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<i>When your baby</i>

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{\an8}<i>Leaves you all alone</i>

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<i>And nobody</i>

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<i>Calls you on the phone</i>

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{\an8}<i>Don't you feel like crying?</i>

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<i>Don't you feel like crying?</i>

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{\an8}<i>But here I am, honey</i>

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{\an8}<i>C'mon, and cry to me</i>

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<i>When you're all alone</i>

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{\an8}<i>In your lonely room</i>

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{\an8}<i>And there's nothing</i>

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{\an8}<i>But the smell of her perfume</i>

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{\an8}<i>Don't you feel like crying?</i>

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{\an8}<i>Don't you feel like crying?</i>

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{\an8}<i>Don't you feel like crying?</i>

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<i>Come on and cry to me</i>

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<i>"I've been reading
Tolstoy for over a month now</i>

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<i>to impress you."</i>

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<i>"I always read the same page</i>

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<i>because I spend my time
admiring you.</i>

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<i>"I hope
you'll notice me one day."</i>

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<i>"You were wearing
the burgundy dress</i>

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<i>and reading Vivian Gornick's</i>
Fierce Attachments

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<i>on the first floor."</i>

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<i>"My only regret is that I didn't
dare to speak to you."</i>

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<i>"Your white skin, your mouth,
your shoes have captivated me."</i>

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<i>"I'm tall, dark and voracious."</i>

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<i>"And you?"</i>

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Who's this bug?

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What are you doing here?

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Are your PJs in the wash?

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Yes.

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What a comfortable pillow!

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Nice and fluffy.

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Where's your mum?

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She's asleep.
There's a guy in her bed.

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How do you know
there isn't one in mine?

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I've never seen one…

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Maybe he's hiding under my bed!

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- Hey.
- Hey.

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Tom, my son,
and Agathe, my sister.

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And this is…

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- Raphael.
- Gabriel.

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Hi.

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Bye, pumpkin.

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I'm late,
I'm opening the pool at 8:00.

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I'd love a green tea.

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I'm coffee intolerant.

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Sorry.

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Bye, zebra.
I'll pick you up at teatime.

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See you later!

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Bye, er, Raphael.

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Gabriel.

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Right…

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A bit of a memory issue.

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You're so bloody slow!

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God,
you're so slow!

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Are you okay?

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Shit, sorry.

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She's barking.

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My little secret

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is the stewed onions.

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Look, it's her again.

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I can't stand her anymore.

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Ever heard of the concept
of "breadcrumber"?

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- "Breadcrumber"?
- "Breadcrumber?"

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No, never.

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It was tailor-made for you.

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What is it?

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You give girls attention,

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the hope of something special,
but never commit.

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Mm-hmm.

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You leave everything to stew!

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Girls, onions…

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See?

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You keep them hanging on…

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- Hey!
- … just in case.

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Give me a break!
What would you know anyway?

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Your only relationship
is with your sandwich.

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You're so vulgar, madam.

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With that drop of sauce,
you're disgusting too!

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No, stop!

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Shit!

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All right?

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Hang on.

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When did you last shag?

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Speak properly.
I can't understand you.

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Come on, tell me the truth.

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Shut it!

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What are you waiting for?

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Mark Darcy?

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Afraid he'll never show up?

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- I'm not afraid.
- Sure you are.

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You're scared of suffering,
love affairs, one-night stands.

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You're scared of apps.

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You're scared.
You don't live, you hide.

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I don't, it's just that…

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I'm not into Uber sex.

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I don't do digital. I don't want
to have to "like" guys

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or hear them tiptoe off
so as not to wake me up.

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I'm not living
in the right century.

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Mm-hmm.

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- Agathe?
- Yes.

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Let go.

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I'm not sure
I can write to a dead person.

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Nobody's forcing you to be here.

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You churn out cheap romances.

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It wouldn't hurt
to explore something else.

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You need to be in tune
with the times, Agathe.

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Excuse me.

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<i>Oui?</i>

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Could I have
the ladies' version?

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- I'll fetch one right away.
- Thank you.

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- It's on the house.
- Thank you.

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- Voilà.
- Thank you.

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Wear your green socks.
Change socks.

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Félix is snoring
on our couch!

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Again?

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Wake him up.
Tell him to make you toast.

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His feet stink!

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I know, but he's sweet.

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Hey.

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Oh.

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Aïe.

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Sorry, sorry.

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Why are you still here?

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Hey, Bukowski,
could you go take a shower?

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Huh?

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Don't push it, you!

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Whoa.

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You read it?
It isn't even finished!

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- Félix, that's not on.
- Calm down.

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It's good.

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Very good, even.

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Seriously. It's a little weird
like you, but…

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it's touching.

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It's not bad at all.

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What happens next?

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I don't know, as usual.

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It's the umpteenth story
I've started and can't finish.

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You must. I want to know
what happens next.

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Okay?

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Writing in English suits you.

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It's really good.

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There you go.

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That's <i>Sense and Sensibility.</i>

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- Okay, thank you.
- My favorite.

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Um, I think it's a good way
to start with Jane Austen.

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- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

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Don't hesitate if you've got
any more questions.

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All right.

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Do you have a Jane
Austen for every circumstance?

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Mm, yes.

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- "Mm, <i>oui."</i> Hmm.
- Hmm.

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What would you recommend to me?

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<i>Mansfield Park.</i>

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- Henry Crawford is you.
- Why?

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He's a liar and a seducer.

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A Casanova caught out at his
own game when he falls in love.

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Okay.

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And who would you be?

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Anne Elliot in <i>Persuasion.</i>

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Anne Elliot.
Anne Elliot. Anne Elliot.

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Why?

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Because she's an old maid

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who has wilted like a flower
in need of water.

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She has let life pass her by.

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For an old dried-up flower,
you smell good.

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What's that?

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An invite from
the Jane Austen Residency

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to spend two weeks
at their writers' retreat.

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They liked my first chapters?

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Fuck, don't tell me it was you!

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You needed a kick up the ass.

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Thanks.

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But I can't.

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- Why?
- You know why.

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- Don't bail.
- How do I get there? By bike?

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Great idea!

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Let's call Mona and celebrate.

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00:16:06,141 --> 00:16:08,661
No, forget it.
You won't change my mind.

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You're so annoying.
I could bite you.

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Can I help you?

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Yes, please.

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Would you have a first edition
of Lawrence Durrell?

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- You okay, pumpkin?
- Yes.

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- Did you sleep well?
- Yes.

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When does the retreat start?

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Tom, do you want to go to
the zoo?

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Yes! I'll get dressed.

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- Can I say something?
- Nope.

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I'm going to, anyway.

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It starts in three days.

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I can cover for you
at the bookshop.

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So we're good.

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Hmm?

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Plan to spend your life
cycling around Paris,

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moaning about writer's block?

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00:17:19,741 --> 00:17:22,901
Leave me alone, you two!
I can't go, okay?

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I can't get back in a car.

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00:17:26,341 --> 00:17:27,301
Is that clear enough?

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Aïe.

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What the hell are you doing?

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00:17:36,941 --> 00:17:38,661
Duh, eating. I'm hungry.

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00:17:40,381 --> 00:17:41,341
Oh really?

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Cold pasta at 2:00 am…

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00:17:47,661 --> 00:17:48,901
Can't you be like Duras?

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Drink whisky, take pills,
something a bit more flamboyant?

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Nice. Thanks.

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00:17:58,061 --> 00:17:59,021
Hey…

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00:17:59,541 --> 00:18:01,141
what the fuck is wrong with you?

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00:18:03,501 --> 00:18:06,301
I know you're disappointed but
this trip is too much for me.

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You stupid cow!

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I'm sick of your bullshit.

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You've put your life on hold
since the accident.

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You refuse to go back
to the Bergeronette.

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I've had to spend
every summer there

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alone with Tom
since he was born.

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Sorry.

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00:18:34,101 --> 00:18:35,061
Are you okay?

223
00:18:36,382 --> 00:18:37,941
No. I'm having a panic attack.

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Breathe, breathe, breathe.

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- I can't.
- Come on, breathe.

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- Give me a cigarette.
- No! You struggled to quit.

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00:18:49,621 --> 00:18:52,221
- Give me a fucking cig!
- Hang on, calm down.

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Here you go.

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Give me one.

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00:19:02,781 --> 00:19:05,141
What are you doing?
Cut that out!

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Agathe, you're such a pain.

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Excuse me,
a dangerous individual

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is hiding in your group.

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00:19:34,781 --> 00:19:36,021
Give me a break!

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00:19:36,981 --> 00:19:38,341
Félix, do you honestly think

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I'm a match
for published authors?

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00:19:40,381 --> 00:19:43,821
Of course! You've just
got impostor syndrome.

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No, I don't,
I'm a genuine impostor.

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<i>In my heart
I have a funny Sicilian song</i>

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<i>That you know by heart</i>

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00:20:01,861 --> 00:20:04,461
<i>Because my life resembles yours</i>

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00:20:04,541 --> 00:20:09,141
<i>I love you more
Than the volcanoes of Italy</i>

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00:20:09,221 --> 00:20:11,581
<i>When the sound of glasses
Of Chianti still rings out</i>

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00:20:11,661 --> 00:20:12,741
Remember this?

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<i>Whoa, oh, oh, oh</i>

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00:20:16,461 --> 00:20:19,102
<i>I love you the Italian way</i>

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00:20:19,181 --> 00:20:21,181
<i>Whoa, oh, oh, oh</i>

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00:20:21,261 --> 00:20:23,821
<i>I love you the Italian Way</i>

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00:20:25,101 --> 00:20:27,261
<i>My heart pounds</i>

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00:20:27,342 --> 00:20:28,661
<i>I speak with my hands</i>

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00:20:29,741 --> 00:20:32,061
<i>And I see red</i>

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00:20:32,142 --> 00:20:34,821
<i>When you talk to anyone</i>

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00:20:34,901 --> 00:20:39,501
<i>When the south wind
Plays la musica</i>

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<i>I sing along with it
Just for you</i>

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00:20:43,262 --> 00:20:45,341
<i>Whoa, oh, oh, oh</i>

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00:20:45,421 --> 00:20:48,101
<i>I love you the Italian way</i>

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00:20:48,182 --> 00:20:50,221
<i>Whoa, oh, oh, oh</i>

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00:20:50,301 --> 00:20:53,741
<i>I love you the Italian Way</i>

259
00:21:22,421 --> 00:21:23,302
It feels good
to see the sea.

260
00:21:23,381 --> 00:21:24,262
<i>Oui.</i>

261
00:21:24,741 --> 00:21:25,701
You were right.

262
00:21:28,901 --> 00:21:30,341
I miss the Bergeronette.

263
00:21:32,261 --> 00:21:33,221
I know.

264
00:21:40,982 --> 00:21:41,942
Here…

265
00:21:43,462 --> 00:21:46,221
for your nerves,
take half a pill on the ferry

266
00:21:46,301 --> 00:21:48,501
and the other half before bed.

267
00:21:48,581 --> 00:21:50,302
You'll feel better, okay?

268
00:21:50,862 --> 00:21:54,022
How do you know I won't get
anaphylactic shock or—

269
00:23:02,742 --> 00:23:04,382
{\an8}It's me.

270
00:23:07,781 --> 00:23:09,742
Agathe Robinson, it's me.

271
00:23:09,821 --> 00:23:11,942
{\an8}Oh, sorry, I thought
you'd be much older. Um…

272
00:23:12,862 --> 00:23:15,421
{\an8}I was asked to collect
an elderly lady. Uh…

273
00:23:16,781 --> 00:23:19,981
{\an8}I'm Oliver Lowe.
I'll be driving you.

274
00:23:20,061 --> 00:23:21,421
Is that your car?

275
00:23:22,301 --> 00:23:24,101
- Yes. Yeah, that's—
- Right.

276
00:23:24,621 --> 00:23:26,421
Uh, I must warn you
about something.

277
00:23:26,501 --> 00:23:29,541
I'm really not comfortable
when it comes to cars.

278
00:23:29,622 --> 00:23:31,301
It panics me
to be in a car. It's…

279
00:23:31,382 --> 00:23:33,701
Sorry, my head is kind
of spinning all of a sudden.

280
00:23:36,581 --> 00:23:37,541
Are you all right?

281
00:23:44,621 --> 00:23:45,581
I'm really sorry.

282
00:23:46,742 --> 00:23:47,781
No, it's all right.

283
00:23:47,862 --> 00:23:49,701
Um, these things happen.

284
00:23:49,782 --> 00:23:53,342
- Nice shoes, by the way.
- Thank you. Um…

285
00:23:54,422 --> 00:23:55,382
Yeah, thank you.

286
00:23:55,942 --> 00:23:57,742
- Uh…
- I'm fine.

287
00:23:57,821 --> 00:23:58,901
- Good.
- We can go.

288
00:24:13,821 --> 00:24:15,661
So, have you been
working a long time

289
00:24:15,741 --> 00:24:17,502
for the Jane Austen Residency?

290
00:24:20,581 --> 00:24:24,381
I'm Jane Austen's great,
great-great-great-nephew.

291
00:24:24,462 --> 00:24:25,422
Wow.

292
00:24:25,901 --> 00:24:29,061
Yeah. My parents set up
the Jane Austen Residency,

293
00:24:29,142 --> 00:24:32,142
but, um, I am not really
part of the fan club.

294
00:24:32,221 --> 00:24:35,062
I'm just helping out
because my father

295
00:24:35,141 --> 00:24:36,901
recently lost
his driver's license.

296
00:24:38,701 --> 00:24:39,661
Right.

297
00:24:41,541 --> 00:24:43,982
And what do you normally do
for a living then?

298
00:24:44,062 --> 00:24:46,181
I teach contemporary literature
at King's.

299
00:24:47,942 --> 00:24:48,902
Sorry.

300
00:24:50,741 --> 00:24:55,141
You teach literature,
but you despise Jane Austen?

301
00:24:55,222 --> 00:24:57,502
I just think her work
is a little overrated.

302
00:24:59,381 --> 00:25:00,501
She has a rather limited scope

303
00:25:00,581 --> 00:25:02,062
if you compare her writings
to, say,

304
00:25:02,141 --> 00:25:03,422
Dickens or Shakespeare.

305
00:25:03,501 --> 00:25:05,301
Do you know
what the real problem is?

306
00:25:05,902 --> 00:25:06,862
What?

307
00:25:06,941 --> 00:25:08,782
Well, until Jane Austen
came along,

308
00:25:08,861 --> 00:25:11,542
all female roles
were solely written by men.

309
00:25:11,621 --> 00:25:13,422
And they were either portrayed

310
00:25:13,501 --> 00:25:15,782
as idealized perfection
or monsters.

311
00:25:16,302 --> 00:25:19,981
Jane Austen made them
human beings, that's all.

312
00:25:20,661 --> 00:25:22,141
Even capable of humor.

313
00:25:29,821 --> 00:25:31,542
Um…

314
00:25:31,621 --> 00:25:32,581
Hang on.

315
00:25:39,701 --> 00:25:40,821
What's going on?

316
00:25:40,902 --> 00:25:42,942
Nothing, don't worry.

317
00:25:43,021 --> 00:25:44,542
It's, uh…

318
00:25:49,662 --> 00:25:51,941
Blasted car!

319
00:25:53,581 --> 00:25:55,102
Ah, shit!

320
00:25:55,181 --> 00:25:57,941
Fucking thing.

321
00:25:58,022 --> 00:25:58,982
Take that.

322
00:25:59,061 --> 00:26:00,021
Hello?

323
00:26:00,701 --> 00:26:03,062
Not at all.
I don't know where we are.

324
00:26:03,141 --> 00:26:04,862
Our car just broke down
in a forest.

325
00:26:05,901 --> 00:26:07,102
Plus I'm stuck

326
00:26:07,182 --> 00:26:10,782
with Jane Austen's
great-great-great-nephew.

327
00:26:11,821 --> 00:26:14,981
No, he's unbearable,
really arrogant

328
00:26:15,061 --> 00:26:16,502
and totally stuck-up.

329
00:26:17,021 --> 00:26:18,422
I've never seen the like.

330
00:26:18,941 --> 00:26:20,942
I threw up on his shoes, too.

331
00:26:21,462 --> 00:26:23,102
Hello? Mona?

332
00:26:25,101 --> 00:26:26,542
Shit, I'm out of battery!

333
00:26:27,021 --> 00:26:27,981
Fuck.

334
00:26:30,382 --> 00:26:31,342
Fuck it.

335
00:26:33,822 --> 00:26:35,302
I speak French, you know.

336
00:26:39,462 --> 00:26:40,542
Shit.

337
00:26:49,342 --> 00:26:50,302
Sorry.

338
00:26:52,582 --> 00:26:54,741
I lived with a French woman
for five years.

339
00:26:55,622 --> 00:26:57,221
One of my worst-ever decisions.

340
00:26:58,181 --> 00:27:01,461
And you're rude to French women
because she dumped you.

341
00:27:06,781 --> 00:27:08,942
You don't know how
to fix your car, do you?

342
00:27:10,501 --> 00:27:11,662
Not a clue.

343
00:27:13,582 --> 00:27:14,861
Do you have service?

344
00:27:17,662 --> 00:27:18,622
None.

345
00:27:19,821 --> 00:27:22,102
Okay. Mm…

346
00:27:23,101 --> 00:27:24,061
Okay.

347
00:27:24,142 --> 00:27:25,581
Is the next village far?

348
00:27:26,222 --> 00:27:27,302
About 20 miles.

349
00:27:28,702 --> 00:27:29,742
It'll be dark soon.

350
00:27:30,222 --> 00:27:31,982
Okay, okay.

351
00:27:32,062 --> 00:27:33,582
So what do we do now?

352
00:27:35,142 --> 00:27:36,342
We wait.

353
00:27:37,902 --> 00:27:39,021
What's the other option?

354
00:27:39,102 --> 00:27:42,341
We decide
who eats who to survive.

355
00:27:44,302 --> 00:27:45,262
Okay.

356
00:28:02,782 --> 00:28:04,582
What's your problem with cars?

357
00:28:09,942 --> 00:28:11,821
Um…

358
00:28:11,902 --> 00:28:13,461
I was in a crash
with my parents.

359
00:28:17,262 --> 00:28:19,822
My dad had a stroke
and lost control of the car.

360
00:28:19,901 --> 00:28:21,462
They were killed instantly.

361
00:28:23,061 --> 00:28:25,742
I was in the back
and escaped with injuries.

362
00:28:33,102 --> 00:28:34,102
I'm sorry.

363
00:28:37,262 --> 00:28:38,342
It is what it is.

364
00:28:45,782 --> 00:28:47,702
If you're cold…

365
00:28:49,862 --> 00:28:51,861
It's not much,
but…

366
00:28:51,942 --> 00:28:52,902
Thank you.

367
00:28:55,662 --> 00:28:59,062
Try to get some sleep.

368
00:29:00,542 --> 00:29:01,502
Yep.

369
00:29:42,702 --> 00:29:44,622
Are you whistling
<i>La Marseillaise</i>?

370
00:29:47,222 --> 00:29:48,501
Jesus Christ.

371
00:30:47,382 --> 00:30:49,222
- Thank you so much.
- You're welcome.

372
00:31:04,222 --> 00:31:05,262
You're enjoying this, eh?

373
00:31:06,541 --> 00:31:07,501
Kind of.

374
00:31:10,742 --> 00:31:12,502
Welcome to
the Jane Austen Residency.

375
00:31:13,862 --> 00:31:15,022
Thank you.

376
00:31:45,822 --> 00:31:47,382
Oh.

377
00:31:47,462 --> 00:31:50,421
You're incredibly young!

378
00:31:50,902 --> 00:31:53,462
I thought you were much older.

379
00:31:54,782 --> 00:31:57,022
- You speak French?
- Yes.

380
00:31:57,102 --> 00:31:58,142
I love it!

381
00:31:58,742 --> 00:32:00,862
I'm sorry about last night.

382
00:32:01,742 --> 00:32:05,662
My son Oliver insists
on driving that old car.

383
00:32:05,742 --> 00:32:08,462
Give me your coat. Voilà.

384
00:32:09,022 --> 00:32:09,982
That's it.

385
00:32:13,822 --> 00:32:14,782
Thank you.

386
00:32:18,302 --> 00:32:19,382
Um…

387
00:32:19,462 --> 00:32:21,262
To be honest,
I haven't eaten for ages

388
00:32:21,342 --> 00:32:23,341
and I'm starving.
If I could grab…

389
00:32:23,422 --> 00:32:24,982
My dear.

390
00:32:25,062 --> 00:32:30,542
You've come to the right place
for a proper English breakfast.

391
00:32:30,622 --> 00:32:34,622
You're free to write
wherever you like,

392
00:32:34,702 --> 00:32:36,702
to stroll on the grounds…

393
00:32:37,902 --> 00:32:41,382
And we always hold a ball

394
00:32:41,462 --> 00:32:43,182
at the beginning of autumn.

395
00:32:43,262 --> 00:32:44,342
A ball!

396
00:32:44,422 --> 00:32:47,662
And a public reading
of your work in progress.

397
00:32:47,742 --> 00:32:48,822
Uh…

398
00:32:48,902 --> 00:32:50,902
Is the public reading…

399
00:32:51,461 --> 00:32:52,421
compulsory?

400
00:32:52,502 --> 00:32:54,862
Yes, my dear,
but it's all very casual.

401
00:32:55,342 --> 00:32:56,502
You'll see.

402
00:32:57,262 --> 00:33:01,422
I hope you'll be inspired here.

403
00:33:02,582 --> 00:33:05,102
Your agent said
you needed peace and quiet

404
00:33:05,182 --> 00:33:06,821
because of your age.

405
00:33:08,142 --> 00:33:09,422
My agent?

406
00:33:56,222 --> 00:33:57,382
I thought
it was the bathroom!

407
00:33:58,062 --> 00:33:59,381
What a direct approach.

408
00:34:00,182 --> 00:34:02,661
I'd be grateful
if you locked your side too.

409
00:34:05,861 --> 00:34:06,822
Thank you!

410
00:34:08,182 --> 00:34:09,342
Oh, <i>là, là.</i>

411
00:34:32,182 --> 00:34:33,742
<i>Killing
is the logical conclusion</i>

412
00:34:33,822 --> 00:34:35,062
<i>of revolutions.</i>

413
00:34:35,142 --> 00:34:36,702
<i>He who ignores
the desire to kill</i>

414
00:34:36,782 --> 00:34:38,822
<i>may well hold
subversive opinions,</i>

415
00:34:38,902 --> 00:34:41,582
<i>but he will never be anything
more than a conformist.</i>

416
00:34:57,102 --> 00:34:58,582
<i>Marxist feminism,</i>

417
00:34:58,662 --> 00:35:01,502
<i>as found in transcriptions
of speeches by Clara Zetkin,</i>

418
00:35:01,582 --> 00:35:04,342
<i>raises the issue
of the manipulation of women,</i>

419
00:35:04,422 --> 00:35:07,902
<i>first and foremost as
a working and political force,</i>

420
00:35:07,982 --> 00:35:11,422
<i>before their consideration as
individual and thinking beings.</i>

421
00:35:17,662 --> 00:35:19,222
<i>Write me down</i>

422
00:35:20,062 --> 00:35:21,062
<i>Cover me up</i>

423
00:35:21,702 --> 00:35:22,982
<i>Swallow my face</i>

424
00:35:23,902 --> 00:35:25,942
<i>Mute my voice
Hear my whisper</i>

425
00:35:26,462 --> 00:35:27,742
<i>Listen to my cry…</i>

426
00:35:34,942 --> 00:35:36,262
- Think you've missed the point.
- Yes.

427
00:35:36,342 --> 00:35:38,222
- And missed its meaning.
- You get it wrong.

428
00:35:45,822 --> 00:35:46,782
Friends,

429
00:35:47,822 --> 00:35:50,102
we're now gathered together
all of us,

430
00:35:50,182 --> 00:35:52,902
we can begin
this year's writers' residency.

431
00:35:53,382 --> 00:35:55,822
Chéryl, Olympia, Sybil,

432
00:35:55,902 --> 00:35:57,662
it's a joy to welcome you again.

433
00:35:58,342 --> 00:35:59,942
And we're delighted

434
00:36:00,022 --> 00:36:02,222
to count amongst us
this year a new recruit!

435
00:36:02,302 --> 00:36:03,623
- Welcome.
- Hello.

436
00:36:03,702 --> 00:36:04,942
Good to meet you, Agathe.

437
00:36:06,022 --> 00:36:07,542
Well, uh, some…

438
00:36:08,702 --> 00:36:11,462
some very important works
have been written here,

439
00:36:11,542 --> 00:36:12,702
in this building.

440
00:36:14,822 --> 00:36:17,502
Not forgetting the gardens,
which are very beautiful.

441
00:36:20,142 --> 00:36:22,142
Um…

442
00:36:25,703 --> 00:36:28,182
We're here if you need us. Um…

443
00:36:28,862 --> 00:36:30,102
We hope you'll be inspired

444
00:36:30,182 --> 00:36:31,942
and we look forward
to reading your work.

445
00:36:32,022 --> 00:36:33,103
Yeah.

446
00:36:33,182 --> 00:36:34,182
Thank you, darling.

447
00:36:37,502 --> 00:36:40,182
Wait. Wait, what was that?

448
00:36:40,262 --> 00:36:41,382
What's the matter
with him?

449
00:36:43,142 --> 00:36:44,102
I don't know.

450
00:36:45,622 --> 00:36:47,542
He refuses to see a doctor,
but…

451
00:36:48,102 --> 00:36:50,702
we're going to have
to face facts soon.

452
00:36:52,542 --> 00:36:54,783
Did you find your bathroom?

453
00:36:54,862 --> 00:36:56,143
And I don't even want to look

454
00:36:56,222 --> 00:36:57,942
at the cover,
which I— I ruined it.

455
00:36:58,022 --> 00:36:59,622
You know, it's all about timing.

456
00:36:59,703 --> 00:37:02,062
The book at the right time,
and it means something to you…

457
00:37:02,142 --> 00:37:03,742
If you don't, it's…

458
00:37:43,063 --> 00:37:45,582
Please, go on. It's lovely.

459
00:37:47,502 --> 00:37:48,742
I'm sorry, I—

460
00:37:49,582 --> 00:37:50,902
I didn't want to disturb you.

461
00:37:50,982 --> 00:37:52,982
I hadn't noticed
anyone was here.

462
00:37:53,063 --> 00:37:55,182
I love being disturbed.

463
00:37:55,263 --> 00:37:57,942
People don't dare anymore.
It's such a shame.

464
00:38:01,902 --> 00:38:03,382
Your house is incredible.

465
00:38:04,102 --> 00:38:06,582
- Have you always lived here?
- I was born here.

466
00:38:07,262 --> 00:38:08,262
My parents had the idea

467
00:38:08,342 --> 00:38:10,502
of turning it
into a writers' residence

468
00:38:10,582 --> 00:38:11,662
when they retired.

469
00:38:13,942 --> 00:38:17,102
Agathe, how come
you speak such good English?

470
00:38:17,662 --> 00:38:18,822
Ah, um…

471
00:38:18,902 --> 00:38:19,943
My father is…

472
00:38:21,183 --> 00:38:23,702
was born in Bristol
and spoke to us in English.

473
00:38:23,783 --> 00:38:24,662
Ah.

474
00:38:26,062 --> 00:38:28,183
You remind me
a little bit of him, actually.

475
00:38:59,742 --> 00:39:00,982
Where the fuck am I?

476
00:39:16,222 --> 00:39:17,943
Why isn't it working?

477
00:39:44,303 --> 00:39:46,262
The house is that way.

478
00:39:46,942 --> 00:39:48,982
I know. Thanks.

479
00:40:01,502 --> 00:40:04,183
<i>I love you the Italian way</i>

480
00:40:04,262 --> 00:40:06,182
<i>Whoa, oh, oh, oh</i>

481
00:40:06,263 --> 00:40:09,222
<i>I love you the Italian way</i>

482
00:40:10,103 --> 00:40:12,102
<i>My heart pounds</i>

483
00:40:12,182 --> 00:40:14,982
<i>I speak with my hands</i>

484
00:40:15,062 --> 00:40:19,663
<i>And I see red
When you talk to anyone</i>

485
00:40:30,702 --> 00:40:33,702
Hello,
what are you doing here?

486
00:40:37,223 --> 00:40:38,502
What the fuck!

487
00:40:38,583 --> 00:40:40,022
What's your problem?

488
00:40:41,862 --> 00:40:43,902
Stay away from me!

489
00:41:05,103 --> 00:41:06,063
Hey.

490
00:41:06,662 --> 00:41:09,542
I'm lying on my bed,
thinking about you.

491
00:41:11,223 --> 00:41:13,143
Thinking about when we kissed,

492
00:41:15,142 --> 00:41:16,583
your tongue in my mouth,

493
00:41:18,543 --> 00:41:19,503
your tongue in my—

494
00:41:19,582 --> 00:41:20,542
Lunchtime!

495
00:41:22,903 --> 00:41:24,342
"Your tongue in my…"

496
00:41:25,022 --> 00:41:25,982
Fuck!

497
00:41:26,063 --> 00:41:29,223
Oh no!

498
00:41:29,302 --> 00:41:31,182
Fuck, fuck, fuck.

499
00:41:37,423 --> 00:41:38,983
Good night, everyone.

500
00:41:39,063 --> 00:41:40,063
- Night.
- Good night.

501
00:41:41,823 --> 00:41:43,063
I don't know when the last time

502
00:41:43,142 --> 00:41:45,022
you actually
looked at a book properly…

503
00:41:45,103 --> 00:41:46,582
Where did you get the idea?

504
00:41:48,182 --> 00:41:49,503
What idea?

505
00:41:49,582 --> 00:41:50,542
Your novel.

506
00:41:51,303 --> 00:41:54,382
A woman who falls for the man
she sees in her sake cup.

507
00:41:54,463 --> 00:41:55,983
Ah…

508
00:41:56,062 --> 00:41:58,423
In my local Chinese restaurant.

509
00:41:59,982 --> 00:42:01,983
You probably think
it's ridiculous.

510
00:42:02,062 --> 00:42:03,542
No. It intrigues me.

511
00:42:04,583 --> 00:42:05,902
Are you making headway?

512
00:42:06,503 --> 00:42:08,743
Uh… Yes, a lot.

513
00:42:09,263 --> 00:42:12,143
I'm writing non-stop.
It's so inspiring here.

514
00:42:12,222 --> 00:42:13,182
What is the point?

515
00:42:13,263 --> 00:42:14,542
Your perception
of literature

516
00:42:14,623 --> 00:42:15,902
is confoundedly naïve.

517
00:42:16,462 --> 00:42:17,743
What do you think, Agathe?

518
00:42:19,062 --> 00:42:20,022
Me?

519
00:42:20,903 --> 00:42:21,982
Um…

520
00:42:23,783 --> 00:42:26,663
I believe that some books
become part of our lives.

521
00:42:28,743 --> 00:42:32,583
They enter
our most intimate selves and…

522
00:42:33,663 --> 00:42:36,023
some of them move in forever.

523
00:42:36,102 --> 00:42:37,062
They help us to live

524
00:42:37,142 --> 00:42:39,863
because they reveal to us
our true nature.

525
00:42:41,343 --> 00:42:44,582
I once heard someone say that
"Literature is like an ambulance

526
00:42:44,663 --> 00:42:46,342
speeding through the night
to save someone."

527
00:42:46,423 --> 00:42:48,942
That isn't
the job of literature!

528
00:42:49,023 --> 00:42:50,103
Why not?

529
00:42:50,182 --> 00:42:51,862
I don't believe
that the main mission

530
00:42:51,943 --> 00:42:53,342
of a writer should be political.

531
00:42:53,423 --> 00:42:54,783
I believe that the main mission

532
00:42:54,862 --> 00:42:56,743
of a writer should be
to tell a good story.

533
00:42:57,303 --> 00:42:58,422
Forgive me, Agathe.

534
00:42:58,503 --> 00:42:59,983
Yours is a touching notion.

535
00:43:00,062 --> 00:43:02,103
But in the 18th century,

536
00:43:02,183 --> 00:43:04,143
the struggle of philosophers

537
00:43:04,222 --> 00:43:07,303
paved the way for
the French Revolution of 1789.

538
00:43:07,383 --> 00:43:08,823
In the 19th century,

539
00:43:08,903 --> 00:43:10,662
the novel tried
to be a mirror to society,

540
00:43:10,743 --> 00:43:12,702
a way to denounce
social injustices.

541
00:43:12,783 --> 00:43:14,103
- Yeah.
- And we all know

542
00:43:14,182 --> 00:43:16,463
how hard Dickens
raged against poverty…

543
00:43:16,542 --> 00:43:18,103
- I know.
- … and Virginia Woolf

544
00:43:18,182 --> 00:43:20,863
- defended feminism.
- Yeah, that's all very true.

545
00:43:20,942 --> 00:43:22,623
But what I'm saying is that

546
00:43:22,702 --> 00:43:25,623
what I personally ask of,
whether they are writers,

547
00:43:25,702 --> 00:43:27,782
or painters or musicians,

548
00:43:27,863 --> 00:43:31,583
is that poetic spark
that doesn't exist in real life.

549
00:43:32,263 --> 00:43:33,863
What I want literature to do

550
00:43:33,942 --> 00:43:36,262
is to remind me
that I'm only human,

551
00:43:36,343 --> 00:43:40,542
and help me to understand
my fears, and my sadness,

552
00:43:40,623 --> 00:43:42,302
and my struggles in life—

553
00:43:42,383 --> 00:43:43,743
That's ridiculous, Oliver.

554
00:43:43,822 --> 00:43:45,462
You'll have to agree with me,
won't you?

555
00:43:45,943 --> 00:43:47,303
In the history of literature,

556
00:43:47,382 --> 00:43:50,183
the interplay between
the figurative and the literal

557
00:43:50,262 --> 00:43:52,503
has given rise
to many definitions

558
00:43:52,582 --> 00:43:54,903
and semantic inventions
that are quite frankly—

559
00:43:54,983 --> 00:43:56,062
Jesus, Dad! What are you doing?

560
00:43:56,143 --> 00:43:57,223
God, I'm so sorry!

561
00:43:57,303 --> 00:43:58,983
You can't water the guests.

562
00:44:00,503 --> 00:44:01,623
Excuse me.

563
00:44:02,502 --> 00:44:03,623
Unbelievable.

564
00:44:11,503 --> 00:44:12,423
<i>Mona isn't home.</i>

565
00:44:12,502 --> 00:44:13,423
<i>Leave a message.</i>

566
00:44:13,503 --> 00:44:15,303
Hi, it's me.

567
00:44:15,902 --> 00:44:18,023
I hope you're both well.

568
00:44:18,542 --> 00:44:20,423
Call me back when you can.

569
00:44:21,422 --> 00:44:24,663
Tom, a llama spat
right in my face.

570
00:44:24,743 --> 00:44:26,543
You'd have loved it.

571
00:44:27,263 --> 00:44:29,543
I miss you.
I'll be home in eight sleeps.

572
00:44:29,622 --> 00:44:30,582
Love you.

573
00:44:33,902 --> 00:44:35,542
Your scrambled eggs,

574
00:44:35,623 --> 00:44:39,662
scotch pancakes, crumpets,
baked beans, scones.

575
00:44:39,743 --> 00:44:41,582
She's brought
some lovely fresh toast.

576
00:44:41,663 --> 00:44:43,023
Would you like some of that?

577
00:44:43,102 --> 00:44:44,103
- Thank you.
- There we are.

578
00:44:45,022 --> 00:44:47,462
I think that will do the trick,
won't it?

579
00:44:47,983 --> 00:44:49,262
Right. And…

580
00:44:49,343 --> 00:44:51,182
Yes, there's some homemade jam.

581
00:44:53,463 --> 00:44:54,543
Excellent.

582
00:44:55,582 --> 00:44:58,022
Could you please
ask your husband

583
00:44:58,103 --> 00:45:00,143
to stop his naked poetry recital

584
00:45:00,222 --> 00:45:02,302
in the garden
first thing in the morning?

585
00:45:02,383 --> 00:45:03,903
It's very off-putting.

586
00:45:05,383 --> 00:45:07,222
How are we supposed to write?

587
00:45:08,103 --> 00:45:09,343
Oh, sun.

588
00:45:09,422 --> 00:45:11,622
Which day by day
caresses the flowers.

589
00:45:11,703 --> 00:45:13,903
The little flowers
that poetically…

590
00:45:13,983 --> 00:45:15,943
And, mmm, oh.

591
00:45:17,983 --> 00:45:19,022
- Sunshine…
- Dad!

592
00:45:24,463 --> 00:45:29,022
Oh, thank you. Thank you.
Thank you. Thank you. Ah!

593
00:45:31,423 --> 00:45:33,142
And, which on the other hand…

594
00:47:07,703 --> 00:47:09,743
- Hello.
- Hi.

595
00:47:33,663 --> 00:47:34,823
Damn.

596
00:47:37,023 --> 00:47:37,983
Do you have kids?

597
00:47:38,463 --> 00:47:40,583
Uh… It's for my nephew Tom.

598
00:47:41,623 --> 00:47:42,943
I've lived with him
since he was born.

599
00:47:45,303 --> 00:47:47,943
My sister fell pregnant
just after our parents died.

600
00:47:48,023 --> 00:47:49,823
So we decided
to all live together.

601
00:47:50,503 --> 00:47:52,183
- How old is he?
- Six.

602
00:47:52,263 --> 00:47:55,623
I found
this old illustrated edition

603
00:47:55,703 --> 00:47:58,063
of <i>The Wonderful Adventures
of Nils.</i>

604
00:47:58,143 --> 00:48:00,703
- Does he know it?
- I don't think so.

605
00:48:00,783 --> 00:48:01,943
It's a good idea.

606
00:48:06,023 --> 00:48:08,463
Wouldn't you like
to have your own children…

607
00:48:09,263 --> 00:48:11,103
with your partner?

608
00:48:18,583 --> 00:48:19,543
Sorry.

609
00:48:20,383 --> 00:48:21,702
It was none of my business.

610
00:48:29,743 --> 00:48:31,623
I haven't slept
with a guy in two years.

611
00:48:33,063 --> 00:48:36,183
I fantasize about my sake cup
and I snog my best friend.

612
00:48:38,623 --> 00:48:42,423
The university suspended me
for wrecking the staff room.

613
00:48:44,623 --> 00:48:48,543
My partner slept with most
of the literature department.

614
00:48:48,623 --> 00:48:50,943
Men, women, everyone.

615
00:48:51,663 --> 00:48:53,543
I'm very, very good
at screwing up.

616
00:48:54,663 --> 00:48:55,903
The Palme d'Or of losers.

617
00:48:56,503 --> 00:48:58,783
The Turner Prize for drifting.

618
00:48:58,863 --> 00:49:02,223
I moved back home,
but Dad walks around half-naked,

619
00:49:02,302 --> 00:49:03,463
forgets my name…

620
00:49:04,703 --> 00:49:07,143
And I can't sleep
without Tramadol.

621
00:49:39,863 --> 00:49:42,543
Yes, you are very lovely.

622
00:49:43,463 --> 00:49:45,663
- Very lovely.
- Hello.

623
00:49:46,623 --> 00:49:47,983
Hi, Agathe.

624
00:49:48,743 --> 00:49:51,343
Have I had breakfast?

625
00:49:52,143 --> 00:49:55,023
- I can't remember.
- Yes, you had it this morning.

626
00:49:55,102 --> 00:49:56,062
Ah.

627
00:49:58,223 --> 00:49:59,423
But you're…

628
00:50:00,183 --> 00:50:02,743
- You're very beautiful.
- Thank you.

629
00:50:03,503 --> 00:50:05,303
I'm going to write
a poem for you.

630
00:50:06,343 --> 00:50:08,663
Let me take you back
to your room first.

631
00:50:08,743 --> 00:50:09,703
All right.

632
00:50:13,383 --> 00:50:14,863
We'll find your trousers.

633
00:50:19,023 --> 00:50:21,343
Um…

634
00:50:21,423 --> 00:50:22,823
I'll take it from here.

635
00:50:22,903 --> 00:50:23,863
All right.

636
00:50:24,663 --> 00:50:25,703
Thank you.

637
00:50:45,663 --> 00:50:46,783
Good night, Agathe.

638
00:50:47,383 --> 00:50:48,583
Good night.

639
00:51:26,303 --> 00:51:28,143
<i>You have no new messages.</i>

640
00:51:28,943 --> 00:51:30,463
<i>Félix hasn't tried to reach you</i>

641
00:51:30,543 --> 00:51:33,863
<i>and you still haven't written
a single line.</i>

642
00:51:33,943 --> 00:51:36,503
<i>You're wasting your time
at this residency</i>

643
00:51:36,583 --> 00:51:38,583
<i>and you're wasting ours.</i>

644
00:52:06,143 --> 00:52:07,103
Ah.

645
00:52:08,383 --> 00:52:09,343
Hi.

646
00:52:12,103 --> 00:52:13,383
I baked them for ages.

647
00:52:13,863 --> 00:52:17,103
I know you like them
crunchy on top.

648
00:52:17,183 --> 00:52:18,143
That's kind of you.

649
00:52:19,023 --> 00:52:19,983
I'll have a taste.

650
00:52:20,583 --> 00:52:21,663
Are you making progress?

651
00:52:21,743 --> 00:52:22,983
Mmm!

652
00:52:23,504 --> 00:52:24,783
- Mmm.
- Good.

653
00:52:24,863 --> 00:52:25,943
So good.

654
00:52:26,023 --> 00:52:27,583
How's your love story going?

655
00:52:28,183 --> 00:52:29,143
Mm.

656
00:52:29,223 --> 00:52:31,783
I can't wait
to hear your reading.

657
00:52:33,543 --> 00:52:36,023
Well, I won't disturb you
any longer.

658
00:52:36,103 --> 00:52:38,583
I have to go
and look after Todd.

659
00:52:38,663 --> 00:52:41,303
Don't you ever get tired
of doing everything?

660
00:52:42,423 --> 00:52:45,303
Wordsworth spoke of…

661
00:52:45,383 --> 00:52:48,464
"Little, nameless,
unremembered acts

662
00:52:48,983 --> 00:52:51,904
of kindness and of love"

663
00:52:51,983 --> 00:52:54,943
as being the best part of life.

664
00:52:56,223 --> 00:52:57,384
That's beautiful.

665
00:52:57,463 --> 00:53:00,023
I love to see
this house full of life.

666
00:53:00,103 --> 00:53:02,343
All the writers who come here…

667
00:53:02,423 --> 00:53:04,543
It's like a family, you know.

668
00:53:04,623 --> 00:53:06,663
And you're part of it now.

669
00:53:06,743 --> 00:53:09,623
Our Oliver has come home too!

670
00:53:11,623 --> 00:53:12,983
He seems better.

671
00:53:14,023 --> 00:53:15,823
I find him more…

672
00:53:18,903 --> 00:53:19,863
I don't know.

673
00:53:21,023 --> 00:53:22,583
- See you later.
- See you later.

674
00:53:31,264 --> 00:53:33,184
"Life is a great sunrise."

675
00:53:34,743 --> 00:53:37,623
"I do not see why death should
not be an even greater one."

676
00:53:39,463 --> 00:53:42,143
"Lies, energy, passion."

677
00:53:42,903 --> 00:53:45,143
"So many things
that life admires."

678
00:53:45,863 --> 00:53:49,023
"Still everything can be undone
if humanity is not watching."

679
00:53:49,103 --> 00:53:52,423
That's how
I became an expert in I Ching.

680
00:53:52,503 --> 00:53:54,423
And I had a lover in Shanghai.

681
00:53:58,343 --> 00:54:00,464
What are you plotting?
Can I play too?

682
00:54:00,543 --> 00:54:01,704
Go on, then.

683
00:54:02,583 --> 00:54:03,904
What do I have to do?

684
00:54:03,983 --> 00:54:07,103
Think of a question
and write it down here.

685
00:54:07,903 --> 00:54:08,863
Okay.

686
00:54:23,223 --> 00:54:25,503
"Is Félix
in love with me?"

687
00:54:25,584 --> 00:54:28,184
"Have we been afraid
of our feelings

688
00:54:28,263 --> 00:54:29,383
these last few years?"

689
00:54:30,623 --> 00:54:31,583
No, that's two questions.

690
00:54:31,663 --> 00:54:33,023
You have to choose one.

691
00:54:33,783 --> 00:54:34,743
Okay.

692
00:54:39,743 --> 00:54:41,103
Toss the coins
three times.

693
00:54:49,823 --> 00:54:51,143
- Mm.
- Mm.

694
00:54:58,904 --> 00:55:00,343
- Hmm.
- Mm.

695
00:55:04,784 --> 00:55:06,024
- Ah.
- Mm-hmm.

696
00:55:19,344 --> 00:55:20,343
What?

697
00:55:20,943 --> 00:55:22,344
- "Obstruction."
- Huh?

698
00:55:22,423 --> 00:55:23,623
There's a block.

699
00:55:23,703 --> 00:55:26,303
A separation of yin and yang.

700
00:55:27,183 --> 00:55:29,943
You have to find an alternative.

701
00:55:30,783 --> 00:55:33,703
"A fallback situation
must be considered."

702
00:55:33,783 --> 00:55:36,983
"Many disappointments
will arise over time

703
00:55:37,543 --> 00:55:39,663
in your love situation."

704
00:55:39,743 --> 00:55:40,783
I'm sorry.

705
00:55:41,303 --> 00:55:43,023
Can we do it again?

706
00:55:43,103 --> 00:55:44,063
No, we can't.

707
00:55:44,144 --> 00:55:45,104
- Come on.
- No.

708
00:55:45,183 --> 00:55:48,063
I hate these things anyway.
I'm going for a smoke.

709
00:56:06,463 --> 00:56:08,343
<i>Hello?</i>

710
00:56:08,903 --> 00:56:09,903
<i>Agathe?</i>

711
00:56:09,983 --> 00:56:11,783
Are you in a busy place?

712
00:56:11,864 --> 00:56:14,864
<i>Yes. I can't hear.
Can you hear me?</i>

713
00:56:14,943 --> 00:56:16,623
Yes, I can.

714
00:56:16,703 --> 00:56:17,943
Did you get my messages?

715
00:56:18,024 --> 00:56:20,863
<i>Yes. Sorry I didn't call back.</i>

716
00:56:20,943 --> 00:56:23,784
<i>I've been busy at the bookshop.</i>

717
00:56:23,863 --> 00:56:25,704
- Félix?
<i>- Mm-hmm?</i>

718
00:56:26,463 --> 00:56:30,583
You're not ghosting me
or breadcrumbing me, are you?

719
00:56:30,664 --> 00:56:31,543
<i>Huh?</i>

720
00:56:31,624 --> 00:56:34,383
Just don't ruin this, okay?

721
00:56:34,463 --> 00:56:35,984
<i>I can barely hear you.</i>

722
00:56:36,063 --> 00:56:39,424
- <i>What did you say?</i>
- Never mind. Take care. Bye.

723
00:56:39,503 --> 00:56:40,784
<i>I can't hear a thing.</i>

724
00:57:05,744 --> 00:57:06,704
Hi.

725
00:57:19,703 --> 00:57:20,903
You should come with us.

726
00:57:21,664 --> 00:57:23,344
I'll buy you a drink at the pub.

727
00:57:24,304 --> 00:57:26,344
We don't have to talk
if you don't want to.

728
00:57:26,423 --> 00:57:27,623
We can just get drunk.

729
00:57:28,463 --> 00:57:30,584
I don't drink alcohol.

730
00:57:31,463 --> 00:57:32,743
Of course you don't.

731
00:57:35,144 --> 00:57:38,144
Just had IVF.

732
00:57:40,064 --> 00:57:42,903
It's my fifth attempt.

733
00:57:42,983 --> 00:57:45,023
And the hormones are killing me.

734
00:57:48,103 --> 00:57:50,303
Can I have
one of your cigarettes, please?

735
00:58:01,744 --> 00:58:03,504
Hey. There you are.

736
00:58:04,224 --> 00:58:05,743
Shall we go
to the pub?

737
00:58:09,544 --> 00:58:10,504
Yeah.

738
00:58:13,784 --> 00:58:15,263
I kinda want
to dress up first.

739
00:58:15,343 --> 00:58:17,784
I've got to put makeup
on my eyes.

740
00:58:17,904 --> 00:58:19,264
My mascara's run everywhere.

741
00:58:19,463 --> 00:58:20,664
You look fine.

742
00:58:20,743 --> 00:58:24,703
<i>Keep the love light glowing</i>

743
00:58:24,784 --> 00:58:29,984
<i>In your eyes so true</i>

744
00:58:30,583 --> 00:58:34,784
<i>Let me call you sweetheart</i>

745
00:58:34,863 --> 00:58:39,383
<i>I'm in love with you</i>

746
00:58:43,743 --> 00:58:45,423
Thank you.
Thank you, ladies.

747
00:58:45,504 --> 00:58:48,303
<i>Even though the rain is falling</i>

748
00:58:48,384 --> 00:58:50,783
<i>And the sun ain't in the sky</i>

749
00:58:50,863 --> 00:58:52,464
<i>It's all right</i>

750
00:58:52,543 --> 00:58:54,183
- Guinness?
- Yes.

751
00:58:54,264 --> 00:58:56,263
- Two Guinness. Thanks.
- Yeah.

752
00:58:58,104 --> 00:58:59,383
Well done.

753
00:58:59,464 --> 00:59:01,743
<i>Hang on in there, baby</i>

754
00:59:01,824 --> 00:59:04,984
<i>We'll make it through the night</i>

755
00:59:06,624 --> 00:59:09,143
<i>Just as long as we stay together</i>

756
00:59:09,224 --> 00:59:11,504
<i>It's all gonna be all right</i>

757
00:59:11,583 --> 00:59:13,383
<i>It's all right</i>

758
00:59:13,464 --> 00:59:15,983
<i>Sometimes you make me happy</i>

759
00:59:16,064 --> 00:59:18,784
<i>Sometimes you make me sad</i>

760
00:59:18,863 --> 00:59:20,184
<i>It's all right</i>

761
00:59:20,263 --> 00:59:22,504
<i>But I won't change you</i>

762
00:59:22,983 --> 00:59:25,544
<i>I love you as you are</i>

763
00:59:27,024 --> 00:59:28,583
<i>You're my inspiration…</i>

764
00:59:28,664 --> 00:59:29,624
Are you leaving already?

765
00:59:30,143 --> 00:59:32,264
That depends. Do you play darts?

766
00:59:33,464 --> 00:59:34,424
No.

767
00:59:36,944 --> 00:59:41,623
<i>You held me tight</i>

768
00:59:41,704 --> 00:59:44,823
<i>You felt desire</i>

769
00:59:44,903 --> 00:59:48,144
<i>Then why tonight</i>

770
00:59:48,223 --> 00:59:49,784
<i>You quenched the fire</i>

771
00:59:49,863 --> 00:59:54,304
<i>Dreams that seemed to promise
You'd be mine</i>

772
00:59:54,383 --> 00:59:57,464
<i>Have disappeared</i>

773
00:59:57,543 --> 01:00:00,384
<i>Before their time</i>

774
01:00:09,144 --> 01:00:10,303
Uh, uh, uh.

775
01:00:13,623 --> 01:00:15,864
I'd rather
you were conscious.

776
01:00:18,663 --> 01:00:20,104
Can't you just eat me out?

777
01:00:20,664 --> 01:00:21,624
What?

778
01:00:24,224 --> 01:00:25,024
Mm.

779
01:01:04,824 --> 01:01:05,784
Hey.

780
01:01:06,663 --> 01:01:07,623
It's me.

781
01:01:10,503 --> 01:01:11,424
Oh.

782
01:01:14,623 --> 01:01:16,504
You look like shit.

783
01:01:19,224 --> 01:01:21,304
Agathe.

784
01:01:21,384 --> 01:01:22,944
What a welcome! Nice.

785
01:01:24,663 --> 01:01:27,663
I was on the ferry earlier.
I was afraid you'd realize.

786
01:01:29,224 --> 01:01:31,264
I've come to distract you
and take you to the ball.

787
01:01:31,343 --> 01:01:33,744
Why didn't you reply
to my message?

788
01:01:33,823 --> 01:01:34,783
That was some message!

789
01:01:36,904 --> 01:01:38,704
I loved it. Thanks a lot.

790
01:01:40,143 --> 01:01:42,824
I just needed time to process.

791
01:01:42,903 --> 01:01:45,704
I've thought of nothing
but you since we kissed…

792
01:01:45,783 --> 01:01:48,304
This new turn of events
kind of freaks me out.

793
01:01:48,383 --> 01:01:49,704
Yes?

794
01:01:52,544 --> 01:01:53,904
Well, hello.

795
01:01:55,424 --> 01:01:56,624
Um…

796
01:01:57,624 --> 01:01:58,824
Your breakfast, Ms. Robinson.

797
01:01:58,904 --> 01:02:01,024
Should I leave it on the table?

798
01:02:01,104 --> 01:02:03,704
Oh, no, no, no.
Nonsense, my boy.

799
01:02:03,784 --> 01:02:05,544
Leave this to me.
Thank you very much.

800
01:02:05,624 --> 01:02:06,824
What is your name again, sir?

801
01:02:07,303 --> 01:02:09,304
- Oliver.
- Oliver. Nice name.

802
01:02:09,384 --> 01:02:11,064
Thank you, Oliver.
Have a nice day.

803
01:02:11,143 --> 01:02:14,064
Breakfast for two!
How splendid is that?

804
01:02:14,784 --> 01:02:17,384
We've wasted 10 years.
Let's not waste more.

805
01:02:17,463 --> 01:02:19,103
Kiss me! I missed you.

806
01:02:26,304 --> 01:02:27,264
Are you okay?

807
01:02:27,624 --> 01:02:29,264
Oh no.

808
01:02:34,224 --> 01:02:35,864
Can I get you anything?

809
01:02:35,943 --> 01:02:37,984
No! Stay where you are.

810
01:03:01,224 --> 01:03:02,583
Here, put this on.

811
01:03:04,343 --> 01:03:05,303
All right.

812
01:03:30,024 --> 01:03:31,944
So what did you do?

813
01:03:32,384 --> 01:03:33,344
Hmm?

814
01:03:33,544 --> 01:03:34,943
Sleep with both of them?

815
01:03:35,864 --> 01:03:37,104
No, neither.

816
01:03:38,584 --> 01:03:40,744
Oliver tucked me in

817
01:03:42,104 --> 01:03:43,544
and Félix woke me up.

818
01:03:44,464 --> 01:03:47,304
It was really weird but…

819
01:03:47,904 --> 01:03:49,384
not at all unpleasant.

820
01:03:50,184 --> 01:03:51,424
I'm relieved he's here.

821
01:03:51,984 --> 01:03:53,544
Relieved? Yes.

822
01:03:54,064 --> 01:03:55,544
That doesn't sound
very exciting.

823
01:04:43,304 --> 01:04:45,703
Yes. Uh, thank you.

824
01:04:46,544 --> 01:04:47,504
Ladies.

825
01:05:07,184 --> 01:05:08,984
- You look beautiful.
- Thanks.

826
01:06:17,584 --> 01:06:19,704
Oh.

827
01:06:37,984 --> 01:06:39,184
You all right, my darling?

828
01:06:44,943 --> 01:06:47,664
Beth, I feel dizzy.
Go and dance with Felix.

829
01:06:47,743 --> 01:06:49,743
Of course. I'd be delighted.

830
01:06:49,823 --> 01:06:50,783
Hello.

831
01:06:51,904 --> 01:06:52,864
I'll be right back.

832
01:06:53,904 --> 01:06:54,863
Sir.

833
01:06:56,024 --> 01:06:57,864
Sir, just going to grab a glass.

834
01:06:58,463 --> 01:06:59,864
Sorry.

835
01:07:01,064 --> 01:07:02,223
Please— Sorry.

836
01:07:02,304 --> 01:07:03,424
Is he nuts?

837
01:09:10,584 --> 01:09:11,544
Agathe.

838
01:09:12,864 --> 01:09:14,344
Thank you
very much. Thank you.

839
01:09:14,424 --> 01:09:16,264
Agathe. Agathe.

840
01:09:17,064 --> 01:09:18,024
Hey.

841
01:09:19,224 --> 01:09:21,464
Can I…
You're a very good dancer, sir.

842
01:09:21,544 --> 01:09:22,544
Very good.

843
01:09:23,585 --> 01:09:26,064
- Shall we?
- Yes.

844
01:09:26,144 --> 01:09:27,104
Thank you.

845
01:10:01,504 --> 01:10:02,464
Agathe.

846
01:10:16,064 --> 01:10:17,824
No, turn!

847
01:10:25,744 --> 01:10:27,104
Don't do that!

848
01:10:28,624 --> 01:10:30,744
My nipples are sensitive.
Are you nuts?

849
01:10:30,824 --> 01:10:32,705
I'll have red marks too.

850
01:10:33,304 --> 01:10:35,305
- Don't do it again.
- Okay, fine.

851
01:10:35,865 --> 01:10:38,104
- I mean it.
- I got it!

852
01:10:43,904 --> 01:10:46,985
Do you realize
this house is 300 years old?

853
01:10:48,304 --> 01:10:49,744
Have you seen
how thick the walls are?

854
01:10:53,624 --> 01:10:54,584
Yeah…

855
01:10:57,744 --> 01:10:59,024
I have, yeah.

856
01:11:10,224 --> 01:11:11,665
It's a nice temperature.

857
01:11:14,384 --> 01:11:15,625
Very nice.

858
01:11:18,264 --> 01:11:19,784
Should I open the window wider?

859
01:11:19,864 --> 01:11:21,665
No, it's fine as it is.

860
01:11:22,345 --> 01:11:23,865
There's a lovely breeze.

861
01:11:32,664 --> 01:11:33,984
- Félix.
- Mm-hmm?

862
01:11:36,544 --> 01:11:40,065
Maybe there's a reason nothing
has ever happened between us.

863
01:11:44,025 --> 01:11:45,304
Was it that bad?

864
01:11:45,864 --> 01:11:48,624
No. That isn't the issue.

865
01:11:50,185 --> 01:11:53,824
But when we're side by side
like this,

866
01:11:53,905 --> 01:11:56,584
I just want to eat kebabs
and watch TV together.

867
01:11:58,585 --> 01:12:01,064
Well, we know each other
inside out.

868
01:12:02,584 --> 01:12:04,745
So it'll take us
a bit of time…

869
01:12:05,504 --> 01:12:07,905
to adjust to this new situation.

870
01:12:07,984 --> 01:12:10,264
- Are you serious?
- Yes. It's perfectly normal.

871
01:12:11,544 --> 01:12:14,664
With you, I have found
my double flame at last.

872
01:12:14,745 --> 01:12:16,224
Fuck no, Félix!

873
01:12:16,304 --> 01:12:19,145
You quote Octavio Paz
to every girl you sleep with.

874
01:12:19,744 --> 01:12:21,424
Don't say that crap to me!

875
01:12:22,544 --> 01:12:24,424
Us being together
is self-evident,

876
01:12:24,505 --> 01:12:25,904
but we refused to see that.

877
01:12:27,064 --> 01:12:29,184
So it's normal to feel afraid.

878
01:12:30,064 --> 01:12:31,504
What's there to be afraid of?

879
01:12:34,064 --> 01:12:35,984
Well…

880
01:12:40,945 --> 01:12:42,824
Aren't we just afraid
of ending up alone?

881
01:12:43,384 --> 01:12:44,344
No.

882
01:12:45,984 --> 01:12:47,704
I've always wanted
to sleep with you.

883
01:12:47,785 --> 01:12:49,305
You want to sleep with everyone!

884
01:12:56,064 --> 01:12:57,064
I adore you.

885
01:12:59,065 --> 01:13:00,344
But I don't feel…

886
01:13:01,544 --> 01:13:03,944
that little inexplicable spark.

887
01:13:05,785 --> 01:13:07,584
Okay.

888
01:13:07,664 --> 01:13:10,865
So that's it, huh?
You won't even give us a chance.

889
01:13:11,704 --> 01:13:12,785
Sorry.

890
01:13:12,864 --> 01:13:14,064
It isn't that.

891
01:13:14,984 --> 01:13:15,944
Okay.

892
01:13:16,024 --> 01:13:17,305
- Where are you going?
- For a walk.

893
01:13:17,384 --> 01:13:20,384
- I'll come with you.
- No. I'm going alone.

894
01:13:52,304 --> 01:13:53,544
- Are you mad at me?
- No.

895
01:13:54,384 --> 01:13:55,664
- Are you sure?
- Yes.

896
01:13:55,744 --> 01:13:56,984
Okay.

897
01:13:57,584 --> 01:14:00,065
- Should I stay for the reading?
- Definitely not.

898
01:14:00,625 --> 01:14:02,504
It's more stressful
with loved ones present.

899
01:14:03,744 --> 01:14:05,545
- We'll see each other soon.
- Yep.

900
01:14:48,905 --> 01:14:51,665
"Until death, it is all life."

901
01:15:29,704 --> 01:15:31,064
What a fucking surprise!

902
01:15:33,544 --> 01:15:35,265
Was it you who spat at me?

903
01:16:54,105 --> 01:16:55,505
Are you leaving already?

904
01:16:56,504 --> 01:16:59,824
Don't tell me
it's because of your reading.

905
01:17:03,185 --> 01:17:04,145
Beth…

906
01:17:06,664 --> 01:17:07,624
I'm sorry.

907
01:17:09,465 --> 01:17:10,625
I lied to you.

908
01:17:12,505 --> 01:17:15,464
I haven't written anything,
not a single word.

909
01:17:17,425 --> 01:17:20,585
I'm not a writer. I need
to accept that and move on.

910
01:17:20,664 --> 01:17:21,624
Darling.

911
01:17:21,705 --> 01:17:25,105
You should have told
us you had hit a dry spell.

912
01:17:25,184 --> 01:17:29,024
So many residents
have before you.

913
01:17:29,545 --> 01:17:33,304
We loved the first chapters
of your novel.

914
01:17:33,385 --> 01:17:34,825
Just ask Oliver.

915
01:17:35,504 --> 01:17:39,024
He said that your first chapters
were the most promising

916
01:17:39,105 --> 01:17:40,984
he had read in years.

917
01:17:42,344 --> 01:17:43,945
Thank you again
for your kindness.

918
01:17:44,985 --> 01:17:46,105
I'll never forget you.

919
01:17:46,744 --> 01:17:48,384
I'm so sorry.

920
01:18:00,505 --> 01:18:01,824
The bus doesn't run on Sundays.

921
01:18:18,385 --> 01:18:20,025
<i>My ex killed himself</i>

922
01:18:20,105 --> 01:18:21,424
<i>after I cheated and left him.</i>

923
01:18:21,505 --> 01:18:24,184
<i>I know I didn't pull the trigger
but I pushed him to it.</i>

924
01:18:24,265 --> 01:18:25,905
<i>I took everything from him.</i>

925
01:18:25,985 --> 01:18:28,424
<i>I don't know what else to say.
I'm a horrible human being.</i>

926
01:18:28,505 --> 01:18:31,505
<i>And I don't know how I can
move on or live anymore.</i>

927
01:18:41,065 --> 01:18:42,865
Have you ever had the feeling

928
01:18:42,944 --> 01:18:45,024
you were made
for something or someone?

929
01:18:46,225 --> 01:18:48,984
That it was
just a matter of luck

930
01:18:49,785 --> 01:18:50,745
or timing?

931
01:18:51,344 --> 01:18:55,545
Are you talking about writing
or your boyfriend?

932
01:18:55,625 --> 01:18:56,625
He isn't my boyfriend.

933
01:18:58,625 --> 01:19:00,985
And I'm sorry
about what happened.

934
01:19:01,665 --> 01:19:02,945
I was talking about writing.

935
01:19:04,064 --> 01:19:05,744
I always found excuses.

936
01:19:05,825 --> 01:19:09,345
I thought conditions needed
to be perfect to write.

937
01:19:10,465 --> 01:19:12,145
And that I had to experience

938
01:19:12,225 --> 01:19:13,944
interesting things
to write but…

939
01:19:14,784 --> 01:19:16,424
that's all bullshit.

940
01:19:17,384 --> 01:19:18,785
At least I know that now.

941
01:19:20,585 --> 01:19:23,824
Writing is like ivy…

942
01:19:25,545 --> 01:19:30,065
like weeds and plants.
It needs ruins to exist.

943
01:19:35,025 --> 01:19:36,304
Look for your ruins.

944
01:19:41,944 --> 01:19:44,345
Tramadol and Lexomil
are on a boat. Who falls in?

945
01:19:44,865 --> 01:19:45,985
What?

946
01:19:46,064 --> 01:19:47,424
Nothing, forget it.

947
01:19:56,425 --> 01:19:57,385
Bye.

948
01:21:47,424 --> 01:21:48,585
<i>Are you
at the Bergeronette?</i>

949
01:21:50,145 --> 01:21:51,105
Yes.

950
01:21:51,824 --> 01:21:55,185
You really shouldn't leave
the keys under the flowerpots.

951
01:21:55,265 --> 01:21:57,785
It's the first place
burglars look.

952
01:21:58,425 --> 01:22:00,225
You might as well
leave the door open.

953
01:22:00,305 --> 01:22:01,385
<i>Agathe?</i>

954
01:22:02,345 --> 01:22:04,304
- What?
- <i>You're such a pain.</i>

955
01:22:06,745 --> 01:22:07,705
Okay.

956
01:22:11,065 --> 01:22:12,025
<i>Are you okay?</i>

957
01:22:17,105 --> 01:22:20,465
<i>Well, I feel great joy</i>

958
01:22:20,545 --> 01:22:22,305
<i>and immense sadness too.</i>

959
01:22:23,945 --> 01:22:25,305
<i>I know, sweetie.</i>

960
01:22:25,985 --> 01:22:27,425
<i>It'll pass, you'll see.</i>

961
01:22:33,825 --> 01:22:35,585
<i>Remember what Dad
used to say?</i>

962
01:22:36,585 --> 01:22:39,305
<i>"Literature is the only remedy</i>

963
01:22:39,385 --> 01:22:41,345
<i>for the disorder
of thoughts and feelings."</i>

964
01:22:41,625 --> 01:22:44,624
<i>I never did get
his theories.</i>

965
01:22:44,705 --> 01:22:47,825
<i>Dad kind of crushed you
with his literature crap.</i>

966
01:22:48,545 --> 01:22:51,465
<i>Don't you think it's time
you told him to piss off?</i>

967
01:22:52,705 --> 01:22:53,865
<i>He's dead, Mona.</i>

968
01:22:54,385 --> 01:22:56,185
<i>All the more reason.</i>

969
01:25:22,425 --> 01:25:23,625
{\an8}Dear Oliver,

970
01:25:23,705 --> 01:25:25,825
{\an8}Thank you
for your gardening tips.

971
01:25:25,905 --> 01:25:29,265
{\an8}I found my ruins.

972
01:26:15,625 --> 01:26:17,585
- Hi!
- Everyone okay?

973
01:26:18,945 --> 01:26:19,905
Okay.

974
01:26:20,905 --> 01:26:23,625
<i>Penetration
is extremely painful…</i>

975
01:26:23,705 --> 01:26:25,026
Is this <i>The Lion King?</i>

976
01:26:31,185 --> 01:26:33,545
Excuse me, sorry. Thanks.

977
01:26:34,185 --> 01:26:36,265
There's a letter for you.
It's on the fridge.

978
01:26:38,225 --> 01:26:41,185
<i>The hairs on the tip
of the male's penis</i>

979
01:26:41,265 --> 01:26:42,825
<i>are as hard as spines</i>

980
01:26:43,546 --> 01:26:46,825
<i>but necessary to trigger
ovulation in the female.</i>

981
01:26:50,145 --> 01:26:51,585
- Well?
- Who's it from?

982
01:26:53,426 --> 01:26:57,105
An English publisher.
He loved my novel.

983
01:26:57,185 --> 01:26:58,345
That's fantastic!

984
01:26:58,425 --> 01:27:00,625
Cheer up!
Don't kill yourself out of joy.

985
01:27:00,705 --> 01:27:01,705
Smile!

986
01:27:02,945 --> 01:27:04,505
Congrats, old cow!

987
01:27:04,585 --> 01:27:06,745
Ow!

988
01:27:20,905 --> 01:27:21,865
{\an8}<i>"Agathe,</i>

989
01:27:23,785 --> 01:27:25,386
<i>in vain have I struggled."</i>

990
01:27:25,465 --> 01:27:26,746
<i>"It will not do."</i>

991
01:27:26,825 --> 01:27:28,666
<i>"My feelings
will not be repressed."</i>

992
01:27:29,346 --> 01:27:30,866
<i>"You must allow me to tell you</i>

993
01:27:30,945 --> 01:27:33,145
<i>how ardently
I admire and love you."</i>

994
01:27:43,585 --> 01:27:45,826
There's a
Jane Austen quote on the mirror.

995
01:27:47,305 --> 01:27:48,265
Okay.

996
01:27:48,345 --> 01:27:49,545
With my name on it!

997
01:27:50,346 --> 01:27:51,306
Great.

998
01:27:51,785 --> 01:27:53,185
Who made such a lame joke?

999
01:27:53,265 --> 01:27:56,905
Don't look at me!
How would I know?

1000
01:27:56,985 --> 01:27:58,026
You're weird.

1001
01:28:14,105 --> 01:28:15,145
Thank you.

1002
01:28:17,626 --> 01:28:20,825
And the final poem this evening

1003
01:28:21,385 --> 01:28:22,905
is <i>Path</i> by Jack Hirschman.

1004
01:28:24,626 --> 01:28:25,705
"Path."

1005
01:28:27,945 --> 01:28:29,625
"Go to your broken heart."

1006
01:28:32,145 --> 01:28:35,385
"If you think
you don't have one, get one."

1007
01:28:37,545 --> 01:28:40,625
"To get one, be sincere."

1008
01:28:41,545 --> 01:28:43,585
"Learn sincerity of intent

1009
01:28:43,665 --> 01:28:47,465
by letting life enter
because you're helpless, really,

1010
01:28:47,985 --> 01:28:49,665
to do otherwise."

1011
01:28:51,465 --> 01:28:53,826
"Even as you try escaping,

1012
01:28:54,305 --> 01:28:56,945
let it take you
and tear you open

1013
01:28:57,025 --> 01:28:58,465
like a letter sent,

1014
01:28:58,545 --> 01:29:01,585
like a sentence inside
you've waited for

1015
01:29:02,265 --> 01:29:03,225
all your life,

1016
01:29:04,105 --> 01:29:06,785
though you've committed
nothing."

1017
01:29:08,745 --> 01:29:10,665
"Let it send you up."

1018
01:29:12,665 --> 01:29:15,506
"Let it break you, heart."

1019
01:29:16,866 --> 01:29:18,546
"Broken-heartedness

1020
01:29:18,625 --> 01:29:22,745
is the beginning
of all real reception."

1021
01:29:24,706 --> 01:29:27,065
"The ear of humility

1022
01:29:27,866 --> 01:29:29,585
hears beyond the gates."

1023
01:29:31,306 --> 01:29:32,585
"See the gates opening."

1024
01:29:33,346 --> 01:29:36,825
"Feel your hands
going akimbo on your hips,

1025
01:29:36,906 --> 01:29:40,945
your mouth opening like a womb
giving birth to your voice

1026
01:29:41,905 --> 01:29:43,465
for the first time."

1027
01:29:44,466 --> 01:29:49,985
"Go singing, whirling
into the glory of being

1028
01:29:50,746 --> 01:29:52,305
ecstatically…

1029
01:29:53,665 --> 01:29:54,665
simple."

1030
01:29:56,145 --> 01:29:57,305
"Write the poem."

1031
01:29:58,146 --> 01:29:59,865
Bravo!

1032
01:30:10,666 --> 01:30:11,466
Pardon.

1033
01:30:19,865 --> 01:30:24,265
<i>You better get up for your mama</i>

1034
01:30:28,866 --> 01:30:34,425
<i>You better grab
The best of your life</i>

1035
01:30:35,505 --> 01:30:37,705
<i>I know you're ready</i>

1036
01:30:40,865 --> 01:30:42,866
<i>To get older</i>

1037
01:30:45,425 --> 01:30:47,305
<i>Anyhow</i>

1038
01:30:56,586 --> 01:31:02,185
<i>Well, all you have to do
Is wander</i>

1039
01:31:05,825 --> 01:31:12,066
<i>Over fields of dark time</i>

1040
01:31:12,386 --> 01:31:15,585
<i>Where do you find yourself</i>

1041
01:31:17,225 --> 01:31:20,346
<i>Feeling lonesome</i>

1042
01:31:21,666 --> 01:31:24,866
<i>And do you reckon</i>

1043
01:31:24,945 --> 01:31:29,025
<i>Your body and your mind?</i>

1044
01:31:33,265 --> 01:31:34,706
<i>Day on Earth</i>

1045
01:31:35,585 --> 01:31:38,185
<i>By the streets at night</i>

1046
01:31:38,745 --> 01:31:40,265
<i>Oh, yeah</i>

1047
01:31:42,025 --> 01:31:44,026
<i>I saw you passing</i>

1048
01:31:45,185 --> 01:31:47,785
<i>There in the street lights</i>

1049
01:31:49,625 --> 01:31:53,626
<i>And do you have</i>

1050
01:31:54,025 --> 01:31:56,946
<i>A home for the morning?</i>

1051
01:31:58,746 --> 01:32:02,385
<i>And are you holding</i>

1052
01:32:02,465 --> 01:32:05,505
<i>Holding on so tight?</i>

1053
01:32:15,265 --> 01:32:20,985
<i>You say that's what
You have been given</i>

1054
01:32:24,545 --> 01:32:31,025
<i>A whole lot of nothing
For your time</i>

1055
01:32:31,106 --> 01:32:34,345
<i>Or have you sunken</i>

1056
01:32:36,026 --> 01:32:39,145
<i>Down in your bones</i>

1057
01:32:40,386 --> 01:32:44,625
<i>And do you toss and turn</i>

1058
01:32:44,706 --> 01:32:47,465
<i>And turn at night?</i>

1059
01:32:49,506 --> 01:32:53,466
<i>And are you holding</i>

1060
01:32:53,545 --> 01:32:56,505
<i>Holding on so tight?</i>

1061
01:32:59,066 --> 01:33:03,346
<i>And do you toss and turn</i>

1062
01:33:03,426 --> 01:33:06,145
<i>And turn at night?</i>

1063
01:33:08,185 --> 01:33:12,145
<i>And are you holding</i>

1064
01:33:12,226 --> 01:33:15,185
<i>Holding on so tight?</i>



