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- You know, I'm not really sure
I even want to do this,

2
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but this couple
down at the precinct,

3
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they been at me for this
for a year now.

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We've known 'em for 15 years,
I mean, Don and Jan Connolly.

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They're real good people,
but, you know,

6
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but they can't have kids,
so he goes, you know,

7
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"If I had a child, I would
want him to be like Hollis."

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Shoot, I ain't even told
my wife.

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- Mr. Lucetti.
Mr. Lucetti.

10
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- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm just so nervous.

11
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This ain't my normal routine,
you know,

12
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in a jar before breakfast.

13
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- Hollis.

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- Yes, Doc?

15
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- This woman is not going
to be having your baby.

16
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- Why?

17
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- You have a birth defect.

18
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- You mean I'm infertile?
Sterile?

19
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- Everything else functions,
but...

20
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- Have I always been infertile?

21
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- Yes.
I'm afraid so.

22
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- We got a jumper.

23
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He's on the roof
at the Tamlacker Building.

24
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- Look, I'm not feeling
so well today.

25
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- Well, I'll get Partridge in
to relieve you.

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Let's go.

27
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- Please stay behind
the barricade, ma'am.

28
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- Hey, how you doing?
I'm Hollis.

29
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- You a cop?

30
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- Yes, but it's okay.

31
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You can call me Hollis
or Holly.

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Some of my friends
call me Holly.

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- Is this your specialty,
Hollis?

34
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- Well, I'm a detective
in this precinct,

35
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and I do other work,

36
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but I take care
of this kind of thing too.

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- What's your success rate?

38
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- It's decent.

39
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Tell me,
what's your name?

40
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- Gavin.

41
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- Are you married, Gavin?

42
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- No.

43
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- Then what in the hell
are you doing up here?

44
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- That was a joke?

45
00:07:01,129 --> 00:07:02,921
- It was an attempt at a joke.

46
00:07:05,258 --> 00:07:08,844
- Well, you're married,
obviously.

47
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- Listen, I'm trained to talk
to you for hours on end,

48
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and I'll go around and around
in circles until you're so dizzy

49
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that you fall off of here,

50
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but my gut tells me that you're
too smart for the standard bull,

51
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so why don't we
just cut right to it

52
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and you tell me
what's your problem?

53
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- No, I think I'd like to go
around in circles for a while.

54
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- Okay.

55
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- So how long you been together,
you and your wife?

56
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- 15 years.

57
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- Is the sex still good?

58
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- Do we have to talk
about this, Gavin?

59
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- No.
I could jump.

60
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- Yeah, well, from way up here,

61
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there's nothing we can put down
that's gonna save you.

62
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You know that, right?

63
00:08:06,819 --> 00:08:08,111
- So is it still good?

64
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- Better than when we first met.

65
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- Isn't it usually
the other way around?

66
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I mean, isn't that the way
it's supposed to go?

67
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- Yeah, a lot of things
that are supposed to go one way

68
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end up going the other.

69
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That's one of the things
you learn in my job.

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- You been faithful?

71
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- Yes.

72
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But on the subject of faith...

73
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Do you have any?

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- Do you?

75
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- Yes.

76
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I'm Catholic.

77
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So no faith, huh?

78
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You got you a girlfriend?

79
00:09:06,170 --> 00:09:07,629
- Not exactly.

80
00:09:07,755 --> 00:09:09,256
- I understand.

81
00:09:09,382 --> 00:09:10,966
You one of them gay guys, huh?

82
00:09:13,719 --> 00:09:16,179
- No.

83
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Although I do live with one.

84
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He got kicked out of his job

85
00:09:20,810 --> 00:09:24,312
when they found out
he was HIV-positive.

86
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I took him in,
helped him get a newjob.

87
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And now he's-
- Gavin!

88
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Hey!

89
00:09:29,777 --> 00:09:32,320
What are you doing?

90
00:09:32,446 --> 00:09:33,738
- Hey, hey, hey, hey!
Gavin!

91
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Gavin, stop for a second, man.

92
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- What are you doing?

93
00:09:36,701 --> 00:09:37,701
- Gavin.

94
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- Fuck me.
Why is this so hard?

95
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- You don't have to do this,
you know.

96
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You really don't.

97
00:09:49,797 --> 00:09:51,256
- No, actually, I do.

98
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And when I'm gone,

99
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you're gonna have to take care
of something for me, okay?

100
00:10:00,182 --> 00:10:01,766
- I won't do it.

101
00:10:01,892 --> 00:10:04,144
If you got something
that you need to handle,

102
00:10:04,270 --> 00:10:06,021
I suggest you climb in here

103
00:10:06,147 --> 00:10:07,606
and you take care of it
yourself.

104
00:10:08,941 --> 00:10:10,358
- I can't.

105
00:10:13,070 --> 00:10:16,281
- You're not up here by choice,
are you?

106
00:10:19,785 --> 00:10:21,453
- No.

107
00:10:28,669 --> 00:10:33,340
I have to stay up here
until noon

108
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and then jump.

109
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If I don't,
someone else is gonna die.

110
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- Why?

111
00:10:57,698 --> 00:10:58,823
- Mornin'.
- How's it goin'?

112
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- Good.

113
00:11:58,884 --> 00:12:00,927
- Morning, sir.
- Hey, guys.

114
00:12:08,227 --> 00:12:09,978
Oh, please, come on in.

115
00:12:11,439 --> 00:12:13,231
- You used to be a teacher,
right?

116
00:12:13,357 --> 00:12:14,274
- Yeah.

117
00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:15,817
- So I'm in
this art history class,

118
00:12:15,943 --> 00:12:17,235
and we're studying
religious art,

119
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and my assignment this week
is to write about an object

120
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that's sacred to me to which
I have an emotional attachment,

121
00:12:23,367 --> 00:12:24,951
and I need your advice.

122
00:12:25,077 --> 00:12:26,619
- Okay.

123
00:12:26,746 --> 00:12:30,206
- I found this
in one of the rooms,

124
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and I'm thinking, tonight,

125
00:12:32,168 --> 00:12:34,335
I'm gonna have
a religious experience.

126
00:12:37,506 --> 00:12:38,631
- So your question is,

127
00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,508
"Does having
a religious experience

128
00:12:40,634 --> 00:12:43,178
"with this
intimidatingly large dildo

129
00:12:43,304 --> 00:12:46,473
transform it
into a sacred object?"

130
00:12:46,599 --> 00:12:48,141
- You're so smart, Gavin.

131
00:12:48,267 --> 00:12:51,895
- Well, it's highly
questionable.

132
00:12:52,021 --> 00:12:53,271
Maybe the real question
here is,

133
00:12:53,397 --> 00:12:56,775
"Is your attachment to this
going to be emotional?"

134
00:12:56,901 --> 00:12:59,736
- Oh, my emotions
get aroused pretty easily.

135
00:12:59,862 --> 00:13:01,654
- I'll bet they do.

136
00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:04,866
- Although looking at Buzz here
and then looking at you,

137
00:13:04,992 --> 00:13:07,494
I can't help but think
"three-way."

138
00:13:07,620 --> 00:13:10,538
- Jesus Christ.

139
00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:13,166
I always enjoy
talking to you, Harper,

140
00:13:13,292 --> 00:13:15,251
but you're gonna get me fired.

141
00:13:15,377 --> 00:13:16,711
- Come on,
I'm just flirting with you.

142
00:13:16,837 --> 00:13:18,087
- It's a slippery slope.

143
00:13:18,214 --> 00:13:20,423
- How would you know?

144
00:13:20,549 --> 00:13:21,841
- Good one.

145
00:13:21,967 --> 00:13:23,510
Haven't you got some work to do?

146
00:13:23,636 --> 00:13:25,220
- Oh.

147
00:13:25,346 --> 00:13:26,387
Oh. This is Shana Harris.

148
00:13:26,514 --> 00:13:28,306
She's in
the art history class too.

149
00:13:28,432 --> 00:13:31,142
Looking for a job,
so be nice to her.

150
00:13:31,268 --> 00:13:33,311
But not too nice.

151
00:13:35,648 --> 00:13:38,858
- I didn't realize
you worked here.

152
00:13:38,984 --> 00:13:40,485
- No, I don't work very hard.

153
00:13:40,611 --> 00:13:44,364
- Does that make it
less of a coincidence?

154
00:13:44,490 --> 00:13:45,824
- I'm Gavin.

155
00:13:45,950 --> 00:13:48,409
Assistant manager.
Please have a seat.

156
00:13:49,787 --> 00:13:51,037
You live with that guy?

157
00:13:51,163 --> 00:13:53,540
- Yeah. We only just moved in.

158
00:13:53,666 --> 00:13:55,458
- How do you like it?

159
00:13:55,584 --> 00:13:56,709
- I like it.

160
00:13:56,836 --> 00:13:59,879
My husband's not so sure.

161
00:14:00,005 --> 00:14:02,465
- What's your major?

162
00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:04,384
- Accounting.

163
00:14:04,510 --> 00:14:05,969
- Ah.

164
00:14:06,095 --> 00:14:08,137
- I always thought
I'd do something in music.

165
00:14:08,264 --> 00:14:09,722
I took lessons as a kid.

166
00:14:09,849 --> 00:14:12,934
But got to earn a living,
you know?

167
00:14:13,060 --> 00:14:14,853
- People don't earn a living
with music?

168
00:14:19,358 --> 00:14:21,401
- I'm just looking
for a part-time job

169
00:14:21,527 --> 00:14:22,735
to help with tuition.

170
00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:25,822
I'm a serious person,
and I'm very hardworking.

171
00:14:25,948 --> 00:14:27,907
I could do anything.

172
00:14:28,033 --> 00:14:29,826
- What do you play?

173
00:14:31,328 --> 00:14:33,454
- I play piano,
but we don't have one right now,

174
00:14:33,581 --> 00:14:36,916
so I'm actually learning guitar.

175
00:14:37,042 --> 00:14:38,668
- Cool.

176
00:14:38,794 --> 00:14:40,837
Well, start when you want.

177
00:14:40,963 --> 00:14:42,005
- Really?

178
00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:44,299
- Hey, it's not my hotel.
What do I care?

179
00:14:46,343 --> 00:14:49,387
- Thank you.

180
00:14:49,513 --> 00:14:52,265
- So I see this very pretty girl
comin' out of 213.

181
00:14:52,391 --> 00:14:54,434
- Yeah. Shana.
Married.

182
00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:55,768
- Right, Shana.

183
00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:57,478
How'd you know that?

184
00:14:57,605 --> 00:14:59,772
- Little early for whiskey,
don't you think?

185
00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:01,566
- It's Saturday.
- Yeah.

186
00:15:01,692 --> 00:15:03,651
- I've spoken with her
a couple times in the hallway.

187
00:15:03,777 --> 00:15:05,111
They just moved in.

188
00:15:05,237 --> 00:15:07,697
- Anyhow, I see her
saying good-bye to the guy,

189
00:15:07,823 --> 00:15:08,698
the husband.

190
00:15:08,824 --> 00:15:09,866
- Yeah?

191
00:15:09,992 --> 00:15:11,284
- Next thing I know,
she's on the bus.

192
00:15:11,410 --> 00:15:13,411
Then she's at the hotel,
wanting a job.

193
00:15:13,537 --> 00:15:15,830
- I suppose you think that's all
just coincidence, right?

194
00:15:15,956 --> 00:15:19,250
- Well, yeah, Chris.
Why else would I be telling you?

195
00:15:19,376 --> 00:15:21,169
What else would it be?

196
00:15:21,295 --> 00:15:23,588
- Why can't you just accept
that things have meaning, Gavin?

197
00:15:23,714 --> 00:15:25,715
-Meaning.

198
00:15:25,841 --> 00:15:27,592
What possible meaning
could that have?

199
00:15:27,718 --> 00:15:28,968
- Connections.
Destiny.

200
00:15:29,094 --> 00:15:31,596
- She's married.

201
00:15:31,722 --> 00:15:33,056
Where's the destiny in that?

202
00:15:33,182 --> 00:15:34,891
- Why do you always
have to be so rational?

203
00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:36,684
- Why is it wrong
to be rational?

204
00:15:36,810 --> 00:15:40,063
- Okay, we're gonna get
into a fight.

205
00:15:40,189 --> 00:15:42,398
- So how was your week?

206
00:15:42,524 --> 00:15:45,985
- Full of light.
- Fuck off.

207
00:15:49,823 --> 00:15:50,698
Both:
Hi.

208
00:15:50,824 --> 00:15:51,866
- Hey.

209
00:15:51,992 --> 00:15:53,826
- My wife tells me
you're her new boss.

210
00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:54,994
- Yeah.

211
00:15:55,120 --> 00:15:56,871
Well, sort of.

212
00:15:57,539 --> 00:15:58,581
- I'm Joe Harris.

213
00:15:58,707 --> 00:15:59,749
How's it goin'?

214
00:15:59,875 --> 00:16:01,042
- Gavin.

215
00:16:01,168 --> 00:16:02,168
This is Chris.

216
00:16:02,294 --> 00:16:03,544
- Hey. Hi.
- Hi.

217
00:16:03,671 --> 00:16:05,672
Both:
Hi.

218
00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:06,673
- How are you, Shana?

219
00:16:06,799 --> 00:16:07,924
- I'm good, thank you.

220
00:16:08,050 --> 00:16:11,260
- You guys want to come in
for a beer, sandwich?

221
00:16:11,387 --> 00:16:13,680
- Uh, no, thank you.

222
00:16:13,806 --> 00:16:15,515
Actually, we wanted
to invite you guys

223
00:16:15,641 --> 00:16:16,683
over for dinner
some night.

224
00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:18,518
- Great.
Any night but Fridays.

225
00:16:18,644 --> 00:16:20,228
- How about Wednesday?

226
00:16:20,354 --> 00:16:22,605
- Good.
- Sure. Why not?

227
00:16:22,731 --> 00:16:23,731
Can you email directions?

228
00:16:27,361 --> 00:16:28,486
- 7:00?

229
00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:32,031
- Fine.
Lookin' forward to it.

230
00:16:32,157 --> 00:16:34,325
- Great.

231
00:16:34,451 --> 00:16:36,995
- Bye.

232
00:16:41,333 --> 00:16:43,084
Front desk: Landon.

233
00:16:43,210 --> 00:16:44,210
How's it goin', Landon?

234
00:16:44,336 --> 00:16:45,712
- Fine, sir.

235
00:16:45,838 --> 00:16:48,047
- The geniuses at head office
want to get rid of him,

236
00:16:48,173 --> 00:16:49,590
project a younger image.

237
00:16:49,717 --> 00:16:52,343
I tell 'em
he goes, I go.

238
00:16:52,469 --> 00:16:53,720
Reservations: Selena,

239
00:16:53,846 --> 00:16:55,763
the most inhospitable
reservationist

240
00:16:55,889 --> 00:16:58,057
in the hospitality industry.

241
00:16:58,183 --> 00:17:01,352
Probably responsible for 50%
of the empty rooms in the hotel.

242
00:17:01,478 --> 00:17:02,437
Right, Selena?

243
00:17:02,563 --> 00:17:03,938
- Hi, Papi.

244
00:17:04,064 --> 00:17:06,566
- Don't call me Papi.

245
00:17:06,692 --> 00:17:07,734
Head of security.

246
00:17:09,361 --> 00:17:13,281
We all feel much safer
knowing he's asleep in here.

247
00:17:13,407 --> 00:17:16,075
So I don't have any room service
slots available yet,

248
00:17:16,201 --> 00:17:17,952
but you can do
some housekeeping shifts,

249
00:17:18,078 --> 00:17:19,746
and then I'll switch you over.

250
00:17:19,872 --> 00:17:21,330
I'll assign you your own floor.

251
00:17:21,457 --> 00:17:22,874
That way, I can tell
from the complaints

252
00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:25,251
if it's you
who's screwing things up.

253
00:17:25,377 --> 00:17:28,296
Consuela, this is Shana.
- Hi.

254
00:17:28,422 --> 00:17:30,339
- Show her how to do
a housekeeping shift, okay?

255
00:17:30,466 --> 00:17:32,425
- Sure.

256
00:17:32,551 --> 00:17:34,927
- Show a little respect.

257
00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:36,512
I'll see you later.

258
00:17:38,515 --> 00:17:39,432
- Hi.
- Hey.

259
00:17:39,558 --> 00:17:41,768
- Hi, guys.
Come on in.

260
00:17:41,894 --> 00:17:43,519
- Thanks.
How's it goin'?

261
00:17:43,645 --> 00:17:44,937
- Good. How are you?
- Gavin.

262
00:17:45,064 --> 00:17:46,773
- Hey.
- Chris, how are you?

263
00:17:46,899 --> 00:17:48,357
- Hi.
This is lovely.

264
00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:49,400
- Thank you.

265
00:17:49,526 --> 00:17:50,443
- Here.

266
00:17:50,569 --> 00:17:51,444
- Oh, thank you.

267
00:17:51,570 --> 00:17:52,487
- Yeah, you're welcome.

268
00:17:52,613 --> 00:17:53,529
- Thank you for the gift.

269
00:17:53,655 --> 00:17:55,448
- We need this.

270
00:17:55,574 --> 00:17:57,950
- Please sit down.

271
00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:00,411
Would you like
a glass of wine?

272
00:18:00,537 --> 00:18:02,330
- Sure, thanks.

273
00:18:02,456 --> 00:18:03,664
- Shana.

274
00:18:05,793 --> 00:18:07,585
- I could do that if you like.

275
00:18:15,135 --> 00:18:16,177
- Thank you for having us over.

276
00:18:16,303 --> 00:18:17,303
That's very nice of you.

277
00:18:17,429 --> 00:18:18,304
- Our pleasure.

278
00:18:18,430 --> 00:18:19,514
- Thanks.

279
00:18:19,640 --> 00:18:20,973
Is that yours?

280
00:18:21,100 --> 00:18:22,350
- Oh, yeah.

281
00:18:22,476 --> 00:18:26,229
But I wore out the strings.

282
00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:28,189
- How's school going?

283
00:18:28,315 --> 00:18:30,566
- It's okay.

284
00:18:30,692 --> 00:18:33,486
- You doing that same essay
as Harper, sacred object?

285
00:18:33,612 --> 00:18:34,946
- Yeah.

286
00:18:35,072 --> 00:18:36,948
- So what's your sacred object
gonna be?

287
00:18:37,074 --> 00:18:39,826
- Um, a teddy bear.

288
00:18:39,952 --> 00:18:42,662
- Wow, that's pretty radical,
Shana.

289
00:18:42,788 --> 00:18:44,664
Harper's going
in a whole different direction-

290
00:18:44,790 --> 00:18:47,792
- It's more complicated
than you think.

291
00:18:47,918 --> 00:18:49,293
It's a good essay.

292
00:18:49,419 --> 00:18:52,630
- Oh, I'm sure it is.

293
00:18:57,636 --> 00:19:00,054
- Maybe you could critique it.

294
00:19:00,180 --> 00:19:01,597
You're good at that, right?

295
00:19:04,309 --> 00:19:06,936
- So who else
is gonna get lubed?

296
00:19:07,062 --> 00:19:08,020
- We don't drink.

297
00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:09,188
- Oh.

298
00:19:09,314 --> 00:19:11,399
- But please, feel free.

299
00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:12,525
Chris?

300
00:19:12,651 --> 00:19:14,861
- Uh, no, thanks.

301
00:19:14,987 --> 00:19:16,279
I'll take a water, though.

302
00:19:16,405 --> 00:19:18,573
- Glass of water, Shana.

303
00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:29,584
- So what do you do, Joe?

304
00:19:29,710 --> 00:19:31,627
- I work at the oil refinery.

305
00:19:31,753 --> 00:19:34,255
I'm a systems manager.

306
00:19:34,381 --> 00:19:35,298
And you?

307
00:19:35,424 --> 00:19:38,718
- I'm in TV.
I'm an editor.

308
00:19:38,844 --> 00:19:40,386
Yeah, right now,
I'm working on a show

309
00:19:40,512 --> 00:19:42,054
about the long-term
psychological effects

310
00:19:42,181 --> 00:19:43,598
of disaster.

311
00:19:43,724 --> 00:19:45,099
- Okay.

312
00:19:45,225 --> 00:19:46,809
- Oh.

313
00:19:51,064 --> 00:19:53,232
- So you guys want to watch
the game here tonight?

314
00:19:53,358 --> 00:19:55,568
- Oh, no,
thank you.

315
00:19:55,694 --> 00:19:57,403
- No?
You don't like baseball?

316
00:19:57,529 --> 00:20:00,907
- It's okay, I guess.

317
00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:02,825
- Chris?

318
00:20:02,951 --> 00:20:04,619
- Well, yeah, sure.

319
00:20:04,745 --> 00:20:07,246
Maybe a couple innings.
Why not?

320
00:20:08,290 --> 00:20:09,916
- How long have you two
been friends?

321
00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:11,083
- About a year.

322
00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:14,420
- Yeah, we're coming up
on our first anniversary.

323
00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:16,464
- That's right.

324
00:20:20,552 --> 00:20:24,096
- Would you mind
if we prayed for you both?

325
00:20:24,223 --> 00:20:25,306
- No.

326
00:20:29,186 --> 00:20:30,770
- Lord, thank you
for this wonderful meal,

327
00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:33,856
and thank you for bringing
these two men into our lives.

328
00:20:33,982 --> 00:20:35,983
And please grant them
the strength to fight

329
00:20:36,109 --> 00:20:37,568
what is abominable in your eyes,

330
00:20:37,694 --> 00:20:38,611
for we are all sinners.

331
00:20:38,737 --> 00:20:40,571
Amen.

332
00:20:40,697 --> 00:20:42,531
- Amen.

333
00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:47,495
And what exactly is it

334
00:20:47,621 --> 00:20:51,457
that you find so abominable
about us, Joe?

335
00:20:51,583 --> 00:20:53,125
- Well, it's not my judgment,
Gavin.

336
00:20:53,252 --> 00:20:54,961
It's God's.

337
00:20:55,087 --> 00:20:57,255
- Well, I hope God's a good shot
with those lightning bolts,

338
00:20:57,381 --> 00:21:00,132
or one of us is gonna get
wrongfully struck.

339
00:21:05,472 --> 00:21:08,683
Well, thank you for dinner.

340
00:21:16,733 --> 00:21:19,235
- He has very strong beliefs.

341
00:21:19,361 --> 00:21:20,945
- So do we, Chris.

342
00:21:23,156 --> 00:21:24,740
You know, there are programs
that can help you.

343
00:21:24,866 --> 00:21:26,659
- Joe.
- I can-

344
00:21:26,785 --> 00:21:28,160
- That's enough.

345
00:21:28,287 --> 00:21:29,328
- Hey, you know what?

346
00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:30,329
Honestly, Joe,

347
00:21:30,455 --> 00:21:31,664
I think if you knew
all the facts,

348
00:21:31,790 --> 00:21:35,001
you wouldn't want me
on your team.

349
00:21:35,127 --> 00:21:37,712
Okay?

350
00:21:37,838 --> 00:21:38,838
Thank you.

351
00:21:39,965 --> 00:21:41,590
- Let me show you out.

352
00:21:41,717 --> 00:21:43,551
- Well, we're here
if you change your mind.

353
00:21:48,473 --> 00:21:49,682
- I'm sorry.

354
00:21:57,858 --> 00:21:59,734
- Un-fucking-believable.

355
00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:01,861
I mean,
what a hateful fucking pair.

356
00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:05,031
The food wasn't even that good.

357
00:22:05,157 --> 00:22:07,658
And you know what pisses me off
most of all?

358
00:22:07,784 --> 00:22:10,286
Is that you buy into
his horse shit in your own way.

359
00:22:10,412 --> 00:22:12,538
- They don't talk about that
stuff at the Kabbalah center.

360
00:22:12,664 --> 00:22:13,664
It's never an issue.

361
00:22:13,790 --> 00:22:15,541
- Oh, read the damn book, Chris.

362
00:22:15,667 --> 00:22:16,876
It says right in the Torah,

363
00:22:17,002 --> 00:22:19,462
"If a man lies with a man
as one lies with a woman,

364
00:22:19,588 --> 00:22:21,130
"both have done
what is detestable

365
00:22:21,256 --> 00:22:23,799
and shall be put to death."

366
00:22:23,925 --> 00:22:25,384
Jesus Christ,

367
00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:27,887
I let them hold my hands
and pray for me.

368
00:22:28,013 --> 00:22:29,555
- I don't think she's that bad.

369
00:22:29,681 --> 00:22:31,098
She apologized when I left.

370
00:22:34,770 --> 00:22:37,438
- Did she?

371
00:22:56,208 --> 00:22:58,709
- "The object
that's most sacred to me

372
00:22:58,835 --> 00:23:02,046
"is a small fluffy bear
my dad gave me when I was nine.

373
00:23:02,172 --> 00:23:05,841
"He left when I was ten,
and I haven't seen him since.

374
00:23:05,967 --> 00:23:07,760
"I try not to blame him
for what he did

375
00:23:07,886 --> 00:23:09,804
"and remember that he loved me.

376
00:23:09,930 --> 00:23:11,013
"At least he did then,

377
00:23:11,139 --> 00:23:16,268
"because he told me so
with tears in his eyes.

378
00:23:16,395 --> 00:23:17,436
"I guess he knew he was leaving

379
00:23:17,562 --> 00:23:20,523
"and this was
his good-bye present.

380
00:23:20,649 --> 00:23:22,191
"It is sacred to me

381
00:23:22,317 --> 00:23:26,070
because it represents
my capacity to forgive."

382
00:24:12,617 --> 00:24:15,119
- Good job.

383
00:24:19,416 --> 00:24:20,666
How many beds
you get done in a day?

384
00:24:20,792 --> 00:24:22,376
One?
Two?

385
00:24:22,502 --> 00:24:24,336
- I get my work done.

386
00:24:34,181 --> 00:24:38,476
- Just making a bed
in our own little room.

387
00:24:40,395 --> 00:24:42,855
It's okay to laugh, you know.

388
00:24:42,981 --> 00:24:45,191
It's in the employee manual.

389
00:24:45,317 --> 00:24:47,359
In fact, it says when
the management makes a joke,

390
00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:49,195
you have to laugh.

391
00:24:49,321 --> 00:24:50,321
- Ha-ha.

392
00:24:53,992 --> 00:24:56,535
- Actually, I just came by to
thank you for dinner last night.

393
00:24:58,079 --> 00:25:01,790
- Yeah, I'm sorry about that.

394
00:25:01,917 --> 00:25:03,501
- What are you sorry about?

395
00:25:03,627 --> 00:25:06,253
- The gay thing.

396
00:25:06,379 --> 00:25:08,714
- I'd like to say I'm sorry
I reacted the way I did,

397
00:25:08,840 --> 00:25:10,424
but I'm not,

398
00:25:10,550 --> 00:25:12,551
so I won't.

399
00:25:17,641 --> 00:25:20,226
I read your essay.

400
00:25:20,352 --> 00:25:23,479
It's pretty good.

401
00:25:23,605 --> 00:25:25,564
You want to grab lunch
and talk about it?

402
00:25:30,278 --> 00:25:33,113
I'll promote you
to room service.

403
00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:34,698
- How corrupt you are.

404
00:25:42,207 --> 00:25:43,374
- All right,
forget about it.

405
00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:44,792
I'll see you later.

406
00:25:44,918 --> 00:25:47,670
- I'd like to.

407
00:25:47,796 --> 00:25:49,547
It's just one of the maids here

408
00:25:49,673 --> 00:25:51,799
goes to the same church
as me and Joe.

409
00:25:53,051 --> 00:25:55,719
- I'm inviting you to lunch,
Shana, not to a hotel.

410
00:25:58,807 --> 00:26:00,641
In fact, we'd actually be
leaving a hotel.

411
00:26:00,767 --> 00:26:02,226
You'd be a lot safer.

412
00:26:10,110 --> 00:26:12,820
- He was a truck driver, my dad.

413
00:26:12,946 --> 00:26:15,739
He had this huge red truck.

414
00:26:15,865 --> 00:26:18,325
He was gone a lot,
and then he'd come back,

415
00:26:18,451 --> 00:26:21,370
and me and my mom
would be waiting for him.

416
00:26:21,496 --> 00:26:23,080
And the first thing
he'd always do

417
00:26:23,206 --> 00:26:25,124
was find fault in something.

418
00:26:25,250 --> 00:26:27,418
You know, like he had
to remind us who was boss.

419
00:26:30,213 --> 00:26:31,630
- Did he hit you?

420
00:26:31,756 --> 00:26:35,968
- Yeah.
Both of us.

421
00:26:36,094 --> 00:26:38,762
But I don't think
he could help it.

422
00:26:38,888 --> 00:26:40,472
- Maybe he left
'cause he was scared

423
00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:42,433
he'd really hurt you
one day.

424
00:26:44,811 --> 00:26:47,479
- I'd like to think so.

425
00:26:54,362 --> 00:26:57,114
- Want a beer?

426
00:26:57,240 --> 00:26:58,490
- Beer at lunch?

427
00:26:58,617 --> 00:27:01,160
Quite the role model, Boss.

428
00:27:01,286 --> 00:27:03,203
- You never drink?

429
00:27:03,330 --> 00:27:05,497
- Almost never.

430
00:27:05,624 --> 00:27:07,166
- You want to make an exception?

431
00:27:07,292 --> 00:27:08,250
- Why would I?

432
00:27:08,376 --> 00:27:09,668
- I don't know.

433
00:27:09,794 --> 00:27:10,794
'Cause it might be fun.

434
00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:13,505
-Well, in that case...

435
00:27:15,091 --> 00:27:16,842
You got an opener?

436
00:27:16,968 --> 00:27:18,344
- It's not a twist-off?

437
00:27:18,470 --> 00:27:20,554
- It's okay.

438
00:27:22,807 --> 00:27:24,808
- Holy shit.

439
00:27:24,934 --> 00:27:27,853
Note to self:
Decline blowjob if offered.

440
00:27:29,189 --> 00:27:32,191
- Oh, my God.

441
00:27:45,080 --> 00:27:48,290
So your friend Chris,
he's into that Kabbalah thing?

442
00:27:48,416 --> 00:27:49,583
- Yeah.

443
00:27:49,709 --> 00:27:51,210
- What's it about?

444
00:27:51,336 --> 00:27:53,212
- I have no idea.

445
00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:57,549
Some new age crap like,
E.G.O., ego:

446
00:27:57,676 --> 00:27:59,259
Everyone's Got One.

447
00:27:59,386 --> 00:28:01,720
It's a total crock of shit.

448
00:28:01,846 --> 00:28:04,598
- Wow, you're kind of
an angry person, aren't you?

449
00:28:04,724 --> 00:28:08,227
- Me?

450
00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:10,104
How can you not be?

451
00:28:10,230 --> 00:28:13,023
I mean, take this homophobia
crap, for example.

452
00:28:13,149 --> 00:28:14,650
If I was in charge
of this country,

453
00:28:14,776 --> 00:28:16,276
I'd ban heterosexual marriage.

454
00:28:16,403 --> 00:28:17,903
- What?
Why?

455
00:28:18,029 --> 00:28:19,738
- 'Cause heteros breed too much.

456
00:28:19,864 --> 00:28:21,073
Gay men tend to adopt.

457
00:28:21,199 --> 00:28:22,491
In an overcrowded world,

458
00:28:22,617 --> 00:28:27,413
why would any reasonable person
discourage them in any way?

459
00:28:27,539 --> 00:28:29,540
- Hmm.

460
00:28:40,385 --> 00:28:42,428
I better get back to work.

461
00:28:42,554 --> 00:28:45,264
Want my beer?

462
00:28:45,390 --> 00:28:47,558
- Sure.

463
00:28:47,684 --> 00:28:49,476
- Thanks for lunch.

464
00:28:59,362 --> 00:29:00,696
- Jesus Christ, Gavin.

465
00:29:00,822 --> 00:29:02,614
What the hell's
the matter with you?

466
00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:04,950
I'll tell you
what's the matter with me.

467
00:29:05,076 --> 00:29:07,536
The minute Joe started off

468
00:29:07,662 --> 00:29:11,915
on that homophobic
biblical bullshit,

469
00:29:12,041 --> 00:29:14,293
I decided to liberate his wife.

470
00:29:14,419 --> 00:29:15,961
I was thinking of it as, like,

471
00:29:16,087 --> 00:29:19,006
a Operation Rescue
type of thing.

472
00:29:19,132 --> 00:29:20,799
I mean, come on,

473
00:29:20,925 --> 00:29:24,178
what's a woman like that
doing with a man like him?

474
00:29:34,272 --> 00:29:35,564
- Excuse me.

475
00:29:59,964 --> 00:30:02,090
- Daddy!

476
00:30:02,217 --> 00:30:05,010
- What are you doing back?

477
00:30:05,136 --> 00:30:06,470
- I forgot something.

478
00:30:06,596 --> 00:30:07,513
- You okay?

479
00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:09,348
- Yeah.

480
00:30:09,474 --> 00:30:10,599
Why don't you all
get to your bus

481
00:30:10,725 --> 00:30:13,393
before you're late for school?

482
00:30:15,772 --> 00:30:17,606
- Hi.

483
00:30:20,276 --> 00:30:23,487
Is everything okay?

484
00:30:23,613 --> 00:30:25,030
- No.

485
00:30:25,156 --> 00:30:26,907
Come inside.

486
00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:32,621
- Hollis, what's wrong?

487
00:30:32,747 --> 00:30:44,258
Tell me.

488
00:30:44,384 --> 00:30:46,426
- Whose kids are these?

489
00:30:48,137 --> 00:30:50,681
Whose kids are these?

490
00:30:52,350 --> 00:30:54,101
I'm asking you
whose kids they are!

491
00:30:57,522 --> 00:30:59,565
Will you just tell me
how you can let me,

492
00:30:59,691 --> 00:31:01,692
for all these years,

493
00:31:01,818 --> 00:31:04,194
go around thinking
these are my damn kids

494
00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:05,946
and I can't have any!

495
00:31:06,072 --> 00:31:10,450
Whose kids are these?

496
00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:11,702
Tell me!

497
00:31:11,828 --> 00:31:13,745
- This is not what you think.

498
00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:16,456
- What am I supposed to think?

499
00:31:36,227 --> 00:31:38,353
Yea, though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death,

500
00:31:38,479 --> 00:31:40,814
I will fear no evil.

501
00:31:42,150 --> 00:31:43,859
Hey, forgive me.

502
00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:50,449
- You okay?

503
00:31:53,036 --> 00:31:55,495
- Yeah, now,
don't worry about me.

504
00:32:01,127 --> 00:32:02,836
All right, then,
where were we?

505
00:32:16,267 --> 00:32:17,684
- Oh, whoa.
- Excuse me.

506
00:32:17,810 --> 00:32:20,145
- Morning.
- Mornin'.

507
00:32:20,271 --> 00:32:22,522
- Hey, Gavin.

508
00:32:22,649 --> 00:32:24,650
Sorry about the other night.

509
00:32:24,776 --> 00:32:26,443
Thought you were gay.

510
00:32:26,569 --> 00:32:28,403
- Hey, I'm a nonbeliever.

511
00:32:28,529 --> 00:32:30,030
You can hate me
for that instead.

512
00:32:30,156 --> 00:32:33,075
- Well, I don't hate gay people,
Gavin.

513
00:32:33,201 --> 00:32:35,619
- Love the sinner,
hate the sin?

514
00:32:35,745 --> 00:32:37,412
- Absolutely.

515
00:32:37,538 --> 00:32:39,247
You know, if your friend
doesn't correct his ways,

516
00:32:39,374 --> 00:32:40,540
he's going to hell.

517
00:32:40,667 --> 00:32:42,334
And I'd do anything
to avoid that, Gavin,

518
00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:43,877
because hell's a reality.

519
00:32:44,003 --> 00:32:45,045
- Well, I'm late,

520
00:32:45,171 --> 00:32:46,838
so maybe you can tell me
how you know this

521
00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:47,839
some other time, okay?

522
00:32:47,966 --> 00:32:49,675
I mean, have you been to hell?

523
00:32:49,801 --> 00:32:50,759
Ever met anyone who's-

524
00:32:50,885 --> 00:32:52,511
- How about Wednesday night?

525
00:32:52,637 --> 00:32:54,554
- Hell and homos,
Wednesday night?

526
00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:56,765
- And philosophy.
Salvation.

527
00:32:56,891 --> 00:32:58,642
- Look, I got to go,
or I'm gonna miss my bus-

528
00:32:58,768 --> 00:33:03,021
- Hey, you know,
don't be so close-minded.

529
00:33:03,147 --> 00:33:05,983
- Are you willing to admit
that God might not exist?

530
00:33:06,109 --> 00:33:07,025
- No.

531
00:33:07,151 --> 00:33:09,778
- So who's being
close-minded here?

532
00:33:09,904 --> 00:33:12,739
- Maybe you can change my mind.

533
00:33:16,619 --> 00:33:18,996
- Okay.
Philosophy, Wednesday night.

534
00:33:19,122 --> 00:33:21,873
- There you go.
7:00.

535
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,209
- Sure.

536
00:33:35,888 --> 00:33:38,849
- So how's the gay lifestyle
treating you?

537
00:33:38,975 --> 00:33:40,726
- Fine.

538
00:33:40,852 --> 00:33:43,478
How's the hetero lifestyle
treating you?

539
00:33:45,148 --> 00:33:47,190
- You ever been married?

540
00:33:47,316 --> 00:33:48,567
- Yeah.

541
00:33:48,693 --> 00:33:50,777
But something tells me
the problems I had

542
00:33:50,903 --> 00:33:52,612
are not the problems
you're having.

543
00:33:52,739 --> 00:33:55,115
- What do you think
the problems I'm having are?

544
00:33:57,493 --> 00:33:59,077
- Appreciating
someone's kindness

545
00:33:59,203 --> 00:34:02,289
isn't necessarily the same thing
as being in love.

546
00:34:04,584 --> 00:34:07,294
- Man, you have a big mouth.

547
00:34:08,796 --> 00:34:11,381
- Sorry.

548
00:34:16,846 --> 00:34:18,680
- Have you ever seen
a happy marriage?

549
00:34:18,806 --> 00:34:20,849
I mean, really happy?

550
00:34:20,975 --> 00:34:22,601
- I have to say,

551
00:34:22,727 --> 00:34:25,437
for the first few years of my
marriage, I was very happy.

552
00:34:25,563 --> 00:34:28,356
- And what happened?

553
00:34:28,483 --> 00:34:31,109
- And then she left me.

554
00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:33,195
- When was this?

555
00:34:33,321 --> 00:34:35,072
- Two years ago.

556
00:34:35,198 --> 00:34:38,742
- Boy, you sure take your time
to recover, don't you?

557
00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:43,622
- You know what, Shana?
You're right.

558
00:34:43,748 --> 00:34:45,582
Way too long.

559
00:34:45,708 --> 00:34:47,542
But if you do
the charitable thing here

560
00:34:47,668 --> 00:34:50,128
and start having sex with me
on a regular basis,

561
00:34:50,254 --> 00:34:52,297
pretty sure
I'd start healing right away.

562
00:34:55,301 --> 00:34:57,594
You have a very sexy mouth.

563
00:34:59,347 --> 00:35:02,766
- A very sexy married mouth.

564
00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:07,562
- That's right.
I forgot.

565
00:35:15,655 --> 00:35:17,823
You see, the trick,
I figured,

566
00:35:17,949 --> 00:35:20,158
having been on the receiving end
of such a thing,

567
00:35:20,284 --> 00:35:22,327
was just to open the door.

568
00:35:22,453 --> 00:35:25,539
After that, if she had
the slightest interest,

569
00:35:25,665 --> 00:35:30,335
well, next time
her husband's cold to her,

570
00:35:30,461 --> 00:35:32,462
couple of thoughts blow in.

571
00:35:32,588 --> 00:35:37,425
Pretty soon, what blows in
is more than just nice.

572
00:35:37,552 --> 00:35:39,219
It's perfect.

573
00:35:39,345 --> 00:35:40,762
I mean, why wouldn't it be?

574
00:35:40,888 --> 00:35:44,015
It's in her head.

575
00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:47,477
She thinks, "What's the harm
in just thinking about this

576
00:35:47,603 --> 00:35:49,938
if it makes me feel good?"

577
00:35:50,064 --> 00:35:53,024
And then it's,
"Well, what's the harm

578
00:35:53,151 --> 00:35:55,819
in just thinking about this
and coming?"

579
00:35:58,739 --> 00:36:00,824
And so she comes.

580
00:36:03,244 --> 00:36:04,828
Well, that takes care of that.

581
00:36:04,954 --> 00:36:06,413
- Here we go.
- Thank you.

582
00:36:06,539 --> 00:36:10,876
- What a relief.
Never again.

583
00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:12,294
- The cantaloupe looks great.

584
00:36:12,420 --> 00:36:14,713
- Trouble is,
a connection's been made.

585
00:36:14,839 --> 00:36:17,215
She remembers it vividly.

586
00:36:17,341 --> 00:36:21,720
I kissed her lips.
I was inside her.

587
00:36:21,846 --> 00:36:24,264
Maybe I even said I loved her.

588
00:36:26,184 --> 00:36:27,726
- Hey.
- Hi.

589
00:36:30,104 --> 00:36:33,565
- So look what we got
from a single remark.

590
00:36:33,691 --> 00:36:36,234
Now we add in something else.

591
00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:38,278
Look, I'm embarrassed.

592
00:36:38,404 --> 00:36:41,406
What I said the other day
was totally out of line.

593
00:36:41,532 --> 00:36:43,700
I'm really sorry, okay?

594
00:36:43,826 --> 00:36:46,536
- It's okay.

595
00:36:46,662 --> 00:36:48,205
- It's not, really.

596
00:36:48,331 --> 00:36:50,040
I've never done that before
with an employee,

597
00:36:50,166 --> 00:36:52,709
and I won't do it again, okay?

598
00:36:54,587 --> 00:36:57,464
- You're forgiven.

599
00:36:57,590 --> 00:36:59,549
- Abandonment-

600
00:36:59,675 --> 00:37:01,676
clearly a big issue for her.

601
00:37:01,802 --> 00:37:03,470
"What, I haven't even had
the guy for real,

602
00:37:03,596 --> 00:37:06,223
and now he's slamming the door
in my face?"

603
00:37:12,104 --> 00:37:13,897
I know.

604
00:37:14,023 --> 00:37:18,068
But don't hate me yet,
trust me.

605
00:37:18,194 --> 00:37:20,362
I got mine coming.

606
00:37:23,950 --> 00:37:25,492
- Now, let me ask you.

607
00:37:25,618 --> 00:37:26,868
You ever look around

608
00:37:26,994 --> 00:37:29,996
and the world just seems
empty to you?

609
00:37:31,749 --> 00:37:33,166
- Oh, yeah.

610
00:37:33,292 --> 00:37:34,376
- Has it ever occurred to you
that maybe

611
00:37:34,502 --> 00:37:36,086
it's because
you don't have God in your life?

612
00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:39,005
- No.

613
00:37:39,131 --> 00:37:40,465
- Never?

614
00:37:41,884 --> 00:37:45,303
- Look, Joe, when I was a kid,

615
00:37:45,429 --> 00:37:46,972
I totally believed in God.

616
00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:49,307
But, you know, you grow up.

617
00:37:49,433 --> 00:37:51,643
Well, I did.

618
00:37:51,769 --> 00:37:52,686
I looked around.

619
00:37:52,812 --> 00:37:54,104
I said,
"Santa Claus: No evidence.

620
00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:56,648
"The tooth fairy: No evidence.

621
00:37:56,774 --> 00:37:58,733
"God, the same thing:

622
00:37:58,859 --> 00:38:00,193
No evidence."

623
00:38:00,319 --> 00:38:02,028
And then you think,

624
00:38:02,154 --> 00:38:03,321
"Hmm.

625
00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:06,658
I wonder if I really need
all these imaginary friends."

626
00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:10,662
- So you think God's
just a pleasant thing?

627
00:38:10,788 --> 00:38:13,498
Like it's easier
to believe than not?

628
00:38:13,624 --> 00:38:16,334
- Well, easier for you, clearly.

629
00:38:16,460 --> 00:38:18,044
- No, Gavin, faith is hard.

630
00:38:18,170 --> 00:38:20,505
God tests you
time and time again.

631
00:38:20,631 --> 00:38:22,757
Sometimes He even demands
that you die for Him.

632
00:38:22,883 --> 00:38:24,551
You think that's easy?

633
00:38:24,677 --> 00:38:26,344
- For people of faith, sure.

634
00:38:26,470 --> 00:38:27,554
That's the problem.

635
00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:30,056
Like, I could never fly
a jet into a building.

636
00:38:30,182 --> 00:38:31,641
But those 9/11 guys could

637
00:38:31,767 --> 00:38:33,977
'cause they had faith
in an afterlife,

638
00:38:34,103 --> 00:38:36,646
not to mention 72 virgins,

639
00:38:36,772 --> 00:38:41,151
though why anyone would want
virgins, I don't know.

640
00:38:46,741 --> 00:38:49,409
- What did God do to you
to make you so angry at Him?

641
00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:52,871
Look at the world
that He created,

642
00:38:52,997 --> 00:38:54,831
all the beauty.

643
00:38:54,957 --> 00:38:57,459
- Wars and plagues
and genocides

644
00:38:57,585 --> 00:39:00,128
and earthquakes and tidal waves.

645
00:39:00,254 --> 00:39:03,048
And then,
after all that suffering,

646
00:39:03,174 --> 00:39:05,091
what does your God do next?

647
00:39:05,217 --> 00:39:08,053
He sends most of us to hell.

648
00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:10,013
- Well, not if you've
been born again.

649
00:39:10,139 --> 00:39:12,766
- Right, the old
baptismal Jacuzzi.

650
00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:14,392
- You have to accept
Jesus Christ

651
00:39:14,518 --> 00:39:15,852
as your Lord and Savior.

652
00:39:15,978 --> 00:39:18,355
That is your only
entrance requirement.

653
00:39:18,481 --> 00:39:20,940
- Okay, so the Hebes,
the Hindus,

654
00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:23,818
the Muslims, the atheists,
the Buddhists,

655
00:39:23,944 --> 00:39:25,403
all damned, right?

656
00:39:25,529 --> 00:39:27,322
- They have to accept
Jesus Christ.

657
00:39:27,448 --> 00:39:28,365
- And the Catholics,

658
00:39:28,491 --> 00:39:31,451
'cause they're not
born again, right?

659
00:39:31,577 --> 00:39:32,702
- Right.

660
00:39:32,828 --> 00:39:34,746
- Face it, man,
it's kind of crazy.

661
00:39:34,872 --> 00:39:35,830
- No, it's not crazy.

662
00:39:35,956 --> 00:39:38,249
God gives us free will
for that purpose.

663
00:39:38,376 --> 00:39:40,293
Otherwise,
we would just be puppets.

664
00:39:40,419 --> 00:39:42,087
Life would be...

665
00:39:43,422 --> 00:39:45,006
Life would be meaningless.

666
00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:47,759
That's the beauty
of eternal salvation.

667
00:39:47,885 --> 00:39:50,929
You see, anyone can go
to heaven or hell,

668
00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:53,056
because anyone can be saved.

669
00:39:53,182 --> 00:39:55,058
It's your choice.

670
00:39:55,184 --> 00:39:57,852
- Unless you're a kid in China
who gets hit by a bus

671
00:39:57,978 --> 00:39:59,813
and never even heard
of this getting saved deal.

672
00:39:59,939 --> 00:40:01,439
Where's his choice?

673
00:40:01,565 --> 00:40:02,732
- Well, that's why
it's so important

674
00:40:02,858 --> 00:40:05,402
to spread the gospel,
try and save people.

675
00:40:05,528 --> 00:40:08,113
- I'm sorry.
I don't mean to laugh.

676
00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:10,573
I just find this kind
of fundamentalism incredible.

677
00:40:10,699 --> 00:40:12,617
I mean, all of you,

678
00:40:12,743 --> 00:40:15,537
totally convinced
you know exactly who God is

679
00:40:15,663 --> 00:40:18,164
and exactly how He wants
to be worshipped

680
00:40:18,290 --> 00:40:21,126
and all without a lick
of evidence He even exists.

681
00:40:22,294 --> 00:40:24,462
- No wonder
there are so many holy wars.

682
00:40:24,588 --> 00:40:26,881
Without evidence, how else
would you win this argument

683
00:40:27,007 --> 00:40:28,758
except by killing each other?

684
00:40:31,387 --> 00:40:35,432
- See, I see evidence
in all kinds of things.

685
00:40:35,558 --> 00:40:36,474
- So do they.

686
00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:37,725
And sooner or later,

687
00:40:37,852 --> 00:40:40,437
one of these guys
who hears God in his head

688
00:40:40,563 --> 00:40:42,981
is gonna get ahold
of weapons of mass destruction,

689
00:40:43,107 --> 00:40:45,442
and then,
when it's way too late,

690
00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:47,402
we're finally
gonna ask ourselves,

691
00:40:47,528 --> 00:40:50,113
"Why, after thousands of years
of bloodshed,

692
00:40:50,239 --> 00:40:52,490
"didn't we at least try
to do away

693
00:40:52,616 --> 00:40:54,617
"with this insane concept
of faith

694
00:40:54,743 --> 00:40:58,037
before it fucking killed us?"

695
00:40:58,164 --> 00:40:59,622
- You know,
maybe I'm just coming at this

696
00:40:59,748 --> 00:41:01,875
from a different angle.

697
00:41:02,001 --> 00:41:04,294
- And what angle would that be?

698
00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:07,172
- Well, it's not abstract to me.

699
00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:08,339
I go to the hospital,

700
00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:11,843
and I visit
sick children, right?

701
00:41:11,969 --> 00:41:15,513
Two days ago, I was
at the bedside of a dying child.

702
00:41:15,639 --> 00:41:18,183
His mother and father
were killed in an auto accident.

703
00:41:18,309 --> 00:41:19,809
He's about to pass as well.

704
00:41:19,935 --> 00:41:22,979
And he asks me
if heaven really exists.

705
00:41:24,565 --> 00:41:26,774
I say, "Yes, it does.

706
00:41:26,901 --> 00:41:29,194
It's where Mommy and Daddy are."

707
00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:33,281
About an hour or so later,
he dies

708
00:41:33,407 --> 00:41:35,241
with a smile on his face.

709
00:41:37,536 --> 00:41:40,163
So what would you have said
in my place-

710
00:41:40,289 --> 00:41:44,000
"Sorry, kid,
no evidence"?

711
00:41:45,544 --> 00:41:46,920
- No.

712
00:41:47,046 --> 00:41:50,173
I probably would have told him
exactly the same lie you did.

713
00:41:52,009 --> 00:41:53,551
But, Joe,
I'll tell you one thing

714
00:41:53,677 --> 00:41:55,929
I damned sure
wouldn't have said,

715
00:41:56,055 --> 00:41:57,305
and that's, "I'm sorry kid.

716
00:41:57,431 --> 00:42:00,517
You're going to hell
if you haven't been baptized."

717
00:42:00,643 --> 00:42:04,395
- Lord, forgive this man for his
hard heart and his blasphemy.

718
00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:06,731
I think he has suffered
much more than he knows,

719
00:42:06,857 --> 00:42:08,858
and he needs your love
and support now more than ever-

720
00:42:08,984 --> 00:42:09,901
- No!

721
00:42:10,027 --> 00:42:10,985
Joe, I'm sorry,

722
00:42:11,111 --> 00:42:12,779
but you don't know
a damned thing about me,

723
00:42:12,905 --> 00:42:15,198
and I don't need your help
or your salvation

724
00:42:15,324 --> 00:42:18,326
or any other fucking bullshit
you may have to offer.

725
00:42:18,452 --> 00:42:20,662
- Don't swear
in front of my wife!

726
00:42:20,788 --> 00:42:23,206
- Gavin,
I think you should leave.

727
00:42:30,714 --> 00:42:33,049
- With pleasure.

728
00:42:38,347 --> 00:42:39,430
- Why can't you
leave people alone?

729
00:42:39,557 --> 00:42:42,100
- Don't you dare
talk to me.

730
00:42:42,226 --> 00:42:43,393
You get out of my sight.

731
00:42:54,780 --> 00:42:57,448
- What the hell are you doing,
Chris?

732
00:42:57,575 --> 00:42:59,867
- It's blessed water
from the temple.

733
00:42:59,994 --> 00:43:03,121
- And how much
did you pay for that?

734
00:43:03,247 --> 00:43:06,624
- I'm not going to tell you.

735
00:43:06,750 --> 00:43:09,085
- I'm surrounded by imbeciles.

736
00:43:12,423 --> 00:43:13,464
- Hi, I'm Frank.

737
00:43:13,591 --> 00:43:16,134
I met Chris at temple.

738
00:43:16,260 --> 00:43:17,594
- Hmm.

739
00:43:30,941 --> 00:43:31,816
Hey.

740
00:43:31,942 --> 00:43:34,485
- Can we meet
where we met before?

741
00:43:36,697 --> 00:43:38,114
- Sure.

742
00:43:39,908 --> 00:43:43,953
- When I was 18,
I got into drugs

743
00:43:44,079 --> 00:43:46,414
and then into harder drugs,

744
00:43:46,540 --> 00:43:49,542
and then I couldn't
afford them anymore.

745
00:43:49,668 --> 00:43:52,503
And then I met a pimp.

746
00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:54,172
And one night,
he sent me to see this john

747
00:43:54,298 --> 00:43:57,175
who liked to do it in church.

748
00:43:57,301 --> 00:43:58,635
But what he didn't tell me

749
00:43:58,761 --> 00:44:01,971
was that the guy liked to beat
the girl when he was done.

750
00:44:04,099 --> 00:44:07,852
I woke up in the morning,
and I couldn't even walk.

751
00:44:07,978 --> 00:44:10,146
I didn't know what to do.

752
00:44:10,272 --> 00:44:12,106
So I started to crawl
towards the altar

753
00:44:12,232 --> 00:44:15,568
to see if there was something
I could steal.

754
00:44:15,694 --> 00:44:17,278
But I didn't realize
it was Sunday morning,

755
00:44:17,404 --> 00:44:19,697
and I got caught.

756
00:44:19,823 --> 00:44:22,867
That was the day I met Joe.

757
00:44:22,993 --> 00:44:26,746
And he took me to the hospital,
and he stayed with me.

758
00:44:30,125 --> 00:44:31,209
If it weren't for him,

759
00:44:31,335 --> 00:44:35,421
I don't think I'd be alive
right now.

760
00:44:35,547 --> 00:44:38,299
He was the first man
who ever saw

761
00:44:38,425 --> 00:44:41,511
something better in me
than what I was.

762
00:44:45,349 --> 00:44:47,350
Joe takes care of me.

763
00:44:51,063 --> 00:44:54,357
- You don't need anyone
to take care of you, Shana.

764
00:44:56,527 --> 00:44:59,237
You're a strong,
intelligent woman.

765
00:44:59,363 --> 00:45:02,156
- Yeah.

766
00:45:02,282 --> 00:45:05,702
Will you do me a favor
and stay away from my husband?

767
00:45:07,663 --> 00:45:09,372
Please?

768
00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:13,710
- I'll do whatever you want.

769
00:45:17,297 --> 00:45:20,925
- Believe it or not,
you actually got through to him.

770
00:45:21,051 --> 00:45:22,719
- Really?

771
00:45:22,845 --> 00:45:25,847
- He's decided we need
to be more evangelical.

772
00:45:25,973 --> 00:45:28,516
We're going to a new church.

773
00:45:28,642 --> 00:45:33,187
They do missionary work
in Uganda.

774
00:45:33,313 --> 00:45:35,440
- What else?

775
00:45:35,566 --> 00:45:38,234
- They're against smoking
and drinking,

776
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:40,111
immodest dress for women,

777
00:45:40,237 --> 00:45:41,779
and secular music.

778
00:45:41,905 --> 00:45:45,742
- Pfft.
Jesus Christ.

779
00:45:45,868 --> 00:45:47,285
Restrings your guitar one day,

780
00:45:47,411 --> 00:45:49,829
stops you from playing it
the next.

781
00:45:49,955 --> 00:45:52,290
- You're so flippant,
aren't you?

782
00:45:52,416 --> 00:45:53,958
You have no idea

783
00:45:54,084 --> 00:45:55,626
what it's like
to lose everything

784
00:45:55,753 --> 00:45:59,630
and to try and put it all
back together again.

785
00:45:59,757 --> 00:46:00,798
- Actually, Shana-

786
00:46:00,924 --> 00:46:03,176
- You don't know
what it's like for me and Joe.

787
00:46:06,764 --> 00:46:08,765
-I'm sorry.

788
00:46:10,934 --> 00:46:13,811
I really didn't mean
to cause you problems.

789
00:46:13,937 --> 00:46:15,229
I'm a fuckin' moron.

790
00:46:15,355 --> 00:46:19,525
- Not even a little smirk,
Gavin?

791
00:46:19,651 --> 00:46:23,237
- I think I made a big mistake.

792
00:46:25,908 --> 00:46:27,658
You're so beautiful.

793
00:46:29,119 --> 00:46:33,206
- You're pretty cute yourself.

794
00:46:33,332 --> 00:46:36,709
That's why I'm gonna ask you
to stay away from me too.

795
00:46:38,754 --> 00:46:42,048
Don't make this hard for me,
okay?

796
00:46:49,932 --> 00:46:52,016
- Fuck.

797
00:47:11,745 --> 00:47:15,039
- She said stay away, huh?

798
00:47:15,165 --> 00:47:17,834
Guess you didn't listen.

799
00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:19,710
- No, I did.

800
00:47:19,837 --> 00:47:23,673
I stayed away
for, like, three weeks.

801
00:48:19,229 --> 00:48:20,563
- Consuela, what's wrong?

802
00:48:20,689 --> 00:48:22,523
- My father died.

803
00:48:22,649 --> 00:48:25,359
Please let him into heaven.

804
00:48:25,485 --> 00:48:28,154
You ask, too, Gavin.

805
00:48:29,823 --> 00:48:33,326
- Please let Consuela's father
into heaven.

806
00:48:33,452 --> 00:48:34,994
He must've been a good man,

807
00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:38,956
or Consuela would not be
such a good woman.

808
00:48:41,919 --> 00:48:44,295
I'm so sorry, Consuela.

809
00:48:57,976 --> 00:49:01,145
Getting serious, huh?

810
00:49:01,271 --> 00:49:03,564
- He's a nice guy.
We have a lot in common.

811
00:49:07,945 --> 00:49:09,528
- Is the rabbi gonna marry you?

812
00:49:09,655 --> 00:49:12,198
- Don't provoke me.

813
00:49:12,324 --> 00:49:15,201
- Sorry.

814
00:49:15,327 --> 00:49:18,204
- Look, as it happens,
we're gonna ask,

815
00:49:18,330 --> 00:49:20,039
just hypothetically.

816
00:49:20,165 --> 00:49:21,791
We have an appointment.

817
00:49:24,294 --> 00:49:26,504
- Good luck.

818
00:49:26,630 --> 00:49:28,464
- Since when do you smoke?

819
00:49:28,590 --> 00:49:30,591
- I don't smoke.

820
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:45,856
- Mind if I join you?

821
00:49:45,983 --> 00:49:47,525
- Not at all.

822
00:49:52,823 --> 00:49:54,573
- Can I have a drag of that?

823
00:49:54,700 --> 00:49:56,158
- You sure?

824
00:49:56,284 --> 00:49:59,203
- Don't you start.

825
00:50:10,090 --> 00:50:12,842
I was on my way to the store.

826
00:50:12,968 --> 00:50:15,177
Got kind of claustrophobic.

827
00:50:18,348 --> 00:50:20,182
- Things not so good, huh?

828
00:50:20,308 --> 00:50:23,561
- Yeah.
Not so good.

829
00:50:23,687 --> 00:50:25,813
- I'm sorry.

830
00:50:25,939 --> 00:50:28,941
- You know what the problem is?

831
00:50:29,067 --> 00:50:31,068
When I was doing
what I was doing,

832
00:50:31,194 --> 00:50:34,697
I enjoyed it
in a sick kind of way.

833
00:50:34,823 --> 00:50:37,033
I really liked getting high.

834
00:50:37,159 --> 00:50:39,285
It was a relief.

835
00:50:41,747 --> 00:50:43,080
But it was killing me,

836
00:50:43,206 --> 00:50:46,292
and Joe showed me something
better that wouldn't kill me.

837
00:50:46,418 --> 00:50:48,961
- What?
What did he show you?

838
00:50:49,087 --> 00:50:50,838
- How to be at peace

839
00:50:50,964 --> 00:50:54,133
by being in touch with
something bigger than myself.

840
00:50:54,259 --> 00:50:56,719
- I got that for you.

841
00:51:01,224 --> 00:51:04,143
Come on.
Lie down over here.

842
00:51:04,269 --> 00:51:06,979
- That's not exactly
what I had in mind.

843
00:51:07,105 --> 00:51:10,232
- Come on. Trust me.
Lie down.

844
00:51:24,081 --> 00:51:26,290
There you have it.

845
00:51:26,416 --> 00:51:28,626
- What?

846
00:51:28,752 --> 00:51:30,795
- The universe.

847
00:51:30,921 --> 00:51:34,799
I mean, look at it.
It's incredible.

848
00:51:34,925 --> 00:51:38,761
You know, some of the stars
you can see on a clear night,

849
00:51:38,887 --> 00:51:40,012
their light,

850
00:51:40,138 --> 00:51:44,308
it's taken 21/2 million years
to get here.

851
00:51:44,434 --> 00:51:47,436
When that light started out,
the Ice Age hadn't even begun.

852
00:51:47,562 --> 00:51:50,481
When you want a connection
to something bigger,

853
00:51:50,607 --> 00:51:52,775
how much bigger can you get
than this?

854
00:51:52,901 --> 00:51:54,985
- It's pretty big.

855
00:51:55,112 --> 00:51:57,655
- Yeah.

856
00:51:57,781 --> 00:52:00,157
And we're a part of it,

857
00:52:00,283 --> 00:52:03,994
a lucky part of it,
'cause as far as we know,

858
00:52:04,121 --> 00:52:05,830
only Earth came together
in a way

859
00:52:05,956 --> 00:52:08,958
that enabled life to exist.

860
00:52:09,084 --> 00:52:11,210
I mean, what a break, right?

861
00:52:11,336 --> 00:52:15,756
Thank you, universe.

862
00:52:15,882 --> 00:52:19,802
And then you die, and that's it.

863
00:52:19,928 --> 00:52:22,471
- Oh, now I'm definitely
feeling better.

864
00:52:26,560 --> 00:52:28,519
- You should.

865
00:52:28,645 --> 00:52:33,899
Once you understand
that life is finite,

866
00:52:34,025 --> 00:52:36,861
you don't want to waste
a moment of it.

867
00:52:36,987 --> 00:52:38,445
- I hate to say it,

868
00:52:38,572 --> 00:52:41,699
but I'm not getting
the same buzz I get from church.

869
00:52:41,825 --> 00:52:43,242
- Why not?

870
00:52:43,368 --> 00:52:46,162
- 'Cause I want someone up there
I can talk to.

871
00:52:48,123 --> 00:52:50,916
- That's what I thought, see?

872
00:52:51,042 --> 00:52:54,461
You don't want a spiritual life
based on truth.

873
00:52:54,588 --> 00:52:56,088
You want a daddy in the sky,

874
00:52:56,214 --> 00:52:58,299
and even if he is
totally imaginary,

875
00:52:58,425 --> 00:53:01,093
he's always gonna be there
when you need him.

876
00:53:03,847 --> 00:53:07,391
- What I want is to be loved.

877
00:53:29,414 --> 00:53:31,457
- I'm sorry.

878
00:53:52,896 --> 00:53:55,731
- We thank you, Lord,
for your love and salvation,

879
00:53:55,857 --> 00:53:58,025
but we are afraid.

880
00:53:58,151 --> 00:54:00,903
If you call us
to do your work in Uganda,

881
00:54:01,029 --> 00:54:04,698
please give us courage.

882
00:54:04,824 --> 00:54:07,826
And also, Lord,

883
00:54:07,953 --> 00:54:12,456
please give us the strength
to resist temptation,

884
00:54:12,582 --> 00:54:16,794
for sometimes we are
sorely tried in this evil world.

885
00:54:16,920 --> 00:54:18,128
Amen.

886
00:54:18,255 --> 00:54:20,256
- Amen.

887
00:54:39,776 --> 00:54:44,238
- I don't think I've ever loved
anyone before you.

888
00:54:44,364 --> 00:54:47,366
Now I'm not even sure
I could live without you.

889
00:54:47,492 --> 00:54:49,868
- Joe.

890
00:54:49,995 --> 00:54:52,621
- But if we are to be laborers
together with God,

891
00:54:52,747 --> 00:54:56,125
then we have to answer
when He calls.

892
00:54:56,251 --> 00:54:58,460
- What about my education?

893
00:55:01,381 --> 00:55:03,632
- Is that what this is about,
Shana?

894
00:55:03,758 --> 00:55:06,969
Really?

895
00:55:07,095 --> 00:55:08,304
- Yes.

896
00:55:11,808 --> 00:55:15,227
- I don't want us to live
a small life, Shana.

897
00:55:23,778 --> 00:55:25,779
- Yup?

898
00:55:45,842 --> 00:55:48,052
Hold on!

899
00:55:48,178 --> 00:55:51,680
Here.
Call me.

900
00:55:51,806 --> 00:55:52,848
- Who's Exley?

901
00:55:52,974 --> 00:55:54,975
- Oh, he used to work here.

902
00:55:55,101 --> 00:55:56,894
- I have to go to school.

903
00:56:00,815 --> 00:56:01,732
- Hold on!

904
00:56:01,858 --> 00:56:03,233
- I'll call you
as soon as I can.

905
00:56:03,360 --> 00:56:05,152
- Okay.

906
00:56:05,278 --> 00:56:07,279
Here.

907
00:56:39,729 --> 00:56:42,106
Hello?

908
00:56:42,232 --> 00:56:43,565
- Tonight around 8:00?

909
00:56:43,691 --> 00:56:45,234
- Yes.

910
00:56:46,903 --> 00:56:48,153
- Where?

911
00:56:48,279 --> 00:56:49,738
- The hotel.

912
00:56:49,864 --> 00:56:51,615
I'll find a room and email you.

913
00:56:51,741 --> 00:56:55,244
- You really put
some thought into this, huh?

914
00:56:55,370 --> 00:56:58,247
- Yeah.

915
00:56:58,373 --> 00:56:59,957
- So did I.

916
00:58:02,854 --> 00:58:04,313
- When do you reckon
you'll get back?

917
00:58:05,857 --> 00:58:07,441
- I'm just filling in
for someone.

918
00:58:07,567 --> 00:58:09,693
I don't know
when they'll show up.

919
00:58:11,779 --> 00:58:12,905
- Okay.

920
00:58:37,347 --> 00:58:39,306
- Hi.

921
00:58:44,979 --> 00:58:46,647
- Want a drink?

922
00:58:46,773 --> 00:58:48,732
- I think I need one.

923
00:58:53,571 --> 00:58:56,365
Are all these flowers for me?

924
00:58:56,491 --> 00:58:58,325
- Stole 'em from the ballroom.

925
00:58:58,451 --> 00:59:01,411
- Wedding?

926
00:59:01,538 --> 00:59:03,664
- Memorial service.

927
00:59:28,731 --> 00:59:31,066
You don't have to do it.

928
00:59:36,364 --> 00:59:38,156
Let me undress you.

929
01:00:30,209 --> 01:00:32,377
You're perfect.

930
01:00:37,425 --> 01:00:41,053
- ♪ Years float away
on the wind ♪

931
01:00:41,179 --> 01:00:45,682
♪ Give me this day I can win ♪

932
01:00:45,808 --> 01:00:48,977
♪ Give me your hands
to forget ♪

933
01:00:49,103 --> 01:00:52,397
♪ Everything ♪

934
01:00:52,523 --> 01:00:59,946
♪ You know the feeling
when your heart walked in ♪

935
01:01:00,073 --> 01:01:07,496
♪ And you remember
why you kiss first, stare ♪

936
01:01:07,622 --> 01:01:15,587
♪ She remembers all the good
up there that I've done ♪

937
01:01:15,713 --> 01:01:22,469
♪ But I found
you're like a ghost of me ♪

938
01:01:22,595 --> 01:01:29,059
♪ Like a secret sea,
you were stealing me ♪

939
01:01:29,185 --> 01:01:30,227
♪ Mm ♪

940
01:01:30,353 --> 01:01:36,441
♪ And it feels like
I'm remembering ♪

941
01:01:36,567 --> 01:01:40,153
♪ Years float away
on the wind ♪

942
01:01:40,279 --> 01:01:44,241
♪ Give me a moment to win ♪

943
01:01:44,367 --> 01:01:48,161
♪ Give me your lips to forget ♪

944
01:01:48,287 --> 01:01:51,331
♪ Everything,
everything ♪

945
01:01:51,457 --> 01:01:55,043
♪ Years float away
on the wind ♪

946
01:01:55,169 --> 01:01:58,755
♪ Give me this day ♪

947
01:01:58,881 --> 01:02:02,592
♪ Give me your hands
to forget ♪

948
01:02:02,719 --> 01:02:05,220
♪ Everything ♪

949
01:02:21,154 --> 01:02:23,155
- Oh, my God.

950
01:02:46,929 --> 01:02:49,806
- You have a job.

951
01:02:49,932 --> 01:02:53,185
You have God.

952
01:02:53,311 --> 01:02:56,396
I am washed, sanctified,
and justified.

953
01:02:58,149 --> 01:03:00,484
Help me.

954
01:03:00,610 --> 01:03:02,360
Help Shana.

955
01:03:06,616 --> 01:03:10,702
- When I got home last night,
he wasn't there.

956
01:03:10,828 --> 01:03:14,206
Then he came back,
and I asked him where he'd been,

957
01:03:14,332 --> 01:03:17,876
and he said, "Thinking.
Where have you been?"

958
01:03:18,002 --> 01:03:19,836
- Then what?

959
01:03:19,962 --> 01:03:22,798
- And then this morning,
he was distant,

960
01:03:22,924 --> 01:03:25,175
and then he just went to work.

961
01:03:31,265 --> 01:03:34,518
- Why don't you leave him?

962
01:03:34,644 --> 01:03:36,478
I mean it.

963
01:03:39,607 --> 01:03:42,692
- I'm afraid of what
he might do to himself.

964
01:03:43,736 --> 01:03:45,195
- Like what?

965
01:03:45,321 --> 01:03:48,031
- I don't know.

966
01:03:48,157 --> 01:03:49,533
I feel scared of him,

967
01:03:49,659 --> 01:03:51,535
and I feel sorry for him

968
01:03:51,661 --> 01:03:54,996
and grateful and ashamed.

969
01:03:57,667 --> 01:03:59,835
But at the same time,
it's-

970
01:03:59,961 --> 01:04:02,295
I sort of can't even think
about him.

971
01:04:04,549 --> 01:04:06,675
It's like he's disappearing.

972
01:04:06,801 --> 01:04:09,427
All I can think about is you.

973
01:04:11,931 --> 01:04:14,599
- I feel the same way.

974
01:04:14,725 --> 01:04:16,518
I didn't sleep at all
last night.

975
01:04:16,644 --> 01:04:20,146
- Really?

976
01:04:20,273 --> 01:04:23,692
Could we see each other again
tonight?

977
01:04:23,818 --> 01:04:26,069
- How would you get out?

978
01:04:26,195 --> 01:04:28,780
- He's going
to some church thing

979
01:04:28,906 --> 01:04:31,157
from 7:00 to 10:00.

980
01:04:31,284 --> 01:04:33,577
- Chris too.

981
01:04:33,703 --> 01:04:36,246
Finally something
to thank God for.

982
01:04:45,548 --> 01:04:46,756
- I'm sorry.

983
01:04:46,883 --> 01:04:49,342
- Take it.

984
01:04:49,468 --> 01:04:50,719
I'll wait.

985
01:04:53,472 --> 01:04:54,890
- What do you want?

986
01:04:55,016 --> 01:04:58,226
- Hey.

987
01:04:58,352 --> 01:05:00,312
I just wanted
to give you a family.

988
01:05:00,438 --> 01:05:03,148
- What makes you think
I want to talk about this now?

989
01:05:03,274 --> 01:05:05,317
- Hollis, it was
just an arrangement.

990
01:05:05,443 --> 01:05:06,651
That's all.

991
01:05:06,777 --> 01:05:09,613
Hollis, I was just afraid
of losing you, so I just-

992
01:05:09,739 --> 01:05:11,615
- I'm up here on the ledge
with somebody and-

993
01:05:11,741 --> 01:05:12,866
- Please, Hollis.

994
01:05:12,992 --> 01:05:14,326
I love you.

995
01:05:14,452 --> 01:05:16,620
- I cannot have
this conversation right now.

996
01:05:16,746 --> 01:05:18,455
- I love you.

997
01:05:18,581 --> 01:05:20,498
I love you more
than anything in life.

998
01:05:20,625 --> 01:05:22,918
- Look, I got to go.

999
01:05:29,258 --> 01:05:30,926
- You have to go?

1000
01:05:31,052 --> 01:05:32,677
- No, no, no, no.
I'm good.

1001
01:05:35,598 --> 01:05:37,432
So what happened next?

1002
01:05:44,941 --> 01:05:46,691
- Well, I better be going.

1003
01:05:46,817 --> 01:05:48,652
- Okay.

1004
01:05:48,778 --> 01:05:50,487
- Bye.
- Bye.

1005
01:06:47,253 --> 01:06:49,087
- I want to do it here.

1006
01:06:49,213 --> 01:06:50,839
- Okay.

1007
01:07:01,767 --> 01:07:03,810
- Take my panties off.

1008
01:07:56,238 --> 01:07:58,031
Oh, my...

1009
01:08:01,494 --> 01:08:03,578
I love the way you touch me.

1010
01:08:19,512 --> 01:08:22,097
- Who is that?

1011
01:08:26,644 --> 01:08:27,977
- That's my daughter.

1012
01:08:28,104 --> 01:08:29,312
- You have a daughter?

1013
01:08:29,438 --> 01:08:31,981
- I had a daughter.

1014
01:08:32,108 --> 01:08:34,692
- What happened?

1015
01:08:34,819 --> 01:08:38,655
- She died two years ago.

1016
01:08:38,781 --> 01:08:41,282
- Oh, I'm so sorry.

1017
01:08:41,408 --> 01:08:42,659
- I'm sure she's up in heaven

1018
01:08:42,785 --> 01:08:45,829
with all the other
little baby angels.

1019
01:08:52,086 --> 01:08:53,711
I'm sorry.

1020
01:08:53,838 --> 01:08:55,755
I don't mean to be
such an asshole.

1021
01:08:55,881 --> 01:08:58,049
I really don't.

1022
01:09:04,431 --> 01:09:07,267
I was driving her
to school one day.

1023
01:09:07,393 --> 01:09:10,520
And we'd had a fight.

1024
01:09:12,982 --> 01:09:14,065
The radio was on.

1025
01:09:14,191 --> 01:09:16,526
There was a song
we both really liked.

1026
01:09:16,652 --> 01:09:20,697
She was singing along.

1027
01:09:20,823 --> 01:09:22,448
I was watching her
in the mirror,

1028
01:09:22,575 --> 01:09:26,327
and I was just about to tell her
that it was all okay,

1029
01:09:26,453 --> 01:09:31,374
and then a truck
swerved from traffic

1030
01:09:31,500 --> 01:09:36,171
from the opposite direction,

1031
01:09:36,297 --> 01:09:40,216
and I had less than a second
to think.

1032
01:09:40,342 --> 01:09:43,428
And I don't know if it was
instinct or a bad guess

1033
01:09:43,554 --> 01:09:48,433
or maybe self-preservation,
but...

1034
01:09:51,604 --> 01:09:53,605
I swung the wheel
the wrong way,

1035
01:09:53,731 --> 01:09:56,524
and the truck hit her side
of the car.

1036
01:10:03,073 --> 01:10:06,743
And five minutes later,
she's dead.

1037
01:10:25,554 --> 01:10:29,224
My wife never blamed me,
exactly.

1038
01:10:29,350 --> 01:10:33,019
It was-the truck driver
had a heart attack.

1039
01:10:33,145 --> 01:10:35,063
It wasn't my fault, but...

1040
01:10:37,566 --> 01:10:39,734
It was in her eyes.

1041
01:10:41,904 --> 01:10:45,031
I needed her to forgive me,
and she couldn't do it.

1042
01:10:47,284 --> 01:10:52,455
And so we split up,
and I totally fell apart.

1043
01:10:52,581 --> 01:10:55,541
And then I got a job
in the hospitality industry.

1044
01:10:55,668 --> 01:10:59,462
And now I'm just dandy.

1045
01:11:19,525 --> 01:11:20,733
- Oh!

1046
01:11:20,859 --> 01:11:22,527
Uh, I thought you were out.

1047
01:11:22,653 --> 01:11:24,237
I was gonna get a sip
of your whiskey.

1048
01:11:24,363 --> 01:11:25,863
We-
- You ever think of knocking?

1049
01:11:25,990 --> 01:11:27,740
- Excuse us.
Sorry.

1050
01:11:27,866 --> 01:11:29,158
- What happened?

1051
01:11:32,079 --> 01:11:35,623
- Uh, you were right.

1052
01:11:35,749 --> 01:11:39,294
Turns out this center
is a little more conservative

1053
01:11:39,420 --> 01:11:40,753
than we thought.

1054
01:11:40,879 --> 01:11:43,423
- Light gets switched off
before it reaches the homos?

1055
01:11:44,466 --> 01:11:46,175
- Not exactly.

1056
01:11:46,302 --> 01:11:47,343
Dimmed.

1057
01:11:47,469 --> 01:11:49,804
- Sorry.
Really.

1058
01:11:52,266 --> 01:11:54,684
- Hey.

1059
01:11:54,810 --> 01:11:56,728
To the grave, okay?

1060
01:12:01,442 --> 01:12:03,693
- Oh.

1061
01:12:03,819 --> 01:12:05,528
- It's okay.
He's cool.

1062
01:12:05,654 --> 01:12:07,030
Both of them.

1063
01:12:13,537 --> 01:12:16,873
- You know,

1064
01:12:16,999 --> 01:12:21,002
if you and I
could ever be together,

1065
01:12:21,128 --> 01:12:24,130
I think we'd be really happy.

1066
01:12:32,556 --> 01:12:36,976
- Strange thing is,
I felt the same way.

1067
01:12:37,102 --> 01:12:39,103
I had to make a game of it
at the start...

1068
01:12:39,229 --> 01:12:41,898
'cause I wasn't really up
for it, you know?

1069
01:12:42,024 --> 01:12:43,358
Love.

1070
01:12:43,484 --> 01:12:46,736
- No wonder.

1071
01:12:46,862 --> 01:12:48,404
- I guess
it's always inexplicable

1072
01:12:48,530 --> 01:12:50,656
why you fall in love, isn't it?

1073
01:12:50,783 --> 01:12:53,659
I mean, you tell me,
why do you love your wife?

1074
01:12:55,579 --> 01:12:58,790
- To be honest with you,
Gavin,

1075
01:12:58,916 --> 01:13:00,583
I don't think I do anymore.

1076
01:13:00,709 --> 01:13:01,918
As a matter of fact,

1077
01:13:02,044 --> 01:13:03,836
I don't even think
I'm going home tonight.

1078
01:13:03,962 --> 01:13:05,296
- Why not?

1079
01:13:05,422 --> 01:13:07,465
- She cheated on me.

1080
01:13:10,177 --> 01:13:12,512
I kind of lost
both of my kids today.

1081
01:13:12,638 --> 01:13:16,474
My little boy and my girl,
you know.

1082
01:13:16,600 --> 01:13:19,560
Found out neither one of 'em
was mine this morning.

1083
01:13:23,399 --> 01:13:24,732
- Why?

1084
01:13:24,858 --> 01:13:27,693
- 'Cause I'm sterile.

1085
01:13:27,820 --> 01:13:29,612
I just found out.

1086
01:13:32,408 --> 01:13:34,617
I've always been.

1087
01:13:34,743 --> 01:13:36,577
- Did you want kids?

1088
01:13:36,703 --> 01:13:39,914
- Like you wouldn't believe,
you know?

1089
01:13:40,040 --> 01:13:42,125
I mean, we tried and tried
for years,

1090
01:13:42,251 --> 01:13:45,336
and when nothing happened,

1091
01:13:45,462 --> 01:13:47,630
eventually we went over
to the clinic,

1092
01:13:47,756 --> 01:13:49,924
and we got tested.

1093
01:13:50,050 --> 01:13:52,218
And I never bothered
to go and get the results.

1094
01:13:52,344 --> 01:13:53,928
But she did.

1095
01:13:54,054 --> 01:13:58,307
And when she told me
everything was okay, I was...

1096
01:13:58,434 --> 01:14:00,643
And then nine months later, we-

1097
01:14:04,815 --> 01:14:10,778
She said that she was afraid
she was going to lose me

1098
01:14:10,904 --> 01:14:13,489
and that it was just
an arrangement.

1099
01:14:17,202 --> 01:14:18,703
- Who's the father?

1100
01:14:25,794 --> 01:14:30,256
- She wanted the kids to look
as much like me as possible.

1101
01:14:33,469 --> 01:14:35,720
I got a younger brother, man.

1102
01:14:41,435 --> 01:14:42,852
Look, I'm sorry,
Gavin,

1103
01:14:42,978 --> 01:14:45,313
but please don't make my day
any worse than it already is.

1104
01:14:45,439 --> 01:14:48,858
Why don't you just
come on in here?

1105
01:14:48,984 --> 01:14:50,526
- Believe me,

1106
01:14:50,652 --> 01:14:53,029
if I could, I would.

1107
01:14:54,781 --> 01:14:56,574
- Hollis.

1108
01:14:56,700 --> 01:14:57,909
- Excuse me.

1109
01:14:58,035 --> 01:14:59,327
- Spoke to the roommate, Chris.

1110
01:14:59,453 --> 01:15:01,746
He says he thinks Joe's capable
ofjust about anything.

1111
01:15:01,872 --> 01:15:03,080
Shana never made it to school.

1112
01:15:03,207 --> 01:15:04,207
Joe never showed up for work.

1113
01:15:04,333 --> 01:15:05,583
I've been trying both
their numbers.

1114
01:15:05,709 --> 01:15:06,834
I got nothing.

1115
01:15:06,960 --> 01:15:08,419
- Please, keep calling them.
- All right.

1116
01:15:08,545 --> 01:15:10,755
How's he doin'?

1117
01:15:10,881 --> 01:15:13,424
- Do I think he might do it?

1118
01:15:13,550 --> 01:15:15,468
I think he could.

1119
01:15:15,594 --> 01:15:19,096
- All right.
Are you good?

1120
01:15:19,223 --> 01:15:22,016
- I'm having a rough day.

1121
01:15:43,205 --> 01:15:45,414
Hey, forgive me.

1122
01:15:45,541 --> 01:15:49,460
- Look man, the point is,
you got kids,

1123
01:15:49,586 --> 01:15:52,046
even if it wasn't exactly
how you wanted.

1124
01:15:55,175 --> 01:15:59,387
- Let's just go on
with your story, okay?

1125
01:16:04,768 --> 01:16:06,727
- Okay.

1126
01:16:06,853 --> 01:16:10,439
We decided to tell Joe
the truth.

1127
01:16:10,566 --> 01:16:12,692
But Shana wanted to speak
to the pastor first

1128
01:16:12,818 --> 01:16:15,278
'cause she was so scared
he'd kill himself.

1129
01:16:23,579 --> 01:16:27,748
- I know I haven't been
an exciting lover for you.

1130
01:16:27,874 --> 01:16:31,877
I know that I have been
too dominating

1131
01:16:32,004 --> 01:16:36,465
in a way
that wasn't interesting.

1132
01:16:36,592 --> 01:16:39,093
But I wasn't always like this.

1133
01:16:42,139 --> 01:16:44,473
I know how bad things are.

1134
01:16:44,600 --> 01:16:48,060
I just want one night.

1135
01:16:48,186 --> 01:16:52,189
Borrow an apartment.
Go to a hotel.

1136
01:16:52,316 --> 01:16:56,402
A night away from
what we're supposed to be,

1137
01:16:56,528 --> 01:17:00,156
a night to prove I can
make you happy that way.

1138
01:17:02,451 --> 01:17:05,953
Don't I at least deserve that?

1139
01:17:06,079 --> 01:17:08,497
- I have to get out of this
the right way.

1140
01:17:08,624 --> 01:17:10,166
I owe him so much.

1141
01:17:10,292 --> 01:17:12,168
- I know.

1142
01:17:12,294 --> 01:17:15,421
I know, and I know
I have no right, but...

1143
01:17:17,966 --> 01:17:20,676
- We only have to get through
a couple more days, okay?

1144
01:17:21,428 --> 01:17:22,970
Okay?

1145
01:17:25,265 --> 01:17:26,515
- Okay.

1146
01:17:26,642 --> 01:17:28,351
- I should go.

1147
01:17:28,477 --> 01:17:29,602
I'm doing the night shift,

1148
01:17:29,728 --> 01:17:31,604
and then I'm gonna go see
the pastor in the morning.

1149
01:17:31,730 --> 01:17:32,855
- Come by after.

1150
01:17:32,981 --> 01:17:34,690
Let me know how it went.

1151
01:17:44,743 --> 01:17:46,911
- I love you.

1152
01:18:17,484 --> 01:18:18,526
- Crescent Riverview.

1153
01:18:18,652 --> 01:18:20,903
- Hi.
I'd like a room, please.

1154
01:18:21,029 --> 01:18:23,322
- When would it be for?

1155
01:18:23,448 --> 01:18:24,865
- Tonight, if you've got one.

1156
01:18:55,689 --> 01:18:56,772
Come on in.

1157
01:19:06,742 --> 01:19:08,576
Would you mind if we talked?

1158
01:19:08,702 --> 01:19:12,079
- Oh-
- Please, it's important.

1159
01:19:20,088 --> 01:19:21,422
Sit down.

1160
01:19:29,973 --> 01:19:33,976
You know what the difference is
between you and me, Gavin?

1161
01:19:34,102 --> 01:19:35,352
- No.

1162
01:19:35,479 --> 01:19:38,147
- There are two differences.

1163
01:19:38,273 --> 01:19:41,275
First of all, you don't see
the world as it is.

1164
01:19:41,401 --> 01:19:44,320
This world
is a disgusting place.

1165
01:19:44,446 --> 01:19:46,489
I know this because I've seen
some of the worst

1166
01:19:46,615 --> 01:19:48,115
it has to offer.

1167
01:19:51,077 --> 01:19:52,995
- I find that hard to believe.

1168
01:19:53,121 --> 01:19:55,372
- Did you know
I was married before?

1169
01:19:58,043 --> 01:19:59,335
- No, I didn't know that, Joe.

1170
01:19:59,461 --> 01:20:00,795
- Mm-hmm.

1171
01:20:00,921 --> 01:20:04,381
A lovely wife,

1172
01:20:04,508 --> 01:20:07,676
two beautiful children,

1173
01:20:07,803 --> 01:20:09,178
great home.

1174
01:20:09,304 --> 01:20:12,515
But I couldn't stay home,
because I was drawn to sin.

1175
01:20:12,641 --> 01:20:14,308
I'd go out for a drink,
and five hours later,

1176
01:20:14,434 --> 01:20:15,684
I'd be coked out of my head

1177
01:20:15,811 --> 01:20:18,479
and in a booth in a porno shop,
or I'd get a hooker,

1178
01:20:18,605 --> 01:20:20,981
or I'd go-go gambling,

1179
01:20:21,107 --> 01:20:23,943
or pretty much whatever
you can imagine, I did.

1180
01:20:24,069 --> 01:20:27,196
And I lost it all.

1181
01:20:27,322 --> 01:20:30,825
My wife left me.

1182
01:20:30,951 --> 01:20:32,284
She caught diseases from me.

1183
01:20:32,410 --> 01:20:35,621
I lost my job.

1184
01:20:35,747 --> 01:20:38,374
I lost my children.

1185
01:20:38,500 --> 01:20:41,085
But even still, I couldn't stop.

1186
01:20:43,129 --> 01:20:45,047
I mean, so what do you think
that is?

1187
01:20:45,173 --> 01:20:47,675
You think
I'm, like, a sex addict

1188
01:20:47,801 --> 01:20:52,888
or a junkie
or a gambling addict,

1189
01:20:53,014 --> 01:20:53,931
alcoholic?

1190
01:20:54,057 --> 01:20:55,057
What?

1191
01:20:57,185 --> 01:20:58,644
- I don't know, Joe.

1192
01:20:58,770 --> 01:20:59,687
I have no idea.

1193
01:20:59,813 --> 01:21:02,273
- The answer
is none of the above.

1194
01:21:02,399 --> 01:21:05,109
I just had to have sensation.

1195
01:21:05,235 --> 01:21:10,781
I had to feel alive,
because inside, I was dying.

1196
01:21:10,907 --> 01:21:13,993
Spiritually, right?
I was lost.

1197
01:21:18,874 --> 01:21:22,668
See, I was, you know,
half an inch from death

1198
01:21:22,794 --> 01:21:25,087
when Jesus came to me.

1199
01:21:25,213 --> 01:21:26,338
I was.

1200
01:21:26,464 --> 01:21:29,508
I was lying in the gutter
and got up,

1201
01:21:29,634 --> 01:21:35,014
stumbled into a church,
and I was born again.

1202
01:21:36,433 --> 01:21:37,641
I was saved.

1203
01:21:37,767 --> 01:21:41,270
I was a new man.

1204
01:21:41,396 --> 01:21:45,608
The joy-the relief, really...

1205
01:21:47,569 --> 01:21:50,321
You have no idea how that feels.

1206
01:21:52,824 --> 01:21:55,117
About a year later,

1207
01:21:55,243 --> 01:21:59,330
the Lord, having given me
so much already,

1208
01:21:59,456 --> 01:22:03,125
He gave me Shana.

1209
01:22:03,251 --> 01:22:06,670
He brought her into the church.

1210
01:22:06,796 --> 01:22:09,965
And the moment that I saw her,

1211
01:22:10,091 --> 01:22:14,053
I knew that I loved her.

1212
01:22:14,179 --> 01:22:18,140
Then we were married
in His sight,

1213
01:22:18,266 --> 01:22:21,101
in His house.

1214
01:22:21,227 --> 01:22:22,937
And loving her was the-

1215
01:22:25,815 --> 01:22:30,778
It was such a pure love.

1216
01:22:32,572 --> 01:22:36,492
Until two nights ago.

1217
01:22:38,119 --> 01:22:39,995
When you were...

1218
01:22:40,121 --> 01:22:43,248
fucking her in your kitchen,

1219
01:22:43,375 --> 01:22:46,835
I was outside the door,
listening.

1220
01:22:46,962 --> 01:22:51,423
And I thought
of smashing down that door

1221
01:22:51,549 --> 01:22:54,218
and killing you both.

1222
01:22:55,387 --> 01:22:57,763
But I just ran away.

1223
01:22:57,889 --> 01:22:58,931
I ran away, and I did things

1224
01:22:59,057 --> 01:23:01,684
that I have not done
in a long time.

1225
01:23:01,810 --> 01:23:04,520
And when I came home,
she was asleep in there.

1226
01:23:04,646 --> 01:23:09,483
And I watched her lying there.

1227
01:23:09,609 --> 01:23:11,735
And she was smiling.

1228
01:23:18,535 --> 01:23:21,704
It's hard when we lose
someone we love,

1229
01:23:21,830 --> 01:23:22,830
isn't it?

1230
01:23:25,166 --> 01:23:27,084
- Yes, it is.

1231
01:23:27,210 --> 01:23:31,005
- So I came in here,

1232
01:23:31,131 --> 01:23:34,258
and I opened up the Bible.

1233
01:23:34,384 --> 01:23:39,722
And I read Psalm 23.

1234
01:23:39,848 --> 01:23:43,684
"The Lord is my shepherd.
I shall not want.

1235
01:23:43,810 --> 01:23:46,270
"Yea, though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death,

1236
01:23:46,396 --> 01:23:48,897
"I will fear no evil,
for thou art with me.

1237
01:23:49,024 --> 01:23:54,319
Thy rod and thy staff,
they comfort me."

1238
01:23:54,446 --> 01:23:57,698
And I took this gun,
and I put it right here.

1239
01:24:00,201 --> 01:24:01,535
Now...

1240
01:24:03,413 --> 01:24:05,831
You think I'm still here
because I was afraid?

1241
01:24:07,042 --> 01:24:08,125
- I don't know, Joe.

1242
01:24:08,251 --> 01:24:10,127
- No.

1243
01:24:10,253 --> 01:24:13,922
I have no fear, Gavin.

1244
01:24:14,049 --> 01:24:16,800
You ever been
totally without fear?

1245
01:24:16,926 --> 01:24:18,677
- No.

1246
01:24:18,803 --> 01:24:24,850
- That's the second difference
between us.

1247
01:24:24,976 --> 01:24:26,935
I have the courage
to die for my beliefs

1248
01:24:27,062 --> 01:24:30,731
because I know where I'm going.

1249
01:24:30,857 --> 01:24:33,108
You have the courage
to die for your beliefs?

1250
01:24:35,320 --> 01:24:38,280
- I guess so, you know,
if I had to.

1251
01:24:38,406 --> 01:24:41,742
- I don't think you do.

1252
01:24:43,912 --> 01:24:45,079
But I figured out

1253
01:24:45,205 --> 01:24:48,165
I was the last person
that should die.

1254
01:24:49,334 --> 01:24:50,501
- Joe.

1255
01:24:55,548 --> 01:24:57,633
Read the marked passage.

1256
01:25:13,274 --> 01:25:14,691
- "The man
that committeth adultery

1257
01:25:14,818 --> 01:25:19,905
"with another man's wife,

1258
01:25:20,031 --> 01:25:23,659
the adulterer and the adulteress
shall surely be put to death."

1259
01:25:25,120 --> 01:25:29,748
But, Joe,
what about the New Testament?

1260
01:25:29,874 --> 01:25:31,917
Doesn't Jesus say
about an adulteress,

1261
01:25:32,043 --> 01:25:34,419
"He who is without sin
amongst you,

1262
01:25:34,546 --> 01:25:36,004
let him cast a stone at her?"

1263
01:25:36,131 --> 01:25:38,340
- That's right, and no one did,

1264
01:25:38,466 --> 01:25:42,261
because no one was without sin.

1265
01:25:42,387 --> 01:25:43,929
And Jesus said to the woman,

1266
01:25:44,055 --> 01:25:46,223
"Neither do I condemn thee.

1267
01:25:46,349 --> 01:25:48,392
Now go and sin no more."

1268
01:25:48,518 --> 01:25:49,726
- Right.

1269
01:25:54,065 --> 01:25:57,484
- Are you prepared
to sin no more?

1270
01:26:00,363 --> 01:26:02,114
Is Shana?

1271
01:26:08,830 --> 01:26:13,208
I am washed, sanctified,
and justified.

1272
01:26:13,334 --> 01:26:14,585
And if I say
I'm gonna do something,

1273
01:26:14,711 --> 01:26:16,170
you better believe I will.

1274
01:26:21,676 --> 01:26:23,218
Get out.

1275
01:26:36,608 --> 01:26:37,900
- Listen, Gavin.

1276
01:26:38,026 --> 01:26:40,235
For God's sake,
just come in here.

1277
01:26:40,361 --> 01:26:41,778
I promise I can help you.

1278
01:26:41,905 --> 01:26:43,572
- You think I want this, man?

1279
01:26:43,698 --> 01:26:44,781
- We just got five minutes left.

1280
01:26:44,908 --> 01:26:46,366
Please let me...

1281
01:26:53,416 --> 01:26:54,791
Excuse me.

1282
01:27:01,424 --> 01:27:02,341
If you were gonna kill someone

1283
01:27:02,467 --> 01:27:03,675
that had an affair
with your wife

1284
01:27:03,801 --> 01:27:05,427
and you were doing it this way,
what would you want?

1285
01:27:05,553 --> 01:27:07,095
- Gavin!

1286
01:27:07,222 --> 01:27:08,513
Get down from there, man!

1287
01:27:08,640 --> 01:27:10,015
- I'd want to watch him.

1288
01:27:10,141 --> 01:27:11,183
- Me too.

1289
01:27:11,309 --> 01:27:12,893
I think I just saw something
on the ninth floor

1290
01:27:13,019 --> 01:27:14,102
at the Crescent Hotel.

1291
01:27:14,229 --> 01:27:15,604
- What are you doing?

1292
01:27:20,693 --> 01:27:21,735
- Look, for God's sake, Gavin,

1293
01:27:21,861 --> 01:27:23,028
please just come in here.

1294
01:27:23,154 --> 01:27:24,279
Let me help you.

1295
01:27:24,405 --> 01:27:25,572
- There's nothing you can do.

1296
01:27:27,408 --> 01:27:30,452
- Hi. This is Shana.
Please leave a message.

1297
01:27:30,578 --> 01:27:32,120
Beep!

1298
01:27:32,247 --> 01:27:34,248
- Fuck.

1299
01:27:43,049 --> 01:27:45,425
Shana.

1300
01:27:45,551 --> 01:27:46,843
- You know how I said
I had the courage

1301
01:27:46,970 --> 01:27:48,887
to die for my beliefs
but you didn't?

1302
01:27:49,013 --> 01:27:49,930
- Yeah.

1303
01:27:50,056 --> 01:27:51,431
- You disagreed.

1304
01:27:51,557 --> 01:27:52,641
- Yeah.

1305
01:27:52,767 --> 01:27:54,226
- You still think you have
the courage?

1306
01:27:54,352 --> 01:27:55,978
- Yeah, Joe,
but what does that matter?

1307
01:27:56,104 --> 01:27:57,104
- Yeah, will let me tell you

1308
01:27:57,230 --> 01:27:58,230
what the situation is here,
Gavin.

1309
01:27:58,356 --> 01:28:02,150
See, I've decided I'm more
of an Old Testament sort of guy.

1310
01:28:02,277 --> 01:28:04,945
But I am willing to compromise.

1311
01:28:05,071 --> 01:28:09,366
Only one of you
has to die today.

1312
01:28:09,492 --> 01:28:12,160
I have Shana
right in front of me,

1313
01:28:12,287 --> 01:28:15,622
and I have my gun
pointed at her head.

1314
01:28:15,748 --> 01:28:16,748
- Listen, Joe, whatever-

1315
01:28:16,874 --> 01:28:18,750
- Stop.
Stop.

1316
01:28:21,004 --> 01:28:23,922
Go to the Tamlacker Building.

1317
01:28:24,048 --> 01:28:27,092
There's a door around back.

1318
01:28:27,218 --> 01:28:31,013
Take the staircase
all the way up to the top.

1319
01:28:31,973 --> 01:28:33,974
On the roof,
you'll find a utility shed.

1320
01:28:37,353 --> 01:28:40,564
You get on the ledge
in front of it.

1321
01:28:43,318 --> 01:28:45,569
You stand there and think.

1322
01:28:47,030 --> 01:28:50,240
At noon, you jump,
or I put a bullet in her head.

1323
01:28:50,366 --> 01:28:53,827
Maybe you'll find God.

1324
01:28:53,953 --> 01:28:55,620
- What in the hell
is wrong with you?

1325
01:28:55,747 --> 01:28:58,123
Don't you realize if you had
told me this from the start,

1326
01:28:58,249 --> 01:28:59,166
I could've found him?

1327
01:28:59,292 --> 01:29:00,292
I could've done something.

1328
01:29:00,418 --> 01:29:01,543
- He would've killed her.

1329
01:29:01,669 --> 01:29:04,546
- How do you know he's even
capable of killing her?

1330
01:29:04,672 --> 01:29:07,215
You don't even know
what you're capable of.

1331
01:29:07,342 --> 01:29:10,344
I mean, would you kill your mom
in order to save your father

1332
01:29:10,470 --> 01:29:13,722
or kill one of your kids
in order to save another kid?

1333
01:29:13,848 --> 01:29:16,266
These are things
that we cannot know.

1334
01:29:16,392 --> 01:29:19,770
- I know what he's capable of,
Hollis.

1335
01:29:19,896 --> 01:29:22,022
I saw it in his eyes.

1336
01:29:22,148 --> 01:29:24,733
- Look, man, I am not gonna
blow smoke up your ass.

1337
01:29:24,859 --> 01:29:28,278
You are in a terrible dilemma.

1338
01:29:28,404 --> 01:29:30,113
But I swear to you,
if I was in your place-

1339
01:29:30,239 --> 01:29:31,823
- Who do your kids
think their dad is?

1340
01:29:31,949 --> 01:29:33,575
- Gavin-
- You get over it for them.

1341
01:29:33,701 --> 01:29:35,285
- Gavin, please.
Please just come in here-

1342
01:29:35,411 --> 01:29:37,496
- Where's your faith now?

1343
01:29:37,622 --> 01:29:39,081
Your wife says she loves you

1344
01:29:39,207 --> 01:29:42,334
and she did this for you, right?

1345
01:29:42,460 --> 01:29:43,752
- Why can't you have faith
in that?

1346
01:29:43,878 --> 01:29:46,254
- Why don't you just mind
your own fuckin' business?

1347
01:29:47,548 --> 01:29:49,633
Listen, man,
if you do this to me,

1348
01:29:49,759 --> 01:29:52,010
I'm gonna carry this shit
the rest of my life.

1349
01:29:52,136 --> 01:29:53,804
- Not if you do
what I want you to do.

1350
01:29:53,930 --> 01:29:55,222
- Tell Shana-
- I will not do it.

1351
01:29:55,348 --> 01:29:56,515
I will not do it.

1352
01:29:56,641 --> 01:29:58,934
If you got somethin'
that you need to tell her,

1353
01:29:59,060 --> 01:30:02,229
you climb your ass in here,
you tell her yourself!

1354
01:30:02,355 --> 01:30:03,647
You're always so rational.

1355
01:30:03,773 --> 01:30:05,649
I mean, does this sound
rational to you?

1356
01:30:05,775 --> 01:30:06,775
- Whoa! Get out of here!

1357
01:30:06,901 --> 01:30:07,901
- I mean, think about it.

1358
01:30:08,027 --> 01:30:12,072
What makes her life
more valuable than yours?

1359
01:30:12,740 --> 01:30:14,324
Please.

1360
01:30:14,450 --> 01:30:17,953
Gavin.

1361
01:30:18,079 --> 01:30:19,830
Just come here.

1362
01:30:19,956 --> 01:30:22,541
Just come here, man.

1363
01:30:22,667 --> 01:30:25,419
Now, Gavin, please.

1364
01:30:30,591 --> 01:30:32,634
Gavin, please come here.

1365
01:30:40,768 --> 01:30:41,977
Just come here, man.

1366
01:30:42,103 --> 01:30:45,188
- Look, I feel like
I've gotten to know you.

1367
01:30:45,314 --> 01:30:47,482
And I like you, and I'm sorry
I'm gonna have to do this.

1368
01:30:47,608 --> 01:30:48,692
- Please.

1369
01:30:48,818 --> 01:30:49,985
- But if you were standing
where I am

1370
01:30:50,111 --> 01:30:51,862
and your wife or any one
of your kids had a gun

1371
01:30:51,988 --> 01:30:53,447
to his or her head,

1372
01:30:53,573 --> 01:30:55,949
this time,
you did have time to think,

1373
01:30:56,075 --> 01:30:58,326
could anyone on Earth
stop you from jumping?

1374
01:30:58,453 --> 01:30:59,911
- I'm begging you.
Please don't do this.

1375
01:31:00,037 --> 01:31:01,204
- Here's what I want you to do.

1376
01:31:01,330 --> 01:31:02,789
- Gavin, please don't do this.

1377
01:31:02,915 --> 01:31:04,791
- I never told Shana
I loved her.

1378
01:31:04,917 --> 01:31:07,502
You tell her for me.
- I will not do it.

1379
01:31:07,628 --> 01:31:10,338
- Yes, you will.

1380
01:31:10,465 --> 01:31:11,798
Then you go home, okay?

1381
01:31:11,924 --> 01:31:13,508
- Gavin, don't you do this.

1382
01:31:13,634 --> 01:31:15,969
Please, Gavin.

1383
01:31:16,095 --> 01:31:17,137
- Fuck.
Here.

1384
01:31:17,263 --> 01:31:19,306
- Gavin, please!

1385
01:31:46,751 --> 01:31:47,959
- Freeze.
Freeze!

1386
01:31:48,085 --> 01:31:50,086
On the ground, now.
Drop it.

1387
01:32:17,907 --> 01:32:20,825
- Do you have anyone
to stay with?

1388
01:32:23,746 --> 01:32:26,373
- I think I'll try being alone
for a while.

1389
01:32:26,499 --> 01:32:29,417
Never really done that.

1390
01:32:29,544 --> 01:32:32,420
- Well, at least for tonight,
like, a friend?

1391
01:32:36,801 --> 01:32:38,468
- I guess I'll find out.

1392
01:32:41,764 --> 01:32:46,184
- Look, not that I imagine
you're doubting it,

1393
01:32:46,310 --> 01:32:50,188
but he did want me
to tell you that...

1394
01:32:50,314 --> 01:32:52,774
he loved you.

1395
01:32:59,240 --> 01:33:00,824
- Thank you.

1396
01:35:28,389 --> 01:35:30,682
Both:
Daddy!

1397
01:35:32,059 --> 01:35:34,352
- They heard
what happened today.

1398
01:35:35,020 --> 01:35:35,979
The guy on the-

1399
01:35:36,105 --> 01:35:38,273
- It was on the TV?

1400
01:35:40,651 --> 01:35:42,736
- I'm really sorry.

1401
01:35:44,113 --> 01:35:46,239
- It's okay.

1402
01:35:49,243 --> 01:35:51,286
Life goes on.

1403
01:35:59,086 --> 01:36:03,298
- So shall we say grace?

1404
01:36:03,424 --> 01:36:05,842
- No, not tonight.

1405
01:36:05,968 --> 01:36:08,720
We don't say grace tonight,
okay?

1406
01:36:08,846 --> 01:36:11,014
- Why not?

1407
01:36:11,140 --> 01:36:15,059
- Because I'm your father,
and I said so, okay?

1408
01:36:15,186 --> 01:36:16,936
- Okay.

1409
01:36:20,232 --> 01:36:22,275
- Okay?

1410
01:36:25,446 --> 01:36:27,113
- Okay.

1411
01:36:30,826 --> 01:36:37,832
- Let's eat.

1412
01:36:45,090 --> 01:36:48,009
- Hey, will you pass me
the bread, Junior?

1413
01:37:05,694 --> 01:37:10,240
- ♪ Thank you for this day ♪

1414
01:37:10,366 --> 01:37:11,950
♪ We walked downtown
in our heavy coats ♪

1415
01:37:14,995 --> 01:37:16,037
♪ She held my hand ♪

1416
01:37:17,998 --> 01:37:19,040
♪ And pulled me through ♪

1417
01:37:21,001 --> 01:37:24,212
♪ The crowds ♪

1418
01:37:24,338 --> 01:37:26,923
♪ I watched her smile ♪

1419
01:37:27,049 --> 01:37:30,176
♪ As the sun burst through ♪

1420
01:37:30,302 --> 01:37:32,637
♪ The clouds ♪

1421
01:37:36,308 --> 01:37:38,893
♪ Is there still love ♪

1422
01:37:39,019 --> 01:37:41,354
♪ In this heart ♪

1423
01:37:47,945 --> 01:37:48,987
♪ Is there still love ♪

1424
01:37:50,865 --> 01:37:53,283
♪ In this heart ♪

1425
01:37:57,705 --> 01:38:02,542
♪ Thank you for this dream ♪

1426
01:38:02,668 --> 01:38:07,046
♪ Though everything feels real ♪

1427
01:38:07,172 --> 01:38:09,924
♪ Waking up ♪

1428
01:38:10,050 --> 01:38:12,427
♪ Pale and shattered ♪

1429
01:38:12,553 --> 01:38:16,097
♪ In her arms ♪

1430
01:38:16,223 --> 01:38:18,933
♪ Heavy rain ♪

1431
01:38:19,059 --> 01:38:24,564
♪ Bouncing through
her bamboo blinds ♪

1432
01:38:27,776 --> 01:38:30,528
♪ Is there still love ♪

1433
01:38:30,654 --> 01:38:32,697
♪ In this heart ♪

1434
01:38:39,204 --> 01:38:42,123
♪ Is there still love ♪

1435
01:38:42,249 --> 01:38:44,584
♪ In this heart ♪

1436
01:38:50,674 --> 01:38:53,217
♪ If I had a message ♪

1437
01:38:53,344 --> 01:38:55,303
♪ For the universe ♪

1438
01:39:01,852 --> 01:39:06,105
♪ She asked,
"What would it be?" ♪

1439
01:39:13,197 --> 01:39:15,448
♪ If I had a message ♪

1440
01:39:15,574 --> 01:39:18,076
♪ For the universe ♪

1441
01:39:24,083 --> 01:39:28,795
♪ She asked,
"What would it be?" ♪

1442
01:39:40,933 --> 01:40:27,186
♪ Thank you ♪