1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:22,375 --> 00:00:25,875 True story from thread @JEROPOINT 4 00:00:42,291 --> 00:00:43,458 This is the story of my life... 5 00:00:44,500 --> 00:00:45,541 ...my brother Yoga... 6 00:00:46,208 --> 00:00:49,166 ...and my parents, who lived in our grim house. 7 00:00:52,000 --> 00:00:55,875 I was seven years old. 8 00:00:58,208 --> 00:01:00,333 I can still recall it. 9 00:01:01,250 --> 00:01:03,166 Everything was horrifying. 10 00:01:11,041 --> 00:01:12,791 Everything happened so fast. 11 00:01:14,625 --> 00:01:16,500 Leaving an everlasting trauma. 12 00:01:21,166 --> 00:01:22,208 Mom... 13 00:01:22,875 --> 00:01:24,666 ...tonight is New Year's Eve. 14 00:01:25,541 --> 00:01:29,375 Do you want us to have a celebration at home to make you happy? 15 00:01:39,375 --> 00:01:40,916 You don't like it mom? 16 00:01:47,416 --> 00:01:49,000 Listen to your dad. 17 00:01:52,875 --> 00:01:55,083 For the sake of you and your brother's life. 18 00:02:02,166 --> 00:02:03,250 I will, Mom. 19 00:02:25,125 --> 00:02:28,666 Dad! 20 00:02:32,083 --> 00:02:33,791 Tilt her head back. 21 00:02:36,291 --> 00:02:37,833 Maybe her fever is too high. 22 00:02:38,916 --> 00:02:40,583 Hurry and give her the medicine! 23 00:02:43,291 --> 00:02:44,791 Her medicine. 24 00:02:47,208 --> 00:02:50,333 - Mom! - Where are you going? You need to help Mom! 25 00:02:53,125 --> 00:02:55,416 Where are you going? Leave. 26 00:02:56,416 --> 00:02:58,000 I said leave! 27 00:03:08,208 --> 00:03:09,291 Please. 28 00:03:09,875 --> 00:03:12,416 Please don't hurt my wife. 29 00:03:12,500 --> 00:03:13,625 Please! 30 00:03:14,708 --> 00:03:15,875 Please don't! 31 00:03:15,958 --> 00:03:17,083 Mom! 32 00:03:17,291 --> 00:03:19,708 Mom! 33 00:03:20,833 --> 00:03:22,000 Mom... 34 00:03:33,250 --> 00:03:34,375 If you want to... 35 00:03:35,375 --> 00:03:36,708 ...I can tell Dad... 36 00:03:37,833 --> 00:03:40,458 ...to bring you to the town square to see the firework. 37 00:03:42,083 --> 00:03:44,083 I'll take care of Mom here. 38 00:03:55,416 --> 00:03:56,708 There's no need for that. 39 00:03:59,291 --> 00:04:01,458 I'm just reminded... 40 00:04:01,791 --> 00:04:03,166 ...of when Mom was healthy. 41 00:04:05,583 --> 00:04:08,916 She was always the most excited person to celebrate New Year's Eve. 42 00:04:13,375 --> 00:04:16,916 - When she's well, we can... - Yoga. 43 00:04:17,208 --> 00:04:18,458 Nadia. 44 00:04:19,416 --> 00:04:20,750 Honey. 45 00:04:21,916 --> 00:04:24,166 Come here. 46 00:04:37,875 --> 00:04:38,916 Mom. 47 00:04:47,125 --> 00:04:48,291 Are you well now, Mom? 48 00:04:50,416 --> 00:04:53,875 I want to celebrate New Year's Eve with all of you. 49 00:04:54,791 --> 00:04:56,000 My prayer is heard. 50 00:05:00,875 --> 00:05:02,416 Let's eat. 51 00:05:02,500 --> 00:05:03,583 Okay. 52 00:05:14,125 --> 00:05:15,250 Thank you. 53 00:05:16,083 --> 00:05:17,958 Why won't you share with your little sister? 54 00:05:19,083 --> 00:05:20,541 I would on other things. 55 00:05:20,833 --> 00:05:23,000 But I haven't tasted Mom's cooking for a long time. 56 00:05:23,625 --> 00:05:24,666 Here. 57 00:05:28,250 --> 00:05:29,791 Mom, Dad... 58 00:05:30,250 --> 00:05:32,541 ...why do I only get two shrimps? 59 00:05:34,291 --> 00:05:37,416 Yoga, share them with your little sister. 60 00:05:37,833 --> 00:05:40,375 Be fair. Come on. 61 00:05:40,958 --> 00:05:42,000 Share them. 62 00:05:48,875 --> 00:05:51,375 That's it. 63 00:05:59,208 --> 00:06:00,958 Happy New Year! 64 00:06:01,041 --> 00:06:02,375 Happy New Year! 65 00:06:03,625 --> 00:06:06,833 Now, finish your meal. 66 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:11,666 To celebrate Mom's recovery... 67 00:06:13,333 --> 00:06:14,375 ...tomorrow... 68 00:06:14,916 --> 00:06:17,958 ...We will go out tomorrow. 69 00:06:18,333 --> 00:06:20,041 Yay! 70 00:06:53,041 --> 00:06:55,333 Mom, would you please fill this jug? 71 00:06:58,416 --> 00:06:59,541 Mom! 72 00:06:59,833 --> 00:07:00,916 Mom! 73 00:07:01,166 --> 00:07:03,208 Dad! 74 00:07:03,458 --> 00:07:04,625 Mom! 75 00:07:05,166 --> 00:07:06,208 Mom! 76 00:07:06,416 --> 00:07:07,458 Mom! 77 00:07:07,708 --> 00:07:08,750 Help! 78 00:07:09,375 --> 00:07:10,958 Mom! 79 00:07:11,708 --> 00:07:13,041 Mom! 80 00:07:13,791 --> 00:07:15,125 Honey! 81 00:07:18,416 --> 00:07:19,875 Mom! 82 00:07:21,791 --> 00:07:22,833 Mom! 83 00:08:07,916 --> 00:08:11,458 Three Months Later (2002) 84 00:08:35,708 --> 00:08:36,750 Setya. 85 00:08:41,750 --> 00:08:42,791 Yes, Sir? 86 00:08:43,500 --> 00:08:44,541 Is that... 87 00:08:45,333 --> 00:08:46,375 ...Mrs. Lastri? 88 00:08:48,083 --> 00:08:49,125 It is her. 89 00:08:50,083 --> 00:08:51,875 Isn't she a regular customer of the shop next door? 90 00:08:53,125 --> 00:08:54,625 Not only her. 91 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:57,208 That guy. And that young woman, too. 92 00:08:57,291 --> 00:08:59,208 They were all regular customers of the shop next door. 93 00:08:59,583 --> 00:09:01,375 They all come here now. 94 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:03,333 Thank God. 95 00:09:03,708 --> 00:09:05,833 We've only been open for three months but we have this many customers. 96 00:09:07,625 --> 00:09:08,666 Good. 97 00:09:09,875 --> 00:09:10,916 Go back to your work. 98 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:12,625 Yes, Sir. I'm going to continue unloading there. 99 00:09:39,208 --> 00:09:40,250 Setya! 100 00:10:06,875 --> 00:10:08,083 Yoga? 101 00:10:10,333 --> 00:10:11,375 Yoga? 102 00:10:13,750 --> 00:10:14,916 Yoga? 103 00:10:15,083 --> 00:10:16,125 He's in the bedroom. 104 00:10:16,583 --> 00:10:17,666 - Thanks. - Yeah. 105 00:10:36,416 --> 00:10:37,458 Yoga? 106 00:10:40,958 --> 00:10:42,458 I still don't understand Dad. 107 00:10:44,416 --> 00:10:46,041 Why wouldn't he clean Mom's blood? 108 00:10:47,708 --> 00:10:49,333 Instead of changing the tiles. 109 00:10:51,416 --> 00:10:53,625 Have you ever felt that Dad's rules are weird? 110 00:10:55,958 --> 00:10:58,833 You know Dad doesn't like when we ask questions. 111 00:11:02,041 --> 00:11:03,625 You better help me with my homework. 112 00:11:17,375 --> 00:11:18,458 Nad! 113 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:20,083 The tile's moving. 114 00:11:21,708 --> 00:11:22,750 Moving? 115 00:11:22,833 --> 00:11:24,291 Yes, I saw it moving. 116 00:11:59,583 --> 00:12:00,625 Yoga! 117 00:12:01,500 --> 00:12:02,541 Yoga! 118 00:12:04,958 --> 00:12:06,833 What's wrong with you? Yoga! 119 00:12:09,541 --> 00:12:10,625 Yoga! 120 00:12:32,375 --> 00:12:33,416 What happened? 121 00:12:49,208 --> 00:12:51,083 Bring the goat to the usual place. 122 00:12:51,750 --> 00:12:53,333 And then go back to the shop. 123 00:12:53,541 --> 00:12:54,583 Yes, Sir. 124 00:13:03,791 --> 00:13:04,916 Let's eat. 125 00:13:07,333 --> 00:13:08,375 Come on. 126 00:13:15,125 --> 00:13:16,166 Yoga, let's eat. 127 00:13:17,833 --> 00:13:19,208 I want Mom's cooking. 128 00:13:22,750 --> 00:13:24,041 I'm telling you to eat. 129 00:13:28,083 --> 00:13:29,666 You let Mom die. 130 00:13:31,416 --> 00:13:33,625 You let this house be in a messy condition for so long. 131 00:13:33,958 --> 00:13:35,833 Full of dust and dirt and it made Mom sick. 132 00:13:36,041 --> 00:13:37,500 Yoga, enough. 133 00:13:39,375 --> 00:13:40,458 You know... 134 00:13:42,375 --> 00:13:44,541 ...we were renovating it. 135 00:13:45,625 --> 00:13:48,041 But you forbade us to clean up! 136 00:13:48,291 --> 00:13:51,958 You rules must be the reason Mom was unhappy and killed herself! 137 00:14:54,250 --> 00:14:55,916 Does your cheek still hurt? 138 00:14:57,916 --> 00:14:59,000 Not anymore. 139 00:15:01,166 --> 00:15:03,666 Don't make Dad angry again. 140 00:15:05,083 --> 00:15:07,208 I don't like seeing you get scolded. 141 00:15:11,166 --> 00:15:12,791 I miss Mom. 142 00:15:18,083 --> 00:15:19,166 Me too. 143 00:15:30,666 --> 00:15:32,333 Yoga. 144 00:15:41,958 --> 00:15:43,541 Yoga. 145 00:15:51,416 --> 00:15:52,458 Nad. 146 00:15:52,750 --> 00:15:54,041 Do you hear Mom's voice? 147 00:15:57,500 --> 00:15:59,125 Maybe it was a dream. 148 00:17:13,875 --> 00:17:14,916 Mom? 149 00:17:28,833 --> 00:17:29,875 Mom? 150 00:19:05,833 --> 00:19:06,916 Nad? 151 00:20:56,000 --> 00:21:00,875 Nine Years Later (2011) 152 00:21:06,666 --> 00:21:08,416 If you have something in your mind... 153 00:21:09,541 --> 00:21:10,791 ...tell me. 154 00:21:13,208 --> 00:21:16,333 Don't vent in a wrong way like this. 155 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,625 Since Mom died... 156 00:21:26,791 --> 00:21:28,583 ...I feel like I lost you too. 157 00:21:31,083 --> 00:21:32,958 You always alienate yourself. 158 00:21:34,166 --> 00:21:35,583 If I ask what's wrong with you... 159 00:21:36,416 --> 00:21:39,833 ...you always keep it to yourself. 160 00:21:43,208 --> 00:21:46,625 You still have a family. 161 00:21:48,541 --> 00:21:49,958 So if something happens... 162 00:21:50,750 --> 00:21:52,291 ...you can share it, you know. 163 00:22:02,750 --> 00:22:04,333 Dad and I have agreed... 164 00:22:06,208 --> 00:22:08,041 ...to bring you to a psychiatrist. 165 00:22:11,541 --> 00:22:12,833 Do you think I'm crazy? 166 00:22:15,833 --> 00:22:17,708 I just want you to get well. 167 00:22:17,875 --> 00:22:19,166 I'm not crazy! 168 00:22:25,625 --> 00:22:26,750 Whatever. 169 00:22:27,291 --> 00:22:28,375 Nad. 170 00:22:28,958 --> 00:22:30,000 Nad. 171 00:22:41,458 --> 00:22:42,750 I know Dad's secret. 172 00:22:45,666 --> 00:22:47,625 I wanted to tell you. 173 00:22:49,791 --> 00:22:51,833 But I don't want you to think too much about it. 174 00:22:53,416 --> 00:22:55,625 Now I'm sure you're old enough... 175 00:22:56,625 --> 00:22:58,500 ...to know who Dad really is. 176 00:23:20,083 --> 00:23:21,125 Nadia! 177 00:24:06,708 --> 00:24:07,750 Come on. 178 00:24:14,666 --> 00:24:15,708 Come on, Nad. 179 00:27:20,291 --> 00:27:21,708 What is this, Dad? 180 00:27:25,500 --> 00:27:26,625 Answer me! 181 00:27:27,500 --> 00:27:28,541 It's none of your business! 182 00:27:28,875 --> 00:27:30,458 What is this, Dad? 183 00:27:31,833 --> 00:27:32,875 Dad! 184 00:27:44,666 --> 00:27:46,250 Yoga... 185 00:27:46,333 --> 00:27:47,625 There's nothing to hide, Dad! 186 00:27:48,083 --> 00:27:49,208 We know already! 187 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:51,208 You killed Mom. 188 00:27:53,416 --> 00:27:54,500 Yog... 189 00:27:54,833 --> 00:27:55,875 Hit me. 190 00:27:56,291 --> 00:27:57,333 Hit me! 191 00:27:59,291 --> 00:28:00,333 Don't be silent. 192 00:28:00,750 --> 00:28:02,333 You were silent when Mom was sick. 193 00:28:03,541 --> 00:28:05,666 I was scared every day that I wouldn't have a mother anymore. 194 00:28:08,416 --> 00:28:11,125 You should be the one who died. You should be the one who died! 195 00:28:14,041 --> 00:28:15,416 I am the one who should've died. 196 00:28:17,458 --> 00:28:19,291 I am the one who should've died! 197 00:28:23,333 --> 00:28:25,541 I was only a poor merchant. 198 00:28:27,166 --> 00:28:28,291 I didn't have anything. 199 00:28:29,583 --> 00:28:31,125 I didn't have a place to live. 200 00:28:32,041 --> 00:28:36,000 To have a free place to live, I had to serve as a caretaker of this house. 201 00:28:37,458 --> 00:28:38,500 For what? 202 00:28:39,250 --> 00:28:42,166 I just wanted to be like other parents! 203 00:28:42,750 --> 00:28:44,416 To be able to feed you. 204 00:28:44,875 --> 00:28:46,250 To be able to put you in school. 205 00:28:46,416 --> 00:28:48,291 To be able to give you anything you want. 206 00:28:49,708 --> 00:28:51,250 It went well at first. 207 00:28:54,750 --> 00:28:56,208 With the head of the goat's ritual... 208 00:28:56,750 --> 00:28:58,916 ...the non-stop house renovation... 209 00:28:59,208 --> 00:29:00,958 ...and keeping the house messy. 210 00:29:02,541 --> 00:29:03,750 But after that... 211 00:29:05,541 --> 00:29:07,541 After all that I got... 212 00:29:09,666 --> 00:29:10,708 Money... 213 00:29:11,458 --> 00:29:12,500 A car... 214 00:29:13,625 --> 00:29:15,166 A shop, this house... 215 00:29:17,791 --> 00:29:20,041 The creature came back. 216 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:24,958 If there was a way to replace your mother, I would do it. 217 00:29:28,500 --> 00:29:29,541 Honey? 218 00:29:32,250 --> 00:29:33,291 Honey? 219 00:29:37,458 --> 00:29:38,500 What happened to you? 220 00:29:39,291 --> 00:29:40,333 The creature... 221 00:29:42,083 --> 00:29:43,416 ...came to me in a dream. 222 00:29:44,791 --> 00:29:46,541 - It asked for... - Yoga? 223 00:29:55,500 --> 00:29:57,083 I had the same dream. 224 00:29:58,666 --> 00:30:00,041 Take care of our children, okay? 225 00:30:01,291 --> 00:30:04,416 No. Don't say that. 226 00:30:04,750 --> 00:30:06,791 In the dream, it has agreed... 227 00:30:07,708 --> 00:30:09,333 ...for me to replace Yoga. 228 00:30:09,416 --> 00:30:10,916 No. 229 00:30:12,166 --> 00:30:14,458 - No! - Honey. 230 00:30:15,875 --> 00:30:18,791 - Let me replace him. - Honey. Listen to me. 231 00:30:19,083 --> 00:30:22,333 The deal has been made. Let me go. 232 00:30:23,375 --> 00:30:28,458 I only ask that whatever happens to our kids, don't let them know. 233 00:30:28,958 --> 00:30:31,125 I don't want them to live in fear. 234 00:30:31,208 --> 00:30:34,708 Honey, promise me. Honey. 235 00:30:34,791 --> 00:30:37,250 From then on, your mother fell sick. 236 00:30:38,375 --> 00:30:42,875 And every time she felt sick, I came to this room... 237 00:30:43,041 --> 00:30:46,041 ...to ask for it to take my life instead! 238 00:30:48,166 --> 00:30:50,625 But I failed! I can't let this be. 239 00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:52,166 I can't let it continue. 240 00:30:53,250 --> 00:30:54,291 Yoga! 241 00:30:56,166 --> 00:30:57,208 Yoga! 242 00:30:57,291 --> 00:30:59,166 - Stay away! - Yoga! 243 00:30:59,250 --> 00:31:00,291 Stop this! 244 00:31:00,375 --> 00:31:02,125 - Stay away! - Stop this! 245 00:31:02,458 --> 00:31:04,000 Stop it! 246 00:31:06,708 --> 00:31:09,166 Yoga! 247 00:31:16,041 --> 00:31:17,166 Enough. 248 00:31:26,541 --> 00:31:27,625 I'm sorry. 249 00:31:27,708 --> 00:31:28,958 Forgive my son. 250 00:31:30,625 --> 00:31:32,083 Forgive my son. 251 00:31:32,166 --> 00:31:34,291 Yog! Yoga! 252 00:31:34,916 --> 00:31:36,625 - Where are you going? - Anywhere! 253 00:31:36,708 --> 00:31:39,333 Yoga! Don't leave this place! 254 00:31:39,416 --> 00:31:43,666 - Let me go! - No one can leave! Yoga! 255 00:31:43,875 --> 00:31:44,916 Yoga? 256 00:31:55,750 --> 00:31:56,833 Yoga? 257 00:31:56,916 --> 00:31:58,250 What did you see? 258 00:32:01,375 --> 00:32:02,583 What are you scared of? 259 00:32:08,208 --> 00:32:10,583 Stop it! 260 00:32:10,666 --> 00:32:11,875 Don't be afraid. 261 00:32:12,791 --> 00:32:14,125 There's nothing. 262 00:32:15,333 --> 00:32:21,791 Try to sum the values of number 1 to 10... 263 00:32:21,875 --> 00:32:26,833 - ...by clicking formula, then autosum... - Typing...How To Stop Kandang Bubrah. 264 00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:30,583 Rina, your presentation is good. 265 00:32:31,125 --> 00:32:38,166 Just learn how to put the caption image to make it clearer. 266 00:32:38,217 --> 00:32:39,487 - Typing...The goat ritual - Okay now, 267 00:32:39,536 --> 00:32:42,693 I'll connect Nadya's screen to the projector. 268 00:32:42,747 --> 00:32:45,083 Nadia, it's your turn. 269 00:33:49,733 --> 00:33:50,774 Do you want to read a book? 270 00:33:54,291 --> 00:33:56,083 I'm the library's on-duty helper today. 271 00:33:56,791 --> 00:33:58,000 What book do you want me to find? 272 00:34:08,250 --> 00:34:10,000 Do the science kids learn sociology now? 273 00:34:22,125 --> 00:34:23,166 Sit down. 274 00:34:24,791 --> 00:34:25,958 Let me watch the door. 275 00:34:27,291 --> 00:34:30,000 I'm fine. You don't need to watch it. 276 00:34:31,916 --> 00:34:33,916 Order in the library is my responsibility. 277 00:35:00,375 --> 00:35:01,625 You still can't find it yet? 278 00:35:02,875 --> 00:35:03,916 Not yet. 279 00:35:04,791 --> 00:35:07,708 We've taken apart several sets of cables for a week. 280 00:35:08,041 --> 00:35:09,500 But nothing is damaged. 281 00:35:10,500 --> 00:35:12,791 The electricity panel is also fine. 282 00:35:21,125 --> 00:35:22,166 Hello? 283 00:35:22,250 --> 00:35:23,291 Nadia... 284 00:35:23,583 --> 00:35:25,291 ...is Mr. Suyatmo still at the house? 285 00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:28,208 Wait, isn't my dad at the shop? 286 00:35:28,625 --> 00:35:32,625 He's not here yet. And he can't be reached either. 287 00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:34,958 Let me call him, then. 288 00:35:36,458 --> 00:35:37,500 Okay. 289 00:35:38,875 --> 00:35:41,708 Sir, let's call the National Electricity Company. 290 00:35:42,500 --> 00:35:43,625 No. 291 00:35:44,083 --> 00:35:45,625 Mr. Suyatmo doesn't allow that. 292 00:35:47,541 --> 00:35:50,208 Maybe it's time for us to find another project. 293 00:35:50,791 --> 00:35:54,083 There have been too many weird things happening here. 294 00:35:54,958 --> 00:35:56,000 What weird things? 295 00:35:56,875 --> 00:35:58,125 You're paid well, aren't you? 296 00:35:59,208 --> 00:36:03,083 And while you work here, your kids can get high education, can't they? 297 00:36:18,666 --> 00:36:19,708 Yoga. 298 00:36:20,250 --> 00:36:22,500 I can't reach Dad since this afternoon. 299 00:36:22,750 --> 00:36:24,833 I'm all alone now at home. 300 00:36:25,291 --> 00:36:26,333 I'm still at the cam... 301 00:36:27,916 --> 00:36:28,958 Hello? 302 00:37:08,958 --> 00:37:10,208 Hey, Nadia. 303 00:37:10,291 --> 00:37:11,375 Excuse me. 304 00:37:12,125 --> 00:37:14,708 The electricity at the house isn't fixed yet. 305 00:37:15,750 --> 00:37:19,916 May I charge my phone here while waiting for my dad? 306 00:37:20,250 --> 00:37:21,958 You may. Come in. 307 00:37:24,166 --> 00:37:25,208 Excuse me. 308 00:37:32,791 --> 00:37:34,791 Nadia, come eat with us here. 309 00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:37,833 I'm cooking the goat your dad gave us. 310 00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:42,416 I've had dinner, Ma'am. Thank you. 311 00:37:43,416 --> 00:37:48,291 Since I was pregnant with Tono, I've been giving him meat from your dad. 312 00:37:48,416 --> 00:37:52,291 That's why the kids are healthy and plump. 313 00:38:31,750 --> 00:38:32,791 Nad? 314 00:38:34,666 --> 00:38:35,708 Nad? 315 00:38:40,708 --> 00:38:41,791 Nadia? 316 00:38:46,791 --> 00:38:47,833 Nad? 317 00:38:54,916 --> 00:38:57,041 Help! 318 00:38:57,125 --> 00:38:58,166 Nadia? 319 00:38:59,791 --> 00:39:02,791 - Nad? - Yoga, help! 320 00:39:03,083 --> 00:39:04,125 Nadia? 321 00:39:05,125 --> 00:39:06,208 Nad? 322 00:39:07,791 --> 00:39:09,666 - Help! - Nadia! 323 00:40:35,791 --> 00:40:37,583 Go away! 324 00:40:41,958 --> 00:40:43,041 Go away! 325 00:40:43,125 --> 00:40:45,708 - Yoga, it's me, Nadia. - Go away! 326 00:40:45,791 --> 00:40:47,458 It's me, Nadia. 327 00:40:51,500 --> 00:40:52,916 What's wrong with you? 328 00:41:19,125 --> 00:41:20,458 Where have you been? 329 00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:22,666 I've been looking for you all day. 330 00:41:22,833 --> 00:41:25,250 My usual goat vendor doesn't have a black goat. 331 00:41:26,250 --> 00:41:28,208 He told me to find one in a small village. 332 00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:31,166 Why didn't you tell Setya to take care of this? 333 00:41:31,458 --> 00:41:33,000 I can't, Nadia. 334 00:41:41,166 --> 00:41:43,916 I don't want someone to be suspicious and find out about this. 335 00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:45,250 So, let me take care of this all. 336 00:41:45,333 --> 00:41:48,791 We have to find help as soon as possible to end this. 337 00:41:48,875 --> 00:41:51,125 To stop the deal will be a disaster for us. 338 00:41:51,208 --> 00:41:52,625 But Yoga keeps on being terrorized. 339 00:41:52,708 --> 00:41:54,708 He never listens to me. 340 00:42:01,541 --> 00:42:02,666 Forgive me, Yoga. 341 00:42:05,625 --> 00:42:06,750 It is my fault. 342 00:42:08,291 --> 00:42:09,625 But just so you know... 343 00:42:10,291 --> 00:42:11,791 ...after your mother died... 344 00:42:12,125 --> 00:42:14,500 ...the ritual I've been doing is to save us. 345 00:42:16,208 --> 00:42:18,125 To avoid the death of another human. 346 00:42:20,208 --> 00:42:22,791 So please, listen to me. 347 00:42:28,750 --> 00:42:29,958 Please. 348 00:42:37,625 --> 00:42:38,916 "Listen to your dad." 349 00:42:41,125 --> 00:42:43,125 "For the sake of you and your brother's life." 350 00:42:48,750 --> 00:42:50,083 That was Mom's last request. 351 00:42:51,625 --> 00:42:52,666 Before she died. 352 00:44:45,000 --> 00:44:48,458 6 MONTHS LATER (2011) 353 00:45:07,708 --> 00:45:09,083 Mom always... 354 00:45:10,291 --> 00:45:12,083 ...hid her wound from us. 355 00:45:13,333 --> 00:45:16,166 She always said she was okay. 356 00:45:22,500 --> 00:45:24,750 Now I experience what she experienced. 357 00:45:29,208 --> 00:45:30,750 But I'm not as tough as mom. 358 00:45:39,250 --> 00:45:42,333 Close your eyes and ears when they're around. 359 00:45:46,166 --> 00:45:49,250 If something happens, you do that. 360 00:45:52,041 --> 00:45:54,458 At least that's what makes me survive to this day. 361 00:46:00,458 --> 00:46:01,500 Listen to me. 362 00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:06,000 We've obeyed mom's last request. 363 00:46:06,333 --> 00:46:08,500 To do what dad tells us. 364 00:46:09,750 --> 00:46:13,125 So, I'm certain we'll be okay. 365 00:46:27,958 --> 00:46:29,083 Is any one of them ready? 366 00:46:29,833 --> 00:46:31,625 Almost, in a second. 367 00:46:32,166 --> 00:46:33,708 Are the fireworks on yet? 368 00:46:36,583 --> 00:46:37,625 Five more minutes. 369 00:46:38,000 --> 00:46:39,041 Five minutes. 370 00:46:41,583 --> 00:46:43,166 Yog. Let me do it. 371 00:46:43,708 --> 00:46:44,750 Here. 372 00:46:47,375 --> 00:46:48,416 These ones are done. 373 00:47:00,958 --> 00:47:03,666 I'm gonna get my jacket. It's cold. 374 00:47:05,916 --> 00:47:07,458 - Don't be long! - Okay. 375 00:47:08,208 --> 00:47:10,083 - Five more minutes! - Okay. 376 00:48:13,166 --> 00:48:14,291 Wow! 377 00:48:14,750 --> 00:48:18,041 - Happy New Year! - Happy New Year, Dad. 378 00:48:18,375 --> 00:48:20,500 - Where's your brother? - I'll get him. 379 00:48:20,583 --> 00:48:21,625 Get him. 380 00:48:21,833 --> 00:48:24,666 - Yoga! Hang on. - Okay. 381 00:48:25,583 --> 00:48:28,833 Yoga! The fireworks have started. 382 00:48:30,625 --> 00:48:31,666 Yoga! 383 00:48:37,583 --> 00:48:38,666 Yoga! 384 00:48:41,708 --> 00:48:42,791 Yoga! 385 00:48:45,875 --> 00:48:46,916 Yoga! 386 00:48:48,875 --> 00:48:50,000 Yoga! 387 00:48:50,958 --> 00:48:52,083 Dad! 388 00:48:52,291 --> 00:48:53,750 Yoga... 389 00:48:54,666 --> 00:48:56,375 Dad! Yoga... 390 00:48:59,250 --> 00:49:01,708 Yoga... Yoga! 391 00:49:03,333 --> 00:49:04,791 Yoga! 392 00:49:04,958 --> 00:49:06,208 Yoga! 393 00:49:06,541 --> 00:49:07,666 Yoga? 394 00:49:25,041 --> 00:49:26,083 Yoga! 395 00:49:36,833 --> 00:49:37,875 Yoga! 396 00:49:42,875 --> 00:49:44,083 Yoga! 397 00:50:15,166 --> 00:50:16,500 Yoga! 398 00:50:16,791 --> 00:50:17,833 Yoga! 399 00:50:17,916 --> 00:50:20,583 Don't leave me! 400 00:50:22,666 --> 00:50:23,750 Yoga! 401 00:50:24,500 --> 00:50:26,333 The funeral prayer hasn't been done yet? 402 00:50:27,166 --> 00:50:28,416 It has. 403 00:50:29,958 --> 00:50:31,250 I've done it. 404 00:50:34,750 --> 00:50:36,291 You mean... 405 00:50:37,375 --> 00:50:41,125 ...you did the bathing and the prayer by yourself? 406 00:50:43,916 --> 00:50:45,958 Assisted by the hospital. 407 00:51:14,291 --> 00:51:16,958 Thank you to everyone who came here. 408 00:51:19,750 --> 00:51:21,208 But, please... 409 00:51:23,833 --> 00:51:24,875 ...give me space. 410 00:51:26,666 --> 00:51:29,291 Let me and my workers handle this. 411 00:51:30,625 --> 00:51:31,666 So... 412 00:51:32,583 --> 00:51:33,791 ...again... 413 00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:36,041 ...thank you. 414 00:51:36,333 --> 00:51:37,416 Please leave. 415 00:51:44,208 --> 00:51:45,250 Nadia. 416 00:51:45,708 --> 00:51:46,875 Close the door. 417 00:52:16,958 --> 00:52:22,666 Close your eyes and ears when they're around. 418 00:52:54,333 --> 00:52:55,375 Sir... 419 00:52:55,916 --> 00:52:58,375 ...with this many customers... 420 00:52:59,041 --> 00:53:02,291 ...won't it be better for you to open a new branch? 421 00:53:52,708 --> 00:53:55,833 Sir, what's the organ under the stomach? 422 00:54:13,500 --> 00:54:14,625 What's wrong with you? 423 00:55:18,791 --> 00:55:20,166 How's the antidepressant medication? 424 00:55:21,541 --> 00:55:23,125 It reduces your anxiety? 425 00:55:28,375 --> 00:55:29,416 Sorry. 426 00:55:29,500 --> 00:55:31,958 I didn't mean to be up in your business. 427 00:55:33,166 --> 00:55:35,708 But I see that you're anxious lately. 428 00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:43,125 You're scared... 429 00:55:43,291 --> 00:55:44,666 ...as if you're running from something. 430 00:55:46,750 --> 00:55:49,541 And every time you come here, I always see you taking that medication. 431 00:55:54,416 --> 00:55:55,500 What are you afraid of? 432 00:55:58,916 --> 00:56:00,041 What do you care? 433 00:56:02,791 --> 00:56:03,833 We're not even close. 434 00:56:05,083 --> 00:56:07,416 Do we have to be close to care? 435 00:56:11,916 --> 00:56:14,041 Or are you just interested in weird things? 436 00:56:16,041 --> 00:56:17,125 What weird things? 437 00:56:19,541 --> 00:56:20,583 Me. 438 00:56:28,375 --> 00:56:29,416 You're not weird. 439 00:56:30,750 --> 00:56:33,375 The weird ones are the ones laughing at you. 440 00:56:35,083 --> 00:56:36,250 If you need any help... 441 00:56:39,916 --> 00:56:40,958 I understand. 442 00:56:42,000 --> 00:56:44,500 It's not easy to share your story. 443 00:56:46,125 --> 00:56:48,250 We're afraid that people won't understand our problem. 444 00:56:49,708 --> 00:56:51,458 We're afraid that people will judge us. 445 00:56:54,500 --> 00:56:56,708 Sometimes, when my head feels heavy... 446 00:56:57,916 --> 00:57:00,833 ...and I can't take it anymore... 447 00:57:02,708 --> 00:57:04,916 ...I spill everything on my mind... 448 00:57:05,666 --> 00:57:06,791 ...my worries... 449 00:57:08,041 --> 00:57:09,083 ...in writings. 450 00:57:11,291 --> 00:57:16,666 A notebook will never judge my stories. 451 00:57:19,541 --> 00:57:22,500 A notebook will only be silent. 452 00:57:24,208 --> 00:57:25,291 Accepting. 453 00:57:28,375 --> 00:57:30,208 It feels as if... 454 00:57:31,708 --> 00:57:32,750 ...it listens. 455 00:57:34,750 --> 00:57:36,291 You can try writing. 456 00:57:49,250 --> 00:57:50,333 Nad... 457 00:57:52,791 --> 00:57:54,958 Nad... 458 00:58:00,458 --> 00:58:02,250 Nad... 459 00:58:30,458 --> 00:58:33,041 Nad... 460 00:59:16,291 --> 00:59:17,833 I heard you scream. 461 00:59:19,875 --> 00:59:21,083 You passed out... 462 00:59:22,000 --> 00:59:23,333 ...in my workroom. 463 00:59:26,333 --> 00:59:27,791 You were delirious. 464 00:59:40,625 --> 00:59:43,083 I saw the creature, Dad. 465 00:59:45,666 --> 00:59:46,708 It... 466 00:59:47,000 --> 00:59:49,250 It ate Yoga. 467 00:59:50,833 --> 00:59:53,500 Yoga was in pain. 468 00:59:54,958 --> 00:59:56,083 Yoga... 469 00:59:56,583 --> 00:59:58,000 He was in pain. 470 01:00:04,750 --> 01:00:06,291 Now, get ready. 471 01:00:07,000 --> 01:00:08,041 Get ready. 472 01:00:08,458 --> 01:00:09,875 Where are we going? 473 01:00:10,875 --> 01:00:12,333 Where are we going? 474 01:00:52,666 --> 01:00:54,791 You saw that old lady, right? 475 01:00:56,083 --> 01:00:57,208 Old lady? 476 01:00:58,625 --> 01:01:00,208 The lady we passed by? 477 01:01:05,791 --> 01:01:07,916 Maybe she's a local. 478 01:01:28,416 --> 01:01:29,625 That's the old lady from earlier. 479 01:01:30,083 --> 01:01:31,166 Why... 480 01:01:57,458 --> 01:01:58,410 Dad! 481 01:01:58,458 --> 01:02:00,208 That's her! 482 01:02:00,500 --> 01:02:01,958 What old lady? 483 01:02:02,041 --> 01:02:03,166 Dad! 484 01:02:04,083 --> 01:02:06,125 Nadia. Hey, Nadia! 485 01:02:18,083 --> 01:02:20,791 Close your eyes and ears when they're around. 486 01:02:24,333 --> 01:02:27,041 Close your eyes and ears when they're around. 487 01:02:45,833 --> 01:02:47,125 Dad. 488 01:02:49,000 --> 01:02:50,125 Dad? 489 01:03:12,833 --> 01:03:14,000 Dad! 490 01:03:30,666 --> 01:03:31,708 Dad? 491 01:03:39,791 --> 01:03:40,833 Dad? 492 01:03:50,125 --> 01:03:51,166 Dad? 493 01:04:12,416 --> 01:04:13,458 Nadia? 494 01:04:15,500 --> 01:04:16,541 Nadia? 495 01:05:43,125 --> 01:05:44,208 Mbah... 496 01:05:44,791 --> 01:05:46,958 I don't know what else I should do. 497 01:05:48,583 --> 01:05:51,083 I really want to leave it all. 498 01:05:55,458 --> 01:05:58,916 You're the only one who can help me. 499 01:06:02,750 --> 01:06:04,750 I'm only a mediator. 500 01:06:07,833 --> 01:06:09,750 This is between you and the creature. 501 01:06:12,291 --> 01:06:13,333 Mbah... 502 01:06:14,333 --> 01:06:15,375 Enough. 503 01:06:15,958 --> 01:06:17,000 Leave. 504 01:06:46,500 --> 01:06:48,250 You're not allowed to be here. 505 01:06:52,250 --> 01:06:53,375 They... 506 01:06:55,791 --> 01:06:57,083 I saw them. 507 01:07:01,000 --> 01:07:02,166 Who are they? 508 01:07:03,958 --> 01:07:05,458 The people I helped. 509 01:07:07,458 --> 01:07:08,500 But... 510 01:07:10,875 --> 01:07:15,500 ...why do their photos look stained like my parents' photo? 511 01:07:17,375 --> 01:07:18,416 Meanwhile... 512 01:07:20,500 --> 01:07:21,750 ...the others have clean photos. 513 01:07:22,416 --> 01:07:23,541 - No... - Nadia. 514 01:07:34,083 --> 01:07:37,166 The stains appear by themselves... 515 01:07:38,458 --> 01:07:41,000 ...when the people in the photos... 516 01:07:41,541 --> 01:07:44,125 ...violated the deal. 517 01:07:45,791 --> 01:07:47,500 You mean my dad violated... 518 01:07:48,791 --> 01:07:50,041 What did you violate? 519 01:07:51,625 --> 01:07:53,791 Aside from the deal with me... 520 01:07:54,541 --> 01:07:58,291 ...your dad made a new deal with the creature. 521 01:07:59,416 --> 01:08:02,416 At first, the head of a black goat was enough... 522 01:08:03,458 --> 01:08:05,333 ...for a sufficient life. 523 01:08:07,625 --> 01:08:10,375 - But he asked for more. - I swear... 524 01:08:12,166 --> 01:08:13,583 I swear I didn't know... 525 01:08:15,125 --> 01:08:17,291 ...that it would ask for a human sacrifice. 526 01:08:17,416 --> 01:08:19,958 That was your test, Suyatmo. 527 01:08:21,750 --> 01:08:23,250 And you failed. 528 01:08:24,708 --> 01:08:27,500 You let your family fall apart... 529 01:08:28,416 --> 01:08:31,000 ...by your own greed. 530 01:08:36,375 --> 01:08:38,166 I trusted you. 531 01:08:38,666 --> 01:08:41,375 - Brother Yoga and I trusted you. - Nadia. 532 01:08:41,666 --> 01:08:42,791 I promise... 533 01:08:45,041 --> 01:08:47,166 ...I will find a way out. 534 01:08:47,583 --> 01:08:49,291 - Lies. - I promise. 535 01:08:50,500 --> 01:08:52,666 The devil will not bother us anymore. 536 01:08:53,583 --> 01:08:55,750 Please, trust me. 537 01:09:08,208 --> 01:09:09,458 I don't know... 538 01:09:10,625 --> 01:09:13,833 ...the exact word to describe my father. 539 01:09:17,750 --> 01:09:18,875 Maybe it's ironic... 540 01:09:21,375 --> 01:09:24,410 ...how he started this all for the happiness... 541 01:09:24,458 --> 01:09:27,083 ...and the life certainty of his children. 542 01:09:30,958 --> 01:09:32,083 But now... 543 01:09:35,750 --> 01:09:39,125 ...he makes me live in uncertainty instead. 544 01:09:41,083 --> 01:09:42,208 Here's the key. 545 01:09:44,458 --> 01:09:46,583 He lost his way of life. 546 01:09:47,458 --> 01:09:49,416 Okay. Thank you. 547 01:09:49,500 --> 01:09:53,208 He's living like he's racing with a ticking bomb. 548 01:09:56,041 --> 01:09:57,416 Not wanting to lose anymore... 549 01:09:59,333 --> 01:10:00,750 ...he changed his determination. 550 01:10:05,083 --> 01:10:07,500 He doesn't care about his business anymore. 551 01:10:10,166 --> 01:10:11,666 He closed the shop... 552 01:10:12,708 --> 01:10:15,791 ...and donated most of his wealth to various organizations. 553 01:10:21,041 --> 01:10:22,666 I accompanied him... 554 01:10:24,458 --> 01:10:27,583 ...while he gave the donations. 555 01:10:41,541 --> 01:10:42,625 Nad... 556 01:10:43,666 --> 01:10:44,750 Hey. 557 01:10:51,125 --> 01:10:52,375 Get some rest. 558 01:11:28,208 --> 01:11:29,333 Nadia? 559 01:11:30,166 --> 01:11:31,250 Nad? 560 01:11:33,291 --> 01:11:34,416 Nadia? 561 01:11:34,541 --> 01:11:35,666 Nadia? 562 01:11:38,333 --> 01:11:39,458 Nadia? 563 01:11:41,166 --> 01:11:42,291 Nadia! 564 01:11:45,208 --> 01:11:46,500 It's me, your dad. 565 01:11:47,250 --> 01:11:48,333 Nad? 566 01:11:49,791 --> 01:11:50,875 Nadia? 567 01:12:01,583 --> 01:12:02,750 Nadia? 568 01:12:03,583 --> 01:12:04,666 Nad? 569 01:12:05,750 --> 01:12:07,000 Nadia? 570 01:12:09,000 --> 01:12:10,083 Nadia? 571 01:12:10,958 --> 01:12:12,375 Nad? 572 01:12:12,458 --> 01:12:13,958 Wake up. 573 01:12:16,041 --> 01:12:17,125 Nadia... 574 01:12:19,708 --> 01:12:20,750 Nad... 575 01:12:31,958 --> 01:12:34,791 Have you ever felt like... 576 01:12:35,875 --> 01:12:38,208 ...death is better than living? 577 01:12:42,041 --> 01:12:43,375 As if death... 578 01:12:44,083 --> 01:12:47,291 ...is the only option to be in peace. 579 01:12:51,333 --> 01:12:53,625 Mom, Yoga... 580 01:12:54,083 --> 01:12:55,875 ...if you can hear me... 581 01:12:56,833 --> 01:12:58,166 ...I have a question. 582 01:12:59,208 --> 01:13:01,583 Is your world there more beautiful? 583 01:13:05,000 --> 01:13:07,083 On the first page of this diary... 584 01:13:07,958 --> 01:13:10,000 ...I'm not able to share everything yet. 585 01:13:10,958 --> 01:13:12,666 It's too loud up in my head. 586 01:13:14,375 --> 01:13:16,208 The one I hear the loudest... 587 01:13:16,708 --> 01:13:18,041 ...is my mind screaming... 588 01:13:19,000 --> 01:13:22,416 ...that I hate my dad. 589 01:13:27,625 --> 01:13:30,208 Year after year... 590 01:13:31,875 --> 01:13:34,208 ...we look for help everywhere... 591 01:13:34,666 --> 01:13:37,250 ...from one healer to another. 592 01:13:42,250 --> 01:13:44,833 We went through almost the whole of Java island... 593 01:13:46,291 --> 01:13:50,958 ...to meet gifted people that my dad thinks can help us. 594 01:13:58,041 --> 01:14:00,333 We've been wandering for years. 595 01:14:02,208 --> 01:14:03,666 We only hope for one thing. 596 01:14:05,708 --> 01:14:06,833 A miracle. 597 01:14:10,458 --> 01:14:13,166 He keeps on uttering his deepest regret... 598 01:14:13,583 --> 01:14:15,375 ...of what he did. 599 01:14:17,458 --> 01:14:19,875 Even in his sleep... 600 01:14:21,416 --> 01:14:25,041 ...I often hear him deliriously begging for forgiveness from Mom... 601 01:14:25,875 --> 01:14:26,958 ...Yoga... 602 01:14:28,041 --> 01:14:29,166 ...and me. 603 01:14:31,541 --> 01:14:33,083 As if in his dream... 604 01:14:33,583 --> 01:14:35,750 ...he can't find his peace. 605 01:14:40,541 --> 01:14:41,875 But in front of me... 606 01:14:44,791 --> 01:14:47,875 ...he always shows that he's tough... 607 01:14:49,583 --> 01:14:51,250 ...and is able to protect me. 608 01:14:55,250 --> 01:14:56,625 Assuring me... 609 01:14:57,208 --> 01:14:59,666 ...that this is not the end. 610 01:15:02,250 --> 01:15:03,708 There will be a way out. 611 01:15:06,791 --> 01:15:08,833 And the further we go... 612 01:15:11,458 --> 01:15:13,458 ...the further away that hope is. 613 01:15:48,625 --> 01:15:49,750 Excuse me. 614 01:15:50,916 --> 01:15:52,875 Do you know where Mbah Unjuk lives? 615 01:16:02,458 --> 01:16:03,500 Over there. 616 01:16:46,916 --> 01:16:48,708 Excuse me, Mbah. 617 01:16:50,416 --> 01:16:51,583 I'm Suyatmo. 618 01:16:52,666 --> 01:16:53,750 And... 619 01:16:54,708 --> 01:16:56,083 ...this is my daughter. 620 01:17:02,791 --> 01:17:03,833 Nadia? 621 01:17:11,916 --> 01:17:13,416 That's right. Nadia. 622 01:17:16,666 --> 01:17:18,416 Maybe you already know... 623 01:17:18,916 --> 01:17:23,875 ...that I got your address from the last person I met. 624 01:17:27,458 --> 01:17:28,541 Mbah... 625 01:17:29,958 --> 01:17:31,791 ...if I may ask for your help... 626 01:17:35,000 --> 01:17:38,083 ...help my daughter and me... 627 01:17:39,750 --> 01:17:41,416 ...be free from it. 628 01:17:43,541 --> 01:17:44,833 Please help us. 629 01:17:46,041 --> 01:17:48,416 I've asked for help everywhere. 630 01:17:51,166 --> 01:17:53,125 I've tried all means. 631 01:17:55,833 --> 01:17:58,000 I've sold everything it gave me... 632 01:17:58,291 --> 01:18:01,041 ...and I've donated the money to the people in need. 633 01:18:01,125 --> 01:18:02,291 Donate? 634 01:18:03,500 --> 01:18:06,666 What you did... 635 01:18:07,208 --> 01:18:12,625 ...is like cleaning your body with your own piss. 636 01:18:13,250 --> 01:18:14,458 It's useless. 637 01:18:18,250 --> 01:18:20,666 For what you did... 638 01:18:21,958 --> 01:18:23,958 ...there's no way home. 639 01:18:24,583 --> 01:18:27,458 It only leads to the final destination. 640 01:18:28,708 --> 01:18:34,541 The deal you made directly... 641 01:18:36,416 --> 01:18:41,291 ...made it able to go through our dimension. 642 01:18:45,250 --> 01:18:48,500 Every ten years, there's an encounter... 643 01:18:49,875 --> 01:18:51,750 ...to pick up the offering. 644 01:18:54,958 --> 01:18:56,375 The first... 645 01:18:57,625 --> 01:18:59,083 ...was in 2002. 646 01:19:00,666 --> 01:19:01,791 Your wife. 647 01:19:03,375 --> 01:19:05,916 In 2012... 648 01:19:06,500 --> 01:19:07,833 ...your firstborn child. 649 01:19:09,708 --> 01:19:10,750 And... 650 01:19:12,291 --> 01:19:13,708 ...in 2022... 651 01:19:20,916 --> 01:19:21,958 Oh God! 652 01:19:24,083 --> 01:19:25,166 Please. 653 01:19:25,250 --> 01:19:26,416 Please, Mbah. 654 01:19:29,500 --> 01:19:31,583 Help my daughter, Mbah. 655 01:19:34,708 --> 01:19:36,916 Please, Mbah. Help her. 656 01:19:39,458 --> 01:19:42,750 Please save my daughter. Please. 657 01:19:43,250 --> 01:19:45,458 Please save my daughter. 658 01:20:23,041 --> 01:20:24,125 Let's... 659 01:20:25,708 --> 01:20:27,000 ...look for another help. 660 01:20:28,291 --> 01:20:29,458 Enough. 661 01:20:31,416 --> 01:20:32,541 But... 662 01:20:33,125 --> 01:20:34,208 Dad... 663 01:20:35,791 --> 01:20:38,000 ...I only have a little time left. 664 01:20:41,458 --> 01:20:42,708 I'm tired... 665 01:20:43,750 --> 01:20:45,125 ...of being worried all the time. 666 01:20:48,875 --> 01:20:50,791 I want to... 667 01:20:51,791 --> 01:20:53,166 ...really experience life. 668 01:21:00,375 --> 01:21:01,416 And... 669 01:21:03,375 --> 01:21:05,625 ...when my time comes... 670 01:21:09,916 --> 01:21:11,000 ...I know... 671 01:21:13,083 --> 01:21:16,583 ...that at the end of my life, you're not only sitting around and doing nothing. 672 01:21:20,791 --> 01:21:23,916 You kept on trying to fix everything. 673 01:21:48,833 --> 01:21:50,041 Forgive me. 674 01:22:42,000 --> 01:22:43,833 Since our last conversation at the library... 675 01:22:45,083 --> 01:22:46,208 ...you told me... 676 01:22:48,750 --> 01:22:50,916 ...the reason you dropped out of school. What was the reason? 677 01:22:54,625 --> 01:22:56,416 I was joining my dad to tour Java island. 678 01:22:57,583 --> 01:22:59,791 On a vacation? That's fun. 679 01:23:01,625 --> 01:23:02,708 Bastala... 680 01:23:04,666 --> 01:23:06,583 ...I haven't had a chance to say thank you. 681 01:23:08,375 --> 01:23:09,416 What for? 682 01:23:29,583 --> 01:23:31,458 Thanks for helping me... 683 01:23:33,208 --> 01:23:34,750 ...spill what's on my mind. 684 01:23:46,541 --> 01:23:47,583 Are you sure... 685 01:23:48,083 --> 01:23:49,291 ...I can read this? 686 01:23:51,333 --> 01:23:52,458 Not now. 687 01:23:54,750 --> 01:23:56,791 Now I just want us to talk. 688 01:23:58,416 --> 01:23:59,458 Can we? 689 01:24:00,583 --> 01:24:01,625 We can. 690 01:24:02,708 --> 01:24:03,833 But I have one condition. 691 01:24:05,750 --> 01:24:07,375 Don't go missing all of a sudden again. 692 01:24:32,833 --> 01:24:34,666 I don't want you to see. 693 01:24:37,833 --> 01:24:39,708 You better not be here. 694 01:24:44,000 --> 01:24:45,458 I want to be alone. 695 01:24:57,750 --> 01:24:58,791 Nad... 696 01:25:04,583 --> 01:25:06,916 ...let me accompany you. 697 01:25:16,583 --> 01:25:17,708 This... 698 01:25:18,958 --> 01:25:21,041 ...is my last request. 699 01:25:52,291 --> 01:25:53,333 Forgive me. 700 01:28:24,458 --> 01:28:29,458 Forgive me, Nad. 701 01:28:35,541 --> 01:28:38,083 For whomever, who knows my story... 702 01:28:39,791 --> 01:28:42,041 ...I don't insist that you believe me. 703 01:28:44,541 --> 01:28:48,708 I just want people with the same fate as me to know... 704 01:28:50,208 --> 01:28:51,958 ...that they're not alone. 705 01:28:55,250 --> 01:28:59,166 And if you believe me... 706 01:29:01,916 --> 01:29:04,916 ...please pray for me and my family... 707 01:29:08,541 --> 01:29:09,583 ...because... 708 01:29:11,416 --> 01:29:13,708 ...if we lost each other in this world... 709 01:29:16,208 --> 01:29:17,250 ...I hope... 710 01:29:19,625 --> 01:29:23,708 ...we can be one whole family in the next life. 711 01:29:45,291 --> 01:29:46,500 Nadia? 712 01:29:47,416 --> 01:29:49,368 Why aren't you getting ready yet? 713 01:29:49,416 --> 01:29:51,458 It's still a long time to go. 714 01:29:52,000 --> 01:29:53,993 We might not get a spot. 715 01:29:54,041 --> 01:29:56,708 The town square is full of people already at this time. 716 01:29:57,041 --> 01:29:59,208 Let me put your jacket on you. 717 01:30:01,166 --> 01:30:04,785 Mom, why do people have to celebrate New Year? 718 01:30:04,833 --> 01:30:07,333 It's the same with every other night. 719 01:30:08,125 --> 01:30:09,625 It's different, honey. 720 01:30:09,791 --> 01:30:14,833 Every New Year's Eve, we can make a new wish for the next year. 721 01:30:14,958 --> 01:30:18,750 Does that mean I can make a new wish too? 722 01:30:19,333 --> 01:30:20,625 You can, honey. 723 01:30:30,875 --> 01:30:33,327 During the fireworks at the town square... 724 01:30:33,375 --> 01:30:36,583 ...I noticed you closed your eyes. Why? 725 01:30:36,750 --> 01:30:38,500 I was making a new wish. 726 01:30:38,750 --> 01:30:41,041 What did you wish for? 727 01:30:41,708 --> 01:30:50,541 I wish to celebrate New Year's Eve with you, Dad, and Yoga forever. 728 01:30:51,041 --> 01:30:52,958 What did you wish for, Yoga? 729 01:30:53,166 --> 01:30:55,541 I want to be good at school this year... 730 01:30:55,666 --> 01:30:58,041 ...so I can be successful like Dad... 731 01:30:58,166 --> 01:31:00,291 ...so I can take you on vacations all the time. 732 01:31:03,291 --> 01:31:05,875 Yay! Non-stop holiday for us. 733 01:31:14,625 --> 01:31:15,708 What about you, Mom? 734 01:31:16,083 --> 01:31:17,958 I only wish for one thing. 735 01:31:18,250 --> 01:31:20,416 To see you happy all the time. 736 01:31:20,666 --> 01:31:22,166 Just like this moment.