1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 2 00:02:18,000 --> 00:02:19,195 It's okay. 3 00:02:19,360 --> 00:02:21,317 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 4 00:02:22,600 --> 00:02:24,398 Let me help you with that. 5 00:03:20,960 --> 00:03:24,271 I'm looking for the concert hall. I think we may drive right by it. 6 00:03:24,760 --> 00:03:26,638 There it is! 7 00:03:28,320 --> 00:03:30,152 Very funny. 8 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:40,032 I think it's gonna be good... 9 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:41,959 us being here. 10 00:03:58,680 --> 00:04:00,000 Shit. 11 00:04:00,640 --> 00:04:01,979 What? 12 00:04:02,040 --> 00:04:03,679 I can't find my wallet. 13 00:04:06,760 --> 00:04:07,855 Put it in your suitcase? 14 00:04:07,960 --> 00:04:09,314 No. It's not in my suitcase. 15 00:04:09,400 --> 00:04:10,720 Why would I put it in my suitcase? 16 00:04:10,840 --> 00:04:12,479 Well, it's got to be somewhere. 17 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:14,193 Maybe it's in the car. 18 00:04:21,560 --> 00:04:22,789 Thank you. 19 00:04:28,160 --> 00:04:30,436 She's lost her purse. Her purse. 20 00:04:35,400 --> 00:04:36,993 Will you just give her a minute? 21 00:04:40,600 --> 00:04:42,557 All right, okay, okay, okay, okay. 22 00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:50,792 When did you have it last? 23 00:04:52,640 --> 00:04:55,030 The train station, I think. The exchange booth. 24 00:04:58,000 --> 00:05:00,469 - Shit. - Oh, Janey, I'm sorry. 25 00:05:02,720 --> 00:05:04,589 That bastard at the train station stole it... 26 00:05:04,600 --> 00:05:06,637 when you dropped all your stuff. 27 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:11,516 This is 170, not 70. 28 00:05:12,240 --> 00:05:16,029 - Where do we need to go? - We need 70. 29 00:05:25,960 --> 00:05:27,439 Here we go. 30 00:05:36,080 --> 00:05:37,559 Is this it? 31 00:05:37,560 --> 00:05:38,835 I think so. 32 00:05:57,360 --> 00:05:58,350 It's nice. 33 00:05:59,480 --> 00:06:02,996 Yes, I have her credit card numbers on file in my computer. 34 00:06:04,440 --> 00:06:06,431 Yes, I have them here. 35 00:06:07,600 --> 00:06:10,433 Okay, 5-5-3-3... 36 00:06:11,240 --> 00:06:13,516 7-6-4-5... 37 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:16,113 8-7-8-7... 38 00:06:17,000 --> 00:06:18,798 9-1-5-7. 39 00:06:19,800 --> 00:06:21,234 5-7. 40 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:23,470 Yeah. 41 00:06:24,000 --> 00:06:25,593 Expires 12-15. 42 00:06:26,760 --> 00:06:29,195 No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately. 43 00:06:29,200 --> 00:06:30,634 We're here for two weeks. 44 00:06:32,520 --> 00:06:33,795 No, I'm working here. 45 00:06:36,440 --> 00:06:37,874 Yes, I'll hold. 46 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:42,120 You love how they ask? As if I have a choice. 47 00:06:43,160 --> 00:06:45,038 Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here? 48 00:06:45,960 --> 00:06:47,599 Besides learn Italian? 49 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:50,037 I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous. 50 00:06:50,320 --> 00:06:51,435 I don't at all. 51 00:06:51,840 --> 00:06:55,038 I admire you. I just think it's too late for me. 52 00:06:55,840 --> 00:06:57,194 That's not true. 53 00:06:57,200 --> 00:06:59,590 You can't teach an old dog new tricks. 54 00:07:00,680 --> 00:07:02,671 And besides, what's the point? 55 00:07:02,680 --> 00:07:04,592 The whole bloody world speaks English. 56 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:06,520 Well, I... 57 00:07:07,160 --> 00:07:09,038 am going to finally transcribe the tapes. 58 00:07:10,840 --> 00:07:12,035 Yes? 59 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:14,200 All right. 60 00:07:15,040 --> 00:07:16,360 Okay. 61 00:07:18,040 --> 00:07:21,829 Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful. 62 00:07:23,080 --> 00:07:24,355 What does that mean? 63 00:07:25,320 --> 00:07:26,356 Nothing. 64 00:07:26,520 --> 00:07:27,670 Nothing? 65 00:07:29,320 --> 00:07:32,518 I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane. I always have. You know that. 66 00:07:36,640 --> 00:07:38,711 That didn't sound very supportive. 67 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:45,074 You have my support. I'm sorry if that came out wrong. 68 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:49,675 I just know how emotional listening to them can be... 69 00:07:49,880 --> 00:07:51,280 has been for you. 70 00:07:51,280 --> 00:07:52,839 I think enough time has passed. 71 00:07:53,720 --> 00:07:55,359 Well, that's great. 72 00:08:18,800 --> 00:08:20,598 Why do you think he killed himself? 73 00:08:23,680 --> 00:08:24,955 Who? 74 00:08:26,440 --> 00:08:27,840 David Foster Wallace. 75 00:08:28,920 --> 00:08:31,480 I don't know. 76 00:08:32,960 --> 00:08:34,951 You can't get a sense by his writing? 77 00:08:35,640 --> 00:08:37,552 You'll have to read it when I'm done, darling. 78 00:08:43,840 --> 00:08:47,550 Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out? 79 00:08:50,200 --> 00:08:51,873 He got to this point, maybe, where... 80 00:08:52,280 --> 00:08:54,192 it was just day after day after day. 81 00:08:54,240 --> 00:08:58,154 - I really don't know, Jane. - Just so tedious. 82 00:08:59,640 --> 00:09:01,358 And then of course, he felt guilty. 83 00:09:01,960 --> 00:09:03,792 Most people think life is too short, and there he was... 84 00:09:03,880 --> 00:09:05,792 - all the talent in the world and it wasn't enough. -Jane, can I. 85 00:09:06,120 --> 00:09:07,873 Can we not talk about this? 86 00:09:09,280 --> 00:09:11,954 It's just a bit morbid. 87 00:09:28,080 --> 00:09:29,309 Love you. 88 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:32,120 Love you, too. 89 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:52,354 Do you feel all right? 90 00:09:53,120 --> 00:09:54,952 - You feel okay? - Yeah. 91 00:09:56,520 --> 00:09:57,590 You sure? 92 00:10:01,560 --> 00:10:02,755 Mm-hmm. 93 00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:33,319 Are you sure you won't come with? 94 00:11:34,120 --> 00:11:35,349 You'll be so busy. 95 00:11:37,520 --> 00:11:39,113 Might get boring all alone. 96 00:11:40,120 --> 00:11:42,476 I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered. 97 00:11:43,400 --> 00:11:44,629 True. 98 00:11:48,600 --> 00:11:51,638 And then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer. 99 00:11:53,080 --> 00:11:55,276 Well, if you do, leave me a message, okay? 100 00:11:57,800 --> 00:11:59,757 So I can worry about you. 101 00:11:59,880 --> 00:12:01,155 Okay. 102 00:12:05,440 --> 00:12:06,919 I've left you some money here. 103 00:12:07,360 --> 00:12:08,635 Thank you. 104 00:12:10,200 --> 00:12:12,317 - I'll see you later. - Have a good day. 105 00:12:36,120 --> 00:12:38,840 Testing. Testing. Okay. 106 00:12:40,680 --> 00:12:42,558 Do you have any stories for my book? 107 00:12:43,560 --> 00:12:45,119 What kind of stories? 108 00:12:45,520 --> 00:12:47,079 Stories that you've prepared. 109 00:12:47,400 --> 00:12:49,915 Or I can ask from a list of stories that Dad told me about? 110 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:53,118 Go ahead and ask from your father's list, God rest his soul. 111 00:12:53,240 --> 00:12:54,879 Let's start with the war. 112 00:12:55,720 --> 00:12:57,473 We went into an air raid shelter. 113 00:12:57,520 --> 00:12:59,398 My mother, your great-grandmother... 114 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:01,190 she was shaking. 115 00:13:01,480 --> 00:13:03,278 The sirens wailed and... 116 00:13:03,840 --> 00:13:07,117 then there was the sound of a bomb, and the man next to us... 117 00:13:07,640 --> 00:13:11,714 he said, "I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy... 118 00:13:12,160 --> 00:13:14,277 and half of it got blown away." 119 00:13:15,320 --> 00:13:17,277 There was blood in his hair. 120 00:13:17,720 --> 00:13:21,191 He was all alone. That nearly finished my mother, you know. 121 00:13:24,040 --> 00:13:25,997 Here we were in this tiny town in England... 122 00:13:26,040 --> 00:13:29,954 miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines... 123 00:13:31,360 --> 00:13:32,714 and this man... 124 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:35,512 he had blood in his hair. 125 00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:14,598 We were riding our bikes to school... 126 00:14:14,760 --> 00:14:16,990 when the Germans started firing at us. 127 00:14:17,560 --> 00:14:19,392 We jumped into a hedge. 128 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:21,314 We were terrified, but... 129 00:14:21,560 --> 00:14:23,517 afterwards we couldn't stop laughing. 130 00:14:25,680 --> 00:14:28,149 It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that. 131 00:14:28,160 --> 00:14:31,358 It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday. 132 00:14:33,840 --> 00:14:35,115 Oh, hi, Leonard. 133 00:14:35,680 --> 00:14:36,909 It's Jane. 134 00:14:37,400 --> 00:14:39,960 I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia. 135 00:14:40,240 --> 00:14:43,358 Or Ischia, as they pronounce it. 136 00:14:43,920 --> 00:14:44,990 See, I'm learning a little bit. 137 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:48,479 Anyway, I'll be home later. 138 00:14:49,520 --> 00:14:51,511 I hope you have a good day. Bye. 139 00:14:52,200 --> 00:14:53,953 Those friends are all dead now. 140 00:14:54,800 --> 00:14:56,200 There's no one left. 141 00:14:56,600 --> 00:14:58,717 That's one of my regrets, you know. 142 00:15:00,040 --> 00:15:02,555 Sometimes I think I should have had more children... 143 00:15:02,640 --> 00:15:04,358 not just your father. 144 00:15:06,320 --> 00:15:08,915 You're all alone now that your parents are gone. 145 00:15:09,360 --> 00:15:11,158 No brothers, no sisters. 146 00:15:14,760 --> 00:15:16,319 I'm upsetting you. 147 00:15:17,320 --> 00:15:19,073 Let's talk about something else. 148 00:15:19,320 --> 00:15:22,552 You want to ask me more boring questions about the war? 149 00:15:23,520 --> 00:15:24,840 All right then. 150 00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:30,755 The castle? 151 00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:31,957 Castle? 152 00:15:45,200 --> 00:15:46,918 He'd been shot through the neck. 153 00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:50,879 The bullet went in one side and came out the other. 154 00:15:51,920 --> 00:15:54,389 And there were all these bomb holes filled with water... 155 00:15:54,440 --> 00:15:56,591 and he couldn't tell which was the German side... 156 00:15:56,600 --> 00:15:58,353 and which was the Allied side. 157 00:15:59,360 --> 00:16:02,114 When he came home, after something like that... 158 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:04,000 you couldn't really complain 159 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:05,229 - to him about anything... - Hi. 160 00:16:05,600 --> 00:16:07,637 - Now could you? - I'm actually going there now. 161 00:16:07,760 --> 00:16:08,910 To the castle. 162 00:16:08,920 --> 00:16:10,479 - You speak English now? - Yeah. 163 00:16:10,520 --> 00:16:11,920 Why, did you think I was Italian? 164 00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:13,314 - Yeah. - Yes! 165 00:16:13,320 --> 00:16:14,879 That's great, that's cool. 166 00:16:15,080 --> 00:16:16,400 Hey, hey, hey. 167 00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:17,875 Where are you from? 168 00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:21,035 - London. - No, in America, come on. 169 00:16:21,240 --> 00:16:22,594 - Maine. - No shit. 170 00:16:22,600 --> 00:16:25,911 I'm from Massachusetts. That's crazy. That's weird. 171 00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:27,514 - Right? - Yeah. 172 00:16:27,520 --> 00:16:28,590 Vacation? 173 00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:30,035 - Oh. - Are you? 174 00:16:30,160 --> 00:16:31,639 - What? - Are you here on vacation? 175 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:32,915 Oh. 176 00:16:35,600 --> 00:16:38,195 Sorry. I thought you were saying you were on vacation. 177 00:16:38,240 --> 00:16:39,390 Me? No. 178 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:41,869 So, come on. 179 00:16:43,400 --> 00:16:45,232 My husband is working in Naples. 180 00:16:45,800 --> 00:16:47,029 What does he do? 181 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:50,674 He is playing in a concert at the end of the month. 182 00:16:50,680 --> 00:16:53,149 Cool. What does he play? 183 00:16:53,280 --> 00:16:54,714 Viola. 184 00:16:55,480 --> 00:16:57,073 The viola. 185 00:16:58,440 --> 00:16:59,669 He any good? 186 00:17:00,280 --> 00:17:01,953 Yes. Very. 187 00:17:04,840 --> 00:17:06,957 How do you keep your violin from getting stolen? 188 00:17:09,120 --> 00:17:12,158 You put it in a viola case. Right? 189 00:17:13,560 --> 00:17:14,471 No, that's not funny. 190 00:17:14,960 --> 00:17:17,429 What's the difference between a viola and a coffin? 191 00:17:17,840 --> 00:17:19,797 A coffin has a dead person on the inside. 192 00:17:21,120 --> 00:17:22,952 Cause viola players are dead. No? 193 00:17:23,280 --> 00:17:26,478 Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation? 194 00:17:28,280 --> 00:17:30,271 Because even though you know it's coming... 195 00:17:31,040 --> 00:17:32,872 there's nothing you can do about it. 196 00:17:34,360 --> 00:17:36,955 I can't help it, I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes... 197 00:17:37,120 --> 00:17:39,510 and I went to this music/nerd summer camp when I was like... 198 00:17:39,760 --> 00:17:41,478 - 10 and I played the triangle. - Right. 199 00:17:41,480 --> 00:17:42,959 And I'm an only child, so..., 200 00:17:43,480 --> 00:17:44,914 you know, understand. 201 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:49,635 You look too young to be married. Are you a newlywed? 202 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:51,196 No. 203 00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:53,275 No. 204 00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:04,797 You're making me feel like a stalker. Fuck. 205 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:15,080 All right. 206 00:18:18,280 --> 00:18:19,998 Hey, have you got 50 cents? 207 00:18:22,200 --> 00:18:23,679 If you can catch it. 208 00:18:49,840 --> 00:18:51,399 What brought you out here today? 209 00:18:51,720 --> 00:18:54,360 - The ferry. - Ha! "The ferry." 210 00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:55,671 I like it. 211 00:18:56,880 --> 00:18:58,837 They have this device down in the basement... 212 00:18:58,960 --> 00:19:02,078 it's like a torture cage, they'd lock you in there until you... 213 00:19:02,400 --> 00:19:03,879 turned to bones. 214 00:19:04,040 --> 00:19:07,636 But can you imagine dying by just sitting there? That would suck. 215 00:19:14,080 --> 00:19:15,833 In like the 1300s... 216 00:19:15,880 --> 00:19:18,349 thousands of families lived in this castle. 217 00:19:18,600 --> 00:19:20,398 It must've smelled pretty bad. 218 00:19:20,560 --> 00:19:22,995 All those people crammed onto this rock. 219 00:19:26,080 --> 00:19:27,230 Wow. 220 00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:28,756 I know. 221 00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:31,714 I've been coming here every day and it still gets me. 222 00:19:32,560 --> 00:19:34,950 If only we could kill off all the tourists. 223 00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:37,190 You're a tourist. 224 00:19:38,080 --> 00:19:39,275 No I'm not. 225 00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:42,071 I came out here a few months ago... 226 00:19:42,080 --> 00:19:44,197 with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying... 227 00:19:44,280 --> 00:19:49,560 the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the gulf of Naples. 228 00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:52,034 I can't tell if you're joking. 229 00:19:52,040 --> 00:19:53,952 I'm dead fuckin' serious. 230 00:19:56,000 --> 00:19:58,879 No, I just didn't wanna go to college and they pay for me to come over. 231 00:19:59,040 --> 00:20:01,191 4 connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride. But, you know... 232 00:20:02,040 --> 00:20:04,236 it was worth it. It was my first time out of the U.S. 233 00:20:04,360 --> 00:20:05,999 - How old are you? - I'm 19. 234 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:07,320 It's my birthday today. 235 00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:09,399 - Is it really? - Uh-huh. 236 00:20:09,720 --> 00:20:11,632 - Happy birthday. - Thank you very much. 237 00:20:11,800 --> 00:20:14,838 Yes, so, I left the program after like a month. 238 00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:16,837 Fuck the relic dolphins! 239 00:20:17,640 --> 00:20:19,438 I'm still on the island because I have this... 240 00:20:19,680 --> 00:20:22,559 this awesome living situation. I'll tell you the short version. 241 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:24,956 Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia. 242 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:27,475 So when I come over, I Facebooked this second cousin twice removed. 243 00:20:27,800 --> 00:20:30,030 A second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know... 244 00:20:30,120 --> 00:20:32,316 is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's... 245 00:20:32,320 --> 00:20:33,799 great-great-great grandparent. 246 00:20:33,840 --> 00:20:35,593 I'd love to hear the long version. 247 00:20:35,640 --> 00:20:37,154 Sorry. Anyway... 248 00:20:37,320 --> 00:20:39,152 so this relative gave me the name of this... 249 00:20:39,160 --> 00:20:42,039 great uncle who lives on the island. So I show up... 250 00:20:43,080 --> 00:20:45,834 he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen... 251 00:20:45,840 --> 00:20:48,309 - easily pushing 100. - 100? 252 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:52,755 Yeah, if not older. He's like deaf and blind and about 4 feet tall. 253 00:20:52,760 --> 00:20:55,480 And he mumbles a couple things to me in some crazy dialect... 254 00:20:55,840 --> 00:20:57,718 ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine... 255 00:20:57,720 --> 00:20:59,711 and leads me to this basement apartment. 256 00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:01,951 And, yeah, I never left. 257 00:21:53,720 --> 00:21:57,316 Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears. 258 00:21:59,240 --> 00:22:02,676 To turn withered hope green through desire. 259 00:22:04,760 --> 00:22:06,877 To re-enslave my heart each time... 260 00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:10,351 Love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain. 261 00:22:12,720 --> 00:22:13,995 Who was that? 262 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:16,513 Vittoria Colonna. 263 00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:19,679 The woman who lived here. 264 00:22:20,920 --> 00:22:23,753 You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? 265 00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:25,750 Sneaky. 266 00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:28,751 Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory... 267 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:30,478 all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo... 268 00:22:30,480 --> 00:22:32,676 in English and Italian. 269 00:22:33,560 --> 00:22:34,960 I thought Michelangelo was gay. 270 00:22:35,040 --> 00:22:36,793 Ah, according to history and the... 271 00:22:37,360 --> 00:22:39,829 muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes... 272 00:22:40,520 --> 00:22:42,876 but that didn't stop her from loving him. 273 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:45,915 Let's hear it then. 274 00:22:46,600 --> 00:22:47,795 In Italian. 275 00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:49,954 Let's hear the poem. 276 00:22:51,040 --> 00:22:52,554 - Come on. - Okay, okay. 277 00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:22,912 - I'm impressed. - Thank you. 278 00:23:24,480 --> 00:23:25,550 You hungry? 279 00:23:26,280 --> 00:23:27,839 Why? You gonna take me out? 280 00:23:28,840 --> 00:23:30,354 Yeah. 281 00:23:34,320 --> 00:23:35,754 - All right then. - Okay. 282 00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:45,637 - Red, please. - White or... Red. 283 00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:47,393 - Uh-huh. - Thank you. 284 00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:50,832 So you're really not gonna tell me what you do? 285 00:23:56,200 --> 00:23:59,193 I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends... 286 00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:00,714 in Town and Country UK. 287 00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:03,559 There's something else. 288 00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:11,514 I'm writing a book... 289 00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:14,195 about my grandmother's experiences in rural England... 290 00:24:14,360 --> 00:24:16,317 living through two World Wars. 291 00:24:17,040 --> 00:24:18,872 I recorded her for hours and hours. 292 00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:21,190 But now... 293 00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:23,875 I don't know. 294 00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:26,274 What don't you know? 295 00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:30,197 You wanna listen a little? 296 00:24:31,200 --> 00:24:32,315 - Yeah. - Yeah? 297 00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:34,557 Yeah, no, I'd love to listen. 298 00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:51,000 It's all tangled up. 299 00:24:51,120 --> 00:24:52,759 - Hold on. - Okay. 300 00:24:57,840 --> 00:25:00,673 Awful as it was, it made you stronger. 301 00:25:01,280 --> 00:25:03,875 These days people whine about all sorts of things and... 302 00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:06,353 I'm not one of those old people who think my time... 303 00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:08,597 had the only joy and the only problems. 304 00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:12,639 We all have our own private wars, every era... 305 00:25:12,640 --> 00:25:14,836 but it was nothing like... 306 00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:17,837 it really brought people together, the war. 307 00:25:17,920 --> 00:25:20,640 We helped each other during that time... 308 00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:23,190 we had to laugh, we had to smile. 309 00:25:23,720 --> 00:25:25,438 Well, if not for ourselves... 310 00:25:25,760 --> 00:25:27,319 then for the people we'd lost. 311 00:25:27,720 --> 00:25:30,952 Now shut that thing off, would you? Get it out of my face. 312 00:25:34,360 --> 00:25:37,273 That is like a window in time. 313 00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:39,874 The sort of thing you... 314 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,635 wish you always did before someone died, you know? 315 00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:45,031 My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it. 316 00:25:46,080 --> 00:25:47,992 You shouldn't care what anyone thinks. 317 00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:49,833 We met while I was recording her. 318 00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:53,038 Bonding over Granny, huh? 319 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,393 You make it sound perverse. 320 00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:57,479 That's what it was, right? 321 00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:11,390 I got pregnant so we got married. 322 00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:18,194 I lost the baby. 323 00:26:21,120 --> 00:26:22,440 I'm sorry. 324 00:26:44,640 --> 00:26:46,836 I didn't go back after that to the States. 325 00:26:52,680 --> 00:26:56,560 Did you ever hear that story about the red string? 326 00:26:59,080 --> 00:27:01,197 I think I might have. Tell me. 327 00:27:04,920 --> 00:27:07,355 It's like this Asian proverb. 328 00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:11,031 Says that anyone you're destined to meet, like... 329 00:27:11,360 --> 00:27:15,559 your soul mate or your family or, you know... 330 00:27:16,400 --> 00:27:19,598 someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected... 331 00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:21,672 by this red string. 332 00:27:23,920 --> 00:27:28,790 It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken. 333 00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:36,191 There's this moment in the tape... 334 00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:40,555 I'm sitting, waiting, in the airport bar for my flight... 335 00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:43,911 and I'm talking into the recorder... 336 00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:48,518 rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure... 337 00:27:49,400 --> 00:27:52,791 and how I'm gonna show World War ll from a totally different perspective. 338 00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:55,154 But? 339 00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,596 I don't know if it's that interesting. 340 00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:07,592 That's the whole point, isn't it? 341 00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:10,838 Keeping it interesting for yourself. 342 00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:13,956 Maybe. 343 00:28:16,120 --> 00:28:17,952 Maybe I just wanna write about nothing. 344 00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:20,473 Everything is nothing. 345 00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:23,029 All the best. 346 00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:30,678 Make a Wish, huh? 347 00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:33,319 Make it great. 348 00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:38,149 Okay. 349 00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:43,915 Hey! 350 00:28:52,160 --> 00:28:53,275 - Are you ready? - What do you mean, am I ready? 351 00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:54,350 - You ready? - What? 352 00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:56,795 - Grab my hand. Go, go, go! - What? Why? Oh, my God! 353 00:28:56,920 --> 00:28:58,240 - Go! - Oh, my gosh! 354 00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:02,831 - Why? What do you mean? - Go! 355 00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:09,511 - Okay! - Okay! 356 00:29:09,680 --> 00:29:10,750 - Okay! - What? 357 00:29:10,840 --> 00:29:12,319 - It's the Caribinieri! - What? 358 00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:14,471 - The police! Come on! - No! No! No! 359 00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:16,471 Yeah! Yeah, yeah! 360 00:29:20,560 --> 00:29:22,631 We can't go back! If we go back, we get arrested! 361 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:23,835 - Okay, - Run! 362 00:29:25,600 --> 00:29:27,193 We can't pay if we haven't got any money! 363 00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:31,399 Oh, God. Come here. 364 00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:34,034 Oh, God. 365 00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:41,873 - Hey. Hey. - What? 366 00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:45,509 Would it make you feel better if I said I set the whole thing up? 367 00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:47,714 Yes, if it's true. 368 00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:50,194 Is it true? 369 00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:52,916 I paid the check when I went to the bathroom. 370 00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:57,434 You're horrible. 371 00:29:58,080 --> 00:29:59,230 You're horrible. 372 00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:01,710 - You're a mean. horrible person. - Come on, let's go. 373 00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:03,199 Come on, come on. 374 00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:05,233 Quick! Let's go! 375 00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:10,039 - Why are we still running? - I don't know why we're still running. 376 00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:24,512 Oh, my gosh. 377 00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:31,514 It went up my nose. 378 00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:38,155 Will you come back? 379 00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:40,160 Maybe. 380 00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,360 "Maybe" is not a "no"... 381 00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:46,591 and since I don't have a phone... 382 00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:49,238 you're gonna have to give me your number. 383 00:30:49,920 --> 00:30:53,630 - For cheap thrills and future crimes committed. - No. 384 00:30:56,600 --> 00:30:57,750 Fair enough. 385 00:31:06,120 --> 00:31:07,395 I'd better go... 386 00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:10,039 catch a ferry. 387 00:31:13,160 --> 00:31:14,071 Hey. 388 00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:20,238 Why do violists... 389 00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:25,750 keep their viola cases on their dashboards? 390 00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:36,320 Why? 391 00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:41,149 So they can park in handicapped spots. 392 00:31:45,240 --> 00:31:46,196 Oh. 393 00:31:48,120 --> 00:31:49,554 Happy birthday. 394 00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:51,954 Thank you. 395 00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:06,915 You're awake. 396 00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:11,232 No, I've got so much of this stuff to get through. 397 00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:13,354 You bought fruit. 398 00:33:13,760 --> 00:33:15,114 Nice. 399 00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:21,396 These are the great big events... 400 00:33:21,480 --> 00:33:24,791 the things you think you'll always remember, and you do... 401 00:33:24,920 --> 00:33:26,877 but there are other smaller.. 402 00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:29,800 Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or... 403 00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:32,310 brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved... 404 00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:34,113 until you touched them. 405 00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:38,156 Nellie was this little collie... 406 00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:41,870 who wouldn't go on a leash so she had to sit on a bicycle seat. 407 00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:44,919 They stay with me, too. 408 00:33:56,040 --> 00:33:57,360 Jane. 409 00:33:57,960 --> 00:33:59,110 Janey? 410 00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:02,200 Got some pastries. 411 00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:08,515 You still asleep? 412 00:34:09,840 --> 00:34:11,274 Jane? 413 00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:35,272 "Jane-Let's get lunch Call me when you wake up-Leonard" 414 00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:38,000 My friends had lots of American boyfriends... 415 00:34:38,400 --> 00:34:40,960 and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates... 416 00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:42,439 and all sorts of things. 417 00:34:43,240 --> 00:34:45,516 And we used to go to London and... 418 00:34:46,160 --> 00:34:48,311 we saw Glen Miller one time. 419 00:34:48,360 --> 00:34:51,114 Oh, we used to go all over the place. 420 00:34:52,040 --> 00:34:53,758 They were wonderful times. 421 00:34:54,920 --> 00:34:56,991 I never had an American boyfriend. 422 00:34:57,720 --> 00:34:59,199 I liked some of them. 423 00:34:59,600 --> 00:35:01,239 They were nice boys, but... 424 00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:06,716 I didn't want to leave my mum and dad. 425 00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:09,514 I wish I had sometimes. 426 00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:13,158 Know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open... 427 00:35:13,840 --> 00:35:16,150 and carefree and full of possibility? 428 00:35:17,640 --> 00:35:19,438 He reminded me of that. 429 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:21,516 Of that time. 430 00:35:21,560 --> 00:35:23,677 - You were 19 when we met. - Yeah. 431 00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:27,716 I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all. 432 00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:29,314 Well, I felt nostalgia... 433 00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:31,315 or something for youth. 434 00:35:31,440 --> 00:35:32,954 You're not old, Jane. 435 00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:35,520 We ran out on the bill. 436 00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:39,110 You just ran out... What do you mean you ran out on a bill? 437 00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:41,916 Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was... 438 00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:44,559 it was fun. 439 00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:46,800 It was just fun. 440 00:35:56,840 --> 00:35:58,069 How was work? 441 00:35:59,040 --> 00:36:00,235 The conductor is... 442 00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:03,553 actually a descendant of Walter Legge, which is fascinating. 443 00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:06,117 The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave. 444 00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:07,675 I'd like that. 445 00:36:12,040 --> 00:36:13,110 Jane? 446 00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:16,479 Oh, my God. 447 00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:18,514 This is Caleb. 448 00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:20,439 - Hi. - Leonard. We were just talking about you. 449 00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:22,956 We were. That's so weird. 450 00:36:23,280 --> 00:36:25,158 - Sit. Please, sit down. Join us. - Yeah. 451 00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:27,194 Well... 452 00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:31,069 - What are the chances of that? - I know, right? 453 00:36:34,720 --> 00:36:37,076 I've actually got to get back pretty soon. 454 00:36:37,240 --> 00:36:41,757 That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something. 455 00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:51,951 Can I have the check, please? 456 00:36:58,640 --> 00:36:59,960 Oh, no, thank you. 457 00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:00,951 Jane? 458 00:37:03,400 --> 00:37:04,356 Jane? 459 00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:06,634 You don't smoke. 460 00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:08,519 Yes, do. 461 00:37:09,240 --> 00:37:10,640 Sometimes, at parties. 462 00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:13,635 I didn't know that. 463 00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:15,633 Well, I don't do it a lot. 464 00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:26,710 Italian food's so overrated. 465 00:37:27,000 --> 00:37:28,354 I love it. 466 00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:30,040 There's no variety. 467 00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:32,236 English food on the other hand... 468 00:37:32,240 --> 00:37:33,879 Say what you like about it... 469 00:37:34,000 --> 00:37:36,435 but there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie. 470 00:37:37,120 --> 00:37:39,032 I went to this party the other day, in this villa... 471 00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:42,671 owned by this old drunk ex-pat and... 472 00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:45,071 they had like a private chef and everything... 473 00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:48,672 and they were serving this like loaf of meat... 474 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:51,754 covered in sauce with all these other loaves. 475 00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:54,116 This girl came over to me and said it was cat. 476 00:37:54,160 --> 00:37:56,038 - No! - No joke. 477 00:37:56,040 --> 00:37:59,511 Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens. 478 00:37:59,720 --> 00:38:01,518 That is disgusting. 479 00:38:01,920 --> 00:38:03,195 True story. 480 00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:11,320 Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes? 481 00:38:13,920 --> 00:38:15,070 Go on. 482 00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:17,032 You sound like my aunt. 483 00:38:17,720 --> 00:38:20,315 Come on. Let's hear one. 484 00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:25,715 I have one. 485 00:38:28,040 --> 00:38:31,829 What is the definition of "perfect pitch"? 486 00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:34,075 What? 487 00:38:36,480 --> 00:38:39,678 When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim. 488 00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:44,236 - You didn't just make that up! It's too good! - I did. I did. 489 00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:46,472 Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it. 490 00:38:48,360 --> 00:38:51,193 You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument. 491 00:38:54,400 --> 00:38:56,039 Do you play anything, Caleb? 492 00:38:56,080 --> 00:38:57,833 This and that, you know. 493 00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:01,759 Shall we? 494 00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:04,351 What? Time to go? Already? 495 00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:07,031 Yeah, I've got to get back to work. 496 00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:18,595 So, what's next on your agenda, Caleb? 497 00:39:19,600 --> 00:39:21,671 I'm thinking Tibet. 498 00:39:21,760 --> 00:39:23,080 Oh, Tibet? Really? 499 00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:25,874 Yeah, there's this thing called the Shoton Festival at the end of the summer. 500 00:39:25,880 --> 00:39:28,918 Yeah, I've heard about that. That's where the Buddhist monks... 501 00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:31,276 unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right? 502 00:39:31,600 --> 00:39:33,318 The monks, the monks, the monks. 503 00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:34,435 It's so pretty. 504 00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:37,113 How do you support yourself? 505 00:39:37,240 --> 00:39:39,800 Oh, bit of this, bit of that. 506 00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:46,195 All right then. 507 00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:49,433 - I'll walk you. - Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen? 508 00:39:49,720 --> 00:39:51,120 Yeah, I have a pen. 509 00:39:57,640 --> 00:39:59,154 Okay. 510 00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:06,239 I have a piece of paper. 511 00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:08,198 You guys should definitely come over to the island. 512 00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:10,078 I'll take you somewhere fun, you know. 513 00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:12,591 Don't knock on the front door. Come around the side. 514 00:40:12,880 --> 00:40:14,030 90 Regina... 515 00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:17,436 Ischia. 516 00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:19,159 Here you go. 517 00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:21,515 Thank you. 518 00:40:21,680 --> 00:40:23,512 And thanks again for yesterday. 519 00:40:23,520 --> 00:40:25,034 Oh, no problem. 520 00:40:26,480 --> 00:40:27,675 Okay. 521 00:40:36,800 --> 00:40:38,279 How stoned are you? 522 00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:41,514 Come on, Leonard. It was just one puff. It's not a big deal. 523 00:40:43,360 --> 00:40:46,159 So you're saying you smoke back at home? 524 00:40:46,480 --> 00:40:47,595 Occasionally. 525 00:40:47,960 --> 00:40:49,599 Hey, can we do something fun tonight? 526 00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:52,189 Sure. 527 00:40:54,480 --> 00:40:55,994 I'm fine from here. 528 00:40:56,520 --> 00:40:58,079 - Okay. - See you after work. 529 00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:00,390 Yup. I'll be waiting. 530 00:41:30,400 --> 00:41:32,278 - Hey. - Oh, God, you scared me. 531 00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:34,559 Are you following me? 532 00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:36,917 Maybe. Is that weird? 533 00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:39,594 Yeah. 534 00:41:47,520 --> 00:41:49,238 I couldn't sleep last night. 535 00:41:52,680 --> 00:41:53,909 You told me you were staying near the port... 536 00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:55,832 so I got the first ferry this morning. 537 00:41:56,840 --> 00:41:58,274 I came looking for you. 538 00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:01,913 And I can't believe I found you. 539 00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:45,200 What are we doing? 540 00:42:45,840 --> 00:42:47,718 I think we're making out. 541 00:42:49,320 --> 00:42:50,720 You're so sexy. 542 00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:52,999 You're beautiful. 543 00:43:22,880 --> 00:43:24,359 I can't. I can't do this. 544 00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:26,078 - Why? Why? - I can't do this. 545 00:43:26,680 --> 00:43:28,000 Why? 546 00:43:38,520 --> 00:43:40,318 - Do you do this a lot? - What? 547 00:43:40,320 --> 00:43:41,515 Do you do this a lot? 548 00:43:42,400 --> 00:43:45,233 - What? - Do you seduce women? Is this what you do? 549 00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:48,872 You need to be less serious. 550 00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:57,037 Don't follow me. 551 00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:58,076 "90 Regina" 552 00:45:01,000 --> 00:45:03,435 There was one boy from Belgium. 553 00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:05,600 He was lovely. 554 00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:07,634 He had a mustache. 555 00:45:07,800 --> 00:45:09,871 My mother hated mustaches. 556 00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:13,633 But he was shipped off. 557 00:45:14,640 --> 00:45:16,233 I never saw him again. 558 00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:22,633 Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after... 559 00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:24,120 and we got married. 560 00:45:24,880 --> 00:45:27,190 Was it love at first sight with Grandpa? 561 00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:29,677 Love at first sight? 562 00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:31,195 Stop that thing. We're... 563 00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:33,075 Leonard. 564 00:45:34,720 --> 00:45:36,154 You're home early. 565 00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:44,593 What did I do to deserve that? 566 00:45:45,360 --> 00:45:46,999 I just missed my husband. 567 00:45:51,840 --> 00:45:54,036 Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute. 568 00:45:54,400 --> 00:45:56,118 A hell of a rest of my day. 569 00:46:00,400 --> 00:46:01,879 Sorry, darling. 570 00:46:02,440 --> 00:46:04,477 Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight? 571 00:46:04,480 --> 00:46:06,710 Yeah, absolutely. I brought some dinner. 572 00:46:06,720 --> 00:46:09,838 Thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. 573 00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:12,758 I've just got to work this thing out before tomorrow. 574 00:46:12,760 --> 00:46:14,399 - Okay. - Okay. 575 00:46:14,400 --> 00:46:16,232 I'm sorry. 576 00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:08,315 Leonard. 577 00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:12,315 Leonard. 578 00:47:13,240 --> 00:47:14,754 Can we talk? 579 00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:45,717 - Say cheese. - Cheese. 580 00:47:49,480 --> 00:47:51,597 You should kind of be in the middle. 581 00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:53,480 Never mind. 582 00:47:54,840 --> 00:47:56,479 Hold on a second. 583 00:48:03,560 --> 00:48:05,119 Look at that. 584 00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:08,358 That's what our living room is missing. 585 00:48:24,440 --> 00:48:26,750 - What did you do? - I put my hand over my mouth. 586 00:48:26,840 --> 00:48:28,911 - You did? - What did you do? 587 00:48:29,000 --> 00:48:30,753 Just waved. 588 00:49:27,280 --> 00:49:28,839 "IL FUTURO NON E SCRITTO" 589 00:50:04,720 --> 00:50:05,915 Leonard? 590 00:50:11,760 --> 00:50:13,990 Do you have any fantasies? 591 00:50:15,480 --> 00:50:16,914 What? 592 00:50:18,800 --> 00:50:20,200 What? 593 00:50:21,920 --> 00:50:23,957 Is there anything you want? 594 00:50:27,440 --> 00:50:31,115 Just as you are, Jane. Just as you are. 595 00:50:31,840 --> 00:50:33,672 You're all I need. 596 00:51:59,400 --> 00:52:00,879 Oh! 597 00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:02,560 Hi. 598 00:52:03,200 --> 00:52:04,554 Did I wake you? 599 00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:06,479 No. 600 00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:10,629 I think I need to be less serious. 601 00:52:13,280 --> 00:52:15,715 Yeah. Let me put my pants on. 602 00:55:49,600 --> 00:55:51,557 Leonard thought you were lying... 603 00:55:51,840 --> 00:55:53,433 about those cats. 604 00:55:54,000 --> 00:55:55,798 He said that? 605 00:55:58,520 --> 00:55:59,590 Were you? 606 00:55:59,920 --> 00:56:01,274 They were delicious. 607 00:56:19,200 --> 00:56:21,078 You make me feel nervous. 608 00:56:24,720 --> 00:56:26,552 You make me feel calm. 609 00:56:50,160 --> 00:56:51,674 You want a drink? 610 00:57:12,320 --> 00:57:13,515 Is that him? 611 00:57:13,680 --> 00:57:16,036 Yeah, he just shuffles around all night. 612 00:57:19,360 --> 00:57:21,078 Must be lonely. 613 00:59:00,880 --> 00:59:03,998 "Again and again and again." 614 00:59:05,240 --> 00:59:08,756 "Again and again and again." 615 00:59:09,600 --> 00:59:13,435 "Once I was single, my heart it would jingle." 616 00:59:13,440 --> 00:59:17,354 "I wish I was single again." 617 00:59:18,400 --> 00:59:21,518 "Again and again and again." 618 00:59:22,680 --> 00:59:26,071 "Again and again and again." 619 00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:31,154 "Once I was single, my pockets they'd jingle." 620 00:59:31,160 --> 00:59:34,710 "I wish I was single again." 621 00:59:47,560 --> 00:59:49,677 I didn't sleep at all last night. Where've you been? 622 00:59:51,160 --> 00:59:52,560 I was walking. 623 00:59:53,320 --> 00:59:54,549 All night? 624 00:59:55,200 --> 00:59:56,679 I've been thinking. 625 00:59:57,000 --> 00:59:59,390 You left your phone here. I had to plug it in. 626 01:00:01,360 --> 01:00:02,680 We need to talk, Leonard. 627 01:00:02,840 --> 01:00:04,558 I have to go to work. 628 01:00:07,840 --> 01:00:10,230 - Can you be late? - No. I can't be late. 629 01:00:13,200 --> 01:00:16,318 - Leonard... - Jane, whatever you have to say to me... 630 01:00:16,360 --> 01:00:19,353 I wanna hear it. But I've committed myself. 631 01:00:20,400 --> 01:00:23,154 People are depending on me. I have to go to work. 632 01:00:26,480 --> 01:00:27,709 Okay. 633 01:01:00,080 --> 01:01:03,676 If it wasn't the war, it would've been something else. 634 01:01:05,480 --> 01:01:07,836 There's always something else, isn't there? 635 01:01:08,320 --> 01:01:11,233 But that's the thing about struggle. 636 01:01:22,800 --> 01:01:24,757 I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some? 637 01:01:26,320 --> 01:01:27,595 I'm all right. 638 01:01:33,800 --> 01:01:37,953 You go out like that again, just tell me. I worry. 639 01:01:39,400 --> 01:01:40,914 Okay. 640 01:01:42,600 --> 01:01:45,718 I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head. 641 01:01:59,880 --> 01:02:03,112 Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good? 642 01:02:04,640 --> 01:02:05,915 In the long run? 643 01:02:09,360 --> 01:02:11,920 Or do we just make out "struggle" to be something meaningful... 644 01:02:11,960 --> 01:02:14,395 because that's all most of us have? 645 01:02:26,920 --> 01:02:28,877 I tell you, the next time we come to Italy... 646 01:02:29,680 --> 01:02:31,159 it'll be a proper kitchen. 647 01:02:39,400 --> 01:02:41,835 I don't know what you want me to say, Jane. 648 01:03:02,960 --> 01:03:05,077 If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life... 649 01:03:05,080 --> 01:03:06,673 I might not be here. 650 01:03:13,920 --> 01:03:16,196 Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her. 651 01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:19,875 With the book? 652 01:03:22,880 --> 01:03:24,359 No, with my life. 653 01:03:29,560 --> 01:03:30,960 This is it, you know. 654 01:03:32,240 --> 01:03:33,719 It ends with me. 655 01:03:38,680 --> 01:03:40,751 In the harvest time we all went to the field... 656 01:03:40,760 --> 01:03:42,558 where they were cutting the corn. 657 01:03:45,160 --> 01:03:47,516 Everyone was chasing rabbits... 658 01:03:47,760 --> 01:03:50,229 and then we had our tea in the harvest fields. 659 01:03:55,080 --> 01:03:56,230 The horses. 660 01:03:56,360 --> 01:03:57,589 - Yeah? - Mm-hmm. 661 01:04:02,240 --> 01:04:05,233 The horses back then, they were kept beautifully. 662 01:04:06,200 --> 01:04:09,398 Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and... 663 01:04:10,040 --> 01:04:11,599 little horseshoes. 664 01:04:12,320 --> 01:04:14,152 He'd put braids on them. 665 01:04:14,720 --> 01:04:16,552 They used to be gorgeous. 666 01:04:16,760 --> 01:04:18,274 What are your plans for tomorrow? 667 01:04:19,920 --> 01:04:21,559 There was one... 668 01:04:22,160 --> 01:04:23,480 Duke... 669 01:04:23,800 --> 01:04:26,838 He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes... 670 01:04:27,320 --> 01:04:29,676 every night when he finished working. 671 01:04:34,160 --> 01:04:36,072 They were lovely days, really. 672 01:04:36,080 --> 01:04:37,309 Go! 673 01:04:42,320 --> 01:04:44,152 They're gone, for me. 674 01:04:45,000 --> 01:04:46,514 Jane? 675 01:04:47,360 --> 01:04:49,511 - But not for you. - Jane. 676 01:04:50,600 --> 01:04:53,957 You know, it's different for you. In some ways it's easier. 677 01:04:54,520 --> 01:04:58,480 You haven't got the war, people don't die as much as they did back then... 678 01:04:58,560 --> 01:05:02,076 but in some ways it's more disjointed. 679 01:05:04,800 --> 01:05:06,632 You've got to make your own life. 680 01:05:07,360 --> 01:05:10,193 One that you love and you can't be afraid of the... 681 01:05:11,080 --> 01:05:12,514 the time. 682 01:05:14,320 --> 01:05:16,118 Time is shiftable. 683 01:05:25,320 --> 01:05:28,040 There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years... 684 01:05:28,040 --> 01:05:31,192 to have back again. That's the truth. 685 01:05:32,520 --> 01:05:34,671 You'll know the truth when you find it. 686 01:05:34,840 --> 01:05:37,036 It'll come to you like something you've known before... 687 01:05:37,040 --> 01:05:40,317 rather than something you're learning for the first time. 688 01:05:43,880 --> 01:05:44,995 - Oh, sorry. - That's okay. 689 01:05:46,560 --> 01:05:48,995 - Bollocks! - What is it? 690 01:05:54,080 --> 01:05:55,434 Are you all right? 691 01:05:56,920 --> 01:05:59,276 - Are you okay? - Yeah. I stubbed my toe. 692 01:06:01,080 --> 01:06:02,150 It's bleeding. 693 01:06:03,160 --> 01:06:04,310 It's fine. 694 01:06:04,320 --> 01:06:06,437 It's fine, it's fine. It's fine. 695 01:06:07,720 --> 01:06:09,120 Are you finished in there? 696 01:06:09,400 --> 01:06:10,595 Yes. 697 01:06:10,840 --> 01:06:12,194 Fuck. 698 01:06:21,600 --> 01:06:24,399 I met these backpackers last night. Frank and Elsa. 699 01:06:24,400 --> 01:06:26,039 She's French, he's German. 700 01:06:26,840 --> 01:06:28,831 They're going to Tibet. 701 01:06:29,400 --> 01:06:31,073 And I'm going with them. 702 01:06:33,320 --> 01:06:35,038 I want you to come with me. 703 01:07:39,000 --> 01:07:40,514 - Hi. - Hi. 704 01:07:41,560 --> 01:07:42,835 How are you? 705 01:07:44,160 --> 01:07:45,594 Knackered. 706 01:07:45,600 --> 01:07:46,875 Long day? 707 01:07:48,120 --> 01:07:49,952 God, when are they not? 708 01:07:51,760 --> 01:07:54,878 I don't think I'd jump at doing another stint like this. 709 01:07:58,200 --> 01:07:59,600 How's the writing going? 710 01:08:01,560 --> 01:08:03,313 I'm feeling inspired. 711 01:08:06,720 --> 01:08:08,518 That's fantastic. 712 01:08:09,000 --> 01:08:12,118 I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project. 713 01:08:16,960 --> 01:08:18,792 Are you listening? 714 01:08:19,720 --> 01:08:22,110 You found the key to finishing this project. 715 01:08:31,040 --> 01:08:33,031 The water here tastes so funny. 716 01:08:36,640 --> 01:08:38,472 Have you ever cheated on me? 717 01:08:39,200 --> 01:08:40,429 - Oh, Jane. - Have you? 718 01:08:40,440 --> 01:08:42,033 Can we not? 719 01:08:43,040 --> 01:08:44,758 Have you? 720 01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:50,835 Absolutely not. 721 01:08:50,840 --> 01:08:53,355 Why did you take such a long time to answer that? 722 01:08:53,960 --> 01:08:55,439 Because I'm sick... 723 01:08:56,880 --> 01:08:59,031 Of what, Leonard? Of it being so hard? 724 01:09:00,880 --> 01:09:02,678 - Yes. - Tedious? 725 01:09:08,360 --> 01:09:10,590 I hate talking about sex with you. 726 01:09:11,520 --> 01:09:15,195 - Is that what we're talking about? - Normal people talk about sex, Leonard. 727 01:09:15,600 --> 01:09:17,193 And we don't? 728 01:09:17,720 --> 01:09:20,838 There's just huge vacant lots... 729 01:09:21,160 --> 01:09:22,639 that we don't discuss. 730 01:09:23,240 --> 01:09:24,310 Like what? 731 01:09:24,800 --> 01:09:26,279 Is there anything you want to ask me? 732 01:09:26,920 --> 01:09:28,911 Why? ls there anything you want to tell me? 733 01:09:28,920 --> 01:09:30,957 I just wanna connect. 734 01:09:33,480 --> 01:09:35,710 - So you don't feel that we're connected. - Do you? 735 01:09:38,600 --> 01:09:40,432 I love you. 736 01:09:47,400 --> 01:09:49,198 I get it, Leonard. 737 01:09:49,440 --> 01:09:50,590 I get it. 738 01:09:51,280 --> 01:09:54,113 It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us. 739 01:09:54,160 --> 01:09:57,198 Sex has consequences, life and death, mostly death. 740 01:09:57,280 --> 01:10:00,318 - Jane, please. - Let me guess. You don't want to talk about it? 741 01:10:00,320 --> 01:10:02,357 No, that's not what I'm saying. You're just... 742 01:10:02,360 --> 01:10:04,113 Do you want to have children, Leonard? 743 01:10:04,280 --> 01:10:05,270 Of course I did. 744 01:10:05,280 --> 01:10:09,069 Not "did". Do you want to have children? 745 01:10:09,480 --> 01:10:11,551 So did you, but... 746 01:10:14,320 --> 01:10:15,595 Say it. 747 01:10:16,120 --> 01:10:17,952 - Jane. - Say it. 748 01:10:19,000 --> 01:10:20,957 I can't have children, Leonard. 749 01:10:22,920 --> 01:10:24,399 I never will. 750 01:10:24,560 --> 01:10:27,075 And if we keep trying, they keep dying. 751 01:10:27,280 --> 01:10:30,193 - Please, Jane. Please. - Again and again and again. 752 01:10:32,640 --> 01:10:34,518 How does that make you feel? 753 01:10:38,680 --> 01:10:41,400 - It's not your fault. - How does it make you feel, Leonard? 754 01:10:41,920 --> 01:10:43,479 How does it make you feel? 755 01:10:43,880 --> 01:10:46,156 You will never be a father. 756 01:10:47,560 --> 01:10:51,110 - We can adopt. - That's not what you want. Is it? 757 01:10:52,760 --> 01:10:54,319 Is that what you want? 758 01:10:56,560 --> 01:10:58,472 Because I think about it all the time. 759 01:11:01,240 --> 01:11:02,879 That the one thing you always wanted... 760 01:11:03,120 --> 01:11:04,998 I will never be able to give you. 761 01:11:15,880 --> 01:11:18,713 - What are you trying to do, Jane? - I just want to know that there's a reason... 762 01:11:19,280 --> 01:11:20,759 for it all. 763 01:11:30,360 --> 01:11:32,670 You're not curious about me, Leonard. 764 01:11:33,360 --> 01:11:35,192 Not really. 765 01:11:35,640 --> 01:11:37,836 - What do you want me to know? - You shouldn't have to ask. 766 01:11:38,320 --> 01:11:42,280 I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not. 767 01:11:43,200 --> 01:11:45,669 Someone that I've never been. 768 01:11:48,560 --> 01:11:50,233 I'm leaving you. 769 01:11:51,480 --> 01:11:53,471 I've been seeing someone else. 770 01:11:58,600 --> 01:12:00,557 Seeing? 771 01:12:00,560 --> 01:12:01,914 Caleb. 772 01:12:02,240 --> 01:12:04,197 - That kid? - Yes. 773 01:12:05,080 --> 01:12:07,800 That kid, that child, that kid you've known for two days? 774 01:12:07,800 --> 01:12:10,190 - It's been longer than that. - Please tell me you're joking. 775 01:12:11,320 --> 01:12:13,516 - Time is shiftable. - I don't get it. 776 01:12:13,520 --> 01:12:14,749 Leonard. 777 01:12:15,400 --> 01:12:16,311 I don't get it. 778 01:12:16,320 --> 01:12:17,959 He's asked me to travel with him. 779 01:12:18,600 --> 01:12:20,671 Are you sleeping with him? 780 01:12:22,200 --> 01:12:23,793 What do you think? 781 01:12:29,840 --> 01:12:33,595 I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it. 782 01:12:33,720 --> 01:12:37,430 - So, what? I failed your test? - You don't see me! 783 01:12:57,600 --> 01:12:59,273 - I'm sorry. - For what? 784 01:13:01,360 --> 01:13:02,589 - I'm sorry. - For what? 785 01:13:02,600 --> 01:13:04,034 - I shouldn't have done that. - No. 786 01:13:04,280 --> 01:13:06,351 - Losing my temper. I shouldn't have done that. - You had every right... 787 01:13:06,520 --> 01:13:08,113 - to lose your temper. - No, no, no, no. 788 01:13:08,200 --> 01:13:12,114 If you think that this is what's gonna make you feel better, then you should go. 789 01:13:12,640 --> 01:13:14,119 You should go with him. 790 01:13:14,720 --> 01:13:16,518 You've been through a terrible... 791 01:13:16,640 --> 01:13:18,154 - terrible thing, Jane. - No. 792 01:13:18,160 --> 01:13:20,595 - That is not what this is about. - Of course it is. 793 01:13:20,600 --> 01:13:25,277 - You don't love me! - That's rubbish. That's rubbish. 794 01:13:27,080 --> 01:13:28,514 This is your ticket. 795 01:13:29,120 --> 01:13:31,271 The day after my performance... 796 01:13:31,400 --> 01:13:33,835 meet me at the train station. 797 01:13:35,040 --> 01:13:36,838 Our train leaves at 4:30. 798 01:13:37,680 --> 01:13:39,353 We'll go home together. 799 01:13:41,280 --> 01:13:43,954 I want you to do what you need to do. 800 01:13:47,600 --> 01:13:49,512 And then come back to me. 801 01:13:51,160 --> 01:13:53,914 No questions asked, no guilt. 802 01:13:56,640 --> 01:13:58,040 This is good. 803 01:15:19,560 --> 01:15:21,199 Hi. 804 01:15:22,440 --> 01:15:24,158 Hi. 805 01:15:34,160 --> 01:15:35,913 You want some? 806 01:15:36,760 --> 01:15:38,194 No thanks. 807 01:16:18,640 --> 01:16:20,313 Frank and Elsa are... 808 01:16:20,760 --> 01:16:22,672 comin' over in a couple hours. 809 01:16:22,680 --> 01:16:25,513 Frank bought a car, so we're gonna... 810 01:16:25,640 --> 01:16:28,519 we're gonna head out in a couple weeks... 811 01:16:28,800 --> 01:16:30,518 or so, you know. 812 01:16:34,800 --> 01:16:36,632 We're thinking about... 813 01:16:37,600 --> 01:16:40,559 driving through Romania, and then... 814 01:16:41,600 --> 01:16:44,798 Ukraine, then down through Russia, and through Kazakhstan... 815 01:16:44,800 --> 01:16:47,872 and straight into Tibet. 816 01:18:27,520 --> 01:18:28,954 Jane! 817 01:18:32,080 --> 01:18:33,639 You've got to come over to this side. 818 01:18:34,360 --> 01:18:36,351 The train's gonna be here in a minute. 819 01:20:07,480 --> 01:20:09,790 I wouldn't want to live to be 100. 820 01:20:10,120 --> 01:20:13,033 - Why not? - I'm not telling you why not. 821 01:20:16,960 --> 01:20:18,633 Now shut that thing off. 821 01:20:19,305 --> 01:20:25,581 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org