1 00:02:02,589 --> 00:02:04,614 Quiet, please. 2 00:02:29,649 --> 00:02:31,344 Excuse me. 3 00:02:37,390 --> 00:02:40,416 You know, if you haven't learned your lines by now... 4 00:02:40,593 --> 00:02:42,151 ...probably too late. 5 00:02:42,328 --> 00:02:44,228 Thanks. Real encouraging. 6 00:02:44,397 --> 00:02:46,262 Nice outfit. 7 00:02:46,900 --> 00:02:49,425 - So you nervous? - Yes. 8 00:02:51,638 --> 00:02:53,196 So where are you sitting? 9 00:02:53,373 --> 00:02:55,807 Front row, center balcony with Alanna. 10 00:02:57,510 --> 00:02:59,410 Oh, I didn't know she was coming. 11 00:02:59,579 --> 00:03:01,809 Yeah, are you kidding? We wouldn't miss it. 12 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:05,151 Got your tickets, got your tickets, got your programs. 13 00:03:05,318 --> 00:03:06,717 Programs, $5. 14 00:03:06,886 --> 00:03:08,581 - Hey, hey. - Programs, $5. 15 00:03:08,755 --> 00:03:10,552 - Oh, hey, sweetie. - Hey. 16 00:03:10,723 --> 00:03:12,918 - I'm sorry I'm late. I got your text. - Yeah? 17 00:03:13,293 --> 00:03:16,353 I had to do a knee replacement. Three hours. Can you fix this? 18 00:03:16,529 --> 00:03:18,861 They need to quit treating you like a resident. 19 00:03:19,232 --> 00:03:21,826 - They think I am. Tickets? - I don't. Thought you did. 20 00:03:22,302 --> 00:03:24,202 May I please see your tickets, quick? 21 00:03:24,370 --> 00:03:28,329 Let's check them out. Make sure these babies are legit. 22 00:03:29,375 --> 00:03:30,467 You're bronze package. 23 00:03:30,643 --> 00:03:33,203 - Problem? - Minor. 24 00:03:33,379 --> 00:03:35,506 I can bump you guys up to platinum package. 25 00:03:35,682 --> 00:03:38,913 It's a small fee, $22. Basically better A/C in the building... 26 00:03:39,285 --> 00:03:42,686 ...better seats and the proceeds go to a charity, a really cool one. 27 00:03:42,855 --> 00:03:45,415 - You're Truman. - Am I German? 28 00:03:45,592 --> 00:03:46,718 Daughter's in the play. 29 00:03:46,893 --> 00:03:49,453 - Yes, I am Truman. - She's told us all about you. 30 00:03:49,929 --> 00:03:52,659 All right, thanks for buying the platinum package. 31 00:03:52,865 --> 00:03:54,765 Excuse me. Hey. 32 00:03:54,934 --> 00:03:56,925 - Hey, how are you? - I'm good. 33 00:03:57,303 --> 00:04:00,898 - Did you get a program? - No, I didn't. I'll just look off yours. 34 00:04:01,474 --> 00:04:03,271 So that took a while. 35 00:04:05,545 --> 00:04:07,706 Yeah. I went to see a friend. 36 00:04:11,351 --> 00:04:12,909 How is she? 37 00:04:15,288 --> 00:04:16,482 She's nervous. 38 00:04:18,591 --> 00:04:20,786 Well, I guess I would be too. 39 00:04:20,960 --> 00:04:22,928 Thank you for joining us tonight... 40 00:04:23,296 --> 00:04:25,230 - Excuse us. - ...for our production. 41 00:04:25,798 --> 00:04:29,632 Special welcome to our alumni and guests. Good to have you. 42 00:04:30,303 --> 00:04:32,362 We are proud of our spring production... 43 00:04:32,538 --> 00:04:35,268 ...one of our enduring traditions at the university. 44 00:04:35,441 --> 00:04:38,501 But this year, we are featuring some fresh new faces. 45 00:04:38,678 --> 00:04:41,704 So join me, as we welcome to the stage our cast... 46 00:04:41,881 --> 00:04:47,285 ...as they perform an original play written by yours truly. 47 00:04:47,920 --> 00:04:49,478 Thank you. Thank you. 48 00:04:49,656 --> 00:04:52,386 Thank you. Thank you. 49 00:04:53,726 --> 00:04:58,629 So without further ado, I present to you Annabella. 50 00:05:26,826 --> 00:05:27,986 Annabella? 51 00:05:29,629 --> 00:05:32,792 - Is that you, Desmond? - Hello, Annabella. 52 00:05:32,965 --> 00:05:35,763 You can dispense with the pleasantries, Desmond. 53 00:05:35,935 --> 00:05:37,869 It's a bit trifle, don't you think? 54 00:05:38,037 --> 00:05:41,063 If you'd just let me explain, I'm confident we would agree. 55 00:05:41,441 --> 00:05:46,777 You need to know that my family has, well, certain standards for me. 56 00:05:46,946 --> 00:05:49,676 Standards in which I do not meet? 57 00:05:49,849 --> 00:05:53,012 Admit it, Desmond. Please. 58 00:06:01,060 --> 00:06:03,824 - I've realized... - I've... 59 00:06:03,996 --> 00:06:05,623 I've realized... 60 00:06:06,999 --> 00:06:09,968 ...that I have certain standards that you do not meet. 61 00:06:10,136 --> 00:06:12,536 - That's not right. - I'll set sail on my own. 62 00:06:12,739 --> 00:06:16,368 It's time I discovered the life I've always dreamed of... 63 00:06:16,542 --> 00:06:18,476 ...but thought impossible. 64 00:06:30,089 --> 00:06:32,421 Get it together, Hannah. 65 00:06:34,827 --> 00:06:36,454 I'm leaving, Desmond. 66 00:06:37,029 --> 00:06:38,496 Leaving? 67 00:06:39,532 --> 00:06:41,625 Where, Annabella? 68 00:06:43,903 --> 00:06:45,768 I'm... 69 00:06:46,639 --> 00:06:47,833 What? 70 00:06:50,643 --> 00:06:51,769 Hannah! 71 00:06:52,812 --> 00:06:54,143 Excuse me. 72 00:06:55,581 --> 00:06:56,809 Hannah. 73 00:06:57,917 --> 00:07:00,715 Hannah. Hannah. 74 00:07:11,998 --> 00:07:14,762 Get her inhaler. In the brown bag! Get her inhaler! 75 00:07:14,967 --> 00:07:18,630 - We need Hannah's bag. - Hannah. No, no, Hannah. 76 00:07:18,805 --> 00:07:21,535 No, listen to me. Hannah! Hannah! 77 00:07:32,819 --> 00:07:33,808 Hannah. No. 78 00:08:19,565 --> 00:08:22,762 Dr. Jacob Lawson, is he in surgery? 79 00:08:27,273 --> 00:08:28,240 Thanks. 80 00:08:41,821 --> 00:08:45,723 Yeah, but what I'd like to do is maybe give her the tests. 81 00:08:45,892 --> 00:08:48,053 - Yeah. - Just to make sure. 82 00:08:53,032 --> 00:08:54,863 Hi, sweetie. 83 00:08:55,735 --> 00:08:59,762 I was looking for you. They said you'd be here. What was that about? 84 00:09:00,573 --> 00:09:01,904 Does he know what happened? 85 00:09:05,177 --> 00:09:06,144 No, no, no. 86 00:09:06,312 --> 00:09:09,679 The full test results won't be in for another couple days. 87 00:09:09,849 --> 00:09:13,785 But your PTF levels were fine when you stayed here overnight. 88 00:09:13,953 --> 00:09:17,855 So Dr. Stewart thinks it's good for us all to go home. 89 00:09:18,658 --> 00:09:20,023 Is that not what you think? 90 00:09:21,127 --> 00:09:23,288 Yeah, no-- No, I do. I agree. 91 00:09:23,663 --> 00:09:27,895 I agree with Dr. Stewart. He's a specialist. We need to do what he says. 92 00:09:28,067 --> 00:09:31,161 All right, well, I'm gonna go get changed, I guess. 93 00:09:31,337 --> 00:09:32,964 Okay. 94 00:10:13,980 --> 00:10:16,949 "lf you just let me explain, I'm confident we would agree. 95 00:10:17,116 --> 00:10:22,053 You need to know that my family, they have certain standards for me." 96 00:10:22,221 --> 00:10:24,587 Standards in which I do not meet? 97 00:10:25,257 --> 00:10:26,849 Admit it, Desmond, please. 98 00:10:27,026 --> 00:10:31,053 It's time I discovered the life I've always dreamed of but thought impossible. 99 00:10:37,970 --> 00:10:39,699 Predictions? 100 00:10:46,278 --> 00:10:48,803 Is there something you're not telling me, Dad? 101 00:10:50,182 --> 00:10:53,174 I was thinking about asking you the same thing. 102 00:10:55,221 --> 00:10:56,279 - Jacob. - Hi. 103 00:10:56,656 --> 00:10:57,987 Hey, Grace. 104 00:10:58,157 --> 00:11:00,682 - Hannah. - Hi. 105 00:11:02,895 --> 00:11:05,363 It's good to see you all again. 106 00:11:05,731 --> 00:11:09,223 Although, I wish it was under better circumstances. 107 00:11:12,371 --> 00:11:15,670 So how have you felt this week? Any new symptoms or problems? 108 00:11:15,841 --> 00:11:19,208 No, I feel fine. 109 00:11:21,447 --> 00:11:25,383 Well, I've looked at your EEG and MRI... 110 00:11:26,886 --> 00:11:29,116 ...and it looks like we need to reconsider... 111 00:11:29,288 --> 00:11:32,724 ...our current management of the epilepsy. 112 00:11:33,225 --> 00:11:39,095 Stress, sleep deprivation and alcohol can increase your risk of seizures. 113 00:11:40,700 --> 00:11:44,295 Since you haven't had a seizure since childhood I just have to ask-- 114 00:11:44,904 --> 00:11:46,735 I don't do drugs. I don't drink. 115 00:11:46,906 --> 00:11:49,204 I don't smoke, I don't... 116 00:11:50,142 --> 00:11:53,134 If that's what you mean. 117 00:11:55,181 --> 00:11:56,375 Oh, I see. 118 00:11:58,784 --> 00:12:02,686 BPD, acute asthma, seizures, multiple hip surgeries. 119 00:12:04,790 --> 00:12:07,088 Most when you were too young to remember. 120 00:12:07,259 --> 00:12:09,227 I remember some. 121 00:12:12,832 --> 00:12:16,131 Hannah, I believe that everything you suffered from... 122 00:12:16,302 --> 00:12:18,293 ...is related. 123 00:12:19,839 --> 00:12:21,272 Why am I sick? 124 00:12:25,344 --> 00:12:29,440 You were born very prematurely, 24 weeks. 125 00:12:30,983 --> 00:12:34,350 Premature birth or low birth weight... 126 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:38,251 ...and a traumatic delivery can be associated with this condition. 127 00:12:39,125 --> 00:12:41,116 I was premature? 128 00:12:41,293 --> 00:12:43,227 And that's why I'm sick? 129 00:12:43,395 --> 00:12:46,296 Hannah, we're concerned about you... 130 00:12:46,465 --> 00:12:50,799 ...because of the physical and emotional symptoms that you're having. 131 00:12:50,970 --> 00:12:55,373 What do you mean "emotional"? 132 00:13:07,419 --> 00:13:09,410 Your father e-mailed me this. 133 00:13:18,564 --> 00:13:20,361 "l feel dead inside. 134 00:13:21,133 --> 00:13:23,533 No, something worse than death. 135 00:13:25,004 --> 00:13:26,062 I am still a child. 136 00:13:27,173 --> 00:13:30,870 A child trying to find a place in this world. 137 00:13:31,043 --> 00:13:32,806 I have many unanswered questions. 138 00:13:32,978 --> 00:13:35,913 Questions I feel but can't even begin to speak... 139 00:13:36,081 --> 00:13:38,345 ...because there are no words to express them. 140 00:13:40,019 --> 00:13:41,919 Something is missing. 141 00:13:42,087 --> 00:13:44,851 Why, God, do I feel...? 142 00:13:46,592 --> 00:13:48,890 Do I feel unwanted? 143 00:13:49,361 --> 00:13:51,352 Why do I feel I have no right to exist? 144 00:13:51,530 --> 00:13:55,364 Why do I spend more time wanting to end my life than live it?" 145 00:13:56,936 --> 00:13:59,928 You--? You read my journal? 146 00:14:02,875 --> 00:14:06,242 Hannah, I believe that what you're feeling is normal... 147 00:14:06,412 --> 00:14:08,004 ...and is even expected. 148 00:14:08,180 --> 00:14:10,171 What is--? What is this about? 149 00:14:13,085 --> 00:14:14,916 What? What? 150 00:14:18,123 --> 00:14:21,524 Hannah, we're not your biological parents. 151 00:14:25,164 --> 00:14:28,565 Hang on. That's not how I wanted to tell you. 152 00:14:30,469 --> 00:14:33,233 Why didn't you tell me I was adopted? 153 00:14:39,511 --> 00:14:40,978 Okay. 154 00:14:42,615 --> 00:14:44,310 You were born premature... 155 00:14:44,483 --> 00:14:47,452 ...because you were the survivor of a failed abortion. 156 00:14:52,491 --> 00:14:56,621 Your physical, and, I believe, your emotional symptoms... 157 00:14:56,996 --> 00:15:00,227 ...can be traced to this as they have in other cases. 158 00:15:00,399 --> 00:15:03,926 I can only speak to your physical symptoms... 159 00:15:04,403 --> 00:15:07,861 ...but I'm suggesting that you begin treatment... 160 00:15:08,040 --> 00:15:12,636 ...for your psychological symptoms as well, immediately. 161 00:15:13,012 --> 00:15:18,416 Now, I'm prescribing a new medication to help control your seizures... 162 00:15:18,584 --> 00:15:22,076 ...and you have to continue to take your current medication. 163 00:15:22,988 --> 00:15:26,583 - Hannah. - No, I have to go. 164 00:15:26,992 --> 00:15:29,893 - Hey, I don't think that's a good idea. - Don't touch me. 165 00:15:56,989 --> 00:15:58,388 Hello? 166 00:15:59,391 --> 00:16:01,120 - Hi. - Hey, I can't hear you. 167 00:16:01,293 --> 00:16:03,557 I have set your iron on fire. 168 00:16:03,729 --> 00:16:05,026 Can I call you back? 169 00:16:07,066 --> 00:16:09,626 Jason, the iron's on fire. It's in my hand. 170 00:16:10,002 --> 00:16:12,596 It's really loud in here. Can I call you back? 171 00:16:12,972 --> 00:16:14,030 The iron's on fire. 172 00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:18,406 Sure, it's fine, whatever. Call me back. 173 00:16:21,313 --> 00:16:23,042 Bye. 174 00:16:44,470 --> 00:16:46,438 We didn't even talk about the e-mail. 175 00:16:46,605 --> 00:16:48,334 What am I supposed to do? 176 00:16:48,507 --> 00:16:51,965 My daughter is contemplating suicide, I'm supposed to do nothing? 177 00:16:52,144 --> 00:16:54,374 - I don't think so. - It's not like that. 178 00:16:54,546 --> 00:16:58,607 Hannah, sweetheart, please sit down. We need to talk to you. 179 00:16:58,784 --> 00:17:01,617 You've had 19 years to talk to me. 180 00:17:01,787 --> 00:17:04,221 I can understand why you'd feel that way... 181 00:17:04,390 --> 00:17:07,416 ...but, please, I would like to talk to you now. So sit. 182 00:17:07,593 --> 00:17:10,084 I don't wanna sit down. I don't wanna talk. 183 00:17:10,262 --> 00:17:13,129 - What do you want? - I wanna see my birth certificate. 184 00:17:13,298 --> 00:17:17,200 - Why? - Because I wanna know who I am. 185 00:17:17,669 --> 00:17:19,398 This is who you are, Hannah. 186 00:17:19,571 --> 00:17:22,267 Okay, well, I wanna know who my birth mother is. 187 00:17:22,441 --> 00:17:24,534 I wanna know how I can find her. 188 00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:27,008 - I can't do that. - Why? 189 00:17:27,179 --> 00:17:30,342 Because I can't. I can't... 190 00:17:32,184 --> 00:17:35,085 I can't because I have no idea who your birth mother is. 191 00:17:35,254 --> 00:17:39,782 - I have no idea where she is. She-- - Here, it's your birth certificate. 192 00:17:41,794 --> 00:17:43,557 Thank you. 193 00:18:02,781 --> 00:18:04,339 Hel-- 194 00:18:04,516 --> 00:18:06,381 Who's there? 195 00:18:07,453 --> 00:18:09,444 Hello? 196 00:18:11,256 --> 00:18:12,280 It's me. 197 00:18:12,458 --> 00:18:15,586 - You can put down the pepper spray. - Great. 198 00:18:18,130 --> 00:18:21,588 - How did you know I was here? - You are way too predictable. 199 00:18:21,767 --> 00:18:24,201 - I am not. - I am not. 200 00:18:26,538 --> 00:18:30,133 - Can I come in? - No, I'm mad at you. 201 00:18:38,283 --> 00:18:42,242 - What are you doing? - I am taking off my shoes. 202 00:18:42,421 --> 00:18:47,552 - Why are you taking off your shoes? - Because I'm sorry. 203 00:18:47,726 --> 00:18:50,251 And I don't like when people are mad at me... 204 00:18:50,429 --> 00:18:52,294 ...especially you. 205 00:18:55,300 --> 00:18:57,131 So are you doing all right? 206 00:18:58,804 --> 00:19:00,362 No. 207 00:19:01,607 --> 00:19:03,700 You wanna talk about it? 208 00:19:04,676 --> 00:19:06,200 No. 209 00:19:20,559 --> 00:19:22,686 My whole life is a lie. 210 00:19:24,530 --> 00:19:26,361 Why do you say that? 211 00:19:27,199 --> 00:19:28,689 The hip surgeries... 212 00:19:31,236 --> 00:19:32,567 ...the nightmares... 213 00:19:32,738 --> 00:19:35,468 ...the asthma... 214 00:19:35,874 --> 00:19:37,899 ...the seizures... 215 00:19:39,444 --> 00:19:41,605 ...all of it's connected. 216 00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:48,244 My parents aren't my parents. 217 00:19:50,489 --> 00:19:52,684 They adopted me. 218 00:20:00,899 --> 00:20:04,835 They adopted me because my birth mother tried to abort me. 219 00:20:10,809 --> 00:20:12,868 I guess I wasn't supposed to survive. 220 00:20:14,913 --> 00:20:17,245 And I barely did. 221 00:20:17,783 --> 00:20:22,311 All I know, or all they will let me know is that I was born in a hospital... 222 00:20:22,487 --> 00:20:26,890 ...in Mobile, Alabama, which is 12 hours away. 223 00:20:27,759 --> 00:20:31,525 And I don't know how I would get there. 224 00:20:32,898 --> 00:20:35,696 Or if I did go, what I would do. 225 00:20:37,803 --> 00:20:43,764 I just-- I want answers. I want answers to all these questions. 226 00:20:44,476 --> 00:20:48,572 I wanna be able to get on with my life, you know? 227 00:20:51,583 --> 00:20:56,452 Because right now, I just feel stuck. 228 00:21:00,959 --> 00:21:04,292 Like there's-- Like there's no way out. 229 00:21:09,401 --> 00:21:12,495 I'm stuck in this place that I hate. 230 00:21:22,648 --> 00:21:25,242 I told you I didn't wanna talk about it. 231 00:21:27,919 --> 00:21:32,322 Hannah, l-- I'm sorry. 232 00:21:34,893 --> 00:21:37,726 I don't know what else to say. 233 00:21:40,399 --> 00:21:45,564 I imagine things are pretty terrible right now... 234 00:21:47,639 --> 00:21:49,368 ...but they'll get better. 235 00:21:51,910 --> 00:21:54,606 That's really optimistic. 236 00:21:58,450 --> 00:22:02,511 Look, things are gonna work out, okay? I promise. 237 00:22:02,688 --> 00:22:04,622 You'll know what to do. 238 00:22:07,392 --> 00:22:09,917 What makes you so sure? 239 00:22:10,595 --> 00:22:12,495 I know you. 240 00:22:14,900 --> 00:22:17,391 I don't even know me. 241 00:22:22,974 --> 00:22:27,070 - Who's that? - Alanna. I'll just call her back. 242 00:22:27,446 --> 00:22:29,710 No, no, no. You can answer it. 243 00:22:29,881 --> 00:22:32,714 - Are you sure? - Yeah, I mean, you should. 244 00:22:35,854 --> 00:22:37,481 Hello. 245 00:22:38,390 --> 00:22:39,755 Hey. 246 00:22:40,826 --> 00:22:44,728 No, no, just hanging out. What's up? 247 00:22:46,932 --> 00:22:49,901 Yeah, yeah, sure, I guess you can come. 248 00:22:50,068 --> 00:22:53,003 Look can l...? Actually, can I call you back? 249 00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:54,930 Yeah. No, I promise. 250 00:22:55,741 --> 00:22:58,039 All right, thanks. See you. 251 00:23:00,445 --> 00:23:04,643 I am officially the worst at planning road trips. 252 00:23:05,917 --> 00:23:07,908 Three days before we leave... 253 00:23:08,086 --> 00:23:11,522 ...and we have no idea where we're going. Awesome. 254 00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:17,858 Look, get in my car, I'll take you home. 255 00:23:20,966 --> 00:23:22,661 We both have exams tomorrow. 256 00:23:22,834 --> 00:23:25,132 That's the last thing on my mind now, Jason. 257 00:23:25,504 --> 00:23:29,941 I know, but we need to st-- I need to study. 258 00:23:32,878 --> 00:23:37,679 Come on. Just agree, reluctantly, please. 259 00:23:41,052 --> 00:23:43,020 Okay, you stalker. 260 00:24:12,751 --> 00:24:14,150 Behold. 261 00:24:17,589 --> 00:24:20,490 - What a piece of junk. - It's vintage classic. 262 00:24:20,659 --> 00:24:22,889 It's vintage junk. Look at it. 263 00:24:23,061 --> 00:24:25,757 - It's dead. - It's not dead. 264 00:24:25,931 --> 00:24:28,729 - This is your cousin's? - Yes. 265 00:24:29,534 --> 00:24:31,525 What does he look like? 266 00:24:33,538 --> 00:24:35,870 Not nearly as good as the van. 267 00:24:37,042 --> 00:24:40,068 By the way, I think I know where we're going. 268 00:24:56,561 --> 00:25:00,019 - You have a wild side, Hannah. - What? 269 00:25:00,198 --> 00:25:03,531 I know you've got one deep down in there somewhere. 270 00:25:03,702 --> 00:25:05,727 Don't you ever wanna just go crazy? 271 00:25:06,705 --> 00:25:08,536 No, I don't. 272 00:25:09,674 --> 00:25:11,642 I need you to have a wild side, Hannah. 273 00:25:11,810 --> 00:25:15,610 - Can I hear you say "Mardi Gras"? - No, you can't. 274 00:25:15,780 --> 00:25:18,544 And are you aware that you're in a library right now? 275 00:25:18,717 --> 00:25:22,483 - So did Truman tell you? - Tell me what? 276 00:25:22,654 --> 00:25:26,522 Well, spring break. We finally decided on New Orleans. 277 00:25:26,691 --> 00:25:27,953 And we want you to come. 278 00:25:28,126 --> 00:25:30,651 Come on, Hannah. NOLA, Mardi Gras. 279 00:25:31,930 --> 00:25:35,093 You know, Mardi Gras didn't actually start in New Orleans. 280 00:25:36,635 --> 00:25:40,969 Yeah, it began in Mobile, Alabama, which is on our way. 281 00:25:41,139 --> 00:25:43,004 So I figured if we got some time... 282 00:25:43,174 --> 00:25:45,267 ...we can swing by there and check it out. 283 00:25:45,977 --> 00:25:49,606 - It's a pretty cool place. - Thank you for the history lesson. 284 00:25:49,781 --> 00:25:54,275 I'm just saying I don't want anyone to feel like they're stuck on this trip. 285 00:25:54,653 --> 00:25:59,113 You know, like, if someone wants to go somewhere, they should go. 286 00:25:59,291 --> 00:26:01,623 I was doing just fine before you came over. 287 00:26:01,793 --> 00:26:04,785 Do you think I'm ready for a trip like that? 288 00:26:04,963 --> 00:26:07,625 - I think it's now or never. - It's now or never! 289 00:26:08,233 --> 00:26:09,200 Come on! 290 00:26:09,901 --> 00:26:10,959 I can't believe this. 291 00:26:11,136 --> 00:26:12,660 Sir, this is a library. 292 00:26:21,813 --> 00:26:23,280 - Jason. - Hey, Mr. Lawson. 293 00:26:23,648 --> 00:26:24,876 - How are you? - I'm fine. 294 00:26:25,050 --> 00:26:27,678 - Thanks for getting back to me. - Yeah. 295 00:26:27,852 --> 00:26:31,549 - Let me guess. You're Truman, right? - Yup. Yeah. 296 00:26:32,223 --> 00:26:34,282 The charity you were telling me about? 297 00:26:34,960 --> 00:26:38,794 What is going on? I thought I fixed that. 298 00:26:39,998 --> 00:26:43,161 This is the classic upon which we'll be taking our voyage. 299 00:26:43,335 --> 00:26:45,633 Our Millennium Falcon, if you will. 300 00:26:46,671 --> 00:26:49,606 Her name is Evelyn. Hey, who's the old dude, man? 301 00:26:49,774 --> 00:26:52,242 - You remember Hannah? - Yeah, the spaz? 302 00:26:53,078 --> 00:26:56,980 - Yeah, that's her dad. - Oh, hey, dude. 303 00:26:57,148 --> 00:27:00,242 - Who are you? - Bmac, his cousin. 304 00:27:00,619 --> 00:27:05,283 And I'm driving them to their thing because this is my baby, you know? 305 00:27:05,657 --> 00:27:07,750 I'm sorry, what did you say your name was? 306 00:27:07,926 --> 00:27:08,950 Bmac. 307 00:27:09,127 --> 00:27:11,960 No, your name. Your real name. Your actual name. 308 00:27:12,130 --> 00:27:14,963 I go by Bmac. I mean, seriously, why...? 309 00:27:15,133 --> 00:27:17,897 I came to talk to Jason. You mind a little privacy? 310 00:27:18,069 --> 00:27:21,800 Absolutely, you should do that. 311 00:27:21,973 --> 00:27:24,134 - Whatever, man. - I'm sorry. 312 00:27:24,309 --> 00:27:25,674 What can I do for you? 313 00:27:25,844 --> 00:27:28,904 Hannah's sick, you know that. So why did you invite her? 314 00:27:30,715 --> 00:27:33,684 - What's that guy's problem? - You look like the Unabomber. 315 00:27:33,852 --> 00:27:34,876 Whatever, man. 316 00:27:35,720 --> 00:27:38,120 I don't know. I figured she might have some fun. 317 00:27:38,289 --> 00:27:41,019 - Fun? - Yeah. 318 00:27:41,192 --> 00:27:44,161 - I was just trying to help. - You're not helping, Jason. 319 00:27:44,329 --> 00:27:48,959 You're not helping at all. In fact, you've made my position very uncomfortable. 320 00:27:50,035 --> 00:27:51,263 I'm sorry. 321 00:27:54,239 --> 00:27:57,231 Look, Hannah's not listening to me right now and l-- 322 00:27:57,409 --> 00:28:00,970 - I can't get in the middle of this. - You're in the middle of this. 323 00:28:01,146 --> 00:28:02,875 You are smack dab in the middle. 324 00:28:03,048 --> 00:28:06,279 And I got stuff going on at my house you have no idea about. 325 00:28:06,451 --> 00:28:12,720 So I would appreciate it if you would just take my side on this thing, okay? 326 00:28:17,996 --> 00:28:19,361 Fine. 327 00:28:21,166 --> 00:28:22,224 Yeah. 328 00:28:26,204 --> 00:28:29,173 I wouldn't go 10 feet in that thing if I were you. 329 00:28:29,908 --> 00:28:31,102 She can hear you! 330 00:28:34,345 --> 00:28:39,248 I didn't know that sticks and stones could break your beard. 331 00:28:43,822 --> 00:28:47,155 Here on the John Walter's show, Revocation Radio, your true... 332 00:28:51,963 --> 00:28:54,932 The sun is up and you're still here? 333 00:28:56,267 --> 00:28:59,236 Yup. I gotta go to the clinic today. 334 00:28:59,404 --> 00:29:04,034 Although, I wish I was going in scrubs. 335 00:29:05,009 --> 00:29:07,375 I had a really good talk with Hannah. 336 00:29:07,746 --> 00:29:09,941 - About? - About the trip. 337 00:29:10,115 --> 00:29:13,983 Told her I didn't think she should go, be better if she stayed here. 338 00:29:14,152 --> 00:29:16,712 I don't necessarily think she agreed with me... 339 00:29:16,888 --> 00:29:18,788 ...but I do think she understood. 340 00:29:18,957 --> 00:29:22,017 So she's not going? 341 00:29:22,861 --> 00:29:25,830 I told her that we trusted her to make the right decision. 342 00:29:25,997 --> 00:29:27,225 So I think we're good. 343 00:29:28,333 --> 00:29:30,198 - Okay. - I'm gonna get some coffee. 344 00:29:30,368 --> 00:29:33,166 - You want some coffee? - Sure. 345 00:30:25,390 --> 00:30:27,483 No, don't put in your headphones, Diego. 346 00:30:27,859 --> 00:30:30,487 Attention. Diego doesn't wanna talk about our problems. 347 00:30:30,862 --> 00:30:32,193 This is really a surprise. 348 00:30:32,363 --> 00:30:35,196 Everyone wishes they had headphones at this point. 349 00:30:35,366 --> 00:30:38,335 - Fat Man's Burgers. Best. - You do not know about burgers. 350 00:30:38,503 --> 00:30:43,031 Meat is actually meat fillers which are yellow pellets in a cardboard box. 351 00:30:43,208 --> 00:30:45,506 Like, seriously, when you cook a burger... 352 00:30:45,877 --> 00:30:50,405 - ...all the bad stuff drains into the grill. - It's in your body. It's in your arteries. 353 00:30:50,582 --> 00:30:53,551 I'm not listening to you. You're making me really angry. 354 00:31:12,904 --> 00:31:15,737 That's the meaning of life 355 00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:19,173 That's the meaning of love 356 00:31:19,344 --> 00:31:22,939 That's the meaning of everything 357 00:31:23,114 --> 00:31:28,882 And that's all you need to know about everything 358 00:31:29,087 --> 00:31:30,281 Yeah 359 00:31:31,122 --> 00:31:32,282 You're really good. 360 00:31:32,457 --> 00:31:33,981 Thanks. 361 00:31:34,158 --> 00:31:36,126 That was supposed to be a jingle... 362 00:31:36,294 --> 00:31:39,354 ...for a barbeque company, but they thought it was too deep. 363 00:31:39,530 --> 00:31:42,192 You should go on one of those reality shows. 364 00:31:42,367 --> 00:31:45,268 I don't think so. Those things are rigged, I think. 365 00:31:46,137 --> 00:31:48,298 Sometimes I write songs based on dreams... 366 00:31:48,473 --> 00:31:50,907 ...I imagine other people have. 367 00:31:51,976 --> 00:31:53,034 Tow truck. 368 00:32:01,920 --> 00:32:05,287 - Are you with the tow truck? - Sir, step away from the vehicle. 369 00:32:07,392 --> 00:32:09,223 - You been drinking? - Of course not. 370 00:32:09,394 --> 00:32:12,192 Why does everybody always think I've been drinking? 371 00:32:12,363 --> 00:32:14,558 - Explain this to me. - Oh, what? 372 00:32:14,933 --> 00:32:16,491 You can't drive on the beach. 373 00:32:16,668 --> 00:32:19,102 They do it on TV. Also running, it's-- 374 00:32:19,270 --> 00:32:21,397 Curly Top, do you see hotels on this beach? 375 00:32:21,572 --> 00:32:24,040 - Yes. No. - Any restaurants or bars? 376 00:32:24,208 --> 00:32:26,938 - No. - It's because it's a land preserve. 377 00:32:27,111 --> 00:32:29,375 - For? - Set aside for endangered turtle eggs. 378 00:32:29,547 --> 00:32:31,606 Turtle eggs. Dude, seriously are you...? 379 00:32:31,983 --> 00:32:33,575 Am I being punk'd? Like what's--? 380 00:32:35,219 --> 00:32:36,447 No. That's... No. 381 00:32:36,621 --> 00:32:39,920 - Five thousand dollars? - He's the owner and the driver. 382 00:32:40,091 --> 00:32:42,924 No, Truman! You're the one who told me to drive here. 383 00:32:43,094 --> 00:32:44,391 I don't know your name. 384 00:32:44,562 --> 00:32:47,497 I don't have time for this. I need to impound this car. 385 00:32:47,665 --> 00:32:50,190 I ask all of you to pick up your belongings... 386 00:32:50,368 --> 00:32:52,233 ...and make your way to the curb. 387 00:32:52,403 --> 00:32:55,065 - I'm gonna also need your names. - Our real names? 388 00:32:55,239 --> 00:32:58,265 - Excuse me? - Sir, can I just say something? 389 00:33:00,178 --> 00:33:04,410 This is my first trip like this, okay? I've never done anything like this before. 390 00:33:04,582 --> 00:33:06,482 And the only reason that I came is... 391 00:33:06,651 --> 00:33:08,983 ...I'm trying to get to Mobile, Alabama-- 392 00:33:09,153 --> 00:33:11,986 I don't have time for this. I'm gonna have to ask you-- 393 00:33:12,156 --> 00:33:13,680 No, just listen. 394 00:33:14,058 --> 00:33:16,993 I promise, I have a really good excuse. 395 00:33:17,161 --> 00:33:19,994 See, I'm trying to get to Mobile... 396 00:33:20,164 --> 00:33:25,033 ...because I just found out I'm adopted, like, last week. 397 00:33:25,203 --> 00:33:29,071 And this is my only chance to find out who I really am. 398 00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:33,301 I mean, to find my mother. And, well, I think she lives there. 399 00:33:34,212 --> 00:33:35,338 At least I hope. 400 00:33:35,513 --> 00:33:39,973 We probably deserve everything that you're trying to say, but really, l... 401 00:33:41,085 --> 00:33:45,181 I've got $93.50, no, 40, if this will help. 402 00:33:45,356 --> 00:33:46,414 Ma'am... 403 00:33:46,591 --> 00:33:49,992 - ...I'm not gonna take your money. - Just take it. 404 00:33:51,662 --> 00:33:54,028 Seriously, that was in-- I've complete-- 405 00:33:54,198 --> 00:33:57,690 - Thanks for letting us off the hook. - Don't talk to me. 406 00:33:58,569 --> 00:34:00,560 - Take care of this? - Yeah. 407 00:34:00,738 --> 00:34:03,298 Let's push it, y'all. Come on, push, push, push. 408 00:34:03,474 --> 00:34:05,738 Come on, Evelyn. You can do it, Evelyn. 409 00:34:06,110 --> 00:34:08,078 I know it's painful. 410 00:34:08,246 --> 00:34:10,077 - Truman's not doing anything. - I'm-- 411 00:34:10,248 --> 00:34:14,617 - Truman, I've been doing all of this. - I hurt in my legs right now. 412 00:34:15,553 --> 00:34:17,384 You did it. 413 00:34:36,841 --> 00:34:38,206 Hey, Hannah. 414 00:34:40,745 --> 00:34:44,545 I think-- I just wanted you to know it's really brave what you're doing. 415 00:34:44,715 --> 00:34:48,378 You know, like, the whole, you know, thing with your mom. 416 00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:51,788 I hope you find what it is you're looking for... 417 00:34:52,156 --> 00:34:54,556 ...because, you know, it's important. 418 00:34:56,260 --> 00:34:58,319 So I really shouldn't eat burgers? 419 00:34:58,496 --> 00:35:02,159 I guess it's just so hard for me to think about eating healthy food. 420 00:35:02,333 --> 00:35:06,064 I mean, like, it just weirds me out. Like-- And tofu? 421 00:35:06,237 --> 00:35:09,172 I mean, who came up with the idea to take a bean... 422 00:35:09,340 --> 00:35:13,743 ...and turn it into a sandwich that tastes like a hamburger, remotely? 423 00:35:14,112 --> 00:35:17,741 Vegans always try to tell you that, like, tofu tastes like real beef. 424 00:35:18,116 --> 00:35:19,549 That is untrue. 425 00:35:28,192 --> 00:35:29,352 Know a guy named Jo-Jo? 426 00:35:29,527 --> 00:35:32,519 I've never even heard of a guy named Jo-Jo. 427 00:35:35,299 --> 00:35:38,757 This is literally the worst hotel I've ever seen. 428 00:35:40,771 --> 00:35:42,864 It looked better on the Internet. 429 00:35:43,241 --> 00:35:46,836 Where? At normanbateshotel.com? 430 00:35:47,445 --> 00:35:50,141 Hotelmonkey.biz. 431 00:35:51,149 --> 00:35:53,344 I'm sleeping in the car. 432 00:36:03,761 --> 00:36:06,355 Hannah, you will be rooming with Alanna. 433 00:36:06,531 --> 00:36:07,589 There another option? 434 00:36:07,765 --> 00:36:10,393 No, Danielle paid double for her own room. 435 00:36:10,568 --> 00:36:13,435 I'm sleeping here in the van, so you can have my room. 436 00:36:13,604 --> 00:36:16,266 That won't work because you're staying with me... 437 00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:20,809 ...and neither Hannah nor Alanna would wanna stay with me, would you? 438 00:36:21,179 --> 00:36:22,441 Get away from me, Truman. 439 00:36:25,950 --> 00:36:27,918 Respect Evelyn! 440 00:36:49,874 --> 00:36:51,899 That's a lot of pills. 441 00:36:52,376 --> 00:36:55,539 Yeah, it's ridiculous, huh? 442 00:36:58,883 --> 00:37:02,683 You know what I think? I think you just like to use this stuff. 443 00:37:02,853 --> 00:37:05,720 That way, people have to be nice to you, you know? 444 00:37:05,890 --> 00:37:09,519 Like, poor little Hannah, so wounded. 445 00:37:09,694 --> 00:37:11,525 I'm sorry, I didn't mean-- 446 00:37:11,696 --> 00:37:16,929 Okay, you never mean to do anything. But that's the point. You still do. 447 00:37:17,301 --> 00:37:19,496 Why did you even come on this trip anyway? 448 00:37:19,670 --> 00:37:21,729 Jason invited me. 449 00:37:21,906 --> 00:37:23,771 We didn't want you to. 450 00:37:25,009 --> 00:37:27,239 He's just... 451 00:37:27,411 --> 00:37:29,242 ...too nice to say it. 452 00:37:47,598 --> 00:37:51,364 I usually get up early, but I can set an alarm if you want. 453 00:37:51,535 --> 00:37:53,366 Hannah, just go to sleep. 454 00:37:53,537 --> 00:37:55,505 What is wrong with you? 455 00:38:10,588 --> 00:38:13,785 - What's going on? - It's just me. 456 00:38:14,392 --> 00:38:17,884 - What are you doing? - Getting some stuff. Go back to sleep. 457 00:38:23,934 --> 00:38:25,026 Hannah? 458 00:38:25,403 --> 00:38:28,668 - Hannah, what's going on? - I'm leaving. 459 00:38:28,839 --> 00:38:31,034 It's the middle of the night. Can we talk? 460 00:38:31,409 --> 00:38:32,501 I don't wanna talk. 461 00:38:32,677 --> 00:38:36,010 I'm leaving and you're staying here with your girlfriend. 462 00:38:36,547 --> 00:38:40,278 I realized that I am a problem and that I never should have come... 463 00:38:40,451 --> 00:38:44,285 ...so you can just go to New Orleans with everybody else in your posse... 464 00:38:44,455 --> 00:38:47,549 ...and just have fun or whatever. I don't even care anymore. 465 00:38:47,725 --> 00:38:50,523 You're not making sense. What is wrong? 466 00:38:50,695 --> 00:38:52,390 Apparently, I'm what's wrong. 467 00:38:52,563 --> 00:38:54,656 Look, I'm leaving. 468 00:38:54,832 --> 00:38:55,924 Don't follow me. 469 00:39:03,641 --> 00:39:08,578 Dude, her dad's gonna kill you, man. He's scary, man. 470 00:39:45,116 --> 00:39:46,640 Sorry it took me so long. 471 00:39:47,485 --> 00:39:52,081 The only rental place that was open was by the airport, so it took a while. 472 00:39:52,456 --> 00:39:55,948 - I don't need your charity, Jason. - Yeah, you do. 473 00:39:56,127 --> 00:39:59,096 What, so we're just gonna go to Mobile together, or what? 474 00:39:59,463 --> 00:40:00,794 Beats walking. 475 00:40:01,465 --> 00:40:04,662 - What would Alanna think? - It doesn't matter what she thinks. 476 00:40:04,835 --> 00:40:07,929 This was my decision, all right? She knows that. 477 00:40:08,105 --> 00:40:10,505 Now, get in. I don't have time for this. 478 00:40:10,674 --> 00:40:14,872 - Why do you care? - I care about you, all right? 479 00:40:15,646 --> 00:40:19,104 You know, I'm not the kind of girl who gets in a car with anybody. 480 00:40:19,483 --> 00:40:22,111 Right, but you will hitchhike by yourself. 481 00:40:22,486 --> 00:40:26,081 - I wasn't hitchhiking, I was walking. - Okay. No, that's equally smart. 482 00:40:26,457 --> 00:40:27,788 I would have been fine. 483 00:41:20,711 --> 00:41:24,010 Do you remember when we were 9, I think? 484 00:41:24,181 --> 00:41:26,149 When you were 9, I was 8 and a half. 485 00:41:27,585 --> 00:41:30,679 Yes. Thank you for that unnecessary correction. 486 00:41:30,855 --> 00:41:33,016 I was 9, you were 8 and a half... 487 00:41:33,190 --> 00:41:35,886 ...and we would go with the Thompson kids. 488 00:41:36,060 --> 00:41:38,221 - Remember, and we'd-- - Race to the water? 489 00:41:38,596 --> 00:41:40,086 Yeah. 490 00:41:40,264 --> 00:41:42,164 This all just reminded me of it. 491 00:42:26,777 --> 00:42:28,005 - Hi. - Hi. 492 00:42:28,178 --> 00:42:30,112 I have $90 and change... 493 00:42:30,281 --> 00:42:34,911 ...or something like that and a phone that doesn't work. The ocean broke it. 494 00:42:35,085 --> 00:42:37,519 The ocean broke it? 495 00:42:38,722 --> 00:42:42,556 - Do you have a towel? - The cheapest we have is 110. 496 00:42:42,726 --> 00:42:47,026 Unless you are AAA. 497 00:42:47,197 --> 00:42:49,529 - Yeah, we are. We have all three As. - Yeah. 498 00:42:50,634 --> 00:42:53,262 - We need separate rooms too. - Yes, because... 499 00:42:53,637 --> 00:42:57,300 - ...we're not together like that. - No. 500 00:42:59,343 --> 00:43:02,073 AAA is 99. 501 00:43:02,246 --> 00:43:05,044 Only one room available at that rate. 502 00:43:05,215 --> 00:43:09,083 The only other room I have is the luxury suite. 503 00:43:10,187 --> 00:43:12,553 Two-ninety-nine. 504 00:43:12,723 --> 00:43:16,181 That sounds great. We just need the regular room, though. 505 00:43:16,360 --> 00:43:19,693 - The very regular room. - Yeah, standard. 506 00:43:22,299 --> 00:43:23,766 Maybe next time. 507 00:43:25,169 --> 00:43:27,569 I don't know. I don't know. I mean-- 508 00:43:28,339 --> 00:43:30,102 Easy. 509 00:43:31,809 --> 00:43:33,299 Well, this is awkward. 510 00:43:33,677 --> 00:43:37,738 Yeah. Definitely only one bed. 511 00:43:38,182 --> 00:43:39,945 Yeah. 512 00:43:51,996 --> 00:43:53,827 Are you asleep? 513 00:43:54,765 --> 00:43:58,895 - I literally just laid down. - Oh, yeah, sorry. 514 00:44:02,973 --> 00:44:04,964 Are you okay down there? 515 00:44:05,709 --> 00:44:09,145 Well, you know, I usually prefer the king-size floor... 516 00:44:09,313 --> 00:44:13,249 ...but this is all they had so I'll make do. 517 00:44:13,417 --> 00:44:15,078 That's funny. You're funny. 518 00:44:18,222 --> 00:44:20,656 Do you think I'm being weird about all this? 519 00:44:21,392 --> 00:44:22,791 Why are we whispering? 520 00:44:22,960 --> 00:44:26,896 I don't know, I mean, you're like, the popular college guy. 521 00:44:27,064 --> 00:44:28,622 Girls... 522 00:44:29,066 --> 00:44:33,196 ...they find you attractive and enjoy your company. 523 00:44:34,038 --> 00:44:36,871 Would you think it was weird if I said... 524 00:44:37,041 --> 00:44:41,273 ...I never been with anybody before? 525 00:44:41,879 --> 00:44:44,143 Physically speaking. 526 00:44:44,314 --> 00:44:47,681 Which is purely a hypothetical statement, of course. 527 00:44:47,851 --> 00:44:51,150 Oh-- Sorry. I didn't-- 528 00:44:51,321 --> 00:44:53,414 I didn't mean to get into that. 529 00:44:58,395 --> 00:45:00,829 - Good night. - Good night. 530 00:45:04,435 --> 00:45:08,337 I can feel you down there judging me. You think this is totally ridiculous. 531 00:45:08,706 --> 00:45:10,936 Like I'm some Christian home-schooling freak. 532 00:45:11,108 --> 00:45:13,201 - I'm a Christ-- - You thought it. 533 00:45:13,377 --> 00:45:14,969 - I did? - I thought so. 534 00:45:15,145 --> 00:45:18,945 - No, that was a question. - Look, here's the thing. 535 00:45:19,116 --> 00:45:21,084 What's wrong not having a wild side? 536 00:45:21,251 --> 00:45:26,314 I mean, I'm glad about the fact that I haven't done these things with... 537 00:45:27,357 --> 00:45:32,920 And-- And-- l-- I have a wild side. You've seen me play Scrabble. 538 00:45:33,897 --> 00:45:34,864 I'm wild. 539 00:45:42,272 --> 00:45:43,466 What are you thinking? 540 00:45:44,842 --> 00:45:47,333 - I think-- - You know what? 541 00:45:49,213 --> 00:45:50,305 I can't do this. 542 00:45:50,481 --> 00:45:54,076 - No matter what the circumstances-- - Hannah, where are you going? 543 00:45:54,251 --> 00:45:56,446 Stop judging me. 544 00:46:20,277 --> 00:46:22,268 Go away. 545 00:46:24,014 --> 00:46:25,811 Hello? 546 00:46:26,383 --> 00:46:29,443 You're not a freak, Hannah. 547 00:46:34,825 --> 00:46:36,918 Well, good night. 548 00:47:10,894 --> 00:47:12,555 Was there a problem with the room? 549 00:47:13,230 --> 00:47:16,495 No, no. No, the room was fine. 550 00:47:17,534 --> 00:47:19,468 Because there's no refund. 551 00:47:19,837 --> 00:47:22,806 No matter where you sleep. 552 00:47:47,898 --> 00:47:51,390 Hannah, I'm-- I'm sorry. 553 00:48:13,390 --> 00:48:15,483 I do have a wild side. 554 00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:19,852 - I can't believe you broke in. - I didn't. The door was open. 555 00:48:20,030 --> 00:48:23,056 It was the back door and you pried it open. 556 00:48:23,233 --> 00:48:26,259 I used to wander into the old OR at my dad's hospital. 557 00:48:26,436 --> 00:48:30,497 The cool thing is, all the files and all the equipment, it's still there. 558 00:48:33,176 --> 00:48:37,203 Hello, I'm home. 559 00:48:40,317 --> 00:48:41,477 Oh, scrubs. 560 00:48:41,652 --> 00:48:44,280 - You got your wish. - Yeah. 561 00:48:47,057 --> 00:48:49,321 Have you talked to Hannah today? 562 00:48:49,493 --> 00:48:52,018 I tried to call her a couple of times. 563 00:48:52,195 --> 00:48:54,186 Her cell phone not working? 564 00:48:54,364 --> 00:48:57,265 I don't think that girl's ever gonna grow up. 565 00:48:59,169 --> 00:49:02,297 I remember the first time I held her in my arms... 566 00:49:02,472 --> 00:49:07,967 ...I couldn't believe something so small could have such a power over me. 567 00:49:08,445 --> 00:49:10,572 And I did see him smile. 568 00:49:14,384 --> 00:49:17,080 I wonder if she's ever gonna be able to... 569 00:49:17,621 --> 00:49:20,556 ...see things from our perspective? 570 00:49:25,262 --> 00:49:27,355 I think we should tell her. 571 00:49:30,033 --> 00:49:31,660 Tell her what? 572 00:49:33,637 --> 00:49:34,604 Everything. 573 00:49:36,606 --> 00:49:39,006 No, she couldn't handle it. 574 00:49:42,579 --> 00:49:44,570 I think she could. 575 00:49:44,748 --> 00:49:47,148 No, she couldn't. Trust me. 576 00:49:48,385 --> 00:49:50,478 And I think we need to trust our daughter. 577 00:49:50,654 --> 00:49:53,214 - All right, turn. - You know we can't see you. 578 00:50:15,412 --> 00:50:18,245 Breaking and entering. Do you...? 579 00:50:18,415 --> 00:50:20,975 Do you understand the consequences? 580 00:50:22,285 --> 00:50:24,082 You do? 581 00:50:26,690 --> 00:50:29,181 Yeah. No. Not really. 582 00:50:29,359 --> 00:50:32,055 All right, lookit. Why were you there? 583 00:50:33,497 --> 00:50:35,624 Alanna, don't freak out. 584 00:50:35,799 --> 00:50:37,096 Something happened. 585 00:50:37,267 --> 00:50:41,761 And long story short, me and Hannah are in jail. 586 00:50:42,139 --> 00:50:44,164 Yeah, well, it's not like we planned it. 587 00:50:44,341 --> 00:50:46,707 You've got yourself into this, get yourself out. 588 00:50:47,077 --> 00:50:48,567 Alanna, pl-- 589 00:50:56,053 --> 00:50:59,284 We've gone so far and the hospital was all I had. 590 00:50:59,790 --> 00:51:01,690 It's the only place that I had left. 591 00:51:02,659 --> 00:51:04,684 It was a dead end. 592 00:51:06,530 --> 00:51:12,662 You know, if you're gonna put me in jail, please, just get it over with... 593 00:51:13,537 --> 00:51:15,368 ...because my dad's gonna kill me. 594 00:51:16,573 --> 00:51:18,302 "Owen's Free Clinic." 595 00:51:18,475 --> 00:51:20,739 Oh, my Dad's gonna kill me. 596 00:51:21,845 --> 00:51:24,541 He's gonna kill you too. 597 00:51:28,351 --> 00:51:30,114 This... 598 00:51:31,788 --> 00:51:33,255 What are the odds? 599 00:51:39,362 --> 00:51:42,160 I had some dealings with this clinic. 600 00:51:42,332 --> 00:51:45,426 There were some bomb threats, death threats and whatnot. 601 00:51:45,602 --> 00:51:49,595 I dealt with a doctor and two nurses and the reason I recall this was... 602 00:51:49,773 --> 00:51:54,369 ...one of this nurses was just, well, she was very kind to me. 603 00:51:57,414 --> 00:52:01,248 Here you go. This is one of her statements. 604 00:52:11,461 --> 00:52:13,759 The signatures are the same. 605 00:52:14,898 --> 00:52:17,162 Why would she sign my birth certificate? 606 00:52:18,235 --> 00:52:19,827 No idea. 607 00:52:22,405 --> 00:52:26,341 Her name is Mary. Mary Rutledge. 608 00:52:33,350 --> 00:52:37,184 The phone is unlisted. There's just an address... 609 00:52:41,158 --> 00:52:44,821 ...and it hasn't been verified in quite a while. 610 00:52:50,567 --> 00:52:52,330 Good luck. 611 00:52:52,502 --> 00:52:56,233 - Wait, what about all the...? - Don't worry about it. 612 00:52:56,406 --> 00:53:00,172 Look, I'm very sorry for this misunderstanding, all right? 613 00:53:00,343 --> 00:53:04,404 I hope you won't think badly of our city and you'll come back again. 614 00:53:05,549 --> 00:53:09,280 - So we're free to go? - Yeah. 615 00:53:15,458 --> 00:53:19,326 Jackie out there will get your stuff and check you out. 616 00:53:21,264 --> 00:53:24,199 Oh, you know what, wait a minute. 617 00:53:24,367 --> 00:53:25,493 What will you say? 618 00:53:25,669 --> 00:53:30,766 I mean, if you find your mother? What will you say? I'm just curious. 619 00:53:32,776 --> 00:53:34,676 I don't know. 620 00:53:37,480 --> 00:53:40,540 Well, my wife has this thing she says: 621 00:53:40,984 --> 00:53:43,680 "To be human is to be beautifully flawed." 622 00:53:44,521 --> 00:53:48,184 And, well, she's five months pregnant with our fourth... 623 00:53:48,358 --> 00:53:51,384 ...so I think I understand what you're going through... 624 00:53:51,561 --> 00:53:53,552 ...and how hard it must be. 625 00:53:53,797 --> 00:53:58,359 So, you know, life isn't always black and white. 626 00:53:58,535 --> 00:54:03,302 So hate the crime, not the criminal. 627 00:54:06,610 --> 00:54:09,272 - Good luck. - Thank you. 628 00:54:21,524 --> 00:54:23,651 Do you want me to go with you? 629 00:54:47,784 --> 00:54:50,548 Yes? Can I help you? 630 00:54:50,720 --> 00:54:53,917 - Are you Mary? - Yes. 631 00:54:55,025 --> 00:54:57,994 I don't know how else to... 632 00:54:58,762 --> 00:55:00,889 Why did you sign this? 633 00:55:11,541 --> 00:55:12,872 How did you find me? 634 00:55:14,377 --> 00:55:17,312 A police officer recognized your signature. 635 00:55:20,317 --> 00:55:22,046 Sergeant Dodd. 636 00:55:24,721 --> 00:55:28,680 You do favor her. She was a pretty girl. 637 00:55:29,025 --> 00:55:31,653 Barely 18. 638 00:55:31,828 --> 00:55:33,853 I wasn't much older... 639 00:55:34,764 --> 00:55:36,823 ...but I was older. 640 00:55:37,000 --> 00:55:38,592 The girls that came there... 641 00:55:38,768 --> 00:55:43,398 ...they really knew what they wanted, you know, they were sure of it. 642 00:55:43,573 --> 00:55:45,734 But your mother... 643 00:55:45,909 --> 00:55:48,537 ...she was conflicted. 644 00:55:48,712 --> 00:55:52,341 I'm the one that took her in back and prepped her for the procedure. 645 00:55:52,515 --> 00:55:56,383 - The abortion? - Yes, the abortion. 646 00:55:59,422 --> 00:56:03,825 She tried to convince me that she was making the right decision. 647 00:56:04,694 --> 00:56:08,061 But, you know, she was really trying to convince herself. 648 00:56:08,898 --> 00:56:11,833 She told me she didn't even know the fella... 649 00:56:12,669 --> 00:56:16,730 ...didn't know his name, met him at a bar... 650 00:56:17,407 --> 00:56:20,069 ...and had a night together and then he was gone. 651 00:56:23,613 --> 00:56:25,478 I listened. 652 00:56:26,649 --> 00:56:30,745 Listened to her like I did a hundred girls before her. 653 00:56:30,920 --> 00:56:34,822 Nodded, told her I understood. 654 00:56:38,061 --> 00:56:42,020 For some of those girls, I was their only friend. 655 00:56:44,100 --> 00:56:46,034 Halfway through... 656 00:56:46,669 --> 00:56:49,661 ...well, something must have gone wrong. 657 00:56:50,740 --> 00:56:52,935 I wish I knew what. 658 00:56:55,612 --> 00:57:00,072 But when I went to see your mother, she was just awakening... 659 00:57:00,450 --> 00:57:04,614 ...and the doctor was telling her that it had been a failed attempt. 660 00:57:04,788 --> 00:57:06,915 Was that a normal...? 661 00:57:08,458 --> 00:57:09,982 For him. 662 00:57:14,497 --> 00:57:17,728 There were things that happened there... 663 00:57:18,635 --> 00:57:22,628 ...terrible things, things they had me do. 664 00:57:26,176 --> 00:57:31,443 When you hear something enough times... 665 00:57:32,816 --> 00:57:35,751 ...somehow you start to believe it. 666 00:57:36,853 --> 00:57:40,084 It was tissue, that's what they told us. 667 00:57:40,757 --> 00:57:45,694 It was tissue that couldn't survive, non-viable tissue. 668 00:57:51,835 --> 00:57:55,168 Your mother came back the next day. 669 00:57:55,538 --> 00:57:58,029 She said she wanted to finish the procedure... 670 00:57:58,208 --> 00:58:00,904 ...that she had to go to school, have a career. 671 00:58:01,077 --> 00:58:05,673 And she knew she couldn't do that with the baby so this was the only way. 672 00:58:06,182 --> 00:58:09,083 I took one look at her and I knew she was in labor... 673 00:58:09,252 --> 00:58:12,653 ...and too young and naive to know it. 674 00:58:13,490 --> 00:58:15,822 I had two choices. 675 00:58:16,626 --> 00:58:18,685 I chose to take her to the hospital. 676 00:58:20,196 --> 00:58:22,858 When we got there, she was ready to deliver. 677 00:58:23,032 --> 00:58:25,023 She begged me to stay. 678 00:58:25,969 --> 00:58:29,928 I was really the only one she had, so I did. 679 00:58:30,940 --> 00:58:35,570 - Your brother came first, I'll always-- - Brother? 680 00:58:35,745 --> 00:58:39,181 I'm sorry, what are you talking about? 681 00:58:43,820 --> 00:58:45,981 Hannah, your mother was carrying twins. 682 00:58:47,624 --> 00:58:49,956 And your brother came first... 683 00:58:50,760 --> 00:58:53,558 ...and I always remember him. 684 00:58:53,730 --> 00:58:58,667 He was so teeny. He was less than a pound. 685 00:59:00,537 --> 00:59:03,563 And he was damaged. 686 00:59:04,841 --> 00:59:08,641 His arm was missing, completely gone... 687 00:59:10,280 --> 00:59:13,272 ...torn off during the failed attempt. 688 00:59:16,219 --> 00:59:18,813 And he was just... 689 00:59:23,159 --> 00:59:25,627 I saw him shaking there. 690 00:59:29,232 --> 00:59:31,723 I saw the pain. 691 00:59:35,138 --> 00:59:37,766 And I didn't see no tissue. 692 00:59:39,876 --> 00:59:42,709 I just saw the face of a child. 693 00:59:47,684 --> 00:59:50,881 But you were the big surprise. 694 00:59:51,888 --> 00:59:54,755 Nobody knew about you, not even your mother. 695 00:59:54,924 --> 00:59:59,122 And you came out, big eyes... 696 01:00:00,229 --> 01:00:03,198 ...just beautiful. 697 01:00:18,915 --> 01:00:22,180 I never went back to that clinic. 698 01:00:26,356 --> 01:00:29,052 And I never nursed again. 699 01:00:29,225 --> 01:00:30,852 Was this mine? 700 01:00:31,628 --> 01:00:32,617 Your mother's. 701 01:00:32,795 --> 01:00:35,958 She gave it to me when she left the hospital. 702 01:00:36,132 --> 01:00:37,997 And then she just left. 703 01:00:38,167 --> 01:00:42,126 They looked for her, but she changed her name and she was long gone. 704 01:00:44,407 --> 01:00:47,342 My brother, how long did...? 705 01:00:48,244 --> 01:00:50,212 - How long before he--? - Your parents... 706 01:00:50,380 --> 01:00:52,348 ...adopted both of you. 707 01:00:53,316 --> 01:00:57,844 I would come by now and then and see you in the NICU... 708 01:00:58,021 --> 01:01:00,182 ...they were always there. 709 01:01:00,356 --> 01:01:07,091 They sat right by the incubators and would read passages of the Bible. 710 01:01:08,898 --> 01:01:11,731 They were praying people, I remember. 711 01:01:12,201 --> 01:01:14,761 And he fought hard. 712 01:01:16,372 --> 01:01:18,670 He never did leave the hospital. 713 01:01:18,841 --> 01:01:22,140 He died four months after you all were born. 714 01:01:31,087 --> 01:01:33,817 I know where your birth mother is. 715 01:01:35,858 --> 01:01:38,156 I saw her not long ago. 716 01:01:39,862 --> 01:01:43,730 And she did get that education and she does have that career. 717 01:01:43,900 --> 01:01:48,667 Her name is Cindy Hastings. Now she works at a law firm in town. 718 01:01:50,473 --> 01:01:53,135 Finally home after all that running. 719 01:02:00,183 --> 01:02:04,085 I've needed to have my say. Thank you. 720 01:03:50,126 --> 01:03:51,457 Hey. 721 01:03:52,061 --> 01:03:54,529 - Hey. - Are you gonna go see her? 722 01:03:55,498 --> 01:03:58,126 Yeah, I have to. 723 01:03:58,301 --> 01:04:01,270 You know, I'm starting to think... 724 01:04:01,437 --> 01:04:04,804 ...that I shouldn't have found out about all of this. 725 01:04:09,545 --> 01:04:11,274 Because... 726 01:04:12,548 --> 01:04:14,413 ...deep down... 727 01:04:15,084 --> 01:04:17,211 ...there's always just been this... 728 01:04:18,120 --> 01:04:19,109 ...feeling. 729 01:04:19,288 --> 01:04:23,088 Nothing that's happened is your fault. 730 01:04:52,154 --> 01:04:53,917 Come in. 731 01:04:59,128 --> 01:05:00,493 Hey. 732 01:05:04,033 --> 01:05:05,523 You gonna be okay? 733 01:05:07,503 --> 01:05:13,032 All right, well, I'm gonna go sleep in the ice machine or something. 734 01:05:13,342 --> 01:05:15,640 How are you paying for this? 735 01:05:16,012 --> 01:05:18,947 I saved a few bucks for this trip. 736 01:05:19,115 --> 01:05:21,640 Don't worry, I'll bill you later. 737 01:05:28,190 --> 01:05:29,179 Hey, Jason? 738 01:05:34,530 --> 01:05:36,225 You know what the last thing... 739 01:05:36,399 --> 01:05:39,391 ...was that I remember before I blacked out? 740 01:05:41,137 --> 01:05:43,901 The last thing that went through my mind? 741 01:05:45,675 --> 01:05:47,233 Falling. 742 01:05:49,545 --> 01:05:52,412 Falling into perfect blue water... 743 01:05:54,417 --> 01:05:56,408 ...holding your hand. 744 01:05:58,621 --> 01:06:01,556 Why have you always been there for me? 745 01:06:05,161 --> 01:06:06,594 Good night. 746 01:06:06,963 --> 01:06:08,260 Good night. 747 01:07:15,664 --> 01:07:17,131 Can I help you? 748 01:07:17,299 --> 01:07:19,233 I'm here to see Cindy Hastings. 749 01:07:19,402 --> 01:07:22,633 Oh, she's out at the moment. Would you like to wait? 750 01:07:24,273 --> 01:07:27,640 Do you have a restroom I could use? Thanks. 751 01:07:29,378 --> 01:07:32,677 Conwell and Hastings, Attorney at Law. How may I help you? 752 01:07:33,549 --> 01:07:36,518 Yeah, she's really booked up for the day, though. 753 01:07:37,153 --> 01:07:38,620 Monday? 754 01:08:29,271 --> 01:08:32,069 Hi, can I help you? 755 01:08:34,643 --> 01:08:39,307 I-- I'm sorry, Stacey didn't tell me that I had another appointment. 756 01:08:39,482 --> 01:08:43,418 I'm sorry that I'm just, like, in your office like this. 757 01:08:44,286 --> 01:08:47,483 I'm Hannah. I'm Hannah Lawson. 758 01:08:47,656 --> 01:08:49,715 Are you one of the new interns? 759 01:08:49,892 --> 01:08:53,692 You know, I would love to talk but I have a lunch appointment. 760 01:08:54,697 --> 01:08:56,255 I was... 761 01:08:56,866 --> 01:09:02,168 I was born October the seventh, 1991... 762 01:09:02,671 --> 01:09:05,469 ...at Mobile General Hospital. 763 01:09:08,911 --> 01:09:13,507 I guess I came here because I hoped that that meant something to you. 764 01:09:29,398 --> 01:09:32,231 Stacey, could you please cancel my lunch... 765 01:09:32,401 --> 01:09:34,460 ...and hold all my calls. 766 01:09:40,442 --> 01:09:42,740 I don't know what you wanted. 767 01:09:44,813 --> 01:09:48,909 Hey, honey, you ready? We gotta go. Lilly's waiting for us in the lobby. 768 01:09:49,285 --> 01:09:52,777 Oh, I'm sorry. Who's this? 769 01:09:53,656 --> 01:09:55,521 I... 770 01:10:03,265 --> 01:10:05,665 I have-- I have no idea. 771 01:10:06,535 --> 01:10:08,400 I don't know. 772 01:10:09,305 --> 01:10:10,795 I'm Hannah. 773 01:10:12,341 --> 01:10:13,899 Hi, Hannah. 774 01:10:14,543 --> 01:10:18,707 I don't know where you got your information from but it's not correct. 775 01:10:18,881 --> 01:10:21,679 I don't know what you're referring to. 776 01:10:21,850 --> 01:10:25,217 I can't take any more cases right now... 777 01:10:25,387 --> 01:10:28,447 ...but Raymond down the hallway, perhaps he can. 778 01:10:28,624 --> 01:10:31,354 He can help you with your civil dispute. 779 01:10:31,727 --> 01:10:33,558 I'm sorry. 780 01:11:32,521 --> 01:11:34,716 Hannah! Hey. 781 01:11:36,859 --> 01:11:38,827 Look, I'm really sorry. 782 01:11:38,994 --> 01:11:39,961 Yeah, she just-- 783 01:11:40,329 --> 01:11:41,990 - She didn't even say anything-- - No. 784 01:11:44,566 --> 01:11:47,467 - It wasn't me. I swear. - What are you, following me now? 785 01:11:47,636 --> 01:11:49,570 - In the car. I'm taking you home. - No. 786 01:11:49,738 --> 01:11:52,332 I'm not going. How do you even know where we are? 787 01:11:52,508 --> 01:11:56,308 His girlfriend called me to tell me and that you had been arrested. 788 01:11:56,478 --> 01:11:57,945 I can't believe you would lie. 789 01:11:58,314 --> 01:12:00,874 - You can't believe I would lie to you? - In the car. 790 01:12:01,050 --> 01:12:03,678 - We're going home, now. Come on. - No. 791 01:12:03,852 --> 01:12:06,013 - Get in the car now. - Fine. 792 01:12:06,388 --> 01:12:07,719 Fine. 793 01:12:09,792 --> 01:12:12,022 - Mr. Lawson. - Stay out of this, Jason. 794 01:12:12,394 --> 01:12:14,954 - Mr. Lawson, look-- - I said, stay out of it! 795 01:12:15,631 --> 01:12:19,032 - I know how you must feel. - You have no idea how I must feel... 796 01:12:19,401 --> 01:12:23,497 ...and you can't know until you have a daughter of your own. So stay out of it! 797 01:12:23,972 --> 01:12:26,338 She's not your daughter. 798 01:12:26,942 --> 01:12:30,935 And she has every right to find out who she is. 799 01:12:35,517 --> 01:12:39,453 I'm gonna make this very simple. You stay away from my daughter. 800 01:12:39,621 --> 01:12:42,886 You make no contact whatsoever. Do you understand me? 801 01:12:43,058 --> 01:12:45,026 You lied to me, Jason. 802 01:12:45,394 --> 01:12:47,794 I expected much more from you. 803 01:12:47,963 --> 01:12:49,726 Look at me. 804 01:13:09,051 --> 01:13:11,451 Are we going to talk about this or what? 805 01:13:15,557 --> 01:13:19,015 Until we get this straightened I don't think you should go to school. 806 01:13:19,395 --> 01:13:23,661 I see no reason why I should continue funding this sort of behavior. 807 01:13:24,933 --> 01:13:28,130 - What happened down there anyway? - Why do you care? 808 01:13:29,471 --> 01:13:33,373 Why do I care? I care because I'm your father. I love you. 809 01:13:33,542 --> 01:13:36,443 If you love me, you would have told me. 810 01:13:50,893 --> 01:13:54,556 If you want to know the truth, I'll tell you. It was three months-- 811 01:13:54,730 --> 01:13:57,130 Three months after we adopted you, we find out... 812 01:13:57,499 --> 01:13:59,899 ...the medical bills are not going to be covered. 813 01:14:00,068 --> 01:14:02,969 We lose the house. We have to file for bankruptcy. 814 01:14:03,639 --> 01:14:06,665 I am one year, one year away from finishing med school. 815 01:14:06,842 --> 01:14:09,436 So tell me, how does that make me the bad guy? 816 01:14:09,611 --> 01:14:11,442 I'm sorry I was such a burden. 817 01:14:12,181 --> 01:14:16,584 - That is not what I said. - It's what you meant. 818 01:14:17,186 --> 01:14:19,848 Hannah, stop. Stop! 819 01:14:20,889 --> 01:14:23,551 - What was his name? - What was whose name? 820 01:14:23,892 --> 01:14:25,120 My brother. 821 01:14:29,131 --> 01:14:30,723 I found... 822 01:14:30,899 --> 01:14:32,059 I found my mom. 823 01:14:36,905 --> 01:14:40,068 Sweetheart, I always meant to tell you about that. 824 01:14:40,909 --> 01:14:42,433 Right. 825 01:14:45,180 --> 01:14:46,875 Jonathan. 826 01:14:49,785 --> 01:14:52,481 Your brother's name was Jonathan. 827 01:15:15,244 --> 01:15:16,643 Hey, guys. 828 01:15:16,812 --> 01:15:20,543 - Oh, look, the prodigal returns. - Hey. 829 01:15:20,716 --> 01:15:23,480 - Where's Alanna? - Good to see you too buddy. 830 01:15:24,086 --> 01:15:26,145 You know, if you had been here... 831 01:15:26,522 --> 01:15:28,717 ...maybe I wouldn't have had the audacity... 832 01:15:28,891 --> 01:15:32,759 ...to drink something called a hand grenade. 833 01:15:32,928 --> 01:15:35,897 That would've been a good thing, because three sips in... 834 01:15:36,064 --> 01:15:38,760 ...you don't know who you are anymore. 835 01:15:40,035 --> 01:15:42,765 When I say I have no recollection of those events... 836 01:15:42,938 --> 01:15:46,965 ...I mean I don't remember anything. 837 01:15:47,643 --> 01:15:49,110 Nothing. 838 01:15:50,879 --> 01:15:54,042 Not the argument, not the fight... 839 01:15:54,216 --> 01:15:56,912 ...not this guy, just a little shiner. 840 01:15:59,588 --> 01:16:04,287 Oh, and look, it comes with a court date, for free, disorderly conduct. 841 01:16:07,663 --> 01:16:11,099 I have a criminal record, Jason. 842 01:16:11,733 --> 01:16:13,792 I'd like to go home. 843 01:16:13,969 --> 01:16:18,030 Oh, I got your luggage, it's in my room. 844 01:16:18,307 --> 01:16:19,296 Thanks, buddy. 845 01:16:23,679 --> 01:16:25,044 I wanted to say that... 846 01:16:25,948 --> 01:16:28,781 ...I went too far and I'm sorry. 847 01:16:33,121 --> 01:16:35,089 - Where are you going? - Home. 848 01:16:35,257 --> 01:16:37,623 We're going home tomorrow. 849 01:16:46,735 --> 01:16:48,896 I'm going home tonight. 850 01:17:15,197 --> 01:17:17,222 Dr. Lawson, it's Jason. 851 01:17:19,267 --> 01:17:23,260 I wanted to say that I was wrong... 852 01:17:24,773 --> 01:17:28,766 ...and I won't be seeing Hannah anymore. 853 01:17:29,211 --> 01:17:30,940 I'm sorry. 854 01:17:43,959 --> 01:17:47,793 - Hey, can I come in? - Yeah, sure. 855 01:17:50,666 --> 01:17:52,759 What's all this? 856 01:17:53,068 --> 01:17:54,865 It's financial aid stuff. 857 01:17:56,171 --> 01:18:00,039 Honey, he's not going to take you out of school. 858 01:18:00,208 --> 01:18:02,267 He's just upset. 859 01:18:05,881 --> 01:18:08,247 I wanna try to explain. 860 01:18:15,123 --> 01:18:16,920 This is you? 861 01:18:17,359 --> 01:18:18,883 Yes. 862 01:18:19,061 --> 01:18:21,962 You look so pretty in this picture. 863 01:18:24,032 --> 01:18:25,932 You look pregnant. 864 01:18:26,101 --> 01:18:30,231 I was. 20 weeks in that picture. 865 01:18:30,405 --> 01:18:31,895 Twins. 866 01:18:32,874 --> 01:18:35,308 You were pregnant with twins? 867 01:18:38,046 --> 01:18:39,741 What happened? 868 01:18:43,085 --> 01:18:44,814 We... 869 01:18:47,022 --> 01:18:48,922 We lost them. 870 01:18:51,326 --> 01:18:55,956 I started volunteering at this pregnancy crisis center... 871 01:18:58,734 --> 01:19:03,728 ...and there was this beautiful cathedral around the corner... 872 01:19:04,272 --> 01:19:06,763 ...and I would go there to pray at lunch. 873 01:19:07,242 --> 01:19:09,437 And I'll never forget... 874 01:19:10,278 --> 01:19:12,746 ...October 17th... 875 01:19:12,914 --> 01:19:14,973 ...I went back to work... 876 01:19:15,851 --> 01:19:18,319 ...and I saw a bulletin... 877 01:19:19,321 --> 01:19:20,310 ...and it said: 878 01:19:20,489 --> 01:19:25,085 "Twins, abandoned... 879 01:19:25,293 --> 01:19:27,818 ...twenty-four weeks." 880 01:19:31,099 --> 01:19:33,158 And we knew... 881 01:19:33,502 --> 01:19:37,905 ...you and your brother would have been the same age. 882 01:19:38,774 --> 01:19:43,370 Hannah, you are our miracle. 883 01:19:45,380 --> 01:19:49,009 And that's why it's so hard to let you go, honey. 884 01:19:51,386 --> 01:19:53,513 You mean so much to us. 885 01:19:54,956 --> 01:19:56,389 I know. 886 01:20:01,163 --> 01:20:03,063 Which cathedral? 887 01:20:04,933 --> 01:20:07,128 It was beautiful. 888 01:21:42,163 --> 01:21:43,187 Excuse me. 889 01:21:45,400 --> 01:21:49,131 I'm sorry, but we need to close for the evening. 890 01:21:50,171 --> 01:21:54,505 Oh, I didn't know. I've never been here before. 891 01:21:55,343 --> 01:21:56,901 I'm Hannah. 892 01:21:58,346 --> 01:22:00,041 Hello. 893 01:22:03,385 --> 01:22:06,548 We have services daily, if you'd like to come back. 894 01:22:07,956 --> 01:22:10,982 I'm actually a-- I'm Baptist. 895 01:22:11,359 --> 01:22:13,384 I guess you should know that. 896 01:22:25,040 --> 01:22:27,099 And why did you come? 897 01:22:28,043 --> 01:22:30,568 I don't know, really. 898 01:22:32,013 --> 01:22:36,643 I guess I'm trying to figure out how to let go of things. 899 01:22:37,485 --> 01:22:39,419 Things? 900 01:22:40,555 --> 01:22:43,683 I can't figure out how to let go... 901 01:22:44,059 --> 01:22:49,622 ...of the fact that I feel hatred for myself and others. 902 01:22:51,666 --> 01:22:54,191 There, I said it. 903 01:22:55,337 --> 01:22:57,498 What is it that you want to say? 904 01:23:01,009 --> 01:23:02,636 Just say what you feel. 905 01:23:05,580 --> 01:23:09,710 Well, three weeks ago I found out that my entire life is a lie. 906 01:23:10,418 --> 01:23:13,114 So I went on a trip. 907 01:23:13,688 --> 01:23:17,681 I thought if I went that I would get all these answers... 908 01:23:18,059 --> 01:23:21,392 ...and somehow when I got back I would feel different. 909 01:23:22,097 --> 01:23:24,088 But I don't. 910 01:23:27,235 --> 01:23:30,568 My parents aren't really my parents. 911 01:23:34,309 --> 01:23:39,303 And my real parents tried to abort me. 912 01:23:42,150 --> 01:23:44,414 And I have a brother... 913 01:23:44,586 --> 01:23:46,486 Well, I had a brother. 914 01:23:47,055 --> 01:23:50,616 He died shortly after the... 915 01:23:54,129 --> 01:23:57,257 I'm angry at my parents for not telling me sooner... 916 01:23:57,432 --> 01:24:01,129 ...and making me think that I was just like everybody else. 917 01:24:05,173 --> 01:24:08,301 I'm angry at my real mom... 918 01:24:09,711 --> 01:24:12,202 ...for not wanting me. 919 01:24:12,680 --> 01:24:16,446 Why didn't she want me? What's so wrong with me? 920 01:24:19,687 --> 01:24:21,621 I found her. 921 01:24:24,526 --> 01:24:27,086 And she still doesn't want me. 922 01:24:31,132 --> 01:24:33,123 And I feel guilty. 923 01:24:37,205 --> 01:24:39,332 Part of me feels like... 924 01:24:43,278 --> 01:24:48,113 ...he should be alive and I shouldn't. 925 01:24:54,355 --> 01:24:57,483 I wonder if he would have been a better person than me. 926 01:24:58,726 --> 01:25:01,194 What he would have been like. 927 01:25:04,532 --> 01:25:07,194 It's just l... 928 01:25:07,368 --> 01:25:11,099 I just hate myself for feeling this way. 929 01:25:15,777 --> 01:25:17,472 I see. 930 01:25:25,587 --> 01:25:28,852 This cathedral... 931 01:25:30,291 --> 01:25:32,521 ...was built in 1893... 932 01:25:35,196 --> 01:25:36,857 ...named for St. Paul the Apostle. 933 01:25:40,568 --> 01:25:42,502 It's magnificent. 934 01:25:46,341 --> 01:25:50,835 He wrote a letter to the Church at Colossae and said: 935 01:25:52,347 --> 01:25:55,714 "Because we have been forgiven by God... 936 01:25:56,618 --> 01:25:59,485 ...we should forgive each other." 937 01:26:04,325 --> 01:26:06,259 In Christ you are forgiven... 938 01:26:07,562 --> 01:26:12,829 ...and because you are forgiven, you have the power to forgive. 939 01:26:13,801 --> 01:26:16,531 To choose to forgive. 940 01:26:18,573 --> 01:26:20,404 Let it go. 941 01:26:21,743 --> 01:26:25,543 Hatred is a burden... 942 01:26:26,214 --> 01:26:27,841 ...you no longer need to carry. 943 01:26:30,451 --> 01:26:35,354 Only in forgiveness can you be free, Hannah. 944 01:26:36,591 --> 01:26:42,860 A forgiveness that is well beyond your grasp or mine. 945 01:26:44,866 --> 01:26:46,697 A forgiveness that... 946 01:26:47,535 --> 01:26:50,265 ...you can't find on a trip... 947 01:26:53,308 --> 01:26:55,674 ...or even in this cathedral. 948 01:26:59,380 --> 01:27:02,474 But if the Son shall set you free... 949 01:27:03,251 --> 01:27:06,687 ...you will be free indeed. 950 01:27:17,632 --> 01:27:21,932 Well, I guess you'd better close up then, huh? 951 01:27:36,484 --> 01:27:37,883 What was your brother's name? 952 01:27:39,821 --> 01:27:41,982 His name was Jonathan. 953 01:27:43,891 --> 01:27:47,327 Jonathan wants you to live your life, Hannah. 954 01:27:47,929 --> 01:27:49,897 Live it to the full. 955 01:28:34,442 --> 01:28:35,704 Come in. 956 01:28:43,318 --> 01:28:45,616 I've been giving this a lot of thought... 957 01:28:46,354 --> 01:28:48,652 ...and I wanted to tell you that... 958 01:28:50,858 --> 01:28:51,825 ...I am sorry. 959 01:28:53,361 --> 01:28:56,956 I'm sorry that I overreacted. 960 01:28:57,332 --> 01:28:59,630 So you're still enrolled in school. 961 01:29:00,435 --> 01:29:01,561 Thanks, Dad. 962 01:29:02,704 --> 01:29:05,468 And I think you should probably pack. 963 01:29:05,640 --> 01:29:06,698 What for? 964 01:29:14,582 --> 01:29:15,947 What's this? 965 01:29:19,020 --> 01:29:21,648 I know that you need to finish this... 966 01:29:23,591 --> 01:29:25,058 ...but with your permission... 967 01:29:26,794 --> 01:29:28,955 ...I'd like to be there when you do. 968 01:29:35,703 --> 01:29:39,730 But there is this one place I would like to take you... 969 01:29:40,708 --> 01:29:43,802 ...on the way, if it's okay with you. 970 01:29:45,546 --> 01:29:47,104 Sure. 971 01:30:15,410 --> 01:30:18,379 The doctor said there wasn't much brain activity... 972 01:30:20,882 --> 01:30:22,372 ...but I saw him smile. 973 01:30:23,785 --> 01:30:26,117 We truly believed that God would heal him. 974 01:30:27,755 --> 01:30:32,749 We were so young we didn't know what to tell ourselves so we never told you. 975 01:30:35,496 --> 01:30:38,932 Days became years, years became decades... 976 01:30:39,100 --> 01:30:41,000 ...and you still didn't know. 977 01:30:42,503 --> 01:30:44,471 After he died, I remember holding you. 978 01:30:44,639 --> 01:30:48,871 I would hold you for hours, I would not let you out of my sight... 979 01:30:50,144 --> 01:30:54,581 ...because I was afraid that if I lost you too... 980 01:30:57,118 --> 01:31:00,178 So I would just hold you because I couldn't let go. 981 01:31:02,490 --> 01:31:04,822 And, sweetheart, I still haven't. 982 01:31:05,460 --> 01:31:07,860 And I'm sorry, Hannah. I'm sorry for the journal. 983 01:31:08,029 --> 01:31:12,193 I'm sorry for keeping so much from you, for how controlling I've been. 984 01:31:13,067 --> 01:31:15,661 Sweetheart, it's not because I don't trust you... 985 01:31:15,837 --> 01:31:20,103 ...it's because I'm trying honestly to learn how to trust God again. 986 01:31:21,476 --> 01:31:23,137 So please... 987 01:31:23,945 --> 01:31:25,572 ...don't... 988 01:31:26,113 --> 01:31:27,671 Dad. 989 01:31:28,683 --> 01:31:29,980 Yeah? 990 01:31:33,120 --> 01:31:34,644 I... 991 01:31:35,223 --> 01:31:38,920 I love you and it's okay. 992 01:31:42,563 --> 01:31:43,587 Yeah? 993 01:31:50,004 --> 01:31:52,529 Thank you for bringing me here. 994 01:32:20,935 --> 01:32:23,062 You're sure this is how you want to do it? 995 01:33:32,039 --> 01:33:33,768 Stacey, can...? 996 01:35:12,106 --> 01:35:16,202 - Hello? - Jason, it's Dr. Lawson. 997 01:35:17,812 --> 01:35:21,179 Yeah, listen, I wanted to say that I assumed the worst about you... 998 01:35:21,348 --> 01:35:23,782 ...but Hannah talked to me. 999 01:35:23,951 --> 01:35:27,045 She told me how you treated her with respect. 1000 01:35:27,221 --> 01:35:29,416 How much you cared... 1001 01:35:30,725 --> 01:35:32,750 ...and I think you should call her. 1002 01:35:33,160 --> 01:35:34,127 I... 1003 01:35:34,295 --> 01:35:37,753 Yeah, listen, I'm not saying that I think you have to call her... 1004 01:35:37,932 --> 01:35:41,265 ...but I just think that you should. And I'm not trying to pry. 1005 01:35:41,435 --> 01:35:46,737 I just want to know what your intentions are about my daughter. 1006 01:35:47,842 --> 01:35:49,400 I love her. 1007 01:35:49,944 --> 01:35:52,970 - You need to call her. - Yeah. Okay. 1008 01:35:53,147 --> 01:35:56,913 - Yeah, I definitely will. - Thanks. 1009 01:35:59,053 --> 01:36:00,884 - Stupid-- - Hey, baby. 1010 01:36:01,055 --> 01:36:02,488 - Hi. - Hi. 1011 01:36:16,003 --> 01:36:18,028 Hello? 1012 01:36:19,373 --> 01:36:21,841 What, a date? 1013 01:36:22,309 --> 01:36:23,776 Like, me and you? 1014 01:36:28,983 --> 01:36:31,076 What about my Dad? 1015 01:36:32,319 --> 01:36:35,777 Yeah, I mean, I do. I mean, I will. 1016 01:36:36,791 --> 01:36:38,383 You sure? 1017 01:36:39,326 --> 01:36:40,884 Bye. 1018 01:36:59,280 --> 01:37:01,214 - This is stupid. - You're stupid. 1019 01:37:01,382 --> 01:37:03,316 - You want to ruin the surprise? - Yes. 1020 01:37:03,484 --> 01:37:05,281 I dressed for dinner. 1021 01:37:05,452 --> 01:37:07,886 - Five times, actually. - Five times? 1022 01:37:08,055 --> 01:37:13,823 - I don't go on a lot of dates, obviously. - Yeah. 1023 01:37:13,994 --> 01:37:15,222 - I'm good. - Are you good? 1024 01:37:16,297 --> 01:37:19,027 - My dad is scary. - Yeah, I know that. Okay, ready? 1025 01:37:19,200 --> 01:37:22,465 Three, two, one, open them. 1026 01:37:27,208 --> 01:37:29,039 I thought you should finish. 1027 01:37:29,210 --> 01:37:31,110 - Finish what? - Your play. 1028 01:37:31,946 --> 01:37:35,109 - What do you think? - I think we need actors. 1029 01:37:35,983 --> 01:37:38,508 Don't worry, I was in a play once. Kindergarten. 1030 01:37:38,886 --> 01:37:40,911 - Okay. - I was Sheep Number 5. 1031 01:37:42,590 --> 01:37:45,991 Hello, Desmond, you can dispense with the pleasantries... 1032 01:37:46,160 --> 01:37:48,060 ...a bit trifle, don't you think? 1033 01:37:49,897 --> 01:37:51,489 I think... 1034 01:37:52,099 --> 01:37:54,363 - They ex-- Have high... - "Standards for me." 1035 01:37:54,535 --> 01:37:56,298 Standards for me. 1036 01:37:57,171 --> 01:37:58,832 - I'm pretty terrible. - Yes. 1037 01:37:59,006 --> 01:38:01,440 Yeah. Well, look, when I was Sheep Number 5... 1038 01:38:01,609 --> 01:38:05,943 ...I didn't have lines. I just-- I wore a sweaty wool suit. 1039 01:38:06,113 --> 01:38:09,241 I did not just say that. That is ridiculous. 1040 01:38:09,884 --> 01:38:12,910 "l don't suppose you're talking to family." 1041 01:40:47,641 --> 01:40:50,405 Okay, I think this is the last of it. 1042 01:40:51,545 --> 01:40:53,376 Call us, all right? 1043 01:40:53,547 --> 01:40:57,313 Let us know who your roommate is. Try not to pick anybody too weird. 1044 01:40:57,484 --> 01:41:00,248 - I'll be fine, Dad, I promise. - Okay. 1045 01:41:00,421 --> 01:41:02,184 I've got to go. 1046 01:41:04,458 --> 01:41:06,483 - Bye, Dad. - Bye. 1047 01:41:08,695 --> 01:41:10,492 Mr. Lawson. 1048 01:41:37,791 --> 01:41:39,156 Thank you. 1049 01:41:40,427 --> 01:41:43,624 - For what? - For wanting me. 1050 01:41:49,203 --> 01:41:50,795 - I gotta go. - You gotta go. 1051 01:42:09,223 --> 01:42:10,622 I love you, baby. 1052 01:42:44,858 --> 01:42:47,656 Well, initially, Jon called me. 1053 01:42:47,828 --> 01:42:50,228 He said, "We think that you would play... 1054 01:42:50,397 --> 01:42:52,661 ...the birth mother in this film." 1055 01:42:54,168 --> 01:42:55,726 Jon e-mailed me the script... 1056 01:42:55,903 --> 01:42:59,168 ...and I was so excited I think I sat down that very night. 1057 01:42:59,940 --> 01:43:03,569 I got to the point of the birth mother... 1058 01:43:03,744 --> 01:43:06,804 ...and I was so overwhelmed I started crying over it... 1059 01:43:07,181 --> 01:43:11,208 ...because the story actually had been truly written for me... 1060 01:43:11,385 --> 01:43:15,845 ...and Jon and Andy didn't even know my back-story at all. 1061 01:43:16,857 --> 01:43:17,915 And she read it... 1062 01:43:19,426 --> 01:43:21,223 ...and literally called me back... 1063 01:43:21,395 --> 01:43:23,727 ...just weeping about the script and said: 1064 01:43:23,897 --> 01:43:25,364 "How did you know?" 1065 01:43:25,532 --> 01:43:27,659 And we said, "What are you talking about?" 1066 01:43:27,834 --> 01:43:29,699 And she said: 1067 01:43:30,270 --> 01:43:32,465 "20 years ago I was working in a law firm." 1068 01:43:32,639 --> 01:43:36,575 Which is very similar to the story. She said she was in a relationship... 1069 01:43:36,743 --> 01:43:40,543 ...she found out she was pregnant and she decided to have an abortion. 1070 01:43:40,714 --> 01:43:44,309 It was easier to get rid of the child... 1071 01:43:44,484 --> 01:43:46,509 ...to not be questioned again... 1072 01:43:46,687 --> 01:43:49,656 ...rather than to have a child... 1073 01:43:49,823 --> 01:43:53,725 ...and be looked upon at that time like another failure. 1074 01:44:01,802 --> 01:44:03,599 And... 1075 01:44:05,405 --> 01:44:07,771 So many times... 1076 01:44:09,743 --> 01:44:11,973 ...I think especially as young women... 1077 01:44:12,346 --> 01:44:16,908 ...we carry that burden... 1078 01:44:17,284 --> 01:44:20,811 ...that we're going to look like a failure. That it's shameful. 1079 01:44:20,988 --> 01:44:24,446 And, you know, you can hide a secret... 1080 01:44:24,625 --> 01:44:28,891 ...for a long time of abortion unless you verbally speak about it. 1081 01:44:29,263 --> 01:44:32,699 "Nobody knows. Nobody knows except my husband, my therapist... 1082 01:44:32,866 --> 01:44:35,630 ...and some people like that." We were blown away. 1083 01:44:35,802 --> 01:44:39,533 Said, "l feel like this is God telling me it's time for me to share." 1084 01:44:39,706 --> 01:44:44,609 And I remember hearing Jon on the other line going, "Wow." Like, "Wow." 1085 01:44:44,778 --> 01:44:47,747 From the post-abortive mother, it was important to be sensitive to that... 1086 01:44:49,383 --> 01:44:51,681 ...for this to be a healing movie for them... 1087 01:44:51,852 --> 01:44:55,811 ...and so having Shari's voice and having her play the role was just... 1088 01:44:55,989 --> 01:45:01,484 ...phenomenal to make sure that came across authentic and very sensitive. 1089 01:45:01,662 --> 01:45:04,256 I think as we went forward... 1090 01:45:04,431 --> 01:45:07,798 ...and filmed her scene, she wasn't acting. 1091 01:45:07,968 --> 01:45:09,731 It was as real as you could get. 1092 01:45:09,903 --> 01:45:13,361 It was one of the more moving things I've ever seen. 1093 01:45:13,540 --> 01:45:17,271 We went into it and I remember the cameras rolling... 1094 01:45:17,444 --> 01:45:20,777 ...and I just, right as I walked into the room... 1095 01:45:20,947 --> 01:45:23,313 ...I just knew that... 1096 01:45:23,917 --> 01:45:27,318 I just knew that the Lord was with me. 1097 01:45:28,922 --> 01:45:33,359 And that it was just complete healing in the moment... 1098 01:45:33,527 --> 01:45:39,659 ...that I slide down that door and that I'm crying and I'm feeling... 1099 01:45:39,833 --> 01:45:43,894 ...that wasn't acting, that was my moment with God... 1100 01:45:44,071 --> 01:45:49,031 ...and him with me, to say, "It's okay, it's over... 1101 01:45:49,543 --> 01:45:51,841 ...and you've been forgiven."