:12,814 --> 00:46:14,147
Yeah.
738
00:46:15,734 --> 00:46:18,985
100% humidity here
in Fort Worth, Texas.
739
00:46:19,020 --> 00:46:20,820
...um, just excessive
or frightening?
740
00:46:20,855 --> 00:46:23,272
Go in the van.
- Hey, whoo!
741
00:46:23,274 --> 00:46:26,693
No, because we actually want
to become more successful
742
00:46:26,745 --> 00:46:28,778
so we can have
a comfortable life.
743
00:46:28,830 --> 00:46:31,447
Neato.
744
00:46:34,002 --> 00:46:35,952
Okay, man, take it away, buddy.
- Don't worry about me.
745
00:46:35,954 --> 00:46:38,921
I know this is kind of a strange angle,
but it'll work.
746
00:46:41,593 --> 00:46:42,959
Yes.
747
00:46:42,961 --> 00:46:46,462
That's a big camera, man.
That's not your...
748
00:46:46,464 --> 00:46:49,966
How would you describe the
music you play and the things you do?
749
00:46:50,018 --> 00:46:53,686
Well, the things we do
is just we play
750
00:46:53,722 --> 00:46:57,523
a very powerful, high-energy type
of rock 'n' roll.
751
00:46:57,559 --> 00:46:58,975
We move around onstage a lot
752
00:46:59,027 --> 00:47:04,781
and just scream with an abandon,
I guess.
753
00:47:04,816 --> 00:47:06,983
What makes you
want to be Nirvana?
754
00:47:06,985 --> 00:47:09,318
What makes us
want to be Nirvana?
755
00:47:09,320 --> 00:47:13,456
We're Nirvana because we're not
Aerosmith or something
756
00:47:13,491 --> 00:47:16,993
or "The Vegetables" or...
757
00:47:18,463 --> 00:47:20,380
What's the future of Nirvana?
758
00:47:20,415 --> 00:47:23,499
The future of Nirvana?
I don't know.
759
00:47:23,551 --> 00:47:26,085
Hopefully try to write
some more good songs.
760
00:47:26,137 --> 00:47:28,054
That's all we care about
is writing good music.
761
00:47:28,089 --> 00:47:31,591
If we get popular or not,
it doesn't matter.
762
00:47:31,643 --> 00:47:34,143
The music's more important.
763
00:47:34,179 --> 00:47:38,147
...one song, and it's the last one.
764
00:48:01,506 --> 00:48:04,674
# Would you believe me
if I told you
765
00:48:04,709 --> 00:48:07,760
# You're the queen
of my heart?
766
00:48:07,796 --> 00:48:10,713
# Please don't deceive me
when I hurt you
767
00:48:10,715 --> 00:48:13,716
# Just ain't the way you seem
768
00:48:14,719 --> 00:48:27,447
# Can you feel my love buzz?
769
00:48:59,814 --> 00:49:02,064
Whoo!
770
00:49:16,364 --> 00:49:20,583
I remember the first
review Nirvana ever got
771
00:49:20,618 --> 00:49:24,287
was for "The Love Buzz/Big Cheese"
single we did.
772
00:49:24,289 --> 00:49:27,290
And it was in this hip
magazine out of Michigan
773
00:49:27,342 --> 00:49:30,593
these scenesters were doing,
and they gave us a bad review,
774
00:49:30,628 --> 00:49:33,796
and they said it was like Lynyrd Skynyrd,
but without the flares.
775
00:49:33,848 --> 00:49:37,550
Kurt was really hurt with that,
and he was telling me that.
776
00:49:37,602 --> 00:49:40,303
He goes... And I'd said,
"Don't worry about it.
777
00:49:40,305 --> 00:49:42,939
They're just scenesters.
They're hipsters."
778
00:49:42,974 --> 00:49:45,641
Or, you know,
"Screw them" or whatever.
779
00:49:45,643 --> 00:49:47,310
But, you know,
780
00:49:47,312 --> 00:49:49,812
Kurt hated being humiliated.
781
00:49:49,864 --> 00:49:52,899
He hated it.
782
00:49:52,951 --> 00:49:55,201
If he ever thought
he was humiliated,
783
00:49:55,236 --> 00:49:58,738
then you'd see
the rage come out.
784
00:49:58,790 --> 00:50:02,658
And so he was also
very careful and stubborn
785
00:50:02,660 --> 00:50:06,495
about how the way the art
and the work was presented,
786
00:50:06,548 --> 00:50:07,997
because he didn't want
to be humiliated.
787
00:50:08,049 --> 00:50:11,834
I can be humiliated or, like,
humiliate myself or whatever,
788
00:50:11,836 --> 00:50:15,004
but not Kurt, no.
789
00:50:25,350 --> 00:50:27,433
He had really
violent dreams a lot.
790
00:50:27,485 --> 00:50:29,185
People would be breaking
into his house,
791
00:50:29,187 --> 00:50:31,103
trying to kill him,
and he'd have to stab them.
792
00:50:31,155 --> 00:50:33,773
I mean once in a while,
it might be his family who was trying to kill him,
793
00:50:33,825 --> 00:50:35,441
but that was just really rare.
794
00:50:35,493 --> 00:50:39,161
Usually it was someone else coming
after him that he didn't know.
795
00:50:39,197 --> 00:50:42,114
I asked... I thought he should
try to talk to someone,
796
00:50:42,166 --> 00:50:45,868
but without much money,
that really wasn't going to happen.
797
00:50:50,291 --> 00:50:52,508
Kurt would get
stomachaches a lot
798
00:50:52,543 --> 00:50:54,927
and say his stomach hurt.
799
00:50:54,963 --> 00:50:57,713
You know, he'd be feeling fine,
and then he'd get out of the car
800
00:50:57,715 --> 00:51:00,116
and just be like,
"I gotta throw up."
801
00:51:00,151 --> 00:51:01,517
I know he went to the doctor
802
00:51:01,552 --> 00:51:04,553
once or twice,
but it didn't really work.
803
00:51:10,728 --> 00:51:13,229
Most of the time,
it's sitting right in my stomach.
804
00:51:13,281 --> 00:51:17,483
Like where my stomach pain is.
805
00:51:17,535 --> 00:51:19,068
Every time I've had
an endoscope,
806
00:51:19,120 --> 00:51:21,454
they'd find a red irritation.
807
00:51:26,160 --> 00:51:28,794
I would sing
and cough up blood.
808
00:51:28,830 --> 00:51:31,380
It's like this is no way
to live a life.
809
00:51:31,416 --> 00:51:35,501
I love to play music,
but something's not right.
810
00:51:35,553 --> 00:51:38,921
So I decided to medicate myself.
811
00:51:43,698 --> 00:51:45,505
I tried heroine the first time in 1987
in aberdeen and proceeded to
812
00:51:45,864 --> 00:51:47,439
to use it about 10 (more) times
from 87 to 90.
813
00:51:48,565 --> 00:51:51,083
For five years every single day
an ongoins stomach eilment had
814
00:51:51,723 --> 00:51:57,306
literally taken me to the point
of won try to kill myself.
815
00:51:57,709 --> 00:52:00,781
The pain became even more
severe due to luck of a proper
816
00:52:01,389 --> 00:52:03,843
and rejimented eating schedule
817
00:52:04,570 --> 00:52:05,983
and diet.
818
00:52:06,784 --> 00:52:08,417
How much of that
pain would you say
819
00:52:08,453 --> 00:52:11,120
actually fuels what you're
writing and playing?
820
00:52:11,122 --> 00:52:12,455
See, that's a scary question,
821
00:52:12,507 --> 00:52:17,093
because I think it probably helps,
you know?
822
00:52:17,128 --> 00:52:21,097
But I would give up everything
to have good health.
823
00:52:21,132 --> 00:52:23,883
But then again,
I'm always afraid
824
00:52:23,935 --> 00:52:27,019
that if I lost the stomach problem,
825
00:52:27,055 --> 00:52:29,472
I might not be as creative.
826
00:52:32,310 --> 00:52:34,777
There's a journal entry where
Kurt mentions
827
00:52:34,812 --> 00:52:39,198
#oing heroin for the first time in
1987 when he was living with you.
828
00:52:39,233 --> 00:52:40,649
See, he never told me that.
829
00:52:40,651 --> 00:52:42,151
He totally had kept that from me,
830
00:52:42,153 --> 00:52:43,736
because I totally would have
talked him out of it.
831
00:52:43,788 --> 00:52:45,738
In fact, he used to make fun
of some of the people
832
00:52:45,790 --> 00:52:47,873
in Seattle that were using that
833
00:52:47,909 --> 00:52:49,575
and say it was really stupid.
834
00:52:49,627 --> 00:52:52,828
Because I've been told before that
he was doing it when we were dating,
835
00:52:52,830 --> 00:52:56,499
but I'm like,
"He didn't do it around me, ever."
836
00:52:56,501 --> 00:52:58,977
I never found anything, so...
837
00:53:00,961 --> 00:53:03,112
... I'm so so sorry You're sick.
I hope you feel better
838
00:53:03,592 --> 00:53:05,544
soon start eating good.
839
00:53:08,346 --> 00:53:10,346
I can't really say
exactly why we broke up.
840
00:53:10,348 --> 00:53:12,064
I just know that we were
fighting more
841
00:53:12,100 --> 00:53:15,818
and he was staying away
from the house more.
842
00:53:15,853 --> 00:53:17,820
I think he just pretty much
843
00:53:17,855 --> 00:53:19,438
didn't love me
as much as he used to
844
00:53:19,524 --> 00:53:21,774
or felt...
He just felt like maybe
845
00:53:21,826 --> 00:53:23,909
he was moving ahead
and I wasn't.
846
00:53:31,969 --> 00:53:34,136
Kurt Cobain's here.
847
00:53:34,172 --> 00:53:36,906
You know,
Kurt Cobain from Aberdeen?
848
00:53:38,476 --> 00:53:41,577
What's going on, baby?
- Not a damn thing.
849
00:53:41,612 --> 00:53:44,180
You called up and said,
"I want to play some songs."
850
00:53:44,215 --> 00:53:46,749
So I said, "Rockin' good news."
- This is the truth.
851
00:53:46,784 --> 00:53:49,185
"Bloody brilliant."
852
00:53:49,220 --> 00:53:52,121
Um, I just wrote most of
the lyrics this evening.
853
00:53:52,156 --> 00:53:53,522
In the car on the way up here?
854
00:53:53,558 --> 00:53:55,491
While I was driving
with one foot.
855
00:53:55,526 --> 00:53:56,959
Uh-huh.
856
00:53:56,994 --> 00:53:59,061
Um, yeah, that's what I did,
857
00:53:59,096 --> 00:54:01,897
and I just thought I would
just come here, say hi.
858
00:54:01,933 --> 00:54:02,982
Well, let her rip.
859
00:54:06,904 --> 00:54:08,871
Okay, is there any major
label interest
860
00:54:08,906 --> 00:54:10,122
in you at the present?
861
00:54:10,158 --> 00:54:11,657
Can you say?
862
00:54:11,709 --> 00:54:13,876
Anybody not affiliated with CBS.
863
00:54:13,911 --> 00:54:15,661
Would you consider changing?
864
00:54:15,713 --> 00:54:17,213
We're considering AMA
865
00:54:17,248 --> 00:54:20,166
because we want to get
as much as we can.
866
00:54:21,836 --> 00:54:23,586
But you're sort of
this interesting mix of...
867
00:54:23,588 --> 00:54:26,005
As you say, you're one of
the laziest people you know,
868
00:54:26,057 --> 00:54:28,591
but you're also ambitious
for a lazy person.
869
00:54:28,643 --> 00:54:30,559
You think so?
870
00:54:33,598 --> 00:54:36,015
How does it feel to be surrounded
by so many people
871
00:54:36,067 --> 00:54:39,068
that are telling you that you'll
soon be doing very well?
872
00:54:39,103 --> 00:54:43,272
I think it's embarrassing
to have so many expectations
873
00:54:43,324 --> 00:54:46,108
and a totally superficial label
to put on a ban
874
00:54:46,110 --> 00:54:48,828
to state that
they're the next big thing,
875
00:54:48,863 --> 00:54:51,197
because, you know,
that's not our goal in the first place.
876
00:54:51,249 --> 00:54:53,282
People are putting
that tag on us
877
00:54:53,334 --> 00:54:56,118
without us really wanting to do that,
you know?
878
00:54:56,120 --> 00:54:57,920
You're not prepared for that?
879
00:54:57,955 --> 00:54:59,455
Not prepared? Nope.
880
00:54:59,507 --> 00:55:00,873
Because we're not going to be.
881
00:55:00,925 --> 00:55:04,960
We're prepared to destroy
our careers if it happens.
882
00:55:08,382 --> 00:55:10,132
# I'm so happy
883
00:55:10,134 --> 00:55:13,969
# 'Cause today I found my friends
884
00:55:14,021 --> 00:55:15,971
# They're in my head
885
00:55:16,023 --> 00:55:18,140
# I'm so ugly
886
00:55:18,142 --> 00:55:21,527
# That's okay,
'cause so are you
887
00:55:21,562 --> 00:55:23,779
# We broke our mirrors
888
00:55:23,814 --> 00:55:27,149
# Sunday morning is every day
889
00:55:27,151 --> 00:55:31,570
# For all I care
and I'm not scared
890
00:55:31,622 --> 00:55:35,324
# Light my candles in a daze
891
00:55:35,326 --> 00:55:37,159
# 'Cause I found God
892
00:55:37,161 --> 00:55:40,129
# Yeah, yeah
893
00:55:40,998 --> 00:55:47,670
# Yeah, yeah
894
00:55:48,839 --> 00:56:00,649
# Yeah, yeah
895
00:56:00,685 --> 00:56:02,851
# Yeah
896
00:56:02,904 --> 00:56:04,653
# I'm so lonely
897
00:56:04,689 --> 00:56:08,524
# That's okay,
I shaved my head
898
00:56:08,576 --> 00:56:10,492
# And I'm not sad
899
00:56:10,528 --> 00:56:14,079
# And just maybe I'm to blame
900
00:56:14,115 --> 00:56:18,367
# For all I've heard,
but I'm not sure
901
00:56:18,419 --> 00:56:20,035
# I'm so excited...
902
00:56:20,121 --> 00:56:23,088
I am Kurt.
I play guitar and I sing.
903
00:56:23,124 --> 00:56:25,257
And I am Dave,
and I play drums,
904
00:56:25,293 --> 00:56:27,376
and I sing sometimes,
but not that often.
905
00:56:27,428 --> 00:56:31,513
I'm Krist, and I play bass
and I don't sing, thank God.
906
00:56:31,549 --> 00:56:35,134
# Yeah, yeah
907
00:56:35,186 --> 00:56:37,519
# Yeah...
908
00:56:37,555 --> 00:56:39,688
All right, Nirvana's joined us
in the studio tonight.
909
00:56:39,724 --> 00:56:41,106
A new music hour.
910
00:56:41,142 --> 00:56:44,526
We got Krist Novoselic,
got Kurt Cobain and Dave Grohl.
911
00:56:44,562 --> 00:56:46,612
Their upcoming release
"Nevermind"
912
00:56:46,647 --> 00:56:48,564
comes out the 24th
of this month.
913
00:56:48,566 --> 00:56:50,399
And you guys will be doing
an in-store
914
00:56:50,451 --> 00:56:53,235
by the Beehive Music & Video
on University District.
915
00:56:53,237 --> 00:56:56,905
So go out and meet the band.
That's at 7:00 to 9:00.
916
00:56:56,958 --> 00:57:00,876
# I like it, I'm not gonna crack
917
00:57:00,911 --> 00:57:04,830
# I miss you,
I'm not gonna crack
918
00:57:04,882 --> 00:57:08,667
# I love you,
I'm not gonna crack
919
00:57:08,719 --> 00:57:12,504
# I killed you,
I'm not gonna crack
920
00:57:12,556 --> 00:57:16,425
# I like it,
I'm not gonna crack
921
00:57:16,477 --> 00:57:19,928
# I'll miss you, I'm not gonna crack
922
00:57:19,981 --> 00:57:24,266
# I love you, I'm not gonna crack
923
00:57:24,268 --> 00:57:32,608
# I killed you, I'm not gonna crack.
924
00:57:39,200 --> 00:57:41,500
End of July or August,
925
00:57:41,535 --> 00:57:43,452
he's home.
926
00:57:43,504 --> 00:57:46,872
And he comes downstairs and he's
in his little whitey-tighties,
927
00:57:46,924 --> 00:57:48,123
no shirt, barefoot,
928
00:57:48,175 --> 00:57:51,093
no pants other than his undies,
929
00:57:51,128 --> 00:57:53,128
and, uh...
Very Don Cobain.
930
00:57:53,130 --> 00:57:54,797
That's another thing
I got sick of looking at.
931
00:57:54,799 --> 00:57:56,715
And he's standing there
with this tape in his hand.
932
00:57:56,767 --> 00:57:58,100
I go, "What's that?"
933
00:57:58,135 --> 00:58:00,886
And he goes,
"It's the master cut to my new album.
934
00:58:00,938 --> 00:58:02,638
Can I put it on the stereo?"
935
00:58:02,640 --> 00:58:04,807
And I go,
"Yeah. And turn it up! Up, up, up!"
936
00:58:04,809 --> 00:58:06,859
'Cause I listen to music really loud.
937
00:58:06,894 --> 00:58:10,529
And I look at him and I go,
"Oh, my God."
938
00:58:10,564 --> 00:58:12,865
"Oh, my God."
And I almost started crying.
939
00:58:12,900 --> 00:58:16,151
I mean, not from happiness,
from fear.
940
00:58:16,203 --> 00:58:18,120
It was fear.
941
00:58:18,155 --> 00:58:20,989
And I just went,
942
00:58:20,991 --> 00:58:25,544
"This is going
to change everything."
943
00:58:25,579 --> 00:58:30,049
And I said,
"You better buckle up,
944
00:58:30,084 --> 00:58:32,835
'cause you are not ready for this."
945
00:58:41,345 --> 00:58:44,229
For someone like yourself,
when you're sort of...
946
00:58:44,265 --> 00:58:45,848
Say your dreams come true,
947
00:58:45,900 --> 00:58:48,984
all the worst aspects of them
come true as well.
948
00:58:49,019 --> 00:58:50,986
It's like, be careful
what you wish for.
949
00:58:51,021 --> 00:58:52,404
You're gonna get it.
950
00:58:52,440 --> 00:58:53,989
Yeah.
951
00:58:54,024 --> 00:58:57,826
How are you sort of
dealing with the pull-apart?
952
00:58:57,862 --> 00:59:01,530
You know, being pulled apart
by stuff like that?
953
00:59:01,582 --> 00:59:04,333
I don't know if I expressed
that the right way.
954
00:59:04,368 --> 00:59:08,537
Well, um...
955
00:59:14,795 --> 00:59:19,348
# Load up on guns
956
00:59:19,383 --> 00:59:21,934
# Bring your friends
957
00:59:21,969 --> 00:59:28,857
# It's fun to lose
into pretend
958
00:59:28,893 --> 00:59:32,311
# She's overboard
959
00:59:32,363 --> 00:59:35,781
# And self-assured
960
00:59:35,816 --> 00:59:39,701
# Oh, no, I know
961
00:59:39,737 --> 00:59:42,788
# A dirty word
962
00:59:42,823 --> 00:59:46,708
# Hello, hello
963
00:59:50,080 --> 01:00:02,057
# Hello, hello
964
01:00:02,092 --> 01:00:05,811
# With the lights out
965
01:00:05,846 --> 01:00:09,481
# It's less dangerous
966
01:00:09,517 --> 01:00:13,068
# Here we are now
967
01:00:13,103 --> 01:00:16,438
# Entertain us
968
01:00:16,490 --> 01:00:19,992
# I feel stupid
969
01:00:20,027 --> 01:00:23,579
# And contagious
970
01:00:23,614 --> 01:00:27,115
# Here we are now
971
01:00:27,168 --> 01:00:30,702
# Entertain us
972
01:00:30,754 --> 01:00:34,039
# A mulatto
973
01:00:34,091 --> 01:00:38,126
# An albino
974
01:00:38,179 --> 01:00:41,930
# A mosquito
975
01:00:41,966 --> 01:00:45,851
# My libido
976
01:00:45,886 --> 01:01:01,650
# A denial
977
01:01:01,652 --> 01:01:08,240
# A denial.
978
01:01:15,416 --> 01:01:19,501
Cool, and cut!
979
01:01:19,553 --> 01:01:21,887
Cut.
- Let's wrap!
980
01:01:33,317 --> 01:01:34,600
Hey, man!
981
01:01:34,652 --> 01:01:39,605
If this bird goes down,
this is the safest place to be...
982
01:01:39,657 --> 01:01:44,359
Right in the tail
where the bathroom is.
983
01:01:44,411 --> 01:01:46,662
As soon you
walked on this plane,
984
01:01:46,697 --> 01:01:50,165
I took one gander at you
and I saw nothing but trouble.
985
01:01:50,200 --> 01:01:52,584
Hah. Bah!
- Peh!
986
01:01:52,620 --> 01:01:54,202
See if you can try and do it.
987
01:01:54,255 --> 01:01:56,538
Me and my sidekick,
"Treefrog Johnson" here,
988
01:01:56,540 --> 01:01:58,373
is gonna rip you
a new butthole.
989
01:01:58,425 --> 01:01:59,791
And is this time our time?
990
01:01:59,843 --> 01:02:01,627
What a sensitive man.
991
01:02:01,679 --> 01:02:03,762
'Cause it says it's almost
like 3:00 in the morning.
992
01:02:03,797 --> 01:02:05,597
Time flies when you're having fun.
993
01:02:29,540 --> 01:02:32,991
# I don't care, I don't care,
I don't care, I don't care
994
01:02:33,043 --> 01:02:35,243
# Care, care if it's old
995
01:02:35,296 --> 01:02:38,580
# I don't mind, I don't mind,
I don't mind, I don't mind
996
01:02:38,632 --> 01:02:40,749
# Mind, don't have a mind
997
01:02:40,751 --> 01:02:44,419
# Get away, get away,
get away, get away
998
01:02:44,471 --> 01:02:46,922
# Way, way from your home
999
01:02:46,974 --> 01:02:49,341
# I'm afraid, I'm afraid,
I'm afraid
1000
01:02:49,393 --> 01:02:51,009
# I'm afraid, 'fraid
1001
01:02:51,061 --> 01:02:52,260
# Oh
1002
01:02:52,313 --> 01:02:54,980
# Even if you have,
even if you need
1003
01:02:55,015 --> 01:02:58,266
# I don't mean to stare,
we don't have to breed
1004
01:02:58,268 --> 01:03:01,103
# We could plant a house,
we could plant a tree
1005
01:03:01,105 --> 01:03:04,156
# I don't mean to stare,
we don't have to breed...
1006
01:03:04,191 --> 01:03:06,441
99 X...
1007
01:03:06,443 --> 01:03:08,410
That Nirvana stuff that y'all
played us last night,
1008
01:03:08,445 --> 01:03:10,996
if I wanted to request one of those songs right now,
could you play it?
1009
01:03:11,031 --> 01:03:13,615
Do y'all have any bootleg CDs of Nirvana?
- Can you play Nirvana?
1010
01:03:13,667 --> 01:03:15,917
Can you play that song by Nirvana?
- Can you play some Nirvana?
1011
01:03:15,953 --> 01:03:18,620
Right here,
a world premiere video from Nirvana.
1012
01:03:18,672 --> 01:03:20,539
"Smells Like Teen Spirit."
1013
01:03:20,591 --> 01:03:21,707
# Oh
1014
01:03:21,759 --> 01:03:24,710
# Even if you have,
even if you need
1015
01:03:24,762 --> 01:03:27,462
# I don't mean to stare,
we don't have to breed...
1016
01:03:27,464 --> 01:03:29,514
They told you the line to say?
- What do we say? This is...
1017
01:03:29,550 --> 01:03:32,300
We're Nirvana,
and this is "The Week in Rock."
1018
01:03:32,353 --> 01:03:34,052
# We could have all three,
she said...
1019
01:03:34,104 --> 01:03:36,855
Hey, all you people
staying up late on a Sunday night,
1020
01:03:36,890 --> 01:03:38,974
slack off,
you don't need your job!
1021
01:03:39,026 --> 01:03:41,143
Don't say, "Yes, sir",
"Yes, ma'am."
1022
01:03:41,145 --> 01:03:42,894
Say, "Cram it!"
1023
01:03:42,946 --> 01:03:44,696
Don't show up tomorrow,
call in sick.
1024
01:03:44,732 --> 01:03:47,699
And this is Nirvana,
and you're watching...
1025
01:03:47,735 --> 01:03:48,650
"120 Minutes."
1026
01:03:48,702 --> 01:03:49,785
...on...
1027
01:03:49,820 --> 01:03:51,536
M-T-T-V.
1028
01:04:01,131 --> 01:04:02,664
# Yeah
1029
01:04:02,666 --> 01:04:05,384
# Even if you have,
even if you need
1030
01:04:05,419 --> 01:04:08,470
# I don't mean to stare,
we don't have to breed
1031
01:04:08,505 --> 01:04:11,306
# We can plant a house,
we can plant a tree
1032
01:04:11,341 --> 01:04:14,009
# I don't even care,
we can have all three
1033
01:04:14,011 --> 01:04:17,095
# She said, she said
1034
01:04:17,147 --> 01:04:20,565
# She said, she said,
she said...
1035
01:04:20,601 --> 01:04:23,268
The hottest new rock band in the
country right now may well be Nirvana.
1036
01:04:23,320 --> 01:04:25,153
The hottest band
around at the moment.
1037
01:04:25,189 --> 01:04:27,272
The band that it seems
like everybody's talking about.
1038
01:04:27,324 --> 01:04:29,858
People, like, really seem to be
getting into Nirvana right now.
1039
01:04:29,910 --> 01:04:33,078
Do you see when you go out and play shows,
the crowds are getting different?
1040
01:04:33,113 --> 01:04:35,580
I mean, isn't it
pretty overwhelming?
1041
01:04:35,616 --> 01:04:37,032
Everybody wants to be hip.
1042
01:04:37,034 --> 01:04:39,034
And so that's what it is...
1043
01:04:39,036 --> 01:04:40,869
Everyone wants to be accepted.
1044
01:04:40,921 --> 01:04:43,633
#...said!
1045
01:05:03,894 --> 01:05:06,228
Yeah? Okay. Gold.
1046
01:05:06,230 --> 01:05:08,363
I just heard that you sold
1047
01:05:08,398 --> 01:05:10,565
600.000 albums in the United States.
1048
01:05:10,567 --> 01:05:12,784
Does that make it, like,
platinum or something like that?
1049
01:05:12,820 --> 01:05:14,202
It makes it gold.
1050
01:05:14,238 --> 01:05:17,239
It makes it a free gift
to my mother for Christmas.
1051
01:05:17,291 --> 01:05:19,374
Exactly.
- I don't have to pay for a gift now.
1052
01:05:19,409 --> 01:05:20,575
What's Mom getting
for Christmas?
1053
01:05:20,577 --> 01:05:22,294
Oh, I guess she's
getting a gold record.
1054
01:05:22,329 --> 01:05:25,046
Does that mean you guys are,
like, rich now?
1055
01:05:25,082 --> 01:05:26,748
Hell, no.
1056
01:05:26,750 --> 01:05:29,918
We're so far
from having any money.
1057
01:05:29,920 --> 01:05:31,837
I mean we get per diem,
I guess.
1058
01:05:31,889 --> 01:05:34,556
Do you care what critics think?
- Oh, we...
1059
01:05:34,591 --> 01:05:37,476
You know, I think...
- I've never sort of heard as many glowing criticisms.
1060
01:05:37,511 --> 01:05:40,395
Oh, glowing.
- Doesn't that make you feel good?
1061
01:05:40,430 --> 01:05:41,980
Well...
1062
01:05:42,015 --> 01:05:44,983
I mean, it's better than being slammed,
that's for sure.
1063
01:05:45,018 --> 01:05:46,601
But, you know, if I was reading
1064
01:05:46,653 --> 01:05:49,271
the same thing about another band,
I wouldn't believe it.
1065
01:05:49,273 --> 01:05:50,438
No way.
1066
01:05:50,440 --> 01:05:52,607
I'm not gonna believe
some journalist
1067
01:05:52,659 --> 01:05:55,777
that's just spewing
about some band
1068
01:05:55,779 --> 01:05:58,413
that he thinks, whatever,
changed his life or...
1069
01:05:58,448 --> 01:06:02,200
Yeah.
- You know, can't believe everything you read.
1070
01:06:02,252 --> 01:06:03,785
I mean,
all you have to do is...
1071
01:06:03,837 --> 01:06:06,004
The music is
a personal experience.
1072
01:06:06,039 --> 01:06:09,708
You put the music on and
whatever you get out of it...
1073
01:06:09,760 --> 01:06:11,459
You know, if it's good or bad.
1074
01:06:11,461 --> 01:06:14,212
If it's bad, you don't like it,
you just walk away from it.
1075
01:06:14,264 --> 01:06:17,716
You know?
And if it's good, it works for you...
1076
01:06:17,768 --> 01:06:20,969
You know, this lighter...
- What the hell? Instead of...
1077
01:06:26,860 --> 01:06:28,643
There are
probably a lot of kids
1078
01:06:28,695 --> 01:06:32,480
who would hear a song and actually feel,
like, kinship...
1079
01:06:32,482 --> 01:06:34,783
Whether you're having
trouble with parents
1080
01:06:34,818 --> 01:06:39,654
or school or, you know,
the usual dysfunctional stuff that happens.
1081
01:06:39,656 --> 01:06:40,479
But when you're up there,
1082
01:06:41,185 --> 01:06:42,901
do you have any sense of
who you're playing to?
1083
01:06:43,577 --> 01:06:46,711
I'm playing to kids in general.
1084
01:06:46,747 --> 01:06:49,664
I mean, it doesn't matter
where they come from.
1085
01:06:49,716 --> 01:06:51,666
We have the same problems,
1086
01:06:51,668 --> 01:06:54,719
and we all basically have the same thoughts,
you know?
1087
01:07:09,937 --> 01:07:13,405
# One baby to another says
1088
01:07:13,440 --> 01:07:17,075
# I'm lucky to have met you
1089
01:07:17,110 --> 01:07:19,911
# I don't care what you think
1090
01:07:19,947 --> 01:07:24,115
# Unless it is about me
1091
01:07:24,167 --> 01:07:31,039
# It is now my duty
to completely drain you
1092
01:07:31,041 --> 01:07:34,009
# I travel through a tube
1093
01:07:34,044 --> 01:07:37,629
# And end up in your infection
1094
01:07:39,600 --> 01:07:42,267
#...meat for you
1095
01:07:42,302 --> 01:07:45,687
# Pass it back and forth
1096
01:07:45,722 --> 01:07:49,107
# In a private kiss
1097
01:07:49,142 --> 01:07:51,893
# From my mouth to yours
1098
01:07:51,895 --> 01:07:54,279
# I like you...
1099
01:07:54,314 --> 01:07:57,432
You guys don't like explaining
anything to do with your music,
1100
01:07:57,467 --> 01:07:59,567
but what's the problem
with going on camera and just...
1101
01:07:59,620 --> 01:08:02,404
There's nothing to be said.
It's all in the music, man!
1102
01:08:02,406 --> 01:08:04,789
It's all in the music.
It's all in the meat.
1103
01:08:04,825 --> 01:08:07,075
You don't think that
people that are fans of you
1104
01:08:07,077 --> 01:08:09,577
would like to hear what you had in mind,
maybe?
1105
01:08:09,579 --> 01:08:13,381
Or what you were...
- I'd rather hear what they have in mind, you know?
1106
01:08:13,417 --> 01:08:15,083
And how they interpret it.
1107
01:08:19,089 --> 01:08:20,889
In "Teen Spirit"
you seem to complain
1108
01:08:20,924 --> 01:08:23,258
about the apathy
of our generation.
1109
01:08:23,260 --> 01:08:26,261
And do you share this lack
of engagement yourself?
1110
01:08:26,263 --> 01:08:27,595
What, being apathetic?
1111
01:08:27,648 --> 01:08:29,898
Yeah.
- Sure.
1112
01:08:29,933 --> 01:08:31,599
Why?
1113
01:08:31,601 --> 01:08:33,401
Why?
1114
01:08:33,437 --> 01:08:36,354
Because we sleep too much.
1115
01:08:39,359 --> 01:08:42,444
No, I mean, just say the...
- Do the first part only.
1116
01:08:42,446 --> 01:08:43,411
Just read it.
1117
01:08:43,447 --> 01:08:46,281
Hello.
Stay tuned for more...
1118
01:08:46,283 --> 01:08:51,836
Nirvana on "ABC in Concert"!
1119
01:08:51,872 --> 01:08:53,588
You wanna do it again?
- One more?
1120
01:08:53,623 --> 01:08:54,789
Yeah, do one more...
1121
01:09:01,715 --> 01:09:08,636
# With eyes so dilated,
I've become your pupil
1122
01:09:08,638 --> 01:09:12,223
# You tell me everything about...
1123
01:09:12,275 --> 01:09:14,192
Probably the biggest
band in the world right now,
1124
01:09:14,227 --> 01:09:16,194
please welcome Nirvana!
1125
01:09:16,229 --> 01:09:17,812
Nirvana are real.
1126
01:09:17,864 --> 01:09:20,115
There's nothing pretentious about
them or anything like that.
1127
01:09:20,150 --> 01:09:21,700
They're world famous, you know?
1128
01:09:21,735 --> 01:09:23,485
Maybe I'll watch this
in the bar.
1129
01:09:23,537 --> 01:09:25,870
Kurt Cobain, he's so beautiful.
1130
01:09:25,906 --> 01:09:30,325
# Sloppy lips to lips
1131
01:09:30,377 --> 01:09:32,911
# You're my vitamins
1132
01:09:32,963 --> 01:09:37,165
# I like you...
1133
01:09:39,252 --> 01:09:40,719
Interviews are worthless.
1134
01:09:40,754 --> 01:09:42,137
Let's go.
1135
01:09:42,172 --> 01:09:43,722
What do you think
about interviews?
1136
01:09:43,757 --> 01:09:45,306
It's a pretty good magazine.
- What do I think?
1137
01:09:45,342 --> 01:09:47,726
Did you hear my reaction when he
asked me if I wanted to do one?
1138
01:09:47,761 --> 01:09:51,092
Yeah.
- I said, *** no.
1139
01:09:54,684 --> 01:09:56,979
Cobain has been mislabeled as a
"spokesman for a disaffeced generation."
1140
01:09:57,570 --> 01:09:59,592
He's not interested in the job.
His lyrics have a sheen of naiveté
1141
01:09:59,719 --> 01:10:03,434
that just barely contains his anger-
but gems like "I fell stupid and...
1142
01:10:04,694 --> 01:10:06,861
Hey, I'm a hardcore Nirvana
fan myself.
1143
01:10:06,913 --> 01:10:08,830
Yeah?
- Is this a disease that you've had long?
1144
01:10:08,865 --> 01:10:11,499
Any cure for it?
- He's talking from his experiences.
1145
01:10:11,535 --> 01:10:12,951
He's talking from his experience.
1146
01:10:13,003 --> 01:10:14,586
Well, he's got lousy experience, sir.
1147
01:10:14,621 --> 01:10:17,038
Well, it's not his goal
to make millions of dollars
1148
01:10:17,040 --> 01:10:18,840
when he made the stuff.
He's writing about his life.
1149
01:10:18,875 --> 01:10:21,760
Well, his life needs to see
a therapist or a minister,
1150
01:10:21,795 --> 01:10:24,212
and it doesn't need to be
on millions of CDs
1151
01:10:24,264 --> 01:10:26,297
for kids to listen to
and identify with
1152
01:10:26,349 --> 01:10:29,551
and have more of their despair and
their hopelessness emphasize
1153
01:10:29,553 --> 01:10:31,719
by the tragedy
of this man's life.
1154
01:10:38,221 --> 01:10:40,636
I feel like i'm being evaluated
en' his A day **** is hardwork
1155
01:10:41,702 --> 01:10:43,069
and the acclaim isn't worth it
1156
01:10:43,628 --> 01:10:44,867
unless you still like playing
1157
01:10:46,053 --> 01:10:47,355
God how I love plyings live.
1158
01:10:49,193 --> 01:10:50,651
But I'd be better off if I kept
my mouth shut.
1159
01:10:51,027 --> 01:10:54,507
There's a cool breeze chappig my lips
As my jaw hangs open discharging,
1160
01:10:55,401 --> 01:10:56,212
waterfalls of guilty drool.
1161
01:10:56,530 --> 01:10:58,811
opening my mouth for the disaffected
youth to ask them a question.
1162
01:11:07,480 --> 01:11:09,276
Are you kinda mad sometimes at
your mom or dad kinda, in a way?
1163
01:11:10,772 --> 01:11:11,829
Pissy little self appointel
judge-curmudgean
1164
01:11:12,115 --> 01:11:12,869
oh the Guilt!
the Guilt!
1165
01:11:13,324 --> 01:11:14,067
the autographs
the fame
1166
01:11:14,441 --> 01:11:15,251
the lights
the flash
1167
01:11:15,659 --> 01:11:16,570
the Glitter
the Guilt
1168
01:11:17,001 --> 01:11:17,856
the Guilt
1169
01:11:20,904 --> 01:11:23,488
I guess each individual's
going to deal with it
1170
01:11:23,523 --> 01:11:24,989
the way they're going
to deal with it.
1171
01:11:25,025 --> 01:11:27,692
I get... You know,
it was kind of traumatic
1172
01:11:27,744 --> 01:11:29,611
to be famous all of a sudden,
1173
01:11:29,613 --> 01:11:32,113
especially coming
from this complete obscurity
1174
01:11:32,115 --> 01:11:34,782
and just being the number
one band in the world.
1175
01:11:34,784 --> 01:11:37,118
So I did things like
withdraw or drink.
1176
01:11:37,170 --> 01:11:39,037
You know, I'm lucky.
1177
01:11:39,089 --> 01:11:42,090
I had beer and wine, you know?
1178
01:11:42,125 --> 01:11:43,458
Kurt had heroin.
1179
01:11:47,180 --> 01:11:49,347
Given how volatile
and complicate
1180
01:11:49,382 --> 01:11:52,267
things were for Kurt
around that time,
1181
01:11:52,302 --> 01:11:55,053
why do you think he chose that moment to,
um,
1182
01:11:55,105 --> 01:11:56,971
start his relationship
with Courtney?
1183
01:11:59,142 --> 01:12:01,526
I went...
I had this relationship
1184
01:12:01,561 --> 01:12:03,228
with this person, this woman.
1185
01:12:03,280 --> 01:12:08,149
And I just kind of wanted
to build this home for myself,
1186
01:12:08,201 --> 01:12:12,904
because my home growing up
had fallen apart.
1187
01:12:12,956 --> 01:12:14,155
So I wanted to build a home.
1188
01:12:14,157 --> 01:12:17,575
And I think that Kurt
wanted to do that, too.
1189
01:12:17,627 --> 01:12:19,494
He wanted to build a home,
1190
01:12:19,546 --> 01:12:22,163
because his home
and his family fell apart.
1191
01:12:22,215 --> 01:12:25,550
So when Courtney
came into his life,
1192
01:12:25,585 --> 01:12:28,303
they had...
She was interesting,
1193
01:12:28,338 --> 01:12:31,339
she was artistic, intellectual,
1194
01:12:31,391 --> 01:12:33,892
and, you know,
she did drugs, too,
1195
01:12:33,927 --> 01:12:36,177
but that was all
part of the package
1196
01:12:36,179 --> 01:12:39,230
of building a home.
1197
01:12:41,651 --> 01:12:44,352
Check, check, check,
check, check, check, check.
1198
01:12:44,354 --> 01:12:46,354
Let's watch their sound check,
shall we?
1199
01:12:46,406 --> 01:12:48,156
Sure.
1200
01:12:48,191 --> 01:12:51,693
Maybe that will bug them
and they'll play really bad.
1201
01:12:51,745 --> 01:12:54,028
I don't have the answer.
1202
01:12:54,080 --> 01:12:55,830
So you're having a relationship
1203
01:12:55,865 --> 01:12:57,665
with the guitar player?
1204
01:12:58,585 --> 01:13:00,335
No?
1205
01:13:03,957 --> 01:13:06,007
I don't know what it was.
1206
01:13:06,042 --> 01:13:07,842
Honestly.
1207
01:13:07,877 --> 01:13:09,761
It's over?
1208
01:13:09,796 --> 01:13:11,796
I think, yeah.
1209
01:13:11,848 --> 01:13:14,048
What happened?
1210
01:13:14,050 --> 01:13:16,351
I don't care.
1211
01:13:22,142 --> 01:13:24,392
Dude, we're making a movie.
1212
01:13:24,444 --> 01:13:26,894
Wow, did you curl your hair?
1213
01:13:26,947 --> 01:13:29,314
You don't like it?
- It's nicer when it's straight
1214
01:13:29,366 --> 01:13:31,566
because it doesn't make
your face look so round.
1215
01:13:31,568 --> 01:13:34,452
Oh, my God!
- Uh...
1216
01:13:34,487 --> 01:13:36,204
Hello.
1217
01:13:36,239 --> 01:13:39,809
How is it onstage?
Is it... Is it clear onstage?
1218
01:13:44,365 --> 01:13:45,545
Message
For: mr. Cobain Room: 154
1219
01:13:45,898 --> 01:13:47,613
Time: 18:22
Courtney called her number is
1220
01:13:47,983 --> 01:13:48,967
212 7775544
1221
01:13:49,288 --> 01:13:50,379
To
Kurt Cobain
1222
01:13:50,414 --> 01:13:53,616
i want to be somewhere above ya with
all the candy in my hands.
1223
01:13:54,079 --> 01:13:55,544
you smell like waffles and milk.
# If she ever comes down now
1224
01:13:55,915 --> 01:14:00,029
# If she ever comes down now
1225
01:13:59,692 --> 01:14:01,883
since sean i Maddona. Acne superstar.
# If she ever comes down now
1226
01:14:00,030 --> 01:14:01,030
Kim saz we are best looking ROCKPAR
# If she ever comes down now
1227
01:14:02,451 --> 01:14:05,570
Spill ice cream dawn my dress
# If she ever comes now
1228
01:14:05,571 --> 01:14:06,571
with your Efes Wide aeN
# If she ever comes now
1229
01:14:05,930 --> 01:14:06,858
and be my best girlfriend.
# If she ever comes down now
1230
01:14:07,202 --> 01:14:08,410
I love and miss your body *
# If she ever comes down now
1231
01:14:08,938 --> 01:14:12,940
# Oh, she looks so good
1232
01:14:12,993 --> 01:14:16,277
# Oh, she's made out of wood
1233
01:14:16,279 --> 01:14:19,781
# She seems so...
1234
01:14:38,468 --> 01:14:40,635
He was super cute,
1235
01:14:40,637 --> 01:14:43,554
but he carried himself like
someone who didn't know that.
1236
01:14:43,606 --> 01:14:44,538
And that was part of the charm.
1237
01:14:45,217 --> 01:14:45,898
Courtney Love Kurt's wife
1238
01:14:46,037 --> 01:14:48,448
He didn't know that he was a
better-looking guy than Brad Pitt.
1239
01:14:50,113 --> 01:14:52,814
We got on like a house
on fuckin' fire.
1240
01:14:52,816 --> 01:14:57,068
One caveat...
I had already done heroin,
1241
01:14:57,120 --> 01:14:58,820
beat the thing,
1242
01:14:58,872 --> 01:15:02,323
had a rule, I loved it still,
1243
01:15:02,375 --> 01:15:04,208
but I didn't have
a fantasy that he had.
1244
01:15:04,244 --> 01:15:06,044
He had a fantasy.
His fantasy was
1245
01:15:06,079 --> 01:15:07,745
I'm going to get to 3 million $,
1246
01:15:07,797 --> 01:15:09,497
and then I'm going
to be a junkie.
1247
01:15:09,549 --> 01:15:12,333
That was his...
Those are his words.
1248
01:15:29,018 --> 01:15:31,769
# Come as you are
1249
01:15:31,821 --> 01:15:33,988
# As you were
1250
01:15:34,023 --> 01:15:37,358
# As I want you to be...
1251
01:15:37,360 --> 01:15:41,696
# As a friend
1252
01:15:41,698 --> 01:15:45,833
# As a known enemy...
1253
01:15:45,869 --> 01:15:49,537
# Take your time, hurry up
1254
01:15:49,539 --> 01:15:53,624
# The choice is yours,
don't be late...
1255
01:15:53,676 --> 01:15:55,543
There he is.
- He's against the wall.
1256
01:15:55,595 --> 01:15:57,044
Oh, my God!
1257
01:15:57,097 --> 01:15:59,714
He's totally trapped
back there.
1258
01:15:59,766 --> 01:16:02,884
# Memoria...
1259
01:16:02,886 --> 01:16:04,602
Is it fun to be famous?
1260
01:16:04,637 --> 01:16:06,888
People who are really famous
1261
01:16:06,940 --> 01:16:09,390
end up total reclusives,
1262
01:16:09,442 --> 01:16:11,392
and then they
don't do anything.
1263
01:16:11,444 --> 01:16:13,060
That sucks.
1264
01:16:13,113 --> 01:16:19,317
# And I swear that I don't
have a gun
1265
01:16:19,369 --> 01:16:27,492
# No, I don't have a gun
1266
01:16:27,544 --> 01:16:30,378
Go! Go! Go! Go...
1267
01:16:58,074 --> 01:17:00,858
#...ria
1268
01:17:00,910 --> 01:17:05,112
# Memoria
1269
01:17:05,114 --> 01:17:12,587
# Memoria
1270
01:17:14,374 --> 01:17:19,794
# And I swear
that I don't have a gun
1271
01:17:19,846 --> 01:17:23,464
# No, I don't have a gun
1272
01:17:23,466 --> 01:17:27,468
# No, I don't have a gun
1273
01:17:27,470 --> 01:17:32,139
# No, I don't have a gun.
1274
01:17:46,489 --> 01:17:49,657
Nirvana!
1275
01:18:00,837 --> 01:18:03,671
The money, the attention,
the hype, the hysteria...
1276
01:18:03,723 --> 01:18:05,556
Kurt Cobain,
an overnight spokesman
1277
01:18:05,592 --> 01:18:07,225
for many disaffected
young people...
1278
01:18:07,260 --> 01:18:09,343
...is spokesman for a generation.
1279
01:18:09,395 --> 01:18:11,929
For his generation,
he's the closest to having a John Lennon.
1280
01:18:20,940 --> 01:18:23,024
It's not my fault.
1281
01:18:23,076 --> 01:18:25,109
I never wanted the fame.
1282
01:19:14,160 --> 01:19:16,577
You suck!
1283
01:19:33,346 --> 01:19:35,680
Seattle's own Nirvana
finds itself
1284
01:19:35,732 --> 01:19:38,149
at the very top of
"Billboard's" pop albums chart
1285
01:19:38,184 --> 01:19:39,900
with its album "Nevermind",
1286
01:19:39,936 --> 01:19:41,435
while guitarist Kurt Cobain
1287
01:19:41,487 --> 01:19:43,104
just got engaged
to Courtney Love,
1288
01:19:43,106 --> 01:19:46,440
front woman of an L.A.
band called Hole.
1289
01:19:46,442 --> 01:19:49,944
According to "Rolling Stone",
Cobain fell ill with a stomach problem
1290
01:19:49,996 --> 01:19:51,612
during their tour
of four continents
1291
01:19:51,664 --> 01:19:54,165
and had to cancel a number
of dates in England.
1292
01:19:54,200 --> 01:19:56,584
There's been speculation
of summer tour plans,
1293
01:19:56,619 --> 01:19:59,754
but so far, only the next
Reading Festival in August.
1294
01:19:59,789 --> 01:20:02,289
Nirvana is now retreating
from doing interviews.
1295
01:20:02,342 --> 01:20:04,425
Whether it's a reaction
to "too much, too soon, "
1296
01:20:04,460 --> 01:20:06,877
the band would rather
their music speak for itself
1297
01:20:06,929 --> 01:20:09,547
than be knighted as spokesmen
for a generation.
1298
01:20:11,551 --> 01:20:13,384
Right after you
guys got married,
1299
01:20:13,436 --> 01:20:15,019
they were the biggest band
in the world,
1300
01:20:15,054 --> 01:20:17,054
and Kurt decided
to take six months off.
1301
01:20:17,106 --> 01:20:21,809
So, officially, in the story that's out
in the world,
1302
01:20:21,811 --> 01:20:25,479
he took six months off
of their touring schedule?
1303
01:20:25,531 --> 01:20:28,149
He could have toured the world at that
point and made a shitload of money.
1304
01:20:28,201 --> 01:20:29,283
Oh, I see.
1305
01:20:29,318 --> 01:20:30,484
To me,
it seemed like he wanted to stay
1306
01:20:30,486 --> 01:20:32,570
in an apartment with you
and do heroin.
1307
01:20:32,655 --> 01:20:35,656
Yeah, he wanted to stay in an
apartment and do heroin and paint.
1308
01:20:35,708 --> 01:20:38,826
And play his guitar.
That's what he wanted to do.
1309
01:20:51,641 --> 01:20:53,424
Hi.
1310
01:20:58,564 --> 01:21:00,231
Hi.
1311
01:21:13,246 --> 01:21:15,946
This is our house.
- This is where we live.
1312
01:21:15,998 --> 01:21:17,698
I know it looks disgusting now,
1313
01:21:17,700 --> 01:21:20,284
but sometimes it's nice,
I mean after when I clean it,
1314
01:21:20,336 --> 01:21:21,619
'cause no one else
fucking does.
1315
01:21:21,671 --> 01:21:24,705
Okay, this is the toilet.
1316
01:21:24,707 --> 01:21:27,291
This is, um...
1317
01:21:27,343 --> 01:21:29,009
This is me.
- Hey.
1318
01:21:29,045 --> 01:21:31,712
Hello.
- Do we have a turkey baster?
1319
01:21:33,216 --> 01:21:34,715
What?
1320
01:21:34,767 --> 01:21:36,884
Right. Why do you think
that everyone thinks
1321
01:21:36,936 --> 01:21:39,053
you're the good one
and I'm the bad one?
1322
01:21:39,105 --> 01:21:42,056
Because I know how
to "use my illusion."
1323
01:21:43,976 --> 01:21:45,226
Where are you going?
1324
01:21:45,228 --> 01:21:48,946
I'm going into my other room.
1325
01:21:49,064 --> 01:21:51,232
I paid for this.
1326
01:21:51,234 --> 01:21:53,067
Put on the "dancing merry chimp"!
1327
01:21:56,906 --> 01:21:59,156
So is this the living room
that that guy describe
1328
01:21:59,208 --> 01:22:00,908
in "Rolling Stone" magazine?
1329
01:22:00,960 --> 01:22:03,577
With nothing
but a Twin Reverb amp
1330
01:22:03,579 --> 01:22:05,713
and teddy bears to keep him company.
- And the Cosmic Psychos.
1331
01:22:05,748 --> 01:22:07,498
The "Cosmo Psychos."
1332
01:22:07,550 --> 01:22:09,416
There's Eric.
- The champ.
1333
01:22:11,504 --> 01:22:14,088
Hi, honey.
1334
01:22:14,090 --> 01:22:15,762
Hi.
- I love you a lot.
1335
01:22:16,513 --> 01:22:17,832
You are so cute.
1336
01:22:17,977 --> 01:22:20,928
Here, Eric, you fill in for a while.
- Here.
1337
01:22:20,930 --> 01:22:24,064
This is the Kurt Cobain
action figure.
1338
01:22:24,100 --> 01:22:27,101
Secret coded message in his guitar.
1339
01:22:27,153 --> 01:22:30,104
Kurt, I think he looks
remarkably a lot like you.
1340
01:22:30,106 --> 01:22:32,439
Look at that.
- That's a bachata.
1341
01:22:32,441 --> 01:22:34,074
And he's playing a...
What looks to be
1342
01:22:34,110 --> 01:22:37,361
a sort of Mosrite-y
vintage...
1343
01:22:37,413 --> 01:22:41,665
Come into the breakfast nook.
1344
01:23:08,811 --> 01:23:10,611
Are you filming us?
1345
01:23:10,646 --> 01:23:12,313
Mm-hmm.
1346
01:23:12,315 --> 01:23:18,152
# She gives me everything
1347
01:23:18,154 --> 01:23:23,073
# And tenderly
1348
01:23:23,125 --> 01:23:28,078
# The kiss my lover brings
1349
01:23:28,130 --> 01:23:31,498
# She brings to me
1350
01:23:31,551 --> 01:23:35,252
# And I love her
1351
01:23:38,090 --> 01:23:43,093
# Bright are the stars
that shine
1352
01:23:43,145 --> 01:23:47,848
# Dark is the sky
1353
01:23:47,900 --> 01:23:53,070
# I know this love of mine
1354
01:23:53,105 --> 01:23:56,357
# Will never die
1355
01:23:56,359 --> 01:24:00,244
# And I love her...
1356
01:24:00,824 --> 01:24:03,270
Courtney, when I say I love you
I am not ashamed,
1357
01:24:03,646 --> 01:24:05,158
nor will anyone ever come close
to intimidetis me into think otherwise.
1358
01:24:05,193 --> 01:24:07,918
# A love like ours
1359
01:24:07,954 --> 01:24:12,673
# Will never die
1360
01:24:12,708 --> 01:24:19,713
# As long as I hold you
near me...
1361
01:24:20,903 --> 01:24:24,375
Greatest Fuck of all Rucks
let me live forever with you
1362
01:24:27,326 --> 01:24:30,366
I love you more than my mother
I'll Abort christ for you
1363
01:24:30,981 --> 01:24:33,620
I'll make myself miserable
to make you happy
1364
01:24:35,564 --> 01:24:37,781
Did you guys
want to have a baby?
1365
01:24:37,817 --> 01:24:39,199
Oh, God, yes.
1366
01:24:39,235 --> 01:24:40,734
Yes, we wanted to have a baby,
1367
01:24:40,736 --> 01:24:43,570
and I conceived Frances
in December.
1368
01:24:43,623 --> 01:24:45,572
So, I was pregnant
when I got married, yes.
1369
01:24:45,574 --> 01:24:47,374
We were all we had,
1370
01:24:47,410 --> 01:24:50,127
so making a family
as fast as possible
1371
01:24:50,162 --> 01:24:52,579
was, you know, important.
1372
01:24:52,632 --> 01:24:56,133
You know, so, I mean,
if I had had more time,
1373
01:24:56,168 --> 01:24:58,781
I'm telling you I'd have had
more kids with him.
1374
01:25:00,093 --> 01:25:02,092
Why do you feel so bad?
1375
01:25:04,977 --> 01:25:07,811
Why?
Uh-huh.
1376
01:25:07,847 --> 01:25:10,431
Because I want to.
1377
01:25:10,433 --> 01:25:12,433
It's my fault.
1378
01:25:12,485 --> 01:25:15,769
All my fault.
1379
01:25:15,821 --> 01:25:17,821
You're beautiful.
- I think you're really cute.
1380
01:25:17,857 --> 01:25:19,273
Thank you very much.
1381
01:25:19,325 --> 01:25:22,326
So do a lot of "Sassy" readers.
1382
01:25:22,361 --> 01:25:24,147
I married Bobby Sherman.
1383
01:25:24,182 --> 01:25:26,899
Do you think they do this to me?
- What?
1384
01:25:27,116 --> 01:25:29,331
Do you think they do this to me
when they read "Sassy"?
1385
01:25:32,755 --> 01:25:35,188
Girls don't masturbate
over their teen idols.
1386
01:25:35,758 --> 01:25:37,124
They don't?
1387
01:25:37,176 --> 01:25:40,042
No, they make up much more
intricate schematic plans.
1388
01:25:40,129 --> 01:25:41,625
Girls are a lot more
complex than boys.
1389
01:25:42,598 --> 01:25:44,536
You don't know what girls
do to each other.
1390
01:25:44,571 --> 01:25:46,229
Yes, I do.
- No, you don't.
1391
01:25:46,264 --> 01:25:48,124
They're vicious.
- I mean, you can know
1392
01:25:48,438 --> 01:25:49,726
about crafty girls all you want,
1393
01:25:50,106 --> 01:25:51,398
but I wouldn't
let you go on tour
1394
01:25:52,308 --> 01:25:54,125
with crafty girls
because fuckin'...
1395
01:25:54,477 --> 01:25:55,886
It doesn't fuckin' matter, man.
1396
01:25:56,112 --> 01:25:57,945
They... They...
1397
01:26:00,483 --> 01:26:01,949
They diss me.
1398
01:26:01,984 --> 01:26:04,485
They diss me all the time.
1399
01:26:04,537 --> 01:26:05,986
I'd be fat.
1400
01:26:05,988 --> 01:26:08,455
I can't... I know it's not
even like I can't trust you,
1401
01:26:08,491 --> 01:26:10,324
it's just you can't
trust men in general,
1402
01:26:10,326 --> 01:26:13,744
even if they're new men
and they're you.
1403
01:26:13,796 --> 01:26:18,749
And even if they're like you,
you still can't trust them.
1404
01:26:18,801 --> 01:26:21,585
I understand what you're trying to say,
but I don't agree.
1405
01:26:21,637 --> 01:26:25,422
Just because you...
- I'm a new man. I'm a man for the '90s.
1406
01:26:25,474 --> 01:26:27,474
I'm Ward Cleaver.
1407
01:26:27,510 --> 01:26:29,510
And then, you being you,
you'd be all sensitive
1408
01:26:29,512 --> 01:26:31,261
and you'd go...
1409
01:26:31,313 --> 01:26:32,813
"How are we gonna
tell Courtney?"
1410
01:26:34,266 --> 01:26:35,899
Meanwhile, I've ruined my career,
I've ruined my life,
1411
01:26:35,935 --> 01:26:38,352
become the most hated woman in America,
because I'm 200 pounds.
1412
01:26:38,404 --> 01:26:41,105
But you're already the most hated woman in America.
- What?
1413
01:26:41,157 --> 01:26:44,691
You and Roseanne Barr are tied for
being the most hated woman in America.
1414
01:26:44,693 --> 01:26:46,577
Okay, I married Bobby Sherman,
I'm the most hated...
1415
01:26:46,612 --> 01:26:50,614
Ruined my body,
not play the Reading Festival this year
1416
01:26:50,666 --> 01:26:53,283
when I could have
kicked your ass.
1417
01:26:53,335 --> 01:26:54,017
Just...
- You could...
1418
01:26:54,326 --> 01:26:55,210
You should still play the Reading...
1419
01:26:55,254 --> 01:26:58,288
Oh, yes, I should just
play the Reading Festival.
1420
01:26:58,340 --> 01:27:00,424
Dive into the crowd...
- Right. That's right.
1421
01:27:00,459 --> 01:27:02,709
Shoot off a gun,
light yourself on fire.
1422
01:27:02,762 --> 01:27:06,797
Let everyone see this.
- And give birth.
1423
01:27:06,849 --> 01:27:09,716
And this is only half of it.
1424
01:27:09,769 --> 01:27:13,387
The rest is yet to come.
- Look. Moustache.
1425
01:27:13,389 --> 01:27:15,189
Hmm, I like that.
- Wait, wait.
1426
01:27:15,224 --> 01:27:18,942
Free moustache rides!
1427
01:27:19,979 --> 01:27:21,302
It's a "womb broom."
1428
01:27:22,314 --> 01:27:24,800
Keep it, please?
- Okay! Ha!
1429
01:27:25,317 --> 01:27:27,755
Just keep it for the night.
- No way!
1430
01:27:27,790 --> 01:27:29,116
Please, Kurt, you need...
1431
01:27:29,572 --> 01:27:33,073
This is the...
- # Outshined, Outshined
1432
01:27:33,075 --> 01:27:35,876
# Outshined! ("Outshined"; a song by the American rock band Soundgarden)
1433
01:27:35,911 --> 01:27:37,544
This is the look of Aberdeen.
1434
01:27:37,580 --> 01:27:40,831
Come on, look at the camera.
1435
01:27:40,883 --> 01:27:42,800
I was in Vietnam.
1436
01:27:42,835 --> 01:27:44,251
You weren't in Vietnam.
1437
01:27:44,303 --> 01:27:46,503
I was in Vietnam.
1438
01:27:46,555 --> 01:27:50,090
Look at my large breasts.
1439
01:27:50,142 --> 01:27:51,425
"Dearest 'Sassy'
1440
01:27:51,427 --> 01:27:53,260
and whoever else is responsible
1441
01:27:53,262 --> 01:27:55,729
for the Kurt Cobain,
Courtney 'Pig' story,
1442
01:27:55,764 --> 01:27:58,682
Your story in April's 'Sassy'
about Kurt Cobain
1443
01:27:58,734 --> 01:28:01,852
and that Courtney hag
truly made me want to vomit.
1444
01:28:01,904 --> 01:28:03,270
First of all,
what could have been
1445
01:28:03,322 --> 01:28:06,023
a beautiful interview
experience with Kurt Cobain,
1446
01:28:06,075 --> 01:28:07,691
the god of love in human form,
1447
01:28:07,743 --> 01:28:10,327
was totally ruined
by nasty old dirty Miss Love
1448
01:28:10,362 --> 01:28:11,945
running her big, fat mouth.
1449
01:28:11,997 --> 01:28:15,833
Who cares about her stupid
Victorian house or her sucky ban
1450
01:28:15,868 --> 01:28:17,701
or how she was
so obnoxious and pushy
1451
01:28:17,753 --> 01:28:20,504
that she scared poor Kurt
into going out with her?
1452
01:28:20,539 --> 01:28:21,788
Secondly, you guys are
supposed to be
1453
01:28:21,841 --> 01:28:23,340
so understanding and all that,
1454
01:28:23,375 --> 01:28:24,958
so what possessed you
to be so insensitive
1455
01:28:25,010 --> 01:28:27,928
to those of us who would lick the
ground that Kurt Cobain walked on?
1456
01:28:27,963 --> 01:28:29,930
You could have just mentioned
the vile Courtney,
1457
01:28:29,965 --> 01:28:32,716
but, oh, no, you went so far
as to show her kissing Kurt.
1458
01:28:32,768 --> 01:28:33,967
Blech!
1459
01:28:33,969 --> 01:28:36,770
I will never forgive you.
Never, never, never!
1460
01:28:36,805 --> 01:28:38,889
Sincerely disillusioned
with life,
1461
01:28:38,941 --> 01:28:41,642
Stacy the Kurt slave."
1462
01:28:41,644 --> 01:28:43,861
And there's a little happy
face on the bottom.
1463
01:28:43,896 --> 01:28:47,231
Happy face...
"This is not currently me, thanks to you."
1464
01:28:47,283 --> 01:28:49,399
Why don't...
Why don't you interview us?
1465
01:28:49,451 --> 01:28:50,817
Kurt and Courtney?
1466
01:28:50,870 --> 01:28:53,070
This is slow. It's too slow.
- "Sassy 2."
1467
01:28:54,790 --> 01:28:57,157
How does it feel to be fast?
1468
01:28:58,043 --> 01:29:00,544
Life in the fast lane.
1469
01:29:02,248 --> 01:29:05,883
At the height
of their drug abuse...
1470
01:29:06,919 --> 01:29:09,052
Damn, if I wasn't so needle-sick,
1471
01:29:09,088 --> 01:29:11,838
I'd be on tour
with Guns N' Roses right now.
1472
01:29:14,343 --> 01:29:16,677
Me and Axl would be
whooping it up,
1473
01:29:16,679 --> 01:29:18,345
snake-dancing
across the universe.
1474
01:29:18,347 --> 01:29:20,931
Snake-dancing across
the stage together
1475
01:29:20,983 --> 01:29:22,733
singing Nazareth songs.
1476
01:29:22,768 --> 01:29:25,736
But I'm too goddamn needle-sick,
man.
1477
01:29:25,771 --> 01:29:29,189
Are you fucked up, baby?
1478
01:29:31,327 --> 01:29:33,126
Hack, hack.
1479
01:29:33,162 --> 01:29:36,613
# You love me, you love me
1480
01:29:36,649 --> 01:29:39,232
# Pretty please
1481
01:29:40,452 --> 01:29:47,407
# I wanna be your girlfriend
1482
01:29:47,409 --> 01:29:51,078
# Let me just be your girlfriend...
1483
01:29:51,080 --> 01:29:54,181
# Let me just be
your girlfriend
1484
01:29:54,216 --> 01:29:55,716
# Well, then put it in my anus
1485
01:29:55,768 --> 01:29:57,551
# And it kinda was heinous...
1486
01:29:57,603 --> 01:30:04,608
# But put it in my anus
and it kinda was heinous
1487
01:30:04,643 --> 01:30:07,894
# But put it in my anus
and it kinda was smelly
1488
01:30:07,947 --> 01:30:11,865
# And I wanna be
your girlfriend
1489
01:30:11,900 --> 01:30:14,735
# I wanna be your girlfriend
1490
01:30:14,787 --> 01:30:18,705
# I wanna ride your Bratmobile,
baby
1491
01:30:18,741 --> 01:30:21,658
# I wanna know how you really feel,
yeah
1492
01:30:21,710 --> 01:30:24,878
# I wanna ride
in your Bratmobile
1493
01:30:24,913 --> 01:30:28,332
# I wanna shoot up
in your Bratmobile
1494
01:30:28,384 --> 01:30:30,133
# 'Cause put it in my butt
- # I feel insane
1495
01:30:30,169 --> 01:30:32,302
# And I'll feel sexy, but...
# Put it in my baby...
1496
01:30:32,338 --> 01:30:34,755
I did do heroin
when I was pregnant,
1497
01:30:34,807 --> 01:30:36,673
and then I stopped.
1498
01:30:36,725 --> 01:30:39,426
And I knew she would be fine.
1499
01:30:39,428 --> 01:30:41,094
Come on!
1500
01:30:41,096 --> 01:30:44,681
So, he was never concerned
that our child would have...
1501
01:30:44,733 --> 01:30:47,684
I assured him that I was
built like an oxen
1502
01:30:47,736 --> 01:30:51,521
and could carry this pregnancy to
term and not have any problems.
1503
01:30:51,573 --> 01:30:53,440
But, you know,
I was a young woman.
1504
01:30:53,442 --> 01:30:56,026
The pregnancy
isn't the problem.
1505
01:30:56,078 --> 01:31:00,280
It's the being around
a junkie while I'm pregnant
1506
01:31:00,282 --> 01:31:01,782
when I'm a junkie, too,
1507
01:31:01,867 --> 01:31:03,450
and I know the minute
that baby's out,
1508
01:31:03,452 --> 01:31:07,037
I'm going to go shoot up
in celebratory fashion.
1509
01:31:07,089 --> 01:31:09,923
You know what I mean?
Like, that was our lifestyle.
1510
01:31:14,452 --> 01:31:16,371
the male Seahorse
carries the children
1511
01:31:17,603 --> 01:31:19,393
and gives them Birth.
1512
01:31:19,428 --> 01:31:23,887
Pain will dissolve
the sea monkeys at present.
1513
01:31:23,939 --> 01:31:27,107
Sea monkeys
will hatch and reproduce.
1514
01:31:27,142 --> 01:31:30,227
We say, "Adieu", little girl.
1515
01:31:30,279 --> 01:31:32,529
They found the little girl's skin
1516
01:31:32,564 --> 01:31:36,116
under his yellow,
cigarette-stained fingernails.
1517
01:31:38,203 --> 01:31:43,040
# And if you say your prayers
1518
01:31:43,075 --> 01:31:47,878
# You will make God happy
1519
01:31:47,913 --> 01:31:52,332
# And if you do what's told
1520
01:31:52,418 --> 01:31:56,503
# You will make me happy
1521
01:31:56,555 --> 01:32:01,725
# I'll keep you in a jar
1522
01:32:01,760 --> 01:32:06,063
# And you will seem happy
1523
01:32:06,098 --> 01:32:10,600
# I'll give you breathing holes
1524
01:32:10,652 --> 01:32:15,188
# You will think you're happy...
1525
01:32:19,008 --> 01:32:19,744
CRACK BABIES
1526
01:32:21,960 --> 01:32:23,199
micro embryonic Fluids
1527
01:32:24,408 --> 01:32:25,741
Abort christ
1528
01:32:33,605 --> 01:32:34,959
Strange Love
1529
01:32:44,622 --> 01:32:46,580
Sources maintain that the Cobains
have been heavily into heroin.
1530
01:32:47,708 --> 01:32:49,023
"Courtney was pregnant and she
was shooting up.
1531
01:32:52,493 --> 01:32:53,868
Kurt was throwing up on
people in the cab.
1532
01:32:54,740 --> 01:32:55,745
They were both out of it."
1533
01:32:56,033 --> 01:32:58,300
It's a sick scene in that apartment
says a close friend.
1534
01:33:00,108 --> 01:33:01,484
Persistent drug rumors,
1535
01:33:02,261 --> 01:33:03,426
"We went on a binge" she says,
1536
01:33:04,338 --> 01:33:05,407
"We did a lot of drugs.
1537
01:33:06,509 --> 01:33:07,588
...we copped some dope.
1538
01:33:08,732 --> 01:33:11,089
"It's appalling to think that she'd be
taking drugs when she knew she was pregnant,"
1539
01:33:11,498 --> 01:33:13,235
says one close friend.
"We're all worried about that baby."
1540
01:33:16,804 --> 01:33:17,964
Kurt seems fragile.
1541
01:33:18,788 --> 01:33:20,093
He looks as if he might break.
1542
01:33:28,836 --> 01:33:32,148
I feel violeted
1543
01:33:50,580 --> 01:33:52,501
Dear Emoty TU
The Entity of all Corporte Gods
1544
01:33:53,421 --> 01:33:55,339
how fucking dare you embrase
such trash journalism from
1545
01:33:55,717 --> 01:33:57,619
en overweight Cow who severely
needs her Karma Broken.
1546
01:34:00,779 --> 01:34:03,317
... I've heard so many exaggerated
stories or reports from my friends
1547
01:34:06,179 --> 01:34:07,722
how I'm A notoriosly sucked up
1548
01:34:07,844 --> 01:34:11,711
Heroin addict, self destructive,
alcoholic yet overly sensitive frail, fragile,
1549
01:34:13,120 --> 01:34:15,500
Neurotic, little piss Ant who At
any minute is going to O.D.
1550
01:34:14,109 --> 01:34:19,396
# Am surly
Jump off a roof
1551
01:34:19,731 --> 01:34:21,216
# Dea...
Blow my head
1552
01:34:21,638 --> 01:34:23,782
# Death...
Or All 3 t once.
1553
01:34:25,871 --> 01:34:27,320
Does that get to you?
1554
01:34:27,372 --> 01:34:29,239
To read things
like you're dying
1555
01:34:29,291 --> 01:34:31,825
of smack addiction
and shit like...
1556
01:34:31,827 --> 01:34:34,294
Yeah, it makes you feel
like the kid in school
1557
01:34:34,329 --> 01:34:36,213
who gets picked on
all the time.
1558
01:34:36,248 --> 01:34:39,416
Or it makes you feel like
the school slut.
1559
01:34:39,468 --> 01:34:42,552
Party on, Wayne.
1560
01:34:42,588 --> 01:34:44,337
I feel like people
want me to die,
1561
01:34:44,339 --> 01:34:46,806
because it would be the
classic rock 'n' roll story.
1562
01:34:46,842 --> 01:34:52,145
# Dea... Death
1563
01:34:52,180 --> 01:34:56,683
# Dea... Death...
1564
01:35:13,869 --> 01:35:16,536
I would like to professionally
and publicly announce
1565
01:35:16,588 --> 01:35:19,623
that this is our last show.
1566
01:35:19,675 --> 01:35:23,260
There's been some pretty extreme
things written about us,
1567
01:35:23,295 --> 01:35:24,928
especially my wife,
1568
01:35:24,963 --> 01:35:27,597
'cause she thinks
everybody hates her now.
1569
01:35:27,633 --> 01:35:28,848
So, um...
1570
01:35:28,884 --> 01:35:30,967
I wanted to give her
a message and say,
1571
01:35:31,019 --> 01:35:32,636
Courtney, we love you.
1572
01:35:32,688 --> 01:35:34,554
Okay, ready?
1573
01:35:34,556 --> 01:35:36,890
On the count of three.
1574
01:35:36,892 --> 01:35:39,059
One, two, three.
1575
01:35:39,111 --> 01:35:42,228
Courtney, we love you!
1576
01:35:42,281 --> 01:35:44,447
Thanks.
1577
01:35:56,044 --> 01:35:57,243
# Oh
1578
01:35:57,296 --> 01:36:02,082
# When I was an alien
1579
01:36:02,134 --> 01:36:07,671
# Cultures weren't opinions
1580
01:36:07,723 --> 01:36:10,056
# Gotta find a way,
a better way
1581
01:36:10,092 --> 01:36:12,726
# When I'm there
1582
01:36:12,761 --> 01:36:15,312
# Gotta find a way,
a better way
1583
01:36:15,347 --> 01:36:17,681
# I had better wait
1584
01:36:17,733 --> 01:36:20,233
# Gotta find a way,
a better way
1585
01:36:20,268 --> 01:36:22,769
# When I'm there
1586
01:36:22,821 --> 01:36:25,188
# Gotta find a way,
a better way
1587
01:36:25,240 --> 01:36:27,691
# I had better wait
1588
01:36:37,786 --> 01:36:42,872
# Just because you're paranoid
1589
01:36:42,924 --> 01:36:48,128
# Don't mean they're
not after you
1590
01:36:48,180 --> 01:36:50,630
# Gotta find a way,
a better way
1591
01:36:50,682 --> 01:36:53,099
# When I'm there
1592
01:36:53,135 --> 01:36:55,635
# Gotta find a way,
a better way
1593
01:36:55,637 --> 01:36:58,304
# When I'm there
1594
01:36:58,306 --> 01:37:00,890
# Gotta find a way,
a better way
1595
01:37:00,942 --> 01:37:03,026
# I had better wait
1596
01:37:03,061 --> 01:37:05,812
# Gotta find a way,
a better way
1597
01:37:05,814 --> 01:37:08,531
# I had better wait.
1598
01:37:47,875 --> 01:37:50,360
Nirvana star Kurt's baby
born a drug addict
1599
01:37:51,777 --> 01:37:52,981
Hooked
An insider at the Cedars Sinai Hopital
1600
01:37:53,394 --> 01:37:54,609
in Los Angeles revealed yesterday:
"The baby was high on methadone
1601
01:37:54,959 --> 01:37:56,166
when she was born.
She was fed the drug in the womb
1602
01:37:56,510 --> 01:37:57,683
via her mother who was still
hooked when she was born.
1603
01:37:57,997 --> 01:37:59,635
"The quickest way to get her off
the drug was to let her go cold turkey.
1604
01:38:00,153 --> 01:38:01,218
She suffered cold sweats, shivering
cramps and muscle spasms but she should live"
1605
01:38:01,690 --> 01:38:03,178
Shame
"Courtney was a real handful.
1606
01:38:03,757 --> 01:38:05,590
She was so spaced out she had
no idea what the was doing.
1607
01:38:05,934 --> 01:38:08,413
Pals say Kurt, whose hits with Nirvana
include Smells Like Teen Spirit,
1608
01:38:08,822 --> 01:38:10,135
was "very relieved" fer the birth.
1609
01:38:10,742 --> 01:38:12,062
One added: "He's happy that
the baby has relieved...
1610
01:38:13,283 --> 01:38:15,404
An article in Vanity Fair implied that Ms. Love had taken heroin well into the pregnancy.
1611
01:38:15,782 --> 01:38:17,959
Two weeks after the baby was born,
using the article as evidence,
1612
01:38:18,349 --> 01:38:20,183
the Los Angeles County Department of
Children's Services
1613
01:38:20,545 --> 01:38:22,297
force the couple to surrender the child
to Ms. Love's sister.
1614
01:38:22,736 --> 01:38:25,577
Although the Cobains soon regained custody,
county officias continued to monitor them.
1615
01:38:29,648 --> 01:38:33,783
Hi.
1616
01:38:33,819 --> 01:38:36,703
How you doing?
1617
01:38:36,738 --> 01:38:41,291
You're getting suspicious with this
electronic device in your face, huh?
1618
01:38:41,326 --> 01:38:42,826
Staring right at it.
1619
01:38:42,878 --> 01:38:45,295
What...
What do you see in there?
1620
01:38:45,330 --> 01:38:47,080
Nothing.
1621
01:38:47,132 --> 01:38:50,550
Would you show your butt for the cam...
Oh, a little wet, okay.
1622
01:38:50,585 --> 01:38:54,587
A little pee.
- That is most definitely amphibian.
1623
01:38:55,757 --> 01:38:57,223
Don't look at me. Don't...
1624
01:38:57,259 --> 01:38:59,259
Frances,
this is your real problem.
1625
01:38:59,311 --> 01:39:01,761
Everywhere Daddy looks,
you won't look.
1626
01:39:01,763 --> 01:39:04,013
Hi, hi.
- Look at that.
1627
01:39:16,444 --> 01:39:19,112
Bah!
1628
01:39:23,251 --> 01:39:25,785
This is the happiest
day I've ever seen.
1629
01:39:25,787 --> 01:39:28,004
Don't you think?
- She knows.
1630
01:39:28,039 --> 01:39:31,624
She's... Now she's got lots
of things in store for her.
1631
01:39:31,626 --> 01:39:34,627
You wanna be a star
for a while and I'll film?
1632
01:39:34,629 --> 01:39:37,797
Wanna be the star?
1633
01:39:41,186 --> 01:39:43,803
Fly.
Want to fly?
1634
01:39:43,855 --> 01:39:47,473
Fly? Fly?
1635
01:39:47,475 --> 01:39:49,559
Ah? Nose?
1636
01:39:50,862 --> 01:39:53,062
Taste good?
1637
01:39:55,817 --> 01:39:57,317
Ha!
1638
01:39:57,369 --> 01:39:59,702
Wanna barf in my mouth again?
1639
01:39:59,738 --> 01:40:01,821
Three times the charm!
1640
01:40:01,873 --> 01:40:03,907
Ah!
- Are you getting all this?
1641
01:40:03,959 --> 01:40:06,626
Yes!
- Oh, aren't we lucky?
1642
01:40:06,661 --> 01:40:08,236
Oh, I know.
1643
01:40:10,227 --> 01:40:13,354
Seven months ago, I shose to put myself
in position which requires
1644
01:40:14,018 --> 01:40:15,754
the highest form of responsibility
a person can have.
1645
01:40:17,257 --> 01:40:19,962
... Everytime I see a teevision show that
has duing children or seeing testimony
1646
01:40:20,482 --> 01:40:22,873
by a parents who recently ost
their child I can't help but cry.
1647
01:40:23,218 --> 01:40:25,513
The thought of losing my baby
haunts me every day.
1648
01:40:30,808 --> 01:40:33,152
... I will fight to my death to keep the right
to provide for my child.
1649
01:40:33,574 --> 01:40:36,447
I'll go out of my way to remind her
that I love her more than I love myself.
1650
01:40:36,860 --> 01:40:39,653
Not because it's a fathers duty, but
because I want to out of love.
1651
01:40:46,585 --> 01:40:48,868
Are you worried
about the kind of mistakes
1652
01:40:48,870 --> 01:40:51,754
that might have been made
in your growing up
1653
01:40:51,790 --> 01:40:55,675
that sort of impacts how you
deal with her situation?
1654
01:40:55,710 --> 01:40:56,960
No.
1655
01:40:57,012 --> 01:41:00,630
My father and I are
completely different people.
1656
01:41:00,682 --> 01:41:03,716
I know that
I'm capable of showing
1657
01:41:03,718 --> 01:41:06,352
a lot more affection
than my dad was.
1658
01:41:06,388 --> 01:41:09,806
I mean, even if Court and I
were to get a divorce,
1659
01:41:09,858 --> 01:41:13,776
I would never allow us
to be in a situation
1660
01:41:13,812 --> 01:41:18,064
where there are bad vibes
between us in front of her.
1661
01:41:18,116 --> 01:41:20,366
If there's anything
that we're determined to do,
1662
01:41:20,402 --> 01:41:23,536
it's to give Frances
as much love as we can.
1663
01:41:23,571 --> 01:41:26,739
I mean, if anything,
it's going to stop me
1664
01:41:26,741 --> 01:41:29,375
from pursuing
this rock 'n' roll thing.
1665
01:41:29,411 --> 01:41:31,794
It's going to be her
because I don't want her
1666
01:41:31,830 --> 01:41:35,581
to be screwed up because of it.
1667
01:41:35,583 --> 01:41:38,217
I don't know what's going to
happen in the next few years.
1668
01:41:38,253 --> 01:41:40,420
It's...
It's kind of scary.
1669
01:41:42,893 --> 01:41:44,414
I'm been blessed with little person
1670
01:41:44,880 --> 01:41:46,415
I can't let myself be much closer
1671
01:41:46,814 --> 01:41:49,070
I'm afraid of her life
when she gets older
1672
01:41:53,018 --> 01:41:54,484
I dropped it.
1673
01:41:54,519 --> 01:41:55,818
Mommy's loud.
1674
01:41:55,854 --> 01:41:59,772
I'm loud.
- Oh, who's a big crybaby?
1675
01:41:59,774 --> 01:42:02,909
Oh, look at this, she's...
She's kind of upset.
1676
01:42:02,944 --> 01:42:04,610
Okay, let's get her naked.
1677
01:42:04,663 --> 01:42:06,612
That's what I want.
I want you naked.
1678
01:42:06,665 --> 01:42:08,164
"Nirvana!
1679
01:42:08,199 --> 01:42:11,284
Who the fuck do you think you are?
- Ew!
1680
01:42:11,286 --> 01:42:13,119
Seeing your
interviews makes me think
1681
01:42:13,121 --> 01:42:17,840
you guys are the most immature
pieces of trash ever made.
1682
01:42:17,876 --> 01:42:19,592
If you assholes
could ever write anything
1683
01:42:19,627 --> 01:42:22,845
that could come close to anything
Guns N' Roses has written,
1684
01:42:22,881 --> 01:42:24,430
maybe you could talk,
1685
01:42:24,466 --> 01:42:28,017
but until you sell
a few billion more albums,
1686
01:42:28,053 --> 01:42:30,770
take your head out of your
asses and smell the air.
1687
01:42:30,805 --> 01:42:32,972
It smells like Guns N' Roses!
- Guns N' Roses!
1688
01:42:33,024 --> 01:42:37,527
Shy Sue, nine years old."
- Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
1689
01:42:37,562 --> 01:42:39,812
Okay, enough with the cute voices.
1690
01:42:39,864 --> 01:42:41,948
Leave me alone.
I have to read this now.
1691
01:42:41,983 --> 01:42:43,566
Especially you.
1692
01:42:43,618 --> 01:42:45,451
Don't look at me.
Don't look at me.
1693
01:42:45,452 --> 01:42:46,452
Hey!
1694
01:42:48,671 --> 01:42:50,655
Nirvana tot bounces back
from drug fear
1695
01:42:51,119 --> 01:42:53,935
SHOCK rocker Kurt Cobain of Nirvana
has a healty new baby daughter-
1696
01:42:54,303 --> 01:42:55,258
despite his wife going on a drugs
bings during her pregnancy.
1697
01:42:57,388 --> 01:42:58,123
Dady Kurt quits drugs
1698
01:42:58,571 --> 01:43:00,139
Kurt Cobain-whose daughter Frences
1699
01:43:00,729 --> 01:43:01,552
was born ast month addicted
to heroin-has quit drugs.
1700
01:43:01,959 --> 01:43:03,974
The Nirvana singer says: "Holding
my baby is the best drug in the world."
1701
01:43:04,173 --> 01:43:06,518
The public didn't know it, but
the battle to have free and clear
1702
01:43:06,782 --> 01:43:08,237
custody of Frances still raged on.
Frances now lived with Kurt and Courtney,
1703
01:43:07,675 --> 01:43:11,177
In an isolation tank,
1704
01:43:08,527 --> 01:43:09,526
but the couple had to submit to regular
urine tests and a socia worker had to check up
1705
01:43:09,853 --> 01:43:10,741
on them periodicaly to make sure they were
raising their child in an acceptable manner.
1706
01:43:11,179 --> 01:43:16,349
on 50 hits of Demerol,
1707
01:43:16,351 --> 01:43:19,852
as New Age music poisons
1708
01:43:19,854 --> 01:43:23,156
the scarce, humid air.
1709
01:43:23,191 --> 01:43:28,277
# Well, congratulations
1710
01:43:28,329 --> 01:43:31,247
# You have won
1711
01:43:31,282 --> 01:43:35,418
# It's a year's subscription
1712
01:43:35,453 --> 01:43:38,504
# Of bad puns
1713
01:43:38,540 --> 01:43:42,708
# And a makeshift story
1714
01:43:42,761 --> 01:43:46,379
# Of concern...
1715
01:43:51,052 --> 01:43:53,686
Bog you down.
1716
01:43:56,441 --> 01:43:58,357
Tonight from Hollywood,
we bring you
1717
01:43:58,393 --> 01:44:02,061
a most unusual broadcast,
starring a famous radio couple
1718
01:44:02,063 --> 01:44:05,898
who have never before appeared
in a story of this kind.
1719
01:44:32,811 --> 01:44:35,261
This is Kurt Cobain.
1720
01:44:35,313 --> 01:44:38,264
I have a lot of things
to say to you.
1721
01:44:38,266 --> 01:44:41,100
A lot of fucking things
to say to you,
1722
01:44:41,102 --> 01:44:44,270
you parasitic
little fucking cunt.
1723
01:44:44,322 --> 01:44:46,689
You're not writing
about my band.
1724
01:44:46,741 --> 01:44:51,611
You're writing about how
jealous you are of my wife.
1725
01:44:51,663 --> 01:44:54,113
You have absolutely
no fucking idea
1726
01:44:54,115 --> 01:44:56,165
what you're doing.
1727
01:44:56,201 --> 01:44:58,951
You will find out.
1728
01:44:58,953 --> 01:45:01,621
I don't care if this
is a recorded threat.
1729
01:45:01,623 --> 01:45:04,257
I'm at the end of my rope.
1730
01:45:04,292 --> 01:45:08,160
Never been more fucking
serious in my life.
1731
01:46:56,454 --> 01:46:58,788
Everything we do...
Develop personal courage,
1732
01:46:58,823 --> 01:47:02,158
confidence and belief
in our own abilities...
1733
01:47:02,210 --> 01:47:04,377
Make your determination
so strong
1734
01:47:04,412 --> 01:47:07,496
that it will eliminate
any situation or circumstance
1735
01:47:07,548 --> 01:47:09,882
which stands in the way
of your goal.
1736
01:47:09,917 --> 01:47:14,253
Check, check, check, check, check.
1737
01:48:13,147 --> 01:48:15,614
Uh-huh, this looks just like
the Metallica video.
1738
01:48:15,650 --> 01:48:18,234
This is part of your
rock-u-mentary.
1739
01:48:18,286 --> 01:48:19,985
I think the problem...
- Come on, now.
1740
01:48:19,987 --> 01:48:23,372
It really expresses
the way you guys...
1741
01:48:23,408 --> 01:48:24,907
You can't just do
what you do onstage.
1742
01:48:24,959 --> 01:48:27,660
You can't.
You're making an album.
1743
01:48:37,055 --> 01:48:38,971
Frances.
1744
01:48:39,006 --> 01:48:41,807
Frances, Frances, Frances!
1745
01:48:41,843 --> 01:48:44,593
Ha!
1746
01:48:44,645 --> 01:48:47,513
Okay, okay.
1747
01:48:47,565 --> 01:48:50,099
I have to... Now they're calling me.
I have to work now.
1748
01:48:50,151 --> 01:48:52,151
Take the baby.
- Well, rock on.
1749
01:48:52,186 --> 01:48:54,186
Daddy's gotta go rock!
1750
01:49:06,033 --> 01:49:09,952
# Teenage angst
has paid off well
1751
01:49:10,004 --> 01:49:14,039
# Now I'm bored and old
1752
01:49:14,041 --> 01:49:17,710
# Self-appointed judges judge
1753
01:49:17,762 --> 01:49:22,014
# More than they have sold
1754
01:49:22,049 --> 01:49:25,885
# If she floats,
then she is not
1755
01:49:25,937 --> 01:49:29,939
# A witch like we had thought
1756
01:49:29,974 --> 01:49:33,809
# A down payment on another
1757
01:49:33,861 --> 01:49:38,280
# One at Salem's lot...
1758
01:49:38,316 --> 01:49:41,567
You said before, let's make
a record to use most of your writing.
1759
01:49:41,569 --> 01:49:44,069
I was in the beginning,
about a year and a half ago.
1760
01:49:44,122 --> 01:49:45,905
I was completely fed up
with the whole thing.
1761
01:49:45,907 --> 01:49:48,073
I didn't want to be
a rock star at all.
1762
01:49:48,075 --> 01:49:50,493
It was just...
It was freaking me out, you know.
1763
01:49:50,545 --> 01:49:54,413
But I've had two years to recuperate.
1764
01:49:54,465 --> 01:50:00,920
# That legendary divorce
is such a bore
1765
01:50:02,340 --> 01:50:05,674
# As my bones grew,
they did hurt
1766
01:50:05,726 --> 01:50:09,478
# They hurt really bad
1767
01:50:09,514 --> 01:50:12,982
# I tried hard
to have a father
1768
01:50:13,017 --> 01:50:16,769
# But instead I have a dad
1769
01:50:16,821 --> 01:50:20,156
# I just want
you to know that I
1770
01:50:20,191 --> 01:50:24,193
# I don't hate you anymore
1771
01:50:24,245 --> 01:50:27,329
# There is nothing
I could say
1772
01:50:27,365 --> 01:50:31,867
# I haven't thought before
1773
01:50:32,787 --> 01:50:34,587
# Serve the servants
1774
01:50:34,622 --> 01:50:41,961
# Oh, no, serve the servants
1775
01:50:41,963 --> 01:50:43,462
# Oh, no
1776
01:50:43,464 --> 01:50:49,518
# That legendary divorce
is such a bore.
1777
01:50:57,979 --> 01:50:59,695
Nirvana's third
album "In Utero, "
1778
01:50:59,730 --> 01:51:01,697
a record with a decidedly
hard-edged sound,
1779
01:51:01,732 --> 01:51:04,066
courtesy of maverick
producer Steve Albini,
1780
01:51:04,118 --> 01:51:06,986
will make its debut at number one on
Monday's new "Billboard" pop chart.
1781
01:51:07,038 --> 01:51:10,239
Nirvana will be starting a
U.S. tour...
1782
01:51:23,504 --> 01:51:27,339
# Happy birthday to you
1783
01:51:27,341 --> 01:51:31,677
# Happy birthday,
dear Frances
1784
01:51:31,729 --> 01:51:36,232
# Whoo
- Happy birthday to you.
1785
01:51:37,985 --> 01:51:40,436
You're one! You're one!
1786
01:51:40,488 --> 01:51:41,854
One year old!
1787
01:51:41,906 --> 01:51:43,239
Fred?
- The whole night.
1788
01:51:43,274 --> 01:51:44,773
Okay with this.
1789
01:51:44,825 --> 01:51:46,108
But we've got something to do.
1790
01:51:46,160 --> 01:51:49,194
Oh, a parade.
Nice.
1791
01:51:49,196 --> 01:51:52,781
Kurt, you can't leave!
Come back!
1792
01:51:52,833 --> 01:51:54,867
Big Bird parade.
1793
01:51:54,869 --> 01:51:58,504
Would you like some cake?
- What are you doing?
1794
01:51:58,539 --> 01:52:00,873
I'm not opening this
till you come back.
1795
01:52:08,549 --> 01:52:11,216
Kurt?
1796
01:52:11,269 --> 01:52:15,220
What do you want?
- Kurt, it's Frances' first haircut.
1797
01:52:15,222 --> 01:52:16,639
All right?
1798
01:52:16,691 --> 01:52:18,724
I'm gonna take the chair out,
put her on her throne.
1799
01:52:18,726 --> 01:52:20,559
Yeah, do that.
1800
01:52:20,561 --> 01:52:23,779
Should I do it right here?
1801
01:52:23,814 --> 01:52:25,648
Kurt, sit her on her throne.
1802
01:52:25,700 --> 01:52:27,199
Where's the scissors?
You got them?
1803
01:52:27,234 --> 01:52:29,034
Yeah, somebody's gotta hold...
- I can do it.
1804
01:52:29,070 --> 01:52:30,452
No, I'm doing the haircut.
1805
01:52:30,488 --> 01:52:32,121
Mmm...
- So... Yes, I am.
1806
01:52:32,156 --> 01:52:34,123
You're not very skilled at using scissors.
- Yes, I am.
1807
01:52:34,158 --> 01:52:36,408
I'm doing the haircut.
1808
01:52:38,329 --> 01:52:40,579
I don't have to be
conscious... Oh!
1809
01:52:40,581 --> 01:52:42,131
Jesus Christ.
1810
01:52:42,166 --> 01:52:44,917
Okay. Oh.
- You are such a good baby.
1811
01:52:44,969 --> 01:52:46,585
Shall I go down and get a bowl?
- Hey, Brit?
1812
01:52:46,587 --> 01:52:48,971
Will you try and find
the classical station on there?
1813
01:52:49,006 --> 01:52:50,255
Hey, Kurt... Okay.
1814
01:52:50,308 --> 01:52:52,257
This is her Cartier comb.
1815
01:52:52,259 --> 01:52:53,726
Mahna.
1816
01:52:53,761 --> 01:52:55,311
Mahna.
- That's right.
1817
01:52:55,346 --> 01:52:58,097
# Mahna mahna, do do do do do
1818
01:52:58,099 --> 01:53:00,265
# Mahna mahna, do do do do
1819
01:53:00,318 --> 01:53:02,601
# Mahna mahna,
do do do do do...
1820
01:53:02,603 --> 01:53:03,936
You haven't been eating a lot.
1821
01:53:03,988 --> 01:53:05,904
You don't feel like
a bloated child.
1822
01:53:05,940 --> 01:53:08,657
Yeah, you got to force her
to eat lately.
1823
01:53:08,693 --> 01:53:10,576
She's been sick.
1824
01:53:10,611 --> 01:53:12,828
Well, you really have to force her
to eat.
1825
01:53:12,863 --> 01:53:14,947
She's not...
She's not motivated to...
1826
01:53:14,949 --> 01:53:17,199
We don't have any luck
with it at all.
1827
01:53:23,958 --> 01:53:26,508
This is, like, a big deal.
- I'm so tired.
1828
01:53:26,544 --> 01:53:29,461
I am sorry.
- I can't keep my eyes open.
1829
01:53:29,513 --> 01:53:31,847
Stop it.
- Kurt, you don't want our daughter
1830
01:53:31,882 --> 01:53:33,215
to see you behaving
like you're...
1831
01:53:33,267 --> 01:53:34,767
on drugs.
1832
01:53:34,802 --> 01:53:36,635
I'm not on drugs, I'm tired.
1833
01:53:36,687 --> 01:53:38,971
Do you have more teeth?
You have more teeth?
1834
01:53:39,023 --> 01:53:42,224
Please?
- Your teeth were so as a kid.
1835
01:53:44,478 --> 01:53:47,646
See? See?
Wife beating.
1836
01:53:47,648 --> 01:53:50,449
Here we go.
1837
01:53:50,484 --> 01:53:53,485
No, no. Oh, I'll hold her.
1838
01:53:55,122 --> 01:53:57,740
"Ow, my pretty golden locks.
1839
01:53:57,792 --> 01:54:01,877
It was going to be as long as
Brenda's from '90210.'"
1840
01:54:01,878 --> 01:54:02,878
You look so gorgeous.
1841
01:54:01,912 --> 01:54:04,213
You won't be able to believe it.
Ooh, pancake.
1842
01:54:04,248 --> 01:54:06,248
You won't be able
to believe it.
1843
01:54:06,300 --> 01:54:09,885
# Amazing grace
1844
01:54:09,920 --> 01:54:15,057
# How sweet the sound...
1845
01:54:15,092 --> 01:54:19,762
# That saved a wretch
1846
01:54:19,814 --> 01:54:25,184
# Like me
1847
01:54:25,236 --> 01:54:31,607
# I once was lost
1848
01:54:31,659 --> 01:54:37,029
# But now am found
1849
01:54:37,031 --> 01:54:39,948
# Was blind
1850
01:54:40,000 --> 01:54:47,706
# But now I see...
1851
01:54:51,879 --> 01:54:56,048
It just...
Every week it got worse.
1852
01:54:56,100 --> 01:54:57,933
And sometimes
he would come home,
1853
01:54:57,968 --> 01:55:01,887
I think to hide,
and it was really bad.
1854
01:55:01,939 --> 01:55:04,606
He started getting sores
and he was losing weight
1855
01:55:04,642 --> 01:55:07,943
and nodding out and...
1856
01:55:07,978 --> 01:55:11,864
I was pretty sure
he knew I knew.
1857
01:55:11,899 --> 01:55:15,901
But I decided one time
to just confront him.
1858
01:55:15,903 --> 01:55:19,455
And so I went up
to his bedroom.
1859
01:55:19,490 --> 01:55:21,573
He was sitting on
the side of the bed,
1860
01:55:21,625 --> 01:55:23,242
and he was crying,
1861
01:55:23,244 --> 01:55:28,247
because I had just arrived and he
knew it was breaking my heart.
1862
01:55:29,583 --> 01:55:31,416
And I talked to him about it
1863
01:55:31,469 --> 01:55:34,419
and everything that I had
learned about heroin.
1864
01:55:34,421 --> 01:55:37,139
And I asked him
if he was at the stage
1865
01:55:37,174 --> 01:55:40,342
of where he was addicted
to also the needle prick.
1866
01:55:40,394 --> 01:55:43,595
And he burst into tears.
1867
01:55:45,232 --> 01:55:47,733
And he was just ashamed.
1868
01:56:15,880 --> 01:56:17,462
One of the songs that,
actually,
1869
01:56:17,515 --> 01:56:19,715
I really liked on "In Utero"
1870
01:56:19,767 --> 01:56:21,266
but which you took off was
1871
01:56:21,302 --> 01:56:23,969
"I Hate Myself
and I Wanna Die."
1872
01:56:23,971 --> 01:56:27,306
How literal was that song
in terms of the title?
1873
01:56:27,358 --> 01:56:30,142
As literal as a joke could be.
1874
01:56:30,194 --> 01:56:32,978
I mean,
nothing more than a joke.
1875
01:56:33,030 --> 01:56:35,280
And what kind of...
- Who were you playing the joke on?
1876
01:56:35,316 --> 01:56:37,699
'Cause I have to admit,
my first reaction was,
1877
01:56:37,735 --> 01:56:40,903
you know,
either this is really intensely satirical
1878
01:56:40,955 --> 01:56:44,456
or there's some really
dark shit happening here.
1879
01:57:10,267 --> 01:57:13,268
I'm really thankful
for a lot of things...
1880
01:57:13,320 --> 01:57:16,355
My family, my child.
1881
01:57:16,357 --> 01:57:18,824
And every month,
1882
01:57:18,859 --> 01:57:22,828
I come to more optimistic
conclusions.
1883
01:57:22,863 --> 01:57:26,031
Do you find that you're
getting happier in general?
1884
01:57:26,083 --> 01:57:29,585
Yeah.
- I hope I don't become so blissful
1885
01:57:29,620 --> 01:57:31,670
that I lose...
- Become boring.
1886
01:57:31,705 --> 01:57:35,040
Yeah, I become boring
or I lose my edge
1887
01:57:35,092 --> 01:57:37,259
or whatever it is, you know.
1888
01:57:37,294 --> 01:57:38,627
And who knows?
1889
01:57:38,679 --> 01:57:40,762
I don't have
any new songs right now,
1890
01:57:40,798 --> 01:57:43,882
so I'm starting from scratch
for the first time.
1891
01:57:43,934 --> 01:57:47,019
Tabula rasa, that'll be interesting.
- Yeah.
1892
01:57:47,054 --> 01:57:49,054
Is there a little
fear of the unknown?
1893
01:57:49,056 --> 01:57:51,556
Yeah, definitely.
1894
01:57:51,609 --> 01:57:54,610
Check, check, check.
1895
01:57:54,645 --> 01:57:56,061
Check, check, check.
1896
01:57:56,113 --> 01:57:58,363
Turn both guitars down.
1897
01:57:58,399 --> 01:58:01,483
Turn both guitars down now.
- They're too loud.
1898
01:58:02,703 --> 01:58:06,238
Scott, you know that
goofy-ass stuff
1899
01:58:06,290 --> 01:58:08,540
that they have at music
stores called "Finger-ease"?
1900
01:58:08,575 --> 01:58:10,242
That's a lot better.
- Thanks.
1901
01:58:10,244 --> 01:58:12,127
It's like an anal gel.
1902
01:58:12,162 --> 01:58:14,246
If I could just put some
on this string...
1903
01:58:14,248 --> 01:58:15,464
"Finger-ease"?
1904
01:58:15,499 --> 01:58:17,132
It's called
"Finger-ease"
1905
01:58:17,167 --> 01:58:18,717
that your...
Yeah, it's like a roll-on.
1906
01:58:18,752 --> 01:58:20,752
I just need it on one string.
1907
01:58:20,804 --> 01:58:23,588
God, I'm being picky today.
1908
01:58:25,009 --> 01:58:26,758
Baby.
1909
01:58:28,228 --> 01:58:31,513
Will you guys, like...
Will you and Janet
1910
01:58:31,565 --> 01:58:33,649
and everybody that I know
sit in the front
1911
01:58:33,684 --> 01:58:35,600
so I can look at you?
1912
01:58:35,653 --> 01:58:37,853
'Cause I hate strangers.
1913
01:58:38,772 --> 01:58:40,939
One, two, three.
1914
01:58:47,698 --> 01:58:49,331
Thank you.
1915
01:58:53,120 --> 01:58:54,419
Any requests?
1916
01:58:54,455 --> 01:58:56,955
"Teen Spirit"!
- "Sliver"!
1917
01:58:57,007 --> 01:58:59,124
"Drain You"!
1918
01:58:59,176 --> 01:59:01,960
"Been A Son"!
- "Serve the Servants"!
1919
01:59:01,962 --> 01:59:06,048
Remember the little black
bird on "Davey and Goliath"?
1920
01:59:06,100 --> 01:59:08,216
The little what?
- Black bird on "Davey and Goliath, "
1921
01:59:08,268 --> 01:59:09,518
sing, "Kumbaya"?
1922
01:59:09,553 --> 01:59:11,103
No, I don't remember
the little bird.
1923
01:59:11,138 --> 01:59:13,221
Remember that
really evil episode
1924
01:59:13,273 --> 01:59:14,856
where he was really mad
at this kid,
1925
01:59:14,892 --> 01:59:17,609
and he had all these visions
of how he's going to...
1926
01:59:17,644 --> 01:59:19,394
First I'm going to take him
up to a hill
1927
01:59:19,446 --> 01:59:23,198
and tie him to a tree
and tar and feather him!
1928
01:59:23,233 --> 01:59:25,817
It was evil.
That wasn't Christian at all.
1929
01:59:45,005 --> 01:59:49,257
# What else should I be?
1930
01:59:49,309 --> 01:59:53,678
# All apologies
1931
01:59:53,680 --> 01:59:58,016
# What else should I say?
1932
01:59:58,068 --> 02:00:02,521
# Everyone is gay
1933
02:00:02,573 --> 02:00:06,858
# What else should I write?
1934
02:00:06,910 --> 02:00:11,363
# I don't have the right
1935
02:00:11,365 --> 02:00:15,617
# What else should I be?
1936
02:00:15,669 --> 02:00:19,755
# All apologies
1937
02:00:21,341 --> 02:00:23,341
# In the sun
1938
02:00:23,377 --> 02:00:27,429
# In the sun I feel as one
1939
02:00:27,464 --> 02:00:33,218
# In the sun
1940
02:00:33,220 --> 02:00:35,887
# Married
1941
02:00:37,808 --> 02:00:40,275
# Buried
1942
02:00:42,312 --> 02:00:44,780
# Married
1943
02:00:46,700 --> 02:00:48,700
# Buried
1944
02:00:48,735 --> 02:00:51,403
# Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
1945
02:00:59,663 --> 02:01:25,937
# All in all is all we are
1946
02:01:25,939 --> 02:01:30,492
# All in all is all we are...
1947
02:01:30,527 --> 02:01:35,280
# All in all is all we are...
- I'm a ham ham.
1948
02:01:35,332 --> 02:01:38,116
# All in all is all we are.
1949
02:01:38,118 --> 02:01:41,336
What do you want?
- I don't know.
1950
02:01:41,371 --> 02:01:43,371
Do you want to go play
someplace?
1951
02:01:43,423 --> 02:01:46,374
Yeah.
- What do you want to do?
1952
02:01:46,426 --> 02:01:49,427
I'm going to play
tape recorders.
1953
02:01:59,189 --> 02:02:03,975
Frances?
- Christmas Day, 1993, Frances Bean Cobain.
1954
02:02:05,863 --> 02:02:07,312
Mmm, I'm thirsty.
1955
02:02:07,364 --> 02:02:09,614
Ah!
1956
02:02:11,485 --> 02:02:13,368
Yabba-dabba-doob!
1957
02:02:13,403 --> 02:02:16,788
Ooh, this is nice.
1958
02:02:16,823 --> 02:02:20,959
Johnny Rotten, Larry Cohen,
Led Zeppelin, and the Beatles, that's you.
1959
02:02:22,829 --> 02:02:24,663
Did you say Bob Dylan?
1960
02:02:24,715 --> 02:02:29,167
You don't tell stories the way he does,
but, I mean...
1961
02:02:29,219 --> 02:02:30,502
You mean like this?
1962
02:02:40,564 --> 02:02:42,063
Seen it, done it.
1963
02:02:45,652 --> 02:02:48,353
I feel kind of happy right now.
1964
02:02:48,355 --> 02:02:50,238
Yeah, I do, too.
1965
02:02:53,026 --> 02:02:55,860
We're all sensitive
to ridicule and shame,
1966
02:02:55,913 --> 02:03:00,282
but it seemed to me,
having gone through his materials,
1967
02:03:00,334 --> 02:03:03,451
that he was hypersensitive...
1968
02:03:03,503 --> 02:03:05,420
Felt criticism, felt praise,
1969
02:03:05,455 --> 02:03:08,206
felt things
a little more intensely.
1970
02:03:08,208 --> 02:03:09,374
Probably.
1971
02:03:09,426 --> 02:03:11,426
You know, he was so sensitive
1972
02:03:11,461 --> 02:03:15,714
that the one time that I
thought about cheating on him,
1973
02:03:15,716 --> 02:03:19,217
he fuckin' must have been
psychic or something.
1974
02:03:19,269 --> 02:03:20,385
I thought about it.
1975
02:03:20,437 --> 02:03:22,554
I didn't do it,
but I thought about it.
1976
02:03:22,606 --> 02:03:24,272
You never cheated on Kurt?
1977
02:03:24,308 --> 02:03:26,891
No, but I almost did one time,
and he knew it,
1978
02:03:26,893 --> 02:03:28,777
and I don't know
how he knew it.
1979
02:03:28,812 --> 02:03:30,478
I have no idea how he knew it.
1980
02:03:30,530 --> 02:03:35,066
I mean, I didn't...
Because the plan didn't ever go anywhere.
1981
02:03:35,118 --> 02:03:37,736
So, it was just...
Nothing happened,
1982
02:03:37,738 --> 02:03:42,540
but I was tired and I...
1983
02:03:42,576 --> 02:03:47,746
I'm not...
I wasn't as monogamous as he is...
1984
02:03:47,798 --> 02:03:51,299
I'm a big flirt,
so I flirt with chairs.
1985
02:03:51,335 --> 02:03:54,052
But I never,
never cheated on him,
1986
02:03:54,087 --> 02:03:56,921
but I certainly thought about
it one time in London.
1987
02:03:56,923 --> 02:03:59,007
And I could have done it.
1988
02:03:59,059 --> 02:04:03,928
And the response to it was...
1989
02:04:03,981 --> 02:04:07,065
he took 67 Rohypnols
and ended up in a coma
1990
02:04:07,100 --> 02:04:09,351
because I thought about
cheating on him.
1991
02:04:09,403 --> 02:04:11,736
I mean, fuck.
You're kidding.
1992
02:04:12,939 --> 02:04:16,107
I didn't even make
the phone call to do it.
1993
02:04:16,109 --> 02:04:18,326
So why do you think
he chose that night
1994
02:04:18,362 --> 02:04:19,828
to try to take his life?
1995
02:04:19,863 --> 02:04:22,781
Was it because
he felt rejected?
1996
02:04:22,833 --> 02:04:27,035
I think he would see it more as, like,
severe betrayal than rejection.
1997
02:04:27,087 --> 02:04:29,504
You know what I mean?
1998
02:04:51,778 --> 02:04:54,896
# My girl, my girl
1999
02:04:54,948 --> 02:04:57,982
# Don't lie to me
2000
02:04:58,035 --> 02:05:02,468
# Tell me where did you sleep
last night?
2001
02:05:04,464 --> 02:05:07,542
# In the pines, in the pines
2002
02:05:07,577 --> 02:05:10,578
# Where the sun
don't ever shine
2003
02:05:10,630 --> 02:05:17,135
# I would shiver
the whole night through
2004
02:05:17,170 --> 02:05:23,925
# My girl, my girl,
where will you go?
2005
02:05:23,977 --> 02:05:30,515
# I'm going where
the cold wind blows
2006
02:05:30,567 --> 02:05:33,935
# In the pines, in the pines
2007
02:05:33,987 --> 02:05:37,355
# Where the sun
don't ever shine
2008
02:05:37,357 --> 02:05:43,995
# I would shiver
the whole night through
2009
02:05:44,030 --> 02:05:50,418
# Her husband was
a hardworking man
2010
02:05:50,454 --> 02:05:56,124
# Just about a mile from here
2011
02:05:57,461 --> 02:06:03,882
# His head was found
in a driving wheel
2012
02:06:03,934 --> 02:06:10,772
# But his body
never was found
2013
02:06:10,807 --> 02:06:13,892
# My girl, my girl
2014
02:06:13,944 --> 02:06:17,061
# Don't lie to me
2015
02:06:17,114 --> 02:06:22,784
# Tell me where did you sleep
last night?
2016
02:06:23,787 --> 02:06:27,322
# In the pines, in the pines
2017
02:06:27,374 --> 02:06:30,542
# Where the sun
don't ever shine
2018
02:06:30,577 --> 02:06:37,132
# I would shiver
the whole night through
2019
02:06:37,167 --> 02:06:40,418
# My girl, my girl
2020
02:06:40,470 --> 02:06:43,838
# Where will you go?
2021
02:06:43,890 --> 02:06:50,228
# I'm going where
the cold wind blows
2022
02:06:50,263 --> 02:06:53,932
# In the pines, the pines
2023
02:06:53,934 --> 02:06:57,352
# The sun, shine
2024
02:06:57,404 --> 02:07:01,322
# I'd shiver
2025
02:07:02,108 --> 02:07:05,577
# The whole
2026
02:07:06,947 --> 02:07:09,547
# Night through.
2027
02:07:43,984 --> 02:07:46,150
Thank you.
2028
02:07:55,502 --> 02:07:59,076
One month after returning from Rome,
Kurt Cobain took his own life.
2029
02:08:00,602 --> 02:08:02,487
He was 27 years old.
2030
02:08:17,918 --> 02:08:20,451
# Ain't it a shame
to go fishing on a Sunday?
2031
02:08:20,487 --> 02:08:22,353
# Ain't it a shame?
2032
02:08:22,389 --> 02:08:24,756
# Ain't it a shame
to go fishing on a Sunday?
2033
02:08:24,791 --> 02:08:26,724
# Ain't it a shame?
2034
02:08:26,760 --> 02:08:28,760
# Ain't it a shame
to go fishing on a Sunday
2035
02:08:28,795 --> 02:08:31,195
# When you got Monday,
Tuesday, Wednesday
2036
02:08:31,231 --> 02:08:33,197
# Or Thursday, Friday, Saturday?
2037
02:08:33,233 --> 02:08:35,266
# Ain't it a shame?
2038
02:08:35,302 --> 02:08:37,402
# Ain't it a shame to have
a drink on a Sunday?
2039
02:08:37,437 --> 02:08:39,404
# Ain't it a shame?
2040
02:08:39,439 --> 02:08:41,706
# Ain't it a shame to have
a drink on a Sunday?
2041
02:08:41,741 --> 02:08:43,841
# Ain't it a shame?
2042
02:08:43,877 --> 02:08:45,843
# Ain't it a shame to have
a drink on a Sunday
2043
02:08:45,879 --> 02:08:48,112
# When you got Monday,
Tuesday, Wednesday
2044
02:08:48,148 --> 02:08:50,214
# Or Thursday, Friday, Saturday?
2045
02:08:50,250 --> 02:09:05,296
# Ain't it a shame?
2046
02:09:05,332 --> 02:09:10,134
# Shame, shame, shame?
2047
02:09:49,709 --> 02:09:54,078
# Load up on guns,
bring your friends
2048
02:09:54,114 --> 02:09:57,982
# It's fun to lose into pretend
2049
02:09:58,018 --> 02:10:02,420
# She's overboard
and self-assured
2050
02:10:02,455 --> 02:10:06,491
# Oh, no, a dirty word
2051
02:10:06,526 --> 02:10:18,770
# Hello, hello, hello, hello
2052
02:10:18,805 --> 02:10:21,639
# Hello, hello, hello
2053
02:10:21,674 --> 02:10:25,576
# With the lights out,
it's less dangerous
2054
02:10:25,612 --> 02:10:29,680
# Here we are now,
entertain us
2055
02:10:29,716 --> 02:10:33,684
# Acting stupid
and contagious
2056
02:10:33,720 --> 02:10:37,889
# Here we are now,
entertain us
2057
02:10:37,924 --> 02:10:41,959
# A mulatto, an albino
2058
02:10:41,995 --> 02:10:46,097
# A mosquito, my libido
2059
02:10:46,132 --> 02:10:48,433
# Yeah
2060
02:10:48,468 --> 02:10:50,068
# Hey
2061
02:10:52,572 --> 02:10:54,338
# Yay
2062
02:11:26,739 --> 02:11:30,575
# With the lights out,
it's less dangerous
2063
02:11:30,610 --> 02:11:34,679
# Here we are now,
entertain us
2064
02:11:34,714 --> 02:11:38,649
# Acting stupid
and contagious
2065
02:11:38,685 --> 02:11:42,753
# Here we are now,
entertain us
2066
02:11:42,789 --> 02:11:46,791
# A mulatto, an albino
2067
02:11:46,826 --> 02:11:50,728
# A mosquito, my libido
2068
02:11:50,763 --> 02:12:07,245
# A denial
2069
02:12:07,280 --> 02:12:12,750
# A denial.
2070
02:12:13,566 --> 02:12:15,934
Corrected by: suadnovic
2071
02:12:16,305 --> 02:12:22,321
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